Post by: WingedZephyr on May 12, 2010, 04:55:17 AM
Any rants that go into lengthy discussion may or may not be split into separate topics if necessary.
Post by: Asia Kali Yusufzai on May 12, 2010, 10:31:35 AM
Post by: AirRaiser on May 12, 2010, 11:48:28 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on May 12, 2010, 11:56:48 AM
Post by: Tatsu on May 13, 2010, 09:50:15 PM
Post by: WingedZephyr on May 13, 2010, 10:14:18 PM
And if you have something else to ask, the staff can help you out if you post your questions here: http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?board=64.0
Post by: Kristian002 on June 03, 2010, 03:00:09 AM
Post by: Asia Kali Yusufzai on June 03, 2010, 02:09:37 PM
Post by: ___ on June 12, 2010, 09:57:14 PM
I understand that you may not want to do things for free, and I understand that, but not onlly does it come across as rude, but it comes across as arrogant to me.
A simple "Closed" would suffice.
Post by: Asia Kali Yusufzai on June 28, 2010, 12:45:19 PM
Why on earth would you put a cap on immigration of highly skilled workers?! Immigration is good for the economy, highly skilled workers are good for the economy, everyone gets more workers that can do the job. I can understand stopping unskilled workers unless they're refugees and asylum seekers (which are basically the same thing), but to put a cap on ALL immigration? it makes no sense!
Stupid conservatives are all saying "well we're fulfilling our promise to our voters..." but you didn't keep your promise about not raising VAT when you could have put VAT on aspects that are currently exempt.. but then doing that would harm your rich friends you stupid Tory nutjobs.
And the conservatives didn't keep their promise about tax credits for game development which would help the industry massively, and would definitely help the economy since games are the biggest entertainment industry in Britain, getting a billion pounds every year for the Britain.
I mean, I knew the Tories would do some stupid stuff, but that doesn't mean I can't rant about it.
Post by: Asia Kali Yusufzai on July 21, 2010, 02:36:51 PM
My leg is all mashed up, so i'm limping and bent over all the time. so much so that my flippin' cat was pitying me.
my bank... well the stupid bank has its stupid problems making me walk to the stupid bank with my stupid leg, and this wouldn't have been a problem if my computer hadn't exploded...
and finally my dang computer exploded after 5 ruddy years of endless problems. I have a theory that my power supply is what's broken, so I try to find the spare one that we have... but i can't find it anywhere! normally it's always in plain sight, but not today, oh heck no. So now i've just dismantled the other computer when i'm not even sure if that power supply is compatible! And now it's just sitting there while i type this. My room is two floors up. My leg is mashed. It's a perfect storm, it is.
Post by: Goblin Cat 😸 on August 02, 2010, 05:47:29 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on August 08, 2010, 05:29:27 PM
Post by: Seko on August 08, 2010, 08:01:20 PM
if any one person who i would happily murder in this world then it would be him...
Post by: Crevan Fox on August 11, 2010, 05:22:01 PM
Post by: LolaTheMousey on August 15, 2010, 08:41:07 AM
My dad only sees me one day of the whole year i just found out he is skiping out on me again and i have another tumor! grrrr {wait mice dont grrr}
Post by: Crevan Fox on August 15, 2010, 10:57:09 AM
Post by: AirRaiser on August 15, 2010, 08:43:00 PM
Post by: Seko on August 15, 2010, 08:48:25 PM
I'm not looking forward to work tomarrow, gotta deal with that cranky whiny little [Words I can not say here] *Grumble* why can't I just smack him?! WHY?
because you would stoop to his level, but you should be satisfied that by surviving the day, you have proven yourself the better person.
...plus im sure if said person is that bad then you can watch him get KO'd from a distance ;)
Post by: Blaiiine on August 15, 2010, 11:28:37 PM
Post by: AirRaiser on August 16, 2010, 12:54:34 AM
Post by: Seko on August 16, 2010, 11:40:59 AM
I'm sick of dealing with basic stupidity everyday. But might as well suck it up and deal with it. School's only one week away. Whoop-de-freakin'-doo.
i have been reminded >_<
wait....i have book report due in 3 days :o..... oh snap!
Post by: Crevan Fox on August 16, 2010, 12:12:29 PM
Post by: Tyla on August 16, 2010, 12:22:57 PM
Post by: Asia Kali Yusufzai on August 16, 2010, 12:49:44 PM
Post by: Asia Kali Yusufzai on August 18, 2010, 04:15:38 PM
Post Merge: August 18, 2010, 09:13:51 PM
Oh and this "The Normans" series of documentaries? I hate it. Stupid guy who embodies the idea of big-headed, self centred academics omitting massive bits of information just so their opinion can be told as fact. Yeah, the Normans did fight their way to Antioch during the crusades. Along the way, they killed hundreds of thousands of innocent people, most of whom were christian but you're not gonna say that because that would make the Normans look foolish. Yes the acquasition of Antioch was sneaky and impressive, and the assimilation of culture was a good thing, and Yes Ptolomeic texts were very useful, but Islamic texts were also incredibly important, adding whole new layers of science to the christian world... you gonna talk about muslims at all? no? Okay, fine you could at least say why the muslims wanted to keep Jerusalem though right?... no?
Wow, he conquered a city and then wrote messages to the wives of enemy soldiers written in enemy blood. that's horrible... then when he took over everyone loved him? well I don't think those widows liked him very much... not after the whole blood message thing.
Oh and what was that guy's name, Roger The Oatville? oh Roger D'hoteville, oh see I heard it as The Oatville because you can't say names right.
Wow there was a big battle here! What happened?
"There was a terrible battle"
Yes, and? what happened in the battle.
"And people were upset."
You just gonna glaze over a big battle like that? you were spending three minutes talking about tarantulas eariler... Couldn't you have spent that time talking about something important like a big battle? no?
What an idiot.
Post by: Blaiiine on August 21, 2010, 05:40:14 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on November 30, 2010, 02:12:30 AM
- that is all.
Post by: iKero-chu™ on November 30, 2010, 05:09:45 PM
-__- I'd add more to that statement but shall not.
She drives me crazy and puts an act up infront of the staff.
UGSHDKGAKJSDFHA.
Post by: Ares the Ram on November 30, 2010, 10:03:13 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 01, 2010, 04:19:00 PM
Post by: Armalite_ on December 01, 2010, 05:38:44 PM
DX
Post by: Crevan Fox on December 01, 2010, 06:25:38 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 02, 2010, 12:31:34 AM
Post by: Hedgehog on December 02, 2010, 03:36:35 AM
I spend my days alone and drunk, and if I do talk to somebody whatever they're saying is just utter crap.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 02, 2010, 03:41:49 AM
Post by: Hedgehog on December 02, 2010, 07:39:56 AM
Post by: Seko on December 02, 2010, 09:38:52 AM
Meanwhile it is snowing, and i can't go to school for a maximum of 20 days but i really want to go to school so i can leaaaaarn D:
And finally i hate my computer that can't run a game with the graphics of lego -_-;;
Post by: shadowfox on December 02, 2010, 06:05:51 PM
4 months of being clean... now down the drain....
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 03, 2010, 05:10:33 AM
i gave in to my cravings and i started smoking again :(
4 months of being clean... now down the drain....
Aww, me and drake didn't do that to you, did we? (If so, I feel terrible)
Anyhow, rant time,
NORTH KOREA IS EVIL. END OF STORY (The likelyhood of war between the Korea's: High, the Likelyhood of the US getting involved in a second Korea War if they do: 99 %)
Post by: shadowfox on December 03, 2010, 05:19:24 AM
Rant:
kinda nervous about the idea of possibly having to move to get a job... :/
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 03, 2010, 05:37:18 AM
kinda nervous about the idea of possibly having to move to get a job... :/
Don't be, Jobs arent as scarey as you'd think (Try to get a position as a 'secret shopper', they can get up to $50 an hour, and all you do is fake shop and report petty thieves)
Rant:
It is cold.
Post by: shadowfox on December 03, 2010, 03:55:36 PM
Rant:
it's so cold and the nails for this deck are makign my fingers numb :(
Post by: Kyriin on December 04, 2010, 02:51:47 PM
The other one looks and sounds exactly like a guy, but is a chick. Looks 15 too but is like at least 18 because she can do deliveries.
She answered the phone once.
That's like peeing on my territory. :/
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 05, 2010, 12:14:17 AM
I have to go to a family dinner tonight....
And I think their going to bring up chronic depression... And my furryness D:
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 05, 2010, 09:25:26 AM
The majority of the family is in the dark...
But there was this angry... Passive-agressive element looming over the entire night.
Post by: Alexei on December 05, 2010, 08:01:17 PM
Example:
My friend: Yes! i got a 75 on my test, what'd you get?
Me: 87 percent :)
My friend: Shut up, or we'll put you in the gas chamber.
My friends always call me "the jew" cause of my hair, even though i'm not jewish.
I never say it, but that's really mean, Hundreds of people died in those gas chambers and he's joking about it?
Another thing:
My friend sees a picture of an african american person celebrating after winning a race, and he says
"KFC must have opened"
I really don't know what to do, Beacause any time I try to tell him that it isn't cool he just says "someone can't take a joke"
*sigh* I need some new friends.
Post by: Alexei on December 05, 2010, 08:23:43 PM
That sucks, did you have enough cash with you?
Post by: iKero-chu™ on December 06, 2010, 02:51:24 PM
My math teacher can't teach and I'm at a critical point for my grades.
I had A's and B's in everything BUT math.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 07, 2010, 12:30:12 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on December 07, 2010, 10:14:38 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on December 07, 2010, 11:56:44 PM
I feel like I don't belong anymore sometimes.
Post by: ✡ on December 08, 2010, 12:16:56 AM
Post by: Alexei on December 08, 2010, 12:18:13 AM
First time I've been looking foreward to another piece of reading material in years. :)
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 08, 2010, 07:11:42 AM
^agrees with soup nazi
MAN! My lighter ran out of fluid, and I can't afford to buy another $12 bottle of fluid at the store. I have to make them think I am 18, so I have to wait for the lazy bald dude, and that means constant recon >.>
Post by: iKero-chu™ on December 08, 2010, 01:11:49 PM
Gah...
^agrees with soup nazi
MAN! My lighter ran out of fluid, and I can't afford to buy another $12 bottle of fluid at the store. I have to make them think I am 18, so I have to wait for the lazy bald dude, and that means constant recon >.>
Well, whatever your using your lighter for, why don't you just buy a new lighter for the time being?
Its cheaper to just buy a new one for temporary. Most sell for $1.
Its so cold today.
|:
& my eyes are red.
Post by: Alexei on December 09, 2010, 12:44:21 AM
I've come down with a fever and i feel sick
I've got an entire science write-up to do for tommorow
My leg is in so much pain right now.
And my parents are asking questions about the "Freakish drawings" in my drawer
Oh yeah, and my asshole friends stole my cane and got it jammed on a higher setting then what it's supposed to be for my height.
Post by: iKero-chu™ on December 09, 2010, 12:46:31 AM
and one of my housemates is really irritating me.
-__-
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 09, 2010, 12:53:34 AM
And nuu....!
I have to rewrite my paper </3
Post by: iKero-chu™ on December 09, 2010, 01:01:36 AM
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Post by: ✡ on December 09, 2010, 01:10:42 AM
Post by: Moofinz on December 16, 2010, 08:11:33 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on December 16, 2010, 08:12:33 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 16, 2010, 11:16:36 PM
In forced society and commune, I find my loathing unbearable, I see them... I feel them staring at me. I feel... Like the world is hollow, and superceded by a fire within. A righeous fire, but an utterly devastating blaze nontheless.
Post by: Alexei on December 16, 2010, 11:19:07 PM
Here's how it played out:
1. Got up late, missed bus, had to walk to school in pouring rain (Yes, still no snow)
2. Recived detention for being late.
3. Spent entire math class having notes thrown at me that read "Furfag"
4. My friends ditch me at lunch 'cause that they think I like yiff.
5. Bombed my science test.
6. Screwed up my performance in music class, was laughed at/called Furfag
7. Former freinds confront me after school, steal my cane, throw it in a ditch, push me in a puddle.
8. Got on the wrong bus.
9. Late for work.
10. Is told by my manager that the BK I work at might close down soon, meaning I'll be out of a job.
11. Comes home to find my scanner broken, meaning no more uploading on Deviantart for a while.
12. Accedently stepped on my copy of Dead Rising 2.
*Sighs* I really feel like shit right now.
Post by: ✡ on December 18, 2010, 12:44:44 AM
my rant? why does the room keep spinning!!!
Post by: Alexei on December 18, 2010, 12:47:50 AM
aww alexei I loove you :(Aww thanks. :)
my rant? why does the room keep spinning!!!
Your room is spinning?
I'm not even gonna ask....
Post by: ✡ on December 18, 2010, 12:48:25 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 18, 2010, 12:51:14 AM
BY ONE FREAKIN POINT.
Damn 98%.... >.>
*Dislikes the person next to me*
Post by: ✡ on December 18, 2010, 12:52:24 AM
last time i sit next to you...
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 18, 2010, 01:03:04 AM
Post by: Alexei on December 18, 2010, 04:44:54 AM
è È Ç À à
Dammit!
Stupid french-canadian keyboard!!!
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 18, 2010, 04:46:47 AM
Post by: Alexei on December 18, 2010, 04:48:59 AM
So thats why that PM was so wierd! XDBlah, So annoying....
Post by: ✡ on December 18, 2010, 04:49:43 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 18, 2010, 04:50:24 AM
*Stomach grumbles*
SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Post by: Ares the Ram on December 29, 2010, 03:31:50 AM
Post Merge: December 29, 2010, 07:24:25 AM
another one. I want to draw my fursona, have the right pose in mind, but cant draw for crud with paper, and my mouse doesnt do any better! >:(
Post by: Kyriin on January 01, 2011, 03:44:54 AM
This is going to be so hard to not make it all a freakin' rainbow of colorful words but here goes.
Two weeks ago: I go on ebay and decide to buy a phone. I gotta use my mum's paypal, but I'll pay her in cash when it goes through.
So for two weeks I look for this one phone I'm getting, $700+ HTC Desire, and I find one for $452 'buy it now'. Just last night she buys a crappy nokia N97 mini for $200 and expects me to get mine for like $200 as well. I'd say, that's hard to do and may be pushing it a bit for a phone that's like $700-$800 and is actually worth that much, or about that. So I go in after thinking about this phone for a couple of hours and go into her room to ask if I can get it now - SHE HAS TOLD ME I CAN AND THAT IT'S MY MONEY AND I CAN BUY IT IF I WANT! MULTIPLE TIMES! ABOUT THIS EXACT PHONE THING!
I walk in, ask, and what does she say? "No, I don't want to pay that much through paypal" oh okay what else am I going to use? I have the $450 cash in my room ready to give her on the spot and she's worried about losing money because it's too much to pay over bloody paypal and I have the money right here to pay her on the spot of the payment. And she won't let me get it? After she's told me 476589456 times I can? She said it 3 hours ago. She told me to ask again in an hour while she went and slept so I did. And she says no. Because she won't pay that much - HANG ON - SHE'S NOT EVEN PAYING FOR IT! I AM!
DARN STUPID! And now she claims to have a headache, so she's angry with me for asking to buy a phone that she said I can buy - with my OWN money I have WORKED FOR. And have been looking for the thing for 2 freaking weeks.
Ugh long vent. But I feel better and I wanna go in and cuss her out for being really stupid and like throw the cash in her face and scream "WHAT LOSS ARE YOU GOING TO GET I JUST THREW 450 DOLLARS IN YO FACE!"
... I just hit backspace and firefox like went back and I started bashing my laptop which my school owns
oops the screen went black and there were like colorful pixelish lines up the top and I just sat there and screamed.
fml
It's working now but omg I am holding in so much rage. My mum is a total b-word.
Post by: iKero-chu™ on January 04, 2011, 02:47:18 PM
Post by: Alexei on January 04, 2011, 07:16:21 PM
This. >:(
(Word)
Post by: ✡ on January 04, 2011, 07:22:06 PM
MY NAME IS HARRY!!!
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 04, 2011, 11:20:52 PM
My name is NOT STEINBURGER!
Post by: ✡ on January 05, 2011, 01:39:20 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 06, 2011, 11:18:44 PM
How to explain this..? Ever cut a small hole in an Orange, and then squeezed it so the hole widens? My fingre looks like this ATM. Although it is interesting to see what my muscle would look like... Kind of a vivisection. And if I look up towards my kncuckle, I can see the cap of it rising over the muscle tissue :D But... It. Hurts. Like. Hell.
Post by: WingedZephyr on January 06, 2011, 11:39:49 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 06, 2011, 11:40:26 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 06, 2011, 11:47:11 PM
Although i do accasionally touch things with it and thats no fun xD
Post by: ✡ on January 06, 2011, 11:50:42 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 06, 2011, 11:57:21 PM
Post by: Jaggs on January 07, 2011, 01:02:48 AM
Post by: Kyriin on January 07, 2011, 07:08:43 AM
Couldn't find the receipt. - fml #1.
I went to buy a new one today. Got one.
It's a microsoft, its all that I really had to choose from. - fml #2.
I come home, open it and go to plug it in.
It's a 3.55mm jack, not USB. - fml #3.
I go in to my mum to tell her, and she tells me that we didn't get a refund on the phone I bought off ebay, and said they would give us money back if we wanted because of some issues.
They've already sent the phone out after us requesting a refund. - fml #4.
Oh and the best fml:
The ebay listing on the phone I bought for $450 just ended. They had like 7 phones left to sell. Apparently. Why do that? The listing was set to end on the 27th of Janurary.
= Oh, we just got $450 out of this person, we don't need to scam any more money. Let's close the listing, say there's a delay on phones, offer a refund, when they accept the refund - send them the phone. But, there is no phone, and we just say it got lost in the mail. Fml. Fml. F m l.
^ Though, it says the postage is "registered" and if I remember correctly, that pretty much tracks the status and where the item went.
No item sent = we bust their ass.
I swear. If this is a scam. This foxsky is going to be uber freaking peeved.
Post by: ✡ on January 07, 2011, 02:47:58 PM
Post by: Puncia on January 10, 2011, 12:09:26 AM
Post by: Alexei on January 10, 2011, 12:10:56 AM
I didn't get the over 9000 post. :(*Pats on back*
You can alway have the 9002nd post!
Post by: ✡ on January 10, 2011, 12:57:20 AM
Post by: Jaggs on January 11, 2011, 09:00:29 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 11, 2011, 09:15:32 PM
Post by: Alexei on January 11, 2011, 09:21:09 PM
Post by: icy wolf on January 15, 2011, 07:51:02 AM
Post by: AirRaiser on January 15, 2011, 11:14:39 AM
Post by: Kyriin on January 15, 2011, 02:25:11 PM
My boss is an immature donkeyhole.
I'm going to leave it at that.
He just is. He just SOOOOOOO is.
Post by: icy wolf on January 15, 2011, 05:46:28 PM
Post by: Tatter on January 16, 2011, 04:55:38 AM
looks like it might not even freeze this season...
Post by: ✡ on January 16, 2011, 05:56:21 AM
Post by: Tatter on January 17, 2011, 03:47:04 AM
Post by: icy wolf on January 17, 2011, 04:01:22 AM
Post by: Tatter on January 18, 2011, 04:59:08 AM
Acutane may have completely screwed up my tummy, stupid corporate pharmaceuticals
>:(
Post by: Ares the Ram on January 18, 2011, 05:00:03 AM
Post by: Alexei on January 18, 2011, 05:09:48 AM
I lost everything.
(http://i677.photobucket.com/albums/vv138/Kairouseki/1234931504682.jpg)
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on January 18, 2011, 05:28:06 AM
Post by: Self-sain on January 19, 2011, 12:00:32 AM
Post by: ✡ on January 19, 2011, 12:03:22 AM
Post by: Self-sain on January 19, 2011, 12:05:35 AM
Post by: ✡ on January 19, 2011, 12:06:25 AM
Post by: WingedZephyr on January 19, 2011, 02:14:32 AM
Post by: Tatter on January 19, 2011, 05:53:11 AM
needz snuggle!
Post by: icy wolf on January 19, 2011, 05:55:44 AM
oh and about taking the bus, i have to take it every where and h8 it.
1) it smells like piss, vomit , smoke ( how can it smell like smoke when its band in doors here) sweet and BO.
2) its allays L8 /
3) its crowed.
4) the bus drive cant drive good.
5) its 3.00$ one way ( costly )
Post Merge: January 19, 2011, 05:58:16 AM
is depressed he is sleeping alone in his twin sized bed again :$
needz snuggle!
cheer up iam sure you will find lionesses to share your bed with. XD
Post by: ✡ on January 19, 2011, 07:47:16 PM
Post by: icy wolf on January 19, 2011, 07:49:58 PM
Post by: Alexei on January 19, 2011, 08:26:09 PM
I was miserable and tired today but then I slept in class so I feel better. But I drooled on my book in my sleep....This.
And my teacher yelled at me for doing so.
Post by: Mr.Mustard on January 19, 2011, 09:22:18 PM
Post by: Mr.Mustard on January 19, 2011, 09:32:32 PM
Post by: Alexei on January 19, 2011, 09:36:19 PM
Picked up a friend from the airport... He read my facebook status, called me a 'furfag', and spit on me... And I got to stay up for 30 hours because of it...What a douche, I hate people like that.
Arrggh Why am I so full of hate today?
Post by: ✡ on January 19, 2011, 09:38:46 PM
Picked up a friend from the airport... He read my facebook status, called me a 'furfag', and spit on me... And I got to stay up for 30 hours because of it...
you and me bro, I've been snapping at everyone today
What a douche, I hate people like that.
Arrggh Why am I so full of hate today?
Post by: icy wolf on January 19, 2011, 11:04:03 PM
Picked up a friend from the airport... He read my facebook status, called me a 'furfag', and spit on me... And I got to stay up for 30 hours because of it...
wow sry to hear that
Post Merge: January 19, 2011, 11:05:14 PM
What a butt. That's why I hate a lot of people because they're so close-minded.
thats why i have so fe friends
Post Merge: January 19, 2011, 11:08:35 PM
Iam happy, i think my friend is starting to accept iam a furry
Post by: Monster Mash on January 20, 2011, 12:27:37 AM
Post by: Self-sain on January 20, 2011, 02:52:40 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 20, 2011, 02:55:02 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on January 20, 2011, 07:10:33 PM
My roomates cat broke a plate yesterday and ruined my nap.
Post by: Tatter on January 20, 2011, 07:12:07 PM
so after i came out all was going good except one aunt, who's kinda bein an assa bout it, :? oh well, 4/5 good remaks arn't bad (espcially it turned out my mom aws ok with it)
Post by: Alexei on January 22, 2011, 04:33:20 PM
Lol I'm goin' to sleep in while I have the chance, Tatter. :3
Studying for exams, it's going to be brutal.
Post by: icy wolf on January 22, 2011, 05:21:54 PM
meh sleep... you guys without cubs/pups >.>
so after i came out all was going good except one aunt, who's kinda bein an assa bout it, :? oh well, 4/5 good remaks arn't bad (espcially it turned out my mom aws ok with it)
My aunt is the same way, she thinks shes " better" because shes str8 ..... have to go to vist her on sunday >:( h8 going there.
Post by: Self-sain on January 22, 2011, 11:26:29 PM
Post by: Alexei on January 23, 2011, 12:37:02 AM
Post by: ✡ on January 23, 2011, 12:39:44 AM
Post by: Alexei on January 23, 2011, 12:41:23 AM
I'M BEING LICKED IN THE FACE BY ALEXEI'S AVI!!!That's a bad thing? :3
*Licks*
Post by: ✡ on January 23, 2011, 12:43:07 AM
(oh and terra is almost done with my ref sheet so then we can talk about my titlecard :3)
Please stay on topic.
WingedZephyr
Post by: Ares the Ram on January 24, 2011, 02:03:33 AM
(http://i1236.photobucket.com/albums/ff460/macid0031/AngryLynx.png)
Post by: Mr.Mustard on January 24, 2011, 02:07:58 AM
(http://i1236.photobucket.com/albums/ff460/macid0031/AngryLynx.png)
[/quote] How many of these things do you got?
Post by: ✡ on January 24, 2011, 02:29:39 AM
Post by: Tatter on January 24, 2011, 03:03:23 AM
like somone put a jack in my head and is using it.... it didn't hurt till today
mostly feels like pressure arond right and left temples, back lower skull, its annoying, and i can't sleep!
Post by: ✡ on January 24, 2011, 03:33:45 AM
Post by: icy wolf on January 24, 2011, 03:38:15 AM
Post by: Dessum on January 24, 2011, 01:22:16 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 24, 2011, 02:41:53 PM
Post by: Gelidus on January 24, 2011, 05:47:25 PM
Post by: icy wolf on January 24, 2011, 10:01:28 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 24, 2011, 11:14:07 PM
Post by: icy wolf on January 24, 2011, 11:17:08 PM
Post by: ZombiezuRFER on January 24, 2011, 11:22:11 PM
Post by: icy wolf on January 24, 2011, 11:27:39 PM
Post by: Tatter on January 24, 2011, 11:49:06 PM
from 32...to 16
apparently im not actuyally a part timer, but a "seasonal employee" and there is no hourly limit to those, and umm... yeah
Post by: icy wolf on January 24, 2011, 11:58:08 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 25, 2011, 12:00:01 AM
Post by: Dessum on January 25, 2011, 03:58:08 PM
Lol, don't know about you lot, but it actually makes me feel better to know other people are suffering too XP
Post by: ✡ on January 25, 2011, 04:13:20 PM
Post by: Dessum on January 25, 2011, 04:14:10 PM
Post by: Tatter on January 25, 2011, 07:34:13 PM
Post by: icy wolf on January 25, 2011, 07:38:16 PM
you will be fine :)
have to use washroom and thery are all closed
Post by: Kyriin on January 26, 2011, 02:26:05 AM
Post by: ✡ on January 26, 2011, 02:35:48 AM
it's WINTER!!!! *sobs*
Post by: icy wolf on January 26, 2011, 03:15:16 AM
haveing to go to school after doc appointment even if it ends l8
Post by: Blaiiine on January 26, 2011, 04:12:59 AM
Post by: Gelidus on January 26, 2011, 05:29:17 AM
Post by: icy wolf on January 26, 2011, 05:39:01 AM
Post by: Dessum on January 26, 2011, 02:12:41 PM
T_T
Post by: ✡ on January 26, 2011, 02:22:21 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on January 27, 2011, 05:53:20 AM
Post by: Alexei on January 27, 2011, 03:55:21 PM
When I got home I was all happy that exams are over and now I'm all depressed and tired......
Post by: Self-sain on January 27, 2011, 04:19:47 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 27, 2011, 04:46:56 PM
Post by: Gelidus on January 28, 2011, 05:53:56 PM
Only two weeks of cold. What in the world is that?! UGH ITS SO HOT!!!! >:(
Post by: ✡ on January 28, 2011, 05:55:35 PM
Post by: Alexei on January 28, 2011, 06:10:45 PM
Now my pant leg is all wet.
Post by: Tatter on January 28, 2011, 06:28:32 PM
I slipped and my foot fell in the toilet.????.... what was your foot doing above the toilet...
Now my pant leg is all wet.
Post by: Alexei on January 28, 2011, 06:36:26 PM
Kind of hard to explain, this is the bathroom in my basement and the only window was high up so I needed to stand on the toilet to open it since it smelled in there and I forgot to put the top down and I slpped in.I slipped and my foot fell in the toilet.????.... what was your foot doing above the toilet...
Now my pant leg is all wet.
Post by: ✡ on January 28, 2011, 07:01:24 PM
Post by: icy wolf on January 28, 2011, 07:07:39 PM
Post by: ZombiezuRFER on January 28, 2011, 07:14:56 PM
Post by: icy wolf on January 28, 2011, 07:54:07 PM
Post by: Self-sain on January 28, 2011, 08:39:53 PM
Post by: Tatter on January 30, 2011, 05:08:30 AM
Post by: Mr.Mustard on January 30, 2011, 05:25:15 AM
Post by: WingedZephyr on January 30, 2011, 06:02:13 AM
TFF's firewall is blocking my home IP adress, and I don't know why... >:(
You could try PMing me or Tweak about the problem instead of just venting about it and taking a chance that we'll never hear about it. >_> We'd have to know what kind of error you're getting that's causing it to be "blocked."
Post by: ✡ on January 30, 2011, 06:26:27 AM
Post by: Tweak on January 30, 2011, 04:08:12 PM
TFF's firewall is blocking my home IP adress, and I don't know why... >:(
Oh come on..
You know I own the forums and I know full well that the page shown when blocked clearly states to contact the server owner and also gives you IP address that's blocked.
I cannot and do not read every thread on the forums, I'm far too busy. I need to be told of these things.
Also, if a blank page or a 403 error come up, please don't just keep bashing the refresh button, it isn't going to magically fix it, report the issue so I can investigate.
Post by: Tatter on January 31, 2011, 09:33:54 PM
sometimes i'm reminded how people, even close ones, annoy me
my ex faked being sick so i thought i'd get my kid for an extra day and we'd chill, but my mother, who'd be taking him to his moms tomorrow since i work really early, is being lazy and dosent' want to, so she's tried everything to get him to go early so now i might have to drive him over to his mothers tonigh
His mom sucks for faking to get some extra time off
my mom sucks for being lazy and makig me give him up early just so i have to take him instead of her
i sware, there better be some giant storm tonight to make me feel better, thunderstorms always do
anyway right now i'm diving into woodchuck hard cider while we sit down to Alpha and omega
Post by: Self-sain on January 31, 2011, 10:09:19 PM
Post by: Alexei on January 31, 2011, 10:25:54 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 31, 2011, 11:11:50 PM
Post by: Kyriin on February 01, 2011, 05:27:13 AM
All they do is sit there, complain and have a sulk when the teacher asks them to shut their laptop, give the teacher a hard time and detention doesn't do any good because they get out of work >.< It irks me, because one of them phonetically said 'depot'
I was like OOOOMGGG
I just wanna stand at the front of the classroom and yell at every one of them telling them why they're at school >.<
I'm in grade 10, it's just.. fhjfgh
D:
Post by: ✡ on February 01, 2011, 05:30:23 AM
Post by: Philly Tanuki on February 01, 2011, 05:31:10 AM
Post by: ✡ on February 01, 2011, 05:33:38 AM
Post by: Philly Tanuki on February 01, 2011, 05:34:55 AM
Post by: Kyriin on February 01, 2011, 05:43:03 AM
Post by: Tatter on February 01, 2011, 01:05:05 PM
so i get there and it turns out i don't work till 830 am....
>.>
Post by: Ares the Ram on February 01, 2011, 01:06:54 PM
Post by: icy wolf on February 02, 2011, 05:08:21 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 02, 2011, 08:43:34 AM
Post by: Mr.Mustard on February 02, 2011, 11:52:33 AM
To make itching powder, you need:
1)Rose
2)Boiling water----1 Cup
3)Knife
4)toothpick
5)Bowl
6)Sunlight
Get a red rose. Put it in a dark,dry area so it will die quicker.
When a rose dies, a small green round fruit-like formation grows in the middle of it.
Once the rose dies, remove this small fruit-like formation.
Take a knife and cut it into two halves.
There will be cotton like stuff in the two halfs.
Take a toothpick and remove this cotton-like stuff(scientifically, it is called cythilicus).Don't touch it with your bare hands.
Place it in a small cup.
Place this small cup next to the boiling water cup so it can absorb the steam of the boiling water and become fluffier. Don't let any water touch the cotton-like stuff.
Don't place it in the microwave or it won't work. It NEEDS to absorbe the STEAM.
Once it becomes fluffy(after 10-15 minutes next to the boiling water cup), place the cup of cythilicus under the sun.
It will turn down to powder. Place it on someone and have fun laughing at them. It even goes through clothes.
Post by: Tatter on February 02, 2011, 02:06:50 PM
with a windcihll of 6 in most areas of the city its the coldest its been in san antonio in the longest time, san antonians usually don't do well with cold weather, no idea why i do, i mean i was born in Colorado but only lived up there trhough 2 winters till i was 1 year old, but anyway back to topic, buerocrats are retarted.
apparently this cold spell has people (obviously) forced to run their Heaters all day, mine was on all night (noting that the thermostat is downstairs and heat rises so while it was working hard to keep the downstairs cold up stairs was a sweltering mid 80's lol) so were using to much power, how are they going to fix it?
SHut off the power!
on a day that is nearly breaking low records (not quite, think the record was 19 and without windchill is 23ish) there going to turn off most peoples avilability for heat! I can only fear it dosen't hit themedical center for safety reasons cause that's where my ex lives, and right now my poor 2 year old is over there and thelast thing i need is him getting sick because a bunch of politicions in govermental buildings whom wont be affected by the shutoff are deciding to turn off everyone elses power!!!
Post by: Self-sain on February 02, 2011, 03:58:11 PM
And you don't get sick because of the cold :P
People not texting, even though they know how much you hate it, and they say they would
Post by: ✡ on February 02, 2011, 05:12:01 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 02, 2011, 07:04:08 PM
I can't believe this. Kirk Cameron passionately tries to disprove Atheism with a banana. This is insulting to my intelliegence. Has anyone ever considered that the modern banana has evolved through natural selection and domestication by people? Take a look at Musa Balbisiana, not as appealing is it? The creator of this video and anyone that believes it should really consider reading a little bit. Evolution through natural selection is a fact. Besides, how does this guy explain the miracle that are Cocunuts. Those things are ridiculously hard to open.
Post by: Self-sain on February 02, 2011, 09:48:28 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 02, 2011, 09:54:22 PM
I really don't beleive in religon but that does't mean I think religous people are stupid, there are arguements much more valid then this one, I'm just suprised that they'd try to prove that religon was true because of a bannana. T_T
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 02, 2011, 09:56:10 PM
Post by: ✡ on February 02, 2011, 09:57:31 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 02, 2011, 09:58:16 PM
Did anyone ever think that Adam and Eve were single celled organisms?
Eve was made from Adam's rib, single cell orginisms don't have ribs.
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 02, 2011, 09:59:13 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 02, 2011, 10:01:44 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 02, 2011, 10:02:49 PM
I won't go into my beliefs cause that would cause too much hate.
Post by: Alexei on February 02, 2011, 10:03:35 PM
Post by: Mr.Mustard on February 03, 2011, 02:39:40 PM
Post by: Puncia on February 03, 2011, 06:05:20 PM
The original banana before humans changed it. Nuff said. :)
Back to topic, I have a rant I would like to vent out.
So, two years ago a good friend of mine in the States wanted to send me a birthday/Christmas combo gift (BD is Jan 3rd) but he never had the chance because of financial difficulties. A year ago, he tried again. This time the package came back 2 months later, soaked and its contents smashed and destroyed. According to the American post service, "it wasn't valuable enough" to give him a refund. Ridiculous if you ask me - you break, you buy.
And this year, he tried once more. Packing it carefully and protectively, sent in January to avoid the Christmas mess and he was told it would arrive in two weeks.
Alas.
One week later, the mailman brought it back, said he had to arrange a special pickup, which he can't afford because it means a trip to the office and more money, when he's already spent a small fortune trying to wrap the darn thing up properly so it won't get broken again.
So why the juicy curse words is it so hard to send a package??
/rant
Post by: ✡ on February 03, 2011, 06:06:21 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 03, 2011, 07:36:04 PM
*hits self*
Post by: Dessum on February 04, 2011, 10:18:42 AM
If you want to discuss religion and such, please create a separate thread or take it elsewhere.
Post by: ✡ on February 04, 2011, 01:59:27 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 04, 2011, 08:13:52 PM
Argh I can't do anything right, I just want to go die.
Post by: ✡ on February 05, 2011, 12:26:22 AM
Post by: scizzerz on February 05, 2011, 03:31:23 AM
Well I wanted to look at my drawing again to overlook it a couple of timez and admire my own art work. So as I'm pulling up the file on my PC I check the file demensions befor I looked at it full sceen. and it said 300 X 265.....when I started I croped it from a 12mp file(4000 X 3000) down to about a 1600 X 2500 witch is a 4mp still T_T now I'm pist......because my software I use to downsize and touch up images is PhotoScape and when you downsize an image it automaticly saves to an "Original Folder" and the picture you just updated is saved on the regular folder. And I already did this with the first crop I did just to get the image sized right. but I guess last night it said "Well theirs already this file here, but wait its difurrent and newer? all well he won't care if I just trow this away..." hehhhh.......then I got releived because usually their is a file "backup" where you can just click a button and it'll find the picture with the larger size. but Nooooooooo this computer dosn't have that anymore.......I was going to print that furry picture out and pin it up......welp thats gone now.....great, my first peice of art gone to just the size of a 3'' X 3'' picture :'(
Post by: icy wolf on February 05, 2011, 04:16:47 AM
Post by: Mr.Mustard on February 05, 2011, 08:00:11 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 05, 2011, 08:32:24 AM
Post by: ✡ on February 05, 2011, 08:39:17 AM
Post by: TheLazyFur on February 05, 2011, 12:31:43 PM
Post by: icy wolf on February 05, 2011, 05:20:34 PM
Ice, sniff an onion or take a long shower... Both the steam and the smell will clear your nose...
thanks ill try that :D
Post by: ✡ on February 05, 2011, 09:36:34 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 05, 2011, 11:24:13 PM
I'm probably going to get food poisoning.
Post by: icy wolf on February 06, 2011, 01:09:02 AM
Post by: Tatter on February 07, 2011, 05:40:02 AM
it the single part, it's annoying and sometimes really hard, especially when taking care of a kid, it's allot of work, in a fair working relationship they'd trade off turns or one would work and one would be at home, but no, im everything when he's here, and hten i don't even get to see him during the week (Which is when i work) and while i love every minute of him, i desperently need help, i mean this whole weekend he's been a handfull because the poor guy dosen't feel good and i've been with him the whole time, but he's been extra fuzzy and just, it's not that i need help watching him though it'd be nice, i just need somone there to have my back and be there for me, it sucks that there isn't
Post by: ✡ on February 07, 2011, 05:54:52 AM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on February 07, 2011, 02:48:52 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 07, 2011, 09:38:37 PM
THIS OMG THIS.
Post by: ✡ on February 07, 2011, 09:44:37 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 07, 2011, 09:46:53 PM
Post by: ✡ on February 07, 2011, 09:47:44 PM
my school is full of *shudder* jocks
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 07, 2011, 09:48:11 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 07, 2011, 10:18:51 PM
But you rock alexei :3And you do too!
my school is full of *shudder* jocks
What a coincedence! :D
My school doesn't have groups or social cliques, everyone looks, dresses and acts the same.
The only way that you'd know anyone was differet is if you asked them.
Post by: CrazyCat on February 07, 2011, 10:20:19 PM
Post by: ✡ on February 07, 2011, 10:31:43 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 07, 2011, 11:18:03 PM
Post by: icy wolf on February 07, 2011, 11:59:26 PM
Post by: WingedZephyr on February 08, 2011, 12:23:07 AM
Post by: icy wolf on February 08, 2011, 12:24:40 AM
Post by: TheLazyFur on February 08, 2011, 12:29:13 AM
Post by: icy wolf on February 08, 2011, 01:53:28 AM
Post by: Gelidus on February 08, 2011, 06:10:13 AM
sorry dude :'(
Post by: Drago Strega on February 08, 2011, 05:42:46 PM
:Twirls quartz crystal shard in hand:
Post by: Mr.Mustard on February 08, 2011, 08:12:08 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 08, 2011, 08:17:45 PM
Post by: icy wolf on February 08, 2011, 09:08:07 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 09, 2011, 04:03:03 AM
Post by: Dessum on February 09, 2011, 01:14:34 PM
OK, all I'll say is this, sarcastically: That's not hypocritical -___________-
Missed the bus, I've been waiting for my mom to pick up the phone for an hour an a half.
Haha, know the feeling. Platform helper guy told me my train would be platform 1 or 2, NOT platform 3. Had to wait an hour for Dad to come pick me up.
Post by: Alexei on February 09, 2011, 06:54:21 PM
Same thing happened to me when I took the train in London. :/Missed the bus, I've been waiting for my mom to pick up the phone for an hour an a half.
Haha, know the feeling. Platform helper guy told me my train would be platform 1 or 2, NOT platform 3. Had to wait an hour for Dad to come pick me up.
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 09, 2011, 06:55:52 PM
Post by: icy wolf on February 09, 2011, 07:13:23 PM
Last night I was listening to music and my roomate said, "Could you turn that down, it's a bit inconsiderate."
OK, all I'll say is this, sarcastically: That's not hypocritical -___________-Missed the bus, I've been waiting for my mom to pick up the phone for an hour an a half.
Haha, know the feeling. Platform helper guy told me my train would be platform 1 or 2, NOT platform 3. Had to wait an hour for Dad to come pick me up.
you in collage ? iam i live at home my parents tell me to turn off my music when iam listening to it especial when its death metal or hard core metal. whats a platform trainer?
i have a math test tomorrow going to see a friend soon so she can help me with some of the questions.
my internet is so slow right now and my sig doesn't work its to big. >:(
Post by: Dessum on February 10, 2011, 01:26:34 PM
Last night I was listening to music and my roomate said, "Could you turn that down, it's a bit inconsiderate."
OK, all I'll say is this, sarcastically: That's not hypocritical -___________-Missed the bus, I've been waiting for my mom to pick up the phone for an hour an a half.
Haha, know the feeling. Platform helper guy told me my train would be platform 1 or 2, NOT platform 3. Had to wait an hour for Dad to come pick me up.
you in collage ? iam i live at home my parents tell me to turn off my music when iam listening to it especial when its death metal or hard core metal. whats a platform trainer?
Yeah, I'm at at 6th Form collage and at the time I was in my boarding house. A platform trainer? I have no idea. Where did you get that from? o_O
Today the weather is miserable : (
Edit: Some IDIOTS keep turning the lights on and off in here
Post by: icy wolf on February 10, 2011, 04:52:47 PM
Last night I was listening to music and my roomate said, "Could you turn that down, it's a bit inconsiderate."
OK, all I'll say is this, sarcastically: That's not hypocritical -___________-Missed the bus, I've been waiting for my mom to pick up the phone for an hour an a half.
Haha, know the feeling. Platform helper guy told me my train would be platform 1 or 2, NOT platform 3. Had to wait an hour for Dad to come pick me up.
you in collage ? iam i live at home my parents tell me to turn off my music when iam listening to it especial when its death metal or hard core metal. whats a platform trainer?
Yeah, I'm at at 6th Form collage and at the time I was in my boarding house. A platform trainer? I have no idea. Where did you get that from? o_O
Today the weather is miserable : (
Edit: Some IDIOTS keep turning the lights on and off in here
oh lol sry read that part of you last post wrong.
theres this logical club for people who are not str8, i cant join because my parents don't know and they dont aprove of me "being " that way.
almost finished my math test i ran out of time >:( i hope i got at least 75 % on it
Post by: Dessum on February 10, 2011, 06:15:54 PM
I have Acting Company today (basically an extra extra acting class) and I really don't understand it! Everyone else seems to get it, I don't x_x
Post by: ✡ on February 10, 2011, 10:44:52 PM
Post by: AirRaiser on February 10, 2011, 11:08:08 PM
When someone threatens your boyfriends life because he can't talk you online....
Then when you confront him he tries to defend his actions trying to make it okay
The conversation gets heated to the point where hes in your face screaming at you that you snap and punch him repeatedly...
Think I want to talk to him ever again?!
AR SMASH! *Grumbles and wanders off*
Post by: icy wolf on February 10, 2011, 11:48:30 PM
Logical club? What's that?
I have Acting Company today (basically an extra extra acting class) and I really don't understand it! Everyone else seems to get it, I don't x_x
not to sure all i know is that the posts say join the logical club. want to see what.
Post Merge: February 10, 2011, 11:51:04 PM
Just had my Ex Room mate send me a message on yahoo messager...
When someone threatens your boyfriends life because he can't talk you online....
Then when you confront him he tries to defend his actions trying to make it okay
The conversation gets heated to the point where hes in your face screaming at you that you snap and punch him repeatedly...
Think I want to talk to him ever again?!
AR SMASH! *Grumbles and wanders off*
you should save that yahoo message. never know if you might need it
Post Merge: February 10, 2011, 11:54:40 PM
my lab partner for bio, contaminated our bacteria clutcer to day now our experiment is runed, just hope it turns out good or we don't lose marks for it, good thing my regulaer lab professor wasn't there to day to see it but she will be there tomorrow >:(.
Post by: AirRaiser on February 11, 2011, 12:00:19 AM
Post by: icy wolf on February 11, 2011, 12:32:10 AM
Post by: Drago Strega on February 11, 2011, 07:00:57 AM
I really can't read people anymore... they scare me too much, with their cold judging gaze like they'll snap at any moment. And I wonder why so hostile...what did I do? And then I speak... and it's like I might as well be speaking in tougues. x_x
And people say I'm weird...uh... well I guess I can't argue with that. :S
Mow...! I can't help it. :(
Post by: icy wolf on February 11, 2011, 04:12:07 PM
Post by: Puncia on February 11, 2011, 04:22:23 PM
My rant: raku clay destroyed my poor paws today! Ow ow...
Post by: icy wolf on February 11, 2011, 04:28:49 PM
gram dye is a dye used to stain bacteria cells, for different resins.
Post by: Ares the Ram on February 11, 2011, 04:29:37 PM
Post by: Puncia on February 11, 2011, 06:26:54 PM
Post by: Gelidus on February 11, 2011, 06:35:47 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 11, 2011, 10:01:35 PM
Don't you just love overeactions? I was moving into a new house and my girlfriend was helping me move and we were taking a break so she started looking through one of my sketch books. She saw that almost all of it was anthro art and then she said "christ what are you a furry?" and I looked at her and was like "yeah... didn't you know that?" and she FREAKED OUT! She started calling me all kinds of horrible names and told me to "yiff in hell", the art in that book wasnt even close to adult. And to top it all off she called my workplace and told everyone there. Nothing is colder than a room full of armed fedral agents staring at you thinking your some kinda of pervert. Fortunatly I've got thick skin so I'll get over it, but jeez what is wrong with people? :'(People draw anthro, build a bridge and get over it.
That just pisses me right off, and now I'm depressed.
Dammit.
Post by: ✡ on February 11, 2011, 10:35:07 PM
Post by: Blaiiine on February 12, 2011, 01:14:35 AM
Post by: Alexei on February 12, 2011, 02:36:34 AM
Why are people so confusing? If you have a problem with me just tell me and I'll stay out of your way.
That goes for everyone btw.
Post by: Blaiiine on February 12, 2011, 02:38:04 AM
Post by: icy wolf on February 12, 2011, 03:29:44 AM
my friend saw my lap top with a wall paper of a furry on it and she said "you like that " then i said like what and she said never mind ..,, what do you think she said :?
Post by: TheLazyFur on February 12, 2011, 03:31:02 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on February 12, 2011, 03:31:56 AM
dont cry. iam sure you will find some one else
my friend saw my lap top with a wall paper of a furry on it and she said "you like that " then i said like what and she said never mind ..,, what do you think she said :?
she was just asking if you liked furries.
My cat decided now was the time she wants to be petted right in the middle of my game.
Post by: Blaiiine on February 12, 2011, 03:32:32 AM
@ icy: i won't cry. thanks for caring.
Post by: icy wolf on February 12, 2011, 03:51:31 AM
Post by: Alexei on February 12, 2011, 04:39:37 PM
Post by: icy wolf on February 12, 2011, 05:20:05 PM
Post by: icy wolf on February 12, 2011, 10:04:27 PM
got a troll on fb pming me for beeing a furry
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 12, 2011, 10:07:37 PM
Post by: icy wolf on February 13, 2011, 05:26:44 AM
Post by: WingedZephyr on February 13, 2011, 05:29:50 AM
i cant log in to the irc ....
There's a Bug Reports board (http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?board=75.0) for a reason.
Post by: Kyriin on February 13, 2011, 07:01:13 AM
Post by: icy wolf on February 13, 2011, 04:30:27 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 13, 2011, 05:15:47 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on February 13, 2011, 05:19:12 PM
Post by: WingedZephyr on February 13, 2011, 08:22:18 PM
Post by: icy wolf on February 13, 2011, 08:49:44 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 13, 2011, 08:51:08 PM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on February 13, 2011, 09:08:05 PM
Post by: AirRaiser on February 14, 2011, 12:23:52 AM
I hate doing this some years, but I can't turn down the chance to get my name out there, compete with human/anime artists, and earn some cash for doing something I enjoy. But crap like this gets on my nerves! If your going to have an application and a dead line, FREAKING FOLLOW THROUGH WITH YOUR END!
*Wanders off for work* Why because work is always at my back, taking up all free time I have. Errr I don't want to deal with the stupid childish crap that's going on there. Really don't!
Post by: TheLazyFur on February 14, 2011, 11:27:01 PM
Post by: icy wolf on February 15, 2011, 12:51:33 AM
this crappy day is almost over
Post Merge: February 15, 2011, 08:10:31 PM
burned my paws to day on the flame from the bunion burner, my lab partner messed up the experiment so we had to re do it again... and i have a headache but i don't have pain killers.
Post by: Jaggs on February 15, 2011, 09:18:13 PM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on February 15, 2011, 10:21:31 PM
Post by: Jaggs on February 15, 2011, 11:14:57 PM
Post by: ✡ on February 16, 2011, 02:54:29 AM
Post by: Drago Strega on February 16, 2011, 04:28:09 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 17, 2011, 04:38:05 AM
Post by: 'Project Zeta' on February 17, 2011, 04:41:04 AM
Oh, and I've stayed sober for six years. Untill today. Real ****ing amazing.
Please do NOT talk about inappropriate content
Post by: Alexei on February 18, 2011, 07:04:42 PM
I HATE getting dressed up.
Post by: TheLazyFur on February 18, 2011, 11:37:44 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on February 19, 2011, 03:13:12 AM
Post by: TheLazyFur on February 19, 2011, 03:14:37 AM
Post by: Tatter on February 19, 2011, 07:30:40 AM
Ne way if it is acutane that did it to me it means controlling it with some really expensive meds i prolly can't afford, IBS and Chrons is incurable,
hopefully if it is acutane related ibs or chrons i'll get some comp for it
it's got to the point i can't even comfortably sit down,
found out acutane was a corporate pushed entity that wasn't quite ready for sale when it came to market, friggin american corporations...
Post by: Smitty the Airship Pirate on February 20, 2011, 10:21:06 PM
Oh well, I will get over it.
Post by: Alexei on February 21, 2011, 10:37:01 PM
Never ceases anymore.
Post by: iKero-chu™ on February 23, 2011, 06:11:51 PM
Just broke up with my girlfriend, she moved to Canada when I went off to college and we got distant. I was suspicious of her being with another guy about two weeks in. I confirmed this when she accidentally posted to the other guy on facebook that was meant for a private message.
Oh well, I will get over it.
I'm here. Feel free to skype with me once more anytime. :'D
Eh, I have 4 more hours in school now.
-___-
Post by: ✡ on February 24, 2011, 03:17:03 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 26, 2011, 08:09:43 AM
Post by: Drago Strega on February 28, 2011, 04:44:23 AM
T_T I can only imagine why... then forget it because it just makes me even more miserable than I am presently... I'm just not having a very good year.
Post by: ✡ on February 28, 2011, 04:45:23 AM
Post by: Drago Strega on February 28, 2011, 05:26:53 AM
I love it when parents double team against their own children and don't bother to explain the reason for it cuz they're too busy yelling and being angry... It's like they expect us to read there minds to see what the problem really is, but whatever. I wonder if they even know that human children are not usual born with psychic or telepathy powers, and that we don't receive signals via satellites with the aid of a blue tooth implant attached to our heads... I tell my mom that whatever it is that makes her think I should read minds with, mines is broken and isn't functioning, if I even have one.
Did you forget something that was important to them... that usually gets my parents all yelling and teeth slashing... At least maybe you'll get the car back after they've cooled off a bit. (positive thinking) :S
Post by: ✡ on February 28, 2011, 05:27:39 AM
Post by: Drago Strega on February 28, 2011, 06:17:36 AM
When I have kids I'll be happy if they can read, let alone get anywhere close to an A without trying. The way I see it is if my mom and dad aren't geniuses or perfect, then they shouldn't expect me to be one either. And if they believe themselves to be geniuses and perfect, then I'd ask why are they talking to me about such trivial things when it's obvious my mind is too busy getting stuck doing genius stuff such as learning about new things by yourself so you can be a better perfect person. 0:)
"Sarcasm Snaps..." You'll just love them. T_T
Post by: Alexei on February 28, 2011, 08:48:05 PM
I don't see the reason why people find being a supergenius is so great. Einstein was a supergenius, yet he hated school and was dropped out of grade school, he would beat his wife and he would spend hours of his life thinking about the universe by himself and helped make the atomic bomb which resulted in the deaths of thousands. Stephen Hawkings is stuck as a cyborg in a fancy wheel chair for life, teaching students about the significance of the universe while our planet undergoes meltdown, which means he's stuck without a paddle. The only good thing about being a supergenius is becoming a super rich/genius like Bill Gates or the owners of Apple and Wikileaks, so to get the funds to take over the world via computer and money, but even then you are alone in the world because who is at your level intellectually if your too busy being a supergenius. Most smart people are miserable because it requires nobody understanding what the hell your doing most the time, and you have to stay at a constantly 20+ steps ahead of everybody to prevent them from screwing you. Ain't that just wonderful. Oh to the irony.Couldn't have explained that better, my friend
When I have kids I'll be happy if they can read, let alone get anywhere close to an A without trying. The way I see it is if my mom and dad aren't geniuses or perfect, then they shouldn't expect me to be one either. And if they believe themselves to be geniuses and perfect, then I'd ask why are they talking to me about such trivial things when it's obvious my mind is too busy getting stuck doing genius stuff such as learning about new things by yourself so you can be a better perfect person. 0:)
"Sarcasm Snaps..." You'll just love them. T_T
Post by: TheLazyFur on February 28, 2011, 10:25:33 PM
Post by: ✡ on February 28, 2011, 10:31:43 PM
Post by: TheLazyFur on February 28, 2011, 10:34:57 PM
Post by: ✡ on February 28, 2011, 10:36:16 PM
Post by: Alexei on February 28, 2011, 10:57:35 PM
I don't know where this goes but I left Christianity and became Agnostic because my beliefs =\= Christianity's beliefs, and I felt I needed truth in my life and I'm not positive that there is a god.Welcome to angnostism!
*Gives cookie*
Post by: ✡ on February 28, 2011, 10:58:33 PM
*goes off into the corner to plot and rub his paws together evily*
Post by: WingedZephyr on February 28, 2011, 11:04:27 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on March 01, 2011, 03:41:05 PM
|:
Post by: ✡ on March 01, 2011, 03:42:07 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on March 01, 2011, 03:42:48 PM
Ikero isn't at pancake house with me :(
This makes me rage.
;__;
I WANT PANCAKES. -rant.-
Post by: Drago Strega on March 01, 2011, 05:11:22 PM
I'm not a bad person... I take care of kittens and animals on a regular bases, and even people for christ sake... I might talk a lot... only cuz everybody shuts me out most the time before I can say anything... then they wonder why I'm a nut blow out of its shell... People can really be a-holes sometimes. And tomorrow I'll just continue to help people regardless anyway, cuz I'm a freak and it's probably for the better cuz who wants to be an a-hole who doesn't bother to replying anyway.
:curls up into the corner of depression:
Post by: ✡ on March 01, 2011, 06:31:29 PM
Post by: Saphira on March 01, 2011, 06:37:10 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on March 01, 2011, 06:44:43 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 01, 2011, 07:07:29 PM
Post by: TheLazyFur on March 01, 2011, 08:44:36 PM
Post by: Saphira on March 01, 2011, 08:48:26 PM
Post by: Mr.Mustard on March 01, 2011, 10:19:26 PM
ALL HAIL SAPHIRA!
Post by: Blaiiine on March 01, 2011, 10:28:31 PM
Post by: Drago Strega on March 02, 2011, 12:02:15 AM
I'm mad since I was gay-bashed at school today.That's horrible. :hugs:
Do you needs a hug?I would very much like a hug, thank you. :$ Mow...
People suck, that's life :(Don't I know it... I work for a school full of them.
I want a blood orange smoothy. I miss smoothies, they are only good in warm weather, and it's cold. :( Mow....
Post by: Saphira on March 02, 2011, 05:34:10 PM
and here's some for all of you ^^ *gives everybody a warm hug to cheer them up*
Post by: Ares the Ram on March 02, 2011, 05:38:20 PM
Post by: Saphira on March 02, 2011, 06:37:51 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 02, 2011, 06:39:01 PM
Post by: Saphira on March 02, 2011, 06:48:22 PM
Post by: Rhett (Twister) on March 02, 2011, 06:49:46 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 02, 2011, 06:52:16 PM
Post by: Saphira on March 02, 2011, 06:55:03 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 02, 2011, 07:06:34 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on March 02, 2011, 08:13:08 PM
Rude, ignorant, and just extremely disgustingly lazy.
Its like they have no regard for anybody else.
Makes me miss being in my honors classes.
U__U
Post by: ✡ on March 02, 2011, 08:49:50 PM
Post by: Seko on March 02, 2011, 09:11:11 PM
now if he was genuinely trying to learn i would feel sorry for him, but all he does is sit around and yell abuse at me and my friend when we try to do work. the practicals are hell because this kid ruins them by setting something on fire / eating the chemicals / pushing things over and walking away etc etc.
lastly, he has nothing wrong with him. he is just bored because he only took physics to fill a space on his curriculum, not because it interested him, or so he could learn it, just so he wouldn't have to do RME.
GRRRRRRRR it's so irritating and i have a suggestion sheet right here and am so tempted to write: "kick (person) out of class"
Post by: Dessum on March 04, 2011, 05:56:39 PM
Another friend won't even attempt to talk to me.
The kids in most of my classes are just, ridiculous.
Rude, ignorant, and just extremely disgustingly lazy.
Its like they have no regard for anybody else.
Do NOT come to my school - so many people here are like that; you're not alone X3
Post by: ✡ on March 04, 2011, 07:03:31 PM
Post by: TheLazyFur on March 04, 2011, 07:04:59 PM
I might have a sinus infection... going to the doctors tommorrow :(
Post by: Saphira on March 04, 2011, 07:55:53 PM
Post by: Alexei on March 04, 2011, 07:56:07 PM
The T.V. in the other room just friggin' rick rolled me somehow!!
Post by: ✡ on March 04, 2011, 08:00:47 PM
Post by: Alexei on March 04, 2011, 08:12:21 PM
BAM!
Rick rolled. x_x
Sorry if I laughed a bit at that
XD I don`t blame you.
Post by: ✡ on March 04, 2011, 08:12:58 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on March 05, 2011, 05:18:16 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on March 05, 2011, 09:13:02 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on March 06, 2011, 05:24:50 AM
Post by: Kyriin on March 06, 2011, 11:01:15 AM
THIS CONTRADICTS MY SLEEP SCHEDULE.
Post by: Drago Strega on March 06, 2011, 02:54:01 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on March 06, 2011, 06:29:58 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 06, 2011, 06:33:51 PM
Post by: Rhett (Twister) on March 06, 2011, 06:35:34 PM
Post by: Blaiiine on March 06, 2011, 10:54:20 PM
Quote
No extreme uses of profanity - including partially censored.Had to remove your censors.
- iKero-chu™
Post by: ✡ on March 06, 2011, 11:40:10 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on March 07, 2011, 07:04:00 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 07, 2011, 07:06:30 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on March 07, 2011, 07:07:16 PM
D:
Post by: Rhett (Twister) on March 07, 2011, 08:24:33 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 07, 2011, 09:03:35 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 07, 2011, 09:18:50 PM
Post by: Drago Strega on March 07, 2011, 11:15:33 PM
Post by: Alexei on March 07, 2011, 11:59:10 PM
Post by: Drago Strega on March 08, 2011, 12:15:53 AM
You have plenty of support here on this forum, forget the stupid igit, cuz it ain't worth the memory. :Huggles:
Post by: Gelidus on March 08, 2011, 12:20:14 AM
Post by: Alexei on March 08, 2011, 12:36:11 AM
:( That does... in reply to that a-hole who called you that... "douch bag + idiot= waste of time, but that's just all they are..." you can quote that and send it with little black hearts.*Hugs* Thanks for that, you guys are the only ones that keep me going anymore.
You have plenty of support here on this forum, forget the stupid igit, cuz it ain't worth the memory. :Huggles:
Post by: ✡ on March 08, 2011, 02:43:12 AM
Post by: icy wolf on March 09, 2011, 04:51:58 AM
Post by: ✡ on March 09, 2011, 05:00:43 AM
Post by: Gelidus on March 09, 2011, 05:16:54 AM
Post by: ✡ on March 09, 2011, 05:17:27 AM
Post by: Puncia on March 09, 2011, 07:02:21 AM
Anyway.
*noms nanner*
I'm sick of Photoshop being an ass to me.
Post by: Puncia on March 09, 2011, 07:05:51 AM
NOTHING HAPPENED! D:
Post by: Kyriin on March 09, 2011, 09:05:52 AM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on March 09, 2011, 02:39:46 PM
Post by: Gelidus on March 09, 2011, 07:12:42 PM
asdfghjkl; I need to sleep more.
I'm totally with you there -.-
Post by: Aoren Deringer on March 09, 2011, 11:34:35 PM
That is all.
>.>
Post by: Aoren Deringer on March 09, 2011, 11:37:02 PM
Post by: Alexei on March 10, 2011, 12:17:24 AM
Post by: ✡ on March 10, 2011, 01:01:18 AM
Post by: Drago Strega on March 10, 2011, 03:00:19 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on March 12, 2011, 04:07:11 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 12, 2011, 05:15:29 PM
Post by: The_GMan on March 12, 2011, 06:04:02 PM
I slept too much and now I feel weirdMakes us two of us :\
Post by: icy wolf on March 13, 2011, 09:39:12 PM
Post by: The_GMan on March 13, 2011, 10:49:33 PM
i dont want to go to schoolMe neither, waking up at 7 AM tomarrow makes me fell sleepy for the rest of the day.
Why can't we wake up at 10 AM everyday! :(
Post by: ✡ on March 14, 2011, 12:38:45 AM
Post by: Kyriin on March 14, 2011, 06:56:09 AM
Hurr, "Let's set this task to be submitted via turnitin.com .. and not give anyone the login! BAHA!"
I looooove my teachers!
Post by: Drago Strega on March 14, 2011, 06:35:46 PM
Post by: TheLazyFur on March 17, 2011, 03:53:18 AM
Post by: KJOokami on March 17, 2011, 04:07:25 AM
Post by: Drago Strega on March 18, 2011, 08:30:57 PM
:|....I feel better now. I want out of work so bad today...I hate being stuck inside while I know it's beautiful outside.
Post by: ✡ on March 18, 2011, 09:47:23 PM
Post by: The_GMan on March 18, 2011, 10:22:56 PM
my parents aren't being very nice to me this week..Quote from my Facebook comment: "Hold on strong mate, 4 more days to go!"
Post by: The_GMan on March 19, 2011, 12:12:47 AM
Boo for bad walk home from work. I got splashed, walked through about a foot of water and some random guy stopped me while I was walking and creeped me out. He was asking if he could be my friend and wanted to talk to me at my apartment. Tell me that's not creepy.The world is a very dangerous place these days. You should talk to no stranger.
Post by: Kyriin on March 19, 2011, 12:48:44 PM
Post by: Alexei on March 20, 2011, 04:37:58 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on March 20, 2011, 06:31:40 AM
Post by: Drago Strega on March 20, 2011, 11:50:48 AM
I hurt my knee yesterday and had to walk home and climb lots of stairs to get from the trains home, while my foot on the other leg wouldn't stop hurting every time I would put pressure on it. That was a very long journey home last night. x_x I'm 24 and already falling apart.
Post by: Ares the Ram on March 21, 2011, 04:28:40 AM
Post by: Kyriin on March 21, 2011, 09:33:46 AM
I hate talking on them, I hate calling people, and I get scared when they ring.
Post by: Drago Strega on March 21, 2011, 06:50:14 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on March 22, 2011, 03:42:37 AM
Post by: Kyriin on March 22, 2011, 11:16:33 AM
Dx
Post by: iKero-chu™ on March 22, 2011, 04:31:59 PM
/:
I wish I could change what I said.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on March 22, 2011, 10:07:29 PM
I didnt even go into what the chemicals where. She looked at me as if I were explaining rocket science (which, as a sidenote, is not as complex as the term leads you to believe xD)
I. Cant. Work. Like. This.
Post by: ✡ on March 23, 2011, 03:01:40 AM
Post by: Kyriin on March 23, 2011, 06:54:55 AM
Post by: The_GMan on March 23, 2011, 04:22:44 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on March 23, 2011, 06:47:42 PM
Post by: Tatter on March 24, 2011, 02:05:44 AM
a twelve hour shift, and i stand the whole time
-_- not, happy, camper!
Post by: ✡ on March 24, 2011, 02:07:11 AM
Post by: Alexei on March 24, 2011, 10:42:31 AM
And it's only 8:00. T_T
Post by: iKero-chu™ on March 24, 2011, 02:31:13 PM
ugh -__-
Post by: Mr.Mustard on March 24, 2011, 03:10:14 PM
Post by: Drago Strega on March 27, 2011, 03:39:06 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on March 27, 2011, 03:48:51 AM
Post by: ✡ on March 27, 2011, 03:56:36 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on March 27, 2011, 04:02:47 AM
Post by: .: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :. on March 27, 2011, 04:53:54 AM
Post by: Mr.Mustard on March 27, 2011, 04:57:19 AM
Post by: .: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :. on March 27, 2011, 05:00:21 AM
oh and jayme, I saw those pictures. looks painful...and as if they actually got you a mango :P
@rob. yeahh, unfortunately I dont possess those. any ideas where I can get them? pharmacy?
Post by: .: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :. on March 27, 2011, 05:02:37 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on March 28, 2011, 10:23:10 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on March 28, 2011, 05:27:39 PM
I had over a month to do it I'm such an idiot
Post by: Alexei on March 28, 2011, 06:11:08 PM
My last grandfather just died at 5:20am EST, pretty much makes time stop on Monday.Woah, that's creepy, the exact same thing happened to my friend in school.
I'm really sorry, White, I know from experience that losing a grandfather is hard.
Post by: icy wolf on March 29, 2011, 02:52:46 AM
maybe its because i cant find some one here or because i cant find a job tryed to many paces and cant find one or because i cant see my mate, ( he lives in the states) or maybe its because right now i have elevated testosterone (a hormone found only in males ) levels and i want to ****** fight some one.... i have no clue why i so pissed right now..... **** it all
Post by: Armalite_ on March 29, 2011, 04:32:48 AM
My friend thought it would be a good idea to become a Nazi Skinhead after getting into a fight with a group of Israelies who were insulting his country...Now he expects me to join him. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
So random...ontop of this my prof thought it would be funny to make my major assignment due today instead of next week so I had to finish the damn thing in one night...and it's STILL NOT DONE.
Post by: Drago Strega on March 29, 2011, 05:35:36 AM
Post by: The_GMan on March 30, 2011, 02:48:20 PM
I hate when artists act like they're better than everyone else just because they are good. Yes, I like your art, but get off your pedestal. I've seen artists who have been completely ignored when they're art is really good and I do wish mine was a little more popular, but when it is, I'm not gonna act like I'm better than anyone, I'm gonna keep trying to improve.What artists are you referring to? Most of the furry artists are very nice and always reply to my e-mails.
I have this feeling that most society uses stereo types :\
Post by: ✡ on March 30, 2011, 05:40:28 PM
Post by: Alexei on March 30, 2011, 06:02:42 PM
God, I hate my school. T_T
Post by: SplitPersonality on March 30, 2011, 06:53:30 PM
And UGH! I got kept home becuase I passed out from exhaustion three times. T_T
Post by: Aoren Deringer on March 30, 2011, 07:55:02 PM
Post by: Alexei on March 30, 2011, 10:00:47 PM
AD is gone!! D:
Post by: Akula Filiko on March 30, 2011, 10:12:14 PM
Post by: .: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :. on March 31, 2011, 12:25:21 AM
Oh and at the gym today this big musclebound guy started to train me! haahah....yeah now my body hurts everywhere
Post by: Alexei on March 31, 2011, 12:27:21 AM
He's a nice guy but he's really serious about training.
He was like "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN!?" When I went last week.
Post by: .: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :. on March 31, 2011, 02:19:04 AM
Post by: Kyriin on March 31, 2011, 06:21:08 AM
I haven't been to late night yet lol. Last week people got arrested.
Fun.
Post by: Ares the Ram on March 31, 2011, 12:26:07 PM
Post by: Dessum on March 31, 2011, 03:52:55 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 31, 2011, 05:52:08 PM
Post by: .: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :. on March 31, 2011, 05:57:16 PM
Post by: icy wolf on April 01, 2011, 03:05:00 PM
Post by: Alexei on April 01, 2011, 06:22:49 PM
Post by: Lumi on April 01, 2011, 06:24:17 PM
Post by: Alexei on April 01, 2011, 06:25:47 PM
Post by: Lumi on April 01, 2011, 06:27:25 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on April 02, 2011, 12:04:10 AM
Post by: SplitPersonality on April 02, 2011, 12:08:06 AM
Post by: ✡ on April 02, 2011, 01:14:06 AM
Flyin' broke up with me.WHAT???? *doubletake* i mean...WHAT???
on topic, I went skiing and I am muy sore D:
Post by: Alexei on April 02, 2011, 01:20:51 AM
Flyin' broke up with me.Aw, Akula.
I'm so sorry. :(
Post by: Akula Filiko on April 02, 2011, 01:23:22 AM
Post by: ✡ on April 02, 2011, 01:27:19 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on April 02, 2011, 01:28:34 AM
Post by: Kyriin on April 03, 2011, 12:29:17 AM
Post by: Drago Strega on April 03, 2011, 03:00:41 AM
I'm just too tired with all this silliness between not being paid enough for working long hours at work that takes me practically 2 hours to get to, if I can even get there cuz public transportation sucks. Been worryed about the government and school screwing me cuz I'm a student and wasn't born rich. Also have been trying to keep track of my health cuz the working conditions at my job are unsanitary, and I haven't been getting much rest cuz my mate stays at home resting during the day and stays up to late hours of the night watching tv and keeps me up when I should be resting for work the next day...and I'm the breadwinner in the relationship, so if I don't work, there would be no money.
x_x Now I know how a computer feels when you overload it with too many things at once... I feel so sleep I just simply don't have enough energy anymore. -.- Just feel like putting myself in a box and just stay in there till I expire.
Post by: ✡ on April 03, 2011, 03:10:02 AM
Post by: icy wolf on April 04, 2011, 03:37:04 AM
Post by: Zhono on April 04, 2011, 02:27:28 PM
I'm irritated for absolutely no reason at all.
Post by: WingedZephyr on April 05, 2011, 05:54:36 AM
But I'm over it.
Post by: Fly Boy on April 05, 2011, 07:08:37 PM
Post by: ✡ on April 05, 2011, 10:12:00 PM
Post by: Fly Boy on April 05, 2011, 10:35:37 PM
Post by: ✡ on April 05, 2011, 10:38:46 PM
but my car gets like 15 MPG, so i have to constantly be filling it up. not financially easy for a high school kid
Post by: Fly Boy on April 05, 2011, 10:41:22 PM
Post by: Kin Kitsune on April 07, 2011, 06:32:34 PM
DOCTORS, USE THEM.
Post by: Kyriin on April 09, 2011, 08:51:40 AM
Post by: Alexei on April 09, 2011, 01:16:15 PM
Post by: ✡ on April 09, 2011, 09:25:17 PM
Post by: Fly Boy on April 10, 2011, 10:31:20 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on April 11, 2011, 09:20:04 PM
I was THIS CLOSE *Holds paws together* from ripping off the bell cord and strangling her.
Post by: Ares the Ram on April 12, 2011, 08:52:53 PM
Post by: ✡ on April 12, 2011, 09:32:43 PM
Post by: Alexei on April 12, 2011, 11:54:05 PM
I always have to wait off to the side really akwardly until they get the hell out of my way.
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on April 13, 2011, 12:41:01 AM
I always feel guilty when I don't go to a class when I'm only slightly not feeling well. Like today when I decided I wasn't going to my film class because I wanted to make sure I didn't have some sort of fever spike again since when I'm sick it always gets worse in the evening, and as soon as the time that I would normally go to class rolled around, I was feeling guilty about not going.
Post by: Kyriin on April 14, 2011, 02:36:17 AM
Post by: Alexei on April 14, 2011, 02:45:24 AM
Go right up to them and clear your throat and say something like, "Excuse me, I need to get to my locker." That's what I would do. I wouldn't even think that kissing in the halls would be permitted since it usually isn't.
I don't know, those couples have a real reputation for being..... Unreasonable, shall we say.
Post by: ✡ on April 14, 2011, 02:46:34 AM
Post by: WhiteTiger89 on April 14, 2011, 03:37:13 AM
Post by: Alexei on April 14, 2011, 09:56:50 PM
Post by: Tatter on April 15, 2011, 04:19:34 AM
Post by: SplitPersonality on April 15, 2011, 04:28:08 AM
Post by: Fly Boy on April 15, 2011, 06:42:41 PM
Post by: WhiteTiger89 on April 15, 2011, 06:57:41 PM
My girlfriend broke up with me :'(, at least it wasn't anything I did that caused it, she just felt like I was more of a friend. :(
I feel your pain Fly. I'm a couple months out of my last realtionship. Breakups suck. :(
And I am going to kill my roommate. The evil SOB keeps getting me addicted to video games I can't afford to buy! Sucks he's one of my best friends. :P
Post by: Fly Boy on April 15, 2011, 07:21:14 PM
Post by: Mr.Mustard on April 15, 2011, 07:49:52 PM
Post by: ✡ on April 15, 2011, 08:44:49 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on April 16, 2011, 02:41:06 PM
Hopefully the hurt will stop I can stop thinking about those two.
/:
Post by: x on April 16, 2011, 10:55:10 PM
Post by: Alexei on April 16, 2011, 11:08:20 PM
Post by: Jimmy Jinx on April 16, 2011, 11:56:39 PM
- Dude ur a furrie , that is mest up .Dexster? is your name not Nigel ? you are a metalhead , that's lame .
SHUT UP AND LET ME BE > IHAVE MY OWN LIFE AND I LIVE IT MY WAY HOW ''i'' LIKE IT .
i hate wen people are like that .
Post by: ✡ on April 17, 2011, 05:34:47 AM
Post by: Dessum on April 19, 2011, 04:59:10 PM
Post by: Alexei on April 19, 2011, 08:03:37 PM
Post by: ✡ on April 19, 2011, 09:37:30 PM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on April 21, 2011, 12:32:41 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on April 25, 2011, 04:15:06 AM
Post by: ✡ on April 25, 2011, 04:36:20 AM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on April 26, 2011, 02:04:16 AM
stepped on a peice of glassUgh...did you have to go to the emergency room and get a shot in your foot? I stepped on a piece of glass when I was 9 or so and it was right in the center of my foot and bleeding a lot and I had to be taken to the emergency room. They had me laying on my stomach and the nurse or whoever was like, "This is gonna hurt, try not to scream." and then they stuck the needle right into the cut and I had to clench my jaw extremely hard in order to not scream. It sucked so bad. D:
Anyways, I've been freaking tired all day for no reason. It's annoying and frustrating.
Post by: ✡ on April 26, 2011, 02:06:11 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on April 26, 2011, 03:27:34 AM
I've just been really sad and angry all day
me too.
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on April 26, 2011, 08:14:03 PM
My response was this:
"It says that people enjoy looking at cosplays. Simple as that.
Not everyone is going to think the same about things that you do so get over it."
I had an attitude, but not all of my anger was in that response in the slightest.
Post by: ✡ on April 26, 2011, 09:43:41 PM
Post by: ✡ on April 28, 2011, 09:56:10 PM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on April 29, 2011, 01:38:24 AM
Stubbed my three left-most toes on my left foot on my mom's freakin' exercise machine that is sitting in the middle of the living room where it isn't supposed to be.
Also got snapped at by my dad today because just decided to be a jerk about something he would have normally told me to do any other day. >:(
Post by: Dessum on April 29, 2011, 09:33:08 PM
Post by: ✡ on April 29, 2011, 09:35:50 PM
Post by: Dessum on May 01, 2011, 05:05:29 PM
So now I have lost ALL my movie projects!! *Kicks a chair* >:(
Post by: Akula Filiko on May 02, 2011, 02:42:31 AM
Post by: Alexei on May 02, 2011, 06:25:46 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on May 02, 2011, 06:27:07 AM
Post by: Alexei on May 02, 2011, 06:28:41 AM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on May 02, 2011, 02:25:00 PM
Post by: Dessum on May 02, 2011, 09:47:39 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 02, 2011, 10:21:54 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on May 03, 2011, 04:39:46 AM
Post by: Kyriin on May 04, 2011, 06:19:18 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 04, 2011, 06:52:14 PM
And right now they are deciding third place, and right now my entry is losing to other three entries with 0 votes. This wouldn't bother me all that much if I wasn't convinced the other contestants put NO effort into their entries.
I'm just going to flat out say it. No offense to anyone, but I think none of those deserve third place. I don't mind losing, but losing to people who probably put no work an effort into their drawing is incredibly frustrating. Which is why I'm trying to nominate FlamePick's Samurott remake is because I feel his entry ACTUALLY deserves a prize, because it's obvious he put work into his entry. Which is why I refuse to vote unless his entry is an option.
The first place winner, LuvzKittenz Serperior remake definately deserves 1st place, because anyone who makes Serperior look cool (I hate Serperior BTW) gets my vote. But I doubt any of you can say the second place entry has any business taking second place, considering that particular artist has much better drawings in his gallery. The other entries for 3rd place are pretty lousy, too.
Sorry if I sound rude, but how would you feel if you worked hard on a contest entry only to lose to people who scribbled on a canvas and entered a contest?
(Also: I know my entry is no masterpiece, but I still worked on my drawing, making sure all my lines were straight, trying to be as anatomically correct as possible, as well as add many new ideas that were not in the original.
And again, sorry for the rant. I don't mind losing, I'd just rather lose to someone who put time and work on an entry than someone who didn't.)
...I'll probably end up voting for Michu because that's the only one where I see at least SOME effort was made.
Post by: x on May 04, 2011, 07:52:22 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 05, 2011, 02:37:10 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 05, 2011, 02:40:14 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on May 05, 2011, 05:42:19 AM
Post by: Fly Boy on May 05, 2011, 10:44:26 AM
Post by: Alexei on May 05, 2011, 06:36:47 PM
Aw, that sucks. D:
I have so much to do and so many people to not piss off today.
Post by: x on May 05, 2011, 07:02:30 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 05, 2011, 09:36:30 PM
Post by: Daemon on May 05, 2011, 09:40:36 PM
Post by: Fly Boy on May 05, 2011, 09:44:58 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on May 07, 2011, 01:01:13 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 07, 2011, 01:02:00 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 07, 2011, 02:30:35 AM
Post by: Goblin Cat 😸 on May 08, 2011, 11:33:13 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 09, 2011, 05:29:31 PM
Post by: Alice The Necrofox on May 09, 2011, 05:42:40 PM
PLUS are there any girls who can stop just messing with us? The nice guys get hurt when girls mess with us >.< I need someone who won't screw around with my emotions.
CAN WE JUST BE NICE HUMAN BEINGS FOR ONCE!!!!! >:( :'(
Post by: Fly Boy on May 09, 2011, 07:26:48 PM
My half of the species (the male side) seems to consist of a ton of jerks!!! I mean seriously, is it impossible for my half of the species to treat a woman (or a man) right? Like without all the lewd remarks and stupid behavior? Have all the gentlemen in the world just vanished? Am I the only one in my entire town that is left?
PLUS are there any girls who can stop just messing with us? The nice guys get hurt when girls mess with us >.< I need someone who won't screw around with my emotions.
CAN WE JUST BE NICE HUMAN BEINGS FOR ONCE!!!!! >:( :'(
Plus 10,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000
I hate that :(
Now my thing doesn't seem so depressing...
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on May 09, 2011, 08:00:51 PM
I hate feeling negative about my artistic abilities even though I know I'll improve with practice. It's stupid of me to feel negative. (I don't feel negative about what I drew today, but that's a different story.)
Post by: Alexei on May 09, 2011, 08:05:34 PM
Not all guys are like that and not all girls are like that either, Shiro.I feel that way too.
I hate feeling negative about my artistic abilities even though I know I'll improve with practice. It's stupid of me to feel negative. (I don't feel negative about what I drew today, but that's a different story.)
Post by: ✡ on May 09, 2011, 08:47:14 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 10, 2011, 02:37:04 AM
Post by: Alice The Necrofox on May 10, 2011, 03:07:39 AM
I just had to go outside and mow in the rain >.<
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 10, 2011, 12:40:54 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 10, 2011, 03:39:08 PM
Post by: Alice The Necrofox on May 10, 2011, 08:46:34 PM
Post by: CrazyCat on May 10, 2011, 09:42:00 PM
http://www.nooooooooooooooo.com/ (http://www.nooooooooooooooo.com/) D=
Post by: Alexei on May 11, 2011, 12:32:21 AM
I hate summer weather. >:(
Post by: ✡ on May 11, 2011, 12:33:20 AM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on May 11, 2011, 12:50:25 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 11, 2011, 01:06:15 AM
I just want to get money and get out of this house. I'm sick of my father being a jerk practically every evening.best thing to do? play music he hates really loud. works for my dad
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 11, 2011, 02:46:56 AM
Post by: Dessum on May 11, 2011, 12:43:03 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on May 11, 2011, 02:49:13 PM
and I also miss erron. <3
Post by: Alexei on May 11, 2011, 05:57:39 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 11, 2011, 05:58:56 PM
Post by: Dessum on May 11, 2011, 09:48:48 PM
Not only do I have exams but I might have lots of acting rehearsals which could mess up my whole time organisation
and get in the way of band rehearsals which my band and I have not even scheduled yet. -.-
Post by: ✡ on May 11, 2011, 10:02:18 PM
Post by: Alexei on May 11, 2011, 11:26:42 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on May 12, 2011, 01:10:49 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on May 12, 2011, 01:23:11 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 12, 2011, 02:08:36 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on May 12, 2011, 02:52:41 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 12, 2011, 03:08:15 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on May 12, 2011, 03:44:24 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 13, 2011, 11:16:48 PM
Jeeze, how did [name removed] become a mod? All I've seen him do was insult people for no reason. And just now he picked on me for saying (Furries are generally nice.) And if that wasn't enough, he started going on about how all furries "yiff and look at furry porn." Personally I hate porn of any kind and I think bestiality, even that of fictional characters meant in a harmless way (Like Jessica and Rodger Rabbit or Donkey and Dragon from Shrek) is disgusting. Sure, I have a character who's married to a different species, but I REFUSE to give them children, because I think it would be disgusting.
And the reason I said Furries are generally nice is because I come here to the furry forum and everyone here is very nice. Sure, some people here are misanthropic, but you guys always listen to others, you never make fun of others no matter how ridiculous their problems are, and we pretty much act like one happy team of friends ready to guard each others back. And the best part is that you're NOT yiff furries, and are all clean. And as long as I have a computer, I will always continue to come here, guys.
And so, I blocked [name removed]. If he even things about banning me because of that, then it's obvious he's just abusing his mod powers.
(http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/Themes/WZSkin/images/warnwarn.gif) Bashing another forum and one of its specific forum members; posting drama
Post by: Ares the Ram on May 15, 2011, 06:27:46 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on May 15, 2011, 06:35:03 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 15, 2011, 06:38:01 AM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on May 15, 2011, 02:54:14 PM
Yes, that is a negative thing to me, because Shinzuu plays Black Ops Hardcore Capture the Flag with his headphones blaring usually so he's yelling and cussing so I get crap from my parents even though it's not my fault. And I also rarely see Shinzuu when he gets to play on PSN.
Post by: ✡ on May 15, 2011, 11:00:22 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 15, 2011, 11:47:38 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on May 16, 2011, 07:15:52 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 16, 2011, 09:53:56 PM
Post by: Daemon on May 16, 2011, 10:31:56 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 16, 2011, 11:41:18 PM
my book got stolen, never found it. Now I'll never know what happens to Rand 'al Thor next.*resists urge to say Wheel of Time spoilers*
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 17, 2011, 02:59:42 AM
Post by: Kaprika on May 17, 2011, 04:37:23 AM
everyone here im sure already knows im pretty much on my way to owning a wheelchair, and also that im bleeding on the inside.
but erlier this week i got a sore throat and a bit of a cold, and now my arm is acting funny...
it randomly feels distant every other minute, and its all....stiff like.
ill try to make a fist and when i try to open my hand again its all stuck, and it takes me a few seconds to uncurl my fingers. i have NO idea what it is, its strange..
...i SO do not need anything else to be medicaly wrong with me..:/
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on May 18, 2011, 03:31:03 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 18, 2011, 09:57:59 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on May 18, 2011, 11:32:31 PM
Post by: icy wolf on May 19, 2011, 12:25:10 AM
Post by: CrazyCat on May 19, 2011, 12:34:15 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 19, 2011, 01:11:33 AM
Post by: Alexei on May 19, 2011, 01:43:23 AM
God, this is so frustrating, I swear if I miss another season of baseball I'm going to die.
Post by: Dessum on May 19, 2011, 09:21:24 PM
I have to organise band rehearsals and be in Acting Company rehearsals and my computer
is dying again and I want to fix it and I aaaghhhh >__<
Post by: ✡ on May 19, 2011, 11:07:36 PM
the bad news? I'm gonna be getting off at midnight
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 19, 2011, 11:09:57 PM
Post by: Alexei on May 19, 2011, 11:13:25 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 19, 2011, 11:15:48 PM
On that note, my rant is the freakish ammo consumption of the YCS/186 and standard Gauss rifle.
Post by: ✡ on May 19, 2011, 11:17:08 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 19, 2011, 11:17:37 PM
Post by: Kyriin on May 19, 2011, 11:31:09 PM
Post by: WhiteTiger89 on May 20, 2011, 02:39:02 AM
Post by: Moofinz on May 20, 2011, 03:12:54 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 20, 2011, 03:15:40 AM
I hate that I get all nice for an interview, drive all the way over there, wait almost an hour only to get a "Well I'm sorry, we don't have jobs open at this time, but your application is still active!" -_- omg why can't they just tell me not notify me at all, instead of offering me an interview?! Wasting my time >_> and gas!my job did that to me before hiring me
Post by: Moofinz on May 20, 2011, 03:19:37 AM
I hate that I get all nice for an interview, drive all the way over there, wait almost an hour only to get a "Well I'm sorry, we don't have jobs open at this time, but your application is still active!" -_- omg why can't they just tell me not notify me at all, instead of offering me an interview?! Wasting my time >_> and gas!my job did that to me before hiring me
This is the second time they've done this to me so I think I have bad luck with job interviews x_x
Post by: Kyriin on May 21, 2011, 12:37:02 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 21, 2011, 05:54:34 AM
Post by: Kyriin on May 21, 2011, 09:30:16 AM
Post by: Armalite_ on May 21, 2011, 01:22:56 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on May 21, 2011, 03:31:25 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 21, 2011, 05:09:15 PM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on May 22, 2011, 02:32:48 PM
If you don't like it, don't pay attention to it.
*grumble grumble*
Post by: ✡ on May 22, 2011, 03:50:56 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 22, 2011, 06:04:25 PM
I was playing the SNES game Terranigma earlier. There was this one Two-Headed dragon boss I wanted to fight, because I like fighting dragon bosses in videogames. But before I got to the dragon, I was expecting:
Dragon: RWAR!!! WE WILL DESTROY YOU!!!
Me: Oh yeah! Bring it on!!!
But instead I got:
Dragon: Hey, mind if we help you kill those annoying Starfish?
Me: You mean you're not the boss?
Turns out, the "Boss" was a trio of starfish. Oh well, there are still plenty of other dragon bosses in other videogames, but dang, I was expecting to fight a dragon.
Post by: Puncia on May 22, 2011, 07:29:10 PM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on May 22, 2011, 09:29:01 PM
Post by: Alexei on May 22, 2011, 11:04:24 PM
Ow.... :(
Post by: WingedZephyr on May 23, 2011, 04:33:25 AM
Post by: Kyriin on May 23, 2011, 07:39:18 AM
I was expecting my mini displayport adapter to arrive today. It didn't. D:
Post by: iKero-chu™ on May 23, 2011, 01:19:27 PM
/:
Post by: WingedZephyr on May 23, 2011, 04:15:14 PM
If it's paper, shouldn't it easily be removed by water or something? o.o
It was the glossy coating on the paper that made it melt to my car, and I don't know if that stuff is as easy to remove. I didn't have time to try washing it off yesterday, and it still ticked me off that it happened in the first place, whether or not it can be removed.
Post by: iKero-chu™ on May 23, 2011, 04:30:10 PM
Post by: icy wolf on May 23, 2011, 04:40:45 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 23, 2011, 10:17:13 PM
Someone stuck an advertising postcard in the handle of my car's driver side door, and it melted to the side of my car in the heat. I was able to get most of it off, but I still have two large areas of ripped paper stuck to my car.that totally happened to me :(
I'm scheduled to work till midnight on school nights for three days this week
Post by: Alexei on May 23, 2011, 10:32:22 PM
I still have a month left....
Post by: Armalite_ on May 24, 2011, 03:57:57 AM
Post by: Dessum on May 24, 2011, 10:39:35 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 24, 2011, 06:21:34 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on May 24, 2011, 06:25:24 PM
I have another night shift today ;-;
Post by: ✡ on May 24, 2011, 06:26:06 PM
True, but you still need to be 18 to go without parental permission in school.ugh that's a stupid rule :(
Post by: iKero-chu™ on May 24, 2011, 08:27:46 PM
Maybe I'm over reacting..
Post by: CrazyCat on May 25, 2011, 04:05:25 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 25, 2011, 06:25:09 AM
Post by: Kyriin on May 25, 2011, 06:53:32 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 25, 2011, 09:34:32 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 25, 2011, 10:25:10 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 26, 2011, 05:12:38 AM
Post by: Dessum on May 26, 2011, 08:26:12 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 26, 2011, 03:33:30 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on May 26, 2011, 03:34:17 PM
/:
Post by: Dessum on May 26, 2011, 05:46:55 PM
Today I tried to jump and twisted my ankle pretty badly on a post of wood.
Funny as hell but still hurts!
Post by: ✡ on May 26, 2011, 07:02:45 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 26, 2011, 09:19:49 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 26, 2011, 09:36:53 PM
I am suffering mysterious and ever-present back pain. And I bombed me exam.i did that all this week
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 26, 2011, 09:39:14 PM
But were you referring to back pain or failing?
Post by: ✡ on May 26, 2011, 09:40:16 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 26, 2011, 09:41:06 PM
Post by: Moofinz on May 27, 2011, 02:27:54 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 27, 2011, 02:35:56 AM
why do the things I do go unappreciated?! D:<I appreciate you!!! *organizes a Moofinz Appreciation Day*
Post by: Dessum on May 28, 2011, 01:29:13 PM
Today my friend had to leave : (
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 29, 2011, 01:05:45 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 29, 2011, 02:49:39 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 29, 2011, 04:02:06 AM
I'm sorry, Drakey... That sucks.
Post by: Alexei on May 29, 2011, 03:19:26 PM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on May 29, 2011, 08:56:42 PM
Also, I sat outside at my yard sale for the six hours I had on my ad flyers and only got three people (two of which were in the same car) during the entire time, and those three people came within the first two hours. All I got out of it was 50 cents today, so tomorrow better make up for it and then some.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 29, 2011, 10:54:24 PM
Post by: Alexei on May 30, 2011, 12:30:20 AM
The use of the word "retarded" to mean "stupid" bugs me. I'm trying to rid myself of that habit.
Sorry about that, I just type it through force of habit, I'm trying to stop saying it too. :S
Post by: Kyriin on May 30, 2011, 01:01:39 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 30, 2011, 04:23:46 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 30, 2011, 05:49:39 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 30, 2011, 05:56:45 AM
Post by: Dessum on May 30, 2011, 04:18:19 PM
Makes me so angry aaagh *vent vent rave rant*
Post by: Ares the Ram on May 30, 2011, 04:24:33 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 30, 2011, 05:30:56 PM
Post by: Alexei on May 31, 2011, 01:48:12 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 31, 2011, 03:05:00 AM
Post by: Fly Boy on May 31, 2011, 06:50:37 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on May 31, 2011, 06:59:17 PM
Another work day today D:
Post by: Fly Boy on May 31, 2011, 07:26:57 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 31, 2011, 07:42:04 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 31, 2011, 08:32:14 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on May 31, 2011, 10:58:43 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 01, 2011, 01:09:24 AM
I was going for a walk down the road, and I was listening to music. This one song came on and I started dancing to it. And because I wasn't paying attention, I almost got hit by a car. I'm trying to pretend that act of stupidity never happened, but I'm still petrified. That's a mistake I hope I never make again.
Post by: ✡ on June 01, 2011, 01:40:13 AM
Post by: Fly Boy on June 01, 2011, 07:43:18 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on June 02, 2011, 05:39:14 AM
Post by: Philly Tanuki on June 02, 2011, 05:40:43 AM
My girlfriend wanted my opinion on a touchy subject and wouldn't let me change the subject. She also wanted me to say something nice. I would have had to lie to do that and I cannot lie anymore. I told the truth and now she's really mad. I feel bad for her, but if she keeps hanging on to what happened, its never going to leave and going to corrupt the both of us. *head desk*One reason why I don't do good in relationships. I don't do touchy subjects.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 02, 2011, 11:50:14 AM
Post by: Alexei on June 03, 2011, 11:17:24 PM
http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=16471.0
This is exact proof of it, sorry Terra, I'll get it sorted ASAP.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 03, 2011, 11:26:12 PM
PS: It's red colored.
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on June 04, 2011, 08:49:02 PM
I was working like a dog today, and I was so thirsty, that I accidentally drank some Hummingbird Nectar, thinking it was soda. That's not poisonous, is it? I'm assuming no, but I'm in a HUGE downward spiral, right now just thinking about it.Late response is late but... No, it's not. Years ago one of my brother's friends accidentally drank some of our Hummingbird Nectar because my mom had it in the back of the fridge, and he was fine.
PS: It's red colored.
It irritates me that I get tired really easily after spending half a day outside.
Post by: Haxor on June 05, 2011, 03:39:39 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 05, 2011, 12:55:46 PM
(...I know, every post in the ranting topic contains me feeling sick, sue me if I don't start pushing up daisies tomorow. :P)
Post by: Kyriin on June 05, 2011, 01:15:10 PM
If I format it, it'll take hours.
I can't do anything else but format it.
It has 182gb of school files on it.
Fml.
Post by: ✡ on June 05, 2011, 04:45:53 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on June 06, 2011, 02:15:11 AM
Post by: Self-sain on June 06, 2011, 02:54:45 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 06, 2011, 01:11:14 PM
I went to a hair show and we (the models) were chosen like catel, and I almost got picked but then the guy was like "oh that's a lot of hair", then chose some other guy with the same amount of hair… I felt quite down ;-;
I say people should be allowed to have long hair. People should be allowed to stand out from all the guh-zillions of young males with short hair who seem to win EVERY FLIPPING GAMESHOW I WATCH!!!
...Sorry. But anyway, I strongly hate how people frown upon long hair. Even my dad doesn't like it. My parents are always begging me to get my hair cut, but I just want to tell them "I'm not going to look a way that will make you happy, but make myself miserable. I'm going to have my hair as long as I want it, and that means longer than normal.
...She asked me why... ...I'm just a hairy guy... I'm hairy noon and night... Hair, that's a fright... I'm hairy high and low. ...Don't ask me why Don't know. It's not for lack of bread. ... Like the Grateful Dead. ...Darling..."
Edit: I cannot tell you how much I hate my father. He lives in a world full of double standards, he acts like I'm supposed to know everything about the universe like he does, and I keep telling him his humor makes me want to kill myself, but he just keeps spouting off his horribly stupid and offensive jokes. He's also against me having my own opinions on stuff and thinks I should have the same opinions as everyone else. Oh, why can't I swear on this forum? Cause I really need to send a rainbow into this post. And then, right after telling me I'm not allowed to have a passionate hate for Serperior, he had the nerve to say that Gamefreak is running out of ideas for Pokemon. That, he's entitled to think, but seriously. A bunch of gears pasted together is no less creative than eyes with magnets and bolts sticking out. And at least Klings evos use DIFFERENT TYPES of gears. Magneton is literally three Magnemites. Even Pokemon Mystery Dungeon proved that.
...Did I mention my dad hates furries?
Post by: ✡ on June 06, 2011, 11:32:15 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 07, 2011, 01:29:42 PM
Post by: Fly Boy on June 07, 2011, 04:44:59 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 09, 2011, 12:56:07 AM
Last Note: (Insert Animal-Hating Joke Site) can (Insert Abridged Rage Here)!!!
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 09, 2011, 01:08:33 AM
Like you can't notice the huge distention on the outside edge of each foot... It looks like somebody shoved a damn tennis ball in my foot.
---
EDIT
I'm seriously going to destroy and replace my current router. I've been trying for HALF DAMNED HOUR to get my wi-fi to connect. I'm trying to talk to Gabby, but oh no! It just HAS to keep denying the connection. I'm so blazing pissed right now; I swear I could kill someone.
A HALF HOUR!
Post by: Kyriin on June 10, 2011, 09:34:41 AM
I'm just too used to it being my mum and I even though, I lived with my (step)dad *more like real dad but not biological, but its complicated*
Post by: Mr. Magic Man on June 10, 2011, 12:25:12 PM
if i could rip them off i would. >:(
Post by: ✡ on June 10, 2011, 11:34:00 PM
Post by: Nrein on June 11, 2011, 02:58:25 AM
Post by: Kyriin on June 12, 2011, 02:56:53 AM
I have better things to do, go away.
.___.
Post by: ✡ on June 12, 2011, 04:05:50 AM
Post by: Gelidus on June 12, 2011, 05:15:17 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 12, 2011, 05:54:34 AM
Post by: Kyriin on June 12, 2011, 06:01:08 AM
Winamp lags when I change songs because my music is on my desktop, and the transfer speed is a little iffy.
Post by: ✡ on June 12, 2011, 06:02:09 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on June 12, 2011, 07:24:15 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 12, 2011, 04:22:44 PM
Post by: Nrein on June 12, 2011, 04:46:36 PM
Post by: Dessum on June 12, 2011, 09:22:23 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 13, 2011, 09:01:20 PM
Malra has good attack, great mind, amazing speed, lots of MP, but pathetic HP and Defense. In other words, Malra is kind of like a Glass Cannon fighter. Her moves are powerful, and she has some useful moves under her belt, like an attack where she cuts the opponents attack in half (Pretty much manditory for the final battle) a move where she deals lots of damage by shattering a large nut with her teeth, sending sharp bits of shell at the opponent (For finishing off Nagita) a move that heals 2/3 or her health (Also manditory) and a move where she chokes the opponent for a number of turns, which disables the opponent for a few turns and deals about 100 damage each turn the target is being choked, but also rarely works on Nagita, so it should be used sparingly and ONLY as a finisher. Nagita, the final boss for Malra's bit, has 6800 HP, which makes it a REALLY long battle. Also, if she ever reaches 2% life before dying, she uses a move which pretty much ensures her victory, so you need to use a strong move on her. Besides that, she doesn't have many strong attacks except for an attack capable of doing 90 to 150 points of damage to Malra (Which is almost half her life). Worst off, she is one of the few fights in Malra's bit that has a speed advantage, so she attacks first more often than not. The fight is definately possible to win, but I'm worried at the current HP that I dragged it out too much. But I'm also worried that if I lower the HP, it will make her too easy. Grrrr... what to do, what to do. PS: It IS possible to beat her, but I haven't done it yet.
Post by: ✡ on June 13, 2011, 09:52:02 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 14, 2011, 02:20:02 AM
...Oh well, that just means she's one tough Mother Hubbard, and the game needs to have its fair share of toughies, right?
Post by: Ares the Ram on June 14, 2011, 04:20:58 PM
Post by: Dessum on June 14, 2011, 06:26:32 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on June 16, 2011, 03:32:18 AM
Post by: Rappy on June 16, 2011, 06:22:00 AM
MSN anyone?
Lost all my artwork, about a year worth of it. Grrr!
Post by: ƒyreblue ƒox on June 16, 2011, 05:57:23 PM
Post by: ✡ on June 16, 2011, 06:11:19 PM
Post by: Rappy on June 16, 2011, 10:40:02 PM
Post by: Ray Furr on June 16, 2011, 10:44:09 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 17, 2011, 03:51:17 PM
There was no way to celebrate an anniversary yesterday... I feel like crying but I can't... *sigh* She needs my help... But she's too sad to listen to me...
Post by: LyrilaFox on June 17, 2011, 04:06:46 PM
Post by: Kyriin on June 18, 2011, 12:53:03 AM
Me: I AM THE GOD DAMN NETWORK ADMINISTRATOR! WUFHUIBBHKEGHUIEKJFGBHMgf!!!1
Post by: ✡ on June 18, 2011, 02:38:13 AM
Post by: Kyriin on June 18, 2011, 09:46:36 AM
I posted on her wall all like "Hey it's been ages! How are you? :)" all like, excited to hear from her and stuff.
I get a reply of "good wbu"
>.>
Post by: Ares the Ram on June 18, 2011, 02:46:19 PM
Post by: Alexei on June 18, 2011, 03:46:32 PM
Post by: Dessum on June 18, 2011, 09:42:23 PM
being lonely sucks >.>
Yeah, I know the feeling T_T
Post by: iKero-chu™ on June 18, 2011, 11:10:01 PM
Post by: ✡ on June 18, 2011, 11:59:24 PM
Post by: Dessum on June 19, 2011, 08:30:21 AM
The right one goes in fine no problem, as usual.
The left one just won't settle down, why not!?
Post by: ✡ on June 19, 2011, 08:39:05 AM
STUPID CONTACT LENSES AHJGASYIR!happened to me today
The right one goes in fine no problem, as usual.
The left one just won't settle down, why not!?
Post by: Egan on June 19, 2011, 09:32:22 AM
Post by: Kyriin on June 19, 2011, 09:59:47 AM
Server is down, have been trying to fix it. Spent hours reinstalling everything, took me back a step. So whatever, I'll put Windows 7 on it and be done with it. I have to use Windows or else I'd use Linux. Screw farting around with Windows Server 2008... :/ And I'm having troubles even getting Windows 7 set up properly. It's 8pm and my server is still without an operating system.
Post by: Rappy on June 19, 2011, 01:28:04 PM
One of my metacarpal bones may never heal fully... on my writing hand too :(
My pinky toe never healed fully :o
Meh, angry at the world!! and I desperately need someone
Post by: ✡ on June 19, 2011, 06:35:56 PM
Post by: Dessum on June 19, 2011, 06:50:48 PM
Left contact lens...settle down damn you!
We feel each other's pain!
Post by: Mr. Magic Man on June 19, 2011, 10:36:08 PM
I don't care, I WANT TO LAUGH!!! >:( almost makes me want to punch the TV.
Post by: Righteousbro on June 20, 2011, 07:42:22 PM
Seriously, he's quoting Mein Kampf and Leviticus to explain why I deserve to be stoned.....
Post by: Egan on June 20, 2011, 09:49:30 PM
Some dude I went school with has become a Nazi fundamentalist >______>Can you punch him for me?
Seriously, he's quoting Mein Kampf and Leviticus to explain why I deserve to be stoned.....
Post by: Gelidus on June 21, 2011, 12:21:37 AM
While your at it you can throw in another one for me.Some dude I went school with has become a Nazi fundamentalist >______>Can you punch him for me?
Seriously, he's quoting Mein Kampf and Leviticus to explain why I deserve to be stoned.....
Post by: Righteousbro on June 21, 2011, 12:27:41 AM
While your at it you can throw in another one for me.Some dude I went school with has become a Nazi fundamentalist >______>Can you punch him for me?
Seriously, he's quoting Mein Kampf and Leviticus to explain why I deserve to be stoned.....
I'd love to but he moved to Colorado. >___<
Post by: ✡ on June 22, 2011, 12:18:55 AM
to my state???? oh come on why me??While your at it you can throw in another one for me.Some dude I went school with has become a Nazi fundamentalist >______>Can you punch him for me?
Seriously, he's quoting Mein Kampf and Leviticus to explain why I deserve to be stoned.....
I'd love to but he moved to Colorado. >___<
Post by: WingedZephyr on June 22, 2011, 05:51:03 AM
Post by: Egan on June 22, 2011, 10:09:48 AM
Post by: ✡ on June 22, 2011, 07:47:23 PM
Post by: Alexei on June 23, 2011, 06:15:17 AM
The friggin' thing put a crack in my window for god's sake. o.O
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 23, 2011, 06:27:54 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on June 26, 2011, 01:21:14 AM
On a related note, my faveorite jeans are a bit long, but its ok so long as I wear my skate shoes. Unfortunatly on the way to the failterview (THAT was a sin against grammar) and my Dr. Martens frayed them x.x
Also I got conned into buying a thirty dollar shoe cleaning kit at the fair. How I'll never know. But now I have four dollars left to my name xD OH WAIT! I HAVE FIFTY CENTS EXTRA!
Post by: ✡ on June 27, 2011, 03:07:06 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on June 27, 2011, 05:55:08 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 30, 2011, 03:07:55 AM
Post by: ✡ on June 30, 2011, 03:24:16 AM
Post by: Rappy on June 30, 2011, 04:31:58 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on June 30, 2011, 06:01:48 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on June 30, 2011, 06:55:35 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on July 01, 2011, 02:29:16 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 02, 2011, 12:41:29 AM
When All is Lost by Symphony X
"I believe... nothing ever comes to light -
Chasing shadows in the night
In a starless sky and I wonder why
Oh I believe... we will never find a way -
The darkness lights the day
We never question why, still I wonder why?
I close my eyes lost in the memory
Just like a candle in the wind
What could have been, with just one kiss goodbye
You spread your wings to fly
Far away, somehow, someday you will understand
I hope you'll understand... someday
Silent pictures like ghosts in the machine
Haunting my reflection in the frame
Chasing down the hopeful child inside of me
Where'd it all go wrong and who's to blame
Ooh, We pass the time away
With empty lives, the laughter dies
Oh! Is the all we have to show?
Is this all they'll ever know? Can they find their way?
What went wrong? Where have all the heroes gone?
Trading futures for a song we gave away
Thinking only of myself, I forged ahead
No regrets, no apologies
Bitter tears reward the life that I have led
A world of lies brings me to my knees
I took the road with every twist and every turn
The words of wisdom is the lesson never learned
Lose your fear and free your soul or
The mysteries of life you'll truely never know
You'll never know!
Is the all we have to show?
Is this all they'll ever know? Can they find their way?
What went wrong? Where have all the heroes gone?
Trading futures for a song we gave away
Just gave it away
I close my eyes, lost in that memory
Like a candle in the wind
What could have been, with just one kiss goodbye
You spread your wings to fly far away
I hope you'll understand one day
We pass the time away
With empty lives, the laughter dies
And the colors fade... fade away
Oh daylight fades away
Oh no no no!
Oh! Is the all we have to show?
Is this all they'll ever know? Can they find their way?
What went wrong? Where have all the heroes gone?
Trading futures for a song we gave away
What went wrong?
Where have all our heroes gone?
Trade our future for a song,
We gave it all away... "
Post by: ^Geist^ on July 02, 2011, 12:51:11 AM
Although I live in Canada this would affect us indirectly.
Post by: Egan on July 02, 2011, 09:13:36 AM
Its been 4 straight years of depression, i'm good for a month, then crap for 5. I need meds...
Post by: Stupid_Ivan on July 02, 2011, 06:06:12 PM
Needless to say, it's pretty annoying, almost insufferably so.
Post by: WhiteTiger89 on July 02, 2011, 11:12:22 PM
Case in point. I posted a YouTube video on my Facebook. He comments that the video is fake when, thanks to several seemingly factors, I know it's not. He did the same thing with a picture I posted, claiming it was photoshoped when I know that it wasn't. Even though he won't here this, I have a little message for you little brother. I know more about video editing and special effects than you do!
I'm sorry, but as an aspiring film producer, this is an extremely big pet peeve of mine.
Post by: Ares the Ram on July 03, 2011, 04:22:29 PM
Post by: ✡ on July 03, 2011, 05:25:50 PM
Post by: Zaspher on July 03, 2011, 05:29:35 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on July 03, 2011, 05:43:38 PM
Post by: Egan on July 05, 2011, 09:59:07 PM
Post by: Daemon on July 05, 2011, 10:05:38 PM
Post by: ✡ on July 05, 2011, 10:07:34 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on July 06, 2011, 05:17:02 AM
(http://images.wikia.com/lotr/images/e/e1/Fell_Beast.jpg)
Thats why! Did you forget about the giant dragons that the Nazghul had?
Post by: Count of Cutesy on July 06, 2011, 12:13:46 PM
Anyway, I just found out that this one guy who was pretending to be me on another forum is doing it AGAIN! I'd say something, but he's already getting a lot of flack for trying to force someone to change a review on a certain video game. (Although in all honesty, I can kind of see where he's coming from.)
Post by: ^Geist^ on July 07, 2011, 12:46:52 AM
This really bugs me. Whenever Lord of the rings comes up, people say "oh why didnt they just fly into Mordor in the first place cause Gandalf saved them with those griffons?"
(http://images.wikia.com/lotr/images/e/e1/Fell_Beast.jpg)
(http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2007/02/onedoesnottankmordor.jpg)
On a more serious note though..
Mosquito's and/or humidity.
Post by: Ares the Ram on July 07, 2011, 02:59:57 AM
Post by: ✡ on July 07, 2011, 03:04:48 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on July 07, 2011, 03:09:47 AM
Post by: ✡ on July 07, 2011, 03:11:19 AM
2 people now have not known that I was a guy. self esteem going.... going... gone.you're a guy?
Post by: ^Geist^ on July 07, 2011, 03:57:53 AM
2 people now have not known that I was a guy. self esteem going.... going... gone.
Sad people cannot read and or analyze data.
Faith in humanity..gone.
Post by: icy wolf on July 07, 2011, 04:05:57 AM
Post by: Zaspher on July 07, 2011, 05:39:47 AM
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on July 07, 2011, 02:28:59 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on July 08, 2011, 03:35:06 AM
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on July 08, 2011, 04:09:45 AM
Post by: Gelidus on July 08, 2011, 03:45:23 PM
Fear 3
Halo 7 (if you count the spinoffs)
COD 8
Fable 3
Mario 325
Zelda who the heck knows
Battlefield 3 (don't know the number after you count the spinoffs)
Mass Effect 3
Elder Scrolls 5
the list goes on and on and on
I remember when I used to get pumped about original, new, and fresh games. The past couple years has just been the same stuff over and over again! ugh. gets me annoyed.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on July 09, 2011, 04:44:06 PM
Post by: Kyriin on July 10, 2011, 04:38:37 AM
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on July 10, 2011, 05:04:29 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on July 14, 2011, 02:19:02 AM
Post by: LyrilaFox on July 14, 2011, 03:12:00 AM
Post by: ✡ on July 14, 2011, 03:20:51 AM
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on July 14, 2011, 03:28:18 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on July 15, 2011, 11:59:25 PM
How rude!
Post by: ✡ on July 16, 2011, 12:05:16 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on July 16, 2011, 12:06:50 AM
Post by: ✡ on July 16, 2011, 12:07:51 AM
Drake! When I was texting you yesterday I walked into a ladder sticking out of the bakc of a truck! *Adds another rant*my plan worked perfectly >:3
Post by: Aoren Deringer on July 16, 2011, 07:12:34 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on July 17, 2011, 09:12:02 PM
Post by: ✡ on July 17, 2011, 09:17:11 PM
Post by: Fly Boy on July 17, 2011, 11:15:46 PM
Post by: icy wolf on July 18, 2011, 04:10:56 AM
Post by: ✡ on July 18, 2011, 05:44:55 AM
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on July 18, 2011, 08:20:53 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on July 19, 2011, 01:25:39 AM
Edit: On another note: I'M NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO BLEEP OUT SWEAR WORDS!!! :P
Post by: WingedZephyr on July 19, 2011, 01:57:19 PM
Edit: On another note: I'M NOT EVEN ALLOWED TO BLEEP OUT SWEAR WORDS!!! :P
From the rules:
Quote
- No extreme uses of profanity - including partially censored.
Netflix is raising their prices... again. Second time in under a year. I've had Netflix for about six years because I love it, but I dunno if I can afford it anymore.
Post by: icy wolf on July 19, 2011, 03:47:35 PM
Post by: Egan on July 19, 2011, 08:05:26 PM
Seriously, I want to find a way to get another family, because this one is FUBAR.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on July 19, 2011, 09:15:24 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on July 20, 2011, 02:32:35 AM
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on July 20, 2011, 02:37:34 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on July 20, 2011, 04:39:38 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on July 20, 2011, 06:26:33 PM
fighting games are one of the worst genres, not because they're not fun, but because they release updated versions every couple months for full price. ultimate mvc3 for example. you want the latest "patch", give me 30$ and its yours. its beaten only by sports games, which change even less each year.
I tell ya what, though. I'm a sucker for fighting games, and I could honestly care less. But I see where you're getting at.
Post by: ✡ on July 20, 2011, 08:01:31 PM
Post by: Dessum on July 25, 2011, 03:59:59 PM
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on July 25, 2011, 05:38:21 PM
Post by: LyrilaFox on July 25, 2011, 05:42:41 PM
-be omnipresent sun
glasses to get
in my posetion
Post by: ✡ on July 26, 2011, 03:51:20 AM
Post by: Vine Tabris on July 26, 2011, 07:36:44 AM
I'm not a rude person, I like to help people, that's why I'm a teacher, but when I try to help someone it's frustrating when they see that help as me telling them that they should give up on art.
If you want to get into the art profession, you need a thick hide and you need to be able to take criticism. If you say things like "THANKS, MY LIFE WAS BAD ENOUGH, NOW THAT YOU'VE TOLD ME SOME CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM I'M GOING TO GO KILL MYSELF" when you get a comment on how to improve, then you really need to grow up.
And I usually word my criticism in a very nice way, since I'm used to giving criticism to middle school kids, so if people are THAT sensitive when it comes to constructive criticism then they need to rethink their profession. You can't improve as an artist unless you get told how to improve. Just hearing "OMG THIS DRAWING IS GREAT" is nice, but it doesn't help you improve as an artist. If you want to just hear how amazing your art is, but freak out and threaten suicide when you are given advice on how to draw better, then your goal isn't to become a great artist, it's petty masturbation.
The work was traced from another drawing from a well-known artist, and people are paying them MONEY for it.
That's just wrong for both the artist and the client.
Disgraceful.
Edit: Also, people who think that their lives are SO HARD and think that they are the only artist in the world who has such a BAD LIFE need to do more research on a little artist named Vincent van Gogh.
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on July 26, 2011, 09:31:07 AM
Post by: WhiteTiger89 on July 26, 2011, 04:33:24 PM
I hate when I'm trying to give artistic advice to someone, but they ignore it completely and instead give me a sob story about how terrible and hard their life is.
I'm not a rude person, I like to help people, that's why I'm a teacher, but when I try to help someone it's frustrating when they see that help as me telling them that they should give up on art.
If you want to get into the art profession, you need a thick hide and you need to be able to take criticism. If you say things like "THANKS, MY LIFE WAS BAD ENOUGH, NOW THAT YOU'VE TOLD ME SOME CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM I'M GOING TO GO KILL MYSELF" when you get a comment on how to improve, then you really need to grow up.
And I usually word my criticism in a very nice way, since I'm used to giving criticism to middle school kids, so if people are THAT sensitive when it comes to constructive criticism then they need to rethink their profession. You can't improve as an artist unless you get told how to improve. Just hearing "OMG THIS DRAWING IS GREAT" is nice, but it doesn't help you improve as an artist. If you want to just hear how amazing your art is, but freak out and threaten suicide when you are given advice on how to draw better, then your goal isn't to become a great artist, it's petty masturbation.
The work was traced from another drawing from a well-known artist, and people are paying them MONEY for it.
That's just wrong for both the artist and the client.
Disgraceful.
Edit: Also, people who think that their lives are SO HARD and think that they are the only artist in the world who has such a BAD LIFE need to do more research on a little artist named Vincent van Gogh.
I actually hate it when all someone says about my work is "OMG ITZ AWESOME!!!". Like, I can't put into words how much I hate it. Give me something I can actually work with. :P
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on July 26, 2011, 05:09:01 PM
Post by: Asia Kali Yusufzai on July 26, 2011, 09:58:47 PM
Post by: ^Geist^ on July 27, 2011, 12:18:52 AM
It sucks.
Post by: ✡ on July 27, 2011, 02:58:52 AM
I hate when I'm trying to give artistic advice to someone, but they ignore it completely and instead give me a sob story about how terrible and hard their life is.all i know about vincent van gogh is that he knew the Eleventh Doctor o.O
I'm not a rude person, I like to help people, that's why I'm a teacher, but when I try to help someone it's frustrating when they see that help as me telling them that they should give up on art.
If you want to get into the art profession, you need a thick hide and you need to be able to take criticism. If you say things like "THANKS, MY LIFE WAS BAD ENOUGH, NOW THAT YOU'VE TOLD ME SOME CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM I'M GOING TO GO KILL MYSELF" when you get a comment on how to improve, then you really need to grow up.
And I usually word my criticism in a very nice way, since I'm used to giving criticism to middle school kids, so if people are THAT sensitive when it comes to constructive criticism then they need to rethink their profession. You can't improve as an artist unless you get told how to improve. Just hearing "OMG THIS DRAWING IS GREAT" is nice, but it doesn't help you improve as an artist. If you want to just hear how amazing your art is, but freak out and threaten suicide when you are given advice on how to draw better, then your goal isn't to become a great artist, it's petty masturbation.
The work was traced from another drawing from a well-known artist, and people are paying them MONEY for it.
That's just wrong for both the artist and the client.
Disgraceful.
Edit: Also, people who think that their lives are SO HARD and think that they are the only artist in the world who has such a BAD LIFE need to do more research on a little artist named Vincent van Gogh.
Post by: Vine Tabris on July 27, 2011, 07:50:02 AM
I actually hate it when all someone says about my work is "OMG ITZ AWESOME!!!". Like, I can't put into words how much I hate it. Give me something I can actually work with. :PYeah, I usually go to sites that I know can give proper critiques, DA isn't really good at those sort of things.
Plus I guess people are hesitant at giving critiques since they think it would hurt peoples feels, which I don't blame them after going through what I did with this person.
x_x
all i know about vincent van gogh is that he knew the Eleventh Doctor o.OOh that was a lovely episode. Didn't care much for the invisible monster (which I guess is better when you think of it as a metaphor for his insanity), but the rest was wonderful. The ending made me cry.
:$
Post by: Count of Cutesy on July 27, 2011, 07:01:16 PM
Hello? Sprites can look like ANYTHING. I can take some criticism, but you shouldn't just pull stuff out of thin air.
Also, my sister is making me unload a truck full of [Please let me use this word] cause she took me camping. First off, I don't have any shoes I can use for the task. Second, what kind of award is it that I have to unload 2 truck fulls of [Can I has swear word please?] just so I can suffer from sunburn, eye irritation, insomnia caused by serious cramping, and some girl who would not stop [Pweeeeese?] me off. Yeah, some reward. The only highlight of that trip was seeing this baby squirrel and funnel cake from the flea market. Also I got strapless jeans (Which my sister made fun of cause she said they made me look girlish. I bought them cause I hate jeans and want something comfortable to wear in public.) and a South American bunny toy (Which my sister made fun of cause it cost five dollars. I bought it cause it was cute and I was feeling charitable.) And I have to shovel [Don't make me beg!] for something that felt like more of a punishment than a reward? And I have zero reasons why I should do this task for absolutely JACK!!! Right now, I'd rather sleep on a bed of broken glass that do this.
Also, I don't have any shoes. I can't use my public shoes, I can't use flip flops, and no other shoes in the house fit me.
Post by: ✡ on July 28, 2011, 06:30:58 PM
Post by: ___ on July 29, 2011, 07:56:40 PM
"Ah! Its not a neko, its a neko-minni" whatevertheheckhesaid. Gawd.
And otakus. They make me ashamed to watch/draw anime. (Goes to hide in closet)
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on July 29, 2011, 09:03:18 PM
Post by: Dessum on August 01, 2011, 05:35:51 PM
Post by: ✡ on August 01, 2011, 06:58:30 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 02, 2011, 12:17:03 AM
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on August 02, 2011, 12:52:58 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 02, 2011, 09:17:34 PM
You know I'm not misanthropic, and I'm not saying ALL humans are evil or anything like that, but every year it gets harder and harder not to be misanthropic.
Post by: Ottersmash on August 05, 2011, 06:05:58 PM
Dear lord, good riddance to bad rubbish, those were only a select few of the insults he threw my way while I tried to figure out what in the world was going on. I even got a whole FA journal making an example out of people who are "dishonest to their friends," that I am, of course, blocked from replying to in order to share my side of the story. That'll show me to make mistakes!
One miscommunication is worth throwing away a three-year friendship over, it seems. Never know who's a ticking time bomb, it's kind of scary.
Post by: ✡ on August 05, 2011, 07:20:33 PM
Post by: Fly Boy on August 05, 2011, 07:23:38 PM
My dad is making me do drivers ed stuff even though I've had my drivers license for a year o.O
Insurance! Driver's ed drives the costs down!
And to vent: MY wireless connection is CRAP for any online games, and my parents won't let me move the router so my desktop can have a hardline to it!
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 05, 2011, 07:30:11 PM
My dad is making me do drivers ed stuff even though I've had my drivers license for a year o.O
At least you HAVE a Drivers License. My parents REFUSE to allow me to get one. They also refuse to let me move out. How can I run a cartoon business if I still live with my parents who drive me to work every day? Pretty soon, I'm going to start demanding a drivers license so that I may at LEAST drive myself to work. ...I really hate my parents.
Post by: ✡ on August 05, 2011, 07:32:58 PM
Post by: Kyriin on August 06, 2011, 11:53:38 PM
Post by: Blaiiine on August 07, 2011, 12:28:57 AM
Post by: LyrilaFox on August 07, 2011, 12:47:31 AM
Post Merge: August 07, 2011, 04:44:23 AM
**growl** Omigawd! why are people so ignorant to the fact that just because one person is a furry and contantly draws yiff means that the whole furry populace are yiff adicted people! WRAERL!
Post by: Dessum on August 07, 2011, 12:08:02 PM
of finding more work when you're older! RAAAAAAAAAGE!
Post by: ✡ on August 07, 2011, 04:05:34 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 07, 2011, 04:47:29 PM
Dude if you're over 18 then you can just get it yourself. You don't need their permission at all.
Except I live out in the country and there isn't anywhere that I could possibly GET a drivers license off the top of my head. I COULD bike into town, but not without making my parents worry.
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on August 07, 2011, 09:34:12 PM
Post by: Nrein on August 09, 2011, 02:48:41 AM
I go to bed today, with Netflix going down.
At the end of the day, I'm more crushed about Netflix D;
Post by: ✡ on August 09, 2011, 03:03:41 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 09, 2011, 04:16:25 AM
had to put up with stupid band... *grumbles angrily*
Point and case; talk to either your Principle or your Counselor and tell them you're sick of doing it and you want out.
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I HATE MY COMPUTER RIGHT NOW. The internet is beyond slow today...
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on August 09, 2011, 05:03:36 AM
Post by: ƒyreblue ƒox on August 10, 2011, 03:08:59 AM
Post by: ✡ on August 10, 2011, 03:13:58 AM
Post by: icy wolf on August 10, 2011, 08:19:37 PM
Post by: CrazyCat on August 10, 2011, 11:13:39 PM
Post by: Blaiiine on August 11, 2011, 02:42:21 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on August 11, 2011, 10:02:57 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 11, 2011, 10:08:55 PM
School's starts on the 22nd, and I have no money to get supplies or clothes. So I may end up selling my phone and Xbox 360. This sucks.
Every day I think about my school years, I rage inside my head.
Post by: ✡ on August 12, 2011, 03:24:17 AM
Post by: ✡ on August 13, 2011, 02:36:00 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 13, 2011, 02:42:00 AM
Call me what you wish, but I will fight to change this as best I can. I'm hardly expecting it to cease in whole, but I wish more people to steer away from this course of vice and follow the path of virtue.
Oh! Is the all we have to show?
Is this all they'll ever know? Can they find their way?
What went wrong? Where have all the heroes gone?
Trading futures for a song we gave away
What went wrong?
Where have all our heroes gone?
Trade our future for a song,
We gave it all away...
The world cries for heroes; but too many are suppressed by this prevalent darkness. People must understand that cowering before the mass of shadows will do nothing but promote them; good people of the world, pray have no fear. Because what stops this advance is your willingness to stand in their way.
---
Just a little motivational speech I have running through my head. And I stand by every word of it. I will be strong for myself, my friends, my family, and my fellows. If someone is in need, I will not turn a blind eye; all within reason, of course.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 13, 2011, 02:51:32 PM
Post by: NemiShawn on August 13, 2011, 03:05:41 PM
*breathes out* lol
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 15, 2011, 06:22:39 PM
Really though, I want out of this house. I want to go back and live with my Dad. My Dad and I are more like brothers than anything, really; living with him, for the most part, was just awesome. He's way more lenient, which makes me less defiant; he's more open to new ideas, so he doesn't try to control my life; he shares highly insightful experience, which means I can have a philosophical discussion with him; he doesn't try to pull an anger trigger, so I don't get angry with him. Really, the list goes on. I'm going to really talk to him about letting me live with him again, because I can't take the stress put on me in the house I'm in now...
Post by: Alexei on August 16, 2011, 03:42:44 AM
Ugh, I'm so sore right now.
Post by: ✡ on August 16, 2011, 05:11:15 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 17, 2011, 08:53:06 PM
That statement is rather unintelligent. Details are what make the big picture. And even further, some workers have said when I was giving details, I was apparently making excuses. No. I disagree with how the judicial system is being run if this is it. Details mean everything, and they are in no way excuses. And neither is telling someone you believe you were instigated. But I digress.
The judicial system needs to consider more factors than they do when passing judgment.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on August 17, 2011, 09:32:46 PM
I didnt sleep last night because of this! And now... Bleh.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 22, 2011, 02:55:38 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on August 22, 2011, 04:01:35 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 22, 2011, 08:39:37 PM
Post by: ✡ on August 23, 2011, 01:49:17 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 23, 2011, 09:26:15 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 24, 2011, 03:23:44 AM
I have ONE friend within biking distance of me right now; all the others are gone, and my Grandfather also gets beyond lazy and never takes me on driving practices. There is nothing to do on my side of town; everything is all the way on the far side of town, well over ten miles away if you were to go straight (which you can't, doubling the distance), and I hate crossing traffic with a bike; I've almost been run over one too many times by people running lights or being idiots.
Beyond that, all he does is drink beer and complain about things; late in the afternoon, his buzz kicks in and he starts acting like a belligerent moron.
Post by: Alexei on August 24, 2011, 08:29:05 PM
Post by: ✡ on August 25, 2011, 01:51:26 AM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on August 25, 2011, 08:04:13 PM
i.e. a(b/c) = a*b+c
i dunno something like htat...
Post by: TheLazyFur on August 25, 2011, 08:44:11 PM
Post by: ✡ on August 26, 2011, 01:21:24 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 26, 2011, 01:25:31 AM
my family takes every length possible to make me look like an idiot >:(
Yours too, eh?
---
I don't understand how some members of my family cannot get the simplest things. I have to un-enroll from a class early, but I can still go to my other classes at the beginning of the year; reason of needing to un-enroll is because of my possible entrance to the GED program, but pretest results don't come in immediately and I need to stay enrolled in a basic school-program until I get them.
Really, how hard is that to understand?
And beyond that, my Grandpa doesn't care if someone else is talking, he'll just interrupt that person. It is aggravating beyond belief when I try to talk and he constantly interrupts/talks over me. And that MAY be why he didn't get what I was explaining.
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on August 26, 2011, 03:00:01 AM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on August 26, 2011, 03:50:37 PM
Post by: ✡ on August 26, 2011, 08:32:50 PM
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on August 26, 2011, 09:26:07 PM
damn math, it's so confusing. i get like 3 different things confused for the same question
i.e. a(b/c) = a*b+c
i dunno something like htat...
The answer to that would probably be: ab/ac since you're distributing the element a to the whole parentheses term
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on August 26, 2011, 09:30:36 PM
Rant: Trolls and haters on YouTube, often closed-minded and have no idea about the fandom, tries to fix it.
Post by: ✡ on August 26, 2011, 09:33:23 PM
Post by: Dessum on August 28, 2011, 07:02:12 PM
Post by: ✡ on August 28, 2011, 09:45:47 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on August 28, 2011, 10:48:59 PM
Post by: Alexei on August 29, 2011, 02:31:40 AM
They're trolls, don't respond to them.
Rant: Trolls and haters on YouTube, often closed-minded and have no idea about the fandom, tries to fix it.
Case closed, simple as that.
Also, I need to take less shifts at work, I'm working 7-8 hours, 6 times a week and it's really exhausting.
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on August 29, 2011, 05:26:08 PM
And let them spam BS comments? I'm not letting them make peoples view on furries bad to start off with.They're trolls, don't respond to them.
Rant: Trolls and haters on YouTube, often closed-minded and have no idea about the fandom, tries to fix it.
Case closed, simple as that.
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 29, 2011, 05:42:31 PM
And let them spam BS comments? I'm not letting them make peoples view on furries bad to start off with.
Rant: Trolls and haters on YouTube, often closed-minded and have no idea about the fandom, tries to fix it.
I do the same; getting a defending reaction can make a troll go "ohai, the j-o's actually responding, let's try to upset him/her, hehehe." But actually burning the troll can evoke the opposite reaction - possibly even make them respect you more - and probably make them shut their trap and halt from trying to actually continue their train of thought. Then they just proceed to make idiotic statements and restatements. I've seen it happen dozens of times; just don't get upset if they make a really harsh insult of any kind. That's when they want you to go, "bawwwwww... T~T"
Ignorance may be bliss, but ignorance is also a pestilence and it should be eliminated. But Alexei's way actually works all the same. :P I say mix 'em up; Own them then forget them. Like, if they come back after you shut them up; do as Alexei instructs and ignore them.
---
My Grandfather has no belief in my abilities... He doesn't acknowledge that I actually can do something, and just now told me to "put a shot up my nose" with a lingering context. He said it in such a way that actually stung, as if he wants me to kill myself. I don't know if I should be angry or sad... Get. Me. Out. Of. This. House...
Post by: Rappy on August 29, 2011, 10:10:22 PM
Post by: Alexei on August 29, 2011, 10:25:35 PM
And let them spam BS comments? I'm not letting them make peoples view on furries bad to start off with.
Rant: Trolls and haters on YouTube, often closed-minded and have no idea about the fandom, tries to fix it.
I do the same; getting a defending reaction can make a troll go "ohai, the j-o's actually responding, let's try to upset him/her, hehehe." But actually burning the troll can evoke the opposite reaction - possibly even make them respect you more - and probably make them shut their trap and halt from trying to actually continue their train of thought. Then they just proceed to make idiotic statements and restatements. I've seen it happen dozens of times; just don't get upset if they make a really harsh insult of any kind. That's when they want you to go, "bawwwwww... T~T"
Ignorance may be bliss, but ignorance is also a pestilence and it should be eliminated. But Alexei's way actually works all the same. :P I say mix 'em up; Own them then forget them. Like, if they come back after you shut them up; do as Alexei instructs and ignore them.
Very well said, getting hung up over someone's ignorance can be a waste of time for the most part, if you see someone spamming BS comments then just state your opinion and move on, if they keep trying to provoke you then you ignore them.
Post by: ✡ on August 30, 2011, 04:57:47 AM
Post by: Dessum on August 30, 2011, 05:21:55 PM
Post by: x on August 30, 2011, 05:55:47 PM
How frustrating!
/whining
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on August 30, 2011, 07:09:40 PM
exactly what I do on YouTube, of course when your the only furry, 20 trolls BS-ing you, that's when I stop, with them at least.And let them spam BS comments? I'm not letting them make peoples view on furries bad to start off with.
Rant: Trolls and haters on YouTube, often closed-minded and have no idea about the fandom, tries to fix it.
I do the same; getting a defending reaction can make a troll go "ohai, the j-o's actually responding, let's try to upset him/her, hehehe." But actually burning the troll can evoke the opposite reaction - possibly even make them respect you more - and probably make them shut their trap and halt from trying to actually continue their train of thought. Then they just proceed to make idiotic statements and restatements. I've seen it happen dozens of times; just don't get upset if they make a really harsh insult of any kind. That's when they want you to go, "bawwwwww... T~T"
Ignorance may be bliss, but ignorance is also a pestilence and it should be eliminated. But Alexei's way actually works all the same. :P I say mix 'em up; Own them then forget them. Like, if they come back after you shut them up; do as Alexei instructs and ignore them.
I think i may have made a few into furries, i dunno :P
Very well said, getting hung up over someone's ignorance can be a waste of time for the most part, if you see someone spamming BS comments then just state your opinion and move on, if they keep trying to provoke you then you ignore them.
Post by: WingedZephyr on August 30, 2011, 07:21:16 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on August 30, 2011, 07:25:08 PM
for some reason, this past few weeks have been bad, so many warnings whoops...
I think I forgot some of the rules too
anyways, firefox.exe crashed while I was typing up a LOOONGGG email...
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 31, 2011, 02:42:53 AM
I mean, You say characters with big noses are cute: No one cares. You say characters with big ears are cute: No one cares. You say characters with big feet are cute: Everyone assumes you have a sick fetish. Personally, it's the same with chub art. I like characters with big feet as long as it's not overdone. I don't think that means I have a foot fetish. Like, for example, I like people who draw characters with relatively large feet, but I don't like it when they make feet the main focus. In some pictures I do, I sometimes even feel I exaggerated a characters feet, usually either Salobal or one of the Miraj. For example, the first time I ever drew blue-vested Benny, I feel I made his feet WAY too big. When drawing my characters, I try to stay under the line between cute and foot-fetish. The biggest example is this Carbuncle Bunny Dragon I did for a contest where I'm really regretting the big ugly feet I gave the creature.
In all honesty, I don't even like using the word "feet" in a sentence because of all that.
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 31, 2011, 02:55:34 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on August 31, 2011, 12:47:35 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on August 31, 2011, 03:03:11 PM
Post by: x on August 31, 2011, 05:50:25 PM
monkeys dont exist anymore. Its all chimpanzees, apes, gorillas and so on
That makes me die a lil on the inside.
Also, these shoes really hurt my feet.
As for a real rant, I'm sick of the congestion of people in the school hallways, there's so many people, and at the spot where the halls converge it's like a mob...trying to push through is dangerous.
I'm sick of people puttimg down big women or big men even when they're beautiful. Nothing wrong with a little chub...it's natural! Not all big people are ugly either! Why do people always say big = ugly? My friend has gorgeous hair, and lovely eyes, and a pretty face. But she says she's still ugly and I know it's cause she happens to be a BBW. It's just not cool at all.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 31, 2011, 08:26:51 PM
Post by: Sij on August 31, 2011, 08:37:13 PM
So I'm having a slightly bad day. I can't complain too much though. :P Could be worse. I just needed to vent.
Post by: ✡ on September 01, 2011, 12:57:31 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on September 01, 2011, 02:44:54 AM
I can't go a single day without hating myself and thinking that everyone hates my guts...
Join the club. We have jackets. :) And bunnies.
Post by: icy wolf on September 01, 2011, 12:45:01 PM
Post by: x on September 01, 2011, 01:24:15 PM
Post by: ✡ on September 01, 2011, 11:54:01 PM
Post by: Boone Zofox on September 02, 2011, 05:33:56 AM
Post by: Kyriin on September 02, 2011, 12:52:34 PM
And it burned.
A lot. x-x
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on September 02, 2011, 07:27:17 PM
Post by: ✡ on September 03, 2011, 12:01:13 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on September 05, 2011, 01:43:47 PM
Post by: .: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :. on September 05, 2011, 03:19:04 PM
Post by: Dessum on September 05, 2011, 04:57:50 PM
In other news my new room is pretty crap and the shower is absolutely terrible!
Plus they STILL have yet to get the internet working, I have no idea why this computer happens
to be connected!
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on September 06, 2011, 12:20:29 PM
Post by: Ottersmash on September 06, 2011, 06:39:02 PM
Post by: x on September 06, 2011, 08:17:08 PM
Yet what they do is the exact opposite. They control what I eat and how much I eat at dinner. They control when my lights are supposed to go out and how long I stay on the internet. They order me to stay in one spot when I do my homework and to stay there until dinner. They make sure I tell them everything about what's going on in my life and at school. At least it isn't that bad but I still feel like they aren't really giving me the full responsibility that they should.
Also, more and more I realize that they're just trying to help me. Becoming an adult is hard and they want me to be prepared. If they just let me loose, I probably wouldn't succeed.
I also have a feeling that once I get a liscence and a car, that they'll let me have more freedom, at least for travel. Though gas money is going to be a doozy.
I wish I was a good enough artist to sell commissions.
Post by: ✡ on September 07, 2011, 12:00:15 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on September 07, 2011, 01:21:52 PM
It looks like a statue
Its feet don't look supportive enough
It looks weaker than past version
Its tail's too small
It's hands look less useful
Every time there always seems to be just ONE thing that ruins a revamp for me, the last two are a more recent complaint from me, the other three are things I feel keep happening with his revamps in that they always seem statuesque or their feet are so small the creature looks like it could trip over its own weight or even that it looks less muscular. In all my years of watching that guy, I've only seen ONE revamp that pleased me perfectly, and that was a Shark based water starter. I know I'm being nitpicky, but still: Am I really hard to please?
Post by: Puncia on September 07, 2011, 04:23:23 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on September 07, 2011, 05:50:44 PM
It doesn't help matters that this guy doesn't take criticism well. I have a feeling he's going to play the "You do better then," card or something like that. It's not a matter of who's better at drawing, it's just a few suggestions.
Post by: WingedZephyr on September 07, 2011, 07:51:02 PM
It's just that I'm so picky with his designs, and if he does something wrong, that usually means the design is ruined. He just revamped a Chesire Cat fakemon, and while it's nearly as chubby (Cute!) as the original, it's tail is smaller, it's hands are stubbier, it's feet are... pretty much the same as the first version. It's arms look a slight less powerful, and it's face is a slight less sinister IMO(The last one's debatable). My biggest problem is the smaller tail, it gives the design less density. Me, dense monsters are my favorite.
It doesn't help matters that this guy doesn't take criticism well. I have a feeling he's going to play the "You do better then," card or something like that. It's not a matter of who's better at drawing, it's just a few suggestions.
If he's not making it for you, who are you to tell him how to design his creations, and why should it matter that the designs make you happy?
An artist does not create art for those who view it, they create for themselves. If they don't want critique on the technical aspects of their work, it is not your right to shove it upon them and say how rude they are for not appreciating uninvited criticism.
And on topic:
I'm almost done playing Protoype, but the last boss is freaking difficult. >8[
I wish I'd picked Easy mode going through the game, because I've died about a million times throughout the whole thing.
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on September 07, 2011, 08:29:43 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on September 07, 2011, 08:31:13 PM
If he's not making it for you, who are you to tell him how to design his creations, and why should it matter that the designs make you happy?
An artist does not create art for those who view it, they create for themselves. If they don't want critique on the technical aspects of their work, it is not your right to shove it upon them and say how rude they are for not appreciating uninvited criticism.
Whoa, whoa, whoa. That's not it at all. I am not shoving my opinion down his throat or anything like that, and I don't start saying how rude he is for not taking criticism well. And again, I'm not comparing his art to mine, I mean he's completely out of my league. He's an amazing artist, and I'm still a novice. I just list things about a design I'd rather have seen.
That being said, I have a huge urge to say his latest revamp looks too much like Garchomp, but in fairness, this revamp actually pleases me much more than his old one this time around.
And on topic:
I was at work today, and sometimes I buy coffee at work. But they have only one flavor of coffee I really like: Colombian Fair Trade Select, and they were out of it. The other flavors they have are usually too strong. Today I had a French Latte flavor, out of curiosity, and that coffee was, in my opinion, unbearably strong.
Post by: Dessum on September 07, 2011, 09:19:10 PM
Post by: x on September 07, 2011, 09:25:54 PM
I KNOW how to write. My other english course is a college one, for god's sake. The online school goes and asks me to rewrite/fix a sentence. I do just that. Then they tell me it's wrong. I try again. It's STILL wrong. Then, when they show me the right answer, the right answer is completely bogus...the right answers they show me are sentences that I would NEVER use on an essay! They're that horrible! I don't know why these people want to teach teens to write badly.
Post by: SolemnSecularity on September 07, 2011, 11:24:51 PM
Maybe if I check again, it'll just -- :(
Well, surely once more will fix that, right? Let's just look and -- :'(
Oh god I only made a B and am trying not to have some kind of breakdown.
Post by: Fly Boy on September 08, 2011, 12:03:07 AM
Post by: WingedZephyr on September 08, 2011, 08:59:44 PM
Post by: x on September 08, 2011, 09:05:03 PM
And my parents are Nazis. Did I ever mention how annoyed I am that they treat me, an 18 year old, like a sixteen year old? I mean I know I've screwed up sometimes, and they feel they need to restrict me because that'll keep me focused and keep me out of trouble...but still. It's really frustrating that they debate my bedtime like I'm nine years old, and take a guard dog stance over me while I do my homework.
I guess it's my own fault for being so bad. *shrugs*
In other news, why do girls have to have that time of the month? Why can't it all just go away like magic?
Post by: Echoes on September 08, 2011, 09:35:46 PM
People who can't keep their noise levels down should live in HOUSES. Or properly soundproofed apartments. Not 2nd floor apartments where excessive noise is guaranteed to bleed through.
Post by: Akula Filiko on September 09, 2011, 08:27:54 AM
Post by: WingedZephyr on September 09, 2011, 08:40:33 PM
Does anyone know what happened with Tatter? He commissioned me for a lion suit and I haven't heard from him since March.
No idea.
Post by: ✡ on September 10, 2011, 01:51:11 AM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on September 11, 2011, 06:31:10 PM
end up using other peoples wifi XD
Post by: ✡ on September 11, 2011, 06:36:41 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on September 11, 2011, 06:41:48 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on September 11, 2011, 06:56:34 PM
Post by: WingedZephyr on September 11, 2011, 11:01:32 PM
Post by: [Sov] on September 11, 2011, 11:14:05 PM
Post by: x on September 12, 2011, 03:42:22 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on September 12, 2011, 08:19:00 PM
Can't use internet on phone without it.....
Post by: Pandy on September 12, 2011, 09:32:24 PM
-Food stamps doesn't mean I should have to buy my roommates food. That money is for me. They don't even ask, just stuff more crap in my cart.
-When someone has a panic attack, DON'T BE MEAN TO THEM FOR NO REASON. Jeebus. I'm over here shaking and sobbing and the response I get is MIND OVER MATTER STOP BEING SAD HARDEN UP and I'm just like "shut up shut up shut up". I am emotionally unstable, yes. Berating me is not going to help, what made you think that was a good idea roommate?
-Still no sink in the kitchen, have to do dishes in bathtub. (Which is sucky for everyone, and I often get yelled at...for doing the dishes.)
-Yelled at for cleaning.
-Yelled at for not cleaning.
-Yelled at for not having a job.
-Yelled at for considering jobs that would require someone driving me there (aka 99% of them).
-Don't even know when or if I'll be kicked out. It's like Russian roulette that will end up with me being homeless.
-Can't afford medical treatment for what I suspect to be melanoma.
-Can't afford a checkup for anything.
-Can't get new glasses to replace the ones I lost in a snowstorm, so I wander around half blind most of the time (thankfully this board's layout is easy on the eyes).
-Broke up with my boyfriend of three months because he reminded me of my abusive ex.
-Realize every guy reminds me of my abusive ex.
-crey
Post by: Boone Zofox on September 13, 2011, 05:52:26 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on September 13, 2011, 05:54:39 AM
Post by: WingedZephyr on September 13, 2011, 06:58:46 PM
Post by: Pandy on September 13, 2011, 09:00:52 PM
We were discussing death, what lies beyond, whatever. I give my input as I've been clinically dead before (twice, same ambulance ride) and talked about how I didn't remember much, it was just kind of dark with scattered vague memories of EMTs and doctors.
So someone asks what "killed" me. I, wanting to progress the conversation, said "I overdosed on Tegretol, took 60 pills and then laid down."
Response:
Quote
What the hell why you overdose on pills?! Then 60! wtf !If you were hungry you shoulda bake a cake
Is that ever okay? At all? To be disrespectful and joke about something that nearly killed me? Sheesh...
Post by: [Sov] on September 13, 2011, 09:17:43 PM
Post by: ✡ on September 13, 2011, 11:00:50 PM
Post by: ✡ on September 14, 2011, 01:23:02 PM
Post by: [Sov] on September 14, 2011, 05:28:13 PM
I'm having an "I hate everything" day
Me too, Drake, me too.
Post by: x on September 14, 2011, 05:41:58 PM
Also craving sour gummi worms.
But the likelihood of those coming to me anytime soon are slim.
Post by: Echoes on September 15, 2011, 03:11:48 PM
I also hate when roommates think I am kidding when they hear they have to pay some rent.
Post by: ✡ on September 16, 2011, 12:26:40 AM
Post by: Egan on September 16, 2011, 04:09:50 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on September 16, 2011, 05:01:17 PM
Bloody effing brilliant. >.<
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on September 16, 2011, 08:26:29 PM
then used another screen protector since the stupid one looked bad, but theeeeeeennnnnn that screen protector didn't even get applied right and there were dust n crap on it, tried washing it, fail, fail, fail and more fails, it didn't work. GOT MAD, freakin crumpled the stupid screen protector number 2 and raged even more, ZOMGGGGGGYGGYGGGGHG.
*raging
GONNA get a new one, letting the store owner do it, screw if it costs more money, i wil end up messed it up, RAAGGGEEEEEE
/rage
I tapped the keyboard soooo hard...............
Post by: ✡ on September 17, 2011, 12:10:08 AM
Post by: Boone Zofox on September 17, 2011, 01:06:25 AM
driving without shoes on can be a bit painful XD
I used to always drive without shoes, I found it more comfortable.
Post by: ✡ on September 17, 2011, 01:08:52 AM
my pedals are oddly shaped so i kept stretching my toes in a kinda painful way :P but it was fun!driving without shoes on can be a bit painful XD
I used to always drive without shoes, I found it more comfortable.
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on September 19, 2011, 02:54:03 AM
Post by: ✡ on September 19, 2011, 02:54:57 AM
Post by: Boone Zofox on September 19, 2011, 03:10:54 AM
Post by: ✡ on September 19, 2011, 03:12:10 AM
Post by: Boone Zofox on September 19, 2011, 03:14:06 AM
Post by: [Sov] on September 19, 2011, 03:42:16 AM
Post by: ✡ on September 20, 2011, 02:34:53 AM
Post by: Teide on September 20, 2011, 10:04:05 PM
Post by: .: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :. on September 21, 2011, 03:08:15 AM
I've managed to develop feelings for someone I can't have. Ugh, I don't want this to complicate our friendship... but every time he asks a girl out I'm secretly crossing my fingers that she'll say "no."
I know that feel. I know that feel
It's a tough situation. but just think about what you value more, your friendship to him or having a relationship with him.
I'm sorry if that didn't make sense. I've been up for two days
Post by: [Sov] on September 21, 2011, 03:16:27 AM
why not be easy like everything else in school?
math makes me feel....like a moron
like, i can understand the most complicated situations, and solve the biggest problems because i have vital decision making skills, but if you put a problem like 2x+(-4)-3b in front of me and tell me to simplify it, i just crumble. :'(
Post by: Alexei on September 21, 2011, 04:16:29 AM
Post by: Teide on September 21, 2011, 02:17:30 PM
I've managed to develop feelings for someone I can't have. Ugh, I don't want this to complicate our friendship... but every time he asks a girl out I'm secretly crossing my fingers that she'll say "no."
I know that feel. I know that feel
It's a tough situation. but just think about what you value more, your friendship to him or having a relationship with him.
I'm sorry if that didn't make sense. I've been up for two days
Nah, it makes sense. I definitely value having him around - period - but I still get a little envious beneath the surface!
Catch some sleep sometime. :P
Post by: ✡ on September 21, 2011, 02:56:15 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on September 21, 2011, 07:48:44 PM
Post by: x on September 21, 2011, 08:47:54 PM
Post by: Ares the Ram on September 21, 2011, 08:48:26 PM
Post by: Echoes on September 22, 2011, 08:49:52 PM
Go to restroom... Flush, notice tank does not refill...
Turn on sink to wash hands. Nothing but air comes out.
There's a gigantic hole in the courtyard now too. They really should wait until late in the afternoon to turn off the water so they can rip up the ground. :/
Post by: Alexei on September 23, 2011, 02:30:03 AM
Bad dreams.
Same old, same old.
Post by: .: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :. on September 23, 2011, 04:44:42 AM
Bad memories.
Bad dreams.
Same old, same old.
www.rainymood.com
this and music. (play them at the same time)
Makes me feel better everytime
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on September 23, 2011, 07:55:20 PM
also realplayer fails on playing XViD videos, it just doesn't work, yet.
Post by: Alexei on September 25, 2011, 02:11:19 AM
Thanks, Chonk. :)
Bad memories.
Bad dreams.
Same old, same old.
www.rainymood.com (http://www.rainymood.com)
this and music. (play them at the same time)
Makes me feel better everytime
I love this site now.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on September 25, 2011, 07:24:41 PM
Gargomon is one of my favorite Digimon, but DeviantArt has not been kind to Gargomon. Gargomon is, like, a breeding ground for foot fetish art. I mean, for characters like Bonkers or Bugs Bunny foot fetish art exists, but for Gargomon it's all over the place! It's disgusting! And every time I look up Gargomon, pretty much all I see is, of coarse, FOOT FETISH PICTURES!
What are you sickos doing to my Gargomon!? Leave him alone!
Post by: x on September 26, 2011, 01:17:27 PM
I was a retard and didn't go to sleep until 3am, had to get up at 5am, so now I'm super tired on top of being angry for no reason. It's like I just want to punch a few random people, then go somewhere and go to sleep, forget about getting an UNV abscence or making my dad mad, I don't care anymore, that's what it feels like.
Aaaand I don't have any of my Screenwriting homework done, nor is my essay for English finshed yet, things which are due today. I'm settling for a B on my screenwriting stuff, but I have to make time before English class to finish that essay, which is going to be very hard because I'm so sleeepy.
I'm stupid...*repeated headkeyboard* hyuhyhjyuyuhjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjhjyuuuuuhy69yjkuig7y5453b,juuuum
Post by: Boone Zofox on September 26, 2011, 08:54:02 PM
Post by: SplitPersonality on September 26, 2011, 09:58:55 PM
I've TRIED being likeable,
I've TRIED being normal,
I've TRIED being what others want,
nothing works. No one wants to get to know me or be my friend...
I know im not a jerk, ask anyone who knows me and they will tell you i'm not. Im just easily confused or hurt....I can't help being feminine at times, I can't help my genetics, I can't help being me.
Why must people dislike me...for me....?
Post by: Count of Cutesy on September 26, 2011, 11:54:21 PM
I'm just gonna say screw it!
I've TRIED being likeable,
I've TRIED being normal,
I've TRIED being what others want,
nothing works. No one wants to get to know me or be my friend...
I know im not a jerk, ask anyone who knows me and they will tell you i'm not. Im just easily confused or hurt....I can't help being feminine at times, I can't help my genetics, I can't help being me.
Why must people dislike me...for me....?
Many people dislike me for me too. I like having my hair long and in my face, but my parents can't stand it. And having to tie my hair back just makes me feel miserable, embarrassed, humiliated, and angry. But through thick and thin, through good and bad, always be yourself. That's what I always say. And if you want a friend, I don't hate you. Want to be friends?
Post by: ✡ on September 27, 2011, 02:13:55 AM
Post by: Alexei on September 28, 2011, 12:00:07 AM
I keep trying to change who I am, how I dress, and what I like but I never feel right.
Sometimes I wish I was a robot..... emotions are difficult....
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on September 28, 2011, 08:17:24 PM
Post by: ✡ on September 29, 2011, 03:15:05 AM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on September 29, 2011, 07:54:47 PM
I can't get focused on this book for school...I'm too absorbed in Frank Herbert's Dunelol icant focus in general, I trail off in class...
Post by: ✡ on September 30, 2011, 01:41:57 AM
Post by: [Sov] on September 30, 2011, 05:40:18 AM
ECONOMICS IS NOT MATH, AND IT'S DEFINIETLY NOT ALGEBRA, AND DISTRIBUTIVE PROPERTIES. *fumes* Besides, I don't want to be an Economist, I don't want to work on Wall Street either. I want to go into the socioeconomic side, and into the field of neuroscience via medical research analyst at a government facility, and then later in life, possibly into politics if it doesn't annoy me so much by then that I can't even stand to watch two people debate if cheetos are better than cheese curls.
Post by: Tatter on October 01, 2011, 02:31:34 AM
anyway yeah, not too bad a rant, but i've been too happy just recently to rant off that bad. (Read about that in good rant section)
Post by: CrazyCat on October 03, 2011, 01:35:56 AM
I hate being smart. All the adults have unrealistic expectations of me. All the kids in school want me to do their work for them. I start questioning everything. The more you know, the more confusing the world becomes. Why couldn't I have been born with down syndrome like my aunt? I'm gonna give myself brain damage. Where's the paint thinner? Why am I still alive? Where's the exit?
Post by: Vine Tabris on October 03, 2011, 03:29:59 AM
I HATE John K.
You, John K, hate.
A prime example of how someone can have talent, training, mentoring, and yet confuse avant-garve with putrid garbage and create horrible and painful cartoons.
Then he has the gull to complain about modern animation when he does nothing but wastes talent and adds to the garbage. He has the potential to apply that grand animation training and art study to create something great, but instead he does nothing but sticks to his own horrible un-changing style and makes animations for the sake of satire or to fuel his hatred for everything around him and it amounts to nothing.
But of course he won't have none of it, as he's so obsessed with his own ego that he'll stay the course and create more putrid monstrosities to annoy everyone with. Ignore critiques, lap up every comment complimenting his work. The only reason he has what little fans he does is because of his Ren & Stimpy cartoon years ago. Even back then it was horrible and only got popular because kids have an obsession with disusting things. It was sickening then and it's sickening now.
Yes, you, John K, I hate you.
I don't know what to believe in anymore. Nothing in the world makes sense.You're seriously complaining about being smart?
I hate being smart. All the adults have unrealistic expectations of me. All the kids in school want me to do their work for them. I start questioning everything. The more you know, the more confusing the world becomes. Why couldn't I have been born with down syndrome like my aunt? I'm gonna give myself brain damage. Where's the paint thinner? Why am I still alive? Where's the exit?
Really?
You don't have to cater to peoples expectations if it makes you unhappy, and you can tell people to screw off when they ask you to do their homework. Yes there's a burden to being intelligent, but instead of wishing you were dumber you could do some real good and apply it to something useful and focus on achieving something you wouldn't be able to if you were dumb.
Complaining about being smart? Wishing you had downs syndrome?
-tt-
Come off it. Almost as if you're fishing for compliments. Count your blessings, screw the rest.
Post by: x on October 03, 2011, 03:42:11 AM
Post by: ✡ on October 03, 2011, 03:43:23 AM
Post by: x on October 03, 2011, 05:06:48 AM
Post by: ✡ on October 03, 2011, 05:07:55 AM
I just got kicked out of my parent's house for a bologna reason and I'm not even done with high school! :DI've been kicked out of my parent's house several times and I'm not done with high school :/
Post by: x on October 03, 2011, 05:18:21 AM
Post by: [Sov] on October 03, 2011, 05:28:24 AM
I won't ever be going back probably. They blamed me for calling the cops when my dad threatened my mom with a shotgun. They blame me for breaking them up....I don't get it....
Wut....
Do you have anywhere you can stay? Any other relatives? Friends places?
Post by: Kyriin on October 06, 2011, 08:02:35 AM
Post by: Zimmy on October 06, 2011, 04:55:06 PM
Drove home half crying :C
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on October 06, 2011, 09:20:51 PM
Post by: ✡ on October 07, 2011, 01:19:13 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on October 07, 2011, 01:22:11 AM
Park Owner: I'm going to make it for sure! Required customers visiting! Park Rating up! Award for safest park in the country! NOTHING COULD POSSIBLY GO WRONG!!!
CRASH!!!!!
Park Owner: What the... No!
Security Guard: Sir! One of our famous rollercoasters has crashed! Many people DIED!
Park Owner: ... :o
Security Guard: But the good news is it is now year four, and we have succeeded in having over 14000 people in our park with a rating over 600. Congratulations mister.
Park Owner: NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
...Yeah, it ends in a sour note.
Post by: Kyriin on October 07, 2011, 11:41:29 AM
Post by: ✡ on October 07, 2011, 03:06:25 PM
Post by: Alexei on October 07, 2011, 06:01:26 PM
Screw everything.
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 08, 2011, 03:20:58 AM
Post by: [Sov] on October 08, 2011, 03:34:14 AM
Post by: x on October 08, 2011, 09:55:22 PM
Post by: Rhett (Twister) on October 08, 2011, 09:57:20 PM
Post by: x on October 08, 2011, 10:00:15 PM
I dont hate you! D: *huggles Katie supertight* <3
Awww thank you *huggles* ~
On topic, I'm being forced to go to the homecoming dance :/
Post by: WingedZephyr on October 09, 2011, 01:30:02 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 09, 2011, 01:46:02 AM
This is me: o.=.e
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on October 09, 2011, 01:46:29 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on October 09, 2011, 01:46:59 AM
Post by: [Sov] on October 09, 2011, 03:17:21 AM
Post by: ✡ on October 09, 2011, 04:20:36 PM
Was going to watch a movie, but Netflix won't load. >:(for you too? it did that for me yesterday...
now I have homework to do that I've been putting off for a few weeks
Post by: Fly Boy on October 09, 2011, 07:03:01 PM
Post by: ✡ on October 09, 2011, 10:39:17 PM
Post by: CrazyCat on October 10, 2011, 01:26:36 AM
Post by: Rhett (Twister) on October 10, 2011, 02:11:36 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on October 10, 2011, 11:27:26 PM
anyway, I kinda hate trips on coach buses, I always get headaches, my butt hurts, I feel sick, I can never really sleep on the bus. I was on a trip to Western Ontario wheere muskoka, Algonquin park is, went on a train which I also hate. Got sick, didn't throw up yet, yeah I missed the cruise.
Now I'm stuck with a lot of math hw, a comp sci project that I didn't even start, and a lot of other stuff to do...
and my phones bad battery life...
and I'm so tired right now, screw math hw.
Post by: ✡ on October 11, 2011, 06:21:35 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on October 11, 2011, 08:00:04 PM
Post by: Boone Zofox on October 11, 2011, 08:41:13 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 12, 2011, 05:55:06 PM
Post by: [Sov] on October 12, 2011, 06:05:12 PM
Post by: ✡ on October 12, 2011, 06:10:43 PM
I think I'm getting sick. :(in my experience if you keep saying to yourself "i'm not getting sick" then odds are you either don't get sick or you get way less sick. health is 50% mental :3
Post by: Alexei on October 12, 2011, 07:50:14 PM
Post by: x on October 12, 2011, 09:05:29 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 12, 2011, 10:04:22 PM
I missed my boyfriend being online because I was too busy typing...he waited 20 minutes for a reply and didn't get one till 40 minutes. I'm really sad now because we haven't talked for so long and I feel like a jerk.
^This has happened to me one too many times before, and good God do I know exactly how you feel.
I just got back. From Shopping. FOR TWO HOURS. DX
Post by: ✡ on October 13, 2011, 01:41:52 AM
Post by: [Sov] on October 13, 2011, 03:39:20 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on October 13, 2011, 05:09:17 AM
Post by: Kyriin on October 13, 2011, 10:36:33 AM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on October 13, 2011, 09:30:11 PM
aw man, i need to get some hallz
Post by: x on October 13, 2011, 09:32:10 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on October 13, 2011, 09:37:22 PM
Yeah, someone caught me with my skirt tucked into my underwear IN THE HALLWAY. I don't want to know how many people saw my undies :$llololololololol XP
I predict that 60+ people saw that :o
Post by: x on October 13, 2011, 09:38:46 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on October 13, 2011, 09:42:25 PM
Naw, it's a small school and on lunch break, but still 15 people is 15 people too many.and 10 people probably took pictures, of your situation, of course.
Post by: Cifero Windtail on October 15, 2011, 03:31:33 AM
Post by: [Sov] on October 15, 2011, 03:35:45 AM
Last night, I was walking down our shorter set of stairs when I slipped. I managed to catch myself, but I bumped my left shoulder on the sharp part of the wall, and when I use that joint, it hurts a lot. Should I be worried?
Nah, probably just a bruise. If it still hurts, or if it's excruciating pain, then I'd be worried. Trust me, I've broken both shoulders in my past. Break = Excruciating pain, and can't use arm at all.
Post by: Cifero Windtail on October 15, 2011, 03:44:55 AM
It still hurts like hell, though...
Post by: ✡ on October 15, 2011, 04:07:30 PM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on October 15, 2011, 05:49:02 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 16, 2011, 12:23:51 AM
*sigh* Emotions are such fickle things...
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on October 16, 2011, 05:24:30 PM
Post Merge: October 16, 2011, 05:24:32 PM
My wisdom tooth hurts like hell right now :/
Post by: ✡ on October 16, 2011, 06:15:02 PM
Post by: icy wolf on October 17, 2011, 03:19:55 PM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on October 18, 2011, 12:04:25 AM
[removed]
Post by: Fly Boy on October 18, 2011, 02:22:23 AM
Post by: x on October 19, 2011, 02:09:20 PM
That is all.
Post by: Sigcutio on October 19, 2011, 03:16:26 PM
Same here x_x
Post by: Akula Filiko on October 20, 2011, 06:18:55 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 20, 2011, 11:18:02 PM
Post by: ✡ on October 21, 2011, 02:42:47 AM
Post by: Kyriin on October 21, 2011, 09:23:06 AM
So one of the guys there said, "Where here does it say you can do this?" and made us look in the single page of dot-points of rules there was taken from the booklet of rules and stuff. So, nothing was there regarding its allowance. But did it say anything in the entire booklet about connecting phones or iPods to the school internet being prohibited? Nope.
It's like, there's no law about wearing what colour socks you wear in public. That gives you the freedom to wear whatever colour socks you want; there is no law governing it, so you have freedom of choice. It's not harmful either, and if there's no rule specified - how do you know it isn't actually allowed? I was tempted to point this out, but I didn't as to not be rude or anything. It just bugged me a lil'. I think they took it a little too seriously for something that they conveyed as "there is no rule allowing it, rawr rawr rawr" rather than "there are no rules at all regarding the 'offense', but please don't do it."
Long rant. o.o; or maybe I just dislike my school's IT support and their team of computer illiterate year 8 minions.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on October 22, 2011, 03:21:34 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on October 22, 2011, 06:40:42 PM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on October 22, 2011, 07:22:57 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on October 26, 2011, 10:28:11 PM
"*Sigh* Then I guess I won't join this one, either. I like you as a mod, as I think you're a nice person deep down, but I'm interested in Anthros, not Gijinkas.
If you're wondering what the overall difference is: Anthros are still Pokemon, but Gijinkas are human. Nothing against humans, but I just don't have interest in drawing them, even with Pokemon attributes. Non-humans have always been more fun to draw for me."
And then she comments with:
"Please don't talk down to me like I'm some idiot. I know the difference between Anthros and Gijinka."
...Are you serious? You're going to take a harmless comment and derive an insult from it? Wow, just, wow. ...I mean, really! Are you SERIOUS!?!
I don't really hold much respect for those mods. They yell at others for being rude, despite the fact that they act much ruder than anyone who's being "rude." Even if I try to apologize for something, they practically just give me the middle finger and tell me to die. Just bite me, okay?
Post by: Egan on October 27, 2011, 02:23:21 AM
Post by: [Sov] on October 27, 2011, 04:44:37 AM
Post by: ✡ on October 27, 2011, 05:45:58 AM
Post by: Kyriin on October 27, 2011, 10:00:30 AM
And feeling a tad lonely tonight. Considering sleep, but it's too early and my grandma has the TV blaring.
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 30, 2011, 06:26:14 AM
Post by: ✡ on October 30, 2011, 06:33:28 AM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on October 30, 2011, 07:17:35 PM
also, my math still suchs, got like 56 on the first test, better than last year of 37...
The main thing to work on this year is math and yet im still doing so poorly...
zomg I still hate math and yet im doing so well in comp sci, everyone said that I needed good math to do well in comp sci and yet im doing well in comp sci and not with math. This is just ridiculous.
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on October 30, 2011, 08:45:38 PM
Post by: ✡ on October 31, 2011, 03:39:14 AM
Post by: Philly Tanuki on October 31, 2011, 03:43:06 AM
Post by: ✡ on October 31, 2011, 03:45:16 AM
So do I. I'm working 6 days a week currently and between work and school I don't have time for anything.god me too...we're two hard-working furs
Post by: Philly Tanuki on October 31, 2011, 03:46:27 AM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on October 31, 2011, 08:29:32 PM
I laughed too.
Post by: ✡ on November 01, 2011, 04:30:57 AM
Post by: x on November 01, 2011, 08:46:22 PM
Also, I have multiple injuries---- a hunk of skin is missing from my heel, down to sensitive tissues, and more keeps peeling. Can't walk on that heel. A huge bruise on my knee won't go away, and I have a sore in my mouth. All in all, a lot of sensitive places going on!
Post by: ✡ on November 01, 2011, 09:47:41 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on November 01, 2011, 10:34:19 PM
Post by: [Sov] on November 01, 2011, 11:34:33 PM
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on November 02, 2011, 04:09:21 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on November 04, 2011, 04:26:35 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on November 05, 2011, 12:14:47 AM
LOL.
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on November 05, 2011, 03:11:41 AM
Post by: Sigcutio on November 05, 2011, 05:22:34 AM
*Rant, rant, rant!*
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on November 05, 2011, 05:57:41 PM
Post by: kivabunny on November 06, 2011, 02:56:17 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on November 06, 2011, 11:24:46 AM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on November 08, 2011, 12:24:22 AM
I just read the unofficial guidelines, yet liked by the mods, of another furry forum. I'll not name it, but it made me wonder why anyone would want to go there since it's ran by a bunch of jerks.Um, FAF? Tons of trolling.
Post by: Ottersmash on November 09, 2011, 02:43:22 PM
My bet's on him suddenly caring about us again when and if they break up. Don't know if I care to be there. -_-
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on November 10, 2011, 02:39:07 AM
Post by: Alexei on November 11, 2011, 04:51:53 PM
*Goes back to BF3*
Post by: iKero-chu™ on November 11, 2011, 04:56:42 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on November 12, 2011, 02:06:03 AM
UGH I want my wifi back on my laptop. -.-Router disabled? Or wifi card removed? Either way, any open wifi?
Post by: Cifero Windtail on November 12, 2011, 05:08:04 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on November 13, 2011, 02:02:31 AM
I'm watching Restaurant Impossible, and I am really appalled by the hosts sense of fashion. He's always replacing the decor of such interesting and colorful restaurants with boring, drab scenery, uninteresting bright solid colors, and just plain overall forgettable restaurant set-ups. To be fair, he's not the only person I see who prefers all these boring modern decors to interesting and flavorful, almost EVERYONE I see on TV seems to lean toward boring.
Post by: Ottersmash on November 15, 2011, 10:21:53 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on November 15, 2011, 10:50:41 PM
People too pretentious to realize they're pretentious? Oh my. Furry fandom, you bring me the worst best things.
Would it be rude of me to ask of a little enlightenment?
Post by: ✡ on November 15, 2011, 10:57:17 PM
Post by: Ottersmash on November 15, 2011, 11:05:28 PM
People too pretentious to realize they're pretentious? Oh my. Furry fandom, you bring me the worst best things.
Would it be rude of me to ask of a little enlightenment?
Only because I'd have to name names or show threads.
Post by: ___ on November 16, 2011, 11:26:40 AM
(Seth McFarlane might remake the Flinstones. ...Now you can start throwing potatoes at him.)(Procedes to throw potatoes)
Y'know, I can't stand how nowadays they try to remake EVERY SINGLE THING! From games to shows, I haven't seen many fresh ideas come along, and its annoying. Come up with your own ideas!
But the original post was gonna be about people not being able to be quiet. (Moter mouths)
Post by: Aoren Deringer on November 16, 2011, 06:24:37 PM
Dont even ask how I managed that...
Post by: [Sov] on November 16, 2011, 10:16:45 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on November 16, 2011, 10:40:48 PM
Post by: Ottersmash on November 17, 2011, 04:53:32 PM
Post by: Fly Boy on November 18, 2011, 03:35:00 AM
Post by: Scar WhiteDream on November 18, 2011, 03:50:23 AM
Post by: Sebby on November 18, 2011, 07:55:08 AM
Post by: WingedZephyr on November 18, 2011, 02:58:16 PM
Post by: ✡ on November 18, 2011, 11:01:37 PM
Post by: Sigcutio on November 19, 2011, 03:05:24 AM
This makes doing my paper for Monday significantly more difficult x_x
Post by: ✡ on November 19, 2011, 05:35:43 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on November 19, 2011, 08:13:28 PM
Post by: ✡ on November 20, 2011, 04:52:52 PM
Post by: CrazyCat on November 22, 2011, 01:15:40 AM
Post by: Ottersmash on November 22, 2011, 02:17:34 AM
Post by: ✡ on November 22, 2011, 02:39:45 AM
Post by: Blaiiine on November 22, 2011, 03:03:58 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on November 22, 2011, 08:35:16 PM
Oh. And I get to spend my weekend living in my grandparents house dogsitting. Unfortunately their dog has EXTREME seperation anxiety so this is going to be fuunnn...
Post by: Boone Zofox on November 23, 2011, 12:20:35 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on November 23, 2011, 07:47:08 PM
I have a home, loving parents, I live in a good neighborhood, my brother is nice to me, my peers respect me, and yet I act as if my life were ruined. I am thoroughly disgusted with myself. WHY AM I SO UNGRATEFUL?!?!?!? WHY DO I FOCUS ON ALL THE LITTLE DETAILS IN MY LIFE THAT AREN'T PERFECT?! YOU GOT MANY THINGS TO LIVE FOR!!! COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS AND STOP BEING A WHINY BITCH YOU LITTLE SHIT!!! YOU KNOW NOTHING OF MISERY!!!!
That's life in a nutshell. So many bad things happen, and they usually stick in your mind more than the good times.
Post by: Midnight Madness on November 23, 2011, 09:07:36 PM
"OMG YOU'RE SO EVIL AND MEAN, YOU'RE NOT JOKING AT ALL! YOU ALWAYS MAKE PEOPLE FEEL BAD!"
My morning was ruined. Fast.
Post by: kivabunny on November 24, 2011, 01:23:51 AM
luckily they trust me to pay it back without calling the police.
Post by: Midnight Madness on November 24, 2011, 01:42:18 AM
You think... You just think...
No, okay. Just fricken' no! I don't think anything like that! I've proven it time and time again! Why they assume I think this is beyond me; when I show them it's untrue every single time.
It's so infuriating to hear every few minutes... I could cry it's weighing down on me so much...
If I could go somewhere, I would. But I have no family near to take me in...
Post by: WingedZephyr on November 24, 2011, 02:11:50 AM
Post by: ✡ on November 24, 2011, 05:02:03 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on November 26, 2011, 04:55:03 AM
I christen this dog the terorist. I actually named her in spanish, anyhow... Three days of dogsitting/housesitting where I get to sleep on a couch and wake up every morning at 4 to try and pick off some gerbily things in the front yard. WITH. A. PELLET. GUN.
Because I'm in an urban area but it is my sworn duty to exterminate all invasive life forms. And pick off a coyote, if possible.
All this can supposedly be done with the most awesome of all .177 (4.5mm) pellet hunting rifles.
Oh and the dog attacks shoes.
Post by: Ares the Ram on November 27, 2011, 06:05:48 AM
Post by: ✡ on November 27, 2011, 06:07:56 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on November 27, 2011, 09:19:37 AM
Oh. And my shoes got ruined and I have no breakfast or lunch for tomorrow! Yaaaayyyyyy...........
Post by: ✡ on November 27, 2011, 06:05:36 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on November 27, 2011, 06:09:35 PM
Post by: ✡ on November 27, 2011, 06:10:49 PM
I'm sorry, drakey. That's gotta suckshe was doing it all of yesterday too except yesterday I was being called ugly
Post by: Aoren Deringer on November 27, 2011, 06:11:50 PM
Post by: [Sov] on November 28, 2011, 02:49:44 AM
At lowest, I'm going to get two B's and a C in my three classes. I dropped my math class EARLY in the semester, because I was just simply too far behind to keep up with it. I'm just really frustrated by college right now. Not only that but I can't get my spring schedule to align properly. Ugh.
Post by: ✡ on November 28, 2011, 11:06:20 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on November 29, 2011, 06:46:01 PM
...Then I tell dad the character's gay and everything falls apart. Dad keeps saying it's disgusting and it's stereotyping gays as well as other things. Of coarse I had to tell dad he was thinking about it too much.
1: I was simply using an animal I liked. I personally like rats for many reasons. Mostly because there's always been something about them. They run a sad life. Part of their hate is due to the fact that they spread diseases, when the fact of the matter is is that it's not even their fault. That, and the rats at the pet-shop have horrible lives. More people buy them as Snake Fodder than Pets, which makes me sad. I am not stereotyping gay people just because I'm using a rat. Besides, the lizard's gay too, and most people like lizards.
2: Despite looking kind of scary, Maserati is a very goodhearted character. There are points in his life where he's done good things. In his home town, he's considered a hero due to the fact that he saved many children from a burning school. He also refused to rob a bank after one of his ex-boyfriends told him to. There are other things as well. So even though he's a rat, he's still done many good things in his life. Is it wrong to portray goodhearted gay people as rats?
3: Maserati is married to the lizard, Harley. So WHAT? Let me ask you. What is more gross: Tran-species marriage or Tran-species GAY marriage? Don't tell me, I'm pretty sure the discussion isn't allowed here. But again, he's married to a lizard. So what? This is a fictional world, it's made up. I can pair my characters with whatever I want. More often than not I want to pair my characters up with their own species, but that doesn't mean there aren't going to be breaks in this chain.
4: Dad also says there's no record of animals being gay. Again, it's a fictional world, common real-life sense doesn't apply to a world ruled by several different anthropomorphic creatures. Even if rats aren't gay in real life, that doesn't mean they can't be gay in a fictional world.
5: My sister is gay, and I'm perfectly fine with it. So obviously I'm not stereotyping them if I have nothing against them to begin with. Like I said, my dad's just thinking about it too much.
Post by: ✡ on November 30, 2011, 12:17:11 AM
Post by: Alexei on November 30, 2011, 02:05:27 AM
Post by: Sigcutio on November 30, 2011, 02:08:39 AM
Oh rant! That's right!
My internet is coming back tomorrow, but we have to wait until exactly 8 at night before we can set it up for some odd company reason. WHY MUST THEY PROLONG THE TORTURE x_x
Post by: Alexei on November 30, 2011, 02:09:58 AM
^Have you considered contacts? I wear 'em all the time and I love them XDMy eyes are dry enough as it is, they would probably be incredibly uncomfortable.
Thanks for the suggestion though.
Post by: Sigcutio on November 30, 2011, 02:15:02 AM
In any case you get used to glasses eventually. I've had to wear them for twelve years now, but it's not bad really.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on November 30, 2011, 05:53:08 PM
Seriously, he was one of those people who stand a few milimeters away even though they're at the back of the line. Anyway I appreciate the recognition xD But even with my new Mexican cactus-scented hair he made me highly uncomfortable.
Which brings me to my new personal space theory: If you can smell my shampoo, you're probably too close.
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on November 30, 2011, 10:06:57 PM
Don't want to own it to them...
Post by: Aoren Deringer on November 30, 2011, 11:12:03 PM
There's always this inch of unused space in it >.< It's really irritating!
Post by: Fuzzles on December 01, 2011, 06:55:53 AM
So, I've come to the conclusion that it's impossible for me to have a day where nothing goes bad..
I woke up after sleeping great (which is rare). I go to my sisters and we just hang out, clean, we start decorating for christmas and all that fun stuff.
I get home and my favorite song is playing on mtv.
Me and my boyfriend talked all day long..
But now me and my boyfriend of 8 months are fighting.
He posted something about how his life is horrible and he thinks hes being punished and stuff. So I decided to text him asking whats wrong and he told me it didnt matter. I told him it did to me and he started talking about how he doubts that I care and all this which does hurt. After being in so many bad relationships you stop caring about people... Finally I find someone I care about again and he doesnt believe me. So when I get a bit upset I'm the bad guy for saying anything... It just gets annoying when someone you care about and love would rather tell everyone else what's wrong but then blow their boyfriend off like their nothing... So once again, my good day went south in a matter of minutes... -sighs- I'm getting so tired of all this. :(
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 02, 2011, 08:09:48 PM
And to disillusion certain thoughts, this person is no closer to Shuishe in regards to distance as I, nor did this involve any cheating. It is literally all to be placed on this one person. Not here on the forum, either, so banish that. I know no more than a screenname he has on a chat site. But already this person has lost any chance of me regarding him with a respectful demeanor. This person already had a good amount of falling out with my Shuishe, but I doubt it will occur anymore; for we both agreed to sever contact with him after a definitive order for him to cease such things in the future.
Post by: ✡ on December 02, 2011, 10:40:23 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on December 03, 2011, 03:16:31 AM
Time to go to irc
Post by: Luggz on December 03, 2011, 06:02:28 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 05, 2011, 08:31:01 PM
My left finger is infected (the one directly next to the pinky) and so is the stwathe of flesh between my thumb and index finger on my right hand. I broke some mysterious, unlabeled bottle in my laundry room (which now smells oddly of vinegar) and have yet to fine all of the billions of tiny fragments.
I was supposed to get to work on my new radio set today, but the parts I need are expensive, and despite being told that she would be here my (let's just say debtor) never showwed up so no interoceanic frequency hopping in the near future for me.
GRAH.
Post by: ✡ on December 05, 2011, 10:53:36 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on December 06, 2011, 01:44:00 AM
Post by: Sigcutio on December 06, 2011, 03:34:27 AM
In any case MAH BUM HURTS! XD
Post by: Count of Cutesy on December 06, 2011, 02:16:34 PM
Post by: ✡ on December 07, 2011, 03:26:17 AM
Post by: Luggz on December 07, 2011, 06:10:29 AM
my mom basically told me she didn't think I was worthy to own anything. which means this $1k laptop paid for with my own money is actually hers, not mine.
I think, if you can afford it, you should get your own flat. You shouldn't have to put up with that in my view.
Post by: ✡ on December 09, 2011, 02:23:56 AM
legally I could (the age in Colorado to move out is 17) but I have no moneymy mom basically told me she didn't think I was worthy to own anything. which means this $1k laptop paid for with my own money is actually hers, not mine.
I think, if you can afford it, you should get your own flat. You shouldn't have to put up with that in my view.
Post by: Kalylia on December 09, 2011, 03:42:36 AM
Bought a laptop in 2007 for $1200. I'm probably going to get $40 for it when I sell it off tomorrow. (I have a netbook with more processing power than it, and it's done nothing but gather dust for the past 8 months.)
Cruddy technology, getting better every four seconds. X.x;
Post by: Mathais on December 09, 2011, 01:24:58 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 09, 2011, 06:22:23 PM
GAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
Every. Freaking. TIME...
