Rants: Everyday Venting

[Nrein]

I get that artists get busy, and that they need money, but...

It bothers me when I commission someone, and then they say I and tons of others will have to be queued because of backlog, but then they open up $20 commissions that'll be done in 24 hours for anyone who takes them.

Call me impatient but if you can do 10 $20 commissions in 24 hours then you shouldn't have a backlog ;w;

[138]

I need to quit procrastinating. :T

[[INACTIVE]]

Trying to find free art is incredible hard. I have almost graduated high school (ONE MORE YEAR!) so I don't have a lot of money. Actually I have zero money. I could try drawing my fursona my self but... I'm pretty bad at drawing. No I'm serious right now I'm bad, I'm really really bad

[Nazieri]

It's come to my attention that even though I'm alive, I'm not really living. As in, I don't exactly have a life. I get up, get my art done, go on the computer and go to sleep. Of course, there's always sports but that too has become the very day mundane. Now that my dream career as a painter has been torn to shreds and thrown into the garbage bin, I really don't know where to go from here. On one hand, I want to create a video game and in theory, it all sounds great but I have no idea where to start. On the other hand, I want to kick up my Youtube Channel and start up some streaming and I know how to do all that but even with the lights and fancy tech, I still have two loud, disrespectful roommates who can't make their mind up on moving out or staying.

All in all, I feel like I belong with Youtubers and I've felt this way for a very long time. To go to VidCon, meet all sorts of fans and all that would be the best thing ever.. but just because I feel it, does that mean that it's my true calling or just another dream that may not happen?

[saph the sergal]

It's come to my attention that even though I'm alive, I'm not really living. As in, I don't exactly have a life. I get up, get my art done, go on the computer and go to sleep. Of course, there's always sports but that too has become the very day mundane. Now that my dream career as a painter has been torn to shreds and thrown into the garbage bin, I really don't know where to go from here. On one hand, I want to create a video game and in theory, it all sounds great but I have no idea where to start. On the other hand, I want to kick up my Youtube Channel and start up some streaming and I know how to do all that but even with the lights and fancy tech, I still have two loud, disrespectful roommates who can't make their mind up on moving out or staying.

All in all, I feel like I belong with Youtubers and I've felt this way for a very long time. To go to VidCon, meet all sorts of fans and all that would be the best thing ever.. but just because I feel it, does that mean that it's my true calling or just another dream that may not happen?

make your dreams happen trust me i am with losing weight so i can scuba dive im saving for a new pc and all that to do streams and youtube and im saving to go see the queen of steam

OT: im doing my head in again with network learning and making a network for me

[HyenaKing]

Here we go again.
Anybody else miss Nix?

[BennyJackdaw]

I think it hurts more, knowing that there's someone suffering you love and can't do anything about it, then the actual pain they are in.

That... actually makes sense.

[Nazieri]

make your dreams happen trust me i am with losing weight so i can scuba dive im saving for a new pc and all that to do streams and youtube and im saving to go see the queen of steam

Believe me when I say, I'd like nothing more than to start things right now. If my roommates where a little more reserved, I would set up everything and get whatever it was I needed just to start what I truly wanted to do. I know it sounds like such a ridiculous reason not to do it but the real reality is that I would 1. Be consistently interrupted/bothered 2. They would probably mess with my streaming while I'm AFK if given the chance and 3. Well, simply put, I don't have what I need to have. I would at least need a PS4, A green screen, a couple flood lights, a good recording machine and a good computer. If I had that, I would be able to do the rest just fine. It's just gonna take me quite some time to get what I need.

[Grey]

It's come to the point where my family is so low on money that we can barely afford to feed ourselves.

[HyenaKing]

Here we go again.
Anybody else miss Nix?

Guilty.
I think she's busy with... something irl.

Guilty? I'm obvious very guilty of noticing?

[Midnight Madness]

Sandor, that's very much an English term as well. Saying 'guilty' when someone inquires about something is an immediate implication that the one saying guilty is, indeed, 'guilty' of sharing the idea. It was certainly a popular way of 'admitting' empathy when I was a teenager.

Anyway, on topic.

I feel like I'm the only sternly rational person in my home. I can barely make so much as a passive comment without someone being offended or accusing me of thinking of them some way. Or, in other instances, people just repeat themselves over and **censor** over despite being presented with logical fallacies they're making. So either people are hyper sensitive or absolutely ignorant.

My family is generally conservative. I'm getting a vibe of irony from it all.

[Grey]

My Dad is threatening to take away my laptop because I'm apparently not working enough. He wants to make me work more by taking away my laptop, which I need to work.

He's an idiot alright.

[saph the sergal]

i feel like pure crap for saying stuff to a friend who didnt need it and now i just cant help but think that yet again i wont forgive myself for what i said if he passes away

[[INACTIVE]]

I'm sick and tired of people getting angry at me for stating my opinion! I'm sick and tired of people getting offended by everything I say! I"M SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE TELLING ME THAT I TRIGGERED THEM, I DON"T CARE! THE WORLD DOESN'T CENTER AROUND YOU! YOU CAN"T TELL ME WHAT TO SAY AND NOT TO SAY! Life isn't going to care if you hurt your feeling's. You are one of 7 billion people on this earth! You are not different and you are not special! I"M LOOKING AT YOU TUMBLR!


Jesus this is probably going to get me in a lot of trouble...

[SadDubwool]

Feeling more and more unwelcomed, by the people is respect