I order my coffee with NO ROOM FOR CREAM and they fill it like halfway >.>
Oh and a 22 page essay system on early american history is due in three hours <3
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on December 10, 2011, 03:17:48 AM
Post by: ✡ on December 10, 2011, 05:40:58 AM
Post by: x on December 10, 2011, 09:06:04 PM
WHY DOES IT UPDATE EVERY FIVE MINUTES
WHY WON'T IT LET ME JUST PLAY THE GAME?
Post by: Ottersmash on December 10, 2011, 09:11:03 PM
Post by: B.Cadizzle on December 10, 2011, 09:12:28 PM
Post by: Pantherafatalis on December 10, 2011, 09:14:42 PM
After spending multiple hours drawing my character ref, i decided i wanted cereal. Not wanting to wake anyone i brought it downstairs into my husband and i's room. Then proceeded to spill the entire thing i was about to eat onto my drawing.
Its all smeared now...
FML >.<
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 11, 2011, 06:58:41 PM
BFD, he could have just forgotten it when he got to the chopper RIGHT NEXT TO IT. Well, I hope I can help Mad get his account back.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on December 12, 2011, 02:46:46 AM
Post by: ✡ on December 13, 2011, 12:12:06 AM
Post by: Boone Zofox on December 13, 2011, 12:21:24 AM
You sound a lot like me Drake. I have such awesome ideas but can never get them down on to paper. And when i do, I hate every word of it.
I always have plenty of ideas but when i sit down to right, the words refuse to flow
Post by: ✡ on December 13, 2011, 12:22:29 AM
I always know which words I want to use until i sit down XD
You sound a lot like me Drake. I have such awesome ideas but can never get them down on to paper. And when i do, I hate every word of it.I always have plenty of ideas but when i sit down to right, the words refuse to flow
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 13, 2011, 05:23:10 AM
Driving class today only proved my point, and now Shuishe's current venting proves it more.
Post by: ✡ on December 13, 2011, 05:55:02 AM
Most people around my age just piss me off. They can be so stupid (and not just in intelligence), it's aggravating, and hard to get by, considering I have to SIT IN CLASS WITH THEM FOR AN HOUR AT A TIME. I see why so many speakers on the matter say "practically all teenagers think they're invincible. Even if they recognize their shortcomings; they still do those dangerous and stupid things!"I suppose I am included in such a statement XD
Driving class today only proved my point, and now Shuishe's current venting proves it more.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 14, 2011, 08:38:25 PM
Post by: pawz9 on December 17, 2011, 01:07:20 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on December 17, 2011, 01:08:09 AM
Post by: Jinx Leven on December 18, 2011, 12:58:35 AM
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Post by: B.Cadizzle on December 18, 2011, 10:06:53 AM
Post by: ✡ on December 19, 2011, 04:59:32 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on December 19, 2011, 09:48:03 PM
Oh man I hope this bill is just a joke, or at least that someone stops it.
Post by: ✡ on December 19, 2011, 11:15:31 PM
Post by: Luggz on December 20, 2011, 07:30:03 PM
Post by: Ottersmash on December 21, 2011, 05:41:48 AM
... Why, I wish I knew. It's kind of annoying, and I'm still kind of cross over the whole "stare silently to say no because ew, cooties" thing.
Post by: pawz9 on December 21, 2011, 08:42:45 PM
Post by: ✡ on December 22, 2011, 04:21:33 AM
Post by: [Sov] on December 23, 2011, 02:05:32 AM
Post by: Ottersmash on December 23, 2011, 05:29:22 AM
I hate that today was christmas with my mate. All because our families don't agree with same sex relationships. The holidays always suck because of that nagging little fact that stays in the back of my mind.
That's something that's always worried me, especially since nobody really knows. I hope they warm up to things, in your case.
Post by: ✡ on December 23, 2011, 05:06:19 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 23, 2011, 05:22:07 PM
my ex found someone else who isn't a loser like me. fantastic.
The more you think low of yourself, the more you make it so. You are the master of yourself, nobody but you makes you a winner instead of a loser; re-read The Little Engine That Could and you'll see my point there, too.
In any case, everyone's freaking out because I don't have cellular phone minutes like -I- actually care an obscene amount about it. "It's Nicholas' fault! He failed to tell anyone! HERP DERP DERP!" I mean, I understand where they're coming from, but there's no need to have a spasm over it. >.=.>
Post by: ✡ on December 24, 2011, 05:52:54 AM
Post by: Alison Marie on December 24, 2011, 06:45:26 AM
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A person I've met whom has poor respect to begin with has overstepped his boundaries
i have to agree. a 'close' friend of mine now thinks furries are satanic and dont deserve life for some reason. that happend 1st hour, then in 2nd he started telling the student body i was gay, not that i see anything wrong with it, just im not and would prefer to be adressed as such, or maybe i am, no idea really. 3rd hour, our vice princible told me i had to take off my collar, 4th hour, we are stuck in german and the teacher has a substatute who lost my project. on my way home i had two bags both really heavy because the day before was a snow day and we have split classes so we only have 4 classes a day instead of 8 these are known as red and black days in favor of our school colors, so i carried the bags funny and everyone who drove passed looked at me funny, then i almost got hit by a car who couldnt figure out when your suposed to stop at a stop sign! i have to agree with fuzzles why cant a day go by with out a single misfotune! then my phone got sat on and the screen is unreadable half way up, and my dad isnt going to replace it!! :'( i need a hug!!
Post by: Hunter_ on December 24, 2011, 06:22:26 PM
I cant stand it aaaargh >:(
Post by: Fly Boy on December 24, 2011, 06:23:39 PM
Post by: Sigcutio on December 24, 2011, 06:28:43 PM
Everyone has bad days and they are definitely not fun to deal with. When I've had bad days, I always remember to take things a day at a time. Sure today was a bad day, but it doesn't mean that tomorrow will be or the day after that.
Thinking like that also helps me face the day more positively too. What Sytex said earlier about attitude definitely rings true. I feel my day isn't as bad when bad things do happen because I look at things in a positive light.
This is just from my experience so you can take it or leave it.
Oh yeah! A rant! Uhh... I still have to wrap Christmas presents and I don't know how I'm going to do it with my family all around! Hopefully I can find a good hiding spot
Post by: Cifero Windtail on December 24, 2011, 07:54:35 PM
D: Y-yes, right away, myself...
Post by: ✡ on December 24, 2011, 08:12:28 PM
Sorry to hear that Drake, Tallice, and Fly Boy. :Sof course there's people like me, who have a bad day every day.
Everyone has bad days and they are definitely not fun to deal with. When I've had bad days, I always remember to take things a day at a time. Sure today was a bad day, but it doesn't mean that tomorrow will be or the day after that.
Thinking like that also helps me face the day more positively too. What Sytex said earlier about attitude definitely rings true. I feel my day isn't as bad when bad things do happen because I look at things in a positive light.
This is just from my experience so you can take it or leave it.
Oh yeah! A rant! Uhh... I still have to wrap Christmas presents and I don't know how I'm going to do it with my family all around! Hopefully I can find a good hiding spot
my current rant? why must i be jewish?? I want christmas like everyone else! D:
Post by: Alison Marie on December 24, 2011, 08:36:03 PM
Post by: ✡ on December 24, 2011, 08:37:08 PM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on December 25, 2011, 11:02:56 PM
Post by: Alison Marie on December 26, 2011, 03:00:15 AM
Post by: ✡ on December 26, 2011, 04:55:51 AM
may have lost another friend because she asked me how the holidays were going and when i told her i was 'disowned' by my step grandma bacause i was furry she quit talking to meI wouldn't see why she would logically not want to be friends with you...must be some other explanation.
my mom kept nagging me to not embarrass her at a party today. why drag me there if I'm an embarrassment?
Post by: Ottersmash on December 26, 2011, 06:03:08 AM
may have lost another friend because she asked me how the holidays were going and when i told her i was 'disowned' by my step grandma bacause i was furry she quit talking to me
I have to wonder what you're telling people a "furry" is that this is the third person I've heard about doing this. That's just bizarre.
Post by: B.Cadizzle on December 26, 2011, 07:33:42 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on December 26, 2011, 08:55:03 PM
Post by: CrazyCat on December 28, 2011, 02:18:55 AM
Post by: Alison Marie on December 28, 2011, 06:20:38 PM
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I have to wonder what you're telling people a "furry" is that this is the third person I've heard about doing this. That's just bizarre
i tell them that furries are proud fans of anthropomorphic characters, but most of these people who ask whats up with my collar are extremely religous and aparently its agianst their religion. :? idk how being furry is against religion...
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on December 28, 2011, 10:26:35 PM
Post by: ✡ on December 28, 2011, 10:28:18 PM
Post by: Blaiiine on December 29, 2011, 03:50:30 AM
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Post by: Alison Marie on December 29, 2011, 05:35:42 AM
Post by: icy wolf on December 30, 2011, 04:37:47 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on December 30, 2011, 04:52:03 AM
I'm not even using it right now. X3
Post by: Alison Marie on December 30, 2011, 06:53:01 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 31, 2011, 03:47:23 AM
Until your family decides to turn it off when you're in the middle of meticulously building a map on Reach Forge.
Post by: ✡ on December 31, 2011, 03:48:09 AM
Post by: Alison Marie on December 31, 2011, 05:27:50 AM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on December 31, 2011, 09:55:07 PM
Post by: Luggz on January 02, 2012, 05:35:00 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 02, 2012, 06:16:40 PM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 03, 2012, 02:42:24 AM
Post by: Kaya on January 03, 2012, 02:49:22 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 03, 2012, 02:59:30 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on January 03, 2012, 05:12:58 PM
Post by: CrazyCat on January 03, 2012, 07:23:52 PM
Post by: Ottersmash on January 03, 2012, 09:53:47 PM
Hello again, Internet.
#firstworldproblems
Post by: ✡ on January 03, 2012, 10:44:49 PM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 03, 2012, 10:48:31 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on January 04, 2012, 04:17:50 AM
Post by: ✡ on January 04, 2012, 04:50:30 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 04, 2012, 07:00:46 PM
Post by: Kaya on January 04, 2012, 08:39:11 PM
Post by: pawz9 on January 05, 2012, 12:05:24 AM
Post by: ✡ on January 05, 2012, 11:08:42 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 06, 2012, 08:53:16 PM
56.
D:
Post by: Alison Marie on January 07, 2012, 01:28:06 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 07, 2012, 04:36:11 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 08, 2012, 02:24:13 AM
My new soldering iron which I was very specific not to get this model but alas, it was given to me. Not so bad but I didnt want to have to buy the butane.
And then I learn that despite it having a torch attachment using it for extended periods causes a rupture in the casing, expelling ignited fumes.
Son of a...
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 08, 2012, 03:42:09 AM
Am I right?
Post by: Alison Marie on January 08, 2012, 04:33:01 AM
Post by: NJMike on January 08, 2012, 04:43:25 AM
He also seems to be pretty randomly disrespectful to me sometimes and I really don't know why; I never have done anything to him that would cause him to be like that. I don't know if he's just trying to tease with me but due to apathetic he is he doesn't realize the emotional effects of what he's really saying.
Post by: Jinx Leven on January 08, 2012, 04:44:14 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 08, 2012, 04:46:12 AM
Post by: Jinx Leven on January 08, 2012, 05:24:09 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 08, 2012, 09:44:37 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 09, 2012, 01:33:31 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 09, 2012, 02:13:56 AM
And I don't know how I'm doing it.
Post by: Aldrea945 on January 09, 2012, 03:44:35 PM
Post Merge: January 09, 2012, 03:49:04 PM
Note: Cif, if you want to learn how to not Powerplay, try training grounds.
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 09, 2012, 11:08:25 PM
Post by: Aldrea945 on January 09, 2012, 11:17:04 PM
I hate Nick for letting it happen.
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 09, 2012, 11:59:03 PM
I lost a cousin earlier last year, on May 30.
He committed... :'(
Post by: Aldrea945 on January 10, 2012, 12:03:06 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 10, 2012, 12:07:27 AM
It was tough... I never saw the body, but my dad came out of his house and drove be to my grandparents shortly after we arrived. He told me about it when he entered the car. I was shocked and terrified. It was horrible.
And the worst part?
I couldn't cry. I couldn't. It takes a lot for me to cry these days.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 11, 2012, 09:19:19 PM
Post by: Alison Marie on January 11, 2012, 10:09:45 PM
'what happended to your head'
my reply was unless you think its cool dont worry about it because it isnt your hair! >:( for once can sociaty hop off my back!?
Post by: ✡ on January 11, 2012, 11:21:16 PM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 11, 2012, 11:57:45 PM
Oh wait, that's not a negative thing for me...
Post by: pawz9 on January 12, 2012, 02:17:00 AM
Post by: Alison Marie on January 13, 2012, 01:59:16 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 13, 2012, 04:19:26 AM
Post by: Luggz on January 13, 2012, 01:10:21 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 13, 2012, 10:35:19 PM
Post by: Haxor on January 14, 2012, 01:50:13 AM
Post by: Alison Marie on January 14, 2012, 05:14:15 AM
Wait... you chew chew toys?
as of yesterday, yesh!
Post by: Luggz on January 15, 2012, 12:42:50 PM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 15, 2012, 08:16:39 PM
On the bright side... HOLLYLEAF'S BACK IN THUNDERCLAN!!! ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^
Post by: pawz9 on January 19, 2012, 04:37:28 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 19, 2012, 06:22:29 PM
My mother is suspecting furryiness (D: ) and I left the cord to my laptop at an auto finance firm. Happy days.
Post by: Luggz on January 19, 2012, 06:24:53 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 19, 2012, 06:36:51 PM
And that sucks Luggz D: I hate ut when that happens.
Post by: Luggz on January 19, 2012, 06:43:16 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 19, 2012, 06:52:29 PM
But sleeping through an alarm can be quite damaging o.o
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 21, 2012, 04:31:31 AM
I cannot stand the fact that Facebook is so boring!
Post by: Count of Cutesy on January 21, 2012, 04:43:34 PM
I remember this one guy who kept complaining about how the videogame series Megaman X is a promotion for animal cruelty. ...While I wouldn't go as far as to say it was THAT per say, recently after trying to get into the Megaman X series, I realized he kind of had a point somewhere in all his rage-fits. The Megaman X series is basically a game that portrays animals as evil, worthless creatures designed to destroy humans, as well as portraying animal lovers as evil misanthropic beings heaven pressed to wiping out all humans. ...Okay, that's not really how the story goes, but when I play Megaman X, that's what the story feels like. And to be honest, it's what has kept me from enjoying Megaman X.
The reason I've been more open with this is because the first time I spilled this out to some of my friends, the situation went like this.
Benny: I have always hated Megaman X for it's portrayal of animals.
Friends: ...Meh.
Not positive, but not negative either. Mostly my friends have, get this, never heard of Megaman before.
BBut now I've been more open about it, and I'm starting to worry about what other people will think.Also Cifero, you're character's awesome!((Can't get out of Bold font!))
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 21, 2012, 06:19:32 PM
My parents are stupid buttholes. They're fighting because of two pieces of bread!
TWO FRACKING PIECES OF FRACKING ITALIAN BREAD!
Post by: Jinx Leven on January 21, 2012, 11:02:56 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 22, 2012, 08:21:50 PM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 24, 2012, 12:52:44 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on January 24, 2012, 01:36:25 AM
I REALLY need to get more sleep...
Ugh, I hear ya there.
Post by: Aldrea945 on January 24, 2012, 01:55:42 AM
Post by: George on January 24, 2012, 02:35:23 AM
Post by: Alexei on January 24, 2012, 04:06:08 AM
Did not turn out as planned
Post by: Cifero Windtail on January 24, 2012, 05:20:39 AM
Post by: legolyle on January 24, 2012, 09:21:34 AM
screw you
sincerely,
The student who pays you a crap ton of money.
Post by: Kaya on January 24, 2012, 02:38:37 PM
Post by: George on January 24, 2012, 07:44:57 PM
Post by: Alexei on January 25, 2012, 01:27:43 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on January 25, 2012, 07:25:32 AM
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Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 25, 2012, 08:06:32 PM
Post by: George on January 25, 2012, 11:24:08 PM
Post by: pawz9 on January 25, 2012, 11:43:39 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on January 26, 2012, 07:16:57 AM
*rips out hair*
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 26, 2012, 06:23:00 PM
Me dog is injured D: Sasha- She pulled something and has a terrible limp now.
Post by: pawz9 on January 27, 2012, 03:04:05 AM
Post by: Luggz on January 27, 2012, 07:26:16 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on January 27, 2012, 01:57:13 PM
I don't care if humans are intelligent!
I don't care if humans created computers!
I don't care if humans made rockets to go to space!
I don't care if you think your knowledge of animals is better than mine cause you refuse to stop using selfish terms like inferiority!
I'm not going to agree that animals are inferior because TAKING CARE OF ANIMALS AND THE PLANET ISN'T ABOUT SUPERIORITY OR INFERIORITY OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT!!! Why does it being an animal lover have to be a contest? Why does refusal to see them as inferiors make me retarded? AND WHY DO YOU HAVE TO USE THE R WORD SO MUCH! DON'T YOU SEE THAT DOESN'T MAKE YOU LOOK ANY SMARTER, YOU SO CALLED "TRUE ANIMAL LOVER?" It just makes me hate you more.
And if you TRULY love animals so much, why do you talk ONLY about helping humans and talk about how killing animals is helpful to humans but not say a single word in favor of the animals themselves? Not that humans are bad, just that if you're an animal lover, stop talking like a humanaboo!
Also, someone from the same argument said that I suck at drawing and that my art style is a ripoff of Happy Tree Friends style. ...Alright, I'll admit, both of that is true. I'm not a good drawer, and my art style DID derive from Happy Tree Friends style, but if you're going to give criticism, then give criticism. Don't just go up to someone's page and insult them without giving them ideas on how to get better. To be fair, he DID tell me to "lurn animul anatimmy" but I'm not even drawing realistic animals, heck, I'm not even drawing REAL animals. I'm drawing anthropomorphic monsters. If you would like to give criticism on human anatomy, I'm all ears. If you would like to make suggestions on how to improve my art, I'm all ears. If you want to go up and insult someone due to the fact they refuse to see animals as anything more than inferior creatures, and give me some fake info that won't help me achieve what goal I'm trying to achieve, please go away.
Post by: Blaiiine on January 28, 2012, 12:22:21 AM
Only because I didn't want to listen to him talk about girl problems once.
I need a real friend..
Post by: Alexei on January 28, 2012, 02:45:53 AM
A) Hang out with my friends
B. Play some video games
C) Sleep
D) Clean out the deep fryer at work
E) Well, too bad you have no choice but D)
Post by: Midnight Madness on January 29, 2012, 05:56:15 PM
That dragon, well, he's me. And I, oh I, am beyond tempted to call him on his fallacy and blatant attempt to hide his pride from damage. However, I don't wish to be seen as a firestarter, but I truly don't know if telling him he's being horribly rude and uncouth about this is even considered being a firestarter. Quite a predicament.
Post by: Luggz on January 29, 2012, 08:26:35 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on January 29, 2012, 11:54:37 PM
Animal Haters ALWAYS say they want to become a vet or someone who works with animals to hide the fact they don't give two cents about them. They go onto Google and look up things about animals to make their knowledge seem better than TRUE animal lovers. These people ALSO rant on about how humans are a superior race and that real animal lovers are scum. Yeah, I don't mind if you value the human race, as everyone should, but if you downright hate every creature that's NOT human, then I DO mind, actually. And if you hate animals, at least stop trying to hide it.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 30, 2012, 05:40:22 PM
D: D:
But let me explain HOW that happened. So this group of old women took all the chairs and put them around their table. Now whatever. Sure I was obviously taking it (I had already put my computer down, even) but fine. Then they act all haughty about it, like I should respect them (yeah, right). In fact I have a few choice words for thta behavior >.>. Anyway so I go and grab another chair (from outside >.>) and when I come back one of the women shoots her chair back to get up and spills her coffee all over my shirt. And then do you know what she did? SHE YELLED AT ME. For "not looking where I was going". Oh how they anger me...
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on January 30, 2012, 08:54:30 PM
Post by: legolyle on January 31, 2012, 12:59:28 PM
Get it right man, I don't even have the source of the assignment so I can accurately figure out what you failed at trying to say-it all needs to be done in an hour too.
*facedesk*
Post by: Aoren Deringer on January 31, 2012, 06:21:55 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 02, 2012, 03:52:51 AM
Post by: Puncia on February 02, 2012, 04:27:22 PM
Pain.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on February 02, 2012, 05:43:45 PM
Post by: WingedZephyr on February 06, 2012, 01:25:52 AM
Post by: ✡ on February 06, 2012, 04:09:30 PM
Post by: LunaPhinx on February 06, 2012, 05:30:23 PM
You think that when you go to college you have more freedom to do whatever you choose. My last English class was just like that and now it's like I'm back in Middle School, having to write exactly within her lines. We write 3-4 rough drafts, get a grade on all of them and even if we do everything she says she gives back a LOWER grade saying 'this isn't what I asked for' She offers tutoring and help but it's really all incoherent.
Her lectures are nothing but the civil rights movement and struggles that women have gone through over the years. Yes, I find those topics interesting but not in a bloody English class. -Boom-
Post by: Starfighter Suicune on February 06, 2012, 07:39:55 PM
Want to see my boyfriend and get a new graphic tablet
And I want to get rid of my stupid lazyness <.<
Post by: Akula Filiko on February 07, 2012, 08:38:21 PM
Post by: Aldrea945 on February 07, 2012, 08:40:26 PM
Post by: WingedZephyr on February 07, 2012, 08:59:54 PM
Also, I burned my drawing hand with boiling water. Ouch. ._.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on February 09, 2012, 11:32:00 PM
Post by: Starfighter Suicune on February 09, 2012, 11:47:03 PM
Post by: Luggz on February 10, 2012, 05:19:53 PM
Hurt my hand being stupid a couple of weeks before christmas and its still bothering me.
Post by: blinxis on February 11, 2012, 12:01:30 AM
I'm not even mad anymore. I've probably lost all emotion due to stress from schooling. I don't know what to think anymore.
It's crazy I'm almost happy.
Post by: Cifero Windtail on February 14, 2012, 04:59:48 AM
Post by: Luggz on February 14, 2012, 11:58:50 AM
Post by: Bampot on February 15, 2012, 07:40:16 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on February 16, 2012, 07:18:45 PM
Post by: ✡ on February 16, 2012, 07:25:18 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 17, 2012, 03:04:39 AM
Post by: blinxis on February 17, 2012, 04:10:48 AM
Post by: Bampot on February 18, 2012, 01:05:37 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on February 20, 2012, 10:39:24 PM
To remedy this I spend 108 hours last week working on it... But that's because my scheduel was forced to clear WAY up >.> That and my corneas are pretty much fried from being on the computer for so long. Oh and my mate (still feels wierd calling her my mate .-.) is mad at me again D: Not for anything I did but rather because I took too long returning a call (I was with my personal trainer, asked her to wait) then I forgot... So, my bad. But it shouldn't validate yelling D:
Post by: Cifero Windtail on February 21, 2012, 12:31:01 AM
GRAH! One of my teachers overheard me talking about an airsoft gun and I'm suspended indefinitally. And I didnt get to spend Valentine's day beheading an effigious saint with my date D: Had it planned for weeks >.<It's stuff like this that pisses me off. ONE mention of the word "gun", and you get the scarlet letter.
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on February 21, 2012, 01:09:40 AM
Post by: Luggz on February 22, 2012, 07:29:13 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 22, 2012, 09:41:51 PM
Post by: WingedZephyr on February 23, 2012, 12:04:51 AM
Please stop sending me chain e-mails. I don't read them, I don't want them, I barely even know you, and I don't know how I got on your e-mail list. All messages are promptly deleted without being opened, and it would be nice if you could spare me the trouble in the first place.
Post by: ✡ on February 23, 2012, 12:06:23 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on February 23, 2012, 06:36:24 PM
Post by: CrazyCat on February 26, 2012, 11:57:26 PM
So damn annoying! I'm going through life just fine, then out of the blue, I feel like my life is ruined that nobody loves me, and that things will only get worse. Few hours later, it's as if nothing happened.
Lather, rinse, repeat.
Post by: Luke White-Heart on February 27, 2012, 12:40:12 AM
Post by: ✡ on March 01, 2012, 02:18:35 AM
Post by: Bampot on March 01, 2012, 11:12:15 PM
Post by: CrazyCat on March 02, 2012, 01:53:45 AM
Need... brain... bleach...
Post by: ✡ on March 02, 2012, 04:40:44 AM
Post by: Luke White-Heart on March 03, 2012, 10:09:46 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 04, 2012, 04:48:47 PM
I'm pretty sure that kid is nowhere near as cool or as fun as you are! ^_^yayy!!! *glomps* ^_^
I've only been up for 20 minutes and my parents have already managed to find 3 different ways of calling me ugly T_T
Post by: Count of Cutesy on March 04, 2012, 08:10:03 PM
On another note, I'm FINALLY taking my first step into the world of cartoons, and right now I'm struggling for one reason. ...I hate drawing feet by themselves. Some characters are cute, and sometimes big feet can help make them cuter, but there's always been something about big feet by themselves that I find disgusting. ...Probably because of the amount of foot fetish pictures out there, as well as the amount of people that think I have a foot fetish.
Post by: Luggz on March 05, 2012, 11:11:32 AM
Post by: ✡ on March 05, 2012, 01:52:32 PM
Post by: pawz9 on March 06, 2012, 12:03:18 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on March 07, 2012, 02:13:47 AM
Post by: ✡ on March 07, 2012, 06:52:20 PM
Post by: kivabunny on March 07, 2012, 07:23:15 PM
Post by: Luke White-Heart on March 07, 2012, 07:30:40 PM
nobody thinks I'm worth the ground they walk on, so I'm always ignored and treated like crap
Post by: Aoren Deringer on March 07, 2012, 07:54:07 PM
Post by: Luggz on March 07, 2012, 07:57:57 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on March 07, 2012, 07:59:55 PM
If ceramic disk capacitors count as potential weapons but a sharpened pencil doesn't, then I either went mad or the world has.
Post by: Luggz on March 10, 2012, 04:01:54 AM
Post by: Luke White-Heart on March 10, 2012, 04:05:35 AM
Post by: Luggz on March 10, 2012, 04:06:44 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 11, 2012, 03:39:48 AM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on March 13, 2012, 12:29:52 AM
Post by: LyrilaFox on March 13, 2012, 05:28:29 PM
Post by: ArcticSkyWolf on March 13, 2012, 07:35:04 PM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on March 13, 2012, 07:53:16 PM
this kid i sit next to in science today decided he was going to break off part of his clay sculpture that he made in art and slash the back of my hand with it:o
Holy crap...
Which hand?
Post by: George on March 13, 2012, 08:48:14 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on March 13, 2012, 10:57:31 PM
Post by: pawz9 on March 14, 2012, 03:41:32 PM
My left handthis kid i sit next to in science today decided he was going to break off part of his clay sculpture that he made in art and slash the back of my hand with it:o
Holy crap...
Which hand?
Post by: NJMike on March 16, 2012, 03:22:17 AM
Rest in peace, Snowball... I love you so much.................
Post by: MrRazot on March 16, 2012, 08:53:19 PM
over exaggeration perhaps but it's still annoying >:(
Post by: WingedZephyr on March 17, 2012, 03:26:50 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on March 18, 2012, 04:59:10 AM
I wish I could've gotten to know him.
Post by: anoni on March 18, 2012, 06:23:54 AM
It's such a good game but then you can't connect to social club or the game won't launch properly or you won't be able to connect to multiplayer >.>
Post by: ✡ on March 18, 2012, 06:50:50 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on March 19, 2012, 10:47:04 PM
Post by: Gabriel of creosha on March 20, 2012, 10:48:08 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on March 21, 2012, 05:14:07 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on March 22, 2012, 07:11:06 PM
ROFL! I'm being accused of tracing one of my latest pieces. Are you friggin' kidding me?! I'm not a tracer and I'm completely against it. I want proof. I did that whole piece alone with not even a reference so GTFO.
Speaking of which, there was this one girl I was getting at for tracing a picture of Mew, eventually she switched the image and pretended it never happened. ...Then she rageblocked me.
Anyway, I'm a total jinx today. At work I dropped a container of water and spilled all over the floor, then at a restaurant I dropped a pepper shaker and smashed a small plate, and THEN I knocked down an ornament at a Jerky Shack. Something is wrong with me today.
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 22, 2012, 07:43:09 PM
I'd make it
But never knew I'd
Let it get so bad
Living with myself
Is all I have
I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like
I'm frozen in time
Living in a
World so cold
Wasting away
Living in a shell
With no soul"
"I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream.
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean.
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright."
I never thought I could feel this bad about my life... It's like every time I try to do better, something gets in my way and pulls me under. My family is shattered like frail glass, and my childhood was wasted; for what..? I haven't the slightest idea why I had to be wrapped up in this; it may be life, but does that mean I cannot show remorse over the events..? And I'm not even looking back that far; all of this crap from my past effects the present. I never get to see my siblings, my Dad lives in the middle of the country, my Mom hates me, my Grandparents are my caretakers, and because of what happened in my family... I've spent seven years as an "adult." From eleven to eighteen... I have done nothing but deliberate, and why? Because I had to choose a parent?! Feh, sometimes I wonder what I should have really done with my life...
Blah, blah, blah; angst, discontent and shit like that. Feh, whatever. Just gonna spend my time helping others...
Post by: Cifero Windtail on March 22, 2012, 07:48:15 PM
I... I'm getting scared of myself. I keep getting these... strange urges... murderous ones. I'm afraid that one day... I might crack.
But hopefully, my willpower to not kill living creatures that could be changed for the better will over come this...
Post by: blinxis on March 22, 2012, 09:58:17 PM
Everyone else friggin passed, so I'm probably considered the "Dumb dude" of the class. I think school beat me :'(
Post by: Count of Cutesy on March 23, 2012, 09:37:07 PM
Post by: Akula Filiko on March 24, 2012, 12:29:35 AM
Post by: pawz9 on March 24, 2012, 05:54:05 PM
Post by: MrRazot on March 29, 2012, 03:15:24 PM
i hardy got a wink of sleep last night so i've been tired all day, nauseated and no appetite.
i feel like the living dead @.@
Post by: WingedZephyr on March 29, 2012, 04:19:23 PM
Post by: legolyle on March 29, 2012, 05:42:57 PM
what the heck >.>
Post by: Luggz on April 03, 2012, 05:25:26 AM
EDIT: make that snow
Post by: MrRazot on April 03, 2012, 06:30:35 AM
and the power
silly south africa >:(
Post by: ✡ on April 05, 2012, 09:39:28 PM
Post by: MrRazot on April 05, 2012, 10:34:35 PM
Post by: pawz9 on April 07, 2012, 02:23:17 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on April 07, 2012, 05:10:51 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on April 12, 2012, 05:01:00 AM
When it goes from an object of enjoyment to an object of "political" dominance and "military" superiority, I begin to find video games so much less enjoyable, and in lieu, it becomes draining; as if it were a workplace interrupting relaxation. And it becomes even less enjoyable when this very concept robs you of time to spend with the one you love, and turns a fun time into that being rent asunder.
Video games are meant to be sources of relief and enjoyment, not taken so seriously as to be treated like religion. Bah, and to offer discordance (despite its mature execution) when one wishes to assist and accommodate in hopes of being allowed to spend time with the one they love, whom is involved in said "organization," and thus disallow it is utter inanity that truly, in my eyes, separates the free and the willingly enslaved.
Translation: Rebecca (Shuishe/Khaega, my girlfriend) intended to ditch me all day Saturday to go on Halo Reach with her clan, the Sangheili Eminence Fleet, without even asking my opinion. We talked about that, and eventually came to a resolution, and happily showed each other love and apology (as neither of us gave favorable responses to becalming things.) I tried to work out a compromise with one of the leaders, due to my previous involvement with them, I was dismissed as one to cause riff raff despite my lack of disrespect for the clan. My girl is still working on persuasion, but the initial response from the noted leader was infuriating enough, regardless.
Post by: Ares the Ram on April 12, 2012, 05:10:58 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on April 12, 2012, 05:24:03 AM
That is when it becomes not fun.
Post by: anoni on April 12, 2012, 05:27:42 AM
Post by: Akula Filiko on April 13, 2012, 05:23:06 AM
Post by: Ares the Ram on April 13, 2012, 09:47:40 PM
Post by: Luggz on April 13, 2012, 10:04:59 PM
Post by: anoni on April 14, 2012, 06:34:05 PM
It's just a game but I was really looking forward to it and now it seems that everyone seems to want me to not have a fun time playing it :(
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on April 14, 2012, 09:37:56 PM
I hate it when the cartoons I used to watch are put down because someone considers them to be "not real cartoons."
I don't make fun of what you watched as a kid (I don't even know what you watched, but it was probably all animes), don't make fun of what I watched and make me feel like shit (knowing that I feel insulted).
Post by: anoni on April 15, 2012, 04:47:52 AM
The game was spoiled for me on a completely different thread "Jetpacks" in FunRP. So... yeah XD
Post by: Luggz on April 15, 2012, 04:49:02 AM
Post by: Alison Marie on April 15, 2012, 05:48:11 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on April 18, 2012, 06:33:36 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on April 20, 2012, 03:45:52 AM
Plainly, I need to show some assertion of my craft to help becalm my mind. But when will an idea finally strike upon the proper note, and give me that proper ink I have sought? A formidable thing to formulate conjecture; rather the immovable object looming before my unstoppable force. I must change this.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on April 20, 2012, 08:27:44 PM
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on April 21, 2012, 06:31:05 AM
Post by: anoni on April 22, 2012, 11:26:18 AM
Do I even deserve help?
Post by: MrRazot on April 22, 2012, 11:46:54 AM
Post by: Luke White-Heart on April 22, 2012, 12:24:28 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on April 24, 2012, 08:18:51 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on April 25, 2012, 12:59:36 AM
And yes, I know furries aren't a race, but I still consider it racism.
(Also, MugoUrth is what I go by outside the furry forum.)
Edit: Changed because I might have worded to tensely.
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on April 25, 2012, 01:20:09 AM
Im made fun of constantly but I dont wish the people who make fun of me dead....well one person but thats different story
just calm down your obviously a little mad right now.
Post Merge: April 25, 2012, 01:21:30 AM
*I do know this is a venting thing but wishing people dead is a littel far*
Post Merge: April 25, 2012, 01:24:03 AM
*I do know that this is a venting thing but wishing people dead is not good*
Post by: Count of Cutesy on April 25, 2012, 02:50:14 AM
anyone who is not a furry? sry but I hate jerkoffs who are jerks to people but that is just a little far bro
Im made fun of constantly but I dont wish the people who make fun of me dead....well one person but thats different story
just calm down your obviously a little mad right now.
Post Merge: April 25, 2012, 01:21:30 AM
*I do know this is a venting thing but wishing people dead is a littel far*
Post Merge: April 25, 2012, 01:24:03 AM
*I do know that this is a venting thing but wishing people dead is not good*
...I didn't mean that literally. I don't wish anyone dead, especially not for not being a furry. That was mostly to exagerate my mood right now.
Post by: x on April 25, 2012, 01:23:04 PM
But that girl won't shut up.
T_T
Her and her annoying 6th grader voice talking about her friend's boyfriend's phone and whatnot pointless things. Keeps talking. She just keeps talking. Every day, talking loud and shouting at the people in the back of the bus.
SHUTUPSHUTUPSHUTUP
*turns up music volume all the way*
D: *can still hear her OVER the music* just shoot me....
It's all I can do to keep myself from going up there and smacking the sixth grader out of her.
But that's called bullying, and bullying isn't very nice.
Post by: Akula Filiko on April 28, 2012, 05:53:17 AM
Post by: anoni on April 29, 2012, 11:56:18 AM
Post by: Luke White-Heart on April 30, 2012, 01:34:27 PM
Post by: Kaya on April 30, 2012, 01:38:15 PM
Post by: anoni on May 06, 2012, 10:38:13 AM
I tell people, I can't talk why in GTA4, I tell people, I can't shift-tab for steam overlay why playing GTA4. You think, people wouldn't speak to me but noooooooooo
No, in-fact when I was playing GTA4, having a lot of fun, I keep getting annoyed by this constant "BEEP" "BEEP" "BEEP" sound that steam uses whenever someone sends me a message. I try to ignore it, but then I start hearing the SKYPE call sound, beeps from skype and such.
I think there was something important, I alt-tab out of the game, which ultimately crashes the game and disconnects me from the online session, I am no longer playing my game. I go up to the person who sent me a million messages and go "what's up?"
HIS RESPONSE: "Finally a response! Hey... can I join your game?"
WHAT! WHAT! WHAT! I told this person HUNDREDS OF TIMES BEFORE I CAN'T TALK WHY PLAYING GTA4
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Well, yeah, just anger haha XD
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on May 06, 2012, 04:30:33 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 07, 2012, 07:31:03 PM
A.) I was out the other day and saw some Muslims praying. My reaction? "Win one for cultural diversity ^.^" (I like muslims :P), my companies reaction? "[Insert myriad of offensive and derogatory slurs here]" -_-'. I need better friends.
B.) I need to get my wifi from McDonalds. That's bad enough- but this McDonalds only has ONE outlet. This rather... Obtuse... Family remains blocking it off. I cant ask them to move because three children and their mother are blocking it. And they keep. Buying. More. Food.
ITS RIDICULOUS.
And of course like four of us laptop people are staring at it greedily xD So when they do leave it's going to be a fight for the seats...
Post by: Count of Cutesy on May 08, 2012, 06:18:11 PM
Post by: JoJoJoshua on May 09, 2012, 03:56:05 PM
Post by: kivabunny on May 09, 2012, 04:24:23 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 09, 2012, 04:45:55 PM
Yes I said three.
-_-
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on May 09, 2012, 08:24:56 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on May 12, 2012, 08:55:19 AM
Completely helpless and innocent people, and they get that horrid death? And then imagining the victim being someone I care about... Ugh, oh my freaking God it scares the hell out of me and make me so damned uncomfortable. Somebody rip the memory out of my head, please? X.=.x;
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on May 12, 2012, 01:38:33 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 13, 2012, 11:18:46 PM
Oh happy day.
Post by: Zae on May 15, 2012, 05:48:29 AM
For one, school. From people stealing my crap, breaking it, etc, being loud and obnoxious, disrespecting teachers and fellow classmates, bullying, and down right idiocy. The guys in my class are idiots, and take every chance they find to pick on each other, the girls in my class, myself, and the teachers. Heck, they're a funny group, but I hate their guts by times. Not to mention, exams start on the 11th next month. And in english, we have tons of homework. We're reading a novel, answering questions on every chapter, doing definitions from the chapters, reading poems from a textbook, answering questions on -THOSE- AND doing an autobiography all at the same time. I. Hate. My. English. Teacher.
Now, my dad. He's usually on my case, asking me to go outside and work nearly every day, and saying I don't help around the house enough, and that I should hang with my friends more, and how I spend too much time on the machines (IPod, computer, xbox) etc. But, I was lucky enough to have him go out west to work, so he isn't home. I thought I was free. Oh was i wrong. He called the other day, and when he asked to talk to me, he bugged me about a mistake I made earlier that my mom must have told him about, he asked if my room was clean, if I was helping my mom, telling me I should go hang with friends... Wtf... We didn't even really have a casual convo, he was on my case the entire time.
Relationship issue things. x.-.x Arguments, large and small. I snap at him, he gets angry, and yeah... I get annoyed waaaay to easily... it's really screwing things up for me.. *sighs* Lots of stupid stuff lately...
I think that almost covers it all... I feel I've missed something but meh.. if I did I can post another rant I guess..
Post by: Midnight Madness on May 15, 2012, 06:44:45 AM
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on May 15, 2012, 10:08:54 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on May 16, 2012, 05:58:44 AM
But I owe Taluns a major thank you, and an awesome Sytex hug. (People have actually offered to pay me for my hugs. O.=.o) She really helped me cheer up this morning, and chatted with me through the day. She really helped me out, and I owe her a whole bunch for that. <3 I also spent my whole damn day perfecting my Argonian self in Skyrim, and I enjoyed that too. Though I've had a craving to play Pokemon Xd Gale of Darkness too. I am now off to bed, hopefully dream and waste the remainder of this time without my dragoness... I'll be so happy to see her tomorrow! <3 But hell, I'm still worn down and tired, and a lot of thinking needs to be done. She says I'm fine, perfect even, but perfect isn't good enough; I'm going to improve for her. And I'm going to work to make her happy until that rant she posted here is nothing more than a bad memory. Either way, I'm going to be hella exhausted for a while yet.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 16, 2012, 05:26:12 PM
I am constantly worn. By that I mean tired, almost wasted. Even now, almost crippling exhaustion. I feel it constantly.
As some of you may know I, to an extent, hear "voices" or rather to say that I have two voices, both my own (again, to a specific extent) but both different. To the point of being eachothers converse on many topics but in agreeance on others. It's infuriating and the arguments are getting more common. I feel them, each on in a different place. One left, on right, somewhere in the frontal lobe I do believe. Probably just some lunacy on my part, but still... My conciousness is torn.
I no longer desire the company of others, nor indeed do I desire leaving my solitude. I often find solace in my work, but even that is slipping away.
I am tormented by religion. I am an athiest, as is well known, but feign christianity. I do not know why, perhaps out of respect, or fear. I don't know. I truly don't.
I've recently been prone to fit of madness, predicated by migraine headaches (which I usually hide, I do not want those around me to be aware of yet another issue of mine). After which I just loose sight of reason. Don't forget what I was doing, but why, and become somewhat... Destructive. This occurs only rarely, but indeed it does occur.
I find my privacy in a constant state of active violation. I am being watched, and no, this is not a feeling of paranoia. I have been made aware by the person(s) involved that I am under scrutiny.
I find myself unable to focus for long extents of time, just staring blanly at the subject at hand.
I find immense difficulty in expressing ambition or initiative as of late.
I am beginning to loathe and resent those around me,
And now I'm sayng it all online because hell if I won't say one word with any meaning to people's faces.
Post by: WingedZephyr on May 19, 2012, 06:21:48 AM
Post by: NJMike on May 19, 2012, 06:30:06 AM
I'm not trying to be condescending with this; we all need to grow up, and we are all immature in some ways, including myself. But there are some people that are just trapped in little childrens' bodies.
Post by: Midnight Madness on May 23, 2012, 03:03:18 AM
HIGH SCHOOL. I want better education than what is offered; I don't learn anything practical for my life outside of college prep shit.
Post by: Rinny on May 23, 2012, 03:05:37 AM
Two words with a follow up comment.Aw man, I'm SO happy to be out of High School. Trust me if you're going to college there are no cliques, no drama, nothin'. :)
HIGH SCHOOL. I want better education than what is offered; I don't learn anything practical for my life outside of college prep shit.
As for me, I guess my ac being broken and living in Texas is bothering me. But thankfully it's getting fixed tomorrow. Losing sleep makes me a very sad red panda.
Post by: Nrein on May 23, 2012, 05:39:40 AM
Post by: Luggz on May 23, 2012, 05:51:08 AM
Post by: Luke White-Heart on May 23, 2012, 01:26:49 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on May 23, 2012, 01:48:57 PM
I HATE how my mate and i are so far apart! :( >:(
I know that feel. It really **censor** with me last night, especially considering she fell asleep on me before I could wish her well and tell her I love her.
Post by: Rinny on May 23, 2012, 04:21:02 PM
It's not a huge deal really but it bothers me. He had a crush on another girl since freshman year (He's now a senior) but she always turned him down saying that he was more like a brother to her..but as soon as he gets a girlfriend she flirts with him, talks about her sex life to him and just..all this inappropriate stuff. And he did it back..in October he broke up with me for her and it just broke me. I lost a lot of weight because of it but he said that as soon as he did it he cried for 7 or 8 hours straight and his mother vouches for that. He said that he made the biggest mistake of his life and we've been back together and have been going out for a year and a half now.
I don't tell him that the past comes back anymore because when he remembers it he feels guilty and I don't want him to feel bad.
I don't usually vent about this.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 23, 2012, 07:06:49 PM
D:
Post by: CrazyCat on May 24, 2012, 09:33:56 PM
Post by: Vinny Raccoon on May 26, 2012, 10:38:14 AM
I can't find one good thing to say about these Trolls. I'm glad I left that group. The worse thing that Battlestar had ordered me to do was to leave some of the groups! >:( I'm glad that I left that Team Rocket Group. Battlestar was nothing but a bully! Let it be known on this very day. Is, at least I know who are my Friend. and that's the people on: the furry forums
Post by: Fawkes on May 26, 2012, 08:20:29 PM
*GROWLS*
>:(
Wearing cat ears doesn't make you a furry any more than wearing a stupid hat makes you the Pope.
(Apologies to any Catholics and Christians out there.)
Post by: Rinny on May 26, 2012, 09:36:44 PM
If you get a comic..put it back where it belongs. We have a kid section for a reason and kids don't need to see Marvel Zombies...well they do but I'm gonna get in trouble for it. Seriously every ten minutes I have to check around the whole store and put things back where they belong. >(
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on May 27, 2012, 01:50:25 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on May 29, 2012, 05:23:17 PM
Thick leather; it'll last decades. But right about now it may as well be made of iron.
Post by: Fawkes on June 04, 2012, 10:01:22 PM
Post by: MrRazot on June 05, 2012, 02:52:04 PM
Post by: Fawkes on June 05, 2012, 03:13:10 PM
Post by: MrRazot on June 05, 2012, 03:16:35 PM
does it have any electronics?
Post by: Aoren Deringer on June 05, 2012, 07:48:15 PM
Perhaps I should explain- the college I'm trying to get into has a monthly publication. A friend of mine volunteers at it- overheard one of the guys mention that they were looking for a new subculture piece from somebody new, to broaden their base or some nonsense.
This friend of mine let loose that I was a furry.
So I got a call (unbeknownst to me) and offered the piece. Well yippee ki yay, right? Wrong. See they know what furries are. Dont care too much either- what they want is an interaction piece between furries and bronies.
So now, I, a non-brony and obligated to immerse myself into and observe the brony subculture. -_-
I have until August fifth, and they want me to be excellent at it.
Myeh.
Ah well. Maybe this is less negative than "myeh".
Either way it gives me an excuse to read some twisted fanfics and listen to more mind-clearing black metal than ever before.
Because remember kiddies-a soul lacking bile innundated with love and compassion, well, that leads to cupcakes.
I know...
Post by: ✡ on June 05, 2012, 08:55:41 PM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on June 06, 2012, 12:35:19 AM
32" acoustic, in near-mint condition, no scratches or dents and amazing sound. Comes with a capo that has never been used and two picks. But now all these people are being morons...I'm not giving it up for less than 85 dollars, but now everyone's on my case saying "Can I get sixty for it?" "Are you willing to bargain?" Ugh. Luckily, I might have found one person willing to pay full price, but I pissed someone else off because I told them I found someone else and I am going to sell it to the other person instead. Now he's trying to convince me I originally posted it for 85 and not 100, which is total BS because he messaged me and said "What's the lowest you're willing to go?"A bit of advice... Never tell people how low you are willing to go. Let them (or tell them if they ask what your lowest price is) make an offer and you can decide if it's within what you want for it. Like the people who are asking if you'd take 60 (which is stupid to ask if you'll take almost half of what you originally posted it for), they're making an offer, even though they're bad offers.
This rainy weather is making me lazy and that's not good, even though I like rainy weather.
Post by: [Sov] on June 06, 2012, 01:50:18 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 06, 2012, 03:11:30 AM
Post by: Luggz on June 06, 2012, 04:49:15 AM
Post by: MrRazot on June 06, 2012, 08:07:56 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 06, 2012, 11:53:08 PM
For one, my Xbox is **censor** over. It started freezing every ten minutes, in the middle of playing GTA with Shuishe and our friend Mark; I thought it was just an issue with GTA, because it hadn't happened at all with Skyrim or Halo: Reach; but oh no, it was the system itself experiencing a breakdown. And it now has the red ring, legitimately. Well, at least it's an excuse to get a new Xbox; I have one of the original models.
Second thing, Shuishe's father. I've never met the guy, but from what I do know about him, he's irritating. Shuishe describes him just like how I would describe my Grandfather. Bigoted, assuming, cantankerous and **censor** "holier-than-thou." He's also a labor addicted mule (considering how stubborn he is about it), according to Shuishe. He works dawn 'till dusk, doing things of no importance, most often being heavy labor, and dragging his family out to work just to work them. Not once have I really heard him make an effort to gather the whole family to enjoy each other, in fact, he apparently argues with the family on a daily basis. I can understand that, maybe, he likes to work. No problem, but he acts like everyone has to enjoy working, and if they don't something's wrong. He will drag Shuishe out to work on projects that serve next to no legitimate purpose but to occupy him for hours on end, all day sometimes, all other plans for fun be damned. Oh, and if Shuishe says she doesn't want to work, even one day when she's been working every day for a month, he gets angry with her and takes away her electronics and sketchbooks. ._. So she's afraid to stand up to him when she doesn't want to go out and work. I cannot put any real dislike on the guy, but I can air grievance in the fact that he constantly drags her to do shit she hates doing.
Post by: CrazyCat on June 07, 2012, 12:27:18 AM
1) Had to quit my job at Goodwill as a donation door attendant because it was too hectic.
2) I'm taking a driver's ed course and I'm terrified of taking the driving test next week because I'm afraid I'll get distracted and end up splattering a little kid all over the pavement.
Post by: Bigieu on June 07, 2012, 02:46:53 PM
Post by: Armalite_ on June 08, 2012, 06:07:38 AM
I'm taking a driver's ed course and I'm terrified of taking the driving test next week because I'm afraid I'll get distracted and end up splattering a little kid all over the pavement.
The test is sooooo easy. Just remember the most basic rules of driving and you'll do fine. Stop at reds behind the line, check the mirrors/blindspots a lot, keep a distance from whatever's in front of you, don't speed, two hands on the wheel, pedestrians get right of way and so does oncoming traffic. Remember that and you got a license.
Good luck, man.
...and I actually had a pretty good day today. :D
Post by: anoni on June 08, 2012, 06:31:29 AM
...I'm sick, alone and I feel disappointed :'(
Post Merge: June 08, 2012, 12:51:50 PM
Today's been bad, really bad. I woke up with a really bad stomach pain, I get these pains like once (sometimes twice) a year and they are the worst. Honestly, I couldn't even move, the pain was so intense, all I could do was curl up in bed sobbing. My mum was around, she was staying for a bit and gave me some medication that was prescribed to the doctor last time this happened and now I feel a bit better, but the pain is still there just much more tolerable. But the problem doesn't stop there, my mum and the guy that's been living with us Phil, have gone to Adelaide for the entire long weekend, so if this medication wears off or something or I get sick again, I can't rely on them, they are in a different city. Then my dad comes over, to check up on me, I was looking forward to seeing prometheus with my dad, we used to watch a movie every other day, but we stopped that, so I was hoping we could start again. I was wrong, because he booked the tickets without me, he booked a ticket for him and a ticket for his girlfriend and didn't book a ticket for me because I was sick. He could of waited a day, he has nothing on tomorrow, he could of waited until tomorrow. The tone he used when I asked him why I did that was so, hesitant it's almost as if he didn't want me to go... I told him to book me a seat if there was any seats near him, even if I am sick I just want to see the movie with him, even if his girlfriend is there.
...I'm sick, alone and I feel disappointed :'(
Post by: Armalite_ on June 08, 2012, 02:54:41 PM
It sounds like your dad wanted to take his gf out on a date OR the gf wanted your dad to take her out. I'm not sure if whether or not she had something to do with your ticket not getting booked but in my experience (if she's evil, that's what happened, I'm like 80% sure), the girlfriend usually complains about third wheels, friends who tag along, and family coming along on events that she'd rather be at only with her boyfriend. If you miss the times you shared chillin with your dad, book time with him when his gf isn't around. Cuz she was prolly like "omg i wanna watch prometheus with you!" and your dad in his head is like "damn...I was supposed to see that with my boy..." but probably accepted the idea under pressure of her possibly getting mad.
I wouldn't be quick to get upset at your dad, just ask him when he's free to do something else that's equally as cool as Prometheus and tell him it's "Father and Son time...so there."
Post by: anoni on June 08, 2012, 04:15:43 PM
I convinced my dad and his GF to book me a seat.
Bad news is I somehow screwed up my back and now it really hurts XD
thanks for the advice though :D
Post by: MrRazot on June 09, 2012, 11:11:27 AM
Post by: anoni on June 09, 2012, 02:35:32 PM
Post by: Armalite_ on June 09, 2012, 02:53:36 PM
Post by: legolyle on June 09, 2012, 06:35:23 PM
and, I didn't get to do what I wanted to do today at all, it all fell through, why does Florida have to have so much rain! seriously! nothing but rain in this state that is supposed to be the "sunshine state."
I didn't even get my sunburn from Florida, but frikkin georgia.
pathetic.
Post by: Rinny on June 11, 2012, 08:17:01 PM
Post by: ZombiezuRFER on June 11, 2012, 08:30:58 PM
Post by: Fawkes on June 12, 2012, 04:23:21 AM
http://tinyurl.com/c4f3x75
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on June 12, 2012, 03:50:26 PM
Really sucks because I was supposed to ride with my brother today to learn his Tuesday route, so I could do it when his other job interferes. Makes it seem like I purposely made myself sick so I didn't have to go, but I have no reason to not want to work with my brother and there's no way that I could make these problems happen (especially the two main ones, the pain being one of them). The only thing I could have faked was nausea and I only had that for a little bit.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on June 12, 2012, 07:27:57 PM
Post by: Luggz on June 13, 2012, 06:28:12 PM
Post by: pawz9 on June 14, 2012, 03:38:04 PM
Post by: Luggz on June 14, 2012, 05:39:55 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 14, 2012, 07:41:35 PM
"What, do you think I like it?!" Then when I said I never meant that, she got mad at me. ._. And she comes back, a little after, laughing for some odd reason. Turns out she read my Grandpa's little schedule book that he uses as a little diary of sorts. Apparently, he has been writing some pretty obscene things bout my Grandma and I.
I'm sick of living here. This is just immature, plain and simple. Proof that even your elders can be fools.
Post by: FurryJunky on June 17, 2012, 12:54:11 AM
Perfect example is chips! Nowa days I feel as if im paying more for air then chips, what the poop man!
Post by: Boone Zofox on June 17, 2012, 09:44:34 PM
Post by: ✡ on June 18, 2012, 02:48:58 AM
Post by: FurryJunky on June 18, 2012, 02:50:49 AM
Post by: ✡ on June 18, 2012, 02:51:37 AM
Why is that KangaDrake? :oclinical depression runs in my family and mine decided to get a whole lot worse in the past year or so. Now I'm depressed pretty much every day :/
Post by: FurryJunky on June 18, 2012, 02:54:35 AM
My mom has depression aswell and takes pills for it.
All you need is drugs!
But seriously, how can I help lighten your day?
Post by: ✡ on June 18, 2012, 02:56:41 AM
:(I'm taking a few cures for it, but no anti-depressants X3 I've seen those turn my friends into mental zombies :( I'm feeling a bit better right now because I got some tea and I'm chilling after a long day at work X3
My mom has depression aswell and takes pills for it.
All you need is drugs!
But seriously, how can I help lighten your day?
Post by: FurryJunky on June 18, 2012, 02:59:18 AM
Even though I tell her it dosent work.
But if it works for you, drink up! ^_^
Post by: Bigieu on June 18, 2012, 05:36:08 PM
How?
Post by: FurryJunky on June 18, 2012, 05:42:21 PM
then over the course of the next few weeks he's talking to me about all these girls he likes and how much they compliment himHow long have you known this person?
Because from what you said it dosent seem like he cares all that much about you anymore.
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on June 18, 2012, 06:43:50 PM
Thing is, with my anxiety, I usually get sick along with it (generally in the mornings and gets better throughout the day), which makes me not want to do the things that are causing the stress and anxiety. In turn, I have to force myself to go through the things while trying to satiate my sickness (which is very difficult).
I got some Valerian Root to try to help, but it's basically meant to help with sleeping, so I guess I've got to get some St. John's Wort for it today and hopefully it will help since it is supposed to be taken three times a day. It's basically just a substitute until my physical though.
(Not posting everything here since I'm going to be writing in my journal about it all.)
Post by: ✡ on June 18, 2012, 07:38:58 PM
Post by: Bayzan on June 18, 2012, 08:03:03 PM
this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<
D: Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? :S
Post by: ✡ on June 18, 2012, 08:16:02 PM
she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings >.>this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<
D: Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? :S
Post by: Bayzan on June 18, 2012, 08:20:20 PM
she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings >.>this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<
D: Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? :S
Tell her it's a whole misunderstanding.
Post by: FurryJunky on June 18, 2012, 08:25:13 PM
Its a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote! @.@she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings >.>this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<
D: Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? :S
Tell her it's a whole misunderstanding.
But that is pritty messed up!
Post by: ✡ on June 18, 2012, 08:28:35 PM
XD my mom doesn't listen to anybody but herself. You could tell her that the sky was blue and she'd argue and tell you you were wrong and she was rightIts a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote! @.@she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings >.>this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<
D: Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? :S
Tell her it's a whole misunderstanding.
But that is pritty messed up!
Post by: Bayzan on June 18, 2012, 08:33:43 PM
XD my mom doesn't listen to anybody but herself. You could tell her that the sky was blue and she'd argue and tell you you were wrong and she was rightIts a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote! @.@she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings >.>this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<
D: Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? :S
Tell her it's a whole misunderstanding.
But that is pritty messed up!
Aren't all mothers the same...
Post by: FurryJunky on June 18, 2012, 08:37:30 PM
What is this maddness!!! @.@ @.@XD my mom doesn't listen to anybody but herself. You could tell her that the sky was blue and she'd argue and tell you you were wrong and she was rightIts a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote! @.@she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings >.>this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<
D: Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? :S
Tell her it's a whole misunderstanding.
But that is pritty messed up!
Aren't all mothers the same...
Post by: Bayzan on June 18, 2012, 08:39:09 PM
What is this maddness!!! @.@ @.@XD my mom doesn't listen to anybody but herself. You could tell her that the sky was blue and she'd argue and tell you you were wrong and she was rightIts a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote! @.@she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings >.>this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<
D: Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? :S
Tell her it's a whole misunderstanding.
But that is pritty messed up!
Aren't all mothers the same...
This isn't madness, where having a friendly chat x]
Post by: FurryJunky on June 18, 2012, 08:40:43 PM
This should be in its own thread. ;)What is this maddness!!! @.@ @.@XD my mom doesn't listen to anybody but herself. You could tell her that the sky was blue and she'd argue and tell you you were wrong and she was rightIts a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote! @.@she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings >.>this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<
D: Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? :S
Tell her it's a whole misunderstanding.
But that is pritty messed up!
Aren't all mothers the same...
This isn't madness, where having a friendly chat x]
Post by: WingedZephyr on June 18, 2012, 08:53:07 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 18, 2012, 11:59:08 PM
Post by: FurryJunky on June 19, 2012, 01:22:47 AM
Guess ill just watch TV or play X Box.
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 19, 2012, 02:45:15 AM
Post by: ✡ on June 19, 2012, 04:01:12 AM
Post by: anoni on June 19, 2012, 06:56:55 AM
Grrr
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on June 19, 2012, 08:00:34 PM
Post by: [Sov] on June 19, 2012, 08:53:18 PM
Post by: Dirtcopter77 on June 19, 2012, 11:04:13 PM
Post by: Rinny on June 20, 2012, 08:37:25 PM
Post by: blinxis on June 21, 2012, 02:46:22 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on June 21, 2012, 03:30:55 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 22, 2012, 09:25:28 PM
My parents are taking me to a REALLY fun place tomorrow for my birthday, but they won't let me go in a hairstyle that's comfortable for me. They want me to tie my hair back, which honestly, looks AWFUL on me. They also offered to cut my hair, tie it in dreads, give me a mohawk. Anything but let me keep my hair the way I want it. It's like my parents don't want me to have fun. If I go with my own hairstyle, they'll feel too embarrassed to have fun. But if I let them choose the hairstyle, then I will be too embarrassed to have fun. It's a no-win situation, because a hairstyle doesn't exist on planet earth that both me and my parents like.
Post by: Bayzan on June 24, 2012, 07:48:19 PM
Don't you just love nosey people? I "do". I love them so much that I'd like to rip 'em apart. -_-
I have two sisters, one is 11 and the other is a year younger. Both of them are spoiled, love to take what doesn't belong to 'em and getting into peoples convo, especially the eleven year old. One day I'm drawing a wolf tattoo while listening to some song on my mp3 player (it helps me concentrate). One of them comes with a glass of water and asks me "Is that a wolf?" and I'm like "What does it look like to you Captain Obvious -_-". She grabbed my sketch book, went running, tripped on the rug, fell spilling the glass of water on my book. I was about to say something when I noticed that my other sister was reading one of my journals ( I have 3 journals, 2 of them are full and the 3rd one is almost done. I have everything personal about me in there (about being bi, a furry blah blah blah).). I stared walking to her, she saw me and took off to find my mom. I was like "Ah shit..." and stared chasing her over the whole house. When I finally caught up to her my mom was starting to open my journal but I grabbed it before she could even read a sentence. She asked me what do you have in this book and I told her it's my journal. She wanted to read it but I said no.
I'm the only furry in the entire family, if I told them what I was they would give me a hell of a hard time... I'm easy to trust but don't trust that easily. I've been hurt badly in the past physically and emotionally, that's why I have journals, to express my feelings and opinions. That's why I joined the forums, to find others like me... (P.S. Thinking of making a journal here but I'm not sure...)
Post by: Aoren Deringer on June 25, 2012, 05:44:02 PM
Yeah.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 26, 2012, 02:20:11 AM
...
DOWN THE TOILET!!!
Ugh! I got a new XBox 360 on Saturday, and the very next day, it broke! So we returned it for a new one today, and THAT ONE broke, too! Those older models are useless! They're WAY too easy to break!!! And right now, I want to SCREAM!!!
Post by: anoni on June 26, 2012, 10:28:47 AM
Two hundred dollars. ...Two hundred dollars.
...
DOWN THE TOILET!!!
Ugh! I got a new XBox 360 on Saturday, and the very next day, it broke! So we returned it for a new one today, and THAT ONE broke, too! Those older models are useless! They're WAY too easy to break!!! And right now, I want to SCREAM!!!
Bleh, I know, my xbox 360 got the Red Ring of Death 4 times in two years! I'm still using the same one though :P
Post by: FurryJunky on June 26, 2012, 03:23:52 PM
I have had it for three years now and it works perfectly.
Just yesterday infact my dad left the sprinkler on and the sliding glass door open and the whole downstairs was soaked, including my laptop, the carpet, my favourite chair, my fan, my table, and a corner of my console! x_x
My day yesterday was me with a hairdryer trying to save my belongings.
Horrible day!
Post by: Aoren Deringer on June 26, 2012, 06:43:43 PM
Poor thing didnt stand a chance in hell -_-
Post by: Khelan on June 26, 2012, 07:18:01 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on June 27, 2012, 01:12:11 PM
This kid went onto their forums asking how to deal with bullies, and the community there recommended violence. Straight out violence. Even if the kid wasn't being physically injured by someone. At first I thought they were kidding, but they were dead serious about it. I tried suggesting non-violent solutions, but they insisted on violence being the answer.
...My respect for that community went down a lot because of that.
Also, my refrigerator just broke.
Post by: FurryJunky on June 27, 2012, 09:42:45 PM
Then its the day I was supposed to over and I'm ready to leave just waiting for a ride, next thing I know she text's me that her dad want to me to go over a different day, AGAIN.
Once or twice is fine but this is the 8Th time this has happined!! Its Cattle Crap I tell you!! UGH! >:(
*Takes a deep breath* :S
Post by: Khelan on June 27, 2012, 11:06:07 PM
So, when ever my friends decide to meet and hang out they all agree to drive there, while its usually at their place, keep in mind all of them have scooters so that they can get easily get there, while i have to ride my bike all the way there. Now that's not necessarily any problem for my keeping in mind that i enjoy free exercise. Anyway what i don't enjoy is them randomly deciding to ride off to somewhere that is usually a few miles from their house. For me i came there with a bike so that means that i ride there make sense? For them it does. Anyway they usually tell me that they are going this or there and if I bother I can join. Well i just rode down here a 2 hours ago i might as well join, half an hour late i get down there and usually they have been waiting there for a long time and they are ready to head back home....OK WHAT?! I just rode down here that took approximately 20 minutes and you have been sitting here and waiting for me to get here so you could ride back home! That's best friend logic right here...
So this have happened a few times and usually its more of this joke in a attempt to piss each other off, but time i just described was not like that and they really just wanted to wait for me so i could be included, sure, why not? No, but this happens to them as well, i mean i also have a slight tendency of leaving behind some of my friends since we aren't all on the same page allways. I mean its like when i talk about allot of stuff on the internet or memes or whatever one of my friends have mostly no clue of what I'm talking about, and he is entirely left out, i still talk to him about stuff, but i know he don't care.
Anyway this is not usually a big deal to me, but today i did feel left out. And i often try to tell them that there is no point of dragging around if you aren't going to stick around, and their argument allways seems to be: "You just need to get a scooter..." And that piss me off! I don't have one, and frankly I don't need one! >:O
So i know my friends seems like duchebags, but really they arent that bad, we are quite tolerant to each others choices, and we stick around very often so its not a huge deal.
That's my daily rant, and will probably make very little sense to you:S Pew....
Post by: anoni on June 28, 2012, 04:15:05 PM
I dunno, just random ranting.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on June 29, 2012, 04:16:01 PM
I got totally yelled at that I need to be less morbid! How is that morbid? It's an easily-sealed box that one can lay in comfortably, isn't a coffin a fair measurement for it?
Post by: Zae on June 30, 2012, 11:29:39 AM
And, I hate living on a hill. The breeze rarely dies down enough to allow me to fly my RC planes. ._. I have 4 planes and 2 helis, and I can't fly them unless the conditions are right... My 2 heli's are broke, and one plane is in need of a few repairs... Weather, I wish you'd cooperate so I could have so fun flying. ._.
Welp, It's 8:30am, Time to sleep. ._.
Post by: Furjangles on July 05, 2012, 03:03:51 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on July 05, 2012, 06:53:21 PM
Then they stopped.
It was like a rollercoaster, absolutely terrifying but a great thrill when it was finished. Now they're gone.
It makes me sad.
Post by: anoni on July 06, 2012, 11:08:33 AM
She knows it is a collar now, she saw it in full light and I already know what she assumes. She assumes something sexual about it, I know it, It's not true but I KNOW she does and I'm scared and I'm worried. She came in when I was wearing it, but I covered it with my jacket, she had seen my collar before for a split second, but thought it was a necklace, but no, she sees it now and asks why I have I'm wearing my jacket up. I go "No reason" she forces me to pull it down and sees the collar in full light, "that looks like a collar" she says. She looks at me and says "don't be stupid" I say "what do you mean" she goes "YOU KNOW what I mean". Well, I didn't know, I asked her again as she was walking up to her room, she kept saying she knew what I meant, I asked her one more time. She stopped, in the middle of the stairs, I don't know why, but she did, then she looked at me and just said "no". Then walked away into her room to sleep.
I don't WANT to tell her about the fandom now, I don't know what to do though, she's gonna tell my dad, my family, my whole family but my brother will know and they'll assume the worst. GOSH I don't want to be such a weird kid with her, she doesn't deserve it goddamn it. I don't know, I don't want this. GRRR I DON'T WANT THIS! GRARG.
Post by: WingedZephyr on July 07, 2012, 12:58:07 AM
Post by: Gabriel of creosha on July 07, 2012, 04:19:39 PM
My bitch of a stepmom has taken all rights away from my little brother. She took his 4th of july fireworks away, he can't speak badly of her, and she threatens anything bad he does with harsher than required consequences. EVEN better than this A marine I know was recently honorably discharged for medical reasons. Better than all of this I'm caught up in a dispute between two my
friends involving a boy they both like.
All I need now is confirmation that my brother has lost the rights to his child from a bitch *removed*. *removed*
Post by: WingedZephyr on July 08, 2012, 10:41:10 PM
I probably would have let her have it if she'd just asked, but it fricken pisses me off that I'm treated like I never have the right to be upset about anything just because my parents use their money on me sometimes.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on July 09, 2012, 07:50:43 PM
It is incredibly painful for me to be in there while they are on. So mi madre, she decides that she wants something to drink, turns THREE of them on all at once with no warning, even though they were completely unessesary (you can see just fine in the twilight I had created with the candles) and then left them on. When I complain about this, her response was "It's wierd to be in the dark. You should turn more lights on anyway." I explain that I have an aversion to lights, and that I only have the candles lit so that there is sufficient light to read and her response "That's wierd" and then she turns the lights back on! WHY?!
To torment me...
Post by: pawz9 on July 09, 2012, 08:06:40 PM
Post Merge: July 09, 2012, 10:03:21 PM
I just remember what else i was going to rant about
Recently us congress repealed the stolen valor act which makes it legal to claim you were in the military and received honors even if you didnt actually serve and that makes me really *censored* mad that someone can pretend to have earned the congressional medal of honor when they didnt congress repealed it because it offended someone but it *censored* offends me when someone lies about being a war hero when they are just sitting on their butts at home when the people who really deserve those honors are fighting and dying every day
Post by: Aoren Deringer on July 12, 2012, 06:30:27 PM
Aorenfail.
This is why I don't like sleeping D:
Post by: blinxis on July 15, 2012, 03:35:33 AM
I lost ALL of my projects for garrysmod. Gm_scream_II, Slenderman Mod, Subconscious Mod, and quite a few side projects that haven't ever been done in source.
There goes 2.5 years of work. I'm pretty sad to be honest :'(
Post by: Ruari on July 16, 2012, 03:42:02 AM
Post by: pawz9 on July 22, 2012, 01:17:10 AM
Post by: ZombiezuRFER on July 22, 2012, 01:44:44 AM
On anthropocentrism, its "arrogant" for valuing, irrationally, humans (no matter what personality or state) above all else, in other words, saying that humans are special for being special, and are above all else. Aliens, animals, Sentient and Sapient AIs, under the guise of anthropocentrism they are worth nothing next to human.
As an example, a human would protect human remains of an unknown person from being devoured by hungry animals simply because it is human, as opposed to allowing the animals to fulfill their desires.
Its preservation of the non-living as opposed to preservation of the living, and people undoubtedly find joy in being alive and witnessing life.
To give another example, its like caring for a pet rock to the detriment of the pet cat.
Its an appeal to emotion, something morality is based off of, but rationality can also involve emotions and morality, and is not irrational for acting as an extension.
If that seems confusing (It is a little bit to me even) it's just rationality applied to ethics. I read somewhere Ethics is just applied morality, and morality has no basis in logic. However, it is not illogical to desire to fulfill our moral "obligations," indeed, the emotion of happiness is nearly dependent on it, and happiness is a desired state of emotion. So morality, can be approached objectively even with its subjective roots, and ethics is just the application of such.
Seeing as its unethical to deny food to someone hungry provided he gives you what you would desire in return, why then can that not apply to non-human entities as well?
As such, that's my refutation of anthropocentrism. Indeed, I have even gone so far as "rebelling" against it by taking up reptilocentrism. (I can't remember if I already stated that.)
The reasons for this are simple and bound by logic; the first being that I like reptiles. A lot. I even do feel a sexual attraction to anthropomorphic reptiles (Even I cannot completely rid myself of anthropocentrism, at least, not yet. Note that this not bestiality, the desire for non-anthropomorphic sexual relations.) and desire to become a reptile myself. (The Spinosaurus project)
The second reason is that anthropocentrism is a threat to rationality and Transhumanism, and especially to Posthumanism. This can be demonstrated by the popular concept of cyborgs as being "lesser" people and being revolted by the "unnatural," which is natural fallacy.
So by rebelling against this concept I hope to raise awareness of its irrationality and make people understand the reasons why its inherently morally objectionable.
I think that was a nice well-laid out rant, what do you think? (rant being a long speech on a topic, not with any emotional connotation attached.)
Post by: Aoren Deringer on July 23, 2012, 07:27:13 PM
Anyway, on to my "vent"!
Well, anywho, my hallucinations are getting ever more frequent and vivid. Recently a recurring figure has showed prominance in my concious nightmares, a thin man... Wearing a grey pinstripe suit, his features obscured by a gas mask, one of an older make with a porthole visor, all-rubber construction and singular ventilation unit. The portholes are tinted rose-red...
He appears to me every night now. It's a tad on the unnerving. The silent watcher...
Admittedly it has made me long for a pinstripe suit. Rather dapper thing.
Post by: anoni on July 31, 2012, 01:04:16 PM
I was doing a program for a friend and I had ALMOST finished it, it was a small program and I forgot to save and it the stupid piece of crap IDE decides to goddamn FREEZE on me for no apparent REASON!
Everything is lost.
GRAWR!
*FLIPS TABLE OVER*
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on August 01, 2012, 06:25:10 AM
Post by: Bayzan on August 03, 2012, 03:06:52 AM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on August 03, 2012, 05:36:37 PM
Fun.
Post by: Luggz on August 03, 2012, 05:40:22 PM
Post by: Aoren Deringer on August 03, 2012, 05:56:40 PM
Aint dating a blast?
Post by: FurryJunky on August 04, 2012, 01:59:14 PM
Post by: anoni on August 05, 2012, 11:37:11 AM
...this is getting ridiculous.
Post by: Luggz on August 07, 2012, 11:02:53 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 09, 2012, 03:21:07 AM
Post by: anoni on August 13, 2012, 10:43:00 AM
I hate this day!
It's been so horrible
I write a long journal post (at least 1,400 words) all about why it's horrible and of course the browser glitches and I lose the entire post!
I just, It's really bad, School, life, Everything
DAMMIT!
Post by: Count of Cutesy on August 13, 2012, 05:19:32 PM
Post by: iKero-chu™ on August 16, 2012, 03:50:40 AM
Post by: CrazyCat on August 16, 2012, 09:52:39 PM
Post by: AsagiOkami on August 17, 2012, 04:36:27 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 20, 2012, 04:19:09 PM
Post by: Ruari on August 22, 2012, 02:31:55 PM
Post by: Beatnory on August 22, 2012, 02:37:44 PM
do something that you don't like is not fun. but if I don't I'm very angry at myself.
if you ever again on the chat, be free to talk to me. we could always have a pm (of private chat don't know how you call it).
1 to 1 conversation is much better. for both of us ;)
Post by: anoni on August 29, 2012, 11:45:50 AM
I've been having an upset tummy for a few days now but I've noticed it's getting worse. If I get sick tomorrow or friday I'll miss an exam and if I get sick saturday or sunday I will go from being in the middle of exams to being sick x.x Bleh, this isn't going to go very well, hopefully it's only something small
Post by: Luke White-Heart on August 29, 2012, 06:06:14 PM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on August 29, 2012, 11:06:12 PM
But my parents don't trust me and think that my word means nothing... which I hate because when I give my word, I do my best to follow it through. >:( >:( >:( >:( >:(
I am gonna prove them wrong SO HARD!!!!
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..... HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARD!!!
Post by: Jacen on September 02, 2012, 11:09:38 PM
Post by: anoni on September 12, 2012, 02:41:50 PM
I'm have this feeling people are becoming less of friends with me and I also have this feeling it's all my fault. I seem to want to do too much stuff at once, juggle school work, get my clan rep back, get my TFF rep back, get my steam friends rep back, and then I miss out some people, and I miss out something and I feel terrible. Schools taking SO MUCH of my Goddamn time and I hate it and I just don't know what to do. It feels like I seriously can't hold all the things I had anymore, it's like a bunch of spinning disks and now there's too many to cope with...
Post by: Luke White-Heart on September 12, 2012, 06:44:45 PM
Post by: Alison Marie on September 22, 2012, 01:15:02 AM
Post by: anoni on September 25, 2012, 10:46:28 AM
GTA4 is a really fun game, it's also a really mature game, with awesome gameplay mechanics, free-roam and just essential fun. It shouldn't be in the horrible state it is now, one person shouldn't be able to take down every single server of the GTA4 network (which has happened about 5 times, someone keeps joining servers and instantly crashing them), it shouldn't be that people are indestructible and can shoot rockets as bullets, it shouldn't be that seemingly the only people that play are russians or 12 year old brats. Why has this beautiful game gotten into this state, it just saddens and angers me.
Post by: pawz9 on September 30, 2012, 01:06:59 AM
Post by: FurryJunky on September 30, 2012, 01:20:27 AM
Another reason why there are so many immature people is because all the mature ones have moved on to new things.
Its I guess you could say, The Circle of Game Life.
You first get a big boost in all types of people, mature and immature, The game is also fresh out so there are little to no hackers/modders.
Then there is the phase where other games come out and the one you play loses allot of frequent players, leaving more of the children and a-holes.
And last off there is the dieing phase, where the game becomes outdated and is overran with moders and hackers because of the age of the game.
It happines WAY too much, and depending on the game, some phases will happen fast or slow.
Happy upcoming birthday by the way Anoni!
Post by: Bayzan on September 30, 2012, 02:17:38 AM
Today I wake up and start playing Pokemon, just waiting for the others to wake up. After playing for more than thirty minutes my mom wakes up, so does my little brother. The first thing that she asks me to do is to clean the dishes cause on Friday it was my turn and I didn't do them, cause I went with my aunt to Best Buy to help her buy,some new speakers. I began to protest, telling her why she couldn't send the little one to do them. It wasn't that much dishes to do anyways. She didn't answer my question and just demanded for me to do them immediately. I say "When he goes and sleeps by our aunt and it's his turn to do the dishes. You make me do it for him". Somehow she ended up from talking about me doing dishes, to my best friend Emanuel. She said "I know the crap you guys talk onthe phone. And I know what you do in those long showers of yours". You want to know what I do in this long showers of mines?, I either low down the water pressure to get hit water and relax in it or just squeaky clean myself. I don't ********** in the shower cause it's a hell of a sticky mess to clean up... I know cause I've done it. After that she said nothing.
Now let's talk about my friend Emanuel. He's a great friend that I've known since 7th grade. He believes that he's part dog but let's not get into that. We tell each other everything and I mean EVERYTHING x]. He's bi and I'm pan/bi, we get along very well, never fought never ditched each other, always by each others side. Before my mother used to let us see each other (we aren't boyfriends or anything), but for the past month evertime I ask her if I could visit him, go to his house or if he could come to the house she'd say no.
If forgot to mention that when she was talking about the shower thing and et cetera, she also said "If his mom ever asks why you can't go or why he can't come to the house, I'll tell her why even if she doesn't like it". I think what she ment was "If his mom asks why he can't be here or why I can't go there I'll tell her that her son is gay" ._.
I don't even know how she found that out... She told me that god told her (yes she's a christian...) etc. This worries me cause if she tells his parents this... it would be the end of our friendship...
Post by: Haxor on September 30, 2012, 11:29:22 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 01, 2012, 11:19:07 PM
I would like to put the blame here and there, but doing so will only earn me more metaphysical lashes. While I recuperate, I'm going to attempt to withdraw to my coolly contained side of logic and reason, not shunning all emotions, but only holding against my negative ones. I have experienced this once before, many years ago, and doing just this has helped, but back then, I did not have a second heart I hold with me...
The human mind is a curious thing, and it is just as imperfect as we are. My imperfect mind has fallen short, in this case, and my capacity for elation has slipped beneath what is sufficient for me to remain as I was. Vices such as anger and sadness are coming forth more often, in my purely grey state, but now I intend to make that grey absolutely translucent, and withdraw to a portion of myself to remedy the feeling. Of course, my friends will have significant impact on this effort, and especially so shall my mate. I shall attempt to isolate myself from strife, in all cases. But when you live in a home in which the proprietors of your domicile are constantly at the throats of one another, and ready to take yours as a trophy the minute you are not this way or that, it can prove more difficult.
But overall, I am bleak and empty at this point, and I shall likely come off as more mechanical at this point. In time, I shall recover, but for now, I must strategize and allow this to burn itself out. I refuse to be overcome entirely by this foul sensation. This tactical retreat is well past due. I am sorry to all this may affect.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on October 03, 2012, 09:29:48 PM
Post by: anoni on October 04, 2012, 01:49:02 PM
They say standard is easier than Advanced, you'll get better marks, even if the texts are boring. BULL, that's total bull, 0.18% of standard students get a band 6 (A) and 5% get a band 5 ( B ), yet 40% of advanced students get a band 5. SO NOT ONLY are the texts not as interesting, but you're 8x less likely to get a band 5? Should I of not dropped 3 unit too? Was there a hidden agenda behind that?
Post by: Luke White-Heart on October 04, 2012, 05:25:07 PM
Post by: MrRazot on October 10, 2012, 06:41:33 PM
Its exciting and horrifying at the same time. Yet I fear what I may have gotten myself into.
Rather you don't ask, I don't know what could be up.
Post by: Luke White-Heart on October 10, 2012, 06:47:08 PM
TELL ME NOW, MR. RAZOT!!!!!!!
Post by: MrRazot on October 10, 2012, 06:52:11 PM
Telling you could put you in all sorts of trouble.
Lol it's funny because I'm not being over dramatic.
I shall say no more.
Post by: Luke White-Heart on October 10, 2012, 06:57:51 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 11, 2012, 02:33:57 AM
My Grandpa is the most irritating person I have ever met. He's an elitest, cantankerous, drunken ass. And none of that is fallacious insult, it's the **censor** truth. I'm trying to listen to my grandmother, the softspoken women she is, and my grandpa mishears a name (can't remember it now). With him in the kitchen right next to the dinner bar I usually eat at with my Grandmother (because my Grandfather does not eat until an hour later for some reason, not medical), he begins shouting "CHAVEZ, CHAVEZ, CHAVEZ" repeatedly like he suddenly acquired friggen Tourette's.
As he does this, I cannot hear a single freaking word my grandmother is saying, and so I tell him this: "Hush, please!" The minute I say this, he leers at me as if it scares me, and shouts me down saying: "don't you talk to me like that, boy!" And he proceeds to call me a plethora of things. Including rude, angry, foolish, a moron, and a "stubborn child." All because I asked him to hush for a second so I could hear my grandmother.
...
I had a great day today all the way until that happened.
Post by: Rinny on October 15, 2012, 06:11:11 PM
Sytex, is your grandfater hard of hearing or like..super old?
Anyway, my rant
Airports
Airports
Airports
Airports
adfskasdflkas;fjas;dklfjas;dlfkjas;dfkj; dfkldaf
No one is happy at an airport for good reason. I just got off a 10 hour flight and I was the second to first row and as soon as he was able to the person infront just leans back ALL THE WAY. I would understand if he was like..super tall or big, but he was just average. I mean I'd be less mad if he had back problems or something to where he needed it, it's just people lack courteous..and another lady who sat behind me decided that since she got on the plane early, that means that she didn't want her seat and just sat on a window seat and pretended to fall asleep when the guy who actually had the window seat said that it was his seat she got really mad. Self-entitlement much?
After the flight there were two one hour lines..Ugh so stressful.
Oh, I flew from England to Texas..I wore a shirt, skirt, tights and ugg boots..Feels really comfy in England right now but flew to Texas and I'm in 80 degree weather, look like trash and just look frustrated..but my boyfriend surprised me by coming to the airport and giving me a big hug. :) Thank goodness for him.
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 15, 2012, 09:11:56 PM
Post by: pawz9 on October 18, 2012, 12:30:31 AM
Post by: MrRazot on October 18, 2012, 09:26:25 AM
Sometimes I want to rebel and cause a riot and bring things into a temporary state of disorder.
However the thing about superiors is that they are superior and generally have the power to "cut you off" before you create further damage. Though obviously if you plant a seed it grows.
Just I'm a gentleman, who respects his superiors.
Post by: bigweo on October 22, 2012, 07:31:28 PM
Stupid ghurghr
Post by: Rinny on October 22, 2012, 10:00:50 PM
Post by: NovaAurora on October 23, 2012, 12:17:14 AM
I like how if any technology or machinery goes wrong then it's all my fault. :c And I'm starting to see how responsibility takes over your life. I would love to play Dishonored and Borderlands 2 but college and work has taken over.
Boy do I know the feeling, Borderlands 2 is flipping amazing.
Anyway, I cannot stand people who don't know how to argue. A friend asked me to critique his thesis for a paper he's writing, I did, and then he absolutely could not back up his points with ANY reasonable arguments when I provided counterarguments. He was just factually wrong too, I even gave him the actual definitions of the terms he was arguing, and he STILL wouldn't accept that what he was writing wouldn't work. I feel obligated to help him out, and heck I'd love to help him, but it's pretty hard when his responses boil down to repeating himself over and over and "nope you're wrong." T_T
Post by: Ruari on October 23, 2012, 01:56:28 AM
Post by: FurryJunky on October 24, 2012, 05:40:22 PM
And to top it all off... I work at the top floor #9) And the seventh floor is where a bunch of *Ethnicity here* girls go to for this weird kind of college. They are talking LOUD to each other as they pile in the elevator as I go down. One of them is holding the button to the door, trying to make it close faster and we start going down. As we do so I get side glances as if they don't like me... Once stopped at the lobby floor they press and hold the "Open Door" Button, thinking it will make it work faster, and it breaks.... So for ten minutes I stand there as a mechanic uses some tool to pry open te doors. And as I leave I hear the girls saying. "I think it was that white guys fault." BLEW MY MIND!... All I need right now is a relaxing time. JEEZ... Some people...
Post by: anoni on October 30, 2012, 12:56:13 PM
Post by: Luke White-Heart on October 30, 2012, 01:32:20 PM
Post by: Bayzan on October 30, 2012, 11:17:21 PM
[size=78%]Today after we had Biology, my classmates and I proceeded to our next class which is History, located on the third floor. A friend and I were the first ones to reach the door, but we couldn't enter cause the a previous group is still in there. As soon as I began to rest the door opens and all the students leave, including the teacher. He said that he was going to the restroom and he'll be back soon and with that he locked the classroom door with a pad-lock (yes... a pad-lock). My friend decides to go down stairs to the vending machines and by himself a drink, I stayed where I was. When he left I went to a corner and leaned back onto a wall. As I began to relax, in the corner of my eye I saw two students fiddling with pad-lock, and I turned my head to their direction They were about 8 ft away from me when all of a sudden I hear one of them say, "Let's put gum in the keyhole"... yes... gum. I mean, who you be the FREAKING IDIOT TO DO THAT!, and guess what... he did do it.[/size]
After they put gum in the keyhole my friend came back followed by a happy Mr.History teacher (yes he was happy, I don't know why) which quickly turned to a Mr.Who The **censor** Did This kind of teacher. Since I'm basically a newbie to the school I don't know All of their names yet, so I asked my friend "What's the guy with the white bag's name." he told me but I didn't wanted to snitch... That was until Mr.History teacher called the schools principal in who threatened us with a 2 week suspension. When he said that I pulled out my journal, and began to write what was going on. He noticed my writing came walking up to me, asked if I knew who did this, I told him and them he went, told the History teacher, which then removed the pad-lock allowing everyone in except for the one who did it.
What's funny about this is, the guy who did it had the ***** to do it, but not the ***** to say, "It was me... I did it".
Post by: Count of Cutesy on October 31, 2012, 02:57:55 AM
Post by: Beatnory on November 04, 2012, 06:49:42 PM
also the person how I am working with is gone, no idea where he went. I'm totally stressed out.
Post by: legolyle on November 09, 2012, 08:42:45 AM
Post by: ___ on November 17, 2012, 08:26:24 PM
I screwed up my sister's DS, and without a job, I can't even afford a new shell for the thing...
SOMEONE HIRE ME... T_T
Post by: NovaAurora on November 17, 2012, 09:47:58 PM
Post by: Cyber.TRiPP on November 19, 2012, 12:40:31 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on November 19, 2012, 04:11:55 AM
What?
No matter who you are, you cannot be so unique as to avoid some similarity. I mean, Charles Darwin wasn't the only person who formulated that style of evolution that we know best today. He was just the first to publish and copyright it. That, I can understand possibly being a tad annoying, but just being similar? Come now, we may be unique individuals, but are we not friends with people of similar mind? Is it annoying for you to be like someone else? I really don't think so.
I am a writer, an artist of literature. I would find it absolutely lovely to be compared to greats such as Edgar Allen Poe, Robert Frost or Samuel Clemens (Mark Twain)! Once again, I don't know how many people this applies to, but I just cannot fathom where that upset comes from. Somebody saying your art or your character reminds them of another is calling the artist uncreative... That just seems like drawing things out of thin air.
We are human beings. We are imperfect from the word go, so what if it's not perfectly unique? You made it. You put your heart and soul into it. That is enough to make it unique enough. In real life, we see people with similar haircuts, clothing, interests, and so on; do we get mad at them for being similar? Certainly we want to stand out, certainly we want to be unique. But we can't be perfectly unique. And that is what I find erroneous about being bothered that someone says your character is similar.
For years now, I have had Sytex this same way. But he's not the only blue and white dragon to exist. A good example of a very similar dragon to Sytex is Byzil the Dragoness. (http://deltorafann001.deviantart.com/art/Canyon-flight-328315125) (Also seen here. (http://fc02.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2010/310/6/f/comm__byzil_badge_by_katarrhe-d32amt7.png)) I have seen this dragoness everywhere, and she is striking to Sytex, yet I have had Sytex in the works before I ever knew of this character's existence. If I were the artist, would I be upset if someone pointed that out? No. I respect the fact that the character reminds them of another, I would probably smile and wave it by with no animosity, maybe find some interest in the other character. It's not like I go pointing out similarities all the time, but damn.
It's just that we can't be absolutely unique. We are imperfect, and therefore, will have something that is like someone else. There are seven billion people on Earth. That is seven billion minds to compete against, the extreme majority of those minds never meeting. It doesn't matter - someone in the world is going to be like you, think the same, maybe even look alike or have the same name. Speaking of which, have you ever met someone with a similar name? Same name? Did you get peeved or act like your parents are uncreative because you share a name?
I really don't understand. That's my reasoning and my output feelings on it.
Post by: Luggz on November 29, 2012, 03:16:45 PM
Post by: Duke on December 09, 2012, 12:12:34 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 10, 2012, 04:55:40 AM
There are just as many guys that cannot "internet" as there are girls. The last three girlfriends I have had, Zae being the latest, have all been very savvy gamers and internet users. And they easily best some of my male friends in the same efforts. You can ask Zae near anything about the maps, weapons and combat tactics used in Halo: Reach (or, hell, near any of the games) and she will be able to give you a systematic breakdown, just as I might with Pokemon mechanics.
But, it's just a minor irritant, really. Only reason I have so much to say about it is because, well, I do this with every opinion or feeling I have. XD I think this comic (https://i.chzbgr.com/completestore/12/12/3/mXTjTAN2QUSklNud4PzKbQ2.jpg) I saw a few days back is fitting.
Post by: Bayzan on December 10, 2012, 11:37:19 PM
On this day... I lost someone very very close to me. Hehe... its funny actually. On that same day it was the birthday of my little brother. He's now 12 years old, next year I'm planning on giving him boxing lesson. But anyways, this person will always greet. If you had a bad day, she'll cheer you up. If your sitting down on the floor she'll either tackle you, lay right next to you or jump on your lap and clean your face for you.
Yes, I'm talking about a dog. Her name was Lia (pronounced Leeaah) and I've know her for 4 years. She my cousins dog but she like me more than her. She's a mix of... well, she was one of a kind. In August she had 7 pups which is quite a shocker cause of her size. She's about the size of a 1 year old. She was a real sweet and a great mother, inclusive when she was mothering her pups who where still blind. She allowed me to pick touch one (not with my bear hands), which is quite funny cause she never allowed the father to come close to them xD.
I'll miss her... but I'll always cherish the great times we had together. Even the time she followed me all the way home. Let me just tell you what happened to her. She was hit by a car... I was at home on TFF when this happened. When my mother told me that Lia was killed, I bolted out of the house door in a vest and short sweat pant. It would usually take 6 minutes to walk by my aunt's house and by car is 4 minutes. Well I reached my aunt's house in... 3 or 2 minutes. When I got there saw her body laying on the ground motionless. I instantly fell onto the ground and began to cry. To be honest... this was the first or second time I actually cried in this year.
I was filled with more anger than sadness, cause according to some witnesses the guy who hit her didn't stop... but instead continued driving. Heh... if I find out who did this to her... The question isn't going to be "What would I do?" The question will be "What wouldn't I do!". But I feel sorry for the pack, in who are now mourning for her... same as me. My cousin , aunt and I will miss her. But atleast we got her pups and now we know that she's in a better place.
Farewell Lia, I'll miss you...
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 12, 2012, 05:59:55 PM
Post by: Armalite_ on December 13, 2012, 03:22:57 AM
I don't really care if it's a facetious prod, but I really find it annoying as hell when dudes say things like "this is assuming women know how to use the internet." Seriously? I mean, I don't take it so much to heart as to be intent on some ungodly vehement rampage for their tripe mockery of possible companions. I especially hate it when those same people say things like "forever alone" or "why can't I get a girlfriend?" Maybe because you lack respect (jokingly or not) for those with which you can associate with?
It's not something that deserves to really be looked at twice. It's pretty clear from the start that these individuals are children or single immature adults who don't go out enough or socialize with women. There's probably not a single girl I've met/seen who DOESN'T spend a majority of their time online shopping, reviewing, posting updates on their pages, or are addicted to browsing for vacation deals (which I find SO random but it's apparently a thing) from their phones, laptops, or computers both at work and school...but we're all entitled to our opinions even if they're really stupid. :P
Post by: Luggz on December 15, 2012, 12:44:39 PM
Post by: anoni on December 17, 2012, 01:36:06 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 22, 2012, 12:49:12 PM
http://i2.kym-cdn.com/entries/icons/original/000/003/617/okayguy.jpg (http://i2.kym-cdn.com/entries/icons/original/000/003/617/okayguy.jpg)
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on January 02, 2013, 12:55:24 PM
Post by: LeafTheSwift on January 02, 2013, 11:10:07 PM
Post by: ✡ on January 03, 2013, 02:54:00 AM
Post by: LeafTheSwift on January 03, 2013, 03:00:36 AM
Sooooooo annoying. T_T
Post by: ✡ on January 03, 2013, 03:00:57 AM
When i am about to sit down and relax and my parents call me just when i sit down.*waits for you to sit* HERE FOXY :D
Sooooooo annoying. T_T
Post by: Nrein on January 03, 2013, 07:46:21 AM
Post by: LeafTheSwift on January 04, 2013, 06:09:36 AM
Post by: ✡ on January 04, 2013, 11:39:26 PM
Post by: anoni on January 05, 2013, 07:10:29 AM
Making a new icon for dA and the lowest file size it can be reduced to is 15kb, and dA will only accept "icons under 15kb"
That is the biggest troll >.>
Post by: ✡ on January 05, 2013, 08:23:25 AM
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on January 07, 2013, 12:18:34 PM
so I wake up this morning 20 mins before school so Im in a rush so Im getting ready and my brother used my razor, toothbrush and axe shower tool GROSS fml like seriously wtf man tht pisses me off! and is so disgusting!
hes like never home but when he is he uses all of my stuff! its annoying!
"oh look kyles mp3 and headphones, he wont be wanting them today ill just take them LIKE THE DIPSHIT I AM!"
Post by: ✡ on January 07, 2013, 09:49:58 PM
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Post by: Luccas Hunter on January 18, 2013, 11:32:08 PM
Post by: ✡ on February 07, 2013, 06:57:47 PM
Post by: Anzia on February 09, 2013, 07:59:54 AM
WTF GMA.
If i want to tell my freaking MOTHER i will ><
I'm not inferior to you, quit giving me these speeches about how "i'll understand when i've dealt with more people"
Just because you've been around longer does NOT make you better than me ><
Back off ><
Post by: ✡ on February 09, 2013, 08:01:26 AM
Post by: Bayzan on February 09, 2013, 10:50:07 PM
Post by: ✡ on February 14, 2013, 11:36:44 PM
Post by: Kio on February 15, 2013, 06:59:21 AM
Post by: NovaAurora on February 15, 2013, 11:57:42 PM
Post by: Kio on February 16, 2013, 12:02:40 AM
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Post by: Midnight Madness on February 17, 2013, 01:48:49 AM
Post by: ✡ on February 17, 2013, 04:51:31 AM
Why is my neighbor, the guy who:
a) says tons of homophobic stuff about me behind my back
b) shouts curse words across the hall at 2am
c) is completely against gay marriage, abortion, etc.
d) constantly insults me
e) makes toilet humor jokes constantly
in a happy lasting relationship? he's been with this girl for 2 years and they're in love, well they're "in love", i'll put that in quotation marks right there. I mean, it just doesn't seem fair. I tend to think of myself as an "okay" guy. I mean, I'm not the best out there, but I'm certainly not...a complete dick. But HE'S the one who gets to fall in love? SCREW THAT. I deserve that much more than him! He doesn't deserve it one bit! But NOPE. I'm the one who gets to be alone and single all the damn time while he has somebody who freaking LOVES him.
goddammit.
Post by: Aloneness on February 17, 2013, 07:36:59 AM
Post by: MrRazot on February 17, 2013, 06:13:21 PM
Post by: Aloneness on February 17, 2013, 06:38:13 PM
Post by: ✡ on February 17, 2013, 08:13:02 PM
I had my wisdom teeth removed 2 weeks ago and the pain had just alleviated UNTIL I had a salad with croutons. GRAHHHH!!!ahhh dude when I got mine out I was freaking miserable for almost a month
Post by: Kio on February 17, 2013, 09:24:54 PM
@Kanga:
My parents don't agree with gay marriage (they were ranting about it earlier), they say it's because it's a typographical oxymoron, it's like allowing "funerals for the living". They state marriage is matrimony in the sense of wedding, mater means mother (parent) and -monium means to be engaged as a parent, therefore matrimony is a parent-child bond and naturally same-sex couples cannot have children so it is an oxymoron. Non-matrimonial marriage, or should we say "other kind" of civil partnerships would work with same-sex couples but matrimony means absolutely nothing to them as they cannot be bonded as natural parents.
I see their point, the legalization of gay matrimony does seem to destroy the original religious concept (also, it seems the founding religions were anti-homosexual). I don't know what to think about it, personally, tbh, I do think it should may be called something else, though, seeing it affects the feelings of those religious (as it violates their terminologies, morals and traditions).
What gets me is that people go out of their way to care for unnecessary things to spark unnecessary hatred, although it's not so much opinions that makes a bad person as their negativity towards making and largely pushing such opinions for things that really need not concern them (since it doesn't affect them directly). Society's various needs are shared, compromises need to be made, of course, the majority is a weight to give more favor, too (that's political) but the minorities should be respected if they're not affecting the majority's core needs (especially on level of survival; safety, health; and comfort).
Post by: ✡ on February 17, 2013, 09:28:10 PM
if you did your research, you would know that marriage does not have a religious base. It was used by societies in the past for economic and cultural reasons. Marriage has never been a religious concept, that is a relatively new idea perpetrated by churches.
@Kanga:
My parents don't agree with gay marriage (they were ranting about it earlier), they say it's because it's a typographical oxymoron, it's like allowing "funerals for the living". They state marriage is matrimony in the sense of wedding, mater means mother (parent) and -monium means to be engaged as a parent, therefore matrimony is a parent-child bond and naturally same-sex couples cannot have children so it is an oxymoron. Non-matrimonial marriage, or should we say "other kind" of civil partnerships would work with same-sex couples but matrimony means absolutely nothing to them as they cannot be bonded as natural parents.
I see their point, the legalization of gay matrimony does seem to destroy the original religious concept (also, it seems the founding religions were anti-homosexual). I don't know what to think about it, personally, tbh, I do think it should may be called something else, though, seeing it affects the feelings of those religious (as it violates their terminologies, morals and traditions).
What gets me is that people go out of their way to care for unnecessary things to spark unnecessary hatred, although it's not so much opinions that makes a bad person as their negativity towards making and largely pushing such opinions for things that really need not concern them (since it doesn't affect them directly). Society's various needs are shared, compromises need to be made, of course, the majority is a weight to give more favor, too (that's political) but the minorities should be respected if they're not affecting the majority's core needs (especially on level of survival; safety, health; and comfort).
Post by: Kio on February 17, 2013, 10:36:20 PM
But even in tribal ceremonies like that by pagans, it was a symbol of maternity to be binded in what was called a knot.
Marriage is only one type of ceremony and that is a Christian-invented ceremony based on the Judaist tradition, and the word is from Medieval CofE English, a man would pay to be wedded to a wife (this was transitioned to giving rings, eventually) as to invest for their children's future and that became a legal lock which is known as "wedlock". Try not to confuse civil partnerships in general those may have very different words and meanings, marriage is a very specific cultural thing, even if people use the word loosely to suit their own interests these days. You could say if you're not religious full stop, you should obtain a non-Christian civil partnership, because if there's nothing spiritual in it for you, why'd you do it in the name of Christian tradition? It only spoils things for Christians, and to admit, that is unfair.
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on February 18, 2013, 12:55:21 AM
Post by: NovaAurora on February 18, 2013, 02:08:15 AM
Post by: ✡ on February 23, 2013, 06:27:20 PM
Post by: Bayzan on February 23, 2013, 09:34:46 PM
For the past 2 weeks I've been studying my tail off for a exam that would allow me to enter into a bilingual school. This would've been my first time in a bilingual school, all the othwrs have been only spanish. Today after coming back home from jogging with some friends, I see my mother on the table looking all upset. Before I could even ask she opens her mouth saying that they not accepted me, just because of one low grade in spanish. **censor** hell! Spanish isn't my first **censor** language! Also, how the **censor** can they send a letter SIX FREAKING DAYS EARLY SAYING THAT I'VE NOT BEEN ACCEPTED!?!? I HAVEN'T EVEN TAKEN THE F/ING EXAM! COULDN'T THEY'VE SENT IT TO ME LAST WEEK? Damn it! It's not easy trying to handle school work, their projects and exams, at the same time trying to study for that test and attend to boxing practice. Cause GOD!, who dafuq would like to get mashed-up in the ring during a sparring session, not me!
But don't worry, I'll have a little chat with them this Monday.
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 23, 2013, 09:42:39 PM
So the next time I feel someone is annoying, I'm not going to just suffer being around them because it would be seen as "judging." I'm going to go by that and leave them alone. Is it wrong? Does that make me a bad person? No, I don't think it does. Go ahead, vilify me if I'm wrong. I don't care.
Post by: Kio on February 23, 2013, 09:54:35 PM
Post by: Subject Sigma on March 09, 2013, 05:05:33 PM
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Post by: NovaAurora on March 09, 2013, 05:20:36 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 09, 2013, 06:49:19 PM
Post by: Kio on March 09, 2013, 08:40:27 PM
This is not good.
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 11, 2013, 06:51:05 AM
Nobody should care that much about a stupid font. It's actually freaking legible, too, just rounded with that odd twist on the letters. Know what it reminds me of? Good handwriting. I honestly think it's just people complaining for the sake of complaining.
No. Stop it. Stop it right now. It's just as bad as "first!" on youtube.
Post by: FeralWings on March 11, 2013, 12:50:00 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 11, 2013, 10:07:14 PM
Post by: anoni on March 13, 2013, 09:52:49 AM
Post by: Luke White-Heart on March 13, 2013, 01:23:16 PM
Post by: ✡ on March 14, 2013, 03:43:19 AM
Post by: Rhoryc on March 22, 2013, 05:03:24 AM
Post by: ✡ on March 22, 2013, 05:37:56 AM
Post by: anoni on March 26, 2013, 10:33:48 AM
Post by: Zae on March 30, 2013, 04:03:42 PM
But you know what? Even though I have it easy, a "happy" life, I still effing hate it. I get unjustly angry, irritable, mad, and for no reason! I get upset by the -smallest- of things, and blow things out of proportion, causing more trouble than good. I really think I am a horrible girlfriend, and that I don't deserve someone like Sytex, but he stays anyway. I mean, hell, I'm grateful, he helps me through a lot. But I hate how I treat him. If anything he's in the front lines when it comes to my outbursts. If anyone, he's the worst hit. Ugh.
And on top of everything, I let other peoples problems weigh on me too much. Like one person on dA I watch, I love her art, she has a wonderful style, but she's in a rough patch, cuts herself, and has tried to kill herself. I don't even know her and that there makes me feel like *insert some work here idek crap i guess*. Oh, and another of my friends, apparently she's "given up" on talking with me, because I suck at holding conversations, and to boot she's in a crap mood because she just broke up with her bf. Idek why does this crap bother me so much.
Oh, not to mention I keep myself in a bad mood usually because I beat myself up about my failures and problems. Not physically of course, I'm too much of a wimp to self harm haha, I guess thats a real good thing.
Went to the doctors the other day. She said I likely have Anxiety and depression, but before giving me any meds or whatever they're going to send me to a counselor/professional and I have to get some bloodwork done. Hopefully that will help clear stuff up, I seriously tired of my crap, and I'm sure Sytex is too.
Wow I sound like a whiny emo. W/e, theres my vent for the day.
On a happier note, I got some giftart from a friend and it's really great. http://thejiggymonster.deviantart.com/art/I-Stepped-in-a-Rainbow-362403096 (http://thejiggymonster.deviantart.com/art/I-Stepped-in-a-Rainbow-362403096)
/done
Post by: The Past on April 07, 2013, 06:33:35 AM
Better yet, most of the time when people say Kitsune, what they mean is the nine-tailed fox, which is called KYUUBI, not kitsune! Kitsune is just Japanese for fox! Gah! Is it that hard to understand?
I AM KUMA THE NINE-TAILED BEAR. FEAR ME RAWR!
Post by: Rhoryc on April 07, 2013, 07:04:54 AM
Post by: Anzia on April 07, 2013, 08:44:17 PM
I told him i'd back off cause i didnt want to bother him with my feelings...
And suddenly he wants to spend all this time together...and it hurts =\
Post by: Lokilullaby on April 08, 2013, 03:37:18 AM
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Post by: Haxor on April 16, 2013, 09:34:16 PM
Post by: Nrein on April 17, 2013, 10:36:26 AM
Honestly I think it's the reason I've focused my computer prowess toward "high-end budget computers" >>
Post by: Alexei on April 18, 2013, 06:52:51 PM
Yeah.... T_T
Post by: Maine on April 29, 2013, 10:01:05 AM
the job gets done, WHO CARES HOW I DO IT?
Post by: anoni on April 29, 2013, 11:33:28 AM
Post by: Maine on April 29, 2013, 02:05:35 PM
Exam tomorrow, exam tomorrow, exam tomorrow OH FUN!
Good luck x3
Post by: Nobi on April 29, 2013, 06:21:57 PM
Post by: Geo on April 30, 2013, 04:44:53 PM
Post by: pawz9 on May 03, 2013, 12:54:22 AM
Post by: Nobi on May 03, 2013, 01:02:25 AM
I absolutely hate it when my friend's happiness makes me feel so miserable
Maybe tell them how you feel? Communication is always helpful.
Post by: Maine on May 05, 2013, 07:11:08 AM
Post by: Lethrasherhuskeh on May 05, 2013, 11:48:11 AM
I absolutely hate it when my friend's happiness makes me feel so miserable
Maybe tell them how you feel? Communication is always helpful.
Yeah Shinobi's right. I can totally relate to what you feel. What happened to me was that I knew someone in school who would used to call me names and just made my life hell. But well, anything goes as kids and we were older we actually forgave each other, but some part of me didn't forgive him.
Many years later, he actually became my sister's boyfriend and I actually hated him more because I never wanted to see him again. I hated it when he came over and spent time with my sister, and there was just a lot of hatred emitting from me. Further more, he was previously an officer in the army, and now an engineering student in university. Comparing myself to him, I was nothing. I didn't do well in school, got mediocre grades in technical college, went to the army and left with a bad taste in my mouth, and searched for jobs just to earn a living. Yes, to him I was nothing. Eventually, I told him how I felt, man to man, and we forgave each other for good after this secret feud I've been secretly harboring.
If there was one thing I learnt from this, is that we shouldn't keep comparing what others are that we are not. There many things in life that people have and don't have. We know who we are and know our limitations and our abilities, and while it's good that we strive to attain what other have, you should accept the fact that this is who you are and be proud of it. Always keep thinking that I am who I am, there are things I can do which others can't. I've recently stuck by this statement, and it's been having a gradual positive impact on my way of life.
Hope this helps ;)
Post by: pawz9 on May 07, 2013, 02:51:52 AM
I have told her how I feel and it just ended with me feeling worse and with everything that is going on in her life I cant just take that little happiness away from her because deep down through all the pain she has caused me I still love herI absolutely hate it when my friend's happiness makes me feel so miserable
Maybe tell them how you feel? Communication is always helpful.
Yeah Shinobi's right. I can totally relate to what you feel. What happened to me was that I knew someone in school who would used to call me names and just made my life hell. But well, anything goes as kids and we were older we actually forgave each other, but some part of me didn't forgive him.
Many years later, he actually became my sister's boyfriend and I actually hated him more because I never wanted to see him again. I hated it when he came over and spent time with my sister, and there was just a lot of hatred emitting from me. Further more, he was previously an officer in the army, and now an engineering student in university. Comparing myself to him, I was nothing. I didn't do well in school, got mediocre grades in technical college, went to the army and left with a bad taste in my mouth, and searched for jobs just to earn a living. Yes, to him I was nothing. Eventually, I told him how I felt, man to man, and we forgave each other for good after this secret feud I've been secretly harboring.
If there was one thing I learnt from this, is that we shouldn't keep comparing what others are that we are not. There many things in life that people have and don't have. We know who we are and know our limitations and our abilities, and while it's good that we strive to attain what other have, you should accept the fact that this is who you are and be proud of it. Always keep thinking that I am who I am, there are things I can do which others can't. I've recently stuck by this statement, and it's been having a gradual positive impact on my way of life.
Hope this helps ;)
Post by: Keysame on May 09, 2013, 06:35:50 AM
I snooze off from how boring and untalented my teacher is, and I really don't have that iron will some people have to study it themselves, so I'm in deep trouble there, especially the end of the year is approaching, it is really really stressing me out ;n;
And now I am also upset because I cannot find a person who will roleplay with me~ God I'm spoiled xD Ok but well I am extremely interested in finding someone who is into roleplaying someone whose character is a female bodybuilder~ Been looking for days and days, but to no success whatsoever, considering they either have no time, or don't answer back after 8 minutes and log off D: well and anyways that is my little problem~
Post by: Nobi on May 09, 2013, 07:14:13 PM
Post by: Bayzan on May 09, 2013, 09:41:16 PM
Post by: Nobi on May 09, 2013, 09:56:48 PM
Talk about being drowned in schoolwork during the last days of school... Yesterday and today I've been doing a history project. I must search the biography of 15 guys who contributed to the history of Puerto Rico. Sounds easy enough, just "copy, paste & print". Shit is that it must be three pages long, handwritten, you must put what he or she contributed apart from the biography and how their ideas helped... I've done 10... five more to go. That's not all, tomorrow I got a Health class exam, next week I got my finals and I must also bring in another History project. This one is quite simple to do... but at least let breathe!
Hand-written? Owo What decade is your school from??
Post by: Hinoko on May 09, 2013, 10:26:40 PM
Post by: Rhoryc on May 09, 2013, 10:57:32 PM
Post by: Bayzan on May 09, 2013, 11:00:11 PM
Talk about being drowned in schoolwork during the last days of school... Yesterday and today I've been doing a history project. I must search the biography of 15 guys who contributed to the history of Puerto Rico. Sounds easy enough, just "copy, paste & print". Shit is that it must be three pages long, handwritten, you must put what he or she contributed apart from the biography and how their ideas helped... I've done 10... five more to go. That's not all, tomorrow I got a Health class exam, next week I got my finals and I must also bring in another History project. This one is quite simple to do... but at least let breathe!
Hand-written? Owo What decade is your school from??
Don't know but I know why they want this work handwritten. It's to avoid those lazy students from doing the old "Copy, Paste & Print"
Post by: pawz9 on May 10, 2013, 01:15:08 AM
Post by: Hinoko on May 10, 2013, 01:21:46 AM
Post by: Anzia on May 10, 2013, 02:45:58 AM
Post by: Rhoryc on May 10, 2013, 05:01:42 AM
My best friend's dad blames me for the fact his son is gay.... and posted something about me being a psychopathic evil fascist genius on my facebook page...
Wow, that's nuts. I hope you're still able to contact your friend!
Post by: Hinoko on May 10, 2013, 10:37:34 AM
Post by: Geo on May 10, 2013, 11:25:28 AM
Post by: Hinoko on May 10, 2013, 12:25:04 PM
Post by: Geo on May 10, 2013, 12:37:13 PM
Post by: Hinoko on May 10, 2013, 12:42:46 PM
Post by: Maine on May 14, 2013, 01:17:25 AM
Post by: Lethrasherhuskeh on May 14, 2013, 05:21:36 AM
*whimpers*
Post by: Nobi on May 14, 2013, 06:21:11 AM
I think I just got bitten by a spider, do not be suprised if I die.... lol bye.
Please survive, Maine! *hugs the hare*
Post by: BakaFawkes on May 14, 2013, 03:13:00 PM
I can help you bleed it out. :3
Post by: Maine on May 15, 2013, 03:12:37 AM
Post by: Nobi on May 15, 2013, 03:13:38 AM
Post by: Devon Bunny on May 15, 2013, 03:44:52 AM
and also at letting the car fall off the supports, and a hole in the side of it...
now i have to wait until he freaking fixes it... the paint job will never be the same again...
Post by: Nobi on May 15, 2013, 03:46:32 AM
Post by: Devon Bunny on May 15, 2013, 03:50:23 AM
https://www.dropbox.com/s/u9pbsyjz9agmnfn/20130506_195510.jpg (https://www.dropbox.com/s/u9pbsyjz9agmnfn/20130506_195510.jpg)
Post by: Maine on May 16, 2013, 11:52:24 AM
they're coming home.
they're coming home.....
RUN! RUN FO' YO' LYFE!
Post by: Nobi on May 16, 2013, 12:42:10 PM
They're coming home.AAAHHHHH!!!!!!! OwO
they're coming home.
they're coming home.....
RUN! RUN FO' YO' LYFE!
(do let me know if there's anything I can do to make their visit more bearable for you)
Post by: Midnight Madness on May 22, 2013, 06:01:53 AM
I don't want you Dubstep, I don't want you Speedcore, I don't want you Breakbeat, I don't want any of your immediate family, get away from me, go find someone who actually likes you, there are plenty out there.
/rant
Post by: ✡ on May 22, 2013, 11:34:22 PM
A) Get a job
or
B) wait for my apartment lease to start on June 7th.
Post by: Zae on May 23, 2013, 08:41:25 PM
Why can't a small reptile like myself find a place to curl up and sleep, undisturbed by nightmares, unwanted thoughts, distractions.
Help me find a way to cope with the endless stream of crap that comes my way, it's breaking me.
People want to talk to me and help.
But I hate talking. I hate it.
I seek help, but I also don't allow it.
Sigh.
Post by: ✡ on May 23, 2013, 08:57:56 PM
Post by: Haxor on May 27, 2013, 10:01:03 PM
Post by: Nobi on May 28, 2013, 12:33:46 AM
Me and my gf of a year broke up recently... And all these emotions are catchin up with me ;-;
You've got the forums behind you, Haxor. It'll be alright.
Post by: ✡ on May 28, 2013, 01:51:54 AM
I'm starting to remember why I moved away.
Post by: MrRazot on May 31, 2013, 01:07:26 PM
Post by: BakaFawkes on May 31, 2013, 01:28:20 PM
My flatmate is REALLY starting to piss me off...
What's up? :?
Post by: MrRazot on May 31, 2013, 05:51:57 PM
Really pissed me off when she said "Can you send an email about collecting out allowance" and as I said "ok i'll do it now" she just said straight away "Why don't you want your money?" in the most sarcastic tone in the world. It made me feel as though she just sees me as a lazy sack of shit.
An hour or so later and we fought over if she should bring her laptop to play music at an event we were organising and I was just saying she should bring it if she wants and she read it as me saying that I think it's a stupid idea and she should leave it... WTF!
though now that's already in the past, though I fear there may be more to come as she really seems to take everything I say out of context.
Post by: ✡ on June 01, 2013, 01:49:08 AM
Post by: Nobi on June 01, 2013, 03:12:45 AM
Post by: ✡ on June 01, 2013, 03:18:45 AM
I am getting really F***ing sick of these "targeted" ads everywhere I go online...just install an adblocker ^_^
Post by: Lethrasherhuskeh on June 07, 2013, 06:05:42 AM
Post by: Lord_of_Fortune on June 08, 2013, 06:12:39 PM
Post by: Subject Sigma on June 08, 2013, 09:09:49 PM
Post by: Lord_of_Fortune on June 08, 2013, 10:59:15 PM
Post by: Maine on June 16, 2013, 07:48:07 AM
Post by: Nobi on June 16, 2013, 01:10:14 PM
Why must the television always be on? ....... YOU'RE NOT EVEN WATCHING IT 70% OF THE TIME o.e
Same!! Here!! At least the couch in the living room is gone now, so my dad can't fall asleep with the thing blasting into the wee hours of the morning...
Post by: ✡ on June 16, 2013, 10:01:48 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 17, 2013, 09:32:12 AM
Post by: Keo on June 18, 2013, 02:02:55 AM
Post by: Sirius on June 18, 2013, 11:57:26 PM
only a week until I move...god that's too long to wait
How funny i'm moving in a week too. I'm so excited! Finally get a whole house to myself ^_^
Post by: ✡ on June 20, 2013, 09:39:10 PM
Post by: Nobi on June 20, 2013, 11:50:59 PM
Post by: ✡ on June 21, 2013, 03:09:14 AM
first text I've received all day
Thanks for caring, supposed friends of mine T_T
Post by: Keo on June 21, 2013, 03:38:41 AM
Ok... *goes dig themselves a grave and lays in it*
Post by: Nobi on June 21, 2013, 05:53:40 AM
Post by: Georgisaur on June 21, 2013, 10:17:02 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 21, 2013, 10:33:55 PM
Post by: Nobi on June 22, 2013, 02:50:43 AM
Post by: Keo on June 22, 2013, 05:20:01 PM
Been fed 10 years of furry drama and the state of being a 2 month furry so a bit weirded out. Also I can smell rotten gravy, think it's coming from outside >.<
I just took a test for depression and I apparently have Dysthymia. :|
I'm pretty sure I have that, too...
Post by: anoni on June 23, 2013, 02:44:53 PM
Woke up at 3:30pm, the night before had a neighbour complain about the noise I was making at 3:00am (first time that's happened). I have an exam in a few days and I don't know how to study for it >.> It's like, the only resource we are given is 8 short quizzes, I've already done, and three past papers with no answers and three quarters of the questions aren't applicable because it was on a different syllabus. My friend who is doing the same exam seems pretty relaxed about it, he went to another town to have lots of fun at a furmeet and flood my facebook with 151 photos of fursuiters, would be lying if I said I wasn't at all jealous.
Ah well, in three days it'll be over, I can finally do what I want to do!
Post by: ✡ on June 23, 2013, 06:19:13 PM
Post by: Georgisaur on June 23, 2013, 09:24:43 PM
Post by: Keo on June 23, 2013, 11:07:32 PM
Yeah... Happened twice to me now >.<
Post by: Nobi on June 24, 2013, 07:23:28 PM
Post by: ✡ on June 24, 2013, 07:56:11 PM
fffffffffuuuuuuuu.
I'm so done with relationships.
Being single is awesome anyways.
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 25, 2013, 05:34:01 AM
/me sighs.
I **censor** hate being single...
Post by: ✡ on June 25, 2013, 05:40:48 AM
I'm single now, myself, ugh. Thought things would get better, but it only got worse. I guess her and I are just supposed to be friends, because things seem to go a lot smoother when we're just friends... I just got back together with her because I thought she had finally learned/found a way to overcome it... But nope...dude is this like national singles day or what, I've seen five people get broken up today, myself included.
/me sighs.
I **censor** hate being single...
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 25, 2013, 05:51:38 AM
Post by: The Past on June 25, 2013, 05:56:57 AM
Post by: ✡ on June 25, 2013, 05:58:08 AM
I don't know, but it sucks major ass, regardless.yeah I'm trying not to think too much about it
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 27, 2013, 08:04:16 PM
Near TWO YEARS OF DEVOTION, TWO YEARS. And I am constantly told that I am uncaring, unhelpful, treated like I don't and can't know anything, I am asked for help and then treated like crap for assorted reasons, and so on, just because things don't go the way SHE wants it to.
I don't need that in my life. I need people who are uplifting, kindly honest, respectful and empathetic. People who are willing to accept differences and be encouraging. I apologize, I will not be as chipper as usual.
Post by: Georgisaur on June 27, 2013, 08:12:30 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on July 03, 2013, 05:24:07 PM
Post by: ✡ on July 03, 2013, 06:44:56 PM
Post by: Seko on July 03, 2013, 07:16:18 PM
Post by: Georgisaur on July 04, 2013, 09:16:03 AM
"Drunk me is really nice and thoughtful!"
Turns out it was vodka. Drunk me is an asshole. >:(
Post by: anoni on July 04, 2013, 01:43:00 PM
Post by: ✡ on July 04, 2013, 06:35:08 PM
Post by: Maine on July 11, 2013, 10:22:11 AM
Post by: ✡ on July 11, 2013, 03:56:52 PM
Post by: Bayzan on July 12, 2013, 01:38:11 AM
Reasons why I don't go shopping with women (no offense). Most of the times they're not even going to buy the goddamn clothes! They just want to f/ing look at them, which drives me THROUGH THE ROOF! >:<
Post by: ✡ on July 12, 2013, 01:39:30 AM
Best birthday gift so far: Spending from 3pm to 8pm INSIDE A F/ING MALL!!! :lLast time women dragged me shopping I set myself on fire and jumped out a window. Needless to say, the shopping trip ended soon after that. *tongue planted firmly in cheek*
Reasons why I don't go shopping with women (no offense). Most of the times they're not even going to buy the goddamn clothes! They just want to f/ing look at them, which drives me THROUGH THE ROOF! >:<
Post by: pawz9 on July 12, 2013, 04:19:52 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 16, 2013, 03:33:13 AM
Punishing me for one's own shitty mood and disrespect is not okay.
Post by: ✡ on July 16, 2013, 05:02:33 AM
Post by: MrRazot on July 16, 2013, 02:58:28 PM
Post by: ✡ on July 17, 2013, 02:14:55 AM
Post by: Rhoryc on July 18, 2013, 04:00:57 PM
Post by: pawz9 on July 18, 2013, 05:59:12 PM
and tonight im going to dinner for my grandmothers birthday to one of the filthiest restaurants in the DFW area a restaurant that my grandmother doesn't even like but my grandfather does
Post by: ✡ on July 18, 2013, 08:33:45 PM
Post by: Rhoryc on July 19, 2013, 05:13:06 AM
with swamp people some of those people are hunting for survival the money they make from one month of hunting is their entire income for the year plus some of the meat they get
If they are hunting alligators because it is their primary food source then okay, but I still don't think it is right to profit off of killing animals.
Post by: Arquette on July 29, 2013, 03:12:31 PM
Post by: The Past on July 29, 2013, 03:49:21 PM
Best birthday gift so far: Spending from 3pm to 8pm INSIDE A F/ING MALL!!! :l
Reasons why I don't go shopping with women (no offense). Most of the times they're not even going to buy the goddamn clothes! They just want to f/ing look at them, which drives me THROUGH THE ROOF! >:<
I'm a bit late on this. But as a female who hates shopping and has aunts who were desperate to have a little girl to shop with, I totally know the feeling. They'd just drag me around for hours, looking at clothes they wouldn't buy. And when they'd ask me for my opinion on some shirts and whatnot, I'd have nothing to say, because I honestly don't give a shit about em. Really. When I go to the store, I get necessary shit. We're not at a friggen museum, we're shopping for friggen wearable cloth. I'm so glad I'm an adult and my aunts stopped bugging me. Won't stop them from buying me girly ass clothing I'll never wear, but that's another story...
Now for something more recent in my life. My mate is visiting, and we've been going to museums and such with my dad. It's fun, except when we want to have some peace together but my dad keeps interrupting. But there's worse. My dad doesn't quite understand when something can be a tad offensive, although he means well. Basically, he was stereotyping my mate's home state (Arkansas) as racist, and kept making awkward racism/slavery jokes... I just... I can't wait until my mate and I go to St. Louis in a couple days. X_x
Post by: Marcus on July 29, 2013, 03:59:01 PM
Post by: The Past on July 30, 2013, 02:10:11 PM
Post by: ✡ on July 30, 2013, 05:09:49 PM
Post by: Arquette on July 31, 2013, 09:27:52 AM
Post by: ✡ on July 31, 2013, 08:35:09 PM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on July 31, 2013, 10:46:21 PM
Post by: pawz9 on August 01, 2013, 12:26:16 AM
Post by: Bayzan on August 01, 2013, 02:14:23 AM
Post by: ✡ on August 04, 2013, 10:59:19 PM
I hate being like this.
Post by: vulpes inculta on August 06, 2013, 09:08:57 AM
this is where the frustration kicks in:
I ONLY HAD 74 SKILL POINTS IN SPEECH. D:
and so, when all was said and done, I watched as the ending cutscene showed all my companions setting off for a better life, and then got treated to what boiled down to
"dog died. your fault. HAVE A NICE DAY."
my brain procceded to explode.
Post by: anoni on August 06, 2013, 09:35:59 AM
(I don't ACTUALLY cheat, I just load a earlier save then eat some mentats or read a magazine or something to get my speech high enough xD)\
However, if this is your first time playing the Dead Money expansion then I think it would of been better if you didn't do that. Sometimes it's much more rewarding in a game to play it and keep the choices you've made even if they're bad, because it makes the game a whole lot emotional (took me a while to cope with dog meats accidental death in fallout 3. I did eventually get PUPPIES though but I had to wait for the DLC to come out xD)
Post by: Arquette on August 06, 2013, 12:00:00 PM
Post by: Luggz on August 06, 2013, 06:32:10 PM
Post by: Rhoryc on August 07, 2013, 02:18:00 AM
Post by: Maine on August 07, 2013, 07:13:51 AM
Post by: Nobi on August 08, 2013, 01:44:59 AM
Sick of my neighbor being a total douche!!!! T_T
I'm also sick of your neighbor being a total douche!! >:(
Post by: Fox_720B on August 08, 2013, 06:30:01 AM
I asked him why he never reminded me closer to the time...why bring it up weeks later in front of company?
"So that you'll remember next time!"
All this over a tp roll? Forget this. I'm moving out.
Post by: anoni on August 11, 2013, 12:08:19 PM
Post by: memor the peaceful on August 11, 2013, 01:49:24 PM
Ugh, I've been doing everything I can to get fiber, but nothing is working. >:(
that sounds dreadful... if a little reminiscent of the acronym "t.m.i."
machismo is something that has been causing me some extreme discomfort as of late. i was at a jazz jam session recently, and watched a bassist stand on stage and say "i want to play 'alone together' " and so the band started organising that, but while they were doing so, this saxophonist came on stage and said "i wanna play 'i love you'." the bassist turns to him and says "we were just about to play something else". The saxophonist turns to the bassist and says, in a very aggressive tone "f••• alone together" and put the thing in his mouth and started playing a very loud rendition of "i love you", an ironic choice for someone so uncouth and insensitive. i bet he puts his head on the pillow and fall asleep immediately as well.
Post by: ✡ on August 11, 2013, 06:01:55 PM
Post by: Nobi on August 12, 2013, 03:39:20 AM
Post by: Fox_720B on August 12, 2013, 04:25:28 AM
it's true, the more people get to know me, the less they like me. I have no idea how I used to make friends so easily. it must have just been the kind of person I turned out to be.
I feel you...and when you reach that juncture the only solution is to start being a friend to yourself. Start letting go of other peoples opinions of you and live for you. As you do this...your confidence builds...and as it does...people start to notice and want to be around you.
I learned this perhaps the hardest way I could have...lost the love of my life to learn this lesson. And when I get lonely...I do something nice for myself to pick myself back up. it helps. my own approval of me is just as valid as anyone else's...as long as I don't become conceited or arrogant.
Post by: memor the peaceful on August 12, 2013, 09:38:09 AM
Post by: ✡ on August 13, 2013, 05:05:31 AM
Post by: pawz9 on August 13, 2013, 05:22:54 AM
Post by: Nobi on August 13, 2013, 05:40:19 AM
It takes two seconds, dude...
Post by: Lethrasherhuskeh on August 13, 2013, 03:36:49 PM
Been hacking my throat away like crazy and I have no money to see a docteurr :'(
Post by: Armalite_ on August 14, 2013, 05:31:03 PM
I'm in a financial bind right now. I've resorted to selling crap online in between working 2 labor-intensive jobs and I've got goons calling me off the hook for cash I owe while I'm fighting to get money people owe me. I'm starting to get sick from all the crap I've been putting in my body and lungs. I feel like I'm going to die at the ripe age of 27.
I was scammed out of $200 for a ticket to a concert this past weekend that turned out to be fake at the door, resulting in my removal from the premises. I was pissed. The scammer is still at large. I'm still in the process of hunting him down to get back my money. I know a lot of people and the word on the street says he's been arrested and awaiting trial which gives me some time to track his ass down for my 2 bills before he's sent to prison. I've got his name, where he works, list of known associates (some who I know already) and a cell number. I still don't know what he looks like besides a rough description but I'm REALLY close. Nobody takes my cash and gets away with it.
School starts for me again in September. I'm not looking forward to all the extra work on top of all the stress and time that I clearly have to even think about my relationship that's gone down the drain.
Yet for today, I'm sitting alone in my room waiting for my phone to ring again. Hope your days are going better than mine.
Post by: Lethrasherhuskeh on August 17, 2013, 06:24:34 AM
Hopefully it'll get better
Post by: ✡ on August 17, 2013, 06:28:41 AM
Post by: Armalite_ on August 17, 2013, 06:32:11 AM
I'm sorry to hear about your present situation Spike. :(
Hopefully it'll get better
Thanks, I hope you feel better soon too, man.
Post by: anoni on August 17, 2013, 08:00:42 AM
shit man, I don't know who I like anymore. Boys? Girls? It seems like I'm unable to form these attachments like regular people do. Maybe I'm a demisexual. I probably should date someone at some point but drake dating? NOPELOL
People tend to have very big problems with classifying sexuality, because it's much more gray than what people expect. If you're attracted to girls, you're attracted to girls, if boys as well, well you're attracted to them too, you don't need to classify yourself as bi or gay or straight or anything XD
Post by: ✡ on August 17, 2013, 09:23:02 AM
yeah but I have no idea what I even classify as. It seems like I'm either attracted to nobody or everybody on different days X3shit man, I don't know who I like anymore. Boys? Girls? It seems like I'm unable to form these attachments like regular people do. Maybe I'm a demisexual. I probably should date someone at some point but drake dating? NOPELOL
People tend to have very big problems with classifying sexuality, because it's much more gray than what people expect. If you're attracted to girls, you're attracted to girls, if boys as well, well you're attracted to them too, you don't need to classify yourself as bi or gay or straight or anything XD
Post by: Nobi on August 17, 2013, 07:51:03 PM
Post by: ZaraRaEchidna on August 18, 2013, 10:25:42 AM
what am I going to do, inhale the glue? I can be clumsy but not stupid >:I besides it's the perfect day and, father dearest, which one of us has spent hours reading up and collecting tips? Not you! I don't want to go swimming, I want to make a mask! Jesus if you just had faith in your daughter ... I'm the one who makes **censor** models ... you sit on the computer writing codes and stuff for Welldata ... So we both have different areas of expertise. I made a fecking top hat out of paper the other day, how hard can measuring my head be? Oh look I've already done it ... But I can't cut it because apparently I'm not skilled enough with scissors ...
You let my sister make her Zelda cosplay all by herself and that included foam, glue guns, resins, sewing machines, liquid latex etc ...
ugh I dunno man I just want to have something to do ...
Post by: Maine on August 18, 2013, 01:20:21 PM
ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY INVOLVE A CRAZY PERSON O.O
Post by: MrRazot on August 18, 2013, 11:14:36 PM
2hours 45mins left...
4mins of internet left...
edit: all good now... back home
Post by: Luggz on August 22, 2013, 08:35:38 PM
Post by: Nobi on August 22, 2013, 10:06:15 PM
Post by: Rhoryc on August 24, 2013, 02:12:01 AM
I seriously hate people.
Post by: Armalite_ on August 24, 2013, 05:58:40 AM
Post by: vulpes inculta on August 26, 2013, 08:35:03 AM
I suck at last of us. I really do.
I've been watching the same death scene every 2 minutes.
y'know, the gruesome one where the clicker straight bites joels jugular vein?
that one.
also, I got me a new tail recently. spent 30 dollars. it snapped off on the way home. I've spent at least 2 days culmulativly working a jury-rig to get it to stay.
30 dollars.
I've lost all faith in corporate America.
Post by: ✡ on August 28, 2013, 11:54:53 PM
Post by: Maine on September 09, 2013, 02:48:12 PM
For instance, tonight's viewing included;
'Reverse racism' Because apparently, racism is only something white people to other ethnic groups. Are you serious?
"They basically acted like hetrosexual gay men." Enforcing that any man who chooses to take particular pride in his appearance, must be borderline gay. I mean, that doesn't even work vice-versa.
WHY YOU DO THIS?! STAHP.
Post by: Alexei on September 10, 2013, 01:41:28 AM
....Yeah, okay. T_T
Post by: Midnight Madness on September 11, 2013, 09:02:23 PM
For example, closing windows on a hot day is met with. "I've been doing this for 35 years, it works better this way." Well whoop-de-freaking-doo. So, I'm going to be refuted simply because this is how you've done it for so long? That really is only a bolster to the idea, considering it's the only way things have been done. Try doing it differently, maybe things will go differently. That could go with anything.
Age ≠ knowledge
Knowledge is something you work for, you have to find it. Knowledge does not magically find you, you have to find it, you have to gather it. I'm sick and tired of being treated like someone who doesn't know anything just because I'm 19.
Post by: anoni on September 14, 2013, 09:04:45 AM
Post by: Nrein on September 14, 2013, 04:37:07 PM
So much for only 48-hours of work >>
Post by: Xionist on September 14, 2013, 04:42:14 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on September 14, 2013, 07:10:31 PM
It's real shit when someone refuses to accept your differences and disagreements. :I
Post by: Nobi on September 19, 2013, 01:01:53 AM
Post by: Georgisaur on September 21, 2013, 08:17:26 PM
Post by: Nobi on September 25, 2013, 04:30:29 AM
Post Merge: September 25, 2013, 11:43:39 PM
So for my creative writing class, I'm to write a short scenario in which two characters want different thing, creating a conflict. The problem is, I find it much more enjoyable to write about furs than humans... Of course, if I do that, my professor probably isn't gonna know what the hell I'm talking about. :/
Post by: The Past on September 28, 2013, 04:16:31 AM
Post by: George on September 29, 2013, 07:33:36 AM
Post by: ZaraRaEchidna on September 29, 2013, 09:54:10 AM
Post by: Subject Sigma on October 05, 2013, 05:09:37 PM
D:
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Post by: Midnight Madness on October 06, 2013, 08:26:33 AM
4 evar crie
Post by: Nobi on October 07, 2013, 05:12:09 AM
I was honestly stunned when she said that. Not only did she just shoot me down when I was telling her about something I like, but she also insulted my aunt and uncle's tastes. That wasn't like her at all. It legitimately hurt my feelings.
Post by: Rocoro T. Pup on October 08, 2013, 04:19:52 AM
Post by: NovaAurora on October 08, 2013, 04:27:02 AM
Post by: Rocoro T. Pup on October 08, 2013, 04:33:02 AM
Post by: Oedipus Rex on October 08, 2013, 04:42:02 AM
*Sigh*... my brain has turned into bread pudding.
Post by: Rocoro T. Pup on October 08, 2013, 04:46:19 AM
So, I currently have a 75 in my Spanish class, and I took an exam today which is worth 20% of my quarter grade, and I'm pretty sure I flunked. So now I'm probably going to fail that class for the quarter, which means I'm probably going to fail it for the semester, which will show up bad on my transcript, which will never make any college want to accept me, which means I can never get a degree and amount to anything, which means I will probably become a homeless person living in New York because I'll never find a job.
*Sigh*... my brain has turned into bread pudding.
I'm sure your life won't be ruined with the failing of this test. Where in New York do you live? I can hook you up with some people that can get you a job or help you out.
Post by: Oedipus Rex on October 08, 2013, 04:48:03 AM
That's the problem, I don't even live in New York.So, I currently have a 75 in my Spanish class, and I took an exam today which is worth 20% of my quarter grade, and I'm pretty sure I flunked. So now I'm probably going to fail that class for the quarter, which means I'm probably going to fail it for the semester, which will show up bad on my transcript, which will never make any college want to accept me, which means I can never get a degree and amount to anything, which means I will probably become a homeless person living in New York because I'll never find a job.
*Sigh*... my brain has turned into bread pudding.
I'm sure your life won't be ruined with the failing of this test. Where in New York do you live? I can hook you up with some people that can get you a job or help you out.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on October 08, 2013, 02:16:34 PM
Post by: Maine on October 08, 2013, 02:56:03 PM
I'm on a massive high now, so I guess we're even, temperamental brain. XD
Post by: anoni on October 12, 2013, 09:38:29 AM
I've lost, SO MUCH DATA, because my Linux boots into a **censor** GRUB recovery shell, unable to be god damn returned, all because of a small graphics card issue. HOW DID WINDOWS deal with the graphics card issue, it recovered itself, identified the problem, disabled the graphics card driver and suggested solutions. HOW DOES LINUX SOLVE THE SOLUTION, does not recover itself, DOES NOT identify the problem, DOES NOT disable the graphics card driver and GOES INTO **censor** GRUB RECOVERY MODE. HOW THE heck am I supposed to use GRUB recovery mode, I read a tutorial "Oh simple, just type in these commands" I typed in the first command and BOOM "command not found". I MAKE SURE i perfectly type it correctly, and BOOM "command not found". Go to a different tutorial and same scenario.
WELL that's ok, if I can access my files then I won't lose any data and I'll find an alternative, I'll just download a program to access these files, BOOM no linux partition found. What the HECK is going on. SCREW Linux, I'm pissed off at linux, I'm ANNOYED that my school uses it, I'm annoyed that I lost hours of work on an assignment because of it and I CAN'T GIVE A **censor** anymore. I'm emailing my professor telling them my linux is **censor** and I have no idea how to fix it.
Post by: BakaFawkes on October 12, 2013, 09:47:42 AM
Before this sounds like a happy ending, I found out the grade was a 70, and my GPA is shot all to heck and there are various afterschool programs I was kicked out of. My fault? No, but now I just have to manage and do a little extra work. You say you lost a lot of data, but don't waste time trying to find a way to get it back if you know you can't. Start working on replacing the most important stuff if possible (I'm running advice off of the little info I know about your situation.)
I speak from first hand experience and know that if you can, try to explain the situation, and see if there's any way you could get some slack. Just be genuinely if not overly honest and you could have another shot.
Post by: Lethrasherhuskeh on October 12, 2013, 02:03:57 PM
What a douchebag.
Post by: BakaFawkes on October 13, 2013, 08:33:28 AM
Post by: Vulpatrino on October 17, 2013, 04:42:07 AM
(for those of you who don't take physics, direction is important)
Post by: The Past on October 17, 2013, 05:05:32 AM
Post by: Lethrasherhuskeh on October 17, 2013, 07:12:10 AM
Sent from my Nexus 4 using Tapatalk
Post by: The Past on October 18, 2013, 02:41:21 AM
Post by: BakaFawkes on October 18, 2013, 07:23:11 AM
Post by: Nrein on October 18, 2013, 02:51:49 PM
After we told him we have no money from the $600 plus rent and everything else. He should've thought twice before getting a nice new Dodge Charger after *his* old car failed on us and made us crash >.>
Post by: Georgisaur on October 18, 2013, 03:29:47 PM
Post by: anoni on October 18, 2013, 04:15:22 PM
*5 minutes later*
the text is no where to be found.
God damn it.
Post by: BakaFawkes on November 02, 2013, 07:46:51 AM
Post by: The Past on November 02, 2013, 08:19:17 AM
America might as well flush itself down the toilet. There's not a darn thing right with us, and I think we deserve what China's doing to us. The government is run by total idiots, and pretty soon we're gonna get stomped like the French in World War II. Our government is still the best in the world, (sorry foreigners reading this), it's just that faker we have in the presidential spot.
Oh come on, the president doesn't control everything in the government. The entire system is screwed up from the bottom up. I'd blame the lobbyists and greedy senators and whatnot, if anything. The more you pay, the more you influence how the country is run. It's screwed up.
While we're on it, I am SICK of people going "OBAMA OMG THE PRESIDENT IT HIS FAULT OMG HE DID IT HES HORRIBLE OMG". I admit that he's not that great of a president, but are you really gonna blame all the corruption on that one guy? The government has been corrupt for MANY years! Nothing will change if we just blame a single guy who really has barely done anything to cause all the country's problems. That's called scapegoating, my friend.
Post by: BakaFawkes on November 02, 2013, 08:29:27 AM
Post by: The Past on November 02, 2013, 08:42:18 AM
Post by: BakaFawkes on November 02, 2013, 08:52:00 AM
BUT, the SYSTEM is as darn near perfect as humanity can get it, it's those idiots in congress that mess it up. We are the leaders of this planet, regardless of debt or disorder, Go U.S.A!
Post by: The Past on November 02, 2013, 09:04:21 AM
Another rant, gotta wait yet another friggen week to find out if my mate got that one-in-a-million chance for a free Saturday so he can drive up here. Once we get that chance, I am no longer staying there for a couple months. I am staying there as long as I possibly can. Maybe even stay there for good if I can get everything set to go.
Post by: BakaFawkes on November 02, 2013, 09:25:47 AM
Post by: Maine on November 06, 2013, 12:05:48 PM
I have. I'm not going to recommend it.
Post by: Subject Sigma on November 06, 2013, 02:23:28 PM
America might as well flush itself down the toilet. There's not a darn thing right with us, and I think we deserve what China's doing to us. The government is run by total idiots, and pretty soon we're gonna get stomped like the French in World War II. Our government is still the best in the world, (sorry foreigners reading this), it's just that faker we have in the presidential spot.
Whats wrong with Obams (Disclaimer i am not a politician and not up to date with current politics)
Post Merge: November 06, 2013, 02:25:47 PM
Also right now America's (among others) has so much political corruption its a wonder that we dont see politicians with chaos stars on them
Post by: anoni on November 07, 2013, 06:49:04 AM
- Disbanded the "Climate Commission", the leading governmental body for monitoring and promoting green-friendly industry
- Disbanded the "AusAid" program, which was the leading governmental body for supplying aid to poorer countries
- Picked the government cabinet and only picked one female with the rest being males.
- Is attempting to challenge the current same-sex marriage equality law recently passed in the ACT.
Post by: Luggz on November 07, 2013, 05:52:58 PM
Post by: Nobi on November 08, 2013, 01:53:03 AM
Post by: Lethrasherhuskeh on November 08, 2013, 02:45:05 AM
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Post by: Count of Cutesy on November 19, 2013, 01:26:55 AM
Post by: ✡ on November 21, 2013, 12:32:36 AM
Post by: Nobi on November 21, 2013, 02:51:32 AM
Post by: Luggz on November 21, 2013, 01:04:04 PM
Post by: The Past on November 28, 2013, 01:13:14 AM
Post by: ✡ on November 28, 2013, 01:25:25 AM
Watched Catching Fire with my friend's family. The movie is fantastic. And I left my favorite hat in the gahdamn movie theater because I'm so friggen smart. Can't get it because I can't drive, my friend doesn't know the way to the theater, and her mom is too busy watching Survivor. So yeah. Lost my favorite hat. Movie was good, though, so there's that.just check the lost and found. I worked in a movie theater for over a year and we had a lost and found for that sort of stuff.
Post by: The Past on November 28, 2013, 01:42:31 AM
Post by: Count of Cutesy on November 28, 2013, 03:30:08 PM
1: ONLY has humans as goodguys, while badguys are non-humans.
2: Is anti-evnironmental.
3: Is anti-furry.
4: Depicts humans as the Ultimate Good.
5: All of the above.
Post by: ✡ on November 28, 2013, 08:21:37 PM
Am I the only person who notices a trend with popular things, in that it is wrong to hate something if it...because this is how you sound:
1: ONLY has humans as goodguys, while badguys are non-humans.
2: Is anti-evnironmental.
3: Is anti-furry.
4: Depicts humans as the Ultimate Good.
5: All of the above.
Nostalgia Critic - MAN! (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTg5Ldqm8ME#ws)
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTg5Ldqm8ME)
Post by: Count of Cutesy on November 28, 2013, 10:39:16 PM
Post by: Nrein on November 29, 2013, 01:55:28 AM
Also, I had a fairly decent thanksgiving today until I found out that, yet again, my friends are making plans publicly to all get together to do something, while not inviting me until I notice. But they can take the time to personally invite the two people from our group that ran away from everyone and tried to make it out like we were all horrible people. Yeah for trying yet failing!
Post by: George on November 29, 2013, 10:35:40 AM
Am I the only person who notices a trend with popular things, in that it is wrong to hate something if it...EverQuest, (https://www.everquest2.com/home) this game I've been absolutely obsessed with for awhile now does none of these, and that's one of the many reasons I love it. It's honestly improved my outlook on media. I mean read their explanation on humans!
1: ONLY has humans as goodguys, while badguys are non-humans.
2: Is anti-evnironmental.
3: Is anti-furry.
4: Depicts humans as the Ultimate Good.
5: All of the above.
"Sometimes wise and sometimes foolish, humans are capable of both remarkable ingenuity and startling brutality. Humans are diverse in nearly every aspect of their abilities and culture. They possess a wide range of physical features, and their values and principles are equally varied. Capable of both amazing deeds of kindness and thoughtless acts of cruelty, they have risen to prominence among many of the older races."
This here is my character (http://oi44.tinypic.com/j8ekj5.jpg), who is of Good alignment. Does he look like a human to you? XD The "Ultimate Good" race are amphibians of a sort (http://images3.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20061115122546/eq2/images/6/6d/Froglok_(Character_Race).jpg), believe it or not.
Sorry for the advertising, I just love this game way too much.
To stay on topic, I WISH I C0ULD EAT M0RE F00D.
Post by: Count of Cutesy on November 29, 2013, 03:11:36 PM
Am I the only person who notices a trend with popular things, in that it is wrong to hate something if it...EverQuest, (https://www.everquest2.com/home) this game I've been absolutely obsessed with for awhile now does none of these, and that's one of the many reasons I love it. It's honestly improved my outlook on media. I mean read their explanation on humans!
1: ONLY has humans as goodguys, while badguys are non-humans.
2: Is anti-evnironmental.
3: Is anti-furry.
4: Depicts humans as the Ultimate Good.
5: All of the above.
"Sometimes wise and sometimes foolish, humans are capable of both remarkable ingenuity and startling brutality. Humans are diverse in nearly every aspect of their abilities and culture. They possess a wide range of physical features, and their values and principles are equally varied. Capable of both amazing deeds of kindness and thoughtless acts of cruelty, they have risen to prominence among many of the older races."
This here is my character (http://oi44.tinypic.com/j8ekj5.jpg), who is of Good alignment. Does he look like a human to you? XD The "Ultimate Good" race are amphibians of a sort (http://images3.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20061115122546/eq2/images/6/6d/Froglok_(Character_Race).jpg), believe it or not.
Sorry for the advertising, I just love this game way too much.
To stay on topic, I WISH I C0ULD EAT M0RE F00D.
I was mostly talking about what people think should be allowed to be disliked rather than what people like.
That being said, I do like MMORPGs, but I'm kind of picky about them cause I get more interested if I'm not forced to play as a human. (Or in PSO's case, a Robot that cannot use magic.)
I downloaded the streaming thing, but I'm assuming the game itself is bigger than the mere 12MB the streamer weighs.
Post by: anoni on November 29, 2013, 04:48:45 PM
Post by: ✡ on November 29, 2013, 06:13:51 PM
Other people get to be happy, not me.
I'm pretty sure that I always knew that I'd never be happy in the back of my mind but I never really addressed it.
Pretty much the only thing I can do now is be at least satisfied but I can't even have that.
Post by: pawz9 on December 01, 2013, 08:01:32 AM
Post by: George on December 02, 2013, 06:18:26 AM
man its been awhile since I was on here but its pretty much been half good half bad since the last time with the lowest point being when I attempted to commit suicide because I just couldn't deal with how crappy life was but im fine nowDo me and Dr. Pepper a favor and stay fine, because we don't want to lose you! You're important to us. :3
0n topic: I don't wanna get up tomorrow. It's monday again. x_x
Post by: Bubblegum on December 02, 2013, 11:57:15 PM
Post by: George on December 03, 2013, 02:25:09 AM
If you wanna get service as good as mine, go here! (https://www.charter.com/browse/internet-service/internet) It only took about 4 minutes to load the web page!
Post by: ✡ on December 03, 2013, 03:29:46 AM
I hate my net provider. Every day at 6 it slows to a crawling pace that, if it works at all, takes >2 minutes to load the smallest jpegs, meaning anything with content is rendered useless. After 11 pm or so, it begins to function, so any tasks I have must wait til then. I have a schedule that requires me to get up by 6 am, so I'm getting pretty fed up with the "outstanding" service.well for 30 bucks a month I guess you get what you pay for o3o
If you wanna get service as good as mine, go here! (https://www.charter.com/browse/internet-service/internet) It only took about 4 minutes to load the web page!
Post by: George on December 03, 2013, 06:07:32 AM
I hate my net provider. Every day at 6 it slows to a crawling pace that, if it works at all, takes >2 minutes to load the smallest jpegs, meaning anything with content is rendered useless. After 11 pm or so, it begins to function, so any tasks I have must wait til then. I have a schedule that requires me to get up by 6 am, so I'm getting pretty fed up with the "outstanding" service.well for 30 bucks a month I guess you get what you pay for o3o
If you wanna get service as good as mine, go here! (https://www.charter.com/browse/internet-service/internet) It only took about 4 minutes to load the web page!
It's the only provider where I live. :'(
Post by: MomoHyena on December 03, 2013, 08:03:09 AM
I hate my net provider. Every day at 6 it slows to a crawling pace that, if it works at all, takes >2 minutes to load the smallest jpegs, meaning anything with content is rendered useless. After 11 pm or so, it begins to function, so any tasks I have must wait til then. I have a schedule that requires me to get up by 6 am, so I'm getting pretty fed up with the "outstanding" service.Oh gosh same here. 3 am every day which is when I'm on if I can't sleep. Also it slows down even more when it's cold. And it's literally the only provider to this apartment complex. What a pain! >_<
If you wanna get service as good as mine, go here! (https://www.charter.com/browse/internet-service/internet) It only took about 4 minutes to load the web page!
Post by: ✡ on December 05, 2013, 07:02:29 AM
There's literally not one thing that I can do as well as anybody else.
Post by: George on December 06, 2013, 12:45:07 AM
I'm so useless.You're much better at being a foxaroo than I am! :3
There's literally not one thing that I can do as well as anybody else.
Post by: ✡ on December 06, 2013, 03:33:00 AM
haha but that's not an actual skill XDI'm so useless.You're much better at being a foxaroo than I am! :3
There's literally not one thing that I can do as well as anybody else.
Post by: MomoHyena on December 06, 2013, 04:55:00 AM
Post by: The Past on December 08, 2013, 06:19:34 AM
Post by: Nrein on December 09, 2013, 06:58:22 PM
Post by: anoni on December 10, 2013, 05:37:30 AM
Post by: ✡ on December 10, 2013, 05:41:38 AM
I don't want to be gone forever.
Post by: The Past on December 10, 2013, 08:45:48 AM
Post by: ✡ on December 10, 2013, 09:09:27 AM
Well, Drake, you won't know you're gone forever since you're, well, gone. So it's really nothing to worry about. Death is just the final chapter of life for everyone. Best not worry about it and simply make the most out of the life you have.it can happen at any time and it's really scary if I haven't accomplished the stuff I want to in life.
Post by: The Past on December 10, 2013, 09:11:21 AM
Post by: anoni on December 11, 2013, 06:26:06 AM
Well, Drake, you won't know you're gone forever since you're, well, gone. So it's really nothing to worry about. Death is just the final chapter of life for everyone. Best not worry about it and simply make the most out of the life you have.it can happen at any time and it's really scary if I haven't accomplished the stuff I want to in life.
Life after death is like life before birth, you've been "not-born" for at least thirteen billion years and it's felt like nothing ever happened and the same will happen with after death. You will never know of death, if you're dead there is no looking back, forward or anything, there is no looking, no thinking, no time or comprehension. Because of this, there is no POINT thinking about when you're gonna die, you could of died 5 seconds ago and now are just suddenly reborn as an exact copy, there is no way to really tell.
Post by: Armalite_ on December 11, 2013, 10:42:11 AM
Post by: ✡ on December 11, 2013, 07:03:04 PM
Well, Drake, you won't know you're gone forever since you're, well, gone. So it's really nothing to worry about. Death is just the final chapter of life for everyone. Best not worry about it and simply make the most out of the life you have.it can happen at any time and it's really scary if I haven't accomplished the stuff I want to in life.
Life after death is like life before birth, you've been "not-born" for at least thirteen billion years and it's felt like nothing ever happened and the same will happen with after death. You will never know of death, if you're dead there is no looking back, forward or anything, there is no looking, no thinking, no time or comprehension. Because of this, there is no POINT thinking about when you're gonna die, you could of died 5 seconds ago and now are just suddenly reborn as an exact copy, there is no way to really tell.
after experiencing life though I don't think I'd be okay with that same kind of oblivion. it's kind of like giving a child a shiny new toy and then cruelly snatching it away after only five minutes.
Post by: Armalite_ on December 11, 2013, 10:19:03 PM
after experiencing life though I don't think I'd be okay with that same kind of oblivion. it's kind of like giving a child a shiny new toy and then cruelly snatching it away after only five minutes.
When you're old, nothing on your body works the way it used to. No one calls you anymore and all your friends are dead and usually so is your significant other and everything is physically painful and difficult to do. Life definitely seems a lot less colorful. I know a lot of old people who used to tell me how much they've lived a great life and wish us all the best in the future, but it's because they know this world is going down the toilet.
Tbh, I think I see a lot of old people WAITING to die and accepting it, rather than being afraid of something that could likely occur within the hour. Your age puts a HUGE perspective weight on the concept of death that self-preservation would never allow it. When you're old there's not a lot left to preserve especially when catching a bad flu could mean the end.
What scares me the most about death is the lead up to it. I've seen people die from cancer, disease, and old age and I don't intend to die that way if I have anything to do with it. People who die in accidents and violent altercations are the ones who die unexpectedly while suicidal people only WANT to not exist. Because really, once it happens, it doesn't matter if you like it or not. Are they lucky in a sense? I can't say. It's here nor there.
Post by: The Past on December 11, 2013, 10:26:14 PM
Also, I agree with Spike entirely with the age thing.
Anyway, I need to return some manga I borrowed from a friend several months ago. I woke up late and I smell and feel like crap, and I'm afraid she'll be driving over here to pick them up. I don't want anyone anywhere near me right now, so I'm gonna pretend I'm not home since my dad's out working. I'll feel like an ass, but it's better than acting awkward as hell.
Post by: anoni on December 12, 2013, 02:11:48 AM
after experiencing life though I don't think I'd be okay with that same kind of oblivion. it's kind of like giving a child a shiny new toy and then cruelly snatching it away after only five minutes.
It's nothing like that example you gave, it'd be more like giving a child a toy, then taking the toy away and having the child instantly forget he ever had a toy in the first place. Remember, when you're dead you can't perceive things, there is no consciousness, so you can't "look back" to life and miss life, because you're dead and can't perceive anything.
Post by: ✡ on December 12, 2013, 02:17:10 AM
well that's not absolutely certain, hell it could just be floating around in oblivion by yourself for eternity x.x
after experiencing life though I don't think I'd be okay with that same kind of oblivion. it's kind of like giving a child a shiny new toy and then cruelly snatching it away after only five minutes.
It's nothing like that example you gave, it'd be more like giving a child a toy, then taking the toy away and having the child instantly forget he ever had a toy in the first place. Remember, when you're dead you can't perceive things, there is no consciousness, so you can't "look back" to life and miss life, because you're dead and can't perceive anything.
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I just can't shake the paranoid delusion that everybody secretly hates me.
Post by: The Past on December 12, 2013, 02:48:50 AM
Post by: Georgisaur on December 12, 2013, 08:41:48 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 14, 2013, 05:22:09 PM
My rant: Yesterday i found out some important stuff, and then they started arguing about my destiny being chosen and stuff, and i said i did not have a choice in the matter.
(Hint, it is about being born with both, and parents being chose me to be a guy)
So, just think," well, i'm at least better than that guy.. heh!"
Embrace it!
Post by: ✡ on December 14, 2013, 05:55:46 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 14, 2013, 05:58:12 PM
it's like I'm a ghost sometimes. whenever I try to talk to people they just stare blankly right through me and don't respond or they just mumble some response that doesn't make any sense. it's like there's no room for me in anybody's life.Well, you are not a ghost here, my friend, and i try my best to not really "ignore" anyone.
Post by: ✡ on December 14, 2013, 06:04:42 PM
well it's kind of hard to be ignored on the internet where you don't have to yell to get people to notice you.it's like I'm a ghost sometimes. whenever I try to talk to people they just stare blankly right through me and don't respond or they just mumble some response that doesn't make any sense. it's like there's no room for me in anybody's life.Well, you are not a ghost here, my friend, and i try my best to not really "ignore" anyone.
though many times people just choose to ignore everything I write.
Post by: HyenaKing on December 14, 2013, 06:11:36 PM
Post by: The Past on December 15, 2013, 04:27:58 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 15, 2013, 04:33:45 PM
Or
Let me give you something nice so whe i complain, you wont care because you are enthawled.
Poeple keep swying to me , you could've said something....
HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO SPEAK UP ABOUT SOMETHING WHEN I AM A WEEK OLD?!
*sigh*
Post by: ✡ on December 15, 2013, 10:04:45 PM
I don't even know why I leave my house most days.
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on December 16, 2013, 12:20:07 AM
Post by: Georgisaur on December 16, 2013, 06:06:03 PM
I hate my anxiety so much.Panic attacks really are the worst. :(
Post by: Vulpatrino on December 17, 2013, 06:26:36 PM
A couple minutes later, and I completely forgot it. >_<
Post by: HyenaKing on December 17, 2013, 11:37:02 PM
It hit the fan today, furries became misinterpreted, and now I have the label "Perverted Freak"
It sucks, Y'know?
Post by: Subject Sigma on December 18, 2013, 03:54:28 PM
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Post by: Vulpatrino on December 19, 2013, 02:19:27 AM
I HAVEN'T EVEN LEARNED WHAT AN ISOTOPE IS YET. WHY ARE YOU ASKING THIS OF ME.
Post by: HyenaKing on December 19, 2013, 11:50:36 PM
Time to ask the teacher.
NWOM NWOM NWOM I FEEL SO FAT.
Post by: Bubblegum on December 21, 2013, 12:15:20 AM
Post by: MomoHyena on December 21, 2013, 08:56:38 PM
Is it just me, or are many open-minded people just a different kind of closed-minded? >.>Yup, noticed this too. When you preach about how tolerant and open minded you are, sometimes those same people get really offended when you're like "hey what you said here I found kinda offensive". Lotsa people think just by saying they're open minded is like a get out of jail free card for when they say mean stuff...
Post by: Kibari on December 21, 2013, 09:29:55 PM
Is it just me, or are many open-minded people just a different kind of closed-minded? >.>
The subjective cannot be objective, a subject is always subjective even where there's similarities to others.
As for the median, the most balanced mindedness, is balance-mindedness. Even that is partially subjective, it at least can help us get along with each other in a balanced fashion.
Post by: HyenaKing on December 22, 2013, 12:11:26 AM
"Blahblahablah Question from vulpes"
"ARGHHGHGHHGHGH YOU DID NOT LISTEN! LAAFADHGLHDGKASFHLHASFK!"
Post by: Vulpatrino on December 22, 2013, 04:32:34 PM
Is it just me, or are many open-minded people just a different kind of closed-minded? >.>
The subjective cannot be objective, a subject is always subjective even where there's similarities to others.
As for the median, the most balanced mindedness, is balance-mindedness. Even that is partially subjective, it at least can help us get along with each other in a balanced fashion.
Kibari, you're a smart one. Sort of building on to that, I think the best way to live is to be subjective to negativity, but open to anything positive.
Post by: HyenaKing on December 22, 2013, 04:33:42 PM
Confusing twisty timeline imminent.
Post by: Kibari on December 22, 2013, 09:32:26 PM
Kibari, you're a smart one. Sort of building on to that, I think the best way to live is to be subjective to negativity, but open to anything positive.
Well, negativity is a state of mind.
It is entirely up to you how you perceive things (supposing you don't have a chemical imbalance).
It would be more mentally healthy to "be prepared" for bad things (after all, this is what security is for) than to dwell on them.
So yes, indeed prepare, but do not dwell. Constant anxiety nor depression is healthy. The most natural thought state tends to be neutrality whereby positivity is a part of the psychological reward system which helps us to survive. Humans are an animal that in-particularly "over-think" in a cyclical fashion which leads to a downwards spiral of worry and sadness. If you treat your reward system for what it is and keep a neutral outlook on most things while also enjoying the positive things then you will be much more mentally healthy. Though, this is easier said than done but it can be done with meditative things. You can say that negativity is simply the opposite of positivity, our ability to remember what is bad enables us to remind ourselves not to do this again, as a hence experiencing "negativity" creates feelings of discord and it is up to you to realise negativity is something to learn from and not something to dwell upon.
Knowing when to think negatively and positively is really something only your wisdom and instincts can tell you.
Note, that nothing's ever a perfect balance when it comes to mindedness, no one's perfect - not even you. And that's also where evolution comes in.
How close minded or open minded you are depends on your values and positivity/negativity ratio.
Those with positive thinking and emotions tend to be far more successful. The emotion and trigger for epiphany is also most likely experienced by a positive, balanced-minded person because said person is on a "roll" - a "high". Of course the reason why you should not be absolutely positive is because without negativity there is no mental contrast of what is good and worth working towards. In strategic battles, for example, "positive thinking" that leads to cockiness without any skepticism will most likely lead you into being the "over-confident" loser - that is where balanced mindedness is most important. Balanced mindness also promotes survival and creativity in general and since the world is a "creative" community consisting of lifeforms that need to "survive", it's really the best and most natural method of thought.
The only issue is, it is not always easy to be "balanced" and with healthy "positivity".
So many have different values, opinions and beliefs. Close-mindedness often simply takes over as a method of self-preservation, this is a side-effect of the inevitable subjective/relative chaos factor of the universe. Sometimes the most efficient way of mindedness is to continue as you are - but there's always room for revolutionary thinking.
All in all, do not fool the self into thinking too negatively.
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 27, 2013, 03:10:49 PM
T_T
Post by: HyenaKing on December 27, 2013, 03:48:02 PM
TWISTEH TIMELINE
Post by: MomoHyena on December 28, 2013, 11:39:35 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 28, 2013, 11:41:21 PM
AUSDAGLKSDABVLKsasdlgkbvkasdvkasjasdlvb
*end of rant*
Post by: Grey on January 04, 2014, 10:41:10 AM
Post by: anoni on January 04, 2014, 11:13:22 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 04, 2014, 07:00:01 PM
I woke up at 11 am!
Post by: Grey on January 04, 2014, 09:00:08 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 04, 2014, 09:02:03 PM
Thats sibling nature.
My sibling ursge is to poke my sister tons.
Post by: Grey on January 04, 2014, 09:07:36 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 04, 2014, 09:12:17 PM
*Daily Rant for me in a nutshell*
Post by: Grey on January 04, 2014, 09:14:15 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 04, 2014, 09:15:31 PM
Howard and his mom, oh gosh that is the funniest.
Post by: Grey on January 04, 2014, 09:17:40 PM
Post Merge: January 04, 2014, 09:25:15 PM
Looks like I'll be needing to get a new phone. One of my brothers threw it out of anger. :'(
Post by: HyenaKing on January 04, 2014, 09:55:32 PM
Post by: Grey on January 04, 2014, 09:57:54 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 04, 2014, 11:26:08 PM
*sneeze*
Post by: Grey on January 04, 2014, 11:29:14 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 04, 2014, 11:32:16 PM
Post by: Grey on January 04, 2014, 11:37:57 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 04, 2014, 11:38:29 PM
alomg with you.
Post by: Grey on January 04, 2014, 11:40:56 PM
Post by: anoni on January 06, 2014, 12:38:33 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 06, 2014, 12:40:28 AM
Post by: The Past on January 06, 2014, 02:30:59 AM
First of all, humans are animals.
Secondly, you're a human. You can prance around in your little fantasy world all you want, but in reality, you are a human, and there is nothing wrong with that.
Thirdly, humans and other animals do horrible shit. They all also do nice things. All animals have their beautiful and horrifying traits. If you want to generalize all humans as murdering, abusing psychopaths, then you must generalize all sea otters as monsters drowning baby seals to death and so on. Individuals can do horrible shit, but that doesn't mean they all do. Stop spewing the misanthropic BS and putting the rest of Animalia on a shining pedestal at the same time.
Post by: HyenaKing on January 06, 2014, 02:32:16 AM
Post by: George on January 06, 2014, 06:27:31 AM
Post by: Grey on January 06, 2014, 06:24:07 PM
Whats even more annoying is that I put my hand through the wall when I fell. I bet it looked funny though! X3
Time to get out the polyfiller. :S
Post by: The Past on January 06, 2014, 10:24:46 PM
From what I understand, they've had a rough life. I get that. I know this person has good in them and just releases the negative feelings on others (not just me). I want to tell them I do respect them as a person, but I already tried years ago, and they never listened. I'm just some dirty little slut.
Post by: Nrein on January 06, 2014, 10:37:31 PM
Kinda perturbed that this person sorta blatantly lied to me about something, made a big deal about it, went on an angry rampage, then came and told me they lied and that they were sorry about lying but not sorry about getting angry that I wasn't believing it.
I just don't understand sometimes >.>
Post by: Grey on January 07, 2014, 05:36:56 PM
Post by: juliet on January 07, 2014, 05:45:25 PM
Pride. I should have none.
Post by: Grey on January 07, 2014, 05:46:56 PM
Post by: juliet on January 07, 2014, 05:54:07 PM
Pride. I should have none.
Post by: Grey on January 07, 2014, 05:58:24 PM
My brother just screamed that the dog was dead when it wasn't. I nearly cried. :(
Post by: juliet on January 07, 2014, 06:08:55 PM
Pride. I should have none.
Post by: Grey on January 07, 2014, 06:14:27 PM
Beginning to feel queasy again.
Post Merge: January 07, 2014, 06:38:30 PM
Been ill again.
Post by: juliet on January 07, 2014, 07:10:57 PM
Pride. I should have none.
Post by: Grey on January 07, 2014, 07:13:07 PM
My brother just walked into a door, and yelled at me for not telling him it was closed. T_T
Post by: juliet on January 07, 2014, 07:16:06 PM
Pride. I should have none.
Post by: Subject Sigma on January 07, 2014, 07:43:33 PM
Post by: Nobi on January 07, 2014, 08:11:34 PM
Post by: juliet on January 07, 2014, 08:33:34 PM
Pride. I should have none.
Post by: Nobi on January 08, 2014, 03:24:07 AM
Nobi. It's a bagel xD enjoy it.
Pride. I should have none.
Well yes, but it's a bagel that should have only cost me a dollar... >w>
Post by: Grey on January 08, 2014, 09:49:48 AM
Post by: Snow Kittie on January 09, 2014, 08:20:34 PM
Post by: Snow Kittie on January 09, 2014, 08:23:26 PM
On christmas while on my way back up to NC from FL my brother, father, and I got into a car crash. Some jerk hit us from behind and then we hydroplaned into the nearest guard rail, bounced off, spun across I-40, and hit the other guard rail. the person who hit us ran and was not caught. Now we only have one car. last night I accidentally electrocuted myself with my computer charger, and I'm behind in latin and have a midterm on friday.Life sucks sometimes doesn't it!!!? Things happen to us all, it helps me to know I am not alone and I'm not nearly in a bad if conditions as many others in the world. Good thing is life has a way of going down AS WELL AS up... so we all gotta hang in there.
Post by: Grey on January 09, 2014, 08:27:37 PM
Post by: Nrein on January 10, 2014, 07:20:25 AM
And then after the 20 minutes of hard work, the Profiler decides it needs to "reselect" the game exe, and undoes all the work.
So not into this at 2AM -3-
Post by: Grey on January 10, 2014, 12:22:01 PM
Post by: Snow Kittie on January 10, 2014, 04:35:53 PM
I just found out my Nan is in intensive care after several consecutive heart failures! :'( Right after I lost my Grandfather too....Grey it sounds like your having some rough times...
*hugs*
The whole communities here for you :)
Post by: Nrein on January 11, 2014, 03:37:02 AM
And then do it again >.>
Post by: George on January 11, 2014, 05:03:05 AM
Except Acer Fox. Acer doesn't give a damn.I just found out my Nan is in intensive care after several consecutive heart failures! :'( Right after I lost my Grandfather too....Grey it sounds like your having some rough times...
*hugs*
The whole communities here for you :)
(points if you get the reference)
Post by: HyenaKing on January 11, 2014, 05:57:43 PM
I dont like the shows promoting promiscuty
Post by: Grey on January 11, 2014, 06:06:12 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 12, 2014, 02:30:53 AM
Post by: Snow Kittie on January 12, 2014, 08:51:10 PM
Bray - Furry
Husky- Kona
Wolf- Akina
Fox- Kaelo
And I wear it everywhere I go. My dad noticed it and asked what I said so I handed it to him and he read it, gave a disapproving shake if the head and said "ok..." under his breathe and then have it to my giggling sister who read it grinning and started taking the silencer off mocking me.
Post by: Grey on January 12, 2014, 08:53:50 PM
Post by: Grey on January 15, 2014, 02:28:53 PM
Post by: anoni on January 15, 2014, 02:35:07 PM
Argh, why do I go through this like "phase" of piano playing where at the start I don't care how I play and because I don't care how I play, I start playing really well, just not worrying about it. BUT THEN I do something STUPID like try to record my piano playing, get all nervous, stressed, fail at playing a good rendition of the song and from then on feel stressed because I get self-conscious on my piano playing abilities >.<
Post by: Grey on January 15, 2014, 02:36:48 PM
I could never play a piano. Too complicated for my simple mind. :P
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 15, 2014, 06:04:36 PM
Other than the evidence against astrological prediction and personality description, and their use of Forer statements, I have 3 problems with this:
1 - She has no earning capacity and loves to shop so the money from the settlement will have to last a long time.
2 - If you find astrology entertaining, fine, it's available free in newspapers and online.
3 - The quality of US astrologers compared with Australian astrologers is the same.
I have tried to talk with her kindly about this but "she must find out if her one night stand is her future mr right". He's not that into her *facepaw*
@Anoni, I can play a song perfectly by myself or live, but as soon as someone presses a record button - ERRORS! Even if I'm just with close friends and not nervous. It makes no sense.
Post by: HyenaKing on January 15, 2014, 11:10:32 PM
Hmmmm
Post by: The Past on January 16, 2014, 02:38:49 AM
Post by: Nrein on January 16, 2014, 04:30:03 AM
Things about music
See, this is how I felt when people started bashing groups like Pearl Jam and Korn for doing their Unplugged shows/albums. I'm sorry but, some of their Unplugged versions/songs are even better than the usual stuff they do. Same with Korn doing their own Dubstep songs too. The style works perfectly, and they make it sound natural. Artists trying new things don't always mean they're selling out, or that they're gonna be bad.
Well unless you're Linkin Park. How many genres have they tried by now?
Also, I really hate when I go into work after a week of not being in, and have nothing to do. There's no worse way to spend a shift than slow and boring x.x
Post by: Maine on January 16, 2014, 12:08:50 PM
On the bright side, I'm getting a new mattress delivered tomorrow; no longer will I have to sleep on a stone altar.
Post by: HyenaKing on January 16, 2014, 11:48:03 PM
Post by: The Past on January 17, 2014, 12:26:12 AM
I'm really wishing I had my own space right now. I really want to write, but there is literally nowhere in my house where the Tv isn't on, yelling is not audible, or someone isn't sleeping. It's the worst thing; being an introvert in a house overcrowded with people.
On the bright side, I'm getting a new mattress delivered tomorrow; no longer will I have to sleep on a stone altar.
Oh, I know the feeling all too well. I'd get a burst of creativity and a serious urge to write a story while at school, but I couldn't write during class because the teachers would stop me and make me do schoolwork. And then there's kids being noisy or watching over my shoulder, people interrupting me as if something is wrong (Yes, people clearly writing in their notebook are obviously lonely and want to talk) But once I finally found time alone to write, the energy was long gone and I'd just sit there, staring at a blank page.
Post by: George on January 17, 2014, 01:40:23 AM
Why is age difference such a big thing until your old...?That's relevant to something I'm still feeling sorry for myself about!
Hmmmm
Why don't people play TMStadium anymore? *Sob*I would play it if I had the money to buy it!
*updates post to extend rant*
I think I might be in love,
and I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate dealing with real emotions. They *B0NK* everything up and don't actually achieve anything. x_x
Post by: HyenaKing on January 17, 2014, 05:07:51 AM
Falling in love is good, but all 8n moderation...
Ive been in and out of relationships of all shapes, sizes, and types, and ive sttopped dealing with BS. A random guy is chatting with my friend-friend and they both are under wraps about it, i cut the crap and the relationship...
And ive got trust problems.
Post by: juliet on January 17, 2014, 05:18:15 AM
I wish everone lived on the same time zone.why didn't you ask me about it?
Falling in love is good, but all 8n moderation...
Ive been in and out of relationships of all shapes, sizes, and types, and ive sttopped dealing with BS. A random guy is chatting with my friend-friend and they both are under wraps about it, i cut the crap and the relationship...
And ive got trust problems.
Pride. I should have none.
Post by: The Past on January 18, 2014, 10:08:53 PM
Post by: George on January 18, 2014, 10:14:11 PM
Apparently you can't have a bear character without people associating it with violent killing sprees or pedobear. Purely because it's a bear. ._.
At least you don't fit your stereotype. :(
Post by: HyenaKing on January 18, 2014, 10:24:59 PM
I dont want to work out
But my friend is dragging me there by my earlobe.
I will procrastinate lots now.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 18, 2014, 11:21:03 PM
I hate you cancer.
Post by: Grey on January 19, 2014, 12:45:22 AM
Yet these past couple of days I've been hurt by them constantly. Not in a physical way but more emotionally. :(
Today my Dad just came up to me and asked me if I was a part of this family anymore. I didn't answer because I just don't know anymore. :'(
Post by: George on January 20, 2014, 04:59:47 AM
Then I realized he was indirectly telling me specifically off cause I was sticking out and holding up the ride, so then when I finally get in position where I'm "acceptable", I'm taking up like half the space of the people in the row behind me. :$
That wasn't exactly a great experience.
Post by: HyenaKing on January 20, 2014, 07:57:34 AM
My dad was tried to set up my Noptel shooting systen, when i already bloody set it up!!
My parents visit daily. I MOVED OUTTA THE HOUSE. THEYVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR MONTHS.
and they treat me like i'm 4.
No fun!
Post by: Jay-The-Wolf on January 20, 2014, 02:52:20 PM
\ /
oFTo
Post by: HyenaKing on January 20, 2014, 02:53:24 PM
Really tired and cold.
Post by: Grey on January 20, 2014, 05:46:57 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 20, 2014, 05:52:25 PM
Post by: Grey on January 20, 2014, 05:57:36 PM
Apparently, if you wear a hood you are likely to stab someone. T_T
Post by: JollyGreenFox on January 20, 2014, 06:44:17 PM
I'm miles from home and no one wants to give me a lift. :'(
Apparently, if you wear a hood you are likely to stab someone. T_T
Ain't that always the way it is? or if your quiet your are likely to shoot up a school...
Post by: Grey on January 20, 2014, 06:45:57 PM
FFFFF- my leg hurts. :/
Post by: Nobi on January 22, 2014, 01:18:30 AM
Post by: George on January 22, 2014, 01:24:00 AM
I can never enjoy a cup of coffee without having to spend the whole day in the bathroom afterwards... >w<(http://img8.joyreactor.cc/pics/comment/Alice-Madness-Returns-cosplay-746898.png)
The good stuff doesn't do that, but is so expensive...
Post by: Snow Kittie on January 23, 2014, 09:07:52 PM
I decided to check in on a mine craft server that I sold to a friend and only one player was on. He was griefing but I was in a good mood so I decided to play with him and undo his griefs with our block logging plugin. Everything he did was instantly fixed so he went to do it again. Finally he asked to be op and I said no so he said my full name in the chat and threatened to send 5 pizzas to my house since he knew my address and had my Facebook up. I banned him after that and he instantly joined back saying last chance. When I tried to ban his ip nothing happened and part of it was in the form of "/".
I know there are plenty of ways to do that. My ip gives my general location, search my username and about a dozen sites come up.
But the server was acting funny as well which makes me think it was more.
I'm scared that he hacked and I don't have my antivirus anymore D:
It also made me realize maybe I shouldn't have gone to those sketchy sites on my phone and I pod...
I have no idea which devices are safe and which aren't now! I'm going around and changing all my passwords...
Post by: Grey on January 23, 2014, 09:09:26 PM
My arm's gone purple! :o
Post by: juliet on January 23, 2014, 09:24:15 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 24, 2014, 05:51:48 AM
^ Oh damn. :S
My arm's gone purple! :o
That does not sound healthy!
Post by: anoni on January 24, 2014, 06:07:44 AM
I think my computer just got hacked...
I decided to check in on a mine craft server that I sold to a friend and only one player was on. He was griefing but I was in a good mood so I decided to play with him and undo his griefs with our block logging plugin. Everything he did was instantly fixed so he went to do it again. Finally he asked to be op and I said no so he said my full name in the chat and threatened to send 5 pizzas to my house since he knew my address and had my Facebook up. I banned him after that and he instantly joined back saying last chance. When I tried to ban his ip nothing happened and part of it was in the form of "/".
I know there are plenty of ways to do that. My ip gives my general location, search my username and about a dozen sites come up.
But the server was acting funny as well which makes me think it was more.
I'm scared that he hacked and I don't have my antivirus anymore D:
It also made me realize maybe I shouldn't have gone to those sketchy sites on my phone and I pod...
I have no idea which devices are safe and which aren't now! I'm going around and changing all my passwords...
Post by: Nobi on January 25, 2014, 07:42:15 PM
Post by: The Past on January 25, 2014, 10:19:52 PM
In the place of the old rant, though... The right speaker of my headset apparently stopped working. First the mute button, then the mic, now this! It's a nice Logitech headset; how can this happen?!
Post by: Luggz on January 26, 2014, 09:29:37 AM
Post by: Grey on January 26, 2014, 12:38:33 PM
My pridiction was correct. Instead of my parents asking my if I was alright, they yelled at me.
Post by: HyenaKing on January 26, 2014, 03:44:58 PM
WHY DO MY PARENTS VISIT 'ERRE DAY!?
I've moved out for 8 months now and they visit literally every day. they got there stuff here, the only time they are not here they are sleeping x-x
And sometimes they sleep here.
My Llandlord is threading to raise his cost if i don't get rid of them, they are like residents.
Cant afford it!
And they dodge the question constantly if they have there own place. Last i knew they were in they're house, but i'm getting feelings they were foreclosed.
I cant afford to have higher costs
Post by: Grey on January 26, 2014, 06:34:55 PM
Post by: Snow Kittie on January 26, 2014, 09:51:51 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 26, 2014, 10:51:09 PM
My parents are giving me a bedtime in my own apartment x-x
Post by: Grey on January 27, 2014, 01:02:20 AM
Gah my hip hurts like hell now!
Post by: Nrein on January 27, 2014, 11:23:22 PM
And then I get there, wipe my phone, get in line, get the phone I want out and ready, and then my parents totally blow away all of it because of a stupid issue that *they* caused in my last upgrade. Yay! :DD >:C
Post by: The Past on January 28, 2014, 02:12:40 AM
Fresh Fish.
Blahs.
Fresh Fish.
Blahs.
Fresh Fish.
Blahs.
...
...Excuse me. What? o_o
Post by: HyenaKing on January 28, 2014, 08:06:02 AM
If my parents finf me in my own apartment, them using y bed, if i wake em' up, they might literally try to kill me.
:(
Post by: Grey on January 28, 2014, 04:20:34 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 29, 2014, 01:37:33 AM
Parents whent who knows where going to stay at firndes house for the night.
Post by: Grey on January 29, 2014, 06:21:37 PM
Post by: juliet on January 30, 2014, 12:23:05 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 30, 2014, 12:28:24 AM
Ooo! A New laptop! Sounds awesome.
My Fienwetrkbau ceased to work, still got me LP-10, buut, its somewhere i cannot acces it at the moment.
RIP:
(http://i890.photobucket.com/albums/ac101/jhnsmine/IMG_20140129_171226_zpstwtu3qlc.jpg) (http://s890.photobucket.com/user/jhnsmine/media/IMG_20140129_171226_zpstwtu3qlc.jpg.html)
Post by: Philosophunculist on February 01, 2014, 01:29:41 AM
Post by: Grey on February 01, 2014, 01:36:24 AM
I can't find enough wood to make a fire.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2014, 02:24:48 AM
Worried
Angry
Sorry
Depressed
Frustrated
And SPACE to alternate between feeling crowded and feeling lonely.
Just so sick of everything :'(
Post by: Grey on February 01, 2014, 02:27:19 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2014, 02:30:40 AM
People are always like "But Beatrix, you're so nice, you're so smart you're so pretty, aren't you're kids amazing"
Well why am I always so upset and why do I hate myself so much?
AAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!
I just f%cking hate it!! >:(
Post by: George on February 01, 2014, 02:38:18 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2014, 02:42:03 AM
You said it mister!
Post by: Grey on February 01, 2014, 02:44:31 AM
Before I met him I was downright suicidal. I had just broken up from my old abusive bf and everyone I knew had been avoiding me like I had the plague, my collegues at work were giving me a hard time, the people at my college did not care either. The few people I talk to said "give it time" as well.
And I did. While I'm still not on top form and bad things are still happening to me I'm muddling through it. Things are looking up, but that only happens when you stop looking at the bad things and look at the good no matter how small they might be.
What happens when you fall over? You get up, dust yourself up and keep walking. "Oops, there's a graze on my knee, but at least I'm not muddy".
No matter what happens Trix, you will always have us.
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2014, 02:47:24 AM
YOur better now!!
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2014, 02:56:35 AM
IN any other thread I would say something else, but:
I can tell you all about the power of positive thinking, how to change irrational beliefs that lead to negative cognition, the existential philosophy of Albert Camus and the debate between Leibniz and Voltaire over the best of all possible words.
I listen to happy music when I'm sad to pull me out of it, I do exercise to fight depression, I volunteer to connect to community, I do artistic things to feed my soul, I play with my kids and I snuggle my dogs...
I don't have suicidal ideation, I see a psychiatrist and have tried 4 or 5 different anti-depressants.
But I can't stop crying and I just want to curl up and die.
I've project a positive image and I make others happy... I'm sorry, but what I think I need is a Trixsie for me.
Where my goddamn Trixsie? It just sucks.
Post by: Grey on February 01, 2014, 03:04:57 AM
I'm not suicidal anymore, but just like you I still feel like crying.
These things linger and follow us.
Now it's a matter of looking at it and just picking away at it.
I'm going to be weird here and say that depression is like being told to eat en elephant.
It seems like a hard task to get through, but who says you need to do it all in one go. It's not going to disappear overnight, so you eat away at it at your own pace. Muddle at it until it's all gone.
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2014, 03:36:13 AM
D:
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2014, 07:38:18 AM
Thanks buddy, you are right of course. Some days I just get sick of eating elephant ya know? LOL
Went to the beach got some sun, think I've finished this stupid funeral photo montage...
Nice easy BBQ for dinner, early night. I have my bounce turned back to Tigger before ya know it :)
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on February 03, 2014, 03:25:59 AM
I'm jsut sad and fear the furry fandom is decreasing in size!I hear that but now that I have the company on my side we sould not lose to many other members.
D:
...
......
... And Sis... *Wraps arms around and holds tight not saying anything just letting the tears fall from my face*
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 03, 2014, 08:13:35 AM
I miss you when you're not here, but when you are I don't know what to say :(
:'(
Post by: George on February 04, 2014, 04:28:39 AM
but I'm really not feeling like myself today.
Not bad, just strange. (and just a little upset in the stomach, but that'll pass :))
Post by: Grey on February 04, 2014, 08:11:53 PM
*flails arms*
Post by: The Past on February 05, 2014, 02:12:50 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 05, 2014, 02:30:24 AM
"When your paient (Old person in retirement home) Is in critical condidion and is about to die, lean thjem over on the side so it KILLS THEM FASTER"
The caps words echoed in my head as I threw up in class.
That's not right! Man!
Post by: Ben on February 05, 2014, 03:27:26 AM
Post by: The Past on February 05, 2014, 03:53:38 AM
^Geez yes!
"When your paient (Old person in retirement home) Is in critical condidion and is about to die, lean thjem over on the side so it KILLS THEM FASTER"
The caps words echoed in my head as I threw up in class.
That's not right! Man!
its so they don't suffer as long
Yeah, I'm pretty sure it was just worded horribly.
Post by: Grey on February 05, 2014, 01:20:00 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 05, 2014, 02:24:24 PM
its so they don't suffer as longThey aren't sufferning, they are the elderly, like so old they are about to die, they aren't in pain or anything.
All comfy in theyre beds.
Im not going to turn this into an argument.
Post by: George on February 05, 2014, 11:32:14 PM
Post by: Nobi on February 06, 2014, 07:04:34 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 06, 2014, 04:25:20 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 07, 2014, 03:06:43 AM
Hang in there buddeh :3
Post by: HyenaKing on February 07, 2014, 08:57:18 AM
Post by: Philosophunculist on February 08, 2014, 12:31:26 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 08, 2014, 12:40:06 AM
*Stifles anger*
Post by: The Past on February 08, 2014, 12:49:56 AM
Anyway, I keep thinking of something cool to write down, like a story or song, but once I open a new document or grab a notebook, I just end up staring at a blank page the entire time. Why can't I translate my thoughts into a readable format? And I call myself a writer...
Post by: Grey on February 08, 2014, 01:05:17 AM
Post by: Buna on February 08, 2014, 01:43:45 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 08, 2014, 03:48:41 AM
Did someone say burr? :D
Anyway, I keep thinking of something cool to write down, like a story or song, but once I open a new document or grab a notebook, I just end up staring at a blank page the entire time. Why can't I translate my thoughts into a readable format? And I call myself a writer...
Mergh-grr-ahh-burrYeah someone did.
*Stifles anger*
Hormone attack! Oh the Horror-mones.
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 08, 2014, 04:53:27 AM
No one group is all one way. Hating whole groups for some of them digusts me, especially when I see it come from someone who is a part of a 'controversial' group like the Furry fandom. Hate begets hate.
Post by: HyenaKing on February 08, 2014, 04:55:48 AM
Post by: Luggz on February 10, 2014, 05:43:11 PM
Post by: Grey on February 10, 2014, 05:44:26 PM
Post by: Luggz on February 10, 2014, 07:06:55 PM
Post by: LudwigLinkermann on February 10, 2014, 09:10:30 PM
Post by: The Past on February 11, 2014, 12:07:10 AM
Post by: Grey on February 11, 2014, 12:29:10 AM
My heater exploded! :o
Post by: Buna on February 11, 2014, 02:42:11 AM
^I'm not bipolar! I'm just crazy! :3
My heater exploded! :o
like this?
Exploding Water Heater Blasts Roof Off Of School Gym (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lI_MVEoItHg#ws)
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 11, 2014, 03:15:37 PM
Why is everyone supposedly bipolar these days? :I
Because when people say Bipolar it is often referring to bipolar depression (manic.depressive), whereas most people actually fall into the class of having a mood disorder with a bipolar-type pattern.
Because of that mood dichotomy all mood swings fit the pattern to some extent anyway, so I'd get more info before I took the label bipolar to mean anything.
Not that there is anything WRONG with being bipolar BTW, though I understand the frustration of sufferers.
Post by: The Past on February 11, 2014, 04:28:00 PM
Also, every time people make characters who have mental illnesses like schizophrenia, they're drawn as cackling blood-covered murderers, all like "HahahahahahaI'm crazyImmakillyouhahahahahastabbystabahahahaha"
There is so much more one can do with the mental illness trait without sticking to that cliche BS. It's a pretty offensive generalization, too. People need to research this stuff...
Post by: Nrein on February 11, 2014, 04:45:23 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 11, 2014, 04:46:56 PM
Just wait for that social pendulum, it's always swinging.
Because labeling a mental illness can lead to pathologizing it and become a self-fulfilling prophecy, I like to call my mental illness Steve.
That way we are on a first name basis, but I can't Google it obsessively :)
Post by: Grey on February 12, 2014, 12:00:34 AM
Post by: George on February 12, 2014, 12:43:33 AM
It seems disorders and mental illness are "cool" to have now. It's ridiculous.
Also, every time people make characters who have mental illnesses like schizophrenia, they're drawn as cackling blood-covered murderers, all like "HahahahahahaI'm crazyImmakillyouhahahahahastabbystabahahahaha"
There is so much more one can do with the mental illness trait without sticking to that cliche BS. It's a pretty offensive generalization, too. People need to research this stuff...
Not to mention self-harm. That's "in" now too. People show off that they do.
0ne of my friend's niece was doing it and telling boys she was "suicidal" to get attention, but acting normal any other time, so he took her to an actual psychiatric place, and they kept her there for like ten days.
Hope the boredom teaches her a lesson! XD
Post by: The Past on February 12, 2014, 12:48:02 AM
Post by: Nrein on February 14, 2014, 02:52:12 AM
"Ok!"
*Person proceeds to ignore you while going off to play the game with other friends, then completely vanishes for three hours*
:I
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 14, 2014, 10:34:20 AM
Is it so bad to want someone to look after me when I'm tired or sick or sad?
Being the grownup all the time is shit. XP
Post by: Grey on February 14, 2014, 07:44:12 PM
I seem to have picked up a habit of falling down the stairs sideways.
I can't decide whether it's funny or annoying.
Post by: HyenaKing on February 18, 2014, 07:45:26 AM
It seems disorders and mental illness are "cool" to have now. It's ridiculous.
Also, every time people make characters who have mental illnesses like schizophrenia, they're drawn as cackling blood-covered murderers, all like "HahahahahahaI'm crazyImmakillyouhahahahahastabbystabahahahaha"
There is so much more one can do with the mental illness trait without sticking to that cliche BS. It's a pretty offensive generalization, too. People need to research this stuff...
Not to mention self-harm. That's "in" now too. People show off that they do.
0ne of my friend's niece was doing it and telling boys she was "suicidal" to get attention, but acting normal any other time, so he took her to an actual psychiatric place, and they kept her there for like ten days.
Hope the boredom teaches her a lesson! XD
Anybody bragging about hurting themselves is not doing it for the reaon behind it, thay jsut want attention. Man. I was talking to a person, OooOOoooOOOOoo she said after i said soemthing. SHE WAS LIKE SHOWING OFF HER SCARS TO IMPRESS. I quite literally walked out of the restraount.
Showing off mental disorders idnt alright, but letting people know like a PSA is alright. Theres a fine line though.
Fukkin' answering questions and telling people is alright.
But~
Associating these metal things ya got with OOOooO Look i have it be like its cool jsut makes me pissed.
Like this kid was like running around shouting everywhere he had ADHD and was like "Its awesome, like, the stuuf i get"
KID IM HOLDING BACK SOCKING YOU IN THE FACE COUSE YOU DONT KNOW. saying it like its benefical is jsut dishonest to get attention or they're lying like its getting you attention, but hurting you in the long run, kid.
im jsut done man
so done
*huffs*
Post by: The Past on February 18, 2014, 10:38:05 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 23, 2014, 08:48:38 AM
I test quite high cognitively but on like ACT test i jsut die.
like it anooys the crap out of me when i like lissten to the peron and nott look at them, and then they go LOOK AT ME FOCUS and im like I AM geez
Post by: anoni on February 25, 2014, 04:46:55 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 25, 2014, 04:49:19 AM
Why do people always like attack me or jsut stare at me jsut, *must want now*
eh
People are creeppppy
Post by: Nobi on February 25, 2014, 04:49:52 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 25, 2014, 05:14:20 AM
Man.
For me its jsut *FIT IN THAT SMALL, SMALL SPACE!!!*
Post by: Nobi on February 25, 2014, 05:16:54 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 25, 2014, 05:22:57 AM
Post by: Grey on February 25, 2014, 08:07:40 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 25, 2014, 08:11:30 AM
i need someone teh talk eo to burn time
Post by: Grey on February 25, 2014, 08:16:17 AM
Will get on steam after college.
FFFFff spilled my drink. x_x
Post by: HyenaKing on February 25, 2014, 08:26:13 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 25, 2014, 10:50:54 AM
So over it, I just can't think or do stuff or anything.
I have some medicine but it barely helps then leaves me a complete marshmallow brain.
Headaches too now, just for laughs...
It will pass, I just needed a rant :)
Post by: MrRazot on February 25, 2014, 09:45:28 PM
Post by: Grey on February 25, 2014, 09:47:23 PM
And the people who drive without paying attention to the poor fur they ran over...
Post by: HyenaKing on February 26, 2014, 06:57:49 AM
Post by: George on February 26, 2014, 07:20:26 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 26, 2014, 07:26:38 AM
Post by: Jay-The-Wolf on March 01, 2014, 02:32:58 AM
Post by: Maine on March 02, 2014, 02:32:41 AM
MAN, I just LOOOOOOVE homework..... Especially the boring 'write up what we did in class stuff'
And anything to do with Work Health & Safety. >w<
Post by: Jay-The-Wolf on March 02, 2014, 09:07:50 PM
Post by: Grey on March 02, 2014, 09:09:28 PM
Normally I'd be fine, but I have broken ribs so I'm having trouble breathing now.
Post by: George on March 03, 2014, 10:17:43 AM
Not something I would normally complain about, but tonight trying to sleep is a pain, the problem being that I lie in bed awake, and when I lie awake in bed, I get bored, and when I get bored, I think, and when I think, I worry, and when I worry, it hurts, and when it hurts, I can't sleep.
It's a vicious cycle, and I'm tired, but I don't feel like hurting right now.
No sleep tonight. :(
Post by: The Past on March 04, 2014, 08:39:39 PM
It's stupid as hell that you can only use an OS disk on ONE computer. They're expensive as it is, and they expect one to buy multiple copies of the same damn thing if they have several computers in the house?! Hell, that makes it pointless once you use the thing. I know why they do it, but it's still ridiculous. It's not like their BS really stops people from counterfeiting. In fact, this FUELS torrenting the OS illegally, with the limit removed.
Post by: Nrein on March 04, 2014, 08:57:37 PM
As much as I love Animal Crossing:New Leaf, I hate how I feel like I'm bell-grinding so much just so I can start to really enjoy the game ;~;
Post by: Nobi on March 04, 2014, 11:24:36 PM
I know it could easily be a coincidence; I know she could have been finishing up her stuff right as I arrived, but still—I've basically endured similar treatment (albeit unquestionably deliberate) my whole life. And while I'm very happily mated, it still hurts to think that people are still so immediately repulsed by my presence without even bothering to know me.
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 05, 2014, 05:51:02 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 05, 2014, 10:29:51 PM
Post by: pawz9 on March 06, 2014, 04:28:57 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 07, 2014, 12:00:08 AM
Post by: Buna on March 07, 2014, 04:18:30 AM
Post by: George on March 07, 2014, 05:37:23 AM
Post by: Dubaku on March 07, 2014, 04:17:31 PM
Post by: anoni on March 08, 2014, 04:03:42 AM
"I was playing a game, that's why my status was busy, your calling and complete ignoring of this status caused my game to crash. So tell me, what's the incredibly important thing you wanted to say to me that you thought it was necessary to crash my game?"
Most of the time they only wanted to say hi so it shuts em' up.
Post by: The Past on March 08, 2014, 05:05:06 AM
Post by: KaneQuicktail on March 08, 2014, 08:45:24 AM
I applied for a supervisor position. I'm hoping I get it, because I'm gonna turn this company right around and show people what the chain of command is. It's the chain I beat them with to show them who's in command. Such a complete lack of respect from some of the people I worked with.
Lets see if 3rd shift is any better :/
Post by: HyenaKing on March 08, 2014, 06:07:08 PM
Post by: MrRazot on March 08, 2014, 10:15:00 PM
Post by: The Past on March 10, 2014, 04:29:51 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 10, 2014, 06:51:59 PM
You are even handed and invite discussion either explicitly or implicitly. It has never struck me as being a bitch.
And if people don't get you, then well... they can do their own rants.
You are definitely a different breed of ranter than my "scream into a hole until the blood lust or selfloathing subside" style. It certainly make for better reading :)
*hugs*
While I'm here, I may as well sneak in a quick rant that I wasn't going to bother with:
To whom it may concern, I was happy, actually really happy for the first time in a long time and you f#cked it up and left me in pieces for someone else to hold together. If you want to goddamn talk where the hell are you?! (*&^%$#%^&*(*&%$
End rant.
Post by: The Past on March 13, 2014, 12:28:03 AM
Post by: George on March 13, 2014, 12:30:10 AM
I just can't stand hearing about all the wrong in the world, especially borderline and full on child and domestic abuse, and having no power to stop it. It drives me mad. If I could, I would take every abused kid away from their screwed up "parents" and give them a loving home. But my inability to do so is one of the many things that keep me awake at night.
I WAS JUST AB0UT T0 SAY THIS. x_x
:'(
Post by: The Past on March 13, 2014, 12:32:53 AM
Post by: George on March 13, 2014, 12:34:59 AM
if my life's ok, someone I care about's is in turmoil.
Post by: anoni on March 13, 2014, 11:40:43 AM
Post by: Grey on March 13, 2014, 11:43:34 AM
Hope things get better.
On topic: Just found out that the workshop wants to make me wait an extra ten days for my laptop.
Post by: Nrein on March 13, 2014, 02:17:18 PM
Hooray! :D
Post by: George on March 18, 2014, 05:51:52 AM
It's not often I deal with emotions, but I had to just now, and it didn't help that they were getting poked at by third parties. I can't tell if the sick feeling I'm getting is from that or something physical.
Post by: BakaFawkes on March 19, 2014, 04:14:06 AM
Post by: The Past on March 19, 2014, 04:20:48 AM
Post by: Alexei on March 19, 2014, 04:32:20 AM
I'm a complete mess recently with all the shit going on at university.
Post by: The Past on March 21, 2014, 10:59:35 AM
Post by: George on March 21, 2014, 04:57:18 PM
I think that
(http://i.imgur.com/yk4ulcF.gif)
I'm still questioning too...
Post by: The Past on March 23, 2014, 09:19:03 AM
Because I'm not [certain person].
You don't encourage someone to be better by saying another person is better than them. Not all people have a mindset of "Oh yeah? I'll show you!" with things like that. A lot of the time the person doesn't push on to the best of their ability because they already feel "not good enough". Saying someone else is better only proves their feelings right in their head. That should be common sense. Thanks for the years of making it even harder to battle the constant feeling of uselessness.
Post by: anoni on March 24, 2014, 06:30:08 AM
Spent 3 weeks trying to become a mentor and FINALLY I become one, I get my timeslot today and I was sleeping all day because I didn't realize I had become a mentor yet and I missed it. I don't think too much bad will come of it because they gave me like 5 hours notice and I also just said I was ill, but I still feel bad.
Post by: Dubaku on March 24, 2014, 03:11:10 PM
Post by: WolfShark1 on March 30, 2014, 06:58:48 PM
Sent from my iPod touch using Tapatalk
Post by: Dubaku on April 03, 2014, 03:13:06 PM
Post by: Grey on April 03, 2014, 03:15:47 PM
Holiday starts tomorrow.
What will I be doing?
Paperwork, cleaning and a trip to the hospital.
Really puts me in the mood.
Post by: MrRazot on April 03, 2014, 04:31:29 PM
maybe even as far as becoming a coven of vegans
nothing against vegetarians and vegans, but seriously, I just can't.
It's a life style choice I don't want to ever change until I'm in my late 50's and realising I have heard disease because I ate too much Bacon.
Post by: Maine on April 04, 2014, 11:37:06 AM
Post by: Dubaku on April 04, 2014, 01:34:37 PM
Post by: Dubaku on April 04, 2014, 01:37:52 PM
Post by: Dubaku on April 04, 2014, 01:38:18 PM
Post by: Nobi on April 04, 2014, 04:18:33 PM
Post by: Seko on April 04, 2014, 05:45:44 PM
So I decrease them...
Literally the most stressful week ever, exams 4/5 days of the week, drama, health issues return en masse,I get twitchy and aggressive as heck, it feels like someone used a 'sharpen' filter on life, and now I have an absolute belter of a headache T_T
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 08, 2014, 03:09:42 AM
This rant is familiar territory for me, that doesn't make it better though. *Sticks head in hole and screams*
I work a lot, I earn a good rate. I do lots of domestic goddessing: I cook really great food and apart from the odd occasion it is always me. I do housework regularly despite the losing battle. I play with my cubs I play with my dogs, I do budgety bill stuff and all that grown up crap.
Sure, I'm not perfect, but don't I get a bloody acceptable error rate? Isn't 95% OK? Yes, more money would be great... maybe someone else good fricken earn some! How nice would that be?
Something not Utopian enough? Solution: how about Beatrix does more! Problem solved. Oh what you don't want to do more and more and more and **censor** more? Bad girl! Feel bad, feel shame, have this judgement and scorn! Well screw you, all of you! Who died and made you all the Ruling Council of dropping shit on me from a great height?
Oh but I'd like a holiday... whiner. You whole goddamn life is a holiday. Where's my holiday? A holiday is a break from work, well I'm the only one that even qualifies!
Oh but my father gave us money... well I didn't ask for it! If it comes no strings attached you don't get to add strings after the fact! Surprised he blames me for everything? Maybe don't bitch to him about me every time you're having a tanty and he would see things that way!
I'd like to do more gaming! Fat chance. I'd like to make D&D session! Low priority. I'd like to have an orgasm instead of an IOU! Oooh touchy subject. I'd like a day free of pain without meds! You don't know what pain is. Oh thanks Buffalo Bill, shall I put your lotion in the basket or would you rather I make you a cuppa first? A cuppa would be nice, any chance of a sandwich? Yeah coz picking up a knife sounds like a good idea...
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Post by: Dubaku on April 11, 2014, 01:16:24 PM
Post by: Grey on April 11, 2014, 07:57:20 PM
Sure it's okay to have a nice drive, but when someone toots the horn and signals you to move at least have the decency to pull over or speed up.
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on April 12, 2014, 06:48:06 AM
High school sucks ass. especially when you're in all of the Honors/AP classes you can get into... :\
HEY BUDDY, GUESS WHAT
YOU'RE AN HONORS STUDENT
YOU CAN RUN ON 4 HOURS OF SLEEP, RIGHT?
YEAH TAKE ALL OF THESE ESSAYS
AND THIS LUDICROUS AMOUNT OF MATH HOMEWORK ( Show your work too, please! )
ALL OF THESE ARE DUE TOMORROW!
AND READ THESE BOOKS TOO.
THOSE ARE DUE NEXT WEEK, AND NOT JUST WRITE AN ESSAY ON THEM, DO AN ENTIRE, POINTLESS, REPORT ON THEM!
AND WHILE YOU'RE AT IT WE HAVE A TEST ON A MONDAY, NEXT MONDAY
TWO OF THEM, ACTUALLY!
MAKE THAT THREE!
ugh... I hope its worth it...
and i'm somehow still making straight As.... so i guess i have that going for me.
Post by: anoni on April 12, 2014, 10:41:44 AM
My rant: AVR. Seriously, assembler is more annoying than I would of thought.
Post by: MrRazot on April 14, 2014, 07:40:31 PM
I knew I would never actually ever get one, but the fact that it's possible to get one for only one day annoys me.
Post by: The Past on April 14, 2014, 07:54:00 PM
Post by: Grey on April 14, 2014, 07:55:10 PM
Another headache. Another nosebleed.
Moar dishes to clean.
Post by: Zae on April 24, 2014, 12:05:56 AM
Maybe I'll just burn incense and read until Sytex get's home. Yeah
Post by: HyenaKing on April 27, 2014, 06:24:03 PM
Post by: ✡ on April 28, 2014, 11:09:15 PM
People talk about how they met "the one" when they were anywhere from ages 13-18 and I'm just sitting here at age 20 unable to maintain any relationship of any sort.
Post by: Silverwind Blade on May 02, 2014, 06:34:05 PM
Fortunately, beer and hobbies make things a little better. It's still a little frustrating though.
Post by: juliet on May 08, 2014, 10:44:19 AM
Post by: Dubaku on May 08, 2014, 01:00:13 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on May 08, 2014, 08:07:07 PM
The people I put up with in high school. There are those "friends" that just follow you around like a lost puppy, then there are those who just come to you for their personal problems... news flash! I don't care! Complain to a therapist for god's sake.I witness this with one of my friends x-x She rants to me they're like parasites, I agree.
All we talk about is silly Portal references other than that.
ANYWAYS.
I have to take like 5 pills a day. Haha! No, it won't kill me if i dont.
Post by: The Past on May 16, 2014, 05:46:02 PM
Seriously, I swear the world is just trying to screw with my mate and I. At least I've been able to do work outside the computer for a change these past few weeks. It feels good to be offline. But when I return home and sit in front of the screen, all the stress comes back.
I'm tempted to just throw out my damn computer. But that would leave me out of contact with the forums, so that's not gonna happen.
Post by: HyenaKing on May 16, 2014, 09:22:17 PM
--anyways.
Why do i always get into fights and hurt people.
i dont like it no more
I literally walked in my car after this, get driven home and my gaurdians did not care to ask why i was busted up.
Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on May 18, 2014, 02:35:51 PM
Post by: Dubaku on June 05, 2014, 02:04:53 AM
Post by: George on June 05, 2014, 02:07:21 AM
Aaargggghhh I wanna freakin strangle somebody! So, I'm shopping for prom, got the shirt, the watch, the pants, the belt the shoes and the vest- Oops, the vest a medium even though it was on an XL hanger! The jackass who put the medium on the XL hanger, then proceeded to put it with the rest of the blazers needs to get fired or used as a tackle dummy for the Cornell Football team! Without the vest, there's no look to pull off at prom! Gaaahhh! Now I gotta drive to the frickin mall, and rush all around the mall, or drive an hour down to horseheads just to buy a goddamn vest! This is just frickin marvelous, I TOTALLY don't wanna punch out all the windows in my house!
~justgirlythings
I don't have much to rant about, but man... XD
Post by: Dubaku on June 05, 2014, 02:08:56 AM
Post by: George on June 05, 2014, 05:34:06 AM
Post by: Dubaku on June 05, 2014, 10:57:16 PM
Post by: Nobi on June 05, 2014, 11:07:30 PM
However, I do sympathize with your plight of not being able to find a vest. Have you tried any thrift stores?
Post by: Dubaku on June 05, 2014, 11:08:25 PM
Post by: The Past on June 06, 2014, 03:59:36 AM
Post by: Dubaku on June 06, 2014, 04:03:57 AM
Post by: Dubaku on June 23, 2014, 07:08:36 AM
Post by: George on June 23, 2014, 07:23:35 AM
Post by: SadDubwool on June 24, 2014, 12:21:57 PM
Post by: George on June 25, 2014, 12:44:40 AM
Post by: The Past on June 26, 2014, 05:36:27 AM
I'm going to apologize to them next time they log on. I may be overreacting and they don't really care, but I at least want to get that off my chest, as minuscule as it is.
Post by: Zephyr on June 27, 2014, 05:19:12 PM
Post by: NautilusWolf on June 28, 2014, 03:52:57 PM
Post by: Zephyr on June 28, 2014, 04:01:08 PM
But talking to someone about it definitely helps..
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 01, 2014, 12:19:44 PM
Post by: Cheza on July 01, 2014, 04:27:26 PM
Oh, I'm so (not) going to tell you >.>
- Mom's drunk more than half the time and that immediatly goes out over me because there's noone else here.
- My brother only talk about one thing these days and it happens to be LoL.
- My grandparents are stuck in the past thinking I'm still 5 and they treat me like I'm retarded because they -actually- believe I am. (How do I know? Those big woof-ears of mine are not just for show...). Any attemp to tell them I'm almost 20 ends up with everyone calling me ungrateful and stupid. Guess I'll have to apologize for not liking chocolates, candy and strawberries all that much anymore then... >.>
- The internet here is a joke and randomly disappears for up to several hours. That forces me to go spend time with mom and have the front seat to the drunken madness.
I can't go home yet because it's "too soon" and it'd only make things worse, but I also can't take much more of this. The drunkness makes me anxious and restless because it takes me straight back to the days before I was sent to the orphanage (Mom's painkillers (or whatever it is they feed people who have cancer) must've caused some odd effect together with the alcohol because she got awful mood swings and went as far as to "throw me out".. She had forgotten about that 30 minutes later when dad arrived to pick me up tho. She was also whining about killing herself and tons of other things noone should have to watch.)
My grandparents are just driving me crazy. I'm -not- stupid or retarded. I'm just being me. I don't like having people touching me without warning, and that's not "rude" or "impolite" of me. Aspergers is -not- an "idiot disease that makes your head all messed up". I'm so sorry to have disappointed them because of matters that are completely out of my control. I can't honestly say I like them, but that's because I -know- that they talk behind my back.
They keep complaining about -me- never visiting -them-, but where in the whole sweet hundred-dollar Hellllsinki where -they- when I was stuck at the orphanage? "Oh, but it's so far awaaaaay".
Why would it be any shorter for me who don't even have my own car?
(I faithfully visited them about every other weekend when I was allowed home "on vacation" for almost three years, and that's still not good enough?)
- If mom would only care to keep the bottles and cans away for the few weeks her "BAWWWLOVED daughter who was brutally torn away from her by the evil state" was visting it'd be a lot better and we could have a lot more fun.
- If my grandparents could accept and respect that I'm not going to become "like *random classmate* it'd also be great. Constantly getting compared to others and having my own works looked down at gets really tiring. (And I can't honestly remember ever asking them "why they can't be more like *random classmates grandparents*" or something similar to that)
Also having them accept that I'm no longer that happy little girl who saw only sunshine and ponies everywhere would making stuff a lot less annoying. I don't like having people randomly pat me on my butt or chest.
In my opinion I'm not asking for too much (considering how they all turned their backs on me during the three years I spent at the orphanage). I just want to be accepted the way I am, or if that's impossible, be left alone.
But since opening my mouth and speaking up about anything will only lead to me getting called "ungrateful" and/or "stupid" I can't do much about it other than write walls of text and silently cry once everyone else has gone to sleep.
Empty one and unseen protector, give me strength.
Post by: The Past on July 03, 2014, 06:12:11 AM
EDIT (I'm the last post at the moment):
For whatever reason, among many other issues with random moods, I often get this sudden feeling of intense guilt. It doesn't matter what I do, I could just be sitting there doing nothing, and I'll get this random guilt trip and I have no idea what I'm actually feeling guilty about. It's just this nagging feeling that I did or am doing something wrong. Like I'm the most horrid being on the planet just for existing. It makes me want to curl up in bed and die.
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 14, 2014, 07:55:26 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on July 16, 2014, 04:53:20 AM
Post by: anoni on July 16, 2014, 10:24:04 AM
If they really want me to feel self conscious about my marks then they achieved their goal.
Post by: Grey on July 16, 2014, 11:27:39 AM
My Dad has the idea that I don't care for my ferrets on the basis that they smell. What he doesn't realise is that they always smell like that.
Post by: Cheza on July 20, 2014, 03:50:19 PM
Actually thought today would be a good day. Got up at around 11 in the morning, had a few sandwiches and just enjoyed the quiet morning. Then mom woke up.. She brewed coffee and we talked a little about this and that. She followed up the coffee with a beer..
I went back to my room and just surfed around a bit, hanging a bit here and a bit there, until there was this thunderstorm. I kinda felt like it'd be impossible to properly explain it away if I just avoided her, so I went and sat with mom. The collection of empty cans had grown quite a bit already. We ended up talking about more stuff, and I kinda felt like -maybe- there still some hope left..
Then she asked me to come with her to the store..
She ended up walking right next to me, holding my hand, pulling my hood down and talking to me in her most annoying drunk-voice all the way.. Outside the store, the local drunk guy and his "apprentice" (and old classmate of mine) sat and did nothing. She went all "how the fnö do we get past them? I don't wanna talk to them" and I just went all "We walk past them?"
Said and done, she rushed me past them as if they were carrying the plague.
Inside the store I had to stand there and pretend like it was nothing when she recycled a whole woofing bag full of empty cans and bottles..
We ended up leaving the store with 3 bottles of coke, 1 can of cream and 9 cans of beer..
Outside the store I was gonna do an honest attemp to make stuff a bit less embarrasing by not rushing past the other guy, but mom ended up messing the whole thing up even more by kinda introducing me to him (We know each other and stuff.. It just got so awkward I'd have been ready to drop the bags right there and then)
The she kinda ended up going all "Yeah, gotta go, kthnxbai" and kinda -dragged- me with her like I was some sort of disobedient child... Telling me, perfectly within earshot of the other guys "That guy was drooling over you" or somthing along those lines..
I don't know why I bother or why I'm even hoping for a change anymore.. I'm this close to crying.. I want to go home and never return here.
But I can't go alone since there are no trains/buses going, and the only times she's not at work, she's drunk or having more important plans.
If I really am her "precious little girl", then why the helllsinki can't she stay away from the bottles for even a single day? :/
Post by: SadDubwool on July 25, 2014, 05:49:29 AM
OK i am a new brony so....his "Forum" pissed me off because of the pure hostility people pour into their reply's If i ask a question
I get: "Thats a dumb question" OR "N00B YOU ARE A N00B AHAHAHAHA"
I also get:"Stop spaming *****" And "Loser,you don't even know about season___ or _____"
It also turns out I get Hate pm's in my box alot
you know aren't bronies supposed to "Love and Tolerate"?
Post by: Nrein on July 25, 2014, 06:20:03 AM
{Insert initial rant here}
you know aren't bronies supposed to "Love and Tolerate"?
I think I heard something similar about furries. You'd be surprised the amount of hate I get from people for being a Pokefur lately, to the point of being told I may as well be a pedophile e.e
Post by: MrRazot on July 25, 2014, 07:26:45 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 25, 2014, 09:18:28 AM
{Insert initial rant here}
you know aren't bronies supposed to "Love and Tolerate"?
I think I heard something similar about furries. You'd be surprised the amount of hate I get from people for being a Pokefur lately, to the point of being told I may as well be a pedophile e.e
Good God, I am so sorry you guys have to put up with that crap. my fiend Troi started out as a Pokefur and became a brony, and in neither area did I ever hear about him getting flak for it. I guess it's just some absurd luck of the draw.
As for me, I'm getting sick and tired of being expected to master everything in a day or two at work. Being a fast learner doesn't mean you know it the second you touch it. I've been working in a new department for five days and have had eyes rolled at me for not knowing every little trick in the book.
Post by: Grey on July 25, 2014, 02:40:51 PM
While I'm making myself breakfast I hear my Dad telling my brother's gf that she will have to move everything I own out of the way of the door. Nice one Dad. Totally hadn't had to put up with being yelled at while I moved all my shit for her after he got dressed. I get ridiculed by my brothers for my foul mood which doesn't help, and before I even get to eat I'm told to friggen got to the shop for 'em. An hour later I finally get to eat in my room when my brothers start throwing things at my door to get my attention. Walking up the stairs and knocking on my door is getting old apparently.
I'm so bloody sick of being treated like crap, but everytime I stand up for myself my Dad just yells me down and punishes me for having a mind of my own, and that's not even half of it.
This rant is way to long, but I really had to post this.
Post by: George on July 25, 2014, 04:03:46 PM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on July 25, 2014, 05:58:32 PM
Post by: NautilusWolf on July 25, 2014, 09:22:21 PM
I hate having to sit here, comfortable and useless as my friends go through stuff like this^
Having a fantastic day today. I woke up to my brother slamming his fist on my bedroom door to get out of my room they can get to the spare room. (My room is practically a through-fare) So I do as he says and not a minute later he slams at my door again, telling me to hurry up. He only shouts at me when I tell him I need some time to get dressed.
While I'm making myself breakfast I hear my Dad telling my brother's gf that she will have to move everything I own out of the way of the door. Nice one Dad. Totally hadn't had to put up with being yelled at while I moved all my shit for her after he got dressed. I get ridiculed by my brothers for my foul mood which doesn't help, and before I even get to eat I'm told to friggen got to the shop for 'em. An hour later I finally get to eat in my room when my brothers start throwing things at my door to get my attention. Walking up the stairs and knocking on my door is getting old apparently.
I'm so bloody sick of being treated like crap, but everytime I stand up for myself my Dad just yells me down and punishes me for having a mind of my own, and that's not even half of it.
This rant is way to long, but I really had to post this.
Having a fantastic day today. I woke up to my brother slamming his fist on my bedroom door to get out of my room they can get to the spare room. (My room is practically a through-fare) So I do as he says and not a minute later he slams at my door again, telling me to hurry up. He only shouts at me when I tell him I need some time to get dressed.
While I'm making myself breakfast I hear my Dad telling my brother's gf that she will have to move everything I own out of the way of the door. Nice one Dad. Totally hadn't had to put up with being yelled at while I moved all my shit for her after he got dressed. I get ridiculed by my brothers for my foul mood which doesn't help, and before I even get to eat I'm told to friggen got to the shop for 'em. An hour later I finally get to eat in my room when my brothers start throwing things at my door to get my attention. Walking up the stairs and knocking on my door is getting old apparently.
I'm so bloody sick of being treated like crap, but everytime I stand up for myself my Dad just yells me down and punishes me for having a mind of my own, and that's not even half of it.
This rant is way to long, but I really had to post this.
Having a fantastic day today. I woke up to my brother slamming his fist on my bedroom door to get out of my room they can get to the spare room. (My room is practically a through-fare) So I do as he says and not a minute later he slams at my door again, telling me to hurry up. He only shouts at me when I tell him I need some time to get dressed.
While I'm making myself breakfast I hear my Dad telling my brother's gf that she will have to move everything I own out of the way of the door. Nice one Dad. Totally hadn't had to put up with being yelled at while I moved all my shit for her after he got dressed. I get ridiculed by my brothers for my foul mood which doesn't help, and before I even get to eat I'm told to friggen got to the shop for 'em. An hour later I finally get to eat in my room when my brothers start throwing things at my door to get my attention. Walking up the stairs and knocking on my door is getting old apparently.
I'm so bloody sick of being treated like crap, but everytime I stand up for myself my Dad just yells me down and punishes me for having a mind of my own, and that's not even half of it.
This rant is way to long, but I really had to post this.
I agree Billy. I'm very protective and open minded. But if my friends are treated like crap, I get furious. I hate standing idled as this kind of stuff happens.
Post by: The Past on July 25, 2014, 09:59:57 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on July 26, 2014, 04:00:42 AM
Post by: vulpes inculta on July 26, 2014, 06:00:37 AM
My stepdad skipping work to "Discipline" Me (I.E sit around and yelling at me while I'm trying to do the dishes)
I am accused of Marijauna usage, Drinking, and my favorite, Practicing Witchcraft on a regular basis
aforementioned stepdad Lecturing me every time I try to go to a friends house Becuase he threw his back out and he's going to have to watch my brother while I'm gone, When he knows full well I would have Put off the visit to a later date if he would just ask.
I had my tail taken away Becuase I admitted I was agnostic
And a whole slew of other scenarios. My parents are out of controll in my opinion. Sure, I do Break the rules, But the above things happened becuase I "Spoke out of turn" Or "Cussed under my breath".
God bless the american family.
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 26, 2014, 10:17:10 AM
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on July 26, 2014, 02:00:34 PM
Post by: anoni on July 26, 2014, 02:06:08 PM
I just went over an older post from around the time I first joined, and it was really sad seeing just how many awesome people have left in those three years. So many people who I enjoyed the company of on the forums. I need to get back into contact with them.
From time-to-time people come back occasionally which is very nice, like wolf 7133 and Rice.
On topic: Too much bad food makes me feel bad x.x
Post by: Grey on July 26, 2014, 02:32:15 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on July 26, 2014, 10:00:00 PM
Post by: aperson1 on July 26, 2014, 10:24:27 PM
I'm sad because i ran out of comics to read that were good, and not sexual.
www.buttersafe.com (http://www.buttersafe.com)
www.completelyseriouscomics.com (http://www.completelyseriouscomics.com)
www.explosm.net (http://www.explosm.net)
www.xkcd.com (http://www.xkcd.com)
www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=4 (http://www.mspaintadventures.com/?s=4)
Post by: HyenaKing on July 27, 2014, 12:35:08 AM
Post by: aperson1 on July 27, 2014, 12:37:26 AM
I['ve literally read all of those
Well in that case, got any others? XD
Post by: NautilusWolf on July 27, 2014, 05:00:36 AM
You know, three credits ( B) and one distinction (A) I was fine with, they were high credits (70, 73 and 74 with distinction cutoff being 75) and high level distinction (84 high distinction cutoff being 85) and so altogether was above a distinction average, and I was fine with that. But everyone insists on trying to make me feel bad about my marks, saying "Oh yeah, sorry, I just thought you were one of us nerdy furs" and going "huh, and I always thought you were the smartest". According to them they are "teasing" but what kind of bullshit is that!
If they really want me to feel self conscious about my marks then they achieved their goal.
You are smarter than me. I'm just a guy that will be a Navy Combat Hospital Corpsman. I'm angered your peers make you question yourself and feel self conscious about that! The point is, you're ridiculously smart my friend. You don't need to listen to them.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 27, 2014, 05:32:50 AM
Post by: NautilusWolf on July 27, 2014, 05:36:20 AM
I just don't know what I'm doing anymore. I thought i knew what being furry was about for me, now I don't. I thought I knew what I wanted, now I don't. I thought someone understood me in a way I didn't think possible. If I could have one wish, I have no idea what it would be.
Maybe you're still finding what being a furry is for you Trixsie. For me, it's having a family that understands me and doesn't judge me for who I am. Don't give up, we care about you a lot! :P
Post by: George on July 27, 2014, 05:54:34 AM
If I could have one wish, I have no idea what it would be.
gawd I hate that feeling
Post by: Grey on July 27, 2014, 12:05:36 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on July 27, 2014, 07:24:40 PM
I just don't know what I'm doing anymore. I thought i knew what being furry was about for me, now I don't. I thought I knew what I wanted, now I don't. I thought someone understood me in a way I didn't think possible. If I could have one wish, I have no idea what it would be.
I feel very alike. Very well put.
Post by: Grey on August 02, 2014, 09:01:36 PM
Post by: George on August 02, 2014, 09:26:52 PM
I'm developing for Unreal Engine stuffs and somewhere along my workflow, something goes wrong with my animation files and absolutely destroys my model. I've tried so much to fix it, and it just breaks spontaneously upon opening no matter what I do.
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 04, 2014, 07:20:13 PM
I got Odin to be quiet alright, but because after a short silence he started again. He's a small dog and his barks are high pitched, meaning they don't carry well. But with him being not that far from me, yeah, I can hear it fine.
Post by: saph the sergal on August 05, 2014, 12:43:49 PM
Post by: Kozy on August 05, 2014, 01:06:56 PM
well my hopes of doing game design just went down the drain my brother has got me a job working in a bar and i dont want to do that he knows it altho it might help with getting my new pc but as soon as i get a job in games i am quitting i need to see what i can get in the way of game design studios i dont want to work at places like rockstar just yet altho that would be a good place i just dont want to do stuff like working in a bar (altho i have a rsa or responsible service of alcohol) i just dont want to do it
Sorry to hear saphira, that sounds no fun :/
What was you wanting to do in game design?
Post by: saph the sergal on August 05, 2014, 01:12:39 PM
Post by: Kozy on August 05, 2014, 01:22:47 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on August 05, 2014, 01:26:03 PM
Post by: Kozy on August 05, 2014, 01:44:41 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on August 05, 2014, 01:45:55 PM
*goes looking*
EDIT: everything seems gloomy for me right now nothing can get me out of it not even funny youtube vids i feel like i messed everything up and i have made things worse
Post by: alpha wolf on August 09, 2014, 03:49:51 AM
Get a call the next day. IM FIRED!
So let's recap, I'm on break, I'm not being paid, I was out for five minutes and they fire me.
I know professionalism is important because it's a hospital but there were no patients in the waiting room. It was 8:00pm on a Tuesday. I could understand if the place had been swarming with patients, but it was empty.
I have never caused them problems before. In fact a lot of the long term patients know me because I play piano for them and they all say good things. Even my supervisor has told me I work hard for a volunteer.
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 09, 2014, 04:16:52 AM
Post by: Nobi on August 09, 2014, 04:51:46 PM
Post by: Ulfur on August 11, 2014, 01:26:16 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on August 11, 2014, 03:59:20 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 12, 2014, 10:47:54 PM
Well here I am still cut up over a breakup I should have put behind me. I have friends who care for me but I just can't feel any joy and I hate being sad at my friends and I feel empty trying to fake it til I make it.
All I want is move forward, but I feel like Artax in Neverending Story most days and the time-lapse fox from True Blood the other days.
I hate it because the only person I feel I can talk to about anything I can't talk to about this to.
I don't even have anything new to say... I just can't believe this is still tearing me up inside.
Feelings suck *hugs knees*
Post by: The Past on August 13, 2014, 12:00:08 AM
A few weeks later, my mate can still head up here. I'm having personal physical issues holding me back from preparing the place, so we wait.
Today, everything is pretty much ready to go. My mate keeps getting errands thrown at him by his relatives, and his truck's tire won't hold air.
So we wait.
Post by: Kozy on August 13, 2014, 03:16:47 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 13, 2014, 07:56:15 AM
Post by: Grey on August 13, 2014, 01:46:48 PM
All of these people were simply wonderful and kind.
I can't even show that this has upset me around my family, because Dad will tell me I'm being pathetic and everyone else will say I'm being unkind to Dad, bar my mother.
I'm so sick of my life right now.
Post by: saph the sergal on August 14, 2014, 02:46:47 AM
Post by: Nrein on August 14, 2014, 03:15:39 AM
Post by: Grey on August 14, 2014, 05:06:01 PM
Post by: The Past on August 14, 2014, 05:18:00 PM
Post by: The Past on August 17, 2014, 05:56:59 AM
1) Unless for serious reasons, ALWAYS travel on the interstate. It's safer, quicker, and MUCH less stressful to navigate.
2) Don't completely trust your GPS. Locations are constantly building roads, and when the GPS isn't updated and thinks you are driving through forests and such, it will often move your supposed location to another road, which can completely screw up your sense of direction.
These tips are brought to you by a current battle for my mate who was trying to heading up here while avoiding traffic due to bad weather and accidents. An eight hour trip has turned into a twelve hour one. I want to bust my phone against the wall. I can't imagine how he feels right now.
Post by: Grey on August 17, 2014, 01:28:23 PM
The one time I say no to a favour, he goes nuts. Then my Dad comes down and shouts at me, and the pair lecture me on how much of a terrible, selfish person I am. Dad then forces me to do the entire job of putting busted furniture in the car. The next time my brother needed a favour he goes to our eldest brother, saying he wants him as I would supposedly go nuts if he asked for another favour.
Now he's treating me as if I've killed someone. I didn't even get a simple "thank you".
All I wanted to do was spend some time with a friend.
Post by: Kozy on August 17, 2014, 06:53:35 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 18, 2014, 08:47:41 AM
Anyway, on to my vent. I feel that sometimes people just don't understand the impact their actions have on those around them. I've spent years helping someone, or trying to anyway, with things they asked for guidance on. I gave them advice, I supported them when they were alone, and I tried to keep them from following paths that would lead to worse shit than just a few lonely days and an empty feeling.
Of course, all of these failed. I wasted all that time, it solved nothing. In fact, it seems that every ounce of advice, help or support I showed was not only acknowledged and then forsaken, but simply of no interest to them, even though they asked and I did more than deliver. If you know anything about me, my advice is objective and free of bias. Of course, I hold my opinions, but I base all of my advice and other help on what is factual and pertinent to the receiver.
I said something that I couldn't get out of my mind when it came about. "The impenitence of some is the suffering of many." While I shall remain this person's friend, I feel nothing short of apathy to their actions. I have respectfully asked them to just not include me, whether by informing me of or otherwise pushing me into it in any way, and we won't have a problem beyond this. I am willing to look past it, no matter how much it hurt to see all my efforts come to naught after so long. It is their life and these are their choices, and if they do not wish to accept fact and follow it... very well.
Sometimes I surprise myself in my ability to bounce back, because after a long drive after work, with nothing but the wind and music to accompany me, I feel alleviated entirely of the stress and anger I felt previously. However, that doesn't change anything about the situation, as much as I would love to believe it does.
Post by: The Past on August 18, 2014, 08:59:02 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on August 19, 2014, 01:28:30 AM
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Post by: anoni on August 19, 2014, 02:25:19 PM
What confuses me is I never said I had any experience with Javascript or SQL, I said JAVA so maybe they were confused?
Post by: MrRazot on August 20, 2014, 07:35:58 PM
putting in another one and it's not working...
Post by: Grey on August 20, 2014, 07:37:59 PM
Post by: Kozy on August 20, 2014, 11:41:56 PM
Bigots are mean :/
Post by: The Past on August 21, 2014, 06:17:05 PM
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on August 22, 2014, 03:20:03 AM
I kinda wish I knew what I was doing wrong...
Post by: saph the sergal on August 22, 2014, 03:21:31 AM
not much for me to vent about really altho i have been told to leave a person alone and thats not happpening because they are a good freind
Post by: Kozy on August 22, 2014, 05:07:35 AM
Im beginning to think I realy am a very annoying person to be around. Only 4 days into school and I've already been rejected by all of my friends, again. It seems to be just a repeating cycle now.
I kinda wish I knew what I was doing wrong...
That's no fun :/ probably just mimesis or personality clashes, you might just have to play they way they want you to be until they trust better? Kind of annoying, but then I wouldn't beat yourself up if you don't intend it that means it's just a misunderstanding. I know when my ego gets out of balance I have no idea what I'm doing wrong, kind of a subconscious Jekyll and Hyde thing going on there at times. Though, you're not annoying me, may be it's just them?
Post by: saph the sergal on August 22, 2014, 05:13:36 AM
i now have a nice big rant to do google does not scan there music for copyright songs and i have just found out that youtubers music is being taken and sold by someone with no care for the people who made it i would link it but i know it would be rude and i would name the people who are involved but i wont i will name a few songs such as revenge, fallen kingdom and minecraft style (minecraft style was taken down for copyright calms) but the 3 songs were made by oe youtuber and all where big hits with millions of views and yet i see a tweet about this and i look play 2 songs and i am instantly annoyed about it because its good music i like the tracks alot and to sell someones work without permission just gets me mad
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 22, 2014, 07:47:09 AM
Yes, I will be impressed if you solve an extremely complex equation and can explain your methods; no, I will not tolerate you acting like this somehow puts you above me. Keep your ego in check or I will check it for you, because it's dumb to let something so vulnerable hang out like that. If my critic actually cared about anything beyond his own little world, he would know damn well his Grandson is plenty gifted without being a damned mathematician.
Post by: The Past on August 22, 2014, 10:23:19 AM
That's right.
This shit has been going on for a **censor** week.
A whole week has gone by like this. I think I'm going to die early. Maybe it will be for the best. Who knows.
Post by: Grey on August 22, 2014, 10:42:25 AM
Post by: The Past on August 26, 2014, 11:02:26 AM
Post by: Grey on August 26, 2014, 11:15:54 AM
Post by: MrRazot on August 29, 2014, 07:22:58 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on August 29, 2014, 07:27:30 AM
Post by: Snow Kittie on August 29, 2014, 11:37:41 AM
I'm tired of being negative. Everyone is so used to me being negative that they think I am criticizing something if I just mention the existence of an object or concept or whatever else. That's not what I am, or at least not what I feel I should be. And with the way things have been, I feel I may be stuck in this cycle of negativity for the rest of my life. I need to get out of here. I need to get out of here, and my lack of ability to do so keeps the cycle strong.I don't know... or at least I don't recognize, you - so you have yet to make such an impression on me (:
Focus on changing how you act to express who you want to be so that the new friends you make will see the new you, and old friends will follow with a little help.
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on August 29, 2014, 03:03:15 PM
When I say "text" I mean that apparently the textbook dealers must have resorted to a whole new level of being the most ridiculously priced type of vendors, because not only have the books gotten more expensive, the resale value is GONE because the college issues LOOSELEAF on every book it sells now. The ISBN was not different so there was no way to know until you come to pick it up.
This is a major space problem because now I need a binder for the book and the class because a 500 page book fits in a 2" binder, but 150 pages of notes definitely will not. My backpack was already made for mountain climbing excess of additional carry, I guess I'll have to explore the option of finding a bigger backpack.
Post by: The Past on August 29, 2014, 11:19:10 PM
It's pretty dumb of people who post music from bands on their YouTube channels to act like they deserve a pat on the back for the "hard work" of putting an album art picture and a song in Windows Movie Maker and uploading it. I appreciate them posting the songs, sure, but it's not like they wrote the music or did anything creative with it whatsoever. Now, if they created their own music video for it, they'd deserve credit for it. Heck, even an interesting well-timed slideshow can work. But no, they just go with the single album picture and are like "Dis is ma furst video, srry if sucks, subscribe!"
Post by: Snow Kittie on August 29, 2014, 11:56:40 PM
Well, since I've been ranting about serious personal crap for a while, might as well move to something trivial for a change.*reblogs*
It's pretty dumb of people who post music from bands on their YouTube channels to act like they deserve a pat on the back for the "hard work" of putting an album art picture and a song in Windows Movie Maker and uploading it. I appreciate them posting the songs, sure, but it's not like they wrote the music or did anything creative with it whatsoever. Now, if they created their own music video for it, they'd deserve credit for it. Heck, even an interesting well-timed slideshow can work. But no, they just go with the single album picture and are like "Dis is ma furst video, srry if sucks, subscribe!"
Post by: Snow Kittie on August 31, 2014, 12:04:33 AM
Post by: SadDubwool on August 31, 2014, 07:35:56 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on August 31, 2014, 07:57:56 AM
my pc seems to think that my logitech joystick is a usb storage device with 6 tb of space like why windows just why
www.facebook.com/pages/Concerned-Parents-Against-the-Furry-Fandom/263777390494803 (http://www.facebook.com/pages/Concerned-Parents-Against-the-Furry-Fandom/263777390494803)]
Post by: Grey on August 31, 2014, 08:55:08 AM
Post by: Grey on August 31, 2014, 09:21:35 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on August 31, 2014, 09:28:39 AM
Post by: Nrein on August 31, 2014, 06:10:18 PM
Post by: Ulfur on September 02, 2014, 04:27:17 AM
Oh you want sleep? Loud thunder that shakes the house and flashes of light should help you sleep
Post by: The Past on September 02, 2014, 05:41:32 AM
Sure enough, you live near him. That's cool. XD
Anyway. People ruin everything. If we didn't have to depend on other people, or if at least they stopped being a-holes and stopped bailing at the last second after agreeing to help with one little thing, my mate and I would have been settled in our house months ago.
Post by: Kozy on September 02, 2014, 07:54:14 AM
Post by: George on September 02, 2014, 11:38:29 AM
0n an unrelated note, my best friend's modem exploded and I miss him already. :'(
Post by: Grey on September 05, 2014, 08:16:18 PM
I was just thinking of visiting the school on Tuesday. One more reason to visit I guess.
Post by: Nrein on September 05, 2014, 09:34:11 PM
Seriously, wtf?
Post by: saph the sergal on September 06, 2014, 04:59:56 PM
rant done
Post by: Cheza on September 07, 2014, 07:34:39 AM
Now my head and neck hurts.
Post by: NautilusWolf on September 07, 2014, 05:13:36 PM
Post by: George on September 07, 2014, 05:30:05 PM
Post by: Grey on September 07, 2014, 07:19:06 PM
Post by: anoni on September 09, 2014, 10:43:43 AM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on September 09, 2014, 12:28:46 PM
Post by: George on September 09, 2014, 12:32:42 PM
Sometimes, I feel depressed because my mom is in and out of the hospital, but then I read this board, and realize that my problems aren't that bad.
Sometimes I make petty complaints on here to lighten the mood of it a bit.
My tea got cold before I could drink it!
Post by: saph the sergal on September 12, 2014, 05:04:34 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 12, 2014, 05:14:45 PM
Post by: Grey on September 12, 2014, 05:30:12 PM
It was rediculous. It didn't feel like a funeral at all, just a Sunday Service. That and the church refused to do anything the late, Mrs. Jarman requested for her funeral. It felt like the Father was more interesting in trying to convert people.
I don't hate religion, just the people who try to ram their religion down people's throats at every chance they get.
Post by: HyenaKing on September 12, 2014, 11:17:03 PM
And when i thought i was special, i was just one of many.
I feel very lost wherever I go. Lonely, empty, and I've seemed to be it's best friend since i keep coming back to it.
Anyways, the religion stuff? Sorry Grey, I know what that bullshit is like. I just am very spiritual, to bothered to elaborate.
Post by: William Dynwood on September 12, 2014, 11:30:03 PM
As for grey, hope you wont have to experience that again, sounds awefull!
TheUnknown: Whenever you feel empty, think about improving the stuff you can do, and get confident from the experience you gain along the way. If you feel bad and you keep telling yourself you are lonely and and empty you'll get into a loop that is very hard to break
Post by: MrRazot on September 16, 2014, 07:08:47 AM
I feel like crying now...
Post by: saph the sergal on September 16, 2014, 07:16:58 AM
ontopic: i got my capture card i am testing it with a games and i am noticing a slight lag spike when it has to draw new parts of the game and its starting to mess with me seems a new gpu in needed
Post by: MrRazot on September 16, 2014, 07:58:09 AM
Post by: William Dynwood on September 16, 2014, 08:23:52 AM
I typed a massive rant about my reality and lack of love life and I *CENSOR*ing hit backspace and it went to the previous page, losing it all.I know them feels brah...
I feel like crying now...
Post by: Nrein on September 16, 2014, 01:36:15 PM
I typed a massive rant about my reality and lack of love life and I *CENSOR*ing hit backspace and it went to the previous page, losing it all.
I feel like crying now...
It's a shame no one has suggested a prompt to stop tha- oh wait.
On topic, I don't get why I'm so exhausted the past couple weeks. I just slept for 10 hours and I still feel like I need to sleep for another 10 e.e
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 16, 2014, 03:00:01 PM
I typed a massive rant about my reality and lack of love life and I *CENSOR*ing hit backspace and it went to the previous page, losing it all.
I feel like crying now...
The times this or similar has happened to me, it must be the single worst thing about the entire forum. Sometimes on a touchscreen the device saves my text but never a PC.
As for my rant:
I take a high dose of an anti-depressant called Cymbalta, I'm meant to have 60mg in the morning and 30mg at lunch time. The split dose is because 90mg at once tends to me dizzy. Since a side effect is an energy boost it means I get it during the day and sleep more easily at night.
Fine. Except I work night shift.
So when I'm on an extended run of nights I change to the same pattern but at night. But when I'm doing a few nights and then swapping back to days and so on back and forth erratically it is really hard to not take too much or not enough and to space the change overs correctly without causing impromptu naps or insomnia.
It's just so annoying.
Post by: George on September 16, 2014, 03:50:12 PM
Post by: The Magic Otter on September 16, 2014, 03:53:04 PM
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Post by: The Magic Otter on September 16, 2014, 04:23:55 PM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on September 16, 2014, 06:31:33 PM
Post by: Cheza on September 19, 2014, 01:32:26 PM
I hate those meetings. When I insist I'm fine, they keep telling me I'm not...
When I say I don't need any of their stupid group activities or medications, they say I do...
When I say I know how to wash my clothes, cook, take care of my personal hygiene and other basic common everyday things they keep implying that I don't.
Just because I'm not like everyone else it doesn't mean I'm some sort of freak that has to be put on medication or in some sort of daily activity group. I'm happy like this. I don't need many friends. I don't feel the need to constantly be surrounded by people.
Just because things got awfully bad after one single event that's most likely never going to repeat itself it doesn't mean that's the "truth" of how things have always been or how they'll always be. Sure, I might not have too high standards for how "clean" I like my living space, but it's good enough, no pests or nasty smells or sticky spots on the floor or anything. I just don't feel the need to have a floor that's so clean I can -eat- straight from it. Because civilized people don't eat from their floor.
I also hate it when I finally give in to their eternal whining (Like, "Ok, I'll go with you and -LOOK- at the activities" or "Ok, I'll consider taking/doing/seeing this/that/someone/whatever" ), they go all "OK, should we book you in now or next week or when do things work for you?"
I was looking there -once- and said I'd -CONSIDER- it, not "ERHMAZRRRRFFFF SIGN ME UP NAO PLOXXX!!!111!!!" >_>
If they think I've started to break, then they're wrong. I'm better than I've been in a looong time and think I've finally found a way to prove it to them once and for all: I'M FINE, LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO FORCE THOSE PILLS DOWN SOMEONE ELSE'S THROAT!!
Because just telling them that last thing straight to their faces would earn me the "Oh, the poor thing doesn't know what she's talking about"-look and some random "That could be discussed"-comment.
Oh, and also, it seems like someone's stolen my bike. Fantastic. Wonderful. Lovely.
Post by: The Magic Otter on September 19, 2014, 02:19:05 PM
I wouldn't mind if they did it subtly but they don't, they just blatantly do it in the Middle of the road and they don't get arrested for it!
Not to mention the fact that the children of even younger age are so insolent, I saw a kid around the age of six beating a dog half-dead and can I do something? No, because their parents would blame me for the dog and say i assaulted their child... I can't even call the police because the parents are snitches for them!
If the town i live in is the second-worst place in England I'd hate to know what the worst place is like.
Post by: saph the sergal on September 20, 2014, 01:07:21 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on September 23, 2014, 06:59:07 PM
10:20am - Finish cleaning dog shit out of every fibre, crank up air conditioner, apply air cleanser, and the fan for extra good measure to clear up the smell. Eat cold chicken salad after time wasted.
11:10am - Almost finished receipts for Bookkeeping class, after getting halfway through the last receipt the paper feed ran out and at the same time the cat's water dish that was placed on my table without telling me was soaking the receipt.
11:45am - Replaced paper and finished the receipt, organized my ledger for the other classes, but the time required for additional reading assignments due in 2-4 days is now wasted from mishaps. Class starts in 1 hour, driving and parking time is: 20 minutes. Looks like I'm staying up late again to do reading, if I go home at all I will have my time wasted by my mother looking to ask me to fix computer problems until 11pm.
Post by: Fenox Helkiin on September 25, 2014, 06:52:56 AM
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Post by: Dubaku on September 29, 2014, 11:10:03 PM
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on September 29, 2014, 11:48:13 PM
Mothaf***a, I'm done, f*** I'm done, soon as I get my Bentley, it's goodbye US and all my family there, hello United Arab Emirates, where I can live amongst other rich pricks. My mom is bloody irresponsible. I'll be waiting for f***ing hours for her to pick me up from the high school, like, I'm still waiting after rehearsal ended at 6, I'm like "Are you f***ing kidding me?" Just... f*** my whole family, my mom's side, anyway. But, without them, I wouldn't get a Bentley, I suppose that's one good thing about them.
This is my vent.
I hope this isn't serious.
I might cry if it is.
Atleast try to have a shred of respect...
Post by: Dubaku on September 30, 2014, 12:00:57 AM
Post by: George on September 30, 2014, 12:05:55 AM
Mothaf***a, I'm done, f*** I'm done, soon as I get my Bentley, it's goodbye US and all my family there, hello United Arab Emirates, where I can live amongst other rich pricks. My mom is bloody irresponsible. I'll be waiting for f***ing hours for her to pick me up from the high school, like, I'm still waiting after rehearsal ended at 6, I'm like "Are you f***ing kidding me?" Just... f*** my whole family, my mom's side, anyway. But, without them, I wouldn't get a Bentley, I suppose that's one good thing about them.
This is my vent.
I hope this isn't serious.
I might cry if it is.
Atleast try to have a shred of respect...
Quote from: Anonymous User
He needs to move to the Arab Emirates, because he is in povertyEDIT AGAIN: How many times am I gonna fix typos on this?
his gold plane only came in silver this year
Post by: Dubaku on September 30, 2014, 12:21:22 AM
Post by: The Past on September 30, 2014, 05:01:42 AM
After four hours, I hope you're aware what actually happened.
Now, as for my rant... I've pretty much been surviving on little vending machine food since I left for Missouri. I'm super hungry, and need actual nourishment. Luckily, my mate may bring a pizza from work. If not, we can just go out to eat or something.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 30, 2014, 06:28:07 AM
People who think they are entitled to be carried by everyone else should be able to show why they are so special, coz heads up, in the a sense of any skills, ideas or contributions the only thing that makes you "special" is your humanity. Just like EVERYONE else.
Pro tip losers, imagine for just a moment that you aren't the special little man Mummy always claimed and think of what the world would look like without you... if the world looks better, you're doing something wrong.
Post by: anoni on September 30, 2014, 07:54:57 AM
Post by: Grey on September 30, 2014, 08:53:22 AM
On top of that, our benefits are being cut again. There's very little food in the house and I doubt we can pay for enough food to keep everyone from feeling hungry.
Post by: Fenox Helkiin on September 30, 2014, 09:11:50 AM
Wednesday: A fry up
Thursday and Friday: 2 stir frys
Friday: A cheese and ham toasty
Saturday: And a steak pie with chips
Sunday: another stir fry
Monday: gammon and chips
Today: nothing so far
And I still get complained at by my older brother for eating all the food he can eat because he's a vegetarian.
On top of that I walk 1 hour and a half to get to college then another hour and a half to get back home again because I'd rather walk then take the bus. And by the end of the feckin day I've got chaffing marks on the backs of my legs from where I've been walking around so much each and every single week day. *sighs*
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Post by: Midnight Madness on September 30, 2014, 11:51:34 AM
Post by: Luggz on October 02, 2014, 03:28:35 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on October 04, 2014, 07:04:46 AM
EDIT: added my eve video no sound for 17 or so seconds
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ft68E5w6bho (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ft68E5w6bho#)
Post by: George on October 04, 2014, 10:26:14 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on October 06, 2014, 06:07:03 AM
When I'm alone I'm suddenly very awake.
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 07, 2014, 10:24:39 PM
But on top of THAT crap, I'm finally reaching that point where I am not as happy being single. It is making me sad, on top of the aforementioned bullshit I endure on a daily basis. I'll stick this one out, though. Just because impatience is not a vice does not mean that rushing a decision like that is acceptable.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 08, 2014, 07:10:54 AM
The crazy is so strong now I can't stand to be around myself... sadly attempts at being someone else have failed as have attempts at getting out of my head. Years of therapy and medication have done nothing and years of study have giving me no insight into myself.
All I can think of is that line in Lord of the Rings: "We cannot get out. A shadow lurks in the dark. We can not get out... they are coming"
I don't want to die, I want to live. But it is hard to not seek oblivion.
Post by: Fenox Helkiin on October 08, 2014, 07:20:05 AM
I'm just so **censor** in the head.Hey trix. If there's anything learned recently it's that the more you look into psychology and depression the more depressive you feel. It's because you start to notice things about yourself you don't like. I've been there and as crazy as it sounds just stop looking into it and accept what you already know.
The crazy is so strong now I can't stand to be around myself... sadly attempts at being someone else have failed as have attempts at getting out of my head. Years of therapy and medication have done nothing and years of study have giving me no insight into myself.
All I can think of is that line in Lord of the Rings: "We cannot get out. A shadow lurks in the dark. We can not get out... they are coming"
I don't want to die, I want to live. But it is hard to not seek oblivion.
Post by: Ulfur on October 08, 2014, 09:17:09 AM
Post by: Grey on October 08, 2014, 09:25:49 PM
Post by: Fenox Helkiin on October 08, 2014, 09:46:36 PM
Post by: George on October 09, 2014, 01:05:22 AM
I have come to the conclusion that it is against the laws of nature for me to remain happy for any longer than an hour.
This is my rant.
Post by: Ben on October 09, 2014, 01:12:09 AM
Post by: anoni on October 09, 2014, 08:21:48 AM
Post by: Dubaku on October 11, 2014, 03:34:57 AM
Post by: The Past on October 11, 2014, 06:25:22 AM
Post by: Ben on October 11, 2014, 02:27:24 PM
Speaking of the moon, a lunar eclipse, last of the year, and then clouds
Poor ano D:
Post by: Nrein on October 11, 2014, 03:00:49 PM
Come to find out, my Great-Grandfather has cancer and won't last long, because they refuse to do surgery because of his heart and other issues, and then my Great-Grandmother apparently has something wrong with her stomach, which may cause complications to her lung cancer treatment.
I don't know what's worse, finding all this out at once, or the fact that the only time my "loving" grandmother decides to get a hold of me and my parents, is when something bad like this happens.
Post by: The Past on October 12, 2014, 02:22:06 AM
Also, a few of you may remember somewhat vague descriptions of a story project I was working on for the last four or so years. The one I was inventing a language for. It is finally dead. The project is scrapped for good. The reason is due to the core theme of the story failing right in front of me. The things and people that inspired the story and kept me working on it have left me. And it is no one's fault but mine.
Post by: Nrein on October 12, 2014, 03:09:29 AM
I've pretty much been silently shunned. I can't say much more because it's not proper to do so on public forum. All I can say is I have learned much more about how hurtful my past self was, and in the least likely way I expected.
[...]
Mmm, silent shunning. How much I know them feels.
Post by: NautilusWolf on October 12, 2014, 03:16:23 AM
Post by: The Past on October 12, 2014, 03:59:47 AM
I'm sorry my wording is horrible. I've had a tough day, and the worst headache accompanying the majority of it. But we all gotta keep pushing on. Things get better with effort and time.
Post by: Ben on October 12, 2014, 05:47:20 AM
I'm really **censor** sick of feeling lonely. Ever since I've come out as a transgender Female, I've lost a lot of good friends, and fear to tell some others. (The ones that are still with me, thank you.) I can't help but feel lonely. I have to lie to people about who I am just to avoid physical beatings and harassment, and I have to suffer anything that reminds me I'm stuck in the wrong body, like simple things such as: looking in the mirror, using public restrooms, and even speaking. I hate my AFJROTC class. I hate uniform inspection days. I hate the looks I get. I HATE IT ALL. I feel like the punchline to some sick joke.
Didn't know that but it's bad ass don't let **censor** mess with you rip their throats out and devour their souls ^_^
Post by: Cheza on October 12, 2014, 10:26:16 AM
Already thrown up twice today and food/drinks doesn't seem to be interested in staying down at all.
Along with this I have a lovely eyeache.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 12, 2014, 04:09:01 PM
You play your cards pretty close to your chest so I don't really know the details, but you're such an awesome person. I just wish you could see yourself through the eyes of those who love you.
You don't ever need an excuse to PM me girl. *hugs*
Post by: Ben on October 12, 2014, 04:45:14 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 12, 2014, 06:13:51 PM
For my rant: I've been having dizzy spells, need to see my Dr but don't know when I can do that. Nine nightshifts in a row :/
Post by: Ben on October 12, 2014, 06:41:41 PM
Go deuring the day it won't take five hours just go home after and crash
Post by: The Magic Otter on October 12, 2014, 06:48:31 PM
I've been having dizzy spells, need to see my Dr but don't know when I can do that. Nine nightshifts in a row :/I have dizzy spells and I don't work... Also some prat said that it could be a brain tumour, I slapped that person.
Post by: Ben on October 12, 2014, 06:49:32 PM
Post by: Grey on October 12, 2014, 07:36:37 PM
My other brother was too busy being a complete idiotic manchild by forgetting that food goes in the orifice known as the mouth and thinking that it's supposed to go in other people's faces or clothes. It's a miracle that I haven't gone completely mad yet...
Post by: Ben on October 12, 2014, 07:39:24 PM
Ugh, family dinners. They always make me want to start slamming my head against a wall of blunt and rusty nails by the time I've left the dining room. If it's not my brother mocking anyone who isn't straight (and putting me down or being as rude as he can to me in general), it's my Dad being as obnoxious as he can. He hasn't worked out that louder does not mean funnier and that playing random and annoying sound effects and songs that make my ears feel like I just shoved sharpened cheesegraters into them is a painful experience that makes me want to get up and leave without saying a word in case I give him a sever case of PTSD with all the things I have bottled up over the years to prevent a complete meltdown of this utter farce that I call my family.
My other brother was too busy being a complete idiotic manchild by forgetting that food goes in the orifice known as the mouth and thinking that it's supposed to go in other people's faces or clothes. It's a miracle that I haven't gone completely mad yet...
That's horrible *hugs tight*
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on October 13, 2014, 12:20:45 AM
I feel like i'm surrounded by a bunch of hatred sometimes.
Cant we all just get along? :(
Post by: Ben on October 13, 2014, 12:33:37 AM
Why can't we be friends
Why can't we be friends
Post by: The Past on October 13, 2014, 12:58:20 PM
I'm pretty sure this means our friendship is over.
Post by: Ryan Naismith on October 13, 2014, 01:02:03 PM
I pour a cup of coffee for someone, exactly how the like it: black. Friendly, I hand the cup to them, and they refuse it, saying they'll make it themself. I leave the cup out for them anyway. A few minutes later, they pour the cup out in the sink and make more.
I'm pretty sure this means our friendship is over.
No need to end a friendship over coffe, mishko! Coffe may be good, but it's not good enough to end friendships!
Post by: The Past on October 13, 2014, 01:04:36 PM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on October 14, 2014, 08:12:26 PM
I mean , what am I good at? I'm not good at sports. I'm not good at art, writing or video games. Seriously, what am I good at? I just feel like it's nothing, sometimes.
Post by: Rottech on October 14, 2014, 08:48:31 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on October 14, 2014, 09:35:05 PM
You know, that would usually mean alot to someone.
But it seems like everyone here wants me gone.
Post by: Ryan Naismith on October 14, 2014, 10:04:14 PM
This is the birthplace of me starting the Furry fandom.
You know, that would usually mean alot to someone.
But it seems like everyone here wants me gone.
Whaaaaaat? Who would do that? I don't want you gone!
Post by: The Past on October 14, 2014, 10:30:59 PM
Ugh.. so.. I am in a long distance relationship.. and while I love my mate far too much to be bugged by it, and we really get along with each other, it is just such a bloody pain to not be able to see each other frequently, but the most horrible feeling ever is when he goes somewhere to some event or some fun thing, just seeing him do that and not being able to join.. it is a horrible slap in the face. It is sometimes so tiring.
I know that feeling all too well. What hurts even more is when your mate gets badly injured or falls extremely ill, and there's no way to be actually by their side to give them support. It's perhaps the most stressful thing to deal with in long distance relationships.
Post by: Rottech on October 14, 2014, 10:58:17 PM
I know that feeling all too well. What hurts even more is when your mate gets badly injured or falls extremely ill, and there's no way to be actually by their side to give them support. It's perhaps the most stressful thing to deal with in long distance relationships.
Yeah.. christ, I almost freaked out completely just when I heard my mate had to operate some weird lump thing out of his chest, which just turned out to be a slight overproduction of cells in that area, but I still kinda panicked for a while until he had to calm me down.. <.<
Post by: Ben on October 15, 2014, 01:12:06 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 15, 2014, 10:16:24 PM
Post by: Nrein on October 15, 2014, 11:57:07 PM
I'm tired of being surrounded by unreasonable people. Even when I prove them wrong, they simply choose not to listen to the idea anyway, or call me something derogatory for it. I don't know what the **censor** is so wrong with trying an idea or a fact. Bunch of **censor**' children passing for adults.
I go through this a lot, on either extreme. It's why I usually stay away from talking about some of my favorite topics because most people see, to want to dismiss anything I say and assume they know better :V
Post by: Son of Anubis on October 23, 2014, 04:41:45 PM
I'm tired of being surrounded by unreasonable people. Even when I prove them wrong, they simply choose not to listen to the idea anyway, or call me something derogatory for it. I don't know what the **censor** is so wrong with trying an idea or a fact. Bunch of **censor**' children passing for adults.
I hear ya on that! I've been getting alot of crap from friends because all of my time is either broken up between my family or my development team. Friends are all like " Really!? You're making a game? For tabletop? Does anyone even play tabletop rpg's anymore? Let's go out and drink!" True friends are just as passionate about what you like as they are about what they like. And as a general rule of paw....Some people just suck.
Post by: saph the sergal on October 23, 2014, 05:37:18 PM
Post by: Nrein on October 23, 2014, 05:50:14 PM
I swear, I'm only freaking out a little bit :D
Post by: Cirrus on October 29, 2014, 05:47:11 PM
* Someone who appreciates craftsmanship and precision with words
* Someone who doesn't think writing is about getting attention
* Someone who's motivated to solve their own problems
* Someone who's motivated to dig deep for the real answers, not the pleasing ones
* And a whole lot of other things
People just tend to depress me after a time, whether it's at work where people are desperate for quick solutions instead of learning or online in the furry fandom where quantity matters more than quality in writing.
Post by: Grey on October 29, 2014, 07:34:38 PM
I still can't believe he'd just neglect them like that. I feel utterly betrayed and devastated. On top of that he's not apologised once and doesn't seem to care.
Post by: George on November 02, 2014, 08:04:55 PM
*uninstalls teamspeak*
Yeah you should avoid this company.
Post by: The Magic Otter on November 02, 2014, 08:11:05 PM
*installs teamspeak*^ Speaks the truth.
*uninstalls teamspeak*
Yeah you should avoid this company.
Post by: Grey on November 02, 2014, 10:20:02 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 03, 2014, 12:28:26 PM
Post by: anoni on November 03, 2014, 12:34:04 PM
When your formula sheet is larger than the actual exam, you know something is wrong
Sincerely, concerned student
Post by: saph the sergal on November 03, 2014, 04:03:50 PM
Post by: Dubaku on November 05, 2014, 01:27:41 PM
Post by: Grey on November 05, 2014, 06:25:28 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on November 05, 2014, 06:30:35 PM
Post by: The Past on November 06, 2014, 03:36:44 AM
"You went through them last, so you need to close them."
"I'm walking the damn dogs--taking them out, I mean..."
"You need to lose the attitude."
"You're the one that needs to lose the attitude. Jesus."
So I take the other dog out, and when I come back in, he interrupts what he was saying on Team speak to tell me,
"You're no longer allowed in here, by the way."
Yep, so I'm banned from the room because I was DOING SOMETHING and couldn't close the slightly open curtains right away. Like I give a rat's behind about the room. I'm more pissed off about the fact that he's acting this way. Things were going very well for a while, too. All my stuff is in the living room anyway, and I find the couch more comfortable aside from the limited space. But since I don't want to bother anyone else in the household taking up space there, I'm probably going to let his mom, the boss, know. She's been annoyed by his behavior as well and wanted to have a talk with him soon. I hope she can talk some sense into him because I know for a fact that I can't myself.
Post by: Grey on November 07, 2014, 08:14:24 AM
Post by: George on November 08, 2014, 03:30:52 AM
Post by: Ben on November 08, 2014, 03:34:06 AM
I cut my knuckle up really bad today then burned it. Yay T_T
Post by: saph the sergal on November 08, 2014, 04:16:47 AM
Post by: Grey on November 09, 2014, 09:37:31 PM
"Work" he says. Uploading pictures of random stuff to people he doesn't even know. Sure, he's working on making pictures look nice on photoshop before uploading, but it's a hobby. Not work, he's not getting any money at all from it. All he does nowadays is spend all our money on his obsession, take up all our internet, use my Mum like some bloody slave, and shout at me for wanting my own things. I don't ask for much. Just a little time to spend with friends, that's all I want.
Post by: The Past on November 10, 2014, 11:56:08 AM
I wish my old roleplaying group didn't break up several years back. Those days were fun.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 10, 2014, 12:25:56 PM
None of them have made any effort to contact me, never visit me or anything. They didn't appreciate how much I brought to the group and I just don't feel like extending any more olive branches.
I miss my friends and I miss my RP. I wish I could fill the void with forum RPs but it just isn't the same activity and I guess I hadn't realised how much I miss it until I read Mishko's post. "Being a character in real time".
Post by: Ben on November 10, 2014, 01:26:18 PM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on November 10, 2014, 01:28:28 PM
Post by: Ben on November 10, 2014, 01:39:42 PM
Post by: The Past on November 10, 2014, 01:45:42 PM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on November 10, 2014, 01:48:06 PM
Hmmm... Why don't we like just start a group skype chat and go from there?
Post by: Ben on November 10, 2014, 02:02:33 PM
I've also done mill sims, not even close to what it's really like
Post by: Ryan Naismith on November 10, 2014, 02:10:57 PM
(Got sent into the forest "hey, go through there, you'll come up on the nazi CP!" No nazi CP, just thorns everywhere. EVERYWHERE! Lost a glove. :/ , my rifle got hooked on a vine or some stuff, and I almost shot a British paratrooper!)
Post by: The Past on November 10, 2014, 02:15:10 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 10, 2014, 02:26:26 PM
Really?
The thing that annoys me most is asking why I need dinner *rolls eyes* Hello! Because I'm a living creature!!! >:(
I want to give the benefit of the doubt and just pass it off as a poorly chosen phrase, but ughhh... my suspension of disbelief can only take so much.
Post by: Midnight Madness on November 11, 2014, 11:55:03 AM
I don't want to be better than anyone, I want to be the best I can be and help others do the very same.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 11, 2014, 12:48:37 PM
Post by: Daionor on November 12, 2014, 02:30:14 AM
I can't stand this stupid competitive crap between guys over everything. Having dates, numbers of love interests, their car, their clothes, the amount of crap they can waste their money on (then proceed to showboat themselves around in as if it makes them better), or all these pointless rivalries. I don't know, it's just annoying to see all the time. I just do what I like so long as it impedes on no law or standing courtesy, but get constantly jeered at for it not being "manly enough." Honestly, I don't give a rat's ass. I'm happy, got a problem with that? Go away, because I don't care.
I don't want to be better than anyone, I want to be the best I can be and help others do the very same.
THANK YOU for saying that. it is so stupid, especially when it is "who is the biggest" contests (anyone and everyone should know what i refer to there, and if it breaks rules, feel free to delete...)
Post by: Ben on November 12, 2014, 02:32:14 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on November 12, 2014, 02:38:58 AM
Post by: Cheza on November 13, 2014, 01:47:16 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on November 13, 2014, 02:01:45 PM
Post by: The Past on November 13, 2014, 03:39:26 PM
Post by: Dubaku on November 13, 2014, 09:50:22 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on November 14, 2014, 04:20:57 AM
Post by: George on November 14, 2014, 04:50:54 AM
I think I'm gonna wear headphones a little bit less.
How bout just not wearing headphones in class? Makes you look like a jerk in itself. XP
Post by: Dax Declan on November 14, 2014, 04:53:26 AM
I only had one ear bud in. And it was kind of a planning portion for our dialogue so the teacher was at his desk. I don't see how that makes me look like a jerk. Litteraly 85% of the class was doing the exact same thing.I think I'm gonna wear headphones a little bit less.
How bout just not wearing headphones in class? Makes you look like a jerk in itself. XP
Post by: The Magic Otter on November 14, 2014, 04:55:19 AM
People do the same in my classes. I honestly think I doesn't make a difference.I only had one ear bud in. And it was kind of a planning portion for our dialogue so the teacher was at his desk. I don't see how that makes me look like a jerk. Litteraly 85% of the class was doing the exact same thing.I think I'm gonna wear headphones a little bit less.
How bout just not wearing headphones in class? Makes you look like a jerk in itself. XP
Post by: saph the sergal on November 14, 2014, 04:56:39 AM
Post by: Dubaku on November 14, 2014, 05:00:58 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on November 15, 2014, 08:16:22 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on November 15, 2014, 04:35:33 PM
Post by: .: ♥ Kiniia ♥ :. on November 15, 2014, 07:17:40 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 15, 2014, 07:45:12 PM
Post by: The Magic Otter on November 16, 2014, 12:21:07 PM
What kind of parent says that!?
Not to mention that she panicked when she figured out that I was trans and because she threatened suicide again I had to deny it!
This is one of the many reasons I hate alcohol! It makes the people I love into bloody morons!
Post by: Ryan Naismith on November 16, 2014, 01:09:56 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on November 16, 2014, 01:29:00 PM
This is one of the many reasons I hate alcohol! It makes the people I love into bloody morons!
I couldn't agree more. For many similar reasons. I'm just sorry you have to deal with that crap... Things will get better, I promise.
Now for my rant... I cannot stand this stupid shit going on with my grandparents. My Grandfather is a complete mess. I'm just driving to go drop my truck off by a mechanic. But I take a wrong turn, and a car gets in the way of my Grandfather's turn and we lose each other on the road. His phone stops working, for some reason, his number getting randomly transferred without his consent by Tracfone? I don't know, but some lady answers after I spend fifteen minutes just trying to get my phone to actually manage a call (old android phone with many problems).
I get on the line with him eventually, after I call the home phone some minutes after. He starts PANICKING because he couldn't make the turn with me and I tell him it's okay... Then he goes and starts blaming me for everything. "YOU SHOULD HAVE HAD BETTER DIRECTIONS" and "WHY DID YOU TURN THERE? I COULDN'T FOLLOW YOU!" Or whatever. I explain to him I was actually going to double check my directions before anything, and I didn't want to miss the street (blown head gasket, so the vehicle overheats after too long, so the stop would keep the heat from going up while I check my directions). He then proceeds to say "**censor** you" under his breath, and the very second I ask why he said that... he hangs up. I call back, he starts panicking to me about how his phone's not working (I mean actually having a childish conniption fit), and I try to explain to him, but he apparently doesn't want to know why, just how to fix it, but when I start telling him, he doesn't even listen... He just rants more about how horrible it was that I turned there. Hangs up again.
I call back because I still need to talk to him, since I need to tell him exactly where I stopped. I hear him ask to borrow my grandmother's phone... but she's so paranoid he's going to break it (presumably because he threw the other phone in anger, which is evident by dents and scratches) that she refuses. Which basically means all I get to do is HEAR conversation, rather than make a simple explanation of the little deal. I try talking, but he's freaking out so much that he just hangs up again, not listening to me at all. Fourth call back, and they're still fighting. I ask him to put my grandmother back on the phone... He just starts freaking out about the phone again and how my Grandmother won't let him use hers. Ranting angrily as if I didn't hear him the whole time... He hangs up. Again.
I call back one more time to try and explain this to him. Turns out he's just walked out the door saying "I'm going to kill both of you," and comes out to me to continue our drive out to drop off the truck. No, nothing violent came about, but he had my Grandmother TERRIFIED of the possibility. Everything went well from there, but then my Grandmother called me, freaking out. Which made my grandfather shout in the background of the phone call. It took forever to make him stop ranting about the same shit. An hour, to be precise. I explained to him that I wasn't worried that he missed the turn and I figured he wasn't going to stick around searching for me (since my vehicle at least functioned enough to get home), hence why I seemed to call home right as he walked through the door. I explained that I just wanted him to come back out to the store I stopped in front of and we finish up the business and just head home. Nope, he still freaked out about the phone and my turn. I gave up even trying to reason with him.
I do not know why I try to make sense of anything to him. He HATES having things explained, even when he asks. (This applies to ANYTHING; sciences, technology, religions, acceptance (since he can be very homophobic, transphobic, sexist and ageist), music, or hidden meanings... you name it.) He also never gets his head off of one subject and will always bother you about it. Hell, he tries to tell my father not to eat certain things or say certain words IN MY FATHER'S OWN HOUSE. He also willingly omitted certain details (as he ALWAYS does) of his argument with my grandmother, including the swearing at me, throwing the phone, swearing at her, saying he'd kill us (though his justification to this is the figure of speech "I could kill you for that" and similar, which I believe but... don't really trust, considering a rather stupid fistfight he tried to start with me over covering a bowl of macaroni a few years ago... like, wat), and his screaming when he put the phone down.
I'm legitimately terrified he's got problems beyond our help.
Post by: Ryan Naismith on November 16, 2014, 01:34:43 PM
This is one of the many reasons I hate alcohol! It makes the people I love into bloody morons!
I couldn't agree more. For many similar reasons. I'm just sorry you have to deal with that crap... Things will get better, I promise.
Now for my rant... I cannot stand this stupid shit going on with my grandparents. My Grandfather is a complete mess. I'm just driving to go drop my truck off by a mechanic. But I take a wrong turn, and a car gets in the way of my Grandfather's turn and we lose each other on the road. His phone stops working, for some reason, his number getting randomly transferred without his consent by Tracfone? I don't know, but some lady answers after I spend fifteen minutes just trying to get my phone to actually manage a call (old android phone with many problems).
I get on the line with him eventually, after I call the home phone some minutes after. He starts PANICKING because he couldn't make the turn with me and I tell him it's okay... Then he goes and starts blaming me for everything. "YOU SHOULD HAVE HAD BETTER DIRECTIONS" and "WHY DID YOU TURN THERE? I COULDN'T FOLLOW YOU!" Or whatever. I explain to him I was actually going to double check my directions before anything, and I didn't want to miss the street (blown head gasket, so the vehicle overheats after too long, so the stop would keep the heat from going up while I check my directions). He then proceeds to say "**censor** you" under his breath, and the very second I ask why he said that... he hangs up. I call back, he starts panicking to me about how his phone's not working (I mean actually having a childish conniption fit), and I try to explain to him, but he apparently doesn't want to know why, just how to fix it, but when I start telling him, he doesn't even listen... He just rants more about how horrible it was that I turned there. Hangs up again.
I call back because I still need to talk to him, since I need to tell him exactly where I stopped. I hear him ask to borrow my grandmother's phone... but she's so paranoid he's going to break it (presumably because he threw the other phone in anger, which is evident by dents and scratches) that she refuses. Which basically means all I get to do is HEAR conversation, rather than make a simple explanation of the little deal. I try talking, but he's freaking out so much that he just hangs up again, not listening to me at all. Fourth call back, and they're still fighting. I ask him to put my grandmother back on the phone... He just starts freaking out about the phone again and how my Grandmother won't let him use hers. Ranting angrily as if I didn't hear him the whole time... He hangs up. Again.
I call back one more time to try and explain this to him. Turns out he's just walked out the door saying "I'm going to kill both of you," and comes out to me to continue our drive out to drop off the truck. No, nothing violent came about, but he had my Grandmother TERRIFIED of the possibility. Everything went well from there, but then my Grandmother called me, freaking out. Which made my grandfather shout in the background of the phone call. It took forever to make him stop ranting about the same shit. An hour, to be precise. I explained to him that I wasn't worried that he missed the turn and I figured he wasn't going to stick around searching for me (since my vehicle at least functioned enough to get home), hence why I seemed to call home right as he walked through the door. I explained that I just wanted him to come back out to the store I stopped in front of and we finish up the business and just head home. Nope, he still freaked out about the phone and my turn. I gave up even trying to reason with him.
I do not know why I try to make sense of anything to him. He HATES having things explained, even when he asks. (This applies to ANYTHING; sciences, technology, religions, acceptance (since he can be very homophobic, transphobic, sexist and ageist), music, or hidden meanings... you name it.) He also never gets his head off of one subject and will always bother you about it. Hell, he tries to tell my father not to eat certain things or say certain words IN MY FATHER'S OWN HOUSE. He also willingly omitted certain details (as he ALWAYS does) of his argument with my grandmother, including the swearing at me, throwing the phone, swearing at her, saying he'd kill us (though his justification to this is the figure of speech "I could kill you for that" and similar, which I believe but... don't really trust, considering a rather stupid fistfight he tried to start with me over covering a bowl of macaroni a few years ago... like, wat), and his screaming when he put the phone down.
I'm legitimately terrified he's got problems beyond our help.
That spuds almost EXACTLY like my own grandmother... Though the whole family has distanced ourselves from her, so she's not much of a problem.
Post by: Grey on November 16, 2014, 09:12:27 PM
Post by: The Past on November 16, 2014, 10:07:35 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on November 16, 2014, 10:44:11 PM
Post by: anoni on November 17, 2014, 12:53:47 AM
Post by: Grey on November 18, 2014, 12:49:02 AM
Post by: Dubaku on November 18, 2014, 02:05:21 AM
Post by: The Past on November 23, 2014, 11:26:37 PM
Post by: Grey on November 24, 2014, 07:25:32 AM
Post by: Kaiyo on November 28, 2014, 12:09:04 AM
I am a walking enigma, even my mom thinks this.
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on November 30, 2014, 02:16:57 AM
Post by: Dubaku on December 01, 2014, 10:12:15 PM
Post by: juliet on December 02, 2014, 11:26:37 PM
So, I've been working on a certain story since my sophomore year of high school. I always had trouble writing down most of my ideas, and would usually keep everything in my head. Well, I rebooted the story and came up with an interesting way to take it, and for the first time in ages, I managed to start building up tons of notes on a notebook app on my tablet. I tried to remove the latest bit of notes because I didn't feel they fit. Somehow, it also removed about the first 3/4ths of EVERYTHING I wrote down. I can't believe this shit. I can't undo it, so I'm screwed. This is why I hate tablet/smartphone apps. They're so unstable at times. Typing on a touchscreen is hard enough... If anyone knows of a good notebook app for Android, please let me know.
Alice note. Ive used it forever and never had that problem. Plus its just cute.
Post by: Buna on December 02, 2014, 11:49:32 PM
Surfacing by slipknot
Post by: George on December 03, 2014, 12:33:25 AM
I really, really, really hate my best friend's father.
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 03, 2014, 09:29:32 AM
I guess I have had enough experience on the internet with supposed "grown adults" that act like **censor** toddlers. But to have to live with someone like that is a whole different story...
Post by: drakewithout on December 04, 2014, 02:51:03 PM
Post by: Hycanith on December 04, 2014, 08:37:06 PM
Why doesn't anybody have sympathy for procrastinators
This one made me chuckle. ^_^
Hmmm... I need something to vent about...
Oh, I know! FINALS!
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 04, 2014, 08:39:09 PM
I have ONE FINAL TODAY AND FIVE FINALS NEXT WEEK.
(http://i.imgur.com/ZjQt0sO.gif)
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on December 04, 2014, 08:49:06 PM
Trihybrid crosses.
Screw those things, man x_x
I LIKED GENETICS UNTIL THIS POINT!
Post by: Hycanith on December 04, 2014, 10:12:23 PM
^ This.
I have ONE FINAL TODAY AND FIVE FINALS NEXT WEEK.(http://i.imgur.com/ZjQt0sO.gif)
You're taking six courses?? Owwwwww... Hang in there!
Yknow what i hate?
Trihybrid crosses.
Screw those things, man x_x
I LIKED GENETICS UNTIL THIS POINT!
I think they are ok if the species actually blend well. But throwing something abstract like a chicken into a fox/wolf hybrid is just asking for trouble.
Post by: Dubaku on December 04, 2014, 10:59:13 PM
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on December 04, 2014, 11:10:30 PM
Yknow what i hate?
Trihybrid crosses.
Screw those things, man x_x
I LIKED GENETICS UNTIL THIS POINT!
I think they are ok if the species actually blend well. But throwing something abstract like a chicken into a fox/wolf hybrid is just asking for trouble.
Its more of a 64-boxed Punnett square from hell.
AaBBcc x AaBbCc kindof thing
Post by: Hycanith on December 04, 2014, 11:11:20 PM
Welp, had a test in AP Physics today... I was like *imagines self corpse-launching through the window*
I really REALLY detest physics. Arg, bad memories from highschool. And I need to take university physics over the summer. Good luck in AP physics. You must be insane; only crazy people take that.
*Shakes fist at physics*
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 05, 2014, 10:11:46 AM
The harder I work the less appreciated I am.
I give up.
Post by: saph the sergal on December 05, 2014, 10:17:02 AM
EDIT: i forgot to add the lense in one was ruined so now i have to get a new pair
Post by: Grey on December 07, 2014, 12:22:09 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 07, 2014, 04:11:36 PM
Post by: George on December 07, 2014, 06:41:46 PM
I still feel like I'm going to screw this up somehow.
Look, I know I haven't been the most supportive person you know, but you seem to be really serious about your studying and whatnot to the point of insanity. I don't think you even have the ability to mess up at this point! X3
Back on topic, I hate it when one leaves something unattended for a short period of time and someone messes with it during that time.
Post by: The Past on December 08, 2014, 04:15:04 AM
Post by: Kyriin on December 08, 2014, 04:18:17 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on December 08, 2014, 04:21:12 AM
if not a lot have heard and im pissed about this someone tried to attack a convention known as MWFF or midwest furfest and it sucked i watched it all happen on youtube and i was worried about everyone there and this is for billy I CARED FOR THOSE WHO I DIDNT KNOW NOT JUST MY TWITTER FOLLOWERS and it sucked because im saving for my first convetion and this scared the abalute hell out of me because just thinking this could happen again is bad
Post by: Cheza on December 08, 2014, 04:24:18 AM
I really shouldn't eat so much overly salty food because it only leads to this, but I never seem to learn >->
Post by: Kyriin on December 08, 2014, 04:27:43 AM
that sucks evna
if not a lot have heard and im pissed about this someone tried to attack a convention known as MWFF or midwest furfest and it sucked i watched it all happen on youtube and i was worried about everyone there and this is for billy I CARED FOR THOSE WHO I DIDNT KNOW NOT JUST MY TWITTER FOLLOWERS and it sucked because im saving for my first convetion and this scared the abalute hell out of me because just thinking this could happen again is bad
Only a dozen or so people went to hospital for dizziness and nausea supposedly. Hopefully they'll be alright.
I just don't know why people feel the need to go about doing that kind of damage and harm for any reason on such a scale, or how. It's rather stupid and even though thye might have been attacking furries, there's a lot of other people involved who aren't furries, and it's all just rather stupid.
Post by: Hycanith on December 08, 2014, 05:05:05 AM
Got at least three very painful canker sores (think that's what they're called at least) on my tongue and three more at random but really bad places in my mouth.
I really shouldn't eat so much overly salty food because it only leads to this, but I never seem to learn >->
I used to get bad ones when I was younger. I ate waaaaay too many pickles! XP
Post by: saph the sergal on December 10, 2014, 03:18:57 AM
Post by: The Past on December 11, 2014, 02:50:17 AM
Post by: Nrein on December 11, 2014, 04:29:34 AM
When you're the last poster in a thread for a while, and you fear you may have somehow killed the thread. Crap...
Story of my life :D
In other news. I'm none too excited about work tomorrow. I'm still sick, it's not getting any better, and we're most likely having the Safety Inspector coming, and I'm in the spotlight since I work with the most dangerous stuff (IE the giant dish machine, chemicals, tools, etc.)
Post by: MrRazot on December 11, 2014, 07:53:04 AM
Don't worry, not anyone on this forum.
Post by: BakaFawkes on December 11, 2014, 08:02:46 AM
Post by: anoni on December 12, 2014, 07:13:32 AM
My sleep schedule is beyond screwed up now that I've left my job and have to wait till January to ship out with the Air Force. I fall asleep at 4 AM and wake up at 4 in the afternoon if I don't set an alarm. I'm not a lazy person at all, but I have no exterior motivation to get up!!!! :(
I concur. I was doing pretty well at the start of the holidays, waking up before 12 but now it's entirely **censor** xD I fell asleep last night at 8am and woke up at 4pm, still a nice 8 hours but it'd be nice to shift it 4 hours in the other direction
Post by: saph the sergal on December 12, 2014, 09:01:35 AM
im so sorry for not being able to do what you can because i have had some bad times and the feeling of something like a collar around my neck makes me panic and yet you can because you haven't had the issues i have so you know what to those that think that you have to wear a collar to be furry GO SHOVE IT UP UR REAR END AND ROTATE ON IT BECAUSE I CANT CARE LESS ABOUT UR OPINION
Post by: BakaFawkes on December 12, 2014, 09:08:16 AM
Post by: Grey on December 12, 2014, 10:31:33 AM
Post by: The Past on December 12, 2014, 10:41:08 AM
I'm sorry, but I need to say the word right out. That is screwed up. No parent should ever, EVER feel that way toward their kid, much less admit it.
I was already feeling like shit due to a sudden tiff with my mate. Now I read that, and knowing what else you go through with your family, Grey... I am just done. Ready to ragequit the world.
Post by: Grey on December 12, 2014, 10:42:39 AM
Post by: Seko on December 12, 2014, 11:41:08 AM
My mother admitted to me this morning that she no longer cares about me.
If your mum can legitimately say she doesn't care about you, not only is she a terrible parent, but you also shouldn't accept criticism from her. Throughout life you'll meet all sorts of people that care about you and want you to be happy, and there is no difference (aside biology) that you should take your mum's words as anything more than another random mean person talking nonsense.
"The blood of the congregation is thicker than the water of the womb": Non-family friendships are often worth more because people are not -meant- to like you, they simply like you because you're you. Sadly as is often the case with families and sexuality, most parents already have a set personality/sexuality/career-path planned out for their kids before they even really know them.
So yeah, Grey, don't take it as a blow to your confidence, it's just your mum being a horrible parent.
WHAT THE **censor**!!
I'm sorry, but I need to say the word right out. That is screwed up. No parent should ever, EVER feel that way toward their kid, much less admit it.
Exactly.
Grey, Parents can be weird about things. Sometimes it's difficult to believe that your parents are even more experienced in life than you, sometimes they can seem so blind to everything including your feelings, and that sucks. Sexuality complicates this a lot, and I know how you feel about all of this. If you need to talk, PM me (although i'm not on very frequently at all), alrightie?
Post by: Grey on December 12, 2014, 12:10:55 PM
On topic, I seem to have misplaced my bookmarks again.
Post by: saph the sergal on December 12, 2014, 12:13:55 PM
why cant i seem to settle on a car maker for a good 4wd that has what i want D:
heres something positive for yall if anyone has heard of lemonadecyote know this that upon request his suits were given to those who will use them
This is the first time the suit has been out, the one at AC was a fake, just to make that part clear**
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15204408/ (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15204408/)
Post by: The Past on December 13, 2014, 08:17:20 PM
Alright, I'm gonna be careful about how much I reveal here, for it's personal.
Long story short, my stay here has run out by agreement, and I need a certain someone to pick me up by 5 PM (it's 2 PM at the moment). That someone, who had many chances to pick me up this week, isn't even answering now. The drive to here and back is 4 hours total, and they have work at 5 PM. SOOOO... Unless the planets align, I'm screwed. The head of the household understands that it's not my fault, but doesn't want to give any more leniency. I've already stayed over twice as long as I planned. They offered to take me to an inn, but I really can't afford that. I'm just going to wait outside somewhere until certain someone gets here, which, if they are not on their way now, will be at 2 AM at the very earliest.
I don't know how I feel right now. My emotions are so mixed. It's like this certain someone doesn't give a rat's ass anymore. It's not like them. I don't understand.
So yeah, if you guys don't see me on for a bit, you know why.
Post by: Nrein on December 14, 2014, 02:02:37 AM
There goes what was supposed to be an awesome, game filled weekend, which I haven't had in ages .w.
Post by: Dubaku on December 14, 2014, 02:57:32 AM
Post by: The Past on December 14, 2014, 04:40:46 AM
Post by: Nrein on December 14, 2014, 05:10:58 AM
Looks like I'm gonna be homeless for a while.
That's unacceptable D:
Post by: Dubaku on December 14, 2014, 05:14:49 AM
Looks like I'm gonna be homeless for a while.Damn, that's rough. That's rougher than rough
Post by: saph the sergal on December 14, 2014, 05:41:55 AM
Post by: Honey Bun on December 14, 2014, 06:03:32 AM
Looks like I'm gonna be homeless for a while.
I've been there. I wish I could help. D:
Stay strong, you got this buddy. *hugs*
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 14, 2014, 11:48:00 AM
Looks like I'm gonna be homeless for a while.
Ugh... Hopefully you can have as much luck as I did in my own time of homelessness. My heart's out for you, Evna...
I was going to say something really simple, but I think hearing THAT is enough to account for my vent. That is the worst **censor** thing...
Post by: The Past on December 14, 2014, 05:37:56 PM
Post by: Nrein on December 14, 2014, 07:32:56 PM
"Saying "I need" something is a really rude way to ask to use something, so try and remember that next time, M'kay?"
Seriously? Gonna be snarky with me, knowing how things have been going? I swear to god, sometimes people have no understanding of the term "Adding fuel to the fire" :V
Post by: Anzia on December 14, 2014, 10:23:45 PM
I"m sorry what?
/I'm/ the one giving attitude?
Post by: Dax Declan on December 15, 2014, 05:09:02 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 15, 2014, 09:14:53 AM
I said I didn't have such a relationship and I had thought quite a lot about God but that I had questions, basic questions, which so far nobody could answer. After some talk, it was clear to me he could not answer any of my questions and then after a little more it was clear to him too that he was completely out of his depth.
Anyway he offered to pray for me and I accepted.
It was all very civil. But it still annoys me, because he's traveled halfway round the world to take up my time trying to convince me of something that he knows SO little about. I mean he really was astoundingly ignorant and also had a few standard line that he whipped out like "you sound like you've been hurt" *facepaw* Yes, everyone has been hurt, but I wasn't especially hurt anything to do with church, so it really wasn't relevant.
Just can't let it go. I've gone out of my way to avoid these disappointing discussions, if I wanted to have them the internet is full of opportunities.
Post by: The Past on December 15, 2014, 10:19:02 AM
So, I have the plan of the certain someone picking me up or I'm going back to IL by train. I gave them the choice, and they are not sure and still thinking. But I feel the signs point to the train. Looks like I might be going with my old moving-out plan. At least I will have family and a new furry friend close by.
Post by: saph the sergal on December 15, 2014, 10:25:01 AM
my brother is a full on ass he says that when we do our trip around aus that we wont need extra diesel or water for 2 4wd cars that will be going through the outback where it gets to the high 50 low 60 degrees c and at night below freezing and he says we need need it well to bad when he runs out of diesel and im the one with some and he asks for some so he can get out yea i will gie him some if he pays
Post by: The Past on December 15, 2014, 10:53:03 AM
It is for sure. I'm heading back to IL.
Post by: saph the sergal on December 15, 2014, 11:38:15 AM
if you haven't heard at all or hide from the tv and dont listen to the news theres a siege going on in sydney australia and thats not only my home town but also australia is where i call home now i dont care what anyone thinks this is so wrong and if i could i would go there myself and take the gunman out who is holding people that went into a restaurant for something to eat or for a meeting and this has happened now i dont care for ur veiws on guns but mine are strong i love guns and trust me given the chance i will take it to go shooting but this is wrong and i will oppose it because this is just a stupid thing to do and it has me fully pissed off
EDIT i forgot to add this is one pissed off aussie thats venting
Post by: drakewithout on December 15, 2014, 02:30:24 PM
Post by: The Past on December 15, 2014, 02:35:13 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on December 15, 2014, 02:40:03 PM
usually , my solution to things like this is to try and work it out peacefully, but right now i want shoot the #$$ of the &@$$^@%) who is doing this. haring about it one the bbc at 2;30 in the morning wasn't a good way to though...
dont know whats happening right now but sydeny is a place i call home i grew up there and this to happen just pissed me off
well i looked at some cars the best seems to be the nissan patrol cab chassis catch is its over 60k
Post by: Grey on December 15, 2014, 04:07:40 PM
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 15, 2014, 04:19:27 PM
im down fully pissed and trust me this might get me in trouble but to those who read it your gonna see a side of me that dont come out
if you haven't heard at all or hide from the tv and dont listen to the news theres a siege going on in sydney australia and thats not only my home town but also australia is where i call home now i dont care what anyone thinks this is so wrong and if i could i would go there myself and take the gunman out who is holding people that went into a restaurant for something to eat or for a meeting and this has happened now i dont care for ur veiws on guns but mine are strong i love guns and trust me given the chance i will take it to go shooting but this is wrong and i will oppose it because this is just a stupid thing to do and it has me fully pissed off
EDIT i forgot to add this is one pissed off aussie thats venting
I don't blame you, i may not be from Sydney or Australia for that matter but why dose ISIS or ISIL what ever they have changed to i see no reason they need to attack eveyone around the....personally i say talk to Russia and go in with some Spec Op Forces or even just have snipers planted with in a 2 mile radius where most of the drone attack are and watch and wait and when the order come KOS, I hate watching the news anymore because its all Depressing
Post by: drakewithout on December 15, 2014, 04:24:33 PM
Post by: Grey on December 15, 2014, 04:28:09 PM
*Eye roll*
Post by: saph the sergal on December 15, 2014, 04:28:56 PM
Post by: drakewithout on December 15, 2014, 04:31:29 PM
Post Merge: December 15, 2014, 04:32:30 PM
but you're still right grey, and I shouldn't argue. sorry, Hug?
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 15, 2014, 04:34:52 PM
The problem with Gas is how would it effect Innocent lives they could come out with Respiratory issues or even worse
Post by: saph the sergal on December 15, 2014, 04:40:10 PM
Post by: drakewithout on December 15, 2014, 04:44:15 PM
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 15, 2014, 04:48:24 PM
Post by: drakewithout on December 15, 2014, 04:50:36 PM
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 15, 2014, 04:52:19 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 15, 2014, 10:00:06 PM
Post by: anoni on December 16, 2014, 01:19:54 AM
Condolences to the families of the two hostages that did not make it out
(Also, just so you know my stance, the siege happened only a 10 minute train ride from my house and my dad works in a building right next to the cafe that was sieged)
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2014, 02:02:07 AM
Today the media is all like "It's so wrong that one lone nut job waves some Arabic around and suddenly everyone is jumping to conclusions"
Pardon me? Wasn't it the media speculating wildly while police stated there was no evidence of links to terror organisations.
I hate the fakeness of the media, the insincerity, but mostly that they drive so much misinformation.
How's the joke go: guy gets attacked by a barracuda media reports a shark attack, guy gets attacked by a shark and the headline. reads "Aussie battler attacked by Muslim shark"
I might have some issues with Islam, but they are the same issues I have with anyone who thinks faith is to be celebrated and reason is a dirty word, they are not issues of terrorism. The Muslim community had been warning authorities about this loony for a long time, and I have no doubt if the attention which was spent "debating" burkas in Parliament house had been put into following up people like this we'd have three fewer dead people and a slow news day.
Post by: Dax Declan on December 16, 2014, 02:37:31 AM
Post by: Buna on December 16, 2014, 10:13:06 PM
Post by: Grey on December 18, 2014, 10:07:59 AM
As it stands I'm going to have to throw out numerous items that I was hoping to sell (to give myself a head start when I enter the world of work) in order to make space. Dad has also thrown out a load of my college work claiming it was "scrap paper", which has destroyed any chances I had a getting full marks for this year. As it stands now, I will probably only scrape by with a Merit, which is only around 50-80%. Mum seems utterly blind to it and agrees with everything Dad says like a well trained dog. I've even got Dad saying thing like "you're brothers are so much better than you. Why can't you be like them?" or "You're nothing to me. Why did I put you on this planet?"
I am so close to just giving up and these two are not helping.
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 18, 2014, 10:27:16 AM
Post by: Grey on December 18, 2014, 09:57:21 PM
Post by: Dubaku on December 18, 2014, 10:15:30 PM
Post by: drakewithout on December 18, 2014, 11:46:25 PM
Which was just about the only safe way to respond to that...
Post by: Dubaku on December 19, 2014, 12:32:04 AM
Post by: Hycanith on December 19, 2014, 01:07:51 AM
I'm really sorry to hear that about your parents. That kills me. How inconsiderate is that? You're their son.
Hang in there. Going through college isn't easy, and it definitely doesn't help when your parents aren't supportive.
Post by: kalan on December 19, 2014, 03:34:37 AM
Post by: Grey on December 19, 2014, 10:02:28 PM
My friend suddenly went offline afterwards. I don't know if it's connection issues, or whether he's upset with me.
Post by: Dubaku on December 19, 2014, 10:04:36 PM
Post by: Buna on December 20, 2014, 01:32:04 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 20, 2014, 05:41:55 AM
Post by: juliet on December 21, 2014, 01:43:14 AM
Post by: George on December 21, 2014, 01:47:59 AM
I get irritated when people cannot decide their genders. I habe nothing against it if you want to be trans. I 100% support you. But when you switch back and forth, this is what annoys me.
Man, this to the max.
Post by: The Past on December 21, 2014, 01:58:55 AM
Post by: Aconitum on December 21, 2014, 02:25:54 AM
Post by: The Past on December 21, 2014, 02:54:57 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 21, 2014, 03:02:50 AM
Post by: Dubaku on December 21, 2014, 03:05:31 AM
No, it's... it's beyond words
Post by: Aconitum on December 21, 2014, 03:13:46 AM
She said that seriously? What the hell?!Yes, unfortunately. She always says things like this to me. *sigh*
Post by: Dubaku on December 21, 2014, 03:20:00 AM
Post by: kalan on December 21, 2014, 03:25:53 AM
Post by: George on December 21, 2014, 04:34:42 AM
0f course, then you get lonely.
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 21, 2014, 06:06:58 AM
I told my dear mother about this week's events. She said, "Well darling, you'll never find anyone that'll love you like that. You really f**ked up, huh?" To which I replied "·__· ..." Then she follows it up with. "You might as well kill yourself." Thank you for this, mother. I really appreciate your advice. -_-
That's absolutely repulsive that she would even consider that as an acceptable thing to say. Suicide is not a joke. At all. I am without words for such immature, unbelievably sick words. Acon, I am so sorry you had to hear that from someone who is supposed to be your mother.
My vent is far less important, but still frustrating. When people single you out in games just because you took them out one time, or people sic their clan on you in a game because you defeated them, it only further shows foolishness. Warning to be careful, sure, but outright saying "GET THAT GUY HE GOT ME" in chat... is pathetic.
Post by: saph the sergal on December 21, 2014, 06:12:41 AM
2 sytex plz im always killed in gta 5 online because of my crew tag even by my own crew so i record my crews names and hand them to the crew leader
as for my vent well this is about twitch
in the rules section theres a rule that says commands are mod only and for good reason yet people insist on pushing their luck and send me hate mail when i time them out or give them a verbal warning all i say is commands are mod only please dont do them ive also had some people come into my friends cast that i mod and ut him down so hard that when i give them 5 warnings im the bad guy and im gonna get reported im so sorry put shit like that gets sent right to one of my many twitch admin and staff twitter follows and they deal with it easy
Post by: Grey on December 21, 2014, 05:11:52 PM
Post by: Cheza on December 24, 2014, 08:16:57 AM
EDIT: Mom just called, and her indifference towards how I feel is just awful.
She knows I'm expecting visitors and only let me go home for about a week in order to try and spend one week to fix up my place. I had originally planned on spending the whole month on the cleaning in order to avoid stressing myself apart, but because she "broke" her arm (was "only" a cracked wrist, but she went on as if it was going to kill her) earlier this month I had to go home and babysit her instead, and she was drunk ~95% of my stay.. While I can't really blame her for getting hurt, I can say that I once had a cracked wrist too, and if I had even acted half as badly as she did while Ihad it I'd have gotten thrown out of the house for sure..
So, I spent the last week cleaning like crazy but ended up pushing myself too hard and lost a few days to being in too much pain to do anything. I still have stuff I'd want to fix before my mate arrives, but she wants me to come home again because "I don't want you to be home alone on christmas" (mom's words). Personally I could care less about being alone on christmas or not... I'm alone here 99% of the year anyway so it doesn't really make much of a difference to me.
When I asked her how I'm supposed to get back here she wouldn't answer properly and just went all "I'm sure you'll get back on time. Just come here and don't worry about it". Then she decided "You could go back tomorrow". I'm already stressed out to the point I'm about to break, and the last thing I'd need now is an express-visit to hell and back.
So I'm not going. I'm going to get so much sht for this, but I'm too tired to deal with all this now.
Merry christmas, everyone...
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 24, 2014, 01:07:36 PM
So I'm not going.
I can't imagine what life is like for you Cheza, but you're good people and you're happy doing things your own way and cause no trouble for anyone.
Good onya for not going! Bravo, I salute you woof!
Post by: saph the sergal on December 24, 2014, 02:34:06 PM
Post by: George on December 24, 2014, 07:26:34 PM
I think I'd still regret skipping time, but dayum.
Post by: Grey on December 24, 2014, 08:02:23 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 24, 2014, 08:02:48 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 26, 2014, 12:22:15 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 29, 2014, 05:16:19 PM
I really, really, really need to get out of this place.
Post by: George on December 29, 2014, 08:58:14 PM
Post by: Nrein on December 29, 2014, 09:07:02 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 29, 2014, 10:55:04 PM
Oh well, that's life, I guess.
Post by: Cifero Windtail on December 30, 2014, 01:12:33 AM
Also, I don't like how, when it's pouring rain and you're waiting for the bus under one of those covered benches, people start to smoke anyway with no regard to the people around them.
Post by: The Past on December 30, 2014, 03:03:01 AM
And for my personal rant, I hate when I think of an awesome name for a story series I'm writing that fits the setting perfectly, then I search it on Google out of curiosity and find that it's the name of a company. Now I gotta figure out if I should change the name or not in case the company would sue if I publish it. But the name works so well for the story, and it sounds too cool to change! Aaahhh!
Post by: MrRazot on December 31, 2014, 12:02:23 AM
Also bothers me that people seem to think I'm challenging them on their opinions when I ask a proper question about their opinion.
Post by: The Past on December 31, 2014, 01:54:21 AM
Whenever I just mention something as a statement, some people automatically think I'm ranting about it. Like, if I say an observation, something like "The food is a little freezer-burned" or "The color here looks a little odd compared to the rest, in my opinion", not whining, just stating a fact or opinion that they can take or leave. And people will go all "stop ranting all the time".
I know I rant a lot. For whatever reason, I've just always liked ranting or hearing other people rant. It interests me. But it seems like I can't even speak without people assuming I'm ranting. And that makes me want to rant.
Post by: Hycanith on December 31, 2014, 05:43:44 AM
Post by: The Past on December 31, 2014, 12:56:35 PM
Post by: George on January 01, 2015, 05:05:13 AM
I am infuriated by people using the word "rape" as if it's a synonym for sex in general. Rape is NON-CONSENSUAL SEX. Stop using that word for every sex-related event! The terms are NOT interchangeable!
Man
This one time I saw this post from someone who just REGRETTED what she did in the past with her ex so she dragged him into all this court drama and such. Some people need to learn that what you learn on tumblr is not necessarily true. x_x
Post by: Nrein on January 01, 2015, 05:35:47 AM
There goes my hopes of having a son :D
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 01, 2015, 12:12:03 PM
It would be very bad if anyone finds it and looks at the contents.
Post by: The Past on January 01, 2015, 03:34:52 PM
I am infuriated by people using the word "rape" as if it's a synonym for sex in general. Rape is NON-CONSENSUAL SEX. Stop using that word for every sex-related event! The terms are NOT interchangeable!
Man
This one time I saw this post from someone who just REGRETTED what she did in the past with her ex so she dragged him into all this court drama and such. Some people need to learn that what you learn on tumblr is not necessarily true. x_x
I know of a guy who identifies as a feminist (the actual equality type). He's a very nice guy, has a girlfriend, goes to college. And he's talked about how sometimes when he just wants to say hi or compliment a woman for something in school, they run away as if he's going to do something to them, and he had no idea why. Given the college environment and trends, I assume these women are people who take radical feminism FAR too seriously. It's disgusting.
Post by: MrRazot on January 01, 2015, 05:01:02 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 01, 2015, 05:04:38 PM
Post by: Grey on January 01, 2015, 07:12:24 PM
Post by: drakewithout on January 01, 2015, 09:28:18 PM
Post by: George on January 02, 2015, 06:26:02 AM
Bioshock keep crashing for some reason.
Post by: Dax Declan on January 03, 2015, 07:52:03 AM
So everytime people ask me about my girlfriend (will be two years this month) they always ask "Have you had sex with her yet?" Do you really think thats ANY of your business? And when i tell them no theyre like "BRUH. YOU GOTTA HIT THAT." It gets on my nerves soooooo badly. Were only 16 that doesnt need to be on our priority list. Seriously. and the fact that when im in school i get asked that question at least 3 times a week makes it so much more annoying.
Post by: Dubaku on January 03, 2015, 08:08:11 AM
If bioshock runs on games for windows live then thats your problem. Idk if it doeskUgh, I know, the questions annoy me so much. <REMOVED>
So everytime people ask me about my girlfriend (will be two years this month) they always ask "Have you had sex with her yet?" Do you really think thats ANY of your business? And when i tell them no theyre like "BRUH. YOU GOTTA HIT THAT." It gets on my nerves soooooo badly. Were only 16 that doesnt need to be on our priority list. Seriously. and the fact that when im in school i get asked that question at least 3 times a week makes it so much more annoying.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 03, 2015, 11:06:50 AM
*exhales*
Thank Christ!
Post by: saph the sergal on January 04, 2015, 08:20:15 AM
Post by: Hycanith on January 05, 2015, 04:50:39 PM
It's still snowing! Hallelujah!
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on January 05, 2015, 06:22:05 PM
Post by: Dubaku on January 06, 2015, 06:29:14 AM
Post by: MrRazot on January 06, 2015, 11:24:05 AM
It's unfair and counter productive.
Ubisoft, I'm looking at you.
Post by: Cheza on January 06, 2015, 11:46:59 AM
Post by: Ben on January 06, 2015, 11:53:10 AM
Post by: drakewithout on January 06, 2015, 04:44:55 PM
enough of this!! i have friend who live in turkey! i have a major holding in the istanbul market! And we need to support our allies! i scared of this. and i want it to stop. maybe i'm a fool and they are right. And i dont scare easy. i want them all to be wiped from the face of this earth! the books of the koran many of the me begin with "oh allah the merciful the most merciful" where is the mercy?
will we all die?
Post by: Ben on January 06, 2015, 05:03:30 PM
Post by: Dubaku on January 06, 2015, 06:16:41 PM
Post by: Ben on January 06, 2015, 06:21:41 PM
Post by: Dubaku on January 06, 2015, 06:31:22 PM
I find it B.S. that when a celebrity OD's, it's all over the news. A soldier dies protecting our freedom, hardly mentioned. I guess there's an inverse relationship between how much you contribute and how much you're mentioned.
Post by: MrRazot on January 06, 2015, 06:33:29 PM
On topic: There's too much hate in the world.
Post by: Dubaku on January 06, 2015, 06:39:22 PM
On: It amazes me that Call of Duty is still a thing. Well as long as there are 12 year olds beggin their parents because "everyone else has it!"
Post by: MrRazot on January 06, 2015, 06:43:35 PM
Post by: Dubaku on January 06, 2015, 06:52:14 PM
Post by: Ben on January 06, 2015, 06:52:29 PM
I find it B.S. that when a celebrity OD's, it's all over the news. A soldier dies protecting our freedom, hardly mentioned. I guess there's an inverse relationship between how much you contribute and how much you're mentioned.
We don't do it for recognition
Post by: Grey on January 06, 2015, 10:14:30 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on January 06, 2015, 10:42:58 PM
Off: Korean ROK puts everyone to shame.
On: It amazes me that Call of Duty is still a thing. Well as long as there are 12 year olds beggin their parents because "everyone else has it!"
Call of duty is a great game for people who don't like a very complex game they just want something simple. Like my dad loves call of duty. He can't work so some days he'll spend playing video games. I don't personally care for it. Maybe cuz I'm not good at it. But it's a good game for people who don't wanna be absorbed into over complexity. Just point and shoot.
Post by: Dubaku on January 06, 2015, 10:55:41 PM
Post by: drakewithout on January 06, 2015, 11:12:35 PM
think YAOI but with out the plot
Post by: Dubaku on January 06, 2015, 11:15:27 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on January 06, 2015, 11:18:03 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on January 06, 2015, 11:29:18 PM
Post by: Dubaku on January 06, 2015, 11:38:27 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on January 07, 2015, 03:29:23 AM
Post by: MrRazot on January 07, 2015, 07:33:55 AM
Goodbye Internet
Post by: The Past on January 07, 2015, 09:56:16 AM
Post by: Grey on January 07, 2015, 10:33:29 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on January 07, 2015, 11:17:02 PM
Post by: MrRazot on January 08, 2015, 10:48:10 AM
**censor**. Savages.
Post by: The Past on January 08, 2015, 12:28:25 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on January 08, 2015, 06:16:14 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 08, 2015, 07:26:23 PM
*hugs Dax*
Poor puppy :(
Post by: Grey on January 08, 2015, 07:29:30 PM
I hate my Dad.
Post by: Aconitum on January 08, 2015, 08:59:25 PM
Post by: Dubaku on January 09, 2015, 10:26:36 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on January 10, 2015, 06:45:25 AM
Post by: The Past on January 10, 2015, 06:11:31 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on January 10, 2015, 09:51:57 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on January 11, 2015, 02:36:11 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on January 11, 2015, 03:12:26 AM
Post by: Oedipus Rex on January 11, 2015, 08:47:56 AM
Post by: CounterfeitQueen on January 11, 2015, 10:08:23 AM
Post by: MrRazot on January 12, 2015, 04:01:20 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on January 12, 2015, 08:27:27 PM
Post by: The Past on January 18, 2015, 12:01:12 AM
I don't have an issue with Five Night at Freddy's, and there's nothing wrong with My Little Pony, I'm just sick of them being thrown in my face constantly.
Personally, I don't even know how FNAF got to that level. With MLP it's a little more understandable. There's characters with personalities doing whatever goofy things they do. FNAF is purely animatronics kiling people in a pizza place, and I've yet to see it branch from that in the fandom.
Post by: Aconitum on January 18, 2015, 12:12:02 AM
Post by: The Past on January 18, 2015, 01:39:44 AM
Post by: anoni on January 18, 2015, 07:05:45 AM
It's like "This one guy who happened to be a furry, while I was a furry, insulted me, so now I hate furries and don't associate with the fandom, even though I basically do everything that's related to furry like the art and conventions and stuff"
It makes no sense to me
Post by: Grey on January 18, 2015, 05:55:05 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on January 18, 2015, 06:01:08 PM
I honestly don't get anyone's hatred for certain fandoms. Okay, yeah some of them can get annoying, but I mean... seriously? Just.... why? I watched a video today made by some man who just hate hate HATED furries, bronies, otherkin, all that jaz. He was really going to town on slendering them. *sigh*
want hate fox goes FLOOF on youtube read the comments they guy loves his fox ronron and yet because he is a furries yell yea typical 18+ hate stuff
OT yestrday had the worst coffee ever and i brought the person who had slim milk where i had full a new coffee because this cafe didnt clean the steam wands after mine
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on January 19, 2015, 02:56:35 AM
Very strange indeed.
Post by: Cheza on January 19, 2015, 06:08:11 PM
Post by: Grey on January 19, 2015, 07:45:01 PM
Post by: MrRazot on January 19, 2015, 08:06:35 PM
The African news is also totally bullshit.
Bullshit as in what the hell.
Hotel buys junior school illegally and police teargas protesting students.
South African president still claiming that he didn't steal millions to build his own mansion.
Floods have killed 12 in Mozambique.
Post by: Buna on January 20, 2015, 04:05:23 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on January 20, 2015, 04:13:40 AM
On topic!
I have about had it with my matress. I'm ready to start sleeping on the floor. That has got to be better than a matress that looks like this. --__-- And having a spine like this (refer to diagram below) doesn't help.
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Post by: drakewithout on January 20, 2015, 06:51:30 PM
Post by: MrRazot on January 23, 2015, 06:13:08 AM
It's like my brain doesn't want me to enjoy sleeping.
Post by: drakewithout on January 23, 2015, 04:02:19 PM
Post by: Zae on January 23, 2015, 04:08:34 PM
Post by: The Past on January 26, 2015, 07:39:48 AM
Post by: Aconitum on January 26, 2015, 07:45:50 AM
Post by: The Past on January 26, 2015, 07:54:33 AM
Post by: Aconitum on January 26, 2015, 07:55:52 AM
Post by: The Magic Otter on January 26, 2015, 08:00:32 AM
Post by: Dr. Prower on January 26, 2015, 05:26:53 PM
I'm also tired of coughing. I was sick for a whole week and now I'm better, but I can't stop coughing. I wonder if my allergies are coming back again...
Post by: saph the sergal on January 26, 2015, 06:20:01 PM
Post by: Cheza on January 26, 2015, 06:40:06 PM
OnT: More canker sores >-> Stoopid woof need to learn to not eat so much chips.. >-<
Post by: Grey on January 26, 2015, 06:45:41 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on January 26, 2015, 07:06:46 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on January 26, 2015, 07:11:03 PM
yay for someone giving me a elaborate msg on why i suck my reaction to them
Sweet Brown - Ain't Nobody Got Time for That (Autotune Remix) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFEoMO0pc7k#ws)
Post by: Cheza on January 26, 2015, 07:26:05 PM
She makes/made these for $4 each.
OnT: Internet cuts off every 5 minutes or so >->' Quite annoying.
Post by: Dax Declan on January 26, 2015, 09:10:16 PM
Post by: Buna on January 26, 2015, 10:53:27 PM
Post by: George on January 30, 2015, 06:06:04 AM
Post by: anoni on January 31, 2015, 12:58:13 AM
this site loves to break
Not anymore :D
Post by: Dr. Prower on January 31, 2015, 01:07:44 AM
1: I get anxious, I start shaking my leg more than usual, and then I have to walk around and go to a different room or else I'll start getting frustrated.
2: I'll get super sleepy, I won't want to do much of anything even if it's offered to me, and I start feeling depressed.
Post by: Aconitum on February 01, 2015, 12:55:31 PM
Second, my relationship status is none of anyone's business. Seriously? I don't have to prove shit to anyone and especially not to you! Who my boyfriend or girlfriend is doesn't concern you in the slightest unless it happens to be you.
Post by: Grey on February 01, 2015, 09:21:18 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 01, 2015, 11:23:35 PM
Post by: drakewithout on February 02, 2015, 01:53:07 AM
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Post by: The Past on February 02, 2015, 02:26:12 AM
As far as I know, there's no button to stop notifications from a thread. But such a feature can be requested!
Post by: drakewithout on February 02, 2015, 02:42:49 AM
i now want to do something, something involving skin-grafts, footballs and hotsauce
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 02, 2015, 01:07:04 PM
Now, I will agree. Our government is horrible and corrupt, there's plenty of unsavory individuals, and "political correctness" is stupid as hell for numerous reasons. No less, I do think the United States government needs to remember they don't police the world. But seriously, someone cannot tell me that only the United States has these issues. No place is perfect, and every country, state/province and city has problems of some kind. Be it unsavory people, horrid politicians (or the aforementioned trying to be politicians), or "political correctness." I don't underst--
"NOT IN MY COUNTRY YOU FAT, PRESUMPTUOUS AMERICAN."
(http://i.imgur.com/zsImTZx.gif)
Post by: Grey on February 02, 2015, 01:57:14 PM
Post by: Dubaku on February 03, 2015, 09:02:48 PM
See that red mark on my forehead? That's from the sheer amount of people that try to say the United States is the only place on Earth with corrupt government, bad people and "politically correct" bullshit. See the red mark next to it? That's from those same people saying that all Americans are full of ignorance and prejudice, and go on to say how they're so much better.I dunno, Dubai is pretty perfect. Police supercars, are you kiddin' me? *bleep* yea! But, anyways, perfection is boring, though.
Now, I will agree. Our government is horrible and corrupt, there's plenty of unsavory individuals, and "political correctness" is stupid as hell for numerous reasons. No less, I do think the United States government needs to remember they don't police the world. But seriously, someone cannot tell me that only the United States has these issues. No place is perfect, and every country, state/province and city has problems of some kind. Be it unsavory people, horrid politicians (or the aforementioned trying to be politicians), or "political correctness." I don't underst--
"NOT IN MY COUNTRY YOU FAT, PRESUMPTUOUS AMERICAN."
(http://i.imgur.com/zsImTZx.gif)
I'm sure I've said this before: People are too damn sensitive nowadays.
Post by: George on February 03, 2015, 10:38:58 PM
Grey is too cute!!!
Post by: SilverSolstive on February 04, 2015, 12:59:38 AM
"Come get some."-Duke Nukem
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 05, 2015, 12:44:13 PM
The painkillers I have either do nothing or will send me to sleep. I've opted for the ones that do nothing, just in case. So far I just want to cry and curl up in the corner.
Stupid pain! Stupid vertebrae! :'( >:(
Post by: drakewithout on February 05, 2015, 03:43:52 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 05, 2015, 04:45:25 PM
technically I could go to the Emergency Department... but then I'd be awol.
Have had 90mg of codeine now, no relief, just shooting pains still :(
Post by: drakewithout on February 05, 2015, 09:23:58 PM
Post by: Dubaku on February 05, 2015, 09:45:07 PM
Post by: The Past on February 05, 2015, 09:49:10 PM
Post by: Angder on February 05, 2015, 09:54:11 PM
Our system is all wrong. Our whole take on drugs is all wrong. We shouldn't be wasting tax payer's money on arresting people for possession, hell, not even for usage. If I were president, my first order of business would be to legalize any and all currently illegal substances, don't even tax 'em yet, then sit back and let nature take its course, those without any self control or sense of moderation will no longer be a problem, because it would be perfectly legal to do cocaine, crack, heroin, etc. They can do as much as they want, as long as they, themselves are taking them. I've always said these people are worthless, well, time to make it true. We won't any longer have to waste billions jailing these pathetic pieces of human garbage. And if they don't want to go to rehab, we can just let 'em continue to shorten their lifespan. Any and all suppliers of such drugs can continue to make money, hell, they'll even be encouraged by the government to keep up their business. Problem solved, goodbye, war on drugs.
Funnily enough I agree with you entirely, but for totally different reasons :P
Oh and I would tax the [Expletive] Out of it, then again being in Britain I would need a lot of that money to pay their health bills. but as long as I make a profit overall its IMO a no lose situation for me.
Having said that for me its more a case that doing it would DESTROY so many organized crime rings, hard to make money when your main source of the stuff no longer exists ;)
Also to Evna's point, yea, but if it was legal it would be much easier to support these people so they do it in a way only they get hurt, also the same could be said of smoking (and alcohol to a lesser degree), and yet smoking is still legal!
Also its the governments job to help people and to run the country, not to make being an idiot illegal.
Post by: Dubaku on February 05, 2015, 10:03:39 PM
Post by: Angder on February 05, 2015, 10:08:28 PM
and the reasons you just gave are exactly the ones I don't agree with actually. :P I don't like the idea of killing anyone (or killing though negligence) and would do everything I could to help the addicts.
...I think we should end this conversation here though, I think the mods are starting to get twitchy about the politics and stuff... >.>
Post by: Dubaku on February 05, 2015, 10:10:58 PM
Post by: The Past on February 05, 2015, 10:11:53 PM
Post by: kalan on February 05, 2015, 10:15:48 PM
Post by: drakewithout on February 05, 2015, 11:09:35 PM
Post by: kalan on February 05, 2015, 11:16:08 PM
Post by: Angder on February 05, 2015, 11:20:50 PM
Post by: The Past on February 05, 2015, 11:24:22 PM
look on the bright side, where-ever you are going, those people wont be there! :3 So we all go to heaven in a way :P
Sometimes I wish the forum had a "like" button for posts.
Post by: drakewithout on February 05, 2015, 11:32:43 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 06, 2015, 04:07:11 AM
Im a peice of filth and god has a place in hell warmed up for me. Or at least thats what the guy at the groccery store saidWell damn. That's a lovely thing to hear, isn't it? Why is it that religious people feel the need to remind us that were going to hell? It's like "Let's go over the check list. Pick up dog from groomers, check. Buy milk, check. Tell a stranger he'll burn for all eternity, check. Welp, I'm satisfied with my day!"
I don't mind if you believe in God, that's all up to you, but there's no reason to be so rude about it.
Post by: kalan on February 06, 2015, 04:52:10 AM
Im a peice of filth and god has a place in hell warmed up for me. Or at least thats what the guy at the groccery store saidWell damn. That's a lovely thing to hear, isn't it? Why is it that religious people feel the need to remind us that were going to hell? It's like "Let's go over the check list. Pick up dog from groomers, check. Buy milk, check. Tell a stranger he'll burn for all eternity, check. Welp, I'm satisfied with my day!"
I don't mind if you believe in God, that's all up to you, but there's no reason to be so rude about it.
At first it really didnt bother me i got a cute little rainbow sticker on the trunk of my car and this random dude walks up to me in the parking lot and goes are you one of those gay fella trying to be nice i just smiled and said no im bi so not technically and then he spouts off and walks away. Now as i said at first im just like whatever but the more i think about it im like WTH how do you just go up to somebody you dont even know and say such a thing who the hell are you let he who is with sin cast the first stone i guess dillweed. And i know i should be better then him and rise above it but it pisses me off
Post by: Grey on February 06, 2015, 07:23:48 AM
Post by: George on February 06, 2015, 08:06:37 AM
Post by: Dubaku on February 06, 2015, 01:26:00 PM
Post by: drakewithout on February 06, 2015, 03:48:53 PM
Im a peice of filth and god has a place in hell warmed up for me. Or at least thats what the guy at the groccery store saidWell damn. That's a lovely thing to hear, isn't it? Why is it that religious people feel the need to remind us that were going to hell? It's like "Let's go over the check list. Pick up dog from groomers, check. Buy milk, check. Tell a stranger he'll burn for all eternity, check. Welp, I'm satisfied with my day!"
I don't mind if you believe in God, that's all up to you, but there's no reason to be so rude about it.
At first it really didnt bother me i got a cute little rainbow sticker on the trunk of my car and this random dude walks up to me in the parking lot and goes are you one of those gay fella trying to be nice i just smiled and said no im bi so not technically and then he spouts off and walks away. Now as i said at first im just like whatever but the more i think about it im like WTH how do you just go up to somebody you dont even know and say such a thing who the hell are you let he who is with sin cast the first stone i guess dillweed. And i know i should be better then him and rise above it but it pisses me off
i'm christian, and i am pan, and anyone who wants to say that all religious people are like that can #$@#@!#! themselves. and the religious people that are like that can @#!@$@ themselves to.
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 06, 2015, 08:27:08 PM
Not to mention that they don't want a real answer to "Why don't you believe in God?" They only want to hear "Meh, never liked church, never got into religion." They don't want to listen when I try to tell them "I can't believe in someone I have no proof exists. I can't believe in a God that claims to love all his children, yet sets high standards no one can live up to and condemns those who fail him to an afterlife away from his kingdom. I can't believe in a God that was NEVER there for me when I needed him most. He never answered any of my prayers I had growing up. I tried to believe for nineteen of my twenty-one years, and through my childhood, I got to be a part of my parents' arguments, being thrown in the middle of everything and being forced to take a side. I got to watch my dad beat on my mom when he was pissed at her, yet claiming he doesn't abuse her, and punish her by taking away anything she thought was fun just because of stupid s--t like not doing what he told her right away or saying he was wrong even when he was. And guess what? My dad was a Christian! And so was my mom! But what did they do with their beliefs? They threw them in each other's faces, saying how God will punish them for what they've done. My dad even dared to say that God told my dad to treat my mom that way because the bible said that the husband rules over the wife, and that her disrespect means she needs to learn her place. I actually got into physical fights with my dad because of him hurting my mom.
"And I'm just getting started. His verbal abuse was shared between me and my mom as well. I got treated like crap all the time, being told that I'm fat and I'm stupid and I'll never make it in the real world and that I should just give up on everything because I'll never be worth anything. Its because of my father that I fell into a year-long depression where I felt truly worthless and stupid and ugly. He had me believing everything he said about me. It gave me self esteem issues that I still struggle with sometimes even to this day. And let's not forget how I never felt safe in my own home. I had insomnia for a long time, and whenever my dad got loud, I always panicked inside and had to go see if he was happy and laughing or if he was pissed for the millionth time.
"But it doesn't end there. When I met the one lone ray of sunshine in my life at the age of seventeen, my soon-to-be wife, we started a long distance relationship that helped heal a lot of pain that I felt inside. Finally having someone to dump all my feelings in front of and just feel complete support was something I never had before, and she was my everything. I loved her with all my heart, and I finally felt loved after so many years of misery. And you wanna know what happened? My way too overprotective father refused to let me go visit her. And him being a control freak that used punishments to control his family, he actually began to take away my phone and computer privileges every time he punished me, efficiently taking my girlfriend from me, my one ray of light in a house of darkness.
Then he decided, 'Sure, I'll help you see your girlfriend,' stringing me along for two long years as he found constant excuses as for why he couldn't send me to Tennessee to see her, with such gems as 'You don't have your I.D. yet and you need it for the Greyhound' (which he never helped me get), 'Re don't have enough money, wait for the tax refund' (which he kept to himself) and my personal favorite 'You can't do simple tasks like clean a dish and follow directions so you must be too f---ing stupid to make it over there'.
And what did I do during all those times I've mentioned? I prayed to God. I begged him to bring our family together and help us find peace. I even somehow convinced myself that every single one of my family's issues was my fault for not having enough faith in God and constantly sinning. I spent years and years, waiting for him to help me out of a really bad situation. And nothing changed.
Not until I finally stopped praying. Not until I gave up on God. Not until I finally stopped waiting for someone else to fix my problems for me. I had to steal three hundred dollars from my father's bank account, pack my essential items, and actually run away from my home at the age of nineteen. I had to give up on ever making things work with that family. I had to push away my past and move on, making a new family for myself out of my girl and her family. Once I did that, I finally found true happiness, something God was never able to give me.
After the day I finally left to start a new, better life, I've found no reason to believe in God anymore. No God, no Jesus, no Heaven, no Hell, nothing. I have no reason to think that any of those things exist. I've been through far too much in my life with no help from a spiritual force. I've never been spoken to by God, I've never seen any tangible proof, and I'm just fine with never being part of a religion ever again. I live happier than I've ever been after realizing that I'm responsible for what happens in my life.
This is me. I'm Dr. Prower, and I'm a proud atheist, and nothing will ever change that. (Sorry for such a long post. I had a lot to vent out...)
Post by: Angder on February 06, 2015, 08:36:18 PM
No seriously I did.
If i hadn't worked out it was all in my own head and that I was imagining it. if I had stayed christian, also taking into account I have a natural hero complex... It would have been bad lets just leave at that. :|
((I am now a solid atheist))
The issue is that IMO a lot of people have belief in the bible, therefore the bible cant be wrong, and you cant shake their faith in the bible, so in effect their beliefs are set in stone, and lets face it we have ALL had some horrible beliefs at some point in our lives (I used to be scared of black people when I was 5 or 6) and if you believe "God" told you to believe that then it is correct, therefore you will never change.
basically the holy texts are used as the walls for many closed minds.
((Edit: just to be clear, this is the extremists I am talking about, (and yes Prowler your dad counts as an extremist IMO, even if he isn't a terrorist he is still extreme), most religious people are moderate enough to actually think for themselves, and to use "God" for support rather than the basis of their lives))
Post by: The Past on February 06, 2015, 08:53:50 PM
I was lucky enough to not have such a bad experience. The worst I got was a family member flipping shit over me changing my listed belief to "atheist" on Facebook, and telling the rest of my family about how I'm "against God". I had to explain to everyone what it actually meant. :I
Whenever I mentioned that I'm atheist (and I only do if it relates to a conversation), I've had people look at me like I kicked a newborn puppy, doused it in gasoline, and lit it on fire. I've had people tell me I'm going to purgatory/burn in Hell forever. It's best to just shrug it off.
I do find it kinda funny that they use Hell as a threat to atheists when we don't even believe in it.
Post by: Angder on February 06, 2015, 08:58:41 PM
((of course as we believe god is not real, I guess technically we already are in hell... :/ ))
Post by: Cheza on February 06, 2015, 09:08:23 PM
Maek it stahp plox x-x
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 06, 2015, 09:32:24 PM
Post by: Dubaku on February 06, 2015, 10:18:25 PM
Post by: Grey on February 07, 2015, 12:40:30 PM
Post by: SilverSolstive on February 07, 2015, 06:17:34 PM
I'm sorry, I don't like judging an entire group of people based off of what a handful of them do, but quite frankly it's hard to when you don't see people that aren't like that. I'm an atheist and I don't walk around telling people "Don't believe in God cause you're not going anywhere after you die" but every religious person I've met that discovered I was atheist has had that kind of reaction, thinking that they need to convert me from being a horrible person or something. And all of those people who shake their head at my 'sinful' ways are hypocritical as they live every day of their lives acting like a jackass to everyone, even their own church members. I've seen it happen.That made me cry. What about your mother? You just left her there?
Not to mention that they don't want a real answer to "Why don't you believe in God?" They only want to hear "Meh, never liked church, never got into religion." They don't want to listen when I try to tell them "I can't believe in someone I have no proof exists. I can't believe in a God that claims to love all his children, yet sets high standards no one can live up to and condemns those who fail him to an afterlife away from his kingdom. I can't believe in a God that was NEVER there for me when I needed him most. He never answered any of my prayers I had growing up. I tried to believe for nineteen of my twenty-one years, and through my childhood, I got to be a part of my parents' arguments, being thrown in the middle of everything and being forced to take a side. I got to watch my dad beat on my mom when he was pissed at her, yet claiming he doesn't abuse her, and punish her by taking away anything she thought was fun just because of stupid s--t like not doing what he told her right away or saying he was wrong even when he was. And guess what? My dad was a Christian! And so was my mom! But what did they do with their beliefs? They threw them in each other's faces, saying how God will punish them for what they've done. My dad even dared to say that God told my dad to treat my mom that way because the bible said that the husband rules over the wife, and that her disrespect means she needs to learn her place. I actually got into physical fights with my dad because of him hurting my mom.
"And I'm just getting started. His verbal abuse was shared between me and my mom as well. I got treated like crap all the time, being told that I'm fat and I'm stupid and I'll never make it in the real world and that I should just give up on everything because I'll never be worth anything. Its because of my father that I fell into a year-long depression where I felt truly worthless and stupid and ugly. He had me believing everything he said about me. It gave me self esteem issues that I still struggle with sometimes even to this day. And let's not forget how I never felt safe in my own home. I had insomnia for a long time, and whenever my dad got loud, I always panicked inside and had to go see if he was happy and laughing or if he was pissed for the millionth time.
"But it doesn't end there. When I met the one lone ray of sunshine in my life at the age of seventeen, my soon-to-be wife, we started a long distance relationship that helped heal a lot of pain that I felt inside. Finally having someone to dump all my feelings in front of and just feel complete support was something I never had before, and she was my everything. I loved her with all my heart, and I finally felt loved after so many years of misery. And you wanna know what happened? My way too overprotective father refused to let me go visit her. And him being a control freak that used punishments to control his family, he actually began to take away my phone and computer privileges every time he punished me, efficiently taking my girlfriend from me, my one ray of light in a house of darkness.
Then he decided, 'Sure, I'll help you see your girlfriend,' stringing me along for two long years as he found constant excuses as for why he couldn't send me to Tennessee to see her, with such gems as 'You don't have your I.D. yet and you need it for the Greyhound' (which he never helped me get), 'Re don't have enough money, wait for the tax refund' (which he kept to himself) and my personal favorite 'You can't do simple tasks like clean a dish and follow directions so you must be too f---ing stupid to make it over there'.
And what did I do during all those times I've mentioned? I prayed to God. I begged him to bring our family together and help us find peace. I even somehow convinced myself that every single one of my family's issues was my fault for not having enough faith in God and constantly sinning. I spent years and years, waiting for him to help me out of a really bad situation. And nothing changed.
Not until I finally stopped praying. Not until I gave up on God. Not until I finally stopped waiting for someone else to fix my problems for me. I had to steal three hundred dollars from my father's bank account, pack my essential items, and actually run away from my home at the age of nineteen. I had to give up on ever making things work with that family. I had to push away my past and move on, making a new family for myself out of my girl and her family. Once I did that, I finally found true happiness, something God was never able to give me.
After the day I finally left to start a new, better life, I've found no reason to believe in God anymore. No God, no Jesus, no Heaven, no Hell, nothing. I have no reason to think that any of those things exist. I've been through far too much in my life with no help from a spiritual force. I've never been spoken to by God, I've never seen any tangible proof, and I'm just fine with never being part of a religion ever again. I live happier than I've ever been after realizing that I'm responsible for what happens in my life.
This is me. I'm Dr. Prower, and I'm a proud atheist, and nothing will ever change that. (Sorry for such a long post. I had a lot to vent out...)
Runnin' outa sigs...
Post by: drakewithout on February 07, 2015, 06:26:35 PM
Post by: Grey on February 07, 2015, 06:29:42 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 07, 2015, 07:29:34 PM
Post by: The Past on February 07, 2015, 10:43:52 PM
Post by: George on February 07, 2015, 11:51:17 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 08, 2015, 12:52:27 AM
Apparently it's now a serious issue when I don't give a bowl I ate out of to my cat when I'm done with it. Someone sure got obsessed with the cat while I was in Missouri.Are you serious? Lol what does the cat do if you don't give it your bowl?
Post by: The Past on February 08, 2015, 09:03:08 AM
Post by: Grey on February 08, 2015, 12:27:19 PM
Was really excited for this and it looks like it's not going to happen.
Post by: The Past on February 08, 2015, 10:33:35 PM
I need more music to fit the mood of my story.
Post by: saph the sergal on February 08, 2015, 10:34:57 PM
I thought I was finally going to be able to spend some time playing games with friends today, but they've all either disappeared or gone off to play games with each other instead.
Was really excited for this and it looks like it's not going to happen.
im sorry grey my body had said no and i lost my pain killers
i feel really bad for letting grey down
Post by: George on February 08, 2015, 10:36:51 PM
JUST
W0RK
FRIKKEN DRAGGEN
Post by: Cifero Windtail on February 08, 2015, 11:25:03 PM
Post by: SilverSolstive on February 09, 2015, 04:16:25 AM
Runnin' outa sigs...
Post by: George on February 09, 2015, 04:34:58 AM
(http://i2.kym-cdn.com/entries/icons/original/000/014/285/not.jpg)
Post by: SilverSolstive on February 09, 2015, 04:39:43 AM
I saw that video, it was hilarious. The face she made at the other girl was priceless.
Runnin' outa sigs...
Post by: Cheza on February 09, 2015, 03:57:40 PM
At first I just figured this was one of those weird semi-lucid dreams I sometimes have (as in I am conscious in the dream, but I'm not aware that I'm dreaming nor can I control them), but now I'm starting to wonder..
Could that have been sleep paralysis?
No matter what, it's probably going to be a while before I'll dare to sleep with the lights off like this again... >->'
Post by: drakewithout on February 09, 2015, 04:01:42 PM
i think you had a night terror though, it would enplane the shape too
i hate grammar nuts who just go down lists of comments pointing out peoples mistakes.
Post by: George on February 09, 2015, 09:02:14 PM
Is this just guaranteed or something?
Post by: drakewithout on February 09, 2015, 10:41:25 PM
Post by: Grey on February 09, 2015, 10:43:32 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 09, 2015, 11:03:09 PM
It upsets my how quickly my moods change/how easily they can be changed.Trust me, you're not alone. Even worse is your mood changing for absolutely no reason.
Post by: The Past on February 09, 2015, 11:26:09 PM
I have an issue with moods as well. I nearly lost someone I deeply care about due to it.
I often fall into guilt trips for just existing, too.
I must be sleeping weird lately. I think I pulled a muscle or something on the left of my chest and it hurts to breath. It's been like that for a few days now, and it's very annoying.
Post by: Dubaku on February 10, 2015, 01:24:43 PM
Post by: drakewithout on February 10, 2015, 02:40:45 PM
Post by: Angder on February 10, 2015, 03:47:44 PM
And there is someone talking to my parents about solar-panels who smokes right this second. I can smell it from up here.
...
Just for reference, if any of you guys smoke, stay the hell away from me. PLEASE! And if you must approach me, wear some clothes that don't smell of the stuff, otherwise you might find me a little... skittish.
No that isn't a joke, I HATE the smell of cigarette smoke with a passion, Its one of the few things in this world I really REALLY can't stand. :|
Post by: anoni on February 10, 2015, 04:01:54 PM
We're gonna have a gamejam on the 19th so hopefully will feel less lazy after that
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 10, 2015, 04:16:21 PM
Post by: Grey on February 10, 2015, 04:18:19 PM
I can't seem to find my favourite shirt.
Post by: drakewithout on February 10, 2015, 04:31:35 PM
never saw one on back seat moderating for one thing
Post by: kalan on February 10, 2015, 04:36:19 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on February 10, 2015, 04:43:49 PM
half the rules arent even if the rules sheet, your not alone.
never saw one on back seat moderating for one thing
we never get told of any new rule
so it seems my sister has now made it a choice to use my ppc thats in my room when im asleep great now i need to password it
Post by: Aconitum on February 10, 2015, 04:44:00 PM
Post by: anoni on February 10, 2015, 04:45:31 PM
I'm pretty sure all the rules are on the rules sheet, for backseat moderating please check the first rule under the Moderation headline. We encourage any and every member to report bad behavior, we sometimes miss it so if you believe that someone is doing something bad that you think violates the rules, please report it. We take note of every report (though sometimes we will not consider the reported post violating rules).
I'm just making this one post, if you have any questions, concerns or suggestions about the moderating team and so forth on the site, please PM me and I'll answer any questions you have and bring up any suggestions you may have. (Don't post in the thread cause then it'd go off topic)
On topic: I don't know what music I want to listen too.
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on February 10, 2015, 05:14:38 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 10, 2015, 06:17:07 PM
But I hate waiting and feeling like I'm wasting all my mental acuity so when the waiting is over I'm just going to be really tired and useless.
AND IT DRIVES ME CRAZY!!!
*sigh*
Post by: Aconitum on February 10, 2015, 07:31:01 PM
Post by: Grey on February 10, 2015, 08:11:33 PM
No matter how much water I consume it won't go away.
And the corruption on Anoni's Minecraft server deleted one of my chests, which means I've lost a huuuuuge amount of important stuff.
Post by: Dubaku on February 10, 2015, 08:35:33 PM
Post by: Dragonbragoshago on February 11, 2015, 12:29:04 AM
Post by: Aconitum on February 11, 2015, 12:32:33 AM
So... Jess chased me around with her flat iron again. -_- Yay! I love it when you come home intoxicated, Jess! Cause I just adore the burn scars all over my arms.
Post by: Dubaku on February 11, 2015, 01:01:58 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 11, 2015, 01:42:36 AM
Lovely, I've had this throbbing headache since this morning. Because one of the cats dragged my glasses god knows where, causing extreme stress, resulting in a hole in the wall, resulting in a sore hand... bad enough they tore up most of my physics work... THE SHIT I PUT UP WITH!!! I think it's a miracle I managed to not throw myself in front of a bus at this point
I am sorry for you Dubs, but for you die by such a mundane vehicle would be a crime dude.
Post by: Dubaku on February 11, 2015, 01:46:55 AM
Post by: Titius on February 12, 2015, 01:52:04 AM
Post by: Dragonbragoshago on February 12, 2015, 01:57:07 AM
Post by: George on February 12, 2015, 05:34:16 AM
I'm feeling lonely, tired, and I still have a lot of work to do.
Post by: The Past on February 12, 2015, 01:34:26 PM
Music elitists really piss me off. But I believe I've gone into that rant before on here.
Post by: anoni on February 12, 2015, 04:20:52 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 12, 2015, 06:59:16 PM
Music elitists really piss me off. But I believe I've gone into that rant before on here.
Just elitists in general piss me off. Superciliousness is an absolutely disgusting trait, and I am quick to douse the pride of those individuals. I have lots of practice with doing that, because I live with someone who thinks everything about their lives is superior to mine. Psychology is quite the interesting field of study...
Post by: Grey on February 12, 2015, 09:39:05 PM
Post by: Angder on February 12, 2015, 09:57:07 PM
I really need to just scream.
Whats wrong? are you OK? :o
Post by: Cifero Windtail on February 13, 2015, 11:59:39 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on February 14, 2015, 03:28:24 AM
Post by: Aconitum on February 14, 2015, 06:28:23 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 14, 2015, 06:38:05 PM
Post by: Aconitum on February 14, 2015, 06:40:39 PM
Post by: Ben on February 14, 2015, 06:41:30 PM
Post by: The Magic Otter on February 14, 2015, 06:42:33 PM
Post by: Aconitum on February 14, 2015, 06:42:56 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 14, 2015, 06:46:12 PM
On topic: my back STILL hurts, it was feeling better just in time for me to return to work, now I have another few days off it's bad again so my break will probably be ruined.
Stupid back :(
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 14, 2015, 07:14:03 PM
I'm going to stop trying to make friends and just hate everybody equally. Sounds like a good plan to me!I
(https://thomassobottke.files.wordpress.com/2014/05/small-child-watching-a-colorful-rainbow.jpg)
On topic, it's V-Day today, but my girl works late today, and since we live with her family we don't really have a way to truly be alone. Well, at least we're having lunch together.
Post by: Titius on February 15, 2015, 08:09:54 AM
Post by: The Past on February 16, 2015, 04:21:56 PM
Now I feel bad. She's trying to contact a person about this serious issue and she has no idea it's not getting to them.
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 16, 2015, 06:20:13 PM
I've been getting a lot of wrong numbers lately for whatever reason, and it's a bit annoying.Story of my life right here. I've just given up on answering any number I don't recognize.
I'm starting to have one of those days where I feel down and depressed without much of a reason. I just woke up and I didn't feel like starting the day. This is the part of my bipolarness I don't like, cause it makes me feel like I'm not in control of how I feel. I don't mind it when I'm happy and hyper, because everybody wants to be around the positive extreme, but when the negative extreme comes by, I'm the one that doesn't want them around for it.
Post by: Aconitum on February 16, 2015, 08:48:58 PM
See, this guy has the right idea! XD I love hate you more, Jam! ^3^I'm going to stop trying to make friends and just hate everybody equally. Sounds like a good plan to me!Ilovehate you too!
(https://thomassobottke.files.wordpress.com/2014/05/small-child-watching-a-colorful-rainbow.jpg)
On topic, it's V-Day today, but my girl works late today, and since we live with her family we don't really have a way to truly be alone. Well, at least we're having lunch together.
On topic: My head hurts and I want a sandwich! But no one in the damn house thought to go grocery shopping!
Post by: Buna on February 16, 2015, 11:12:14 PM
Pls help
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 16, 2015, 11:17:53 PM
Post by: Angder on February 16, 2015, 11:30:38 PM
And then once in a blue moon I let my guard down and something happens to make my paranoia seem justified D:
Post by: Ben on February 17, 2015, 02:57:09 AM
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 17, 2015, 03:10:07 AM
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 17, 2015, 03:20:39 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on February 17, 2015, 03:25:53 AM
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 17, 2015, 03:45:01 AM
Post by: mistermayday on February 17, 2015, 04:06:19 AM
Post by: The Past on February 17, 2015, 05:17:01 AM
Post by: anoni on February 17, 2015, 02:39:13 PM
I'm stupid. :I
Everyone is sometimes
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 17, 2015, 04:14:10 PM
Post by: Aconitum on February 17, 2015, 04:31:42 PM
Post by: mistermayday on February 17, 2015, 04:35:50 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 17, 2015, 04:44:53 PM
I believe in spanking. Both as child punishment <REMOVED> :3Thank you! I believe there's a visible line between spanking for punishment and child abuse, but the so called 'experts' have ad different view of things. <REMOVED
Post by: Angder on February 17, 2015, 04:48:11 PM
Then again I never plan to have children so kinda a irrelevant from my point of view :P
I will say that in my experience rewards work better than punishments.
OT: Internet went down earlier, It sucked. :'(
Post by: Dubaku on February 17, 2015, 04:49:31 PM
Cocaine & Caviar
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 17, 2015, 05:24:27 PM
Post by: juliet on February 17, 2015, 06:46:47 PM
THIS WOLF IS POUTING.
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 17, 2015, 07:02:18 PM
I'm a guy.
My fursona is female.
I have now changed my profile, and I sincerely hope it alleviates the confusion, but if people still don't get it, I'll just switch back.
And for the record, I put this kind of info in my ultimate profile.
Post by: kalan on February 17, 2015, 07:03:07 PM
Post by: Angder on February 17, 2015, 07:06:31 PM
I can't take any more getting screamed at I've took the phone of the wall, ok i ripped it off the wall that was dumb now i need a new phone, and my cell is turned off screw em all
:o
Are you OK Kalan? You seem pretty upset if you are tearing your house apart...
Post by: Cheza on February 17, 2015, 07:22:07 PM
*whinewhinerantrant*
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 17, 2015, 07:24:56 PM
Post by: kalan on February 17, 2015, 07:27:38 PM
I can't take any more getting screamed at I've took the phone of the wall, ok i ripped it off the wall that was dumb now i need a new phone, and my cell is turned off screw em all
:o
Are you OK Kalan? You seem pretty upset if you are tearing your house apart...
My parents are fighting yet again this time i think they're serious this time and i some how got caught in the middle of it. I was up almost all night getting yelled at by both of them mom was in the car on her way here i finally found a motel that i could pay for a room with my credit card for her and just when i think everything is calmed down my brother calls me screaming at me for taking moms side in it. Im not taking any side i dont wanna be involved i just didn't want her drivin all night if she's that upset, and then he has the nerve to tell me if i hadn't moved 7 hours away i could be here to help them. The things i said to him cant be repeated here on the forum cause the mods will not be happy with me but to clean it up the best i can i told him i was sorry for going to college and starting a career that reguired me to move away from that hell whole little town. Which lead to my dad calling me this morning and screaming at me for telling my brother off despite the fact that i hung up on him several time and the last time he called me i ripped the phone off the wall
Sorry i needed to vent
Post by: Angder on February 17, 2015, 07:31:19 PM
that sounds terrible...
I really wish there was more I could say...
Post by: Cheza on February 17, 2015, 07:39:09 PM
By the same logic, is it ok to hit an animal for misbehaving?
Post by: Aconitum on February 17, 2015, 07:44:05 PM
Ot: My cat peed in my shoes. Dx Not I ain't got no flats!
Post by: drakewithout on February 17, 2015, 07:45:50 PM
Like I said, there's a line between responsible spanking and child abuse.
ive never seen one, do something wrong, get hit, not a good example to show a kid
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 17, 2015, 07:46:28 PM
Post by: The Past on February 17, 2015, 09:00:09 PM
My Scottish friend has to stay in a town hours away from home for a college course in a couple months, and he's worried about being by himself in a supposedly dangerous area for two weeks. I want to go there to see him and help him out, but it's a huge, expensive trip to make on my own, especially so soon. I've never even been on a plane before!
Post by: Ben on February 17, 2015, 09:04:25 PM
Post by: anoni on February 18, 2015, 09:27:56 AM
Like I said, there's a line between responsible spanking and child abuse.
ive never seen one, do something wrong, get hit, not a good example to show a kid
As someone who was spanked as a kid, I personally don't see it as any more than discipline. It didn't scare me personally, it didn't make me fear physical contact or have nightmares, but it did make me stop doing what I was doing to cause it xD
I'm not entirely for spanking, I'm just not entirely against it.
ONTOPIC: It's really hard to argue with my Unis queer collective, cause you have to tread carefully to ensure that you don't offend them, while at the same time communicating an opinion that they disagree with.
Post by: The Past on February 18, 2015, 09:50:56 AM
Post by: Grey on February 18, 2015, 10:05:50 AM
Post by: The Past on February 19, 2015, 08:02:50 AM
I have to sit in a specific, uncomfortable position to keep the cord from bending slightly and screwing up the channels and quality. And I normally rock in my chair while I'm listening to music. I also like to rest comfortably while watching videos. This is against my nature, damn it. :C
Post by: saph the sergal on February 19, 2015, 09:25:14 AM
OnTopic; my brother abused my mom of ruining his car because mist came out of the vents yet i google mist coming from car air vents look at the first link its just humid air being cooled down rapidly because where i am its pouring rain so the air is humid when she started the car the ac system was cooling cold humid air so it formed mist so now when i explain this to my brother he better say sorry
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 19, 2015, 12:25:16 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 20, 2015, 02:41:11 AM
Post by: mistermayday on February 20, 2015, 04:49:58 AM
Post by: Vee Katame: His Wolfy on February 20, 2015, 10:57:48 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on February 21, 2015, 12:52:37 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on February 21, 2015, 07:39:19 PM
Post by: MrRazot on February 21, 2015, 07:50:44 PM
It should pass eventually, but for now I'm sitting here making origami butterflies while thinking about how alone I am and where I fit in the bigger picture of life. Thinking some dark thoughts and stuff, but nothing dangerous.
Post by: George on February 22, 2015, 12:23:08 AM
I-...I don't even know where to start.
Post by: Dubaku on February 22, 2015, 09:06:50 AM
Cocaine & Caviar
Post by: The Past on February 22, 2015, 10:16:45 AM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on February 22, 2015, 03:19:06 PM
For a $250 thing, it's been giving me too many problems.
Post by: MrRazot on February 22, 2015, 05:21:15 PM
Post by: The Past on February 22, 2015, 05:27:27 PM
I'm way too zoned-out to do anything productive. It frustrates me as much as actually trying to do the work. I'm stuck!
Post by: Grey on February 22, 2015, 07:08:21 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 22, 2015, 10:28:00 PM
Screw you pain
Post by: SilverSolstive on February 22, 2015, 11:41:03 PM
No matter where you stand, you're standing in my shadow.
Post by: Dax Declan on February 23, 2015, 09:54:56 PM
And to add to all this I'm getting really such of my dad loving his stupid dogs more than me. He only keeps me around because of his social security check bonus he gets from me. The day I turn 18 I have to leave.
Post by: The Past on February 24, 2015, 01:25:45 AM
Hate + Hate = more hate. Shove one way, the opposite side shoves harder, and so on. We all need to be aware of this and stop the cycle. This goes for EVERYONE, no matter the race, sex, gender, sexuality, etc. EVERYONE needs to realize this and actually COOPERATE for a better future for EVERYONE.
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 24, 2015, 01:56:12 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 24, 2015, 01:26:56 PM
I don't even feel sad now. Just cold and numb.
I cannot care anymore today.
Post by: Dubaku on February 24, 2015, 02:21:27 PM
Two hour delay? Nah, make it 24.
Dimes to Diamonds
Post by: SilverSolstive on February 24, 2015, 09:06:43 PM
No matter where you stand, you're standing in my shadow.
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 24, 2015, 11:30:07 PM
Post by: SilverSolstive on February 25, 2015, 12:21:02 AM
No matter where you stand, you're standing in my shadow.
Post by: mistermayday on February 25, 2015, 12:55:20 AM
Post by: The Past on February 25, 2015, 01:20:41 AM
Sometimes I don't even feel like I'm living, just existing.
Same here. :I
Post by: George on February 25, 2015, 07:30:53 AM
The Internet is the same. You should not be able to control what users are allowed to access just because you want more money. Restriction of Internet is restriction of worldwide communication, and restriction or worldwide communication leads to greater barriers between countries. Bigger barriers between countries means more conflict, and conflict leads to war.
We need this freedom. It disturbs me that there's even a possibility of losing it. Now we just have to hope that all this protest was worth it, that our combined voice is heard and our freedom of communication is preserved.
Post by: Dubaku on February 25, 2015, 07:38:56 AM
Dimes to Diamonds
Post by: Dax Declan on February 25, 2015, 12:33:29 PM
GTA online heists coming in March... hurry up already!
Dimes to Diamonds
Just like how the the PC version was coming in November. Or how thy loved stating "soon". Rock star can be very frustrating at times :(
On topic. I really wanna make some tea but the only clean cups are metal :/
Post by: George on February 26, 2015, 12:06:53 AM
Post by: Angder on February 26, 2015, 12:11:37 AM
Sometimes what seems like a privilege should really be considered a right. Just because you run a phone company does not mean you should control who can call who and when. It should be considered giving access to a public service, not providing a service exclusive to your own company.
The Internet is the same. You should not be able to control what users are allowed to access just because you want more money. Restriction of Internet is restriction of worldwide communication, and restriction or worldwide communication leads to greater barriers between countries. Bigger barriers between countries means more conflict, and conflict leads to war.
We need this freedom. It disturbs me that there's even a possibility of losing it. Now we just have to hope that all this protest was worth it, that our combined voice is heard and our freedom of communication is preserved.
This, except I am not American, so can basically do nothing. D:
Post by: anoni on February 26, 2015, 09:02:12 AM
Sometimes what seems like a privilege should really be considered a right. Just because you run a phone company does not mean you should control who can call who and when. It should be considered giving access to a public service, not providing a service exclusive to your own company.
The Internet is the same. You should not be able to control what users are allowed to access just because you want more money. Restriction of Internet is restriction of worldwide communication, and restriction or worldwide communication leads to greater barriers between countries. Bigger barriers between countries means more conflict, and conflict leads to war.
We need this freedom. It disturbs me that there's even a possibility of losing it. Now we just have to hope that all this protest was worth it, that our combined voice is heard and our freedom of communication is preserved.
This, except I am not American, so can basically do nothing. D:
Not true! The US internet laws affect the whole world, so you can still email or send letters to American senators about the issue if you feel strongly about it. While you can't actually vote on the issue, international pressure can still be useful!
Post by: The Past on February 26, 2015, 12:35:09 PM
So the USA has continued on from its father Britain's legacy. And every empire crumbles at some point. Who will be next to take the reins?
Post by: saph the sergal on February 26, 2015, 12:57:19 PM
Post by: The Past on February 26, 2015, 03:09:17 PM
Post by: MrRazot on February 26, 2015, 03:16:37 PM
My Internet is gone
I only have 50MB on my phone :O
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 26, 2015, 03:40:03 PM
Post by: drakewithout on February 26, 2015, 03:46:18 PM
Post by: MrRazot on February 26, 2015, 03:46:50 PM
Post by: drakewithout on February 26, 2015, 03:54:47 PM
Post by: anoni on February 27, 2015, 05:12:53 AM
This is just ridiculous in my opinion, it's like, you know, I'm attempting to go up stepping stones but it doesn't work like that. I need a job.
Post by: Dax Declan on February 27, 2015, 01:11:55 PM
Post by: Grey on February 27, 2015, 08:20:13 PM
Post by: George on February 28, 2015, 05:24:03 AM
Every time I made an edit to the image on stream-actually wait my client wanted something different. EVERY. TIME.
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on February 28, 2015, 09:14:37 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on February 28, 2015, 09:19:04 AM
EDIT: on a more positive note i have net to my desktop again thanks to phone tethering
Post by: Dax Declan on March 01, 2015, 01:51:05 AM
Post by: The Past on March 01, 2015, 07:29:49 AM
A PLATE HOLDER. I did the unthinkable and didn't use a **censor** plate holder because I was sitting at a table anyway and have this absurd ability to keep a goddamn paper plate stable while carrying it a short distance. OH MY GOD. I need to "wake up"!
I've been bitched at for trivial bullshit like this since I came back from Missouri. I'm glad I'm able to head back there soon now that the living situation is mostly sorted out. I can't leave soon enough!
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 01, 2015, 11:23:53 AM
Does pizza even need a plate, does a paper plate require a plate holder? I don't know you Dad or your personal history of dropping food, but whatever stick is up his arse the "excuse" is not the reason for his actions.
You can't take on ANY responsibility for what he does. If you can't just escape, which I suspect, you have to decide how to deal with it.
Just my 2 cents, something else is wrong and he's hiding it. Call him out.''
OT: Money has been tight, I produce amazing meals out of thin air, on a budget of dreams and unicorn farts. When my kids then leave that food out to get wasted I just feel like why should I even bother, if they don't value food have a day or two of hunger. I don't but I REALLY want to.
Post by: MrRazot on March 01, 2015, 03:21:46 PM
Post by: Grey on March 01, 2015, 03:51:32 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on March 01, 2015, 04:24:03 PM
OT: i am sick of going to find a server to play on and finding it full of little kids that think its a good idea to play jokes but cry when i wont help them with a mod or give them something and i beat them in a 1v1 with a bow and a sword that ignores any armor and yet im the one thats bullying when i send screenshots i think im going to stick to single player
(hint for those with a modded with thermal expansion if ur stolen from strong boxes work well just fill them up and put them inside each other and keep the last one in your inventory when you log off)
Post by: George on March 01, 2015, 04:29:20 PM
Post by: kalan on March 02, 2015, 12:16:30 AM
Post by: The Past on March 02, 2015, 01:53:08 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 02, 2015, 01:54:40 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 02, 2015, 03:30:36 AM
Oh, and don't get me started on the shitstorm I see every time someone brings up the FACT that "everyone can be discriminated against." "UH BULLSHIT THERE'S NO SYSTEM OF OPPRESSION AGAINST MEN, WHITES OR CISHETS. CHECK YOUR PRIVILEGE, JACKASS." Or even "ALL THESE DUMB SJW'S ARE JUST A BUNCH OF DEGENERATES AND THEY SHOULD ALL DIE." Or what have you.
Right. Great representations of your groups/works, folks. Sure convinces people to love you so much. If your opinion is abusive or hateful to someone, your opinion is wrong. There may be no definite moral code, but doesn't respecting others even if you disagree/don't relate (especially when you voice it) get you farther than hating or abusing them? The world will never be perfect, but the question remains valid.
Post by: The Past on March 02, 2015, 03:43:58 AM
I am seeing far too many closed-minded, rude and seriously hateful people on an assortment of communities. People are so damn whiny about everything. An update to a game that changes a couple things "THIS COMPANY IS HORRIBLE AND DISGUSTING, THEY RUINED THEIR GAME." Someone is religious: "OH YOU STUPID SHEEP HOW COULD YOU BELIEVE SUCH OBVIOUS FALLACY." Someone dislikes something popular: "YOU'RE NOT A REAL (x)!" Anybody gets any semblance of criticism for anything: "YOU'RE JUST A JERK, YOU'RE A BULLY AND I HATE YOU. BLOCKED AND REMOVED."
Oh, and don't get me started on the shitstorm I see every time someone brings up the FACT that "everyone can be discriminated against." "UH BULLSHIT THERE'S NO SYSTEM OF OPPRESSION AGAINST MEN, WHITES OR CISHETS. CHECK YOUR PRIVILEGE, JACKASS." Or even "ALL THESE DUMB SJW'S ARE JUST A BUNCH OF DEGENERATES AND THEY SHOULD ALL DIE." Or what have you.
Right. Great representations of your groups/works, folks. Sure convinces people to love you so much. If your opinion is abusive or hateful to someone, your opinion is wrong. There may be no definite moral code, but doesn't respecting others even if you disagree/don't relate (especially when you voice it) get you farther than hating or abusing them? The world will never be perfect, but the question remains valid.
This. So much this.
Post by: George on March 02, 2015, 03:50:58 AM
This so much.I am seeing far too many closed-minded, rude and seriously hateful people on an assortment of communities. People are so damn whiny about everything. An update to a game that changes a couple things "THIS COMPANY IS HORRIBLE AND DISGUSTING, THEY RUINED THEIR GAME." Someone is religious: "OH YOU STUPID SHEEP HOW COULD YOU BELIEVE SUCH OBVIOUS FALLACY." Someone dislikes something popular: "YOU'RE NOT A REAL (x)!" Anybody gets any semblance of criticism for anything: "YOU'RE JUST A JERK, YOU'RE A BULLY AND I HATE YOU. BLOCKED AND REMOVED."
Oh, and don't get me started on the shitstorm I see every time someone brings up the FACT that "everyone can be discriminated against." "UH BULLSHIT THERE'S NO SYSTEM OF OPPRESSION AGAINST MEN, WHITES OR CISHETS. CHECK YOUR PRIVILEGE, JACKASS." Or even "ALL THESE DUMB SJW'S ARE JUST A BUNCH OF DEGENERATES AND THEY SHOULD ALL DIE." Or what have you.
Right. Great representations of your groups/works, folks. Sure convinces people to love you so much. If your opinion is abusive or hateful to someone, your opinion is wrong. There may be no definite moral code, but doesn't respecting others even if you disagree/don't relate (especially when you voice it) get you farther than hating or abusing them? The world will never be perfect, but the question remains valid.
This. So much this.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 02, 2015, 03:53:20 AM
Troubleshooting on the net
The question is quite clear followed by completely unrelated answers
Oh you have a problem with your Android tablet? Let me tell you about my phone
Here's an ad for some crap I'm selling
Have you tried doing the thing you said you tried first?
And then tacking on the end some request for praise of their mad skillz
Post by: George on March 02, 2015, 08:20:13 AM
^when a group I belong to does this and I feel tarred with the same brush
Troubleshooting on the net
The question is quite clear followed by completely unrelated answers
Oh you have a problem with your Android tablet? Let me tell you about my phone
Here's an ad for some crap I'm selling
Have you tried doing the thing you said you tried first?
And then tacking on the end some request for praise of their mad skillz
00ooooo00000RRR
*Googles issue*
*finds forum post titled said issue*
Answer on forum post: "Just Google it, you *various words for unintelligent person*"
(http://blogimg.ngfiles.com/629000/629177/179019289_awesome_rageface.JPG)
Post by: The Past on March 02, 2015, 08:40:43 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on March 02, 2015, 08:42:56 AM
(http://i267.photobucket.com/albums/ii312/kingdomkz/1425167183066_zpsk7unhzdh.gif)
Post by: The Past on March 02, 2015, 08:45:15 AM
So many ideas, so much time, so little ability to put them into serious words.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 02, 2015, 08:47:45 AM
Broken link
*dies inside*
Post by: Cheza on March 02, 2015, 08:57:54 AM
I don't think the question will be answered any faster that way... >->
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 02, 2015, 09:08:42 AM
Maybe we need an Ask for Technical Advice thread?
My optimistic side says "yes there are so many techies on here" my pessimistic side says "yeah, why not invite the vampire in the house?"
Post by: saph the sergal on March 02, 2015, 09:24:21 AM
im done with some people mostly the bank because they find it fun to mess me around now i have no way of getting internet
Post by: anoni on March 02, 2015, 09:31:17 AM
Because of these very issues I'm loathe to even suggest it, but...
Maybe we need an Ask for Technical Advice thread?
My optimistic side says "yes there are so many techies on here" my pessimistic side says "yeah, why not invite the vampire in the house?"
Well I think the entire Tech board serves that purpose
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 02, 2015, 09:39:37 AM
Oh My Dog!!
Next you'll be telling me there's an entire Serious RP section I've completely missed!
OT: Every time I see the floor of my laundry more washing appears. I swear it's not mine!
Post by: George on March 03, 2015, 01:11:05 AM
I just looked up how to fix something and all I found was "I just figured it out, thanks." *No written answer*(http://www.allmystery.de/i/t25f207_Rageface.png)(http://i267.photobucket.com/albums/ii312/kingdomkz/1425167183066_zpsk7unhzdh.gif)
People like this need to...
tell us what they did.
Post by: The Past on March 03, 2015, 01:45:10 AM
Post by: George on March 03, 2015, 02:38:57 AM
Maybe this could be of use.
Post by: The Past on March 03, 2015, 03:13:14 AM
Anyway, I'm a bit worried that the story I'm working on is too odd for others to enjoy. It seems like it will attract two very different audiences who will dislike the opposing parts. Like a "Why is there X in my Y?" "Why is there Y in my X?" kinda thing.
Post by: Buna on March 03, 2015, 04:48:37 PM
Am I bipolar?
Post by: Pegagamer on March 03, 2015, 05:09:08 PM
My thing is: If you have a problem with me you tell me..
Post by: Dubaku on March 03, 2015, 05:23:14 PM
Dimes to Diamonds
Post by: The Past on March 04, 2015, 11:46:45 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on March 05, 2015, 12:35:59 AM
So, I'm developing a story/webcomic, and I'm getting really attached to the characters and such, and while listening to music I had this thought about how to end it on a very bittersweet note. I started thinking about it really hard... and now I'm sad.I know the feeling, I've done that to myself before. I've done it with stories I never even went on to write.
Post by: Dax Declan on March 05, 2015, 02:15:24 AM
Post by: The Past on March 05, 2015, 03:16:33 AM
So, I'm developing a story/webcomic, and I'm getting really attached to the characters and such, and while listening to music I had this thought about how to end it on a very bittersweet note. I started thinking about it really hard... and now I'm sad.I know the feeling, I've done that to myself before. I've done it with stories I never even went on to write.
Yep. It happens far more often than actually completing a project for me. lol
Anyway:
[8:23:19 PM] Evnamishko: **censor**
[8:23:34 PM] Evnamishko: **censor** forums lag piece of shit this is not the time asshole
[8:23:50 PM] Evnamishko: I gotta moderate a thing
#justmoderatorthings
Post by: Aconitum on March 05, 2015, 03:39:13 AM
Post by: The Past on March 05, 2015, 05:53:49 AM
So, I'm developing a story/webcomic, and I'm getting really attached to the characters and such, and while listening to music I had this thought about how to end it on a very bittersweet note. I started thinking about it really hard... and now I'm sad.
Now I think I spoiled my own story for myself. I can't unthink it. Ffffff...
Post by: Angder on March 05, 2015, 05:23:00 PM
Post by: Dubaku on March 05, 2015, 10:19:19 PM
Dimes to Diamonds
Post by: George on March 05, 2015, 11:03:45 PM
It's a part of me, and I ain't ashamed. People gotta hop off their high horse, nobody's perfect, so don't be acting like YOU are.
Excuse me, but aren't you telling people not to do exactly what you're doing?
Post by: Dubaku on March 05, 2015, 11:24:12 PM
Dimes to Diamonds
Post by: Dax Declan on March 05, 2015, 11:41:26 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 05, 2015, 11:49:54 PM
Pain is shit.
Post by: The Past on March 06, 2015, 11:02:40 AM
I got it. But of course, apparent DDoS attack while finishing the sign up. Well, shit. I hope that didn't screw up my account.
Post by: Dax Declan on March 06, 2015, 11:59:10 AM
Post by: The Past on March 08, 2015, 02:46:33 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on March 08, 2015, 04:27:25 AM
Post by: mistermayday on March 08, 2015, 06:19:28 AM
Post by: George on March 08, 2015, 07:14:05 AM
Had another panic attack while driving, so it always happens while driving 60mph+At least you didn't crash. :o
Post by: Dax Declan on March 09, 2015, 11:08:41 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 09, 2015, 02:25:28 PM
Second mos-- Forgot youtube, dammit.
Thir-- ffs, Facebook too.
Oh right. The internet is chock full of drama queens wherever you go. So why do they all seek me out... Oh, right. I have fun when they're not. That's not allowed. Everyone has to feel the same. Be the same. We must be assimilated into the great hamster balls of isolation.
(http://i3.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/731/143/3e3.jpg)
Post by: Grey on March 09, 2015, 06:29:23 PM
Post by: George on March 09, 2015, 07:15:01 PM
Far too many players on competitive games are the most whiny and self-obligated people on the intern-- wait a minute, Tumblr exists.
Second mos-- Forgot youtube, dammit.
Thir-- ffs, Facebook too.
Oh right. The internet is chock full of drama queens wherever you go. So why do they all seek me out... Oh, right. I have fun when they're not. That's not allowed. Everyone has to feel the same. Be the same. We must be assimilated into the great hamster balls of isolation.
(http://i3.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/731/143/3e3.jpg)
And we all have to be complaining all teh time? I've noticed a trend of active searching for things to feel bad about.
Post by: kalan on March 09, 2015, 08:46:40 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 09, 2015, 10:06:07 PM
Far too many players on competitive games are the most whiny and self-obligated people on the intern-- wait a minute, Tumblr exists.
Second mos-- Forgot youtube, dammit.
Thir-- ffs, Facebook too.
Oh right. The internet is chock full of drama queens wherever you go. So why do they all seek me out... Oh, right. I have fun when they're not. That's not allowed. Everyone has to feel the same. Be the same. We must be assimilated into the great hamster balls of isolation.
(http://i3.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/731/143/3e3.jpg)
And we all have to be complaining all teh time? I've noticed a trend of active searching for things to feel bad about.
No, I'm serious, I/close friends have been legitimately having issues with drama queens and all that shit seeming to appear everywhere I/they go and just latching onto shit and trying to abuse me or others for it. I'm tired of dealing with people who don't even know what stupid crap they're getting mad about.
Post by: George on March 10, 2015, 12:43:42 AM
Sorry if I came across badly, I meant the drama queens themselves. It's often about nothing.Far too many players on competitive games are the most whiny and self-obligated people on the intern-- wait a minute, Tumblr exists.
Second mos-- Forgot youtube, dammit.
Thir-- ffs, Facebook too.
Oh right. The internet is chock full of drama queens wherever you go. So why do they all seek me out... Oh, right. I have fun when they're not. That's not allowed. Everyone has to feel the same. Be the same. We must be assimilated into the great hamster balls of isolation.
(http://i3.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/731/143/3e3.jpg)
And we all have to be complaining all teh time? I've noticed a trend of active searching for things to feel bad about.
No, I'm serious, I/close friends have been legitimately having issues with drama queens and all that shit seeming to appear everywhere I/they go and just latching onto shit and trying to abuse me or others for it. I'm tired of dealing with people who don't even know what stupid crap they're getting mad about.
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 10, 2015, 02:18:02 AM
Post by: Angder on March 10, 2015, 09:19:56 AM
Its not the block that annoys me, its that they blocked it for that (Incorrect) reason
Post by: The Past on March 10, 2015, 10:33:26 AM
Post by: George on March 10, 2015, 10:50:22 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on March 10, 2015, 11:09:25 AM
Post by: Dr. Prower on March 10, 2015, 06:22:16 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on March 10, 2015, 06:28:14 PM
I can't wait till this whole errand set of missions sequence is over with my grandmother.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 10, 2015, 06:40:27 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on March 11, 2015, 05:24:39 PM
Post by: Dubaku on March 11, 2015, 05:49:45 PM
Dimes to Diamonds
Post by: Grey on March 11, 2015, 06:03:42 PM
Post by: Ruari on March 11, 2015, 09:07:57 PM
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on March 11, 2015, 11:06:23 PM
You know what isn't fun, though? Trying to fully prepare a website for every possible platform in this day and age. What works on one monitor may not on another. What works on a mobile might not work on a tablet, or the smartwatches being released now. Having to predict and preemptively code your site to try and cover those bases is a pain.
Post by: TMAlt on March 11, 2015, 11:40:47 PM
Don't listen to the artist who's seen multiple journals about tracing from these and many more artists, just bash them and ignore everything they say. Even giving advice on different ways to learn is bad now. Yeah. I'm not a big fan of people lately.
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 11, 2015, 11:49:36 PM
May not stay here long especially if tracing is advocated. Stand up for the artists who's stuff is being traced and I get attacked. BS
Tracing is not at all advocated here. On many occasions, people have had their content removed due to such things occurring. In fact, on those occasions, I have gone out of my way to state that tracing is "not something to be showcased publicly."
Post by: SadDubwool on March 12, 2015, 12:27:31 AM
Post by: TMAlt on March 12, 2015, 12:28:55 AM
May not stay here long especially if tracing is advocated. Stand up for the artists who's stuff is being traced and I get attacked. BS
Tracing is not at all advocated here. On many occasions, people have had their content removed due to such things occurring. In fact, on those occasions, I have gone out of my way to state that tracing is "not something to be showcased publicly."
I brought it up in one of the art topics and I got crap from everyone and White doesn't seem to think it's bad either as I've seen his responses there. I decided instead to inform the artists who's work is being traced and let them tell this person how they feel. I as an artist wouldn't want to see my work traced. I worked really hard to get where I am without tracing and so have many other artists.
*sigh* I just feel discouraged from sharing my work when I get attacked for standing up for other artists against tracing. Sure this person shows what they traced, but it's still wrong unless the artist says otherwise. I personally learned from referencing and studying. No reason they can't.
[Edit] By the way, thank you for standing up and saying something. Sure I may not be able to word things correctly at points, but at least I try.
Post by: Dr. Prower on March 12, 2015, 12:33:17 AM
Post by: SadDubwool on March 12, 2015, 12:35:21 AM
Post by: TMAlt on March 12, 2015, 12:43:21 AM
So I drew a paw print on the back of my left hand today. Thought it would look cute. Little did I know that it would cause one of my friends to go "Dude, don't tell me you're a furry, like one of those weirdos on TV or something." I never expected to experience furry hate...
They just don't know what a true furry is. Just explain to them what furries are actually like and mention that just because it's on TV, doesn't make it true.
My next rant is sport hunting. I don't thank I have to say much about especially to furries. But it's just sickening.
Yes but sometimes the work isnt worth it,people have opinions and opinions easily change the flow of the emotional river and can upset people easily,see ,if the person has un fairly criticised your art,bombs away if you didn't do something to deserve it
So saying what most artist's say about tracing is unfair criticism now? "His" art. He only drew over a picture and colored it. That doesn't make it his. He didn't do the work of sketching the picture, of improving it until it looked good, of spending the years to get to that level. Anyway, it's already been dealt with and very well explained in my opinion. Go read what Sytex said.
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 12, 2015, 12:49:45 AM
May not stay here long especially if tracing is advocated. Stand up for the artists who's stuff is being traced and I get attacked. BS
Tracing is not at all advocated here. On many occasions, people have had their content removed due to such things occurring. In fact, on those occasions, I have gone out of my way to state that tracing is "not something to be showcased publicly."
I brought it up in one of the art topics and I got crap from everyone and White doesn't seem to think it's bad either as I've seen his responses there. I decided instead to inform the artists who's work is being traced and let them tell this person how they feel. I as an artist wouldn't want to see my work traced. I worked really hard to get where I am without tracing and so have many other artists.
*sigh* I just feel discouraged from sharing my work when I get attacked for standing up for other artists against tracing. Sure this person shows what they traced, but it's still wrong unless the artist says otherwise. I personally learned from referencing and studying. No reason they can't.
[Edit] By the way, thank you for standing up and saying something. Sure I may not be able to word things correctly at points, but at least I try.
White is actually the one who brought the problems to our attention. He's the main reason the whole situation was handled when it was, because I was just browsing all of the topics overall and would have only stumbled across it near the end, since that seems to be how it likes to work. >.=.> Now please, let's all leave the topic in the dust and let it simmer down, the debate is over, so everybody relax. Please.
On topic, my grandparents had no idea one could volunteer on the internet. Gotta love the scoff they give at something I've been doing for nearly four years and have spoken to them about frequently.
Post by: TMAlt on March 12, 2015, 12:53:01 AM
Sorry White if you're reading. :)
Next rant: Bass heads in apartments. Hate them. No respect for those around them.
Post by: SadDubwool on March 12, 2015, 12:55:58 AM
Post by: Aconitum on March 12, 2015, 12:56:17 AM
I was on YouTube today, havin a blast reading the ridiculous comment fights no one has the strength to get away from, until I noticed something. Something that made me laugh out loud. You wanna know what I noticed? No one knew how to use the word "attack".
Dun dun duh!
Seriously though, It seemed everyone on YouTube thought attack meant "when a group of people don't agree with you till hell and high water."
I mean... you got one man who refuses to believe that feeding a cow corn is bad for it because it eats through the animal's stomach. Then, you got three other people who know for a fact that it is and even provided detailed articles and great sources to back up their claims. Reading through a whole two months worth of comments, I did not see one malicious word or phrase towards the man. In fact, he was the only one throwing insults and even told them to go kill themselves! O_O
Anyways, at the end of the fight, the man gave up and said "You know what, I don't need this shit! I don't need to be so viciously attacked!" Only he said it in all caps and with a lot of exclamation points.
-sigh- Come one, kiddies. Let's learn what words mean before we go throwing them around to make our arguments valid.
Post by: saph the sergal on March 12, 2015, 12:59:16 AM
Before I start, I know Zahrah has used the word "attacked" twice just above, but this in no way is directed toward her.
I was on YouTube today, havin a blast reading the ridiculous comment fights no one has the strength to get away from, until I noticed something. Something that made me laugh out loud. You wanna know what I noticed? No one knew how to use the word "attack".
Dun dun duh!
Seriously though, It seemed everyone on YouTube thought attack meant "when a group of people don't agree with you till hell and high water."
I mean... you got one man who refuses to believe that feeding a cow corn is bad for it because it eats through the animal's stomach. Then, you got three other people who know for a fact that it is and even provided detailed articles and great sources to back up their claims. Reading through a whole two months worth of comments, I did not see one malicious word or phrase towards the man. In fact, he was the only one throwing insults and even told them to go kill themselves! O_O
Anyways, at the end of the fight, the man gave up and said "You know what, I don't need this shit! I don't need to be so viciously attacked!" Only he said it in all caps and with a lot of exclamation points.
-sigh- Come one, kiddies. Let's learn what words mean before we go throwing them around to make our arguments valid.
haha nothing beats one about a steam train tho
im so sick of those who cant follow a thing i say you lvl 6 in gta you dont have the gear to handle others when i say get the car i friggen mean it not play super hero and make us fail the heist T_T
Post by: SadDubwool on March 12, 2015, 01:04:52 AM
Post by: Aconitum on March 12, 2015, 01:08:21 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on March 12, 2015, 01:08:58 AM
Before I start, I know Zahrah has used the word "attacked" twice just above, but this in no way is directed toward her.
I was on YouTube today, havin a blast reading the ridiculous comment fights no one has the strength to get away from, until I noticed something. Something that made me laugh out loud. You wanna know what I noticed? No one knew how to use the word "attack".
Dun dun duh!
Seriously though, It seemed everyone on YouTube thought attack meant "when a group of people don't agree with you till hell and high water."
I mean... you got one man who refuses to believe that feeding a cow corn is bad for it because it eats through the animal's stomach. Then, you got three other people who know for a fact that it is and even provided detailed articles and great sources to back up their claims. Reading through a whole two months worth of comments, I did not see one malicious word or phrase towards the man. In fact, he was the only one throwing insults and even told them to go kill themselves! O_O
Anyways, at the end of the fight, the man gave up and said "You know what, I don't need this shit! I don't need to be so viciously attacked!" Only he said it in all caps and with a lot of exclamation points.
-sigh- Come one, kiddies. Let's learn what words mean before we go throwing them around to make our arguments valid.
It's the way people are taught, sadly... Read into Deborah Tannen's "The Argument Culture" for more information. I can't quite remember the whole deal. However, that situation on line is a fairly good example of how agonism is deeply rooted in our society. (Again, please read the book, my mind cannot remember everything. Basically, people sorta treat every little argument like a massive war that needs to be won or something. The book tells it better.)
Long story short, the corporations are destroying the world.
How those connect, I'm not sure. I'm still working on wording the connection. But there's a definite connection. It has to do with corporations and society and agonism and the argument culture. My brain's just not that good at connecting words... it takes time.
But anyway. Patience and an open mind are two great things to have in the world.
Post by: Dax Declan on March 12, 2015, 01:17:33 AM
Post by: Cifero Windtail on March 12, 2015, 01:21:32 AM
And also, it's hard to convince a person that they're worth something when they're convinced they're worthless.
Also, please remember that your dad probably went through the 12-year wringer, which kinda brainwashes everyone into being a total bint if they take the wrong classes. Pardons can be made.
Post by: TMAlt on March 12, 2015, 01:29:19 AM
Before I start, I know Zahrah has used the word "attacked" twice just above, but this in no way is directed toward her.
I was on YouTube today, havin a blast reading the ridiculous comment fights no one has the strength to get away from, until I noticed something. Something that made me laugh out loud. You wanna know what I noticed? No one knew how to use the word "attack".
Dun dun duh!
Seriously though, It seemed everyone on YouTube thought attack meant "when a group of people don't agree with you till hell and high water."
I mean... you got one man who refuses to believe that feeding a cow corn is bad for it because it eats through the animal's stomach. Then, you got three other people who know for a fact that it is and even provided detailed articles and great sources to back up their claims. Reading through a whole two months worth of comments, I did not see one malicious word or phrase towards the man. In fact, he was the only one throwing insults and even told them to go kill themselves! O_O
Anyways, at the end of the fight, the man gave up and said "You know what, I don't need this shit! I don't need to be so viciously attacked!" Only he said it in all caps and with a lot of exclamation points.
-sigh- Come one, kiddies. Let's learn what words mean before we go throwing them around to make our arguments valid.
No offense taken whatsoever. Being called a hater however is definitely an insult in my opinion. I just can't stand when people gang up just to call someone a hater when they're pointing out something that bothers others especially when they're given another way to go about things. I don't know. I guess it's mostly the way it's worded that can make it look like an attack rather than a criticism. I for one word things badly way too often despite trying to point in a better direction. xD
Cifero:
I'm definitely in the same position. I will try to keep things civil, but when people take it the wrong way or twist it, it gets a little out of hand. I've learned to control it mostly, but it's still a pain keeping it back.
Dax:
I'm with you there. I don't care what a dad's gone through, he should not be talking to his child that way. My dad may support me, but he's a selfish, egotistical, unfaithful, ***hole. Cheated on my mom. My elder sister may have succeeded in breaking them up with her messes that get blamed on my mom.
Post by: Dax Declan on March 12, 2015, 01:32:48 AM
Post by: The Past on March 12, 2015, 06:18:43 AM
For example, I had to warn my mate multiple times for what he said in the IRC, and I didn't just let it slide because we were going out. I gave him warnings, then personally told him "Nuh, don't do that again, hun. It's inappropriate, against the rules, etc." And he listened and understood. If your friend or mate or whoever has a bitchfit over you politely pointing out something wrong they did and asking them to stop, give them time to cool off and think. If they refuse to listen and stop being friends or block you, good riddance.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 12, 2015, 09:55:22 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on March 12, 2015, 11:08:27 AM
Post by: anoni on March 12, 2015, 11:10:34 AM
While I'm at home and school I'm making a video game in C#, I made a dating website in CGI perl, I can do just about anything confidently with Linked lists, trees, graphs and the like.
But in a timed code interview when asked "reverse words in a string", I rush it, make small little mistakes I didn't check before submitting, and feel totally shit
Post by: Grey on March 12, 2015, 11:28:56 AM
He's already a very stressed person, so why on Earth does he make more things to stress him out?
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 12, 2015, 03:37:10 PM
I know it has been coming for a while but it still is a terrible shock. 66 is too young.
A great author, thinker and human. He set the bar high for anyone wanting to make the world a better place.
A great loss.
Post by: Dr. Prower on March 12, 2015, 05:34:26 PM
I'm just so very tired.As am I. I haven't been full of energy for the last few days.
Post by: TMAlt on March 13, 2015, 04:10:40 AM
I don't know what else to do. I'm on FA, DA, Weasyl, SoFurry, AND InkBunny and I've advertised on FA. I don't know what else I'm supposed to do. I've tried making friends with popular artists, but I just don't know how to talk to people. Maybe this type of job isn't right for me after all....
Post by: Aconitum on March 13, 2015, 04:13:49 AM
*sigh* I see someone who just started doing their own art who colored stuff for some well known artists able to start their bids at $50. All I can get out of mine is $15 and I've been working on it for years longer than they have. :'(Have you tried getting people to shout you out? Or adding your art to groups?
I don't know what else to do. I'm on FA, DA, Weasyl, SoFurry, AND InkBunny and I've advertised on FA. I don't know what else I'm supposed to do. I've tried making friends with popular artists, but I just don't know how to talk to people. Maybe this type of job isn't right for me after all....
Post by: TMAlt on March 13, 2015, 04:20:18 AM
Post by: Aconitum on March 13, 2015, 04:31:08 AM
I've tried something I call feature freebie friday, but the problem is most of my watchers don't have a lot of others watching them and one of my pieces spread through a ton of groups over on DA. Still nothing. I do the same for my fursuits, but I still don't get very far with it.Oh I see. Hmm...
Post by: Cheza on March 13, 2015, 05:45:23 AM
Bad move.
Hardly made it past the first movies intro speech thing before I started to feel bad.
Post by: The Past on March 13, 2015, 07:08:32 AM
On-topic and related, it seems some artists charge a lot for very minimal, wonky artwork. I can understand investing in the artist and giving them practice so they can improve, but often I don't really see much change over time, and even with the "investment" take on it, they still charge a stupid amount. I'm surprised these people even get commissions.
Post by: Dax Declan on March 13, 2015, 11:11:56 AM
Post by: Grey on March 14, 2015, 07:36:44 AM
What am I, his bloody slave? Why the hell can't he get off his lazy arse and start pulling his own weight for once, rather than make me do everything for him? Oh, well that will be because of the fact that he sooooo busy all the time, and has no time to rest.
All he does is go out, chat up teenage girls (my Dad is 50 btw), flirt on Facebook, obsess about cameras (and spend all our money on them), yell abuse at everyone in the family (minus my second oldest brother because he's a massive suck-up), and scream at his computer when he makes a spelling error.
He brings no money into this house, spends it all, doesn't actually behave like a parent (more like a squatter at this point), abuses my mother, and is never actually home when we need him for payments because he controls the money.
Do I get a thank you for putting up with what he asks, sorry, "demands"? Of course not. I only get told everything a father should never say and get more crap for it.
<REMOVED>
Post by: Dax Declan on March 14, 2015, 04:10:10 PM
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on March 14, 2015, 11:21:52 PM
I get people have their own way to deal with frustration, but it is the most obnoxious thing to listen to.
Post by: George on March 15, 2015, 02:40:56 AM
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 15, 2015, 04:37:32 AM
Post by: mistermayday on March 15, 2015, 05:32:05 AM
Post by: Aconitum on March 15, 2015, 06:12:03 AM
No, I'm kidding.
But seriously, I've completely lost interest in rp and possibly tff. -sigh- I guess it wasn't meant to be.
Post by: Dr. Prower on March 15, 2015, 06:15:47 PM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on March 16, 2015, 02:44:08 AM
Apparently it's only if you get it from the evga store... We got it from tiger direct. :/
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 16, 2015, 04:02:56 AM
It's not anything bothering me it's just me regular crazy, but I can normally tune it out. So it's just annoying I guess.
LIKE MY INNER MONOLOGUE IS IN ALL CAPITALS... ALL DAY LONG!
Post by: drakewithout on March 16, 2015, 02:03:05 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on March 17, 2015, 10:13:18 PM
Post by: drakewithout on March 18, 2015, 04:19:27 PM
LIKE REALLY!
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 19, 2015, 01:26:54 PM
Post by: George on March 19, 2015, 05:04:45 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 19, 2015, 05:28:50 PM
He says no he's not. But it annoys me that he has to even deal with it at his age.
Well tonight he told me about a video of JackSepticEye who said Furries are fine even though he doesn't like the more R34 elements of the fandom.
There is just so much hate on the internet by people who honestly have such a blind spot about their lack of importance in the global scheme of things I actually wonder how long I can continue avoiding making comments on YouTube vids.
But then the haters win :(
Post by: Dubaku on March 19, 2015, 05:43:12 PM
Post by: The Past on March 19, 2015, 07:15:40 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 19, 2015, 09:27:28 PM
I'm in one of those moments where I'm so mixed on how I feel, I'm uncomfortable and would feel more at ease with a clear mood, even sadness.
Also trying to figure out if I can inquire as to why without steering too off topic from the thread I can't. Frustrating
Post by: George on March 19, 2015, 09:32:42 PM
Post by: Grey on March 19, 2015, 09:51:46 PM
So annoying.
Post by: The Past on March 20, 2015, 12:00:39 AM
Internet is being a huge derp for no reason >:(I'm in one of those moments where I'm so mixed on how I feel, I'm uncomfortable and would feel more at ease with a clear mood, even sadness.
Also trying to figure out if I can inquire as to why without steering too off topic from the thread I can't. Frustrating
There wasn't any real reason. I just have emotional goofyboops like that. :P I'm feeling much better now, though!
Also, you can talk briefly about what a person posted as long as the discussion doesn't go on for too long.
I didn't have anything to really vent about at first, but now that I'm on the subject, I feel people are a bit too touchy about brief off-topicness in this thread. A few posts replying to someone isn't bad. It's a problem when it becomes a page with just a discussion without adding anything on-topic to break it up.
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 20, 2015, 12:25:32 AM
I didn't have anything to really vent about at first, but now that I'm on the subject, I feel people are a bit too touchy about brief off-topicness in this thread. A few posts replying to someone isn't bad. It's a problem when it becomes a page with just a discussion without adding anything on-topic to break it up.
Ah okay, I'm was just unsure what really counted as off topic. Also glad you're feeling better, that's good. Meanwhile my internet is still being a huge grundle in a way that I just don't appreciate.
Post by: George on March 20, 2015, 12:33:54 AM
SE. WAI YOU CRASH AT RANDOM TIMES!?It's SE annoying!
So annoying.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 20, 2015, 12:42:19 AM
Be happy, don't overthink, if things are good just go with it.
Go to sleep silly fox!
Post by: The Past on March 20, 2015, 06:27:19 PM
I didn't have anything to really vent about at first, but now that I'm on the subject, I feel people are a bit too touchy about brief off-topicness in this thread. A few posts replying to someone isn't bad. It's a problem when it becomes a page with just a discussion without adding anything on-topic to break it up.
Ah okay, I'm was just unsure what really counted as off topic.
Just letting you know that wasn't entirely directed at you, but posters in general... Mostly toward other mods, to be completely honest. *shrugs* :P
Since I was a little kid, I've wanted to be a cartoonist. But now it seems I can't handle the task of animating, so I've kinda given up on that dream. However, I still have sort-of that "animator" brain. When I imagine things, it's almost always as cartoons. When I see something like animation advice and college classes, I'm like "OOO I SHOULD TOTALLY DO--ohhh, wait..."
And now I'm really not feeling like doing a webcomic because the majority of my stories rely on timing and movement, which is something still images can't properly satisfy. It will work best as an animated series. But I'm afraid even if I tried to make it, not only will it take A LOT longer for me to make compared to other animators, but it will also look terrible compared to what I have in mind.
Post by: Dax Declan on March 20, 2015, 09:05:51 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on March 20, 2015, 10:55:53 PM
Post by: The Magic Otter on March 21, 2015, 10:14:49 AM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 21, 2015, 10:38:06 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on March 22, 2015, 01:33:27 AM
Post by: Vulpatrino on March 22, 2015, 05:57:53 AM
No no no no no no no no no no no no no no HEART LISTEN TO ME.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 22, 2015, 12:50:41 PM
I got to see someone on Tumblr say that furries are part of a demonic, devil worship cult. Even if they were just trolling, it's those kinds of things that people will read and think about as they judge us. I ended up defending my fellow furs with a post of my own.
I really hate it when people throw a fit because we furries have to defend ourselves. So it's wrong for us to tell people stereotypes are not true, but it's perfectly fine for people to depict us as demons? Oh wait, I forgot: Internet = A Reason to be Horrible Human Beings.
Post by: The Magic Otter on March 22, 2015, 08:01:00 PM
1) the most disturbing film of all time. (Eraserhead)
2) a Disney film. (The Straight Story)
3) the Oscar nominated 'The Elephant Man' staring Anthony Hopkins and John Hurt.
4) one of the best T.V series of all time. (Twin Peaks)
5) a film staring Nicholas Cage. (Wild At Heart)
I think the problem is that people don't watch art house films anymore... I mean, how many people have head of the pronominal director Lars Von Trier (my third favourite director)? Who made amazing and stunning films like Melancholia, Antichrist, Dogvill and Dancer In The Dark... No one i know...
Post by: Vulpatrino on March 22, 2015, 08:15:04 PM
Have you ever loved a film, but no one has ever head of it before? Yeah, that's the entirety of my second favourite director (David Lynch's) filmography... Even though he's made:
1) the most disturbing film of all time. (Eraserhead)
2) a Disney film. (The Straight Story)
3) the Oscar nominated 'The Elephant Man' staring Anthony Hopkins and John Hurt.
4) one of the best T.V series of all time. (Twin Peaks)
5) a film staring Nicholas Cage. (Wild At Heart)
I think the problem is that people don't watch art house films anymore... I mean, how many people have head of the pronominal director Lars Von Trier (my third favourite director)? Who made amazing and stunning films like Melancholia, Antichrist, Dogvill and Dancer In The Dark... No one i know...
I'm actually familiar with David Lynch!
I've yet to see any of his longer movies... but I've seen his short film "Rabbits".
Post by: The Magic Otter on March 22, 2015, 08:22:58 PM
Have you ever loved a film, but no one has ever head of it before? Yeah, that's the entirety of my second favourite director (David Lynch's) filmography... Even though he's made:
1) the most disturbing film of all time. (Eraserhead)
2) a Disney film. (The Straight Story)
3) the Oscar nominated 'The Elephant Man' staring Anthony Hopkins and John Hurt.
4) one of the best T.V series of all time. (Twin Peaks)
5) a film staring Nicholas Cage. (Wild At Heart)
I think the problem is that people don't watch art house films anymore... I mean, how many people have head of the pronominal director Lars Von Trier (my third favourite director)? Who made amazing and stunning films like Melancholia, Antichrist, Dogvill and Dancer In The Dark... No one i know...
I'm actually familiar with David Lynch!
I've yet to see any of his longer movies... but I've seen his short film "Rabbits".
The short film Rabbits is prominent in the film Inland Empire, which is one of his most weird and wonderful works. He has only made ten films to date, those being:
Eraserhead
The Elephant Man
Dune
Wild At Heart
Blue Velvet
Lost Highway
Mulholland Dr.
Inland Empire
The Straight Story
Twin Peaks: Fire Walk With Me
But it pains me to see his work unrecognised, because he was Stanley Kubrick's (my favourite director's) favourite director, Eraserhead being his favourite film... He even made the cast and crew of The Shining watch it to set the mood and tone of the film.
Post by: Dr. Prower on March 23, 2015, 04:51:11 AM
Exactly, I actually had other furries tell me after I defended our culture in a rather professional manner "Chill, it's just a joke you know?" No, it's not just a joke, and even if it is, it's not a good joke. Its a joke with the kind of attitude that could cause another incident like the Midwest Furfest Convention.I got to see someone on Tumblr say that furries are part of a demonic, devil worship cult. Even if they were just trolling, it's those kinds of things that people will read and think about as they judge us. I ended up defending my fellow furs with a post of my own.
I really hate it when people throw a fit because we furries have to defend ourselves. So it's wrong for us to tell people stereotypes are not true, but it's perfectly fine for people to depict us as demons? Oh wait, I forgot: Internet = A Reason to be Horrible Human Beings.
Post by: Sigah on March 23, 2015, 04:57:41 AM
Anywho, I just roll my eyes at the people who grouo all furs into one collection of fluff and go back to my T.V. Shows and video games.
Post by: The Past on March 24, 2015, 12:55:59 PM
Post by: Atocz on March 25, 2015, 11:27:31 AM
But all you lot are nice :)
Post by: Angder on March 25, 2015, 11:30:33 AM
I AM A NOSE!
(( :'( ))
Post by: Grey on March 25, 2015, 11:54:07 AM
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on March 25, 2015, 10:43:17 PM
Frustrating, perhaps, but it is how it is. Perhaps times will change in the future.
Post by: Dax Declan on March 27, 2015, 04:57:44 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 27, 2015, 12:07:15 PM
Went to bed.
Couldn't sleep for four hours.
Slept badly for three hours.
Woke up with headache.
Dog threw up several times.
Now at work, with a headache.
**censor** everything.
Post by: The Past on March 27, 2015, 03:44:44 PM
Post by: Cheza on March 27, 2015, 05:20:44 PM
I leave all that I own to my cat Guppy.
Post by: Dax Declan on March 27, 2015, 07:29:32 PM
Post by: The Past on March 28, 2015, 01:20:04 AM
SEEMS IT'S ALREADY STARTING TO CRAP OUT. Just when I'm trying to get back into the drawing thing again! FFFFFffffff...!
Guess I'll be stuck with traditional drawing for a while. There's nothing wrong with that, of course; I've been meaning to do so anyway, but this is a useful, somewhat expensive piece of technology that's starting to have issues before I could do a whole lot with it. :I
Post by: George on March 28, 2015, 11:03:10 PM
EDIT: YEY IT G0T BETTER
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 29, 2015, 03:04:25 AM
Saying that life like that of humanity deserves to go extinct is a horrible notion. Of course, I'll probably never change the minds of anyone who harbors this "hate/dislike" of humanity. Just like nobody will convince me that an entire anything deserves to die out just because they have to learn as they grow. Humanity is growing just like any one human might: one day, the race will reach a healthy mindset and we will fix/overcome the mistakes of our past as we grow and progress. But getting the sheer amount of people on at least a similar page will take time. It won't happen in this lifetime, or even the next, but instead of bouncing around saying "WE'RE DOOMING THE PLANET WE NEED TO DIE," get up and do something to fix it. And if you say "oh, I'm just one person though... It won't matter, we'll never fix it..."
Then you're just another one of the reasons it seems like nothing is being done to preserve it. (As much as there are plenty of people trying to help it. Guess having groups and movements several thousand strong is "nobody.")
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 29, 2015, 04:23:46 AM
I absolutely hate that people assume because I hate society and have no hope for humanity as a whole that I can't like people or have hope for the individual. I am very optimistic on the personal, individual level, just not on the group mentality level especially not in as large a scale as all of humanity.
Post by: kalan on March 29, 2015, 06:32:43 AM
Post by: anoni on March 29, 2015, 08:03:55 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on March 29, 2015, 04:49:59 PM
Post by: George on March 30, 2015, 01:01:08 AM
Misanthropy is something I don't think I can ever accept. To me, it feels as bad as homophobia and trans*phobia, because it runs on similar philosophies. Detesting an entire group of people (or in this case, all of them) just because something convinced you of a falsehood about them. Humanity has made their fair share of mistakes... but if it were dogs, cats, bugs, fish or whatever that had progressed instead of humans, they would have had to learn what to and what not to do just like humans are having to.
Saying that life like that of humanity deserves to go extinct is a horrible notion. Of course, I'll probably never change the minds of anyone who harbors this "hate/dislike" of humanity. Just like nobody will convince me that an entire anything deserves to die out just because they have to learn as they grow. Humanity is growing just like any one human might: one day, the race will reach a healthy mindset and we will fix/overcome the mistakes of our past as we grow and progress. But getting the sheer amount of people on at least a similar page will take time. It won't happen in this lifetime, or even the next, but instead of bouncing around saying "WE'RE DOOMING THE PLANET WE NEED TO DIE," get up and do something to fix it. And if you say "oh, I'm just one person though... It won't matter, we'll never fix it..."
Then you're just another one of the reasons it seems like nothing is being done to preserve it. (As much as there are plenty of people trying to help it. Guess having groups and movements several thousand strong is "nobody.")
THANK Y0U. I'm tired of black-and-white philosophy that says "worship humans or hate them". I actually think humans are pretty cool, even if they're not my favourite species.
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 30, 2015, 01:14:19 AM
Post Merge: March 30, 2015, 02:42:46 AM
I hate how nervous I am. I get the confidence to do something then I do it and I'm just sitting here waiting to hear what someone thinks when I should be proud of myself for just finally doing the darn thing.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 30, 2015, 01:06:18 PM
Misanthropy is something I don't think I can ever accept. To me, it feels as bad as homophobia and trans*phobia, because it runs on similar philosophies.
Saying that life like that of humanity deserves to go extinct is a horrible notion.
I'm sorry you feel that way, but just for the record I do not wish for my species to go extinct, just that I wish we would learn from some of our grave mistakes instead of trying to justify them and stop screaming "MISANTHROPIC" every time someone makes a statement that doesn't favor humans. And no, I don't hate ALL humans, but I still consider myself misanthropic. I think misanthropy is a lot deeper and usually more restrained than homophobia or other things. It's complicated and there's already pretty much a topic about this.
Anyway, yesterday I watched Disney's Dinosaurs, and it reminded me of the time I saw Walking With Dinosaurs the movie, and I can't help but compare the two.
I mean, Disney's Dinosaurs has an art style that's not terribly realistic, nor terribly cutesy. It appeals to children without turning off adults too much. The dialogue, feel and story is kid friendly and has it's cute moments, but is mature enough that it's watchable for older viewers.
Walking with Dinosaurs, on the other hand, has highly detailed and realistic graphics which may look pretty, but don't really appeal to kids. To make matters worse, it's combined with a gut-wrenching infantile plot, voice acting and dialogue that is nearly unwatchable for older views, resulting in an overall bad movie.
...Walking with Dinosaurs kind of makes me shudder just thinking about it.
Post by: Midnight Madness on March 30, 2015, 08:39:13 PM
Misanthropy is something I don't think I can ever accept. To me, it feels as bad as homophobia and trans*phobia, because it runs on similar philosophies.
Saying that life like that of humanity deserves to go extinct is a horrible notion.
I'm sorry you feel that way, but just for the record I do not wish for my species to go extinct, just that I wish we would learn from some of our grave mistakes instead of trying to justify them and stop screaming "MISANTHROPIC" every time someone makes a statement that doesn't favor humans. And no, I don't hate ALL humans, but I still consider myself misanthropic. I think misanthropy is a lot deeper and usually more restrained than homophobia or other things. It's complicated and there's already pretty much a topic about this.
Benny, I wasn't jabbing at you or your opinion with that. At all. And I don't need people feeling sorry that I have the feeling I have. I have friends with the mindset of "misanthropy," but I simply don't agree with it and talk about other things.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 30, 2015, 10:32:48 PM
Misanthropy is something I don't think I can ever accept. To me, it feels as bad as homophobia and trans*phobia, because it runs on similar philosophies.
Saying that life like that of humanity deserves to go extinct is a horrible notion.
I'm sorry you feel that way, but just for the record I do not wish for my species to go extinct, just that I wish we would learn from some of our grave mistakes instead of trying to justify them and stop screaming "MISANTHROPIC" every time someone makes a statement that doesn't favor humans. And no, I don't hate ALL humans, but I still consider myself misanthropic. I think misanthropy is a lot deeper and usually more restrained than homophobia or other things. It's complicated and there's already pretty much a topic about this.
Benny, I wasn't jabbing at you or your opinion with that. At all. And I don't need people feeling sorry that I have the feeling I have. I have friends with the mindset of "misanthropy," but I simply don't agree with it and talk about other things.
I never said you were. Just putting in my two cents.
Post by: George on March 31, 2015, 06:15:23 AM
Post by: anoni on March 31, 2015, 12:59:38 PM
Doing a concurrency assignment as we speak and the problem with these sort of problems is you they're not very deterministic, so you could run the program 100,000 times with the same initial conditions and each time it will work. But then one in a 100,000, with the same conditions and everything ok, you might end up causing an error and failing. And it's difficult to find these bugs and chances are you may never ever find them until you've already released the software.
Post by: George on March 31, 2015, 11:19:49 PM
I wish testing software was easy, especially concurrent software.
Doing a concurrency assignment as we speak and the problem with these sort of problems is you they're not very deterministic, so you could run the program 100,000 times with the same initial conditions and each time it will work. But then one in a 100,000, with the same conditions and everything ok, you might end up causing an error and failing. And it's difficult to find these bugs and chances are you may never ever find them until you've already released the software.
0bviously you can't test for everything, but I'm talking about when someone releases something totally broken and it causes major problems under normal conditions. I installed this mod for Fallout that overwrote not only some of the base files, but also replaced my carefully-tweaked ini's with the creator's ones that were pretty much default.
Post by: Ryan Naismith on March 31, 2015, 11:58:03 PM
theeen she like said things. like how it could be a chemical imbalance in my brain. then, I understood.
Post by: kalan on April 01, 2015, 03:03:11 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on April 01, 2015, 03:24:40 AM
Post by: George on April 01, 2015, 12:12:23 PM
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on April 01, 2015, 12:52:59 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 01, 2015, 01:09:40 PM
Just being trapped in my own head makes me feel sick.
I'm my least favourite person and I just can't stand feeling this way.
Post by: George on April 01, 2015, 01:14:31 PM
Post by: Grey on April 01, 2015, 04:44:37 PM
Post by: Cheza on April 01, 2015, 05:34:48 PM
Post by: The Past on April 01, 2015, 06:19:47 PM
I always get this creepy annoying feeling that every time just right after I've connected to some IRC-channel all conversations stop just because I'm there, even if I have never been on the channel in question before... x-x'
If it's the forum IRC you are talking about, don't worry. Everyone is idling most of the time. :P
---
So many great expressions on my characters' faces in my mind, but I can't draw them as expressive, and that makes me mad.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 01, 2015, 06:48:53 PM
Grumpy vixen
Post by: George on April 02, 2015, 01:26:15 AM
Post by: Delain Azara on April 02, 2015, 12:13:27 PM
EDIT: I know it is an open relationship, it isn't the fact that he is with another girl, it is the fact that he lied to me the whole time, everything he ever said to me was a one great big lie! That hurts the most.
EDIT EDIT: And because of this, I feel like sh** and totally unworthy of love
Post by: Delain Azara on April 04, 2015, 03:12:05 AM
Post by: Grovygrunge on April 04, 2015, 03:17:58 AM
No rants right now. Sorry for that off topicness
Post by: Delain Azara on April 04, 2015, 03:20:26 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on April 04, 2015, 12:37:30 PM
Post by: The Past on April 05, 2015, 10:18:07 AM
WHAT.
THE.
**censor**!
Post by: Delain Azara on April 05, 2015, 10:21:44 AM
Post by: Angder on April 05, 2015, 12:28:24 PM
Post by: Gone forever on April 05, 2015, 04:06:43 PM
Ugh today is going to be busy at work, I don't want to go today :/
Post by: Angder on April 05, 2015, 04:07:27 PM
Post by: Gone forever on April 05, 2015, 04:16:41 PM
Post by: Delain Azara on April 06, 2015, 01:21:21 AM
Post Merge: April 06, 2015, 02:53:14 AM
I feel stupid. real stupid.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 06, 2015, 02:17:37 PM
Post by: The Magic Otter on April 06, 2015, 02:43:20 PM
Post by: George on April 06, 2015, 11:31:16 PM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on April 07, 2015, 05:06:29 AM
Post by: Grey on April 07, 2015, 09:28:18 AM
Post by: Cheza on April 07, 2015, 04:20:08 PM
Sure, it is annoying that they keep "poking their nose into our business" like that, but they've actually got a point at least with the parking thing. But there's no point for mom to start some stupid war because of it.
She tried going to her other neighbor to ask if they too found it to be bad when someone washed their car in the parking area and apparently they disagreed on things and now mom's grumpy at that neighbor too.
Oh, and for some odd stupid reason mom has started to -talk- (she's not really going to do it) about getting a dog just loudly enough so that the "don't wash your car"-neighbor could hear it if they were out in the back yard/kept the back door open, and she's trying to pull me into the thing too. My brother has already jumped onto mom's stupid scheme and plays along whenever he stops by. I just think it's pointless and stupid. I might not like the neighbors either, but I prefer not to waste any extra energy on them and do my best to make sure I don't do anything that might cause issues like the ones there have been lately.
Why can't everyone involved in this just agree to disagree and stop acting like little children in a sandbox?
Post by: saph the sergal on April 07, 2015, 05:31:10 PM
big time pc protection malware bytes twitter is run by a bot yet here i am reporting a program for what it does and they block me whats next send cops after me for informing them of a program that is what they do and protect us users but yet they cant check for it and have their program say 0 threats yet its on my test pc and its not showing
Post by: Delain Azara on April 08, 2015, 02:32:17 AM
Post by: kalan on April 08, 2015, 02:33:39 AM
Post by: Cheza on April 08, 2015, 11:37:25 AM
Just stop trying to drag me into this dramafest as well. I. Don't. Care.
Post by: The Past on April 08, 2015, 03:16:10 PM
Post by: Delain Azara on April 09, 2015, 03:14:28 AM
Post by: Cheza on April 09, 2015, 12:23:09 PM
The don't wash you car neighbor has now decided she hates the tree mom planted in the back yard when we moved here some 10 years ago. Mom, being the calm, collected and first and foremost -sober- person that she is, managed to lose her temper and started yelling something about "yeah just fcking cut it down then".
Now she's crying because she doesn't want them to cut down the tree. If she had only managed to remain calm for once there's a chance the tree could have been saved since the landlord kinda said so.
Congratulations, dear mother.
(PS. If we're so low on money right now that you can hardly afford to buy food, how come you can afford all that beer?)
Post by: Dr. Prower on April 09, 2015, 01:18:15 PM
I hate people in general!I share such feelings.
But all you lot are nice :)
Idk if anyone else has had problems connecting to the forum, but I have. I've been missing out on hanging with you guys and it sucked.
Post by: George on April 10, 2015, 08:33:53 AM
Post by: juliet on April 10, 2015, 10:13:05 AM
They are more capable than that. Its so discriminent to do that.
Post by: The Past on April 10, 2015, 10:25:04 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on April 10, 2015, 11:41:56 AM
Dead Space? Excellent! Time to dice me some alien parasites! That death scene sure was messed up, time to keep playing though!
Mortal Kombat?
WHAT ARE YOU DOING
NO
STAHP
JESUS **censor** MAN
Let's just say that a compilation of the fatalities in the new game taught me just where I don't like to go with Gore.
Post by: George on April 10, 2015, 12:08:09 PM
So I don't have a problem with gore, but apparently I do.
Dead Space? Excellent! Time to dice me some alien parasites! That death scene sure was messed up, time to keep playing though!
Mortal Kombat?
WHAT ARE YOU DOING
NO
STAHP
JESUS **censor** MAN
Let's just say that a compilation of the fatalities in the new game taught me just where I don't like to go with Gore.
There's a difference between simple graphic carnage and focused, deliberate brutality.
Post by: Dax Declan on April 10, 2015, 01:10:39 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 10, 2015, 01:51:31 PM
So I don't have a problem with gore, but apparently I do.
Dead Space? Excellent! Time to dice me some alien parasites! That death scene sure was messed up, time to keep playing though!
Mortal Kombat?
WHAT ARE YOU DOING
NO
STAHP
JESUS **censor** MAN
Let's just say that a compilation of the fatalities in the new game taught me just where I don't like to go with Gore.
This is just the beginning. The next stage is "those young people's music is TOO loud!" ;)
But yeah, too much done artlessly just takes you out of the game or film. Saw 7 I'm looking at you!
OT: My partner has a big operation coming up. The last three have been about the worst times of my life. It's hard to not be pessimistic. I'm really hoping (and making plans so) that things will be different.
But the track record is SO bad.
Post by: juliet on April 11, 2015, 10:10:16 PM
Post by: The Past on April 12, 2015, 03:43:28 AM
[22:32:10] * [Person] (Mibbit@[IP]) has joined
[22:32:35] [Person]: hi guys
[22:32:52] [Person]: nvm then
[22:33:32] * [Person] has quit
Seriously. It doesn't hurt to wait for a minute or two when you join and say hi. I was about to say something!
People are so impatient these days.
>:I
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on April 13, 2015, 07:51:57 PM
EDIT: Sentence re-wordificationing
Post by: juliet on April 13, 2015, 08:31:36 PM
Like I understand but at the same time, lemme do what I want.
Post by: Alistair on April 13, 2015, 08:56:39 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on April 15, 2015, 02:15:51 AM
Post by: juliet on April 15, 2015, 02:21:40 AM
Having so much stress and my doc put me on ulcer medicine because of the pain and gas in my stomach.
Whee.
Also. Why can't I STAY angry with someone?
Post by: George on April 15, 2015, 03:09:36 AM
Post by: Delain Azara on April 15, 2015, 03:22:43 AM
Post by: ✡ on April 15, 2015, 03:53:51 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on April 15, 2015, 04:10:12 AM
Netflix in Australia... it is stupid! Bad enough that my housemate's ex went with Dodo which is the worst company in Australia for internet service, so it's already slow enough as is, but with people using up the lines to watch netflix, it makes it even worse GRRRR!
^^so much hate for dodo here aswell
OT contacted telstra about a bill that's 500 and they say its a grand to get them to release the lines so 500 for the bill and 500 to release the hone line so when i get my own cables net i can use someone else THATS NOT RIGHT AT ALL they should be doing it for free that or they want me to use there net and that i wont be at all because then no bet they hard wire in their router and yet i want to use my own but we shall see when i get this bill paid oh wait i need a job for that and i cant get one
Post by: Delain Azara on April 15, 2015, 04:28:36 AM
Post by: anoni on April 15, 2015, 01:12:44 PM
When the lecturer books a room with not enough seats for each person, spends 15 minutes of the 55 minutes we have (to do the test) trying to figure out whether we should move rooms (deciding not to and having people "make do") then have 60% of the entire test on a topic that we literally only started the day before.
This same guy has complaints from his first year class that he called someone "stupid", has no tutorial questions for his class, is very harsh to people when they get a question wrong, was complained about in our third year class, which his response was basically "Whoever made the complaint is an idiot". I'm glad we're not having him anymore.
But, I still failed, and I feel bad about that.
Post by: juliet on April 15, 2015, 01:29:02 PM
Absolutely failed my Quantum Mechanics Midsem, but so did most other people apparently, so whose fault is that?
When the lecturer books a room with not enough seats for each person, spends 15 minutes of the 55 minutes we have (to do the test) trying to figure out whether we should move rooms (deciding not to and having people "make do") then have 60% of the entire test on a topic that we literally only started the day before.
This same guy has complaints from his first year class that he called someone "stupid", has no tutorial questions for his class, is very harsh to people when they get a question wrong, was complained about in our third year class, which his response was basically "Whoever made the complaint is an idiot". I'm glad we're not having him anymore.
But, I still failed, and I feel bad about that.
Tis' not your fault. He sounds like a douche.
On topic: my friend is the bane of my existence and every time he gets in a relationship that gets sour he comes crying to me, like,
"It was your own fault. Go away."
Post by: Dubaku on April 15, 2015, 01:32:00 PM
My friend does the same thing :/Absolutely failed my Quantum Mechanics Midsem, but so did most other people apparently, so whose fault is that?
When the lecturer books a room with not enough seats for each person, spends 15 minutes of the 55 minutes we have (to do the test) trying to figure out whether we should move rooms (deciding not to and having people "make do") then have 60% of the entire test on a topic that we literally only started the day before.
This same guy has complaints from his first year class that he called someone "stupid", has no tutorial questions for his class, is very harsh to people when they get a question wrong, was complained about in our third year class, which his response was basically "Whoever made the complaint is an idiot". I'm glad we're not having him anymore.
But, I still failed, and I feel bad about that.
Tis' not your fault. He sounds like a douche.
On topic: my friend is the bane of my existence and every time he gets in a relationship that gets sour he comes crying to me, like,
"It was your own fault. Go away."
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 15, 2015, 01:36:38 PM
OT: My partner has surgery in 2 weeks, have been to so many Dr's appointments in preparation and everything is looking good. But I'm just so nervous about it going bad, I just can't get my hopes up :/
Post by: juliet on April 15, 2015, 01:43:00 PM
@Anoni, sounds like a complete tool. At best he's in a superposition of incompetent/asshat.
OT: My partner has surgery in 2 weeks, have been to so many Dr's appointments in preparation and everything is looking good. But I'm just so nervous about it going bad, I just can't get my hopes up :/
I hope for the best.
Post by: Dubaku on April 15, 2015, 01:55:59 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 15, 2015, 02:10:56 PM
Got fingers and toes crossed
Post by: ✡ on April 15, 2015, 03:57:12 PM
SSRIs are hell on your belly.
Post by: George on April 15, 2015, 11:03:40 PM
Why did I just post that?
EDIT: that was really freaking weird but I'm gonna leave it up just because it was
Post by: ✡ on April 17, 2015, 12:31:06 AM
*surrenders to complacency*
Post by: Grey on April 17, 2015, 06:36:01 AM
Why can't I fast dammit.
Post by: MrRazot on April 17, 2015, 08:52:19 AM
I was doing it the way you're obviously not meant to. Soups on though.
Post by: anoni on April 17, 2015, 01:09:23 PM
Post by: Cheza on April 17, 2015, 04:21:04 PM
I don't like this at all >->
EDIT: WTF? She's actually talking with someone on the phone about "borrowing" my head and using it to scare the neighbors she's currently at war with. She's probably just joking, but she sometimes she actually -do- stupid things when drunk...
I -really- don't like this now >->
Post by: Grey on April 17, 2015, 05:14:15 PM
Post by: ✡ on April 17, 2015, 05:18:46 PM
Mom is getting way too drunk and way too interested in my suit.I would totally have a drink with your mom.
I don't like this at all >->
EDIT: WTF? She's actually talking with someone on the phone about "borrowing" my head and using it to scare the neighbors she's currently at war with. She's probably just joking, but she sometimes she actually -do- stupid things when drunk...
I -really- don't like this now >->
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 17, 2015, 07:25:04 PM
Post by: Cheza on April 17, 2015, 07:52:07 PM
Today also marks my second day without proper food. Yay.
Oh well, at least my stuff has been left alone..
Post by: ✡ on April 19, 2015, 12:54:56 AM
Oh well.
Only like...50 more years of life to go. That's a long time to be bored.
Post by: Alistair on April 19, 2015, 01:29:29 AM
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on April 19, 2015, 02:01:33 AM
Dammit.
I wish people could stop fighting, i'm SO fed up with this right now.
Post by: Dax Declan on April 20, 2015, 02:05:19 AM
Post by: ✡ on April 20, 2015, 02:19:12 AM
Just got done talking to my dog. Poor pup is 15 years old. He took a turn for the worse today. I'm not sure if he'll make it through the night. I haven't known life without this dog. I'm gonna miss him so much.I know how that is man, I just lost my dog on Easter. You have my condolences.
Post by: Dubaku on April 20, 2015, 07:52:56 PM
Post by: MrRazot on April 20, 2015, 08:33:40 PM
kill me now
2 days download to go...
Post by: George on April 21, 2015, 01:49:30 AM
Anyway, damn, not enough time in a day to get anything done. :S
Post by: ✡ on April 21, 2015, 03:31:19 AM
Post by: George on April 21, 2015, 07:26:49 AM
Tried to draw something again and almost gave up 4 different times because I was shaking from fear of screwing up.I know that feel bro.
Post by: ✡ on April 21, 2015, 04:28:24 PM
The furry fandom makes me feel the worst about it because it's full of talented and fun people, whereas I'm about as interesting as watching paint dry and my only marketable skill is that I'm a warm body that can lift objects.
Oh well, off to my minimum wage job I go.
Post by: Dax Declan on April 22, 2015, 11:32:07 AM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on April 22, 2015, 12:45:12 PM
Tried to draw something again and almost gave up 4 different times because I was shaking from fear of screwing up.I know that feel bro.
That's always been a pet peeve of mine when people say "I know that Feel" or "I am dissapoint" instead of typing the word right. I know they're memes, but it looks so juvenile.
...Still, I know the feeling KangaDrake is going through. I had to go through several drawings till I got one I liked. ...And now even one I finished I'm not sure I like.
Post by: Grey on April 22, 2015, 05:19:09 PM
Stupid brother is doing everything he can to annoy me. I need a lock for my bedroom door.
Post by: George on April 22, 2015, 06:15:34 PM
Tried to draw something again and almost gave up 4 different times because I was shaking from fear of screwing up.I know that feel bro.
That's always been a pet peeve of mine when people say "I know that Feel" or "I am dissapoint" instead of typing the word right. I know they're memes, but it looks so juvenile.
I'll keep that in mind. I guess I try to lighten the mood a bit, but sometimes I do it in ways that can come across as a bit...immature, or unsympathetic.
Post by: ✡ on April 22, 2015, 07:10:43 PM
Post by: Cheza on April 22, 2015, 08:56:05 PM
I'm really starting to feel like I can't take care of myself.
When I'm together with someone or have some close friend I really care about, I try to look after myself better and make sure to "stay alive" for their sake.
I just don't feel like I'm worth caring about at all "for my own sake". I do stupid things, I become extremely anxious and volatile, my mood ends up going all over the place and nothing feels like it's got any point. I just feel like sleeping and sleeping and sleeping. But then I have nightmares instead. Then the whole "Can't sleep, nightmares will eat me" circle begins, which leads to me getting migraines, which makes everything feel even worse.
Currently, it feels like I could die and noone would notice or miss me.
My family considers me to be a failure and I don't really have any close friends anywhere anymore, and those few who do stick around are either getting paid for it (psychologists, social workers, etc) or after something else.
It's a very sad, lonely and depressing thought that I'm once again just a means to an end or a number on a paycheck.
And with no motivation to stay alive, it just makes things feel like even more of a reason to just disappear.
I'm so very tired of this all.
*Whinewhinerantrant*
Post by: Grey on April 22, 2015, 09:00:07 PM
He introduced me to this calf on this farm he worked at. He then asked me to groom it and get the mud out of its fur, and inspect its nose.
After doing as I was asked, he told me that calf was confirmed to have TB, and was going to be put down next week.
I haven't had my TB jab for a long time, and I'm due for about three months now.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on April 22, 2015, 10:16:57 PM
^I gots dem feels about how you feel, man.
Yeah, I was being serious dude. Another pet peeve is when I tell someone something bothers me and they do it anyway.
Post by: Vosur Aekira on April 23, 2015, 02:33:06 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 23, 2015, 05:01:28 PM
Just over it. Whenever I do something good or successful I feel good for a fleeting moment and then just go over and over every details in the inevitable return to normal following a high and end up with a low instead of a reversion to the mean.
It's just so f*cked >:(
Post by: George on April 23, 2015, 11:12:33 PM
Post by: The Past on April 24, 2015, 03:24:25 AM
Post by: ✡ on April 24, 2015, 03:55:40 AM
Post by: Dubaku on April 24, 2015, 04:31:37 AM
Post by: George on April 24, 2015, 05:35:33 AM
So. Many. EARWIGS. They're everywhere and it's getting really annoying, they're not even creepy anymore, just annoying.
Post by: saph the sergal on April 24, 2015, 05:38:14 AM
allright im done with my mum not wanting me to move all because i have a mate who will let me live with him till i get a place or something
Post by: Delain Azara on April 24, 2015, 11:31:24 AM
Post by: Dubaku on April 24, 2015, 01:03:03 PM
Senioritis is real!!!
Post by: ✡ on April 24, 2015, 03:29:02 PM
...oh well.
Post by: George on April 25, 2015, 12:12:38 AM
Post by: The Past on April 25, 2015, 02:11:20 AM
Post by: juliet on April 25, 2015, 02:13:30 AM
Im not even a diabetic.
Post by: ✡ on April 25, 2015, 03:28:16 AM
And it just did.
Awesome.
Post by: Dubaku on April 25, 2015, 07:37:59 PM
Post by: Grey on April 25, 2015, 08:42:20 PM
Post by: juliet on April 25, 2015, 08:47:02 PM
But reference is cheating...?
Bah.
Post by: MrRazot on April 26, 2015, 01:46:46 PM
I don't do enough with irl friends or make enough of an effort not to do things by myself.
Kind of wish I could just move over to the states so I can just leave everything behind me and hang out with my best friend whom I've never met.
I have a lot going for me here in South Africa (asides from constant power outages, racism and xenophobia) but I'm wondering what the future holds for me when it comes to after my course.
I hope I get out of this country at that point.
Post by: juliet on April 26, 2015, 01:51:37 PM
Feeling a bit of a lack of confidence and not feeling to good about myself...I hope you can too. I think you'll love the states, until then though you should make the most of your situation.
I don't do enough with irl friends or make enough of an effort not to do things by myself.
Kind of wish I could just move over to the states so I can just leave everything behind me and hang out with my best friend whom I've never met.
I have a lot going for me here in South Africa (asides from constant power outages, racism and xenophobia) but I'm wondering what the future holds for me when it comes to after my course.
I hope I get out of this country at that point.
On topic I over slept and missed church, not that I normally go. I just told someone I would today. I hope he doesn't get too hurt about it. I also got invited to prom May 9th. I dislike large gatherings but the one who invited me is super nice and I dont want to hurt his feelings what to do... >~<
Post by: ✡ on April 26, 2015, 03:03:41 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 26, 2015, 03:39:17 PM
My head hurts and it won't stop.
Post by: George on April 26, 2015, 06:21:31 PM
I feel as if that most of everyone around me is feeling depressed or have something goin on in their lives that I am too oblivious of even if they flat out tell me. Strange, everyone's starting to feel bad, and the only thing I feel is confusion. What is it? Why is everyone so quiet and faint?
I dunno, it seems to be "in style" to be depressed.
Post by: juliet on April 26, 2015, 06:50:29 PM
Post by: Angder on April 26, 2015, 06:52:43 PM
Post by: Zephyr on April 26, 2015, 06:57:29 PM
Post by: Grey on April 26, 2015, 07:12:43 PM
Also this website has enough salt on it to supply England's fish and chip shops for the next five years at the moment.
Post by: Grovygrunge on April 26, 2015, 08:08:05 PM
Post by: Dubaku on April 26, 2015, 09:16:30 PM
Got dang! I'm out of mango juice! Code Beautiful-Shade-of-Red!
Post by: Grovygrunge on April 26, 2015, 10:14:36 PM
Why and where did people start saying salty? Doesn't make sense
I watched cowboy be-beop recently and a character said both hipster and salty in the same sentance so both terms originated somewhere in the 90s and has been revived by internet culture I assume.
Anime, helping you learn stuff sometimes
OT: I am such a nerd and I'm okay with that...and I'm not okay with that
Post by: BennyJackdaw on April 27, 2015, 01:18:34 AM
Neither am I...
I remember the people here used to be warmer and more friendly. I could mention I was misanthropic and people would just be fine with it. Now I'm treated like a horrible human being because I don't like my own species.
Also, people whenever I talk about the horrible things my species does and people excuse it by saying "If other species were intelligent, they'd do the same thing." They completely miss the point. Even if another species would, that doesn't excuse ourselves for not even TRYING to better ourselves as a species.
Post by: Grey on April 28, 2015, 12:03:25 AM
Right, rant over.
Oops, I'm out of nettle tea! It's a disaster!
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 28, 2015, 12:10:49 AM
I really want to play though. :/
Post by: juliet on April 28, 2015, 12:14:59 AM
Like no thanks.
Post by: George on April 28, 2015, 12:29:28 AM
Post by: ✡ on April 28, 2015, 12:32:42 AM
Post by: Cheza on April 28, 2015, 06:47:48 AM
Post by: juliet on April 28, 2015, 10:09:17 AM
Its like. Brain. Stop.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on April 28, 2015, 12:50:40 PM
Also, I'm sick and ****ing tired of the term "Furfag." No, it's NOT a friendly term, it is basically a threat. It basically means "Die a gruesome death furry." That's what it basically meant when it was new, but of course the same Fake Furries use the term to death and, frankly, I just want to drive a knife in someone's knee whenever I hear someone use that word outside the context I'm currently using it in.
Post by: Vulpatrino on April 29, 2015, 12:52:24 AM
3 of my friends (you know who you are) and I seem to be stuck in some sort of emotional situation... I'm not sure I even understand what's happening. One of them's having an emotional breakdown of some sort, and is beating himself up because he thinks he's a burden on us. He's having trust issues with one of us (specifically his boyfriend), but is more worried that he's being a paranoid wreck. He sometimes lashes out at one of us, but always regrets it.
That one of us is getting super frustrated with the situation, but he really cares about that friend. The other one (his boyfriend) is either unable to deal with this or not willing to put forth the effort, and I don't really know which it is.
Then there's me, constantly trying to help the guy, but getting absolutely nowhere with it. I don't know what I'm doing...
None of the pieces seem to fit together in my mind... we all love each other. We're supposed to get along and help each other in times of need. Now it's like nothing works and I feel like I'm just watching something beautiful fall apart.
The worst part is that if it did fall apart, I don't know whose side I would be on. I love all my friends equally, and don't think I could ever choose anyone over another.
I'm just tired of dealing with this... but I'm not gonna give up. Not while I at least have a chance of helping them.
I just wish they'd all see each others' sides of the issue, and try to work it out calmly and peacefully, without taking anything personally.
And I'm fully aware that they'll probably all see this... I just can't say things this way to their faces because I care about them. I love them, and never want to hurt any of them... but some things just need to be said.
So to my friends, I merely say this:
You are not a burden. You are not a problem.
You are all friends, and friends help each other.
I love you all, and don't want to lose any of you. Nor do I want you to lose each other.
Please.
Post by: Grey on April 29, 2015, 05:46:42 AM
Post by: Vulpatrino on April 29, 2015, 02:35:44 PM
I'm sorry.
I was mad that my life keeps throwing drama at me, and the wrong words came out. I understand you have a lot to deal with...
Truth be told, I've never had an experience where I couldn't help someone because of my own problems... so I didn't think that you might. I try to see stuff from other people's points of view, but when I'm helping one friend, sometimes I forget about another.
So I'm sorry. I was a jackhole, and I didn't stop to think about your problems. You're one of my best friends, and I never meant to hurt you. I'll be keeping my words in closer check from now on... I can't afford to hurt any more people I love.
I'm sorry.
Post by: The Magic Otter on May 01, 2015, 06:46:28 PM
Post by: MrRazot on May 01, 2015, 08:44:23 PM
Lol
What is love?
Post by: The Magic Otter on May 01, 2015, 08:46:04 PM
Post by: juliet on May 01, 2015, 10:02:54 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on May 01, 2015, 10:42:29 PM
Post by: The Past on May 02, 2015, 01:46:06 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 02, 2015, 03:21:06 AM
The antibiotics make me feel even worse.
Post by: ✡ on May 04, 2015, 02:17:14 AM
I hate it.
I'm so done with it.
But nobody will let me leave.
Post by: Grey on May 04, 2015, 08:23:12 AM
Post by: juliet on May 04, 2015, 09:18:50 PM
Like theu did something wrong. However, they don't even KNOW what they did wrong... uhg..
Post by: Nrein on May 04, 2015, 09:41:17 PM
I hate it when people can't apologize due to pure ignorance,
Like theu did something wrong. However, they don't even KNOW what they did wrong... uhg..
There's a lot of that going around.
Post by: juliet on May 04, 2015, 09:45:39 PM
Post by: Dubaku on May 04, 2015, 09:57:44 PM
OT: People automatically be assuming that just because I have rich family that I'm rich. While they do provide me with some financial aid, I have to pay for a majority of shit I got. "Man, you're just a spoiled rich kid who gets everything handed to you on a silver platter!" True, I'm a Bentley as a graduation gift, college graduation mind you, but I still have to pay the insurance, $1,270/mo. There's just no limit to people's ignorance is there?
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 04, 2015, 10:02:01 PM
I hate it when people can't apologize due to pure ignorance,
Like theu did something wrong. However, they don't even KNOW what they did wrong... uhg..
Can't really expect someone to apolgise for something when they don't see what they did wrong. That doesn't make them a douche. You should say "hey man, that wasn't cool" then if they're normal they'll either say "oh sorry" or as you to explain. People who expect apologies from you when you don't know what you did is quite annoying, just explain if it's clear the other person doesn't get it. not hard
Post by: juliet on May 04, 2015, 10:03:33 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 05, 2015, 02:43:29 PM
Post by: Grey on May 05, 2015, 03:56:22 PM
Also the dog ate my teabags again.
Post by: ✡ on May 05, 2015, 04:06:08 PM
I didn't even realize this doesn't happen to most people until I was talking to my coworker about it yesterday.
Post by: Cheza on May 06, 2015, 07:00:08 AM
Which leads to me being stuck in my corner in my magical bed that's somehow got a magical force-field that can keep all meanies away (yeah, right. There is no logic in this head).
I can't do anything else because the chills that go down my spine are just too much.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 06, 2015, 11:24:49 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 06, 2015, 03:31:35 PM
So, after finally managing to crawl up from whatever hell-hole it is I've been (mentally) stuck in for the past weeks/months and actually starting to feel happy and inspired to do things, I read -ONE- horror story. ONE short stupid extremely unrealistic story. And now I'm feeling anxious and "on edge" again because I can't help feeling like something is about to eat me as soon as I turn my back at it.
Which leads to me being stuck in my corner in my magical bed that's somehow got a magical force-field that can keep all meanies away (yeah, right. There is no logic in this head).
I can't do anything else because the chills that go down my spine are just too much.
If you drag a blanket with you the force field follows you around btw.
OT: Not enough sleep again. Can't clear my chest, it's been weeks. I think it's time for a change.
Post by: The Magic Otter on May 06, 2015, 05:06:22 PM
Post by: juliet on May 06, 2015, 07:34:51 PM
Id like to know why in English and Spanish, even though I'm awful at both. I seem to be the only one who comprehends double meanings? Or metaphors?
We just got done with Julius Caesar. Only one who even got it was me and I was out for like. Two or three days at first. FML.
Like why am I the only one who understands the meaning of tener?! SPANISH IS kinda EASY.
Post by: juliet on May 06, 2015, 07:51:29 PM
Tener= to have,You forgot Tenéis. Which is only used in Spain but who cares!!
Conjugations...
Tengo= I have
Tienes= you have
Tiene= he/she has
tenemos= We have
Tienen= they have
Post by: ✡ on May 07, 2015, 12:26:34 AM
Post by: anoni on May 07, 2015, 05:55:31 AM
I need to question why I'm the only one i know in my school who has a deep appreciation of cinema, particularly art-house cinema. I mean really, no one i know has heard of any of my favourite directors, how the hell does one not know Stanley Kubrick? Or David Lynch? Or David Fincher? Or Lars Von Trier? Or- well, you get the point.
I agree, people should take more care of directors. Stanley Kubrick and David Fincher are my favourites out of your list xD
OT:
Skipped uni today, cause I was lazy. I start work in a month and I got to get out of this habit...
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 07, 2015, 05:31:56 PM
I can't even say what's bothering me. Sick of people trying to interfere with my life.
UGH!! Just **censor** off and die! >:(
Post by: Teiko on May 08, 2015, 08:29:22 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 08, 2015, 11:12:27 AM
Post by: Angder on May 08, 2015, 02:47:55 PM
Thats because the school blocked TFF.
No big deal, I will have gotten around the block by Monday.
Post by: Cheza on May 08, 2015, 04:53:56 PM
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....
Post by: Aakosir on May 08, 2015, 07:26:23 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 08, 2015, 08:12:07 PM
Post by: juliet on May 08, 2015, 09:43:15 PM
I can't believe how bad I am at everything, like damnnnn. I'm such a genetic waste it's just amazing.But you aren't. I'm positive you're good at something, you just can't realize that you are. Hang in there buddy, okie?
On topic I am swinging back into depression and sleeping a shit ton. Today I was asked to my friends birthday by him, before our expected date to meet. However I can not go, because the reason we set a date to meet in the first place was so that I could get a car and money and become old enough to go myself.
Im highly upset because he was 100% willing for it, even though his family was there. He is so careful about his family knowing about me. This seriously sucks.
Post by: George on May 09, 2015, 02:57:59 AM
I'm such a genetic waste it's just amazing.
I'll admit I'm amazed!
Back on subject of the thread, I hate when people have a bad experience or are feeling grumpy so they try and give "advice" by telling someone everything's wrong and they're they doing everything wrong, just making a huge deal about how horrible things are going to be and they'll only get worse. Just because you're in a bad mood doesn't mean my life is pointless and miserable.
Edited to avoid miscommunication and drama bombs~
Post by: ✡ on May 09, 2015, 03:06:56 AM
ain't you a peachI'm such a genetic waste it's just amazing.
I'll admit I'm amazed!
0n a semi-related note, I hate when people have a bad experience or are feeling grumpy so they try and give "advice" by telling someone everything's wrong and they're they doing everything wrong, just making a huge deal about how horrible things are going to be and they'll only get worse. Just because you're in a bad mood doesn't mean my life is pointless and miserable.
Post by: kalan on May 10, 2015, 01:34:42 AM
Post by: Cheza on May 10, 2015, 07:35:45 AM
Post by: George on May 10, 2015, 10:31:08 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 10, 2015, 11:42:47 PM
Post by: Nrein on May 10, 2015, 11:58:03 PM
I hate how someone finding out something about you can change their whole outlook on your behaviour and make them start treating you differently.
Yeah, it's really annoying when someone can take something about you, even if it's not that important, and treat you/talk to or about you, based on it.
Post by: Teiko on May 11, 2015, 08:31:58 AM
My dad asked me why these vent filters that were in my room on the floor were now against the wall in the hallway so I told him I didn't want them in my room. Then he started to carry them back in there so I repeated myself. So he responded with "Shut up (insert homophobic slur here)"
That's awful :/
Post by: juliet on May 11, 2015, 09:37:37 AM
Post by: Cheza on May 12, 2015, 11:18:36 AM
There's no way I'll be able to pay that off on time and I have no idea who I'm supposed to call to about it.
If I even dare to call someone, that is.
I've been told these things were all sorted out a couple months ago since the place that sent the bills had messed something up earlier, and noone's bothered to explain these papers to me even when I have asked about them and I've been away from home a lot lately, so it's on the verge of becoming a huge crisis now.
I'm seriously feeling really really sick right now.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 12, 2015, 11:59:51 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 12, 2015, 02:53:42 PM
yet she always brings them home
Post by: Jax Xa on May 13, 2015, 10:59:28 AM
Post by: VonnRoux on May 13, 2015, 02:12:01 PM
Post by: Dubaku on May 13, 2015, 02:24:22 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 13, 2015, 08:35:31 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 13, 2015, 08:37:16 PM
OT: I've been drinking a lot of caffeine lately and it's making me not feel well. But it taste so good D:
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 13, 2015, 08:40:59 PM
O.T: Welcome to my life Dax, a life of resisting the urge to drink all the coffee there is
Post by: ✡ on May 14, 2015, 06:37:01 AM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on May 14, 2015, 12:51:52 PM
Post by: Dubaku on May 14, 2015, 01:07:33 PM
Imma throw the cats in the pond and watch 'em drown.
And I'd like to take a moment; just tell you why
They are furry little retards that deserve to die.
Woke up this morning, to find that they once again **censor** with my glasses.
Now, this wouldn't be so bad. If I weren't seated in the back of all my classes.
They've managed to pass themselves off as cute and sweet
Now I'm gonna punt their little asses out in the street.
Seriously, though. I've had enough of the cats. Soon as I get home from school, I'm taking their dumbasses to the SPCA.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 14, 2015, 01:31:57 PM
Some jerks on another forum made a topic about me claiming I screw cats, and now I've never felt more like hurting people than right now.
Awwh dude, that's awful. So many assclowns about just wanting to troll.
OT: Insomnia is crap, noisy neighbours are crap, kids are entirely too loud and silly. Dogs are gross.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 14, 2015, 01:35:11 PM
Post by: Cheza on May 15, 2015, 03:18:25 PM
Post by: VonnRoux on May 15, 2015, 04:06:57 PM
Post by: Gone forever on May 15, 2015, 04:07:55 PM
I fell out of bed
Post by: ✡ on May 16, 2015, 07:09:16 AM
Post by: Teiko on May 16, 2015, 08:47:06 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 16, 2015, 09:16:56 AM
Post by: Teiko on May 16, 2015, 09:18:12 AM
Come on, it's not that bad
I wasn't even talking about you Obey, so calm down.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 16, 2015, 09:47:41 AM
Post by: The Past on May 16, 2015, 09:48:48 AM
Been getting tired of so many scummy people coming to this forum. Sometimes i'm about to leave because it's ridiculous. Trolls, spammers, just plain rude people. This is the one place i really feel at home and come here to escape reality, and when i see that it's being compromised it makes me feel horrible.
Sent you a PM.
Unfortunately, there will always be spammers and scammers and trolls joining ANY forum. It's best to just report and ignore them.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 16, 2015, 12:54:13 PM
Post by: VonnRoux on May 16, 2015, 01:05:24 PM
I'm coming to you <3
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 16, 2015, 03:06:09 PM
You be careful, ya hear?
Post by: Angder on May 16, 2015, 05:52:36 PM
Its... hard to explain.
Post by: Aconitum on May 16, 2015, 05:56:45 PM
My mum said I couldn't go to comicon...I'm sneaking out right now as we speak. >.> comicon!!!!
I'm coming to you <3
Oh damn, girl. Be careful, darlin and I hope you have a good time.
OT: I really hate living with my cow of a mother. If my roomies had put in as much effort as i did for our apartment, I would NOT be in the situation I'm in right now. This woman is a disgusting tart and I'm well done with her.
Post by: MrRazot on May 16, 2015, 06:00:53 PM
Blood and such and hurt a bit.
Another damper was me getting the Internet bill... damnit
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 16, 2015, 06:03:35 PM
Post by: MrRazot on May 16, 2015, 06:23:24 PM
Post by: Grey on May 16, 2015, 09:54:22 PM
Dear brother, please stop bringing people into the house. Your friends keep breaking things and leaving a mess. And throwing your car keys into a bush while having a strop? Great idea because, you know, the car totally isn't in an alleyway and unlocked and holding several very important and expensive things in them that don't belong to you.
I'm getting so tired of their antics. It's ruining everyone's lives. Home doesn't feel safe anymore. It's more like a gosh darned battleground and I can never be at ease here. Home is supposed to be a relaxed place, not a warzone for two selfish and narcissistic prats.
Post by: Midnight Madness on May 17, 2015, 03:03:01 AM
Here's hoping I can find a solution to this before it devolves any further.
Post by: juliet on May 17, 2015, 03:08:30 AM
Of course. Truck I just fixed blows its radiator halfway through a roadtrip. I put everything I had into the **censor** thing, and something still went horribly wrong. I just hope I didn't blow the head gasket, along with the radiator. Stop leak doesn't seem to cease it, but it slows it down. Not driving it hot or anything, just pissed off. I'm sick of bullshit vehicle trouble, I just want to drive.Get a Volkswagen.
Here's hoping I can find a solution to this before it devolves any further.
Post by: ✡ on May 17, 2015, 06:03:47 AM
Kill me now.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 17, 2015, 10:24:27 AM
(http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/05/17/fe0d7f6f89493d703d7b74622e9245b8.jpg)
**censor**
Post by: George on May 17, 2015, 11:07:24 AM
Post by: VonnRoux on May 17, 2015, 04:03:12 PM
Post by: Teiko on May 17, 2015, 04:06:16 PM
I did something bad at comicon and I honestly feel like sh*t !!!
You have to say what it was :o
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 17, 2015, 04:09:45 PM
Post by: VonnRoux on May 17, 2015, 04:13:09 PM
(http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/05/17/0b536a5a89919688296e2c4faec5526e.jpg)
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 17, 2015, 05:59:59 PM
So lazy... Tomorrow is Monday...
;_______________;
Post by: Dr. Prower on May 17, 2015, 08:47:38 PM
Post by: MrRazot on May 18, 2015, 07:47:38 PM
Post by: juliet on May 18, 2015, 07:52:44 PM
I can only be my own best friend for so long...I'll be your friend... ILL HELP YOU CARRY ONN *breaks into song.*
Anyway, on topic. I miss a few of the seniors, but honestly I'm so glad that they're all gone. Then again the new freshmen are legit double from last years and I'm going to cry because that os just WAY too many people.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 18, 2015, 08:43:17 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 19, 2015, 01:35:44 AM
People just take my creativity for granted and want to use me.
I'm sick of just being a **censor** commodity.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 19, 2015, 01:42:29 AM
Post by: Aconitum on May 19, 2015, 01:44:07 AM
Post by: kalan on May 19, 2015, 01:48:20 AM
Post by: Farewell on May 19, 2015, 01:50:11 AM
Post by: Jane on May 19, 2015, 11:56:27 AM
Post by: juliet on May 19, 2015, 12:25:31 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 19, 2015, 10:50:15 PM
Post by: Jane on May 19, 2015, 10:52:23 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on May 20, 2015, 03:28:13 AM
I have 12 hours of driving starting tomorrow, so this damn head cold had better die. Honestly, my body is really battering me this trip. I've made it once before, but this time I'm garnering no cooperation internally. Thankfully, I am better rested and the stomach and throat pain are gone. I just have to get rid of this cold and I'm golden. Maybe. Either way, this trip is a huge pain in the ass. Guess it's all for a good enough payoff, after all. I'll be able to make a suitable living off the potential work opportunities in the town I'll be staying. Too bad I hate the landscape of the area. Always a compromise, I guess.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 20, 2015, 07:10:10 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on May 20, 2015, 01:20:33 PM
i broke and brought trainz a new era
need a laugh loaded uncle kages mwff story hr for last year
feel much better
Post by: George on May 20, 2015, 05:16:46 PM
Post by: Jane on May 20, 2015, 09:50:40 PM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 21, 2015, 05:08:01 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 21, 2015, 09:09:22 AM
Post by: juliet on May 21, 2015, 09:39:27 AM
Post by: anoni on May 21, 2015, 09:41:08 AM
Post by: juliet on May 21, 2015, 09:44:18 AM
Post-surgery pains hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngSorry to hear o.o I have pains in my torso like my organs are popping. So thats fun.
On topic though, I genuinely am starting to hate my "friends" at school. They're annoying and get me in trouble more than they look out for me. Whether its drama or teachers. I do not want to go back today.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 21, 2015, 11:49:09 AM
Post Merge: May 21, 2015, 11:55:58 AM
Did I mention I can't block the day out with music either?
Post by: The Past on May 21, 2015, 11:56:04 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 21, 2015, 06:56:04 PM
Post by: Nrein on May 21, 2015, 07:50:13 PM
the wait for commissions always seems longer than it is
Unless it's four months.
And the artist completely forgets about you.
Whilst working on newer, cheaper, better looking arts .w.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 21, 2015, 07:57:35 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 21, 2015, 09:45:29 PM
Post by: Grey on May 21, 2015, 11:46:11 PM
Post by: Angder on May 22, 2015, 12:26:25 AM
Dealing with others as well as the depression is just too hard.
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 22, 2015, 12:54:59 AM
O.T: I wish people wouldn't act like they have someone figured out to be some kind of arsehole when they don't even know them enough to have the right to, I mean come on.
Currently thinking about my father too...
Post by: Nrein on May 22, 2015, 01:37:58 AM
I wish people wouldn't act like they have someone figured out to be some kind of arsehole when they don't even know them enough to have the right to, I mean come on.
This. All of my this. There are many people that could learn this lesson.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 22, 2015, 02:20:51 AM
Post by: Farewell on May 22, 2015, 02:31:11 AM
Post by: Grey on May 22, 2015, 08:23:43 PM
Post by: juliet on May 22, 2015, 08:27:28 PM
I wish my brother would realise just how lucky he is to have a mother that cares so much about him.I know.
My mom hates me. But loves him. And I have done nothing but try and make her happy. All he does is.. let me think.. NOTHING. He's so lucky it makes me sick. He jumps on me for nothing and **censor** says I try and control him and blah blah. Like. I was just talking about plants from biology class what do you want from me Dx *intense hissing.*
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 22, 2015, 08:39:54 PM
Good luck with that!
OT: Got on facebook (which I avoid) and it annoyed me within 10 minutes. Why do I even try?
Post by: Aconitum on May 22, 2015, 08:46:15 PM
@Jules, your mother only sees her own faults when she looks at you and her male idealisation when she looks at your brother. I would bet all my money she has father issues.
Good luck with that!
OT: Got on facebook (which I avoid) and it annoyed me within 10 minutes. Why do I even try?
Oh I hear ya, Trixsie Vixsie. I f**king hate Facebook. I made a new one for the sake of starting a new, but nothing changed at all for me.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 22, 2015, 10:39:04 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on May 22, 2015, 10:49:12 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 22, 2015, 11:19:43 PM
Post by: juliet on May 22, 2015, 11:27:06 PM
I just drew this and the person it's for isn't even replying. Omfg. I'm so mad. Whycan'tpeopleappriciatemeomfg.
Post by: ✡ on May 23, 2015, 03:04:16 AM
Payday is tomorrow though
Post by: BennyJackdaw on May 23, 2015, 12:09:45 PM
(http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/05/22/bf412fadd75ee8d39a90615601644eff.jpg)
I just drew this and the person it's for isn't even replying. Omfg. I'm so mad. Whycan'tpeopleappriciatemeomfg.
I know that feeling. I remember a secret santa art-trade down at another forum. I worked my butt off trying to draw a HUMAN character because I didn't want to disappoint my client, and I had to badger her after a month for her to acknowledge that she saw it. I felt kind of depressed, like I had just drawn something I hate drawing for nothing.
...It didn't help that the person who had to draw my characters did a really mediocre job. ...Also drew one of my giant characters the same size as a character he's suppose to be twice the height of because I forgot to specify.
By the way, that drawing is quite adorable. I really like the expressions, they just seem so sweet.
Post by: Jane on May 23, 2015, 05:45:26 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 23, 2015, 05:51:47 PM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 23, 2015, 09:11:45 PM
Post by: juliet on May 23, 2015, 09:21:22 PM
On topic... West Virginia has no food variety and its killing me.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on May 24, 2015, 12:36:15 AM
Post by: kalan on May 24, 2015, 12:55:03 AM
Post by: ✡ on May 24, 2015, 02:45:17 AM
I have to drag myself through every day because there's no other choice.
One of these days I'm just going to stop doing anything at all and see what happens.
Post by: George on May 24, 2015, 02:47:08 AM
Anyway, wow, I get really upset really easy under certain conditions.
Post by: Midnight Madness on May 24, 2015, 03:09:27 PM
I grow impatient. Especially since I'm sleeping in the living room.
Post by: The Past on May 25, 2015, 05:56:04 AM
I think I lost a budding friendship thanks to my stupidity...
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 25, 2015, 04:14:39 PM
Post by: juliet on May 26, 2015, 01:11:46 AM
Post by: Cheza on May 26, 2015, 09:57:23 PM
Also feeling like I'm back down in that lovely personal hell of mine again. Just in time for me having to go back to my mothers place for some time again....
And so awfully alone.
Post by: Aconitum on May 27, 2015, 01:18:41 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 27, 2015, 04:30:57 PM
Post by: Aconitum on May 27, 2015, 04:41:42 PM
Post by: juliet on May 27, 2015, 04:55:38 PM
I'm tired of being unappreciated by people. It's **censor** annoying and not fair in the slightest.I appriciate you.
On topic. My friend messages me to tell me that kids are actually saying "thank god shes not here." Talking about me.
These are kids I've never done anything to but be nice. The fact i havent been able to really move all morning is what makes me upset. No one is even worried if I'm okay.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 28, 2015, 04:48:59 AM
Post by: kalan on May 28, 2015, 09:27:56 AM
Post by: Grey on May 28, 2015, 10:34:51 AM
Post by: The Past on May 28, 2015, 08:02:35 PM
Post by: Crest Is Dead ((For Now)) on May 28, 2015, 08:04:45 PM
Post by: juliet on May 28, 2015, 08:11:11 PM
Evna. I'm feeling that. I get so depressed around the summer because I have very little friends to do anything with.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 28, 2015, 08:11:31 PM
the idiot that I am I left a 800 hundred word essay to the last minuteHappens to me every time
Post by: Dax Declan on May 28, 2015, 09:35:00 PM
Post by: Jane on May 28, 2015, 11:46:42 PM
Post by: ✡ on May 29, 2015, 03:08:08 AM
Guess it's a long downward spiral from here.
Post by: The Past on May 29, 2015, 04:00:36 AM
It's so humid I can't stand it.
Post by: ✡ on May 29, 2015, 04:02:21 AM
Fat isn't so bad!Don't I know it, it's been raining for a month straight here which is super rare for Colorado. Imagine living in a literal desert and then having it be transformed into Florida in just 4 weeks Dx
It's so humid I can't stand it.
Post by: Dubaku on May 29, 2015, 04:18:48 AM
>.>
I think I've been a f*ckboy a majority of the time on this Forum in the past... yep, It's spreading. Now, if y'all will excuse me I gotta go get treated
Post by: Aconitum on May 30, 2015, 12:53:50 AM
It's not like I can call the cops. I hate cops with a passion and nothing has happened yet.
Edit: ended up calling the cops. Let's see if they actually do something or just **censor** about until it's probably too late.
Post by: Dr. Prower on May 30, 2015, 01:29:38 AM
Post by: Farewell on May 30, 2015, 01:33:11 AM
Anyways, of course people at my school feel bad when I'm sick or down. When they think it's funny to screw with me, and now I'm having memories back when I was in elementary being treated like trash, I never cried but hid my emotions and cried once I was locked away in my room so my parents wouldn't worry and siblings would call me 'cry baby'. And now I'm high school they act all nice and try to be my friend, Hell no I'm not going to forgive them, calling me names and half the guys try to ask me out and the girls trying to make me one of them, no thanks I'm good with being myself and not some kind of douche... There's enough in this vulgar world we don't need anymore. *sigh* I'm just hanging by the thread... Slowly breaking... I will lose it, school needs to end quickly...
Post by: Aconitum on May 30, 2015, 01:39:33 AM
Post by: The Past on May 30, 2015, 05:51:18 AM
Post by: Teiko on May 30, 2015, 06:02:18 AM
Damn.... This world seems cruel. Have problems of my own but I'd like to keep them low profile, but wow. People punching dogs, body-builder rapists, people ganging up on others, and a bear who's being ignored. War, war never changes..
Punching dogs seems very humane compared to duct taping a firework in their mouth or killing them slowly with a flame thrower.
Post by: The Past on May 30, 2015, 06:09:58 AM
Damn.... This world seems cruel. Have problems of my own but I'd like to keep them low profile, but wow. People punching dogs, body-builder rapists, people ganging up on others, and a bear who's being ignored. War, war never changes..
You trivializing my problem, ya nut? :P
Damn.... This world seems cruel. Have problems of my own but I'd like to keep them low profile, but wow. People punching dogs, body-builder rapists, people ganging up on others, and a bear who's being ignored. War, war never changes..
Punching dogs seems very humane compared to duct taping a firework in their mouth or killing them slowly with a flame thrower.
Jeez. X_x;;
I remember back in middle school, there were kids who bragged about exploding frogs and other animals with fireworks.
Just... WHY?! Why is animal torture something to brag about for these kids?! It's like, "Hey guys, let me tell you about how much of a possible psychopath I am."
....uh oki...
Hey, why aren't the donators... Well, you know, "donator looking" anymore?
The donator status stays for a month after they donated, if I remember correctly. Then it disappears until they donate again.
Post by: Teiko on May 30, 2015, 07:45:59 AM
And the dogs that were burned alive with a flame-thrower... That one scarred me for life. I also saw someone do it to a cat. (all this online btw). Those dogs probably spent their whole lives thinking "these people are my friends". I'm shaking right now just talking about it. If I ever witness something like that happen in front of me (eye for an eye).
I find it ironic that horror movies like Saw depict these gruesome over-the-top torturous deaths and we all react like "that's so awful!!! I couldn't imagine that happening to me!! I'm glad it's just a movie..."
...and meanwhile we are doing those things to helpless animals and it nobody even questions it. You can't get much more f*king evil than that.
I've lost all trust in all people, because I have this pre-conceived notion now that everyone is a potential animal torturer without me knowing. I wish humans would just disappear. I truly feel that humans are evil and that people who are smart, kind, and responsible are extremely rare exceptions to the rule.
At my last job I got to spend time with people who abuse animals. Part of the reason I walked off. I got to look at terrified, dehydrated, cramped dogs in their eyes everyday, and watch coworkers taunting them. It seems like default human nature is to cause destruction and pain. And we see this in every moment of our history as long as we have recorded history. Humans are scum. I trust none of them. Generally the only people I really feel comfortable around are my fur friends.
Post by: The Past on May 30, 2015, 08:27:56 AM
That "humans are evil" mentality irritates me, in all honesty, and not just for the generalization. There is no evil, only the misguided. And the insane, but those also fit in with "misguided".
Post by: Teiko on May 30, 2015, 08:54:16 AM
Post by: Grey on May 30, 2015, 10:32:14 AM
Post by: Aconitum on May 30, 2015, 02:24:07 PM
I find it ironic that horror movies like Saw depict these gruesome over-the-top torturous deaths and we all react like "that's so awful!!! I couldn't imagine that happening to me!! I'm glad it's just a movie..."
A lot of the people that think that way about a horror movie, think that way when they see an abused animal. "Oh my god, how could anyone do that to a puppy or harm a defenseless kitten?" Most people are in disbelief to these kinds of things. We can't confidently say NO ONE cares. That just isn't fair.
...and meanwhile we are doing those things to helpless animals and it nobody even questions it. You can't get much more f*king evil than that.
While I hate when people nit pick an argument like this, and I hate humans just as much as the next guy, I have to say this. Generalizing humans as a down right rotten and evil species, just... Doesn't quite make sense. At least, not for the reasons you have. There are a lot of people who question animal abuse, otherwise there would not be so many organizations against it. And, I'm sorry to take things to this dark place, but right as we speak, some man or woman is probably torchering a young girl or boy in their basement, or gunning down a man in front of his family. If you ask me, that's pretty evil.
Post by: Aconitum on May 30, 2015, 02:24:58 PM
Post by: Cheza on May 30, 2015, 03:04:26 PM
"Y'know, if it wasn't for the brandy, none of you would've existed"
You sure have a way with words, dad.
Post by: Crest Is Dead ((For Now)) on May 30, 2015, 03:27:24 PM
Sometimes I feel like I want to die because of the experience and curiosity. It pisses me off so much that I have these thoughts
Post by: Farewell on May 30, 2015, 03:44:50 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on May 30, 2015, 03:55:04 PM
Damn.... This world seems cruel. Have problems of my own but I'd like to keep them low profile, but wow. People punching dogs, body-builder rapists, people ganging up on others, and a bear who's being ignored. War, war never changes..It took me a few minutes to realize my problem was referenced lol
Also I have no clean clothes, and Jehovah's Witnesses are at my door.
Post by: kalan on May 30, 2015, 04:03:29 PM
Post by: Grey on May 30, 2015, 04:11:31 PM
My headteacher in my primary school always outdid himself in making sure all his students were well looked after.
Mrs. Jarman, the late lovely lady who took care of children would go above and beyond to make sure everyone was happy and healthy.
My PLA (Personal Learning Assistant) has over a hundred students to look after. She works without slacking to make sure they get the best out of their education.
My old doctor was really nice too. Saved my mother's life even though he risked ruining his career.
I wish people would realise that there is alot of humans on this Earth. 8 billion of them in fact and that it's impossible to say that they are entirely good or evil. They're just very diverse. They're not perfect, neither are we, but at least they're working to become better.
Right, now for a slightly pettier vent:
I lost my USB. Again.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on May 30, 2015, 04:13:45 PM
Post by: Seko on May 30, 2015, 04:15:26 PM
Stuff
Stuff
Not all humans are like this. Humanity is crazy moral in comparison to other stuff. Compared to animals we are crazy smart and complex, and the idea of any empathy at all is a really really amazing things for humans to have. We are the only species with high-species to low-species empathy or recognition of other viewpoints of life at all.
So yeah, people do terrible stuff sometimes. We also do some good things, and given how intelligent and viciously dominant a species we are, we should be proud we don't do a lot more evil stuff.
Post by: The Past on May 30, 2015, 04:15:44 PM
That said, it's best to continue this discussion in a thread of its own.
Post by: Aconitum on May 30, 2015, 04:25:25 PM
All humans R bad because I saw some stuff on the internetTeiko you're absoulutley right. I have literally one other example I saw one time
Not all humans are like this. Humanity is crazy moral in comparison to other stuff. Compared to animals we are crazy smart and complex, and the idea of any empathy at all is a really really amazing things for humans to have. We are the only species with high-species to low-species empathy or recognition of other viewpoints of life at all.
So yeah, people do terrible stuff sometimes. We also do some good things, and given how intelligent and viciously dominant a species we are, we should be proud we don't do a lot more evil stuff.
I'm sorry, but I'd just like to slip in that belittling someone else's point like that is not at all fair in an argument.
Anyways! I don't wanna ever go back to Lock Haven Pennsylvania. That was a terrible night last night and I want nothing more to do with that place if those two terrible people are there. Ugh!
Post by: kalan on May 30, 2015, 04:56:55 PM
StuffStuff
Not all humans are like this. Humanity is crazy moral in comparison to other stuff. Compared to animals we are crazy smart and complex, and the idea of any empathy at all is a really really amazing things for humans to have. We are the only species with high-species to low-species empathy or recognition of other viewpoints of life at all.
So yeah, people do terrible stuff sometimes. We also do some good things, and given how intelligent and viciously dominant a species we are, we should be proud we don't do a lot more evil stuff.
Hold on I would like to point out that this was used to defend humanity's empathy and good nature. If you look youll even see intelligence in there. And seriously the it could be worse mentaility
Post by: Aconitum on May 30, 2015, 05:00:40 PM
OT: I went to the store once I got home and argued with a cashier for ten minutes about whether or not dollar coins exist. -_-
Post by: Midnight Madness on May 30, 2015, 07:54:55 PM
The human mind retains all negative thoughts more strongly than positive ones, specifically for the purpose of teaching you what to stay away from. But with the evolution of human intellectuality, it also has come to be the vessel that teaches us wherein our morals exist, and it's now a vessel we can adapt based on acquired information.
So in short, to claim that a group of individual organisms are all the same or can all be lumped into one group beyond their scientific divisions is the most asinine rejection of common sense and akin to noticing everything but the elephant in the room.
And yes, this is my vent because I am so sick and disgusted by how prevalent this "I HATE HUMANS/humans should disappear" mindset is. Saying that is as much of an insult to one's friends to the man who just got done rescuing a puppy from a burning house. Humans have just as much of a capacity for good as they do for evil. I don't hate people, I hate bad people.
Post by: Aconitum on May 30, 2015, 08:10:51 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on May 30, 2015, 08:12:47 PM
Post by: George on May 30, 2015, 09:00:55 PM
Humanity is not evil, there are just evil humans. . .in short, to claim that a group of individual organisms are all the same or can all be lumped into one group beyond their scientific divisions is the most asinine rejection of common sense and akin to noticing everything but the elephant in the room.
And yes, this is my vent because I am so sick and disgusted by how prevalent this "I HATE HUMANS/humans should disappear" mindset is. Saying that is as much of an insult to one's friends to the man who just got done rescuing a puppy from a burning house. Humans have just as much of a capacity for good as they do for evil. I don't hate people, I hate bad people.
And this is my rant too. It's getting goddam annoying how it's "cool" to hate on the human race now. I bet if people started bashing dolphins all the time, these haters would get all offended and whatnot.
Post by: Aconitum on May 30, 2015, 09:04:43 PM
Post by: The Past on May 30, 2015, 09:41:21 PM
In other news, I don't like how a certain family member thinks I'm taking things on the internet too seriously when I'm just trying to have a discussion. Having a discussion doesn't mean I'm taking it too seriously. I just feel like talking about something on my mind...
Post by: Teiko on May 30, 2015, 11:02:35 PM
If anything, you should take that as a compliment, because I'm saying you and your friends are better than most people.
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 31, 2015, 12:02:42 AM
Secondly, all this arguing that's been going on is **censor** ridiculous and I'm done with it. You guys all need to grow up and learn to agree to disagree, a lot of us are getting pretty sick of this shit. Now that it's been said maybe something will change, maybe not.
Post by: Aconitum on May 31, 2015, 12:09:52 AM
Post by: Aconitum on May 31, 2015, 12:11:15 AM
Post by: The Past on May 31, 2015, 12:18:50 AM
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 31, 2015, 12:41:44 AM
(before you say anything this is just me venting about some recent drama on the skype chat, been a lot lately for stupid reasons)
Post by: juliet on May 31, 2015, 03:33:54 AM
Post by: juliet on May 31, 2015, 03:39:14 AM
The sad thing is, the pit bull example actually does happen. A few bad pit bulls have caused the entire breed to become illegal in certain states, and in some cases, it was the owner who trained to dog to act vicious.Tybalt Dr. Prower responded.
Post by: Grovygrunge on May 31, 2015, 04:57:45 AM
That's not the debate I was referring to.
What debate may I ask, despite not wanting to drag this off topic.
OT: nothing to complain about as of now, possible change later
Post by: anoni on May 31, 2015, 12:17:18 PM
Evna has warned you for going off-topic and discussing the human debate and yet you guys are STILL discussing it. So everyone who has posted off-topic after Evna's last comment is gonna be warned 4% for each off-topic post they made.
If they continue to make off-topic posts about the debate in this thread after this comment they'll be warned 8% for each off-topic post made.
Post by: VonnRoux on May 31, 2015, 01:59:37 PM
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on May 31, 2015, 10:59:28 PM
This is how i'm going to die, isn't it? Kinda disappointing.
Post by: juliet on May 31, 2015, 11:22:06 PM
Post by: Dubaku on June 01, 2015, 02:30:47 PM
OT: Oh, man, I feel a sense of Deja-Vu coming on. Have I ranted about this before? How everyone's finding an excuse to be offended by something. That this generation is the Cry-Baby-Bitch generation. Politics is filthy
Post by: The Past on June 02, 2015, 05:53:21 AM
Post by: Grovygrunge on June 02, 2015, 10:40:04 AM
Post by: Spirit Akyrith on June 02, 2015, 11:19:28 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on June 02, 2015, 11:22:44 AM
Post by: Jennifer Ambrosia on June 02, 2015, 06:47:50 PM
Post by: VonnRoux on June 02, 2015, 09:02:37 PM
Post by: Crest Is Dead ((For Now)) on June 02, 2015, 09:04:38 PM
People I don't know in real life (you guys) are kinder and friendlier than most of my friends in real life
Post by: juliet on June 02, 2015, 10:18:57 PM
Damn!You're wrong I'm a complete bitch and I really dont like anyone. Like... here I guess.
People I don't know in real life (you guys) are kinder and friendlier than most of my friends in real life
On topic, today someone I thought hated me came and visited me. Whilebthisbshould be a positive thing, it left me more frustrated and almost in tears because I just assumed that he hated me and the fact that he not only hugged me and held my hand, he kissed my head. That's the most affection I've gotten from a guy in a while and it left me frustrated because I probably can't see him again...
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on June 03, 2015, 05:44:04 AM
Post by: Spirit Akyrith on June 03, 2015, 09:42:53 AM
Post by: Jennifer Ambrosia on June 03, 2015, 01:53:24 PM
Damn!
People I don't know in real life (you guys) are kinder and friendlier than most of my friends in real life
tbh i don't know anyone outside my family irl, side-affect of being a computer nut i guess.
Post by: Cheza on June 03, 2015, 03:28:28 PM
This is getting silly. And frustrating. But mostly silly.
Oh, and I also drew some stupid thing and put it on dA because why not.
Then I got a PM on there. That kinda made me happy. It was a spam-note. That ruined my mood.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 03, 2015, 03:45:15 PM
Went to the doctor because I've had a cough for two months which now gives me a stabbing pain in my shoulder. It's ruining my sleep and my mood and it's hard to not be paranoid about cancer.
Have to get an xray, blood tests and start taking two new medications. All of which have disappeared from the dining table where I dumped them and now I can't find them anywhere.
Post by: Grey on June 03, 2015, 03:57:43 PM
Post by: juliet on June 03, 2015, 10:35:21 PM
My ferret, Charlotte has been refusing to eat for a few days now. I hope it's just fussiness but I'm gonna take her to the vets anyway. Only problem is that it costs more money than I have.Have you changed her environment recently? Because my dog, and cats both wouldn't eat when I moved. Charlotte should come around if it was only a matter of changed environment. Maybe even try getting either treats or a different food
Post by: anoni on June 04, 2015, 02:36:42 PM
Like, it's not like I don't have motivation to do stuff, I'm gonna start a job soon and I'm hanging out with friends and doing little pet projects, but I'm just getting tired of uni.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 04, 2015, 07:41:07 PM
Post by: Spirit Akyrith on June 05, 2015, 10:07:32 AM
Post by: Jane on June 05, 2015, 12:53:56 PM
Post by: Farewell on June 05, 2015, 02:46:26 PM
Post by: kalan on June 05, 2015, 05:28:44 PM
Post by: juliet on June 05, 2015, 05:31:39 PM
How am I the problem?
I mean I'm like a built-in **censor** maid, can I talk to my friends without getting bitched at?
Post by: The Past on June 05, 2015, 05:34:45 PM
Post by: juliet on June 05, 2015, 05:36:31 PM
My false sense of happiness is fading away, and my ways to cope are part of the problem.I have the same issue want to talk about it Evna sweetie?
Post by: kalan on June 05, 2015, 06:01:33 PM
Ot: my bot left I was having fun screwing with it
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on June 05, 2015, 10:45:16 PM
Can I kill them, please? :3
Post by: Angder on June 05, 2015, 10:49:06 PM
Whenever I **censor** something up in front of my anti-furry friends they start taunting me by barking and howling. They also keep mistaking my species with a dog and think I'm a lifestyler.
Can I kill them, please? :3
That's why Anti-furs should not be your friends. ;)
I had one antifur friend, Now I try to avoid her! :D
Post by: Nrein on June 05, 2015, 11:03:05 PM
Really, don't waste my time if all the "We're gonna talk all the time and be best of friends!" talk is really just a way to keep me on your friends list collecting dust for months :V
Post by: Teiko on June 07, 2015, 01:54:51 AM
It's such a f*cking empty and horrible feeling.
Post by: Alistair on June 07, 2015, 03:12:55 AM
Post by: juliet on June 07, 2015, 03:17:00 AM
Oh or maybe the face that you know. I'm the person that everyone comes to when they have no one else. When everyone is gone.
Okay cool I see how that is.
Post by: Nrein on June 07, 2015, 04:50:52 AM
Just lost a friend out of the blue. Nothing went wrong, they just stopped talking to me two months ago then deleted me tonight when I said hi to them.
I love when that happens!
OT: Friend still has so much stuff left in this apartment. I'm probably just gonna bag it all up and shove it somewhere else, and tell him to just deal with it, cus I kinda want my bedroom :V
Post by: ✡ on June 07, 2015, 06:58:43 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on June 07, 2015, 07:17:07 AM
Post by: George on June 07, 2015, 11:52:21 AM
(http://cdn.meme.am/instances2/500x/126800.jpg)
Friend still has so much stuff left in this apartment. I'm probably just gonna bag it all up and shove it somewhere else, and tell him to just deal with it, cus I kinda want my bedroom :V
I can't hang out with my best friend for a while.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on June 08, 2015, 12:03:06 PM
I don't trust a single person on this planet. Nobody. Not even my best friends or family. Not even my fur friends.
It's such a f*cking empty and horrible feeling.
I know that feeling bro. I feel it all the time.
Also, I'm starting to have cold feet with showing my book off. I managed to get one person to BETA read my book, and she saw the intro of the book and thought it was dull. Now I'm kind of nervous to show it to the person. The rest of the book is less cliched, at least I think so, but I'm still nervous.
Post by: ✡ on June 08, 2015, 03:51:26 PM
Doesn't bother me anymore, I'll just play video games and eat tasty food till I die an early obesity death.
Post by: kalan on June 09, 2015, 02:31:40 AM
Sorry that was rather vague my head was going a hundred miles an hour and I couldnt get my thoughts organized. I had someone following me on instagram and when I put stuff up about furry pride they unfollowed me and sent me a nasty email on facebook calling me a sick bastard and told me something I should do with a goat. What the hell do I do to people im kind and carrying and always help people when they need it and thats what I get. After that I needed air so I went outside with the dogs and and my sisters dog that im taking care of for her at my own expense took off running and my dog followed her now I have no clue where my dog is
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on June 09, 2015, 10:15:25 AM
I still can't feel my limbs.
Still on the trip.
Post by: Ryan Naismith on June 09, 2015, 02:38:25 PM
Post by: MrRazot on June 09, 2015, 03:14:36 PM
They took my Chef toolbox with all my knives and equipment.
That's aprx $500 of stuff just gone and my exams where I actually need that stuff is next week.
Fortunately I've already replaced it all, however now I owe $500
#SWAG
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on June 09, 2015, 04:46:13 PM
I wake up and find my car's back window was smashed.
They took my Chef toolbox with all my knives and equipment.
That's aprx $500 of stuff just gone and my exams where I actually need that stuff is next week.
Fortunately I've already replaced it all, however now I owe $500
#SWAG
LEAVE South Africa x.x.
In other news, couldn't complete a root canal surgery twice, it just freaks me out. Going to try some gas and not using a rubber dam to make it easier to deal with.
Post by: Jax Xa on June 09, 2015, 08:48:34 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on June 09, 2015, 10:22:25 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on June 09, 2015, 10:31:32 PM
Post by: Jennifer Ambrosia on June 10, 2015, 12:04:41 AM
i hate breakups...
Post by: ✡ on June 10, 2015, 01:22:22 AM
Sometimes I'm surprised I'm smart enough to even put pants on.
Post by: Aconitum on June 10, 2015, 01:30:32 AM
Post by: ✡ on June 10, 2015, 01:54:25 AM
^ This totally relatable.Hey at least I make other people feel not as bad about sucking.
That's something I guess.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 10, 2015, 02:44:45 PM
Totally worth it. NOT.
Post by: Cheza on June 10, 2015, 03:26:18 PM
Sorry, but noone is perfect, not even you.
I -KNOW- that that pack of cottage cheese probably wouldn't have been there if it wasn't for me, but if you have to be so stupid that you try to carry it by the lid then you kinda can't blame anyone but yourself if it comes off.
I'm very happy and grateful that it wasn't me who dropped it tho. If she dropping it causes this much drama, I shudder to think what would've happened if I had dropped it.
*Whinewhinerantrant*
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 10, 2015, 03:40:13 PM
OT: It's my turn world, stay out of my way.
Post by: ✡ on June 10, 2015, 03:41:26 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on June 10, 2015, 04:03:47 PM
OT: Too many people sure seem to act like they are though, kinda ridiculous. In fact, no it isn't it's completely ridiculous but that's life I guess
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on June 10, 2015, 04:50:16 PM
They keep forcing me, by abusing their parent's rights, to do what they think will help me with my life, while it won't and it interrupts my own decisions.
I told them to, literally, **censor** off, but they keep doing it.
Give me a knife... I swear to god, I fell like killing someone right now
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on June 10, 2015, 06:22:34 PM
Post by: SadDubwool on June 11, 2015, 04:39:25 AM
Post by: juliet on June 11, 2015, 04:41:50 AM
Post by: The Past on June 11, 2015, 04:45:39 AM
Even simply coloring on a picture frustrates me almost as much as actually drawing lately. Who even am I anymore?
Post by: juliet on June 11, 2015, 04:48:56 AM
Juliet, you are not alone with that. It's awful. X_x;;I literally said my sentence backwards I got so nervous. I like the person I was talking to and I panicked.
Even simply coloring on a picture frustrates me almost as much as actually drawing lately. Who even am I anymore?
Post by: SadDubwool on June 11, 2015, 04:53:13 AM
Post by: Farewell on June 11, 2015, 04:56:58 AM
i also hate when my name being made fun of...Ugh ignore them babe, they do that with my nickname it does get annoying just don't let them get to you :S
Post by: SadDubwool on June 11, 2015, 05:00:48 AM
Post by: Nrein on June 11, 2015, 05:03:23 AM
Post by: Aconitum on June 11, 2015, 05:03:44 AM
i also hate when my name being made fun of...
Oh my god, yes. Things like this are the very reason I changed my name. Like... What's the point? Thanks, I know my name sounds silly to say or is the same name as the guy on friends. I don't need your jokes, thanks.
Post by: George on June 11, 2015, 06:32:35 AM
GR0W. THE **censor**. UP.
Post by: The Past on June 11, 2015, 06:45:03 AM
I hate when someone claims to fight against discrimination yet the only thing they do to "fight" is express outright hatred for everyone that isn't just like them. These people love to feel victims and make a point of alienating their supposed oppressors strictly to make it look like they're being rejected by society. When you try to help them realize that humanity isn't a single hivemind programmed to work against them in every way possible, they just go **censor** ballistic and act like everything bad that's happened to them is your fault because you're on the "oppressor"'s side.^
GR0W. THE **censor**. UP.
This. This. This. Many times this.
Post by: Aconitum on June 11, 2015, 08:37:39 AM
Random guy: "Yeah, well you're black (an asshole)!"
Me: "Um... Thanks friend."
Oh man oh man. Just look at me go.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on June 11, 2015, 09:51:31 AM
I have enough of this bullshit.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on June 12, 2015, 12:40:06 PM
**censor** heatwave
Post by: juliet on June 12, 2015, 01:24:30 PM
Curse these growing milk sacks.
Post by: ✡ on June 12, 2015, 03:34:33 PM
I didn't choose to be useless, I just got screwed by genetics, but suddenly it's my fault I don't have a high IQ or a symmetrical face.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 12, 2015, 03:37:35 PM
But I can't accept the emptiness.
Post by: kalan on June 12, 2015, 03:48:03 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on June 12, 2015, 10:24:23 PM
OT: I wanna write but I also wanna relax during this brief respite from my exams. Uuugh conflicting ideas and wants whhhyyyyy?
Post by: juliet on June 12, 2015, 10:27:11 PM
I dont even know what to do anymore what do I do when I dont know anymore and no one will talk to meThat's not true, you won't talk to anyone.
o-o
Post by: ✡ on June 13, 2015, 03:41:57 AM
That's literally my last reason for being alive.
Post by: Cheza on June 13, 2015, 03:11:09 PM
Post by: The Past on June 13, 2015, 03:35:50 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on June 13, 2015, 03:52:22 PM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on June 13, 2015, 03:54:48 PM
**censor** those. No one likes them
Post by: Nrein on June 13, 2015, 04:21:43 PM
Which is why I wish I didn't have to spend time in the sun today, becoming a hot sweaty mess .W.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 13, 2015, 05:28:16 PM
Boredboredboredboredboredbored.
BORED!!!
I do foolish things when I'm bored >.>
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on June 13, 2015, 05:29:13 PM
Post by: Grey on June 13, 2015, 05:29:40 PM
Post by: George on June 13, 2015, 06:21:26 PM
Post by: ✡ on June 14, 2015, 02:08:19 AM
Whenever I go it's literally me just standing there listening to people blab about themselves for hours on end. It doesn't help that I have no hobbies or talents even tangentially related to the fandom, so I don't even have anything to talk about with other furries.
Post by: Nrein on June 14, 2015, 02:16:57 AM
Furmeets are becoming annoying to me.
Whenever I go it's literally me just standing there listening to people blab about themselves for hours on end. It doesn't help that I have no hobbies or talents even tangentially related to the fandom, so I don't even have anything to talk about with other furries.
Don't go then o.o
I'm regretting leaving my parents' party without having grabbed the leftovers. For now I hunger ;~;
Post by: anoni on June 14, 2015, 09:45:03 AM
BRO CAN YOU LET ME STUDY FOR MY EXAMS!
Post by: Cheza on June 14, 2015, 09:58:03 PM
I'm now completely done with mom.
I no longer care. Even if I did end up on the streets one day and would "have" to return "home" I still think I'd be better off living under a bridge somewhere than under the same roof as her. She's now gone too far and I'm not going to voluntarily sit through her abuse anymore.
Post by: Teiko on June 16, 2015, 10:08:16 AM
Post by: Jane on June 16, 2015, 03:57:38 PM
Post by: ✡ on June 17, 2015, 02:40:38 AM
Can't remember when I last felt ok.
Oh well.
Post by: Midnight Madness on June 17, 2015, 09:21:24 AM
That nagging just won't go away, and my brain is just screaming for me to get a girlfriend. I really want to focus on my future, but my future feels empty whenever I think about it without somebody to share it. I feel like I need someone to shower in positivity and that different side of myself... But of those who catch me, I've either lost contact or circumstances keep me from hooking up with them. It's the most empty feeling I know, really, and It's very distracting.
I really am too emotional for my own good sometimes, but at least my body is very clear in telling me why I'm feeling some way. At least I'm calm, that's quite the plus, as i know how debilitating loneliness can be to some. Or how such a response to such loneliness can do harm to an individual. But... I'm strong. I'll push on through. I guess I know how I have to deal with it, and so I shall.
Post by: Teiko on June 17, 2015, 09:45:07 AM
...a girlfriend would be nice but i don't like living with other humans so not sure how that would work out.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on June 17, 2015, 09:50:18 AM
but i don't like living with other humans so not sure how that would work out.
Out of the interest, are you a therian and/or have dysphoria?
Post by: Teiko on June 17, 2015, 10:04:13 AM
I would say yes, i am disatissfied with life, but not to a catastrophic level. Just enough that i'm not very happy most of the time and don't trust any humans.
I'm not sure about the therian thing. If therian means to literally believe i am an animal, then i would say no.
Post by: Dax Declan on June 18, 2015, 10:20:40 AM
Post by: The Past on June 18, 2015, 01:07:30 PM
Post by: Dr. Prower on June 18, 2015, 02:10:59 PM
Post by: anoni on June 18, 2015, 03:08:47 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 18, 2015, 03:36:52 PM
In the spirit of giving here's the police, I called them for you! Merry Christmas asshole! :D
Post by: Jane on June 19, 2015, 02:58:19 AM
Post by: George on June 19, 2015, 07:10:18 AM
Post by: Teiko on June 20, 2015, 06:30:37 PM
Post by: juliet on June 20, 2015, 06:47:19 PM
Why can't I be as heartless as people say I am?
Post by: Aconitum on June 20, 2015, 06:48:49 PM
Im entirely sick of being alone but I can't bring myself to be with someone I do not love.
Why can't I be as heartless as people say I am?
What? Whoever says you're heartless is a raging idiot. You definitely are not heartless. XD
Post by: juliet on June 20, 2015, 06:56:29 PM
I'm so mean IRL. Everyone is like, "Oh but you're so sweet!"
Nope.
Post by: Grey on June 20, 2015, 06:59:17 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 20, 2015, 07:59:28 PM
Post by: Cheza on June 20, 2015, 08:16:09 PM
I feel really really awful right now even tho I don't think it caused too much damage.
Post by: juliet on June 20, 2015, 08:26:49 PM
IM ALSO APPARENTLY EVERYONE'S SLAVE. LIKE. REALLY?
My brother told me to make him a pb&j. Not asked, TOLD. And if I ask him to put a pair of shoes BY THE DOOR FROM NOT EVEN 5 FEET AWAY I'M TREATING HIM LIKE A DOG.
Post by: Grey on June 21, 2015, 08:47:06 AM
Post by: The Past on June 21, 2015, 12:24:47 PM
Accidentally said too much around the wrong person. I usually remain quiet, but on the rare occasions I actually do decide to open my mouth stuff like these happen all the time.
I feel really really awful right now even tho I don't think it caused too much damage.
I wish I could learn to just shut up sometimes.
I know these feelings very, very well.
Also, I've not been outright told, but I've seen signs that we're starting to have money issues.
Post by: Dax Declan on June 21, 2015, 04:20:09 PM
Post by: Crest Is Dead ((For Now)) on June 21, 2015, 05:34:17 PM
Post by: Nrein on June 21, 2015, 10:14:01 PM
It sucks when half the time you're like "I want new friends!" And then the other half of the time you're like "What's the point, they won't stick around very long!"
Post by: Dax Declan on June 23, 2015, 01:09:03 AM
Post by: Ben on June 23, 2015, 07:39:04 AM
Post by: juliet on June 23, 2015, 09:26:11 PM
Uhg.
Post by: Aconitum on June 23, 2015, 09:32:05 PM
Post by: Grey on June 24, 2015, 11:42:05 AM
**censor** no! If I do that then I won't be working, then she'll get to have a go at me for not working on my assignments and only get nastier when I reminder her I'm only doing what I'm told. It's happened before.
Post by: Jane on June 24, 2015, 05:59:14 PM
Post by: CrazyCat on July 01, 2015, 05:03:21 PM
Before you ask, yes I'm in treatment for depression. Been doing so for the past 5 years.
Post by: Ryan B on July 02, 2015, 06:50:33 PM
Post by: George on July 03, 2015, 02:44:14 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on July 03, 2015, 09:31:54 AM
Post by: Teiko on July 04, 2015, 01:32:25 AM
Oh. Kay.
Post by: juliet on July 04, 2015, 01:33:31 AM
Someone just attacked me because they didn't like my opinion on something.... The truth was we were both on the same side of the issue and i asked them what they were mad about. Instead of apologizing, they blocked me.I hate when people do that to me, and they do. Quite frequently.
Oh. Kay.
Post by: Dubaku on July 04, 2015, 01:36:12 AM
Visited an old friend today, in NYC. He now drives a Bentley Continental GT... Like, bruh. And it's in light banana yellow. Terrible choice of color for a Bentley xD
Post by: anoni on July 04, 2015, 01:04:08 PM
Everything thing that could of gone wrong did go wrong
Download corrupted, server issues, lag issues, we tried 4 different games and none of them worked for separate reasons. **censor** it.
Post by: CrazyCat on July 05, 2015, 02:51:00 AM
Post by: George on July 05, 2015, 06:59:29 AM
\
Everything thing that could of gone wrong did go wrong
Literally everything. There's a typo in that sentence even.
0n subject, time goes way too fast.
Post by: Jane on July 05, 2015, 06:51:17 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 05, 2015, 08:23:57 PM
Post by: Cheza on July 06, 2015, 08:41:07 AM
Post by: ✡ on July 07, 2015, 07:34:51 PM
Some people are born with value, some are not.
Not hard to figure out which one I am.
Post by: Alistair on July 07, 2015, 07:36:35 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 08, 2015, 02:59:40 PM
Post by: Grey on July 09, 2015, 11:04:59 PM
So tired of my stuff falling apart even when I treat them with care.
Post by: juliet on July 10, 2015, 07:17:02 AM
I've been living without a light bulb for a month and without curtains for half a year. My door never closes right so I have to make several attempts just to get it to close and I'm tired of my creaky floorboards.This is the story of my life and I legit can't even provide for myself right now. I'm living with my mom and instead of her taking care of me its the opposite. It always has been...
So tired of my stuff falling apart even when I treat them with care.
Post by: Aconitum on July 10, 2015, 05:34:33 PM
Post by: Aconitum on July 10, 2015, 05:43:18 PM
Post by: ✡ on July 10, 2015, 06:22:46 PM
Post by: Grey on July 12, 2015, 01:56:34 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 12, 2015, 03:58:42 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on July 12, 2015, 04:19:40 AM
Post by: kalan on July 12, 2015, 04:33:37 AM
Post by: ✡ on July 12, 2015, 06:44:50 AM
*spend months working out details*
*new show comes out that's exactly like mine down to the last detail*
Oh well, I guess I couldn't even have that.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 12, 2015, 10:25:17 PM
Are you sure you are using right version? Preview shows the last post for me.Right version? I have it on auto update. Isn't that supposed to give me the most recent version?
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on July 13, 2015, 06:33:37 AM
WeirdAre you sure you are using right version? Preview shows the last post for me.Right version? I have it on auto update. Isn't that supposed to give me the most recent version?
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on July 14, 2015, 05:28:52 PM
So bad, that I can't move.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 14, 2015, 06:25:22 PM
Post by: Farewell on July 14, 2015, 10:47:07 PM
Other than that my parents are arguing constantly and I believe there might be a divorce in the future... My mom is even Looking for a house and my dad is barely home since he's working over time and just got in S.W.A.T... I love them so much but they don't seem to be happy with eachother, I'm torn by it and the most effected since I'm emotional as hell... My eyes hurt from crying, I have a headache, can't stop thinking about the future, and cannot sleep properly. I hate life right now
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 14, 2015, 11:22:21 PM
Post by: Jane on July 15, 2015, 12:50:43 AM
Post by: The Past on July 15, 2015, 01:53:43 AM
All the RP's I'm seeing are Furries begging for mates, and others are just doing romance and sexual things -_- you guys need to calm down...
This, this, this, this, this. That's what I was gonna rant about.
Post by: Teiko on July 15, 2015, 03:08:03 AM
It's bittersweet.
For a while i've had a very dark and hopeless view on humanity. I haven't been truly happy for a ling time. Today, NASA made history, and i was reminded of how proud i am of humanity. And i was truly happy to the point i was emotional. Because i see that our ambition and curiosity and intelligence still exists.
But it was a very very very short time before i realized how very few people cared. Most people don't even know. Meanwhile, i see people instagram a picture of toast and they become a celebrity. It truly is a tragedy that nobody cares anymore. Nobody cares to learn, or explore, or push themselves. Peoples' attention extends only to what they're having for lunch and what's going on with Justin Beiber.
I'm EXTREMELY proud of some humans. DISGRACED by most of them. I could post a picture of any random shit on my feed. I could take a picture of a rock and get 50 likes. I share that we just made history in space... Not a single acknowledgement. Meanwhile, someone posts "aw man, its raining!!! FML!!!" And they get a swarm of attention.
Mission control was raving and waving their American flags in the air chanting "USA!!! USA!!!"
...know what USA was doing? They were sitting on the couch eating Cheetos watching Fox News in their underwear. Not even the slightest clue that at that moment, history was being made.
Is it on the news? Sure. A 20-second "oh btw, this happened. Now back to sports Tom!"
I was talking to my own parent today. "Today was amazing!!! We made history!!! We -"
*cuts me off* "sorry to interupt but over there is where that accident happened the other day" *points over at the sidewalk*
-"oh, umm. Okay. That's pretty crazy i guess".
So i am reminded why i am disappointed in humanity.
Post by: Grovygrunge on July 15, 2015, 09:03:47 AM
and it's all our faults. Apparently the average human's attention span in the 1st world is now less than a goldfish's. I'm gonna admit, I'm being a hypocrite here because the cause of it is increasing access to technology which allows us to find out anything instantly and bombards us with constant entertainment and social networking. Which ironically makes you less social. Like I don't even go out much, and I'm not amazingly talkative around new people, but I am more social than some of these people who, no matter where they are, will take a selfie or check facebook or something else **censor** stupid. I love technology but we are kinda messing up right now, like real bad.
Post by: The Past on July 15, 2015, 10:04:36 AM
My sleeping schedule is a joke.
Post by: Dax Declan on July 16, 2015, 02:26:56 AM
Post by: Cheza on July 16, 2015, 05:41:59 AM
I feel extremely jumpy and leaving my back turned when for example trying to do the dishes is impossible without me feeling like something is about to jump at me. Last night I woke up several times after tossing and turning for ages to even fall asleep in the first place. I feel slightly better now, but I'm still not feeling fine.
Post by: Farewell on July 16, 2015, 08:44:34 AM
Also I've been noticing I've been a total ass to some of you guys on the forums and I'm truly sorry...
Post by: Grovygrunge on July 16, 2015, 09:36:09 AM
O.T: I can't get any decent sleep! God damn it why? Two hours... Really!?
Post by: SadDubwool on July 16, 2015, 04:18:18 PM
My big brother calls me a asshole, my little sister calls me a retard and my self of steam is just dropping and dropping, my mom and dad continue to argue I love them but now, I don't really think I will have feelings for them. I cannot sleep properly and I wake the next day light headed and miserable as hell... And I begin to sleep in just to get an actual rest of horrible reality (reason I've been delaying on some roleplays) ...All the people I know run to me for help because I'm supposedly perfect and always happy. Hell no I'm miserable but always wear a smile like a mask but when others find out that I'm depressed or angered no they don't come to me and try to comfort no, they avoid me like a disease and my mind just tears me apart piece by piece, but that's usually during school however summer isn't any better I'm just not social like I use to be, not have anyone to even hang out with. I honestly feel insane sometimes, so I just lock myself in my room and do whatever I can to occupy myself.
Also I've been noticing I've been a total ass to some of you guys on the forums and I'm truly sorry...
.....Havevi not been helping?
Post by: Dubaku on July 16, 2015, 09:29:12 PM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on July 17, 2015, 04:58:34 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 17, 2015, 09:40:00 PM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on July 18, 2015, 12:02:16 AM
Post by: Dubaku on July 18, 2015, 12:28:53 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on July 18, 2015, 01:12:28 AM
Working from 8:00 to 1:30 (after midnight) as a security guard at a medium-popular "international" open-air event for trucks with 33°C temperature and cloudless sky just rocks.
Tl;Dr: Some people are jerks, thinking that security is responsible for organisation staff's mess and unavailability.
First thing to point out: we are 3rd party company.
Second: I was assigned to west technical gate. Me and my colleague were responsible for letting in only technical staff's and cleared vehicles plus we normally let in people on foot with already bought tickets.
Third: there are only two types of documents we accepted: tickets (everyone, with no exceptions, multiple clearance levels) and car passes (permanent or one-hour).
Multiple times, there were people coming to us without the documents. Most of them had no problems going along with our instructions, but some others tried to be nice or to start a argument, just to get through "quicker". Arguing about them not having clearance usually took them more time than going back to the ticket office. They generally blamed us for it. "How do you don't know that we are allowed?" and such or for not informing them about the need of documents.
One of them even thought that we are making jokes of him and threatened us by recording the conversation with them and reporting it to the police. Cops laughed him off.
Big part of exhibitors kept using hooters, most of the time during evening. People could have lose hearing - that loud it was. Event rules prohibited that. After some time I decided to go on a patrol, explaining to people to stop. Most of those say they didn't saw the rules, let alone read.
That also caused a fight between the exhibitors (no. 1 reason of cops arrival). After the cops' arrival and interrogation of everyone involved, they said that they reported everything and haven't done shit. Why? Because within state law this event is not classed as mass event, so everything has to be done by staff (even we, security, can't do much). And what staff did? NOTHING, because they don't know what to do with them.
THIS IS A MESS.
You can read about this event here:
http://www.nto.pl/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20140719/POWIAT01/140719488 (http://translate.google.com/translate?sl=auto&tl=en&u=http://www.nto.pl/apps/pbcs.dll/article%3FAID%3D/20140719/POWIAT01/140719488&sandbox=0&usg=ALkJrhgq-IxbIkdCU2p6WViA42iY_pFkrg) (from previous year edition)
http://www.nto.pl/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20150717/POWIAT01/150719596 (http://translate.google.com/translate?sl=auto&tl=en&u=http://www.nto.pl/apps/pbcs.dll/article%3FAID%3D/20150717/POWIAT01/150719596&sandbox=0&usg=ALkJrhjgIejsnezoV8hpXS2-uP7e7D-taQ)
http://opole.gazeta.pl/opole/1,35114,18382685,master-truck-2015-najwieksza-taka-impreza-we-wschodniej-europie.html (http://translate.google.com/translate?sl=auto&tl=en&u=http://opole.gazeta.pl/opole/1,35114,18382685,master-truck-2015-najwieksza-taka-impreza-we-wschodniej-europie.html&sandbox=0&usg=ALkJrhjEKGNiMSwKCtJG5zj-emTBwokKCw)
http://40ton.net/zapisy-na-zlot-master-truck-2015-jak-gdzie-kiedy-zglosic-ciezarowke-udzialu-w-opolskiej-imprezie/ (http://translate.google.com/translate?sl=auto&tl=en&u=http://40ton.net/zapisy-na-zlot-master-truck-2015-jak-gdzie-kiedy-zglosic-ciezarowke-udzialu-w-opolskiej-imprezie/&sandbox=0&usg=ALkJrhjPrYW31o0GouvDhlkKHi-4WO6eiw)
http://40ton.net/master-truck-2015-pelny-program-imprezy-ktora-juz-w-dniach-17-19-lipca-odbedzie-sie-pod-opolem/ (http://translate.google.com/translate?sl=auto&tl=en&u=http://40ton.net/master-truck-2015-pelny-program-imprezy-ktora-juz-w-dniach-17-19-lipca-odbedzie-sie-pod-opolem/&sandbox=0&usg=ALkJrhiJgimZaWemj3nGT7y6FMBZ0oiD7Q)
Google News (https://www.google.com/search?channel=t26&q=master%20truck&gws_rd=ssl#q=master+truck+2015&newwindow=1&channel=t26&tbm=nws)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 18, 2015, 01:55:35 AM
Post by: kalan on July 18, 2015, 06:42:32 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on July 18, 2015, 10:32:40 AM
Big part of exhibitors kept using hooters, most of the time during evening. People could have lose hearing - that loud it was. Event rules prohibited that. After some time I decided to go on a patrol, explaining to people to stop. Most of those say they didn't saw the rules, let alone read.
That also caused a fight between the exhibitors (no. 1 reason of cops arrival). After the cops' arrival and interrogation of everyone involved, they said that they reported everything and haven't done shit. Why? Because within state law this event is not classed as mass event, so everything has to be done by staff (even we, security, can't do much). And what staff did? NOTHING, because they don't know what to do with them.
THIS IS A MESS.
You can read about this event here:
http://www.nto.pl/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20140719/POWIAT01/140719488 (http://translate.google.com/translate?sl=auto&tl=en&u=http://www.nto.pl/apps/pbcs.dll/article%3FAID%3D/20140719/POWIAT01/140719488&sandbox=0&usg=ALkJrhgq-IxbIkdCU2p6WViA42iY_pFkrg) (from previous year edition)
http://www.nto.pl/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20150717/POWIAT01/150719596 (http://translate.google.com/translate?sl=auto&tl=en&u=http://www.nto.pl/apps/pbcs.dll/article%3FAID%3D/20150717/POWIAT01/150719596&sandbox=0&usg=ALkJrhjgIejsnezoV8hpXS2-uP7e7D-taQ)
http://opole.gazeta.pl/opole/1,35114,18382685,master-truck-2015-najwieksza-taka-impreza-we-wschodniej-europie.html (http://translate.google.com/translate?sl=auto&tl=en&u=http://opole.gazeta.pl/opole/1,35114,18382685,master-truck-2015-najwieksza-taka-impreza-we-wschodniej-europie.html&sandbox=0&usg=ALkJrhjEKGNiMSwKCtJG5zj-emTBwokKCw)
http://40ton.net/zapisy-na-zlot-master-truck-2015-jak-gdzie-kiedy-zglosic-ciezarowke-udzialu-w-opolskiej-imprezie/ (http://translate.google.com/translate?sl=auto&tl=en&u=http://40ton.net/zapisy-na-zlot-master-truck-2015-jak-gdzie-kiedy-zglosic-ciezarowke-udzialu-w-opolskiej-imprezie/&sandbox=0&usg=ALkJrhjPrYW31o0GouvDhlkKHi-4WO6eiw)
http://40ton.net/master-truck-2015-pelny-program-imprezy-ktora-juz-w-dniach-17-19-lipca-odbedzie-sie-pod-opolem/ (http://translate.google.com/translate?sl=auto&tl=en&u=http://40ton.net/master-truck-2015-pelny-program-imprezy-ktora-juz-w-dniach-17-19-lipca-odbedzie-sie-pod-opolem/&sandbox=0&usg=ALkJrhiJgimZaWemj3nGT7y6FMBZ0oiD7Q)
Google News (https://www.google.com/search?channel=t26&q=master%20truck&gws_rd=ssl#q=master+truck+2015&newwindow=1&channel=t26&tbm=nws)
Post Merge: July 18, 2015, 11:34:34 AM
Also, right now I'm regenerating my life forces to at 17:00 go to T-Love (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/T.Love) concert
Post by: George on July 18, 2015, 11:21:55 PM
Post by: Cheza on July 19, 2015, 12:34:43 PM
Thing is that I could eat for a week for the same price as one pizza, even with my coke addiction taken into account. I really wouldn't be able to afford this so I feel awful for even considering it.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on July 20, 2015, 01:10:44 AM
I hate Xbox. I finally set it back up to play some good exclusives I hadn't in a while (Halo, Halo, etc.) and the FPS is so slow I can barely play. Didn't realize how much difference it made until I had to go back. I also can't load up large maps or campaign missions because it "Failed to load content". It's vanilla content, that shouldn't have any problems! The thing crashes when I navigate menus too fast, and the voice feature is so broken I couldn't even say good night to Grey because we wasted so much time trying to make the stupid things work.Screw the warranty and open the casing. It might be full of dust.
Post by: Ben on July 20, 2015, 01:36:04 AM
I hate Xbox. I finally set it back up to play some good exclusives I hadn't in a while (Halo, Halo, etc.) and the FPS is so slow I can barely play. Didn't realize how much difference it made until I had to go back. I also can't load up large maps or campaign missions because it "Failed to load content". It's vanilla content, that shouldn't have any problems! The thing crashes when I navigate menus too fast, and the voice feature is so broken I couldn't even say good night to Grey because we wasted so much time trying to make the stupid things work.Screw the warranty and open the casing. It might be full of dust.
Solid advice worst comes to worst you have to get a new one but Obey is most likely right
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 20, 2015, 03:43:49 PM
Post by: Eagle God-Heart on July 20, 2015, 03:54:02 PM
Post by: Ryan Naismith on July 20, 2015, 05:30:31 PM
Just blow a buncha canned air into it, that may help.I hate Xbox. I finally set it back up to play some good exclusives I hadn't in a while (Halo, Halo, etc.) and the FPS is so slow I can barely play. Didn't realize how much difference it made until I had to go back. I also can't load up large maps or campaign missions because it "Failed to load content". It's vanilla content, that shouldn't have any problems! The thing crashes when I navigate menus too fast, and the voice feature is so broken I couldn't even say good night to Grey because we wasted so much time trying to make the stupid things work.Screw the warranty and open the casing. It might be full of dust.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on July 20, 2015, 06:03:16 PM
Post by: Angder on July 20, 2015, 06:04:42 PM
((no its not a link to the site, its a link to TVtropes :P ))
Post by: Cheza on July 20, 2015, 06:35:32 PM
And possibly not even there according to researchers >_>
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on July 20, 2015, 06:54:10 PM
Err, mind explaining why as otherwise... ya know. (http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/SchmuckBait)Click bait done right
Post by: MysticSolstice on July 20, 2015, 08:38:32 PM
Post by: The Past on July 21, 2015, 07:19:24 AM
Post by: George on July 21, 2015, 08:43:34 AM
Don't go to monosodium glutamate dot net.
If you use your goddam blacklist it's a great site!
Post by: Ryan Naismith on July 21, 2015, 08:49:59 PM
Agreed, damn straight. Or not.... i think yoy get my pointDon't go to monosodium glutamate dot net.
If you use your goddam blacklist it's a great site!
Post by: The Past on July 21, 2015, 08:51:18 PM
Post by: Setcho on July 21, 2015, 08:54:16 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on July 25, 2015, 10:57:54 AM
Also, I have had unstable internet for weeks, and I am about ready to smash something.
Post by: Setcho on July 25, 2015, 11:23:58 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 25, 2015, 07:36:19 PM
Some people just take this fandom way too seriously for their own health. It's utterly cringeworthy.
Post by: saph the sergal on July 25, 2015, 07:38:59 PM
OT: i dont think theres enough music and podcasts that i know that would keep me going for 2 months on a trip around aus
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 25, 2015, 07:48:43 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on July 25, 2015, 07:49:43 PM
i keep away from drama as much as i can
Post by: Angder on July 25, 2015, 08:19:05 PM
Good God is Furry drama just the dumbest shit on Earth by times. Just the other day, I saw someone lose their damn mind over someone killing off an oc in some public roleplay, then get even more pissed because the other person tried to bring them back, just to name something.
Some people just take this fandom way too seriously for their own health. It's utterly cringeworthy.
I had someone (unknowingly) kill an at the time un-named OC within 5 posts of me adding them....
I laughed my ass off though, as it was so unexpected for me. I then retconed the name so I can bring him back and say the previous guy was just random fur 86. XP
No need to start drama over an RP.
Post by: Ryan Naismith on July 25, 2015, 10:37:59 PM
Oh trust me, Saph, I'll avoid twitter for as long as I live. Not even because of drama, I just don't like it. XDYou're a smart man, Nick.
Post by: Ryan Naismith on July 25, 2015, 10:42:18 PM
Another time, more recently, a friend of mine had someone get mad at him for having my character save him in his post. Originally, he did something that i could understand, but why would he care? Its not like I made a big stink about it, I've been RPing with the dude for years, he's honestly one of my best internet buddies.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on July 26, 2015, 02:28:11 AM
I just plain hate people who don't really want to RP. What I mean, is they RP, and if it diverges from the little plot they have planned in any way, they bitch and moan, doing things that are (literally, in one case) physically impossible in order to knock you out and have their story back.
Another time, more recently, a friend of mine had someone get mad at him for having my character save him in his post. Originally, he did something that i could understand, but why would he care? Its not like I made a big stink about it, I've been RPing with the dude for years, he's honestly one of my best internet buddies.
That's why I always ask if my RP partner has plans. That, and to help them get involved.
Post by: George on July 26, 2015, 02:50:47 AM
aww but i want another follower
Sorry, but you can only have one at a time.
Post by: Grey on July 27, 2015, 12:11:39 AM
Post by: juliet on July 27, 2015, 01:31:36 AM
I can't draw a girl in a tree but I'm having no issues with this BS. I'm.... Urgh.
Post by: Grey on July 27, 2015, 11:27:36 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on July 28, 2015, 06:46:52 PM
Post by: Cheza on July 30, 2015, 11:33:17 AM
If I only dared to speak my mind this all would be so much easier..
EDIT: I did it. Emptiness have mercy on my soul.
Post by: The Past on July 30, 2015, 09:55:38 PM
THIS IS A PG FORUM.
NO SEXUAL THINGS.
READ THE RULES.
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 31, 2015, 12:39:14 AM
Honestly, yeah, it's easier if you do read the rules, but it's like I said on DeadDraconis' rant thread...
I feel like too many people in the world focus on immediate pleasures instead of the entirety of their world[.]
It's evident who falls into that category and who does not... most of the time. Not all of them are bad, but well... most of them are the ones who end up just ragequitting because things weren't all candy and rainbows right off the bat.
Anyway, a vent aside from that which is more of my own.
My grandparents are far too fickle for their own good. It's so frustrating... They force me away because I'm not productive enough. Okay, but that was after they encouraged me to prepare to leave anyway despite holding a job at the time, which I was pretty much 'forced' to quit before plans failed. I had no determinate date of departure, and they got on me for not working during that time... though I'd be forced to leave that job anyway when the date of moving was established.
But now, my Grandmother in particular, always goes on and on about how things aren't the same with me gone and how she wishes I'd come back. My Grandfather is a totally different person, like he was being an ass to try and make me want to leave. I swear to God, for them being the people I depended on during my teen years and for a tad of my post-grad years, they are the least stable individuals when it comes to these kinds of things. "GO, NO WAIT COME BACK, ACTUALLY GO WE HAVE A PLAN THIS TIME, NO WAIT COME BACK AGAIN. WAIT, THE PLAN FAILED? DON'T COME BACK, TELL YOUR FATHER TO MAKE HIS BOSS GET YOU A JOB THEN. OKAY YOU'RE BACK, GET A JOB. GOT A JOB? COOL, QUIT AND GO BE A TRUCK DRIVER WITH YOUR DAD EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE ALMOST ABLE TO BE INDEPENDENT WITH THE JOB YOU HAVE. HERE'S THE SAME PLAN AS LAST TIME. SURELY IT WON'T BACKFIRE. WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT BACKFIRED? DON'T COME BACK TO US. WE MISS YOU, YOU SHOULD COME BY SOMETIME SOON."
Can I get off the Ferris Wheel or something
Post by: Farewell on July 31, 2015, 12:42:51 AM
There so many, SO many sites for people to "do the dirty" at. WHY DO ALL THESE PEOPLE KEEP JOINING THIS SITE FOR THAT.I agree, three Roleplays so far I've seen are very active although all I'm seeing is relationships, truth or dare, or sexual things going on. Seriously people are too desperate... And I know this might sound weird but isn't it odd to hook up with someone you don't know, I mean at least Roleplay like that with your mate, and somewhere besides this forum?!
THIS IS A PG FORUM.
NO SEXUAL THINGS.
READ THE RULES.
Post by: Grovygrunge on July 31, 2015, 12:50:45 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 01, 2015, 07:51:47 PM
Anyone new, feel free to say "Hi" and anyone with a new name feel free to say "Hey it's X here"
Otherwise, just colour me rude.
Post by: The Past on August 02, 2015, 05:41:08 AM
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on August 02, 2015, 04:17:13 PM
Post by: The Past on August 02, 2015, 04:19:30 PM
There is this one bear I have been talking to on skype, ugh it's dreadful xD
They sure are a bitch, aren't they? :P
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on August 02, 2015, 04:23:21 PM
in unrelated news I don't wanna go to work today, I wanna stay in bed and snuggle with my stuffed animals and watch Markiplier all day
Post by: Aconitum on August 03, 2015, 09:21:26 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on August 03, 2015, 09:42:27 PM
I'm done letting assholes drive me away from the forums. This is my home and that's how it's gonna stay, so you can just go ahead and eat my shorts.Preach it! :D
Post Merge: August 04, 2015, 02:39:27 PM
I don't like when people let an experience change their entire view on a whole group of people. It's not exactly grown up to do and it certainly isn't the right thing to do. I mean if we all did that we'd get people on the internet who demand I repent for the sins of my ancest-...wait a minute...
Post by: Nrein on August 04, 2015, 06:18:50 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 04, 2015, 07:25:12 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on August 04, 2015, 10:19:02 PM
Post by: George on August 05, 2015, 08:51:35 AM
I mean if we all did that we'd get people on the internet who demand I repent for the sins of my ancest-...wait a minute...
HEY WAIT XD
Really though, I do think it's getting old to see all this race drama all over the news. If we people stopped depicting every case of bad behaviour of police as a racial hate crime, I think there'd be a lot less race-related issues with them. When the news makes cops look like KKK members, then cops get attacked.
Post by: Grovygrunge on August 05, 2015, 02:24:54 PM
Also there's the fact that police in the U.S get called racist for arresting an amount of African Americans that seems out of proportion, however if you look at stats 50% of homicides in the U.S are apparently caused by an African American. Does that mean anything significant? No, just means of course the police are going to arrest more Africa Americans, it's unfortunate but it's not really racism. Those times are mostly over.
Really though, I do think it's getting old to see all this race drama all over the news. If we people stopped depicting every case of bad behaviour of police as a racial hate crime, I think there'd be a lot less race-related issues with them. When the news makes cops look like KKK members, then cops get attacked.
Post by: kalan on August 05, 2015, 02:30:47 PM
I mean if we all did that we'd get people on the internet who demand I repent for the sins of my ancest-...wait a minute...
HEY WAIT XD
Really though, I do think it's getting old to see all this race drama all over the news. If we people stopped depicting every case of bad behaviour of police as a racial hate crime, I think there'd be a lot less race-related issues with them. When the news makes cops look like KKK members, then cops get attacked.
But without the race war people like al sharpton and jesse jackson would have to get real jobs
Post by: The Past on August 05, 2015, 02:51:29 PM
I was walking down the stairs and tripped on my cat. Nearly twisted my ankle.
When I said "nearly" twisted my ankle, I meant "didn't twist it as much as I have in the past". Because it was enough to hurt and it STILL hurts.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on August 05, 2015, 05:29:12 PM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on August 06, 2015, 03:12:06 PM
But I can't sleep right now, due to unfinished rearrangement of furniture.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 06, 2015, 03:45:00 PM
Post by: Angder on August 06, 2015, 07:11:07 PM
Smoke drives me crazy, and gives me cancer. Oh, and it smells like DEMONIC FARTS.
...Also I think I have made this rant before >.>
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 06, 2015, 07:37:45 PM
OT: stupid bills. Stupid power company monopoly. Stupid need for sleep!
Post by: Nrein on August 06, 2015, 07:51:42 PM
(Fart stuff)
OT: stupid bills. Stupid power company monopoly. (Sleep stuff)
This. My power company, instead of taking out the money when they said they did, waited an extra week, after I withdrew the rest of my money. And instead of stopping at one charge then contacting me, they charged me twice, making my bank take $50 out of my empty account >.>
Not fun when you have rent to pay.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on August 08, 2015, 12:30:20 PM
Post by: George on August 08, 2015, 02:50:14 PM
Local power plant's cooling system is malfunctioning.That's a pretty legit problem right there.
As for me, I'm tired of how I act when I'm feeling insecure.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on August 08, 2015, 08:32:33 PM
**censor** him. I don't want any.
Post by: Draco Vertolgr on August 09, 2015, 03:27:16 AM
NO ONE CARES! NO ONE! I have been friendly and caring but I am just ignored. What do you people think of me??? tell me what I am doing wrong.
Junior and Senior year of Highschool I had alot of friends but everyone is gone now. I work at two jobs and hardly have the drive to go to college now. All I do is draw on my free time or play a game. That's it, oh or get bitched at by my parents for anything. I want to just talk, have fun, go places and see people, hell even have online friends but no one notices, I have tried every possible way but no one see's me or if they do they just don't care. I know I sound like a stupid kid who is just an attention whore but this is my **censor** useless and meaningless cry for help. I'm probably making myself look like a looser posting this... I hate where I am in life right now...
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 09, 2015, 06:57:56 AM
If there's anything that I've learned, making friends online takes a fuckton of patience and presence. There's a point where you make plenty right away, then a giant pause where it seems that silence prevails, and then a speedup once again. At least, that's what I see. So quite frankly, the question is less a matter of why and more a matter of when.
The internet is crowded with timid types, and even then, there's also those who fear the fate of being deceived. The internet can house both types easily thanks to anonymity, so you can expect people to be very slow on the uptake less due to lack of noticing and more due to the culture of excessive caution that the internet seems to have bred. Them and Tumblrinas who take offense to every imperfection one might have and expect everyone to adhere to stereotypes and/or know everything about them before approaching.
I'd love to game with you, dude, but we don't have any similar games in our Libraries from what I see. So I apologize for not actually talking to you on Steam after adding you, but I guess you could toss me into the members of the internet who act too cautiously at times. Being able to game with you would make it far easier for us to chatter, since I'm pretty crappy at idle conversation (at first) for whatever reason. Buuuuut, music seems like a good place to start, so I'll use that then. The last thing I want to see is someone feeling excluded like this.
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OT: Why can't my father just have a profession that kept him in one place? My Grandparents always seem to screw me over what with them rushing me out before I have the proper means to make it on my own, and they always pin it on my father to 'fix that.' My father cannot do that because he's always moving and he's always going places I cannot follow to get himself back on his toes... Something my Grandfather's stubbornness also impeded upon. Old man could have co-signed for a small house up in Tacoma, Washington, only to decline the co-signing despite having no clear reason on doing so. I could have been living there and working a proper job, but instead they opt to keep me living with them when they know they plan on moving anyway, expecting me to be independent before I even got a job.
If only my father had started that business like he wanted, I could have an apartment and a steady job and my Grandparents would have never had to worry about sending me off to ride on my father's coattails, constantly. I know there's not much point in lamenting about the past, but when people simply refuse to learn from past mistakes it drives me mad.
Post by: Farewell on August 09, 2015, 08:13:03 AM
I love how family is suppose to be there for you, but honestly my family is just filled with selfish, spoiled jackasses.
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 09, 2015, 01:08:42 PM
Instead of people continuing to drive separation, how about they actually work towards equality? Nobody is going to want to side with people who don't treat others how they want to be treated. These types are as bad as the people who actually treat them as lesser.
Simply put, if one is disrespectful to another for things they did not choose or by making sweeping assumptions of groups beyond their own, then they only prove themselves as one perpetuating inequality and separation.
Post by: Cheza on August 09, 2015, 09:11:28 PM
I guess that if anything, it confirms my fears that the spots make me ugly/unattractive/whatever.
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on August 10, 2015, 09:26:05 AM
Post by: juliet on August 10, 2015, 10:13:25 AM
I got dressed. Did my hair. Did my makeup. And I feel like complete shit. My stomach is tearing itself apart. I'm scared to eat because I might puke.
Post by: saph the sergal on August 10, 2015, 11:35:41 AM
I DONT CARE WHAT IS BETTER
consoles and computer are in sense the same thing they both have a cpu, a gpu, a hard drive, a case, RAM, a power supply, and a disk drive (if you use one)
the difference is that the console (ps2, xbox, ps3, xbox 360, xbox one, ps4) are all built with the same cpu, gpu, RAM, psu, disk drive
a pc is different in the way of parts those with a desktop can pick and chose same with laptops
they can both play a game issues come in when the places like EA do a bad port to pc because they didnt code it for the diffrence in the hardware between computers because i run a shitty i3 from intel and a 630 from msi but it can still render games for me same as a console can
to finish up this rant
console and pc can do the same but in diffrent ways and with diffrent hardware
Post by: Setcho on August 10, 2015, 12:07:15 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on August 12, 2015, 02:53:26 AM
I know it's super duper common sentiment on the internet but it just bugs me when people just hate on things they don't know much about(not just the furry fandom). Human-like characters with animal features? Must be gross hardcore porn.
Sorry, rant done.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on August 12, 2015, 04:24:04 AM
Post by: George on August 12, 2015, 04:46:43 AM
I've been posting my art to Imgur and stuff, mostly so I can post it on here. I haven't put up much stuff yet but a lot of what I do have has negative votes, and the typical comment like "downvoted because furries remind me of bestiality" or "get this yiff out of here"(pic was fully clothed and not porny in any way). Don't get me wrong, there are decent comments too of course, but really...?
I know it's super duper common sentiment on the internet but it just bugs me when people just hate on things they don't know much about(not just the furry fandom). Human-like characters with animal features? Must be gross hardcore porn.
Sorry, rant done.
This is one of the main things that made me decide imgur is overrated as hell. Sure, it looks good from the frontpage, but usersub is disgusting.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on August 12, 2015, 05:22:05 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 12, 2015, 08:42:42 AM
These things all reside on the same plane of their respective aspects of identity, and those who deny this are perpetuating suffering on multiple ends. Hate is hate, and there's no such thing as reverse hate, no matter what people shout on the news. If people actually want equality rather than revenge then they will be respectful and kind to all that they meet rather than ostracizing/dehumanizing people who aren't 'like them.' No group is wholly exempt of guilt in this respect, but that doesn't mean all members of these groups are guilty.
If you cry for equality yet act on preconceived biases, you're part of the problem and you're oppressing yourself as well as others.
If you answer hate with hate, you are no longer fighting for peace, you are fighting for the shoe to be on the other foot.
Taking offense to everything one doesn't agree with only shows their lack of self acceptance and the unwillingness to accept the undeniable existence of adversity. If one is truly comfortable with themself and their ideals/feelings, they will be willing to face adversity and continue on their way.
Post by: kalan on August 12, 2015, 03:08:22 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on August 12, 2015, 05:16:58 PM
Last I checked, the proof readers were still reading the second chapter. There's about 12 to 15 in the book.
Post by: Angder on August 12, 2015, 07:32:17 PM
A useless sack of crap.
Edit: I was actually just reflecting my own self hate onto my Parents. They said nothing of the sort
Post by: Regi on August 12, 2015, 08:34:43 PM
Post by: Setcho on August 12, 2015, 08:50:55 PM
Post by: Maple Bacon on August 12, 2015, 09:34:09 PM
Post by: Toxicdog on August 12, 2015, 10:51:31 PM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on August 13, 2015, 07:27:21 AM
Post by: Nrein on August 13, 2015, 05:40:19 PM
Come to find out, *I* was being blamed for how it was, and my supervisor was going around telling people she told me to "clean up the mess" I made.
The funny thing is, I only ever put four things in that room. Everything else was put in there, by the crew, literally just being thrown in without any care or reason. It's fun to waste three hours cleaning up someone else's mess, just to be told it was yours to begin with :V
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on August 13, 2015, 08:30:16 PM
Things that will be lost forever are
newest photos,
big folder of wallpapers,
Autodesk Sketchbook data (RIP :'()
Post by: BennyJackdaw on August 13, 2015, 10:21:16 PM
Post by: Regi on August 14, 2015, 07:58:33 AM
Post by: The Past on August 14, 2015, 11:27:14 AM
Apparently I am naturally stupider and more annoying than others because every time I befriend someone from the forums, I learn that they are years younger than me but far more mature than I was their age. And I STILL feel like I'm a stupid kid.
I think I need to do something with my life soon. Since my depressing failure to move out last year, I lost all my motivation to really do anything of worth, so I've stayed sheltered in my dad's house trying to find ways to cope with my bullshit. I think my brain is gradually decaying.
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on August 14, 2015, 11:47:41 AM
God does not play dice with the universe.” – A. Einstein
“A miracle is simply a do-it-yourself project.” – S. Leek
Chin up and i believe you guys are intelligent and creative individuals so just move on. May the strength of the past reflect in your future Evna and use that to motivate yourself forward, there is nothing that can truly hold back, you have so many extraordinary gifts...how can you expect to live an ordinary life or better yet lets something stop you from having that life take the first step and take the world by storm.
The path people walk every day is not one filled with loneliness friends, even if people are thousands of miles away there is always someone who would stand by you,who will listen, and who will talk to you.
Even if you don't think of it, i like to think that i am a friend to many, and i don't discriminate, I can't really fully understand what you are feeling, but I can offer my compassion and my friendship.
Post by: Setcho on August 14, 2015, 01:51:48 PM
Post by: Alistair on August 14, 2015, 02:00:16 PM
This time I fear he isn't coming back and emotionally I feel shitty.
Post by: Regi on August 14, 2015, 04:05:56 PM
Like right now I'm catching up on half of my credits I didn't get all through out high school because I was so depressed that I didn't care about myself enough to get an education I skipped class and slept in the school bathroom, but thankfully I can graduate on time with my classmates or even graduate earlier, which really surprised me because I had a lot of credits to make up for and if my parents didn't threaten to kick my boyfriend out of the house if I don't do my online school work to recover those credits, I wouldn't have had that motivation to finish.
That was a horrible way of motivation, but motivation seems to come in all forms!
I hope you feel better about yourself Evna, because you seem like a wonderful person and wonderful people deserve happy lives~
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 14, 2015, 04:58:02 PM
Yay!
Post by: George on August 14, 2015, 11:37:26 PM
Post by: Cheza on August 14, 2015, 11:41:26 PM
Sure.
I'd very much love to know -WHEN- and/or -IF- you're going to show up tho.
If you could ask me if you could show up, then you should be able to tell me you're not going to show up as well.
I hate it when people do things like these.
I HATE IT.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 15, 2015, 05:42:21 AM
Post by: Setcho on August 15, 2015, 10:58:40 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 15, 2015, 03:35:05 PM
Post by: Cheza on August 15, 2015, 04:08:18 PM
"Ohai, can I come borrow your sofa this weekend?"
Sure.
I'd very much love to know -WHEN- and/or -IF- you're going to show up tho.
If you could ask me if you could show up, then you should be able to tell me if you're not going to show up as well.
I hate it when people do things like these.
I HATE IT.
Still no word. I'm just going to assume noone's gonna show up.
Post by: Nrein on August 17, 2015, 07:28:01 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on August 17, 2015, 07:51:38 PM
Post by: Nrein on August 18, 2015, 01:52:18 AM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on August 18, 2015, 12:31:47 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on August 18, 2015, 01:24:58 PM
Post by: Angder on August 18, 2015, 01:56:56 PM
Lizard men (good)
Pirates (Human, and Ogre, Evil)
Dark elves (Neutral)
Necromancers (Human and vampire. Evil)
Minotaurs (Good)
Dragon-slayers (Human, not obvious at first, but evil. With a capital EVIL)
Dragons (Nuetral)
Temple of the sun (Human, Good, But possibly corrupt at the higher levels)
Trolls (Good)
In fact a lot of my games are like that o.O Guess I have always been drawn to more "Furry friendly" universes
Post Merge: August 18, 2015, 01:58:02 PM
OT: I am having trouble getting up in the mornings, I just don't have the drive a lot of the time :(
Post by: BennyJackdaw on August 18, 2015, 04:00:25 PM
Funnily enough one of the first RPG's I ever played was Might and magic 8. Here is an incomplete list of the major factions (In no particular order)
Lizard men (good)
Pirates (Human, and Ogre, Evil)
Dark elves (Neutral)
Necromancers (Human and vampire. Evil)
Minotaurs (Good)
Dragon-slayers (Human, not obvious at first, but evil. With a capital EVIL)
Dragons (Nuetral)
Temple of the sun (Human, Good, But possibly corrupt at the higher levels)
Trolls (Good)
In fact a lot of my games are like that o.O Guess I have always been drawn to more "Furry friendly" universes
Post Merge: August 18, 2015, 01:58:02 PM
OT: I am having trouble getting up in the mornings, I just don't have the drive a lot of the time :(
Yeah, me too. I've always kind of liked the Fable games (despite not being anthro) but one thing that makes me lose interest in games right away is when I have to fight anthropomorphic animals. Later in the first game, there are enemies that resemble dogs and birds (known as Minions) that I enjoyed fighting so little that I actually lost interest in the game at that point. The second and third game don't have this problem though. After I got to that point in Fable 1, I basically switched to playing Fable 2.
Plus, I have a hard time playing a game that doesn't at least let you summon something cool. In Diablo III, there's a guy who summons zombie dogs, which IMO are about the bare minimum. In Reckoning, all you get to use at your side are humanoids and Skeletons. Yawn. People say that the main character shouldn't determine the game's funfactor, but honestly it does for me. I tend to have more fun playing as an anthro than a human or an elf.
Post by: Regi on August 18, 2015, 04:20:43 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 18, 2015, 04:31:39 PM
Why is enough never enough for me?
Post by: Dax Declan on August 18, 2015, 06:09:59 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on August 18, 2015, 09:59:17 PM
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on August 20, 2015, 01:15:18 PM
Post by: Grey on August 20, 2015, 06:20:35 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 21, 2015, 02:08:56 AM
Please leave. Nobody needs that kind of intolerance or arrogance; it's pitiful and displays the sheer lack of maturity within the individual. It also shows just how uncomfortable they are with themselves, since they can't even face being wrong so they just call everyone else wrong and run off making passive-aggressive references.
I have a very small tolerance for "stupid."
Post by: anoni on August 21, 2015, 07:44:18 AM
So of course some guy has to post going "I would of TOTALLY done something in that situation, you just didn't do anything cause you aren't trained enough and you don't have an abstract mind like me".
No but seriously, get **censor** xD
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on August 21, 2015, 09:17:00 AM
My pet peeve is arrogance, even though I'm probably a bit arrogant myself xD. But what I mean is for example, I made a facebook post about a particular situation where someone was yelling on the bus and no one on the bus (including me) did anything, and I was saying it was interesting cause no one did anything even though a lot of people probably wanted to do something, and i was saying it was sort of a humbling experience in humility.
So of course some guy has to post going "I would of TOTALLY done something in that situation, you just didn't do anything cause you aren't trained enough and you don't have an abstract mind like me".
No but seriously, get **censor** xD
I quote-
A fool flatters himself
But a wise man flatters the fool
Also what was the individual yelling about
Post by: George on August 21, 2015, 10:58:46 AM
My internet connection has been complete garbage lately. It just can't stay up for more than five minutes.
This is my rant too. My Internet is fine, but...yours is important to me too. XD
Post by: Crest Is Dead ((For Now)) on August 21, 2015, 05:14:28 PM
What I hate is how when saying bye to someone you have to say it so many times. "I'm gonna go now, bye! Yeah see you soon, bye, bye! Nice speaking with you bye! Byeeee...bye" does that happen in other countries?
I get that a lot when on the phone because you don't want to hang up. I once spent 5 minutes saying goodbye.
Post by: Angder on August 21, 2015, 08:29:12 PM
My own parents are far from perfect, but if I could have every person on this forum have parents like mine, I would do so in a heartbeat. I AM SICK OF FAMILY DRAMA. I am SICK of watching lives get destroyed, and need rebuilding, because the people who should be there for you are complete and utter pricks who have no right to such responsibility, I am SICK of having to help people with a problem that should never exist. Even once going as far as having to prevent a suicide because someones dad was so terrible at their job.
And yet every day I feel like the issues I see get worse, Every day someone else is risking major problems for themselves, for the crime of being gay, or for getting bad grades, or for having the audacity to dare socialize in an online environment. I AM SICK OF IT ALL.
Oh and Teiko, I know we have clashed on our views of the human race but to be blunt...
...I am starting to see where you are coming from.
...I need to go lie down, try to forget the world for a while...
Post by: Grovygrunge on August 21, 2015, 08:34:02 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on August 24, 2015, 11:55:03 PM
Post by: Alistair on August 25, 2015, 12:34:58 AM
Post by: Aldebar on August 25, 2015, 02:47:38 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on August 25, 2015, 02:54:21 AM
Post by: Zephyr on August 25, 2015, 04:47:25 AM
Only a minor setback
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 25, 2015, 04:59:40 AM
This had better be the last I see of their shit, because I am so done trying to understand their self-entitled and hypocritical thought process that I don't think I can put it into words.
Post by: Dubaku on August 25, 2015, 05:50:59 AM
Well, I can say without a doubt there's a person I have lost every ounce of respect or potential respect for. When I said I had a small tolerance for stupid, damn did they ever break that tolerance limit by **censor**' miles. I cannot believe what I saw, and I am so disgusted that someone can sink that low. Perhaps said individual needs to learn to listen, themselves, considering the sheer number of sweeping generalizations, hate speech and pure logical failure they proposed as truth.This person sounds familiar... *looks in the mirror* Yep!
This had better be the last I see of their shit, because I am so done trying to understand their self-entitled and hypocritical thought process that I don't think I can put it into words.
My tolerance for stupid would make yours look like Buddhist-monk level patience. I feel like this world would be much more tolerable if parents took time to properly beat their kids, that way other people wouldn't feel the need to deliver supplementary beatings. *holds back the urge to get out The Beatin' Stick*
Post by: George on August 25, 2015, 06:12:52 AM
Well, I can say without a doubt there's a person I have lost every ounce of respect or potential respect for. When I said I had a small tolerance for stupid, damn did they ever break that tolerance limit by **censor**' miles. I cannot believe what I saw, and I am so disgusted that someone can sink that low. Perhaps said individual needs to learn to listen, themselves, considering the sheer number of sweeping generalizations, hate speech and pure logical failure they proposed as truth.
This had better be the last I see of their shit, because I am so done trying to understand their self-entitled and hypocritical thought process that I don't think I can put it into words.
Relevant: I'm really sick of people claiming the "privileged" are immune to the effects of discrimination.
Post by: Dax Declan on August 25, 2015, 07:10:44 AM
Post by: The Past on August 26, 2015, 02:40:07 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on August 26, 2015, 12:58:37 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on August 26, 2015, 01:06:35 PM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on August 26, 2015, 01:18:30 PM
Post by: Cheza on August 26, 2015, 01:34:45 PM
It's actually getting kinda disturbing, but no doctor I've seen so far have found anything unusual with my eyes >->
Post by: anoni on August 26, 2015, 02:38:24 PM
Speaking of health I'm sick.
We all get sick but that doesn't make it any less annoying
Post by: Cheza on August 26, 2015, 02:41:06 PM
More fun things to look forward to.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 26, 2015, 11:39:24 PM
Post by: CrazyCat on August 27, 2015, 12:06:01 AM
Maybe it's some weird migraine.
Maybe it's side effects from my medications
Maybe it's a tumor
Maybe it's something else entirely.
My money's on tumor.
Post by: kalan on August 27, 2015, 12:27:23 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 27, 2015, 01:00:03 AM
Post by: CrazyCat on August 27, 2015, 03:54:30 AM
I also hope it's not a tumor, but if it is let's hope it's benign.
Post by: Tarot on August 27, 2015, 05:21:29 AM
It may be something far less unfortunate than a tumor, hopefully.
Regardless of what it is, though, I'm hoping you make it out of this well, if not better than before.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on August 27, 2015, 02:27:42 PM
At least I get free bus fare because I'm a student, but still!
Post by: CrazyCat on August 27, 2015, 10:01:18 PM
Post by: Nrein on August 28, 2015, 01:51:57 AM
It's clear none of them work, so they don't understand what it means to have to try and actually get sleep for your morning job.
Post by: Wolxikin on August 28, 2015, 02:33:29 AM
wasn't enough, I smacked my foot into a rocky concrete step while I was running and gouged it in two places, the continually stubbed it throughout the day today.
Post by: Tarot on August 28, 2015, 07:06:38 AM
I swear the toe Gods hate me, if stubbing my toes 7 times yesterday (I kept track, mind you this was only on my right foot too)
wasn't enough, I smacked my foot into a rocky concrete step while I was running and gouged it in two places, the continually stubbed it throughout the day today.
Ouch. And I can barely survive one toe-stubbing...
Quick, make 'em a sacrifice!
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 28, 2015, 08:14:15 PM
Post by: Aldebar on August 28, 2015, 09:10:46 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 28, 2015, 09:59:08 PM
You did this as a way to meet new people, and now that it worked, all you have to do is act on it.
Post by: saph the sergal on August 29, 2015, 05:12:05 AM
(with the no nails part people are taking them out at night so im gonna get them good and proper)
Post by: Midnight Madness on August 29, 2015, 11:26:12 AM
Revenge is the idiot's solution to a problem. An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind, if some of the people arguing this stuff even understand that saying in its entirety. And if they do... why do they perpetuate hate by using it as their spearhead? Shut up. Grow up. Practice what you preach. Know your opposition and don't bash your supporters, whether they be 'one of you' or a supporter from 'outside', or you may just end up with none at all, and therefore, no credence and the knowledge of driving the failure of your own movement. You want to be treated like decent folk by the major populace? Then act like decent folk and don't use the very same sweeping stereotypes your movement bitches and moans so much about. Hate is hate, and there is no such thing as reverse hate. Everyone is susceptible to being a hateful individual, and no one group is purely good or innocent.
I have the deepest respect for everyone, but I'm not afraid to tell those people when they're being assholes or when they are wrong. And I'm one to be undoubtedly and brutally honest with no sugarcoated shit.
No point in stressing over the bad apples, I guess, since every group has them. This just keeps coming up and I am so tired of it, so I'll reiterate myself until it gets through some thick skulls.
Post by: Angder on August 29, 2015, 11:33:23 AM
Post by: kalan on August 29, 2015, 11:36:42 AM
Post by: CrazyCat on August 29, 2015, 07:12:18 PM
My headache yesterday got so bad that I could barely stand up so my dad drove me to ER. There, they did a scan of my brain, took some blood tests, and it turned out that everything was fine. So the doctors arrived at the conclusion that it was this medication I started taking recently, so I stopped taking it and I'm starting to recover. So it's all good now :3
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 29, 2015, 08:30:47 PM
I've started to get really into being a furry, I love all you guys and I feel like I really belong here. I've been drawing more, updating my fursona and all that jazz. However, in reality I'm just a closet furry and I'm scared to death that people will find out, mostly my aunt because I know she doesn't approve. If she finds out she'll take all of this away from me, and this is all that I have.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 29, 2015, 08:43:49 PM
OT: Coping with twins is really complicated. They both did this national test (NAPLAN) and my daughter did fine, around average and my son completely aced it. There are lots of reasons why it doesn't give a full picture of my girl's abilities, but I can't explain that without seeming to diminish the boy's achievement. THere seems to be no way to be fair to both without compromise.
Post by: Farewell on August 29, 2015, 09:51:07 PM
But he has some issues and I may have to tell the councilor, since things might go wrong if this goes on. I really hope the desperate kid leaves me alone.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 29, 2015, 09:59:47 PM
Post by: Aldebar on August 29, 2015, 11:19:38 PM
You'll deal with that kind of pettiness from people your whole life, but I think it's definitely worse in grade school. (Side note: Giving this kind of advice makes me feel approximately a million years old.)
Post by: kalan on August 30, 2015, 12:44:43 AM
Post by: CrazyCat on August 30, 2015, 01:05:35 AM
I just wanna standmin a crowded place and scream at the top of my lung. I hate depressions and whats worse is I take it out on the people I care about. Ive made an appointment for monday with someone who can help but im scared until then.
As someone who's been in treatment for depression for 5+ years, I can tell you there's nothing to be afraid of. Therapy, it's mostly just talking about your feelings, thoughts, what's bothering you and finding coping strategies. If you're getting meds, then it's not too bad either. Side effects aren't too serious with SSRIs. Just don't expect miracles out of them. They're NOT happy pills. They just make you feel less miserable so you can function more normally and it's easier take steps to improve your life. Either way, it's gonna take a long time, so have patience.
P.S. thanks to everyone for their concern about my mysterious headache :3
Post by: kalan on August 30, 2015, 01:09:16 AM
I just wanna standmin a crowded place and scream at the top of my lung. I hate depressions and whats worse is I take it out on the people I care about. Ive made an appointment for monday with someone who can help but im scared until then.
As someone who's been in treatment for depression for 5+ years, I can tell you there's nothing to be afraid of. Therapy, it's mostly just talking about your feelings, thoughts, what's bothering you and finding coping strategies. If you're getting meds, then it's not too bad either. Side effects aren't too serious with SSRIs. Just don't expect miracles out of them. They're NOT happy pills. They just make you feel less miserable so you can function more normally and it's easier take steps to improve your life. Either way, it's gonna take a long time, so have patience.
P.S. thanks to everyone for their concern about my mysterious headache :3
Thats not what im afraid of, im afraid im not gonna make it to monday
Post by: CrazyCat on August 30, 2015, 02:28:38 AM
I just wanna standmin a crowded place and scream at the top of my lung. I hate depressions and whats worse is I take it out on the people I care about. Ive made an appointment for monday with someone who can help but im scared until then.
As someone who's been in treatment for depression for 5+ years, I can tell you there's nothing to be afraid of. Therapy, it's mostly just talking about your feelings, thoughts, what's bothering you and finding coping strategies. If you're getting meds, then it's not too bad either. Side effects aren't too serious with SSRIs. Just don't expect miracles out of them. They're NOT happy pills. They just make you feel less miserable so you can function more normally and it's easier take steps to improve your life. Either way, it's gonna take a long time, so have patience.
P.S. thanks to everyone for their concern about my mysterious headache :3
Thats not what im afraid of, im afraid im not gonna make it to monday
Ohhh. This is serious.
Going to ER is always an option if you feel you can't take it anymore. Or calling a suicide hotline. Those guys are really helpful. Here's the number (USA only unfortunately don't know any for those not in Burgeristan) 1 (800) 273-8255 just in case shit gets real serious and you can't find anyone who'll listen. They'll help you hang on til monday.
Post by: George on August 30, 2015, 05:22:39 AM
I just wanna standmin a crowded place and scream at the top of my lung. I hate depressions and whats worse is I take it out on the people I care about. Ive made an appointment for monday with someone who can help but im scared until then.
As someone who's been in treatment for depression for 5+ years, I can tell you there's nothing to be afraid of. Therapy, it's mostly just talking about your feelings, thoughts, what's bothering you and finding coping strategies. If you're getting meds, then it's not too bad either. Side effects aren't too serious with SSRIs. Just don't expect miracles out of them. They're NOT happy pills. They just make you feel less miserable so you can function more normally and it's easier take steps to improve your life. Either way, it's gonna take a long time, so have patience.
P.S. thanks to everyone for their concern about my mysterious headache :3
Thats not what im afraid of, im afraid im not gonna make it to monday
Ohhh. This is serious.
Going to ER is always an option if you feel you can't take it anymore. Or calling a suicide hotline. Those guys are really helpful. Here's the number (USA only unfortunately don't know any for those not in Burgeristan) 1 (800) 273-8255 just in case shit gets real serious and you can't find anyone who'll listen. They'll help you hang on til monday.
Seriously, keep these options on the ready. They can help you, one way or another, but nobody can help you if you're already gone.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on August 30, 2015, 06:03:01 AM
I left the pills, because they caused constant headaches and migraines, which next caused my sleeping habits to get completely **censor** up.I just wanna standmin a crowded place and scream at the top of my lung. I hate depressions and whats worse is I take it out on the people I care about. Ive made an appointment for monday with someone who can help but im scared until then.
As someone who's been in treatment for depression for 5+ years, I can tell you there's nothing to be afraid of. Therapy, it's mostly just talking about your feelings, thoughts, what's bothering you and finding coping strategies. If you're getting meds, then it's not too bad either. Side effects aren't too serious with SSRIs. Just don't expect miracles out of them. They're NOT happy pills. They just make you feel less miserable so you can function more normally and it's easier take steps to improve your life. Either way, it's gonna take a long time, so have patience.
P.S. thanks to everyone for their concern about my mysterious headache :3
Post by: Cheza on August 30, 2015, 06:43:15 AM
This weird pain in my head is starting to worry me.
It feels like a migraine, but at the same time it doesn't.
Other than the pain, my arms, hands and legs feel "disconnected" (like as if they're not mine but still somehow do what I want them to do), moving my head around too quickly causes me to feel nauseous, bright lights, most sounds and strong smells makes things feel worse, standing up makes me feel extremely dizzy and also makes the pain in my head/eyes stronger, I feel sleepy even tho I've slept enough for sure, my eyes feel like I've been crying a lot, and I have a hard time focusing them on stuff so everything looks more or less blurry, I'm shaking, the whole world feels like it's spinning, and I feel like I could just sit (or lie) and stare out into nothing for hours without caring.
It's probably just a monster-monster-migraine or something, but it's never been like this before (I've had confirmed migraines for 5-6 years now) so that's why it's worrying me x-x
Post by: kalan on September 01, 2015, 10:42:44 AM
Post by: Aconitum on September 01, 2015, 01:44:03 PM
This is my rant for today.
Post by: Angder on September 01, 2015, 01:46:09 PM
(http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/09/01/223f17e2fbfcdd05a76de4ce4833d02e.jpg)(http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/09/01/4e9d800f752577a25cd925872129218a.jpg)(http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/09/01/0fb24101e34f68b10076c12a398f6859.jpg)
This is my rant for today.
^That guy... **censor** that guy.
Post by: Aconitum on September 01, 2015, 01:48:53 PM
Post by: Farewell on September 01, 2015, 01:53:26 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on September 01, 2015, 01:56:25 PM
I mean, why? The question was tolerable. I would have let it go, but then calling transgender and femboys lost and wrong minded? Excuse me? That's just not okay.Guys, guys. Let's focus on the bigger issue here. That guy is SHIT at English. It aggravates me.
Post by: Aconitum on September 01, 2015, 02:00:48 PM
I mean, why? The question was tolerable. I would have let it go, but then calling transgender and femboys lost and wrong minded? Excuse me? That's just not okay.Guys, guys. Let's focus on the bigger issue here. That guy is SHIT at English. It aggravates me.
I second this. XD I messed up at the beginning there, though. So I suppose I can't talk, but still XD
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on September 01, 2015, 02:23:58 PM
(http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/09/01/223f17e2fbfcdd05a76de4ce4833d02e.jpg)(http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/09/01/4e9d800f752577a25cd925872129218a.jpg)(http://images.tapatalk-cdn.com/15/09/01/0fb24101e34f68b10076c12a398f6859.jpg)Well, you caused it, being rude instead of normally, politely answering.
This is my rant for today.
Post by: Aconitum on September 01, 2015, 02:26:24 PM
Post by: Cheza on September 01, 2015, 02:27:11 PM
Post by: anoni on September 01, 2015, 02:28:53 PM
"Caution: Pseudoephedrine may cause sleeplessness"
Well ok then
Post by: Aconitum on September 01, 2015, 02:30:15 PM
Post by: Farewell on September 01, 2015, 02:50:56 PM
Post by: Nrein on September 01, 2015, 07:18:06 PM
Two of the newbies dismissed all of my advice about my old position that they *both* have to fill, because I'm "Just some young kid".
Like, I'm 22, and I was pretty damn great at my job. It's one thing when people dismiss how much I know about my hobbies, which still bugs me, but to dismiss my knowledge on something I was paid to do, and constantly praised for doing? >.>;
Post by: kalan on September 01, 2015, 08:39:33 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 02, 2015, 01:07:48 AM
Freshmen are just so stupid. The other day they were talking about rape as if it were a complete joke, they all say they've been raped before. But if they were actually raped, they wouldn't be laughing.
Post by: George on September 02, 2015, 10:54:02 PM
Post by: Delain Azara on September 02, 2015, 11:50:30 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 03, 2015, 11:19:14 AM
Update:
I guess I jumped to conclusions... Turns out I'm not grounded after all!
Post by: The Past on September 04, 2015, 12:43:07 AM
Edit: I can't even eat Jello without it hurting. D:
Post by: Zephyr on September 04, 2015, 06:33:45 AM
Post by: Cheza on September 04, 2015, 12:42:27 PM
Also supposed to have a friend over this weekend. We haven't seen each other since midsummer, so I'd hate to have to cancel it.
Post by: Jennifer Ambrosia on September 04, 2015, 02:49:40 PM
My boyfriend and i may end up being homeless by the end of the month. The person we are living with is running low on money and cannot support the both of us, so unless the gov starts paying him by then, we will most likely end up on the streets.
damn that sucks... looks like it's getting tough everywhere. my dad barely gets enough pay to keep us afloat.
Post by: Midnight Madness on September 08, 2015, 01:33:59 AM
Even I have my limits on people acting like their way is the undeniable truth.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 08, 2015, 11:21:37 PM
Post by: Aldebar on September 10, 2015, 01:35:46 AM
It's also just hard to find good conversations in general, especially with my shoddy social skills.
Post by: saph the sergal on September 13, 2015, 12:22:03 PM
Admittedly not as macho, air jacks are safer, easier to use, less dangerous.
Lets retype this properly shall we.
Air jacks CAN be safer, kind of easier to use as you show, MORE dangerous because they are FILLED by carbon monoxide and other things from the process of combustion.
summery of rant: people who lie to those watching about something that can and will kill you
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on September 13, 2015, 02:21:24 PM
Post by: Cheza on September 13, 2015, 02:24:13 PM
These really bad ones have become more frequent lately as well, and that's also kinda worrying.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 13, 2015, 02:51:45 PM
OT: I miss my dog :'(
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on September 13, 2015, 07:52:06 PM
Also, from a month I don't feel any enjoyment from playing video games and stopped actually playing them. Only exception is Hearthstone and when I'm REALLY bored.
Post by: Farewell on September 13, 2015, 09:47:26 PM
To top that off my parents continue to fight. My dads using money to buy love from us, my mom is thinking about buying a separate house with my big sister, having us make the decisions of staying with whoever (though it will be in the same area). I'm pretty sure there may be a divorce or something since they can never be happy.
I'm tired of everything and can't think straight. Don't you all wish you can run away from reality.
Post by: George on September 14, 2015, 05:41:49 AM
I'm getting really tired of being screwed over by people who claim to care about me. Seems like there's only one left actually on my side.
Post by: snappyturtle on September 14, 2015, 06:50:20 AM
Now my little girl is asleep so I can rant.
Post by: Farewell on September 15, 2015, 02:51:26 AM
Post by: kalan on September 15, 2015, 12:55:40 PM
Post by: shawcked86 on September 15, 2015, 03:56:16 PM
They took 600 bucks and only gave me back 280 of it, without telling me. I thought I have been smart going to them only to find I got taken of money that was mine. I am not trustng that store or chain again.
Post by: Valentina on September 15, 2015, 11:28:37 PM
Im good friends with a guy i like and he told me that he liked her and i hate her for it i shouldnt blame her but i do, she promised me she would never date him but i still hate the way he looks at her and talks to her and knowing he will never talk or look at me like that T.T.. (Rant over)
Post by: kalan on September 15, 2015, 11:31:25 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 16, 2015, 12:48:09 AM
Post by: Nrein on September 16, 2015, 11:02:25 PM
It wouldn't bother me if she wasn't collecting the ten minutes for pay, while I don't collect the ten minutes I stay over. Especially considering I already have more work/responsibilities than her >.>
Post by: Cheza on September 18, 2015, 02:29:01 PM
The bad news is that I've now gotten an angry note from there where they wonder where the hell I've been and that I've basically missed the whole first part of the thing.
So things got messed up anyway.
Post by: Wolxikin on September 18, 2015, 05:47:36 PM
Post by: kalan on September 18, 2015, 06:09:13 PM
Post by: The Past on September 18, 2015, 07:22:39 PM
Post by: ✡ on September 18, 2015, 07:36:49 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 18, 2015, 08:25:19 PM
Post by: Wolxikin on September 18, 2015, 08:27:56 PM
Post by: Aconitum on September 18, 2015, 09:08:38 PM
So like... At nine or so in the morning, this boy and a group of his friends come into the lounge hooting and hollering, acting like fools. None of our morning customers are in the mood for that, so right away people start leaving and there goes our morning business. All of the other employees were pissed and I was shaking with anger cause like... What the hell?!
Then, the leader of the group comes to the front counter and starts harassing one of our youngest cafe girls (she's like 18), telling her how nice her boobs were and asking her for a strip tease. The girl was just standing there, unsure of what to do, probably stunned and embarrassed.
I felt terrible for her. Terrible for what was going on! So, I took an old spit can (for our customers that liked to chew tobacco) and threw its contents all over the guy's shirt without a word. That granted me a "You dirty bitch!" Then the butt hurt loser stomped away like a little girl. Score one for Acon and that's my rant for today
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 18, 2015, 11:23:44 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on September 18, 2015, 11:33:12 PM
As for what Cecil said, there's this thing, they're called hormones, they make you act weird at a certain age (which this person was probably at as he was described as a "boy"). Really not that strange. Not acceptable, mind you. Just not that odd.
Post by: Sarani123 on September 19, 2015, 12:08:31 AM
*Deep sigh*
Car broke down.
*Even deeper sigh*
One of my "friends" ended up stabbing me in the back.
*Deeper sigh*
Literally tripped on air, and ended up getting my outfit muddy.
Ugh.
I need a hug or something.
Post by: Sarani123 on September 19, 2015, 12:15:54 AM
*hugs* 0:) :D
Thank you, I needed that.
Post by: SadDubwool on September 19, 2015, 07:23:32 AM
Post by: Aconitum on September 19, 2015, 11:13:53 AM
Couldn't you have just thrown them out like as soon as people started leaving? Or when they started harassing someone? Those would have been good points at which to kick them out. Really, you what you did probably hasn't helped and has the potential to cause issues for you personally. I seriously hope it doesn't, mind you it probably won't.
As for what Cecil said, there's this thing, they're called hormones, they make you act weird at a certain age (which this person was probably at as he was described as a "boy"). Really not that strange. Not acceptable, mind you. Just not that odd.
All good points my friend, but simply throwing them out would not have satisfied me. And honestly, as you can probably already tell, I simply don't care for drunk idiots like that. Therefore, I don't give a flying shit what speaks against or for my personality XD If dumb ass kids like that wanna act like dirt, they'll be treated like dirt.
OT: Today's game day for Penn State... Let's see how this goes.
Post by: The Past on September 19, 2015, 11:26:42 AM
Post by: Wolxikin on September 19, 2015, 12:05:01 PM
Someone may have misunderstood something I said, and I'm afraid they're ticked off at me.
That makes two of us
Post by: George on September 21, 2015, 12:06:37 AM
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on September 21, 2015, 02:33:39 PM
Post by: shawcked86 on September 21, 2015, 07:34:42 PM
My job is getting crazy because of peak season coming around and for a warehouse that is very customer first they are getting picky about every little thing you do.
i want to cry most days but i hold it all in hoping and praying that it will get better if i just work harder.
Post by: Regi on September 21, 2015, 08:18:11 PM
Post by: Farewell on September 22, 2015, 03:45:38 AM
Finally fell asleep
Woke up this morning
Walked down stairs
Found our cat dead in the hallway... I cried a bit since I was the first to see this, but being my brothers cat he was torn apart... *sigh* it was a shitty Monday...
Post by: The Past on September 22, 2015, 12:51:18 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 22, 2015, 03:24:01 PM
Stupid money :P
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 22, 2015, 08:21:28 PM
Post by: Wolxikin on September 22, 2015, 08:25:52 PM
I'm getting pretty frustrated with my drawing ability. I just can't do it they're always asymmetrical or horribly skewed. I have a small motor skills problem and I feel like that's why I can't draw. It makes me mad because it's something I can't really fix, I see other people's drawings and I just get sad because making my own might be literally impossible.
Practice makes perfect, just remember to start small. Don't expect to be able to draw something perfect right away, speaking from personal experience
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 22, 2015, 08:37:36 PM
Post by: kalan on September 22, 2015, 08:38:39 PM
Post by: Wolxikin on September 22, 2015, 08:39:12 PM
Post by: juliet on September 22, 2015, 10:01:59 PM
Post by: Sarani123 on September 23, 2015, 12:57:45 AM
My boyfriend left me over me having a cold sore (which I have gotten since I was a child. He knew this before I got with him.) He made me feel like I was disgusting and not fit to be anyone's partner and I went to drop off his things at his house and his brothers care taker, who I am friends with stopped me to talk, and I broke down crying which I was trying to hold in because he opened the door at first. I'm so embarrassed and I can't stop crying because no matter what I still feel like a piece of shit about it. Its my fault.. I shouldn't have been born..
My gosh... he's a douche. Don't waste your feelings on a person that's as shallow to break up with someone for a cold sore. *Hugs*
Post by: Aldebar on September 23, 2015, 03:17:43 AM
My issues are pretty minor compared to others in the thread, but I'm driving myself crazy today because I have no idea what I'll do with myself after I graduate at the end of the year. I'd like to continue my education, but my current school, a community college, doesn't have a four-year program for my chosen major and the closest schools that do will be impossible to commute to in the winter. I'd like to avoid moving, but I'm not sure I'll be able to stay where I'm at now.
Post by: Setcho on September 23, 2015, 01:10:43 PM
Post by: The Past on September 24, 2015, 02:02:33 AM
Post by: Nrein on September 24, 2015, 06:37:49 PM
Post by: Regi on September 24, 2015, 07:30:49 PM
Post by: ✡ on September 24, 2015, 07:53:40 PM
Hnnngh.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on September 24, 2015, 07:56:44 PM
I've been pretty up front with people that I have concerns about lately and I feel weird and kind of a jerk about it because I never used to be up front at all; I was a coward and just brush things under the rug. For example my friend that got out of rehab 2 or 3 months ago for drug and alcohol abuse wanted to hang out with me and she found my parents stash of wine, my mom see's her eyeing it and asks her if she wants some (My parents are okay with me drinking as long as we are drinking responsibly and just once a month). I was kind of hesitant of the choice my mom was making, but I guess a little wouldn't hurt my friend. After me, my friend and my mom finished our small glass of wine, my mom brings out the tequila. We 3 got drunk, it was fun but I'm a bit mad that my mom was doing this just to look like a cool parent and my friend might go on the wrong path again. So my friend started asking to come over and kept asking if we have alcohol, and I just had to say something. "I feel like you just coming over to intoxicate yourself...I'm trying not to judge, but this needs to stop. I'm concerned about you and I don't want your dad blaming us if you go back to the path you are going down. Most importantly, as I said, I'm concerned about you." I said. She kind of felt bad and that made me felt bad. Numerous amount of people at school know about her drug abuse and I didn't want to seem like the others that look down upon her. I don't look down upon her at all, she is a wonderful spiritual person and the only out going person I can stand. I just don't want her to think I do. I told her that I don't but I heard what she had to say about it's hard to quit once you have the addiction. I've never had to discuss it; I don't know how to talk to her about it without seeming judgmental. With drug users and alcoholics, I don't like to judge because some do it due to sever depression and I can relate to the depression and wanting to put yourself in danger and I can understand to want a substance that can make all those bad feelings go away. Anyway sorry for the long thing... I just hope me being up front is more of a positive thing than a bad, I guess it depends on the perspective on the person I'm being up front with.
It's good that you reminded and talked to her. Addictions are hard to beat.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 26, 2015, 01:37:58 AM
Post by: kalan on September 26, 2015, 01:39:14 AM
Post by: Farewell on September 26, 2015, 09:18:14 AM
Anger
Depression
Anger
Depression
Anger
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on September 27, 2015, 04:45:48 AM
Post by: Razz on September 27, 2015, 07:22:25 PM
*pencil breaks in a way that my non-electric pencil sharpener can't save it*
Okay, good thing I have a back up!
*that one breaks as well*
:'( (http://i.imgur.com/qwBcxKf.jpg)
Post by: Angder on September 27, 2015, 08:05:15 PM
I'm gonna draw my fursona!
*pencil breaks in a way that my non-electric pencil sharpener can't save it*
Okay, good thing I have a back up!
*that one breaks as well*
:'( (http://i.imgur.com/qwBcxKf.jpg)
This is why people do digital illustration.
*computer explodes* :P
OT: Having trouble waking up at a sensible time in the mornings, and its pissing me off.
Post by: Cheza on September 29, 2015, 05:44:33 PM
Post by: Dubaku on September 29, 2015, 05:46:37 PM
Post by: anoni on September 30, 2015, 05:11:53 AM
Stubbed my toe... I can't go on! I can't go on! Also, my upper body feels like Jello
Are... Are those two connected? XD
Post by: George on September 30, 2015, 05:32:29 AM
I'm getting old.
XD
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 01, 2015, 12:01:19 PM
Post by: Nrein on October 01, 2015, 06:04:24 PM
It's a big difference when you're set up to serve 20 alternative portions than 80 >.>
Post by: anoni on October 01, 2015, 06:16:19 PM
So no one brings presents, which is ok I suppose that's fine, I didn't ask them to bring presents so you know whatever. Then they spend the first 20 minutes (out at dinner) talking about what they're gonna do the day after, which is an event I'm not invited to. Then two of my friends who started a business in year 10 (yeah I know sounds impressive right? Except that they've had the "business" for 5 years now and the only thing they have is a "product" that is only bought by their friends and family and "investors" that are all their family. They outsourced the product and outsourced their shitty website, which I **censor** HACKED in like 15 minutes cause they have no password brute force protection) they decide to, while dinner is over, spend 15 minutes talking amongst themselves (they were the ones driving) about their business, even though they promised they wouldn't before hand, and when I tell them to stop they just **censor** ignore me, even though the only reason they're talking about their "business" right in front of us is so they can stroke their own egos. I told my other friends that we'd just **censor** go but they didn't want to.
**censor** these assholes, **censor** their self-centered views and utter disrespect for social etiquitte. I used to think this dickheads were normal, but now that I've actually had good friends I can see through their utter bullshit. **censor** that shit, they wonder why I avoid hanging out with them.
Post by: Farewell on October 01, 2015, 06:49:47 PM
Have the same problem but with a few of our uncles and aunts, it's bullshit... And they expect so much?! We use to always come to the special parties they throw for their daughters or son (which are spoiled 24/7) it pisses me off I just was so blind since I was little but as I grew I now know at least half of my family members are disrespectful assholes.
Not to long ago I went to a birthday for my cousin, Faith they ignored me, locked me from their room and talked how they get what they want... All I did was sit as everyone made fun of my haircut saying I look like a boy. I ignored (if I didn't I would snap but I know I would get grounded, and scolded) all I did was watched the hobbit, completely depressed.
Post by: The Past on October 02, 2015, 06:22:28 AM
Post by: Cheza on October 02, 2015, 12:24:54 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 02, 2015, 08:34:17 PM
Post by: Cheza on October 02, 2015, 08:48:37 PM
I just found it to be pretty rude of them to ignore and push me out of the group like that. Sure, I'm aware I might not have anything too interesting to say most of the time, but occasionally I do.
Post by: Aconitum on October 02, 2015, 09:08:01 PM
They aren't mad at me for that. My siblings went to a different school where they taught Russian and mom learned it out of interest in her spare time when she was young, so I'm not "expected" to be able to speak it.
I just found it to be pretty rude of them to ignore and push me out of the group like that. Sure, I'm aware I might not have anything too interesting to say most of the time, but occasionally I do.
My family does the same god damn thing. -_- We should make up our own language and speak only that in front of our families like it ain't nothin XD
Post by: Farewell on October 03, 2015, 02:54:42 AM
Post by: The Past on October 03, 2015, 09:46:00 PM
Post by: George on October 03, 2015, 10:42:24 PM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 04, 2015, 09:57:05 PM
I don't feel motivated to live.
I can't manage my time properly. I spend most of my day idling, sitting in my desk and looking at my monitor.
I'm losing my school grades.
Life, take me away from here. I'm ready to go anytime now.
Post by: Farewell on October 04, 2015, 11:43:54 PM
I can't focus on anything.So I'm not the only one.
I don't feel motivated to live.
I can't manage my time properly. I spend most of my day idling, sitting in my desk and looking at my monitor.
I'm losing my school grades.
Life, take me away from here. I'm ready to go anytime now.
Post by: Aconitum on October 04, 2015, 11:47:41 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 04, 2015, 11:56:23 PM
I can't focus on anything.Hey! hey! Suicide is NOT the answer. Please reconsider!
I don't feel motivated to live.
I can't manage my time properly. I spend most of my day idling, sitting in my desk and looking at my monitor.
I'm losing my school grades.
Life, take me away from here. I'm ready to go anytime now.
Post by: kalan on October 05, 2015, 12:17:47 AM
I can't focus on anything.
I don't feel motivated to live.
I can't manage my time properly. I spend most of my day idling, sitting in my desk and looking at my monitor.
I'm losing my school grades.
Life, take me away from here. I'm ready to go anytime now.
Other than the school grades part im right there with. Why doesnt the body just have an off switch
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 05, 2015, 05:14:39 AM
I just wish that everything, me included, vanished out of existence.
Post by: George on October 05, 2015, 05:21:16 AM
I just wish that everything was gone.
Hey don't be mean, some of us like existing!
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on October 05, 2015, 11:58:30 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 05, 2015, 01:43:19 PM
Only things I'm still motivated on/for are Ingress and work.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 06, 2015, 09:17:14 PM
I'm too lazy to even roleplay.But what if Ingress is my destiny? :/
Only things I'm still motivated on/for are Ingress and work.
Post by: The Past on October 07, 2015, 04:07:10 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 07, 2015, 10:43:29 AM
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on October 07, 2015, 10:54:08 AM
Quote
[/size]I'm too lazy to even roleplay.But what if Ingress is my destiny? :/
Only things I'm still motivated on/for are Ingress and work.
what is ingress
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 07, 2015, 11:20:46 AM
i hate people who see the world in black and white (metaphorically of course)Quote[/size]I'm too lazy to even roleplay.But what if Ingress is my destiny? :/
Only things I'm still motivated on/for are Ingress and work.
what is ingress
Ingress is NOT a game >.>
(Lore says it leaked, pretending to be a game)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ss-Z-QjFUio&list=PLDEUWItbkQ5_z4i_FBLfjEGOz9uyFZE4c
Geolocation based game about taking over land by playing "connect dots" with real world places you have to be in/at/nearby to connect them into triangles. (It has a LOT backstory/lore going on.)
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 07, 2015, 09:27:12 PM
I don't feel anything
I don't feel any life inside of me
I'm just an empty shell right now
Post by: Sarani123 on October 07, 2015, 09:52:40 PM
I swear, if someone calls me the N word again, I'm going to get arrested today.
I don't care if you are black, white, latino, purple, who are you to call me that? I'm sorry, if you are okay with being called a name like that, go ahead. Just don't assume other people are.
The same person called me a slut today, (a person that sleeps around alot) but I'm not even going to start on that.
Just.
*Shakes with anger*
Post by: The Past on October 08, 2015, 12:44:18 AM
I don't even watch MLP. I've seen a few episodes, and while it's not my thing, I can tell they put effort into it and it is actually pretty good, ESPECIALLY for a show made to market toys for little girls. Just because a portion of the fans can be annoying/gross doesn't mean the show is horrible. Now people have a screaming hissy fit when someone just casually mentions the existence of the show. Now, who are the supposed man-children again?
Post by: George on October 08, 2015, 05:38:43 AM
The hate on My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic is going too far. I mean, I understand getting irritated by it constantly being thrown into your face by overzealous bronies, but that doesn't mean the show is bad, and it doesn't mean all the fans are either.
I don't even watch MLP. I've seen a few episodes, and while it's not my thing, I can tell they put effort into it and it is actually pretty good, ESPECIALLY for a show made to market toys for little girls. Just because a portion of the fans can be annoying/gross doesn't mean the show is horrible. Now people have a screaming hissy fit when someone just casually mentions the existence of the show. Now, who are the supposed man-children again?
I must be lucky because I haven't seen much of either side of this in quite a while. XD
Post by: Setcho on October 08, 2015, 05:39:08 AM
Post by: George on October 08, 2015, 05:43:31 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 08, 2015, 07:49:48 AM
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on October 08, 2015, 07:54:51 AM
Post Merge: October 08, 2015, 08:01:45 AM
now i am wondering why the anoni removed obey's comment...
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 08, 2015, 09:39:47 AM
I'm leaving. At least for a week
Post by: Elias on October 08, 2015, 10:29:59 AM
Post by: kalan on October 09, 2015, 12:38:48 AM
I miss some of my frriends that I dont get to see that much if at all anymore
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 09, 2015, 01:06:39 AM
Post by: kalan on October 09, 2015, 01:09:04 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 09, 2015, 01:24:22 AM
Post by: kalan on October 09, 2015, 01:25:39 AM
Post by: Elias on October 09, 2015, 10:06:18 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 09, 2015, 11:10:50 AM
Post by: Aconitum on October 10, 2015, 02:40:29 PM
Post by: Farewell on October 10, 2015, 02:45:53 PM
Post by: kalan on October 10, 2015, 02:51:32 PM
Post by: Aconitum on October 10, 2015, 03:16:32 PM
Have no friends, have no life. Kinda makes me sit in a corner scolding how awful I am by the minute. Who am I? Why am I here? Honestly once we're out of school you work your ass off until retiring then dying?... That's pretty much life and what fun. Most of us don't even make a difference and I'm sure I won't nor do make one. I hate myself and that's that I can't handle anything, i can't even hold my grades up for a month, how will that turn out for when I'm adult unable to do shit but fail.
Zaida, I don't know what it's worth, but you're right on some points, my dear. That IS all we do, work hard in school and your job, retire and die. But it's really all in what you make of it. When you look at it that way, yeah it's gonna seem like a terrible fate sprinkled with meaningless. But if you go on to do the things you like and care to do, what happens now, just won't matter anymore.
Post by: kalan on October 10, 2015, 03:25:24 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 10, 2015, 03:37:46 PM
Post by: Aconitum on October 10, 2015, 03:41:04 PM
Post by: SadDubwool on October 10, 2015, 04:26:50 PM
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on October 11, 2015, 01:31:01 PM
I just tore a bandage off...no im regretting every moment of it
were you doing something cool when you ripped of your bandage, like a badass
Post by: Elias on October 11, 2015, 06:51:27 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on October 11, 2015, 06:54:28 PM
Post by: Grey on October 11, 2015, 06:56:30 PM
Post by: Elias on October 11, 2015, 07:01:32 PM
A friend of mine was refused a job for being "from the wrong country". That company missed out on a great worker.
GET HIM TO S U E THEM DAMN YOU :P
Post Merge: October 11, 2015, 07:03:06 PM
4chan didn't deliver enough today. *Wipes away memes*
Have you not been on /k/ recently good god!?
Post by: Farewell on October 12, 2015, 01:17:44 AM
Post by: anoni on October 12, 2015, 12:36:19 PM
Whoever though quantum mechanics would be so hard?
damn, damn, damn, damn
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on October 12, 2015, 12:44:44 PM
Nuclear physics assignment
Whoever though quantum mechanics would be so hard?
damn, damn, damn, damn
Truth is ever to be found in simplicity, and not in the multiplicity and confusion of things
by the apple lover
Post by: ✡ on October 12, 2015, 04:15:40 PM
Post by: Regi on October 12, 2015, 08:08:41 PM
Post by: George on October 13, 2015, 01:00:20 AM
I'm not social like at all.
No offence, but what point is there in a forum if you're not social?
0T: THIS IS N0T A WHAT. Don't call it a what.
Post by: ✡ on October 13, 2015, 01:38:54 AM
it's me attempting to be social.I'm not social like at all.
No offence, but what point is there in a forum if you're not social?
0T: THIS IS N0T A WHAT. Don't call it a what.
Post by: Buna on October 13, 2015, 01:46:04 AM
Post by: Wolxikin on October 13, 2015, 02:38:02 AM
Post by: Aconitum on October 13, 2015, 03:25:55 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 13, 2015, 03:58:56 PM
Post by: kalan on October 15, 2015, 01:15:10 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 15, 2015, 01:37:19 AM
Post by: Farewell on October 15, 2015, 03:16:01 AM
Mom's ex but he is just bad bad news living in Vegas... I wouldn't want to run into him.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 15, 2015, 06:15:13 AM
Post by: Regi on October 15, 2015, 03:00:22 PM
Not sure if [I am] trans or just femboy.
It's okay just do you boo, as long as you are happy with who you are. I've had gender identity problems too
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 15, 2015, 03:34:14 PM
Post by: Grey on October 15, 2015, 05:25:09 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 15, 2015, 05:35:57 PM
Post by: Alistair on October 15, 2015, 05:56:10 PM
I'm getting overly-nostalgic and its actually making me sad. I miss the good times, the laughs, everything. I can't imagine what they'd think of me now if them and I were to meet face to face. Its been years and this is why I avoid going on facebook, more memories to mull over while I be a sad dumbass about it.
Post by: ✡ on October 15, 2015, 06:00:07 PM
Post by: Aconitum on October 15, 2015, 10:01:03 PM
Post by: Keinai on October 15, 2015, 10:27:11 PM
She's verbally and emotionally abused me and my sister for as long as I can remember. And I can't run from her because I have no money and my parents travel a lot. I don't know why my dad married this woman.
And none of my friends understand because they all have perfectly functional families.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 15, 2015, 11:11:07 PM
Post by: Keinai on October 15, 2015, 11:15:30 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 15, 2015, 11:21:51 PM
(And if you ask me your stepmother has no reason to be mad. I mean, a B in an AP class? I don't even take any AP classes!)
Post by: Keinai on October 15, 2015, 11:24:44 PM
I think she was abused when she was a child, from what my brother told me. And that she used to drink. That would explain a lot.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 15, 2015, 11:30:33 PM
Post by: Keinai on October 15, 2015, 11:34:29 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 15, 2015, 11:39:40 PM
Post by: Keinai on October 15, 2015, 11:42:17 PM
I'm probably making it sound a lot worse than it actually is. She usually ignores me until she checks my grades or if I trip, or if I ask her if I can do/have something.
Post by: Farewell on October 16, 2015, 12:53:25 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 16, 2015, 12:58:50 AM
Post by: Keinai on October 16, 2015, 01:00:15 AM
Don't complain about what that person is ranting about, since it is affecting THEM and they are ranting about what is in THEIR life or how THEY feel. Not every single topic deserves a pretentious remark. RANTING AND ADVICE is exactly what this board is for, not heated discussions.
Post by: Aconitum on October 16, 2015, 01:01:58 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 16, 2015, 01:08:26 AM
That's what I love about TFF!!!
Post by: Keinai on October 16, 2015, 01:08:57 AM
Oh, it was B schedule today (shorter classes, extra period) and my extra class is in the band room so I can practice my scales and concert music.
I usually practice in the percussion storage room because it's carpeted and usually quiet, a couple of other people share it with me but we're all quiet pretty much and we sometimes play music together.
But Tuesday and today a bunch of guys who weren't even in band or music decided to talk and yell WHILE I'M TRYING TO **censor** PRACTICE.
My music stand was knocked over TWICE and no one bothered to say 'sorry' or help me pick up my music. They literally ignored me.
The next time it happened I threatened to empty my spit valve on their shoe or flick the spit out of the slide on them.
They didn't listen, and I eventually moved to practice with the tubas across the hall.
I play French Horn by the way. First chair.
Post by: Nrein on October 16, 2015, 01:12:25 AM
I hate seeing people getting dissed or shot down in boards like these.
Don't complain about what that person is ranting about, since it is affecting THEM and they are ranting about what is in THEIR life or how THEY feel. Not every single topic deserves a pretentious remark. RANTING AND ADVICE is exactly what this board is for, not heated discussions.
But sometimes people have to fill their pretentious quota for the day! :D
OT: I honestly can't stand when people sit there and question every decision I make, while saying it's because they're "looking out for" me. I'm sorry but, making me doubt myself isn't what I'd call doing me a favor :V
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 16, 2015, 01:19:30 AM
Post by: Nrein on October 16, 2015, 01:43:18 AM
Everyone does that to me! They think I'm a complete idiot! I'm not! I'm 18! I can make my own decisions!
I'd say you're at just about the right age to tell people to screw off for that. I'll admit, I'm one of those people who find it very hard to really respect the words that come out of the mouths of people under 18, but as long as it isn't stupid then :D
Post by: George on October 16, 2015, 02:04:53 AM
I'm one of those people who find it very hard to really respect the words that come out of the mouths of people under 18,
lt's a shame age tells you everything you need to know about a person, eh?
Post by: Keinai on October 16, 2015, 02:08:00 AM
Honestly I think it's better to have muscle and street smarts than brain power and a 4.9 GPA.
Post by: Nrein on October 16, 2015, 02:16:29 AM
I'm one of those people who find it very hard to really respect the words that come out of the mouths of people under 18,
lt's a shame age tells you everything you need to know about a person, eh?
It's more like experience and respect. I'm not gonna sit there and deal with a 16 year old who claims they know exactly how someone should act about a situation without any real experience. If you can't even be called an "adult", I can't be expected to treat you like one if you can't act like it or show respect :v
Not to mention, I can't really take someone still in highschool seriously when they seem to feel entitled enough to single out and make comments about an adult who is having problems, as if they would know better.
Post by: Keinai on October 16, 2015, 02:22:41 AM
Of course the adult has the right to decide if those comments are appropriate, but there is no wrong in showing concern.
I'm happy my generation is opening up and offering help to anyone. Most of us are self-absorbed little bastards.
Post by: Nrein on October 16, 2015, 02:28:18 AM
Making comments or suggestions, to me, has nothing to do with age if they are genuinely concerned about the individual in question.
Of course the adult has the right to decide if those comments are appropriate, but there is no wrong in showing concern.
I'm happy my generation is opening up and offering help to anyone. Most of us are self-absorbed little bastards.
General concern is one thing, while being a pretentious douche is another.
If you're 12 and actually worried about someones well being, and trying to help them do better? Yeah, that's great!
If you're a Junior and feel the need to essentially belittle someone because of their problems, and act like you know what's best for them? Well, I'm just gonna assume you're some teen that thinks they know everything.
Maybe that makes me some "Self-righteous adult a-hole who has no respect for younger people," but what people don't know is I have a *team* of respectable kids who at least know the difference between trying to do good and sticking more wood in the fire.
Post by: Keinai on October 16, 2015, 02:31:03 AM
....Anyone else notice there are a LOT of people obsessed with Japan/anime?
Post by: juliet on October 16, 2015, 02:35:58 AM
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Post by: Keinai on October 16, 2015, 02:44:44 AM
I'm bullied for my passion for canines and my connection to the wilderness.
My friends don't get it either, they live in homes with both of their parents and don't try to do more than 'be there'.
They don't try to pry into my emotions out of concern, they just ask 'how are you?' and I say 'I'm not bad' even though they can see the shadows under my eyes and that I never take off my hoodie in public.
Post by: juliet on October 16, 2015, 02:58:41 AM
So I guess I just am. I... I just want her and the rest of my family to love me. I'm just a piece of shit though.
Post by: SadDubwool on October 16, 2015, 04:28:47 AM
i feel like theres to much negativity in this world and that it should be focused on more in the future
Post by: The Past on October 16, 2015, 07:17:29 AM
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Post by: Naval on October 16, 2015, 02:46:31 PM
Post by: kalan on October 16, 2015, 03:10:59 PM
Im tired of paying somebody a lot of money to do something they're not doing. Fire them all and find people that can do their jobs for god sakes
Post by: Grovygrunge on October 16, 2015, 03:16:28 PM
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Post by: Nrein on October 16, 2015, 04:54:49 PM
I'm sorry, but I'm fairly certain my title is Tech Supervisor/Director for a reason.
Post by: Keinai on October 16, 2015, 07:38:28 PM
If I drop my books in the hall don't step on them.
I don't think many people understand how important a small gesture of kindness can be, especially to someone like me.
Post by: juliet on October 16, 2015, 07:40:16 PM
More people, having problems with me? Just ban me already because I'm sure that's what its going to come to.
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Post by: Regi on October 16, 2015, 07:44:36 PM
Post by: Nrein on October 16, 2015, 08:57:37 PM
I love how there is a thread about me on here that I CANT EVEN ACCESS.
More people, having problems with me? Just ban me already because I'm sure that's what its going to come to.
There's basically a thread about everyone they watch. I've heard fun things about what's on mine.
You gotta wonder if there's threads for the people who can see those threads.
Post by: Aconitum on October 16, 2015, 09:02:05 PM
I love how there is a thread about me on here that I CANT EVEN ACCESS.
More people, having problems with me? Just ban me already because I'm sure that's what its going to come to.
There's basically a thread about everyone they watch. I've heard fun things about what's on mine.
You gotta wonder if there's threads for the people who can see those threads.
What? People are making threads about tff users? I feel like that's against the rules. -_-
Post by: Grovygrunge on October 16, 2015, 09:05:29 PM
Guys, I can say that what you are assuming is definitely wrong. The mods make threads when they warn someone about why they have done so and to decide how much said person should be warned. So that's probably why. Just sayin'I love how there is a thread about me on here that I CANT EVEN ACCESS.
More people, having problems with me? Just ban me already because I'm sure that's what its going to come to.
There's basically a thread about everyone they watch. I've heard fun things about what's on mine.
You gotta wonder if there's threads for the people who can see those threads.
Post by: Aconitum on October 16, 2015, 09:07:35 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on October 16, 2015, 09:10:48 PM
Post by: juliet on October 16, 2015, 09:32:42 PM
BUT WHATEVER MAN.
Post by: Keinai on October 16, 2015, 09:35:13 PM
There is a difference between 'you're a huge **censor** piece of shit!' and 'I **censor** hate spiders'.
Post by: juliet on October 16, 2015, 09:38:15 PM
They are focused on me because of something I did in the past which wasn't really all that bad.
I hardly come on here now because I can't keep the internet up and I'm constantly doing school work, house work, or sleeping. I have to pick up at least one part time job now too.
This is because my mom wont work and has resorted to begging family members for money which I'm too proud to do. I'm not going to be a bum. I am going to work and keep this place afloat. I'm also going to save money towards leaving this god awful place.. I need to set up a plan.
(I figured out what the warning thread was about. My comment about suicide.)
Post by: The Past on October 16, 2015, 09:47:06 PM
Yep. It's just a storage place for warnings. We quote the post containing the issue and discuss what the issue is with it and how much of a warning it deserves. Everyone who has had a notable warning has a warning thread. Even some mods, including myself, have one. :PGuys, I can say that what you are assuming is definitely wrong. The mods make threads when they warn someone about why they have done so and to decide how much said person should be warned. So that's probably why. Just sayin'I love how there is a thread about me on here that I CANT EVEN ACCESS.
More people, having problems with me? Just ban me already because I'm sure that's what its going to come to.
There's basically a thread about everyone they watch. I've heard fun things about what's on mine.
You gotta wonder if there's threads for the people who can see those threads.
Juliet, this is the post that was warned, and the reason has been added to the post.
http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=11812.msg1544063#msg1544063 (http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=11812.msg1544063#msg1544063)
I'm not sure if you can read the edit reasons on Tapatalk, though.
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« Last Edit: 9 hours ago by anoni, Reason: Sensitive topics like suicide are best suited for professionals, not for TFF members
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On topic, though, I have so many ideas in my head, but I just can't put them on paper. I get too distracted by my surroundings, or even the ideas themselves, to document them, basically. And I'm sick of it. I actually want to do something productive for once.
Post by: juliet on October 16, 2015, 09:55:47 PM
Thanks Ev. Sorry I'm just having the worst time lately.Yep. It's just a storage place for warnings. We quote the post containing the issue and discuss what the issue is with it and how much of a warning it deserves. Everyone who has had a notable warning has a warning thread. Even some mods, including myself, have one.Guys, I can say that what you are assuming is definitely wrong. The mods make threads when they warn someone about why they have done so and to decide how much said person should be warned. So that's probably why. Just sayin'I love how there is a thread about me on here that I CANT EVEN ACCESS.
More people, having problems with me? Just ban me already because I'm sure that's what its going to come to.
There's basically a thread about everyone they watch. I've heard fun things about what's on mine.
You gotta wonder if there's threads for the people who can see those threads.
Juliet, this is the post that was warned, and the reason has been added to the post.
http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=11812.msg1544063#msg1544063 (http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=11812.msg1544063#msg1544063)
I'm not sure if you can read the edit reasons on Tapatalk, though.Quote« Last Edit: 9 hours ago by anoni, Reason: Sensitive topics like suicide are best suited for professionals, not for TFF members
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On topic, though, I have so many ideas in my head, but I just can't put them on paper. I get too distracted by my surroundings, or even the ideas themselves, to document them, basically. And I'm sick of it. I actually want to do something productive for once.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 17, 2015, 09:14:39 AM
I'm about to install Linux on it, but I need to get all of the private files out of HDD, which is **censor** time consuming, because they are spread all over the file system.
Post by: saph the sergal on October 17, 2015, 10:16:42 AM
My PC's OS died and that's bad. Like really bad, cuz I'm now screwed, cuz I need my PC like right now.
I'm about to install Linux on it, but I need to get all of the private files out of HDD, which is **censor** time consuming, because they are spread all over the file system.
if windows you can keep old files with a fresh install
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 17, 2015, 03:14:48 PM
I know, but it drives me mad. And I think I'll install it as dual boot.My PC's OS died and that's bad. Like really bad, cuz I'm now screwed, cuz I need my PC like right now.
I'm about to install Linux on it, but I need to get all of the private files out of HDD, which is **censor** time consuming, because they are spread all over the file system.
if windows you can keep old files with a fresh install
Post by: anoni on October 17, 2015, 04:39:02 PM
I know, but it drives me mad. And I think I'll install it as dual boot.My PC's OS died and that's bad. Like really bad, cuz I'm now screwed, cuz I need my PC like right now.
I'm about to install Linux on it, but I need to get all of the private files out of HDD, which is **censor** time consuming, because they are spread all over the file system.
if windows you can keep old files with a fresh install
Have you considered running VirtualBox or VMWare? That way you can have linux and windows running at the same time, works well if you have dual screens especially. It also means you can have any version of any operating system running at any time you want, basically gives so much more control than a dual boot.
Guys, I can say that what you are assuming is definitely wrong. The mods make threads when they warn someone about why they have done so and to decide how much said person should be warned. So that's probably why. Just sayin'I love how there is a thread about me on here that I CANT EVEN ACCESS.
More people, having problems with me? Just ban me already because I'm sure that's what its going to come to.
There's basically a thread about everyone they watch. I've heard fun things about what's on mine.
You gotta wonder if there's threads for the people who can see those threads.
This is correct, any warning over a certain % point will be posted in the thread. This is for documenting, it's a good way for mods to discuss whether the warning was too severe or not. It's simply for book-keeping and discussion, nothing more.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 17, 2015, 04:43:26 PM
My machine can barely keep up with running Windows 10. I can't imagine how horribly slow it would become using it.I know, but it drives me mad. And I think I'll install it as dual boot.My PC's OS died and that's bad. Like really bad, cuz I'm now screwed, cuz I need my PC like right now.
I'm about to install Linux on it, but I need to get all of the private files out of HDD, which is **censor** time consuming, because they are spread all over the file system.
if windows you can keep old files with a fresh install
Have you considered running VirtualBox or VMWare? That way you can have linux and windows running at the same time, works well if you have dual screens especially. It also means you can have any version of any operating system running at any time you want, basically gives so much more control than a dual boot.
Post by: Keinai on October 18, 2015, 07:41:54 AM
You don't stop people from self-harming by bullying them and name-calling. Undermining my intelligence doesn't make me feel better about myself at all. I'm already picked on for my insecurities by my own 'family', I don't need their bullshit.
And how dare anyone insult a person's memory when they aren't even alive to defend themselves?
I'm not talking about anyone on this site in particular, just some comment wars I've seen on Youtube and other forums.
I admit there are much better ways to deal with things but I don't have access to those resources like a counselor or medication. None of my friends do anything except 'be there' and my sister wants out of it, my step-brother doing everything he can to emotionally support me but he can't do anything like setting up appointments since he isn't my legal guardian.
Post by: George on October 18, 2015, 12:44:05 PM
Post by: Yena the Wolf on October 18, 2015, 04:20:32 PM
Post by: juliet on October 18, 2015, 05:35:45 PM
Sometimes, I feel like no one pays attention to me, whether in a post, or IRL.I know that feel. I pay attention.
In other news the wheel barrow is broken so I have to gravel the road with buckets. By myself. Omfg.
I need those pants. Hissss.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 18, 2015, 09:01:55 PM
I'm a riddle to myself.
But one thing is for sure: I'm into feminine stuff and gender hybrids.
Post by: kalan on October 18, 2015, 10:00:18 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 18, 2015, 10:06:48 PM
Post by: kalan on October 18, 2015, 10:08:57 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 18, 2015, 10:13:43 PM
Post by: Keinai on October 19, 2015, 02:40:07 AM
For some people making art on DA is how they keep the lights on and if you don't ask permission before using their character, it is ILLEGAL if that material is made for only that individual's use and/or you don't give explicit proof that they permit you to use that artwork anywhere else online.
Using copyrighted material and not giving credit is art theft and plagiarism.
Post by: HyenaKing on October 19, 2015, 02:41:49 AM
but at the same time guilty as charged dfnasdl;kasndklfgnl;kadfs
Post by: Keinai on October 19, 2015, 02:45:47 AM
A quick Google search will show if that artwork is theirs or stolen.
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 19, 2015, 05:12:06 AM
Im 2scared to post my art so Im afraid of that happening to meThere's nothing to be scared about, other than getting it stolen. In that case, just get it watermarked.
but at the same time guilty as charged dfnasdl;kasndklfgnl;kadfs
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 19, 2015, 09:40:21 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 19, 2015, 08:11:42 PM
Post by: Keinai on October 19, 2015, 10:08:37 PM
I have spent at least two hours on making a roleplay thread. I had make the thread look so beautiful with the font and the layout and the form but my internet blanked out and I couldn't recover what was in the text box. Fuming I did it a second time, including as much the first one had into the second time through, and my Internet blanked AGAIN.
I really don't want to have to do this a third time. I'm very confident in the RP's plot but I'm not satisfied until it looks clean and pretty, with my fancy fonts and effects.
Post by: 138 on October 19, 2015, 11:35:38 PM
I noticed this qoute on the front page: "Providing a safe harbor where all children are succesful"
This qoute, or the person who wrote it, is full of **censor**. Not all children are succesful, and when there are bullies who do harm physically, verbally, or on the Internet, that is not a safe harbor. Just thought I would point that out :P
Post by: juliet on October 19, 2015, 11:38:24 PM
I am so **censor** pissed right know.Type it in word, then simply move it over to the web page. That way you don't loose what you previously typed.
I have spent at least two hours on making a roleplay thread. I had make the thread look so beautiful with the font and the layout and the form but my internet blanked out and I couldn't recover what was in the text box. Fuming I did it a second time, including as much the first one had into the second time through, and my Internet blanked AGAIN.
I really don't want to have to do this a third time. I'm very confident in the RP's plot but I'm not satisfied until it looks clean and pretty, with my fancy fonts and effects.
Post by: HyenaKing on October 19, 2015, 11:51:21 PM
Post by: Keinai on October 20, 2015, 01:27:11 AM
And Juliet I was able to post it, finally, but I'll keep that in mind. Usually I just copy it to my Clipboard but I forgot.
Post by: Regi on October 20, 2015, 02:40:50 AM
Post by: 138 on October 20, 2015, 02:47:08 AM
Post by: Regi on October 20, 2015, 02:54:46 AM
Post by: George on October 20, 2015, 04:30:55 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 20, 2015, 05:28:54 AM
I'm literally falling apartAnything you want to talk about?
There's nothing to talk about. It's mostly caused by my depression.
Post by: 138 on October 20, 2015, 01:20:53 PM
Post by: juliet on October 20, 2015, 02:07:20 PM
I have skills to offer too.
Post by: 138 on October 20, 2015, 02:09:01 PM
My teachers keep getting on my ass about things she let's her favorites get away with.
The amount of truth in this statement is outstanding!
Post by: The Past on October 20, 2015, 02:26:16 PM
I swear favoritism is bull shit and I am so sick of putting up with it. My mom favors my brother, my grandparents favor my cousin, and yeah.
I know this feeling well. Throughout most of my life my family kept comparing me to my cousin and belittling me for not reaching his standard. Recently they claimed that it was to encourage me to try harder, but since I already felt inadequate before the favoritism was put into play, all it did was make me feel like even more of a useless screw-up.
Post by: Traum on October 20, 2015, 02:34:44 PM
Post by: juliet on October 20, 2015, 02:54:23 PM
Favoritism is just a one rule of life and you can turn it to your advantage
Let me be clear on something, I don't do drugs, drink, I've never even done the diddley do and my cousin has done all and more but he is still held to a higher standard.
I even have higher grades than him right now!
Post by: 138 on October 20, 2015, 03:00:20 PM
Favoritism is just a one rule of life and you can turn it to your advantage
Let me be clear on something, I don't do drugs, drink, I've never even done the diddley do and my cousin has done all and more but he is still held to a higher standard.
I even have higher grades than him right now!
Do you think it might be a gender/ sex (male,female,etc.) thing?
I don't mean to offend if I do.*
Post by: juliet on October 20, 2015, 03:04:36 PM
Do you think it might be a gender/ sex (male,female,etc.) thing?
I don't mean to offend if I do.*
It might be honestly. All the women in my family have daddy issues.
Post by: Traum on October 20, 2015, 03:08:28 PM
Post by: juliet on October 20, 2015, 03:12:19 PM
Or maybe they are so used to it that they can't see things differently?Doubtful.
They're like doting parents who can't see their child doing any wrong.
Post by: 138 on October 20, 2015, 03:13:39 PM
It doesn't like your situation is going to change tbh. I mean families usually don't change until after a few generations.
Post by: juliet on October 20, 2015, 03:15:14 PM
I'm going to go out on a limb here and say just stick him with a bayonet. Then they wouldn't have anyone to compare you too. I joke I joke I kid I kid
It doesn't like your situation is going to change tbh. I mean families usually don't change until after a few generations.
Pretty much. After I graduate highschool I'm leaving xD
Post by: Bembix on October 20, 2015, 03:48:49 PM
Post by: Nrein on October 20, 2015, 07:57:30 PM
Once again, the Drama Director decided to address me in a condescending tone, in a manor that she'd usually talk to a student, and after dealing with that BS all last year, this is it. She doesn't seem to comprehend that my job description literally entails "Running/Supervising Technology for Events." Any time I put in outside of the moment of the events, is a courtesy on my part, considering I'm neither paid for it nor expected to put in that time.
Christ this is when I wish for more job security e.e
Post by: Traum on October 20, 2015, 08:19:24 PM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 20, 2015, 08:20:15 PM
There is no Halloween where I live. dammitI'm actually happy about it.
Post by: Traum on October 20, 2015, 08:22:09 PM
Post by: 138 on October 20, 2015, 08:37:01 PM
americans make it sound so fun
Well to be honest, with all the safety freaks in this country, you can't really enjoy it anymore. Someone is always scared that someone is going to put poison or metal in the candy. I would say just take an effing chance, and have fun with it.
Post by: The Past on October 20, 2015, 09:11:44 PM
americans make it sound so fun
Well to be honest, with all the safety freaks in this country, you can't really enjoy it anymore. Someone is always scared that someone is going to put poison or metal in the candy. I would say just take an effing chance, and have fun with it.
I've actually had an experience with the over-protectiveness of parents on Halloween. http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=23601.0 (http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=23601.0)
I miss being able to get into character on Halloween. I just haven't been in the mood for it the past couple years. :I
Post by: 138 on October 20, 2015, 09:22:16 PM
americans make it sound so fun
Well to be honest, with all the safety freaks in this country, you can't really enjoy it anymore. Someone is always scared that someone is going to put poison or metal in the candy. I would say just take an effing chance, and have fun with it.
I've actually had an experience with the over-protectiveness of parents on Halloween. http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=23601.0 (http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=23601.0)
I miss being able to get into character on Halloween. I just haven't been in the mood for it the past couple years. :I
You're right Evna. If you don't want your kids to be scared, don't take them. Isn't that the whole point of Halloween? I swear, safety Nazi's get on my nerves sometimes.
Post by: Farewell on October 21, 2015, 01:51:07 AM
Post by: Keinai on October 21, 2015, 02:03:27 AM
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Post by: Aconitum on October 21, 2015, 02:34:21 AM
Post by: Keinai on October 21, 2015, 02:38:28 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 22, 2015, 01:45:42 AM
Post by: Keinai on October 22, 2015, 02:32:53 AM
'Are you a boy or a girl?' is a powerful question to those who aren't cis-gendered. I feel that more cis-gender people need to snap on their perspective goggles.
Post by: George on October 22, 2015, 03:06:39 AM
I want an androgynous Pokemon trainer, but whever I say that everyone says 'it's just a game, it doesn't matter'.
'Are you a boy or a girl?' is a powerful question to those who aren't cis-gendered. I feel that more cis-gender people need to snap on their perspective goggles.
*tries them on*
0kay, that wasn't so bad.
I'm fine having to play a female character, why should not having your specific gender as the player character matter?
Post by: Keinai on October 22, 2015, 03:12:09 AM
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I'm fine having to play a female character, why should not having your specific gender as the player character matter?
Because it's important to those people to have their gender represented, and it's important to them because Pokemon is important to them and thus they want their beloved games to be able to reflect who they are.
I mean, in X and Y you could choose your character to be darker-skinned. That was a huge step for Nintendo.
I think that having a single, gender-neutral character will help Nintendo, actually. You could get a boy's or girl's haircut and clothing if that's included in the next game.
The games also address you as gender-neutral (never once does the text say she/hers) so text isn't an issue either.
Post by: kalan on October 22, 2015, 05:54:24 AM
I actually was accused of being transgender once because I have a female sona. First of all really thats what your gonna insult someone with, is that supposed to hurt my feeling. Second of all how the hell does that make any sense
Post by: 138 on October 22, 2015, 05:59:49 AM
Four of my sonas are female, big deal. I dont see why it would be a problem. Infact if you look my current one im using is female
I actually was accused of being transgender once because I have a female sona. First of all really thats what your gonna insult someone with, is that supposed to hurt my feeling. Second of all how the hell does that make any sense
Sounds like an ignorant c**t has struck a nerve again hehe. Are you, yourself, female in real life? If so, then it doesn't make any sense. If you're actually a male in real life, then I can see why they would assume that. But you know what they say about assuming? It makes an "ass" out of "u" and "me." Anyways, have a nice day, Sunder ^_^
Post by: Grey on October 22, 2015, 06:01:04 AM
Post by: kalan on October 22, 2015, 06:05:41 AM
Four of my sonas are female, big deal. I dont see why it would be a problem. Infact if you look my current one im using is female
I actually was accused of being transgender once because I have a female sona. First of all really thats what your gonna insult someone with, is that supposed to hurt my feeling. Second of all how the hell does that make any sense
Sounds like an ignorant c**t has struck a nerve again hehe. Are you, yourself, female in real life? If so, then it doesn't make any sense. If you're actually a male in real life, then I can see why they would assume that. But you know what they say about assuming? It makes an "ass" out of "u" and "me." Anyways, have a nice day, Sunder ^_^
Im male in real life. I just hate when people use stupidity to attack someone.
Post by: 138 on October 22, 2015, 06:07:24 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 22, 2015, 08:42:00 AM
I actually was accused of being transgender once because I have a female sona.
Your fursona can tells a lot about you, so I don't see it any suprising. I would think like that as well.
Post by: The Past on October 22, 2015, 11:09:23 AM
I want to sleep more but I can't. >:I
Post by: Grey on October 22, 2015, 05:44:38 PM
Post by: 138 on October 22, 2015, 05:48:30 PM
Came home to yet another family argument that resulted in yet more broken things. So tired of this crap.
Damn dude. Have you told them to STFU yet? Arguing with family is like the dumbest s**t. I don't mean to sound so crude, but I've dealt with this s**t for too long too. I can't even go to my aunt's house without them getting into some shouting match. I want to knock the hell of both of them tbh.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 22, 2015, 08:45:38 PM
Came home to yet another family argument that resulted in yet more broken things. So tired of this crap.Oh dear, I had no idea you lived in that kind of situation Grey!
Post by: Keinai on October 22, 2015, 09:35:10 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on October 22, 2015, 09:41:08 PM
..IM fanally starting the process of transferring out of the shit school i'm in
Post by: Keinai on October 22, 2015, 10:07:33 PM
Post by: Grey on October 22, 2015, 10:37:29 PM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 23, 2015, 06:49:07 AM
Post by: Aconitum on October 23, 2015, 06:46:47 PM
So, some bimbo tried to test me today, thinking she was top shit. First of all, there's a reason we have a huge sign outside of the shop that says "Loading zone, no parking." YOU CANNOT PARK THERE! So when I say "You need to move your car, you can't park there." You better move your god damn car. But of course, some dumbass freshman girl thought she was running the show and cocked an attitude. She said "**censor** off, skank." But I heard, "Make me your bitch." So I did. I gave her a smile, went inside and called a tow truck. Then, I grabbed one of our company stickers and stuck it on the back of her dumb little busted up Ford right before the truck came to take it away. Hope you didn't have anywhere important to go, honey.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 23, 2015, 08:46:49 PM
Post by: Aconitum on October 23, 2015, 08:48:33 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 23, 2015, 08:53:33 PM
Post by: Aconitum on October 23, 2015, 08:55:33 PM
Post by: Traum on October 23, 2015, 09:06:33 PM
Post by: Aconitum on October 23, 2015, 09:09:34 PM
Post by: Traum on October 23, 2015, 09:17:13 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on October 23, 2015, 09:18:43 PM
Then you're no better then she is
dont go at people when you dont know what they have delt with
bloody cash flow stinks right now for me since ive got debits galore to pay
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 23, 2015, 09:20:44 PM
Then you're no better then she is
dont go at people when you dont know what they have delt with
I agree, let's not start a fight please?
Post by: Aconitum on October 23, 2015, 09:22:02 PM
Post by: Aconitum on October 23, 2015, 09:25:31 PM
OT: I think I need to take my budgies to the vet. They've been acting incredibly strange lately. Which sucks, considering they were gotten not too long ago.
Post by: Traum on October 23, 2015, 09:37:26 PM
Post by: Aconitum on October 23, 2015, 09:44:36 PM
Anyways, It's a definite. I'm going to have to take the budgies to the vet. Something tells me, they aren't supposed to be able to hook their claws (talons) under their beaks to tug at them.
Post by: George on October 23, 2015, 10:44:31 PM
Your goodness comes out of your humanity not morality.That doesn't make sense in the slightest.
Post by: Traum on October 23, 2015, 10:50:23 PM
Post by: The Past on October 23, 2015, 10:51:33 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on October 23, 2015, 11:13:50 PM
hey you need this laptop that we know is second hand and will die but if you dont you need to get something of the same spec that will cost you 1500 causing you to take out a loan and not be able to eat for the next 4 months while you save for it
after the call i had thats pissed me right off
oh ontop of that laptop you will need to pay us 100 dollers to enter thats non refundable and you need a 180 dollar docking station for the laptop
Post by: Alistair on October 24, 2015, 01:44:52 AM
Post by: MrRazot on October 24, 2015, 04:55:19 PM
GYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
Post by: Cifero Windtail on October 25, 2015, 12:46:41 AM
I really hate myself sometimes.
Post by: Farewell on October 25, 2015, 06:20:25 AM
Now she cries to our mom all the damn time and gets me introuble... Anyways my mom just says for us to both calm down, and I am calm as my sister is crying her eyes off and screaming. She then goes in the other room saying I have no heart, I'm a baby, my legs are retarded. And begins to mock me 'oh my legs, I need to lay down' and yea it hurts me... I never asked to feel pain in my bones where I need to stop and lay down so I can stretch. My sister and brother make fun of me for having this issue along with when I slightly slouch since I have just a bit of scoliosis and tend to yell out to stand straight in public getting people's attention to stare at me.
At least I didn't get introuble, she did all the work to get herself grounded. I hate my siblings most of the time, they're assholes... ~_~
Post by: 138 on October 25, 2015, 11:24:33 AM
Post by: Aconitum on October 25, 2015, 11:30:10 AM
Post by: 138 on October 25, 2015, 11:34:23 AM
Post by: Traum on October 25, 2015, 11:43:47 AM
Post by: Aconitum on October 25, 2015, 11:44:36 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 25, 2015, 04:57:28 PM
IF YOU ARE NOT SURE ABOUT SOMETHING, ASK FIRST, BEFORE DOING SOMETHING STUPID.
MY ASSISTANT THOUGHT THAT POWER OF ATTORNEY CONFIRMATION GRANTS VOTER ABILITY TO BE ADDED ON THE LIST OF ALLOWED VOTERS
I'M **censor** SCREWED
Post by: Grey on October 25, 2015, 04:59:35 PM
I have to wait for someone to go buy food, but chances are by the time I go get something to eat, everthing's been eaten.
Post by: Traum on October 25, 2015, 06:37:13 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on October 25, 2015, 06:48:59 PM
And I also just learned they're playing the day before thanksgiving making it more complicated. Hrm :/
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2015, 10:11:47 PM
At school I'm just completely invisible, I just can't ever force myself to talk to anyone. Out of the two people I actually talk to, one of them seems to have a problem that I'm a furry, and that's just mean. At home it isn't any better, i'm so detached from everyone in my family, my Aunt is always telling me that I don't have conversations with her but, what is there to talk about? We have nothing in common with each other. The only person I actually talk to is my little brother, and he's just a bully to me all of the time. I just wish I had a friend, a real friend, someone who I can finally open up to and be myself around. Having absolutely no one to talk to is just plain misery.
Post by: Farewell on October 25, 2015, 10:13:29 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2015, 10:21:11 PM
Post by: George on October 26, 2015, 08:58:59 PM
Post by: Farewell on October 27, 2015, 02:16:37 AM
She walk back grabs a pen and writes with her horrible hand writing that she wanted something for her birthday? And drew a shitty ass present? Also when we argue she likes to bring out personal shit... So I use the same weapon but of course my mom and dad believe HER! This is why I ignore her and I'm a complete asshole towards her and when I am she acts like she's innocent and such and runs off crying... I hate her so much...
Post by: Aconitum on October 27, 2015, 02:33:57 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 27, 2015, 09:14:31 PM
Post by: 138 on October 28, 2015, 02:33:22 AM
Post by: Nrein on October 28, 2015, 02:40:20 AM
I really considered taking a big swig of bleach at work tonight. We were so busy for a Tuesday. I couldn't even think. I started to get kind of angry, but I tried not to show it. It really sucked. Put it that way ;_;
This was my work day too! There was literally a point where I had about four of my co-workers standing around me giving me a million things to do, with two customers waiting to be served, and I just sorta went blank, stammered a bit, looking from workers to customers, back to works, flung my arms to point at them as said "I just need... Help." And stormed off to do the rest of my work.
I hope tomorrow is a better day ;~;
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 28, 2015, 11:18:23 AM
Post by: Farewell on October 28, 2015, 11:27:25 PM
Along with the fact she keeps trying to get bigger bras and she's in what 6th grade with no tits? It's disgusting, it's like she's trying to attracted a kidnapper. Honestly she gets on my nerves and continues to give attitude to me...and my mom, once again believes her. I smell favoritism~ getting real tired of this shit.
Post by: Keinai on October 28, 2015, 11:43:18 PM
It's not even a town... just a small rural community. Luckily Myrtle Creek is only about 30 minutes away, and they're a lot more urban.
But hipsters keep calling small towns 'quaint' and it's so annoying--I feel like I can't escape here.
There is not much else to do besides go to the neighboring city, or take a hike. There's a library and a museum, but basically if you're my age you have two options--go outside all of the time or be a hermit in front of your screen. I prefer the former.
Shame never dies in a small area, especially a predominantly white Christian one. Full of old people. So if anyone found out I was a furry, agnostic, or identified as asexual... shit.
Post by: Alistair on October 29, 2015, 01:34:47 AM
Post by: Dubaku on October 29, 2015, 04:38:29 AM
Post by: 138 on October 29, 2015, 06:33:01 PM
ISIS. Not as relevant today as when their presence was first made a couple years ago. They post executions online and have continued doing so for the past couple of years. I, for one, think it's pointless to try and kill off as many as we can in a futile attempt to eliminate them. Let it be known I'm not involved with ISIS in any way, I just think this ideal of "If we kill off all their numbers, ISIS will no longer be a problem" is ridiculous, and I'm ultimately losing faith in my country. Yes, our military, as well as that of other countries have put forth a valiant effort to eliminate ISIS, and that CLEARLY stopped them, right? I can at least give them points for trying.
So you would rather let ISIS rampage through the Middle East? That doesn't make any sense to be honest with you. Beside the US isn't doing anything to eliminate ISIS. That's why Russia had to step in. They don't want ISIS to come up any farther north.
Post by: Grovygrunge on October 29, 2015, 07:24:26 PM
Seriously though, someone explain to me, someone who doesn't keep up with the news, why the hell this is our problem to deal with, please.
Post by: 138 on October 29, 2015, 07:28:12 PM
Post by: Traum on October 29, 2015, 08:40:24 PM
Post by: Dubaku on October 29, 2015, 08:45:08 PM
Post by: 138 on October 29, 2015, 08:47:28 PM
Yea, we basically threw OG Washington's final message out the window. If an organization ain't doing much damage to our country, why should it be our problem?
That's very true. That's what people don't understand in the US. We have our own problems to worry about.
Post by: Dubaku on October 29, 2015, 08:51:59 PM
Post by: Traum on October 29, 2015, 08:56:04 PM
Post by: 138 on October 29, 2015, 09:00:24 PM
Post by: Aconitum on October 29, 2015, 09:02:41 PM
OT: I've gotten sick yet again and have to stand out in the freezing cold to hand candy to little shits dressed like goblins and ghouls
Post by: 138 on October 29, 2015, 09:06:06 PM
Post by: Dubaku on October 29, 2015, 09:06:26 PM
Post by: Farewell on October 29, 2015, 09:09:37 PM
Post by: The Past on October 29, 2015, 11:42:58 PM
Post by: 138 on October 29, 2015, 11:43:56 PM
One Halloween, I didn't even have to try to be scary toward a kid to make a parent yell at me.
Really? What happened? :?
Post by: kalan on October 29, 2015, 11:45:13 PM
Yeah I hate parents that are too stuck up and up tight
Post by: The Past on October 29, 2015, 11:47:55 PM
It was a long time ago now, but it still ticks me off.
Post by: 138 on October 29, 2015, 11:49:11 PM
Post by: kalan on October 29, 2015, 11:52:37 PM
Post by: George on October 30, 2015, 12:50:24 AM
Post by: Grovygrunge on October 30, 2015, 12:54:07 AM
Some people are so stupid it makes me wish there was a big war for them to blindy charge into and die in.I feel like you are speaking directly to me with this post. I often feel like this too.
Post by: kalan on October 30, 2015, 12:56:32 AM
Post by: Grey on October 30, 2015, 12:57:42 AM
Some people are so stupid it makes me wish there was a big war for them to blindy charge into and die in.I feel like you are speaking directly to me with this post. I often feel like this too.
He wasn't. I would know.
It's cold tonight and I don't have my heater. Chilly wolfcoon is sad wolfcoon.
Post by: Grovygrunge on October 30, 2015, 12:59:05 AM
Yeah he has a way of doing that. Sometimes I think hes a troll in disguiseI meant as in because I connect with what he's saying, not that I felt he was implying I'm stupid. I don't think George and I talk enough for him to consider me stupid XD
Post by: Aconitum on October 30, 2015, 02:05:34 AM
Post by: Grovygrunge on October 30, 2015, 02:48:35 AM
Post by: Keinai on October 30, 2015, 02:52:42 AM
Post by: 138 on October 30, 2015, 02:55:42 AM
I'm kind of angry and sad right now. I feel like I've been a bad person when I haven't done anything wrong. It's kind of hard to explain the situation but I want to cry, but at the same time I don't want to because it will make me feel worse.
You could always send a PM. I will listen, but that's up to you.
Post by: saph the sergal on October 30, 2015, 03:18:38 AM
It's cold tonight and I don't have my heater. Chilly wolfcoon is sad wolfcoon.
*sits on grey to warm him up*
Post by: anoni on October 30, 2015, 02:27:40 PM
I know I got 5 or 6 (out of 30) totally wrong and 6 totally right, so if I got approx half for the rest I'd just barely pass. So I have no idea, bit worried.
Post by: Candy Bear on October 30, 2015, 04:42:13 PM
Post by: Naval on October 30, 2015, 04:44:33 PM
Post by: Candy Bear on October 30, 2015, 04:53:05 PM
Post by: Nrein on October 30, 2015, 06:46:44 PM
So we're serving lunch, and a grade was about 20 minutes late, which already had me perturbed because that meant after serving them I'd have 10 minutes to the the millions of thingsI had to before highschool.
So I'm hucking out trays at everyone just trying to get done, and there's one student just standing there holding up the line. So I say "What're you looking for?"
"I want it on a Styrofoam plate." Now this kid has been doing this almost every day now for about 30 days or so. And yesterday I finally brought it up to the boss lady and she said to find out his reasoning, because if it isn't a very good one then we need to save money and have him just use a regular washable tray.
So I ask what he needs the plate for, and he said it's because he brings a lunch box with snacks, and that the plate makes it "easier." Now, the garbage is literally next to where they deposit trays, so I ask if for recycling reasons if he could use a black tray, because it costs us more money to buy Styrofoam than it does to wash one tray.
Well he says fine I need a disappointed tone and takes it. Immediately afterward my coworker turns to me and starts flipping out about how I didn't have to make him sad and disappointed and that I should've just given him a plate. The same coworker that complains everyday about him asking.
To make matters worse she kept cursing at me, thenot went around complaining about me to the other people in the kitchen, so at this point it's a huge drama over a kid who didn't get his way. Though my boss literally said it was my call, and that she'd prefer to save the money on plates.
I could under stand if the kid was leaving the Cafe or had an actual need for the plate but jesus, I've never seen someone make such a big issue over nothing e.e
*rant over, binges on Halloween candy*
Post by: Cheza on October 31, 2015, 02:40:23 PM
Why winter, why?!
*Curls up under bed and hibernates through it all*
Post by: 138 on October 31, 2015, 02:46:44 PM
Back in my skateboarding days (I want to go back), my dad made the outragous statement that skateboarding wasn't physical exercise. I thought to myself, "have you ever skateboarded, like ever?" I don't know. I thought I would share it haha.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 31, 2015, 03:41:30 PM
Post by: Grey on October 31, 2015, 04:51:38 PM
Post by: 138 on October 31, 2015, 04:54:18 PM
It's just occured to me, I've never ever heard my Dad tell me he loves me.
..................
That's one of the saddest things I've heard in awhile ;_;
Post by: George on October 31, 2015, 08:27:35 PM
It's just occured to me, I've never ever heard my Dad tell me he loves me.
..................
That's one of the saddest things I've heard in awhile ;_;
0f course, if he did, that'd probably be a bad thing. You know you're doing something wrong when he's on your side. ..
Post by: 138 on October 31, 2015, 08:31:06 PM
Post by: The Past on October 31, 2015, 08:31:47 PM
Post by: Grey on October 31, 2015, 08:32:41 PM
Post by: kalan on October 31, 2015, 08:35:58 PM
Post by: The Past on October 31, 2015, 09:16:17 PM
I really need to sort things out, but I just don't have the motivation.
Post by: Aconitum on October 31, 2015, 10:01:33 PM
Post by: The Past on October 31, 2015, 10:08:35 PM
Post by: Grey on October 31, 2015, 10:15:46 PM
I don't eat in my bed. I have a desk I can eat at the same way I would at a table. :P
Me too. My bed is for sleeping, my table is for eating. Yummy tables.
OT: I wish my internet was better.
Post by: Yena the Wolf on November 01, 2015, 01:48:18 AM
Post by: Keinai on November 01, 2015, 08:18:44 PM
Post by: Farewell on November 01, 2015, 10:30:43 PM
Post by: Traum on November 01, 2015, 10:36:21 PM
Post by: Keinai on November 01, 2015, 10:50:01 PM
Honestly when my sister tells me that I just shrug it off--she's older than me and shouldn't be concerned with my social life anyway, it's better to be an asshole than a mat people wipe their shoes on.
Not saying you are an asshole, because you aren't. :P They just need to **censor** off.
Post by: Farewell on November 01, 2015, 10:51:00 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 01, 2015, 11:29:16 PM
*hugs*
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on November 02, 2015, 11:09:39 PM
inside my body.
And it's serious.
Post by: George on November 03, 2015, 05:19:50 AM
Anyway, I'm all mopey today. It's boring the hell out of me. All I feel like doing is sitting around playing guitar, which gets old to listen to after a while.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 03, 2015, 01:51:41 PM
Not sure how much I'll be about, but hopefully things will improve soon.
I've missed you all, but I just haven't been able to handle social things.
Even now, I'm so broken and tired I just feel completely hollow.
I love you guys. <3
Post by: Traum on November 03, 2015, 02:00:31 PM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on November 03, 2015, 02:10:53 PM
I know footballer players (the American kind) more feminine than you, so it can't be as serious as all those extra lines imply.
It's not only about my gender identity, but about everything. I don't want to be a physical bring anymore.
Post by: Regi on November 03, 2015, 03:32:11 PM
Post by: 138 on November 03, 2015, 03:35:22 PM
Lately I've been feeling like everyone doesn't like me or is just annoyed by me. Ah well, all I can do is just try not to think about it..I'm sure it's nothing, Regi. It's probably all in your head.
Smile B)
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 03, 2015, 03:41:55 PM
It's a long story, but the highlight is that my partner had a bit of a breakdown and had to be hospitalised. It got quite awful before the police were called.
One day I shall sleep without worrying what disaster awaits my awakening.
Post by: Traum on November 03, 2015, 04:29:56 PM
Post by: The Past on November 04, 2015, 01:56:25 AM
Plus the way I write on the forums as a whole lately gets on my nerves. My sentence patterns are so repetitive and clumsy. Even the way I wrote this post annoys me.
But the funny thing about the "dark/tragedy" part is that those stories rarely started that way, they just sort evolve into it. Maybe it's my own fault because I'm a negative piece of crap.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 05, 2015, 12:00:35 AM
I think i'm done. I wish I was a girl but I'm just not. There's no way for me to have the body I want, the body that would make me happy. Even if I were to undergo transition procedures I would never be a complete female, I wouldn't even look like a complete female. I was born, no, trapped inside of this body and there's nothing I can do about it.
Post by: The Past on November 05, 2015, 12:12:44 AM
I've wondered about if I'm trangender for a long time in my life (before even knowing it was a "thing"), and I'm still questioning, but now more in the sense of wondering what the concept really is. And the level the ridiculous SJWs take aren't helping.
Post by: kalan on November 05, 2015, 12:18:21 AM
Post by: George on November 05, 2015, 12:27:39 AM
I've wondered about if I'm trangender for a long time in my life (before even knowing it was a "thing"), and I'm still questioning, but now more in the sense of wondering what the concept really is. And the level the ridiculous SJWs take aren't helping.
I used to be really supportive of the subject, but the more I see it the more I realize it's almost completely a social thing. If anyone legitimately needs the change, that stinks because nobody will take them seriously, but for the most part I haven't talked to anyone have reasons for it that aren't social. (or baseless, but that doesn't even count)
I guess this response is also my rant: It's in style to be transgender, which makes it hard to tell if anyone even means it anymore.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 05, 2015, 12:49:40 AM
Post by: Keinai on November 05, 2015, 01:10:57 AM
Post by: George on November 05, 2015, 01:51:32 AM
Some people do fake it--claiming that you do not need to feel gender dysphoria to be transgender.
In which case, that means being trasngender means literally nothing to them. They just want to say it to be edgy. x_x
Post by: Keinai on November 05, 2015, 01:53:13 AM
Apparently people are trans-ethnic now. :/
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on November 05, 2015, 01:19:29 PM
Even if I were to undergo transition procedures I would never be a complete female, I wouldn't even look like a complete female.
But transition could make dysphoria at least less painful
Post by: Traum on November 05, 2015, 03:16:25 PM
Post by: Alistair on November 05, 2015, 03:56:15 PM
Post by: 138 on November 05, 2015, 03:58:12 PM
Let's not turn this into a debate
Take it to PM
Post by: juliet on November 05, 2015, 03:59:19 PM
On topic I want stay awake
Post by: Alistair on November 05, 2015, 04:01:30 PM
Post by: juliet on November 05, 2015, 04:02:33 PM
A mental disconnect between body and genitalia which can cause anywhere from mild discomfort to straight up distress depending on how the person feels on that day or is participating in chest binding or chest stuffing.
I have that issue, but I am not transgender...?
I have extreme discomfort with it and its actually been getting worse...
Post by: Alistair on November 05, 2015, 04:04:45 PM
OT: Moving in less than a week, can't calm down
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on November 05, 2015, 04:07:37 PM
Post by: Regi on November 05, 2015, 04:13:48 PM
Post by: Grey on November 05, 2015, 11:02:42 PM
The bank only allows appointments to be set on weekdays, but tomorrow I'm in college which means I have to go in Monday to get an appointment set up which will be placed sometime next week. Or the week after that. By the time I have my money chances are the tickets will be too expensive.
Thanks Mum. If you'd have given me my account months earlier I wouldn't be in this situation.
Post by: George on November 05, 2015, 11:03:10 PM
I want to visit George which requires alot of money. Me and my Mum were supposed to go in to the bank yesterday to get my savings account put into my name. Being the wonderful person she is she put everything before that so that once we finaly arrived at the bank it had been closed for two hours.
The bank only allows appointments to be set on weekdays, but tomorrow I'm in college which means I have to go in Monday to get an appointment set up which will be placed sometime next week. Or the week after that. By the time I have my money chances are the tickets will be too expensive.
Thanks Mum. If you'd have given me my account months earlier I wouldn't be in this situation.
This is my rant too. XP
Post by: Aconitum on November 05, 2015, 11:12:36 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on November 05, 2015, 11:14:17 PM
Post by: Keinai on November 05, 2015, 11:16:48 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on November 05, 2015, 11:37:17 PM
An example would be, say, a person claiming to actually believe they are a dalek and mean it. I have no choice but to believe they are full of shit and don't believe it and just want attention. Do you know why? Because daleks are **censor** fictional. They don't exist in reality, therefore you cannot actually be one. Nor can you be anything else besides a human, because that's what you are, you aren't a cactus, you aren't fridge-kin, you're a human.
Note: I have nothing against pretending to be these things, that's roleplaying, that's for fun. There's a difference between pretending to be a thing and believing you are that thing.
This was a good vent. I feel better.
Post by: 138 on November 05, 2015, 11:40:33 PM
People actually believe that they're one of those things?
Whoa
Post by: Aconitum on November 05, 2015, 11:41:24 PM
Post by: Angder on November 05, 2015, 11:43:33 PM
*BBBBBBBSHHHHHHHHH*
Post by: Keinai on November 05, 2015, 11:47:18 PM
I used to consider myself a therian but I don't as much, mostly because the community isn't very pleasant to be around.
I still strongly have those thoughts and feelings but I don't really share them.
Post by: Aconitum on November 05, 2015, 11:48:40 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on November 05, 2015, 11:54:27 PM
Post by: Grey on November 05, 2015, 11:55:52 PM
Let's not get too into that topic, it has the potential to go south and end up offending someone.
Too late. It's already happened.
Post by: George on November 05, 2015, 11:56:49 PM
Let's not get too into that topic, it has the potential to go south and end up offending someone.
I dunno, I'd say it started being offensive with your initial rant. There's a thick line between not liking something and totally insulting towards people about sensitive subjects, and you crossed that line real far.
Post by: 138 on November 05, 2015, 11:57:08 PM
Post by: Aconitum on November 05, 2015, 11:57:47 PM
Post by: The Past on November 06, 2015, 12:09:28 AM
Post by: Aconitum on November 06, 2015, 12:10:29 AM
Post by: kalan on November 06, 2015, 12:23:22 AM
"OF COURSE WE EXIST. WE ARE THE SUPERIOR LIFE FORM. WE ARE THE DALEKS YOU WILL BE EXTERMINATED!"
*BBBBBBBSHHHHHHHHH*
THANK YOU. I mean some people am I right X3
Post by: Nrein on November 06, 2015, 01:21:31 PM
Post by: anoni on November 06, 2015, 01:22:41 PM
Post by: Wolxikin on November 06, 2015, 02:30:34 PM
Hacking is hard.
I knew it! Anoni is trying to hack the government! Spread the word! Let the truth out! The government is reptiles!
Post by: Regi on November 06, 2015, 02:56:16 PM
(https://33.media.tumblr.com/45d3097122a83f8818dfa3a4eb93a546/tumblr_mxz5jflpz91s2wio8o1_500.gif)
Post by: anoni on November 06, 2015, 02:57:50 PM
Hacking is hard.
I knew it! Anoni is trying to hack the government! Spread the word! Let the truth out! The government is reptiles!
xD More like trying to hack tutorial programs for an exam xD
Post by: Yena the Wolf on November 06, 2015, 06:36:25 PM
Post by: Farewell on November 06, 2015, 10:01:26 PM
I don't like the fandom since it's filled with kids, and the game is just pressing buttons along with the fact you get use to the pop ups... Or well I do.
I mean I like the story line, the animatronics, along with some artwork people made but it isn't that good of a game... It's slender all over again.
Post by: Yena the Wolf on November 06, 2015, 10:03:47 PM
I don't like people who hate. They suck. I'm not saying Zaida is a hater, nor do I say she sucks, I just needed to get that off my chest.
Post by: George on November 06, 2015, 10:04:40 PM
My bf's older brother and his gf make so much noise early in the morning. Pots, pans, yelling, slaming, chair scraping. All that noise, noise, noise.
(https://33.media.tumblr.com/45d3097122a83f8818dfa3a4eb93a546/tumblr_mxz5jflpz91s2wio8o1_500.gif)
This post made me laugh, not at you but at your amazing use of .gif. XD
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 06, 2015, 10:06:09 PM
Post by: 138 on November 06, 2015, 10:06:39 PM
I concur xDMy bf's older brother and his gf make so much noise early in the morning. Pots, pans, yelling, slaming, chair scraping. All that noise, noise, noise.
(https://33.media.tumblr.com/45d3097122a83f8818dfa3a4eb93a546/tumblr_mxz5jflpz91s2wio8o1_500.gif)
This post made me laugh, not at you but at your amazing use of .gif. XD
Post by: Yena the Wolf on November 06, 2015, 10:09:48 PM
I like FNAF. I think It's a good game, but all of the hype and popularity is a little over the top.
True dat, hun. But I liked the fan art. Artists like Rebornica and Emmonsta make me happy.
Post by: Farewell on November 06, 2015, 10:17:41 PM
Post by: Yena the Wolf on November 06, 2015, 10:24:35 PM
Post by: George on November 06, 2015, 10:31:11 PM
You know what sucks I don't have a PS4... And fallout 4 comes out a day before my damn birthday it's practically teasing me... The hell man. Not just for fallout but for other games, I'm done with this PS3 ugh there must be a way... If not I'll go to Walmart during blackfriday... ~_~ if I need to I'll **censor** do it.
PSSTTTTTT...
http://www.pcgamer.com/pc-build-guide-budget-gaming-pc/ (http://www.pcgamer.com/pc-build-guide-budget-gaming-pc/)
Don't screw yourself over with a console.
Post by: Yena the Wolf on November 06, 2015, 10:34:08 PM
Post by: Farewell on November 06, 2015, 10:43:10 PM
I actually play console and PC. And I'm looking into making my own, I'm currently looking at materials I need and such. And thanks for the link, it helps out as well.You know what sucks I don't have a PS4... And fallout 4 comes out a day before my damn birthday it's practically teasing me... The hell man. Not just for fallout but for other games, I'm done with this PS3 ugh there must be a way... If not I'll go to Walmart during blackfriday... ~_~ if I need to I'll **censor** do it.
PSSTTTTTT...
http://www.pcgamer.com/pc-build-guide-budget-gaming-pc/ (http://www.pcgamer.com/pc-build-guide-budget-gaming-pc/)
Don't screw yourself over with a console.
Post by: Nrein on November 07, 2015, 03:48:46 AM
Because I know that I'm gonna get it on PC anyway, and what better time than when it eventually goes on sale? Not to mention, easier to play next to my roommate on the console.
OT: I can't stand my downstairs neighbors. Every night it's something until 1AM or later. And it doesn't help to have a lazy-as-fuuu landlord who doesn't do anything about it.
Post by: The Past on November 08, 2015, 09:04:01 AM
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on November 08, 2015, 09:32:41 AM
I was working on a picture last night, took a break, then shut the computer down, absentmindedly clicking "No" to every saving prompt in Krita as all the programs closed. Including that picture.That's why I use hibernation
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 08, 2015, 05:01:32 PM
Post by: Farewell on November 09, 2015, 11:26:39 PM
Family still tends to ignore us and care for themselves, it's official I'm done with their shit, no longer going to visit them not care for them. (unless I'm forced...) only a few still care.
I'm not feeling well, emotionally and physically.
Grades are still shit, don't know how I'm gonna get them up... Doesn't mean I'm giving up though, I'm still pulling through. Just hopefully I can catch up.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 09, 2015, 11:31:28 PM
Post by: Silentium Potens on November 10, 2015, 12:04:13 AM
Bad news.
Family still tends to ignore us and care for themselves, it's official I'm done with their shit, no longer going to visit them not care for them. (unless I'm forced...) only a few still care.
I'm not feeling well, emotionally and physically.
Grades are still shit, don't know how I'm gonna get them up... Doesn't mean I'm giving up though, I'm still pulling through. Just hopefully I can catch up.
I don't exactly know what's going on, but it sounds rough. The family business strikes a chord, since I've had family problems as well.
For the grades, have you looked into getting some sort of help?
Post by: Keinai on November 10, 2015, 12:14:07 AM
Post by: The Past on November 10, 2015, 12:22:51 AM
I get really annoyed when people think you can stop depression by just trying to 'be happy'.
This. Very much this. Thankfully my family is starting to understand.
Post by: Keinai on November 10, 2015, 12:32:19 AM
Keep in mind I never wear these tops to school unless I have something over/under them.
Well, I'm very comfortable about my body, there are only one or two things I would change about myself but that's just normal teenage vanity. Anyway, the tops I wear don't have any vulgar language on them, don't have 'Got Milk?' written across the front, they're just plain black tanks/shirts. Not trashy.
Well, many people would argue that it isn't 'appropriate' for a fifteen year old to show cleavage. I've gotten glares in public and rude comments.
This makes me angry, since I wouldn't dream of wearing them straight-out in school and I don't draw attention to myself purposefully.
I would also never wear them in the workplace.
But IMO if they're just plain tops that show my bust only a couple of inches. I should be allowed to show that I'm proud of my body without stigma attached to women not covering up.
Post by: 138 on November 10, 2015, 12:36:33 AM
It's just one of those things. There will always be people who will try to be the clothing police, and try to dictate what you can and can't wear. I don't that fact will ever change. You always have people who tell others what to do. I personally don't care what other people wear. That's their choice, not mine. I wouldn't let it bother you. I mean if you like it, who cares what people say or do?
Post by: The Past on November 10, 2015, 12:38:19 AM
I personally dislike showing cleavage myself, but others doing it doesn't bother me unless it's purely for attention.
Post by: Keinai on November 10, 2015, 12:38:52 AM
And then guys are running around with their butts hanging out of their pants.
Post by: 138 on November 10, 2015, 12:42:01 AM
So true
I guess that's a rant. I hate seeing people with half their ass hanging out of their paints. I mean do what you want, but it's kind of annoying to look at. Same with people who wear pajama pants in public. I mean have just a tad bit of decency.
Post by: The Past on November 10, 2015, 12:43:06 AM
Post by: Keinai on November 10, 2015, 12:43:29 AM
Just not, like, my Hello Kitty pajama pants. o-o
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 10, 2015, 12:45:05 AM
Post by: 138 on November 10, 2015, 12:45:30 AM
I love my sweatpants too. I'll wear those in public. :P
And Evna, I know exactly what you're talking about XD
Post by: juliet on November 10, 2015, 01:02:32 AM
Post by: Keinai on November 10, 2015, 01:03:10 AM
Post by: The Past on November 10, 2015, 01:40:33 AM
There are times where I have a great joke, but have to save it because of the "too soon" thing.
Post by: juliet on November 10, 2015, 01:47:34 AM
Maybe that's why she won't take you to get more hair dye; she wants you to dye it purple. o_oPfft you're fine Evna. That was pretty funny cx
There are times where I have a great joke, but have to save it because of the "too soon" thing.
She agreed to take me tomorrow after school so whoop whoop.
Post by: The Past on November 10, 2015, 01:52:12 AM
I want to cut my hair really short, but I don't want my family to pick at me for it.
Post by: 138 on November 10, 2015, 01:53:43 AM
It wasn't relevant to that, but good! XD
I want to cut my hair really short, but I don't want my family to pick at me for it.
Pluck their eyes out. Then they can't pick on how your hair looks.
I joke I joke. I kid I kid :P
Post by: George on November 10, 2015, 06:16:40 AM
everywhere
Post by: Regi on November 10, 2015, 09:16:49 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 10, 2015, 09:28:44 PM
Post by: Silentium Potens on November 10, 2015, 10:02:30 PM
There are many options to choose from when it comes to being financially stable, and a typical 4 year college degree program isn't the only option you have. There are technical and vocational schools out there willing to teach trades, and even some associate's degrees give good jobs. My brother is in a two year program involving engineering technologies, and he graduates next year. It pays higher and has higher job assurance than the typical four year program. Meanwhile, I have a couple more years to go and much rake up even more debt.
Just some food for thought.
Post by: Regi on November 11, 2015, 06:49:53 AM
Post by: anoni on November 11, 2015, 09:29:53 AM
Thank you for telling me! I'll totally looking more into those kinds of jobs; coding is just one that came to mind since I was interested in doing it when I was younger ,but wanted to persue the artist career. I know my bf is going into IT Networking so he'll be bringing home the bacon, I want to be as helpful because I know if I go to art school and then finish I probably won't get a job afterwards. That's what I worried about the most. I'm in my last year of high school, so I need to figure this out quick.
You can use your art skills to great use while still being employable in many fashions. For example, graphical design is a very employable artistic field in which you have to visualize ideas and messages through art in a way that is well designed. If you prefer making stuff, sketching stuff or building stuff, industrial design would be an interesting choice, design things like the chair we sit in, the lamps we use, etc, etc, very employable field. Finally, if you like design and coding, you could consider website development, front end web-dev is a very employable field in which you may design websites to look as aesthetically pleasing and ergonomic as possible.
It might not be as creative as art, but it uses your artistic talent to a use that is functional and employable.
Post by: Buna on November 12, 2015, 04:54:07 AM
Post by: Growlithe on November 12, 2015, 06:48:46 AM
I need to be more positive, I keep thinking about a person I once really liked but I'm pretty sure they hate me and could care less if I die, and that makes me upset. But that's okay because I have my guitars.
Stoicism really helped me reach my equinox. I found it at a rough time like this. I advise reading the Enchiridion of Epictetus
Post by: George on November 12, 2015, 09:15:28 AM
Post by: Grey on November 12, 2015, 02:43:09 PM
I have sooo many assignments to do this term. All of them have unrealistic hand in dates.
Post by: The Past on November 15, 2015, 11:02:30 AM
Maybe he only says he wants to talk because he feels bad. I should just not bother worrying about this anymore and drop the relationship. Getting my hopes up to only find out it won't happen every single time for at least seven months is painful.
Post by: Cheza on November 18, 2015, 10:33:59 PM
I've been at a friends place for the past two weeks or so. We live kinda far apart and rarely have time to hang out like this, so now when we finally did we decided to try and make the most of it.
Everythings been perfect, I've got to hang out with someone who's not paid to hang out with me and we've had a lot of fun. Except for that mom's been pestering me with her "Why are you there when you could be here?!"-shit. Today she took it one step further by calling while being drunker than **censor**, whining about "having a bad feeling about all this" (probably because I've been trying to keep her calls short since it's rude to sit on the phone for 9001 hours without a good reason when you're with a friend) and demanding to speak to my friend. I told her no, since that'd most likeky have caused more issues than it'd have fixed (because there's a slight age gap)
So she started to whine about that "she must be right" since apparently no normal person want to hang out with friends they can't see every day for this long without there being something wrong.
Just feels like the police or something could come bursting in at any moment now >-> I feel bad for getting my friend tangled up in this mother-mess and frustrated in how literally everything I do is wrong in her eyes.
If I'm home alone, that's bad.
If I go visit her, that's bad.
If I go visit a friend, that's bad.
If I go to school, that's bad.
If I don't go to school because of severe deppression, that's also bad (because deppression isn't a thing unless it's she who has it)
If I pick up the phone, that's bad.
If I don't pick up the phone, that's bad.
And so on for all eternity.
Just what the hell is there I -can- do without enraging the sweet mother?
Post by: Regi on November 21, 2015, 12:09:28 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on November 21, 2015, 04:29:36 PM
Post by: Grey on November 21, 2015, 05:26:35 PM
New rules that don't make sense have been put in place by him too. Nomatter what I say everything that goes wring is always my fault to him.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 21, 2015, 11:47:38 PM
Post by: Silentium Potens on November 22, 2015, 12:35:11 AM
Why do you hide it? Wouldn't it be better to talk about it to your family, or are they not accepting of it?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 22, 2015, 12:48:21 AM
Post by: Silentium Potens on November 22, 2015, 12:59:25 AM
Another thing is that if you're going to see a therapist without your family knowing, that could create problems.
If you feel safe about it, talk to your family about it. Try not to hide it unless you know that revealing it will be problematic.
Honestly, I don't know what else to say. Just know that you'll get support from the community. Hopefully it all works out.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 22, 2015, 02:13:46 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on November 22, 2015, 01:21:57 PM
i woke up to find my good 100 doller drive is now dead with all my pc back ups on it and some important work thats now lost because the main board died overnight >:(
Post by: anoni on November 22, 2015, 01:47:13 PM
im so not happy right now
i woke up to find my good 100 doller drive is now dead with all my pc back ups on it and some important work thats now lost because the main board died overnight >:(
Bleh, if you take it to a specialized or download some tools (http://www.geekyprojects.com/storage/how-to-recover-data-from-a-broken-hard-drive/), you might be able to recover some of the lost data
Post by: Nrein on November 23, 2015, 02:00:29 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 24, 2015, 11:46:02 PM
Post by: Silentium Potens on November 25, 2015, 05:25:31 PM
Post by: George on November 25, 2015, 10:18:15 PM
Nothing's going right today.
Post by: Wolxikin on November 26, 2015, 02:57:31 AM
Gets it wrong
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Post by: saph the sergal on November 26, 2015, 03:02:00 AM
no mention of anyone that was there that day (i was there aswell) just 2 words and thats it
http://www.sunshinecoastdaily.com.au/digital-edition/Caloundra-Weekly/ (http://www.sunshinecoastdaily.com.au/digital-edition/Caloundra-Weekly/) page 8 if you want to see what im pissed about
Post by: Grey on November 26, 2015, 07:16:13 AM
What is even the point in trying when I can never learn?
Post by: Setcho on November 26, 2015, 10:44:13 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 26, 2015, 03:44:23 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on November 26, 2015, 07:04:30 PM
Post by: Cheza on November 27, 2015, 03:04:45 AM
In my defence, you can't demand that a person will answer their phone at 11:50pm, when most of those calls were made. I'm now done with this for twenty-eleventh time. If anyone would happen to sit on a good counter for "Why do you do this to those who love you?", please let me know?
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EDIT: Wrote a long reply like last time this happened, but decided to try a less "subtly hinting at what might be causing the issues"-approach and being more clear and blunt instead. Might have ended up being slightly passive-aggressive, but overall I think everything I wrote is ok considering the circumstances.
And just like last time, I got an ultra-short guilt trip trap in return. Too fed up to care anymore tho. Especially since I've finally managed to get all my cards on the table in the most brutally honest and clear way I could manage. It's all up to her now.
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EDIT2: The war rages on. She decided to "disown" me and calling me some rather nasty things pretty much unprovoked (I've been ignoring her since my last message. I'm no saint, but at least I'm above petty insults)
She calls me 9001 times a day and sends random threatening text messages or plain insults, despite promising never to speak to me ever again. Very very mature.
She's also threatening to cancel my phone contract which would completely **censor** up everything for me because I'd end up losing my number and other stuff like that.
According to my brother she's in one of her heavy drinking periods again too and that she's been dragging everyone else into it as well, but hopefully she'll sober up enough to realize how much of a dick she's being right now. Not that it'd really change anything, since everything will still be my fault (according to her) anyway.
Post by: Brownie on November 30, 2015, 11:39:10 PM
Cheza, that sounds horrible. I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope things will ease up for you soon. :(
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 01, 2015, 06:20:05 AM
You know what would promote diversity? Letting people be who they are without making them feel like a bunch of assholes for their race, heritage or courses of study. Without imposing demands for what they want and allowing students to choose for themselves. The vast majority of their claims against these schools are strawmen laced with greed and narcissism.
They sit in their lush and lavish colleges and are receiving a formal post-secondary education, and I sit here unemployed and struggling to get into a formal college due to lack of credit and expenses. I must be so **censor** privileged to be a white guy with how easy my life is and all the lack of adversity I've faced in my life. Nobody is sparking racism and sexism and whatever other **censor** ism you can name but these people. I don't have to apologize for something I have never done, so neither should anyone who was negatively affected by these superfluous rallies.
Of course, only hypocrites prosper in this turbulent tempest of tripe. What a bunch of children. I don't know who's worse, them, or the people who have spent the past week rioting and blocking off public roadways just to harass police officers.
It's like I've said before, this is the world of revenge and nobody has any eyes left to see the issues it's causing.
Post by: Ben on December 01, 2015, 06:28:30 AM
These student protests are making me rather furious. A bunch of greedy, egregious people labeling people and inspiring racial hatred all in the name of trying to promote 'diversity.'
You know what would promote diversity? Letting people be who they are without making them feel like a bunch of assholes for their race, heritage or courses of study. Without imposing demands for what they want and allowing students to choose for themselves. The vast majority of their claims against these schools are strawmen laced with greed and narcissism.
They sit in their lush and lavish colleges and are receiving a formal post-secondary education, and I sit here unemployed and struggling to get into a formal college due to lack of credit and expenses. I must be so **censor** privileged to be a white guy with how easy my life is and all the lack of adversity I've faced in my life. Nobody is sparking racism and sexism and whatever other **censor** ism you can name but these people. I don't have to apologize for something I have never done, so neither should anyone who was negatively affected by these superfluous rallies.
Of course, only hypocrites prosper in this turbulent tempest of tripe. What a bunch of children. I don't know who's worse, them, or the people who have spent the past week rioting and blocking off public roadways just to harass police officers.
It's like I've said before, this is the world of revenge and nobody has any eyes left to see the issues it's causing.
I feel the same way, Nick.
Post by: Buna on December 01, 2015, 03:22:08 PM
Post by: Rho'Syn Ilwynog on December 01, 2015, 06:08:51 PM
Post by: Buna on December 01, 2015, 10:43:11 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 01, 2015, 10:53:51 PM
These student protests are making me rather furious. A bunch of greedy, egregious people labeling people and inspiring racial hatred all in the name of trying to promote 'diversity.'YOu know alot of these people don't even realize how immature it is. Lioke, on the television people begging for free college, and asked on national television "How would we pay for it?" THey were stumped. Oh, geez..
You know what would promote diversity? Letting people be who they are without making them feel like a bunch of assholes for their race, heritage or courses of study. Without imposing demands for what they want and allowing students to choose for themselves. The vast majority of their claims against these schools are strawmen laced with greed and narcissism.
They sit in their lush and lavish colleges and are receiving a formal post-secondary education, and I sit here unemployed and struggling to get into a formal college due to lack of credit and expenses. I must be so **censor** privileged to be a white guy with how easy my life is and all the lack of adversity I've faced in my life. Nobody is sparking racism and sexism and whatever other **censor** ism you can name but these people. I don't have to apologize for something I have never done, so neither should anyone who was negatively affected by these superfluous rallies.
Of course, only hypocrites prosper in this turbulent tempest of tripe. What a bunch of children. I don't know who's worse, them, or the people who have spent the past week rioting and blocking off public roadways just to harass police officers.
It's like I've said before, this is the world of revenge and nobody has any eyes left to see the issues it's causing.
I hate people that call me popular. YOu think im popular? Then how am I so loneley,**censor**. Just, to those people, personally..
"You are old **censor** and overrated, and I think i'm going to be sick and it's your fault.."
Post by: The Past on December 02, 2015, 01:34:28 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 02, 2015, 02:50:56 AM
On another note however, headaches can be caused by stress. I suggest you do something like take a nap or even meditate. It sounds weird, I know, but it might just be the solution to all of your problems.
Post by: Nrein on December 02, 2015, 02:58:47 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 02, 2015, 03:01:46 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 02, 2015, 04:53:35 AM
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Post by: ✡ on December 02, 2015, 05:16:27 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 02, 2015, 12:19:04 PM
Post by: Cheza on December 02, 2015, 02:06:43 PM
Story of my life.
I'm losing count on how many times I've ranted about this.
The saddest part is probably that it's not only one person who does this.
All I'm asking for is a quick "I changed my mind"-notice or whatever.
Post by: Wolxikin on December 02, 2015, 02:10:07 PM
Alternatively you can send them a gallon of gorilla poop: http://poopsenders.com/ (http://poopsenders.com/)
Post by: Cheza on December 02, 2015, 02:25:40 PM
I guess it's my own fault for putting off doing things when expecting visitors. It's just that I really hate having to leave things like cleaning or laundry in the middle. Or that cooking and/or bathing when they appeared would lead to a rather awkward visit.
I'm kinda convinced that if I tried to do anything productive and/or hugely effort-requiring while waiting for someone, they'd show up right as I'm really getting inspired and into whatever it is I decided to try and get done tho.
Because that's just how the world works.
Post by: Grey on December 02, 2015, 06:29:21 PM
It's all Dad want's. He'll do anything to have control over everything he can. He doesn't give two shits whether or not his obsessive behaviour is tearing this family apart, and ruining David's relationship with his girlfriend.
Whenever someone dares to challenge him and to back the hell off for once, he'll go into a rage and accuse everyone of knowing nothing, and that everything will fall apart with him. Amazing that he doesn't realise the irony in that.
Poor Mum is losing her one chance at her psychology qualification for her dream job, David's friendships are being destroyed (alongside his relationship) and Chris is struggling to deal with the stress all because Dad can't come to the realisation that he is not the perfect being he seems to think he is. He's an arrogant prick.
Post by: ✡ on December 02, 2015, 07:10:03 PM
I'm a foxaroo but ok i guess my fursona is now a pig
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 02, 2015, 09:54:37 PM
Post by: Silentium Potens on December 02, 2015, 11:06:10 PM
Control.
It's all Dad want's. He'll do anything to have control over everything he can. He doesn't give two shits whether or not his obsessive behaviour is tearing this family apart, and ruining David's relationship with his girlfriend.
Whenever someone dares to challenge him and to back the hell off for once, he'll go into a rage and accuse everyone of knowing nothing, and that everything will fall apart with him. Amazing that he doesn't realise the irony in that.
Poor Mum is losing her one chance at her psychology qualification for her dream job, David's friendships are being destroyed (alongside his relationship) and Chris is struggling to deal with the stress all because Dad can't come to the realisation that he is not the perfect being he seems to think he is. He's an arrogant prick.
I can't say I've had it that bad, but my dad has been quite the controlling asshole. Especially when he starts ripping you a new one because you have a speech problem, or because you're a socialite. He's improved over time, but he's still problematic. Me mum and dad divorced, so thankfully I didn't have to live with him. All I can say is stick it out, and hopefully you can get a decent amount of independence soon.
Post by: Nrein on December 03, 2015, 05:52:24 PM
Post by: Sylvie on December 03, 2015, 06:42:41 PM
I'm so glad I don't live in the US or another country with people still focused on any kind of racial tension. There are so many problems we could be solving were it not for the whole racial divide that exists.These student protests are making me rather furious. A bunch of greedy, egregious people labeling people and inspiring racial hatred all in the name of trying to promote 'diversity.'
You know what would promote diversity? Letting people be who they are without making them feel like a bunch of assholes for their race, heritage or courses of study. Without imposing demands for what they want and allowing students to choose for themselves. The vast majority of their claims against these schools are strawmen laced with greed and narcissism.
They sit in their lush and lavish colleges and are receiving a formal post-secondary education, and I sit here unemployed and struggling to get into a formal college due to lack of credit and expenses. I must be so **censor** privileged to be a white guy with how easy my life is and all the lack of adversity I've faced in my life. Nobody is sparking racism and sexism and whatever other **censor** ism you can name but these people. I don't have to apologize for something I have never done, so neither should anyone who was negatively affected by these superfluous rallies.
Of course, only hypocrites prosper in this turbulent tempest of tripe. What a bunch of children. I don't know who's worse, them, or the people who have spent the past week rioting and blocking off public roadways just to harass police officers.
It's like I've said before, this is the world of revenge and nobody has any eyes left to see the issues it's causing.
I feel the same way, Nick.
I'm not saying it's perfect here; but it's better than in the US.
Also, my rant for the day is that schoolkids are meanies.
Post by: Grovygrunge on December 03, 2015, 06:49:14 PM
My biggest workplace pet peeve is taking the blame for a mistake that I didn't make. Especially when it can get me in huge trouble with the state.Gotta ask what kind of simple mistake gets you into THAT much trouble.
Post by: Nrein on December 03, 2015, 07:21:20 PM
My biggest workplace pet peeve is taking the blame for a mistake that I didn't make. Especially when it can get me in huge trouble with the state.Gotta ask what kind of simple mistake gets you into THAT much trouble.
For one, it wasn't simple. It involved both sanitation and health regulations being broken, which in the school district is a big violation with the state. Like, lose my job violation.
All for something that happenned when I wasn't even there, and it was someone else's responsibility.
Post by: kalan on December 03, 2015, 07:24:22 PM
Post by: Nrein on December 03, 2015, 07:25:51 PM
Thats kinda **censor** up. But if you werent there no problem
Except there are people who believed I was there, and already spread it around that I was.
The *only* positive side is that my boss knows the truth, and when she gets back Monday she can clear it up.
Post by: kalan on December 03, 2015, 07:28:52 PM
Post by: Nrein on December 03, 2015, 07:37:32 PM
You werent there as in not working or what
I wasn't there like, literally in another part of the building doing a completely different job unrelated to this one.
Post by: ✡ on December 03, 2015, 08:24:19 PM
Post by: kalan on December 03, 2015, 08:42:21 PM
You werent there as in not working or what
I wasn't there like, literally in another part of the building doing a completely different job unrelated to this one.
Im guessing there was cameras and witnesses and things
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 03, 2015, 08:59:26 PM
These student protests are making me rather furious. A bunch of greedy, egregious people labeling people and inspiring racial hatred all in the name of trying to promote 'diversity.'I'm so glad I don't live in the US or another country with people still focused on any kind of racial tension. There are so many problems we could be solving were it not for the whole racial divide that exists.
You know what would promote diversity? Letting people be who they are without making them feel like a bunch of assholes for their race, heritage or courses of study. Without imposing demands for what they want and allowing students to choose for themselves. The vast majority of their claims against these schools are strawmen laced with greed and narcissism.
They sit in their lush and lavish colleges and are receiving a formal post-secondary education, and I sit here unemployed and struggling to get into a formal college due to lack of credit and expenses. I must be so **censor** privileged to be a white guy with how easy my life is and all the lack of adversity I've faced in my life. Nobody is sparking racism and sexism and whatever other **censor** ism you can name but these people. I don't have to apologize for something I have never done, so neither should anyone who was negatively affected by these superfluous rallies.
Of course, only hypocrites prosper in this turbulent tempest of tripe. What a bunch of children. I don't know who's worse, them, or the people who have spent the past week rioting and blocking off public roadways just to harass police officers.
It's like I've said before, this is the world of revenge and nobody has any eyes left to see the issues it's causing.
I'm not saying it's perfect here; but it's better than in the US.
Also, my rant for the day is that schoolkids are meanies.
I'd be vying to get the ever-living hell out of this country if it weren't for the fact that every bit of my family is in the US. At least close family. I could go to the Netherlands with my great uncle, but I don't exactly know Dutch. Or even enough German to get at least half the language right. Then again, maybe my friend Marc can give me a free space in England. =P
OT: My luck in video games has really gone down the shitter lately. I do well one second, and then proceed to be wrecked by a single misstep almost immediately after. Pokemon Super Mystery Dungeon has been plenty kind to me with luck, but none of my strategy or action games have been yielding much fortune lately, even after doing so damn well in them for a while.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 03, 2015, 09:18:34 PM
I hate being dumb. I can't think about naything without getting a headache and everyone else can think circles around me. I'm a genetic abomination that was never meant to liveDon't say that Foxaroo. We all have our strengths and weakness. I'll bet anything that you can do something I can't.
Post by: Grey on December 03, 2015, 09:22:30 PM
Dad doesn't care. As **censor** usual.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 03, 2015, 09:24:16 PM
Post by: ✡ on December 03, 2015, 09:26:02 PM
but I can't even do anything, even simple math escapes meI hate being dumb. I can't think about naything without getting a headache and everyone else can think circles around me. I'm a genetic abomination that was never meant to liveDon't say that Foxaroo. We all have our strengths and weakness. I'll bet anything that you can do something I can't.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 03, 2015, 09:31:15 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 03, 2015, 11:48:49 PM
my guitar **censor** sucks
Post by: Brownie on December 04, 2015, 12:06:33 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 04, 2015, 12:13:49 AM
Why would you let your little dog run around outside in the dark and the cold, with no tags?! It's like you really give that little of a crap if your pet gets lost or run over. >:(Natural Selection.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 04, 2015, 12:31:01 AM
Post by: Silentium Potens on December 04, 2015, 02:35:03 AM
I'm such a basket case, I have way too many problems and not enough time to solve them all by myself. From wanting to be a girl, to being so lonely I could cry, to my habits that make people think I'm weird. I'm just the person that no one wants to deal with because I'm such a chaotic mess. Maby that's why no one talks to me at school. Maybe that's why my little brother treats me like trash. I'm starting to feel like trash. Like someone who just shouldn't have been born.If I was in your position, I wouldn't give up. And secondly, I wouldn't mope around. No one likes a defeatist. Defeatists exude way too much negativity. While your troubles are great, the better option is to see what you can do to make things better; try to improve yourself and your situation. Maybe your conduction appears creepy to others. Maybe if you do "X" it could start the journey for you to start hormonal therapy. At the very least, knowing that it can eventually be solved can improve your emotions. The future is generally a better place, so please never give up.
You may not have a lot of time, but spending the occasional bout here and there in deep contemplation will help out. And don't be afraid to do research and look up opinions online. Such things can give you ideas, or synthesize with what you already have.
Post by: ✡ on December 04, 2015, 02:58:17 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 04, 2015, 03:03:42 AM
Post by: Alistair on December 04, 2015, 03:05:57 AM
Post by: The Past on December 04, 2015, 06:04:00 AM
Post by: George on December 04, 2015, 07:35:50 AM
Turns out i have a health problem that makes my hands shake. I don't know if I'll ever be able to draw now.
The pathing tool is your friend. Just set up lines in it and you can't go wrong!
Post by: kalan on December 04, 2015, 08:33:38 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 04, 2015, 12:00:09 PM
Post by: Goblin Cat 😸 on December 04, 2015, 08:21:21 PM
You're right Silentium. I can't give up and I'm not going to. I'm just frustrated.
I suggest looking for transgender support groups in your area for a start, Cecil.
Oh boy. So I guess I'll try this ranting thing. I'm pretty upset because I've been slipping up mental health wise and my therapist thought looking into out patient therapy would be a good idea. The only problem is that now I'm scared.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 04, 2015, 09:29:26 PM
Post by: Cheza on December 04, 2015, 10:07:08 PM
Said and done. No problems at all, game starts up fine. Then I get a crash where it tells me it can't play *thisorthat track*.
Instead of just accepting that Morrowind doesn't want to cooperate, I went full Molag Bal on it and tried to force it to obey by trying some fixes I read online.
I still get the same crash and error. The difference now is that the game won't even make it to the title screen before that happens >->
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 04, 2015, 10:15:27 PM
Post by: Cheza on December 04, 2015, 11:16:35 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 04, 2015, 11:39:00 PM
Post by: ✡ on December 05, 2015, 08:13:38 AM
I don't know what's wrong with me, but I have medicine for it now
Post by: Cheza on December 05, 2015, 06:30:49 PM
I want it to stop being in Denmark and drag itself over here so that I won't have to stress about it anymore.
Oh, and a slight update on my Morrowind-issues: Turns out putting the soundtracks from the actual Skyrim soundtrack CD was a stupid idea and I'm not even sure how I didn't think of that right away. Could've saved me a few hours worth of frustration... >->'
Oh well, everything works perfectly again now.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 05, 2015, 06:38:29 PM
UPS tells me my package is in Denmark. It's been on it's way from there for almost two days now.
I want it to stop being in Denmark and drag itself over here so that I won't have to stress about it anymore.
It just hasn't been your week Cheza. I'm so sorry that you've had such a bad luck streak. At least tomorrow is Cheza day!
Post by: Grey on December 06, 2015, 04:33:21 PM
Post by: kalan on December 06, 2015, 04:53:04 PM
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on December 07, 2015, 02:43:27 AM
ugh why is my immune system so shitty at doing its job? ;_;
Post by: Alistair on December 07, 2015, 03:01:19 AM
Post by: Ben on December 08, 2015, 02:50:30 AM
Post by: Nrein on December 08, 2015, 02:53:05 AM
I need somebody to stop asking me if I'm ok. It doesn't help and it's just annoying, makes me want to shut them out even more.
Aye. It kills me when someone asks if I'm ok, I say yes, then it's "Are you sure?" "Yeh" "Cus, you know if you're not, I'm here right?" "Yeh I know."
"You don't sound ok :/"
Like, if I needed to/wanted to say I'm not, then I would! D:<
Post by: Ben on December 08, 2015, 02:58:45 AM
I need somebody to stop asking me if I'm ok. It doesn't help and it's just annoying, makes me want to shut them out even more.
Aye. It kills me when someone asks if I'm ok, I say yes, then it's "Are you sure?" "Yeh" "Cus, you know if you're not, I'm here right?" "Yeh I know."
"You don't sound ok :/"
Like, if I needed to/wanted to say I'm not, then I would! D:<
And they don't ask any different, it's all the same generic thing every **censor** time!
She just needs to understand that I've been through some shit so, yeah, I might not look like I'm doing great at times. I generally won't hide myself if I actually need help.
Post by: HyenaKing on December 09, 2015, 12:21:22 AM
Why do I get punished for someone else's actions?
Post by: anoni on December 09, 2015, 03:17:43 AM
I've only been here a week and I already have to design a project I'll be working on for the next 3 months, make a prototype of this project, plan the project schedule out, find any resources that I can use to help with the project and give an accurate time frame of each component in the project...
...in 3 days
Post by: George on December 09, 2015, 03:46:52 AM
Post by: Buna on December 09, 2015, 04:17:09 AM
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on December 09, 2015, 05:02:54 AM
When'll I learn?
Post by: kalan on December 09, 2015, 10:29:52 AM
Post by: Grey on December 09, 2015, 11:19:50 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 09, 2015, 11:47:33 PM
Post by: Grey on December 11, 2015, 12:26:37 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 11, 2015, 12:30:59 AM
The ultimate way is the way you control
But you can stay if you detach your soul
Bury the present and squeeze out the past
The ones you endear to never last
Chemical burns and the animalistic
I'm just another harline psuedo-statistic.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 11, 2015, 12:46:29 AM
Hatred: Poems are a wonderful way to express your feelongs. That one was nice.
Post by: HyenaKing on December 11, 2015, 12:47:57 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 11, 2015, 12:55:49 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 11, 2015, 12:56:51 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 11, 2015, 01:06:30 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 11, 2015, 01:07:20 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 11, 2015, 01:31:41 AM
Post by: Laila on December 11, 2015, 03:34:51 AM
Post by: Cheza on December 11, 2015, 03:55:35 AM
They accepted it, but today when I spoke to them they were all "You shouldn't do stuff like that, now you're just going to stress me out because now I have to get you something for christmas"
If this really upset their balance of the universe or whatever so badly I had to be loudly scolded for it, then there's this nice big "Decline" button there for them to click on, so that I could've given the game to someone else who might have actually appreciated it.
"Let no good deed go unpunished"
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 11, 2015, 04:07:45 AM
Post by: Cheza on December 11, 2015, 04:22:55 AM
You being nice is bad because now someone else has to be nice? How does that make sense? Being nice is a choice, not an obligation. This guy should be lucky he even got a gift, because you know that you didn't have to.
The only thing this guy would deserve from me (strictly hypothetically, I wish -no- harm on anyone) is a firm kick in the unmentionables.
If you read/remember my earlier rant about someone saying they'd visit but then they never did (without telling me they're not coming), this is the same lovely guy.
We go a long way back and there's been a lot of things I've ended up having to regret/suffer through because of this guy, but none of that is really relevant right now. The short short version is that he's -not- a good person -at all-
And yeah, I tried explaining that to him as well, that I just felt like trying to do something nice for him without expecting anything in return for it, but he started to give me some long rant about how he's "Trying to act like a normal person and therefore -HAS- to get me something"
He sure is doing a fine job with that "Normal person"-stuff, I gotta say... >->'
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 11, 2015, 04:32:15 AM
Post by: kalan on December 11, 2015, 10:53:13 AM
Post by: Cheza on December 11, 2015, 12:13:48 PM
Post by: kalan on December 11, 2015, 12:24:50 PM
OT: I have no water and it sounds like maybe the well is dry
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 11, 2015, 01:31:47 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 11, 2015, 01:45:45 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 11, 2015, 01:52:20 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 11, 2015, 01:54:27 PM
Friends keep it inside them. It infects them. I can't allow that.
Post by: Angder on December 11, 2015, 02:12:43 PM
I have often shouldered others problems, and knowing they are slightly happier because of it is one of the best feelings I have ever felt.
Post by: Grovygrunge on December 11, 2015, 03:50:39 PM
I bought a game on steam as a birthday gift for someone.I implore you to not see that as your friend being an asshole. I do this. I don't mind getting gifts, gifts are nice but it also makes me really paranoid I don't get my friends any gifts. Makes me wonder if that makes me a bad friend or if I'm supposed to. Causes me to worry if other friends see the acceptance of gifts as just mooching. Then because I state such things out loud I worry that people start to think it's my way of trying to excuse ungratefulness.
They accepted it, but today when I spoke to them they were all "You shouldn't do stuff like that, now you're just going to stress me out because now I have to get you something for christmas"
If this really upset their balance of the universe or whatever so badly I had to be loudly scolded for it, then there's this nice big "Decline" button there for them to click on, so that I could've given the game to someone else who might have actually appreciated it.
"Let no good deed go unpunished"
Basically, it sucks to get nice things from people you care abut and feel like this anyway, don't make them feel like an asshole for it.
I mean unless there are other factors as to why they are an asshole. In which case, full steam ahead.
Post by: Angder on December 11, 2015, 04:00:07 PM
I bought a game on steam as a birthday gift for someone.I implore you to not see that as your friend being an asshole. I do this. I don't mind getting gifts, gifts are nice but it also makes me really paranoid I don't get my friends any gifts. Makes me wonder if that makes me a bad friend or if I'm supposed to. Causes me to worry if other friends see the acceptance of gifts as just mooching. Then because I state such things out loud I worry that people start to think it's my way of trying to excuse ungratefulness.
They accepted it, but today when I spoke to them they were all "You shouldn't do stuff like that, now you're just going to stress me out because now I have to get you something for christmas"
If this really upset their balance of the universe or whatever so badly I had to be loudly scolded for it, then there's this nice big "Decline" button there for them to click on, so that I could've given the game to someone else who might have actually appreciated it.
"Let no good deed go unpunished"
Basically, it sucks to get nice things from people you care abut and feel like this anyway, don't make them feel like an asshole for it.
I mean unless there are other factors as to why they are an asshole. In which case, full steam ahead.
If I get someone a gift, Its a gift. If you see it as something more, thats your problem. I am just trying to be nice. Note I also do not give gifts often, so if you recieve one, its because I view you as enough of a friend that sharing something with you is a reward unto itself.
Something in return is also nice. But not required, otherwise its a transaction, not a gift.
Also, i think its the volume of the response Cheza is angry about, not the basic sentiment.
Post by: Nrein on December 11, 2015, 07:16:03 PM
Post by: Cheza on December 11, 2015, 10:53:21 PM
I bought a game on steam as a birthday gift for someone.I implore you to not see that as your friend being an asshole. I do this. I don't mind getting gifts, gifts are nice but it also makes me really paranoid I don't get my friends any gifts. Makes me wonder if that makes me a bad friend or if I'm supposed to. Causes me to worry if other friends see the acceptance of gifts as just mooching. Then because I state such things out loud I worry that people start to think it's my way of trying to excuse ungratefulness.
They accepted it, but today when I spoke to them they were all "You shouldn't do stuff like that, now you're just going to stress me out because now I have to get you something for christmas"
If this really upset their balance of the universe or whatever so badly I had to be loudly scolded for it, then there's this nice big "Decline" button there for them to click on, so that I could've given the game to someone else who might have actually appreciated it.
"Let no good deed go unpunished"
Basically, it sucks to get nice things from people you care abut and feel like this anyway, don't make them feel like an asshole for it.
I mean unless there are other factors as to why they are an asshole. In which case, full steam ahead.
If I get someone a gift, Its a gift. If you see it as something more, thats your problem. I am just trying to be nice. Note I also do not give gifts often, so if you recieve one, its because I view you as enough of a friend that sharing something with you is a reward unto itself.
Something in return is also nice. But not required, otherwise its a transaction, not a gift.
Also, i think its the volume of the response Cheza is angry about, not the basic sentiment.
I'm with Angder on this one. I don't give gifts often, and when I do, it's because I want to try to be nice. (In this case, the guy should know that too, which only further adds to my frustration. I'm mostly annoyed because of how every single thing I try to do for him gets twisted and turned into something negative I should be scolded for.)
If I get something in return, I'd much rather have it be "because they felt like it" rather than "they felt like they had to"
It's not supposed to be a trade, but just something small to hopefully brighten up a persons day a little.
*Rustles papers and goes back to ranting about that guy. Because of stirred up memories and feels I'd rather not bottle up again*
Our whole relationship has been really icy for years. We get along well enough, but it's got to be him who initiates contact or else stuff like this happens. (If I try to start talking to him no matter how long it's been since our last conversation I usually get yelled at for being clingy/annoying/whatever else he feels is wrong at the time. If -he- contacts me, on the other hand, everything's sunshine and rainbows and he might even consider stopping by for a visit.)
Lately it had finally started to seem like things were starting to thaw up enough for us to have a more normal and natural friendship again, so I decided to try giving him a small birthday gift. Nothing too big or amazing, but with some thought put into it.
Which clearly didn't go over well with him, and now I've apparently managed to ruin his life for the 9001th time.
In truth, I've tried cutting the ties with this guy multiple times, but he always start guilt-tripping me and luring me back with false promises of him becoming a better person and that he'll stop taking me for granted like this. Or then he just start to plain out insulting me/complaining that I'm being rude, "dramatical" and insensitive. Which is kinda funny since we hardly ever talk anyway but also annoying since I'd rather not deal with stuff like that. In short, it's easier to just add him back.
He wants to keep me around for some reason, but everything's got to be according to how he wants it, and me not sticking to that clearly causes his whole world to crumble.
I've known this guy for about 4 years. We were dating for about the first two years and cohabitating for about half of that relationship, and during that time he went from being a sweet nice guy into some sort of abusive Gollum-ish monster.
I'd never accuse someone for being a "bad person" without a good reason for it, and in this case, I -most certainly- do have them, although I guess a lot of them are because of my own stupidity and I brought much of it upon myself.
During the end times of our relationship I bought him a partial fursuit as a Christmas/birthday gift. Once it arrived he admitted he was only together with me so that I'd be sure to let him have it once it arrived (which meant he stuck around for about a month or two longer than he'd have wanted to). Funnily enough, a gift like -that- didn't make him feel oblidged to get me anything but severe depression and heartbreak. (He had planned to break up after Christmas eve/my birthday, but he "couldn't stand me anymore". So he just nabbed the suit and left.)
And since he knew I was devastated because of all this, he used it to his advantage and got me to do tons of stuff I'm now regretting, by making false promises that "He could still change", and me being the brainwashed little idiot I was just took the bait every single time.
He's abused me mentally, sexually and physically multiple times, and a lot of the things still haunts me today. If I want to call him a bad person, I feel like that's way within my right at this point. And maybe also a little too kind..
I'd never accuse someone for being a "bad person" without a good reason for it, and in this case, I -most certainly- do have them, although I guess a lot of them are because of my own stupidity and I brought much of it upon myself.
During the end times of our relationship I bought him a partial fursuit as a Christmas/birthday gift. Once it arrived he admitted he was only together with me so that I'd be sure to let him have it once it arrived (which meant he stuck around for about a month or two longer than he'd have wanted to). Funnily enough, a gift like -that- didn't make him feel oblidged to get me anything but severe depression and heartbreak. (He had planned to break up after Christmas eve/my birthday, but he "couldn't stand me anymore". So he just nabbed the suit and left.)
And since he knew I was devastated because of all this, he used it to his advantage and got me to do tons of stuff I'm now regretting, by making false promises that "He could still change", and me being the brainwashed little idiot I was just took the bait every single time.
He's abused me mentally, sexually and physically multiple times, and a lot of the things still haunts me today. If I want to call him a bad person, I feel like that's way within my right at this point. And maybe also a little too kind..
Why am I still friends with this guy again? I honestly don't know anymore. I used to hope we could be normal friends again since he's the only "friend" I have in the area. Without him (which I technically pretty much already am as it is anyway) I'm completely alone in a town I don't know, and where I know noone. I guess the wounds are too deep, and that I should just accept and cut the ties no matter the consequences. I don't need people like that in my life, and people like that don't deserve me in theirs.
And that's about it.
Post by: Grovygrunge on December 11, 2015, 11:02:39 PM
Post by: kalan on December 12, 2015, 03:09:38 AM
I would rather know what's bothering a friend, and be able to try help them, than to know my friend is in distress, and not even know why.
I have often shouldered others problems, and knowing they are slightly happier because of it is one of the best feelings I have ever felt.
I used to talk to my friends about what was bothering me but after talking to someone recently I ve come to the realization that its better to let it eat you than to tell others and drag them down into it
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 12, 2015, 03:16:32 AM
Post by: George on December 12, 2015, 04:06:06 AM
It shouldn't matter if their your friend. A true friend would go with you, through all of the troubles and darkness to help you fight your battles. That's what I would do.
Sounds like you should just not be his friend.Both of these work together. A real friend wouldn't be a total jerk like that--so there's no reason for you to try to be his. I know it's hard to let go when you used to like someone, but it'd really be for the best if you can avoid the harassment.
Post by: Goblin Cat 😸 on December 12, 2015, 04:27:21 AM
Post by: kalan on December 12, 2015, 01:07:17 PM
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on December 12, 2015, 05:59:52 PM
<REMOVED>
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 12, 2015, 11:21:37 PM
And I hope you get to feeling better PBR.
Post by: Angder on December 13, 2015, 03:20:28 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on December 13, 2015, 05:47:39 AM
Post by: ArtificialSweetener on December 14, 2015, 12:02:52 AM
Post by: Cheza on December 14, 2015, 02:26:43 AM
I find the lack of scarves and/or goggles in Morrowind disturbing.
I also find the lack of mods that add scarves and/or goggles into Morrowind disturbing.
(Sure, I've stumbled across some, but most of them link to sites that have long since ceased to be, or then they look a little too out of place (too "futuristic") for my liking. I'm in no way picky, but if it looks like something that'd make more sense out in space or on a modern-day ski slope it just looks wrong to me)
The game takes place on an island with frequent ash/duststorms that tend to strike without warning like lightning from a clear sky.
It feels so annoyingly immersion-breaking that people simply walk around in those storms out in the wilderness all "Hurrdurr I'll just keep my arm in front of my face and keep going as if it's nothing" (I -love- that they do that tho. But it'd still be fun with those other things.)
"But wouldn't those other things be lore/immersion-breaking as well?"
No, they would not. There are already various helmets that sort of have scarves and goggles in their design.
But for ordinary people who don't helmets or even armor at all there's literally nothing.
*Sad kantele*
EDIT: Turns out I can. ONWARDS TO GLORY!!
Post by: Wolxikin on December 14, 2015, 04:06:00 AM
No one remembered my birthday :(
Post by: Laila on December 14, 2015, 04:16:59 AM
Post by: Wolxikin on December 14, 2015, 04:20:15 AM
Post by: Laila on December 14, 2015, 04:21:49 AM
Post by: kalan on December 14, 2015, 04:45:58 AM
Since I have nothing to rant about I'm gonna be a d!ckbag and fish for sympathy instead
No one remembered my birthday :(
Wtf I guess im no one now
Post by: Wolxikin on December 14, 2015, 08:53:11 PM
since no one but Kalan remembered my birthdayy
~Wolx's birthday party thread
I'll get more sympathy if they don't know >:3
Post by: Cheza on December 15, 2015, 05:38:55 AM
I'm not really feeling too good about all that.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 15, 2015, 06:12:41 AM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on December 15, 2015, 11:07:45 PM
>:(
Post by: The Past on December 15, 2015, 11:57:51 PM
--- Neighbor/ally amount requirements to progress.
I understand why, but when none of your friends are currently interested in the game, you're screwed. Wouldn't it be better to have the person playing keep playing instead of quitting because they can't force their friends to play it? It should reward you for getting people into the game, not make it a requirement.
--- "You performed another trivial action! Would you like to tell all your friends?!?!?!?!?!"
No. I can understand if I did something actually interesting in the game. All I did was basic stuff. No one gives a shit. And when the game lags due to its stupid pop up crap, it's possible to accidentally click the accept/send button! So now all my friends who don't even have the game could get ticked off at me AND the game because I keep giving them notifications for pointless BS.
--- Shoving show-offy microtransaction deals onto the screen to the point it covers up the screen and/or actually lags the game.
I understand the need for microtransactions for free app games, but going too crazy with the offer pop-ups and whatnot just makes the experience in the game more cruddy even for people who actually DO try to support the game through buying that stuff. There are better ways to advertise and hype up the offer than making big flashy animated crap that makes the game run irritably poor. My computer can run high quality PC games perfectly fine. If a friggen 2d social media app lags to crap when it plasters that stuff on screen, that means something is very wrong.
Post by: Ben on December 16, 2015, 02:22:07 AM
All that research made me feel good about my investments but as soon as I buy they drop now I'm down a few thousand...
It seems to just be a thing with me, whenever I'm feeling good life comes along and back hands me right back to square one and says, "you can't do that!"
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2015, 01:39:02 PM
He is in critical condition in an induced coma. They have operated on his right eye but won't know if it is saved until he wakes up.He has multiple fractures to his skull at his face, but they can't deal with them for a few more days until the pressure on his brain subsides.
If things go their very best, it will be very bad for him.
Post by: Grey on December 16, 2015, 01:43:05 PM
My brother was attacked at random by a complete low life.
He is in critical condition in an induced coma. They have operated on his right eye but won't know if it is saved until he wakes up.He has multiple fractures to his skull at his face, but they can't deal with them for a few more days until the pressure on his brain subsides.
If things go their very best, it will be very bad for him.
Here's hoping that bugger who hurt your brother gets put away for a looooooooong time.
Post by: HyenaKing on December 16, 2015, 02:28:27 PM
My brother was attacked at random by a complete low life.
He is in critical condition in an induced coma. They have operated on his right eye but won't know if it is saved until he wakes up.He has multiple fractures to his skull at his face, but they can't deal with them for a few more days until the pressure on his brain subsides.
If things go their very best, it will be very bad for him.
Here's hoping that bugger who hurt your brother gets put away for a looooooooong time.
Seriously, **censor** yeah.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2015, 02:51:18 PM
It is appalling on many levels, not the least of which is that my brother is a very small guy (we are both adopted) and he has an intellectual disability from a prior brain injury. He is what you might call a soft target. The attacker threw rocks through his window to get him to come out then beat him with a steel letter box.
It was around midnight and his lights would have been on as he only sleeps for a few hours at a time. He has about 90 epileptic seizures per month and he has a chip in his head which monitors him to prompt certain medications.
My instinct is to wish harm to the attacker, but the truth is no amount of punishment or suffering will do my brother any good in the least. So I am trying to rise above, let the justice system do its thing and focus on what good I can do.
It is difficult, but a very small challenge compared to what lies ahead for my big brother.
Post by: HyenaKing on December 16, 2015, 02:57:09 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2015, 02:58:36 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 16, 2015, 02:59:32 PM
Post by: Angder on December 16, 2015, 03:08:12 PM
I find when I have emotions I can't process, then when I have to write poetry.
*hugs Trixsie*
I really hope your brother comes out of this OK.
At least the bastard was arrested, and is going to be in no position to attack anyone else for a few years.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2015, 03:19:29 PM
:'( I will keep you posted. Long road ahead.
On a positive note, I see my poetry thread is approaching 10k views, which is utterly astounding.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 16, 2015, 08:08:59 PM
Post by: Raven MacKenzie on December 16, 2015, 09:18:07 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on December 19, 2015, 10:19:57 AM
*MUFFLED SCREAMING*
Good, I feel better now.
Post by: Nrein on December 19, 2015, 05:40:06 PM
I'm so glad that I'm done with them. No more dealing with them, seeing them, interacting with them. Literally the only difference now will be I don't have to worry about them pretending to want anything to do with me.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 20, 2015, 07:57:44 PM
EDIT:
Wow, right after I posted this, he responded to me saying it wasn't a problem that I'm actually a boy.
Post by: saph the sergal on December 20, 2015, 08:00:56 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on December 20, 2015, 08:01:58 PM
Something a little sad happened to me yesterday. I had met a new person on the forums and we were getting along very nicely. We were about to rp via Skype when he asked me if I was really a girl. I said no, (I'm honest) and he never responded back. I feel like I've ran him off... I didn't want to do that... but I also thought he'd accept me, and he didn't... it made me sad...Ouch, that's beyond harsh. If I was you I wouldn't place the blame on yourself though, you were honest, which is good. Sometimes you just can't predict how people will react to something.
OT: I haven't written a story in so long and I'm trying to get back into RPing properly. Ugh. It sucks.
Post by: HyenaKing on December 21, 2015, 03:30:06 PM
Get your **censor** head straight, man.
Post by: Raven MacKenzie on December 21, 2015, 08:02:33 PM
And yes, I'm really very angry!
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 22, 2015, 12:30:47 AM
Edit:
This makes two times in which I've jumped to conclusions. Turns out that TOMORROW is the dentist, and after that I have my own appointment.
Post by: HyenaKing on December 22, 2015, 01:26:14 AM
Post by: Goblin Cat 😸 on December 22, 2015, 02:04:39 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on December 22, 2015, 02:16:28 AM
Post by: Alistair on December 22, 2015, 03:03:58 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on December 22, 2015, 03:24:30 AM
^ Agreed. At one of the places I go to frequently to just hang out there was some road work going on in front and the people needed an alternate route to get into the building. This lady from the bank across from the street parked right in front of our way to get in and when asked politely several times to move her car she screamed and yelled and pretty much just threw a fit.
and thats why i cant wait to get a car and buy 4 tire jacks so i can move it around
thats also where you possibly have full legal action to call a tow truck and let her pay for it
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on December 22, 2015, 06:25:54 AM
It's starting to make me a little bitter.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 22, 2015, 03:29:42 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 23, 2015, 04:09:31 PM
I'm feeling extremely lost and alone right now almost to the point where I'm scared of what I might do.
For anyone of you that I said I had a therapy appointment I'm afraid I was seriously mistaken, there was no therapy of any kind, it was just a check up to refill my meds. (and increase the dosage of one) That was it, and now I feel completely cheated. During the whole thing I wanted to say something, I wanted to, wanted to so badly, but I couldn't and now I have to go through it all again: the waiting, the pain, the unbearable pain. The worst part is that no one can see how much it hurts, they just treat me like I'm fine, but I'm not fine. I don't know what it is, I don't why I can't express my feelings to anyone, I don't know why I force myself to just choke it all down. Whatever it is, it's killing me, it's seriously killing me.
Post by: Grey on December 24, 2015, 12:43:29 AM
Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my soul to keep.
If I should die before I wake,
I pray the Lord my soul to take.
I pray the Lord my soul to keep.
If I should die before I wake,
I pray the Lord my soul to take.
I'm not religious in any way but this prayer has great memories of a time where life was much nicer for me. I wish I go back in time.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 24, 2015, 12:56:59 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on December 24, 2015, 04:21:53 PM
Being poor sucks.
Post by: Goblin Cat 😸 on December 24, 2015, 08:58:00 PM
Post by: Booplesnoot on December 27, 2015, 08:42:33 PM
Post by: Grey on December 28, 2015, 12:17:59 AM
On top of that I still haven't recovered from past events and it's still have an effect now. It sucks because I keep tripping up and panicking, then I go do something stupid that in no way helps.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 28, 2015, 01:16:32 AM
Post by: Peanut B. Rawket on December 28, 2015, 06:18:30 AM
Their response to me simply saying "I don't really know if I want kids..."- I got yelled at, alot, and told that I "need to be more open-minded about things" Thanks. It frustrates me and I can't even do shit about what they say, but at least I can move out in 1.5 years.
On an unrelated note, I hate only coming here to rant, but I've had so much on my plate recently and this is honestly the only area I really can vent anymore. I feel a little ashamed coming here just to do that all the time, I want to talk and meet every single one of you and maybe I can start making some awesome friendships again, but, it seems I have far too many responsibilities to keep hold of, and I can't exactly find time to do that.
Post by: anoni on December 28, 2015, 07:55:40 AM
Well it has been 3 weeks and it hadn't arrived in the mail box, so I tell my room mate and he says they did arrive, it's just he decided to take my social security number and place it without telling me on a pile of papers on the living room table. He didn't inform me that the number was there, for a WHOLE week and now it'd not in the pile of papers cause the room was cleaned and I haven't been able to find it.
My room mate does not apologize, he does not offer to help me look for it, he does literally nothing but blame me for "losing" the number even though HE PLACED IT IN A MESSY PILE WITHOUT TELLING ME FOR A WHOLE **censor** WEEK
Now I can't get paid for another 2 weeks, now I have to go wake up early to get to the social security office at 8am and wait in line for 1 hour and 40 minutes BECAUSE OF HIS UTTER STUPIDITY AND DICKISHNESS.
He seems to show no **censor** remorse.
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 28, 2015, 06:55:28 PM
Holy crap, still tired from work.
Post by: The Magic Otter on December 29, 2015, 02:02:46 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 29, 2015, 02:13:12 AM
Post by: The Magic Otter on December 29, 2015, 02:15:45 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 29, 2015, 02:18:17 AM
Post by: The Magic Otter on December 29, 2015, 02:20:17 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 29, 2015, 02:22:55 AM
Post by: The Magic Otter on December 29, 2015, 02:31:44 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on December 29, 2015, 02:39:06 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 29, 2015, 02:41:34 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 30, 2015, 12:50:56 PM
Since then things have not gone well, he has lost his eye, is undergoing surgery for the 40+ facial fractures and has now regained consciousness from his induced coma after days of stopping his sedation.
We have had to have the talk about what his wishes would be in case things deteriorate further for him.
Because he has a metal implant in his brain they cannot do an MRI so cannot determine the extent to which his brain has been damaged.
I have really tried to remain positive and hopeful and not dwell on the attacker, but today I just feel so angry I want to go full on masked vigilante and rid the world of evil.
*exhale*
I know all my friends will feel for me, but I don't really want to talk, I just want to cut all social interactions. However I know I need to find balance.
Please just be patient with me and I will do my best to not be a shitty **censor** cow.
Post by: HyenaKing on December 31, 2015, 12:01:58 AM
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on December 31, 2015, 10:02:58 AM
Post by: Farewell on January 01, 2016, 05:02:12 AM
Just sometimes... They are a great family but things have been falling apart and we began to fight. I really miss when we got along more.
to top it off I can't make friends since Ive grown into some jerk, thanks to the bullying in elementary.. Oh that **censor** me up. I push people away when deep down I'm scared to open up to others, I grow some hate for no reason what so ever, or avoid anyone who wants to become friends afraid I may **censor** things up. I've made people cry, fear me, or just hate me for who I am. I may know many people but only have a small group of friends which are only at school, outside I isolate myself in the house, honestly the forum is one of the few things I have to keep me happy as its the only place I can feel comfortable around others without being a monster.
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on January 01, 2016, 02:49:54 PM
Post by: Booplesnoot on January 01, 2016, 05:30:05 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 01, 2016, 07:14:39 PM
Post by: Rune on January 01, 2016, 10:31:08 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 01, 2016, 11:03:38 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 01, 2016, 11:05:49 PM
Post Merge: January 01, 2016, 11:18:16 PM
Your story reminds me of myself many ways, it hits home really.
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on January 02, 2016, 01:04:43 AM
There is always hope in the future. So long as you hang onto that hope, things will start getting better.People like her are people who look out only for themselves, they want attention, they use drama to get it. I myself have been through a lot of bad relationships, so I know how it feels like to be betrayed constantly because I'm never 'good enough'. But there are others who will be worth your time. Go to furmeets, cons, connect with people here.
Post by: 138 on January 07, 2016, 08:23:10 PM
Post by: Alistair on January 07, 2016, 08:35:01 PM
Post by: kalan on January 07, 2016, 08:39:18 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 07, 2016, 10:01:47 PM
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on January 07, 2016, 11:01:59 PM
I hate when people tell me just enough in very vague statements about whats going on to make me loose sleep worrying about them, but wont trust me enough to talk to me and tell me whats going on. It makes me realize maybe im trying to hard to be a friend. Or maybe im the problem. Whatever im done worrying about peopleOr maybe it's not that they don't trust you, but they're afraid they might not be taken seriously, or that they don't know how to really tell someone what the problem is because it's embarrassing, scary to them or they just feel very uncomfortable telling someone else. Don't give up on them, try to get them to tell you the full story and be supportive. bring them to a quiet environment where no one can overhear, like a library study room or someplace they feel most comfortable in.
Post by: Cheza on January 08, 2016, 06:43:01 AM
It should be here somewhere, but I have absolutely no memory of where.
My laptop bag also seems kinda missing.
Post by: Midnight Madness on January 08, 2016, 09:44:29 AM
Post by: The Past on January 08, 2016, 09:00:33 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 08, 2016, 10:01:29 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 08, 2016, 10:51:32 PM
There's a certain thread with a massive elephant in it and I've badly wanted to point it out for a good while now, but if I do it will likely start a shit storm. I feel it's important to speak out about it, but I fear it will fall on selective-hearing ears and cause more trouble than it's worth on here.I'm pretty confident I know what you're talking about. You can talk to me about it if it bothers you.
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on January 10, 2016, 11:33:01 AM
If I didn't reply or register it the first time, chances are, the next six won't work either. Back off, buddy blue.
Post by: Wolxikin on January 10, 2016, 01:28:32 PM
OT: School starts tomorrow and I'm really stressed out about it
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on January 10, 2016, 01:52:42 PM
/\ Buddy Blue reference was not directed to me if any of you were wondering (I think, I don't send noseboops)
Wasn't directed at anyone. It's just a mannerism.
Buddy blue is a variation of "buster brown" and such. Basically just saying "Back off, man". Is that not common in other areas? Is the place I live just weird?
Post by: Angder on January 10, 2016, 02:06:32 PM
I feel that a lot of people can't take cues about not wanting to RP or do interactions of such things, some days. Liiiiittle frustrating, when you get a message with "*noseboops*" every few minutes.
If I didn't reply or register it the first time, chances are, the next six won't work either. Back off, buddy blue.
I sometimes send such messages (Usually just "*boop*" or "boop") as a way of just saying "I am here/able to talk now" or alternatively "Are you still there?". Very rarely do I *Boop* with the intent of starting any kind of RP interaction((Though sometimes It leads into that due to how the people on the other end of the message respond)). Effectively I use them like smiles.
Then again I assume you know the intents of the people messaging you better than I do. :P Most people I *boop* know me well enough to know what I mean.
Also I have never heard the term "buddy blue" or the term "buster brown" before
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on January 10, 2016, 02:09:59 PM
I sometimes send such messages (Usually just "*boop*" or "boop") as a way of just saying "I am here/able to talk now" or alternatively "Are you still there?". Very rarely do I *Boop* with the intent of starting any kind of RP interaction((Though sometimes It leads into that due to how the people on the other end of the message respond)). Effectively I use them like smiles.
Then again I assume you know the intents of the people messaging you better than I do. :P Most people I *boop* know me well enough to know what I mean.
Also I have never heard the term "buddy blue" or the term "buster brown" before
Perhaps where I come from is just weird, then. Or I am.
Regardless, I'm more than fine with people just *boop*ing for fun, or to start a conversation, but when it's repeated to try and drag some form of affectionate RP out of nowhere, I'm outsies. Not my thing to do with those I don't know truly personally.
Post by: kalan on January 11, 2016, 03:19:33 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 11, 2016, 03:20:36 AM
Post by: kalan on January 11, 2016, 03:29:57 AM
Post by: The Past on January 11, 2016, 03:51:47 AM
I need to get out of this place before I lose my goddamned mind, if I haven't already.
Post by: 138 on January 11, 2016, 04:36:25 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 11, 2016, 12:19:39 PM
Post by: Eesha on January 11, 2016, 12:26:44 PM
Well, unless the fact that I may fail my exam (it's called "BAC" here in France) at the end of the year, again...
But I have time I guess.
Post by: Nrein on January 11, 2016, 07:46:30 PM
And I swear to God if I hear "I've only had one full week of this" one more time, I'm going to start slapping some people.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 11, 2016, 10:43:11 PM
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on January 11, 2016, 10:55:27 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 11, 2016, 10:59:53 PM
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on January 11, 2016, 11:25:12 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 12, 2016, 12:05:50 AM
Post by: 138 on January 12, 2016, 10:00:05 PM
Post by: Eesha on January 12, 2016, 10:17:32 PM
Post by: Nrein on January 14, 2016, 09:36:35 PM
Not only is this a horrific situation but now our department will be down one more person, bringing us down by three people now to 8, all while next week we have the biggest review ever that could close us down if we can't pull together and get a miracle out of our collective butts.
Post by: Eesha on January 14, 2016, 10:09:03 PM
Post by: kalan on January 14, 2016, 10:47:40 PM
But a least hes live thats the important thing. 9 times out of ten when people are careless around farm equipment they end up dead
Post by: Eesha on January 14, 2016, 10:50:19 PM
Well, anyway I'll probably never have that kind of accident, since I never use that kind of equipment
Post by: Nrein on January 15, 2016, 01:47:52 AM
Post by: kalan on January 15, 2016, 03:08:04 AM
Post by: anoni on January 15, 2016, 04:45:16 AM
Post by: Buna on January 15, 2016, 06:03:52 AM
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on January 15, 2016, 09:23:49 PM
Post by: Nrein on January 15, 2016, 09:28:18 PM
Wish people didn't see "being proud of your progress and success" as "bragging and having no sympathy for those who didn't do well". Sorry, but if I didn't fail any exams or coursework, I'm going to be happy about it. I'm not gonna walk on eggshells just because some people didn't fully pull their weight, like me.
This. Also when you do something like complain and out a job and then someone says something like "Pfft at least you have a job, you have nothing to complain about."
No? I'm sorry I'm doing more stressful work than sitting st home on the computer complaining about not having a job. #Angst
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on January 15, 2016, 09:30:09 PM
This. Also when you do something like complain and out a job and then someone says something like "Pfft at least you have a job, you have nothing to complain about."
No? I'm sorry I'm doing more stressful work than sitting st home on the computer complaining about not having a job. #Angst
"You have no right to complain about stress because you actually have a source of stress."
Logic.
Post by: Grey on January 15, 2016, 09:36:09 PM
A while ago they took his car away because he was being stupid with it. To this day he continues to break things that aren't is, and because he's a paranoid git he's been threatening me too.
Post by: Alistair on January 15, 2016, 09:39:23 PM
Post by: Nrein on January 15, 2016, 10:16:49 PM
The UPS tracking page says my package is right at my post office. But apparently they can't deliver it today. It even got in on time for the usual delivery schedule, but no, no headset for saber.
Did they tell you it's "sorting"? Mine always uses the "sorting" excuse.
Post by: Alistair on January 15, 2016, 10:21:54 PM
The UPS tracking page says my package is right at my post office. But apparently they can't deliver it today. It even got in on time for the usual delivery schedule, but no, no headset for saber.
Did they tell you it's "sorting"? Mine always uses the "sorting" excuse.
Last update was "Received by local post office"
Post by: juliet on January 15, 2016, 10:31:56 PM
Wish people didn't see "being proud of your progress and success" as "bragging and having no sympathy for those who didn't do well". Sorry, but if I didn't fail any exams or coursework, I'm going to be happy about it. I'm not gonna walk on eggshells just because some people didn't fully pull their weight, like me.I have a 100% in my math class, and people call me a teachers pet because I'm on good terms with my teacher.
They say my grade is in direct correlation with my relationship to the teacher.
It makes me angry because I know all the material. Not because the teacher likes me or because I'm a teachers pet. He puts bonus on the quizzes that I always get correct. So on the most recent quiz, I had a 15/14. I didn't say anything about it until someone asked me my score, then I got called names because of my accomplishment.
Not only that, today in the class we were playing math game, and who was winning? Me. I purposely messed up so they would stop calling me a cheater...
It makes me hate my own intelligence. I'm not even that smart... I just... I dunno.
Post by: The Past on January 15, 2016, 11:05:36 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 15, 2016, 11:14:39 PM
Like, I hate it when there's a disconnect inbetween what people say they're going to do and what they accually do.
Im forced to also keep a haircut I really don't like. x-x
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on January 16, 2016, 10:54:29 AM
And I agree, Wrath. If you say you're gonna be able to do something, I expect them to do it. Plain and simple.
Post by: juliet on January 16, 2016, 04:21:15 PM
Post by: 138 on January 17, 2016, 01:29:32 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 17, 2016, 04:42:05 PM
Post by: kalan on January 17, 2016, 11:27:12 PM
Post by: 138 on January 17, 2016, 11:32:06 PM
Yeah he stole it from me, stupid brothers are annoying :'(
I didn't steal anything. Always telling lies about me :'( :'(
Post by: kalan on January 17, 2016, 11:37:42 PM
Post by: 138 on January 17, 2016, 11:41:45 PM
Post by: kalan on January 17, 2016, 11:44:07 PM
OT: brothers are such snitches
Post by: 138 on January 17, 2016, 11:55:49 PM
Post by: kalan on January 17, 2016, 11:56:38 PM
Post by: 138 on January 17, 2016, 11:58:20 PM
Post by: kalan on January 18, 2016, 12:07:25 AM
Post by: 138 on January 18, 2016, 12:08:35 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 18, 2016, 12:09:12 AM
Post by: 138 on January 18, 2016, 12:16:37 AM
Post by: The Past on January 18, 2016, 12:30:39 AM
OT: I don't have a d*ck for those posts to twist. XD
Post by: 138 on January 18, 2016, 12:35:39 AM
Okay, we'll stop :P
Post by: kalan on January 18, 2016, 12:38:08 AM
Post by: Cheza on January 18, 2016, 01:23:06 AM
That's unusual and kinda worrying.
Post by: Grey on January 18, 2016, 01:26:56 AM
I've run out of tea. Good tea that is. And I have physio tomorrow so I'm going to be very sore. Not looking forward to it.
Post by: juliet on January 18, 2016, 01:31:28 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 18, 2016, 01:32:13 AM
The world has a weird way of making itself look so easy and hard at the same time.
Post by: The Past on January 19, 2016, 03:57:01 AM
Him: "No. I'm sure you have more clothes to wash"
Me:"I don't"
Him: "I'm sure you do."
Me: "I don't, I checked."
Him: "Why do you have to make doing laundry such a fiasco?"
HOW?
God damn it, every time, one tiny ripple in the daily routine and he makes a big deal about it, then claims I'm making a big deal about it.
Apparently everything has to stay the same all the time. Like hell I'm gonna piece my life together if everything I do gets scrutinized and criticized.
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on January 19, 2016, 09:17:26 PM
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on January 20, 2016, 01:03:00 AM
Then I find out that the tutor hasn't showed up yet. I'm relieved.
Then the tutor just doesn't show up. At all. Meaning getting up early and rushing was pointless.
Goody.
Post by: Nrein on January 20, 2016, 01:28:41 PM
And of course I wake up with my arm feeling like I pulled something >.>
Post by: drakewithout on January 20, 2016, 08:45:32 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 20, 2016, 08:48:58 PM
Post by: drakewithout on January 20, 2016, 08:52:07 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 20, 2016, 08:57:46 PM
Post by: drakewithout on January 20, 2016, 08:59:51 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 20, 2016, 09:12:02 PM
Post by: drakewithout on January 20, 2016, 09:14:06 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 20, 2016, 09:17:07 PM
Post by: drakewithout on January 20, 2016, 09:18:56 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 20, 2016, 10:29:03 PM
OT: walking on ice and snow would be a lot easier if I had fur and claws. There are times when I so whish I wasn't human.
Post by: Grey on January 20, 2016, 11:34:26 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 20, 2016, 11:41:46 PM
Post by: Eesha on January 21, 2016, 10:33:04 AM
I've been feeling pretty ill recently and I'm sick of it.That's a nice pun here X3
(he's ill and sick of it, get it ?)
Post by: Grey on January 21, 2016, 11:26:13 AM
OT: I'm out of cleaning supplies for my ferret, but don't have any cash to get some more.
Post by: Rune on January 22, 2016, 03:21:10 AM
Post by: Nrein on January 22, 2016, 07:13:54 PM
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on January 23, 2016, 10:40:52 AM
Post by: Grey on January 23, 2016, 01:34:47 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 23, 2016, 04:27:31 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 25, 2016, 02:22:01 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 25, 2016, 02:33:36 AM
Post by: Wolxikin on January 25, 2016, 03:32:24 AM
So very sore
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 25, 2016, 03:44:26 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 25, 2016, 03:47:54 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 25, 2016, 03:49:44 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 25, 2016, 03:50:19 AM
Post by: Grey on January 25, 2016, 09:34:29 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 25, 2016, 09:37:12 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 25, 2016, 09:54:27 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 25, 2016, 11:12:32 PM
Post Merge: January 26, 2016, 10:21:25 PM
It's only Tuesday, **censor** It's going to be a long week.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 27, 2016, 12:33:15 PM
I want to have faith in it, but my experience with all institutions so far is that they are fundamentally flawed.
The line between having patience and feeling dead inside is very thin.
Post by: Grey on January 27, 2016, 12:46:15 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on January 27, 2016, 01:22:06 PM
Post by: Cheza on January 27, 2016, 01:43:24 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 27, 2016, 09:30:31 PM
Post by: kalan on January 27, 2016, 09:59:31 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 27, 2016, 10:05:42 PM
Post by: kalan on January 27, 2016, 10:07:59 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 27, 2016, 10:11:47 PM
Post by: Nazieri on January 29, 2016, 08:23:44 PM
Post by: 138 on January 29, 2016, 10:10:31 PM
Post by: kalan on January 29, 2016, 11:44:53 PM
The last few days my mind has been making relive shit I dont ever wanna go through again and im finaling starting to get it under control but it will still wonders without warning
And why s it so damn hard to have a solid conversation with someone
Im ready to say screw it
Post by: HyenaKing on January 29, 2016, 11:51:46 PM
I had to cut my speech in half because of time restraints. So I did all that research for really nothing. Well, I guess I did learn some cool stuff.Same, but with a lecture
Post by: 138 on January 30, 2016, 04:14:55 AM
FfffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuDon't be like that Kalan. It'll be okay.
The last few days my mind has been making relive shit I dont ever wanna go through again and im finaling starting to get it under control but it will still wonders without warning
And why s it so damn hard to have a solid conversation with someone
Im ready to say screw it
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 30, 2016, 05:16:31 AM
Post by: Nrein on January 30, 2016, 06:16:41 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 30, 2016, 03:57:19 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 30, 2016, 04:28:51 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 30, 2016, 09:36:25 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 30, 2016, 09:42:37 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 30, 2016, 10:17:20 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 30, 2016, 10:19:24 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on January 30, 2016, 10:20:13 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 30, 2016, 10:23:37 PM
Post by: Nazieri on January 31, 2016, 12:55:49 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 31, 2016, 01:18:15 AM
Post by: Nazieri on January 31, 2016, 01:28:33 AM
Wow, that's one rough day. I'm sorry to hear that.
Thanks. I know I'll be good tomorrow and that's something to look forward to :)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on January 31, 2016, 01:31:43 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2016, 02:28:51 AM
Tired of people always saying how much they hate their parents for no reason whatsoever. Sure, they may not have let you go out on the weekend or yell at you for not doing your homework, but I'd like to see them handlethe responsibilities of a parent.I'm with you Nix. It's difficult to deal with that kind of ignorance.
I'm struggling to figure out life.
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 01, 2016, 05:43:16 AM
I must say I have some colorful words not being spoken. But I can say this: pretty much all of the progressive doctrine is regressive as **censor**. People need to learn to think with their brain and not with their feelings on social issues.
Post by: Nrein on February 01, 2016, 07:56:41 PM
Same issue with roommates. Oh, I didn't do the dishes today? Well, I'm not the one sitting at home all day watching Netflix and playing games that I bought without a job, so I didn't have time to do them when I was at work trying to afford rent and overdue bills >.>
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2016, 11:24:16 PM
Oh, I know how you feel. I had a roommate when I was 19. I didn't mind that she smoked--she did it on the patio and she kept herself clean. But she got laid off her job and didn't even help out with chores besides what she normally did, and eventually I kicked her out because she didn't want to help, she wasn't contributing to the bills, and she always had lame-ass excuses. So now I'm not living with anyone ever until I get married. :)Wise, but make sure to not entireley shut people off. I mean, there's always a nice person out there. If you keep strict "You dont pay, you get kicked out" Kind of thing Im sure some roomate would be able to meet your standards.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 02, 2016, 10:04:16 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 03, 2016, 11:08:26 PM
GAAAHHH!!!!! I can't DO this anymore!! It's just TOO FREAKING HARD!! I already can't be on here as much as I want to, but then my brother decides he's going to be a jerk and not let me get on!!!! I can't do anything about it!! Because he threatened to tell my aunt that I'm still here on the forums!!! He holds it over my head like I'm a stupid... MOUSE!!! I'm just so tired of this!! GAHH!
If this is what I get for trying... then I'm not going to try anymore...
Post by: HyenaKing on February 04, 2016, 02:08:19 AM
(Excuse me for the double post...)
GAAAHHH!!!!! I can't DO this anymore!! It's just TOO FREAKING HARD!! I already can't be on here as much as I want to, but then my brother decides he's going to be a jerk and not let me get on!!!! I can't do anything about it!! Because he threatened to tell my aunt that I'm still here on the forums!!! He holds it over my head like I'm a stupid... MOUSE!!! I'm just so tired of this!! GAHH!
If this is what I get for trying... then I'm not going to try anymore...
I wish you good luck, though I do reccomend you just, tell them yourself, so your stupid brother can't even use it against you!
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 04, 2016, 02:13:42 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 04, 2016, 02:17:24 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 04, 2016, 02:24:31 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 04, 2016, 02:26:24 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 04, 2016, 02:38:16 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 04, 2016, 02:41:14 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 04, 2016, 02:47:30 AM
Post by: The Past on February 04, 2016, 02:53:51 AM
As long as you're intelligent enough to stay away from shady websites and can tell when someone's being fishy, discussing things online is no more dangerous than in real life. Just don't attempt to visit someone or give personal info on a whim.
If someone DOES attempt to act creepy or harass you on the forum boards, private messages, or the IRC, you should contact me or other forum staff with the evidence and we will do everything in our bounds to take care of the problem. The well-being of fellow members is high priority. We don't tolerate scummy people.
Post by: HyenaKing on February 04, 2016, 03:15:27 PM
Post by: Wolxikin on February 04, 2016, 03:26:34 PM
Post by: 138 on February 05, 2016, 03:20:18 AM
Tired of people claiming they have 'social anxiety' when they are really just extremely shy/introverted.
Or really any mental illness, for that matter. Teenagers are so dramatic.
This^
OT: I've been kinda down lately. It comes and goes. I'll be okay one minute, and then I'll feel sad or something the next.
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 05, 2016, 04:02:36 AM
Look, I love everyone. I think everyone can be redeemed and everyone is worth my time, and I can forgive even those who piss me off. But these people? I swear to God they don't seem able to think. Colleges are ruined, Oxford is compromised, they're modifying the English language to suit their needs, whining like toddlers and forcing people to step down from their jobs because apparently an opinion or criticism isn't free speech if it impedes on their opinions and criticism.
These people are slowly infecting the world's government and just look at the state of it. They're tearing everyone apart and slowly degrading the planet to the point of APOLOGIZING FOR THE MUSLIMS WHO RAPED PEOPLE IN COLOGNE. I have never seen more depravity and denial of reality in my entire life and I'm seriously sick and tired of seeing it everywhere I turn.
They justify women shouting "SCUM" or "I'M TALKING, **censor** FACE" and say it's not rude when spat in the face of a man who has done nothing but hold a differing (and might I say harmless) opinion; they believe women and ethnic/identity minorities are above criticism and all efforts to show them where they went wrong is met with a callous hate mob mass-reporting and pressuring companies to take action against them all the while harassing the critic and claiming it's 'justice'; deplatforming famous and powerful people for not sharing their opinions (see the case of Richard Dawkins, in which he was banned from an Oxford panel for tweeting a video he found amusing because SJW's said 'weh we're offended!'); altering the dictionary through mob pressure to suit their personal definitions of words, totally usurping the ability to argue a point from the remainder of the populace; speaking at the UN about practically nonexistent issues and taking that chance away from people who need to bring attention to issues far more pressing than online criticism/disagreement painted as harassment (seen here (http://i.imgur.com/rvbJLHI.gif)); deny the media the ability to so much as say anything about them if it's not in total agreement and force them out using methods of battery en masse (Seen here (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WC_S4AOsb2Y))... and so on. If I list every example, this would go over the character limit of the post.
This movement is akin to Nazism by just how zealous its followers are and how absolutely toxic they are. They control the LGBT, they control Feminism, they control progressivism, and they are slowly destroying our chance for a better world simply because they deny reality in favor of some clusterfuck hugbox and horribly unrealistic (not to mention hypocritical and contradictory) standards. At the rate this world is going, its entirety may as well be compared to a 1950's pre-school with some disparities. Segregated, anti-straight, anti-white, anti-man, no criticism allowed, no practical education, and constant coddling of the chastised and chastising of the critics.
I'm ashamed of the world for allowing and enabling these monsters to propagate and gain so much leverage.
Post by: The Past on February 05, 2016, 04:18:06 AM
Post by: kalan on February 05, 2016, 12:39:45 PM
Here in minnesota and im sure other places schools have begun banjing holiday practices of everything because it is offensive to s so certian students. I dont give a shit, you dont like your kid participating in valentines day than dont let them. And why is it white christian holidays are offensive but not martin luther king day. Are they gonna have school on mrtin luther king day? You damn right they are. If one holiday is offensive they're all offensive
I cant remember her name but im sure someone will know who im talking about, shes all ove youtube. Shes a feminist tha goes as far as to say all men should be put in death camps cause of their crimes against men. o.O really, I mean really
Post by: HyenaKing on February 05, 2016, 03:02:36 PM
I've yet to see that lady, though i've seen a feminist accuse air conditioning of being sexist, and well, a woman claiming to have PTSD due to the stuff she's seen been said to her on twitter. And she called whoever denies this 'illness' is worse than raping her. i mean, what??????
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 05, 2016, 09:57:12 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 06, 2016, 02:06:53 AM
Anyways, avid vegetarian is ruining my pizza experience
Post by: Rho'Syn Ilwynog on February 06, 2016, 02:13:08 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 06, 2016, 02:13:59 AM
Post by: Rho'Syn Ilwynog on February 06, 2016, 02:16:40 AM
Post by: Nrein on February 06, 2016, 03:45:22 AM
Yesterday/Today it was enough though. Now that I'm in my new position, I was told that those who are on-and-off covering my old one would have to be 90% self-sufficient. Which, I'm already doing their extra 10% of work on top of my new work, which is the combination of three positions now. What I don't need is those people covering my old position coming at *me* with seriously bad attitude, acting like it's my problem that things aren't being prepped for them by whoever was working the day before >.>
I had to have a sit down with my boss today to talk because I'm already busting my butt more than anyone in the department to keep things together, and don't really need that sorta stress added on. I'd love to be able to do everything but physically can't in the time I have.
It kills me that instead of appreciation for the hard work I'm doing, I get told I'm not "doing enough" >.> At least my boss and a couple of the ladies are on my side but, still.
*End rant*
Post by: Nazieri on February 06, 2016, 09:14:35 AM
It made me realize how ridiculous bad drivers are. If they don't want to be blamed for things that shouldn't have happend, why do wrong in the first place? I feel that these two drivers had the whole "It won't happen to me" mentality, thinking that they don't have to care about anyone but themselves. Luckily, there wasn't a ton of damage done to the rental car, but my mother still has to pay for that out of her own pocket and not only that, they're more than likely going to look at her as a "bad driver" for things that other people have done and on that note, I'M done because my mother just doesn't need this.
Post by: saph the sergal on February 06, 2016, 11:22:22 AM
A few weeks ago, my mother got into a bad accident and had to have her car taken in for repairs. The guy who hit her car (who was in the wrong) tried making excuses like "Oh, I couldn't see!" or "You shouldn't have been driving in that spot!" - None of them worked on my mother, who told him what for. Fast forward yesterday. She has a rental car, her car is in for repairs and all that stuff. She phones me up, tells me that her insurance check bounced (which it shouldn't have) and asked me to lend her money, so I did. Then, no more than an hour later, she calls me again, in a HUGE panic, telling me that someone was speeding at the stoplight and rear ended her rental car. The woman tried blaming my mom because she wasn't pulled up properly and again, my mom stood her ground.
It made me realize how ridiculous bad drivers are. If they don't want to be blamed for things that shouldn't have happend, why do wrong in the first place? I feel that these two drivers had the whole "It won't happen to me" mentality, thinking that they don't have to care about anyone but themselves. Luckily, there wasn't a ton of damage done to the rental car, but my mother still has to pay for that out of her own pocket and not only that, they're more than likely going to look at her as a "bad driver" for things that other people have done and on that note, I'M done because my mother just doesn't need this.
all she needs is someone who can come forward 2 people with matching or close to stories works
also another reason i love the cams you can buy for cars that record events
also when i get mine i may or may not be planing a little something that splices a feed from a reversing cam to a recording device so if i get rear ended i have full proof
Post by: Crest Is Dead ((For Now)) on February 06, 2016, 05:34:12 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on February 06, 2016, 07:03:48 PM
People complaining about officers wearing body cams. While I tend to agree with the public, they are still useful in their own respect. Although I do think there is an issue with privacy protection.
lets explore that last part right there
your in public committing a offense in veiw of everyone cops come along get beat they use self defence its a who did what
cops wearing body cams come along as you are doing that offense and you beat them they have the proof of yours and their actions
privacy protection?
your on the internet guess what theres none everything you type is given out in the slim hope no one hacks servers or they have https
OT: my bloody cat woke me up now i cant get back to sleep
Post by: HyenaKing on February 06, 2016, 07:16:10 PM
Dashcams on both cars for me, it's not caught anything noteworthy yet. Also security camera's around my house, we've caught someone hit-and-running our mailbox, someone casing our house, and someone attempting to steal one of our dogs. Well, also along with catching numerous people letting their dogs take a shit on our lawn.
Including a neighbor that literally is the most passive aggressive entity known to man.
Also, (at least) 3 feet of snow dropped last week and another Neighbor, because we didn't buy a new roof that we desperately need from him, snow-plows in front of everyone's street except the section in front of us. The spiteful **censor**. So I have to wake up at 5 AM and snow-blow in the middle of the street, and I got (lucky) and got clipped by a truck It would've been worse if he didn't swerve out of the way.
We did nothing wrong to them. We've been nice the whole time we've lived here. So why do we have to suffer?
Post by: Poli "Lissy" Drax on February 06, 2016, 07:21:38 PM
Post by: 138 on February 07, 2016, 04:06:28 AM
Minimum wage needs to be higher. *mic drop*
It seems as though that would make prices rise. Either that or the employer will lay off workers to keep prices the same. Just my thought.
OT: I sick of headaches. T_T
Post by: 138 on February 07, 2016, 04:26:42 AM
I really don't want to go into economical detals here (partly because I did my macroeconomics exam last semester and the less I remember it the better) but raising minimum wage is not really a good thing - in general. There are cases in which it is advisable but they are few. A great deal of more effective and more equal ways exist to make lower strata of society better off.Minimum wage needs to be higher. *mic drop*
It seems as though that would make prices rise. Either that or the employer will lay off workers to keep prices the same. Just my thought.
I agree
OT: Lazy people at work annoy the pure shit out of me. Fffffffff T_T
Post by: The Past on February 07, 2016, 05:56:26 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 07, 2016, 04:30:52 PM
Post by: Farewell on February 07, 2016, 07:57:20 PM
Now my little sister, Darla has a first crush, a boy just across the street name victor. They love to hang out, sporty kids, and I think he is crushing on her as well (calls a lot, comes over a lot. And really enjoys being around her, and even his big sisters like Darla). However once darla's friend, Boriana found out she simply said 'I like him too, and I'm going to ask him out.' Just to be a complete dick... And what pushes me over the edge is they're sixth graders what the hell are they going to do in a relationship?! Hug, hold hold hands (trust me they don't kiss, I know since I've been to the shitty elementary school, yea the one where I was bullied.) anyways back to the point... My sister isn't like that, she thinks it's stupid to date at her age (thank god.) however feels uneasy that they'll end up dating. Boriana has 'dated' other boys before... And I'm really boiling up. However big sister has tricks up her sleeve to stop that from. (And No I'm not going to hurt a weak bratty child, but if she was my age... That'd be a whole different story.)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 07, 2016, 08:25:17 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 07, 2016, 08:25:35 PM
Post by: Grey on February 07, 2016, 09:32:54 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 07, 2016, 09:35:40 PM
Lastly, I keep getting headaches. They're painful and annoying and won't stop coming back.
Post by: Farewell on February 08, 2016, 08:26:25 AM
Post by: PEFA Harker on February 08, 2016, 09:48:52 AM
The family gathering last night quickly turned into a pandemonium of his, he used every kind of rhetorics and critism that can make others feel uncomfortable (which are plenty in Chinese language) on almost every action and every word of others. And because of the tradition none of us were going away. So at last the living room turned into a dead silence apart from the television and him.
And now, after my relatives have all hurried away, he is blaming my mother (his usual torture subject) with his usually sadistic methods for the situtation last night.
Yes, It is not the day of Lunar New Year, I am supposed to be having fun and gathering with my family.
Post by: Farewell on February 08, 2016, 03:01:52 PM
I'm not one to complain about being sick but this fever feels like the one I had last year... I thought I would be fine so I went to school feeling line shit, then I nearly past out at and had to be put in a wheelchair and they took me to the nurse office until my mom picked me up.
Post by: Cheza on February 08, 2016, 06:28:11 PM
Already vomited three times today and not even water stays down.
Bleh.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 08, 2016, 11:40:58 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 09, 2016, 01:01:20 AM
Post by: kalan on February 09, 2016, 01:24:25 AM
OT: people that are pissey with a cashier because they wanna be a dick. I was in the grocery store on my way home from work and the guy in front of me was being a dick to the lady at the register. Me and the guy behind me wanted to beat him just a little but he looked like the kind of asshole that had a lawyer on speed dial to sue people
Post by: The Past on February 09, 2016, 10:27:52 AM
I feel like I'm screwed up in the head. Maybe I am. But I don't want to drag my family down with me.
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on February 09, 2016, 10:53:20 PM
I still do it, though.
Post by: HyenaKing on February 10, 2016, 01:34:27 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 10, 2016, 01:41:28 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 10, 2016, 01:46:50 AM
Why would I tell some random dipshit about my condition? If she doesn't respect my rights, she won't respect what I have, or even care, because she's a self-entitled bitch.You can't be nice in that situation, Cecilia.
Post by: Nrein on February 10, 2016, 02:02:12 AM
But I can't stand and understand how he and his girlfriend can have 0 income right now, yet be talking about buying over $1000 in electronics that they don't need. I mean. I'm sitting here working full time with my mate paying for the bills by ourselves almost at this point.
As much as I hate to say it is hope my prediction of them moving out soon comes true. At least then I don't have to worry about paying for two extra bodies and their three kids.
Post by: Nazieri on February 10, 2016, 12:34:56 PM
My room mate is my best friend. We're like brothers.
But I can't stand and understand how he and his girlfriend can have 0 income right now, yet be talking about buying over $1000 in electronics that they don't need. I mean. I'm sitting here working full time with my mate paying for the bills by ourselves almost at this point.
As much as I hate to say it is hope my prediction of them moving out soon comes true. At least then I don't have to worry about paying for two extra bodies and their three kids.
Let's hope that they pick up the pace soon, especially if they have three kids. Best friends or not, he needs to understand the unwritten rules of adulthood. Now, there are some people who genuinely can't work and there are some people who can't find work at all (which is fine) so I hope that he and his girlfriend are at least trying to find something. If not.. If they're sitting around and wishing things on a silver platter, you might have to consider cutting them off. We all want a life of leisure but that's just not how the world works.
Post by: Nrein on February 10, 2016, 03:00:44 PM
My room mate is my best friend. We're like brothers.
But I can't stand and understand how he and his girlfriend can have 0 income right now, yet be talking about buying over $1000 in electronics that they don't need. I mean. I'm sitting here working full time with my mate paying for the bills by ourselves almost at this point.
As much as I hate to say it is hope my prediction of them moving out soon comes true. At least then I don't have to worry about paying for two extra bodies and their three kids.
Let's hope that they pick up the pace soon, especially if they have three kids. Best friends or not, he needs to understand the unwritten rules of adulthood. Now, there are some people who genuinely can't work and there are some people who can't find work at all (which is fine) so I hope that he and his girlfriend are at least trying to find something. If not.. If they're sitting around and wishing things on a silver platter, you might have to consider cutting them off. We all want a life of leisure but that's just not how the world works.
That's the problem. Once they had the new baby she became completely lazy and doesn't plan on going back to work, and from the sounds of things he isn't trying to hard now either
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 10, 2016, 04:02:31 PM
I hate being in pain and being confused and short-tempered with my cubs but I really really hate this stupid anxiety!
UGH! I know it will pass soon enough, but I just hate it!
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 10, 2016, 04:12:54 PM
Post by: Nazieri on February 11, 2016, 05:05:13 AM
That's the problem. Once they had the new baby she became completely lazy and doesn't plan on going back to work, and from the sounds of things he isn't trying to hard now either
Sounds like they need a real wake up call. They're parents now, it was their decision to have children and now they have to work so that their kids can have a good life. I know that he's your best friend, but you're going to have to be stern with him. As bad as it may be, don't pay his bills anymore. Don't lend him money, nothing. This is real life and you shouldn't have to spend YOUR hard earned money on them.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 11, 2016, 04:26:21 PM
Post by: Rho'Syn Ilwynog on February 11, 2016, 04:28:26 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 11, 2016, 04:46:52 PM
Post by: Crest Is Dead ((For Now)) on February 11, 2016, 10:14:30 PM
I guess you're right. Still.... I can't help but think that the more I stay here the more I drift away from my family and non-internet friends. In my early days on the site I would say "I'll stop when it's not fun anymore" and.... I can't help but feel like it's come to that. Balancing my forum time with the rest of my life has become so stressful...I have a solution. Stop. It may be difficult but your not enjoying it anymore. I took a break and came back. I remembered how fun it was. Don't stop forever but take a break. Connect with your friends and family more.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 11, 2016, 11:10:32 PM
Post by: Crest Is Dead ((For Now)) on February 11, 2016, 11:13:18 PM
Post by: kalan on February 12, 2016, 01:35:21 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 12, 2016, 03:26:13 AM
1) Kinda short, but it's utterly astounding how many people ACTUALLY support Trump. Eight months ago he was (and still is) the laughing stock of the candidates. Now he's a serious threat.I have hope that those people realize how idiotic he is, politically. A little normal I would do with in all honesty, politically.
2) I **censor** hate people who are picky about eating. Try digging in the trash for two years just to get a full stomach.I see this so often, it makes me sick. Just throwing away perfectly good food you eat later. I don't feel like going on.
My rant: Im pissed at the band i'm in.
Post by: HyenaKing on February 12, 2016, 03:37:13 AM
Lol, you know why we should build a wall on the Mexican border? To keep Trump away from the Mexicans, not to keep the Mexicans away from Trump. cxWell, I just saw that alot in my small-town community. There are alot of--'Spolied'-- people, who are.. Ingorant to the real world. The real world doesn't easily give you good jobs, is alright you failing all your classes to become a soundcloud rapper, and make you instantly popular.QuoteI see this so often, it makes me sick. Just throwing away perfectly good food you eat later. I don't feel like going on.
Not even that. If it's not physically perfect, people throw it away because it's lumpy, or discolored, or bruised. Unless it's moldy or smelly, it's not going to hurt you.
I'm a pescatarian now but if I was starving, I wouldn't give a second thought about eating at KFC or something.
Post by: kalan on February 12, 2016, 03:40:40 AM
Post by: George on February 12, 2016, 06:34:26 AM
So I **censor** up and had a life outside of the internet and it cost me a friend. Am I not allowed to have a real life, is the internet the only life im allowed to have. I take an hour to eat food thats cold by the time I get around to actually eating it because I cant set my tablet down due to the fact that im literally racing from one conversation to another and why do I do this. Cause I was afraid that if I ate my food or cooked my food or pet my dog or went to the bathroom or anything beside reply right away that someody would get mad at me. What happens when I do live a life outside of the chat just once, exactly what I thought. So clearly when my kik and my skype are exploding thats my life and my whole dedication. You know what I was told to apologies once for having a life and I didnt do it then and im not doing it now. I have a real world to live in to
If people are going to harass you for not being online 100% of the time, they're not worth your time anyway.
Post by: The Past on February 12, 2016, 08:09:03 AM
The only food I ever threw out at school was the apples. I like apples, but those tasted terrible, and I swear they dehydrated my mouth somehow. I didn't want to throw them out, but I could never finish them and had no choice.
Post by: Grey on February 12, 2016, 11:51:39 AM
Dad has decided to sell my brother's car because he won't get his act together. So he's gone into our newly redecorated living room and smashed some of our glass coffee tables that were really bloody expensive, even if they were second-hand. He also smashed my late Nan's desk fan right in front of Dad. That's set Dad's depression off bigtime so now Dad is doing stupid things too.
Post by: HyenaKing on February 12, 2016, 01:46:53 PM
This song. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHsI3thYlA4)
Finding that this early in the day, it already took alot out of me.
Songs touch me in a way nothing else ever will.
Post by: Heavy304 on February 12, 2016, 07:10:22 PM
First things first, Im an introvert, big time. Either through life or my own dumb choices, I really cant talk to people that much. With that out of the way, I hate when people yell in conversations. First in school, then obligatory military service now in Uni. Trying to pay attention to class while sitting next to us? Or do you not want people to yell in your freaking ear when riding the bus? Well, screw you, listen at our constant bitching and the only two kind of jokes we can make: porn (sex in general) or gay people.
Another day, another family argument, another smashed object.
Dad has decided to sell my brother's car because he won't get his act together. So he's gone into our newly redecorated living room and smashed some of our glass coffee tables that were really bloody expensive, even if they were second-hand. He also smashed my late Nan's desk fan right in front of Dad. That's set Dad's depression off bigtime so now Dad is doing stupid things too.
Maybe you've heard this already, so sorry if I sound like an old record, but I had the same fase in my life, its not a very pleasant part but it does pass. I got throught it by focusing on other things and just generally trying to either help or stay out of the way. Hope this helps somewhat :'(
Post by: Nrein on February 12, 2016, 08:38:21 PM
Literally a problem that has happened to everyone else in the department, was then turned into a much bigger thing than it had to be. Going back to look at the records, it was as simple as the computer not counting right >.>
Post by: Kogashuko on February 12, 2016, 11:40:33 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 13, 2016, 05:22:07 PM
Ugh, that's happened to me too. But I caught them and arrested them. c:That's a very Nix thing to say.
OT Game developers are somewhat hard to work with, >~>
Post by: Nrein on February 13, 2016, 05:41:13 PM
Post by: Kogashuko on February 13, 2016, 08:15:40 PM
Post by: Setcho on February 14, 2016, 12:08:28 AM
Post by: Nazieri on February 14, 2016, 01:23:23 AM
It's not even the idea of having thoughts like that, it's the idea that anyone could be living around these people, thinking that they're absolute peaches, is what's scary. This isn't just the run-of-the-mill immature troll, this is beyond that. The reason why they where attacking my little sister, was because she reported a vile, disgusting photo and apparently if there's a flag in a group, the group would be taken down eventually after enough flags (which it should be) so they banned her and said a lot of ignorant things, simply because they posted something that shouldn't be on Facebook. I've never come across so many people with this extreme level of ignorance in my life and I've met many ignorant people.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 14, 2016, 02:31:47 AM
So I **censor** up and had a life outside of the internet and it cost me a friend. Am I not allowed to have a real life, is the internet the only life im allowed to have. I take an hour to eat food thats cold by the time I get around to actually eating it because I cant set my tablet down due to the fact that im literally racing from one conversation to another and why do I do this. Cause I was afraid that if I ate my food or cooked my food or pet my dog or went to the bathroom or anything beside reply right away that someody would get mad at me. What happens when I do live a life outside of the chat just once, exactly what I thought. So clearly when my kik and my skype are exploding thats my life and my whole dedication. You know what I was told to apologies once for having a life and I didnt do it then and im not doing it now. I have a real world to live in toKalan, that's the exact same problem I'm having. Which is why decided to take a break. You have a life and people need to understand that.
Post by: [INACTIVE] on February 16, 2016, 02:50:30 PM
Okay that was all.
Post by: Setcho on February 16, 2016, 05:52:37 PM
Post by: MrRazot on February 16, 2016, 09:11:11 PM
It makes me feel a bit stupid...
Post by: Grovygrunge on February 16, 2016, 09:46:03 PM
It's stupidly hard to practice what I preach.
It makes me feel a bit stupid...
Hmm? You alright, man? Need to talk?
Post by: [INACTIVE] on February 16, 2016, 11:27:06 PM
Ive been playing R6S aloooottWhat are you playing on? I'm on PS4
Post by: Setcho on February 16, 2016, 11:34:04 PM
Ive been playing R6S aloooottWhat are you playing on? I'm on PS4
Ah same, im playing it on pc
Post by: anoni on February 17, 2016, 05:16:55 AM
This is gonna get really intense but here it goes... WHY IS RAINBOW SIX SIEGE TERRORIST HUNT ALL BY MY SELF SO F****** HARD!?!? I MEAN I CAN"T WIN A SINGLE ONE BY MY SELF! NO MATTER HOW CLOSE I GET, THE GAME PULLS SO STUPID TRICK OUT OF ITS HAT JUST TO OFF ME! HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REACT TO TWO SUICIDE BOMBERS AND THREE GUYS SHOOTING AT ME! HOW?!!
Okay that was all.
Rainbow six games are notoriously hard, especially without someone else, the game, after-all, all about team work.
OT: I loved it here in Seattle but I wanna go home now, why can't saturday arrive sooner!
Post by: 138 on February 17, 2016, 06:43:23 AM
Post by: [INACTIVE] on February 17, 2016, 06:55:22 AM
Post by: The Past on February 17, 2016, 06:56:28 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on February 17, 2016, 08:44:32 AM
monday: get told off by the person i was fixing their pc for that its been 3 months and i still havent fixed it. SORRY FOR I.T WORK BEING SO FUCKEN HARD WITHOUT TRAINING AND HAVING TO GOOGLE BEEP CODES THAT YOU SHIT PC GAVE ME
tusday: i get yelled at for being at a appointment that if i dont go to im screwed and they wont help with my course to get work in audio
today: i get yelled at for drinking the milk yet all i had was bloody water so far and i cant have that without someone drinking the whole bottle and not refilling it, also found out that i dont get my 500 school leaver bonus and that the place that i brought my pc from added on more payments
and now im adding up the price of studio gear to run a pod cast its making me wonder if i should bother doing it at all
Post by: saph the sergal on February 17, 2016, 03:47:58 PM
I'm so sick of people literally hating me just because I'm a cop.
When I think of why people shouldn't hate cops, I can't think of as many reasons as why they should.
We've torn families apart, killed people, put the innocent to jail, exploited our power and position, went to the scene of a crime too late, and then there's the police brutality shit that's going on.
I'm proud to be in the force because I feel like I'm going good in the world every day. But people still put dirt in my mouth because of what other officers do. And even though I have torn families apart, shot someone, put the innocent in jail, and went to the scene of the crime too late, that's only because I'm doing what I'm told. I'm just doing what the government wants me to do. Police work has no room for emotions, we follow orders or we get hurt. I sincerely wish we could do 'what's right', but if we did that, nothing would get done.
I'm just in a very tight situation with my job. I love it to death, it's really my only passion and what I wanted to do since as long as I can remember.
If you're going to blame the everyday, hardworking officers, don't. Blame the ones who are actually doing the hurt. I'm just doing my job.
How do you think it feels to put someone in handcuffs when they're just kids, or the elderly? Kids don't know any better, and I've had to arrest a woman with Alzheimer's and she thought I was her deceased niece. Do you know how heartbreaking that is? The kids get their parents and I have to listen to them scream at me, when they should keep their eyes on their children at 11 at night.
When I shot and killed a criminal last month, I knew I wasn't doing the right thing. Violence doesn't solve violence, even if someone's life is at risk.
I demand respect from people, but I'm not even sure if I can respect myself.
your doing your job they dont understnad what cops go through
shooting someone? personal defence you belived your or your partners life was in danger so you took action
i stand with cops heck they have helped me more then anything when needed
Post by: The Past on February 17, 2016, 04:17:38 PM
Ot: It pisses me off when people cry "bad cop" when they know very well they did wrong and deserve getting caught.
Post by: saph the sergal on February 17, 2016, 04:36:04 PM
im considering apple as a new pc
even tho i hate their ui and everything atleast they do a better job then microsoft at protecting data and dont force new operating systems on me or harvest every keystroke to sell to third partys
Post by: Nrein on February 17, 2016, 08:29:56 PM
Not how I wanted to spend the start of this vacation x.x
Post by: Wolxikin on February 18, 2016, 12:49:52 AM
I'm so sick of people literally hating me just because I'm a cop.
When I think of why people shouldn't hate cops, I can't think of as many reasons as why they should.
We've torn families apart, killed people, put the innocent to jail, exploited our power and position, went to the scene of a crime too late, and then there's the police brutality shit that's going on.
I'm proud to be in the force because I feel like I'm going good in the world every day. But people still put dirt in my mouth because of what other officers do. And even though I have torn families apart, shot someone, put the innocent in jail, and went to the scene of the crime too late, that's only because I'm doing what I'm told. I'm just doing what the government wants me to do. Police work has no room for emotions, we follow orders or we get hurt. I sincerely wish we could do 'what's right', but if we did that, nothing would get done.
I'm just in a very tight situation with my job. I love it to death, it's really my only passion and what I wanted to do since as long as I can remember.
If you're going to blame the everyday, hardworking officers, don't. Blame the ones who are actually doing the hurt. I'm just doing my job.
How do you think it feels to put someone in handcuffs when they're just kids, or the elderly? Kids don't know any better, and I've had to arrest a woman with Alzheimer's and she thought I was her deceased niece. Do you know how heartbreaking that is? The kids get their parents and I have to listen to them scream at me, when they should keep their eyes on their children at 11 at night.
When I shot and killed a criminal last month, I knew I wasn't doing the right thing. Violence doesn't solve violence, even if someone's life is at risk.
I demand respect from people, but I'm not even sure if I can respect myself.
People who don't respect the police are on the lowest tier of people I don't like, I agree with everything that Saph said
Post by: Grovygrunge on February 18, 2016, 01:09:05 PM
Well cool to know Wolx probably thinks I'm a lowly degenerate :pI'm so sick of people literally hating me just because I'm a cop.
When I think of why people shouldn't hate cops, I can't think of as many reasons as why they should.
We've torn families apart, killed people, put the innocent to jail, exploited our power and position, went to the scene of a crime too late, and then there's the police brutality shit that's going on.
I'm proud to be in the force because I feel like I'm going good in the world every day. But people still put dirt in my mouth because of what other officers do. And even though I have torn families apart, shot someone, put the innocent in jail, and went to the scene of the crime too late, that's only because I'm doing what I'm told. I'm just doing what the government wants me to do. Police work has no room for emotions, we follow orders or we get hurt. I sincerely wish we could do 'what's right', but if we did that, nothing would get done.
I'm just in a very tight situation with my job. I love it to death, it's really my only passion and what I wanted to do since as long as I can remember.
If you're going to blame the everyday, hardworking officers, don't. Blame the ones who are actually doing the hurt. I'm just doing my job.
How do you think it feels to put someone in handcuffs when they're just kids, or the elderly? Kids don't know any better, and I've had to arrest a woman with Alzheimer's and she thought I was her deceased niece. Do you know how heartbreaking that is? The kids get their parents and I have to listen to them scream at me, when they should keep their eyes on their children at 11 at night.
When I shot and killed a criminal last month, I knew I wasn't doing the right thing. Violence doesn't solve violence, even if someone's life is at risk.
I demand respect from people, but I'm not even sure if I can respect myself.
People who don't respect the police are on the lowest tier of people I don't like, I agree with everything that Saph said
I don't respect the police as a whole. Most likely due to bad past experience and not seeing enough things that prove the way it's made me feel wrong. However, that being said I'm more than aware individuals are more than deserving of respect if they try and do good things and help people, for the right reasons. I'm sure Nix is one of those people from the sounds of it.
Post by: HyenaKing on February 18, 2016, 01:59:42 PM
and I see it every day
and there's nothing I can do about it.
Post by: SadDubwool on February 18, 2016, 03:12:40 PM
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on February 18, 2016, 03:26:23 PM
I'd really not like this to draw to much attention....
What? This is a place to open the valves and let it loose. What's wrong?
Post by: Goblin Cat 😸 on February 18, 2016, 07:34:09 PM
I'm also super frustrated with my art lately. Nothing g's good enough.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on February 19, 2016, 09:12:52 PM
I don't even know what to do anymore. Now, all I want is to help any way I can.
Post by: HyenaKing on February 20, 2016, 12:19:17 AM
Post by: kalan on February 20, 2016, 02:14:15 AM
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on February 20, 2016, 03:46:12 AM
Post by: Nrein on February 20, 2016, 03:58:51 AM
It bothers me when I commission someone, and then they say I and tons of others will have to be queued because of backlog, but then they open up $20 commissions that'll be done in 24 hours for anyone who takes them.
Call me impatient but if you can do 10 $20 commissions in 24 hours then you shouldn't have a backlog ;w;
Post by: 138 on February 20, 2016, 04:58:10 AM
Post by: [INACTIVE] on February 20, 2016, 08:13:13 AM
Post by: Nazieri on February 20, 2016, 10:57:57 AM
All in all, I feel like I belong with Youtubers and I've felt this way for a very long time. To go to VidCon, meet all sorts of fans and all that would be the best thing ever.. but just because I feel it, does that mean that it's my true calling or just another dream that may not happen?
Post by: saph the sergal on February 20, 2016, 12:00:10 PM
It's come to my attention that even though I'm alive, I'm not really living. As in, I don't exactly have a life. I get up, get my art done, go on the computer and go to sleep. Of course, there's always sports but that too has become the very day mundane. Now that my dream career as a painter has been torn to shreds and thrown into the garbage bin, I really don't know where to go from here. On one hand, I want to create a video game and in theory, it all sounds great but I have no idea where to start. On the other hand, I want to kick up my Youtube Channel and start up some streaming and I know how to do all that but even with the lights and fancy tech, I still have two loud, disrespectful roommates who can't make their mind up on moving out or staying.
All in all, I feel like I belong with Youtubers and I've felt this way for a very long time. To go to VidCon, meet all sorts of fans and all that would be the best thing ever.. but just because I feel it, does that mean that it's my true calling or just another dream that may not happen?
make your dreams happen trust me i am with losing weight so i can scuba dive im saving for a new pc and all that to do streams and youtube and im saving to go see the queen of steam
OT: im doing my head in again with network learning and making a network for me
Post by: HyenaKing on February 20, 2016, 02:37:54 PM
Anybody else miss Nix?
Post by: BennyJackdaw on February 20, 2016, 03:32:38 PM
I think it hurts more, knowing that there's someone suffering you love and can't do anything about it, then the actual pain they are in.
That... actually makes sense. :)
Post by: Nazieri on February 20, 2016, 03:33:56 PM
make your dreams happen trust me i am with losing weight so i can scuba dive im saving for a new pc and all that to do streams and youtube and im saving to go see the queen of steam
Believe me when I say, I'd like nothing more than to start things right now. If my roommates where a little more reserved, I would set up everything and get whatever it was I needed just to start what I truly wanted to do. I know it sounds like such a ridiculous reason not to do it but the real reality is that I would 1. Be consistently interrupted/bothered 2. They would probably mess with my streaming while I'm AFK if given the chance and 3. Well, simply put, I don't have what I need to have. I would at least need a PS4, A green screen, a couple flood lights, a good recording machine and a good computer. If I had that, I would be able to do the rest just fine. It's just gonna take me quite some time to get what I need.
Post by: Grey on February 20, 2016, 04:19:05 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 20, 2016, 07:12:26 PM
Guilty? I'm obvious very guilty of noticing?Here we go again.Guilty.
Anybody else miss Nix?
I think she's busy with... something irl.
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 20, 2016, 09:49:54 PM
Anyway, on topic.
I feel like I'm the only sternly rational person in my home. I can barely make so much as a passive comment without someone being offended or accusing me of thinking of them some way. Or, in other instances, people just repeat themselves over and **censor** over despite being presented with logical fallacies they're making. So either people are hyper sensitive or absolutely ignorant.
My family is generally conservative. I'm getting a vibe of irony from it all.
Post by: Grey on February 21, 2016, 12:38:40 AM
He's an idiot alright.
Post by: saph the sergal on February 21, 2016, 02:12:00 PM
Post by: [INACTIVE] on February 21, 2016, 07:20:35 PM
Jesus this is probably going to get me in a lot of trouble...
Post by: SadDubwool on February 21, 2016, 08:27:06 PM
Post by: 138 on February 21, 2016, 08:34:54 PM
I'm sick and tired of people getting angry at me for stating my opinion! I'm sick and tired of people getting offended by everything I say! I"M SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE TELLING ME THAT I TRIGGERED THEM, I DON"T CARE! THE WORLD DOESN'T CENTER AROUND YOU! YOU CAN"T TELL ME WHAT TO SAY AND NOT TO SAY! Life isn't going to care if you hurt your feeling's. You are one of 7 billion people on this earth! You are not different and you are not special! I"M LOOKING AT YOU TUMBLR!This post speaks to me.
Jesus this is probably going to get me in a lot of trouble...
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 21, 2016, 09:56:37 PM
I'm sick and tired of people getting angry at me for stating my opinion! I'm sick and tired of people getting offended by everything I say! I"M SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE TELLING ME THAT I TRIGGERED THEM, I DON"T CARE! THE WORLD DOESN'T CENTER AROUND YOU! YOU CAN"T TELL ME WHAT TO SAY AND NOT TO SAY! Life isn't going to care if you hurt your feeling's. You are one of 7 billion people on this earth! You are not different and you are not special! I"M LOOKING AT YOU TUMBLR!
Jesus this is probably going to get me in a lot of trouble...
Well, if you're referring to this forum, then no - it won't get you in trouble. If someone shuts down your opinion without giving you the room or right to respond, well, that's against the rules. If people can't handle a differing opinion, even if it may not be up to their 'moral standard' then they need to keep it off the forum.
If you get any harassment, tell me and I'll see what I can do.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on February 22, 2016, 03:43:52 PM
:'(
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 22, 2016, 07:55:16 PM
I am so angry right now at spoiled, ignorant people on the internet who think they're so cool and awesome and everyone who doesn't like them is a hater.
For **censor**'s sake people, grow up already.
Basically my rant. I feel like we should just quit while we're ahead, because logic doesn't prevail with the illogical.
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 22, 2016, 08:44:57 PM
Post by: Nrein on February 22, 2016, 08:47:36 PM
I mean, I agree with the sentiment. But some people are too stubborn to listen.
There are other words than stubborn I would use here but it's probably the most tame option!
OT: I keep getting this random, sharp pain in my right nostril for a second every so often. Don't know what it is but when it happens it hurts and it's annoying ;w;
Also I feel like I never have enough people to talk to these days, though I guess work doesn't help that either.
Post by: kalan on February 23, 2016, 01:08:29 AM
Post by: Balareth on February 23, 2016, 02:27:33 AM
i had a problem this day because my animation, i need to make this perfect as a message of all our furry comrades and i feel i preassure myself too much, i think that i should give it a break but i cant because i cant stand to not working on my own future work.
that's the only thing i got for now the rest have been laughs and happy times on the internet, specially this page i just fear the animation progress goes slow
Post by: kalan on February 23, 2016, 01:25:36 PM
Post by: Alonzorion on February 23, 2016, 01:59:48 PM
Post by: kalan on February 23, 2016, 02:03:03 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 23, 2016, 02:27:29 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 23, 2016, 03:30:25 PM
Looking back through my messages on this forum has made me depressed over how many nice people I wrote to many years ago, who stopped using the forums and broke contact.That really hit hard at home for me.
Post by: Farewell on February 23, 2016, 03:34:40 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 23, 2016, 03:39:12 PM
Confused about my crush, unsure what to do. But I don't want to date for awhile, I made that clear and my last relationship was working out at all and waited too long to stop it from continuing... Anyways if it ends up that we begin to date, I don't want our friendship to break if the relationship doesn't work out, we've been friends for a long time and I enjoy his company. He's a great guy, very sweet, protective, and we get along well. he has feelings, and I always was too nervous to show them back, and he always dated (and is currently dating another girl) which made me step back. Eight years this has been going on, and even told my sister one point "don't get me wrong I care about your sister a lot, I just don't think she's wants a guy like me" damn.Ouch, well, I see how it is. For me, I've had something similar to that. I get it, I suppose. >~>
Post by: Gone forever on February 23, 2016, 08:22:38 PM
Post by: SadDubwool on February 24, 2016, 12:28:22 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 24, 2016, 12:36:52 AM
Post by: SadDubwool on February 24, 2016, 12:42:59 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 24, 2016, 01:33:38 AM
Post by: Nrein on February 24, 2016, 01:35:14 AM
Post by: Rho'Syn Ilwynog on February 24, 2016, 02:19:00 AM
Post by: 138 on February 24, 2016, 05:05:22 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 24, 2016, 05:27:56 PM
It's like I have superpowers that I just use to be the biggest loser I can be.
Post by: The Past on February 24, 2016, 07:49:55 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 25, 2016, 12:02:46 PM
Post by: Setcho on February 25, 2016, 05:57:01 PM
Post by: Nazieri on February 26, 2016, 12:47:39 PM
It's not that I mind doing dishes or vacuuming or whatever, it's that I get to listen to her complain if I don't do it when she asks, as if she's bent over backwards for everyone else. It's fairly toxic to listen to and my other room mate agrees with me. We've asked her plenty of times to tone the dramatics down and she insists on being the "mother" of the house. This is the one of the main reasons as to why I'm hoping to find a place soon. I cannot live with people who insist on bossing me around.
Post by: kalan on February 26, 2016, 12:54:35 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on February 26, 2016, 06:08:06 PM
I like to think that the forums have that balance.Hahahahahahahaha. Good one. T_T
OT: Today has reminded me of why I used to hate people. So many idiots in the world. Too many.
Also I want more Mikado... That bugs me more.
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on February 28, 2016, 01:28:20 AM
Post by: Nrein on February 28, 2016, 05:09:50 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 28, 2016, 05:14:35 AM
Post by: Nrein on February 28, 2016, 06:34:36 AM
If tomorrow was supposed to be your day off then you should take it. You could use a break.
Unfortunately if I don't get to it this weekend it won't be until next Saturday that I pick it up, cus 12 hour work days during the week
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 28, 2016, 06:49:57 AM
Post by: Silaluk on February 28, 2016, 08:07:39 AM
People can have different opinions, fine. But it gets on my nerves when people bash the wolves of the fandom just because there's so many of us.
I think people should just accept that we're here and we're not going to go away just because someone tells us to.
I'm all for more variety of species in the fandom, but I think it's better to have a variety of wolf characters than have a bunch of underrated species that all act the same.
For instance, I'd rather have two unique wolves join the fandom, as in not being Mary Sues, than have a platypus that is extremely predictable and boring, frankly.
I guess this would be better implied towards Original Characters than fursonas, but I digress.
Post by: Midnight Madness on February 28, 2016, 08:38:31 AM
As for me... My **censor** God am I tired of griefers and idiots today. Can't go five minutes without them cropping up and ruining shit for everyone.
Post by: Grey on February 28, 2016, 12:11:40 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on February 28, 2016, 05:06:06 PM
People who bitch about species popularity are too full of themselves to see that if it weren't that species they name, it would be another. The word popular exists for a reason.Tell me about it if it's not a furry hater it's a rage quitter, if it's not a rage quitter it's some other hater, If it's not some other hater it's a troll.... Why can't we just BLASTED GET ALONG!?!
As for me... My **censor** God am I tired of griefers and idiots today. Can't go five minutes without them cropping up and ruining shit for everyone.
Species Popularity? Now that's one Ive never heard, All i can say is who cares.Unless your trying to prove to me your 'species' is better I don't care otherwise...just shaddup.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 28, 2016, 05:13:52 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on February 28, 2016, 06:18:41 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 28, 2016, 06:22:37 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on February 28, 2016, 06:30:00 PM
As characters no i don't think i really favor them that much ,but not gonna go straight out like "YOUR CHARACTER IS A MOUSE IT SUCKS BECAUSE IT"S A MOUSE!!!" No I'm not gonna do something like that, one second here while I go into a fursona. Rae: Just because you were born a mouse doesn't give anyone a reason to hate or dislike you, that's the same thing as hating me because I was artificially born despite being a fox.... >----end Fursona quote.
Anyway this is turning into a dicussion so back on topic
Why do people hate Furries so much not only that How can you compare Cigarettes to Furries??? Furries don't kill people or cause cancer....
Post by: HyenaKing on February 28, 2016, 07:26:20 PM
OT: Im sending in my laptop, and I can't use my keyboard to compose music, (NOT COMPUTER KEYBOARD DIMWIT!) And well, it's frustrating 'cause I use long-lengthed samples for notes most of the time, and I can pull it off to sound alright if I use a keyboard. Now, if I just frantically click to make notes it doesn't work hardly as well. x-x
Post by: Alistair on February 29, 2016, 01:23:28 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on February 29, 2016, 01:26:54 AM
walk around the house every once in awhile speaking of which I'm overdue for my walk around the house
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 29, 2016, 01:43:03 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on February 29, 2016, 01:56:38 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 29, 2016, 02:13:35 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on February 29, 2016, 03:11:13 AM
Post by: Alistair on February 29, 2016, 03:22:23 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on February 29, 2016, 04:25:24 AM
money money money.. (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ehaT79OS-H0&feature=youtu.be&t=164)
just don't get pop.
I hope you feel better soon.
Post by: Alistair on February 29, 2016, 07:26:49 AM
Post by: anoni on February 29, 2016, 08:29:16 AM
Update; Went to the ER because the pain was so bad. Turns out I have an infection.
Antibiotics FTW. Don't forget to take all of them, not just for you but for the entire world (it reduces the risk of super resistant bacteria forming)
Post by: Rho'Syn Ilwynog on February 29, 2016, 08:41:14 AM
Post by: Nazieri on February 29, 2016, 09:12:03 AM
I don't know how else to say it other than I am so sick of getting ignored and crapped on and disliked by the majority of the people I come across. I try to help people as best as I can. I try to be as nice as I can and yet, this is what I get. THIS.. all of what happened this month THIS is what I get. I'm not looking for everything to be handed to me on a silver platter but it would be nice to have a bit of a chance.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 29, 2016, 12:50:57 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on February 29, 2016, 01:44:44 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 29, 2016, 09:26:17 PM
Post by: Silaluk on February 29, 2016, 10:00:04 PM
You are thirty **censor** years old, grow the hell up. He excels in all of his schoolwork, he's very musically talented, why don't people ever give him a chance just because he's "different"? I'm the only one who looks out for him and I feel like shit because I can't do anything to stop it.
I've even tried talking to his teachers, who turned out to be not only disrespectful to him, but to me, my family background, and my ethnicity.
And yes, I WILL say retarded and I really don't care if I'm not being "politically correct". Retarded doesn't even mean "mentally challenged", it's just given that connotation.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on February 29, 2016, 10:02:18 PM
Post by: Nazieri on February 29, 2016, 10:07:55 PM
Stupid **censor** retarded-ass neighbors make fun of my autistic brother when I'm not home.
You are thirty **censor** years old, grow the hell up. He excels in all of his schoolwork, he's very musically talented, why don't people ever give him a chance just because he's "different"? I'm the only one who looks out for him and I feel like shit because I can't do anything to stop it.
I've even tried talking to his teachers, who turned out to be not only disrespectful to him, but to me, my family background, and my ethnicity.
And yes, I WILL say retarded and I really don't care if I'm not being "politically correct". Retarded doesn't even mean "mentally challenged", it's just given that connotation.
Have you tried talking to the Dean/Principal about this? The school board? Not sure if there's anything they can do beyond telling the teachers to stop but it's worth a shot.. and it's good that they're notified of this behavior. Your brother is just like everyone else and like everyone else, he deserves to be treated with kindness and respect.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 29, 2016, 10:11:28 PM
Post by: Silaluk on February 29, 2016, 10:16:01 PM
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Have you tried talking to the Dean/Principal about this? The school board? Not sure if there's anything they can do beyond telling the teachers to stop but it's worth a shot.. and it's good that they're notified of this behavior. Your brother is just like everyone else and like everyone else, he deserves to be treated with kindness and respect.
If I go to the schoolboard they'll just dismiss it as "kids being kids" or the teachers will completely deny it. They expect me to be groveling on the floor since they put him in regular classes after I begged for him not to be put in Special Ed.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on February 29, 2016, 10:19:03 PM
Post by: Silaluk on February 29, 2016, 10:22:48 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 01, 2016, 01:33:13 AM
Also, Aspie right here too.
Post by: HyenaKing on March 01, 2016, 01:41:17 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 01, 2016, 01:41:45 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 01, 2016, 01:42:57 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 01, 2016, 01:44:22 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 01, 2016, 01:21:14 PM
One of my teachers decided to give us a ton of homework for us to make. It's going to take at least 5 whole hours to make it and we need to hand it in tomorrow, even though the next lesson is on Monday. It basically means I'd be busy with this from the moment I come home until I go to bed, with the only break I have being dinner. My expectations are that literally nobody in my class will have it finished in time since we also have other homework for tomorrow, which I thankfully have finished already. Yay...Oh hey, welcome to my world.
I was quite literally doing that yesterday.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 01, 2016, 03:06:58 PM
Post by: Rho'Syn Ilwynog on March 01, 2016, 07:32:05 PM
Also, I really wish furries would clean up their act a bit in the fan art department. Looking for a good background for my computer is so hard because even with the "Google explicit results" filter on, there is still so much smut for searching Furry. *sigh*
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on March 01, 2016, 07:45:23 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 01, 2016, 09:47:56 PM
As a war hammer 40k fan, I absolutely detest how much hate furries get on any of their forums. Like seriously, I'm here talking about orks and furries get brought up. So much rage >.<Somebody said that non-furries make that art just to make furries look worse... dunno how much truth is in that but -shrug-
Also, I really wish furries would clean up their act a bit in the fan art department. Looking for a good background for my computer is so hard because even with the "Google explicit results" filter on, there is still so much smut for searching Furry. *sigh*
Post by: HyenaKing on March 02, 2016, 01:07:43 PM
Post by: Nrein on March 02, 2016, 11:17:59 PM
She implied that I "wasn't doing anything" and that I should "Actually consider helping" her do her job while not doing anything, even though I stood still for 10 seconds waiting for another co-worker to leave my station.
I flipped. Bad.
Post by: HyenaKing on March 02, 2016, 11:46:21 PM
My mother has to take some strong pain medications to deal with her back pain. She's doing everything right, and the doctor that is her pain managment (helper?) Joked about being a barista when giving her the medication she NEEDED. It was completely unprofessional and insensitive.
Post by: Silaluk on March 03, 2016, 12:31:32 AM
I suppose it will be easier to decide when I know how many of them there are, but that won't be for another week or two.
If it's just one to three pups, I may keep them, but any more than that, I'll have to give to the shelter or sell them when they're weaned.
Post by: HyenaKing on March 03, 2016, 01:03:07 AM
I volunteered at a shelter, it's sad because I know how much this happens.
Too often.
Post by: Silaluk on March 03, 2016, 01:11:42 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 03, 2016, 01:39:08 AM
Post by: 138 on March 03, 2016, 01:41:18 AM
Goodie goodie!
Totally goodie goodie
I have a hard time finding good new music. T_T
Post by: HyenaKing on March 03, 2016, 02:03:08 AM
I can help with that. Shoot me a PM!Goodie goodie!
Totally goodie goodie
I have a hard time finding good new music. T_T
Post by: 138 on March 03, 2016, 02:04:44 AM
I can help with that. Shoot me a PM!Goodie goodie!
Totally goodie goodie
I have a hard time finding good new music. T_T
Chyaa duude
Post by: Farewell on March 03, 2016, 04:56:36 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 03, 2016, 09:44:59 PM
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Post by: saph the sergal on March 03, 2016, 10:41:46 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 04, 2016, 12:55:43 AM
Post by: Alistair on March 04, 2016, 01:00:57 AM
A friend confessed to using a substance, I expressed concern and they immediately took it as an attack and then because I decided to keep my cat versus when I told them I was going to give him away was apparently just the biggest most trust-breaking lie they've ever heard in their damn lives and tried to end the friendship because of their own overreaction.
Post by: SadDubwool on March 04, 2016, 01:30:23 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 04, 2016, 01:41:19 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 04, 2016, 01:51:31 AM
Well, speaking for those who DO have winter. I think it wants to stay...I prefer Autum no snow if it wasn't for the snow I'd enjoy winter it just gets in the way of things.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 04, 2016, 02:38:50 AM
Post by: Silaluk on March 04, 2016, 02:50:07 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on March 04, 2016, 03:05:17 AM
Oh my **censor** God you guys south of me have no idea what snow even is. -m-
i aint got no idea because i live on the sunshine coast queensland australia so i do have 0 clue of feeling snow or anything all i know is its white
Post by: Silaluk on March 04, 2016, 03:41:58 AM
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Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 04, 2016, 12:14:05 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 04, 2016, 01:12:51 PM
Silaluk is too brutal for 90% of this forum.Yeah, some people are just, not use to nature?
(http://i.imgur.com/VobKJum.png)
Post by: Nrein on March 04, 2016, 05:26:31 PM
Post by: 138 on March 04, 2016, 06:18:01 PM
Post by: kalan on March 04, 2016, 06:55:38 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 04, 2016, 09:23:49 PM
Post by: 138 on March 04, 2016, 09:37:39 PM
I hate how everyone around has such a negative view on fat. Is it really that bad? I know it can be unhealthy at certain levels but it's still natural right? And it doesn't help that I actually LIKE when someone is.... plus-sized... I feel like i'm a freak. I haven't met anyone who feels the same way I do, not even on here...Being over-wieght and/or obese isn't a good thing. There's far too many health risks involved. Now when you say you like someone plus size, I assume you mean relationship wise or what have you. There's nothing wrong with that. I don't mind it really either, but you can have too much where it looks pretty bad.
Here's some risk factors:
http://www.niddk.nih.gov/health-information/health-topics/weight-control/health_risks_being_overweight/Pages/health-risks-being-overweight.aspx
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 04, 2016, 09:44:07 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 04, 2016, 10:21:32 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 05, 2016, 01:44:03 AM
Probably because my sister is Doing a cycle off...
"I promise to do better!"
-Still gets bad grades-
"I promise to do better!" +Emotion +Plus tearshed.
OVER. AND OVER. THIS HAS HAPPENED, LIKE 7 TIMES!
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 02:02:26 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 05, 2016, 02:03:34 AM
Mainly, though Im litereally tuning out an incredibly emtotional conversation just like the other ones about - - BAD GRADES YOU'RE GOING TO FAIL BLAAAAAHHHHHHH
<3 Jackal Queenston.. Im just tuning it out, and it hurts to.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 02:10:20 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 05, 2016, 02:18:27 AM
I can deal with a crowd of over 40 people screaming and making fun of me and preform fine.
I talk to my parents..
And I feel like blowing my brains out. I feel so stressed by them.
I decided to talk to them. Then they're like "Look at him! Look at him! (Really doesnt adknowledge my grades.. that are fine.) You're this and that! Get a camera! Watch him get super stressed out and suffer!"
I seriously have something broken in my brain. My parents set off something that I literally convulse and shake, like worse than being a life-and-death situation.
THEN THEY THINK ITS ALRIGHT TO JUST VIDEOTAPE ME AND FORCE ME TO WATCH IT. MAKING ME WATCH IT ONLY MAKES IT WORSE.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 02:31:23 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 05, 2016, 02:33:08 AM
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 02:35:52 AM
Some people in my town actually believe that I'm a wolf (being a metaphor for demon, devil) in disguise, that I can turn into a wolf, and one elderly man believes that I have a tail. This is getting ridiculous.
Post by: HyenaKing on March 05, 2016, 02:39:00 AM
If they do, you can sure as hell get them for discrimination and basically, making up bullshit.
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 02:40:06 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 05, 2016, 02:41:58 AM
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 02:48:34 AM
My town literally has about 200 people in it. It's more a village that a town, really.
Post by: HyenaKing on March 05, 2016, 02:51:43 AM
Goodnight.
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 02:53:22 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 03:21:43 AM
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 03:23:42 AM
Wolves are killed around here, white people don't know how to hunt so they kill the wolves for sport instead of learning from them or using their fur or bones. It's disrespectful to me and to nature.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 03:30:09 AM
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 03:39:33 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 03:43:11 AM
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 03:51:45 AM
Post by: The Past on March 05, 2016, 04:32:08 AM
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 01:21:54 PM
I'm a feminist, but I don't think trying to get men arrested is really helping the problem. Also, being a victim of rape doesn't really help me to understand why women would treat it as a joke, essentially.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 03:02:50 PM
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 03:56:56 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 04:02:34 PM
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 06:31:52 PM
I don't consider myself therian because, while I do believe that people can take on the spirits of animals and vice versa, it's a personal spiritual belief than anything else. It's in my religion. And I believe that people who exploit those ideas because they think they're "cool" or "different" without actually learning the meaning and where those ideas come from, are scum.
Post by: George on March 05, 2016, 06:40:09 PM
Going to be completely honest, people who are therian/otherkin annoy me.
I don't consider myself therian because, while I do believe that people can take on the spirits of animals and vice versa, it's a personal spiritual belief than anything else. It's in my religion. And I believe that people who exploit those ideas because they think they're "cool" or "different" without actually learning the meaning and where those ideas come from, are scum.
So according to this post, you're the only person who's allowed to have these beliefs, and everyone else with them are "scum"?
I guess that says everything we need to know about you.
Post by: Grey on March 05, 2016, 06:52:15 PM
Post by: George on March 05, 2016, 06:53:34 PM
She said that a specific type of person annoys her, then went on to say that she thinks of herself as one but other people who do it are "scum". The first line is problem enough, then pretending to "justify" it by saying she's somehow better?That's not what she said.Going to be completely honest, people who are therian/otherkin annoy me.
I don't consider myself therian because, while I do believe that people can take on the spirits of animals and vice versa, it's a personal spiritual belief than anything else. It's in my religion. And I believe that people who exploit those ideas because they think they're "cool" or "different" without actually learning the meaning and where those ideas come from, are scum.
So according to this post, you're the only person who's allowed to have these beliefs, and everyone else with them are "scum"?
I guess that says everything we need to know about you.
OT: I dislike people who argue without thinking twice about what they're saying. Maybe try understanding the other's point of view before replying.
@Grey: Do you at least have burritos? :o
Post by: George on March 05, 2016, 07:02:00 PM
But what if they're not part of the same religion as her? What if they simply feel like they'd be more comfortable as a different animal?First: You have every right in the world to be annoyed at a certain kind of people. It's not a judgment about them. I am annoyed by overly sensitive people, which does not mean they are bad people. It's a personal opinion which you can't deny anyone.She said that a specific type of person annoys her, then went on to say that she thinks of herself as one but other people who do it are "scum". The first line is problem enough, then pretending to "justify" it by saying she's somehow better?That's not what she said.Going to be completely honest, people who are therian/otherkin annoy me.
I don't consider myself therian because, while I do believe that people can take on the spirits of animals and vice versa, it's a personal spiritual belief than anything else. It's in my religion. And I believe that people who exploit those ideas because they think they're "cool" or "different" without actually learning the meaning and where those ideas come from, are scum.
So according to this post, you're the only person who's allowed to have these beliefs, and everyone else with them are "scum"?
I guess that says everything we need to know about you.
OT: I dislike people who argue without thinking twice about what they're saying. Maybe try understanding the other's point of view before replying.
Second: She never actually said that no one other than her can be "therian" or "otherkin" or whatever. She said that the idea at the heart of these believs lays in the ancient spiritual practices of her people (and not only them, to be entirely honest). It has deep spiritual, historical and anthropologic roots. And whoever does not know them or ignores them, instead pursuing such a belief or "lifestyle" only because he think it's cool or fashionable, is scum. Which is true. If you adhere to a belief without knowing where it comes from you're either shallow or ignorant.
See, Silaluk never actually said that therians or otherkin people are ALWAYS scum. Only those that do not know the deeper meaning and roots of their belief.
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 07:07:28 PM
Scum was probably too strong of a word, but arguing over it isn't going to make me take back what I said. Just drop the matter, I wasn't picking a fight.
Post by: George on March 05, 2016, 07:08:38 PM
You're looking at it the wrong way. You don't have to be part of any religion to be therian or otherkin. Mostly because traditional native american beliefs are more diverse spiritual practices rather than religions in the western meaning of the word. But you have to know about and, hopefully, understand the roots of the belief.But what if they're not part of the same religion as her? What if they simply feel like they'd be more comfortable as a different animal?First: You have every right in the world to be annoyed at a certain kind of people. It's not a judgment about them. I am annoyed by overly sensitive people, which does not mean they are bad people. It's a personal opinion which you can't deny anyone.She said that a specific type of person annoys her, then went on to say that she thinks of herself as one but other people who do it are "scum". The first line is problem enough, then pretending to "justify" it by saying she's somehow better?That's not what she said.Going to be completely honest, people who are therian/otherkin annoy me.
I don't consider myself therian because, while I do believe that people can take on the spirits of animals and vice versa, it's a personal spiritual belief than anything else. It's in my religion. And I believe that people who exploit those ideas because they think they're "cool" or "different" without actually learning the meaning and where those ideas come from, are scum.
So according to this post, you're the only person who's allowed to have these beliefs, and everyone else with them are "scum"?
I guess that says everything we need to know about you.
OT: I dislike people who argue without thinking twice about what they're saying. Maybe try understanding the other's point of view before replying.
Second: She never actually said that no one other than her can be "therian" or "otherkin" or whatever. She said that the idea at the heart of these believs lays in the ancient spiritual practices of her people (and not only them, to be entirely honest). It has deep spiritual, historical and anthropologic roots. And whoever does not know them or ignores them, instead pursuing such a belief or "lifestyle" only because he think it's cool or fashionable, is scum. Which is true. If you adhere to a belief without knowing where it comes from you're either shallow or ignorant.
See, Silaluk never actually said that therians or otherkin people are ALWAYS scum. Only those that do not know the deeper meaning and roots of their belief.
That last part is where I disagree. It's too absolute and exclusive. It implies the only type of otherkin is Native American spirituality. There's a huge difference between wanting a different body and believing you're spiritually connected to a different animal. That's why Therian and 0therkin are even different words.
@Sila: Because it came across as rude, and someone I care deeply about is otherkin but not religious.
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@Sila: Because it came across as rude, and someone I care deeply about is otherkin but not religious.
Then take your drama somewhere else, fighting isn't tolerated on this thread anyway.
I don't care if it was rude, I can and will vent about whatever the hell I want. I wasn't personally attacking anyone here.
Post by: Grey on March 05, 2016, 07:12:29 PM
He's a goon.
Post by: George on March 05, 2016, 07:21:41 PM
Reposting for awareness:Silaluk is too brutal for 90% of this forum.
Actually, make that something like 96%.
2edgy4me
Also why is the text so tiny?
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 07:24:22 PM
OT: People who never pronounce my name(s) right even after telling them how to do it.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 07:28:52 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 07:44:12 PM
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 08:06:11 PM
If you're younger than me, or you act like it, I'm going to call you endearing terms like "cute", "lovely", and "adorable". Just roll with it. =P
Post by: Alistair on March 05, 2016, 08:09:30 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 08:10:00 PM
Post by: Silaluk on March 05, 2016, 08:11:41 PM
Well, maybe sometimes. Not now anyway.
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 05, 2016, 08:37:34 PM
Holy shit why does that exist at all?
I mean holy **censor**.
Let's disregard all science.
What about NASA?
Government conspiracy.
Yeah... because a non government organisation, is involved in a government conspiracy.
Holy **censor** people are dumb...
Why?
Just why?
Such rampant ignorance infuriates me to no degree.
I have no doubt in my mind these people are as intellectually inept as those god damn anti vaccers.
Hard to have hope in humanity with people like that going around and collecting massive groups. Bet they feel prosecuted because people try to educate them.
Post by: George on March 05, 2016, 08:43:20 PM
I just discovered that some people believe the earth is flat... Oh sorry no let me be correct about this. I just discovered Flat Earthers.
Holy shit why does that exist at all?
I mean holy **censor**.
Let's disregard all science.
What about NASA?
Government conspiracy.
Yeah... because a non government organisation, is involved in a government conspiracy.
Holy **censor** people are dumb...
Why?
Just why?
Such rampant ignorance infuriates me to no degree.
I have no doubt in my mind these people are as intellectually inept as those god damn anti vaccers.
Hard to have hope in humanity with people like that going around and collecting massive groups. Bet they feel prosecuted because people try to educate them.
Let's hope this brings you comfort:
! No longer available (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VNqNnUJVcVs#)
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 05, 2016, 09:04:27 PM
Post by: 138 on March 05, 2016, 09:49:21 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 05, 2016, 10:56:54 PM
Post by: Nrein on March 06, 2016, 12:53:22 AM
Of course this means less responsibility, more dealing with idiots, especially my least favorite co-worker, and some staff that I don't enjoy as well.
As happy as I am that things are starting to get back to normal, because it means our head cook is coming back and I do enjoy her, it's really gotten me to feel very unimportant again. Like a ghost in the wind. I go in, do my job, and go out. No real interaction with the other co-workers anymore, and it's out of place for me to make the effort to since that would mean bothering them when they're on break, when I should be working (Which, I'm competent enough that I have nothing to do during those 15 minutes but still.) On top of that, the person coming back didn't get to really interact with me the way the other full-timers did, so they don't really know how to deal with me now that I've really "come out of my shell" as the others say.
Iunno, they're doing their best to reassure me that I'm not going to stop being "important" and a part of them and stuff but, it sucks that it's starting to look that way, especially when for the first time in a job it's a bunch of people I have fun working with.
Sorry for the long rant ;-;
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 06, 2016, 02:11:22 AM
Post by: Silaluk on March 06, 2016, 02:15:28 AM
Listen, how would clinics be able to prove that the woman didn't give consent? How can you tell if the fetus was a product of rape? Why is it anyone's business what happened between them, women should be allowed to abort in whatever situation they happened to be in. No one can dictate when a situation is "valid".
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 06, 2016, 02:21:02 AM
When people say they're pro-life but only in "certain situations", like if the conception wasn't consensual.Not enough people have this view. That is simultaneous a response and my venting all in one nice little package. Convenient.
Listen, how would clinics be able to prove that the woman didn't give consent? How can you tell if the fetus was a product of rape? Why is it anyone's business what happened between them, women should be allowed to abort in whatever situation they happened to be in. No one can dictate when a situation is "valid".
Post by: Silaluk on March 06, 2016, 02:25:35 AM
When people think my religion isn't "valid" just because I don't believe in a single god, a moral code, or have a holy script.
Post by: Angder on March 06, 2016, 02:32:11 AM
Of course given the quality of hospitals in many places, that often ends up meaning "All situations, cos our healthcare is shit." still, if we were able to garantee a safe delivery, I would be completely anti-abortion outside of rape, and possibly hereditary illness.
I will also say I am not militant or aggressive in supporting that view, I know my view is unpopular, and also know there is strong chance I am on the wrong side. Still, with adoption, contraception, and the morning after pill (which I am OK with), I feel there are ample ways to avoid an unwanted pregnancy and deal with it should it emerge without risking killing the child, IF your healthcare is up to the task of delivering the baby safely.
Post by: HyenaKing on March 06, 2016, 02:34:47 AM
And please, no organ harvest. That's just creepy. Ugh.
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 06, 2016, 02:35:30 AM
Frankly, I'm entirely prochoice. Let people have the freedom to choose to do it if they want. If they don't well then they are free to choose not to. No one wants more abortions after all.
Anyway we either need to cut this off quick or take it to another thread otherwise it'll become off topic.
Post by: Silaluk on March 06, 2016, 02:37:41 AM
But I also agree with GrovyGrunge. Let's drop this. =P
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 06, 2016, 02:44:26 AM
Wait would this forum be okay with a discussion thread dedicated to that topic?
O.T: My mind wanders far too much. Need to learn to get it under control.
Post by: Angder on March 06, 2016, 02:47:29 AM
Or make a discussion thread.
Wait would this forum be okay with a discussion thread dedicated to that topic?
O.T: My mind wanders far too much. Need to learn to get it under control.
I would not want an extended discussion, I have stated my outlined views, if you REALLY need to know more, you can PM.
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 06, 2016, 02:54:27 AM
Maybe in the adult area. Definitely not here.O.T: Curse the fact I'm 17! *shakes fist*
Post by: The Past on March 06, 2016, 03:02:46 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 06, 2016, 03:13:23 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 06, 2016, 07:56:16 AM
I wish I could word ideas better, especially while speaking.Don't we all have that problem XD.
Why the sudden change in avatar, feeling different?"
Post by: saph the sergal on March 06, 2016, 08:18:28 AM
i just want a steel fire extinguisher so i can safely put it near a 700 degree c (1220F) smelter
Post by: anoni on March 06, 2016, 09:56:03 AM
Post by: Silaluk on March 06, 2016, 12:43:38 PM
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[size=0px]I think the supply here isn't good enough[/size]
Even so, it's probably better than what I have to deal with anyway.
I hate it when people harp on me for not going to college.
I found a very stable job without it. There's nothing I need to study and I made excellent grades in high school. Why spend ten of thousands of dollars on education I don't need?
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 06, 2016, 02:43:03 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 06, 2016, 02:47:49 PM
my hunt for one thing is driving me nutstried google?
i just want a steel fire extinguisher so i can safely put it near a 700 degree c (1220F) smelter
I'm in a weird period where i don't have any super close best friends. I have lots and lots of friends but no real person I'm totally comfortable with, since I broke up with my BF and moved to Seattle for three months. I need to go searching for different communities other than the furry one, I think the supply here isn't good enoughI think I'm a bit offended...
Post by: Nrein on March 06, 2016, 03:46:44 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 06, 2016, 03:51:25 PM
I'm in a weird period where i don't have any super close best friends. I have lots and lots of friends but no real person I'm totally comfortable with, since I broke up with my BF and moved to Seattle for three months. I need to go searching for different communities other than the furry one, I think the supply here isn't good enoughIf it's a friend you're looking for. I'm always available Anoni.
Post by: Silaluk on March 06, 2016, 04:42:49 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 06, 2016, 05:19:02 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 06, 2016, 07:41:37 PM
Post by: Silaluk on March 06, 2016, 09:10:19 PM
There are no therapists in my area and I don't think my schedule can conform to taking anger-management classes. I could try getting medicine but that shit's expensive and I don't know if my temper even really relates to the mental illnesses I'm diagnosed with, but it's a possibility.
I've tried small methods like square breathing and punching pillows, even petting my dogs helps calm me down just a little bit. But I don't always remember to do those things.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 06, 2016, 09:14:45 PM
You should tell him that. I'm sure he knows you didn't want to hurt him.
I did, but I'm not sure he's ready to forgive me yet.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 06, 2016, 09:17:37 PM
Post by: Silaluk on March 06, 2016, 09:19:51 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 06, 2016, 09:23:27 PM
Anger doesn't just go away like that, Cecilia. If I can "just relax" then why would I feel angry in the first place? Why would I let myself just waste time like that if I could help it?I understand this.
Think of it like depression, Ceciilia. It simply doesn't go away.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 06, 2016, 09:33:17 PM
Anger doesn't just go away like that, Cecilia. If I can "just relax" then why would I feel angry in the first place? Why would I let myself just waste time like that if I could help it?I understand this.
Think of it like depression, Ceciilia. It simply doesn't go away.
As a person who has been though depression(it's different for everyone who has it though I guess), it can go away, or at least be lessened for awhile. Still comes back sometimes, of course. I dunno what it's like to get really angry but when I get really sad I try to take care of myself, rest/go to sleep, or distract myself in some way. But I've had many years to figure out how to deal with it so it might be different for others. I'd rather do that than remain feeling awful, personally.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 06, 2016, 09:37:25 PM
Post by: The Past on March 06, 2016, 09:40:07 PM
Am I just plain insane?
Post by: Silaluk on March 06, 2016, 09:40:55 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 06, 2016, 09:48:10 PM
I'm so sorry guys but there's only so much I can handle. I'm trying to help but I don't really know what i'm saying sometimes... Geoffrey you aren't evil. And Sila, you can work this out if you just try.
I feel drained...
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 06, 2016, 09:48:26 PM
Literally everyone and everything around me has pissed me off at least once. So no, I'm just generally in a bad temper. Or I'm extremely sad (don't want to say "depressed" because I know someone will lecture me on how I have to diagnosed by a doctor in order to call it depression).
To be fair, I've never been diagnosed either. But that doesn't change feeling like crud if you really do.
Post by: The Past on March 06, 2016, 10:07:50 PM
Geoffrey you aren't evil.
You calling me Geoffrey was enough to cheer me up, so all is not lost. XD
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 06, 2016, 10:14:57 PM
But at least I made you smile. :)
Post by: saph the sergal on March 06, 2016, 10:54:26 PM
my hunt for one thing is driving me nutstried google?
i just want a steel fire extinguisher so i can safely put it near a 700 degree c (1220F) smelter
T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T of course i have its the fact that most dont list what its made from on their site
atleast i got one email back saying its made from mild steel today so thats good[/quote]
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 06, 2016, 10:59:41 PM
Ahh glad you found one safety is always something important.. we have one fire extingusiher in every room almost where i live.my hunt for one thing is driving me nutstried google?
i just want a steel fire extinguisher so i can safely put it near a 700 degree c (1220F) smelter
T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T of course i have its the fact that most dont list what its made from on their site
atleast i got one email back saying its made from mild steel today so thats good
Post by: Silaluk on March 06, 2016, 11:04:44 PM
Quizzes online ARE NOT ACCURATE. Your totem is not based on personality alone! So many freaking white people think our culture is so "beautiful and mysterious" but they literally have NO understanding of it. This doesn't apply to everyone, and I'm not going to condemn those who have an interest, but you are exploiting my people just so you can fit your selfish ideals. Wolves are cool and all, but you shouldn't complain if your totem is a beaver or a caribou. It's of the utmost disrespect.
You don't choose your totem, the totem chooses you. Torngasak chooses it, it's beyond your tiny amount of human control.
Post by: kalan on March 06, 2016, 11:07:02 PM
I'm tired of being internally negative all the time. It's gotten to the point where I see something I'm fine with or enjoy, but my first thought is something hateful that I don't actually feel or believe. It's like all the hateful comments I see about everything are living in my head and like to pop out at bad times. Or is this really a part of me? Am I a monster in denial?
Am I just plain insane?
Ive found myself thinking something similar, I cant stop being an asshole to people. Its starting to drive me crazy to the point im ready to give up on everything and just say screw it. I didnt use to be this way either, and im concered about what im gonna become later. At least I know theres one sure way to stop it
Post by: saph the sergal on March 06, 2016, 11:07:33 PM
Ahh glad you found one safety is always something important.. we have one fire extingusiher in every room almost where i live.my hunt for one thing is driving me nutstried google?
i just want a steel fire extinguisher so i can safely put it near a 700 degree c (1220F) smelter
T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T of course i have its the fact that most dont list what its made from on their site
atleast i got one email back saying its made from mild steel today so thats good
there aint no way one is being used for saftey
its getting cut in half and put into a fire for aluminium melting :P
the ones i need around the house are the CO2 ones because of the computers around the house and those cost more then i can afford right now
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 06, 2016, 11:09:24 PM
Alumnium sculptor huh?Ahh glad you found one safety is always something important.. we have one fire extingusiher in every room almost where i live.my hunt for one thing is driving me nutstried google?
i just want a steel fire extinguisher so i can safely put it near a 700 degree c (1220F) smelter
T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T of course i have its the fact that most dont list what its made from on their site
atleast i got one email back saying its made from mild steel today so thats good
there aint no way one is being used for saftey
its getting cut in half and put into a fire for aluminium melting :P
the ones i need around the house are the CO2 ones because of the computers around the house and those cost more then i can afford right now
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 06, 2016, 11:12:57 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on March 06, 2016, 11:17:14 PM
Alumnium sculptor huh?Ahh glad you found one safety is always something important.. we have one fire extingusiher in every room almost where i live.my hunt for one thing is driving me nutstried google?
i just want a steel fire extinguisher so i can safely put it near a 700 degree c (1220F) smelter
T_T T_T T_T T_T T_T of course i have its the fact that most dont list what its made from on their site
atleast i got one email back saying its made from mild steel today so thats good
there aint no way one is being used for saftey
its getting cut in half and put into a fire for aluminium melting :P
the ones i need around the house are the CO2 ones because of the computers around the house and those cost more then i can afford right now
nah just a person out to make some spare cash on scrap aluminuim and old drink cans
Post by: The Past on March 06, 2016, 11:46:33 PM
Everyone who thinks they have a wolf totem without going to a shaman or another Native American religious power annoys the shit out of me.
Quizzes online ARE NOT ACCURATE. Your totem is not based on personality alone! So many freaking white people think our culture is so "beautiful and mysterious" but they literally have NO understanding of it. This doesn't apply to everyone, and I'm not going to condemn those who have an interest, but you are exploiting my people just so you can fit your selfish ideals. Wolves are cool and all, but you shouldn't complain if your totem is a beaver or a caribou. It's of the utmost disrespect.
You don't choose your totem, the totem chooses you. Torngasak chooses it, it's beyond your tiny amount of human control.
Literally every non-Native American person I've seen who claims they have a certain totem animal, it is ALWAYS wolf. Never anything else. My old friend is part Cherokee and he occasionally ranted about that. If I remember correctly, he said seriously having a wolf totem was uncommon.
He was unsure of his at the time, but a relative (though not a shaman) assumed his was a fox.
Despite my love of bears, mine might actually be some sort of bird. That estimation could be wrong, and there's no way for me to find out for sure as of right now. And even then, totem animals aren't entirely static and can change as the person learns and grows, right? I could be wrong, though, for all I know about the subject is what I remember my friend telling me years ago and a few resources that might not be entirely correct.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 06, 2016, 11:48:53 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 07, 2016, 12:12:28 AM
Post by: Silaluk on March 07, 2016, 01:33:14 AM
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Literally every non-Native American person I've seen who claims they have a certain totem animal, it is ALWAYS wolf. Never anything else. My old friend is part Cherokee and he occasionally ranted about that. If I remember correctly, he said seriously having a wolf totem was uncommon. He was unsure of his at the time, but a relative (though not a shaman) assumed his was a fox. Despite my love of bears, mine might actually be some sort of bird. That estimation could be wrong, and there's no way for me to find out for sure as of right now. And even then, totem animals aren't entirely static and can change as the person learns and grows, right? I could be wrong, though, for all I know about the subject is what I remember my friend telling me years ago and a few resources that might not be entirely correct.
I don't know much about Cherokee, but considering how many animals there are, I think having a wolf WOULD be pretty uncommon.
I believe that in my culture, only a shaman can truly tell what your totem is, but many elders have been able to predict somewhat. I guess it just depends on the tribe.
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And even then, totem animals aren't entirely static and can change as the person learns and grows, right? I could be wrong, though, for all I know about the subject is what I remember my friend telling me years ago and a few resources that might not be entirely correct.
In my Eskimo culture, totems are forever, because you get them when you are recognized as an adult, or reach the end of childhood and begin puberty. Like I said, it just depends. We're a dying tribe anyway so not everything is really 100% traditional anymore.
Post by: Nrein on March 07, 2016, 01:40:30 PM
Post by: 138 on March 07, 2016, 05:59:46 PM
My friend and I arrived at our health class early along with a few lower grade students (they were one grade below us). There was this woman sitting there working on her computer, and she was talking on the phone. She figured out that she had to leave now since the class was going to start soon. When she was packing her things, she started ranting about the program that I'm in along with the other students in there. The program is where you get a HS diploma and a 2 year college degree in 5 years. She said something on the lines of, "There's this faggot ass program where these sheltered mamma boys and girls are in where they need a safe place." She then went on to say, "When I was 18, I was in the Marines not this shit." (please note this isn't word for word). This whole thing kinda pissed me off. Like, I'm so sorry that we chose a different path than you. I wanted to ask her why she was in community college since she thought it was this faggot ass place for sheltered children. Apparently her Marine service didn't do much good, did it?
This story also brings up other another issue I have: people using their military service (or police service) to push people around. I've seen this numerous times, and a lot of people I know don't mind it. They sometimes take part in it, or defend someone who does do it. Just becasue you decided to join the military, doesn't mean you deserve ultimate respect or automatic respect. If you think that, you can piss off. This is why I don't have much respect for military (or police) because they use that as a crutch or a something to push people around. Of course not all are like that, but a lot of the ones I've seen, are.
Post by: HyenaKing on March 08, 2016, 01:02:23 AM
OT!
I hate people that are full of themselves. Good thing it never lasts long.
I'm frustrated at the amount of people who steal art and claim it as their own, it's disgusting how often i've seen it. Not even credit, but giving credit to yourself some people come to..? What the hell.
Also, my sister. She's so passive agressive. I mean, I pay attention and take care of my pets. And then she comes over, and she talks to them face to face to them while petting them or whatever, literally saying things like "Oh, your owners been neglecting youuuu!" Or some shit. Excuse me? I'm not the one who's livingspace looks like a pigsty most of the time.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 08, 2016, 01:25:32 AM
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on March 08, 2016, 01:39:56 AM
I've figured out that being an asshole and being ignorant goes hand in hand.
My friend and I arrived at our health class early along with a few lower grade students (they were one grade below us). There was this woman sitting there working on her computer, and she was talking on the phone. She figured out that she had to leave now since the class was going to start soon. When she was packing her things, she started ranting about the program that I'm in along with the other students in there. The program is where you get a HS diploma and a 2 year college degree in 5 years. She said something on the lines of, "There's this faggot ass program where these sheltered mamma boys and girls are in where they need a safe place." She then went on to say, "When I was 18, I was in the Marines not this shit." (please note this isn't word for word). This whole thing kinda pissed me off. Like, I'm so sorry that we chose a different path than you. I wanted to ask her why she was in community college since she thought it was this faggot ass place for sheltered children. Apparently her Marine service didn't do much good, did it?
This story also brings up other another issue I have: people using their military service (or police service) to push people around. I've seen this numerous times, and a lot of people I know don't mind it. They sometimes take part in it, or defend someone who does do it. Just becasue you decided to join the military, doesn't mean you deserve ultimate respect or automatic respect. If you think that, you can piss off. This is why I don't have much respect for military (or police) because they use that as a crutch or a something to push people around. Of course not all are like that, but a lot of the ones I've seen, are.
You should see how quickly they back down when you stare at them with the stare and tell them that you have murdered as well. These **censor** idiots can't even fathom that they signed up to kill yet they act to godly and holier than thou. **censor** them, the only reason I never joined is because I would be too good at murder as its never bothered me either...
Ot
Who and why the hell thought it was a good idea to hire **censor** morons to work on cars?! What the hell happened that you can not even have the simplest of intelligence to turn a wrentch... Yet alone put a **censor** oil cap on a car?! You try to push me under the bus like that again you ignorant peon ill bury you!
Post by: Silaluk on March 08, 2016, 01:42:09 AM
She's white and orange like one, with the gray and black spotted back, but their builds are totally different.
Post by: Nazieri on March 11, 2016, 04:39:33 AM
Post by: Wolxikin on March 11, 2016, 01:07:13 PM
And before you say "oh, but you can't be mad at him for going on vacation" yeah well, he's being a total d1ck about it towards me so yes I can
Post by: HyenaKing on March 11, 2016, 01:16:41 PM
Post by: PEFA Harker on March 11, 2016, 02:18:35 PM
I know our govt. is doing uncanny things in South China Sea, but actually we Chinese people hated it when our country goes all warmongering but we can NOT do anything about it, we are just like you all, we want a peaceful world.
Please PLEASE stop using these 19th-century-esque stereotypes on us and blaming ALL the Chinese people as liers, landthiefs and savages, it's not our fault but these upper elites' and corporations'.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 11, 2016, 03:30:35 PM
Me and my mother are at our end of our wits, trying to keep this family together when it's being torn apart by the other two family members when we try to help. My mother's heartbroken, I'm scared.
Dang, that sucks. I wish there was something I could do to help you guys.
Internet anti-china flame wars are escalating.
I know our govt. is doing uncanny things in South China Sea, but actually we Chinese people hated it when our country goes all warmongering but we can NOT do anything about it, we are just like you all, we want a peaceful world.
Please PLEASE stop using these 18th-century-esque stereotypes on us and blaming ALL the Chinese people as liers, landthiefs and savages, it's not our fault but these upper elites' and corporations'.
Stereotypes suck, don't they?
Anyway, concerning the last thing I said in the "Furry Hate" topic. I mentioned how annoyed I was by people always saying "furries ruined this/bronies ruined that/Sonic fans ruined this/Wolfaboos ruined that/Foxaboos ruined this/Vegans ruined that/Misanthropes ruined this/etc." It's ALWAYS the animal lover that ruins things, yet this coupled with other things ruined a lot of things for me too, and it wasn't any of the things I mentioned that ruined them either.
Honestly, I used to love playing Smash Brothers 4 on my 3DS, but now I want nothing to do with the game because of Sheik Fanboys, Zero Suit Samus Fanboys, Tourney snobs, Corrin and Bayonetta. Sheik/Zero Suit Samus fans always laud their characters as oh-so powerful just because they're "fast" and "can combo well." Both characters have ridiculously inaccurate moves, neither have any real reliable kill options, and they're both fairly light and easy to kill, yet people wiil NOT shut up about how these two are the ABSOLUTE best characters in the game as if it's a FACT and not an opinion. Tourney Snobs are annoying too because they seem to think you absolutely need to play in tourneys in order to be good, and that everyone who plays For Glory sucks.
But Corrin and Bayonetta were the final nail in the coffin for me. We had already gotten Ryu, Roy Eliwood and Cloud Strife as playable characters. WE DID NOT NEED TWO MORE OVERLY-SERIOUS AND EDGY HUMAN CHARACTERS FOR DLC TO ROUND OUT THE THREE AND ONE NON_HUMAN AND ONE CARTOON HUMAN WE GOT! First off, they're both from EXCRUCIATINGLY overrated games that, in all honesty, are no where near as fun or likable as people make them out to be. Second, Fire Emblem already had FIVE OTHER REPS from games that actually existed at the time. Yeah, Pokemon has six reps too, but Pokemon actually deserves its popularity IMO. Fire Emblem is such a shallow, boring and emotionless franchise that, to be honest, it boggles my mind that it's so popular. And then we have people telling me "Oh, can't you just be happy for those who wanted them?" Considering the majority of those that wanted them are cocky humanaboos who ONLY play games that tell them how holy their species is and feel the need to rub the very fact that K. Rool and Wolf didn't get in into the wounds of those that desperately wanted two, much more diverse characters to get in the game instead of TWO MORE EDGY COPY-PASTED HUMAN CHARACTERS, no, I really can't.
And before anyone says "There's more non-humans than edgy/serious human characters in Smash 4," there isn't in other video games. Video games with characters like Corrin and Bayonetta over-saturate the market, and games with more whimsical characters are less common, especially on Sony and Microsoft Consoles where they're barely existent. This may be why I like Nintendo consoles so much: they are basically the last holdout for whimsical games and games that don't star humans. The fact they added Corrin and Bayonetta felt like a betrayal to this fact.
And I know what people are thinking. "It's done and over with/they're optional characters," but it STILL pisses me off, and it probably always will. Also, yes, they ARE optional, but IMO the fact they exist in the game at all, optional or not, is enough for me to want to sell my copy.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 11, 2016, 04:00:14 PM
I get your point though. Video games, movies, books, tv shows, they could all use more furries.
Post by: Angder on March 11, 2016, 04:26:29 PM
Me and my mother are at our end of our wits, trying to keep this family together when it's being torn apart by the other two family members when we try to help. My mother's heartbroken, I'm scared.
Dang, that sucks. I wish there was something I could do to help you guys.Internet anti-china flame wars are escalating.
I know our govt. is doing uncanny things in South China Sea, but actually we Chinese people hated it when our country goes all warmongering but we can NOT do anything about it, we are just like you all, we want a peaceful world.
Please PLEASE stop using these 18th-century-esque stereotypes on us and blaming ALL the Chinese people as liers, landthiefs and savages, it's not our fault but these upper elites' and corporations'.
Stereotypes suck, don't they?
Anyway, concerning the last thing I said in the "Furry Hate" topic. I mentioned how annoyed I was by people always saying "furries ruined this/bronies ruined that/Sonic fans ruined this/Wolfaboos ruined that/Foxaboos ruined this/Vegans ruined that/Misanthropes ruined this/etc." It's ALWAYS the animal lover that ruins things, yet this coupled with other things ruined a lot of things for me too, and it wasn't any of the things I mentioned that ruined them either.
Honestly, I used to love playing Smash Brothers 4 on my 3DS, but now I want nothing to do with the game because of Sheik Fanboys, Zero Suit Samus Fanboys, Tourney snobs, Corrin and Bayonetta. Sheik/Zero Suit Samus fans always laud their characters as oh-so powerful just because they're "fast" and "can combo well." Both characters have ridiculously inaccurate moves, neither have any real reliable kill options, and they're both fairly light and easy to kill, yet people wiil NOT shut up about how these two are the ABSOLUTE best characters in the game as if it's a FACT and not an opinion. Tourney Snobs are annoying too because they seem to think you absolutely need to play in tourneys in order to be good, and that everyone who plays For Glory sucks.
But Corrin and Bayonetta were the final nail in the coffin for me. We had already gotten Ryu, Roy Eliwood and Cloud Strife as playable characters. WE DID NOT NEED TWO MORE OVERLY-SERIOUS AND EDGY HUMAN CHARACTERS FOR DLC TO ROUND OUT THE THREE AND ONE NON_HUMAN AND ONE CARTOON HUMAN WE GOT! First off, they're both from EXCRUCIATINGLY overrated games that, in all honesty, are no where near as fun or likable as people make them out to be. Second, Fire Emblem already had FIVE OTHER REPS from games that actually existed at the time. Yeah, Pokemon has six reps too, but Pokemon actually deserves its popularity IMO. Fire Emblem is such a shallow, boring and emotionless franchise that, to be honest, it boggles my mind that it's so popular. And then we have people telling me "Oh, can't you just be happy for those who wanted them?" Considering the majority of those that wanted them are cocky humanaboos who ONLY play games that tell them how holy their species is and feel the need to rub the very fact that K. Rool and Wolf didn't get in into the wounds of those that desperately wanted two, much more diverse characters to get in the game instead of TWO MORE EDGY COPY-PASTED HUMAN CHARACTERS, no, I really can't.
And before anyone says "There's more non-humans than edgy/serious human characters in Smash 4," there isn't in other video games. Video games with characters like Corrin and Bayonetta over-saturate the market, and games with more whimsical characters are less common, especially on Sony and Microsoft Consoles where they're barely existent. This may be why I like Nintendo consoles so much: they are basically the last holdout for whimsical games and games that don't star humans. The fact they added Corrin and Bayonetta felt like a betrayal to this fact.
And I know what people are thinking. "It's done and over with/they're optional characters," but it STILL pisses me off, and it probably always will. Also, yes, they ARE optional, but IMO the fact they exist in the game at all, optional or not, is enough for me to want to sell my copy.
In any game which is remotely competitive you should just junk the online community and play with friends, and ignore them entirely. The more competitive the game, the more important this becomes. 99% of competitive communities that are larger than 100 people are also hugely toxic and hateful. As for the characters, no comment, I don't play Nintendo.
Post by: The Past on March 11, 2016, 11:07:10 PM
I feel it's unfair to judge people purely because of those interests, but the "ruin everything" stereotype has nothing to do with the animal part. Just don't act like an annoying little kid, and people will be fine with you. If they still hate on you for those interests, that's their problem, not yours.
On-Topic: I feel isolated in my room today. I want to go out but at the same time I'm not in the mood to deal with what's outside.
Post by: SadDubwool on March 13, 2016, 05:52:44 AM
I'm not sure anyone will care, and that It doesn't matter if i'm here or not since..well nothing will change
And i'm also not sure if anyone will miss me though
Post by: MrRazot on March 13, 2016, 06:52:23 AM
Vegans ruined that
Now my family are all vegetarians and my mum even went raw for a while which is like vegan, but even more extreme.
But as a chef, you eventually get seriously sick and tired of people who can't eat this or won't eat that.
I know usually it's down to allergies and I'll do everything I can to make sure you can enjoy a good meal without fear of dying.
It does get me though when they say they're a vegan, but don't want to eat the damn vegan option that hours was spent on because it isn't chips.
Or when I've made a certain amount of portions for vegans because they ordered it beforehand, then suddenly everyone wants the vegan option instead because the other option is fish and for some reason, no one likes fish.
They too could have ordered the vegan option before hand, but nope. And I'm the one that has to suffer, going Jesus with the potatoes.
Post by: Silaluk on March 13, 2016, 11:44:57 AM
The discussion made me feel very "triggered" and I couldn't stand that kind of talk on my thread because of my own PERSONAL experiences that I shouldn't have to mention in order to justify something as small as locking a thread. Imagine being an abused child and seeing a discussion about how abused children are just "asking for it". The situation was like that for me. However even after I explained myself (which I shouldn't even have to do) people still were up in arms about it and frankly, made the situation worse. I have the **censor** right to lock MY OWN THREAD if I feel like people have crossed the line, if I'm not comfortable in the way the discussion is headed and I can't deal with more hiccups, and it's not like this hasn't happened before. Luckily the first time I was able to calm it down because I was able to nip it in the bud, but honestly, I feel like they were asking for it because the topic went on for about a page and a half. With no one else getting back OT. Which pretty much counts as SERIOUS. And even after the whole thing is over and done with, some jackass PM's me to share his "unpopular opinion". Really, dude? I felt like I was going to have a panic attack from that thread and you **censor** decide to be a **censor** jackass? What do you think, "oh this girl is on the brink of emotional collapse so i think I'm gonna PM her lol".
If you look back on that I thread, I think I was being as polite as I possibly could be in that situation. I was trying to be the adult.
I knew that thread would cause trouble sooner or later but I didn't think I would have to lock it because no one can grow up and just FOLLOW THE RULES.
I'm extremely grateful for Evna for acting as promptly as she did so late at night.
But people, please. Just calm your tits.
Post by: The Past on March 13, 2016, 12:07:34 PM
Post by: Silaluk on March 13, 2016, 01:22:08 PM
Really? It would make sense, but if the topic was already hushed by staff, it seems kind of pointless to keep talking about it and take over someone else's thread. It's a toxic and parasitic subject.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 13, 2016, 04:03:59 PM
Post by: Silaluk on March 13, 2016, 04:07:25 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 13, 2016, 04:09:42 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 13, 2016, 04:12:14 PM
Post by: Silaluk on March 13, 2016, 04:34:28 PM
Now try telling that to everyone else. =/
OT: People always come up to me and ask me about how good of dogs huskies, Samoyeds, ect. are and it's starting to get really annoying. Most of the stuff that I tell them is stuff they can look up online, unless I know something that websites got wrong or don't mention at all.
People get huskies because they're pretty and they think they're the closest to wolves (which they are in fact not) and then they don't know how to take care of them. Or they get discouraged and annoyed by what I tell them, especially first-time dog owners, when they should have done their research in the first place.
I can't tell you how good you would be able to take care of a husky because I don't know you. If you have a lot of space, money, commitment, free time, and a six-foot physical barrier between them and the road, I say go for it.
Post by: Nrein on March 13, 2016, 10:25:21 PM
On top of the 12 hour days Monday-Wednesday, they'll turn into 16 hours straight of being stuck at work. I'm already exhausted thinking about it x.x
Post by: HyenaKing on March 14, 2016, 12:29:12 AM
OT-- Tired from swimming like 22 laps.
Post by: Setcho on March 14, 2016, 12:38:22 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 14, 2016, 12:39:56 AM
Post by: 138 on March 14, 2016, 12:39:56 AM
Im just tired, tired of alot of bullshit.Aren't we all?
Post by: Arcizo on March 14, 2016, 12:48:23 AM
Post by: 138 on March 14, 2016, 02:08:23 AM
Post by: Wolxikin on March 14, 2016, 02:19:24 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 14, 2016, 01:06:00 PM
It's frustrating.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 14, 2016, 01:11:17 PM
Why is the coffee broken?
Ugh...
STOP TICKING SO LOUDLY CLOCK!!!!
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 14, 2016, 09:15:04 PM
My brain is cotton wool. And the light hurts.Would you like some wine to go with your whines?
Why is the coffee broken?
Ugh...
STOP TICKING SO LOUDLY CLOCK!!!!
Seriously WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SUCH BUTTHEADED, Selfish IDIOT, snobs! Guh I wish I really had claws and I could scratch them everytime they act like an idiot. if it's not the dang Race card it's the dang medical condition card or some other bull like that. I might as well get a Furry card and everytime something bad happens to me say "Nope you can't do that to me I'm a furry.... GUUUH people think their entitled to everything when in reality their entitled to Absolute 0!
THis AIN"t RUSSIA PEOPLE!!
Sigh...Seinar System's [sic] basic TIE fighter—a commodity which, after hydrogen and stupidity, was the most plentiful in the galaxy…"
Post by: Silaluk on March 14, 2016, 11:01:20 PM
It is NATURAL for teens (and everyone) to FEEL depressed. But that does not mean you have a depression disorder.
Also, yes, I am racist. And I realize I shouldn't hate all white people. And I realize I can't hate them forever, even after utterly destroying American Indian and Native Alaskan populations and forcing the rest of us to live in fear and poverty for generations to come.
I know other races, specifically African-Americans, were oppressed long before we were. But at least Jim Crow is pretty much non-existent. Today, the image of the primitive, horse-riding, warbonnet-wearing Indian cheif is still used today pretty much everywhere.
And I do have very little knowledge on the subject, because I hadn't seen a black person in person until a few years ago. But from what I've gathered of it, this is my opinion.
Sorry if I'm a racist, narrow-minded cur.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 15, 2016, 12:09:59 AM
When almost every teenager online has some kind of mental illness, usually depression-related ones or "insanity".Well at least you admit you CAN be racist to the majority that is likely becoming a minority that is White.... I'll give you that much, Yeah it really was stupid of our ancestors to do such things to the natives... ,but can you blame me for it?
It is NATURAL for teens (and everyone) to FEEL depressed. But that does not mean you have a depression disorder.
Also, yes, I am racist. And I realize I shouldn't hate all white people. And I realize I can't hate them forever, even after utterly destroying American Indian and Native Alaskan populations and forcing the rest of us to live in fear and poverty for generations to come.
I know other races, specifically African-Americans, were oppressed long before we were. But at least Jim Crow is pretty much non-existent. Today, the image of the primitive, horse-riding, warbonnet-wearing Indian cheif is still used today pretty much everywhere.
And I do have very little knowledge on the subject, because I hadn't seen a black person in person until a few years ago. But from what I've gathered of it, this is my opinion.
Sorry if I'm a racist, narrow-minded cur.
Post by: Silaluk on March 15, 2016, 12:15:11 AM
Online it doesn't matter what your skin is because to me, you're just a jumble of text and coding on a screen.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 15, 2016, 12:26:32 AM
I don't hate you all personally, just what you did and that prevents me from really trying to befriend any whites in real life.But I did nothing, though why do you blame me for my stupid ancestors mistakes?
Online it doesn't matter what your skin is because to me, you're just a jumble of text and coding on a screen.
Post by: Silaluk on March 15, 2016, 12:31:26 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 15, 2016, 12:36:43 AM
Post by: Silaluk on March 15, 2016, 12:44:06 AM
Even if I stop thinking this way I still don't have running water and my parents were still abusive alcoholics.
Why do people even care so much about what I think? "You should respect everyone's opinions," my ass.
Post by: kalan on March 15, 2016, 01:27:04 AM
You cant accuse the white man for hurting you and then show him prejudice towrds them. Some people call the dumb
Post by: 138 on March 15, 2016, 01:34:24 AM
I don't hate you all personally, just what you did and that prevents me from really trying to befriend any whites in real life.But I did nothing, though why do you blame me for my stupid ancestors mistakes?
Online it doesn't matter what your skin is because to me, you're just a jumble of text and coding on a screen.
Yeah, what gives? I did nothing (nor did any living white person) to "prevent" you from befriending whites. Maybe you should get your head out of your ass.
Post by: Wolxikin on March 15, 2016, 01:55:31 AM
I don't hate you all personally, just what you did and that prevents me from really trying to befriend any whites in real life.But I did nothing, though why do you blame me for my stupid ancestors mistakes?
Online it doesn't matter what your skin is because to me, you're just a jumble of text and coding on a screen.
Yeah, what gives? I did nothing (nor did any living white person) to "prevent" you from befriending whites. Maybe you should get your head out of your ass.
*sniff*
i smell salt in the air
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 15, 2016, 05:20:51 AM
Im half cherokee and I donthave a problem with whites. They didnt do shit to me and I dont care what they're ancestors did to mine. My bust fren is white for christ sakes. My grandfather was full blooded cherokee and he stayed away the reservations for the same reason I do. He always said the reservations are filled with prejudice idiots that complain about the white man and throw their history away well claiming that their heritage was stolen from them. He lived entirely off the land, never drank and never once took welfare from anybody. He was without a doubt the last few true cherokees left in this world. I do what I can to be every bit the man he was.The true man ,no matter the race, will adapt no matter what and rise amongst the new environment. I'm sure your grandfather realized, complaining gets you nowhere, doing something about it does. That is our problem today too many people are complaining about "Oh I'm this race and this always happens... blah blah blah." They will get nowhere. Not because they are of 'that' race because they are too busy complaining to work towards making a better living for themselves, tell me did the Cherokees get on in life by doing nothing and just complaining? I bet not, they just like everybody else had to work for a living weather it was hunting for food,cutting wood or farming... There's no free lunch even things that are free to you are not free.
You cant accuse the white man for hurting you and then show him prejudice towrds them. Some people call the dumb
Post by: The Past on March 15, 2016, 06:43:47 AM
Civilizations of many races have been genecidal and territory-hungry throughout human history. (In fact, there is pretty much no "pure" race. We are all various mixes of older races, most of which completely forgotten.) And of course those actions were never right, but the only way to prevent those events from happening again is to learn from history and move on to a better future for everyone; not dwell bitterly on the past that can't be changed.
Anyway, let's go back on topic, guys. Off-topic discussions should be made into their own thread, anyway.
On topic: My sleep schedule is seriously messed up again. I was doing well for a while, at least.
Also, using my tablet is giving me back and neck pain. There is no safe way to position myself to use it. I think I messed up my ribs or something from this BS.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 15, 2016, 04:15:09 PM
To be honest, I don't really like breaks from school/vacations. At first it's the typical "great, no school for awhile. I can just be lazy at home!". And then I feel like "Ugh, I just have to be lazy at home." I always end up bored and maybe even a little depressed after spending so much time at my house. I guess it stems from my problem of not really having any friends. I'd love to get out and have some fun stuff to do with other people...but I can't. I hardly even know what that's like.
Post by: PEFA Harker on March 15, 2016, 04:24:48 PM
We always think that left hand as unimportant especially when dealing with things like drawing or writing, but only when it get hurt do we realize how awkward it is to be without the support of it.
Post by: The Past on March 15, 2016, 04:25:58 PM
I feel awful thinking about how I abandoned her like that. I've thought about trying to get back in touch with her, but I don't know how she feels about me now.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 15, 2016, 07:20:29 PM
I know the feeling, Amethyst. I only had one friend I visited on occasion since 5th grade, but started paying little attention to her due to my rush to move out on my own (which failed pathetically), and lost contact. So for the past couple years I've been isolated by my lonesome in my room barely remembering how to associate with people offline.
I feel awful thinking about how I abandoned her like that. I've thought about trying to get back in touch with her, but I don't know how she feels about me now.
Yeah, I recently had a falling out with a long-ish term friend to boot. I try to talk to him on occasion, but it's always a little awkward and short. We used to be pretty close so it feels kind of...sore? The only two other friends I have I see them a couple times a week but only at school.
Part of it is my fault, since I'm not really good at making friends. I never quite learned how and I guess the ones I have now happened by chance. I'd like to get out and go places/do things that would give me a chance of finding people with similar interests outside the internet, but I can't drive atm so my transportation is limited. My parents are also still a little overbearing I suppose, at the thought of me hanging out with people they don't know or by myself despite me being 19 already.
Post by: Silaluk on March 15, 2016, 07:27:36 PM
I'm always hurting other people and painting myself into a corner because I don't know how to express exactly what I mean. English is not my first language but I don't think that's the issue here. I just don't really know how to express myself without being a jackass about it.
I'm starting to use a lot more I-messages but I don't understand what the problem is. I keep telling myself that people are just too sensitive but I truly think I'm the one who's too blatant. I just don't know how to fix this problem.
Post by: juliet on March 15, 2016, 07:30:08 PM
I feel like I should just shut my mouth because I feel like literally everything I say is either idiotic or completely unnecessary.I'm a blunt person, I understand your pain friend.
I'm always hurting other people and painting myself into a corner because I don't know how to express exactly what I mean. English is not my first language but I don't think that's the issue here. I just don't really know how to express myself without being a jackass about it.
I'm starting to use a lot more I-messages but I don't understand what the problem is. I keep telling myself that people are just too sensitive but I truly think I'm the one who's too blatant. I just don't know how to fix this problem.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 15, 2016, 08:51:05 PM
I feel like I should just shut my mouth because I feel like literally everything I say is either idiotic or completely unnecessary.sounds like me I know what to say ,just not how to say it :(
I'm always hurting other people and painting myself into a corner because I don't know how to express exactly what I mean. English is not my first language but I don't think that's the issue here. I just don't really know how to express myself without being a jackass about it.
I'm starting to use a lot more I-messages but I don't understand what the problem is. I keep telling myself that people are just too sensitive but I truly think I'm the one who's too blatant. I just don't know how to fix this problem.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 16, 2016, 03:29:58 AM
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Post by: Silaluk on March 16, 2016, 11:17:42 PM
I don't like it because it's Japanese, I like it because it sounds good.
Also, when people say English/Art/Music majors won't get you anywhere.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 16, 2016, 11:56:40 PM
When I'm called a weeaboo because I like a musical arrangement that just happens to be performed by a Japanese orchestra in Japan.Depends, how you use it.
I don't like it because it's Japanese, I like it because it sounds good.
Also, when people say English/Art/Music majors won't get you anywhere.
I think I'm turning Japanese (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7tbobaz8nn4)
Post by: HyenaKing on March 17, 2016, 12:04:24 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 17, 2016, 12:24:54 AM
Post by: MrRazot on March 17, 2016, 02:05:49 AM
It's now 4am and I managed to get him to usher them out so I can actually get back to sleep.
Everything smells like smoke now.
I'm forgiving him, but ehggh.
Also I think myself and the modding team would also like to know, Wrath_
Lol
Post by: Regi on March 17, 2016, 02:54:14 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 17, 2016, 02:58:33 AM
I hate neurotypicals, please stop romanticizing mental illnesses, it's not cute, and it's not cool. Having mental illness is not 'cool', do not use it as your little 'quirk'. Saying you're psychotic for some weird aesthetic purpose, please while you can become self aware. It doesn't make you 'special'. It's okay to be open about your mental illness and talk about it, but please don't **censor** make it some edgy quirk you have. I see this way to much with tweens. So please children, become self aware.I agree so much. So. Much. I've gotten myself in trouble basically getting pissed off at these people.
It doesn't make you 'special' If you're "Special." Pleeease.
Post by: Alistair on March 17, 2016, 03:50:30 AM
I think they're full of shit about the attitude change when she got here. I've been acting the same around them since before she got here and now they have a problem with me because she's around??? I feel scared and unwelcome in a place I've been going to for 2-3 years now. I have to make an effort to say hi to everyone there that I've never said hi to before because my peer supports person told me I've been ignoring people when they say hi to me.
I was there earlier today and I said hi to literally everyone. Makes me look like a try hard when I'm just trying to make up for shit I wasn't even doing before.
Post by: Regi on March 17, 2016, 04:02:25 AM
Was asked by my peer support service person last week, and I quote, "What's wrong with you?" I'm mentally ill and it makes me somewhat socially awkward. Hearing that made me feel like shit and I didn't go out of the house for a straight week. According to her I've been rude to some people at the drop-in and it apparently didn't happen until my mate got here.
I think they're full of shit about the attitude change when she got here. I've been acting the same around them since before she got here and now they have a problem with me because she's around??? I feel scared and unwelcome in a place I've been going to for 2-3 years now. I have to make an effort to say hi to everyone there that I've never said hi to before because my peer supports person told me I've been ignoring people when they say hi to me.
I was there earlier today and I said hi to literally everyone. Makes me look like a try hard when I'm just trying to make up for shit I wasn't even doing before.
Aw I'm really sorry that happened, I hope things get better for you over there! I know how you feel with your illness making you socially awkward; was it because when your friend joined you felt more comfortable talking to her since she's there, and they thought it came off as rude or something? If so that's really shitty of them to just automatically assume you have a so called attitude.
Post by: Wolxikin on March 17, 2016, 04:18:30 AM
I could have prevented all of this
Why was I not with him
Why didn't I do more
Post by: HyenaKing on March 17, 2016, 01:09:46 PM
Post by: Setcho on March 17, 2016, 02:08:50 PM
Was asked by my peer support service person last week, and I quote, "What's wrong with you?" I'm mentally ill and it makes me somewhat socially awkward. Hearing that made me feel like shit and I didn't go out of the house for a straight week. According to her I've been rude to some people at the drop-in and it apparently didn't happen until my mate got here.
I think they're full of shit about the attitude change when she got here. I've been acting the same around them since before she got here and now they have a problem with me because she's around??? I feel scared and unwelcome in a place I've been going to for 2-3 years now. I have to make an effort to say hi to everyone there that I've never said hi to before because my peer supports person told me I've been ignoring people when they say hi to me.
I was there earlier today and I said hi to literally everyone. Makes me look like a try hard when I'm just trying to make up for shit I wasn't even doing before.
Im sorry to hear that, it makes me so mad when i hear stories like this. The people put in charge to help some of the people most in need, and they turn around and do shit like that makes me furious. I really hope it gets better Alistair.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 17, 2016, 03:47:11 PM
Was asked by my peer support service person last week, and I quote, "What's wrong with you?" I'm mentally ill and it makes me somewhat socially awkward. Hearing that made me feel like shit and I didn't go out of the house for a straight week. According to her I've been rude to some people at the drop-in and it apparently didn't happen until my mate got here.Some people... make me want to rip this world in half with a giant laser beam cannon. Then put all the nice people on one side and all th jerks and idoits on the other.
I think they're full of shit about the attitude change when she got here. I've been acting the same around them since before she got here and now they have a problem with me because she's around??? I feel scared and unwelcome in a place I've been going to for 2-3 years now. I have to make an effort to say hi to everyone there that I've never said hi to before because my peer supports person told me I've been ignoring people when they say hi to me.
I was there earlier today and I said hi to literally everyone. Makes me look like a try hard when I'm just trying to make up for shit I wasn't even doing before.
Oddly I've found that the most delightful people I talk to have some sort of mental illness...why? I dunno, somebody look this up for me..
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 17, 2016, 08:30:45 PM
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Post by: The Past on March 18, 2016, 05:29:34 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 18, 2016, 09:33:14 AM
I just noticed my elbows look really weird now. They jut out, and when my arm is straight it makes a dramatic crease as if I'm bending it the wrong way (mainly on my left arm). I don't know if it's from resting my arms on the desk awkwardly a lot, gaining a lot of fat lately, or a combination of both. Either way I hope they fix themselves if I stop doing that and lose weight.Ever press something up against you skin and notice an imprint later? I think the fat doesn't help so, very likely yeah it's just you sitting awkwardly.
Post by: The Past on March 18, 2016, 12:15:57 PM
OT: I'm trying to fix my sleep schedule, but I won't be surprised if I end up falling asleep too early. Again.
Post by: Heavy304 on March 18, 2016, 02:00:18 PM
I can't stand it anymore. I force a smile and act as if I'm happy for those around me, maybe sometimes I'm actually happy... However I'm depressed and angry. but my mom doesn't understand no matter how many times I tell her and I know for a fact my dad won't help... He never has. I just hate when people say 'I'm there for you' or want to 'talk' only to look good and get in my damn business. This has been going on so **censor** long and I've tried so hard to fight it, but it seems I can't. I continue to rot inside, that I'm now use to these emotions. I want to be happy more but doesn't seem like that will happen.
I know how you feel. I've been trying to get more social lately, but I just can't. I got so used to been lonely, that it brings discomfort whenever I'm around large groups of people(hell, even just being near someone) Sometimes I just wish I could have a cabin in the middle of the woods, with no one else around.
Post by: Nazieri on March 18, 2016, 05:47:28 PM
Today, my room mates are being extremely irritating, loud, obnoxious and rude. Worst of all is that they have friends over that add more to what they're doing. I told my one room mate that I was planning on going for a walk just to get out and she's like "Oh, we'll join you!" I told her no, that I just wanted to go alone and she's making it a big issue that I "never" want to hang out when I do all the time. I just don't feel like hanging out with the people who constantly single me out, make fun of me and then make it out as if I don't have a sense of humor. How are we supposed to bond when all I hear are incredibly insensitive fat jokes, borderline homophobic jokes and constant comments on how high my voice is? I don't have ANY interest in listening to that anymore and both of them know it.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 18, 2016, 08:32:31 PM
Post by: Epilogue on March 18, 2016, 08:42:21 PM
I'm 18 but I'm always mistaken for being a middle schooler because of my height.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 18, 2016, 08:43:58 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 18, 2016, 11:21:53 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 19, 2016, 01:44:15 AM
Post by: kalan on March 19, 2016, 03:51:33 AM
Post by: Epilogue on March 19, 2016, 03:58:27 AM
My parents and his didn't approve of us dating from the start but it's been four years, they should know we're serious and we haven't done anything to them except being born the way we are.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 19, 2016, 06:38:12 AM
Post by: PEFA Harker on March 19, 2016, 01:48:49 PM
Begins to wonder what's next tomorrow.
Post by: saph the sergal on March 19, 2016, 02:47:55 PM
he made a personal book his bissness and then decided to question the reason behind everything i had written down to the point of knowing where i would store it and how i would lift stuff then complains that i would be using his pay for it (bull more like my own work pay)
ever since brisbane flooded ive wanted to be a volunteer for queensland incase of floods and that again so the list was things that would help with clean up and he thinks that i dont need it yet i would be called at any time no bet to help with something or use one of my machines i would have that can help (waste pump and that stuff)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 19, 2016, 07:38:07 PM
Please don't. Please God don't do this to me... I need to go, now more than ever.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 19, 2016, 11:15:09 PM
I really hate how I look.Hey you can always get a job as a professional kid actor XD
I'm 18 but I'm always mistaken for being a middle schooler because of my height.
Post by: Epilogue on March 19, 2016, 11:16:25 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 19, 2016, 11:20:41 PM
Been playing Tales of Vesperia for a weak. I like the game, but... Once I got to Fort Dungard (or whatever it's called), I found out that the main antagonist of this game is going to be the typical, EXCRUCIATINGLY overdone and borderline offensive Misanthrope type character. I swear, nothing ruins a story more for me more than a misanthropic villain, as it basically pretends humans are these oh-so misunderstood and oh-so special species of magical creatures, and basically anyone who doesn't think that is this horrible, evil human being. I'm not saying humans are scum and should be wiped out, but I'm not going to pretend we're special when, in all seriousness, our species DESERVES a lot of the hate it gets.Personally i think they deserve more, this is why i hate roleplaying or playing games as human, for one I want to get away from the real world and 2. I know how stupid and idiotic humans can be, do we see this problem in the furry fandom, Offically not much. (There's a small debocle in starfox command that sort of went that way ,but unlike humans it was dealt with for the most part calmy aside from the sad ending where a girl who helped the rival of the protaganist gets mocked off the face of the planet, she's telepathic too so that really didn't help, and all this was caused by a mistrust issue,lookup the Kursed ending for Starfox command if you want more details)
Post by: Epilogue on March 20, 2016, 01:48:35 AM
There are certain situations where people toss around the term just so they can get out of something, but some people, like me, have had trauma and hardship inflicted on them, and honestly I want to keep my insecurities out of the places I use as sanctuaries. I shouldn't be afraid to come on TFF or any other site because someone wants to be a jackass. Even if something doesn't trigger someone, I can guarantee it isn't pleasant to find a joke about heavy topics like suicide, gender dysphoria, or assault.
Even if you are just joking, it makes me extremely uncomfortable and it's not necessary at all. There's absolutely no reason why you should compare anything to rape or suicide.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 20, 2016, 02:29:01 AM
Post by: kalan on March 20, 2016, 02:32:00 AM
I wish people would think before they talk. Then im sorry is supposed to be acceptable
Yes im sure you're sorry for the shit you just drug up but hey its alright now im not gonna sleep tonight
Post by: Epilogue on March 20, 2016, 02:53:03 AM
The rules say that you shouldn't discuss anything that would make someone uncomfortable and anything of explicit nature.
Obviously it's a pretty broad statement but I can tell you firsthand that assault will make anyone uncomfortable.
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Post by: kalan on March 20, 2016, 02:59:18 AM
Honestly I despise it when I say I'm triggered by something, and someone says I'm weak or I should "suck it up".Respect goes both ways. Apart from the usage of the term "triggered" (which I automatically link to some sjw from tumble and the like, but that's just my problem), I can really share what you say.
There are certain situations where people toss around the term just so they can get out of something, but some people, like me, have had trauma and hardship inflicted on them, and honestly I want to keep my insecurities out of the places I use as sanctuaries. I shouldn't be afraid to come on TFF or any other site because someone wants to be a jackass. Even if something doesn't trigger someone, I can guarantee it isn't pleasant to find a joke about heavy topics like suicide, gender dysphoria, or assault.
Even if you are just joking, it makes me extremely uncomfortable and it's not necessary at all. There's absolutely no reason why you should compare anything to rape or suicide.
However keep in mind that no one here can read minds, amd we might not know about your fears, traumas and whatever. Furthermore this is a public forum. If I want to make a joke about gender dysphoria this doesn't make me a bad person automatically, and you can't really be offended at this. I mean, just ignore the post then. I don't understand why people in public should refrain from talking about certain topics because a minority is uncomfortable.
Long story short, if you don't want to hear jokes and comments about certain topics, tell people. And they will refrain from mentioning them around you. But don't try to singlehandedly decide what other people can talk about on a public forum.
But when I tell somebody to drop it and they just keep on with it they are no longer are respecting others and dont deserve it themselves
Post by: Epilogue on March 20, 2016, 03:06:06 AM
People just casually throw words around without fully realizing how they can affect people. If everyone just stopped caring about how the minority felt, we wouldn't get anything done that way either. No one would want to come onto the site if everyone was inconsiderate and rude.
Post by: kalan on March 20, 2016, 03:09:05 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 20, 2016, 03:14:32 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 20, 2016, 05:37:44 AM
But people here don't have the right to talk about that sort of thing.I'm pretty sure here we're not telepathic, even if we were we can't read thoughts through the internet. While the rule is to not make anyone uncomfortable there could be other things that are not heavy topics that we may joke about or talk about that may offend someone so if it really is that bad, you should inform people beforehand and be proactive about it instead of reactive.
The rules say that you shouldn't discuss anything that would make someone uncomfortable and anything of explicit nature.
Obviously it's a pretty broad statement but I can tell you firsthand that assault will make anyone uncomfortable.QuoteAny material of a sexually explicit nature is not allowed.[/q][/q]
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- On top of that. I dunno where you live ,but Here in America, we have something called freedom of speech I have the right to say whatever I want, however. this does not mean I SHOULD say whatever I want, and also I don't own this forum so the owner also has the right to kick or ban me for not following their rules. There is a big difference between A RIGHT and THE RIGHT THING.
If I offended you with this, I'm very sorry, but i just had to say that. :'(
Post by: 138 on March 20, 2016, 05:38:31 AM
The song I'm listening to is called Everything Sux, so that's like ranting, right? Well, I'm doing pretty fab right now so. Ha
Post by: The Past on March 20, 2016, 09:22:16 AM
Everything tastes bland for me. Both literally and figuratively. And despite this I feel hyperactive happy at times. My find is full of muck.
Post by: Epilogue on March 20, 2016, 11:55:27 AM
What is so wrong with unnatural dyes? Whenever the school admins saw someone break the dress code, they justified it with "it's a distraction".
It is not my job to keep people on task. Dyed hair doesn't disrupt class, it's not illegal, and it's my hair so I can do whatever I want with it.
The same thing can be applied to actual dress. Obviously I wouldn't wear a shirt that exposes everything on my chest, but what's wrong with leggings? Unless whenever you bend down, the leggings thin and show your underwear, they're fine. Denim leggings, or "jeggings" are still leggings, so why can't I wear the fabric ones? Again, it's not my job to keep guys from looking at, like, my shoulder. Yoga pants never hurt anyone.
I understand that my school is trying to prepare us for the professional world, but not everyone is going into a white-collar job. I'm going to work at a zoo or a sanctuary, so I just need to wear something that's light, comfortable and covering. Some people plan to work from home, like my boyfriend, and of course you're not going to wear a polo and khakis on the battlefield.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 20, 2016, 12:17:15 PM
In school I was never able to dye my hair blue or red, only "natural" colors.True even the new landwarrior system is comfortable sure you may have to wear a camo outfit and armor but i bet their a little more comfortable than some other clothing oh and get this WOMEN WEAR THE SAME OUTFIT! :OOOOOO I swear schools are such... umm.. elitist? can't eve make your own 3d map of your school in a game without gettign suspended despite the fact that making an accurate map of such building ALONe is an achivment in itself, sigh how the world has changed, I'll tell you what's distracting.... the teachers telling the one person who broke the dress code to leave the classroom i didn't notice it till then thanks for showing me it NOW i'm distracted, where did that person go , Why? oh by the way thanks again for distracting ME
What is so wrong with unnatural dyes? Whenever the school admins saw someone break the dress code, they justified it with "it's a distraction".
It is not my job to keep people on task. Dyed hair doesn't disrupt class, it's not illegal, and it's my hair so I can do whatever I want with it.
The same thing can be applied to actual dress. Obviously I wouldn't wear a shirt that exposes everything on my chest, but what's wrong with leggings? Unless whenever you bend down, the leggings thin and show your underwear, they're fine. Denim leggings, or "jeggings" are still leggings, so why can't I wear the fabric ones? Again, it's not my job to keep guys from looking at, like, my shoulder. Yoga pants never hurt anyone.
I understand that my school is trying to prepare us for the professional world, but not everyone is going into a white-collar job. I'm going to work at a zoo or a sanctuary, so I just need to wear something that's light, comfortable and covering. Some people plan to work from home, like my boyfriend, and of course you're not going to wear a polo and khakis on the battlefield.
Post by: The Past on March 20, 2016, 01:18:40 PM
WELL THEN.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 20, 2016, 01:22:31 PM
I spent four hours writing a big post, accidentally clicked outside the textbox and hit backspace, went back a page and lost everything.Waaa waa waaaaaaa. I hate it when that happens.
WELL THEN.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 20, 2016, 03:19:59 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 20, 2016, 03:49:08 PM
Kalan if you're reading this I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you. You're my friend, please try to forgive me. I feel horrible now.
Post by: Epilogue on March 20, 2016, 09:22:26 PM
I know that I'm not starving or in poverty, I get pretty much anything I want because my parents trust me to be responsible, as long as it's reasonable and I show the work for it, but that doesn't make my problems invalid.
At least I'm trying to do something about it and not just whining on the internet about how much "my leif sux". Because my life isn't extremely awful, but it's not sunshine and rainbows either.
You're my best friend, step off of your high horse because you're not doing anyone any favors.
Post by: Regi on March 20, 2016, 10:15:52 PM
I really hate it when I finally open up to someone about a serious problem and they just tell me to "suck it up".
I know that I'm not starving or in poverty, I get pretty much anything I want as long as it's reasonable and I show the work for it, but that doesn't make my problems invalid.
At least I'm trying to do something about it and not just whining on the internet about how much "my leif sux". Because my life isn't extremely awful, but it's not sunshine and rainbows either.
You're my best friend, step off of your high horse because you're not doing anyone any favors.
You're right, you shouldn't feel like your feelings and problems are invalid. Friends should support each other no matter the size or situation of the problem. It's really cool that you are trying to fix it as well! Support always helps too and your friend needs to understand it. Everyone can be sad, we are all human. I've had this problem in the past too with 'friends'. The best thing to do is get toxic people out of your life. If you know the vibe is bad, let em' go. I know that sounds harsh and you maybe don't want to, but why have someone that's just going to put you down even more. I hope you find a friend that can support you, but most importantly you can support each other!
Post by: HyenaKing on March 20, 2016, 10:38:28 PM
OT: I feel lonley.
Post by: Epilogue on March 20, 2016, 10:41:14 PM
I feel lonely too. =/
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on March 20, 2016, 10:49:16 PM
It severely grinds my gears when people tell me that I shouldn't give up on love when I tell them I am aromantic and romance is severely repulsive to the point of sickening me.
Post by: HyenaKing on March 20, 2016, 11:21:37 PM
Thanks guys, you're right, I'm kicking them off my good list.Let's talk sometime then.
I feel lonely too. =/
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 20, 2016, 11:48:04 PM
On another note I wish and hope that relations with your parents and your boyfriend and his parents gets better, sounds like one of those old blasted Romeo and Juliet scenes...I really hate it when I finally open up to someone about a serious problem and they just tell me to "suck it up".
I know that I'm not starving or in poverty, I get pretty much anything I want as long as it's reasonable and I show the work for it, but that doesn't make my problems invalid.
At least I'm trying to do something about it and not just whining on the internet about how much "my leif sux". Because my life isn't extremely awful, but it's not sunshine and rainbows either.
You're my best friend, step off of your high horse because you're not doing anyone any favors.
You're right, you shouldn't feel like your feelings and problems are invalid. Friends should support each other no matter the size or situation of the problem. It's really cool that you are trying to fix it as well! Support always helps too and your friend needs to understand it. Everyone can be sad, we are all human. I've had this problem in the past too with 'friends'. The best thing to do is get toxic people out of your life. If you know the vibe is bad, let em' go. I know that sounds harsh and you maybe don't want to, but why have someone that's just going to put you down even more. I hope you find a friend that can support you, but most importantly you can support each other!
Post by: Epilogue on March 21, 2016, 01:30:00 AM
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[size=0px]On another note I wish and hope that relations with your parents and your boyfriend and his parents gets better, sounds like one of those old blasted Romeo and Juliet scenes...[/size]
Our parents get along fine together, they just don't want us dating because of religious crap (my family is Catholic, his is Protestant), as well as a few other things.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 21, 2016, 02:14:31 AM
Quote[size=0px]On another note I wish and hope that relations with your parents and your boyfriend and his parents gets better, sounds like one of those old blasted Romeo and Juliet scenes...[/size]
Our parents get along fine together, they just don't want us dating because of religious crap (my family is Catholic, his is Protestant), as well as a few other things.
That's so...100 years ago :p But when I think about it, differing ideological views in regards to among other things, religion, is why I decided to just be friends with my first boyfriend instead. My current boyfriend's family is catholic I think, though he's kind of the black sheep(not in a bad/ostracized way, just in lifestyle). Like literally, since he's a black/heavy metalhead X3
Post by: Epilogue on March 21, 2016, 02:19:40 AM
But people take religion so seriously, and I just have to ask why. But that's a question for another time.
But what's funny is that neither me or my boyfriend are religious, and like I said it's not only that... but it's kind of personal. Really personal.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 21, 2016, 02:26:10 AM
I know. At least I'm not in an arranged marriage or something... THAT would be a joke.
But people take religion so seriously, and I just have to ask why. But that's a question for another time.
But what's funny is that neither me or my boyfriend are religious, and like I said it's not only that... but it's kind of personal. Really personal.
Yeah, I'm sure there's some stuff that we can't know, and I wouldn't want to pry anyway ^^
I used to be protestant myself, though now I'm...I guess agnostic with pagan leanings. But still not really religious right now. I can see in some ways how people take it seriously since it can(depending on the religion) deal with our entire reality or life/death, and people often like to entangle it with morality which makes things muckier.
Post by: Epilogue on March 21, 2016, 02:30:16 AM
I just see religion as more of a personal thing, obviously people have united because of it, for the better or for the worse, but I think your beliefs just aren't anyone else's business. Your connection with God or whoever doesn't concern me, but that doesn't mean it can't be special to you.
But anyway, this issue is dumb. :)
Post by: HyenaKing on March 21, 2016, 02:36:42 AM
Religion has really brought people together, but has also caused conflict. I dont like people that shove anything down my throat, like religion.
Or that your a vegan. Or that you're a girl gamer.
More OT im so **censor** frustrated at a certain type of --"girl gamers." Who literally use thier gender so desperate guys could buy her things. THIS HAPPENS AND IT'S SO DEPRESSINGLY LOW. Seriously there's a fuckton of FTP games that are wonderful!
And if you're a girl and you game and stuff--That's fine. Please make that be clear to you, that's a cool trait! Just like being into sports or music.
Post by: Epilogue on March 21, 2016, 02:39:43 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 21, 2016, 02:41:36 AM
Yeah.
I just see religion as more of a personal thing, obviously people have united because of it, for the better or for the worse, but I think your beliefs just aren't anyone else's business. Your connection with God or whoever doesn't concern me, but that doesn't mean it can't be special to you.
But anyway, this issue is dumb. :)
Indeed. It can be a really great thing to people, or just something rather awful. It's how you use it and see it I guess.
Also, I'm a gamer. That happens to be a girl. I'm kinda broke though but I certainly don't ask people to buy me games(unless it's my birthday then maaaaaaaybe). I don't really know why games are stereotypically for guys anyway. I like bashing things with greatswords and feeling like I'm a bada** knight :>
Though I'm also into metal music, and that's kind of male-dominated too. I don't mind that very much tbh, except that I can never find shirts in my size. There are girls into it for sure(like meh) but I suppose you can also find some who are into it for shallow reasons like with 'gamer girls'.
Post by: HyenaKing on March 21, 2016, 02:46:06 AM
@Amethyst. I understand that, but it's fine to do in like, moderation. Gamer are seen more for guys 'cause it's kinda less of a social, more of a generally competitive thing.
Hm. I feel much better than before hearing from you guys.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 21, 2016, 02:53:19 AM
Agreed.Same thing here. Seeing how some women use the fact that they're, well, women just makes me sad. Like, people have fought for gender equality and you DEGRADE yourself so much that you use, no, sell your being a woman? How sad is that?
Religion has really brought people together, but has also caused conflict. I dont like people that shove anything down my throat, like religion.
Or that your a vegan. Or that you're a girl gamer.
More OT im so **censor** frustrated at a certain type of --"girl gamers." Who literally use thier gender so desperate guys could buy her things. THIS HAPPENS AND IT'S SO DEPRESSINGLY LOW. Seriously there's a fuckton of FTP games that are wonderful!
And if you're a girl and you game and stuff--That's fine. Please make that be clear to you, that's a cool trait! Just like being into sports or music.
Well...to be honest I dislike the idea of ever doing it myself but if you want to do that with your own body and you're aware of any negative attention you may receive, you do you. *shrug* Gender equality doesn't mean you can't do something like that, but rather that you have the full choice to or not. But that's my opinion :p
Post by: Epilogue on March 21, 2016, 02:56:08 AM
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Like, people have fought for gender equality and you DEGRADE yourself so much that you use, no, sell your being a woman? How sad is that?
Hah, this is where female "empowerment" comes in.
No, displaying all of your natural-born gifts on the Internet is not empowering. It's disgusting and inappropriate.
May I remind you that you're showing more pride in being a woman by helping other women in need, instead of just bragging about what you have and making young girls feel like crap because they don't have as good of a body as you do.
By sexualizing yourself, you're just adding to the problem. Many men already see us just for our "assets", you're making the problem worse.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 21, 2016, 03:08:01 AM
Pride in being a woman also sounds silly to me. I'd like to just have pride in being me. I mean, to be honest I tend to feel more androgynous, or both girly and 'tomboyish'. But that's a different topic I suppose.
Just some of my opinions :p
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 21, 2016, 06:23:00 AM
You know i actually hate makeup and lipstick, don't like me how I 'naturally' look? Well then you don't like me.QuoteLike, people have fought for gender equality and you DEGRADE yourself so much that you use, no, sell your being a woman? How sad is that?
Hah, this is where female "empowerment" comes in.
No, displaying all of your natural-born gifts on the Internet is not empowering. It's disgusting and inappropriate.
May I remind you that you're showing more pride in being a woman by helping other women in need, instead of just bragging about what you have and making young girls feel like crap because they don't have as good of a body as you do.
By sexualizing yourself, you're just adding to the problem. Many men already see us just for our "assets", you're making the problem worse.
On another note I prefer girls like
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(http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/kk34/Vixen2005/Kilo_Uniform_Romeo_Sierra_Echo_D-2.gif)
(http://i276.photobucket.com/albums/kk34/Vixen2005/Alessia/AlexRender2_zps2c7a98ba.jpg)
I'm pretty sure both of those have the same end result, with a few minor things, that should not affect a relationship.Quote[size=0px]On another note I wish and hope that relations with your parents and your boyfriend and his parents gets better, sounds like one of those old blasted Romeo and Juliet scenes...[/size]
Our parents get along fine together, they just don't want us dating because of religious crap (my family is Catholic, his is Protestant), as well as a few other things.
People really need to let go of long time grudges or whatever against religion, it's mainly what starts conflicts, the constant 'fued' between two religions. The other thing is that just like furries there are some incredibly idiotic self centered "religious people that everyone like to make a stereotype out of because it's more 'drama' Ya know I hate drama too.
Post by: The Past on March 21, 2016, 10:34:39 AM
My grandma and grandpa were Catholic and Lutheran, and pretty religious too.
On topic: My wrists get sore easily so it's difficult to draw for long. I just can't have fun drawing anymore, can I? I'm losing hope of keeping my "artist" title.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 21, 2016, 11:12:18 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 22, 2016, 02:23:50 AM
I stepped on it funny earlier today but it stopped hurting pretty quickly. But now a few hours later it's pretty painful. It's not swelling at all and I can move it/walk a little(albeit with some pain). I guess I'll ice it tonight and keep an eye on it. If it still hurts really bad tomorrow I guess I'll think about going to the doctor. I really don't want to miss school :/
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 22, 2016, 02:31:06 AM
Ergh, I think I've sprained my ankle.Ow i know that feeling. :( I hope you feel better.
I stepped on it funny earlier today but it stopped hurting pretty quickly. But now a few hours later it's pretty painful. It's not swelling at all and I can move it/walk a little(albeit with some pain). I guess I'll ice it tonight and keep an eye on it. If it still hurts really bad tomorrow I guess I'll think about going to the doctor. I really don't want to miss school :/
Post by: The Past on March 23, 2016, 12:48:29 AM
"EWW, that's not real [music subgenre], that's pure horse shit! Listen to this REAL [music subgenre]!"
*music sounds exactly the same*
T_T
Post by: Epilogue on March 23, 2016, 12:52:53 AM
When you tell your best friend you have an extremely rare but harmless condition and they don't believe you at first. >.>
Post by: HyenaKing on March 23, 2016, 12:56:23 AM
Post by: Epilogue on March 23, 2016, 12:58:11 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 23, 2016, 01:02:58 AM
In better stuff my ankle feels almost completely better now, thank goodness.
Post by: The Past on March 23, 2016, 01:32:19 AM
I don't know for sure how I got my chipped teeth, I just found them like that a few years ago, but my dad believes it might partially be from my wisdom teeth pushing the rest of my teeth together. Not sure when I can get that taken care of. Money and stuff.
Post by: 138 on March 23, 2016, 03:00:15 AM
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on March 23, 2016, 04:18:36 AM
Also the zealots were I live, bloody twats I tell you... (got pulled over for "satanic like" music.)
Post by: 138 on March 23, 2016, 05:25:47 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 23, 2016, 03:05:32 PM
And it's still going strong.
Hey, also. Keemstar pisses me off.
Post by: The Past on March 23, 2016, 03:40:51 PM
I wish I told them another thing that's been gnawing at me for months now, but that likely could have turned out even worse.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 23, 2016, 08:45:58 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 24, 2016, 12:35:26 AM
There's one bad thing about the year ending: I won't have my spanish class anymore. I've really liked learning spanish and I want to finish it. But that won't happen if I'm out of school.
No entiendo español.
No habla español?
No habla español?
Don't worry if you go on you'll have more opportunities if your planning on taking collage
Post by: 138 on March 24, 2016, 02:52:14 AM
Post by: kalan on March 24, 2016, 05:17:05 AM
Like today. Ive had enough
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 24, 2016, 10:19:38 AM
GRR WHAT DO YOU MEAN "THE MESSAGE DOES NOT MEET THE MINIMUM WORD REQUIREMENTS!!!? THERE ARE SUCH THINGS AS ONE WORD SENTENCES!!!!
Post by: The Past on March 24, 2016, 11:24:42 AM
Not sure why people get pissy about that. I only find it annoying when I want to react with an image.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 24, 2016, 11:25:26 AM
Post by: 138 on March 24, 2016, 07:53:10 PM
>insert rant here<
Post by: Proto Triose on March 24, 2016, 11:05:09 PM
I'm just so ... I'm thinking I'm going to just apply at new hotels. I don't know what to do.
Post by: Nrein on March 24, 2016, 11:24:30 PM
So, this person was someone I was apparently friends with on Skype, and them and another friend had some backlash against me, that I didn't need to "make it public" that he was using my art. Even though, he was publicly using my art, which he had his friend *re-trace and color* for his own needs e.e And now, days after its been settled, he's coming back at me claiming that it's my fault his FB account was banned?
God, when does it end? e.e
Post by: HyenaKing on March 24, 2016, 11:26:52 PM
Post by: Farewell on March 24, 2016, 11:34:37 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 24, 2016, 11:40:45 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 24, 2016, 11:41:37 PM
Post by: 138 on March 25, 2016, 12:29:11 AM
It's better to be dead than red.
Post by: Wolxikin on March 25, 2016, 01:01:02 AM
Post by: Nrein on March 25, 2016, 02:34:51 AM
I do absolutely nothing, and someone decides to be a total jackass to me; everyone just sits and watches and does nothing about it. Because they were bored.
Starting my mini vacation on a high note!
Post by: Regi on March 25, 2016, 02:39:10 AM
Post by: 138 on March 25, 2016, 02:40:32 AM
Post by: kalan on March 25, 2016, 03:50:02 AM
Post by: 138 on March 25, 2016, 04:00:21 AM
Somebody said something that made me butt hurt. I was offended to the point I had to cry. Why cant people be more sensitive. I thought he was my friend but he said things I disagreed with. Im so screwed up right nowYour post sums up about 99% of the rant posts I've read up here.
Post by: Alistair on March 25, 2016, 04:14:33 AM
Then my girlfriend who has a severe hormonal problem, and thus grows a beard was constantly referred to as 'he' even when I explained the situation. Her and I had to walk my mom back to the emergency room so she would have a place to be safe and warm while she waits for the 5:30am bus. Honestly, my mom does this a lot knowing she has no way to get home and just expects me to do shit for her at the drop of a hat just because she's my mom.
My mom had the nerve to say she was never coming back to my apartment after all this. Because I didn't keep my "promise" the promise was limited to if it was only me at the apartment. I told her even before this that I had someone moving in with me and would have nowhere for her to sleep. She went ahead and did what she wanted anyways. My mom is honestly the most entitled brat I've ever seen and even called me rude.
If I kept her here for just one night, and there are cameras in this building they would see me taking in another person, my landlord would think I'm taking in another person permanently and I could risk becoming homeless because of her. But all she cares about is her damn self. The walk there was alright, but its about a fifteen minute walk just one way; my legs started to suffer frostbite on the way back and I still haven't fully warmed up. Its been at least 45 minutes now.
Plus on top of all this I'm currently going hungry. I have one jar of peanut butter and oatmeal packets to survive off of until the first of the month. Luckily my girlfriend's friend bought us dinner for tonight. I'm under such stress that its causing my other personality to leak into my own and its becoming a little hard to hold my mental state together.
Its just like
I moved out to get away from my mom and these problems. But it turns out a 20 **censor** mile move apparently wasn't enough to get away from my mom and her bullshit. How much farther do I have to move to get away from her? I know my mom is having a rough time because the family dog recently died, but when she does shit like this I have no mercy on her. She's interfering with my ability to live and grow as a person and get my own life together.
I don't want to lose this apartment, I worked so hard to get here and so hard to get out from the situation I was in. I won't lose it because she's selfish and doesn't understand.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 25, 2016, 12:21:27 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 25, 2016, 02:32:43 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 25, 2016, 02:43:35 PM
It's your book, you shouldn't take their criticism so hard. But at some level you should listen because they are your audience. My suggestion would be to make it so they can't tell a difference between anthros and humans. Give your furries in depth personalities that make them seem human.
I plan on taking their critisism with an open mind, but changing them to humans I just will not do. Anything else, however, I'm open to. And yes, they did give me some good advice I plan to follow.
I don't want to make it so the characters species are completely unknown. If I do that, then I can't describe the characters. But I do plan on giving them human emotions, personalities, andI plan on fleshing them out well.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 25, 2016, 02:57:38 PM
Post by: Jennifer Ambrosia on March 25, 2016, 02:59:32 PM
Post by: Epilogue on March 25, 2016, 03:09:36 PM
Also, I'm tired of seeing people with such a misanthropic attitude. Yeah, people suck, we get it. But there are some really extraordinary people out there, and bitching about the people who aren't all that great doesn't automatically make them disappear. If you don't need those kinds of people in your life, just quietly remove yourself from them as best as you can, but eventually you have to accept the fact that stupid people are everywhere and you're just going to have to learn how to deal with them.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 25, 2016, 03:22:08 PM
My tooth hurts, the last time I was at the dentist they told me a flap of skin was covering a cavity. I brushed it and it feels better now. But the brushing hurt, and it's probably too late.
Post by: Epilogue on March 25, 2016, 03:27:26 PM
Naturally the one thing I fear the most took over the world.
Post by: Jennifer Ambrosia on March 25, 2016, 04:26:58 PM
It's sickening how gun-savvy America is.
Naturally the one thing I fear the most took over the world.
gotta think of it this way. what scares a bad guy with a gun, a good guy with a gun.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 25, 2016, 04:36:35 PM
It's sickening how gun-savvy America is.
Naturally the one thing I fear the most took over the world.
That makes more than one of us. Guns are slowly destroying America.
I'm sorry to those who live in NC, but the bill they just passed is so **censor** ridiculous.
Also, I'm tired of seeing people with such a misanthropic attitude. Yeah, people suck, we get it. But there are some really extraordinary people out there, and bitching about the people who aren't all that great doesn't automatically make them disappear. If you don't need those kinds of people in your life, just quietly remove yourself from them as best as you can, but eventually you have to accept the fact that stupid people are everywhere and you're just going to have to learn how to deal with them.
The problem is, yes, good humans exist, but at the same time it's the actions of bad people that make the most impact. I don't get why people hate misanthropy so much, when I feel a lot of misanthropes have a good reason for mistrusting their species.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 25, 2016, 04:37:45 PM
It's sickening how gun-savvy America is.
Naturally the one thing I fear the most took over the world.
gotta think of it this way. what scares a bad guy with a gun, a good guy with a gun.
That's sort of like just throwing rocks at someone who's throwing rocks at you instead of trying to actually solve the problem in the first place.
Post Merge: March 25, 2016, 04:42:27 PM
The problem is, yes, good humans exist, but at the same time it's the actions of bad people that make the most impact. I don't get why people hate misanthropy so much, when I feel a lot of misanthropes have a good reason for mistrusting their species.
I disagree a bit. The actions of good people can have just as big of an impact as bad ones. Why wouldn't they? Though it's all subjective I suppose. I personally find disliking a whole group of people in general because of a few bad seeds to be silly at best, a**holish at worst(not saying you are of course). Mistrusting and thinking negatively about people doesn't sound like a fun way to go through life, in my opinion.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 25, 2016, 04:53:35 PM
Post by: Jennifer Ambrosia on March 25, 2016, 05:10:31 PM
"That's sort of like just throwing rocks at someone who's throwing rocks at you instead of trying to actually solve the problem in the first place."
guns aren't the problem, a criminal won't follow the rules if all guns are banned, they'd get them elseware. a criminal who can't get guns from American stores will just resort to the black market and wind up using foreign weapons. then you have to consider that the ppl behind the gun is the real problem bc the gun isn't the issue, it's the way you use the weapon. a criminal won't care if america bans guns, all they'd see is that their biggest threat, a responsible gun owner won't stand in the way anymore. the flaw with the thought track that all guns are bad is that what protects this country? soldiers with guns. what protects you on the home front? cops with guns. what protects you when the cops are unable to assist? a responsible gun owner.
EDIT: when it comes down to it, if you were robbed at gun point.. what would 911 do for you... my point is a few stupid people who abuse a weapon should not make ppl freak out thinking all gun owners are terrorists. in my opinion, if your life was at stake what would u rather do? wait the twenty average minutes it takes for police to arrive or would u rather 'nip it in the bud'. a thug won't mess with a person if that person is a responsible gun owner with a handgun or shotgun aimed at him. i read an article about a young woman who was about to be raped in college, what happened?
the woman was concealed carry, when the man forced himself on her the woman drew her weapon and aimed at the rapist. she then dialed 911. that woman could have been violated if she hadn't been carrying a weapon. forgive me for sounding blunt but, you missed every single point as to why guns HELP citizens.
to finalize my point, what will stop a thug trying to harm you, a level headed gun owner who knows right and wrong.
Post by: The Past on March 25, 2016, 05:38:22 PM
The increase in violence in the media is largely from nobodies wanting to be somebodies. I think all the dramatic showings of these events only encourages it. I say we should report "There was a shooting in [location], X people died, Y people injured" and leave it at that. No documentation of the shooters and their personal lives, just let the filth fade. But of course that will never happen. The news likes to play up this shit for ratings, and the populace eats it up and gives the criminals what they want.
Post by: Epilogue on March 25, 2016, 05:48:44 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 25, 2016, 05:52:20 PM
Let's stop talking about guns, the conversation really just proves my point and it triggers me.
I see your pun and agree; it can get a little divisive.
Post by: Epilogue on March 25, 2016, 05:53:43 PM
Post by: The Past on March 25, 2016, 05:56:42 PM
On topic: I lost a good number of prizes in a game due to a glitch. ._.
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 25, 2016, 05:57:02 PM
As for the gun thing the problem seems obvious. Background and psychological checks required to own weapons, then crazy people who shouldn't own weapons don't own weapons. Don't see why anyone would be against that. I mean, sure, a little inconvenient but I'm pretty sure less death is worth it.
Post by: kalan on March 25, 2016, 05:58:02 PM
I grew up with guns in the house loaded sitting on te table and we never got hurt. Never even had an accident cause we were smarter than morons today. Hell I have a pistol sitting on my coffee loaded with a round in the chamber, been that way for a long time and it hasnt killed anybody
Post by: The Past on March 25, 2016, 06:00:44 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 25, 2016, 06:02:43 PM
In my opinion, it's not about the guns, it's about the culture and lack of proper regulation and mental health care. It breeds crazies with gun worship.The media is always searching for drama and viewers, guns,racissm. brings ratings therefore money media is corrupt
The increase in violence in the media is largely from nobodies wanting to be somebodies. I think all the dramatic showings of these events only encourages it. I say we should report "There was a shooting in [location], X people died, Y people injured" and leave it at that. No documentation of the shooters and their personal lives, just let the filth fade. But of course that will never happen. The news likes to play up this shit for ratings, and the populace eats it up and gives the criminals what they want.
The world is too PC and overly sensitive. Can't discuss real issues without someone saying triggered and belittling the actual meaning of that term. God, it makes me legit mad. Like just... stop trying to baby proof the world.an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure.
As for the gun thing the problem seems obvious. Background and psychological checks required to own weapons, then crazy people who shouldn't own weapons don't own weapons. Don't see why anyone would be against that. I mean, sure, a little inconvenient but I'm pretty sure less death is worth it.
And as one last comment forgive me here ,but. "Guns don't kill people, people kill people.
Post by: kalan on March 25, 2016, 06:06:00 PM
Post by: 138 on March 25, 2016, 06:35:59 PM
>insert rant here<
As far as the bill that got passed in NC (I agree with it honestly) :
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Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 25, 2016, 07:01:42 PM
On a less serious, different topic I really dislike the bus system in my city. At least in the mornings, it's always at least 20 minutes late and I end up having to wait in the freezing cold. I had to start waking up an hour earlier so I could take an earlier bus so I wouldn't be late for my classes :p
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 25, 2016, 07:13:46 PM
Post by: Jennifer Ambrosia on March 25, 2016, 07:57:16 PM
i can't get my school work done cuz my yellow lab keeps whining cuz he wants to play so bad.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 25, 2016, 08:34:24 PM
I've been missing the charger to my tablet for the longest time. Usually I just use my brother's but he's at a party and my tablet is dead. I really need it to charge and now my phone is dying.
WHERE'S THE CHARGER!?
Post by: Grovygrunge on March 25, 2016, 11:35:01 PM
Then again buzzfeed feature so why am I surprised by this? All they do is clickbait and stupid. That's their thing.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 25, 2016, 11:44:34 PM
Post by: Nazieri on March 25, 2016, 11:51:33 PM
Not only that but the whole deal with being able to switch your Pokemon in and out is unbelievably frustrating. I'm not saying that I would've won if that weren't an option, but I would at least have a fighting chance.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 26, 2016, 12:30:21 AM
I disagree a bit. The actions of good people can have just as big of an impact as bad ones. Why wouldn't they? Though it's all subjective I suppose. I personally find disliking a whole group of people in general because of a few bad seeds to be silly at best, a**holish at worst(not saying you are of course). Mistrusting and thinking negatively about people doesn't sound like a fun way to go through life, in my opinion.
I'll stop disliking humans when people start caring about creatures other than their own, stop driving people to suicide for fun, stop driving entire countries to the ground, stop demonizing people who care about non-humans and the earth, etc. (Or at least minimized) I mean, when was the last time we saved an endangered species from the brink of extinction? Animals go extinct all the time, but humans just keep growing in numbers.
Pokemon Showdown is ridiculous. At first, I thought it was good, I was certain that it was fair game until I actually started battling people. I'll admit that I don't know a whole lot about battling but I know enough to know that the Pokemon my rivals chose where overpowered and a lot of the attacks they had wouldn't have been obtainable in the actual game. Not to mention, it really bothers me that they just happen to be the ones who go first.
Not only that but the whole deal with being able to switch your Pokemon in and out is unbelievably frustrating. I'm not saying that I would've won if that weren't an option, but I would at least have a fighting chance.
"Oh, you can't cheat in Pokemon Showdown! It's impossible!" Anyone who says this is lying. I've had people kill Pokemon with attacks that shouldn't have killed mine, and I've also had people use psychic abilities to predict every single move. I refuse to believe you can't cheat in this game.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 26, 2016, 01:48:49 AM
Post by: Epilogue on March 26, 2016, 04:32:38 AM
<REMOVED>
But I was born into a far right-wing conservative household, what would I know?
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 26, 2016, 05:05:28 AM
Post by: Nazieri on March 26, 2016, 07:31:48 AM
"Oh, you can't cheat in Pokemon Showdown! It's impossible!" Anyone who says this is lying. I've had people kill Pokemon with attacks that shouldn't have killed mine, and I've also had people use psychic abilities to predict every single move. I refuse to believe you can't cheat in this game.
There is definitely cheating going on in Pokemon Showdown. I've made multiple teams and there's only a simple, set list for each and every Pokemon (of course, you know this) and to have all this nonsense.. like it's just very disappointing. I decided to take a shot at it so that I could learn more from battling and all I'm learning is that the majority of the users are sore losers and that they don't care about learning, they only care about winning.
Like for example, I got one win out of all of the battles I've done today and it was very bittersweet. It was sweet because I was happy that I had finally won a battle but it was bitter because the person I beat was butthurt, even though it was their fault for using 4 Psychic type and two Ground type Pokemon. Like if that's the attitude of the majority of the users on that site, then there's no point in participating. Competitiveness is fine, but toxic energy and being a sore loser is not needed.
Post by: The Past on March 26, 2016, 10:51:27 AM
I can't sleep.
Post by: Alistair on March 26, 2016, 10:52:14 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 26, 2016, 12:27:01 PM
I'm annoyed at people (especially americans) who do not understand Russia and russian people and have no first-hand information about them whatsoever, yet still think they're some sort of crazy, narrow-minded, communist barbarians.Honestly I can't really say What I think ,but perhaps you can tell me the truth then, I kinda missed it ,but I meant to say 'Rumor is'
Post by: BennyJackdaw on March 26, 2016, 12:28:57 PM
"Oh, you can't cheat in Pokemon Showdown! It's impossible!" Anyone who says this is lying. I've had people kill Pokemon with attacks that shouldn't have killed mine, and I've also had people use psychic abilities to predict every single move. I refuse to believe you can't cheat in this game.
There is definitely cheating going on in Pokemon Showdown. I've made multiple teams and there's only a simple, set list for each and every Pokemon (of course, you know this) and to have all this nonsense.. like it's just very disappointing. I decided to take a shot at it so that I could learn more from battling and all I'm learning is that the majority of the users are sore losers and that they don't care about learning, they only care about winning.
Like for example, I got one win out of all of the battles I've done today and it was very bittersweet. It was sweet because I was happy that I had finally won a battle but it was bitter because the person I beat was butthurt, even though it was their fault for using 4 Psychic type and two Ground type Pokemon. Like if that's the attitude of the majority of the users on that site, then there's no point in participating. Competitiveness is fine, but toxic energy and being a sore loser is not needed.
I tend to get really frustrated with that game when I'm on a losing streak, or I lose to Scizor/Greninja/Serperior/Garchomp/Heatran. In a way, I don't blame people for being "butthurt" on the game, as they might have the same problems in that they get frustrated easily.
Post by: Alistair on March 26, 2016, 12:42:03 PM
Seems no matter how hard I try to fix my sleep schedule it just isn't happening.Same. I stay up all night, go to lectures in the morning, come home in the afternoon, sleep till dinner, eat, sleep again, wake up araond 2AM and start the whole thing all over again.
I'm going on holiday with my family. All of us (we're four siblings) are bringing our respective girl- or boyfriends (except for the youngest one, because he's only 14). And my brothers girlfriend is incredibly superficial and annoying. I really don't want her to ruin my holidays.
I'd just tune her out. Some nights its staying up until 6-8am, sleeping until 6-9pm then repeat. But I hear you about the superficial thing, a lot of my friends from high school are still the same way they used to be back then; fake as **censor**. Acting all nice and pretty but the second you pull the silver spoon out of their mouth they go ape.
Post by: Nrein on March 26, 2016, 04:56:51 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 26, 2016, 05:17:10 PM
You have a lovely avi by the way.
Post by: Nrein on March 26, 2016, 09:54:13 PM
You can also spend it with us Nrein. We'll do our best to cheer you up.
You have a lovely avi by the way.
I wouldn't hold my breath for that x3;
But, thanks, it's one of my more favorite renditions of my 'sona.
OT: My room mate had this big fight with his girlfriend and her dad today, not what I wanted to listen to for two hours x.x
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 26, 2016, 10:07:25 PM
Post by: kalan on March 27, 2016, 12:39:23 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 27, 2016, 12:45:09 AM
Post by: kalan on March 27, 2016, 12:56:26 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 27, 2016, 01:01:28 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on March 27, 2016, 01:03:59 AM
But it's true! The sky can be red sometimes!
And pink. Or purple...
Hm, sculpting animals is pretty easy, but when it comes to sculpting human faces it's a struggle just to keep it from looking like a potato :/
Post by: The Past on March 27, 2016, 02:06:41 AM
I've been forced to stick with digital art because everything else is "too messy" according to the rest of the household. >_>;;
Frustrated with drawing art + wrists get sore quickly when drawing + can't practice anything else = a really shitty, pissy excuse for an artist.
Add the fact that my writing ability has taken a nose dive and I can't keep focus on anything worth a damn.
Since mid-high school, every strength I had has faded away and I don't know who the **censor** I am. Art and writing was my life, and that's over. Now I'm just a bitter, self-deprecating shell sitting around playing Facebook games like the degenerate I am.
Yeah, yeah, personal emo BS, I know. This is the venting thread, so I'm venting.
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on March 27, 2016, 02:28:16 AM
I've been wanting to carve sculptures since my project five years ago for school. It was awesome for a first attempt (and basically the only good project I made during sculpture class since my hands are extremely clumsy with most crafts.)
I've been forced to stick with digital art because everything else is "too messy" according to the rest of the household. >_>;;
Frustrated with drawing art + wrists get sore quickly when drawing + can't practice anything else = a really shitty, pissy excuse for an artist.
Add the fact that my writing ability has taken a nose dive and I can't keep focus on anything worth a damn.
Since mid-high school, every strength I had has faded away and I don't know who the **censor** I am. Art and writing was my life, and that's over. Now I'm just a bitter, self-deprecating shell sitting around playing Facebook games like the degenerate I am.
Yeah, yeah, personal emo BS, I know. This is the venting thread, so I'm venting.
This! Also you should do what I've done, just look for a simple project. Hell pepakura might be up your alley. ^_^
I'm tired of being treated like an hourly employee when I'm flat rate. Do you realize that when you tell me to do stupid shit that the hourly guys in main shop can do actually costs me money?! I know I'm fast and good at what I do but **censor** man. You shit are proving why I never should be loyal to anything but the damned money...
Post by: Denimonster on March 27, 2016, 04:47:13 PM
It happens every day, in real life and online. Whenever I post art of my sona smoking people are always quick to say that I need to stop.
Quitting isn't as easy as it seems, especially since cigarettes help calm my nerves. Also, why do people care so much about my habits? I know they're concerned for my health, which is fine and all, but it's not their place at all to judge me based on my personal choices. I don't care about their substance use or lack thereof why should they care about mine? I'm an adult and if I want to smoke, mind your own business.
In Romania people are usually pretty chill about smokers as long as we don't smoke inside or around children. But while I studied abroad in America, people didn't say many things in front of my face but they would hurry past me or give me dirty looks.
And yes, I'm very fully aware of all the dangers of smoking. I'm not a complete idiot. But leave the medical advice to my medical professional.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 27, 2016, 05:08:54 PM
Post by: Denimonster on March 27, 2016, 05:20:17 PM
I know that you all care here, but I could be doing something worse.
And vapes are out of my budget.
Post by: Denimonster on March 27, 2016, 05:51:25 PM
It's hurtful but it's for the better, I suppose. The attitude towards cigarettes is different wherever you go.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 27, 2016, 05:51:57 PM
Post by: Denimonster on March 27, 2016, 05:57:18 PM
Thanks for being considerate and respectful.
Post by: The Past on March 27, 2016, 05:57:44 PM
Post by: Denimonster on March 27, 2016, 06:09:21 PM
On another note, I have no sympathy for people who fake being mentally ill.
I could write paragraph upon paragraph on this subject, but I'll just say this:
It is not cool, exotic, or amazing to be clinically depressed, bipolar, or to have dissociative identities.
Being "insane" is not cute or funny. These are serious conditions and should be treated as such. Getting distracted easily doesn't mean you have ADHD, and "social anxiety" is not just shyness.
I could justify this with explaining that I've experienced most of these things, but I haven't, so you're just going to have to trust my terrible judgment. Mental illness is not a trend. It is not there to be exploited by over dramatic preteens who think their life "sux" and write shit about their feelings and trying to overcome "the darkness".
Post by: Cifero Windtail on March 28, 2016, 12:15:11 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 28, 2016, 01:31:54 AM
Post by: Alistair on March 28, 2016, 02:11:52 AM
Post by: 138 on March 28, 2016, 02:12:33 AM
To be honest I don't like being around people when they're smoking. I tend to walk past quickly since smoking smells badly and I can't stand it very well. Plus inhaling the smoke is also bad for my health.
Yeah, I'm the same way.
Uh oh. It's that time again.
>insert everyday rant here<
Post by: Nrein on March 28, 2016, 02:20:31 AM
I joke about how my first retail job drove me to smoking [cigars], and that usually after a full shift I would have one. Then it's always "You shouldn't need one to relax after work, you have a problem." I mean, I wonder if they say the same thing to people who drink their one glass of wine or one bottle of beer. And it's always funny when people try to tell me about how addictive it is. Well, fun fact, I've gone weeks, if not months, without wanting or needing to light up. Same thing with drinking really, which I went a whole year without doing. It's just something that I do occasionally, and enjoy, and helps calm my nerves if things are too tense. Besides, there's much more unhealthy and illegal things I could do for the same results!
OT: My roommate has been an ass about my mate and I leaving even a single dish unattended in the kitchen, yet today I get home to an *pot on the stove with dried, crusty, smelly mac&cheese.* I put it in the sink to soak, but I'm gonna be interested to see what he says about it, if he doesn't just end up washing it. He had the nerve to say him and his GF shouldn't have to "parent" my mate, but he doesn't work even, and we let them move in as a favor.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 28, 2016, 02:27:36 AM
Post by: Nrein on March 28, 2016, 02:43:48 AM
Post by: 138 on March 28, 2016, 03:33:36 AM
Post by: The Past on March 28, 2016, 08:39:58 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 28, 2016, 09:35:57 PM
Post by: Nrein on March 28, 2016, 09:57:53 PM
Granted I never even like, told my parents. One day I just ended up living having a dude around and they were fine with it.
OT: This four day mini-vacation felt so short x.x I can't wait until Spring Break to have a proper vacation.
Post by: kalan on March 29, 2016, 02:45:08 AM
Post by: Setcho on March 29, 2016, 06:23:04 AM
Oh boy what an Easter, hopefully it stops before my birthday on Thursday.
Post by: Proto Triose on March 29, 2016, 09:14:16 AM
The whole point is, I loved seeing my friend after like ten years making out with his partner at the hot springs, coming in when he didn't see me and going "You f**kin faggots." Oh my god, he got so mad until he saw me. Even raised a fist and went "Oh. It's you. I haven't seen you in forever!!" Big hugs! :D
Fun times. So that's my random story of the day.
Post by: anoni on March 29, 2016, 10:24:01 AM
OT: Trying to make plans for my week off, but it's stressful
Post by: 138 on March 29, 2016, 01:48:47 PM
Post by: Synth-Fox on March 30, 2016, 09:56:20 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 31, 2016, 02:56:53 AM
Post by: 138 on March 31, 2016, 04:19:21 AM
>insert everyday rant here<Same thing today
Post by: Cheza on March 31, 2016, 10:09:08 AM
Have hardly had the energy to eat, which has lead to me living on nothing but hazelnuts and lemon tea for the past week or so.
In addition to that, bad habits and worrying tendencies I used to have back during my orphanage days have decided to resurface, and those -also- aren't good signs at all.
Things just feel so bleak and hopeless I really don't know what to do with myself anymore.
I'm at the point where I either sleep or waste away time until I'm tired enough to go back to sleep.
In addition to that, I've had a hard time reaching out to/talking to/replying to people who've tried to contact me, be they long-time friends, family members or people I've only recently-ish started to talk to.
I know this sounds really edgy/stupid/dumb/whatever, but please don't take it personally if I haven't been talking to you lately. I'm not ignoring you "on purpose" (I.E. because I like being a dick to people who try to be nice to me), I just can't bring myself to.
And besides, deeply depressed people usually aren't all that fun to be around anyway, so you're not missing out on much.
I'm doing my best to break out of this bad slump, but I'm afraid it might take a while before I feel ready to really interact "personally" with people again.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 31, 2016, 11:18:47 AM
I mean do you want to blind fold me and force feed me something and not tell me what it is later? how about telling me to build a house or even code a program and not tell me what you want? I mean really COMMON!
Yes i have issues with confrontation on things I did sure I may get mad, but still how am I suppose to learn from my mistakes if people are too afraid to tell me?
Post by: Alistair on March 31, 2016, 05:33:58 PM
OT: My cat oddly enough likes to sleep where all the wires are. It confuses me.
Post by: Nrein on March 31, 2016, 06:18:58 PM
Post by: The Past on March 31, 2016, 06:36:34 PM
Post by: The Past on March 31, 2016, 07:02:25 PM
Knock it off.
I'm still not working out. >_>
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 31, 2016, 07:15:33 PM
*plays Thriller (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xIx_HbmRnQY) in the background.
Post by: Alistair on March 31, 2016, 07:28:54 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 31, 2016, 07:34:37 PM
Post by: Alistair on March 31, 2016, 07:36:21 PM
Do you have a Mircowave Alistair?
Unfortunately, no. That and I don't think hamburger meat would be a good thing to microwave :?
Post by: saph the sergal on March 31, 2016, 08:23:37 PM
Do you have a Mircowave Alistair?
Unfortunately, no. That and I don't think hamburger meat would be a good thing to microwave :?
eh i wouldnt even tho microwaves work by making the water boil in food (never put a cup in otherwise it will explode) it would take far to long and not look that nice
Post by: Alistair on March 31, 2016, 08:27:07 PM
Do you have a Mircowave Alistair?
Unfortunately, no. That and I don't think hamburger meat would be a good thing to microwave :?
eh i wouldnt even tho microwaves work by making the water boil in food (never put a cup in otherwise it will explode) it would take far to long and not look that nice
Thanks, Saph! But we got it figured out and just baked it in the oven, tasted great.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 31, 2016, 08:29:26 PM
Actually if you have a cassarole dish or a big bowl you cna brown ground beef in the microwave.
Post by: The Past on March 31, 2016, 08:40:46 PM
eh i wouldnt even tho microwaves work by making the water boil in food (never put a cup in otherwise it will explode) it would take far to long and not look that nice
No, you can put a cup of water in the microwave. It just heats it quickly. I use the microwave to heat water for tea all the time.
Also, it actually takes a shorter amount of time to cook in the microwave generally, but it doesn't brown well.
OT: I am STILL not working out. X_x;;
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 31, 2016, 08:42:33 PM
Post by: The Past on March 31, 2016, 08:54:20 PM
I should walk away from the computer now before I get more distracted. :P
Post by: kalan on March 31, 2016, 09:00:40 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 31, 2016, 09:26:08 PM
http://www.snopes.com/science/microwave/plants.asp (http://www.snopes.com/science/microwave/plants.asp)
Microwaves heat up water by making it vibrate. matter in a more active state gives off heat as a by product from the excited molecules, or vibrating molecules Microwaving is just another way to heat up food, it's really no diffrent than an Oven it's just 'how' the heat is created that is different.
If microwaves would kill someone then they wouldn't be using this.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmuyLIrSjxI (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmuyLIrSjxI)
Post by: [INACTIVE] on March 31, 2016, 09:32:06 PM
Why do you do some much damage!? You are a great boss. I love you, but you do all my health in one hit. It's ridiculous! Fume Knight, please. Calm down with the damage a little bit. Be like the Ivory King. He does a fair amount of damage. You do the equivalent of two atomic bombs. So Fume Knight, stay cool. But please tone down the damage, thanks.
Sighed MetalGearStowe
P.S F*** YOU BLUE SMELTER DEMON!
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 31, 2016, 09:34:58 PM
Post by: Alistair on March 31, 2016, 09:40:47 PM
Post by: kalan on March 31, 2016, 09:41:48 PM
actually no
http://www.snopes.com/science/microwave/plants.asp (http://www.snopes.com/science/microwave/plants.asp)
Microwaves heat up water by making it vibrate. matter in a more active state gives off heat as a by product from the excited molecules, or vibrating molecules Microwaving is just another way to heat up food, it's really no diffrent than an Oven it's just 'how' the heat is created that is different.
If microwaves would kill someone then they wouldn't be using this.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmuyLIrSjxI (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmuyLIrSjxI)
But that confirms exactly what I said microwave water with kill a plant. I know ive tried it before
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 31, 2016, 09:48:27 PM
did you read the whole thing Kalen? it goes on to explain that it's not the microwaved water.actually no
http://www.snopes.com/science/microwave/plants.asp (http://www.snopes.com/science/microwave/plants.asp)
Microwaves heat up water by making it vibrate. matter in a more active state gives off heat as a by product from the excited molecules, or vibrating molecules Microwaving is just another way to heat up food, it's really no diffrent than an Oven it's just 'how' the heat is created that is different.
If microwaves would kill someone then they wouldn't be using this.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmuyLIrSjxI (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmuyLIrSjxI)
But that confirms exactly what I said microwave water with kill a plant. I know ive tried it before
Post by: MarciCoyote on March 31, 2016, 09:52:38 PM
All my life I've been told that I would never amount to anything because I started with nothing. Even after all of the shit I go through and went through to get to where I am today, I'm still told that I will never make an impact.
I'm just an EMT, just another person with a shitty past. I'm not special, I'm not different, I'm just emotional and an idiot for thinking I could actually do something important.
Post by: saph the sergal on March 31, 2016, 09:54:16 PM
did you read the whole thing Kalen? it goes on to explain that it's not the microwaved water.actually no
http://www.snopes.com/science/microwave/plants.asp (http://www.snopes.com/science/microwave/plants.asp)
Microwaves heat up water by making it vibrate. matter in a more active state gives off heat as a by product from the excited molecules, or vibrating molecules Microwaving is just another way to heat up food, it's really no diffrent than an Oven it's just 'how' the heat is created that is different.
If microwaves would kill someone then they wouldn't be using this.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmuyLIrSjxI (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmuyLIrSjxI)
But that confirms exactly what I said microwave water with kill a plant. I know ive tried it before
the magnatron coils kalan they are fun to play with :D and why i said to not put water in a cup in a microwave it will explode proven by mythbusters ! No longer available (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1_OXM4mr_i0#)
now i cant figure out ho to build this iron farm GRR
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 01, 2016, 01:39:03 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on April 01, 2016, 01:40:30 AM
Post by: Nrein on April 01, 2016, 02:45:50 AM
And some people wonder why l've got social anxiety like I do
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 01, 2016, 02:49:44 AM
Post by: MarciCoyote on April 01, 2016, 03:05:39 AM
Like most documentary shows, the whole thing is based around shock value, instead of actually finding the cause of the ailment and explaining it.
Now I'm even more ashamed of my condition, and I'm genuinely disappointed in the way my condition was handled. That show is utter trash and it's just like the furry CSI episode.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 01, 2016, 04:01:13 AM
I'm disgusted by the way a certain condition I have was handled on a show called My Strange Addictions.Most shows today are trash even the news other than the weather headlines are always about stupid things. racism sxesimt that sort of thing. There's a reason I said I'd ratehr whatch old shows on my computer than whacthing stuff on TV.
Like most documentary shows, the whole thing is based around shock value, instead of actually finding the cause of the ailment and explaining it.
Now I'm even more ashamed of my condition, and I'm genuinely disappointed in the way my condition was handled. That show is utter trash and it's just like the furry CSI episode.
Post by: 138 on April 01, 2016, 04:05:19 AM
Post by: anoni on April 01, 2016, 12:29:14 PM
Post by: Wolxikin on April 01, 2016, 03:57:13 PM
OT: i have like no money rn and it really sux
Post by: 138 on April 01, 2016, 04:04:23 PM
Please stop posting ">insert everyday rant here<" posts, if you don't have a specific rant to rant about, don't post here.Lol K
Post by: George on April 01, 2016, 04:11:52 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 01, 2016, 04:14:37 PM
Post by: 138 on April 01, 2016, 04:16:08 PM
Seems like you're not actually allowed to use this thread for what it's supposedly for. I complained about issues around here driving me away when I used to like this place in general, then the exact thing I was referring to happens.
Hmm, I saw that.
Post by: kalan on April 01, 2016, 04:19:42 PM
Seems like you're not actually allowed to use this thread for what it's supposedly for. I complained about issues around here driving me away when I used to like this place in general, then the exact thing I was referring to happens.
Yeah thats kinda strange. Its like somebody changes the rules for what they need. Or makes everything disappear when they dont agree with what was said
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 01, 2016, 04:22:23 PM
Post by: kalan on April 01, 2016, 04:25:49 PM
I still don't understand...There's not much to understand.
OT: I'm tired of people just complaining without offering constructive criticism or suggestions to improve things.
Yeah it gets annoying when people are just pricks
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 01, 2016, 04:29:53 PM
Yeah I know exactly what you mean, how am I suppose to improve if you just say "YOUR A FREKEN JERK THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT (even though it isn't) YOU DID THIS.... and then never offer the reason why.I still don't understand...There's not much to understand.
OT: I'm tired of people just complaining without offering constructive criticism or suggestions to improve things.
Yeah it gets annoying when people are just pricks
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 01, 2016, 05:02:09 PM
Post by: kalan on April 01, 2016, 05:04:21 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 01, 2016, 05:10:39 PM
I used to do that but then everybody stabbed me in the back and I found out who my friends areI'm sorry to hear that, Kalen it seems like a lot of people hurt you. I hope I never become one of them.
Post by: Nrein on April 01, 2016, 05:56:18 PM
Seems like you're not actually allowed to use this thread for what it's supposedly for. I complained about issues around here driving me away when I used to like this place in general, then the exact thing I was referring to happens.
It's really impossible to do this sort of thing on most relevant threads.
OT: Made a long rant thread about today but, still have to say it sucked something terrible.
Post by: MarciCoyote on April 02, 2016, 12:10:03 AM
I also can't stand it when people type an entire post in all caps, even if it's just one sentence.
Emphasis doesn't work when everything is emphasized.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 02, 2016, 12:24:59 AM
When you're finally opening up to people about your emotions and past experinces, only to get a passive-aggressive "K" as a response, or just a half-assed "I'm sorry".There's Italics for emphasis or you can always use 'single quotes' actually there are MANY ways to do emphasis beside caps. but yeah it just looks like your SCREAMING you little head off to be annoying if you type in all caps.
I also can't stand it when people type an entire post in all caps, even if it's just one sentence.
Emphasis doesn't work when everything is emphasized.
Post by: HyenaKing on April 02, 2016, 02:11:10 AM
When you're finally opening up to people about your emotions and past experinces, only to get a passive-aggressive "K" as a response, or just a half-assed "I'm sorry".
I also can't stand it when people type an entire post in all caps, even if it's just one sentence.
Emphasis doesn't work when everything is emphasized.
THat hits home to me.
Post by: The Past on April 02, 2016, 03:07:07 AM
OT: It's a shame that people feel the need to lie about themselves online. I understand not going into detail about specifics or just acting as a character roleplay-style, but having a whole elaborate identity that is almost entirely fictional but played as real life is a bit screwed up.
For example, I had a mate who was once in a long distance relationship with a guy for a couple years, and that guy turned out to be a 16 year old kid completely lying about himself. He had this whole "character" planned out with enough detail that you couldn't even tell it was fabricated.
I found out another person or two might be pulling the same crap, and even scamming people with it. Can't trust anyone anymore.
Post by: MarciCoyote on April 02, 2016, 03:27:53 AM
If they don't know how to handle the situation, they're better off not saying anything because it just makes me feel worse.
True, usually it's just for attention.
They feel like their real lives are so boring that they feel the need to do stuff like that. And then they can start to believe it's true, like if someone is lying about how they have Bipolar Disorder, they start to feel, ever so slightly, like someone who actually has the condition. They expect to be treated like they have it IRL too, even though it's a complete lie.
I know because I was like that when I was a preteen. I didn't create an entire story separate from my real life, but I tended to exaggerate things, especially when describing how I looked. But I learned from that and moved on.
Post by: anoni on April 02, 2016, 09:50:24 AM
Post by: Alistair on April 02, 2016, 01:59:17 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 02, 2016, 02:52:44 PM
Post by: Alistair on April 02, 2016, 02:58:42 PM
That's just how groceries work Kitty. My aunt buys them every week too.
Excuse? I legit don't have the money to buy groceries every week. I have just enough to try and stock up for a month and the food only lasts a week between two people because I have about $140 to spend on food.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 02, 2016, 03:01:14 PM
Post by: Alistair on April 02, 2016, 03:06:13 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 02, 2016, 03:41:17 PM
Yeah, that's something else that irritates me. Grossly unhealthy food and canned bullshit is cheaper than fresh produce. Fortunately if I shop around enough I can find at least half decent prices on stuff like canned peaches, carrots, and potatoes.Canned food isn't always bad, though and that all sounds good never tried peaches though but carrots and potatoes.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 02, 2016, 04:28:47 PM
On Topic: I always hunch my back, it's a really bad habit and it's starting to affect my spine.
Post by: Alistair on April 02, 2016, 04:37:28 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 02, 2016, 04:44:41 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 02, 2016, 05:35:08 PM
I think it's kinda sad to see so many people are leaving the forum without a word. I've also seen several times the forum would not b the same without them, but after they're gone without a word I don't see anyone saying that they're missing them until they come back... if they come back in the first place... Okay, now I have to admit I have a habit of staying away for weeks without notice sometimes, but never permanently. The amount of people leaving TFF also seems to have grown as well, and I wonder why.Ya know we had that last issue at the forum I was before that, it's sad to see people go, I feel this place is great for talking to other furs.
Not only that, but there are several new people who register here, write their introduction topic and then simply disappear within two days. What is the point of creating an account and writing an introduction post if you're not going to use it anyways?
Post by: George on April 02, 2016, 06:46:07 PM
It used to be really good for meeting new people and generally finding a friendly environment, but as I complained about before, we've been getting a lot of the problems that seem to follow this fandom. (Furaffinity in particular is a good example of what I'm talking about)I think it's kinda sad to see so many people are leaving the forum without a word. I've also seen several times the forum would not b the same without them, but after they're gone without a word I don't see anyone saying that they're missing them until they come back... if they come back in the first place... Okay, now I have to admit I have a habit of staying away for weeks without notice sometimes, but never permanently. The amount of people leaving TFF also seems to have grown as well, and I wonder why.Ya know we had that last issue at the forum I was before that, it's sad to see people go, I feel this place is great for talking to other furs.
Not only that, but there are several new people who register here, write their introduction topic and then simply disappear within two days. What is the point of creating an account and writing an introduction post if you're not going to use it anyways?
Post by: Wolxikin on April 02, 2016, 06:48:00 PM
I think it's kinda sad to see so many people are leaving the forum without a word. I've also seen several times the forum would not b the same without them, but after they're gone without a word I don't see anyone saying that they're missing them until they come back... if they come back in the first place... Okay, now I have to admit I have a habit of staying away for weeks without notice sometimes, but never permanently. The amount of people leaving TFF also seems to have grown as well, and I wonder why.
Not only that, but there are several new people who register here, write their introduction topic and then simply disappear within two days. What is the point of creating an account and writing an introduction post if you're not going to use it anyways?
Especially when they iniciate a conversation through pm, then disappear
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 02, 2016, 07:29:18 PM
Post by: The Past on April 02, 2016, 10:03:33 PM
Forum activity is a lot like in offline reality; people find new interests, or various events stray them toward another path, and they move on to newer pastures.
OT: I clearly haven't given up my love of Pepsi. I used to joke about being obsessed with it in my early days here.
Unfortunately, I need to part with it until I get my weight under control. I got one 2 liter to finish, and then it's time to attempt a healthier lifestyle.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 03, 2016, 12:54:37 AM
Post by: Nrein on April 03, 2016, 01:55:48 AM
From the outside, it almost looks like it's starting to turn into what my left foot is right now. And of course if I go to the doctors, they're gonna push more for the surgery that is gonna be expensive and take a lot of time off of my work, which I can't afford for myself or the department x.x
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 03, 2016, 03:24:05 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 03, 2016, 07:42:48 AM
You can't sacrifice your health Nrien. If the doctor's say you need the surgery then you probably do. Don't put it off or it could get even worse.Well if he can't afford it there's not really much he can do.
Post by: Proto Triose on April 03, 2016, 10:10:12 AM
Post by: PEFA Harker on April 03, 2016, 01:19:48 PM
Basically that will include TFF and many other furry sites that have zero intention and interest to deal with a huge c/ommunist b/ureaucracy, as the amount of furries in PRC is really low. Besides, FA doesn't even got a chance to register as it holds pornography.
The (kinda) fortunate thing is that we stihl don't know when or even whether this will pass.
I will give out my everything to trade for a c/itizenship of another country without this s**t if that really happens, or not, because I think I still had some secretive love for my nation (which is, (un)fortunately, quickly draining with their actions) or something.
Some words segmented for my life's sake. TBB is watching me, but fortunately not you.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 03, 2016, 02:11:43 PM
I'm depressed because I do nothing.
I do nothing because I can't go out and do anything.
I can't go out because I have no money.
I have no money because I haven't got a job.
I haven't got a job because I was studying up until a couple of weeks ago (I dropped out).
Also, I am absolutely petrified of the idea that I will mess up something at whatever job and get fired.
This means that I don't want to go out and look, because I don't want to face potential rejection.
This whole post makes me hate myself.
Post by: Synth-Fox on April 03, 2016, 02:27:40 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on April 03, 2016, 02:33:53 PM
I mean, I get why. "No one likes imagining themselves as a big fat guy," so people generally don't make fat heroes because it's such a small niche. ...And usually when they DO make fat goodguys, they're usually useless. I rarely see goodguy tubbies built like badguy tubbies: Big, strong, impenetrable. That might be why I tend to draw and RP them a lot cause I see them so little.
Post by: Ori on April 03, 2016, 03:47:35 PM
And I still got Dekopons. I guess I'm ticked off because if I made a mistake like that I get an hour's worth of a lecture and half the time they might not really specify it. But if my parents make such an obvious mistake that feels like a 'Screw you, we don't care' mistake. All I can do is eat one and say, "These aren't oranges... they taste bad." ;-;
Post by: kalan on April 03, 2016, 03:52:26 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 03, 2016, 04:04:30 PM
On Topic:
Tomorrow is school... blech...
Post by: Ori on April 03, 2016, 06:27:35 PM
Dekopons are, I guess, asian oranges, not sure what part though. They look like oranges except the green stem has a large lump on it and they have a different taste, similar to Oranges but different like tangerines. Also the clear part like the skin outside of the orange that keeps the pulp together is much stronger and they're a LOT juicier. There are lots of oranges, especially at Trader Joes, there are Dekopons, Blood Oranges, Pink oranges (they're not really pink but they're good)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 03, 2016, 06:41:25 PM
Post by: 138 on April 04, 2016, 12:24:58 AM
I think it's kinda sad to see so many people are leaving the forum without a word. I've also seen several times the forum would not b the same without them, but after they're gone without a word I don't see anyone saying that they're missing them until they come back... if they come back in the first place... Okay, now I have to admit I have a habit of staying away for weeks without notice sometimes, but never permanently. The amount of people leaving TFF also seems to have grown as well, and I wonder why.I'm thinking about leaving lol
Not only that, but there are several new people who register here, write their introduction topic and then simply disappear within two days. What is the point of creating an account and writing an introduction post if you're not going to use it anyways?
Post by: The Past on April 04, 2016, 01:48:18 AM
Not sure if this counts as negative ranting, but I think I have a good understanding of why I draw and RP as fat hero characters so much. I feel they're like an extreme form of escapism. I draw and RP big, strong, impervious fat guys a lot because I think the stereotype is cool, but not realistic. I mean, they're sort of glorified sumo-wrestlers, but at the same time they're really not a representation of being fat in real life. But I don't draw them to escape from reality, but to escape from the media. It feels like fat characters are almost ALWAYS villains.
I mean, I get why. "No one likes imagining themselves as a big fat guy," so people generally don't make fat heroes because it's such a small niche. ...And usually when they DO make fat goodguys, they're usually useless. I rarely see goodguy tubbies built like badguy tubbies: Big, strong, impenetrable. That might be why I tend to draw and RP them a lot cause I see them so little.
I like big good guys, too. I'm working on a story with one as well, not for any escape but because it fits the backstory of the character and it's simply a barely-tapped trait as far as main protagonists go.
He's not super obese but pretty chubby. He gets fit enough to handle his job over time, but doesn't become a thin or muscular sexy hunk or anything like that.
People tend to think of chubby people as useless, lazy blobs. But there are plenty of workers who are far from lazy yet still have some weight on them, and they can be healthy and happy. It all depends on the person.
For the record, I'm not talking about landwhales. There's a point where it gets too excessive and it absolutely is harmful, but some chub isn't going to hurt most people right off the bat. As long as it's kept in check, it's not a big deal.
Hell, I've seen people cry "OMG SHE/HE GOT FAT" at some popular thin to average-sized people when they gain like a pinch of fat that's barely noticeable. It's friggen ridiculous.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 04, 2016, 01:59:49 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on April 05, 2016, 01:46:07 AM
That's me right now. I had an 8 page paper(double spaced at least) to type up and it's been assigned for several weeks now. My teacher also extended it another whole week, but here I am the night before it's due just starting it. I can't believe how much of a procrastinator I am -_- Welp, it's not going to write itself so I've just got to stay up as long it will take me and get it done...
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 05, 2016, 04:41:04 AM
Doesn't help that I'm socially awkward so I never talk to people...
Post by: 138 on April 06, 2016, 02:41:14 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 06, 2016, 07:57:32 AM
Post by: Wolxikin on April 06, 2016, 01:42:46 PM
Post by: Nrein on April 06, 2016, 09:44:36 PM
Especially when I just filled it a couple days ago! With stuff that's not cheap! Woo!
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 06, 2016, 10:02:03 PM
I don't want to get out of bed because I am warm and it is cold today.
Also my sleep cycle has sucked lately and I don't know why.
Post by: Alistair on April 07, 2016, 12:09:15 AM
I've been there for seven years now, I don't ever want to leave or be thrown back into the world with no support.
Post by: 138 on April 07, 2016, 04:25:50 AM
Post by: The Past on April 07, 2016, 05:36:08 AM
Post by: 138 on April 07, 2016, 08:51:05 PM
http://www.ncleg.net/Sessions/2015E2/Bills/House/PDF/H2v1.pdf (http://www.ncleg.net/Sessions/2015E2/Bills/House/PDF/H2v1.pdf)
http://governor.nc.gov/press-release/myths-vs-facts-what-new-york-times-huffington-post-and-other-media-outlets-arent-0 (http://governor.nc.gov/press-release/myths-vs-facts-what-new-york-times-huffington-post-and-other-media-outlets-arent-0)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 07, 2016, 11:23:23 PM
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I don't get it... but it's stupid.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 08, 2016, 01:25:10 AM
Sent from my phone using my phone keyboard.
Post by: kalan on April 08, 2016, 02:02:40 AM
After he threatened to kill my dog hes lucky hes still breathing, it took every bit of self control I had to let him back up
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 08, 2016, 04:22:59 AM
Post by: Baz Fuhrmann on April 08, 2016, 09:51:14 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 08, 2016, 11:03:31 AM
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Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 08, 2016, 12:41:56 PM
Means I'm not gonna get to sleep until well after I have a headache.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 09, 2016, 07:31:01 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 09, 2016, 10:07:31 PM
What happened?
Post by: Alistair on April 09, 2016, 10:24:53 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 09, 2016, 10:31:39 PM
Going to bed earlier helps too.
Post by: Alistair on April 09, 2016, 11:00:16 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 09, 2016, 11:20:45 PM
I've had sleep problems before. For me, it was a case of having either an electric blanket or a fan going (depending on the temperature outside).
Post by: Makias on April 09, 2016, 11:46:10 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 09, 2016, 11:53:06 PM
Post by: Makias on April 09, 2016, 11:53:56 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 09, 2016, 11:55:38 PM
Post by: Makias on April 09, 2016, 11:56:26 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on April 10, 2016, 01:03:32 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 10, 2016, 01:32:02 AM
The ultimate idea is that we're supposed to love people regardless of what they do, because that's how we were treated.
I'm not entirely for or against people being gay but I am totally against the idea of persecution on either side.
Post by: Makias on April 10, 2016, 01:33:34 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 10, 2016, 01:38:13 AM
DIRECTLY FROM SCRIPTURE - Judge not, or you will be judged.
I have to deal with the passive-aggressive exclusive Christianity from my father, kinda turns me away from time to time. He's really in-your-face about lots of things and pretty much calls every illness or condition "demonic"
Post by: The Past on April 10, 2016, 01:55:09 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 10, 2016, 02:15:53 AM
Post by: Makias on April 10, 2016, 02:16:42 AM
Post by: Alistair on April 10, 2016, 02:39:36 AM
Post by: 138 on April 10, 2016, 07:04:08 AM
https://youtu.be/0TVa8OF0hPE
Post by: Wolxikin on April 10, 2016, 03:18:15 PM
Post by: kalan on April 10, 2016, 04:11:23 PM
Post by: Makias on April 10, 2016, 04:13:32 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 10, 2016, 04:34:43 PM
Post by: The Past on April 11, 2016, 03:33:03 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 11, 2016, 04:33:38 AM
a) Unbiased,
b) Living in a house with up to 4 females who are all under the impression that men have it easier,
c) Unable to say a sentence without messing up at least one word, which makes my points seem less valid.
Post by: The Past on April 11, 2016, 05:11:53 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 11, 2016, 06:20:59 PM
It's pretty stupid that women are willing to marry a shitty man purely because he agrees to have a baby. Do you not care about the kid's well being? Or are you just looking for a doll to dress up and parade around like a new pair of designer jeans to get people's adoration?Wow Seriously? I'd care more about the child than adoration, if they hate me for staying 'virgin' till i meet that one so be it. Being 'cool' has historically meant being stupid, so If being lame, according to cool people is being 'smart' in reality i'd rather be smart. need examples? Smoking, other drugs like that...... the list goes on about stupid things 'cool' people do.
It pisses ke off when I put up with someones bullshit and I put up with someones bullshit then when ive had enough and fuckng snap all of a sudden im the asshole. I used to be the nicest person there was and after enough bullshit I gave people their shit back and now im the asshole. Well tough shitYeah I know Kalen... it's a shame people care too much about their self-image to take responsibility for their actions, people really need to watch Spiderman. "With Great power comes, great responsibility."
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 11, 2016, 08:06:40 PM
Post by: Nrein on April 11, 2016, 08:13:41 PM
It's like, seriously, the more you make it a big problem, the less I'm gonna give a damn about you and the more likely I am to *not* make it easier for you. This has been a now four month long process, you should be used to the work by now >.> And it doesn't help that her complaining is turning into the other workers complaining, and then taking it out on me. Sometimes I just really wish I could do all the work.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 11, 2016, 08:59:00 PM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 11, 2016, 09:20:07 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 11, 2016, 09:22:51 PM
Post by: The Past on April 11, 2016, 09:28:57 PM
Post by: Makias on April 11, 2016, 09:31:43 PM
My metabolism is so bad I'm rarely hungry and usually can go well over a day without feeling so at all. It's gotten to the point that I like being hungry. It's better than constantly feeling full, and feeling like a mountain of fat for eating at all.
mine is the exact opposite, if I go 90 minutes without eating I start getting hunger pains..........it is that high
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 11, 2016, 09:52:09 PM
My metabolism is so bad I'm rarely hungry and usually can go well over a day without feeling so at all. It's gotten to the point that I like being hungry. It's better than constantly feeling full, and feeling like a mountain of fat for eating at all.Some meds interact with your metabolism. I hope you seek professional help if it gets bad.
Post by: Makias on April 11, 2016, 09:53:52 PM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 11, 2016, 10:03:28 PM
Post by: The Past on April 11, 2016, 10:13:09 PM
OT: I keep wanting to join roleplays, but after joining I lose interest the next day. I don't know what I want anymore.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 11, 2016, 10:13:39 PM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 11, 2016, 10:30:14 PM
Gotta be careful when consulting the Google doctor.Yeah i don't fully consult the google doctor my moms a registered nurse XP
Post by: Grey on April 11, 2016, 10:32:14 PM
Also I ate too much chocolate and don't feel good. And holy crap I feel stressed.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 11, 2016, 10:49:09 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 11, 2016, 11:53:34 PM
So once again a co-worker who filled my old position today did nothing but 'itch and chew about how I didn't do anything to make it easy for her, and how it's my job to do it all even if it isn't my job, and how she hates having to do this and blah blah blah.Also the more she complains the harder she actually makes it on herself. ;) think positive and it will be better if not bearable.
It's like, seriously, the more you make it a big problem, the less I'm gonna give a damn about you and the more likely I am to *not* make it easier for you. This has been a now four month long process, you should be used to the work by now >.> And it doesn't help that her complaining is turning into the other workers complaining, and then taking it out on me. Sometimes I just really wish I could do all the work.
I don't take any meds either. I used to take ADD medication years back, and I was told they might slow my metabolism, but I didn't notice any change then. Mine has been about as bad since middle school.neither do i. Dunno how I can stay in them...
OT: I keep wanting to join roleplays, but after joining I lose interest the next day. I don't know what I want anymore.
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 11, 2016, 11:59:47 PM
I wish things could go as smoothely as I was hoping they'd go.Aww whats going on?
Also I ate too much chocolate and don't feel good. And holy crap I feel stressed.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 12, 2016, 12:24:12 AM
Post by: juliet on April 12, 2016, 01:33:35 AM
I was wrapping up my shift and she tells me to see what Matt needs me to do and so I listen and he needs me to clean the men's room, so I'm like okay because I don't really care its my job to do it so I put on gloves and get the equipment and go clean the whole restroom. Like I am told to do, I am not allowed to clock out without doing this. Then I finish, put everything back, and I get my things before clocking out, like everyone else does, and I put in my code, and wait for a manager to put in their approval ID. Here comes my general manager, yelling and telling me I was supposed to be gone a half an hour ago, and I should have gotten my stuff after I clocked out and tried to say I goofed off in the bathroom, doing what? Scrubbing a **censor** nasty ass urinal that no one else **censor** cleans?!I did what I always do and suddenly its wrong to, and I did what she told me to do, but it was wrong to so everything that I do is wrong... She always yells at me...
Its okay, no one but my mother saw me cry... And she made me a banana split.
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Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 12, 2016, 01:42:41 AM
Post by: juliet on April 12, 2016, 01:44:09 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 12, 2016, 02:59:29 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on April 12, 2016, 05:05:10 AM
So my school is accepting entries for an art contest thing, with the winners(only 4-5) getting their stuff displayed around the art building(and maybe other ones) from May to September. I didn't want to pass up a chance to show my stuff, specifically ceramics. Problem is, either I'm really slow or I just underestimate how long it takes to do stuff because I only have two pieces done and the deadline is this Friday. I got the idea to finish some plushies I have in progress (but I don't know if that's acceptable for the contest tbh). But...I'm going to have to tell myself no; I get in over my head enough to know it will just end in very little sleep and lots of stress. I have regular homework to deal with already.
So I probably won't enter it. It's relieving since I wont have to stress about it, but also hurts a little since I really wanted to and people I know(including my teacher) are expecting me to do it. Oh well, it's not a super huge contest anyway and I'll find other opportunities. It's not worth losing sleep over...
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 12, 2016, 07:21:48 AM
Post by: Setcho on April 12, 2016, 09:29:07 AM
Post by: The Past on April 12, 2016, 12:50:40 PM
Post by: 138 on April 13, 2016, 01:11:29 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on April 13, 2016, 01:54:16 AM
Post by: 138 on April 13, 2016, 01:55:43 AM
**censor** allergies. That is all.
I feel you dude XD
Post by: The Past on April 13, 2016, 07:10:20 AM
Maybe I'm just too picky about this crap. Ech.
EDIT: AND I just remembered a tune showed up in my dream last night and I forgot to write it down. All I remember is one line of the lyrics I made to it when I woke up.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 13, 2016, 08:49:40 AM
AND I just remembered a tune showed up in my dream last night and I forgot to write it down. All I remember is one line of the lyrics I made to it when I woke up.
I hate it when a song gets stuck in my head and I don't know what it's called. It's happened a couple of times recently and one of the songs turned out to be a Justin Bieber song...
Post by: kalan on April 13, 2016, 09:39:32 PM
Post by: 138 on April 13, 2016, 10:03:23 PM
Caring about other people is putting way too much stress on meI'm the one he's referring to if anyone's curious.
Post by: kalan on April 13, 2016, 10:20:48 PM
Caring about other people is putting way too much stress on meI'm the one he's referring to if anyone's curious.
Youre one of the ones im refering to. There are others on my mind rn aswell
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 13, 2016, 10:28:44 PM
No need to worry about me I'm fine. *trips over towel* still fine.Caring about other people is putting way too much stress on meI'm the one he's referring to if anyone's curious.
Youre one of the ones im refering to. There are others on my mind rn aswell
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 13, 2016, 11:00:09 PM
Post by: Alistair on April 13, 2016, 11:15:04 PM
Post by: Wolxikin on April 14, 2016, 03:12:21 AM
Also I just realized my pants are on backwards x_x
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 14, 2016, 03:23:01 AM
Been unmotivated to get on the forums. I'm thinking of just leavingAwe well i hope you had a great time here :D .Also I just realized my pants are on backwards x_x
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 14, 2016, 09:06:21 PM
Post by: Alistair on April 14, 2016, 09:09:32 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 14, 2016, 10:07:24 PM
Opening my mailbox and the mail person put all of apartment 202's mail in my box.Let me guess yours is 205?
Post by: Alistair on April 14, 2016, 10:53:59 PM
Opening my mailbox and the mail person put all of apartment 202's mail in my box.Let me guess yours is 205?
Actually I'm 201
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 15, 2016, 12:10:38 AM
odd well it's not like we get mail for another person here at the trailer park.... silly mailmen/women.Opening my mailbox and the mail person put all of apartment 202's mail in my box.Let me guess yours is 205?
Actually I'm 201
Post by: Farewell on April 15, 2016, 02:17:15 AM
Post by: The Past on April 15, 2016, 02:26:42 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 15, 2016, 02:42:12 AM
I've been getting ticked off easily at the way some people type. I'm tired of being bitter about trivial crap. I wish I could enjoy things without negativity fogging it all up.Sounds like your tensed up about something.
Post by: The Past on April 15, 2016, 02:52:32 AM
I've been getting ticked off easily at the way some people type. I'm tired of being bitter about trivial crap. I wish I could enjoy things without negativity fogging it all up.Sounds like your tensed up about something.
Well, you're not wrong. :P
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 15, 2016, 03:02:01 AM
Mind telling what your tensed about?I've been getting ticked off easily at the way some people type. I'm tired of being bitter about trivial crap. I wish I could enjoy things without negativity fogging it all up.Sounds like your tensed up about something.
Well, you're not wrong. :P
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 15, 2016, 03:10:28 AM
Post by: The Past on April 15, 2016, 03:13:16 AM
On another note, I'm still struggling to get off my butt and work out.
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 15, 2016, 03:17:33 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 15, 2016, 03:43:31 AM
Just personal stuff I don't want to get into. I've vented a little bit about it in the past, but I'd rather not bring it out again.Oh well I was just gonna say there are times i feel I'm getting upset and frustrated over nothing. I really don't know what does that. I just get really irritable
On another note, I'm still struggling to get off my butt and work out.
Post by: The Past on April 15, 2016, 05:36:51 AM
On topic, I swear my computer is getting slower by the day.
Post by: Grovygrunge on April 15, 2016, 07:26:35 AM
I should just quit now. Go home. Feel shitty and then get over it.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 15, 2016, 09:33:11 AM
Oh, that happens to me as well, but I'm not in a great spot at this time so I blame it all on that.There is definitely something going on with the forum that is slowing it down at certain times, Tweak said he was looking into it.
On topic, I swear my computer is getting slower by the day.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 15, 2016, 12:19:03 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 15, 2016, 06:22:25 PM
So, I can't see my girlfriend today because Rome's public transportation system sucks. As always.So you live in Italy? Hows the weather there?
I had to take the train at 19.07. As I don't have my car in Rome I usually use public transport when I need to get around over long distances. I reach the station close to my home and wait for the metro. It usually takes about 5-10 minutes for one to arrive. But no. Today, on this very day at this specific hour, the metro was late. Now, public transport in Rome is always a bit late, and you tend to adjust to that. But I waited 25 freaking minutes! I wasn't prepared for this. So I obviously didn't get to the train station in time. There's no other trains today, so I have to get home and wait untill tomorrow morning. Ugh. Sucks.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 15, 2016, 06:25:37 PM
Just starting to warm up over here in the upper American states.So you live in Italy? Hows the weather there?
Dejà vu :P
Warm. Actually, people here are starting wearing shorts.
Post by: kalan on April 15, 2016, 06:26:51 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 15, 2016, 06:31:06 PM
I had 82 here yesterday. I was like am I still in north minnesota lolIndiana 1 mile from the michigan state line more north than that even XD
Post by: kalan on April 15, 2016, 06:38:42 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 15, 2016, 06:55:49 PM
But indiana is south of minnesotaNot by much, if you consider the northern border to canada.
Post by: La vaca on April 15, 2016, 07:03:33 PM
Ouch. Got me right in the gut. To be fair he probably wasn't even talking about me… but still I'm paranoid about power structures in my friend group. Ever since an accident a year ago I've never really trusted the guy fully. When he calls me cute, says "you'll get it eventually" and Pets my head like I'm a dog when I try so hard (and always, inevitably forget) to use the correct pronouns and forget the dead name. My passivity lets it all happen, yet I'm always on the look out for domineering behavior, for condescension, for any hint at disloyalty. Why? Why am I still around him? He genuinely makes me laugh, he makes me feel flattered, and I'm scared of what will happen if we part ways. Now I'm stuck in a limbo between my suspicious conspiracies and an unpredictable friend :/
Post by: Cheza on April 15, 2016, 07:39:38 PM
She's not going to let me go home until she and my sister can do a really degrading and invasive cleanup of my place.
Because apparently MY home and MY stuff is somehow simply some sort of extension of HER stuff, which means she's free to snoop around as much as she like.
The place is fine tho. I can manage it all on my own. AND I'm much better off alone over there than I am together with her here.
Especially now when she's got enough free-time to be drunk pretty much "all day every day" again.
"And what's stopping you from simply leaving on your own?", you migh ask.
The fact that this place is out in the middle of nowhere, trying to escape by public transportation is near-impossible due to pretty much all bus lines being cancelled and I don't have any local friends who could help me.
And if I can't get home soon, I won't be able to sort out the papers for this month, which will mean I won't be able to afford to pay the rent.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 15, 2016, 08:48:52 PM
Post by: Balareth on April 16, 2016, 05:12:29 AM
i have some comission on some forums and on Skype, people wanting their "Original Character" (A.K.A just a recolored overpowered pony with dark past. traumatic childhood and mate/married with a cannon character from the show) i looked for shelter here because i feel like a Furry more than a Brony, these comissions i have are a pain in my butt, and want to finish them out, i do want to open a store here with more dignity.
There's nothing wrong if you are a grown man liking little girl's stuff like MLP but i think i had enough from that world, i meet severe case of cloppers... i don't wanna go on detail but if you can see all those disgusting fetish works you like me would puke. I didn't get in to that thing on purpose, but is inevitable when you are a brony, you sooner or later fell in the deep waters of the fandom liking it or not. I feel sorry for those initiated, even if you are a Brony you know that if a potential fan begin to search about the fandom she/he will find clop works.
I feel dirty of calling myself a Brony, i dont wanna be a Brony anymore i am **censor** tired of the Brony Fandom!
well... not ALL of them but the so called Ponazis, people who are obsessed beyond sanity of MLP. Seriously i can't look in anything on Google images without seein a freaking pony version of it, and always a bad depict. I don't have anything aganist bronies, some of them are very good people and amazing friends... but come on! Dear Poonazi we all know you brony dude! No need to keep spiting your awful art to prove it! And i am not saying all Brony art is bad, but tell to the brony artist to draw something else? heh? to draw another animal who is not a pony or a griffon? spoiler: they can't for the obsessed people they just have to make a recolored pony base claiming is a Original Character.... seriously?? Furries, they DO make OC at least they make an effort to draw a fox, a dog, a cat, a dragon, even new pokemon species. THAT is a Original Character not a recolored horse always looking to the left.
i need to clarify this once again, i don't have anything with bronies but the ponazis, is like saying i don't have anything aganist islam but i hate ISIS. The people who are really obsessed with My Little Pony... i meet a few some years ago, one guy from aprox 30+ years old confessing me to walk on his knees and praying to Celestia, and they are calling us perverts? really? i quit the Brony Fandom for good and i seek shelter on the Furry Fandom because i felt more identified with my fur friends, i was received with nice and funny persons (not like those friends i had acting like retards claiming to be "random")
*pants slowly* i know some of you may hate me for that or i even get banned or receive a warning for some "hate comment" or such, so Mr. Moderator if you read the entire rant and reached this part i wanna say: I DONT HAVE ANYTHING AGANIST THEM, don't confuse my rant with those people with a fictional hate for the fandom, i do dislike it yeah and i want to get out of that world and set my home here with my beloved Furry Compatriots.
I been in lots of brony pages
BronySquare
Brony Confession
RedLight Poniville
The MLP Forums
FimFiction (the one i truly hate after animal cruelty)
Equestria.TV
Equestria Daily
Waifu Central
My Little Waifu
i wonder why there's no furry pages as much as brony pages? or if you know more than this awesome site and Furaffinity amd e621 please send me more! i wish to enter in the warm sweet waters of Furry fandom.
i have some pony comissions to do... if you think it right it must be like escape from a room with your hairs glued on a wall... Mr. Moderator, i sorry in advance if i broke some rules of this site, but this was my honest rant ever
Post by: Balareth on April 16, 2016, 05:26:02 AM
yeah i been on Deviantart, that was my place where i developed my love for art, to see lovely fan works of everything, is another world there
Post by: The Past on April 16, 2016, 06:23:32 AM
I'm not a brony, but I honestly see them no different than furries, aside from bronies being fans of a specific show rather than the entire concept of anthropomorphism. There will always be people in such fandoms to get their rocks off or let their creativity stagnate into cliches and refuse to improve their skills. I say it's best to look for people you get along best with rather than dwell on the morons within fandoms too much.
On topic: Completely trivial, but I really dislike when pop goes completely flat. :I
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 16, 2016, 06:48:53 AM
Guh can't find the right art when you need it.
Post by: kalan on April 16, 2016, 06:51:08 AM
Post by: The Past on April 16, 2016, 08:55:04 AM
EDIT: Zarc figured it out! :D!!! (http://"http://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=30203.msg1711312#msg1711312")
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 16, 2016, 10:56:14 AM
My family isn't finding out because I trust them the least with secrets.
Post by: Cheza on April 16, 2016, 01:50:32 PM
So I'm leaving.
I might not be able to make it back home on time, but at the very least I'm not going to stay here.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on April 16, 2016, 02:35:26 PM
1: First off, THEY'RE ALL THE SAME GUY! They're each edgy, overly serious human characters with excruciatingly weak and unlikable personality, TWO of which wield swords and one is incredibly masagonistic.
2: Were Roy and Ryu not grand enough that we needed THREE MORE OVERLY SERIOUS HUMAN CHARACTERS TO ADD TO THE UMPTEEN WE ALREADY HAD, PLUS THOSE TWO!? I mean, god, seven DLC characters, and FIVE OF THEM ARE THE SAME ****ING TYPE OF CHARACTER!? K. Rool. Wolf. Banjo. Ridley. Inklings. Rayman. Ashley. Geno. Bomberman. NPC Villagers. etc. There are so many characters they could have added from games that deserve more love that actually would have DIVERSIFIED the roster instead of watering it down with a type of character that PLAGUES video games these days.
3: Fire Emblem is one of Nintendo's most overrated franchises. The gameplay is just so watered down, and it's characters and stories are horrible. So what if Corrin can turn into a dragon? He/she himself/herself is still human. Bayonetta is one of those typical sexist games with a smoking-hot protagonist in a world where basically everything except those oh-so glorious humans are evil. You could argue that a lot of demon characters are helper characters, but that doesn't mean they're not evil. Final Fantasy 7 itself isn't all that overrated (I think it actually deserves a lot of the praise it gets) but Cloud himself is EXCRUCIATINGLY overrated. I mean, in all seriousness, it's pretty hard to make edgy, overly serious human characters that ARE likable, but none of these three even come close.
4: Would three anthros or three whimsical humans piss me off less? Yes they would. I would be more than happy to get three more anthro characters. Three whimsical human characters... wouldn't exactly make me happy, but I would NOT be anywhere near as angry. Anthro characters are almost never playable in games anymore, and even a VILLAIN anthro playable would be welcome. Heck, whimsy in general is barely existent on the Playstation and XBox consoles. So yeah, three characters belonging to an underrepresented archetype would anger me less than three belonging to a PAINFULLY OVER-REPRESENTED archetype.
5: Nintendo is one of the last holdouts for color and likable characters, which makes their inclusion that more painful. They could have helped diversify the roster. They could have added three different types of characters. They could have done SO MUCH MORE THAN ADD THE THREE ****ING CHARACTERS THAT PEOPLE PLAY NINTENDO CONSOLES TO GET THE **** AWAY FROM!!! But instead, they pander to the lowest common denominator. Same thing happened with Pokken, instead of having a nice, diverse roster with decent bulky Pokemon to round out the stick figures, the roster is made ENTIRELY of fast Pokemon, almost all of which are stick-figure Pokemon. If this was any other company, I'd probably have gotten over it by not, but this is Nintendo: the LAST HOLDOUT for whimsical games that don't insult your intelligence by making everything dark, gritty and emotionless. **** YOU NINTENDO!
2: Were Roy and Ryu not grand enough that we needed THREE MORE OVERLY SERIOUS HUMAN CHARACTERS TO ADD TO THE UMPTEEN WE ALREADY HAD, PLUS THOSE TWO!? I mean, god, seven DLC characters, and FIVE OF THEM ARE THE SAME ****ING TYPE OF CHARACTER!? K. Rool. Wolf. Banjo. Ridley. Inklings. Rayman. Ashley. Geno. Bomberman. NPC Villagers. etc. There are so many characters they could have added from games that deserve more love that actually would have DIVERSIFIED the roster instead of watering it down with a type of character that PLAGUES video games these days.
3: Fire Emblem is one of Nintendo's most overrated franchises. The gameplay is just so watered down, and it's characters and stories are horrible. So what if Corrin can turn into a dragon? He/she himself/herself is still human. Bayonetta is one of those typical sexist games with a smoking-hot protagonist in a world where basically everything except those oh-so glorious humans are evil. You could argue that a lot of demon characters are helper characters, but that doesn't mean they're not evil. Final Fantasy 7 itself isn't all that overrated (I think it actually deserves a lot of the praise it gets) but Cloud himself is EXCRUCIATINGLY overrated. I mean, in all seriousness, it's pretty hard to make edgy, overly serious human characters that ARE likable, but none of these three even come close.
4: Would three anthros or three whimsical humans piss me off less? Yes they would. I would be more than happy to get three more anthro characters. Three whimsical human characters... wouldn't exactly make me happy, but I would NOT be anywhere near as angry. Anthro characters are almost never playable in games anymore, and even a VILLAIN anthro playable would be welcome. Heck, whimsy in general is barely existent on the Playstation and XBox consoles. So yeah, three characters belonging to an underrepresented archetype would anger me less than three belonging to a PAINFULLY OVER-REPRESENTED archetype.
5: Nintendo is one of the last holdouts for color and likable characters, which makes their inclusion that more painful. They could have helped diversify the roster. They could have added three different types of characters. They could have done SO MUCH MORE THAN ADD THE THREE ****ING CHARACTERS THAT PEOPLE PLAY NINTENDO CONSOLES TO GET THE **** AWAY FROM!!! But instead, they pander to the lowest common denominator. Same thing happened with Pokken, instead of having a nice, diverse roster with decent bulky Pokemon to round out the stick figures, the roster is made ENTIRELY of fast Pokemon, almost all of which are stick-figure Pokemon. If this was any other company, I'd probably have gotten over it by not, but this is Nintendo: the LAST HOLDOUT for whimsical games that don't insult your intelligence by making everything dark, gritty and emotionless. **** YOU NINTENDO!
...And that is why I can't get over their inclusion. Believe me, I tried yesterday and the day before. I could not get over the fact they were included, and will likely resume never playing the game again. The only thing I have to look forward to in that game anymore is the Sheik nerf.
Post by: Cheza on April 16, 2016, 02:39:02 PM
EDIT: She's asleep. Wish me luck.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on April 16, 2016, 03:35:40 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 16, 2016, 11:13:04 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 16, 2016, 11:43:47 PM
If she uses the "baseless allegation" argument then shoot it right back at her.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 16, 2016, 11:50:24 PM
People would think by now I'd have gotten over Cloud, Corrin and Bayonetta being included in Smash Brothers 4. To be honest... no, I haven't. I am every bit as ****ed off as I was when they were announced.what did they add krystal yet?1: First off, THEY'RE ALL THE SAME GUY! They're each edgy, overly serious human characters with excruciatingly weak and unlikable personality, TWO of which wield swords and one is incredibly masagonistic.
2: Were Roy and Ryu not grand enough that we needed THREE MORE OVERLY SERIOUS HUMAN CHARACTERS TO ADD TO THE UMPTEEN WE ALREADY HAD, PLUS THOSE TWO!? I mean, god, seven DLC characters, and FIVE OF THEM ARE THE SAME ****ING TYPE OF CHARACTER!? K. Rool. Wolf. Banjo. Ridley. Inklings. Rayman. Ashley. Geno. Bomberman. NPC Villagers. etc. There are so many characters they could have added from games that deserve more love that actually would have DIVERSIFIED the roster instead of watering it down with a type of character that PLAGUES video games these days.
3: Fire Emblem is one of Nintendo's most overrated franchises. The gameplay is just so watered down, and it's characters and stories are horrible. So what if Corrin can turn into a dragon? He/she himself/herself is still human. Bayonetta is one of those typical sexist games with a smoking-hot protagonist in a world where basically everything except those oh-so glorious humans are evil. You could argue that a lot of demon characters are helper characters, but that doesn't mean they're not evil. Final Fantasy 7 itself isn't all that overrated (I think it actually deserves a lot of the praise it gets) but Cloud himself is EXCRUCIATINGLY overrated. I mean, in all seriousness, it's pretty hard to make edgy, overly serious human characters that ARE likable, but none of these three even come close.
4: Would three anthros or three whimsical humans piss me off less? Yes they would. I would be more than happy to get three more anthro characters. Three whimsical human characters... wouldn't exactly make me happy, but I would NOT be anywhere near as angry. Anthro characters are almost never playable in games anymore, and even a VILLAIN anthro playable would be welcome. Heck, whimsy in general is barely existent on the Playstation and XBox consoles. So yeah, three characters belonging to an underrepresented archetype would anger me less than three belonging to a PAINFULLY OVER-REPRESENTED archetype.
5: Nintendo is one of the last holdouts for color and likable characters, which makes their inclusion that more painful. They could have helped diversify the roster. They could have added three different types of characters. They could have done SO MUCH MORE THAN ADD THE THREE ****ING CHARACTERS THAT PEOPLE PLAY NINTENDO CONSOLES TO GET THE **** AWAY FROM!!! But instead, they pander to the lowest common denominator. Same thing happened with Pokken, instead of having a nice, diverse roster with decent bulky Pokemon to round out the stick figures, the roster is made ENTIRELY of fast Pokemon, almost all of which are stick-figure Pokemon. If this was any other company, I'd probably have gotten over it by not, but this is Nintendo: the LAST HOLDOUT for whimsical games that don't insult your intelligence by making everything dark, gritty and emotionless. **** YOU NINTENDO!
...And that is why I can't get over their inclusion. Believe me, I tried yesterday and the day before. I could not get over the fact they were included, and will likely resume never playing the game again. The only thing I have to look forward to in that game anymore is the Sheik nerf.
Post by: anoni on April 17, 2016, 04:34:31 AM
People would think by now I'd have gotten over Cloud, Corrin and Bayonetta being included in Smash Brothers 4. To be honest... no, I haven't. I am every bit as ****ed off as I was when they were announced.1: First off, THEY'RE ALL THE SAME GUY! They're each edgy, overly serious human characters with excruciatingly weak and unlikable personality, TWO of which wield swords and one is incredibly masagonistic.
2: Were Roy and Ryu not grand enough that we needed THREE MORE OVERLY SERIOUS HUMAN CHARACTERS TO ADD TO THE UMPTEEN WE ALREADY HAD, PLUS THOSE TWO!? I mean, god, seven DLC characters, and FIVE OF THEM ARE THE SAME ****ING TYPE OF CHARACTER!? K. Rool. Wolf. Banjo. Ridley. Inklings. Rayman. Ashley. Geno. Bomberman. NPC Villagers. etc. There are so many characters they could have added from games that deserve more love that actually would have DIVERSIFIED the roster instead of watering it down with a type of character that PLAGUES video games these days.
3: Fire Emblem is one of Nintendo's most overrated franchises. The gameplay is just so watered down, and it's characters and stories are horrible. So what if Corrin can turn into a dragon? He/she himself/herself is still human. Bayonetta is one of those typical sexist games with a smoking-hot protagonist in a world where basically everything except those oh-so glorious humans are evil. You could argue that a lot of demon characters are helper characters, but that doesn't mean they're not evil. Final Fantasy 7 itself isn't all that overrated (I think it actually deserves a lot of the praise it gets) but Cloud himself is EXCRUCIATINGLY overrated. I mean, in all seriousness, it's pretty hard to make edgy, overly serious human characters that ARE likable, but none of these three even come close.
4: Would three anthros or three whimsical humans piss me off less? Yes they would. I would be more than happy to get three more anthro characters. Three whimsical human characters... wouldn't exactly make me happy, but I would NOT be anywhere near as angry. Anthro characters are almost never playable in games anymore, and even a VILLAIN anthro playable would be welcome. Heck, whimsy in general is barely existent on the Playstation and XBox consoles. So yeah, three characters belonging to an underrepresented archetype would anger me less than three belonging to a PAINFULLY OVER-REPRESENTED archetype.
5: Nintendo is one of the last holdouts for color and likable characters, which makes their inclusion that more painful. They could have helped diversify the roster. They could have added three different types of characters. They could have done SO MUCH MORE THAN ADD THE THREE ****ING CHARACTERS THAT PEOPLE PLAY NINTENDO CONSOLES TO GET THE **** AWAY FROM!!! But instead, they pander to the lowest common denominator. Same thing happened with Pokken, instead of having a nice, diverse roster with decent bulky Pokemon to round out the stick figures, the roster is made ENTIRELY of fast Pokemon, almost all of which are stick-figure Pokemon. If this was any other company, I'd probably have gotten over it by not, but this is Nintendo: the LAST HOLDOUT for whimsical games that don't insult your intelligence by making everything dark, gritty and emotionless. **** YOU NINTENDO!
...And that is why I can't get over their inclusion. Believe me, I tried yesterday and the day before. I could not get over the fact they were included, and will likely resume never playing the game again. The only thing I have to look forward to in that game anymore is the Sheik nerf.
Keep in mind they included those characters based on a survey that was made, I think something like 60,000 people responded. Those responses indicated that those characters were the characters people wanted most, so really they were just giving what the public wants. Blame the public in this case if you feel you need to xD
OT: I am trying to study for this exam but there's no good resources available to study!
Post by: kalan on April 17, 2016, 04:51:04 AM
I'm currently very upset.
Can't stop thinking about something that happened. I get even angrier and more sad when people say it's MY fault.
They always say it's the victim's fault... the whole PD supports me but it's these nasty people who don't understand that not everything can be prevented. People have no idea how utterly destroying it is to say that to a person who's been assaulted, especially when they don't even know the situation.
I admit that there were more things I could have done to protect myself. But I did what I could in the very brief moments before I was violated. I was completely petrified, completely alone, and it was the most terrifying situation I've ever been in.
You can go to the grave or you can put them in the grave Its that simple. Theres no right and wrong here, theres live and die
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 17, 2016, 05:46:37 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 17, 2016, 06:36:00 AM
OR I just have account-based data (like lol or Diablo 3)
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 17, 2016, 08:21:42 AM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on April 17, 2016, 12:28:25 PM
People would think by now I'd have gotten over Cloud, Corrin and Bayonetta being included in Smash Brothers 4. To be honest... no, I haven't. I am every bit as ****ed off as I was when they were announced.1: First off, THEY'RE ALL THE SAME GUY! They're each edgy, overly serious human characters with excruciatingly weak and unlikable personality, TWO of which wield swords and one is incredibly masagonistic.
2: Were Roy and Ryu not grand enough that we needed THREE MORE OVERLY SERIOUS HUMAN CHARACTERS TO ADD TO THE UMPTEEN WE ALREADY HAD, PLUS THOSE TWO!? I mean, god, seven DLC characters, and FIVE OF THEM ARE THE SAME ****ING TYPE OF CHARACTER!? K. Rool. Wolf. Banjo. Ridley. Inklings. Rayman. Ashley. Geno. Bomberman. NPC Villagers. etc. There are so many characters they could have added from games that deserve more love that actually would have DIVERSIFIED the roster instead of watering it down with a type of character that PLAGUES video games these days.
3: Fire Emblem is one of Nintendo's most overrated franchises. The gameplay is just so watered down, and it's characters and stories are horrible. So what if Corrin can turn into a dragon? He/she himself/herself is still human. Bayonetta is one of those typical sexist games with a smoking-hot protagonist in a world where basically everything except those oh-so glorious humans are evil. You could argue that a lot of demon characters are helper characters, but that doesn't mean they're not evil. Final Fantasy 7 itself isn't all that overrated (I think it actually deserves a lot of the praise it gets) but Cloud himself is EXCRUCIATINGLY overrated. I mean, in all seriousness, it's pretty hard to make edgy, overly serious human characters that ARE likable, but none of these three even come close.
4: Would three anthros or three whimsical humans piss me off less? Yes they would. I would be more than happy to get three more anthro characters. Three whimsical human characters... wouldn't exactly make me happy, but I would NOT be anywhere near as angry. Anthro characters are almost never playable in games anymore, and even a VILLAIN anthro playable would be welcome. Heck, whimsy in general is barely existent on the Playstation and XBox consoles. So yeah, three characters belonging to an underrepresented archetype would anger me less than three belonging to a PAINFULLY OVER-REPRESENTED archetype.
5: Nintendo is one of the last holdouts for color and likable characters, which makes their inclusion that more painful. They could have helped diversify the roster. They could have added three different types of characters. They could have done SO MUCH MORE THAN ADD THE THREE ****ING CHARACTERS THAT PEOPLE PLAY NINTENDO CONSOLES TO GET THE **** AWAY FROM!!! But instead, they pander to the lowest common denominator. Same thing happened with Pokken, instead of having a nice, diverse roster with decent bulky Pokemon to round out the stick figures, the roster is made ENTIRELY of fast Pokemon, almost all of which are stick-figure Pokemon. If this was any other company, I'd probably have gotten over it by not, but this is Nintendo: the LAST HOLDOUT for whimsical games that don't insult your intelligence by making everything dark, gritty and emotionless. **** YOU NINTENDO!
...And that is why I can't get over their inclusion. Believe me, I tried yesterday and the day before. I could not get over the fact they were included, and will likely resume never playing the game again. The only thing I have to look forward to in that game anymore is the Sheik nerf.
Keep in mind they included those characters based on a survey that was made, I think something like 60,000 people responded. Those responses indicated that those characters were the characters people wanted most, so really they were just giving what the public wants. Blame the public in this case if you feel you need to xD
OT: I am trying to study for this exam but there's no good resources available to study!
That only holds true for Bayonetta, and that's if Nintendo wasn't LYING about the survey just so they didn't have to add another anthro character to appeal to those "Oh so disgusting furries." Cloud and Unreleased Character had nothing to do with the survey. Those two characters didn't need to be in a game that was actually fairly diverse before they showed up. Those spots could have gone to keeping the roster diverse instead of ruining it.
Post by: Nrein on April 17, 2016, 04:17:38 PM
I feel bad about changing Benny's species in the book to a giant rat, and my mom doesn't like Rat Benny, and yet... I've already grown more attached to him that Almiraj Benny. I have a soft spot for bunnies... but I adore rats more. That, and I can never get Almiraj Benny's expression right.People would think by now I'd have gotten over Cloud, Corrin and Bayonetta being included in Smash Brothers 4. To be honest... no, I haven't. I am every bit as ****ed off as I was when they were announced.1: First off, THEY'RE ALL THE SAME GUY! They're each edgy, overly serious human characters with excruciatingly weak and unlikable personality, TWO of which wield swords and one is incredibly masagonistic.
2: Were Roy and Ryu not grand enough that we needed THREE MORE OVERLY SERIOUS HUMAN CHARACTERS TO ADD TO THE UMPTEEN WE ALREADY HAD, PLUS THOSE TWO!? I mean, god, seven DLC characters, and FIVE OF THEM ARE THE SAME ****ING TYPE OF CHARACTER!? K. Rool. Wolf. Banjo. Ridley. Inklings. Rayman. Ashley. Geno. Bomberman. NPC Villagers. etc. There are so many characters they could have added from games that deserve more love that actually would have DIVERSIFIED the roster instead of watering it down with a type of character that PLAGUES video games these days.
3: Fire Emblem is one of Nintendo's most overrated franchises. The gameplay is just so watered down, and it's characters and stories are horrible. So what if Corrin can turn into a dragon? He/she himself/herself is still human. Bayonetta is one of those typical sexist games with a smoking-hot protagonist in a world where basically everything except those oh-so glorious humans are evil. You could argue that a lot of demon characters are helper characters, but that doesn't mean they're not evil. Final Fantasy 7 itself isn't all that overrated (I think it actually deserves a lot of the praise it gets) but Cloud himself is EXCRUCIATINGLY overrated. I mean, in all seriousness, it's pretty hard to make edgy, overly serious human characters that ARE likable, but none of these three even come close.
4: Would three anthros or three whimsical humans piss me off less? Yes they would. I would be more than happy to get three more anthro characters. Three whimsical human characters... wouldn't exactly make me happy, but I would NOT be anywhere near as angry. Anthro characters are almost never playable in games anymore, and even a VILLAIN anthro playable would be welcome. Heck, whimsy in general is barely existent on the Playstation and XBox consoles. So yeah, three characters belonging to an underrepresented archetype would anger me less than three belonging to a PAINFULLY OVER-REPRESENTED archetype.
5: Nintendo is one of the last holdouts for color and likable characters, which makes their inclusion that more painful. They could have helped diversify the roster. They could have added three different types of characters. They could have done SO MUCH MORE THAN ADD THE THREE ****ING CHARACTERS THAT PEOPLE PLAY NINTENDO CONSOLES TO GET THE **** AWAY FROM!!! But instead, they pander to the lowest common denominator. Same thing happened with Pokken, instead of having a nice, diverse roster with decent bulky Pokemon to round out the stick figures, the roster is made ENTIRELY of fast Pokemon, almost all of which are stick-figure Pokemon. If this was any other company, I'd probably have gotten over it by not, but this is Nintendo: the LAST HOLDOUT for whimsical games that don't insult your intelligence by making everything dark, gritty and emotionless. **** YOU NINTENDO!
...And that is why I can't get over their inclusion. Believe me, I tried yesterday and the day before. I could not get over the fact they were included, and will likely resume never playing the game again. The only thing I have to look forward to in that game anymore is the Sheik nerf.
Keep in mind they included those characters based on a survey that was made, I think something like 60,000 people responded. Those responses indicated that those characters were the characters people wanted most, so really they were just giving what the public wants. Blame the public in this case if you feel you need to xD
OT: I am trying to study for this exam but there's no good resources available to study!
That only holds true for Bayonetta, and that's if Nintendo wasn't LYING about the survey just so they didn't have to add another anthro character to appeal to those "Oh so disgusting furries." Cloud and Unreleased Character had nothing to do with the survey. Those two characters didn't need to be in a game that was actually fairly diverse before they showed up. Those spots could have gone to keeping the roster diverse instead of ruining it.
I'm pretty sure Nintendo doesn't have a bias against furries, let alone, there are plenty of popular "anthro" characters that could have been in, but weren't, and you just have to deal with it. Not everything like that is anti-furry >.>
OT: I can't stand this consistent state of boredom that I'm in whenever I'm home. It makes me wish that I could just stay at work all day half of the time.
Post by: Alistair on April 17, 2016, 04:25:30 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on April 17, 2016, 06:22:38 PM
I saw people hating on Jews like it was still the 1930s and the internet was Germany, people saying race mixing is bad, saying they'd shoot transgender people or promoting doing such things, overuse of the N word by people who clearly are whiter than Siesta Beach.
I'm surprised I didn't see someone saying that the KKK did nothing wrong ever.
I'm sure some of it was irony but it can't all be and a lot of it came of as genuine hate.
Makes me miss my days as a silly misanthrope.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 17, 2016, 07:11:46 PM
considering Animal crossing, Starfox, and Mario wearing the equivalent of a Tanookie fur suit I have to agree ,but on another note I really wish they'd just add Krystal if they don't screw up her moveset she has the potential to be the First Starfox character in Smash bros that doesn't follow the 'fox clone' moveset.I feel bad about changing Benny's species in the book to a giant rat, and my mom doesn't like Rat Benny, and yet... I've already grown more attached to him that Almiraj Benny. I have a soft spot for bunnies... but I adore rats more. That, and I can never get Almiraj Benny's expression right.People would think by now I'd have gotten over Cloud, Corrin and Bayonetta being included in Smash Brothers 4. To be honest... no, I haven't. I am every bit as ****ed off as I was when they were announced.1: First off, THEY'RE ALL THE SAME GUY! They're each edgy, overly serious human characters with excruciatingly weak and unlikable personality, TWO of which wield swords and one is incredibly masagonistic.
2: Were Roy and Ryu not grand enough that we needed THREE MORE OVERLY SERIOUS HUMAN CHARACTERS TO ADD TO THE UMPTEEN WE ALREADY HAD, PLUS THOSE TWO!? I mean, god, seven DLC characters, and FIVE OF THEM ARE THE SAME ****ING TYPE OF CHARACTER!? K. Rool. Wolf. Banjo. Ridley. Inklings. Rayman. Ashley. Geno. Bomberman. NPC Villagers. etc. There are so many characters they could have added from games that deserve more love that actually would have DIVERSIFIED the roster instead of watering it down with a type of character that PLAGUES video games these days.
3: Fire Emblem is one of Nintendo's most overrated franchises. The gameplay is just so watered down, and it's characters and stories are horrible. So what if Corrin can turn into a dragon? He/she himself/herself is still human. Bayonetta is one of those typical sexist games with a smoking-hot protagonist in a world where basically everything except those oh-so glorious humans are evil. You could argue that a lot of demon characters are helper characters, but that doesn't mean they're not evil. Final Fantasy 7 itself isn't all that overrated (I think it actually deserves a lot of the praise it gets) but Cloud himself is EXCRUCIATINGLY overrated. I mean, in all seriousness, it's pretty hard to make edgy, overly serious human characters that ARE likable, but none of these three even come close.
4: Would three anthros or three whimsical humans piss me off less? Yes they would. I would be more than happy to get three more anthro characters. Three whimsical human characters... wouldn't exactly make me happy, but I would NOT be anywhere near as angry. Anthro characters are almost never playable in games anymore, and even a VILLAIN anthro playable would be welcome. Heck, whimsy in general is barely existent on the Playstation and XBox consoles. So yeah, three characters belonging to an underrepresented archetype would anger me less than three belonging to a PAINFULLY OVER-REPRESENTED archetype.
5: Nintendo is one of the last holdouts for color and likable characters, which makes their inclusion that more painful. They could have helped diversify the roster. They could have added three different types of characters. They could have done SO MUCH MORE THAN ADD THE THREE ****ING CHARACTERS THAT PEOPLE PLAY NINTENDO CONSOLES TO GET THE **** AWAY FROM!!! But instead, they pander to the lowest common denominator. Same thing happened with Pokken, instead of having a nice, diverse roster with decent bulky Pokemon to round out the stick figures, the roster is made ENTIRELY of fast Pokemon, almost all of which are stick-figure Pokemon. If this was any other company, I'd probably have gotten over it by not, but this is Nintendo: the LAST HOLDOUT for whimsical games that don't insult your intelligence by making everything dark, gritty and emotionless. **** YOU NINTENDO!
...And that is why I can't get over their inclusion. Believe me, I tried yesterday and the day before. I could not get over the fact they were included, and will likely resume never playing the game again. The only thing I have to look forward to in that game anymore is the Sheik nerf.
Keep in mind they included those characters based on a survey that was made, I think something like 60,000 people responded. Those responses indicated that those characters were the characters people wanted most, so really they were just giving what the public wants. Blame the public in this case if you feel you need to xD
OT: I am trying to study for this exam but there's no good resources available to study!
That only holds true for Bayonetta, and that's if Nintendo wasn't LYING about the survey just so they didn't have to add another anthro character to appeal to those "Oh so disgusting furries." Cloud and Unreleased Character had nothing to do with the survey. Those two characters didn't need to be in a game that was actually fairly diverse before they showed up. Those spots could have gone to keeping the roster diverse instead of ruining it.
I'm pretty sure Nintendo doesn't have a bias against furries, let alone, there are plenty of popular "anthro" characters that could have been in, but weren't, and you just have to deal with it. Not everything like that is anti-furry >.>
OT: I can't stand this consistent state of boredom that I'm in whenever I'm home. It makes me wish that I could just stay at work all day half of the time.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on April 17, 2016, 07:21:18 PM
Oh my God, that is terrible but hilarious that people still think stuff like that.
Living in a very liberal state I tend to avoid those things, sorry you had to stumble upon it.
Those people ust want attention and they're either trolls or plain idiots--neither of which you have to take seriously and both are dangerous to try and argue with. It's essentially pointless to even bother talking sense into them.
Hah, I've stumbled across some sites like that... It's pretty terrible sometimes but they're minority opinions anyway; I guess it's better that they congregate in their own little areas and keep to their echo-chambers. Means less people have to deal with them.
I live in the south, but growing up in a big, varied city and with pretty liberal parents I haven't come across too much bad stuff/people in person yet, thankfully.
Post by: 138 on April 17, 2016, 08:32:12 PM
OT: I've experienced more wind than I wanted to this weekend and past week.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on April 17, 2016, 08:35:00 PM
I hear a lot of that sort of thing both sarcastically and not sarcastically. Though, I'm no liberal.
OT: I've experienced more wind than I wanted to this weekend and past week.
Same thing but with hail. We got some that were almost golf ball sized earlier this week...
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 17, 2016, 10:18:14 PM
I just went on the single most disgusting place on the internet. It was really great. An eye opening experience for me, truly eye opening.
I saw people hating on Jews like it was still the 1930s and the internet was Germany, people saying race mixing is bad, saying they'd shoot transgender people or promoting doing such things, overuse of the N word by people who clearly are whiter than Siesta Beach.
I'm surprised I didn't see someone saying that the KKK did nothing wrong ever.
I'm sure some of it was irony but it can't all be and a lot of it came of as genuine hate.
Makes me miss my days as a silly misanthrope.
So... Facebook.
Post by: kalan on April 17, 2016, 10:30:54 PM
Post by: The Past on April 18, 2016, 02:35:13 AM
Post by: Nrein on April 18, 2016, 02:46:36 AM
I want to talk with my grandma about something personal because, despite being a very devoted Catholic, she's perhaps the most open-minded out of my family, but I don't know exactly how she'd react to my specific trouble. She's perfectly fine with homosexual people, but my issue is a bit different than that and I don't know her stance on it.
Meby start by treading the waters? Gauge her stance on it, get a feel for what her reaction might be, maybe even inform her about it if she doesn't know much regarding it. Then if all's good, go for it. If not, well, at that point only you can make that call really.
OT: I hate being made at this one specific person. But I wish I could be a lot more mad than I am at them. But then I wish I didn't have any reason to be mad at that. And that makes me more mad x.x;
Post by: BennyJackdaw on April 18, 2016, 11:48:26 AM
I feel bad about changing Benny's species in the book to a giant rat, and my mom doesn't like Rat Benny, and yet... I've already grown more attached to him that Almiraj Benny. I have a soft spot for bunnies... but I adore rats more. That, and I can never get Almiraj Benny's expression right.People would think by now I'd have gotten over Cloud, Corrin and Bayonetta being included in Smash Brothers 4. To be honest... no, I haven't. I am every bit as ****ed off as I was when they were announced.1: First off, THEY'RE ALL THE SAME GUY! They're each edgy, overly serious human characters with excruciatingly weak and unlikable personality, TWO of which wield swords and one is incredibly masagonistic.
2: Were Roy and Ryu not grand enough that we needed THREE MORE OVERLY SERIOUS HUMAN CHARACTERS TO ADD TO THE UMPTEEN WE ALREADY HAD, PLUS THOSE TWO!? I mean, god, seven DLC characters, and FIVE OF THEM ARE THE SAME ****ING TYPE OF CHARACTER!? K. Rool. Wolf. Banjo. Ridley. Inklings. Rayman. Ashley. Geno. Bomberman. NPC Villagers. etc. There are so many characters they could have added from games that deserve more love that actually would have DIVERSIFIED the roster instead of watering it down with a type of character that PLAGUES video games these days.
3: Fire Emblem is one of Nintendo's most overrated franchises. The gameplay is just so watered down, and it's characters and stories are horrible. So what if Corrin can turn into a dragon? He/she himself/herself is still human. Bayonetta is one of those typical sexist games with a smoking-hot protagonist in a world where basically everything except those oh-so glorious humans are evil. You could argue that a lot of demon characters are helper characters, but that doesn't mean they're not evil. Final Fantasy 7 itself isn't all that overrated (I think it actually deserves a lot of the praise it gets) but Cloud himself is EXCRUCIATINGLY overrated. I mean, in all seriousness, it's pretty hard to make edgy, overly serious human characters that ARE likable, but none of these three even come close.
4: Would three anthros or three whimsical humans piss me off less? Yes they would. I would be more than happy to get three more anthro characters. Three whimsical human characters... wouldn't exactly make me happy, but I would NOT be anywhere near as angry. Anthro characters are almost never playable in games anymore, and even a VILLAIN anthro playable would be welcome. Heck, whimsy in general is barely existent on the Playstation and XBox consoles. So yeah, three characters belonging to an underrepresented archetype would anger me less than three belonging to a PAINFULLY OVER-REPRESENTED archetype.
5: Nintendo is one of the last holdouts for color and likable characters, which makes their inclusion that more painful. They could have helped diversify the roster. They could have added three different types of characters. They could have done SO MUCH MORE THAN ADD THE THREE ****ING CHARACTERS THAT PEOPLE PLAY NINTENDO CONSOLES TO GET THE **** AWAY FROM!!! But instead, they pander to the lowest common denominator. Same thing happened with Pokken, instead of having a nice, diverse roster with decent bulky Pokemon to round out the stick figures, the roster is made ENTIRELY of fast Pokemon, almost all of which are stick-figure Pokemon. If this was any other company, I'd probably have gotten over it by not, but this is Nintendo: the LAST HOLDOUT for whimsical games that don't insult your intelligence by making everything dark, gritty and emotionless. **** YOU NINTENDO!
...And that is why I can't get over their inclusion. Believe me, I tried yesterday and the day before. I could not get over the fact they were included, and will likely resume never playing the game again. The only thing I have to look forward to in that game anymore is the Sheik nerf.
Keep in mind they included those characters based on a survey that was made, I think something like 60,000 people responded. Those responses indicated that those characters were the characters people wanted most, so really they were just giving what the public wants. Blame the public in this case if you feel you need to xD
OT: I am trying to study for this exam but there's no good resources available to study!
That only holds true for Bayonetta, and that's if Nintendo wasn't LYING about the survey just so they didn't have to add another anthro character to appeal to those "Oh so disgusting furries." Cloud and Unreleased Character had nothing to do with the survey. Those two characters didn't need to be in a game that was actually fairly diverse before they showed up. Those spots could have gone to keeping the roster diverse instead of ruining it.
I'm pretty sure Nintendo doesn't have a bias against furries, let alone, there are plenty of popular "anthro" characters that could have been in, but weren't, and you just have to deal with it. Not everything like that is anti-furry
And yet, we only got TWO new non-human characters in this game, one of which no one asked for, and another which people DID ask for, but not riding that stupid little clown car. So many anthro characters were asked for: NONE OF THEM were added. I'll believe "no furry bias" once I stop seeing anthro villains in games, and start seeing more anthro heroes.
Post by: The Past on April 18, 2016, 12:51:13 PM
I want to talk with my grandma about something personal because, despite being a very devoted Catholic, she's perhaps the most open-minded out of my family, but I don't know exactly how she'd react to my specific trouble. She's perfectly fine with homosexual people, but my issue is a bit different than that and I don't know her stance on it.
Meby start by treading the waters? Gauge her stance on it, get a feel for what her reaction might be, maybe even inform her about it if she doesn't know much regarding it. Then if all's good, go for it. If not, well, at that point only you can make that call really.
OT: I hate being made at this one specific person. But I wish I could be a lot more mad than I am at them. But then I wish I didn't have any reason to be mad at that. And that makes me more mad x.x;
Yeah, I suppose so, though I've decided not to talk about it with her. I've pretty much settled that I'm over thinking everything. I have more pressing issues to be concerned with to get my life back on track. I've been making things too hard on myself and been even more of a moron. It's time to make a proper change for the better.
Post by: drakewithout on April 18, 2016, 03:35:17 PM
Post by: Farewell on April 18, 2016, 04:07:21 PM
And again anxiety and depression is just getting worse and worse. I'm losing my self esteem, I feel like giving up.. But I know I won't. I just really need to keep my head high and tell myself it's going to get better.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 18, 2016, 07:58:51 PM
i wish kindness was manditory in schoolsdon't we all.
Post by: Alistair on April 18, 2016, 08:27:33 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 18, 2016, 10:56:52 PM
The constant and consistent back pain from day to day. It's irritating and I'm mostly just learning to ignore it since it doesn't seem it'll get any better.maybe you should study Ergonomics.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 18, 2016, 10:57:55 PM
My upper back has screwed up from when I'm on TFF and I'm in bed, my ankles and knees get wrecked at indoor soccer (which usually lasts about 40min, tonight will be 80).
My legs also have multiple calcified bruises, because I'm an idiot and didn't wear shin guards.
Post by: 138 on April 19, 2016, 04:48:35 AM
Post by: juliet on April 19, 2016, 05:05:38 AM
Now she's gone and I don't really feel anything. Except anger for her children who instead of taking care of her were too busy with their own vices and destroying the one man who was trying to care for her, their father.
I'm not sad she passed, its the opposite.
I'm tired and irritated, and funeral arrangements are probably going to happen soon... I don't want to do any of this.
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Post by: Alistair on April 19, 2016, 05:07:26 AM
My great grandmother finally died Last night after being sick with untreatable cancer for... A few months. During which I only saw her twice.
Now she's gone and I don't really feel anything. Except anger for her children who instead of taking care of her were too busy with their own vices and destroying the one man who was trying to care for her, their father.
I'm not sad she passed, its the opposite.
I'm tired and irritated, and funeral arrangements are probably going to happen soon... I don't want to do any of this.
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My condolences despite you not feeling anything.
Post by: juliet on April 19, 2016, 05:09:21 AM
I'm not heartless. I loved her.
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Post by: Alistair on April 19, 2016, 05:25:20 AM
Post by: kalan on April 19, 2016, 06:42:01 AM
I just wanna be happy again
Post by: Grey on April 19, 2016, 08:15:26 AM
Hopefully I'll start to feel better as the day progresses.
Post by: juliet on April 19, 2016, 10:47:54 AM
I don't particularly like this.
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Post by: Detroit on April 19, 2016, 12:22:29 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 19, 2016, 04:40:19 PM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 20, 2016, 02:21:56 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 20, 2016, 11:06:26 AM
My mom knows school has been terrible. Having anxiety and depression things haven't been going well (luckily getting therapy soon), along with family issues so I couldn't concentrate on school. She's going to talk to my dad about homeschool or charter school so I can catch up on credits... However for some reason he is against that shit. He feels that you go to a regular school with perfect grades and after go to a college. I'm really stressed out.Of course it'll get better Zaida. Just believe that it will, and remember that you're not alone.
And again anxiety and depression is just getting worse and worse. I'm losing my self esteem, I feel like giving up.. But I know I won't. I just really need to keep my head high and tell myself it's going to get better.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 20, 2016, 05:00:56 PM
I don't want to wake up in the morning. My dad thinks that he can pray away all my problemsSometimes prayer doesn't work ,because God is telling you it's your turn to act.
"We can't expect God to do all the work."~Joshua Graham.
Post by: RoyFigaro on April 20, 2016, 06:54:37 PM
Post by: 138 on April 20, 2016, 08:13:37 PM
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Post by: kalan on April 20, 2016, 10:28:45 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 20, 2016, 10:35:55 PM
Why am I so blasted tired... i want to stay up but I can't... tired need nap.
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 20, 2016, 11:10:43 PM
I dropped my belt buckle on my tablet today, and I broke the screen. Yay me. XDHow f*cking heavy is your belt buckle XD?
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Post by: 138 on April 21, 2016, 12:08:45 AM
Heavy enough to break my tablet. XDI dropped my belt buckle on my tablet today, and I broke the screen. Yay me. XDHow f*cking heavy is your belt buckle XD?
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Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 21, 2016, 12:09:35 AM
Heavy enough to break my tablet. XDI dropped my belt buckle on my tablet today, and I broke the screen. Yay me. XDHow f*cking heavy is your belt buckle XD?
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Get a lighter belt buckle...
Post by: 138 on April 21, 2016, 12:12:00 AM
I just received one in the mail today. I need a new belt altogether. ^_^Heavy enough to break my tablet. XDI dropped my belt buckle on my tablet today, and I broke the screen. Yay me. XDHow f*cking heavy is your belt buckle XD?
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Get a lighter belt buckle...
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 21, 2016, 12:36:39 AM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 21, 2016, 01:02:51 AM
Post by: 138 on April 21, 2016, 01:06:00 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 21, 2016, 02:05:39 AM
Post by: 138 on April 21, 2016, 02:09:43 AM
Is it part of a uniform then?
No, I'm just used to wearing a belt. :P
Post by: The Past on April 21, 2016, 07:48:18 AM
On topic: I often get times where I want to make a short statement, then get worried people will misunderstand, so I add more to it, then keep having to add more until I just give up and don't send it because it ended up longer than it was worth and would make me look like a looney toon.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 21, 2016, 11:12:55 PM
Just remember that there is a whole community spread across the world that loves you.
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Post by: Grey on April 22, 2016, 12:30:35 AM
Post by: 138 on April 22, 2016, 12:38:56 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 22, 2016, 05:17:05 PM
*sigh*
Post by: 138 on April 22, 2016, 07:04:54 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 22, 2016, 08:16:55 PM
Post by: Ori on April 22, 2016, 10:00:58 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 22, 2016, 10:02:54 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 22, 2016, 10:51:59 PM
I want to draw... But my dad gets really annoying when I start. (Makes noise, sighs, whistles, stuff.) And afterwards he critiques the living crap out of it. (And he took my headphones away, what a shame they were so nice too {And expensive}.) I miss them, they were like part of my identity. 4 months without my beautiful headphones. I feel like my identity is missing. XDLock the door to your room and draw there if there is room, can't get better if you never can draw in the first place. Seriously he is stupid Drawling is 10x better than playing video games and he's being an idoit about it NOT RIGHT!
Post by: YourUnknownHost on April 23, 2016, 12:00:17 AM
I want to draw... But my dad gets really annoying when I start. (Makes noise, sighs, whistles, stuff.) And afterwards he critiques the living crap out of it. (And he took my headphones away, what a shame they were so nice too {And expensive}.) I miss them, they were like part of my identity. 4 months without my beautiful headphones. I feel like my identity is missing. XDDon't listen to him chances are if he drew it would be not as good as you. He's probably doing this to discourage you from drawing because he thinks it's odd what your drawing or envies you. Also next time he critiques it give him a paper and pencil and ask if he could do better >:3 .
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 23, 2016, 11:03:07 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 23, 2016, 03:07:54 PM
My back has been sore all day, it's meant that I haven't been able to sit comfortably or do anything. I don't have the money to go see a doctor about it though...You want to see a chiropractor, on another note lay down on the carpet where it is flat and sit there for a few seconds
Post by: saph the sergal on April 23, 2016, 03:08:55 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 23, 2016, 03:11:11 PM
Post by: Makias on April 23, 2016, 04:01:55 PM
when will this shit end? seriously?
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 23, 2016, 05:28:55 PM
I cannot take the stress of the bullshit I have to put up with every week..............once again I am further in debt, most likely. Collections sent a notice on a bill that I know I **censor** paid, the clinic said I didn't owe anymore and then I get this **censor** notice!?! I don't think I can handle another Monday of yelling at someone for not doing their job correctly or for screwing me over..........when people figure out how to fully scrub their dirty data.
when will this shit end? seriously?
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 23, 2016, 10:59:30 PM
I cannot take the stress of the bullshit I have to put up with every week..............once again I am further in debt, most likely. Collections sent a notice on a bill that I know I **censor** paid, the clinic said I didn't owe anymore and then I get this **censor** notice!?! I don't think I can handle another Monday of yelling at someone for not doing their job correctly or for screwing me over..........when people figure out how to fully scrub their dirty data.
when will this shit end? seriously?
*scrub scrub*
Post by: kalan on April 24, 2016, 12:21:00 AM
Post by: Makias on April 24, 2016, 12:23:42 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 24, 2016, 12:26:48 AM
I have them too...
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 24, 2016, 12:28:22 AM
it's a computer term look up dirty data and data scrubbingI cannot take the stress of the bullshit I have to put up with every week..............once again I am further in debt, most likely. Collections sent a notice on a bill that I know I **censor** paid, the clinic said I didn't owe anymore and then I get this **censor** notice!?! I don't think I can handle another Monday of yelling at someone for not doing their job correctly or for screwing me over..........when people figure out how to fully scrub their dirty data.
when will this shit end? seriously?
*scrub scrub*
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 24, 2016, 12:34:12 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 24, 2016, 04:09:55 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 24, 2016, 09:48:38 PM
Post by: Ori on April 24, 2016, 10:02:47 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 25, 2016, 03:16:38 AM
Are you egging me on?Maaaybe. ^_^
Exo: click here (http://www.mobygames.com/images/shots/l/703562-oddworld-abe-s-exoddus-playstation-screenshot-as-always-even.png)
Post by: The Past on April 26, 2016, 02:58:22 PM
Post by: Udldu on April 26, 2016, 04:23:58 PM
You know, I think I'll be better off on Reddit only. A human can only handle so much cringe.
Post by: Alistair on April 26, 2016, 04:34:25 PM
Apparently, according to Tumblr, I just found out that we people can only visit places where white males are, the word "female" must not be used, a 14 year old girl is "triggered" by pictures of worms (furthurmore pretending to have panic attacks by mashing the keyboard), and that Kylo Ren needs to burn for causing genocide and whatnot.
You know, I think I'll be better off on Reddit only. A human can only handle so much cringe.
I literally use xkit just to use the site. Post block is my savior.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 26, 2016, 09:17:20 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 26, 2016, 09:51:00 PM
You should just stick around here. Everyone is so much nicer.
This is true. Except when bad things happen occasionally.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 26, 2016, 10:57:15 PM
Apparently, according to Tumblr, I just found out that we people can only visit places where white males are, the word "female" must not be used, a 14 year old girl is "triggered" by pictures of worms (furthurmore pretending to have panic attacks by mashing the keyboard), and that Kylo Ren needs to burn for causing genocide and whatnot.huh? are you saying I can't go anywhere like this?
You know, I think I'll be better off on Reddit only. A human can only handle so much cringe.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 26, 2016, 11:13:42 PM
^ 2016 in a nutshell.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on April 28, 2016, 04:47:37 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 28, 2016, 05:21:10 PM
I really need to try getting a job this summer, and there's an opening at a place I'd really like to work at (plus it's close by). An issue though is that on the application there's a good chunk of it devoted to past work experience, and I don't really have any of that still. A lot of people I know around my age have already had a job so I feel like a slacker :/ Anyway I'm not sure how much of deal that will be, but can't hurt to try i guess.
My first job is going to be just as tricky for the same reasons.
Post by: 138 on April 28, 2016, 05:24:52 PM
Post by: The Past on April 28, 2016, 05:34:45 PM
I really need to try getting a job this summer, and there's an opening at a place I'd really like to work at (plus it's close by). An issue though is that on the application there's a good chunk of it devoted to past work experience, and I don't really have any of that still. A lot of people I know around my age have already had a job so I feel like a slacker :/
This is the issue I'm having. I'm 21 and never got a job, nor have I gone to college. The first couple years after graduation, I was preparing/waiting to move out of state at any time, so I didn't bother to get a job/class if I was going to leave soon. When that move failed, I spent another year moping in depression. I'm such a paranoid POS, I'm still afraid of taking the risk and trying to get a job. College is out of the question because I'd rather keep our depleting money for necessities rather than classes that will most likely waste it.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 28, 2016, 06:10:06 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 28, 2016, 08:50:58 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on April 28, 2016, 11:08:51 PM
It's just a position at a bookstore, but since I really enjoy that sort of stuff I'd love to get the job. But if I have to settle for something less interesting I guess I'll take what I can get.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 28, 2016, 11:10:33 PM
Post by: MuAlphaChi_ on April 29, 2016, 07:13:21 AM
Post by: Nrein on April 29, 2016, 03:36:38 PM
Gotta wait for my package to arrive, and wait for all my Fallout mods to update.
And to top it off, gotta deal with my roommates fighting all day.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 29, 2016, 08:56:48 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on April 29, 2016, 09:30:33 PM
I am just so tired of not having a computer. There's only so much a tablet can do, and a computer can do everything. But that's just the half of it, I watch let's plays all the time and now I can barely stand them. I don't want to WATCH a game I want to PLAY one!I just got my computer working, I feel ya.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 30, 2016, 01:05:44 AM
I am just so tired of not having a computer. There's only so much a tablet can do, and a computer can do everything. But that's just the half of it, I watch let's plays all the time and now I can barely stand them. I don't want to WATCH a game I want to PLAY one!
Thought of getting a tablet game while you wait?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 30, 2016, 01:55:27 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on April 30, 2016, 01:57:33 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on April 30, 2016, 07:30:10 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on April 30, 2016, 07:36:25 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on April 30, 2016, 08:06:21 PM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on May 01, 2016, 02:04:41 AM
I lost the person who's kept me alive for the past three years.Awe who is this person?
Post by: Dax Declan on May 01, 2016, 02:42:29 AM
I lost the person who's kept me alive for the past three years.Awe who is this person?
A girl named Jane who made my life infinitely better
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 01, 2016, 02:50:44 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 01, 2016, 03:05:50 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 01, 2016, 03:09:21 AM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on May 01, 2016, 03:26:03 AM
I think I just want to die.I hope you feel better Nix also what's wrong?
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 01, 2016, 04:50:06 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 01, 2016, 07:22:06 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on May 01, 2016, 02:14:00 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 01, 2016, 02:27:38 PM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on May 01, 2016, 04:39:17 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 01, 2016, 10:36:54 PM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on May 02, 2016, 12:33:11 AM
Post by: 138 on May 02, 2016, 03:01:36 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 02, 2016, 03:03:19 AM
Probably about 4 hours of recovery sleep since then, the rest has been either too short or broken.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 02, 2016, 10:22:26 PM
I have about had it with the sheer stupidity, laziness, and inconsideration of people. First some degenerate decided to steal my only pair of headphones, which made me pretty upset. Then a good friend of mine got tickets for a group of us to go to a presidential rally. (I'm not gonna say who to prevent general bickery). So we all had a nice day planned out. Now I'm a small town kid. I don't get out much, I was pretty excited. But then turns out I have an orthodontic appointment. OK no big deal, but turns out it is. Because their incompetent asses can't schedule an appointment right. The girl at the front desk has a grudge against us because she can't **censor** post date a check. So we arrived at 3:38. We scheduled for 3:30. She INSISTED we scheduled for 3:15. We would never do that. We can't make it there after school from that time. So they made us wait forever. I was really nervous I was gonna miss my ride to the rally. After she kept dicking around we walked out and got to my school at 4:40. The plan for the rally ride was they bring their van and take us there at 4:40. I text him pretty pissed off and they instead took my ticket, got a 4 seater, and left 30 minutes early. I cannot stand people anymore.
Post by: saph the sergal on May 02, 2016, 10:30:23 PM
btw the most common pc failure i have seen is a dead hard drive or something because people dont dust their pc this one is going 4 years strong with little upgrades and monthly dusting
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 02, 2016, 10:33:15 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 02, 2016, 11:10:12 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 02, 2016, 11:17:40 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 02, 2016, 11:32:07 PM
Turns out a good friend of my future brother in law was beaten to death today... I wouldn't be as upset if I didn't meet this man. But I did. He was a really cool guy, he was in his twenties. I spent a good two days chilling out with this guy. We didn't have to much direct conversation but... Just how the hell do things like this even happen!
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 02, 2016, 11:37:23 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 02, 2016, 11:41:33 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 02, 2016, 11:49:05 PM
I don't understand either. I don't know why people fight or kill. Are you any bit religious?
Post by: saph the sergal on May 02, 2016, 11:50:20 PM
I don't mind at all. Apparently they find him in his car pushed off the side of the road. He was such a nice guy. He worked honestly. I don't understand how things like this happen in a town with 1900 people.
nice people can have big issues that they never disclose i know this pm and ill tell you all about it and how im dealing with a nice neighber turned pure mean thanks to losing her kids and my family getting the blame
Post by: Dax Declan on May 03, 2016, 12:03:19 AM
Cecilla I'm agnostic.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 03, 2016, 12:06:47 AM
Post by: The Past on May 03, 2016, 12:08:00 AM
My left ankle's been hurting lately. It's not extremely painful, but it's irritating every time I walk down the stairs or accidentally position it at a certain angle while in bed. It's the same ankle I sprained pretty bad multiple times prior, so I suppose that's partially why, but I didn't have this issue until the last couple weeks. I have no idea what I did to make it act up now.
Post by: HyenaKing on May 03, 2016, 12:17:28 AM
Dax, if you need any advice, don't be afraid to message me.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 03, 2016, 12:38:56 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 03, 2016, 12:47:30 AM
Post by: SirlLawyerWolf on May 03, 2016, 02:03:59 AM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on May 03, 2016, 02:36:59 AM
Post by: 138 on May 03, 2016, 02:38:46 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 03, 2016, 10:54:14 AM
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on May 03, 2016, 12:15:48 PM
Now I'm being held in bed with the ruse of cuddling with my best friend ... >:(
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 03, 2016, 12:30:19 PM
It makes me feel bad that there's an entire thread for this stuff with 5500+ replies *sighs* :( All i can do is hope everything works out for other people...
Well, having no problems is a problem in itself. Some guy in Community said that having no pain is still pain.
It's okay Ibi. We all have problems. Big or small, they're still problems nonetheless. This thread isn't for bottling your feelings. It's for expressing them, so go right ahead.
My problems are all in my brain, because I take everything personally.
Post by: The Past on May 03, 2016, 04:21:49 PM
Post by: Farewell on May 03, 2016, 04:34:22 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 03, 2016, 06:59:50 PM
I'm one of the 99.99999999998% of people with depression and anxiety. And right now that combination is firing enough that I can't get myself to do anything productive. Can't even eat.
I'm not quite at that level. I almost eat too much.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 03, 2016, 09:12:49 PM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on May 03, 2016, 10:42:12 PM
I'm one of the 99.99999999998% of people with depression and anxiety. And right now that combination is firing enough that I can't get myself to do anything productive. Can't even eat.I rarely worry about something a lot without my anxiety medicine but when i really worry i forget to eat and then it's even harder to eat the next day, this happened once a long time ago i was worrying so much that i was shaking and had to eat cans of fruit because bread made me sick this was before i had anxiety medicine.I hope everything gets better, also do you have medicine?
Post by: Dax Declan on May 03, 2016, 11:01:53 PM
Post by: Detroit on May 03, 2016, 11:12:42 PM
Post by: The Past on May 03, 2016, 11:14:54 PM
I'm one of the 99.99999999998% of people with depression and anxiety. And right now that combination is firing enough that I can't get myself to do anything productive. Can't even eat.I rarely worry about something a lot without my anxiety medicine but when i really worry i forget to eat and then it's even harder to eat the next day, this happened once a long time ago i was worrying so much that i was shaking and had to eat cans of fruit because bread made me sick this was before i had anxiety medicine.I hope everything gets better, also do you have medicine?
I'm feeling better now, but I have a persistent headache.
And no, I don't take medication. I was never diagnosed with it, I just kept it to myself for the most part. I did want to get checked out for depression, but my family made an overblown fuss about it and it scared me away from getting help. I don't want people to be worried about me.
On topic, THIS FRIGGEN HEADACHE WON'T GO AWAY.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 03, 2016, 11:17:45 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on May 03, 2016, 11:18:16 PM
my landcruiser 79 series ute (eventualy need to get the cash first) will beat up what ever wagon he gets and then some more
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on May 04, 2016, 12:50:26 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 04, 2016, 01:08:33 AM
Anyway, if my family thinks I'm going to forget about this then they are sorely mistaken. I'm all itchy, I had to eat cold dinner, and my muscles are going to hurt real bad tomorrow. I don't think I'll be able to draw tomorrow, which stinks because tomorrow is my only chance. I'm sorry everybody. I've let you down... I hope you can forgive me... *sigh* i'm tired... Good night furs.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 04, 2016, 02:27:44 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on May 04, 2016, 03:03:02 AM
People irk me sooooo bad sometimes. I was scrolling through my facebook and came across something shared by my "great aunt" (used to be my aunt through marriage but a divorce happend). She shared an article about a transgender teen winning prom queen. She was born male and all the comments were "THIS IS AN OUTRAGE!" "What a sick world we live in!" This shit grinds my gears soooo hard. What is so wrong about someone being happy!Most people are really ignorant and close-minded, living shallow, pointless lives that amount to nothing. They act so dumb, jealous, and rude only for the reason of herd mentality or just plain ingorance. That's life, fella.
Post by: Alistair on May 04, 2016, 04:23:27 AM
I shouldn't have to and should be able to point out when someone is being shitty without having to fear for losing something I need to survive or being put through an episode of panic.
On the other hand a good majority of my family is voting for trump and I have the absolute urge to tell them, "Do I know you?" I've seen politics cause family drama before but with trump's financial disasters I can't stand for people that would support a person that is going to put this country further in the hole than ever before.
Another note, I'm losing a bit of my grip on my anxiety even with my medication regulating it. Luckily I have an appointment tomorrow and can hopefully talk about a medication adjustment or change to help me get my grip back on it. Although I think the recent spike in my anxiety is due to all the shit that's been going on as of late. Not having my mate around at night when I really need her is shitty, especially having learnt to sleep in a bed with another being and now they're just not there.
I'm sure I'll pull through to the other side with all this and it'll blow over in no time, but I needed a moment to sit down and vent it all out.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 04, 2016, 05:34:17 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 04, 2016, 10:30:15 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 04, 2016, 12:12:55 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 04, 2016, 04:00:06 PM
Post by: Farewell on May 04, 2016, 04:26:19 PM
I can care less about being grounded really, but I'm worried about my credits. Reason I need summer school and I really need to be homeschooled or moved to a charter school to catch up. My dad is against that shit for some reason. The only one trying to help is my mom since she knows that my anxiety and depression have been tearing me apart everyday and I need help. There's going to be a huge argument about it, that's one thing for sure...
Post by: Regi on May 04, 2016, 06:20:37 PM
Post by: Farewell on May 04, 2016, 06:50:41 PM
Post by: Jane on May 04, 2016, 07:11:12 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 04, 2016, 08:18:23 PM
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on May 04, 2016, 09:09:48 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 04, 2016, 09:21:11 PM
Alright, I'll try doing this to catch up. I really appreciate it, maybe I can get out of the F range before school ends or at least in summer school. I'll definitely Pm if I need more advice. Again, thanks.Teachers can help you out too Zaida. It's the school councillor's job to help students with this kind of stuff. It's not too late, you just have to put in some extra effort. I know you can do it.
Post by: HyenaKing on May 04, 2016, 11:43:53 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 04, 2016, 11:50:06 PM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on May 05, 2016, 02:25:58 AM
Post by: Jane on May 05, 2016, 10:55:43 AM
Post by: drakewithout on May 05, 2016, 01:49:50 PM
Post by: 138 on May 05, 2016, 03:57:52 PM
people need to be nicer i think
Good luck with that!
Post by: Synth-Fox on May 05, 2016, 05:30:34 PM
Post Merge: May 05, 2016, 05:37:55 PM
I forgot to mention the staff meeting we had later on... It lasted 2 hours... And i wasn't even needed to be there... I had nothing to input to the discussion and I couldn't concentrate on taking notes, plus I wasn't even sure if we were allowed to take notes about the people we look after... Since health and safety have gone made nowadays... That just pushed home the thought that i was a child and that I was inferior to the older workers..... I mean honestly.. I took a long time and tried really hard to get this job, its not like I have bad habbits like drinking or smoking or taking drugs.. I don't do any of those things, and yet i still feel inadequate and foolish after the comment my boss made to me...
Post by: Detroit on May 05, 2016, 06:01:16 PM
just been a long stressful day at school today
Post by: Dax Declan on May 05, 2016, 10:16:17 PM
Post by: The Past on May 05, 2016, 10:26:58 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 05, 2016, 10:27:50 PM
... I had a decent day at work today... It was just at the last three hours that upset me... Since my grandad has passed away, I had to notify my boss that i wouldn't be able to come in on Wednesday next week, she only said "oh I'm sorry" .. I wasn't bothered much by that... Then after she had finished looking at her computer, i said my mum would call her for more information about it.. And then she said "you really should be doing that your self" that comment she made was ageist and discrimination against my disabilities.. I have traits of Aspergers syndrome, so I find it hard to remember lots of information that i struggle to focus on, since my concentration is vary limited and always has been... I'm not trying to be a baby, my mum just knows all the info about the funeral... I just don't want to give people the wrong information and mess them about ... She's my boss so she can tell me how to work, but she has no right to tell me how to live my life... And she was way out of line for implying that just because I'm 18 and I'm in a new job means I'm a childish fool..... I felt like crying after that... But i didn't and instead I went back to working to help the rest of the staff..THat is defintly wrong I'm sorry they treat you that way since you don't drink or do drugs internally your 'more mature' than people who do those things, think of that. and also think of your past accomplishments.
Post Merge: May 05, 2016, 05:37:55 PM
I forgot to mention the staff meeting we had later on... It lasted 2 hours... And i wasn't even needed to be there... I had nothing to input to the discussion and I couldn't concentrate on taking notes, plus I wasn't even sure if we were allowed to take notes about the people we look after... Since health and safety have gone made nowadays... That just pushed home the thought that i was a child and that I was inferior to the older workers..... I mean honestly.. I took a long time and tried really hard to get this job, its not like I have bad habbits like drinking or smoking or taking drugs.. I don't do any of those things, and yet i still feel inadequate and foolish after the comment my boss made to me...
Post by: Jane on May 06, 2016, 02:47:21 AM
Post by: kalan on May 06, 2016, 03:21:17 AM
Post by: Jane on May 06, 2016, 03:43:50 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 06, 2016, 05:12:52 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 06, 2016, 10:59:52 AM
Ibi, it's completely natural to feel nervous. It just means you care a lot about this. Take a deep breath and go righ ahead.
Post by: Jane on May 06, 2016, 06:27:33 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 07, 2016, 03:41:32 AM
Post Merge: May 07, 2016, 10:51:19 PM
It's really frustrating when people get offended because you tell them you're in a MONOGAMOUS relationship.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 08, 2016, 12:19:44 AM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on May 08, 2016, 02:35:24 AM
Post by: Zephyr on May 08, 2016, 02:42:14 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 08, 2016, 02:45:51 AM
Post by: Nrein on May 08, 2016, 02:54:30 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on May 08, 2016, 02:56:45 AM
My mom's also hounding me about getting a job and gets upset when I tell her I haven't applied for many things yet. I know I should and I HAVE been a little lazy, I'm just still a little bit anxious? Or whatever about it I guess. It's not like I plan to sit on my butt all summer if I don't get one; I really want to try doing the online craft business I've been dreaming about doing. It probably sounds really silly and I don't know if it will be very successful but I just want to at least be given a chance...
Post by: The Past on May 08, 2016, 04:02:22 AM
Post by: Nutmeg on May 08, 2016, 11:10:55 PM
Post by: Jane on May 09, 2016, 01:11:34 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 09, 2016, 04:33:33 AM
Post by: drakewithout on May 09, 2016, 03:31:13 PM
And really im like no it’s a quote and in context its actually pretty stupid.
Orr I think I would if that ever happened to me, it hasn’t yet
Post by: Synth-Fox on May 09, 2016, 05:48:59 PM
Post by: ZalTheRaccoon on May 09, 2016, 08:47:14 PM
Post by: Detroit on May 09, 2016, 08:58:01 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on May 09, 2016, 09:08:54 PM
I'm getting really angry with my mums constant lecturing... its like everything I do is wrong in her mind... she just told me that coca cola is poison... seriously wtf! what a bunch of squares!! I don't have bad habbits like drinking, smoking or taking drugs... and yet she's always whingeing.. we had an argument about owning guns in America yesterday... why!? we don't even live there, even tho I want to... it just makes me sick how people have to be so "minimalistic" and obsessed with compromise... why should they care what coke I drink... why does everyone care so much if I have white sugar or white bread or whole milk! I spent the last two or three years having my mum go on an on about me possibly having a wheat intolerance or coeliacs disease, and now that ive been to hospital and had an endoscopy to prove that I am not wheat intolerant or coeliacs she still goes and evangelically drones on about the dangers of gluten... and all the time she goes on google and comes back with all this stuff I should and shouldn't eat.. if ur thinking this is kind, it not .. she always says it in a mean way on her high horse, walking around as if she's some sorta doctor or consultant... .... I always worry that I'm going to lash out at my family... I know most people probably have felt the same but I feel that this is certain to happen soon... one day there gonna start giving me lectures or criticize me in some way, and I'm going to end up hitting them ... and then they'll have a panic attack about me being violent and call the police... who will then go into way over the top alert mode and get about 50 police cars and bring as many tasers as possible and drag me to prison.. then ill never be able to go to America and escape this miserable conservative whole... then if I'm in prison ill be associated with all the scummy chavs and lowlifes that I hate... I'm not a nasty person.... not at all, but everyone has a point where they cant take people opinions being thrust in their faces...
Your mom sounds like she has a textbook narcissistic personality disorder, or something similar. I sometimes go on a subreddit for support for people with family members like that (my parents are nowhere near as bad though). I can point you towards it if you want. I don't think you can really change her whole annoying personality unfortunately, just hope to not let it get under your skin and move out as soon as you are able to. I can tell you're pretty upset at the moment but don't jump to rash conclusions or let your anger/irritation control you.
Also, honestly America isn't /that/ much of a paradise. It's not too bad, but we still have conservatives and annoyingly awful people here too. Not trying to burst that bubble, just being reasonable.
Post by: Synth-Fox on May 09, 2016, 09:53:35 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on May 09, 2016, 10:07:50 PM
Thanks amethyst.. My mum can turn all of a sudden and be unfair.. But then sometimes she's nice for a bit then she complains again... I still want to see America tho.. You guys have anthrocon there and i want in! X3
Anthrocon ain't anywhere near me; like on the other side of the country :(
X3 But I'm glad to help even a little bit.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 09, 2016, 11:10:18 PM
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Post by: HyenaKing on May 13, 2016, 12:31:35 AM
And it's going to increase by a **censor** THIRD because of holidays soon.
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Post by: 138 on May 13, 2016, 01:31:16 PM
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on May 13, 2016, 02:01:33 PM
Oh, that doesn't sounds too good, 138. Well, at least it's only today and tomorrow, plus you'll get some extra money. Why is he in jail?
Post by: 138 on May 13, 2016, 02:13:25 PM
I'm happy to hear I could help ^_^I'm not sure why he's in jail. I don't care all that much really.
Oh, that doesn't sounds too good, 138. Well, at least it's only today and tomorrow, plus you'll get some extra money. Why is he in jail?
Post by: [INACTIVE] on May 13, 2016, 11:19:48 PM
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Post by: Alistair on May 14, 2016, 03:44:51 AM
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 14, 2016, 04:30:07 AM
Some days I just don’t believe it. I can’t imagine my Dad not being here anymore. I sit in my room and just think “There is no way.”
I almost forget that he isn’t here.
I forget that he isn’t on his way home from the work site, driving back home for lunch before doing farm work for the rest of the day.
I forget that he’s no longer just a phone call away.
I forget that he isn’t out in the garage fixing his truck.
These are all little things that people take for granted. You don’t realize how much those little things hurt.
My Dad protected me and was my mentor.
You don’t think about how much your parents do for you. Especially a Dad. Especially a Dad like mine.
One who scolded me, made me tough, pushed me, made me do things to make myself BETTER, encouraged me, supported me.
This is how I remember my Dad. Old photos and videos just don’t do him justice though. This is still so difficult. No matter how many times I seem to forget that he isn’t here…I guess it will always be this way though. It still so unreal. Still impossible to imagine. But its reality.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 14, 2016, 04:39:51 PM
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 14, 2016, 07:15:08 PM
I know many people who don't have supportive fathers or fathers at all. What we had was truly special and he molded me into the person I am today. He had complete and utter trust in me and we had such a strong understanding for each other. He knew all of my secrets and I knew all of his. I even told him that I was a furry, I came out of the closet (I'm bisexual) for him, and he just took it all and he didn't think of me any differently.
Someone messaged me on Facebook today asking me why I put a blue ribbon in my Dad’s casket. It was oddly random, considering the funeral was back in October, not to mention a little nosy… However I feel like this person knew there was a lot more meaning to it rather than “Daddy gave me horses…” which is what I mostly told everyone else. So I decided to tell her.
As long as I have been showing, I didn’t win very many ribbons. Mostly because I was on green ponies or my own horses who weren’t really hunter type horses to begin with. My VERY first horse show was a schooling show at the barn I was taking lessons at. Not a huge deal, but for a 8 year old this was my dream come true since the last shows I did were lead line when I was 4. So this was the big one. I was finally able to go out there on my own and do my thing. Being 8 I still didn’t really know horse shows at all or how they judged anything, so I told my Dad my equitation was going to be perfect and I would win a ribbon.
Now, I still remember this. He said, “Don’t you dare come out of that ring crying to me. You’re not gonna cry or be upset because you know why? You tried your best and you did everything you were taught to do. That is all anyone can ask of you.” I looked at him like he was crazy, because me? Not win? Psht. My riding was awesome. There were about 10 or so other riders, all about my age or a little older
I didn’t place. My heart sunk. The first person I looked at was my Dad. He had this funny look on his face. The kind that looks like he is about to laugh or scold me. He did a lot of those faces. I came out of the ring. Pretty sure my face was blue trying to hold in the tears because I knew my Dad would probably pick on me if I didn’t listen to what he told me.
He said, “BREATHE, and let it out.” I cried like a baby. Maybe two years later I did another show, this one slightly more advanced since this time I was jumping. Ribbons didn’t really flow into my palms, so I was tough enough to accept a loss. I wasn’t going to be a sore loser either.
That day. I got my first blue ribbon. My Dad said, “Good job Rayna, you did your best and you did everything you were taught to do.”
I now look at that as his continual life lesson for me.
I’m a perfectionist. I like to have everything a certain way and I always like to have things go my way. I do whatever I can to make them go my way. Looking at it now he was always right. In everything I should do my best and do what he has taught me.
Be kind to others.
Fight for what you want.
Don’t take crap from anybody.
Be tough.
TALK TO PEOPLE.
And as long as I do my best, nothing bad will happen. That its okay to breathe and cry when I need to. Things happen for a reason and I will be okay. So that’s why I gave him my ribbon. As a sort of promise to keep doing my best.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 14, 2016, 07:28:46 PM
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 14, 2016, 07:35:04 PM
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 14, 2016, 09:03:29 PM
No one really knows what I'm going through IRL and as mentioned before, I'm tired of talking about problems I already know the solutions to, I just haven't found the motivation to put them in action. But I'm working on it.
My dad was a very wonderful person, he lit up any room he walked into and he was kind to everyone, even if they were different. He treated everyone in the same courteous manner and he was very good to my stepmom. Telling other people about him helps me cope with his passing.
Post by: Bricket on May 15, 2016, 02:10:36 AM
People who have watched me know that I have writen about my suicide tendencies I had and the time I almost did it and I know what kind of horrible zone that is.
Truth is, I don't feel well mentally: my work is slacking and I keep asking myself: why am I useful, and I always come to the same conclusion: I am not.
I could disappear and no one would notice or care, even on this forum
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 15, 2016, 02:14:12 AM
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 15, 2016, 05:16:36 AM
No, she isn't a hybrid, but sometimes she's represented as a wolf, and sometimes a horse.
The wolf is more for social interaction and the horse is more for art, but I wish I could just pick one.
I have a very strong attachment to horses, I literally get chills when I'm on one.
Wolves have a very unique impact in my life, but I can't tell you what it is exactly. Too personal. If you know of my heritage you might be able to guess why.
Both of those animals are extremely important to be, but I think I sometimes confuse people. It also doesn't help that I prefer my fursona feral, which makes me stick out even more in the furry fandom. I just wish I could make a decision.
Post by: Midnight Madness on May 15, 2016, 09:13:09 AM
Blind faith and dogma fills the void of its conscience, overriding all sensibility and logic. It tries to contort reality to fit its narrative and eradicate all other ideas as inferior.
While politics are necessary for a structured society, the incarnation we see is disgusting and monstrous, like a tumor bursting at the seams with pustules of filth and a mountain of callous rhetoric. It's killing us all and turning us into monsters.
It's as I said before: the generation of an eye for an eye - slowly making the whole world blind.
Post by: ST-84 Sahelanthropus on May 15, 2016, 10:57:45 AM
You know, for a while I've actually been wondering if recent politics have been much of a focus in this thread. I kinda wouldn't be surprised if so, but at the same time, with this place being like a furry kindergarten where nobody's feelings should get hurt, I actually am surprised it has been brought up at all now.
Post by: ZalTheRaccoon on May 15, 2016, 12:21:16 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 15, 2016, 04:09:09 PM
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 15, 2016, 04:32:09 PM
My mom called saying Destiny coliced earlier this morning. They flushed her out and she is up and moving and did her business. So she should be fine. She is so high maintenance its sad… she is a good horse but she is not for a nervous rider. So I will be riding her again along with Kiss this summer to try and get her sold. I wish I didn’t have to sell her but honestly I don’t have the time or money for all of them, especially since I’m the only one that can properly ride them all. Oh well, hopefully I can find her a good home by the end of the summer. Since she is feeling pretty well the past few months I could probably do some schooling shows with her too to get her back in the game. We shall seeee.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 15, 2016, 04:40:06 PM
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 15, 2016, 04:49:01 PM
I love her to death but she drives me crazy. She is just very difficult to deal with. Beyond the normal mare attitude. She has her moments though where she is as sweet as can be. She just hates being taken away from Buck or being told what to do.
She is also super soft in the mouth and very sensitive. Partially deaf and has narcolepsy. It will be very hard finding her someone who can deal with all of that. Our family friends have offered to take her but it's too close to home, I think it'll be best if she went somewhere that was far away enough for her to start fresh but close enough so she can visit Buck and Bek and vice versa.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 15, 2016, 04:57:25 PM
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 15, 2016, 05:00:49 PM
If I could only afford ONE horse, I would have to choose Buck over Kiss. I love her to death, but Buck is my dad's horse. My stepmom has his boots and clothes, my brother has his shotgun and truck, Buck is my piece.
Post by: Alberath on May 15, 2016, 11:13:43 PM
I know some things are unrealistic, but I wouldn't exactly have much of a story without it! It's fiction! It's not even supposed to be realistic fiction!
Did people playing Undertale complain that- flowers or no- everyone who fell into the underground would logically die when they hit the bottom? That the underground seems too big to fit inside a single mountain?
Did people who watched the new Jungle Book movie complain that jerboas don't live in the jungle? That gigantopithecus wasn't that big? That Indian wolves don't look like that? That Baloo looked nothing like the sloth bear he supposedly was?
Let me make my characters suffer how I want in my fantasy settings.
Post by: kalan on May 15, 2016, 11:25:02 PM
Post by: Aconitum on May 15, 2016, 11:35:59 PM
Post by: Alberath on May 16, 2016, 03:16:29 PM
Actually I hated everything about the new jungle book. They took the names ad the most basic of the idea from the original and dicked up the rest of it. I seriously hate when some director has to take a classic and make it "his art"
It was an adaptation of an adaptation. The further it gets from the source material, the more different it usually gets.
Post by: The Past on May 16, 2016, 05:36:36 PM
Thanks whoever deleted their comment somewhere before my post, it just went back to the previous page. XD Is that a vent? It's slightly annoying.That was probably me. I removed my last post because later on I felt it was too personal to have on the forum.
I wanted to ride my bike for a few days now, but now that I can, I just feel like sitting around being a lazy ass. :I
Post by: Baz Fuhrmann on May 16, 2016, 08:03:07 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 16, 2016, 09:34:14 PM
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 16, 2016, 09:42:53 PM
“This here is pure trust. This is basically me putting my life in sharh hands. Think about how heavy they are, how strong and Mussily they are. One step down and I would be crushed. But I trust her and I trust her with my life! I wouldn’t recommend doing this with your horse unless you trust them with your life! I don’t want to be setting an example for younger or people who look up to me to do this unless you trust horse or pony with your Heart and life! This is very special for me to have so much trust in her that I can feel totally safe under her hoof she’s so soft and kind and is holding her hoof so lightly. Sharh would never hurt me EVER! She keeps me so safe and when I’m with her I feel so protected I know she’s a horse with a mind of her own and people tell she change her mind at any second but she’s loves me and she respects and she loves with all her heart and she wouldn’t ever hurt me!! This photo means a lot to me. I trust with my life I trust more anything in this world. I love you so much sharh your one in a million!😘”
It may be trust… but it’s also pure stupidity.
Comments include:
“THIS is what we should be seeing more of!”
“You guys have a great bond”
“You have such a great bond. I’m jealous”
“I hope to have a bond like this later on”
And so on.
This irks me… One, the grammar is horrendous… I hate hate hate hate how beautified “trust” and “bonds” are with horses now.
THIS IS NOT TRUST AND IT IS NOT A BOND.
Hate to burst your bubble. Bonding with an animal does NOT equate to putting yourself in harm's way simply to show that the animal CHOSE not to hurt you for that ONE MEASLY SECOND to take a photo. Bonding has NOTHING to do with this crap.
I have an amazing relationship with any horse I ride SIMPLY BECAUSE I LOVE THEM. Not because I can post a stupid-ass photo on the Internet with stupid shit like this.
YOU CHILDREN, yes you, are taking the ideas of liberty training, trick training, and traditional training ALL WRONG.
DO SOME RESEARCH.
Hopefully soon natural selection will take over and she will get hurt and show people that this is not **censor** okay!
It's a shame that the only way she will change is if she gets hurt or even worse. This is not trust, this is stupidity.
If I was that horse I would step all the **censor** over her.
Post by: Baz Fuhrmann on May 16, 2016, 10:12:32 PM
Do people EVer realize being idoits on games devalues the game? do they really want to be surrounded by idoits who will likely backstab them later? I'm tired of rude and utterly stupid people on video games it ruins the game for me...
This about StarFoxZero?
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 16, 2016, 10:56:58 PM
no games in general with idoits playing them.Do people EVer realize being idoits on games devalues the game? do they really want to be surrounded by idoits who will likely backstab them later? I'm tired of rude and utterly stupid people on video games it ruins the game for me...
This about StarFoxZero?
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 17, 2016, 03:28:15 AM
Post by: Nutmeg on May 17, 2016, 06:53:39 AM
I love my friends, and I only want the best for them, but they really wind me up sometimes. I always do little things for them to show I care like waiting behind 10 minutes for them even if I really need to be somewhere, letting them take some of my food for the umpteenth time, being there if they need me etc, but they never do the same. If I vocalise my thoughts about this I only get a shrug in return.
I'm not the loud and chatty type so I listen to most of their conversations while nodding along, but if I ever want to share a story they quickly tune me out because everything I say is 'boring'. Then they complain I don't say much. I have an olive skin tone, which apparently translates to 'green' and they'll randomly point out that I'm camoflagued while sitting in the grass. I don't have any input when it comes to group descisions because 'my opinion doesn't count' because of something dumb I did 5 years ago that they bring up all the time. Everything I love is weird, pervy and disgusting to them and they make sure to remind me constantly while telling me how much of a faliure I am. I have a little more money in my savings than them because I don't blow it all at once so they expect me to lend them money whenever and expect that I don't notice they pay me back short or use things they've given me as an excuse.
I have some great times with them from time to time, sure, but I can't wait to move in and make new friends. Sometimes I wonder why I'm still dealing with them. I guess it's because I'm afraid of being alone. The trouble is, I feel lonely even though I'm surrounded by people.
Post by: Jane on May 17, 2016, 02:53:36 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on May 17, 2016, 10:22:39 PM
Summer's started for me, and I can already feel some of the ennui that comes from sitting around at home being bored and lonely creeping in :/ I never liked the summer.
I wish I had some fun stuff to do but I have no idea where to even find any of that. I literally have like only two friends, one of which is my boyfriend, which means I don't have a lot of options of hanging out with people either. I want to do more stuff with my boyfriend, but he works a lot and is also not very...decisive? Like, I try to say "hey, let's do this okay?" but I don't want to sound pushy or annoying.
It's not any better that I can't drive yet, or maybe I would try getting out of the house and do /something/. I could try looking for some meetup or other groups in my city related to my interests that might give me a chance of coming across people to make friends with, but I'm not even sure if my parents would drive me there if that were the case? I'm trying to keep busy at home working on some plushies and stuff to try and open my etsy shop sometime this summer, but it feels like I'm getting nowhere and I'm not sure if it'll even work out anyway. Blah -_-
Post by: Bricket on May 17, 2016, 10:45:43 PM
I feel absolutely pointless and not wanted.
Everywhere I am if it is here or somewhere else: I feel useless and being a problem to the people being there.
The image I have over myself is that I am an annoying and ignorant prick that does not know how to speak or behave.
The things I do? Politics? Don't make me laugh, I feel like a total joke in that. I would never succeed in doing that nor even dreaming of it.
I feel whatever I do: I am a complete faillure
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 18, 2016, 10:59:03 AM
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Post by: Bricket on May 19, 2016, 02:05:17 AM
You aren't a failure Bricket. There are just so many people in this world. It's so easy to be overlooked. But i'm sure you're okay. Really, and you'll always have us.
Thank, but looking back at what I've archieved: I've done nothing nor made any impact on others their life
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on May 19, 2016, 02:16:29 AM
I think I've gotten slightly better at dealing with it over the years, and at least now I can stop myself before I get too deep into depression. Like the last part of my above paragraph, I just need to find something I want to accomplish, and push myself to do it. Screw whether it's worth my time, just finishing something for once is a big deal for me. I don't really know how far I can go until I actually get walking...
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 19, 2016, 02:16:49 AM
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on May 19, 2016, 05:13:51 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 19, 2016, 11:00:56 AM
It's good to see you again by the way.
Post by: Jane on May 19, 2016, 06:31:17 PM
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 19, 2016, 11:06:27 PM
They pop up so frequently and in the places where I feel the safest, TFF for example, that it's very hard for me to go a day without feeling any kind of panic.
I don't expect people to accommodate for me, but gun control is a very slippery topic for me. I don't care if you shoot for fun or to hunt, it's not my business, but I just don't want to see or hear it.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 20, 2016, 12:33:37 AM
Post by: DestinyUnleashed on May 20, 2016, 01:44:27 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 20, 2016, 04:07:39 AM
Post by: 138 on May 20, 2016, 04:19:02 AM
Ive had it with an the anti LGBT Bullshit I keep seeing on my Facebook. It's just people sharing things from the Torah or the old testament when they're Baptist and Protestant. Ive spent the past hour just reading sections of the Bible to show them they don't even know their own religion. I cannot stand ignorance.Here's some: http://www.witnessfortheworld.org
http://www.biblestudytools.com/topical-verses/bible-verses-about-homosexuality/
There's a few verses from the new testament addressing homosexuality even though people say it doesn't.
Never really understood Christians teaching from the old testament. They certainly don't kill homosexuals or adulterers or etc, but the Pope compares the gospel of Matthew to ISIS conquest. Watcha gonna do, right?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 20, 2016, 11:10:26 AM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on May 20, 2016, 06:09:32 PM
Early in my adolescence, I turned to god. I wanted purpose. Understanding. An end to my daily torment, a torment I still feel, even though one may not see it from the way I act here. What I got instead, for letting God into my life, was a war in which I still fight - against a tyrant, whose machinations and lies my own family fight to preserve; a Tyrant who dared to call himself my step-father. They see me as a volatile brute. One even uses me as a source of income, now. I am so easily overlooked, in favor of one of my own kin who was responsible for part of my pain. Few in this world ever understand me. Fewer still sympathize with me. None, to date, have ever done anything to end it. More than once, I was nearly driven to suicide. BY MY OWN FAMILY. By my own memories. More than once, one among this forum had to talk me out of it.
How does this have anything to do with my spiritual beliefs? It's quite simple, really: In my mind, even god himself is expected to protect his kingdom, not just his castle. How can he expect me to respect and worship him when I cannot count on him to keep me safe? Of all the ones who could have made a difference in my life, god could have had the largest impact. He could have done the most. And what did he do?
He did NOTHING!
Nothing but prolong my pain and suffering. Perhaps I serve God's purpose staying alive in spite of all this pain. But if God, a being of such vaunted and infinite love and mercy, is going to put his own people through such torment for his own ends, then I want nothing to do with him. In my mind, God is a Tyrant, like the tyrant who I still fight with. In my mind, God has repeatedly denied me peace, an end to my suffering. "Everything that god does he does because he loves us," it is said. Where is the love in putting a young, innocent boy through two families torn apart? Where is the love in him being harassed by his peers in school, who hated him for being different? Where is the love in having him watch as his freedom and independence denied to him, after everything he has suffered through? Where is the love in seeing him forced to live, separated from those who could possibly understand him, and maybe even love him? By whose decree should he be forced to live like that?
Who have I wronged to deserve suffering on a scale like this?
So many do not understand me, even nearly ten years after I tried to leave that world behind. How can they ever hope to know the threats I face, when they have never walked in the dark places of my past? Faced my war and suffering on such a scale? If they had traveled far enough, rather than waiting for the echoes to reach them, perhaps they would have seen my torment for what really is. Day after day, I am reminded how alone I am, because of the lies of my own kin and my own gullibility, to have fallen so easily into their traps. I am kept locked away from society because my mother sees me as a mentally-unstable psychopath, when the truth is quite the contrary. And I still remember what I did in 2012. December 21, 2012. The day that was supposed to be the end of the world. I watched helplessly, fearing the end. I was so afraid, I prayed to god to spare the world.
I shouldn't have.
I don't know if the world was really going to end then, but even so, I feel I should have let the world die. Maybe seeing humanity itself, whose members caused me suffering on an unimaginable scale, burn and die around me would have been enough for me, and when my own end came, I would have found the peace that had always eluded me. But no, I was afraid and prayed to be spared. And for once, I got what I wanted.
I should have died long ago, but somehow, I am still alive. And I will never again trust God. I want nothing to do with him or his grand master plan. I just want to be somewhere where I don't have to be afraid of everyone around me, where I don't have to be suspicious of their motives and where I can be myself without anyone labeling me for it. But as I have learned, God will never allow that.
I just needed to get that off my mind.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 20, 2016, 08:19:00 PM
Post by: Bricket on May 21, 2016, 12:20:15 AM
Today there was an action with Thalys, an high speed train service between Paris, Brussels, Amsterdam, Cologne and Dortmund.
The action was pretty simple: if you buy a ticket today you can buy a single ticket for €20 to one of their destinations between 20/05 and 20/09
I thought to myself: this is great, I wanted to go to Paris for a day and this seemed to be wonderful to do.
When going online and reserving tickets I came into a waiting queue of 150 minutes.
After waiting 150 minutes I finally can go buy a ticket but then the website times out, it refreshes and the queue was now 200 minutes.
Because I had other things to do I went to the hairdresser and afterwards to the doctor for the torn ligaments.
Knowing I would have to wait even longer I went to the international railwaystation, around 30KM from where I live.
The traintrip itself costed €6, arriving at the travelcenter I also had to wait again because the reservation system was overloaded caused by the succes of
the promo.
30 minutes later I finally was able to buy my ticket to Paris and back but I also paid a fee of €7 just to buy a ticket.
It might not seem that bad but if you have to wait over 6 hours for buying a ticket and then have to pay €13 just to be able to, well that can frustrate someone
Post by: The Past on May 22, 2016, 12:57:45 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on May 22, 2016, 01:06:19 AM
I'm currently falling down a cliff called life.
I may not be falling off a cliff myself, but it's tossed me blindfolded out of a car, drove off, and left me lost in the middle of nowhere and no one else in sight to help me find my way.
Metaphors are fun..
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 22, 2016, 07:02:59 PM
Post by: The Past on May 22, 2016, 07:57:31 PM
OT: I hate my voice. It makes me sound like an annoying kid.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 22, 2016, 08:24:19 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on May 22, 2016, 10:41:20 PM
I'm going to get off my butt and throw out some more applications, I guess. Maybe someone will bite. Without any job experience though my resume feels very, very empty... I'm also just a little anxious about having a job in general and having to deal with an interview should that happen. I don't feel positive enough to be really cheerful and genuine about it. Like, "why do you want to work here?" I need some money and job experience that's why. "What skills can you bring to this business?" I don't know...I won't mess things up too badly?
Post by: HyenaKing on May 22, 2016, 11:50:41 PM
Haven't heard anything from the places I've applied to in almost two weeks, so I'm going to assume they have no interest in me.I'm feeling the same and in general, working my ass off to find a job.
I'm going to get off my butt and throw out some more applications, I guess. Maybe someone will bite. Without any job experience though my resume feels very, very empty... I'm also just a little anxious about having a job in general and having to deal with an interview should that happen. I don't feel positive enough to be really cheerful and genuine about it. Like, "why do you want to work here?" I need some money and job experience that's why. "What skills can you bring to this business?" I don't know...I won't mess things up too badly?
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on May 23, 2016, 02:36:18 AM
Also, I don't know many people so when I had to list references I ended up putting my college professor and a friend. They don't actually call references do they? That might be a little weird.
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on May 23, 2016, 03:51:04 AM
No heaven can ever accept me. I am destined to eternal strife.
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on May 23, 2016, 03:58:49 AM
Post by: Jane on May 23, 2016, 11:24:46 AM
Post by: Cheza on May 23, 2016, 11:37:21 AM
Now I'm starting to feel like I'm about to lose that extra energy again and I'm not done with everything yet x-x
Sure, I know I always crash after these weird episodes, but it's really hard to remind myself of that when I feel more or less unstoppable -during- them. >-> Stoopid woof.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 23, 2016, 04:32:16 PM
Post by: The Past on May 23, 2016, 06:36:21 PM
I don't know many people so when I had to list references I ended up putting my college professor and a friend. They don't actually call references do they? That might be a little weird.
I have this issue, especially since I don't have offline friends anymore, just family. Supposedly they only call the first one listed, unless they don't get an answer.
I personally think references are a dumb thing to have, at least when they can't be family. I understand why they do it, but not everyone has friends close enough to be a good reference, nor does everyone have a former boss/coworker who's willing to answer reference calls. What if their only friends don't want to be called for reference? What if they recently broke apart due to petty bs? What if someone was kept isolated for years and is finally going out into the world again and has to make new friends? And it's not like anyone is really truthful with references anyway. They just say what the employer wants to hear. It's an outdated requirement
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on May 23, 2016, 07:51:08 PM
I don't know many people so when I had to list references I ended up putting my college professor and a friend. They don't actually call references do they? That might be a little weird.
I have this issue, especially since I don't have offline friends anymore, just family. Supposedly they only call the first one listed, unless they don't get an answer.
I personally think references are a dumb thing to have, at least when they can't be family. I understand why they do it, but not everyone has friends close enough to be a good reference, nor does everyone have a former boss/coworker who's willing to answer reference calls. What if their only friends don't want to be called for reference? What if they recently broke apart due to petty bs? What if someone was kept isolated for years and is finally going out into the world again and has to make new friends? And it's not like anyone is really truthful with references anyway. They just say what the employer wants to hear. It's an outdated requirement
Yeah, I'm just a little anxious about it, probably unnecessarily. If it's a very important, experienced position I guess it makes sense, but I'm barely out of high school and it's an entry-level position :p Oh well, I should just try not to worry about it.
Post by: 138 on May 23, 2016, 11:47:22 PM
Post by: The Past on May 25, 2016, 05:54:42 AM
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on May 25, 2016, 06:09:06 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 25, 2016, 07:50:19 AM
Post by: Orthus Fangwill on May 25, 2016, 09:53:23 AM
My parents are such dicks, especially my dad.
I hate having super strict stereotypical Asian parents.
I totally feel you. Especially mine are Christians and Red necks, although I get in only a few arguments with them. I still hate the fact they're a bit accustomed to the old cultures.
Post by: Jane on May 25, 2016, 12:39:56 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on May 25, 2016, 08:25:58 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on May 25, 2016, 08:37:17 PM
Today I was told by one of my "Friends" that gay people are disgusting.
He's so wrong!
OT: Im bored, so painfully b o r e d
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 25, 2016, 08:44:46 PM
Technically speaking, no he's not wrong... To him Gay people are disgusting... however to other people no they aren't so from a certain point of view, yes and another no. I won't state my opinion on the matter.... Ya know I really hate people who think their entitled to things that they never worked for.Today I was told by one of my "Friends" that gay people are disgusting.
He's so wrong!
OT: Im bored, so painfully b o r e d
Post by: Dax Declan on May 25, 2016, 08:55:48 PM
Post by: Orthus Fangwill on May 25, 2016, 09:01:22 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 25, 2016, 09:01:49 PM
It was a girl who said it. She followed it up with "they all just need their own island so I don't have to look at them.last I recall Gay's look exactly like other people at least I think. eh haters.
Post by: Dax Declan on May 25, 2016, 09:11:39 PM
Post by: Farewell on May 26, 2016, 01:12:18 AM
Post by: 138 on May 26, 2016, 01:26:30 AM
Today I was told by one of my "Friends" that gay people are disgusting.
Sounds horrible
sarcasm
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 26, 2016, 01:41:00 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 26, 2016, 01:56:19 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 26, 2016, 02:02:27 AM
Post by: Nrein on May 26, 2016, 02:04:49 AM
I gotta stop doing this to myself x.x
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on May 26, 2016, 06:19:37 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 26, 2016, 12:40:04 PM
You should take advantage of it and relax. Everyone needs a break at some point.
It's my third week...
Post by: Bricket on May 26, 2016, 12:52:16 PM
I slipped on the stair, I grabbed for safety (succeeded) but my foot was smashed into the stair.
you can be sure, that was painful as hell
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 26, 2016, 01:05:59 PM
*gives Bricket a hug* poor puppy, have you been to a doctor?
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 26, 2016, 01:15:00 PM
I'd help her but I'm afraid I'll mess it up and cost her heaps of money
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 26, 2016, 01:20:50 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 26, 2016, 01:48:14 PM
I screwed up a few friendships today
Post by: Alistair on May 26, 2016, 01:48:37 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 26, 2016, 01:54:39 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on May 26, 2016, 10:04:38 PM
I'm looking around and it's depressing.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 26, 2016, 10:06:06 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on May 26, 2016, 10:28:23 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 26, 2016, 10:40:55 PM
Post by: Bricket on May 26, 2016, 10:42:05 PM
"Due to your political stance we, the board of the party, have decided to relief you from your function as member of the board.
This will happen immedialty".
AKA I got fired from one party, meaning I have to focus on my other
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 26, 2016, 10:47:26 PM
Post by: Bricket on May 26, 2016, 10:49:49 PM
Nevertheless, I am glad I got fired from that party. Now I can fully concentrate on the other party.
Also fi you want to know my political stance.
(https://www.politicalcompass.org/chart?ec=-0.63&soc=2.51)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 26, 2016, 11:00:21 PM
Post by: Bricket on May 26, 2016, 11:06:20 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 26, 2016, 11:12:34 PM
Post by: The Past on May 26, 2016, 11:13:10 PM
Post by: Jane on May 27, 2016, 12:38:12 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 27, 2016, 12:53:44 AM
But... I'm still not sure... I don't know...
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 27, 2016, 02:22:50 AM
Post by: The Past on May 28, 2016, 07:50:51 AM
The military is important, and people like that make it seem like it's just a game. This shit isn't Call of Duty, folks, nor does it make you an automatic good person.
Post by: kalan on May 28, 2016, 03:01:54 PM
Post by: Sianni on May 28, 2016, 04:41:14 PM
If you didn't know already I'm the eldest of three sisters, my step sister is the youngest. So naturally I'm supposed to inherit my father's shop while my sisters can pursue whatever they desire. Normally I'm not very sour about the situation, I've known my entire life this would happen, but I feel like I need to do something... I'm not quite sure what, but I want to do something more than sitting in the back room sewing or sanding.
I've learned many useful skills because of my upbringing but sitting in the back room for nearly 18 hours on any given day has made me dull and almost semi-invalid. Our only remaining shop assistant and carpenters just treat me like I'm going to inherit the business, which I am, but I feel like I can be more than their future employer.
Or maybe I can't. I don't have any friends and no one I share my life with anymore. My sisters are just on the other side of town but every day I have less motivation to visit them. I'm either busy, or it just seems too far, or I simply just feel too overwhelmed by everything else. This forum is really the last hope I have for social interaction.
This is the life my father chose for me, it would be very disgraceful of me to just sell the business. I know I can easily find work elsewhere but... it just comes with being the eldest of three.
Post by: Orthus Fangwill on May 28, 2016, 06:34:00 PM
I feel very... stuck.
If you didn't know already I'm the eldest of three sisters, my step sister is the youngest. So naturally I'm supposed to inherit my father's shop while my sisters can pursue whatever they desire. Normally I'm not very sour about the situation, I've known my entire life this would happen, but I feel like I need to do something... I'm not quite sure what, but I want to do something more than sitting in the back room sewing or sanding.
I've learned many useful skills because of my upbringing but sitting in the back room for nearly 18 hours on any given day has made me dull and almost semi-invalid. Our only remaining shop assistant and carpenters just treat me like I'm going to inherit the business, which I am, but I feel like I can be more than their future employer.
Or maybe I can't. I don't have any friends and no one I share my life with anymore. My sisters are just on the other side of town but every day I have less motivation to visit them. I'm either busy, or it just seems too far, or I simply just feel too overwhelmed by everything else. This forum is really the last hope I have for social interaction.
This is the life my father chose for me, it would be very disgraceful of me to just sell the business. I know I can easily find work elsewhere but... it just comes with being the eldest of three.
Ah, the joys of being the eldest. It is indeed hard. I appreciate that you really love your family, and you respect your father's inheritance. I salute you for that. But please do remember to leave some of that love for yourself. You have every right to live a life the way you want to as long as you don't step on other people's ways. If you are not happy with that and feel uncomfortable with the situation you are in, feel free to tell your family and discuss it over with them. If they really love you, they should respect the fact that you feel left out and want something more than just handling an old family business.
Options would be:
1. Continue as the future heir.
2. Find someone trustworthy to take care of the business and go live life the way you want to. (Best option)
3. Sell the business. (This is a last resort)
The choice is up to you. I know this is hard to get through, but you would eventually. Just always remember that there is hope and there is always to solve these problems. I wish you good luck.
Post by: Cheza on May 28, 2016, 07:54:16 PM
And seeing as the loaner I got from my ISP didn't solve the problem, I'll have to wait until Monday until I can give fixing the thing another try.
Unless I leave for Siberia before that, that is >->
Post by: Bricket on May 28, 2016, 08:40:04 PM
It it is impossible we will have to strip it and completely make a new interior
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 29, 2016, 12:35:52 AM
It's a shame that so many people who want to get into the military are the type who seriously shouldn't be trusted in the military. The type who have several screws loose or are plain old d-bags, in it for the glory of being a manipulative "hero", shooting down people for kicks.
The military is important, and people like that make it seem like it's just a game. This shit isn't Call of Duty, folks, nor does it make you an automatic good person.
"You wanted to play hero. Well, you joined the wrong organization. You ever hear of James Edwards?
"No."
" Well, he saved the lives of fifteen people tonight. But nobody knows he exists. And if nobody knows he exists, how can anybody love him?" (Men In Black 2 ~ Agent J)
On another note I hear video game players make great Predator Drone pilots... You just need to realize your not playing a 60 dollar game anymore your piloting a remote control plane with REAL guns oh and not to mention it's worth a million dollars.
Post by: Sianni on May 29, 2016, 11:33:00 AM
I'll get it checked out when my step mother comes back, if it doesn't stop.
Post by: HyenaKing on May 29, 2016, 02:59:34 PM
Post by: Sianni on May 29, 2016, 03:02:23 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on May 29, 2016, 03:05:54 PM
It's just become so rough.
Post by: Sianni on May 29, 2016, 03:53:36 PM
I'm always here if you want to vent.
Post by: HyenaKing on May 29, 2016, 04:09:02 PM
Post by: Sianni on May 29, 2016, 04:11:02 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on May 29, 2016, 04:19:19 PM
Post by: kalan on May 29, 2016, 04:28:11 PM
Post by: Sianni on May 29, 2016, 04:39:37 PM
Back to the topic, my step mother is getting married in July, and I can't decide if this is a good thing or a bad thing.
The pros are that she will probably sell the shop without me worrying about a thing, and the man she is marrying us wealthy and at least seems like a respectable guy.
Cons, it's like she doesn't even care about my father anymore. Whenever, for whatever reason, my sisters and I bring him up, she just brushes it off and doesn't even laugh at the jokes he used to tell. I feel like all she cares about is money and I heard from my step sister that she plans on buying a big mansion down the street from the shop on MY earnings and her fiance's.
Post by: Cheza on May 29, 2016, 06:20:38 PM
In this case, carpet beetles. Horrible creatures with no redeeming qualities.
This means war.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 29, 2016, 06:40:45 PM
Do I?You know she may be trying to forget about him.... or not.\
Back to the topic, my step mother is getting married in July, and I can't decide if this is a good thing or a bad thing.
The pros are that she will probably sell the shop without me worrying about a thing, and the man she is marrying us wealthy and at least seems like a respectable guy.
Cons, it's like she doesn't even care about my father anymore. Whenever, for whatever reason, my sisters and I bring him up, she just brushes it off and doesn't even laugh at the jokes he used to tell. I feel like all she cares about is money and I heard from my step sister that she plans on buying a big mansion down the street from the shop on MY earnings and her fiance's.
wow if that doesn't remind me of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-NlR54PqLw (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-NlR54PqLw) I dunno what does :(
Post by: Sianni on May 29, 2016, 08:58:15 PM
You don't forget people who have passed, you move on. There's a huge difference. My father was a great man, he truly cared about all of us. "Replacing" my father won't make her any happier, I can tell you that. She just wants his money.
Post by: Grey on May 29, 2016, 09:16:32 PM
Feeling overall rubbish.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on May 29, 2016, 09:18:33 PM
Post by: The Past on May 30, 2016, 04:18:35 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on May 30, 2016, 02:12:48 PM
Post by: Nori on May 30, 2016, 04:44:01 PM
I don't know anymore, my mom says she's going to talk to him about how he's been treating us both like we're dumb, shoving his ideas down our throats, and his opinion is the only good one because he's the 'man' of the house. Whenever we talk to him about something, he says to read the bible and we should respect him. ... not the bible I read but w/e.
My mother said she'd talk to him.. I think 4 years ago now. I have 7 more months until I can move out and move in with my brother, but I'm expecting a fight, saying that I know nothing about the real world or something. Plus he has a real problem with my brother being gay, and he's not even going to go to his own sons' wedding. Even just stopping by. Nothing. My mother doesn't agree with it, but at least she doesn't say so every 10 minutes, and she's still going to go and support him, because he's her son. T_T
I'm working four part-time jobs, and worked three when I was still in school. I'm paying 2/3 of their bills, and figured out how I'd pay for a car and a camper when I was 12, with interest, payments, insurance and all that. I keep trying to show him that maybe I'm not a little kid anymore and that I can learn things on my own, without getting pushed around. But I guess we won't be able to go through his thick head.
It's just getting ridiculous and suffocating. I visit my brother whenever I can, but I still need to stay around where my jobs are. I'm tired of being called an idiot when I didn't hear a part of what someone was saying. I never heard of 'fry sauce' before we went to Sonic yesterday, and he called me an idiot when I asked, 'Whutsauce?'. (if anyone knows what it is, I'd like to know!) And I'm tired of trying to push what he says about 'new world order' and 'government takeover' out of my head every evening at the dinner table. I've had anxiety, life crisis and spurts of time where I feel like I've jumped into cold water, because he talks about the end of the world, FEMA camps, and everyone killing each other, ever since he discovered Alex Jones when I was 8. My posture is horrendous, hunched over all the time, because even though people say how much they like hanging around me, I still have his nagging voice in the back of my head calling me an idiot and unable to contribute to society. I know it's dumb to fuss over, but it just really bothers me.
....ah... if I should move this to its own thread.. I didn't realize how long it was. O_o
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 30, 2016, 05:13:04 PM
Possibly. If she is, she's going about it in the wrong way.Okay I used the wrong words ,but I also have to say You can't "replace" Someone, ever. there will always be a hole there. You can never perfectly replaces someone, the robot may do the same job ,but the person that was there had their own 'charm' to them and stuff.
You don't forget people who have passed, you move on. There's a huge difference. My father was a great man, he truly cared about all of us. "Replacing" my father won't make her any happier, I can tell you that. She just wants his money.
Sigh I wish I could help you, I really do, but what can I do but listen and try my best to comfort you?
My dad needs to chill. He's been acting nasty to both myself and my mother for a good 6 years now. Whenever I say I can do something differently than he does, (like when we left for our trip two days ago, I know I have to lift the gate up so the clip doesn't break; I can and have lifted it with one arm, the other arm holding my dog, for a good 3 years. When he came around, he shoved me out of the way and split my elbow again, against the house, and yelled at me saying even he can't lift the gate with one arm. When I offered to show him how I did it, he walked off, interrupting me with 'no you don't', not letting me explain or apologize).Your dad needs to sit down and think about what he's really doing. I don't think it needs to be moved this is the 'Venting' topic so I don' think it matters. I'm pretty certain the closest thing that I can think of that the bible says is: honor thy father and mother... but to what point I always ask. Should you honor your parents by telling them what they are doing wrong so that they may... be better parents??? WHat is the Definition of Honor in the bible? Gah there I go again.
I don't know anymore, my mom says she's going to talk to him about how he's been treating us both like we're dumb, shoving his ideas down our throats, and his opinion is the only good one because he's the 'man' of the house. Whenever we talk to him about something, he says to read the bible and we should respect him. ... not the bible I read but w/e.
My mother said she'd talk to him.. I think 4 years ago now. I have 7 more months until I can move out and move in with my brother, but I'm expecting a fight, saying that I know nothing about the real world or something. Plus he has a real problem with my brother being gay, and he's not even going to go to his own sons' wedding. Even just stopping by. Nothing. My mother doesn't agree with it, but at least she doesn't say so every 10 minutes, and she's still going to go and support him, because he's her son. T_T
I'm working four part-time jobs, and worked three when I was still in school. I'm paying 2/3 of their bills, and figured out how I'd pay for a car and a camper when I was 12, with interest, payments, insurance and all that. I keep trying to show him that maybe I'm not a little kid anymore and that I can learn things on my own, without getting pushed around. But I guess we won't be able to go through his thick head.
It's just getting ridiculous and suffocating. I visit my brother whenever I can, but I still need to stay around where my jobs are. I'm tired of being called an idiot when I didn't hear a part of what someone was saying. I never heard of 'fry sauce' before we went to Sonic yesterday, and he called me an idiot when I asked, 'Whutsauce?'. (if anyone knows what it is, I'd like to know!) And I'm tired of trying to push what he says about 'new world order' and 'government takeover' out of my head every evening at the dinner table. I've had anxiety, life crisis and spurts of time where I feel like I've jumped into cold water, because he talks about the end of the world, FEMA camps, and everyone killing each other, ever since he discovered Alex Jones when I was 8. My posture is horrendous, hunched over all the time, because even though people say how much they like hanging around me, I still have his nagging voice in the back of my head calling me an idiot and unable to contribute to society. I know it's dumb to fuss over, but it just really bothers me.
....ah... if I should move this to its own thread.. I didn't realize how long it was. O_o
I'm totally against homosexuality ,but I love people, this is also what the bible says to do.... and a hard thing it is..
If I could I'd go totally Yoda on your father...
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 30, 2016, 06:25:38 PM
Nori, I think your father needs to read the Bible again. The Bible tells us to love each other and to care for each other. From what I understand from your story is that your father is being unreasonable. It could be he points to a few verses in the Bible to 'prove' he's right, but then I'd pity him for his misunderstanding. Yes, the Bible mentions the father is the head of the family, but that doesn't mean he's the boss over everyone. He needs to see his actions destroyed more than they created.The 'head' of the family doesn't always mean he 'lords' over everyone else.
*Prepares for the hate*
Colossians 3:21 (http://bible.knowing-jesus.com/Colossians/3/21)
Fathers, provoke not your children to anger, lest they be discouraged.
Ephesians 6:4 (http://bible.knowing-jesus.com/Ephesians/6/4)
Fathers, do not provoke your children to anger, but bring them up in the discipline and instruction of the Lord.
http://www.bible.ca/ef/expository-ephesians-6-4.htm (http://www.bible.ca/ef/expository-ephesians-6-4.htm)
Stickith this into ye Father's face XD (not literally.
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on May 30, 2016, 06:36:47 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 30, 2016, 06:45:11 PM
Being the head of the family also refers to having resposibilities in the family. I'd be pretty sad if he overlooked that.I my opnion, michen, he's already blown that out of the water.
Don't you think that's a little Harsh Styxx?
Post by: Bricket on May 30, 2016, 06:47:10 PM
simply because he did not do his job, his one simple job he had to do
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 30, 2016, 06:49:01 PM
I feel really angry at the moment, you know the kind of angry where you would have a gun you would do a lot of stupid things (which persons better not to)hmm? What?
simply because he did not do his job, his one simple job he had to do
Post by: Bricket on May 30, 2016, 06:50:46 PM
He did not do the payment nor the reservation meaning the meeting planned for then is cancelled.
His explenation: "Well, you had to do it. Telling me I had to do something is not enough, it's your fault"
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 30, 2016, 06:53:25 PM
He simply had to do one reservation and get some payment done.HUUUH!??? I don't understand..
He did not do the payment nor the reservation meaning the meeting planned for then is cancelled.
His explenation: "Well, you had to do it. Telling me I had to do something is not enough, it's your fault"
Post by: Bricket on May 30, 2016, 06:54:54 PM
He did not do it => result: meeting cancelled
this was a really important meeting
and now he is trying to blame me
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 30, 2016, 06:55:56 PM
His job: he had to do a reservationand his explanation makes no sense....
He did not do it => result: meeting cancelled
this was a really important meeting
and now he is trying to blame me
You should say "You had to do it or your fired , so your fired.
his/her reply.Well, you had to do it. Telling me I had to do something is not enough, it's your fault"
see where I'm going with this???
Post by: Bricket on May 30, 2016, 06:57:12 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 30, 2016, 06:59:17 PM
exactly, no idea how I am going to handle thisIf that was his explanation I think just saying what he said to you would suffice.
I mean if the boss tells him to do something and he says that... yeah
Post by: Bricket on May 30, 2016, 07:03:08 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 30, 2016, 07:13:49 PM
It just pisses me off, he knew it was an important meetingThen if it is truley his fault he should pay for the mistake in some way.
Post by: Bricket on May 30, 2016, 07:17:32 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 30, 2016, 07:24:27 PM
Probably yes, but the problem is he is backedby whom?
Post by: Bricket on May 30, 2016, 07:27:02 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 30, 2016, 07:43:08 PM
By another member of the board who has some powerWell say goodbye to profits. I don't care if he's a good friend of the higher ups or the blasted relative to one if he's not a good worker he should not be working for the company that's how things fail, you put someone in the job who is incompetent.
Post by: Nori on May 30, 2016, 07:43:52 PM
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on May 31, 2016, 03:51:13 AM
Ot: so today I found out I have been getting effed out of hours and money, someone is going to pay dearly...
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on May 31, 2016, 04:05:53 AM
Thanks for the advice guys. The funny thing is, he claims to not be religious, but..... *cough*. I'll see how this meeting between him and my mother will go, and like she said, if it ends up in a divorce, we won't have to deal with it anymore. I'll just need to take a really long bath afterwards. And do some meditation. Or something.I hope it all works out for the best..
Post by: kalan on May 31, 2016, 10:37:08 PM
Im starting to wonder if an empty relationship based off games was better then nothing
Depression is winning with me and my therapist wont answer his phone
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 01, 2016, 12:30:16 AM
I graduated high school Saturday. :)
Post by: Ori on June 01, 2016, 01:09:27 AM
That and... My Grey Ace flux (Meaning I have a random aromantic/asexual mode on and off.) Is making me go batty XD
Post by: Dax Declan on June 01, 2016, 05:22:16 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 01, 2016, 08:03:46 AM
Oblivion on pc is sooooo freaking fun but there are so many bugs and glitches that just make me wanna tear my hair out.Elder scrolls? should be some mods for that somewhere to fix the bugs.
Post by: Dax Declan on June 01, 2016, 08:09:15 AM
Oblivion on pc is sooooo freaking fun but there are so many bugs and glitches that just make me wanna tear my hair out.Elder scrolls? should be some mods for that somewhere to fix the bugs.
The issue was a really obscure bug that was fixed by messing with an ini file. But very few people had the issue
Post by: The Past on June 01, 2016, 08:10:13 AM
Post by: Jane on June 01, 2016, 02:22:40 PM
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on June 01, 2016, 07:48:35 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 01, 2016, 09:53:34 PM
I'm getting tired of people assuming they deserve everything when on fact they have done absolutely nothing to demand such from us..Yeah i really hate people like that do none of the work exepect all of the prizes.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on June 01, 2016, 10:02:26 PM
I kind of need a job, not just for the money but it would help get me out of the house and maybe even talk to people some more. But no luck anywhere so far, nope.
Post by: kalan on June 01, 2016, 10:14:02 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on June 01, 2016, 10:20:16 PM
You gotta call and pester the crap out of them. I wont hire anybody that doesnt call me at least twice cause it doesnt show me they wanna work unless they call and call and call
Yeah, I'm just...bad at that :p I need to work on it.
Post by: saph the sergal on June 01, 2016, 10:22:05 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 01, 2016, 10:31:16 PM
Let it out.
Post by: saph the sergal on June 01, 2016, 10:38:55 PM
also the payment plan is agreed amount each pay
EDIT: pm for better info and pics since imma sleep soon and will be able to spot that alot better then a reply i might not spot here
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 01, 2016, 10:48:24 PM
theres certion people in my street that are trying to damage cars notibly my house has been targeted because we have 3 2 are my brothers ones my mums each night for the past week they have been sneaking around the yard (my room is the front so i spot these things) since im going for my drivers liscance soon ive been looking for my own car i found a toyota land cruiser 79 series ute (truck for those not in australia) for 2 thousand dollers with a trailer for transporting diesel (legal and all approved) because the garage is used for a office i wouldnt be able to park it in there my worrie is they will go after the fuel trailer and try to burn it (fun fact diesel wont burn with a match it just goes out) but the trailer comes with 1000 liters for the trip from perth to the sunshine coast when i get back so ive been thinking of not going for ityeah wasn't that the whole point of diesel? pssst... check your dieseil engine IT HAS NO SPARK PLUGS!)
also the payment plan is agreed amount each pay
EDIT: pm for better info and pics since imma sleep soon and will be able to spot that alot better then a reply i might not spot here
Btw I heard you guys use to use propane instead of gasoline for your cars is that true?
Post by: saph the sergal on June 01, 2016, 10:50:02 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 01, 2016, 11:07:35 PM
no we use what we call pertol aka gasoline and yes some cars here run on lpg as a conversion but its expensive to convertYa I know what petrol is it's what Americans call gasoline, though you'd be surprised at least here in America, how much Petrol isn't actually petrol, but part Ethanol a form of Corn alcohol that works well as a fuel.
I hear Ethanol can actually be almost 100% in diesel fuel.
Post by: saph the sergal on June 01, 2016, 11:11:14 PM
no we use what we call pertol aka gasoline and yes some cars here run on lpg as a conversion but its expensive to convertYa I know what petrol is it's what Americans call gasoline, though you'd be surprised at least here in America, how much Petrol isn't actually petrol, but part Ethanol a form of Corn alcohol that works well as a fuel.
I hear Ethanol can actually be almost 100% in diesel fuel.
it would be a biofuel and it should be about 10% ethanol to petrol and it works because ethinol is basicly 110 proof and will light happily with a spark trust me i know alot about cars and fuel same as i can tell you where the greese points are and that 99% of car owners neglect them thinking its done during service when its not
Post by: Ambrix on June 01, 2016, 11:12:32 PM
Knowing that man is taking his time rotting in prison isn't enough, he should be put on death row for what he did to dozens of families, including mine. I would kill him myself if it meant it would wipe my mind of his evil.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 01, 2016, 11:12:43 PM
Ambrix Killing him would just make things worse. Because now not only do you have that memory but the remorse of killing someone.
Post by: Ambrix on June 01, 2016, 11:14:52 PM
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on June 01, 2016, 11:36:34 PM
I can not believe the idiots blew the bridge and can't even set up detour signs...
Post by: Ambrix on June 01, 2016, 11:38:32 PM
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on June 02, 2016, 07:02:45 AM
Yeah... and thanks. I need to forget him.Hopefully those of us here can help you do that. There are so many good people out there amidst the nutcases.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 02, 2016, 07:11:00 AM
it's sad that it's getting harder and harder to find people who aren't total idoitsYeah... and thanks. I need to forget him.Hopefully those of us here can help you do that. There are so many good people out there amidst the nutcases.
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on June 02, 2016, 07:20:30 AM
Indeed. People are turning towards violence and selfishness more often these days. The concept of virtue seems all but forgotten.it's sad that it's getting harder and harder to find people who aren't total idoitsYeah... and thanks. I need to forget him.Hopefully those of us here can help you do that. There are so many good people out there amidst the nutcases.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 02, 2016, 07:53:58 AM
Honor, Responsibility,Selflessness... 3 virtues that have been forgotten in time. it's gotten so bad in some places that people will blame others for their problems, taking no responsibility for their actions at all.Indeed. People are turning towards violence and selfishness more often these days. The concept of virtue seems all but forgotten.it's sad that it's getting harder and harder to find people who aren't total idoitsYeah... and thanks. I need to forget him.Hopefully those of us here can help you do that. There are so many good people out there amidst the nutcases.
Yes I'm referring to Ferguson Illinois... *glares at troublemakers there*
Sometimes I wish I could ship all the idiots of the world to Africa or mars or someplace far away from us 'Mature' people.
I mean it's getting so bad some places that you literally will have to go in a "exterminate" or remove the problem to fix it.
it seems to me bullying is on the rise
I mean this craziness is so common that now there are dozens of DUMB criminals....
Post by: MrRazot on June 02, 2016, 11:03:50 AM
Sometimes I wish I could ship all the idiots of the world to Africa or mars or someplace far away from us 'Mature' people.
Seems like my country has a bad rep :P
I don't take any offence... but damn
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Post by: The Past on June 02, 2016, 11:07:15 AM
On-topic: I have to leave the house in two hours but stayed awake all night like the fool I am.
Also, I lack coffee creamer and have no good alternatives.
Post by: Ambrix on June 02, 2016, 11:38:36 AM
House finches built a nest in the hanging fern on our front porch, so we can hardly go out the front door for the past few weeks.
My mom took a picture of the chicks and they seem alive, but there are no eggshells on the ground or fecal matter.
It will take a couple of weeks until they begin fledging, but my mom says if they survive, we can name them. :D
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Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on June 02, 2016, 03:39:31 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on June 02, 2016, 05:50:55 PM
someone told me to not bother with my ex anymore that everything is just lies yet he just got approvel for a modification to his house for me to build a shed and put a new power box in there to run all my workshop tools that i will buy
Post by: Ambrix on June 02, 2016, 07:22:47 PM
I don't know if it will affect my grade, but I just want another chance to go up again correctly. And the problem was that the battery went dead, I've kept forgetting to get more batteries.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on June 02, 2016, 07:47:10 PM
I've gotten better at that over the years though; I just need to make sure I eat stuff and regularly even if I don't feel like it. Especially when I plan to start going to the gym soon, I can't do that if I barely eat anything :p
Post by: Jane on June 02, 2016, 11:08:23 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on June 03, 2016, 02:32:52 AM
I get so frustrated with my skills well lack of skills with makeup. I never got into it like the rest of my peers. Only recently has it interested me and I've been trying to get better, I have lack of resources money being one. So I use only basics but no matter how much I try and practice I don't look good. I know its a minor thing to worry about its just something that irks me
Just practice as much as you can, and maybe watch some tutorials to see how other people do it. I almost never wear makeup myself (aside from tinted moisturizer on occasion), mostly because I find myself doing fine without it and I'm too lazy to spend time on it. However, I'm thinking about starting to cosplay and stuff sometime, so I'll probably need to get some practice with it for that reason.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 03, 2016, 03:16:06 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 03, 2016, 04:26:21 AM
*sigh* being an adult is so hard. Yeah, I know it's summer and I really don't have a lot of responsibility right now but it's still stressing me out. I've woken up with headaches two nights in a row now, I'm exhausted and I haven't even done anything yet. It's scary for me, I think about all the stuff I have trouble doing, all the stupid mistakes I make sometimes. What if I can't do it? What if I screw something up and throw my whole life away with one silly mistake? I'm just afraid... and every day I'm one step closer...Nobodies perfect, Cecilia even us old peoplez (25 here) although people won't admit it
btw your worries sound perfectly normal I dunno how many people I've heard that from (even me)
Post by: The Past on June 03, 2016, 10:04:16 AM
On topic, I chickened out yet again with coming out to my grandma. I was too tired to get words right, plus it was right after she had a chemo appointment and I didn't want to potentially stress her out.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 03, 2016, 03:32:07 PM
Post by: kalan on June 03, 2016, 04:37:48 PM
*sigh* being an adult is so hard. Yeah, I know it's summer and I really don't have a lot of responsibility right now but it's still stressing me out. I've woken up with headaches two nights in a row now, I'm exhausted and I haven't even done anything yet. It's scary for me, I think about all the stuff I have trouble doing, all the stupid mistakes I make sometimes. What if I can't do it? What if I screw something up and throw my whole life away with one silly mistake? I'm just afraid... and every day I'm one step closer...
I jumped in head first. At 21 I sunk myself into school that would last almost 8 years. At 29 I got a loan to build a house and now i work 3 jobs i wanna not adult anymore
Of course all that was after i spent 14 months in the iraq desert
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 03, 2016, 04:59:22 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on June 03, 2016, 05:09:32 PM
I used to feel like I was pretty mature and like "I got this", but now I'm realizing I have a loooong way to go.
Post by: kalan on June 03, 2016, 05:15:36 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on June 03, 2016, 08:31:47 PM
Post by: Ambrix on June 03, 2016, 08:58:20 PM
Post by: Jane on June 03, 2016, 10:51:55 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on June 04, 2016, 01:36:55 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on June 04, 2016, 11:23:55 AM
Post by: The Past on June 05, 2016, 07:54:14 AM
Also, cleaning the coffee filter funnel thingamajig in the coffee machine is a pain thanks to the edges inside it. Old dried coffee water gets wedged in the corners and sponges are too big to get at it.
Post by: Jane on June 05, 2016, 03:14:35 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on June 05, 2016, 07:33:08 PM
ot: i cant find any of my jackets or jumpers and its darn cold and if you dont know how bad it is 11C without the windchill brining it right down and i have to walk to the shop D:
Post by: Synth-Fox on June 05, 2016, 08:59:33 PM
Post by: The Past on June 06, 2016, 09:25:16 AM
Post by: Bricket on June 06, 2016, 12:37:21 PM
Last night when I was working I recieved the message that a traincrash occured.
When asking which train it was is was the same train a friend was on, he was on his way to Liège.
Luckily we wasn't too badly hurt, however things could have gotten way worse.
http://deredactie.be/cm/vrtnieuws.english/News/1.2674695 (http://deredactie.be/cm/vrtnieuws.english/News/1.2674695)
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on June 06, 2016, 05:13:13 PM
Post by: Farewell on June 07, 2016, 10:23:15 PM
She's a poser (you know says she likes something and try's hard) currently asking for overwatch, and rainbow six for her birthday just because me and my brother mentioned it.... So apparently she wants it.
She started playing around with the fake pistol (dads training one, for work. It's made out of rubber.) pointing at me and my mom. I yelled at her to stop **censor** around because even though it's fake no one shouldn't point it at someone, it's disrespectful and dangerous. now she's currently being a smart ass and throwing a small fit.
Post by: saph the sergal on June 07, 2016, 11:21:54 PM
Little sister being a bitch. (Not surprised she's always been one.)
She's a poser (you know says she likes something and try's hard) currently asking for overwatch, and rainbow six for her birthday just because me and my brother mentioned it.... So apparently she wants it.
She started playing around with the fake pistol (dads training one, for work. It's made out of rubber.) pointing at me and my mom. I yelled at her to stop **censor** around because even though it's fake no one shouldn't point it at someone, it's disrespectful and dangerous. now she's currently being a smart ass and throwing a small fit.
"treat every gun as if its loaded fake or not it is to be respected" something i know even in aus where its hard to get them
OT: i just had someone from america lecture me that 5C is not cold IT IS COLD to me where i live in aus and these temps are freak occurrences
Post by: Ryouko on June 07, 2016, 11:49:30 PM
Post by: The Past on June 08, 2016, 12:13:32 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on June 08, 2016, 12:32:35 AM
I exercised all day after years of laziness, and I have grown pathetically rusty. Gotta start somewhere, though. I need to make damn sure I don't get any fatter than I am now.
I've been wanting to go to the gym since I have a lot of free time this summer, but seeing as I don't have a license yet I can't really go unless someone can drive me. I can try walking around my neighborhood in the meantime though, and maybe get some weights or things to use when I'm at home.
Post by: SadDubwool on June 08, 2016, 03:45:56 AM
Yep, people still believe the world is flat...And they literally use the most bullshit petty arguments online...There is A flat earther... WHO DOESN'T BELIEVE IN GRAVITY. But guess what he belives in...WEIGHT, HE THINKS WEIGHT IS THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS US TO THE GROUND. HE LITERALLY DENIES THE FACT THAT THE EARTH IS ROUND, EVEN WITH PROOF, LIKE THE **censor** HORIZON AND PHOTOGRAPHICAL PROOF, But wait there's more, HE THINKS THAT CARBON **censor** CARBON AND OTHER MATERIALS DON'T EXIST, AND HE ALSO BELIEVES THAT NASA IS A HUGE CONSPIRACY, AND THAT STARS ARE ONLY
10000 **censor** MILES AWAY
Post by: Wolxikin on June 08, 2016, 04:59:24 AM
Flat....Earthers...
Yep, people still believe the world is flat...And they literally use the most bullshit petty arguments online...There is A flat earther... WHO DOESN'T BELIEVE IN GRAVITY. But guess what he belives in...WEIGHT, HE THINKS WEIGHT IS THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS US TO THE GROUND. HE LITERALLY DENIES THE FACT THAT THE EARTH IS ROUND, EVEN WITH PROOF, LIKE THE **censor** HORIZON AND PHOTOGRAPHICAL PROOF, But wait there's more, HE THINKS THAT CARBON **censor** CARBON AND OTHER MATERIALS DON'T EXIST, AND HE ALSO BELIEVES THAT NASA IS A HUGE CONSPIRACY, AND THAT STARS ARE ONLY
10000 **censor** MILES AWAY
THANK YOU
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on June 08, 2016, 04:13:15 PM
Post by: Farewell on June 08, 2016, 04:20:08 PM
Is anyone else really good at making enormous mistakes, or is it just me?
Don't worry I'm a **censor** up too. Well in school at least...
Post by: George on June 09, 2016, 12:37:48 AM
I don't know if this is new or whatever, but the Internet is so full of drama lately. XP
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on June 09, 2016, 02:23:02 AM
Post by: Ryouko on June 09, 2016, 03:20:24 AM
I feel like my dad is the only person who truly cares about me.
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on June 09, 2016, 03:31:26 AM
I'm very stressed right now, I have two exams tomorrow morning and I was in a rush tonight to get the last part of my project done. Then my mom decides to be the selfish bitch she is and nag about something I took care of three days ago, it completely set me off on edge and she's acting like I'm the bad guy. It's late at night, I can't sleep because I'm so stressed and angry and when I tried to apologize she just brushed me off.*offers a cup of coffee* Hopefully things will get better. Tea always helps to calm the nerves. And you have friends here, so don't forget to lean on some of us if you need to, even if only for emotional support.
I feel like my dad is the only person who truly cares about me.
Post by: Grey on June 09, 2016, 10:58:31 AM
Dad finds one piece of poo in the ferrets' litter tray and he threatens to sell them. I've told him loads of times I always leave one because otherwise Lucy poos elsewhere and Charlotte kicks the litter out.
I've mentioned getting a lock for my door so they can't get in without my permission. I may as well have told them I killed several children for the reaction I got.
Post by: Ryouko on June 09, 2016, 12:33:55 PM
I'm very stressed right now, I have two exams tomorrow morning and I was in a rush tonight to get the last part of my project done. Then my mom decides to be the selfish bitch she is and nag about something I took care of three days ago, it completely set me off on edge and she's acting like I'm the bad guy. It's late at night, I can't sleep because I'm so stressed and angry and when I tried to apologize she just brushed me off.*offers a cup of coffee* Hopefully things will get better. Tea always helps to calm the nerves. And you have friends here, so don't forget to lean on some of us if you need to, even if only for emotional support.
I feel like my dad is the only person who truly cares about me.
Thanks, that really lifted my mood.
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on June 09, 2016, 03:30:45 PM
Post by: Farewell on June 09, 2016, 05:32:55 PM
Post by: Nrein on June 09, 2016, 05:48:22 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 09, 2016, 08:47:38 PM
I've spent around 10,5k to 11k on tools. Can you morons stop losing my bloody tools? And then you wonder why I get hostile at times... I don't feel like spending 600-1k because you don't care about the tools I lend you.Sounds like someone )not you( Has a tool problem.
Post Merge: June 09, 2016, 08:50:49 PM
If there going to shush you off to trying to apologize don't apologize then, and if they ask why you don't you tell them the truth "If your gonna shush me for trying then your not getting any apologies because you'll just shush me, there is no point in talking to you if your just going to be an idiot about it. (might want to leave the last part off.I'm very stressed right now, I have two exams tomorrow morning and I was in a rush tonight to get the last part of my project done. Then my mom decides to be the selfish bitch she is and nag about something I took care of three days ago, it completely set me off on edge and she's acting like I'm the bad guy. It's late at night, I can't sleep because I'm so stressed and angry and when I tried to apologize she just brushed me off.*offers a cup of coffee* Hopefully things will get better. Tea always helps to calm the nerves. And you have friends here, so don't forget to lean on some of us if you need to, even if only for emotional support.
I feel like my dad is the only person who truly cares about me.
Thanks, that really lifted my mood.
Also I'd like to say this to your mother,but "Nice job parenting and showing your kids how to ANNOY their kids to suicide... it's crap like that that leads to violence, suicide and stupid things like that not video games not tv not anything but You making your child's life miserable!"
BTW studies show that videogames Actually improve brain health (to a degree) and can relieve stress.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on June 09, 2016, 11:30:05 PM
BTW studies show that videogames Actually improve brain health (to a degree) and can relieve stress.
They're good, but only to a certain degree. I'll be raising whatever kids I have in the backyard. Means they get outside and end up generally healthier.
Post by: SadDubwool on June 10, 2016, 02:02:46 AM
I Really hate Humanity sometimes........ And thats was one of the "Sometimes"
Post by: [INACTIVE] on June 10, 2016, 02:04:45 AM
A Person online thinks that Brain damage is caused by sin
I Really hate Humanity sometimes........ And thats was one of the "Sometimes"
Vaccines also give autism didn't you know? Yeah for real though people are stupid sometimes.
Post by: Ryouko on June 10, 2016, 02:47:28 AM
I just wish my dad would divorce my mom. She's very conservative and religious and I knew that if she found out what furries were, she would cut the Internet and confiscate my phone for life. My dad is literally chained down by that woman, every stereotype about men having a "ball and chain" is true about her.
It would just be so easy, I could pack my things in minutes and no one will know I was gone. My dad will be disappointed but he'll understand. I just need to get away from that witch.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 10, 2016, 03:13:11 PM
Post by: Ryouko on June 10, 2016, 03:15:52 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 10, 2016, 03:30:37 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 10, 2016, 03:55:30 PM
Maybe that's true, and it's so horrible when that happens. Parents are supposed to love their children. If she has ever abused you, either verbally or physically, you should tell someone. Tell someone that you trust, tell someone that can help, because abuse is NOT okay.Truth! 0:) (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XSids0uy3C0)
Post by: Ryouko on June 10, 2016, 04:14:46 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 10, 2016, 04:27:19 PM
No shit, don't you think I've tried?Ya, that's what I thought... Talk to someone you know that is not in your family about it.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 10, 2016, 05:12:32 PM
Post by: Farewell on June 10, 2016, 05:41:57 PM
I would never run to someone I don't know or trust for help. Definitely no school counselor...
Post by: Ryouko on June 10, 2016, 09:51:01 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 10, 2016, 10:06:06 PM
Post by: Ryouko on June 10, 2016, 10:23:37 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 10, 2016, 10:27:39 PM
Zaida is right, I'm better off seeing a real counselor. The thing is, my dad's insurance can't really cover the one in my area.Actually I think you shouldn't see a real Counselor, you mother should ,but since that's likely never gonna happen yeah..
Post by: Ryouko on June 10, 2016, 10:29:46 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 10, 2016, 10:48:11 PM
Why not? They helped my dad in the past, they aren't for everyone, I know, but if it's an option then I'll take it.because your mother won't agree to it.At least that is my guess.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 11, 2016, 01:07:48 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 11, 2016, 01:19:35 AM
.....I feel like I upset you Ryouko. That wasn't my intention, I just want to help, but I guess I don't understand. I've never been in this situation myself...Sometimes love hurts, Cecilia.
Post by: Bricket on June 11, 2016, 01:30:32 AM
We all know how politics is my job and hobby and how much I love it.
I've also said several times there were some troubles between me and the party I am in.
This has led to some ugly situations and now the local board of directors of the local young greens (which I am in) have decided to fase me out.
They Nominated me for the elections of the national board of directors of that young green party.
You might now think: what's the bad news?
The nomination is not the problem, it is what you've done afterwards. After nominating me they nominated someone else.
However: this nomination is backed by the rest of the board.
In short: they nominate me and then abonden whilst they nominate someone else and endorse her.
Now things short said: I got basically fired and I have no idea what to do now.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 11, 2016, 06:39:48 AM
Let's all board a train, a train of thought.As for your job... I dunno i really can't help there ,but
We all know how politics is my job and hobby and how much I love it.
I've also said several times there were some troubles between me and the party I am in.
This has led to some ugly situations and now the local board of directors of the local young greens (which I am in) have decided to fase me out.
They Nominated me for the elections of the national board of directors of that young green party.
You might now think: what's the bad news?
The nomination is not the problem, it is what you've done afterwards. After nominating me they nominated someone else.
However: this nomination is backed by the rest of the board.
In short: they nominate me and then abonden whilst they nominate someone else and endorse her.
Now things short said: I got basically fired and I have no idea what to do now.
Sounds like you should have quit while you were ahead.
Sigh why is the world full of idoits even here in the Us don't we have enough with China and North Korea being spoiled brats?
Post by: anoni on June 11, 2016, 03:11:39 PM
Let's all board a train, a train of thought.
We all know how politics is my job and hobby and how much I love it.
I've also said several times there were some troubles between me and the party I am in.
This has led to some ugly situations and now the local board of directors of the local young greens (which I am in) have decided to fase me out.
They Nominated me for the elections of the national board of directors of that young green party.
You might now think: what's the bad news?
The nomination is not the problem, it is what you've done afterwards. After nominating me they nominated someone else.
However: this nomination is backed by the rest of the board.
In short: they nominate me and then abonden whilst they nominate someone else and endorse her.
Now things short said: I got basically fired and I have no idea what to do now.
As is the fickle life of politics. You had mentioned sometime earlier somewhere that another party (smaller party) wanted you to lead them, is that not an opportunity?
If not, then be patience, bide your time, stay in the young greens and try to see what you can do to get back on top.
Post by: Bricket on June 11, 2016, 03:15:30 PM
(...)
As is the fickle life of politics. You had mentioned sometime earlier somewhere that another party (smaller party) wanted you to lead them, is that not an opportunity?
(...)
I could join the smaller party, but they are way smaller (almost no representation) meaning it would be a heck of ton of work to get in 2018 elected somewhere.
When looking at the Young Greens, chances are my days are over there
Post by: Wolxikin on June 11, 2016, 03:16:28 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 11, 2016, 05:03:25 PM
Post by: Rune on June 12, 2016, 04:41:34 AM
man I've got summer time blues. I wish I tried harder to make friends during high school, I started to make some connections near the end but I never hung out with some one after school. one thing that is really bothering me right now is the fact that I'm still single and have been for my whole life. I don't think I'm that bad looking either :T I guess its just hard to talk to some one who is just a weirdo with no friends. feelsbadman
another thing I realized about myself is that I have a hard time connecting with people. I remember being super extreme friendly to people when I first got into the whole online friend making thing, pretty much to the point of annoying the hell out of the people I meet lol. Over the years I started going further and further back into my shell after every time I got hurt from others. Now I don't really feel much for people online at all which sucks. I feel really unsatisfied with my art too. I mean, you guys have been really nice about it and really helped me improve. but when I look at my art, I don't feel proud of the progress like I used too. my art doesn't really have a reason, and all the compliments have blurred together into meaningless words. I guess to sum this up I'm basically just having an existencial crisis right now and it sucks
Post by: Grey on June 12, 2016, 10:21:52 AM
Tell me something useful so I can make an informed decision dammit.
Post by: anoni on June 12, 2016, 11:49:12 AM
Basically the argument is this:
1. If Britain leaves the EU it will weaken Britain's economical standing, they won't be able to participate in cheap trade with other EU countries, Britain investments will go down causing the country to be worth less and Britain won't be part of these influential deals with the US. In short the economy of Britain will suffer, but the degree of suffering is not well-known, some people say that Britain can hold it's own as a solitary economic power not part of the EU, but whether this is true is up to speculation.
2. If Britain stays with the EU Britain will be subject to the laws of the EU, meaning that if the EU passes a law and Britain passes a different law, Britain is forced to change their laws. This means Britain is at the mercy of the EU like every other EU country, and thus has less legal freedom. The most controversial aspect surrounding Britain at the time is immigration laws. In the EU, all member states must have open borders with all other member states, this means a multitude of European immigrants can come into Britain and legally there's nothing Britain can do about it. This can potentially cause distabilization seen in such eras as the Syrian Refugee crisis.
So don't listen to political parties, listen to third party sources.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 12, 2016, 06:10:49 PM
like a simulation..
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 12, 2016, 06:14:49 PM
Post by: SadDubwool on June 12, 2016, 09:22:07 PM
A Person online thinks that Brain damage is caused by sin
I Really hate Humanity sometimes........ And thats was one of the "Sometimes"
Vaccines also give autism didn't you know? Yeah for real though people are stupid sometimes.
Still Can't believe the Vaccine bullshit, Autism isn't caught, It is born with
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 12, 2016, 09:36:53 PM
A Person online thinks that Brain damage is caused by sin
I Really hate Humanity sometimes........ And thats was one of the "Sometimes"
Vaccines also give autism didn't you know? Yeah for real though people are stupid sometimes.
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Still Can't believe the Vaccine bullshit, Autism isn't caught, It is born with
some people think video game cause violence, people think rock music is of the devil... people assume too much.
Post by: The Past on June 13, 2016, 03:19:13 AM
I keep forgetting what I wanted to do. I remember it, read some articles before doing it, then forget again.
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 13, 2016, 03:28:34 AM
Post by: Farewell on June 13, 2016, 03:34:24 AM
My family is so disgusting.How so? if you don't mind sharing of course.
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 13, 2016, 03:56:04 AM
The same stuff I would have joined them in four months ago. The Orlando massacre, the biggest mass shooting in America's history? Calling, with obvious sarcasm, it a 'shame', joking about (I won't use the term, but I'm sure you know it) them dying, wishing he got more, and dad wishing for dozens of copy cat attacks on LGBT. Absolutely DISGUSTING. And now, talking about it has me ticked again, so I'll save the rant.My family is so disgusting.How so? if you don't mind sharing of course.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 13, 2016, 07:03:51 AM
Let's take it easy on the quotes there. Specifically that unnecessarily spaced out one. o_oI had a problem just getting outside the quote for some reason...
I keep forgetting what I wanted to do. I remember it, read some articles before doing it, then forget again.
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on June 13, 2016, 02:54:56 PM
On the other hand, he's my dad so I'm trying to be kind...
Post by: Synth-Fox on June 13, 2016, 03:19:08 PM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on June 13, 2016, 03:27:45 PM
I'm here to pay my respects to those who lost their lives yesterday, I have great respect for the LGBT community and the Islamic community and condemn both ISIS and hate mongers like Donald Trump.. I heard the father of the gunman speak today and he said "it is only gods duty to punish homosexuals" god would not punish anyone, both Islam and Christianity are meant to spread peace and respect, not hate and violence! please help stop hatred and assist those who are ignorant to understand the rights of all people, regardless of age, gender, orientation, religion, lifestyle, race, nationality, ethnicity, disability, illness ... thank you.. and my deepest condolences to the familys and their loved ones who have been cruely taken from us...
That being said - I really hate it when people say that guns aren't the problem. Look at the amount of mass shootings that USA have had this year, and tell me that those numbers wouldn't be lower if guns were made illegal.
Post by: The Past on June 13, 2016, 04:15:54 PM
Anyway, I got a cake for 50% off, but the frosting is painfully sweet. I can barely handle it. The rest of it is good, at least.
Post by: Synth-Fox on June 13, 2016, 04:40:36 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 13, 2016, 06:04:01 PM
we have very strict gun laws here in the UK and there are still many crimes and violence.. knife crime is still a big problem here.. also I'm not one of those people who think guns are evil.. there are loads of good reasons to have a gun, for instance if your a collector or a historian, maybe in a shooting club or part of a shooting discipline.. I worked on a shooting range for a while and was in the army cadets for some time.. I know how dangerous they can be if handled improperly.. But I've had training and experience.. so its not really guns that need to be band.. its just laws should be made to protect people who may have a mental illness, so that they can handle guns safely securely and without putting them selves or others in danger..AS the common saying goes: It's not guns that kill people it's people with guns that kill people. The problem is people not the weapons, sure we as humans have been inventing better ways to kill each other but the problem is not the weapons themselves but the people who use them for evil reasons. The only true way to stop killing is to erase the human race from existence, but that's a little extreme. So the problem is, how do you judge if someone is mentally evil to the point where they will use guns in the wrong manner?
The other problem is banning items does not fix the problem, banning an item shifts prices in the black market, and criminals can still get guns while the ban makes it so that a law abiding citizen cannot carry a gun in their own defence... I'm gonna stop there to avoid getting into a debate or Lecture on gun laws and stuff.
Post by: The Past on June 13, 2016, 06:12:58 PM
I might have bought overripe fruit. Great.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on June 14, 2016, 12:20:31 AM
I have just entered a drawing of a Skylanders OC to the SkylandersArtContests on Twitter, and I know I'm probably not going to win, and I keep telling myself not to get my hopes up, and yet deep down I keep imagining Mind Raider, my elephant Skylanders OC, as an actual Skylander, and I keep imagining myself winning the contest, and no matter how many times I tell myself not to get my hopes up, I keep getting my hopes up.
In a more important note, my dad is starting his first day in a new job soon. The problem is... he works half a day from 8 PM to 8 AM, and he slept horribly because he felt he had to do laundry in the morning, and he couldn't get back to sleep the rest of the day. Since he's going to be sleep deprived going into this job, I'm worried that he might get hurt driving to work, doing work, and driving home. I wish there was more I could do for him, but this is another thing I have no power over at all. :(
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on June 14, 2016, 01:31:40 AM
Someone left a bag with a sweet potato or something on the microwave, and it went bad and leaked some juice on top. We cleaned it up, but now my dad is incredibly angry because it's still kind of stained. Like, angry as if it's completely broken and destroyed even though it still works perfectly fine. But no, no one else can argue with him because he NEVER does anything wrong and we're always the ones messing things up. Try to bring it up and he'll yell at you or or deflect and blame something completely unrelated on you. Sometimes he'll just end up breaking something anyway, in this case a glass. Which I accidentally stepped on...
He rarely gets this bad, but it's so stupid and I'm really irritated right now. One reason why I can't wait to move out sometime soon.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 14, 2016, 01:55:50 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 14, 2016, 02:44:28 AM
But no, no one else can argue with him because he NEVER does anything wrong and we're always the ones messing things up. Try to bring it up and he'll yell at you or or deflect and blame something completely unrelated on you. Sometimes he'll just end up breaking something anywayWhy does that sound familiar T_T
Post by: The Past on June 14, 2016, 03:34:33 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 14, 2016, 04:14:05 PM
Post by: Setcho on June 14, 2016, 09:23:09 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 15, 2016, 02:24:35 PM
Sadly I have been plagued with dental problems (all sorted now except the $1400 bill) a rather nasty respiratory infection and another shoulder injury (left shoulder this time) which has me in constant pain with numbness and pins and needles which has made my mood pretty poor.
I have had a bunch of x-rays and tests and physio and acupuncture etc and at least it seems to be soft tissue damage rather than nerve damage so yay I guess. I've had one round of steroid injections which helped and am counting down the 6 days until I can get more.
Anyway, that's the short version. I feel bad to have just abandoned everyone, but I just didn't want to get online when I was so miserable.
I thought about the gang here every day, so never fear, you were with me in spirit.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 15, 2016, 03:54:40 PM
Post by: Grey on June 16, 2016, 04:51:17 PM
Housework which, frankly, he always gets other people to do. He's such a control freak. The moment someone says "no" or the moment he loses control of a situation out comes the foul language and threats.
If it wasn't for my brother who stepped in to defend me I'd be feeling pretty sore right now.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 16, 2016, 05:12:20 PM
I nearly got boxed 'round the ears by Dad because I told him I want to prioritise getting my assignments finished and sent off over doing housework.You could almost call that domestic abuse I think.
Housework which, frankly, he always gets other people to do. He's such a control freak. The moment someone says "no" or the moment he loses control of a situation out comes the foul language and threats.
If it wasn't for my brother who stepped in to defend me I'd be feeling pretty sore right now.
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 16, 2016, 05:16:54 PM
If he were to be hit, than it becomes criminal.I nearly got boxed 'round the ears by Dad because I told him I want to prioritise getting my assignments finished and sent off over doing housework.You could almost call that domestic abuse I think.
Housework which, frankly, he always gets other people to do. He's such a control freak. The moment someone says "no" or the moment he loses control of a situation out comes the foul language and threats.
If it wasn't for my brother who stepped in to defend me I'd be feeling pretty sore right now.
Grey. I know about having a bad dad. While he doesn't touch us, there is a more urgent problem which we can't fix. If you haven't already, you should start planning how to escape when you hit 18.
Post by: The Past on June 16, 2016, 06:02:02 PM
Minor rant, but wearing black a lot sucks when you own a cat. You gotta use a pet hair roller constantly to get that stuff off. Sometimes I need to use two sheets of the paper to get most of it off, and not long afterward hair gets plastered all over it again. At least I've been branching out to more colors lately. But black is still comfy...
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 16, 2016, 06:04:21 PM
When I wear nice clothes I stay away from my kitties (all 5 of them)
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 16, 2016, 06:07:52 PM
I thought you were going to say wearing black sucks in the summer (which it does very much)I got back a few minutes ago from a short run in 100+ heat index wearing a black shirt. Let's just say I don't suggest doing it, especially when you aren't acclimated to such heat, it's sunny, and you haven't run in about a week. Stomach still isn't too happy...
Post by: The Past on June 16, 2016, 06:16:50 PM
Now I most often wear earth tones, like dull greens and reds, browns, tans, and greys. But I still love wearing black. It's slimming and not too eye-catching.
Back when I was in middle school, people thought I was an emo kid because I wore black shirts and jackets all the time. Though I did try a subtle goth-ish style when I could. By high school, everyone wore black, so thankfully I didn't stick out anymore.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 16, 2016, 06:24:39 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 16, 2016, 06:30:17 PM
Oh I love black. My favorite clothing? Combat boots and BDU pants (that's normal for me. I wear then everyday except jeans in church) and a dark, preferably black shirt. I just wore a black shirt today to make the run more miserable.
Probably better go back to original purpose of this thread.
Speaking of heat, it is soooo hot here. I HATE summer.
Post by: The Past on June 16, 2016, 06:38:15 PM
What sucks is that we have huge bushes along the path to the front door that you inevitably touch while walking through, and sometimes bees and wasps hang around in them. I usually hop off the side of the porch instead during the summer to avoid that.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on June 16, 2016, 06:47:15 PM
I nearly got boxed 'round the ears by Dad because I told him I want to prioritise getting my assignments finished and sent off over doing housework.
Housework which, frankly, he always gets other people to do. He's such a control freak. The moment someone says "no" or the moment he loses control of a situation out comes the foul language and threats.
If it wasn't for my brother who stepped in to defend me I'd be feeling pretty sore right now.
Bleh, I have a similar dad. He makes me do everything. Even something so lazy as go and get something from up/downstairs that he forgot and didn't want to take the 30 seconds to do it himself. When I point it out he usually says something like "I drive you places so you should do this". Well, I don't have a license. You however have working legs. He never asks my sister to do anything to boot. He says it's because she's too lazy and unreliable, like that's a bad thing but it just means she's more privileged that she doesn't have to lift a single finger. But when I want to be lazy and just not do something I get yelled at. He blames mt mom for 'enabling' her laziness when he's the one who's doing so.
And he'll just start doing housework and expect other people to drop everything and help him. Just today I had to spend two hours moving and lifting junk around the garage (he's also a pack rat, too) when I was busy doing other stuff.
Bleh, rant over.
Post by: Wolxikin on June 18, 2016, 07:08:29 AM
Post by: kalan on June 18, 2016, 03:27:12 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 18, 2016, 03:33:48 PM
Sometimes I wish I wasn't friends with such a hypocritical asshole who feels no remorse for anythingslap me for asking or whatever ,but. Why do you have such friends?
Post by: The Past on June 18, 2016, 03:50:03 PM
Sometimes I wish I wasn't friends with such a hypocritical asshole who feels no remorse for anythingslap me for asking or whatever ,but. Why do you have such friends?
I think I can answer that. Friends can still be fun to be around despite their flaws. A friend can be an asshole in a certain situation but can be awesome anytime else. If we dropped friends for every flaw they have, we'd have no friends at all.
Also, sometimes you find troubling details of people months or even years after befriending them. That's why even best friends can fall apart.
On topic: my stomach hurts. X_x
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 18, 2016, 03:58:47 PM
I understand that stuff ,but. there are times I question why people stick with people who they call 'friends' when they really are just kinda abusing them... and as a side rant.Sometimes I wish I wasn't friends with such a hypocritical asshole who feels no remorse for anythingslap me for asking or whatever ,but. Why do you have such friends?
I think I can answer that. Friends can still be fun to be around despite their flaws. A friend can be an asshole in a certain situation but can be awesome anytime else. If we dropped friends for every flaw they have, we'd have no friends at all.
Also, sometimes you find troubling details of people months or even years after befriending them. That's why even best friends can fall apart.
On topic: my stomach hurts. X_x
why me? why me?
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 19, 2016, 06:41:31 AM
My computer lost Internet connection and can't get it back. That means that I get to take it to dad tomorrow. Oh, shoot x_x
I mean, as long as it gets fixed, I wouldn't care who does it. But my whole family will have to deal with the fallout tomorrow now.
Post by: saph the sergal on June 19, 2016, 07:45:39 AM
My computer lost Internet connection and can't get it back. That means that I get to take it to dad tomorrow. Oh, shoot x_x
I mean, as long as it gets fixed, I wouldn't care who does it. But my whole family will have to deal with the fallout tomorrow now.
hmm pm me a few screen caps of the taskbar the network window and the adaptor stuff if possible
OT: its pouring down rain and that ruined my skype call with friends
Post by: George on June 19, 2016, 07:52:09 AM
I'm in SFW mode on there, I'm not even supposed to be ABLE to view this kind of content on there, let alone see it on the new uploads every time I check on it.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 19, 2016, 08:29:29 AM
I wish I could go on FA without being bombarded with pictures of babies shitting themselves and/or showing off their hindquarters. Since it's not inherently "sexual", they keep putting it in General Audience. Showing genitalia is N0T the only way to be NSFW. Plus, cub is "against the rules" on that site, but the mods won't actually enforce that because they like it.Yeah I know what you mean I'm tired of seeing certain art myself, like in the case of Deviantart the newest popular game I don't give a crap about (5 nights at freddies....)
I'm in SFW mode on there, I'm not even supposed to be ABLE to view this kind of content on there, let alone see it on the new uploads every time I check on it.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 19, 2016, 11:29:22 AM
Insomnia can suck a fart.
Post by: saph the sergal on June 19, 2016, 11:37:22 AM
Couldn't sleep. Then I had to get up an adult anyway. Now my brain is exploding.*hugs the trixsie*
Insomnia can suck a fart.
OT: some people keep letting off fireworks even tho they are illegal in qld but yet they get away with it after multiple cop calls
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on June 19, 2016, 01:10:51 PM
Self-loathing and hiding it...
Post by: The Past on June 19, 2016, 03:24:01 PM
I wish I could go on FA without being bombarded with pictures of babies shitting themselves and/or showing off their hindquarters. Since it's not inherently "sexual", they keep putting it in General Audience. Showing genitalia is N0T the only way to be NSFW. Plus, cub is "against the rules" on that site, but the mods won't actually enforce that because they like it.
I'm in SFW mode on there, I'm not even supposed to be ABLE to view this kind of content on there, let alone see it on the new uploads every time I check on it.
This. Plus sometimes people don't bother to mark basic yiff stuff as NSFW when it clearly should be.
I'm usually in NSFW mode so I can check links in the general boards for yiff. Once in a while I look at recent uploads and see a whole lot of nope. I swear more than half of uploads these days are extreme fetish stuff, with a large chunk drawn with the skill of an average six year old. Sometimes I like to look through to have a giggle, but at the same time it's kinda sad. I mean, people like what they like and they can enjoy it, but the fact that it's so common compared to general artwork irritates me quite a bit.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on June 19, 2016, 03:36:08 PM
I haven't used my FA that much, but when I start drawing more I'd like some place to post it. There's Deviantart of course though I usually use it for non-anthro art or ceramics, and maybe Tumblr I guess? At least if I come across any annoying blog I can block it outright.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 19, 2016, 03:40:40 PM
But I don't know where to go and hassle etc. It's just kind of a shame. I'm pretty broad minded but some of it is pretty damn broad for something not specifically searched for.
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 19, 2016, 05:35:55 PM
Shit
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 19, 2016, 06:09:19 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 19, 2016, 06:14:14 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on June 19, 2016, 06:52:09 PM
OT:
Today I learned a valuable lesson. It's so easy to forget about the people in your life. And when you forget them, they forget you. I have so much to be thankful for, and it hurts people when you don't show them that you care. Even the smallest thing can make such a big difference. What I'm trying to say is: hug your mothers on mother's day, and your fathers on father's day. Even if the person who loves you isn't related by blood.
Post by: SadDubwool on June 21, 2016, 02:28:29 PM
Post by: Wolxikin on June 21, 2016, 05:14:33 PM
Post by: ST-84 Sahelanthropus on June 21, 2016, 07:37:13 PM
I'm tired of having a backward schedule. For a couple months now, I've been going to bed around noon time and waking up around seven or eight at night, which is... exactly the opposite of what I want. I think I'm finally getting things right again, though. Thank you, Rockstar Energy...
Post by: The Past on June 22, 2016, 12:17:13 AM
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on June 22, 2016, 01:04:55 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 22, 2016, 01:38:11 PM
Post by: Farewell on June 22, 2016, 08:37:01 PM
Heat index will be about 115 degrees today. Hey dad, tell me again why summer is better than winter.
I like Summer but prefer Fall. The highest was only 112, however it's killing me since we won't get the AC fixed until Friday... Ugh. And it's only temporary because no matter how many times and how much we pay its always breaking. ~_~ this house has so many problems, my dad was impatient and bought it anyways when we couldn't gotten a better one.
Post by: [INACTIVE] on June 22, 2016, 08:42:23 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on June 22, 2016, 11:36:24 PM
My A/C is also junk so I often have to make do with a fan and drinking lots of ice water. At least now I'm kind of getting used to the heat? But I'm the kind of person who naturally runs a little cooler anyway.
Post by: Bricket on June 23, 2016, 01:09:44 AM
Now that's settled.
Time for another political rant: You will not believe how much boycott you can receive for doing single thing that a
few don't want to see happening. It really makes me angry as hell.
However I got a new nickname: the Wolf of Politics
Post by: Nrein on June 24, 2016, 02:58:38 AM
That and, over two months is a really long time to wait for six telegram stickers. Or at least that's what everyone is telling me .w.
Plus anxiety, don't know why that's back!
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 24, 2016, 03:42:57 AM
seriously that's very annoying.
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 24, 2016, 03:46:16 AM
No, seriously. People get more agitated or anxious in summer due to the heat. And people are more likely to spend on time online. More people means more traffic, and also more attacks.
Post by: Alistair on June 24, 2016, 04:08:41 AM
Nrein and Alex, I know the answer to your problems: it's summer.
No, seriously. People get more agitated or anxious in summer due to the heat. And people are more likely to spend on time online. More people means more traffic, and also more attacks.
Well, at least I know why things seem so tense lately. Along with a few other things.
Quietly roots for winter in the distance.
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 24, 2016, 04:15:20 AM
Post by: Bricket on June 24, 2016, 04:56:59 PM
So yay summer? :? T_T
Post by: The Past on June 24, 2016, 06:24:43 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 24, 2016, 06:52:16 PM
Words can not describe how furious I am.
Post by: Farewell on June 24, 2016, 07:11:40 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 24, 2016, 07:14:23 PM
Military Working Dog handler is my dream job, so I follow stuff about it. Multiple companies on multiple occasions have been caught doing this and other horrific acts. The companies are too **censor** LAZY. The ex handlers/trainers would have, I bet every single one of them, have LOVED to have their buddy back, and even paid a good price. You develop such a deep bond when you work that much with a dog. But apparently that's too much work for the companies, so they slaughter them instead.
There is such a shortage of able bodied dogs in the global military, police, contractor, and civilian markets. Even mediocre dogs are in high demand. And even if they weren't useable, many individuals and organizations are happy to give them good last days.
Post by: kalan on June 25, 2016, 12:17:49 AM
Warning donut google it if you have a weak stomache
Post by: HyenaKing on June 25, 2016, 02:21:16 AM
There's an extreme lack of able-bodied pilots.
There's an absolute extreme lack of critical thinking.
Rome has burned? Welcome to sensationalism.
Post by: 138 on June 25, 2016, 03:28:54 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 25, 2016, 03:41:02 AM
Three words are all that's needed
dad
Summer
Cats
You can tell I'm ticked
Post by: Wolxikin on June 25, 2016, 04:30:51 AM
(yes this is the extent of my rant, I have it real tough don't I?)
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on June 26, 2016, 06:14:57 AM
Post by: SadDubwool on June 26, 2016, 06:28:46 AM
The short of it is, Humans did not DIRECTLY evolve froms apes, as the common evolutionary misconception is, We actually evolved from A common Ancestor, A precursor to both humans and apes. Which Humans (Early forms atleast) where "made" by, Apes and humans continued down different evolutionary paths, still keeping close DNA relations, But changing physically and metally, Much like lizards and snakes, the evolved from the same precursor, But evolved to better suit their needs
Also, Conspiracy theorists!...
Because the world needed more Stupidity...I can't even make A point on the internet without being flooded by people telling me I'm "A Brainwashed sheep"
Post by: ST-84 Sahelanthropus on June 26, 2016, 07:59:01 AM
Because the world needed more Stupidity...I can't even make A point on the internet without being flooded by people telling me I'm "A Brainwashed sheep"
If someone told me that, I'd have to say "How'd you know my fursona's a Ram with a thing for mind control?" XD
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on June 26, 2016, 11:21:52 AM
So many people take so many trivial issues and turn them into the biggest controversies on the planet. The thing with evolution is that it's one of those big arguments that I prefer not to take part in - because I know that I have no way of finding any proof, so there's no point in pursuing it.
I know that I'm here, and I know that I'm not doing what I can to make my part of the world a better place. I should be, but I'm blaming so many of my own issues that, when looking at others and their troubles, don't actually seem that valid. Which... is probably why I'm so depressed all the time.
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on June 26, 2016, 12:21:20 PM
When people use the "If we evolved from apes, then why are there still monkeys" Arguement when "Debunking" evolution, I can easily explain this an I'M 14.
The short of it is, Humans did not DIRECTLY evolve froms apes, as the common evolutionary misconception is, We actually evolved from A common Ancestor, A precursor to both humans and apes. Which Humans (Early forms atleast) where "made" by, Apes and humans continued down different evolutionary paths, still keeping close DNA relations, But changing physically and metally, Much like lizards and snakes, the evolved from the same precursor, But evolved to better suit their needs
Also, Conspiracy theorists!...
Because the world needed more Stupidity...I can't even make A point on the internet without being flooded by people telling me I'm "A Brainwashed sheep"
So... basically in this post, you just described evolution, and then just vented in the last line?
Post by: SadDubwool on June 26, 2016, 08:17:00 PM
When people use the "If we evolved from apes, then why are there still monkeys" Arguement when "Debunking" evolution, I can easily explain this an I'M 14.
The short of it is, Humans did not DIRECTLY evolve froms apes, as the common evolutionary misconception is, We actually evolved from A common Ancestor, A precursor to both humans and apes. Which Humans (Early forms atleast) where "made" by, Apes and humans continued down different evolutionary paths, still keeping close DNA relations, But changing physically and metally, Much like lizards and snakes, the evolved from the same precursor, But evolved to better suit their needs
Also, Conspiracy theorists!...
Because the world needed more Stupidity...I can't even make A point on the internet without being flooded by people telling me I'm "A Brainwashed sheep"
So... basically in this post, you just described evolution, and then just vented in the last line?
Yes, Although... Both counted as Venting to me, Both where supressed angers I felt, and I needed to describe it, since people would just say "TLDR"
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 26, 2016, 11:19:06 PM
I want to stay on the forums and post, but I also want to play some DotA. Decisions, decisions...The killer in life.
Decisions
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 27, 2016, 03:06:17 AM
I want to stay on the forums and post, but I also want to play some DotA. Decisions, decisions...The killer in life.
Decisions
Sometimes literally. But then again, death isn't the absolute worst anyway.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 27, 2016, 04:15:01 AM
Metaphorically speakingI want to stay on the forums and post, but I also want to play some DotA. Decisions, decisions...The killer in life.
Decisions
Sometimes literally. But then again, death isn't the absolute worst anyway.
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 27, 2016, 04:19:39 AM
Not me. I'll spare the speechMetaphorically speakingI want to stay on the forums and post, but I also want to play some DotA. Decisions, decisions...The killer in life.
Decisions
Sometimes literally. But then again, death isn't the absolute worst anyway.
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on June 27, 2016, 05:32:43 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on June 28, 2016, 07:59:38 AM
I feel that it's going to be particularly bad tonight because there isn't a game of soccer to distract me this week
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on June 28, 2016, 05:51:45 PM
I think what I will do is start up a patreon. I can use the money I get from that to commission art for the VN a bit at a time, and use the extra to help pay off some of my debts, because between having to get a new car, rent increase, insurance increase, I've got $20 for gas and $20 for food each week.
Post by: Jane on June 28, 2016, 07:49:51 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 28, 2016, 11:35:16 PM
And now for the salt and boiling acid on my wound. What happened was the power supply itself crapped out and shot into my hard drive, rendering it stone cold dead and unrecoverable. All of my visual novel progress? Gone. With the exception of a bit I worked on ahead of time on my thumb drive, it's all gone. I have to start over from scratch.Don't throw out your harddrive, there are ways to recover it, as long as the magnetic plates are alright it should still be on there.
I think what I will do is start up a patreon. I can use the money I get from that to commission art for the VN a bit at a time, and use the extra to help pay off some of my debts, because between having to get a new car, rent increase, insurance increase, I've got $20 for gas and $20 for food each week.
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 29, 2016, 03:12:09 AM
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on June 30, 2016, 01:39:52 PM
First off - I'm really enjoying this new fursona, but 'my' mate isn't too happy about it. He's missing my original and I don't know what to do...
Secondly - My dad's decided to finally start saying things to me that aren't incredibly harsh, but I don't know if I can face him without feeling awkward, angry or depressed. He's telling me that he's missing me, but then I talk to him and he tells me how I am pretty much the lowest of the low in society... and he doesn't seem to be entirely willing to help me in the ways that I want help.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 30, 2016, 03:04:05 PM
I'm conflicted in multiple ways...1. Fursona is your opinion, if your mate doesn't like it well, tell him it's a secondary fursona....
First off - I'm really enjoying this new fursona, but 'my' mate isn't too happy about it. He's missing my original and I don't know what to do...
Secondly - My dad's decided to finally start saying things to me that aren't incredibly harsh, but I don't know if I can face him without feeling awkward, angry or depressed. He's telling me that he's missing me, but then I talk to him and he tells me how I am pretty much the lowest of the low in society... and he doesn't seem to be entirely willing to help me in the ways that I want help.
2.Do what you feel is best for yourself if you feel your father is not best for you then so be it, i know it sounds selfish ,but sometimes things have to be done.
Post by: Bricket on June 30, 2016, 03:05:17 PM
Post by: Wildrose on July 01, 2016, 02:25:48 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on July 01, 2016, 02:38:18 AM
Post by: The Past on July 01, 2016, 03:42:41 AM
Big shocker, folks: it's not just the yiff that people belittle furries for. It's the annoying and elitist attitude that turns a simple hobby into a friggen ideology. It's just a **censor** hobby. We don't need a new country for "our kind", we don't need a secret code to speak in. We're not some fancy enlightened race spawned from Yahweh's holy butthole. We create and appreciate artwork and stories with anthropomorphic creatures, and we roleplay and hang out and be silly. That's all it is and that's all it needs to be.
It's a hobby. A h-o-b-b-y. You know, a thing we do for fun? Does this really need to be a reminder for some people?
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 01, 2016, 03:44:52 AM
It irks me when some furries feel the need to make their hobby into some exclusive club and try to segregate themselves from the rest of the world, then blather about how they're an oppressed special and brave group that "stupid" humans "just don't understand".Elitist, ruining fandoms everywhere.
Big shocker, folks: it's not just the yiff that people belittle furries for. It's the annoying and elitist attitude that turns a simple hobby into a friggen ideology. It's just a **censor** hobby. We don't need a new country for "our kind", we don't need a secret code to speak in. We're not some fancy enlightened race spawned from Yahweh's holy butthole. We create and appreciate artwork and stories with anthropomorphic creatures, and we roleplay and hang out and be silly. That's all it is and that's all it needs to be.
It's a hobby a h-o-b-b-y You know, a thing we do for fun? Does this really need to be a reminder for some people?
On a personal note I dislike being human....
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 01, 2016, 10:51:42 AM
It irks me when some furries feel the need to make their hobby into some exclusive club and try to segregate themselves from the rest of the world, then blather about how they're an oppressed special and brave group that "stupid" humans "just don't understand".
Big shocker, folks: it's not just the yiff that people belittle furries for. It's the annoying and elitist attitude that turns a simple hobby into a friggen ideology. It's just a **censor** hobby. We don't need a new country for "our kind", we don't need a secret code to speak in. We're not some fancy enlightened race spawned from Yahweh's holy butthole. We create and appreciate artwork and stories with anthropomorphic creatures, and we roleplay and hang out and be silly. That's all it is and that's all it needs to be.
It's a hobby a h-o-b-b-y You know, a thing we do for fun? Does this really need to be a reminder for some people?
Exactly! These types of people ruin everything! It's why I hate saying I'm a furry around people because the first thing they'll say is. "Oh lelelelel top kek you have sex with animals lel kek." W-what? No! No I don't! It's these people who give us a bad name.
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 01, 2016, 04:52:47 PM
I'm in deep shit.
I had one opportunity to go to MEPS. It has fallen through. I'm not sure if I can get another chance, which would keep me out of the Marines.
And the reaction to a problem that was beaten into me is get infuriated at and hit the problem until it breaks or you break. Yet I know for a fact it won't break. So I have to keep from getting infuriated for essentially no reason. Plus, being that mad isn't healthy.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 01, 2016, 05:18:12 PM
Grr I hate people who do this to me I bring the big guns and they leave the big guns, I'm not artillery I can't shoot over the cliffs I'm a gunboat GUNBOAT NOT Artillery Boat.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 01, 2016, 08:02:51 PM
So:
Good luck with your computer Rob, I hope things work out with your dad Mara, and I love your spider fursona. Good luck with commissions Jane, make yourself some good friends on here Wildrose, that's what helped me. I know you'll have another chance Rocco, don't stress about it.
And finally: people are stupid Alex, just do your best and have fun with it. :)
Post by: Nishjin on July 01, 2016, 08:19:38 PM
Sigh. what do people not understand about TEAM GAME, "Yo dudes let's leave this big gunboat of a walking take behind, even though he can only move at a snails pace due to the stupid engine speed nerf that the developers decided to do to all vehicles in the game instead of fixing the one that was the problem, Oh yeah he can take out 11 enemies all at once in that slow vehicle he'll be fine... *Sarcasm*
Grr I hate people who do this to me I bring the big guns and they leave the big guns, I'm not artillery I can't shoot over the cliffs I'm a gunboat GUNBOAT NOT Artillery Boat.
I really want to know what game you're playing... It sounds fun.
That's it.
Oh, and also, I hate it when people are overly nice about something I did for them.
ART IS MEANT TO BE CRITIQUED! Just tell me what you don't like about it so I can FIX IT!
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 01, 2016, 08:24:17 PM
Post by: Nishjin on July 01, 2016, 08:28:40 PM
Would you happen to know what game Alex is playing?
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on July 01, 2016, 08:32:49 PM
It irks me when some furries feel the need to make their hobby into some exclusive club and try to segregate themselves from the rest of the world, then blather about how they're an oppressed special and brave group that "stupid" humans "just don't understand".
Big shocker, folks: it's not just the yiff that people belittle furries for. It's the annoying and elitist attitude that turns a simple hobby into a friggen ideology. It's just a **censor** hobby. We don't need a new country for "our kind", we don't need a secret code to speak in. We're not some fancy enlightened race spawned from Yahweh's holy butthole. We create and appreciate artwork and stories with anthropomorphic creatures, and we roleplay and hang out and be silly. That's all it is and that's all it needs to be.
It's a hobby. A h-o-b-b-y. You know, a thing we do for fun? Does this really need to be a reminder for some people?
(http://i.imgur.com/PxJbxNb.gif)
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Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 01, 2016, 08:37:53 PM
Post by: Nishjin on July 01, 2016, 08:38:14 PM
It irks me when some furries feel the need to make their hobby into some exclusive club and try to segregate themselves from the rest of the world, then blather about how they're an oppressed special and brave group that "stupid" humans "just don't understand".
Big shocker, folks: it's not just the yiff that people belittle furries for. It's the annoying and elitist attitude that turns a simple hobby into a friggen ideology. It's just a **censor** hobby. We don't need a new country for "our kind", we don't need a secret code to speak in. We're not some fancy enlightened race spawned from Yahweh's holy butthole. We create and appreciate artwork and stories with anthropomorphic creatures, and we roleplay and hang out and be silly. That's all it is and that's all it needs to be.
It's a hobby. A h-o-b-b-y. You know, a thing we do for fun? Does this really need to be a reminder for some people?
Everyone else is quoting it, so I will too.
Yep. True. Preaching to the choir. And to the people who read that.
You pretty much slapped the guy square in the face...
If that's a metaphor.
(http://i.makeagif.com/media/5-22-2015/mrypfA.gif)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 01, 2016, 08:52:15 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 01, 2016, 11:25:20 PM
Then there are the people who think that because this one fur is like that all furs are like that.It irks me when some furries feel the need to make their hobby into some exclusive club and try to segregate themselves from the rest of the world, then blather about how they're an oppressed special and brave group that "stupid" humans "just don't understand".
Big shocker, folks: it's not just the yiff that people belittle furries for. It's the annoying and elitist attitude that turns a simple hobby into a friggen ideology. It's just a **censor** hobby. We don't need a new country for "our kind", we don't need a secret code to speak in. We're not some fancy enlightened race spawned from Yahweh's holy butthole. We create and appreciate artwork and stories with anthropomorphic creatures, and we roleplay and hang out and be silly. That's all it is and that's all it needs to be.
It's a hobby. A h-o-b-b-y. You know, a thing we do for fun? Does this really need to be a reminder for some people?
Everyone else is quoting it, so I will too.
Yep. True. Preaching to the choir. And to the people who read that.
You pretty much slapped the guy square in the face...
If that's a metaphor.
(http://i.makeagif.com/media/5-22-2015/mrypfA.gif)
Post by: ST-84 Sahelanthropus on July 02, 2016, 08:03:23 AM
Why's it such a huge knicker-twister for all of you, the idea that someone can have high aspirations for this... "fandom"? (I hate that word applied to furries) I am not a person who'll die satisfied if all I did as a furry was draw scribbles of my Robot fursona and role play with a bunch of punks and their overpowered anime-style characters, and I hope there are others with me.
No, someday, I'm going help make the creatures and people of our dreams become reality, and we'll even get to become them. The great and wonderful things that make up our wildest fantasies on here will be real, and it'll be thanks to the ambitious few who felt that this group could become something more than just a fursuit-wearing equivalent to Trekkies. If that winds up not being the case, though... if we do continue to remain in mediocrity, as a group of people who only wished 'anthropomorphs' could be real, but for some reason never desired to take any of this further than hobbying, then we'll have nobody to blame but ourselves.
Post by: Nrein on July 02, 2016, 01:02:27 PM
I've dealt with this personally, a lot, and it just amazes me that like certain other "minorities" a group that claims to be all about accepting anyone for who they are and why they are, it's so hard for most to do so.
Also on topic, I'm sick of my anxiety, and I wish for just a few days straight I could have no feeling of being short of breath or like I'm gonna turn a corner and something bad is gonna Happen.
Post by: The Past on July 02, 2016, 02:05:46 PM
Perhaps it is due to my combination of trans-Humanism and 'membership' within the furry community, that I am one such person that you're all speaking of.
Why's it such a huge knicker-twister for all of you, the idea that someone can have high aspirations for this... "fandom"? (I hate that word applied to furries) I am not a person who'll die satisfied if all I did as a furry was draw scribbles of my Robot fursona and role play with a bunch of punks and their overpowered anime-style characters, and I hope there are others with me.
No, someday, I'm going help make the creatures and people of our dreams become reality, and we'll even get to become them. The great and wonderful things that make up our wildest fantasies on here will be real, and it'll be thanks to the ambitious few who felt that this group could become something more than just a fursuit-wearing equivalent to Trekkies. If that winds up not being the case, though... if we do continue to remain in mediocrity, as a group of people who only wished 'anthropomorphs' could be real, but for some reason never desired to take any of this further than hobbying, then we'll have nobody to blame but ourselves.
My rant had nothing to do with you nor a specific person, so don't worry. It's just a thing I noticed often over the years. I don't mind the idea of transhumanism, and I consider that separate from the furry fandom, despite the concept of anthropomorphs bringing inspiration.
On another note, I'm having issues with my coffee again. I don't know why it gradually starts tasting weird even after cleaning the machine and everything...
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 02, 2016, 02:52:39 PM
Why's it such a huge knicker-twister for all of you, the idea that someone can have high aspirations for this... "fandom"?
It's because many of those individuals feel the need to foist those ideas upon the rest of the fandom and then degrade those who disagree. I'm in the boat of enjoying the idea of being any one of my 'sonas, but for many reasons I've come to accept that I won't be. And I bet very few people here knew that simply because I'm not spouting it everywhere. And honestly, there was very little reason for you to assume Evna was talking to you. You haven't even been on or posting enough to make that kind of impression, nor does Evna know you very well. Feeling guilty?
Anyway, on to my actual venting.
I'm finally getting involved with deliveries and orders for furniture and tracking dates and I must say... Employees for numerous companies are far lazier and far more incompetent than I would have ever imagined.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 02, 2016, 02:52:40 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 02, 2016, 03:34:44 PM
I know you'll have another chance Rocco, don't stress about it.Actually, due to my horrible home situation, probably not.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 02, 2016, 03:42:07 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 02, 2016, 03:51:41 PM
Mechwarrior online... I'm just really mad at the developers adn the fact that in random games NOBODY for the most part knows how to play.Sigh. what do people not understand about TEAM GAME, "Yo dudes let's leave this big gunboat of a walking take behind, even though he can only move at a snails pace due to the stupid engine speed nerf that the developers decided to do to all vehicles in the game instead of fixing the one that was the problem, Oh yeah he can take out 11 enemies all at once in that slow vehicle he'll be fine... *Sarcasm*
Grr I hate people who do this to me I bring the big guns and they leave the big guns, I'm not artillery I can't shoot over the cliffs I'm a gunboat GUNBOAT NOT Artillery Boat.
I really want to know what game you're playing... It sounds fun.
That's it.
Oh, and also, I hate it when people are overly nice about something I did for them.
ART IS MEANT TO BE CRITIQUED! Just tell me what you don't like about it so I can FIX IT!
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on July 02, 2016, 05:31:23 PM
Spending the night away with friends? Absolutely not! You can't do that! ...For some reason. Like, they seem to think that something normal like camping out with friends for a day or two will somehow turn into something dangerous and terrible. What is the issue? I know them well and they're not the kind of people to get into trouble at all. And seriously, I'm 19 and consider myself at least relatively responsible. I don't want to 'appeal to worse things', but I'm sure people much younger than me do that sort of thing or more all the time or are way more irresponsible than me.
It's just so annoying...
Edit: And you know, they were perfectly fine with my sister (twin/same age as me) living and going to school hours away for several months and yet I can't leave for a single day. So hypocritical -_-
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 02, 2016, 05:56:27 PM
I suppose it started when I began playing Final Fantasy IX, it's a great game with a great story, but there's this sad part that was just a little too much for me. It literally caused me pain... So I found a comic called Housepets, I read it and I like it too, but there's also sad parts, it just plucks my heartstrings and I hate that...
I don't really understand, am I so weak that fictional characters can cause me this much pain? I just want something that's happy all the time, but I guess that's too much to ask... I'm all depressed and confused right now...
Post by: ST-84 Sahelanthropus on July 02, 2016, 06:37:52 PM
It's because many of those individuals feel the need to foist those ideas upon the rest of the fandom and then degrade those who disagree. I'm in the boat of enjoying the idea of being any one of my 'sonas, but for many reasons I've come to accept that I won't be. And I bet very few people here knew that simply because I'm not spouting it everywhere. And honestly, there was very little reason for you to assume Evna was talking to you. You haven't even been on or posting enough to make that kind of impression, nor does Evna know you very well. Feeling guilty?
Note the bold text, below.
Perhaps it is due to my combination of trans-Humanism and 'membership' within the furry community, that I am one such person that you're all speaking of.
I never said Evnamishko, nor any other individual in particular, had been specifically referring to me in their messages. So, honestly, there's very little reason for anyone to misconstrue (or perhaps intentionally twist) my words and then say I was somehow taking all these posts as personal attacks. I was just responding to the apparent consensus that people who believe furry should be more than a 'fandom' all stink and make the group look bad. I suppose I could have put it in a way like "I am one such person, being part of a 'furry extremist sect', the latter of which you are all speaking of", but God is that unnecessary.
You know, I thought that the ideas that I and some others have would be impressive to most people within and without furry. Sure, there'd probably be at least some people who'll still think I'm a crazy asshole; plain trans-Humanists are sometimes considered dangerous and blasphemous already, so just add furry on top of that, plus my vigiliantism, interventionism, militarism, retributivism, imperialism... Actually, I still have hope to find like-minded people, because the recent posts of this thread make up just a tiny sliver of the whole community, and even including the entire forums would only be looking at a sample size.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 02, 2016, 06:46:22 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on July 02, 2016, 07:32:47 PM
Like, he thinks he's the expert on what other people are like, especially ones he's never met before. He's like "he's a guy, I know what they do". I'm sure part of that is genuinely concern about me but I doubt it warrants acting like my boyfriend is potentially a murderer, rapist or other serious criminal. Like he seems to think an overnight camping trip with friends /will/ end up in having to call the police. I don't make friends lightly, let alone more-than-friends so I damn well trust him and have known him long enough to know that couldn't be farther than the truth.
edit: Well, he's relented and allowing me to go as long as I text periodic updates and stuff. Geez, sorry if I sound kind of angry but I'm just venting (that's what the board is for right?). He's so freaking stubborn about everything, but I guess I got a little bit of that in me too...
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 02, 2016, 08:35:15 PM
UGH. Getting into more arguing with my parents about the aforementioned camping issue. I know I shouldn't be so antagonistic towards them but my dad is being incredibly unreasonable.sometimes stubborn can be good, not in his case apparently.
Like, he thinks he's the expert on what other people are like, especially ones he's never met before. He's like "he's a guy, I know what they do". I'm sure part of that is genuinely concern about me but I doubt it warrants acting like my boyfriend is potentially a murderer, rapist or other serious criminal. Like he seems to think an overnight camping trip with friends /will/ end up in having to call the police. I don't make friends lightly, let alone more-than-friends so I damn well trust him and have known him long enough to know that couldn't be farther than the truth.
edit: Well, he's relented and allowing me to go as long as I text periodic updates and stuff. Geez, sorry if I sound kind of angry but I'm just venting (that's what the board is for right?). He's so freaking stubborn about everything, but I guess I got a little bit of that in me too...
Post by: Farewell on July 03, 2016, 01:18:56 AM
I really hope I run into some asshole that decided to screw with me, so I have an excuse to let all my anger out...
Post by: Wildrose on July 03, 2016, 01:25:04 AM
Post by: Farewell on July 03, 2016, 01:45:17 AM
Post by: Wildrose on July 03, 2016, 01:51:43 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 03, 2016, 02:17:35 PM
What's wrong with me?
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 03, 2016, 02:58:19 PM
The hopelessness is back. Time to dig out the old mask
My mother, a brother, and even someone at church all have asked me if I'm alright. Yup, just tired. But in reality, no. Just can't speak freely
Post by: HyenaKing on July 03, 2016, 04:41:51 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 03, 2016, 05:03:47 PM
Post by: Wildrose on July 03, 2016, 09:41:52 PM
For years, my parents have expected me to be some child prodigy. Because of that, I've been on a tight set of rules. All the kids around me bullied me when I was younger because I couldn't do all the things they could do. I was the kid with the super strict parents. When I hit middle school, it happened again. Around seventh grade the combined expectations of my parents and constant harassment from peers pushed me to a very dark and sad phase of my life. In eight grade I was a loner. When I hit my freshman year I fell in love with my best friend. We were incredibly happy for seven months and things were okay. But my parents didn't like the way she was raised and thought it was affecting me too much. She's also older than me, so she wanted to go to the amusement park or the mall or movies and I couldn't do that. My parents also raised the bar on my expectations way too high. This intimidated my mate and she couldn't break my sudden depressed state. It seemed like she gave up and went off to work this summer. She met a boy there. He's 18, living on his own, and can go do those fun things. We agreed to split up for the summer because we were constantly fighting. Since then I've been very upset and she's hardly said a word to me at all. She's with that boy now and seems happy. I'm glad she is, but I wish it was with me and not him. And I kept thinking that if my parents hadn't kept me from going out and being a regular teenager instead of expecting me to follow their rules from their childhoods, then she'd still be with me. They took my phone which I used to communicate with friends. They took my computer which I used for work. They still haven't given me any of that back and it's been two months. I've done everything they want. I just want to be free of them. They stole my mate, their stealing my childhood, they're making me miserable every day of my life and I don't want to deal with it anymore. I miss my mate so much... I still love her more than the world. I want her back. We had big plans for the future. My parents have always done this to me. I'm constantly upset. It's getting old.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 03, 2016, 10:06:12 PM
Post by: 138 on July 03, 2016, 10:36:27 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 03, 2016, 10:43:08 PM
Post by: 138 on July 03, 2016, 10:46:29 PM
You said it. Tennessee has to be the worst in in that regard.Visit my county.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 03, 2016, 10:52:23 PM
Post by: 138 on July 03, 2016, 10:53:57 PM
I wish I could. I'd love to visit you someday. :)Totally!
Another thing, someone offered me some marijuana last night at work. I guess they didn't know I wasn't a degenerate.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 03, 2016, 10:58:36 PM
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Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 04, 2016, 02:55:04 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on July 04, 2016, 03:34:27 PM
Hmm... maybe you could use some earmuffs.
And play your own music really really loud to give them a taste of their own medicine. Or don't, since that might bother you and other people who aren't involved.
Slip anonymous passive aggressive notes under her door? :p
Post by: Ibi Tanvaal on July 04, 2016, 03:37:28 PM
Post by: Nrein on July 04, 2016, 03:39:28 PM
i live on the bottom floor of an apartment and my upstairs neighbors nonstop purpose bang really really loudly from 5am to 11pm we have called the office and complained multiple times multiple time and all they said is that WE should move out not them? we have also talked to the people upstairs and she just tries to guilt us that she's a single mother , that doesn't mean you cant control your obnoxious rude ass kids come on. We tried to call the police but lucky us the police are friends with them and they did nothing. Now im suffering from constant headaches and annoyance.
I have to deal with this with my downstairs neighbors. They're always banging, slamming and partying all into the night, at the latest has been 4AM. It's really annoying too considering all of us up here work in the morning. We've done everything from leaving notes, setting up new WiFi connections telling them to stop, banging on the floors, blaring our own music, etc. Doesn't help most of the time they're either drunk or worse.
On Topic: My job decided to actually be nice and pay me early for my event work, after taking an hour to argue with me about how they didn't want to. But, they decided to mail me a check instead of direct depositing it like usual, so I couldn't do anything with it all weekend, or today x.x
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 04, 2016, 04:29:52 PM
No. Don't do anonymous messages. That easily escalates into threats, and the police coming in. Especially if the receipt has suspicion who it is.Hmm... maybe you could use some earmuffs.
And play your own music really really loud to give them a taste of their own medicine. Or don't, since that might bother you and other people who aren't involved.
Slip anonymous passive aggressive notes under her door? :p
Post by: Wolxikin on July 04, 2016, 05:20:41 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 04, 2016, 05:23:38 PM
Post by: Wolxikin on July 04, 2016, 05:26:11 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on July 04, 2016, 05:27:59 PM
No. Don't do anonymous messages. That easily escalates into threats, and the police coming in. Especially if the receipt has suspicion who it is.Hmm... maybe you could use some earmuffs.
And play your own music really really loud to give them a taste of their own medicine. Or don't, since that might bother you and other people who aren't involved.
Slip anonymous passive aggressive notes under her door? :p
I was being a little facetious, but yeah I don't know what they're like so it might turn unpredictable.
Post by: Alistair on July 04, 2016, 05:28:14 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 04, 2016, 05:28:30 PM
Post by: The Past on July 04, 2016, 05:53:20 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 04, 2016, 06:06:54 PM
Post by: kalan on July 04, 2016, 09:15:53 PM
It's a specially annoying how they either don't say anything and hold a grudge for my months and just expect me to know why they're being such an asshole, or they they overreact and take it to extreme measures
I find this funny cause youve been doing the exact same thing to me XD
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 04, 2016, 09:22:53 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 04, 2016, 11:13:02 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 04, 2016, 11:16:09 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 04, 2016, 11:22:22 PM
Thankfully I'm invisible... for now.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 04, 2016, 11:33:31 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 04, 2016, 11:52:17 PM
This site has really helped me too. Hence me talking about this. Unfortunately, the real me is, fine I'll admit it, scared of interaction and home. It sounds silly, especially considering I hide it by putting on a scowl like I'm ticked, and I act angry, but anger is how I hide it. I'm afraid of home (dad and the image family I've built for years and MUST maintain), and of speaking with people. I have guesses why, but I guess it doesn't really matter why...
It really decreases online, whenever I'm away from my family, or if it is something for me.
And it's extra bad today for some reason. My breathing is even changing. I mean, I shouldn't be getting this worked up because we have people over
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 05, 2016, 12:08:38 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 05, 2016, 12:18:37 AM
Oh shoot. I'm getting more and more nervous and anxious. Not good, not good at all. Nononononono
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on July 05, 2016, 01:25:30 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 05, 2016, 01:30:53 AM
Post by: The Past on July 05, 2016, 07:53:43 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 05, 2016, 12:10:32 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 05, 2016, 08:16:21 PM
My exams are terrible, I failed 9/11 of my exams and they were terrible (ranging from 4/20 to 8/20).
So I've got to redo all of them if I fail again I have to STOP my studies.
Now, this isn't all of it... oh no things are even getting more interesting.
My dad sued my mom and he wants alimony to be cheaper.
Now he pays €147 per child (147*3 (since there are 3 childeren who aren't yet emloyed)) and he wants to bring this to €75 per child.
However monthly being on a dorm costs €200 without paying for the rent, the €200 is just for living. He never pays for huge costs like new glasses or when I was in the hospital he didn't even visit me.
If I fail my exams I have to stop studying like I earlier said and thus I have to go to work. If this happens this means he doesn't have to pay for alimoney anymore.
With the fewer alimoney the financial situation of my mom will go worse, a lot worse.
These are one of the moments in my life I just want to pick up a gun and ram a bullet through my head since I never seem to have a break
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 05, 2016, 10:44:27 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 12:54:35 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 06, 2016, 01:04:46 AM
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 01:08:16 AM
You just have to work a little harder.
What do you think I've done the past 14 years?
I"ve always worked harder and harder, and now this guy who gave me traumes sues my mom and is counting on me to fail so he can win the case.
That's what we call pressure. Honestly: I don't see any further purpose in doing all of this.
If people expect you to fail, if your dad expects you to fail, if he motivates you to fail. That's the moment your life is over and I should have realised this sooner
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 06, 2016, 01:29:07 AM
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 01:36:01 AM
Imagine you building something but everytime when it is nearly done it gets destroyed?
Now imagine that happening a lot, also imagine that everytime you say people will use this against you.
Already done that? Great, now add this: crippling depression and failing projects everywhere :D
Did that? Good, now add the youthtraumas and the nighmares you get from it
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 06, 2016, 01:45:14 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 06, 2016, 01:48:27 AM
That's what we call pressure. Honestly: I don't see any further purpose in doing all of this.My dad, almost daily, makes sure I know he 'knows' I'm a failure who will never do anything. I fight in spite of him. I fight to prove him dead wrong. For a many years, I had no hope, no purpose in life, no will to live. The only reason I was alive was because I was still breathing. At times, I wanted death, but never tried. Just wished and longed for it. I was really, really dark and screwed up in 'other' ways too. I probably should have been locked up or killed.
If people expect you to fail, if your dad expects you to fail, if he motivates you to fail. That's the moment your life is over and I should have realised this sooner
Now, after many, many years, I have found something to fight for. The funny thing? It is something I have swore up and down I'd NEVER do, or even consider. Yet, it has finally given me purpose. Hope. A reason and a will to fight. Now, I don't give a shit about what he says. I found something to fight for, a reason to live, and I couldn't care less what he says. A large fight is brewing, one that will probably get me kicked out, even though I'd have less than $1,000 after I sell my few assets, no car, no job or work experience, and no friends. And I'm not sure what will happen to the rest of my family afterwards. But I'm willing to and plan to risk literally everything to pursue my newly found purpose.
It sounds cliché, but you just need to find your purpose. Your reason to fight. No one can tell you what it is. As in my case, it might be something you swore you'd never do. Please, keep fighting and search.
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 01:49:43 AM
You don't seem to get who my dad is.
He is the one who gave me traumas, he is the when I ran away from his violence hunted me down.
When I took shelter at a friends house he almost bashed their doors in to make sure I wasn't there.
He was the one who locked me outside in my PJ's when it was freezing and snowing.
He was the one that pushed me of the staircase if I didn't listen correctly
He was the one who loved breaking me mentally in front of my friends just for his own fun.
He was the one who drove up the 8 floor of a parking garage, speeded up towards the edgy and breaked just in time so the car wouldn't
crash through the barriers because he wanted me to start talking.
Do you understand now what's at stake?
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 06, 2016, 01:54:09 AM
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 01:59:49 AM
he loves it...
He is very fond of telling you exactly what he knows about you...
And if you don't listen? He sure likes beating people
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 06, 2016, 02:06:06 AM
Trust me, he doesn't only like psychoplogical terror.Exact same here. The only advantage I have over you is he never laid a finger on us because his father did that to him. But he is becoming more unstable with more meds for his physical ailments. And he has made threats, he has the knowledge, the arsenal, and the will to not only kill us, but who knows however many other people. He works from home, so every day, I have to be fully on guard while pretending nothing is wrong. All day, everyday.
he loves it...
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 06, 2016, 02:06:17 AM
I'm so sorry you two but... I'm tired... I'm not abandoning you... I'm just... tired. I had a busy day.
Please don't hate me, I want to help you guys. I want to do anything I possibly can to help you two. But... I'm tired, good night.
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 02:08:03 AM
If you're tired you need to sleep
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 06, 2016, 02:10:04 AM
Post Merge: July 06, 2016, 02:24:13 AM
Bricket, I can't say everything will turn out great, because I honestly don't know what will happen. I'm still at the beginning of my own story. But there is one thing I know for certain. We each have a purpose. We have each been through fires hotter than the vast majority of people. We each have an evil father who tries to defeat us and others in every way possible. I refuse to let my story end like this. When I die, I want to at very least say "I did my utmost best. I made mistakes, but I didn't give up. I fought". The strongest metal goes through the hottest fire. It will not be easy. At times, it has and will be down right horrible. But I refuse to lose, to give up and let him win. Please, join me. Refuse to lose. Live only if to spite him, to rub his face in your existence. Let's fight.
Post by: Farewell on July 06, 2016, 02:31:16 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 06, 2016, 02:35:02 AM
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 02:40:16 AM
Bricket, I can't say everything will turn out great, because I honestly don't know what will happen. I'm still at the beginning of my own story. But there is one thing I know for certain. We each have a purpose. We have each been through fires hotter than the vast majority of people. We each have an evil father who tries to defeat us and others in every way possible. I refuse to let my story end like this. When I die, I want to at very least say "I did my utmost best. I made mistakes, but I didn't give up. I fought". The strongest metal goes through the hottest fire. It will not be easy. At times, it has and will be down right horrible. But I refuse to lose, to give up and let him win. Please, join me. Refuse to lose. Live only if to spite him, to rub his face in your existence. Let's fight.
What's the point of winning if you know you've already lost?
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 06, 2016, 03:20:13 AM
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 03:24:44 AM
I mean: he is almost 24/7 in my head, everytime someone says how much they love their dad I get a flashback of a beating or emotional breaking me.
He won, he is just finishing it
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 06, 2016, 03:41:09 AM
Kill your emotions. Become cold, psychopathic. Learn to use your anger and hatred of him. Learn to love anger and hatred. Enjoy causing pain. Literally nothing phased me. My reaction to literally everything was hatred and anger. It kept me alive, it kept me going. It lit a drive in me I still have today. I did some pretty bad stuff, but I survived, and now I'm heading up and out. I'm some who believes the end justifies the means.
And now, I've gotten to where I no longer need it. I can snap it back on in the blink of the eye. I'm scared, but alive and fighting.
Ignore the video, just listen to the song.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkzVHer6B8A (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkzVHer6B8A)
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 03:46:12 AM
How do you think I can keep walking with a smile?
I walked here without any emotion: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-Na4HJxCMo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-Na4HJxCMo)
This is just the end of the line dear Rocco.
He won, he has gotten what he want; he does not care about emotions, about others their futures. He has already robbed my bankaccount (around €5000) to use for himself, he has beaten me up, pushed me from stairs, threathened me with a nail gun and I've seen him doing horrible stuff.
I've see this happening since I was a kid of 3 years old...
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 06, 2016, 03:57:27 AM
It is only the end if you allow it. He would enjoy seeing you dead. Don't give him victory.
Your family needs you. They love you. Think how much more difficult it would be for them.
Your country needs you. You are a strong nationalist patriot, which is a rare breed today.
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 04:04:07 AM
Basically he enjoys hurting people as much as they can.
I was working on a modelrailroad: he smashed it.
Best part of all of it: this is when he is sober...
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 06, 2016, 04:17:55 AM
He is not your everyday abusive dad.My dad goes out of his way to hurt or offend people. When he is mad (almost everyday) he'll go around and find something not done perfectly, or he'll make a reason to go after literally everyone here. Incoming obscenity, abusive rant. He smashes stuff all the time.
Basically he enjoys hurting people as much as they can.
For the majority of my life, I had zero contact with people outside the house. We are/were homeschooled, so literally none. He has banned almost everything. It was only recently music was permitted as long as he couldn't hear it. North Korea is a good comparison to here.
We could go on for hours about what they have done, but it changes nothing. And if you want, I will stay online for as long as I can. I'll stay awake for days until I pass out from exhaustion. I'll listen to anything you want to say. I'll say anything I think will help. In the end, it is your call. If you want to surrender, it is your call. But I beg you not to, and I'll do anything I can.
Post by: Folic Acid on July 06, 2016, 04:37:06 AM
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 10:21:44 AM
I wanted to come here and rant about personal stuff, but reading how some of you are feeling made me realise just how small my problems are in comparison to yours. Thanks for putting me back in my place, guys. And stay strong.
You don't have to be put in your place.
Every problem is a problem no matter of how big or small it is, you can have your rant here.
Just tell us what's been bugging you, so you can have the chance to let some steam off
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 10:28:45 AM
It's just a minor annoyance really, something about people being unthankful. Not at all comparable to what you have been through. No worries, Bricket.
No please, go ahead: have your rant :)
Post by: Bricket on July 06, 2016, 10:34:04 AM
well... :P
Anyway, solid point you have there :)
Post by: anoni on July 06, 2016, 02:49:25 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 06, 2016, 02:50:24 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 06, 2016, 06:39:33 PM
Looks like my (musical) keyboard doesn't have MIDI support. I want to start making music and I can use a mouse if I have to but it would be ashame if I can't connect my old $1,000+ electronic keyboard into my computer xDDon't suppose you can find an adapter Anoni?
Post by: Farewell on July 08, 2016, 01:37:06 AM
Post by: Folic Acid on July 08, 2016, 03:13:41 AM
Post by: Nishjin on July 08, 2016, 03:32:01 AM
It's a freaking hobby, why do you have to bash it? You dress up like your favorite person at a sports game, buying thousand dollar tickets to the Super Bowl, what the difference between that and cosplaying/fursuiting, and going to a convention? Everyone says, "Oh, well there was a sex scandal including a furry, all furries are like that."
Yeah? Well Micheal Jackson was a child molester, so all singers must be like that, right?
Just because furries are a community that (mostly) doesn't SHUN the people who take it too far, that makes us ALL pervs?
Some people... Urk me.
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 08, 2016, 04:25:39 AM
Nishjin, people will always hate something. Most of the time, hypocritically. Yeah, bugs me too.
Folic. Just remember, not all people are like that. But far too many are.
Please don't Zaida. Trust me, hating or beating up on yourself isn't a good idea. It leads to problems. Personal experience.
Now, onto me. I'm sick today and I missed something I wanted to attend. And part of it is my head is bothering me and I'm light and noise sensitive. So guess what happened 30 seconds ago? A smoke alarm started going off. And I got to deal with it.
Post by: Folic Acid on July 08, 2016, 04:28:01 AM
Yeah not everyone but so many people treat me like I am a freaking idiot
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 08, 2016, 04:37:56 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 08, 2016, 05:41:43 PM
Post by: Nishjin on July 08, 2016, 08:19:57 PM
I really hate how people are so sensitive about angering other people,
So true! I showed a couple friends my art, and they all thought it was "so good!" but NONE OF THEM WOULD TELL ME HOW TO IMPROVE IT.
What's the point of drawing if everyone is only going to fawn over your art and you'll never get any better?
Post by: Dax Declan on July 08, 2016, 08:21:39 PM
Post by: SadDubwool on July 08, 2016, 09:08:46 PM
I really hate how people are so sensitive about angering other people,
So true! I showed a couple friends my art, and they all thought it was "so good!" but NONE OF THEM WOULD TELL ME HOW TO IMPROVE IT.
What's the point of drawing if everyone is only going to fawn over your art and you'll never get any better?
I'm sorry, but it's just the fact that some people aren't the type to want to upset people, You don't want to Make another person feel like their art is garbage, and some are afraid of coming off like they don't like it, even if they really do, And it might also be because they feel they have no say in the matter, Since they aren't ones to judge.
Sorry If this seemed rude, But its just my personal 2 cents
Post by: Nrein on July 08, 2016, 10:09:20 PM
I really hate how people are so sensitive about angering other people,
So true! I showed a couple friends my art, and they all thought it was "so good!" but NONE OF THEM WOULD TELL ME HOW TO IMPROVE IT.
What's the point of drawing if everyone is only going to fawn over your art and you'll never get any better?
I'm sorry, but it's just the fact that some people aren't the type to want to upset people, You don't want to Make another person feel like their art is garbage, and some are afraid of coming off like they don't like it, even if they really do, And it might also be because they feel they have no say in the matter, Since they aren't ones to judge.
Sorry If this seemed rude, But its just my personal 2 cents
To be fair, friendly constructive criticism is different than "urgh ur art is trash." If your can't do one without the other then I can see that being a problem.
On topic, I was hoping going out would cure some of my anxiety. NOPE
Post by: Nishjin on July 08, 2016, 10:26:31 PM
I really hate how people are so sensitive about angering other people,
So true! I showed a couple friends my art, and they all thought it was "so good!" but NONE OF THEM WOULD TELL ME HOW TO IMPROVE IT.
What's the point of drawing if everyone is only going to fawn over your art and you'll never get any better?
I'm sorry, but it's just the fact that some people aren't the type to want to upset people, You don't want to Make another person feel like their art is garbage, and some are afraid of coming off like they don't like it, even if they really do, And it might also be because they feel they have no say in the matter, Since they aren't ones to judge.
Sorry If this seemed rude, But its just my personal 2 cents
To be fair, friendly constructive criticism is different than "urgh ur art is trash." If your can't do one without the other then I can see that being a problem.
On topic, I was hoping going out would cure some of my anxiety. NOPE
I just wanted to keep the quote loop going. xP
Post by: Dax Declan on July 08, 2016, 10:38:01 PM
And to make all my emotions even more frustrated, it seems every plan i make goes to shit. My closed minded parents won't trust my girlfriends guardians, (her brother and his girlfriend) until they meet them formally, but every time they get a chance to meet them my parents are the ones who blow them off or **censor** something up. Then my mom told me to plan a cookout with them so i did, then my mom tells me that weekend doesn't work for her even though she told me her summer is completely open. I'm so sick of the closed minded and ignorant people in my life, i just want shit to work out.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 08, 2016, 11:05:26 PM
I'm not talking just about art, I'm talking about in life on facebook on twitter places like that.. People are blind to the truth and take it as a hate comment when half the time it's not.. I don't see it as rude. I understand some people are like that ,but I think too many people are like that. I'm also not just talking constructive criticism, I mean truths that are so broad so obvious that people deny them, real world things, I know there is a point between constructive and downright being a troll, but people need to stick up more for the truth instead of following lies.I really hate how people are so sensitive about angering other people,
So true! I showed a couple friends my art, and they all thought it was "so good!" but NONE OF THEM WOULD TELL ME HOW TO IMPROVE IT.
What's the point of drawing if everyone is only going to fawn over your art and you'll never get any better?
I'm sorry, but it's just the fact that some people aren't the type to want to upset people, You don't want to Make another person feel like their art is garbage, and some are afraid of coming off like they don't like it, even if they really do, And it might also be because they feel they have no say in the matter, Since they aren't ones to judge.
Sorry If this seemed rude, But its just my personal 2 cents
on another note show me some of your art and I'll try to give you a critique on it ,but since I have no art skills myself it's kinda hard for me to fully judge art.I really hate how people are so sensitive about angering other people,
So true! I showed a couple friends my art, and they all thought it was "so good!" but NONE OF THEM WOULD TELL ME HOW TO IMPROVE IT.
What's the point of drawing if everyone is only going to fawn over your art and you'll never get any better?
Post by: Nishjin on July 09, 2016, 12:44:36 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on July 09, 2016, 03:37:58 AM
Post by: Folic Acid on July 09, 2016, 03:50:47 AM
Why is it I am the skinny smart kid that can't put on any weight no matter how many protein and weight shakes he drinks and how many peanut butter sandwhichs he eats with it? I am already mastering in some subjects in college and I just want a good life for a family I will never get and people put me down for trying. I will be a qualified anesthesiologist, Therapist, and any form of doctor...I am tired of it but I just want a good life
Post by: Dax Declan on July 09, 2016, 09:09:26 AM
Post by: The Past on July 09, 2016, 11:43:13 AM
It irks me soooo **censor** bad when people try to explain to me "how amazing lsd is" or shrooms or any drug in general. Then I have to go off on them about why I don't need drugs to be happy, then i get the "lol how old are you?" So **censor** frustrating.
This. Seriously. If people want to use drugs, it's their choice and risk to take, but it doesn't make them "cool" or "mature" or "intelligent" compared to someone who doesn't use them. If anything, parading their drug use around in such a fashion only shows they're the opposite of what they claim.
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 09, 2016, 03:57:39 PM
It irks me soooo **censor** bad when people try to explain to me "how amazing lsd is" or shrooms or any drug in general. Then I have to go off on them about why I don't need drugs to be happy, then i get the "lol how old are you?" So **censor** frustrating.You're old enough to not do something stupid apparently. It'll be all fun and games until the cops catch them. Or they overdose. Or they screw up their health for life. Etc.
Maybe a response you could try is "Wow, you can do something illegal! I am in awe of your infinite wisdom"
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 09, 2016, 05:09:38 PM
True happiness is a better high than any drug that could ever exist.
Post by: Farewell on July 09, 2016, 06:00:06 PM
Hearing my dad's stories, it worries me. What he see's, and does. Yet people are so blind and ignorant! Yes I understand some make mistakes or a few have been caught abusing their power... so all officers should be treated like monsters? Pathetic.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 09, 2016, 07:02:07 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on July 09, 2016, 08:53:58 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 09, 2016, 09:18:28 PM
Well recently I got called a "f**kwit" for telling someone i was watching bob ross. He started insisting i think im "cool" and "deep" and "edgy" for it. What even! I can't even watch a man paint and not get shit for it.Who cares?
Post by: saph the sergal on July 09, 2016, 09:37:53 PM
Well recently I got called a "f**kwit" for telling someone i was watching bob ross. He started insisting i think im "cool" and "deep" and "edgy" for it. What even! I can't even watch a man paint and not get shit for it.
just remember happy little clouds and happy little trees
! No longer available (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLO7tCdBVrA#)
Post by: Dax Declan on July 09, 2016, 09:54:11 PM
I care because i was in a clan chat that is usually full of people im able to be myself around and be comfortable with. Its frustrating that people have to always harass others for simple things.Well recently I got called a "f**kwit" for telling someone i was watching bob ross. He started insisting i think im "cool" and "deep" and "edgy" for it. What even! I can't even watch a man paint and not get shit for it.Who cares?
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 09, 2016, 10:48:29 PM
One thing is true: violence isn't solved with more violence.Actually, it can. You just have to use a lot and the benefits rarely out weigh the costs. Last resort, but still works.
Post by: saph the sergal on July 09, 2016, 11:51:22 PM
i think this person couldnt see past the stupid amount of light they put out it blinded me it was that much
i got them back tho i have the liscance plate and i took the time to list some defects and adr flaws so they can have fun with the police and the department of transport
i also told them off for the stupidty they had
i dont drive yet but this person is also one of the worse i have seen and i knew of this car since i had seen them once before same thing with the lights
the law is fun when you take time to read things because you can then sound smart to the cops
it will be more fun with department of transport because they will be in for some big fees
at about 5 am this morning i was blinded by a driver with alot of lights on their car this is from a chat i had this is all going to the cops tomorrow along with the department of transport so they can be brought upto compliance on their car or be made to remove it because theres stuff there thats not allowed on main roads
Post by: kalan on July 10, 2016, 01:02:10 AM
Well recently I got called a "f**kwit" for telling someone i was watching bob ross. He started insisting i think im "cool" and "deep" and "edgy" for it. What even! I can't even watch a man paint and not get shit for it.
I love watching him. I get the asmr tingles from him
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 10, 2016, 01:02:13 AM
Even if that's true, it still doesn't make it right. There's no point in hurting others and killing. None that I can see anyway...One thing is true: violence isn't solved with more violence.Actually, it can. You just have to use a lot and the benefits rarely out weigh the costs. Last resort, but still works.
Post by: SadDubwool on July 10, 2016, 01:49:33 AM
Post by: Farewell on July 10, 2016, 05:05:46 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 10, 2016, 05:07:53 AM
I agree immensely, cecilia, Violence has never turned out a permanent answer, It is only a temporary Solution, and causes even more bitterness then what the original predicament was.Violence stopped Nazi Germany and Imperial Japan. America has good relations with them. We beat the British twice. Excellent relations. Violence stops bad people all the time.
At times violence is the only realistic option. And sometimes, violence is the right option. If someone breaks in, I'm going to blow their head off. Next time I'm in town, if I see someone getting attacked, I'm counter attacking for the victim.
I'm certain we can all agree on one thing, it is NOT to be used except in extreme circumstances.
Post by: Farewell on July 10, 2016, 05:26:47 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 10, 2016, 08:08:23 AM
I meant that in why do you let other people bring you down? You know who you are better than anybody.I care because i was in a clan chat that is usually full of people im able to be myself around and be comfortable with. Its frustrating that people have to always harass others for simple things.Well recently I got called a "f**kwit" for telling someone i was watching bob ross. He started insisting i think im "cool" and "deep" and "edgy" for it. What even! I can't even watch a man paint and not get shit for it.Who cares?
Post by: SadDubwool on July 10, 2016, 01:22:24 PM
I agree immensely, cecilia, Violence has never turned out a permanent answer, It is only a temporary Solution, and causes even more bitterness then what the original predicament was.Violence stopped Nazi Germany and Imperial Japan. America has good relations with them. We beat the British twice. Excellent relations. Violence stops bad people all the time.
At times violence is the only realistic option. And sometimes, violence is the right option. If someone breaks in, I'm going to blow their head off. Next time I'm in town, if I see someone getting attacked, I'm counter attacking for the victim.
I'm certain we can all agree on one thing, it is NOT to be used except in extreme circumstances.
I agree that It solves problems, but sometimes, violence can cause problems that can affect those who were Targeted in unesscarily cruel ways, It solves problems in foresight and may extinguish the problem altogether, but all actions have consequences, either it be on the victor or the loser, Hiroshima and Vietnam are prime examples of Unforseen consequences of using violence,
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 10, 2016, 04:59:24 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 10, 2016, 05:36:37 PM
There are many solutions to problems and, violence is rarely the best.I agree immensely, cecilia, Violence has never turned out a permanent answer, It is only a temporary Solution, and causes even more bitterness then what the original predicament was.Violence stopped Nazi Germany and Imperial Japan. America has good relations with them. We beat the British twice. Excellent relations. Violence stops bad people all the time.
At times violence is the only realistic option. And sometimes, violence is the right option. If someone breaks in, I'm going to blow their head off. Next time I'm in town, if I see someone getting attacked, I'm counter attacking for the victim.
I'm certain we can all agree on one thing, it is NOT to be used except in extreme circumstances.
I agree that It solves problems, but sometimes, violence can cause problems that can affect those who were Targeted in unesscarily cruel ways, It solves problems in foresight and may extinguish the problem altogether, but all actions have consequences, either it be on the victor or the loser, Hiroshima and Vietnam are prime examples of Unforseen consequences of using violence,
I've got some last minute anxiety about being an adult. It's hard isn't it? I've heard a lot from you guys here on that. What do you guys think? Can I do it? Am I able to handle this often cruel world? Or will I fail? Summer is almost over, and this is my last summer ever. After this it's all over, I won't be able to live my carefree lifestyle anymore. I'll have responsibilities, lots of them. I'll have to deal with people who wouldn't care if I never even saw them again. I just don't know, it sounds so hard...You'll pull through, don't worry about it. somehow everyone else has done it.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 10, 2016, 05:41:52 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 10, 2016, 05:47:30 PM
Cecilia. Just do your best. It is going to happen anyway, so stay strong and make the most of it.
Krayav. I firmly agree that violence can cause future problems and that it can hurt innocents. Hiroshima was necessary. The Japanese people, men, women, and plenty of children were ready to die for their emperor. Not to mention how many military casualties on both sides. Vietnam on the other hand.... we shouldn't have been there in the first place.
I define myself as an aggressive isolationist, but a defender of people in every day life. If fighting can be reasonably avoided, like Korea, Vietnam, Iraq, then don't fight. And if all possible, just totally stay out of other countries affairs. However, if we are attacked, like in WWI and WWII, fight with every ounce of strength. Hit the enemy at every good chance. Defeat them as quickly and violently as militarily appropriate so that they are defeated sooner, and so others see and think twice about attacking us. But in every day life, I'll fight anyone who is attacking another person. I don't care if the person being attacked is an ex murderer. If he/she is being wrongly attacked, I'll defend them. However, I try to not start fights, and keep them from getting to that stage.
Post by: SadDubwool on July 10, 2016, 06:45:42 PM
Post by: The Past on July 10, 2016, 08:02:58 PM
I'm having trouble keeping on-task with my story and just listening to music while imagining fun things. This project will never get finished at this rate.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on July 10, 2016, 09:31:12 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 10, 2016, 09:58:21 PM
I ****ing swear, media these days just REFUSES to have strict non-human goodguys. I'm so sick of seeing all these different races in games, and while the badguys can look like almost anything, goodguy races absolutely HAVE to look almost exactly like humans with minor alterations. Oh, and another bad trope are games that actually HAVE non-human goodguys, and then you have to kill them! Tales of Vesperia loved doing this, and it's the main reason I've not wanted to go back and play that game. My dad is playing Borderlands 2, and it has a situation where you have to fight one of the goodguy's pet bird, who's basically the ONLY non-human goodguy in the game, except it turns evil and dies. These are tropes I wish would just die already. I'm sick of seeing Humans are the absolute good in every form of media I get the misfortune of witnessing.agreed humans as far as i have sene are the absolute EVIL!!
Post by: SadDubwool on July 10, 2016, 10:05:23 PM
I ****ing swear, media these days just REFUSES to have strict non-human goodguys. I'm so sick of seeing all these different races in games, and while the badguys can look like almost anything, goodguy races absolutely HAVE to look almost exactly like humans with minor alterations. Oh, and another bad trope are games that actually HAVE non-human goodguys, and then you have to kill them! Tales of Vesperia loved doing this, and it's the main reason I've not wanted to go back and play that game. My dad is playing Borderlands 2, and it has a situation where you have to fight one of the goodguy's pet bird, who's basically the ONLY non-human goodguy in the game, except it turns evil and dies. These are tropes I wish would just die already. I'm sick of seeing Humans are the absolute good in every form of media I get the misfortune of witnessing.
Uh...uh.....hmm... Skyrim maybe?
Post by: Farewell on July 10, 2016, 11:10:14 PM
Few weeks ago my little sister was inches away from being hit by a truck which the man then tried to blame it on my sister. Last night, the house across the street, there was a burglary (about ten teens, 17-19yo) I spotted them and my dad went after them. Plus protesting at the plaza going against police officers (because somehow they're all monsters.) and what really pisses me off, the fallen officer monument we have downtown has been tagged up.
Post by: 138 on July 10, 2016, 11:14:14 PM
Also, ever since the Dallas police shootings, I label Black Lives Matter as a domestic terrorist group.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 10, 2016, 11:54:17 PM
Man, arguing with people is like arguing with a brick wall. I've also had quite enough of the "woe is me" crowd. It's quite obnoxious. The constant whining, and complaining, and yadayada.I wouldn't go that far, but yeah I'm tired of this constant woe is me, who doesn't work for a living, or steals that which other people use to make money.... I agree that not all African Americans are like this ,but this blasted movement sure makes it look like they all are this stupid. They say the movment is suppose to be peaceful like the civil rights movement ,but regardless people have made it out to be worse. If Martin Luther King Jr. were still around he'd be disgusted at what is happening.
Also, ever since the Dallas police shootings, I label Black Lives Matter as a domestic terrorist group.
I jsut see it as, said action have cause suffering for longer periods then nessecary, Just look at all the birth defects that arose after both respective conflicts, yes, it was the anwser, and the japanese did attack first, but I just wish there would've been a better way, one that doesn't affect people that didn't even belive nor participated in the conflict, This is A really interesting conversation though, And please note i don't want to show any disrespect towards you in these statements.Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering! (sorry had to do that. but after the fear part. It's so true.)
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 12, 2016, 07:49:56 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 12, 2016, 03:11:57 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 12, 2016, 03:18:53 PM
SJW. Social Justice Warrior
And some of their claims are absurd. Heck, I'm going to go engage and try to keep my cool
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 12, 2016, 03:42:06 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 12, 2016, 03:54:15 PM
If they have their mind set on something they will try everything to get their point through, no matter what the cost
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 12, 2016, 03:55:57 PM
I usually give every point consideration. Granted, I was saying no to all of theirs and they sounded dumb, but this line set me off
"People who say things like #alllivesmatter or #bluelivesmatter like you're missing the point friend"
THAT destroyed all credibility they have in my book. But I will admit, I got a little too angry when I saw that. I've cooled down, so I'll now defeat each of their points.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 12, 2016, 04:00:04 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 12, 2016, 04:03:43 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 12, 2016, 04:16:26 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 12, 2016, 04:17:21 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 12, 2016, 09:32:17 PM
Don't stop the bombardment of factsWhatched a video on SJW.... he/she/they appear to be no better than the people causing the problems.
Btw Russia is considering listing BLM As a terrorist group and there's a petition for the same sent to the USA Government.
On a off note, you know the ultimate reason African americans are anywhere but africa and were slaves, is simply because their own kind forced them into slavery and sold them? okay granted people bought them ,but ultimately it's their own races fault for being here in the first place.
Post by: The Past on July 12, 2016, 09:57:53 PM
I'm still having trouble working on my story. I keep getting distracted by silly things...
Post by: Ori on July 13, 2016, 08:06:02 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 13, 2016, 02:26:01 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 13, 2016, 03:38:59 PM
You draw on your phone? You're in Japan? That's awesome!Japan is very into games and technology and some other things I'm not gonna talk about.
Post by: 138 on July 14, 2016, 02:44:50 AM
Post by: Folic Acid on July 14, 2016, 07:30:42 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 14, 2016, 08:50:07 PM
Idea Folic. Delete your browsing history. Then pull up some general tabs, like Yahoo, a news website, a sports website, a gaming website, etc and get into articles from each. Then leave your tablet for a minute while she is in the room. She'll find it and see boring stuff.
Now onto why I'm here. My last good relative, an aunt, was diagnosed with stage three kidney disease.
Post by: Bricket on July 14, 2016, 10:50:15 PM
Again a lot of death.
Again an act of violence.
Again all of this
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on July 14, 2016, 11:09:16 PM
Again another terror attack in France.
Again a lot of death.
Again an act of violence.
Again all of this
Dang it, what happened this time? :(
Post by: Bricket on July 14, 2016, 11:19:43 PM
They could only stop it by shooting the driver.
+70 casualties and +100 injured
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 14, 2016, 11:25:19 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 14, 2016, 11:38:49 PM
Luckily not this time someone I know involved.
But his just makes my blood boiling
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on July 15, 2016, 12:05:36 AM
Post by: Bricket on July 15, 2016, 12:06:39 AM
Can't be anything than a terror attack by a big organisation
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 15, 2016, 12:19:34 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 15, 2016, 12:43:47 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 15, 2016, 12:55:44 AM
Post by: kalan on July 15, 2016, 01:35:19 AM
Again another terror attack in France.
Again a lot of death.
Again an act of violence.
Again all of this
Religion needs to be banned. I used to say it should be banned in public but now i say it just needs to be banned period. People bitch about guns and how we need to get rid of guns yet we allow the single most deadly thing this world has ever seen flourish. Get rid of all of it and the world will be happy
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on July 15, 2016, 01:48:16 AM
(http://i.4cdn.org/pol/1468547075413.png)
>yfw the VP announcement is cancelled because of Nice terrorism.
(http://i.imgur.com/3u33EdW.gif)
Post by: Ori on July 15, 2016, 07:25:30 AM
*sigh* I may have to take a break from this place... I can't explain it, and I would like if no one asked any questions. All I can say is that something bad happened, something that makes me hurt too much to enjoy being here... I'm sorryI hope things get better for you...
On an unrelated note, the reason why I'm here. My friend texted me at 4 in the morning and I got so angry [I fell asleep at like one in the morning.] I was going to just send a swear filled text message to him. [The major reason why I was so angry was because summer here is insanely humid and hot. And I was thirsty as heck. And my mother put the A.c remote somewhere and I couldn't find it [without it you can't turn the A.c.On.] and so it's this mix of everything that made me angry... still angry at him so currently ignoring him. Hey I did tell him I was thirteen hours ahead because of the time zone change >.>
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on July 15, 2016, 01:58:31 PM
The rewards of being politically correct!
Post by: 138 on July 15, 2016, 03:04:22 PM
Yeah something like that
Post by: Bricket on July 15, 2016, 03:15:54 PM
I get more and more angrier
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 15, 2016, 03:32:09 PM
When talking about religion or guns in the US it so often become an issue of the constitution and amendments. Now I have my own views (as we all do) but what annoys me is the idea that something can't change BECAUSE it's in the Constitution. That's just so stupid to me. The idea that a bunch of guys (no matter how clever or well intended) could get the fundamental rules right for all time is just ridiculous.
I mean, if laws aren't working then the laws need changing. Gun control issues for example should be debated on merit. If evidence and logic suggest there shouldn't be any change then make no change, if they suggest change, then make change. I just think citing the Constitution is avoiding the issue. I mean it already has amendments, more amendments isn't the end of the world.
Same for religion, that section to to prevent religious persecution and so should be thought of as freedom FROM religion but the wording is really the opposite. Again my point that the founding fathers were not perfect.
So yeah, have guns, don't have guns, have religious freedom or don't, I don't live in the US, so it only affects me in a vague global way, but failing to properly tackle the issues because of the Constitution just seems like a cop out.
Thoughts?
Post by: The Past on July 15, 2016, 06:11:28 PM
Post by: Folic Acid on July 15, 2016, 06:38:00 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 15, 2016, 07:02:54 PM
I just love my dad. He's such a wonderful guy. Never mean, angry, hypocritical, or down right dangerous. Never has nefarious reasons for anything. Let's us do what we want instead of trying to control every aspect of our lives, yet gently warns us if he thinks we're messing up. Doesn't think people we disagree with deserve death, believe everyone has a right to live their own life how they want, even if it is wrong. I can remember every single time we did father son stuff. I remember all the times you have helped me active my hopes and dreams instead of belittling me and crushing it. I just love being around you so much. We all do. You're the first one we come to when we have a problem because we know you'll happily help us with it and teach us, never launching into an obscenity filled rant.
No wonder I was so screwed up... The previous paragraph was with extreme sarcasm FYI
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 15, 2016, 08:53:10 PM
Post by: Alistair on July 15, 2016, 09:41:51 PM
On a lighter note I have furniture, the chairs are secondhand and have the thickest blanket of dust on them. Still though, nice to have furniture.
Post by: kalan on July 15, 2016, 10:01:05 PM
Post by: Alistair on July 15, 2016, 10:49:12 PM
Most likely is was some random moron that likes to get drunk and drive. I doubt it was an intentional act but i dont know all the fact
According to what I've heard from my neighbors two of the girls were bickering and there was a guy in the car, and he hit one of them. Backing into them and breaking their leg apparently.
Post by: Folic Acid on July 15, 2016, 10:59:06 PM
Well people can get on others nerves...
Post by: Farewell on July 16, 2016, 02:11:26 AM
Post by: SadDubwool on July 16, 2016, 02:46:51 AM
Why don't they just divorce if they don't even love each other?... It's **censor** ridiculous.
Divorces cost money. and may cause financial problems fr those involved.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 16, 2016, 03:49:07 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 17, 2016, 01:21:55 AM
Even then, they don't have to be around each other. They can be married, but they don't have to act like it.Very true my mom and and don't live together, however they love each other there's another reason their apart which I will not dicuss ,but they do not hate each other.
Post by: Jane on July 17, 2016, 02:18:54 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 17, 2016, 02:21:48 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on July 17, 2016, 03:18:54 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 17, 2016, 03:22:33 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 17, 2016, 03:30:03 AM
I'm gonna assume he's never met a gay person in his life.I would bet money you're correct.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 17, 2016, 10:49:28 AM
Once again i was talking to friends in my clan chat and some bigot came in and interrupted our conversation and starting saying how homosexuality is a "mental illness". People are sooooo incredibly dumb i swear. I'm gonna assume he's never met a gay person in his life.To start out I fully disagree with Bi and Homosexuality ,but even I know that is a stupid thing to do, it's jerks like that that make this world worse.
Post by: Dax Declan on July 17, 2016, 07:06:04 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 17, 2016, 07:15:00 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on July 17, 2016, 07:18:42 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 17, 2016, 07:20:03 PM
Post by: Nori on July 17, 2016, 07:28:21 PM
Then, I got to the renn festival in Colorado, got all decked out in my fursuit and everyone was loving it on my way to give the gate people my ticket, and they said that as of 11 am that day, they weren't allowing people in with things that covered their head. I offered to take the head off away from the gate and show them my Drivers' License, but they said no. I checked their social media pages yesterday and today, and nothing said anything about people not allowed to wear masks. The last post being what the theme for the weekend was.
I knew it was allowed to wear fursuits every other year, because that's where I got the idea. So I was at the faire in my underarmor, and of course walking around I saw people with masks, black balaclavas covering their face with said masks, and people who were half naked, which violates their dress code. None of the vendors there knew about that 'rule' either. I'm going their Mardi Gras weekend, and I'm going to say something if they bring it up again, about people wearing things much creepier and scarring (seriously, there were womens' tops exposed) and security did nothing about it.
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on July 17, 2016, 07:56:09 PM
“I’m going to be talking to white people. I think we are the ones who have to start listening to the legitimate cries that are coming from our African-American fellow citizens,” - Hilldog 10/10
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 17, 2016, 09:05:02 PM
More cops shot again, this time in Baton Rouge, Louisiana and Milwaukee, Wisconsin!NO. the problem is the stupid people who play the victim game.
“I’m going to be talking to white people. I think we are the ones who have to start listening to the legitimate cries that are coming from our African-American fellow citizens,” - Hilldog 10/10
Post by: Dax Declan on July 17, 2016, 09:10:11 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 17, 2016, 09:19:48 PM
Post by: Jane on July 17, 2016, 09:52:27 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 17, 2016, 10:00:11 PM
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on July 17, 2016, 10:05:30 PM
On a side note some stupid shit tried to steal styxx claiming that he was theirs. This is the reason why only a very select few know of the anubian home world and why I decided to make the anubian a closed species. Again **censor** you and good day you ignorant **censor**!
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 17, 2016, 10:10:51 PM
Jane meditation helps me a bit.sometimes the best way to keep a species close is to not mention it or have a friend put it in their book. No one can steal my species ,because I'm two species in one...
On a side note some stupid shit tried to steal styxx claiming that he was theirs. This is the reason why only a very select few know of the anubian home world and why I decided to make the anubian a closed species. Again **censor** you and good day you ignorant **censor**!
On another note. WHat is it with people and violence? Can we all just get along stop bulling each other over diffrences and stuff COMMMON GET ALONG!
Post by: Dax Declan on July 17, 2016, 10:12:09 PM
On a very frustrating note my mom keeps ditching my nephew inmy bed for a nap. Then she leaves and he wakes up freaking screaming. Why put him with me?
Post by: Styxx Von Doom on July 17, 2016, 10:23:53 PM
Jane meditation helps me a bit.sometimes the best way to keep a species close is to not mention it or have a friend put it in their book. No one can steal my species ,because I'm two species in one...
On a side note some stupid shit tried to steal styxx claiming that he was theirs. This is the reason why only a very select few know of the anubian home world and why I decided to make the anubian a closed species. Again **censor** you and good day you ignorant **censor**!
On another note. WHat is it with people and violence? Can we all just get along stop bulling each other over diffrences and stuff COMMMON GET ALONG!
And that is why no one but two others that I personally know know what styxx really is. I leave out info for this very reason. Xd
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 17, 2016, 10:30:41 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on July 17, 2016, 11:00:27 PM
Post by: 138 on July 17, 2016, 11:10:03 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 17, 2016, 11:29:29 PM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on July 18, 2016, 03:41:08 AM
Been chatting for the last few months with a girl on a dating site. Can't do anything else on account of my lack of independence (which I mentioned before on this thread, so I will not go into it again), so that site is the only place I can meet girls. And tonight? I come online to check messages and learn she cancelled her account. That's the third time this has happened to me. Why? Why do people do that to me? Am I just a soul doomed to be alone for eternity? Does god himself despise the very idea of me in any kind of relationship with a girl? Or are humans just cruel by their very nature?
I tire of being rejected. I tire of being the worthless trash, cast aside by life and god. I tire of being eclipsed by those who torment me. It's s**t like this that remind me why I despise humans and wish to myself that they all die in fear and terror as the world around them burns them alive. If humans hate me for being different, for talking of my troubles when they ask me to, then they all deserve to die in the cataclysm they've too long avoided. If I'm gonna die alone, I want to see the rest of humanity burn before I do.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 18, 2016, 04:52:49 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on July 18, 2016, 07:18:28 AM
Post by: SadDubwool on July 18, 2016, 08:20:37 AM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on July 18, 2016, 11:54:54 AM
Now now Kyle, I don't know how much of that you actually meant, but destroying everyone won't solve anything. Obviously this person wasn't right for you. Love is so weird and complicated that the only advice I can give is to just be patient, and be yourself.
I've been patient. I've done my waiting. And still, I get nothing. It's f***ing bull**** that I haven't had any kind of relationship since I was a teenager. I am tired of waiting. And I am always hated for being myself.
Humans. There's nothing good about them. If I am to be alone in this cruel world, then I would see humanity itself answer for what it has done to me. Maybe hearing you all scream in terror as you perish will be all I need to be at peace when death finds me.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 18, 2016, 12:02:36 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on July 18, 2016, 12:05:50 PM
Speaking of which, another misanthropic video game rant.
I just looked up Final Fantasy 14, and it looks like they have "six playable races." Which one should I play as. Should I play as... the humans? Or maybe the humans? Or the humans? Or possibly the humans? Or maybe even the humans? Or, last but not least, the ****ING HUMANS!? ...On second thought, I refuse to play these kind of games until video game creators grow a pair and realize NOT EVERYONE WANTS TO PLAY AS A HUMAN! I mean, god! SIX "playable races", and they're ALL just humans with a different name? They might as well just have one! I missed when SquarEnix had some actual backbone and made playable non-humans. What happened to the Final Fantasy Tactics Advance races? I had a soft spot for the Nu Mau, and I wish they did more with the small little dog-people. Or those rat/panther people from Final Fantasy 9/10 (I forgot which?) Or even Cait Sith?
Sorry, but I'd rather play as a Panderan in World of Warcraft than a ****ing human passed off as a non-human.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 18, 2016, 12:09:45 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 18, 2016, 12:27:02 PM
There no good people.
People only have good moments, for the rest they are all bad.
Everyone wants to be better than everyone else.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 18, 2016, 12:43:59 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on July 18, 2016, 12:46:20 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 18, 2016, 12:54:51 PM
Come on you two, what about me? I'm good aren't I? I'm human too. If what you say is true then you'll have to include me in your hatred. If that's what you believe, then there can be no exceptions.
that's what I am worried about, why do you form the exception?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 18, 2016, 12:59:57 PM
You should watch some happy stuff Saph, that'll make it easier.
Post by: saph the sergal on July 18, 2016, 01:02:51 PM
also having a person across the the road that hates you and wants to damage property doesnt help
Post by: BennyJackdaw on July 18, 2016, 02:23:20 PM
Come on you two, what about me? I'm good aren't I? I'm human too. If what you say is true then you'll have to include me in your hatred. If that's what you believe, then there can be no exceptions.
Sometimes I don't even know WHO is good anymore. It feels like I'm LITERALLY the only person who wants to see nature flourish, who's sick of humans portraying themselves as the ultimate being, who has a strong love for animals and wants to help the planet. I feel like no one else wants these things, and that everyone wants humans to continue acting like they're perfect, destroy forests, wipe animals out to extinction and basically destroy the planet.
...
...Even fellow FURRIES. I used to have so much respect for people here, but even here, people just excuse the evils behind man. No one cares about animals, no one wants to see non-human goodguys in media, everyone's just succumbed to the iron fist of the human race.
Post by: ST-84 Sahelanthropus on July 18, 2016, 02:32:41 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 18, 2016, 03:35:37 PM
If find talk of good people and bad people too simplistic. If you create an idealised notion of what a good person is which is not based on reality you set yourself up for disappointment. People do things for themselves and for their families and for their friends. Sometimes the reasons are selfish and sometime altruistic. Sometimes the reasons don't even make sense. And sometimes whether the outcomes are good or bad are an emergent property of the difference of peoples own priorities. People do things for strangers with no expectation of reward but also like to label groups to hate. Human babies, more than any other primate, innately help others without reward. AND we make war.
Humans are simply a mixed bag. Yes it's awful that we as a species do terrible things, but without us the world is indifferent. Natural selection is a brutal mechanism of wasted life on an incomprehensible scale. Without humans there would be no good or evil. But suffering would remain.
The old graffito is trite but true, "there is no justice, just us". Now if you want to be pessimistic about whether we as a species will do better and act as caretakers for all species rather than just gratuitously continue raping the planet like natural resource all-you-can-eat buffet, fine. There is certainly reason to be pessimistic. But any hope of doing better will not come from dumbing down the problems.
Post by: The Past on July 18, 2016, 03:53:06 PM
That said, please drop the discussion and take it to PM or a new thread.
I suggest people who have massive rants like this make a thread for it, as this long tangent thing is happening in here quite a lot lately. It's fine to chime in on people's rants, but there's a point where it gets excessive. We have an entire rant board for this reason. :P
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 18, 2016, 03:56:33 PM
Post by: Grey on July 18, 2016, 03:57:38 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 18, 2016, 06:35:56 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on July 18, 2016, 06:41:37 PM
What I'm trying to say here is that this silly pessimism is for kids. It's alright for someone in their teens to think like that as they're growing and will grow out of it and realize they're wrong, like I did. There are far too many grown ass men and women acting like this. If it's due to depression or something, go see a professional, get help. If not, work on your world view for crying out loud. Maybe you're projecting or something, I dunno.
The fact of the matter is that there's a shit tonne of good in the world, a metric shit tonne of it and it out numbers the bad quite a bit as well. It's just you're making yourself blind to it.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 18, 2016, 08:03:51 PM
I'm so annoyed by how many people act so edgy and think they're cool because they don't care or hate the whole of humanity. Well done, you special snowflake. You realized the world isn't 100% perfect and great and that bad things happen a lot, then instead of realizing that it isn't all that bad or learning how to see the good side of it, you freaked out and had a mental breakdown and decided everything is awful and everyone is a piece of trash. It's just sad, grow up.I do hope that's not pointed toward Romulan...
What I'm trying to say here is that this silly pessimism is for kids. It's alright for someone in their teens to think like that as they're growing and will grow out of it and realize they're wrong, like I did. There are far too many grown ass men and women acting like this. If it's due to depression or something, go see a professional, get help. If not, work on your world view for crying out loud. Maybe you're projecting or something, I dunno.
The fact of the matter is that there's a shit tonne of good in the world, a metric shit tonne of it and it out numbers the bad quite a bit as well. It's just you're making yourself blind to it.
Post by: Grovygrunge on July 18, 2016, 09:33:04 PM
I do hope that's not pointed toward Romulan...It's aimed at people who are like that. I at no point mentioned Romulan. Don't go around trying to cause arguments.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 18, 2016, 10:09:09 PM
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 19, 2016, 01:15:52 AM
I'm so annoyed by how many people act so edgy and think they're cool because they don't care or hate the whole of humanity. Well done, you special snowflake. You realized the world isn't 100% perfect and great and that bad things happen a lot, then instead of realizing that it isn't all that bad or learning how to see the good side of it, you freaked out and had a mental breakdown and decided everything is awful and everyone is a piece of trash. It's just sad, grow up.
What I'm trying to say here is that this silly pessimism is for kids. It's alright for someone in their teens to think like that as they're growing and will grow out of it and realize they're wrong, like I did. There are far too many grown ass men and women acting like this. If it's due to depression or something, go see a professional, get help. If not, work on your world view for crying out loud. Maybe you're projecting or something, I dunno.
The fact of the matter is that there's a shit tonne of good in the world, a metric shit tonne of it and it out numbers the bad quite a bit as well. It's just you're making yourself blind to it.
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This. This right here.
Post by: Bricket on July 19, 2016, 01:22:42 AM
I'm so annoyed by how many people act so edgy and think they're cool because they don't care or hate the whole of humanity. Well done, you special snowflake. You realized the world isn't 100% perfect and great and that bad things happen a lot, then instead of realizing that it isn't all that bad or learning how to see the good side of it, you freaked out and had a mental breakdown and decided everything is awful and everyone is a piece of trash. It's just sad, grow up.
What I'm trying to say here is that this silly pessimism is for kids. It's alright for someone in their teens to think like that as they're growing and will grow out of it and realize they're wrong, like I did. There are far too many grown ass men and women acting like this. If it's due to depression or something, go see a professional, get help. If not, work on your world view for crying out loud. Maybe you're projecting or something, I dunno.
The fact of the matter is that there's a shit tonne of good in the world, a metric shit tonne of it and it out numbers the bad quite a bit as well. It's just you're making yourself blind to it.
I am sorry, but I have to respond to this.
you freaked out and had a mental breakdown and decided everything is awful and everyone is a piece of trash. It's just sad, grow up.
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You can't just simply grow up from a breakdown nor a depression. You really need help for this and just simply growing up is not the best advice.If it's due to depression or something, go see a professional, get help.
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Couldn't agree more.
I get the message you're trying to send and I get you get annoyed by it but there are way too many wrongly used words in your piece of text you made.
Sometimes a professional doesn't help and that's the point the community also has to support and when there is someone saying "just grow up" you feel like you're marginalized and are not allowed or even wanted to be around
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 19, 2016, 01:34:26 AM
Along with that I think you also fail to see what depression actually is going to get professional help is sometimes completely against depression not because that person is some sort of hermit who wants to be alone ,but because of depression itself, some people with depression don't even want to do anythingI'm so annoyed by how many people act so edgy and think they're cool because they don't care or hate the whole of humanity. Well done, you special snowflake. You realized the world isn't 100% perfect and great and that bad things happen a lot, then instead of realizing that it isn't all that bad or learning how to see the good side of it, you freaked out and had a mental breakdown and decided everything is awful and everyone is a piece of trash. It's just sad, grow up.
What I'm trying to say here is that this silly pessimism is for kids. It's alright for someone in their teens to think like that as they're growing and will grow out of it and realize they're wrong, like I did. There are far too many grown ass men and women acting like this. If it's due to depression or something, go see a professional, get help. If not, work on your world view for crying out loud. Maybe you're projecting or something, I dunno.
The fact of the matter is that there's a shit tonne of good in the world, a metric shit tonne of it and it out numbers the bad quite a bit as well. It's just you're making yourself blind to it.
I am sorry, but I have to respond to this.
you freaked out and had a mental breakdown and decided everything is awful and everyone is a piece of trash. It's just sad, grow up.QuoteYou can't just simply grow up from a breakdown nor a depression. You really need help for this and just simply growing up is not the best advice.If it's due to depression or something, go see a professional, get help.QuoteCouldn't agree more.
I get the message you're trying to send and I get you get annoyed by it but there are way too many wrongly used words in your piece of text you made.
Sometimes a professional doesn't help and that's the point the community also has to support and when there is someone saying "just grow up" you feel like you're marginalized and are not allowed or even wanted to be around
Post by: Nrein on July 19, 2016, 02:03:04 AM
I'm sorry that I worked hard to get what I have, you don't need to make me feel like crap because I have something you don't, more or less try to get me to get it for you because I can "afford it."
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 19, 2016, 02:09:36 AM
Post by: The Past on July 19, 2016, 02:17:18 AM
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 19, 2016, 02:25:39 AM
Post by: Jane on July 19, 2016, 03:26:13 AM
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 19, 2016, 07:50:53 AM
But, if you've watched the trailer's especially the "We are Overwatch" trailer (Which is the best and the only trailer in history that's made me cry) you'll know that it makes NO **censor** sense that the members of Overwatch are killing each other, why? I get it's for a gameplay stand point, but why can't we get a story mode? A story mode would be kick ass! Let us play through the story of each and ever base character of Overwatch. Imagine how bad ass a campaign with Genji would be. Or if you had a campaign where you played though Soldier 76's story or Mercy's hell even Mai.
Overwatch is a great game, but it need's this. TF2 didn't require it. But Overwatch needs it. Get busy Blizzard. I would pay top dollar for this.
Post by: 138 on July 19, 2016, 06:28:37 PM
Post by: Nutmeg on July 19, 2016, 06:38:21 PM
Post by: Shoon on July 20, 2016, 06:02:09 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 20, 2016, 06:21:57 AM
I have a love/hate relationship with pencils. They're so fun to colour with, and it's really satisfying to see something appear physically in front of you when you're done! But if I don't want white spots, I have to press hard. It then smudges. And makes shading hard. Maybe I need better pencils? I'd feel derpy spending money on new pencils when it'd better be used on other things though..the art that I actually do is coloring with colored pencils i have a good collection of colors i try my best to get the color just right and it turns out fine... maybe it's just you ,but i never seem to have white spots.
On another note why does it seem like some people's purpose is just to annoy others? Why is it some people think with their genitals rather than their brain?
Post by: Ori on July 20, 2016, 06:53:57 AM
I have a love/hate relationship with pencils. They're so fun to colour with, and it's really satisfying to see something appear physically in front of you when you're done! But if I don't want white spots, I have to press hard. It then smudges. And makes shading hard. Maybe I need better pencils? I'd feel derpy spending money on new pencils when it'd better be used on other things though..
I know ya said that you'd rather not spend more money... But here's an interesting thing that may be of interest to you: water-color pencils. Although they're still regular watercolor pencils at the end of the day, if you have a brush ,and a little bit of water, you can smudge the marks and turn the entire drawing into a watercolor piece of art work. (Watercolor makes the white marks look attractive or you can keep adding color and the white dissapears). Only downside is that they're a little harder to use (The pencils themselves are the same, but watercolor is difficult and at times unpredictable.), and if you abuse the water it can damage an area beyond repair. You don't necesarily need higher quality paper, as I'm using paper from my sketchbook which is pretty standard paper. The brushes themselves (And the water) can be portable as well, there are unique sets of brushes that you can put water in them so that when you make a stroke they're wet .
I bought a mini kit that includes everything for twelve dollars off of amazon (Including the portable water brush thing): https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B001GJ0E2S/ref=mp_s_a_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1468997197&sr=8-3&pi=SY200_QL40&keywords=mitsubishi+pencil+water+color&dpPl=1&dpID=51ytpPfbf0L&ref=plSrch (https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B001GJ0E2S/ref=mp_s_a_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1468997197&sr=8-3&pi=SY200_QL40&keywords=mitsubishi+pencil+water+color&dpPl=1&dpID=51ytpPfbf0L&ref=plSrch)
(You can check my gallery to see what I did with them.) And despite the fact that the pencils are short, they last a while, since when you brush over colored areas, you realize that the marks are very dense and the color spreads/) Crayola sells a pack of normal sized watercolor pencils as well, and they're pretty good... Also remember, that despite the fact that they only come with 12 colors, by mixing them, you can get a lot of the other colors... (So far I've had a problem trying to get pink and peach.)...
I'm not a sales person I swear. I just so happened to enjoy the watercolor pencils >.>
Post by: ST-84 Sahelanthropus on July 20, 2016, 07:21:31 AM
On another note why does it seem like some people's purpose is just to annoy others? Why is it some people think with their genitals rather than their brain?
The Soviets didn't install my Ai core, so I have to think with my flamethrower.
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 20, 2016, 07:23:05 AM
Post by: Nutmeg on July 20, 2016, 07:28:14 AM
The pencils I'm currently using are actually watercolour pencils, but I haven't tried using water with them yet. I think I'll try doing that to see how it turns out, maybe I can cover up the white spots with a little water and make it blend in with the rest so it's not too noticable. I have noticed something though, it's difficult to colour with certain colours (for me, red, black and grey) and I think it's because of my pencils themselves. I bought a new, different black from the same company and it's 10x better in terms of darkness and paper coverage. My birthday's coming up soonish, so I think I'll get myself a new set then.
Post by: Shoon on July 20, 2016, 09:06:01 AM
On another note why does it seem like some people's purpose is just to annoy others? Why is it some people think with their genitals rather than their brain?
Who fricking knows? I deal with them every day, where i live thatis considerd normal and the normal people who think and arent idiots are considerd lame nerds.
Post by: Ori on July 20, 2016, 12:04:48 PM
Post by: Grey on July 20, 2016, 01:02:47 PM
I think I got that after the first fourty times she's said it today. And then she acts all sad and hurt when I ask her to stop going on about it so much. She can see I'm doing the work. She then goes on about how it'll be embarassing if I don't get X number of assignments done at the end of the week. Embarrasing for her or me?
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 20, 2016, 01:42:06 PM
I dread seeing my mother now. Every single time she sees me she has to go on and on about how I need to do my course work and that I'm running out of time.If you get the work done on time and do well ignore her. I think she fails to realize that YOUR NOT HER!! I know she'll say no to this ,but you could say "Well if you want it all done why don't YOU DO IT!?
I think I got that after the first fourty times she's said it today. And then she acts all sad and hurt when I ask her to stop going on about it so much. She can see I'm doing the work. She then goes on about how it'll be embarassing if I don't get X number of assignments done at the end of the week. Embarrasing for her or me?
Since when is school a competition?
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on July 20, 2016, 11:32:00 PM
I'll never be able to blog again, Tumblr is being shut down. NOOOOOOOOOO!
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Post by: Bricket on July 20, 2016, 11:37:40 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 21, 2016, 12:36:40 AM
http://www.zdnet.com/article/yahoo-reports-another-big-loss-and-tumblr-write-down/ (http://www.zdnet.com/article/yahoo-reports-another-big-loss-and-tumblr-write-down/)You hewmons and your blogs..... pffft.
I'll never be able to blog again, Tumblr is being shut down. NOOOOOOOOOO!(http://gifsec.com/wp-content/uploads/GIF/2014/05/fire-hell-gif.gif?gs=a)
Post by: The Past on July 21, 2016, 01:14:03 AM
Thanks for the advice, Exoventure!
The pencils I'm currently using are actually watercolour pencils, but I haven't tried using water with them yet. I think I'll try doing that to see how it turns out, maybe I can cover up the white spots with a little water and make it blend in with the rest so it's not too noticable. I have noticed something though, it's difficult to colour with certain colours (for me, red, black and grey) and I think it's because of my pencils themselves. I bought a new, different black from the same company and it's 10x better in terms of darkness and paper coverage. My birthday's coming up soonish, so I think I'll get myself a new set then.
I wanna try watercolor pencils out, they gotta be fun to mess with. :D
I should start drawing on paper again. That might help me get me back into art, but I don't have the space to do it. Sure, I got the kitchen table, but I don't live on my own and I prefer having privacy when I do creative stuffs.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 21, 2016, 01:17:33 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on July 21, 2016, 01:24:08 AM
Tumblr is gonna shut down? :D
You can bet your guacabowlies on that one!
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Supposedly Melania Trump is actually a brony, not sure how I feel about that.
http://wonkette.com/604350/melania-trump-isnt-a-plagiarist-shes-a-brony-says-utterly-shameless-rnc-dude (http://wonkette.com/604350/melania-trump-isnt-a-plagiarist-shes-a-brony-says-utterly-shameless-rnc-dude)
Post by: Ori on July 21, 2016, 11:42:29 AM
Tumblr is gonna shut down? :DYou can bet your guacabowlies on that one!
(https://i.ytimg.com/vi/Lc3VhsZm9t4/maxresdefault.jpg)
Supposedly Melania Trump is actually a brony, not sure how I feel about that.
http://wonkette.com/604350/melania-trump-isnt-a-plagiarist-shes-a-brony-says-utterly-shameless-rnc-dude (http://wonkette.com/604350/melania-trump-isnt-a-plagiarist-shes-a-brony-says-utterly-shameless-rnc-dude)
HAVE NO FEAR: http://www.seventeen.com/life/tech-social-media/news/a41834/tumblr-users-are-freaking-out-because-they-think-its-shutting-down/ (http://www.seventeen.com/life/tech-social-media/news/a41834/tumblr-users-are-freaking-out-because-they-think-its-shutting-down/)
Thanks for the advice, Exoventure!
The pencils I'm currently using are actually watercolour pencils, but I haven't tried using water with them yet. I think I'll try doing that to see how it turns out, maybe I can cover up the white spots with a little water and make it blend in with the rest so it's not too noticable. I have noticed something though, it's difficult to colour with certain colours (for me, red, black and grey) and I think it's because of my pencils themselves. I bought a new, different black from the same company and it's 10x better in terms of darkness and paper coverage. My birthday's coming up soonish, so I think I'll get myself a new set then.
I wanna try watercolor pencils out, they gotta be fun to mess with. :D
I should start drawing on paper again. That might help me get me back into art, but I don't have the space to do it. Sure, I got the kitchen table, but I don't live on my own and I prefer having privacy when I do creative stuffs.
Drawing in your lap and on the floor of a room isn't too bad... (Which is what I'm doing during vacation ^.^) (Unless you have a carpet, then just make sure you use lots of yellows and browns ;) )
Post by: Jane on July 21, 2016, 09:06:46 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 21, 2016, 09:22:21 PM
Post by: The Past on July 21, 2016, 11:18:27 PM
I'm sad that my Sonic Heroes CD is damaged on the last stage I need to complete to finish the game. :C
It used to freeze on more levels, but after putting it through the disk cleaner/repair machine, it's working better. Still wasn't enough to get that last stage working. Not sure if it's worth getting a new one or not. If I do, I might as well get the GameCube port now that I have a Wii since the PS2 port is awfully built. Would be cool to see the differences in real time. PS2 Sonic Heroes is nostalgic as heck for me. XD
Post by: Nrein on July 21, 2016, 11:39:33 PM
More on topic, I finally blew up today from the wonderfully cruddy week I've been having
Post by: Dax Declan on July 22, 2016, 07:25:19 AM
Post Merge: July 22, 2016, 07:44:43 AM
Im also really pissed at myself for letting one stupid conversation ruin my night.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 22, 2016, 01:51:18 PM
Post by: The Past on July 22, 2016, 04:19:33 PM
My tablet is going crazy and I can barely type! D:
Post by: kalan on July 22, 2016, 04:21:14 PM
People who bail in the middle of a chat with not a word are the worst kinda people, im like ok sorry for wotever i said but k den
Post by: Shoon on July 22, 2016, 04:27:40 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 22, 2016, 04:30:59 PM
Post by: Grovygrunge on July 22, 2016, 04:33:43 PM
You're just sensitive Daxy. It's who you are. Yeah, it sure can be annoying, but it's just who you are. ;)I'd have to disagree with Cecilia. You shouldn't put up with your negative traits because "that's who you are". You should aim to try and better yourself, everyone should. You especially shouldn't just put up with a negative trait that ruins your day and makes you feel like shit. You'll just end up continuing to feel shitty.
Post by: kalan on July 22, 2016, 04:36:41 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 22, 2016, 04:52:42 PM
Acceptance is just the first step, you accept that you have this issue, and you work to improve it.
Post by: Bricket on July 22, 2016, 04:54:14 PM
http://edition.cnn.com/2016/07/22/europe/germany-munich-shooting/index.html?sr=fbCNN072216germany-munich-shooting0439PMStoryLink&linkId=26836861 (http://edition.cnn.com/2016/07/22/europe/germany-munich-shooting/index.html?sr=fbCNN072216germany-munich-shooting0439PMStoryLink&linkId=26836861)
Post by: Nutmeg on July 22, 2016, 04:57:21 PM
I'm going to see a girl I've known for a really long time, but she's changed so much over the past few years it's like I don't even know who she is anymore. She tells me I'm her best friend, but the way she treats me is the exact opposite. I haven't seen her in so long it's faded to the back of my mind, but it's going to hurt seeing her again. I just hope she doesn't make another move on me.
Post by: YourUnknownHost on July 22, 2016, 07:06:58 PM
Post by: The Past on July 22, 2016, 07:27:03 PM
I have a tablet but the pens missing. I really want to draw electronically but i can't because i need to get the money than wait for it to be shipped. Im really pumped to start drawing on the computer.
A good while back, my wacom tablet pen snapped apart. Took a while to get a new one. Then later on the whole tablet crapped out for some reason. Thankfully, my mate at the time gave me a spare one. It's been working well the past few years.
I'm experimenting with editing a program and I'm so confused. How did people figure out how to make this stuff? It's crazy!
Post by: Nishjin on July 22, 2016, 07:29:22 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on July 22, 2016, 07:32:59 PM
The curse is still alive and well
http://edition.cnn.com/2016/07/22/europe/germany-munich-shooting/index.html?sr=fbCNN072216germany-munich-shooting0439PMStoryLink&linkId=26836861 (http://edition.cnn.com/2016/07/22/europe/germany-munich-shooting/index.html?sr=fbCNN072216germany-munich-shooting0439PMStoryLink&linkId=26836861)
It's already been confirmed to be another "Religion of Peace" event. I wonder how many more "Brussels" events are necessary for the nationalist movements to take over. Here's to hoping for a November 19th to remember in the US.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 22, 2016, 07:37:39 PM
I have a tablet but the pens missing. I really want to draw electronically but i can't because i need to get the money than wait for it to be shipped. Im really pumped to start drawing on the computer.Would Ds pens work for you I'm sure that if you look around and you have a couple bucks you can find one.
Post by: The Past on July 22, 2016, 07:40:38 PM
I have a tablet but the pens missing. I really want to draw electronically but i can't because i need to get the money than wait for it to be shipped. Im really pumped to start drawing on the computer.Would Ds pens work for you I'm sure that if you look around and you have a couple bucks you can find one.
DS pens don't work with computer drawing tablets. DS pens are literally just pieces of plastic. DS touchscreens can be affected with basically any object. :P
Post by: Nishjin on July 22, 2016, 07:42:40 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on July 22, 2016, 08:20:50 PM
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Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 22, 2016, 08:26:54 PM
Post by: Grey on July 23, 2016, 08:04:51 AM
More on topic, my idiot brother took my DS and decided to use it without asking. He deleted my save on Omega Ruby to start his own game.
I had all of my pokemon from other games there too. Level 100s, shinies, 31IVs, and event legendaries. To say I'm pissed would be an understatement.
Post by: YourUnknownHost on July 23, 2016, 08:25:47 AM
What program?Probably use paint tool sai :)
Post by: BennyJackdaw on July 23, 2016, 05:41:11 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 23, 2016, 06:43:10 PM
Oh i'm a irish chick and I can say and o whatever I want because i'm a girl.....
I'm getting really tired of idiots who think that just because their Irish or a girl get special treatment I'm sorry this is the internet we're all equal. SO SHADDAP AND PLAY THE GAME INSTEAD OF MAKING IDOL THREATS!!!
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on July 23, 2016, 08:38:20 PM
Well Germany finally did it, proved the "slippery slope" is real. First "gun control" doesn't work, so you all but ban airsoft, then you ban videogames, and probably after that it will be old movies. If you want to lose Overwatch and Airsoft eventually, just vote Hilldog.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 23, 2016, 08:55:58 PM
http://www.huffingtonpost.de/2016/07/23/de-maizieres-waffe-muenchen_n_11153444.html (http://www.huffingtonpost.de/2016/07/23/de-maizieres-waffe-muenchen_n_11153444.html)(http://i.imgur.com/Fd3ddcq.png)nuf said
Well Germany finally did it, proved the "slippery slope" is real. First "gun control" doesn't work, so you all but ban airsoft, then you ban videogames, and probably after that it will be old movies. If you want to lose Overwatch and Airsoft eventually, just vote Hilldog.
Post by: Bricket on July 23, 2016, 09:30:58 PM
For those who have read it: this morning I got taken to emergency care in the hospital.
The reason why is a bit **censor** up: yesterday I went to the Gentse Feesten (town festival of Ghent) with some friends to have a good time. Around 04:00 in the morning I left them to go to the bank to get some money and for a small walk to get away from the crowded areas.
According someone he found me close to the party area looking pretty bad, I knew the guy and we decided to walk back to the tramstop to get me back to my dorm so I could calm down. However when I started walking my legs and arms went numb and I collapsed.
The Red Cross was called in to help me, but soon it was clear it was something serious and they had to call the paramedics since my heart rate was extremely high and breathing became way more difficult by the minute.
I was rushed to Emergency Care and I was put under observation because the chances were I could go into shock.
A toxicologic report was made and it looks like I was drugged and the alcohol percentage in my blood was dangerously high, even tho I drank that night only 3-4 drinks.
As you can see, and this is my advice: trust absolutely no one.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 23, 2016, 09:32:21 PM
I just have to throw this one here because I am a bit angry.so you were drugged?
For those who have read it: this morning I got taken to emergency care in the hospital.
The reason why is a bit **censor** up: yesterday I went to the Gentse Feesten (town festival of Ghent) with some friends to have a good time. Around 04:00 in the morning I left them to go to the bank to get some money and for a small walk to get away from the crowded areas.
According someone he found me close to the party area looking pretty bad, I knew the guy and we decided to walk back to the tramstop to get me back to my dorm so I could calm down. However when I started walking my legs and arms went numb and I collapsed.
The Red Cross was called in to help me, but soon it was clear it was something serious and they had to call the paramedics since my heart rate was extremely high and breathing became way more difficult by the minute.
I was rushed to Emergency Care and I was put under observation because the chances were I could go into shock.
A toxicologic report was made and it looks like I was drugged and the alcohol percentage in my blood was dangerously high, even tho I drank that night only 3-4 drinks.
As you can see, and this is my advice: trust absolutely no one.
Post by: Bricket on July 23, 2016, 09:38:34 PM
Doctors said this to me because that's the only logical explenation, <REMOVED>
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on July 23, 2016, 09:42:52 PM
(http://i.imgur.com/tjfPTaR.jpg)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 23, 2016, 09:44:20 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 23, 2016, 10:12:59 PM
Yup I was.That's really stupid that someone would do that to you.
Doctors said this to me because that's the only logical explenation, <REMOVED>
Post by: Bricket on July 23, 2016, 10:16:55 PM
Yup I was.That's really stupid that someone would do that to you.
Doctors said this to me because that's the only logical explenation, <REMOVED>
But the latter seems to be rather impossible
-Hilldog... SHUDDDAP!
Chances were if I wasn't found I would have gone into shock/coma.
Glad someone found me on time.
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 24, 2016, 09:02:32 PM
I just have to throw this one here because I am a bit angry.
For those who have read it: this morning I got taken to emergency care in the hospital.
The reason why is a bit **censor** up: yesterday I went to the Gentse Feesten (town festival of Ghent) with some friends to have a good time. Around 04:00 in the morning I left them to go to the bank to get some money and for a small walk to get away from the crowded areas.
According someone he found me close to the party area looking pretty bad, I knew the guy and we decided to walk back to the tramstop to get me back to my dorm so I could calm down. However when I started walking my legs and arms went numb and I collapsed.
The Red Cross was called in to help me, but soon it was clear it was something serious and they had to call the paramedics since my heart rate was extremely high and breathing became way more difficult by the minute.
I was rushed to Emergency Care and I was put under observation because the chances were I could go into shock.
A toxicologic report was made and it looks like I was drugged and the alcohol percentage in my blood was dangerously high, even tho I drank that night only 3-4 drinks.
As you can see, and this is my advice: trust absolutely no one.
I haven't been on the forum for a few days and I come back to this? You okay now man? I really hope you are.
Post by: Bricket on July 24, 2016, 09:16:55 PM
The police was contacted but they can't file the charge so whoever has done this to me gets away...
Glad I was found or else I would have ended up in a coma
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 24, 2016, 09:20:48 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 24, 2016, 09:22:30 PM
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 24, 2016, 09:25:06 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 24, 2016, 09:27:08 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 24, 2016, 09:29:05 PM
When it happened is also not sure: Between 04:00 (last time I've been seen) and 05:00 (time the ambulance was called) I went missing.
The toxicological report only shows what I had in my blood...
So: they have absolutely nothing to help me with.
Another sick **censor** walking away...
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 24, 2016, 09:37:03 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 24, 2016, 09:43:00 PM
Worst thing: insurance won't cover so I will have to pay for everything...
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 24, 2016, 09:54:38 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 24, 2016, 09:58:15 PM
Last time someone said that to me I got drugged...
I simply stop caring about everything, what's the point of keeping caring?
Post by: Nrein on July 24, 2016, 10:43:19 PM
Post by: Nishjin on July 25, 2016, 12:12:06 AM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs)
Post by: Grey on July 25, 2016, 01:00:24 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 25, 2016, 01:14:28 AM
Some people need this:>:( Somebody needs a spanking... that wasn't very nice.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs)
Post by: Bricket on July 25, 2016, 01:15:43 AM
Some people need this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs)
I get it, I nag.
Sorry.
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 25, 2016, 01:24:06 AM
Some people need this:Come on, seriously? If you want someone to stop, you ask them politely. If it's about who I think it is, he's been through quite a lot. He could fill up pages and I wouldn't stop him. Grow a thicker skin. We'll listen if or when you've been through stuff like we have.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs)
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 25, 2016, 01:24:56 AM
That was nagging??Some people need this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs)
I get it, I nag.
Sorry.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 25, 2016, 01:25:37 AM
Post by: Nishjin on July 25, 2016, 01:28:10 AM
I feel so mean now... DX
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 25, 2016, 01:29:59 AM
Sorry about the lack of context guys! That was just about my brother always yelling at me, not any of you!... Oops. Well, I'd say this is awkward.
I feel so mean now... DX
Post by: Bricket on July 25, 2016, 01:31:21 AM
That was nagging??Some people need this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs)
I get it, I nag.
Sorry.
What I've posted?
Well it can be seen as naggin, I gues.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 25, 2016, 01:35:08 AM
Post by: Nishjin on July 25, 2016, 01:36:18 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 25, 2016, 01:38:15 AM
Nagging is going off for a very long time on an inconsequential incident. You haven't posted too much about it and it is more than the vast majority of users will go through. In my book, you are beyond perfectly fine Bricket.That was nagging??Some people need this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs)
I get it, I nag.
Sorry.
What I've posted?
Well it can be seen as naggin, I gues.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 25, 2016, 01:39:00 AM
Sorry about the lack of context guys! That was just about my brother always yelling at me, not any of you!x_x Please make that clear next time,.
I feel so mean now... DX
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on July 25, 2016, 01:39:27 AM
I'm scheduled to work two days that weekend but I'll be out of state. I can maybe try to get someone to cover one of my shifts but I'll probably have to call in absent for at least one of them. (I don't think I can put another time-off request since the schedule's already been made but I can try.) I've never done this before so I'm kind of stressing and wondering how big of a deal it will be. I don't want to get in trouble or potentially fired (that may be me being paranoid/anxious though) for something that's not even my fault. I haven't even had this job that long and I don't want the possibility of losing it already -_-
I don't mind just not going on the trip but I don't know if my ticket is refundable(they're the ones who screwed up though) and stuff.
Post by: Bricket on July 25, 2016, 01:40:35 AM
Nagging is going off for a very long time on an inconsequential incident. You haven't posted too much about it and it is more than the vast majority of users will go through. In my book, you are beyond perfect fine Bricket.That was nagging??Some people need this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs)
I get it, I nag.
Sorry.
What I've posted?
Well it can be seen as naggin, I gues.
You never know Rocco.
I might bother people, better safe than sorry
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 25, 2016, 01:45:19 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 25, 2016, 01:47:19 AM
didn't bug meNagging is going off for a very long time on an inconsequential incident. You haven't posted too much about it and it is more than the vast majority of users will go through. In my book, you are beyond perfect fine Bricket.That was nagging??Some people need this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2W_P1qxPAvs)
I get it, I nag.
Sorry.
What I've posted?
Well it can be seen as naggin, I gues.
You never know Rocco.
I might bother people, better safe than sorry
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 25, 2016, 01:47:48 AM
Post by: The Past on July 25, 2016, 02:57:51 AM
In 10+ hours, I managed to build a tunnel completely around my starting planet in Starbound. Now I question... Why did I do that?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 25, 2016, 03:00:37 AM
Post by: SadDubwool on July 25, 2016, 04:19:06 AM
Before we wake up the bear, let's take all of these other subjects to PM please. Thank you :3
Thought that was a metaphor, Turns out it was a
Bear-taphor.
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 25, 2016, 04:21:35 AM
Before we wake up the bear, let's take all of these other subjects to PM please. Thank you :3
Thought that was a metaphor, Turns out it was a
Bear-taphor.
Krayav... We need to talk about these puns for a second...
Post by: Nishjin on July 25, 2016, 04:22:42 AM
No, it was a meta-FUR.Before we wake up the bear, let's take all of these other subjects to PM please. Thank you :3Thought that was a metaphor, Turns out it was a
Bear-taphor.
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 25, 2016, 04:24:17 AM
LOVE IT!No, it was a meta-FUR.Before we wake up the bear, let's take all of these other subjects to PM please. Thank you :3Thought that was a metaphor, Turns out it was a
Bear-taphor.
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 25, 2016, 04:24:41 AM
No, it was a meta-FUR.Before we wake up the bear, let's take all of these other subjects to PM please. Thank you :3Thought that was a metaphor, Turns out it was a
Bear-taphor.
Whoa that was even more inFURiating
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 25, 2016, 04:27:16 AM
But, even as much as I love it, we should probably drop it. Can't get too off topic. Don't want the mods to be howling mad XP
Post by: Nishjin on July 25, 2016, 04:29:41 AM
I hate it when we go off-topic and it's really funny, but the mods duct tape us to the wall for not being on topic. There... XP
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 25, 2016, 04:32:53 AM
Here's a rant, then:I don't know if I should smack you or hug you...
I hate it when we go off-topic and it's really funny, but the mods duct tape us to the wall for not being on topic. There... XP
Post by: Farewell on July 25, 2016, 05:11:23 AM
Anyways I came here to rant; My little sister is a **censor** liar and thief, plus she's constantly having a bitchy attitude! I can't tolerate it... It's really pissing me off.
Plus when I play games people tend to ask. "Are you really a girl?" Why does it matter? I just want to play the damn game.
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 25, 2016, 05:19:53 AM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on July 25, 2016, 06:40:01 AM
Well they're keeping things in order on the forums. Plus I find it a bit annoying when people go completely off topic...My brother recently stole 60$ from me and most of my family has a bitchy attitude too. They broke my lock trying to get in my room, my door wont open and close properly now :(.
Anyways I came here to rant; My little sister is a **censor** liar and thief, plus she's constantly having a bitchy attitude! I can't tolerate it... It's really pissing me off.
Plus when I play games people tend to ask. "Are you really a girl?" Why does it matter? I just want to play the damn game.
Post by: Grey on July 25, 2016, 11:53:22 AM
Post by: Bricket on July 25, 2016, 12:13:27 PM
Yup I was.
Doctors said this to me because that's the only logical explenation, <REMOVED>
ALLRIGHT, THIS IS IT!
I don't care if I am going to get banned or post-blocked for this, but who have I pissed off this time?!
Several mods have seen this and suddenly there is something that in approperiate?
There has been a context, there is clearly been a message that says where I have been thru is not a good thing and still this gets removed?
If you want me gone from the forums just say so!
Post by: Shoon on July 25, 2016, 12:22:21 PM
Post by: SadDubwool on July 25, 2016, 01:35:50 PM
I don't really get the context of that removal.
Post by: saph the sergal on July 25, 2016, 02:03:22 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 25, 2016, 03:08:08 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 25, 2016, 03:37:24 PM
Not all removals are speedy and immediate because they must be discussed. Many times this has stopped people from being warned as well as helped us find that, yes, something is to be warned.
Please, understand we're trying to be fair to everyone. We don't pick favorites, literally everyone gets treated equally. In the same vein, the rules themselves say that if you don't agree with/understand your warning... You can literally talk to a moderator about it. Just drop a pm to one. It makes things a lot less angry and a lot less dramatic. Unless you get extremely angry and dramatic in pm.
Funnily enough, that reminds me of something.
I have explained this so many times over five years that I feel like a broken record, but I know new users show up and haven't heard the spiel. I do get tired of having to explain it, but I like keeping this forum together too much to let that stop me. And funnily enough, this last paragraph is a rant. So yay for on topicness I guess.
Post by: Farewell on July 25, 2016, 10:07:03 PM
The mods get a lot of shit sometimes. Being short tempered I don't know if I would be able to handle it. Again, you guys are keeping things together on the forums. Good work, and keep it up.
Post by: kalan on July 25, 2016, 10:38:42 PM
Post by: YourUnknownHost on July 26, 2016, 12:30:34 AM
The list of people i trust grows shorter by the minute it would seem*hugs* It's okay what made you lose trust?
Post by: The Past on July 26, 2016, 01:43:00 AM
Post by: Midnight Madness on July 26, 2016, 01:45:58 AM
I sit here trying not to lose my cool, but the problem with family is they know exactly how to push those buttons one does have, regardless of how few.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 26, 2016, 01:54:57 AM
I grow tired of dealing with insufferable rudeness at home. I seem to be the only person capable of holding civil discussion that yields any substance of the three people in the family here. Every time I try to discuss something with the old man he runs away, makes up bs excuses why he can't talk and treats his opinion as gospel thus enacting either of the previous two methods the minute you criticize his opinion in any way. But the real issue is that when you try to talk at all, he lets you get in about five words before he tells you to just stop so he can say something, even if he's just going to repeat what he said - and even if you're not talking about that anymore. Grandmother gets snippy when I mention anything that isn't a problem she also has, and when I tell her to relax, starts getting really **censor** personal and insults me or says how rude I'm being trying to express a feeling just because she doesn't experience it herself. I stopped discussing opinions with her because, well, she doesn't exactly follow complex conversations very well in all honesty.Cheese sounds like nobody cares...
I sit here trying not to lose my cool, but the problem with family is they know exactly how to push those buttons one does have, regardless of how few.
Post by: SadDubwool on July 26, 2016, 02:22:39 AM
The pasta we had stored in the fridge went bad. Just thinking of the smell makes me feel sick.
I guess you can say it...pasta away.
Anyway, I have a pretty bad headache right now thats preventing me from sleeping.
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 26, 2016, 03:35:36 AM
I sometimes find myself questioning my existence. Crying or growing angry with myself while isolated in my room. Playing games or drawing, trying to ignore all my problems.
Things will get better.
Things will get better, they always do. Maybe not today nor tomorrow. But they do.
Post by: Farewell on July 26, 2016, 04:25:15 AM
Post by: [INACTIVE] on July 26, 2016, 04:28:28 AM
Post by: 138 on July 26, 2016, 04:47:27 AM
The list of people i trust grows shorter by the minute it would seem
Yes. Same.
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 26, 2016, 04:49:44 AM
Just don't give up. The clouds may be grey but they always move on.Very true. I've only started fighting recently. I see extremely tough times next year, but I'm ready. Fighting and positivity are so powerful.
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on July 26, 2016, 06:45:18 AM
A little Iroh goes a long way =3
Post by: YourUnknownHost on July 26, 2016, 09:10:23 AM
Post by: Ori on July 26, 2016, 11:58:16 AM
This vacation is the best vacation ever, (Sarcasm is intended.)
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 26, 2016, 12:21:50 PM
Mother sent me out to throw out trash in the middle of the night, through a front yard where it's devoid of light (cause we're in the country) and it's just swarming with roaches. My mother sent me out there with two trashabgs, so one in each hand. I told her there was no light, she told me to deal with it, so I dealt with it the best I could, I put the phone in my front pocket of ymy shirt. Dropped my phone, Broke my phone's screen... Again. Upon returning I found a roach waiting for me on the wall by the door, and it was pretty big. Returning to the city tomorrow, chances are I won't be able to fix my phone there because Galaxy note users in Japan are rare.your from japan?
This vacation is the best vacation ever, (Sarcasm is intended.)
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on July 26, 2016, 05:05:11 PM
It's an entry-level retail job so I hope I don't possibly get fired. For something that's completely out of my control to boot. -_-
Post by: Bricket on July 26, 2016, 05:11:18 PM
Post by: Cheza on July 26, 2016, 06:04:13 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 26, 2016, 07:34:19 PM
Since the incident and the Toxicologic report I became pretty much the shame of the familyeven though it wasn't your fault? Seriuously that's more like a shamed family that si not right >:(
Post by: Bricket on July 26, 2016, 07:35:05 PM
Since the incident and the Toxicologic report I became pretty much the shame of the familyeven though it wasn't your fault?
They decided to think differently about it :')
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 26, 2016, 07:36:15 PM
Seriously that's more like a shamed family that is not right >:( Shame on them!!!Since the incident and the Toxicologic report I became pretty much the shame of the familyeven though it wasn't your fault?
They decided to think differently about it :')
Post by: Bricket on July 26, 2016, 07:37:45 PM
Seriously that's more like a shamed family that is not right >:( Shame on them!!!Since the incident and the Toxicologic report I became pretty much the shame of the familyeven though it wasn't your fault?
They decided to think differently about it :')
Welcome to my world where every faillure determines who you are and every misstep you make is your final path :D
And then people are surprised I want to escape the toxic enviroment
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 26, 2016, 07:39:31 PM
in a way it does, Bricket ,but what you do with these misteps and failures is what makes you.Seriously that's more like a shamed family that is not right >:( Shame on them!!!Since the incident and the Toxicologic report I became pretty much the shame of the familyeven though it wasn't your fault?
They decided to think differently about it :')
Welcome to my world where every faillure determines who you are and every misstep you make is your final path :D
And then people are surprised I want to escape the toxic enviroment
Post by: Bricket on July 26, 2016, 07:45:11 PM
I got regular beaten, bullied until I coulnd't take it anymore, abused for some sick reason, physically punished and all of that delicious childhood.
And now they all want to act like nothing happened and everything is fine + we are a happy family.
I've never experienced kindness, there is no trust in people all because I've seen what people really are.
You know what my biggest fear is? It's not the dark, it's not the monsters, it's not death, it's that I will become like my dad
Post by: Nutmeg on July 26, 2016, 08:27:22 PM
Welcome to my life Alex
I got regular beaten, bullied until I coulnd't take it anymore, abused for some sick reason, physically punished and all of that delicious childhood.
And now they all want to act like nothing happened and everything is fine + we are a happy family.
I've never experienced kindness, there is no trust in people all because I've seen what people really are.
You know what my biggest fear is? It's not the dark, it's not the monsters, it's not death, it's that I will become like my dad
I'm really sorry you had to go through this, Bricket, it must have been very difficult growing up for you and managing to stay sane through it. It's understandable that you've lost trust in people because of what you've seen, and that you're afraid of becoming like them. I've seen it too, though I can't say that I know exactly how you feel.
Even though the world is a terrible place at times, kindness still does exist, and it will help even someone in your situation if you allow it. People say that the apple doesn't fall far from the tree in terms of families, but what they fail to mention is that apples are seldom found below trees nowadays. They are picked off the ground by others and transported far away, saving them from rotting in the grass and being infested. Even though the world hasn't shown you enough kindness so far, we are here for you and we can help you pick yourself up so you can move on to a better place. Therapy is a good place to start too, it can help you with your outlook even if the situation doesn't get much better. Once you're mentally in a better situation you can start feeling happiness and it will draw people to you. Your situation with your family may improve, it may not, but there is always happiness, kindness and help to be found in others. It's always difficult placing trust in others, and there's always a risk that they may betray you. However, it can also be rewarding beyond what you imagine.
I'm so sorry if this isn't helpful, I tried to sum up my view on these things. Kind of.
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 26, 2016, 09:07:01 PM
You know what my biggest fear is? It's not the dark, it's not the monsters, it's not death, it's that I will become like my dadYou have spoken for both of us.
Mom is making a record for staying in town today. She knows exactly how critical it is I get home, yet she is doing literally everything. I can't tell you the last time she shopped for clothes. Guess what one of the things today is? You guessed it. That, and everything else
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on July 27, 2016, 04:58:52 AM
Welcome to my life AlexI know the feeling. Not my dad though, my stepfather. Although my biological father is one mentally sick person, the police arrested him the day after my mother married him. She divorced him very quickly once she learned what he did. She had the chance to abort me, but she chose not to, thankfully.
I got regular beaten, bullied until I coulnd't take it anymore, abused for some sick reason, physically punished and all of that delicious childhood.
And now they all want to act like nothing happened and everything is fine + we are a happy family.
I've never experienced kindness, there is no trust in people all because I've seen what people really are.
You know what my biggest fear is? It's not the dark, it's not the monsters, it's not death, it's that I will become like my dad
However, my stepfather was no step-up. He owns apartment buildings, so I can see why she accepted his help. But he has been nothing but abusive and derogatory to me. I wouldn't eat an orange without picking the seeds out, so he used my head as a punching bag before slamming me repeatedly into the table . The driveway wasn't shoveled wide enough, so he threw the shovel at me like it was a spear. At every opportunity, he'd re-enforce how 'useless and worthless' I was and how I'd 'never amount to nothing'. To him, all of my friends were just there to use me. Of course, this is when my mother isn't around due to work. And he'd make me help him out in his apartment buildings.
I will never know why he hates me. Quite honestly, I've grown beyond the point of caring and that's where my fear comes in. That I don't care. That I do snap when I get pushed far enough. Here I am in my mid-thirties and I want to be a father. To give a child the kind of love and support I never received as a child. I feel secure enough that I will never be like my stepfather and certainly nothing like my biological father, but I keep that fear in the back of my head to keep me on course. A warning of what could be if I let myself slip.
Post by: Ori on July 27, 2016, 10:42:15 AM
Mother sent me out to throw out trash in the middle of the night, through a front yard where it's devoid of light (cause we're in the country) and it's just swarming with roaches. My mother sent me out there with two trashabgs, so one in each hand. I told her there was no light, she told me to deal with it, so I dealt with it the best I could, I put the phone in my front pocket of ymy shirt. Dropped my phone, Broke my phone's screen... Again. Upon returning I found a roach waiting for me on the wall by the door, and it was pretty big. Returning to the city tomorrow, chances are I won't be able to fix my phone there because Galaxy note users in Japan are rare.your from japan?
This vacation is the best vacation ever, (Sarcasm is intended.)
My mother is Japanese, I live in America. Just taking a vacation in Japan.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 27, 2016, 11:09:13 AM
don't quote me on this but he hates you because you don't make him money...Welcome to my life AlexI know the feeling. Not my dad though, my stepfather. Although my biological father is one mentally sick person, the police arrested him the day after my mother married him. She divorced him very quickly once she learned what he did. She had the chance to abort me, but she chose not to, thankfully.
I got regular beaten, bullied until I coulnd't take it anymore, abused for some sick reason, physically punished and all of that delicious childhood.
And now they all want to act like nothing happened and everything is fine + we are a happy family.
I've never experienced kindness, there is no trust in people all because I've seen what people really are.
You know what my biggest fear is? It's not the dark, it's not the monsters, it's not death, it's that I will become like my dad
However, my stepfather was no step-up. He owns apartment buildings, so I can see why she accepted his help. But he has been nothing but abusive and derogatory to me. I wouldn't eat an orange without picking the seeds out, so he used my head as a punching bag before slamming me repeatedly into the table . The driveway wasn't shoveled wide enough, so he threw the shovel at me like it was a spear. At every opportunity, he'd re-enforce how 'useless and worthless' I was and how I'd 'never amount to nothing'. To him, all of my friends were just there to use me. Of course, this is when my mother isn't around due to work. And he'd make me help him out in his apartment buildings.
I will never know why he hates me. Quite honestly, I've grown beyond the point of caring and that's where my fear comes in. That I don't care. That I do snap when I get pushed far enough. Here I am in my mid-thirties and I want to be a father. To give a child the kind of love and support I never received as a child. I feel secure enough that I will never be like my stepfather and certainly nothing like my biological father, but I keep that fear in the back of my head to keep me on course. A warning of what could be if I let myself slip.
Post by: The Past on July 27, 2016, 03:01:02 PM
But at the SAME time, I could be totally right and need to accept how I feel is the bitter truth.
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 27, 2016, 03:28:37 PM
Rob: I suspect it's because you weren't his perfect imagined child. That's what I think my dad thinks...
Evnamishko: Oh I hate it when I'm inconsistent. I mean, I'm me, so I should always do what I do, right? I vastly overthink too. And then I'll overthink the overthinking. I'm still trying to break the home mold ( while still keeping up IRL) and figure out who I am.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 27, 2016, 07:01:24 PM
Post by: Bricket on July 27, 2016, 07:38:55 PM
Now she is starting to threaten me so I had to block her, she found out she can annoy my friends by asking where I'm etc.
Guess this is strike one
Post by: Ori on July 28, 2016, 02:38:09 AM
I don't know who the hell I am. I seem unintentionally inconsistent as a person, like I have no true identity aside from being a depressed ADHD-riddled NEET. But at the same time I could be overthinking.
But at the SAME time, I could be totally right and need to accept how I feel is the bitter truth.
I'm in the same boat. [Or was]. I was born with ADHD, took medicine to try to cure it. Life happened and in combination with the medicine it made me depressed. I used to question my identity as well.
As people with ADHD, we think a lot, we're very imaginative, so I think it makes sense that our thoughts about something, anything changes constantly. It's better to just go with the flow and understand that we're always changing. Our identity is like a wild card. Does that help?
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on July 28, 2016, 03:01:04 AM
Hmm... I thought my brand new Windows 10 computer would be a bit smarter than what it's been showing me recently.New Windows systems are like new gen consoles. You need to let them age a bit before they fix everything to the point where it works properly.
Post by: Grey on July 28, 2016, 09:16:43 AM
I've asked my parents for some money to get all of these issues sorted, or to at least do it themselves. I've been asking for about a year and a half and its constantly ignored.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 28, 2016, 12:05:17 PM
and this is why most tech-savvy people use older operating systems.Hmm... I thought my brand new Windows 10 computer would be a bit smarter than what it's been showing me recently.New Windows systems are like new gen consoles. You need to let them age a bit before they fix everything to the point where it works properly.
Post by: Bricket on July 28, 2016, 12:11:58 PM
Anyway: rant :D
This one if for my favourite neighbour that is so kind to keep using a drill in his wall besides everyone asking him to stop.
He is been doing this for 2 hours already
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 28, 2016, 12:21:43 PM
I used XP untill a few months ago...What is he drilling for?
Anyway: rant :D
This one if for my favourite neighbour that is so kind to keep using a drill in his wall besides everyone asking him to stop.
He is been doing this for 2 hours already
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 28, 2016, 03:49:12 PM
I was going to say "What's he drilling for, Oil?" But decided not to.Knowing how long he has been drilling I guess he is drilling for oil.I used XP untill a few months ago...What is he drilling for?
Anyway: rant :D
This one if for my favourite neighbour that is so kind to keep using a drill in his wall besides everyone asking him to stop.
He is been doing this for 2 hours already
Could be for everything actually that he is drilling
Anyway on topic, Why does my monitor continue to be a pest and bring up the menu or that padlock symbol when I'M NOT PRESSING THE BUTTON!!!!!!! And secondly, I really hate my damn dry skin why can't someone just come up with a laser or something that skims off the dead skin and leaves the healthy skin or some sort of cure to eczema...
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 29, 2016, 05:38:51 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on July 29, 2016, 06:18:40 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 29, 2016, 07:12:49 PM
Well I got registered for school and my school is such a **censor** trainwreck. We have one teacher teaching precalculus (which is mandatory for my core 40) who refuses to teach anything but factoring. Which I was always taught was the worst way to do math. I was always taught to do formulas that guaranteed the right answer. When he tells everyone the quadratic formula is worthless. He also condescends you for asking for help and makes ypu feel stupid. Luckily I managed to convince my counselor to let me take it online. But then I had a ton of open spots in my schedule which only had spots for either P.E which i don't like, foods class which has the reincarnation of Hitler as a teacher, or welding and woods classes. Im not able to take any business classes this year because of this rundown ass school. So now im taking a stupid art class and a "college prep class" which im assuming is where they dump the kids who are about to not graduate for the free credit. I just wanna take personal finance and business math....Souds like your school system sucks and I will avoid putting any political post about it here.
Post by: Jane on July 29, 2016, 11:34:15 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on July 30, 2016, 12:23:43 AM
Get better soon Jane, use some medicated lotion.
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on July 30, 2016, 01:07:21 AM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on July 30, 2016, 05:30:23 AM
... irritating.
Oh, did I mention my room is crawling with mosquitoes and there's no Raid spray?
Post by: SadDubwool on July 31, 2016, 09:15:50 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 31, 2016, 01:06:47 PM
I just lost my voice, Now I can't speak without feeling bad throat painsoudns liek you have a soar throat or something.
Post by: Nishjin on August 01, 2016, 02:38:12 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 01, 2016, 02:10:31 PM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on August 03, 2016, 02:58:24 AM
Well, I am #MentallyHill now.
Post by: [INACTIVE] on August 03, 2016, 04:44:30 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 03, 2016, 05:13:00 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on August 04, 2016, 11:19:57 AM
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Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 04, 2016, 01:12:38 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 04, 2016, 02:57:25 PM
Okay okay, usually I don't mind when the forum crashes. But it's gotten to the point where I have to ask: What's going on? Are the servers that bad? I really wish I could donate, but I can't...If the servers are crashing, no amount of donating will fix it.
Post by: Nrein on August 04, 2016, 04:01:56 PM
Girlfriend asks me to leave the door unlocked.
It's 6AM, I relay it to my mate, he didn't hear it, locks the door.
Roommate calls me freaking out like I've committed a capitol offense.
Please just gtfo. Ten days. Ten more days and then my home will be *my* home again.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 04, 2016, 05:42:23 PM
Post by: Farewell on August 04, 2016, 09:33:30 PM
I'm hungry but the both the fridge and stove are broken. There's bugs getting in the house...
I'm pissed off and annoyed (like always)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 04, 2016, 09:37:21 PM
Post by: [INACTIVE] on August 04, 2016, 09:53:12 PM
There's a lot of annoying, and useless threads. (IMO)
I'm hungry but the both the fridge and stove are broken. There's bugs getting in the house...
I'm pissed off and annoyed (like always)
I honestly hope things get better, I've been in the same situation and it sucks. Take care and I hope things get better. :)
Post by: Nori on August 05, 2016, 01:41:40 AM
MY ART IS FREE BECAUSE I'M NOT 100% SURE I CAN GET TO IT IN A TIMELY MANNER DUE TO JOB HUNTING, HOUSE HUNTING, AND THREE PART TIME JOBS
I pushed out 9 the last two days, and the people in question all had their request put in between 5-2 days ago. Even PAID artists don't usually get done in that time frame. T_T
Post by: Ori on August 05, 2016, 02:16:41 AM
Had a few people (not from TFF) hammer me today about not getting their drawing request done. I'm doing this for free. I explained I'm getting ready for both Renn Faire and Rocky Mountain Fur Con, but that doesn't seem to go through their heads.@.@ 9 requests within the last two days? My god, good job!
MY ART IS FREE BECAUSE I'M NOT 100% SURE I CAN GET TO IT IN A TIMELY MANNER DUE TO JOB HUNTING, HOUSE HUNTING, AND THREE PART TIME JOBS
I pushed out 9 the last two days, and the people in question all had their request put in between 5-2 days ago. Even PAID artists don't usually get done in that time frame. T_T
Post by: Nori on August 05, 2016, 02:28:37 AM
Post by: The Past on August 05, 2016, 03:05:30 AM
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on August 05, 2016, 04:26:59 AM
Considering this has happened to other furry sites, I'm willing to bet it was a DDOS attack. Some people seem to get their jollies making other people suffer.Okay okay, usually I don't mind when the forum crashes. But it's gotten to the point where I have to ask: What's going on? Are the servers that bad? I really wish I could donate, but I can't...If the servers are crashing, no amount of donating will fix it.
Post by: anoni on August 05, 2016, 05:17:23 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on August 05, 2016, 07:41:05 AM
Most of the time when you get a 504 error or something, when you can't connect to the server, it's not the server crashing, rather it's the server temporarily refusing your connection. TFF has very little actual "downtime" but a lot of time where people can't connect to the website despite it being technically up, and it is due to consistent DDoS attacks on the site that can sometimes confuse the server, I believe.
didnt tweak fix our ip issue a few years back?
Post by: [INACTIVE] on August 05, 2016, 09:30:12 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on August 05, 2016, 05:56:54 PM
Jesus, I'm done. I try so hard to make people happy but I get shit just thrown at my face like I'm an animal at a zoo attraction! Why don't I get the same happiness that I give people? I want to be happy, but I just can't. None of my friends care for me, I only know two that do. And sometimes I just wonder if they really do like me.LEAD YOUR OWN HAPPINESS. Dont let the happiness of others guide how happy you are.
Otherwise you have no backbone, you know? I know what that's like. So I really broke free from my family and stuff, in a sense.
Making music is so easy but **censor** HARD to know what you're accually doing.
Theory Verus Feel, you know?
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 05, 2016, 06:16:38 PM
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on August 06, 2016, 11:34:51 AM
Post by: Nutmeg on August 06, 2016, 07:59:58 PM
Post by: Bricket on August 06, 2016, 08:20:43 PM
Today I was a tramguard/ticketcontrol and I had to guard a tramcarriage that has no walls.
I told everyone pretty clear that it was strongly forbidden to put your hands/arms/legs outside of the vehicle because the catanary or signals
could be close and thus hit your bodypart causing a lot of pain and possibly break it.
The tram was rolling for 10 minutes when suddenly someone put their head outside, I saw a signal closing by and I pulled the guy back into
the carriage, he was pissed at me and decided to pull the emergency brake. The Chief-tramguard came to me and the guy starting ranting/
complaining to the chief and ofcourse the chief starting ranting against me and the passenger filed a formal complaint. Chances
are I will now receive a warning penalty which means I could lose my license for being a tramguard.
If I did nothing this guy his head would have been bashed in by a signal closing by at 50 KM/H and he decided because I helped him
/prevented a horrible accident by ruining my hobby for me?
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 06, 2016, 08:24:06 PM
This is a rant that could have ended in a horrible accident today.Time to buy a helmet/head camera, I suppose you should argue to your chief that "You were told not to save people from losing appendages by what he said.
Today I was a tramguard/ticketcontrol and I had to guard a tramcarriage that has no walls.
I told everyone pretty clear that it was strongly forbidden to put your hands/arms/legs outside of the vehicle because the catanary or signals
could be close and thus hit your bodypart causing a lot of pain and possibly break it.
The tram was rolling for 10 minutes when suddenly someone put their head outside, I saw a signal closing by and I pulled the guy back into
the carriage, he was pissed at me and decided to pull the emergency brake. The Chief-tramguard came to me and the guy starting ranting/
complaining to the chief and ofcourse the chief starting ranting against me and the passenger filed a formal complaint. Chances
are I will now receive a warning penalty which means I could lose my license for being a tramguard.
If I did nothing this guy his head would have been bashed in by a signal closing by at 50 KM/H and he decided because I helped him
/prevented a horrible accident by ruining my hobby for me?
Post by: Bricket on August 07, 2016, 07:40:15 PM
Then there's roleplays. People are OP or just ridiculous. I then ignore them or leave the RP completely since I don't want to deal with their shit.
Excuse me for the quote there but I wanted to make sure it's pretty clear to what I respond.
The reason people like being OP or ridiculous is because they don't want to lose and want to look great. Almost no one wants to be the loser or the
guy who gets shot or something else. They all want to be an hero.
A lot of them want to be an hero but the truth is: there are no heros so no need to try to be like one
Post by: SadDubwool on August 07, 2016, 09:17:42 PM
Not meaning to be rude
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on August 07, 2016, 09:28:08 PM
If you don't want a response, Don't post it
Not meaning to be rude
I think it's okay for people to rant without wanting a respond. It's their decision after all.
Post by: Dax Declan on August 07, 2016, 10:19:47 PM
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Post by: Rocco Rex on August 07, 2016, 10:44:46 PM
I also utterly feel like crap. I haven't eaten properly in days. I've just been sitting at my desk depressed either playing a stupid MMO or just sitting there thinking. I just want some direction in my lifeSpeaking from experience, direction doesn't just show up on your doorstep. You have to look around. And don't say" No way, that CAN'T be it" because it might be. It was/is for me. Look at literally every option possible, even ones you might not want to do, it might become your dream.
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Post by: Ori on August 08, 2016, 12:13:59 AM
That's the thing. I am looking but constantly being discouraged by my family. And im so limited by everything In my life. I have so few options and so few skillsYour resolve for whatever you do has to be stronger, like for one when someone tells you to stop when your practicing whatever. Keep doing it. [Unless they give you actual good advice but that, s not the point.] You can't let your family stop you, because you run your own life.
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Well the point of practice, is to gain more skill. If someone started off with skill, I'd probably give up on life because that ain't fair. Your practice will forge new options. At this point your giving up because nothing is given to you. [I understand some things you can't do. To be an animator you need software. To be a musician [that does techno and stuff.] You need software and a keyboard. But not everything is like that.]
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 08, 2016, 12:22:23 AM
That's the thing. I am looking but constantly being discouraged by my family. And im so limited by everything In my life. I have so few options and so few skillsFor me, it's my dad (and he does WAY more than discourage), and my mom and a brother try to get me to change my mind. dad doesn't even know my plan because I don't want to get kicked out yet.
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I've come to a conclusion. Screw my dad, sorry mom and brother. It's my life, I will do what I want. period. You think I'll hate it? That's nice mom and brother. (someday soon) You say you'll kick me out and ban the rest of the family from having any contact with me? Bye bye daddy o, good riddance.
It's your life. Screw your family.mod what YOU want.
Post by: [INACTIVE] on August 08, 2016, 12:24:53 AM
Then there's roleplays. People are OP or just ridiculous. I then ignore them or leave the RP completely since I don't want to deal with their shit.
Excuse me for the quote there but I wanted to make sure it's pretty clear to what I respond.
The reason people like being OP or ridiculous is because they don't want to lose and want to look great. Almost no one wants to be the loser or the
guy who gets shot or something else. They all want to be an hero.
A lot of them want to be an hero but the truth is: there are no heros so no need to try to be like one
This.
It really angers me when I try to do something to other peoples characters and they just blow it off. But when they do it to me, I 100% take whatever came at me. It pisses me off.
Post by: Angder on August 08, 2016, 12:31:58 PM
[stuff]
This.
It really angers me when I try to do something to other peoples characters and they just blow it off. But when they do it to me, I 100% take whatever came at me. It pisses me off.
I actually ended up leaving an Rp in the first few posts due to the first other player my character encountered deciding to "Turn invisible and leave", followed directly by someone else editing their post AFTER OTHER PEOPLE HAD ALREADY POSTED so the other method I had to actually get involved also failed.
The RP died only a couple of days later and the person who started it (who was not involved in either of the events that affected me) gave up on making new RPs permanently
On topic: Somehow it does not matter how good my life actually is on the face of it, I just don't FEEL happy. I feel content at best, and really have no idea why.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 08, 2016, 04:57:22 PM
That wasn't one of mine was it?
[stuff]
This.
It really angers me when I try to do something to other peoples characters and they just blow it off. But when they do it to me, I 100% take whatever came at me. It pisses me off.
I actually ended up leaving an Rp in the first few posts due to the first other player my character encountered deciding to "Turn invisible and leave", followed directly by someone else editing their post AFTER OTHER PEOPLE HAD ALREADY POSTED so the other method I had to actually get involved also failed.
The RP died only a couple of days later and the person who started it (who was not involved in either of the events that affected me) gave up on making new RPs permanently
On topic: Somehow it does not matter how good my life actually is on the face of it, I just don't FEEL happy. I feel content at best, and really have no idea why.
Post by: Bricket on August 08, 2016, 05:05:18 PM
Then there's roleplays. People are OP or just ridiculous. I then ignore them or leave the RP completely since I don't want to deal with their shit.
Excuse me for the quote there but I wanted to make sure it's pretty clear to what I respond.
The reason people like being OP or ridiculous is because they don't want to lose and want to look great. Almost no one wants to be the loser or the
guy who gets shot or something else. They all want to be an hero.
A lot of them want to be an hero but the truth is: there are no heros so no need to try to be like one
This.
It really angers me when I try to do something to other peoples characters and they just blow it off. But when they do it to me, I 100% take whatever came at me. It pisses me off.
I've stopped doing RP's because I hate it when people try to be an hero or OP.
We get it: you want to be an hero, but there are none.
Post by: Angder on August 08, 2016, 06:13:38 PM
That wasn't one of mine was it?No. I do not believe we have ever both been in the same RP.
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We should probably stop the RP discussion here. We are starting to drift off topic. If you want an extended discussion, you should make a new thread for it.
Post by: Bricket on August 08, 2016, 06:15:40 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on August 08, 2016, 07:05:58 PM
At least I found a huge 2 inch wolf spider while moving stuff around. That was cool. Warning: arachnophobics beware http://imgur.com/3c2hoeT (http://imgur.com/3c2hoeT)
Post by: Dax Declan on August 08, 2016, 08:09:12 PM
My dad likes to spontaneously start doing housework and make everyone else help regardless of whether they're busy with something else at the moment. And seeing as my sister is out of town for school and my mom works during the day, it always seems to be me who has to help do all the work. Case in point, my dad decided to start clearing out the whole garage trying to find a bike and parts for my sister. Which is a difficult task since my garage is floor to ceiling of junk. It's a bit annoying too since my sister hasn't helped at ALL trying to get it together and just expects us to do it. I've also been wanting my bike out of the garage too but "we can do that later, after we get your sister's".That link is just utter nightmare fuel.
At least I found a huge 2 inch wolf spider while moving stuff around. That was cool. Warning: arachnophobics beware http://imgur.com/3c2hoeT (http://imgur.com/3c2hoeT)
On topic, apparently im not allowed to listen to music in study hall anymore which I find ridiculous.
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Post by: Rocco Rex on August 10, 2016, 12:43:12 AM
Waited for an interview for almost two hours today. Looks like it's out. And another job closed. And a different job opportunity, the last one I'd consider good, is now gone. I have a little over $1,000. dad forbid me getting a bank account forever. Now he says he will only replace $100 in case of disaster and that I need a bank account. Since he never let me get a drivers license, I can't get any bank account (they require a primary ID. I have none of their options) except one online that dad will still have full control over. **censor** no. He even admitted to mom that he likes the idea because he will still have full financial control over me. Those of you who now how... vicious, shall we say, I am can probably guess what I'd like to do to him right now, screwing me time and time again.
Also, the store was out of my favorite food, by best friend is sick, my cell phone (only got a few months ago. dad is going to be thrilled) is badly screwing up now, I'm having lots of difficulty speaking and typing, the college bookstore tried to screw me over big time, dad is and has been in a great mood the past couple of days and I know a big blow up is coming, the dogs are two weeks late on their heartworm prevention med (might FINALLY change tonight. Yeah right), I'm tired mentally physically and emotionally, my tablet just randomly shut down, and my younger brothers are being more obnoxious than usual.
That was the longest sentence I have ever written. And I'm afraid to do anything tonight because with the way today has gone...
Insert my random humor to try to laugh here
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 10, 2016, 01:43:40 AM
Post by: The Past on August 10, 2016, 06:05:17 AM
Admittedly, it did do the frozen shutdown thing the night the disc explosion happened, before we opened the computer up, so I think it was already on its way out anyway. Really sucks, too, because if my dad can't fix the hard drive, I'm gonna need to get a new one _and_ buy Windows 10.
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Post by: The Past on August 10, 2016, 06:32:33 AM
Update! Found a bottle a of " anti itch spray" in my cabinet. Surprise. It's noy. My dad put vinegar in. My legs burn.
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Hah, sounds like something my dad and I would do. That's why we rip off/cover labels and ask before using stuff. XD
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Post by: saph the sergal on August 11, 2016, 01:23:06 AM
So, a couple-ish days ago I put an old 90's game CD in my computer and it exploded. My dad took care of it because he's far more knowledgeable with electronics. He fixed the disc drive, and the computer turned on okay, but was abnormally laggy. We figured it was from having to shut it down improperly multiple times to check the disc drive, so I shut it down properly in hopes it would reset it right. First the Shutdown screen was stuck for a few minutes, then the screen shut off but the computer was still on... then the hard drive started beeping. Powering it down and turning it back on, the computer can't see the hard drive anymore. The connections are perfectly fine. The damned hard drive failed, apparently coincidentally because the CD shards were completely contained in the disc drive and couldn't have hit anything else.
Admittedly, it did do the frozen shutdown thing the night the disc explosion happened, before we opened the computer up, so I think it was already on its way out anyway. Really sucks, too, because if my dad can't fix the hard drive, I'm gonna need to get a new one _and_ buy Windows 10.
pm me or skype ill throw the link i have to a win 7 home 64 bit iso if you want
OT: nothing really small fight but nothing bad
Post by: Nrein on August 11, 2016, 03:01:12 AM
Post by: Ori on August 11, 2016, 04:50:16 AM
But he just keeps doing the things jerks do. Lying to friends, including me, being stupidly stubborn and having such an ego it's actually cringey. And his latest stunt (From what I've heard as a rumor.) He's played a hand in getting his own friend to break up with his girlfriend. (And I don't think it was a situation where his friend was being terrorized by his girlfriend, they were always hugging each other and e.t.c.) As much as I wouldn't want to believe it, it's honestly believable especially because he's a maniac and the source of the info is from a friend who hates rumors and stuff. And his stunt is not stopping there, he's going to do it to other friends as well.
The reason why he's pulling this stunt, is from what I believe, is jealousy. He's never had a girlfriend no matter how hard he tried. But for some reason, when he got rejected, he didn't let it go. From the way he rants, he makes it sound like the person that rejected him is somehow evil or did something wrong. In fact, he would say mean stuff about the girl that rejected him.
As much as I hate doing it, I'm really thinking of just ignoring him and leaving him alone. Drop the friendship and just let it go. At this point it's for my own safety. Not only that I think my friends that are friends with him are also doing the same.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 11, 2016, 01:58:24 PM
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Post by: The Past on August 12, 2016, 07:52:37 AM
"Well, hard drives last for about 5 years"-- Sure, but I friggen used that drive for over five years before I got my current PC in 2011! It already reached old age and ran like a snail before I stopped using it, I don't want to boot it up again, manage to install Windows 10 and move over my backups, then find it corrupted or failing a week later. Screw that.
Also, did I mention less than 100GB? Yeah.
I even said I'll pay for a new drive entirely, but he's still so hesitant. I want my poor PC back, damn it!
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I'm using an old X.P. laptop right now. Really slow, but surprisingly still works okay for simple stuff like forums, Skype, and writing. At least I got that.
Youtube is about where it draws the line, apparently. Oh well, I got my tablet for that. Thank you, first world!
Post by: Wolxikin on August 13, 2016, 02:42:09 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on August 13, 2016, 02:56:24 AM
Also have a bit of awkwardness with a friend who I really like hanging out with, and he kind of likes me but I'm not into him romantically at all. He knows I'm dating someone right now and I make sure not to lead him on at all but it's still a little awkward when I feel like I'm being a friend-zoner :/
Post by: Dax Declan on August 13, 2016, 03:56:39 AM
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Post by: ★Amethyst★ on August 13, 2016, 04:06:23 AM
My air conditioning broke on the hottest/most humid day of the year.... I wanna die because of this heat. It's the middle of the night and it's still just as hot
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I feel ya'. I've had an air conditioning outage that lasted a few years. I also hate trying to get to sleep when you feel like you're sweating. It stinks >_<
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on August 13, 2016, 06:21:05 AM
Post by: SadDubwool on August 13, 2016, 08:36:48 AM
Makes me feel stupid, that I have one and I can't play it, But hey, atleast I can enjoy the music produced by other people
Post by: The Past on August 13, 2016, 10:51:34 AM
New rant: I can't focus on writing. My mind keeps going back to my stresses and stupid daydreams.
Post by: Cheza on August 14, 2016, 11:20:58 AM
Mom recently called and asked me if I'd like to join her on a road trip to Lapland, like the ones we used to do ages ago before everything really went to hell.
It's been ~8 years since the last time I went there, and I'd really really love to go.
But on the other hand, unlike last time, there's possibly going to be several drivers rather than only mom, which makes me worried she's just going to use that to her advantage and hit the bottle. If things go to shit when I'm several hundred kilometers away from home, there'll be absolutely no way for me to get away from it.
And if her SO decides to join, they'll just bicker and argue about everything for the whole trip, which is -also- something I'd rather not have to watch.
I think I could really use the change of scenery, and the landscape is usually really beautiful at around this time of the year, but knowing how things usually tend to end, I don't know if it's worth it.
Post by: Angder on August 14, 2016, 01:33:20 PM
I'm feeling awfully torn right now.
Mom recently called and asked me if I'd like to join her on a road trip to Lapland, like the ones we used to do ages ago before everything really went to hell.
It's been ~8 years since the last time I went there, and I'd really really love to go.
But on the other hand, unlike last time, there's possibly going to be several drivers rather than only mom, which makes me worried she's just going to use that to her advantage and hit the bottle. If things go to shit when I'm several hundred kilometers away from home, there'll be absolutely no way for me to get away from it.
And if her SO decides to join, they'll just bicker and argue about everything for the whole trip, which is -also- something I'd rather not have to watch.
I think I could really use the change of scenery, and the landscape is usually really beautiful at around this time of the year, but knowing how things usually tend to end, I don't know if it's worth it.
I will just say, I have seen you visit your mother multiple times while I have been on this forum, And each and every time (which I know of) you have expressed regret afterwards, and wished you had not gone.
Perhaps that's because I mostly watch the rants threads though, so you know, I kinda only see the stuff people say that is negative :L
Post by: Cheza on August 14, 2016, 02:46:30 PM
But then again, I am jumping for the worst case scenarios and talking about something she actually cares about more than drinking. It's just as likely that it'd be smooth sailing all the way.
Nothing bad ever happened during the trips we went on in the past, and that's pretty much the only reason I'm even slightly hopeful this could actually work.
But then again, that was many years ago.
Or then I could just wait a few more years and go on my own trip. With Monopoly. And Moomins.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 14, 2016, 05:54:04 PM
Post by: Nrein on August 14, 2016, 09:39:30 PM
I offered to Move their stuff to the spare room so I can get my living room back, but I got told no because that would make it "harder."
So now I have to wait until they decide it's an acceptable time to get their stuff out for me to clean the rest of the house and make it nice again.
Not happy.
Post by: Dax Declan on August 15, 2016, 03:22:25 AM
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Post by: Rocco Rex on August 15, 2016, 04:37:15 AM
My life is an extremely careful balancing act, as a couple of you know, and it's close to the edge often. And now it's teetering on the edge with no realistic hope of it backing down anytime soon. I'm not ready to bolt yet. No job, car, drivers license, bank account, almost no money, no degree, not ready physically. If it happens anytime soon, I am so **censor** screwed. And I can't sit back because he'll do even more damage to my future. **censor** if I do **censor** if I don't. Why. Why can't I just be a normal guy with normal problems.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 15, 2016, 11:41:15 AM
She's moved into my room and she looks exhausted. She'll start cleaning herself occasionally but otherwise she's pretty out of it. I think her breathing is ok but I have no **censor** clue. She's a pretty big cat so Im having a lot of trouble finding her pulse. Im just so scared. I've known this cat all my life and I can't lose her to. I already lost my 16 year old dog last year, I can't lose her to.Take her to a veterinarian Dax, that's the best way to make sure she'll get what she needs.
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Post by: Dax Declan on August 15, 2016, 11:44:12 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 15, 2016, 11:48:53 AM
Post by: kalan on August 15, 2016, 07:05:51 PM
My dad's probably not going to and last night that wasnt an option. Near 2am she was doing much better. Hr breathing evened out and her gums went back to normal color. She went to sleep and is alive right now. Im not sure What her condition is right now. I think mom moved her
Without seeing her all i can do is guess but most likely she was just in shock. Cats especially if they suffer any trauma along their spine become catatonic when they are stressed and appear to be dead they dont move drink or eat. The eyes are unresponsive and seem empty the gums turn white and constrict. Most of the time they just need to be made comfortable and kept cool and they will make a full recovery she most likely got beat up by a dog
But again without seeing her i cant say for sure so dont hesitate to bring her to a vet based on wot i say im just going off the symptoms you listed
Post by: Jane on August 15, 2016, 11:06:31 PM
Post by: Farewell on August 16, 2016, 07:27:14 AM
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Post by: Dax Declan on August 16, 2016, 02:24:22 PM
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Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 16, 2016, 04:51:10 PM
I had a really bad stutter fit while reading in class and heard quite a few laughs. So embarrassingstutter fit? never heard of that but that's mean of people to do that.
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On another note: Why is it whenever I play either a team game or a capture the point game I either get A.a team that's more interested in getting kills than capturing the points or B. a team with no teamwork or C. a combination of both. I COULD USE SOME HELP TOO YA KNOW!!! And I'm tired of losing. :S
Post by: Dax Declan on August 16, 2016, 07:43:49 PM
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Post by: SadDubwool on August 17, 2016, 03:02:22 AM
The only problem i'm having is that I'm being bounced around instruments In band class, Since they don't have the instrument I play (And I can't afford a good one), I have to settle with something I've never played in my life.
**censor**.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on August 17, 2016, 03:27:57 AM
Also I've apparently been accepted/qualified into two of the honor societies at my school but the fee to actually join each one is over $80. Dunno if I really feel like forking over the cash for that right now.
Post by: Jane on August 17, 2016, 08:26:03 PM
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Post by: Dax Declan on August 18, 2016, 07:38:11 PM
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Post by: Rocco Rex on August 18, 2016, 08:03:23 PM
Post by: The Magic Otter on August 19, 2016, 01:38:23 AM
A friend from abroad visited me, we had fun for two of the four days she was here and after these events all I could think was stuff along the lines of 'what if she didn't like my company? What if she thought I was annoying? What if she avoids talking to me?'
Or even, I recently passed the day which marked me and my mate's year anniversary and after all of my hyping about it, that cloud of dread befell me again and I began thinking 'what if she leaves me? What if I'm boring her? What if I'm annoying? What if she falls for someone else?'
I know this line of thinking is irrational, but I can't escape it, quite frankly, I find myself a detestable person and I worry that others will see me this way and abandon me... Unfortunately, the worry has developed into more than that, it has become fear.
I'm scared...
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 19, 2016, 03:23:29 AM
Even though I've been doing well recently, there continues to be an ever persistent feeling of absolute dread which stalks me, for example:I know the feeling. I don't have those exact situations, but that is exactly how I feel often. I'm desperately hunting for a job and there's this one that sounds pretty good, but I'm too much of a coward. Why? Because a youth pastor who I had excellent relations with years ago before he left works there.
A friend from abroad visited me, we had fun for two of the four days she was here and after these events all I could think was stuff along the lines of 'what if she didn't like my company? What if she thought I was annoying? What if she avoids talking to me?'
Or even, I recently passed the day which marked me and my mate's year anniversary and after all of my hyping about it, that cloud of dread befell me again and I began thinking 'what if she leaves me? What if I'm boring her? What if I'm annoying? What if she falls for someone else?'
I know this line of thinking is irrational, but I can't escape it, quite frankly, I find myself a detestable person and I worry that others will see me this way and abandon me... Unfortunately, the worry has developed into more than that, it has become fear.
I'm scared...
Which brings me to my rant. Just a lovely time here in paradise. Nothing going right, everything going wrong. Getting in another one of my extremely tense, extremely angry moods thanks to everything the past days. No jobs coming through, home life being lovely as ever, I'm as much of a cowardly, lazy, asshole failure as ever, making less physical progress than I want, I can't even do well at BF4, and now my one link to the outside world, the tablet I'm typing on right now, is dying. So I'll have to buy a new one.
Usually typing it out helps. This time it's only getting me more passed of. Lovely, and just another thing to tack on.
Post by: Nishjin on August 19, 2016, 03:45:44 AM
I started not caring about what other people thought, doing whatever I wanted to do without being worried about what others were thinking. And then something crazy happened: I started making friends. People actually liked me BETTER when I was more like me, instead of when I was trying to impress them. To this day, I still don't get how it worked that way, but it did. From the beginning of eighth grade to the end I went from the annoying kid who nobody likes to one of the most popular people in the school. Of course, then I got pulled from school to start homeschooling, but that's a rant of its own. I learned everything I really needed to know before I got taken out of conventional schooling, and that was that people can tell when you're trying to be someone else. So don't. Be yourself, and you'll make friends that you like instead of friends who you want to make like you. Does that make sense? I dunno. Maybe I'm just rambling. But if you take one thing from all this, take this;
Don't see yourself as a detestable person. See yourself as a person. Anyone who thinks that they're perfect are detestable, everyone else is just normal. Everyone has flaws, and everyone has the capacity to cope with other people's flaws.
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 19, 2016, 04:15:29 AM
Don't see yourself as a detestable person.No, disgusting is more appropriate. For me at least. I'm trying to stop (which includes not being myself and trying to force myself to change) but surprise surprise, it isn't going well.
Oh, and not caring what people think can easily back fire. Just saying from personal experience.
Post by: The Magic Otter on August 19, 2016, 11:02:09 AM
People like that are just out to make people life hell and guess what? I couldn't even fight back because I was in sixth form and they were younger (not that I didn't kick the s*it out of one of them)!
When I told teachers they simply said that I didn't have any proof for most of the harassment, when I took a video, they told me that I was in the wrong and wouldn't even watch the thing.
When they looked at the CCTV, the video was too blurry so they couldn't do anything.
When they were mocking me RIGHT IN FRONT OF A TEACHER, guess what? They said they heard nothing and believed the guy when he called me a lier and that I've always lied to the staff about him.
So suddenly I was in the wrong for every solution that I could think of.
THAT is the reality, nothing helps when the harassers are younger, because the teachers believed everything they said and I couldn't lay a finger on them or I would be branded (as I was for some time) a 'child killer' even though I slapped this person twice to scare him (it worked, mind). -_-
So yeah, this is a supposed 'child killer' telling you all of this, rumours even went around that I had raped and murdered someone, all in all, I hated that school (which was a secondary school, not primary) and I'm glad I'm going to college because now I'm officially free from those insolent pigs.
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 20, 2016, 03:26:24 AM
Post by: kalan on August 21, 2016, 12:55:00 AM
And they call me chef ramsey like its an insult. I wear it like a a **censor** badge of honor around here
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Post by: Dax Declan on August 22, 2016, 02:07:58 AM
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Post Merge: August 22, 2016, 10:00:23 PM
Rundown of how my day went.
Dozed off all day, get harassed by little shit heads while dozing off, came home to my dad demanding i fix his phone, i put in his new battery which fries his phone and literally lights on fire, i get bitched at for it, mom comes home and bitches at me for something unrelated, i start doing dishes, get screamed at, have emotional breakdown and start crying, get stabbed in the hand while doing dishes, still crying, then my dream college called me mid emotional breakdown. Now i apparently have a college visit scheduled which i doubt ill be able to get to.
Post by: Farewell on August 23, 2016, 08:53:03 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on August 24, 2016, 04:01:30 AM
Also low-key having some anxiety about a possible personal health worry I'm having.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 26, 2016, 12:13:47 AM
In my college English class we had a journal question asking what community you're a part of and how they treat you. Of course I wrote about us furries, I love you guys so much. But tomorrow we are going to share our entries to each other. It's a risk... But I really just don't care about what others think. I know who I am, and I have people in my life who love me just the way I am. Tomorrow i'm going to show my furry pride and be happy.
And if all of this blows up in my face.... Well.... I'd rather not think about that...
Post by: Dax Declan on August 26, 2016, 12:34:08 AM
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Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 26, 2016, 12:47:08 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 26, 2016, 06:09:45 AM
It won't be a presentation, just a group discussion thing. But thanks Daxy, I'll have plenty of free time after class to tell you how it went. :)Every day we risk ourselfs to another day, life is about taking meaningful risk, going to school what can happen in a worse case scenario? I mean think about it, Ceciliia.
Just living on to another day is sort of a risk now the stupid things we do those are High risk.
Post by: Rho'Syn Ilwynog on August 26, 2016, 06:25:40 AM
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Post by: Cecilia Peromi on August 26, 2016, 10:44:36 AM
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Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on August 26, 2016, 11:14:40 PM
Post by: Ori on August 27, 2016, 12:37:01 AM
It's only 15°C outside tonight, and I'm still sweating. I don't want to open up my window too much to prevent bugs from flying in. I'll try to survive.
I don't know if this is a good or bad suggestion, (Because it depends on your situation.) However. If you don't own a small fan, I suggest getting one and pointing it at yourself. It's actually quite cool. (Not the fan, the temperature drops, quite nicely.) Also sit the fan at the base of your bed. And also take a shower/bath beforehand and don't completely dry your hair. (May not be healthy.) But hey it's really cool.
(I got a fan like this: (It's just a meme as my friend would say))
(http://images10.newegg.com/ProductImage/96-113-216-03.jpg)We bought it thinking the air circulation would help cool the room (Since it is two fans.) Didn't work. I ended up taking the fan and my parents got a standard large fan that turns. I sit the fan on a chair at the end of my bed, and just use the bottom fan.
I got really upset and started eating a ton and now I just feel worse
Why not have something really really (Insert flavor)? It stops yourself from eating more because you just don't want to eat anything more of that flavor. So if you're going to binge on sweets, try just eating two poptarts (Like the two from one pack, not two packs...) Which is what I do to have something something to eat, but also to stop myself from going overboard.
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 27, 2016, 07:44:22 AM
Apparently there is some law which makes it so a good day is guaranteed to end HORRIBLY for me each and every single time. I seriously can't catch a single break.
I had a good day. On the way home my lovely dad decided that I probably don't really need my drives license after all (which is absolutely critical. Without it, he has full control of my finances because I can't get a bank account and my ability to move around and actually get a job are fully under his control). Two more jobs fell through today. I was supposed to get a call back from a different one. Never did. My computer has been horrible for months. Now since mom, dad, and college are putting pressure on me, it decides to give up after less than a year. No warranty covers it. And I got to deal with my lovely dad over it.
So I had finally just about relaxed. And then I made the mistake of getting on Skype. Someone had created a new chat. It was people posting hardcore yiff as fast as possible. I felt physically sick. I had miraculously been able to stay away from it so far. But not anymore. I guess it's pretty stupid of me to let it get to me, but... I've gotta try to be mister unbreakable again.
And now there's not really anyone online anywhere. And my close friends are asleep/away.
Literally every single time a day is going good it crashes and turns horrible. Why. Guess I'll have to learn how to ruin my own days from now on and get used to being miserable. I'm serious. Guess I'm doomed to being miserable.
Post by: Farewell on August 29, 2016, 03:45:41 AM
Post by: SadDubwool on August 29, 2016, 04:07:20 AM
Post by: Firox on August 29, 2016, 04:10:41 AM
I just look at the schedule think to myself "another long day, will more than likely miss out on fun again"
It's the main thing I regret about getting a job and main thing that disappoints me. I come out of work and all the fun is over, furs are asleep!
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 29, 2016, 06:45:38 AM
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Post by: Farewell on August 29, 2016, 03:40:47 PM
Post by: The Past on August 29, 2016, 09:19:22 PM
Post by: Angder on August 30, 2016, 09:35:30 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 30, 2016, 09:43:51 AM
I fear change, and my fear of my own future is only slightly less crippling than my complete phobia of my own past.Not sure your situation, but my history is... let's just say not PG 13. My future will be tough. I feared change too. But I realized pain, while not fun, is needed for growth. Once I accepted pain was going to be in between me and where I needed to get to, it got more bearable. First step was really hard though. Good luck. And I'm here if you ever want.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 30, 2016, 01:22:15 PM
Post by: Grey on August 30, 2016, 01:31:19 PM
I wish he would stop eating my macaroni and cheese.
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 30, 2016, 05:01:53 PM
Do you know why I like you Rocco? Even when you're doing it tough, you're thinking about others. That's why I'm certain you will rise above your past, you are already better than it.Awe, thanks. Just trying to do the best with the hand I've been dealt and help others.
Post by: Dax Declan on August 30, 2016, 09:37:58 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 31, 2016, 02:36:30 AM
Thanks to 16 yo brother, the second pair of headphones in two weeks just died T_T Good thing he hasn't thought of my ear buds.
Also, I misread something on my college's website. Badly misread. Like, disgusting illegal activity bad. I doubt the mods would allow me to say what it is. Just... no. Worst misread of my life.
Post by: Angder on August 31, 2016, 11:01:21 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on September 01, 2016, 07:09:19 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 01, 2016, 02:06:43 PM
Post by: Ori on September 01, 2016, 10:15:55 PM
I'm getting really sick of what I do. I'm just sick of myself as a person. I mpe around, I handle my issues poorly, I get upset that old friends have pushed me away completely (or maybe I pushed them away, Im not sure) then I do nothing to fix it. I don't try to confront them, or I kinda do, not really, then I get all weird and shy and scared that im gonna **censor** up. I always want change but then i just sit around in my own self pity or whatever you wanna call it. I'll get upset then "fix it" by making a pizza and eating the whole thing or sitting on the floor in my room drinking Coke. When I'm really upset I look for distractions. I'll go curl up and watch Netflix or play Videogames. I get headaches constantly at school and often times my headphones make the headaches worse. But do I take them out? No I just leave them in because Im an idiot who doesn't know how to deal with people and im scared of conversation so I just fight through the pain all day just so I feel like 5% less scared. And then I say I want friends but I stutter and mumble through all my conversations. Or if it's online it's inevitable that I'll say something that's gonna piss them off. Or if it's someone who really isn't sensitive at all they'll piss someone off then I'm associated with them and grouped together. Which I should be. I can be a piece of shit. But then when I'm really upset and out of it do I seek help of real people? No I go on a forum and cry about all my forums on there. But instead of putting it in a journal where people don't have to look at it, I shove it in here because of the word count, but then I end up typing 100+ words anyway. I just overall suck. Im probably not gonna do anything about it because that's how I am. Im not gonna say " noone comment on this" because i don't care, just know if you're gonna give advice. I probably already know. I just need to get these things off my chest. Ok... I feel a little better.
I know you said that you already know about advice, but I could try:
Perhaps, only have one headphone speaker, or ear bud in at a time. It'll still probably stop people from talking to you, while also, lessening your headache. (Maybe.)
Post by: Dax Declan on September 02, 2016, 07:06:13 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 02, 2016, 08:07:55 PM
Post by: Jane on September 02, 2016, 08:19:29 PM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on September 02, 2016, 11:26:01 PM
... and people wonder why I am always so cynical, dark, and angry all the time. All they need to do is look at the people I am forced to live with.
Post by: Nrein on September 03, 2016, 01:18:35 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 03, 2016, 01:36:08 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 03, 2016, 04:57:47 PM
Post by: Ori on September 04, 2016, 01:06:34 PM
Try Bloons Tower Defense, it's a great game. It's not pay-to-win either. ;)
Agreed! It's rather addicting. (Been playing that game on and off for a couple years lol)
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 04, 2016, 06:29:29 PM
Post by: Saturn on September 05, 2016, 02:21:13 AM
Post by: 138 on September 05, 2016, 03:02:16 AM
Post by: Cheza on September 05, 2016, 12:40:25 PM
I'm having bad feelings about this.
EDIT: It's definitely gone, but not necessarily stolen.
The Mama-dragon has been informed and has promised to help me get to the bottom with this.
Whoever is in charge of the phone tomorrow: I'm sorry.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 05, 2016, 09:12:39 PM
Post by: Alai on September 05, 2016, 11:44:49 PM
I could go on about how people should be grateful for what they have. But this is not about how people should "check their privilege," it's about the frustrating amount of apathy one person can have.
You DO realize you're not hurting anyone but yourself, right? Even if you think something won't work out, at least you can say you tried.
Post by: Jane on September 06, 2016, 01:16:15 AM
Post by: 138 on September 06, 2016, 04:43:18 AM
Post by: Cheza on September 06, 2016, 07:53:23 AM
Second bike I've lost while living here.
EDIT: Found it, unlocked and with the back tire replaced.
Some neighbor had probably assumed that since it was unmarked it was up for grabs.
My own fault. Hate how this had to get even messier.
Post by: Grey on September 06, 2016, 08:31:24 AM
Post by: Saturn on September 07, 2016, 04:06:52 AM
Just wonderful ///sarcasm///
Post by: Angder on September 07, 2016, 07:05:59 AM
Update: And it turns out my class actually starts next week... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRGHHHHHHHHH
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 07, 2016, 11:13:59 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on September 07, 2016, 11:40:05 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 07, 2016, 04:43:57 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on September 09, 2016, 02:03:32 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on September 10, 2016, 12:49:42 AM
Also, curfews suck. I'm almost 20 years old and still gotta follow them "because" :/
Post by: Jane on September 10, 2016, 02:54:31 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on September 10, 2016, 02:22:37 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on September 11, 2016, 01:30:43 AM
Post by: Ori on September 11, 2016, 02:03:13 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on September 12, 2016, 11:40:09 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 12, 2016, 11:41:16 PM
I just hate been unable to breathe.
Post by: [INACTIVE] on September 12, 2016, 11:52:02 PM
im so ready to **censor** cry, in fact i am already. Im just not able to have friends apparently. I just essentially lost every online friend i have. All i do is **censor** up. To add onto all this im being pushed away by the person i love more than anything in the world because I **censor** up.
Hey. If you need someone to talk to please send me a PM. I know how it feels and it sucks. Please contact me if you need anything, good vibes coming to you mate.
Post by: Dax Declan on September 13, 2016, 04:46:37 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 13, 2016, 06:39:40 AM
I'm sick and tired of my dad's bullshit. Chicago passed 500 people murdered a few days ago. A normal person would be unhappy. What does he do? He gets excited and celebrates that they passed 500 and hopes for more dead. Almost every day he gives me the updated count like I'm supposed to be HAPPY people are DYING in record numbers. He's hoping that they'll pass 1,000 dead this year. Are you **censor** kidding me? You are happy about and want more, hundreds more, people dead!?! Black gang bangers are people too, and there are more than just them getting killed.
The worst thing about this? I have four younger brothers. They're being brought up in this. And there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. They're already showing signs of being brainwashed by dad and his shit.
Post by: Jane on September 14, 2016, 04:40:27 AM
Losing those that meant so much to me long ago. We have our own agendas now.
Post by: Dax Declan on September 14, 2016, 09:51:54 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 16, 2016, 08:29:19 PM
Well, at least I had a little while to relax before everything heated up again
Home's very tense again, thanks to dad I'm in trouble college wise AGAIN, and now thanks to him, there's a new blip on my radar: legal trouble. Granted, the legal trouble will probably just go away, but it's on my radar, so it has me REALLY worried. Oh, and he might have just started a war with the neighbors. As in dogs might start dying war.
They'd better not because you do NOT touch MY dogs. Period.
Post by: kalan on September 16, 2016, 10:05:02 PM
Post by: Wolxikin on September 17, 2016, 03:40:45 AM
8am: tired
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5pm: tired
6pm: tired
7pm: tired
8pm: tired
9pm: tired
10pm: tired
11pm: tired
12pm: tired
I get between 7-10 hours of sleep every night why am I like this
Post by: Alistair on September 17, 2016, 08:28:05 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on September 17, 2016, 05:28:35 PM
7am: tired
8am: tired
9am: tired
10am: tired
11am: tired
12pm: tired
1pm: tired
2pm: tired
3pm: tired
4pm: tired
5pm: tired
6pm: tired
7pm: tired
8pm: tired
9pm: tired
10pm: tired
11pm: tired
12pm: tired
I get between 7-10 hours of sleep every night why am I like this
I've been really tired the past few weeks too, but in my case I've been getting maybe 6 hours of sleep a night. I keep falling asleep on the bus, and while I've never missed my stop yet it's only a matter of time. This is the first time I'm working while going to school so that may be a big reason.
I might try drinking a little more coffee I guess. Energy drinks have zero effect on me.
Post by: The Past on September 17, 2016, 08:36:35 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on September 19, 2016, 06:04:46 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 19, 2016, 06:46:33 AM
Oh, and now my depression is coming back. Lovely,, just lovely
Post by: Dax Declan on September 19, 2016, 06:48:40 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 19, 2016, 06:53:04 AM
I'm so depressed nowHey, a screwed buddy. Now we can be miserable together
Post by: Nrein on September 19, 2016, 05:19:09 PM
-Finally randomly decides to apply for a new job. Come to find out it's exactly what I've always wanted to do (kinda).
-Everyone says they hope the interview goes good.
-Go to interview, it goes exceedingly well, looks like I have a real chance at getting this job. Also might be good enough that I can quit my other job because this one will actually give me great pay and full time.
-Everyone and their mothers proceed to then complain to me that I shouldn't have bothered and that I can't quit my other job because of the *one* benefit that I get from it, and that I don't know what I'm doing.
Like, ***** ******* ******. If I didn't know any better, I wouldn't think I'm almost 24. I'd think I'm 18 again.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on September 19, 2016, 10:37:03 PM
-Everyone and their mothers tells me I need to go out and get a second job. As if I don't know I can't live "comfortably" with the one I have.
-Finally randomly decides to apply for a new job. Come to find out it's exactly what I've always wanted to do (kinda).
-Everyone says they hope the interview goes good.
-Go to interview, it goes exceedingly well, looks like I have a real chance at getting this job. Also might be good enough that I can quit my other job because this one will actually give me great pay and full time.
-Everyone and their mothers proceed to then complain to me that I shouldn't have bothered and that I can't quit my other job because of the *one* benefit that I get from it, and that I don't know what I'm doing.
Like, ***** ******* ******. If I didn't know any better, I wouldn't think I'm almost 24. I'd think I'm 18 again.
Take the opportunity that's better for you, and don't worry what other people say. This year I got my first job, and then quit it about two weeks later. Reason was I got an offer for an interview at another job that I'm still working at a few months later. Sure, it's still a basic retail job and some might call my choice selfish but I enjoy it immensely better than the old one and I'm glad I took the opportunity.
Post by: Dax Declan on September 20, 2016, 02:45:07 AM
I feel likeep I've been hit by a train. I hAve no drive to do anything. I don't even know how im goNna wake up for school tomorrow
Post by: Ori on September 20, 2016, 12:58:26 PM
And when I say suggesting this is basically it, if I said, 'Alright if you're suggesting, then I can still go apply.' My dad doesn't give me a clear answer and gets angry at me rants, tells me that's not the point, e.t.c.. and says that in that case I'll stop paying for college. (EVEN THOUGH we had this conversation 10 minutes before that we were talking on these lines 'Son, I only 'suggested' last time that you don't get a job, you can still totally get one.' And I said 'Well if I disobey you, you could stop paying for my college or kick me out.' And his reaction is something along the lines of, 'what I wouldn't do that. You're lying for thinking I would do that and you're making excuses'.) WELLL! WELL!! WELL!!! Was my prediction right on the spot? Not to mention when I brought that up, he's like you're simply being hard and crazy knock it off. And if I ask him, 'IF You're 'suggesting' and I tell you to leave me alone about it because I won't take you're suggestion unless it's a direct order,' He gets angry and tells me 'That's not the point. *Rant*'
Even if it weren't the point, why can he not answer it? It's a simple question and we EASILY fight for two hours per fight, like once a week or a little more, and it's a simple answer right? Unless there's some long Metal Gear solid long plot behind it, which would still mean there's a plot against me. He asks me tons and tons of questions and each time and I give him an answer he just calls bullcrap on it despite it being the truth and then marks me a liar and tells me I can't do crap and I'm useless and e.t.c. Not to mention he ignores any questions I have until I get angry enough to say something that doesn't make sense.
( I JUST LOVE THE FACT THAT HE CALLS ME USELESS Despite mowing down my art class with skill to the point the teacher was like, You're a level ahead. My designer class? I think I can safely say just from how much I covered and how complicated everyone was going that I might be the best artist in their too!) Still not enough. My dad is never content. Until I become a picasso at the age of 19 he won't be content. Man sometimes I want to just hit my head against a wall out of my frustration (I never will. The landlord will kill me if I damaged the wall XD .)
I don't get it. What is his problem. Now that I say this, that's my dad on EVERYTHING. Let's say it's his birthday, it's true he's dieting, but my mom wanted to be nice and he buys him cake sounds like a nice thing to do right? Two complaints, one it's a pile of sugar and I'm dieting e.t.c. Two, It's not Ice cream cake e.t.c. Alright next time we don't buy cake, he complains we didn't. (He's still on that diet btw). And even though he complains about the cake, he still eats it. And the next day we bought him a cake when he complained that he didn't get any cake and probably he complained that we bought him. I think I can safely say my dad is just, not right. If I do one thing, he complains and tells me not to do it, if I do the other choice he gets angry and tells me not to do it. And if I do neither, he gets angry and tells me to choose one. I am really unsure, how one deals with this. I mean. Like. I should record these conversations and send them to a psychiatrist or something XD That's the best I can do at this point. Cause something is wrong here. A guy can't complain about EVERY POSSIBLE DECISION. Not to mention his 'I'm only suggesting' even though it was practically a demand.
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 20, 2016, 04:05:29 PM
Post by: Angder on September 20, 2016, 08:51:35 PM
Post by: Farewell on September 21, 2016, 05:06:10 AM
Plus I have no friends, it just hit me today of how **censor** lonely I feel.
Post by: The Past on September 21, 2016, 02:40:25 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on September 21, 2016, 03:02:56 PM
Woke up late. Missed the bUS. Got my typical verbal abuse in the car. Got depressed and did nothing in 2nd hour. Started crony in study hall. And it's only 10 am
Post by: BennyJackdaw on September 21, 2016, 07:09:43 PM
Just reccently I watched his Adam Ruins Animals episode, and I went in with an open mind. He explained how purebred dogs are unhealthy genetic mutants. Okay, fine. He explained how feral cats are overpopulated and have killed off species of birds. Okay, fine. (Although I'm kind of getting sick of everyone pushing spaying and neutering around as if we have to do it to every single cat and dog on the planet) But then he had the ****ING GALL to defend TROPHY HUNTING! He went into this bull**** about how it generates oh-so much money and how there's so totally no other way to help these creatures without HYPOCRITICALLY SLAUGHTERING THEM TO MAGICALLY HELP THEM all while our OWN SPECIES is allowed to breed out of control, overpopulate, and destroy every ****ING THING ON THE PLANET! By the time we've made ANY sort of money from Trophy Hunting, guess what will happen to the endangered animals? They will be GONE! EXTINCT! A MEMORY! A GRAVESTONE IN THE ANIMAL KINGDOM ALL BECAUSE WE KILL AND SLAUGHTER THE VERY ANIMALS WE'RE TRYING TO "PROTECT!!!"We kill those animals, less animals will be alive to breed, animals can't get back their footing, THEY DIE! That money we raised to help them? FOR NOTHING! You can't use money to protect and preserve GHOSTS, dumb****! Not to mention it has TOTALLY been helping the rhinos, who have seen MANY subspecies go kaput already! Heck, are any species actually BENEFITING from this excruciatingly hypocritical practice? NO! Animal numbers CONTINUE going down, animals are being lost, NOTHING IS BEING HELPED BY TROPHY HUNTING!!!
Humans are ****ing pond scum! I am sick of seeing humans degenerate into these evil, narcissistic creatures who only exist to destroy. If we truly wanted to help these animals, what we should do is cut down on OUR OWN population! Give back some of the land we stole to them! Stop pretending we're such a stable species! Stop pretending we're perfect! STOP PRETENDING THAT HUNTING HELPS ANIMALS JUST SO WE GET TO TEST HOW BIG OUR ****ING **** IS!!!There was a point where I was honestly against culling our own population to cut down, and I supported controlling our breeding practices, now I'm not sure anymore. If people seem to think the only way to help dying species is to kill them, then maybe the only to help our own, overpopulated as HELL species, is to cull ourselves. That might just be the anger talking, but at this point I don't have any respect left for my own species. Sure, there are good people out there, but they're slowly being turned to scum by people like Adam Conover, FelIsTipsy and Sulfide using seductive reasoning to justify murdering animals. Pretty soon, good people will be a thing of the past, and all that will be left is narcisistic, death-loving parasites that make up what used to be called the human race.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 21, 2016, 07:42:21 PM
"I don’t understand the desire to kill a magnificent animal for sport, even if the individual is an older non-breeding male. The sale of the right to kill an animal for a trophy surely reflects the value that animal lives hold in at least some corners of our society: that killing an animal for fun isn’t wrong, as long as you can afford it. It is right to worry about the sort of message that sends." (http://conservationmagazine.org/2014/01/can-trophy-hunting-reconciled-conservation/)
There is an economic rationale to trophy hunting for conservation but even if you can save 100 animals habitat by sacrificing one there are other facets to the issue beyond economics.
I feel sorry for conservation parks who have to make these sort of decisions because auctioning hunting licenses is the only way they can raise the type of money they need. I would not want to characterise them as evil when they are actually out there actually saving actual animals.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on September 21, 2016, 10:25:33 PM
On another note, I don't like hunting at all,even for animals I don't like or even strongly dislke, I doubt i'd ever go hunting.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on September 22, 2016, 12:46:05 AM
Overall it's the poachers that kill more animals.
On another note, I don't like hunting at all,even for animals I don't like or even strongly dislke, I doubt i'd ever go hunting.
Honestly, I think poaching and trophy hunting is exactly the same thing. In the end, an animal needlessly loses its life. The only difference is one's illegal, the other is allowed.
Post by: Ori on September 22, 2016, 01:27:32 AM
I will never know what the hell happened to Samus between Prime 1 and Prime 3. XD.
(Cradles Wii.)
...
Okay maybe I'm overreacting. But still. I just bought a game too XD.
Post by: Dax Declan on September 22, 2016, 04:51:38 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 22, 2016, 06:19:18 AM
I think I know why my cat has been bbeing so weird. I think she may have some kind of cancer. I was feeling around and her chest has a lot of strange lumps.If I remember correctly, your cat was attacked earlier by dog(s). If so, it could be swelling or maybe some dislocated/broken bones
Post by: Dax Declan on September 22, 2016, 03:35:12 PM
Post Merge: September 23, 2016, 01:11:07 AM
Looks like im stuck in this shit hole for a lot longer than i thought. The friends i was gonna move in with in the next few months backed out. One of them wants to go live on a college campus and the friend other friends mom wont let him move out if it isnt with the first friend. So now ive gotta find my own place and pay even more rent.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 23, 2016, 05:46:18 PM
OT: I've been waiting over a week for a new PIN for my debit card. I have about over $1500 on it and have expenses! I was told it would be 3-4 days >:(
Post by: BennyJackdaw on September 23, 2016, 11:12:45 PM
On another note, the L button on my 3DS broke, and about a month after I had my bumpers repaired!
Post by: Dax Declan on September 23, 2016, 11:41:36 PM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on September 24, 2016, 03:58:06 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 24, 2016, 05:14:55 AM
****! I was just starting to feel happy again, then I read that Norway wants to wipe out 70% of their wolf population, and one person on the forum ACTUALLY ****ING DEFENDED IT! Everytime I TRY to look past the horrible parts of my species, people like THAT appear! ****ing humans!Ok, now you've got me really **censor** pissed too. Harming wolves is something I do NOT lightly
I **censor** NEED to move out. I get disrespected all day everyday and I'm sick of it. Idfk how im gonna do it.I'm in the same boat as you, but I already have a plan in action, just going to take months. PM me if you want me to try to help you brainstorm.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on September 24, 2016, 12:21:57 PM
So someone used a counterfeit bill at my store today. I was the one who cashed them out, and since it was pretty busy I just kinda dropped it in the drawer to hurry and get change so I take the next customer. Later when closing it gets found... My manager on duty is pretty nice and she didn't get mad at me, just pointed out why it's fake and to tell someone next time if I'm not sure. I probably won't get written up or anything but it's incredibly embarrassing and I'm sure that person is laughing their butt off right now about it...
It's possible that person didn't know it was counterfeit. If that person appears in the store again, ask about it, it might just have been an honest mistake. If they don't, then... you just got bamboozled I guess.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on September 24, 2016, 04:20:02 PM
So someone used a counterfeit bill at my store today. I was the one who cashed them out, and since it was pretty busy I just kinda dropped it in the drawer to hurry and get change so I take the next customer. Later when closing it gets found... My manager on duty is pretty nice and she didn't get mad at me, just pointed out why it's fake and to tell someone next time if I'm not sure. I probably won't get written up or anything but it's incredibly embarrassing and I'm sure that person is laughing their butt off right now about it...
It's possible that person didn't know it was counterfeit. If that person appears in the store again, ask about it, it might just have been an honest mistake. If they don't, then... you just got bamboozled I guess.
Yeah, that's another way of looking at it. I hear that's one of the ways to deal with a counterfeit, to mention "you might want to talk to your bank, it seems like they accidentally gave you a bad bill." Or something like that.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 24, 2016, 04:44:14 PM
****! I was just starting to feel happy again, then I read that Norway wants to wipe out 70% of their wolf population, and one person on the forum ACTUALLY ****ING DEFENDED IT! Everytime I TRY to look past the horrible parts of my species, people like THAT appear! ****ing humans!
On another note, the L button on my 3DS broke, and about a month after I had my bumpers repaired!
Wow, this is madness! There are only 67 wolves left, absolutely none should be culled. And the justification of "protecting sheep" is without substance.
It's hard not to suspect the financial incentive from hunting licenses and pressure from hunting groups.
If this goes ahead, what a dreadful legacy of shame for a government to leave behind.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 24, 2016, 06:34:47 PM
As for what can be done, the people to make your feelings known to are the members of the Predatory Animal Boards in regions 4 & 5.
The Norwegian WWF site (http://www.wwf.no/engasjer_deg/send_en_mail_for_ulven/) recommends emailing the Boards and provides details of how to do so.
The critical details in English:
Send an e-mail to members of the predatory animal boards in region 4 and 5 . to let your voice be heard wolf: 1. Copy the text below and paste it into an e-mail. 2. See the text of the email and change the wording if you want. 3. Enter your name on the dotted line. 4. Insert [email protected] in the recipient field. 5. And press send :) To: [email protected] Subject: Vote for wolves in Norwegian nature Text: To the members of the predatory animal boards in Region 4 and 5, I write to you who are members of predators Tribunal in Region 4 and 5 to tell that I want wolves in Norwegian nature. I reacted strongly to board majority now has decided to shoot all the wolves - up to 24 individuals - in territory Letjenna, preaching and Slettå. This decision must you do about! In recent years there has been very little loss of sheep in wolf zone. The wolves in the established territory live mainly of elk and other game. The documentation from the Tribunal Secretariat also notes that today's loss is mainly due to the lack of existing fences. It is therefore not fewer lost sheep to the wolf as a result of these wolves are shot. On the contrary, there is a risk that there will be greater losses, as long as one does not take hold of it as it is pointed out the reason for the few losses that have actually taken place. Under license should be motivated by reducing damage, but the shooting down of these wolves will not reduce the damage to sheep, so the Secretariat also writes in the introduction to the dossier. I react especially strongly that it is proposed to shoot two of the genetically important individuals of wolves in Norway. Hannen in Slettåsreviret is the granddaughter of the Finnish Russian Galva-male, who immigrated to Sweden in winter 2007. The male wolf in Letjenna is the grandson of the deceased male in Kynnareviret, who came to Norway in 2007. If these individuals are killed, it will go beyond viability to the Scandinavian population of wolves. it is very worrying that the majority of predatory animal boards advocates that more than half of the wolves in Norway can be fired for the winter. It is not an environmental nation worthy to add up to a comprehensive hunting, which, furthermore, will not have any effects on the already very low damage potential of areas. Wolves belong in Norwegian nature, and I therefore ask you to do what you can to avoid the wolves in Letjenna, preaching and Slettå being shot for winter. Sincerely, Name: ............................... ............ Address: .................................... ....... ........................................... ...............
Post by: Ventus Fall on September 24, 2016, 08:32:23 PM
I do know that in highly radioactive areas where it's impossible to live for humans without experiencing nasty side-effects, wolves and other animals can roam freely. Experiments, tests and observations have been done, and the animal population is healthy and not suffering any negative side-effect from the radio activity. And no, they did not mutate to large zombie dogs or anything XD
Nature will find a way, we just need to give it time.
Post by: Ori on September 24, 2016, 11:28:39 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on September 24, 2016, 11:33:56 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 25, 2016, 04:00:30 AM
OT: I am sooooo sunburned
And it looks like I have officially failed someone. I don't take failure well, especially failing someone in a critical matter like this.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 25, 2016, 01:58:37 PM
Just saying, you might want to make a new thread for the wolf discussion, going really off topic hereQuite right Rocco :)
OT: Had a bad headache but have to work so powering through with painkillers and Coke.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on September 25, 2016, 03:42:13 PM
I've been dating this guy who I really like, he's cool and into a ton of stuff I like as well. It's been a few months, and honestly it hasn't been an 'official' relationship; I'd have liked it to be more but I guess I was more invested in it. Lately I've been feeling like things were a little more distant and I was proven right. Apparently he tried dating one of his friends awhile ago but she wasn't into it, but now that she's showing interest in him he's decided to try going out with her. It's not an official relationship either, I think.
Now I'm just a friend, I guess. It's not too horrible, I care about him and I enjoy hanging out with him, even if the relationship is a little different. And he's not mean at all, it just feels a little bit like I got pushed aside :/ And technically, this isn't the first time something like that has happened. Sorry for posting this here, I didn't see the relationship thread for some reason.
Post by: Farewell on September 25, 2016, 04:44:25 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on September 25, 2016, 05:08:19 PM
So I made a headshot of new Zaida, I'm very happy with it. However.... The color is different on the phone compared to my computer, I put it in my Dropbox and downloaded it but instead of the purple I like it's this ugly eggplant color, I hate it... Ugh. Anyways I used some filters from Picsart and fixed it to the right purple. It's really bugging me though, is it the electronics or my vision?!
diffrent screens produce colors diffrently the only screen that shows true color is 10 bit ones but those are expensive and you need a good gpu that supports 10 bit color to use it to its full extent
Post by: George on September 26, 2016, 01:19:33 AM
So I made a headshot of new Zaida, I'm very happy with it. However.... The color is different on the phone compared to my computer, I put it in my Dropbox and downloaded it but instead of the purple I like it's this ugly eggplant color, I hate it... Ugh. Anyways I used some filters from Picsart and fixed it to the right purple. It's really bugging me though, is it the electronics or my vision?!
diffrent screens produce colors diffrently the only screen that shows true color is 10 bit ones but those are expensive and you need a good gpu that supports 10 bit color to use it to its full extent
...32-bit colours are the norm these days. The problem is likely the settings on the display itself.
To keep from being off-topic, I accidentally broke some stuff again and fixing it is boring. XD
Post by: Farewell on September 26, 2016, 04:53:18 AM
WELLL I'm working out as some of you may know, I'm done with today's work out and I feel like I'm going to die. Pain is weakness leaving the body, can't wait till I'm sore *sarcasm*
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on September 27, 2016, 02:50:07 AM
Good news in the country I'm living in though, it seems the wolf is returning. There have been confirmed rapports of a wolf being spotted recently. I think it's the second wolf spotted. Not too sure. Either way, no plans to kill the wolves, they would even be welcomed, as we have no natural enemies to deer here, so we kind of have a deer infestationn because they whiped out 'accidentaly' the wolves hundreds of years ago or so.
I do know that in highly radioactive areas where it's impossible to live for humans without experiencing nasty side-effects, wolves and other animals can roam freely. Experiments, tests and observations have been done, and the animal population is healthy and not suffering any negative side-effect from the radio activity. And no, they did not mutate to large zombie dogs or anything XD
Nature will find a way, we just need to give it time.
Did you know domesticated cats are an invasive species? and kill many birds?
Also why are soo many things overhyped? really people get over it sugar isn't bad for you at least not as bad as people like to put it.. and many other overhyped things Global warming , climate change... stuff like that, Nature has gone on for however long Earth has existed .... i mean people freak out about a coyote that killed a little kid, I becha 10 furry points that the kid was 1.unattended 2. too close to the coyote 3. maybe even startled or teased the coyote? and people are all like oh let's hunt coyotes. how about NOT. We moved into their territory it's not their fault we build homes on their land. It's LOOOONG past time for humans to learn to co-exist with wildlife, oh and stop bringing in invasive species.
Post by: saph the sergal on September 27, 2016, 02:55:15 AM
Good news in the country I'm living in though, it seems the wolf is returning. There have been confirmed rapports of a wolf being spotted recently. I think it's the second wolf spotted. Not too sure. Either way, no plans to kill the wolves, they would even be welcomed, as we have no natural enemies to deer here, so we kind of have a deer infestationn because they whiped out 'accidentaly' the wolves hundreds of years ago or so.
I do know that in highly radioactive areas where it's impossible to live for humans without experiencing nasty side-effects, wolves and other animals can roam freely. Experiments, tests and observations have been done, and the animal population is healthy and not suffering any negative side-effect from the radio activity. And no, they did not mutate to large zombie dogs or anything XD
Nature will find a way, we just need to give it time.
Did you know domesticated cats are an invasive species? and kill many birds?
Also why are soo many things overhyped? really people get over it sugar isn't bad for you at least not as bad as people like to put it.. and many other overhyped things Global warming , climate change... stuff like that, Nature has gone on for however long Earth has existed .... i mean people freak out about a coyote that killed a little kid, I becha 10 furry points that the kid was 1.unattended 2. too close to the coyote 3. maybe even startled or teased the coyote? and people are all like oh let's hunt coyotes. how about NOT. We moved into their territory it's not their fault we build homes on their land. It's LOOOONG past time for humans to learn to co-exist with wildlife, oh and stop bringing in invasive species.
how about the wolf was killed off there? and now its returning same as someone may have seen a animal here in aus thats gone
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on September 27, 2016, 04:24:31 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 27, 2016, 05:37:49 AM
Dang it, I'm I have like no friends. I don't even know what it's like to have a really close or lasting friendship, let alone with a group of them like you see if fiction all the time. I'm so pathetic and lonely it's stupid. Bleh :(Just gotta keep trying. Even I found friends (online only, but still)
Someone challenged me tonight. Not the best idea. But the big problem is I felt the old me returning, I remember that feeling. Feels good, but isn't good. Gonna have to watch myself for the next couple days
Post by: Dax Declan on September 27, 2016, 12:12:10 PM
Post by: Ori on September 27, 2016, 02:03:47 PM
Edit: Oops, looks like I messed up and ended up putting my text in someone's quote um... ^.^;
Post by: Dax Declan on September 28, 2016, 04:05:01 AM
Post by: Angder on September 28, 2016, 03:28:49 PM
Previous robotics experience: 0.
I have am in a team of 3, all of which have equal experience to me.
This will be fun.
Post by: Alistair on September 28, 2016, 03:36:03 PM
The lady offered layaway and I looked at her and then just left. Once again birthday pretty much ruined.
Post by: Ori on September 28, 2016, 05:29:16 PM
Turns out to get that chair I wanted, I needed credit. I have none. And you're probably wondering why I have no credit at nearly twenty-two. All credit cards I've tried to sign up for want a few hundred dollars in deposit that I don't have. And taking out a bank loan seems impossible without credit.
The lady offered layaway and I looked at her and then just left. Once again birthday pretty much ruined.
What about applying for a debit card? (Or buying prepaid Visa Gift cards for yourself. If it's just a chair it might be possible to do that.
On a different Note:
I Finally got around to learning to read Japanese. (Emphasis on read and not write. Writing comes after I memorize how to read.) But then I found out that after I learned Hiragana (I've got almost every letter. I just need to stop mixing some of them up.), I also have to learn Katakana and Kanji... Why didn't they just have one or two alphabet versions? Why was katakana needed? (Hiragana is basically Japanese Alphabets, Katakana is used for foreign words. Like I would spell Ice cream in katakana. And Kanji... It's just to give you pain. It's like Heiroglyphics, it's a 'short' version of writing an object/action/ e.t.c. So I can write Fire in one word, or certain words that are the same in Japanese like Write and draw are the same word, using Kanji you can spell them differently.... Essentially.) Seriously though: (Eye twitches). And they had to make Hiragana like 53 characters long, and Katakana 53 characters long, not to mention a lot of the characters have circles or dashes over them, kind of like how spanish vowels have the tilde. And Kanji... Over a thousand. I don't need to memorize all of them. But I don't know how many I do have to memorize. I'm 'this' close to saying Owata! (I'm done in Japanese).
Post by: Grey on September 28, 2016, 10:16:35 PM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on September 29, 2016, 11:50:28 PM
I don't know why I bother talking to girls online. Every time I do, they talk to me for a few weeks, maybe a month, then just up and vanish without any explanation as to why. Not even a fare-thee-well. They just leave me wondering what I did wrong.
I don't get it. What happened to "there's someone out there for everyone?" What happened to genuine sympathy? To common interests? True love? Or am I just cursed to stay alone and unloved? Despised? Unwanted?
And people wonder why I have such severe trust issues...
Post by: Dax Declan on September 30, 2016, 12:23:47 AM
Post by: Grey on September 30, 2016, 07:09:43 AM
Post by: Jane on September 30, 2016, 11:08:53 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 01, 2016, 05:00:42 PM
I had to get up really early today for a meeting at work. And then I found out it had been postponed 30 minutes. And my paycheck has went missing
Post by: Michen_S on October 01, 2016, 05:06:40 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 02, 2016, 12:27:27 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 02, 2016, 02:58:14 AM
Post by: Angder on October 02, 2016, 01:34:16 PM
Post by: The Magic Otter on October 02, 2016, 09:47:08 PM
Post by: Farewell on October 03, 2016, 12:10:29 AM
Siblings.
Post by: The Magic Otter on October 03, 2016, 12:11:21 AM
One word.
Siblings.
Here's a happier word:
Otter.
OuO
Post by: Michen_S on October 04, 2016, 06:57:56 PM
That, and I had to supress a shift at work. I wish I didn't need to hide my real self from others, but I feel like it's being caged by society.
Post by: Dax Declan on October 05, 2016, 03:52:33 AM
Post Merge: October 05, 2016, 07:14:21 AM
I've been up for 34 hours. My body won't let me sleep. Please god, just let me get away from this. I just want to sleep.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on October 05, 2016, 07:51:03 PM
Post by: George on October 05, 2016, 08:00:22 PM
furries and non-furries are all the same animal-murdering filth.
(Not refering to anyone on this site:
furries and non-furries are allNot only did you cover everyone here and elsewhere with that generalized statement, but I certainly don't mind killing for food. It's nature as nature intended. So you're calling at the very least someone here animal-murdering filth--I eat meat, sometimes the entire body.
Post by: Captain Degenerate on October 05, 2016, 08:04:56 PM
I thought furries were some of the few people who still cared about animals for the longest time. Today I realized that furries and non-furries are all the same animal-murdering filth. (Not refering to anyone on this site: another furry site I went to)I dunno what you are talking about but food is food I eat animals people and plants its all the same to me if its good in mouth then its good in belly.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on October 05, 2016, 09:48:41 PM
furries and non-furries are all the same animal-murdering filth.(Not refering to anyone on this site:furries and non-furries are allNot only did you cover everyone here and elsewhere with that generalized statement, but I certainly don't mind killing for food. It's nature as nature intended. So you're calling at the very least someone here animal-murdering filth--I eat meat, sometimes the entire body.
all =/= commonly used literally. Also, "nature" didn't intend for humans to make guns. Plus, hunting is bad enough, but gloating about it is what I am REALLY against.
God, I feel like I'm the only person on the planet who cares about animals anymore.
Post by: George on October 05, 2016, 10:03:15 PM
God, I feel like I'm the only person on the planet who cares about animals anymore.
I guess your definition of caring is quite different from the dictionary's.
Post by: Captain Degenerate on October 05, 2016, 10:04:56 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on October 05, 2016, 10:59:36 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on October 05, 2016, 11:10:15 PM
God, I feel like I'm the only person on the planet who cares about animals anymore.
I guess your definition of caring is quite different from the dictionary's.
No, my definition of caring is THEE definition. I'm the only person who's going around, trying to educate people on why hunting and killing is making things worse for nature, but everyone would rather believe ****ed up, right-wing fueled hunter's propaganda. Everyone else seems to think animals should go extinct so the oh-so glorious human race can be the only creatures left.
Post by: Captain Degenerate on October 05, 2016, 11:11:44 PM
Post by: George on October 05, 2016, 11:12:36 PM
Everyone else seems to think animals should go extinct so the oh-so glorious human race can be the only creatures left.
What the **censor**? XD
Post by: Captain Degenerate on October 05, 2016, 11:14:45 PM
I dont think this guy understands that we dont want to kill everything off. We just aren't naive.Everyone else seems to think animals should go extinct so the oh-so glorious human race can be the only creatures left.
What the **censor**? XD
Post by: BennyJackdaw on October 05, 2016, 11:23:22 PM
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THIS is how you act? You see someone is depressed, you see their view on the world is already dark enough, and you just want to make it WORSE? You think making animal cruelty jokes is going to make me despise humans any less? What you may not realize is that what I'm ultimately looking for is proof that I'm NOT the only person who cares about animals, that there are other people who are trying to help them without needlessly slaughtering them. But NOOOO! Instead of trying to help that person see what little good there could POSSIBLY be in his own species, you instead would rather prove him right that humans are a terrible species! And, you talk about me being "naive?" There's nothing naive about not supporting the hypocritical slaughter of all ****ing creatures while pretending there's no way to, you know, ACTUALLY HELP THEM!
You have no idea what I'm going through as a human being. I have to listen to this **** on a daily basis, yet I still try to look for the good, yet you people make it harder and harder to find that good. I'm at the point where I don't even know what to do anymore just because people like you have fueled that very hatred I have to my own species. I'll probably never go as far as to actually harm humans, but I've actually considered drawing gore scenes recently as a way to relieve my stress against humans, also going as far as to writing out a particular human character in my story because I just can't stand the thought of a good guy human character anymore. I try to look for people who are helping animals. I try to look for progress we've made on helping animals out of extinction. But no, all I ever find is "KILL! KILL! KILL!" and "SLAUGHTER! SLAUGHTER! SLAUGHTER!" This is how I've been forced to see the human race as of late because that is how everyone talks!
All I want is to be proven wrong. To be proven that there ARE people out there making a difference for non-human life. To be proven people are helping without killing and slaughter. That is the sort of thing I'm looking for, don't you see? I want to be proven wrong that humans are as shallow as I've been fed to believe.PS: Anyone who wants to help, just PM me.
Post by: Angder on October 05, 2016, 11:24:08 PM
That applies to everyone, on either side of the argument.
Post by: Captain Degenerate on October 05, 2016, 11:25:34 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on October 06, 2016, 05:53:36 AM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on October 06, 2016, 12:15:27 PM
I don't even know what to say.. I'm a shitty person. I hate who I am and I don't wanna live anymore.
No you're not. Don't let people tell you that.
Post by: George on October 06, 2016, 01:42:19 PM
Do not cause drama in the Forums and pay attention when a Staff Member requests that the thread remain on topic. - Vosur Aekira
Post by: Captain Degenerate on October 06, 2016, 07:54:21 PM
Anyway tired of my pants coming apart at the groin.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 06, 2016, 09:10:13 PM
Why do our vechicles always have to break down? Can someone ever make a DAMMIT RELIABLE, DURABLE VEHICLE?!
Post by: saph the sergal on October 06, 2016, 10:08:55 PM
Aaaannnnnnnddd moving on.....
Why do our vechicles always have to break down? Can someone ever make a DAMMIT RELIABLE, DURABLE VEHICLE?!
its built into to keep you giving them cash for auto makers
i dont know who said it but spare parts is more cash then the buying of a car
tho for good il reliable a older car with less electrics is great
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 07, 2016, 12:04:52 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on October 07, 2016, 02:40:25 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 07, 2016, 04:06:20 AM
Im so mature. The second i turn 18 i skip school for a week because im a depressed little crybaby.Hey, don't beat yourself up. I... had some issues over my last few birthdays. Especially my last one. Sometimes you just need to get away and reset.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 07, 2016, 02:10:32 PM
*sigh*
Post by: BennyJackdaw on October 07, 2016, 04:14:50 PM
>:( x_x :'(
Post by: Jane on October 10, 2016, 01:57:42 AM
Post by: Dax Declan on October 10, 2016, 10:00:34 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on October 11, 2016, 12:45:09 AM
not only do i have to worrie about registering and fixing my car ive not got to do rust treatment along the roof and i cant buy spray paint because of no i.d yet
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 11, 2016, 01:44:04 AM
**censor** hellumm if you live in the US your drivers liscens is an ID.
not only do i have to worrie about registering and fixing my car ive not got to do rust treatment along the roof and i cant buy spray paint because of no i.d yet
Post by: saph the sergal on October 11, 2016, 01:52:52 AM
**censor** hellumm if you live in the US your drivers liscens is an ID.
not only do i have to worrie about registering and fixing my car ive not got to do rust treatment along the roof and i cant buy spray paint because of no i.d yet
australia and it is here aswell issue is cant afford it yet so no liscensce no I.D
Post by: Dax Declan on October 11, 2016, 12:55:28 PM
Post by: The Past on October 12, 2016, 04:58:41 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 12, 2016, 07:00:23 PM
I want to visit my step-family in another state by plane before the Christmas time prices rise, but my dad refuses to help because he thinks it will still cost "thousands and thousands of dollars", despite there being plenty of official sites to order round-trip tickets for like $800. That's really not that bad at all for where I'm going, compared to the time I went out of state years back. At least now I'll actually have family there to help out if something goes wrong. But even if it were even cheaper he wouldn't care because they're "not real family".where are you and where do you plan to go?
Post by: Farewell on October 13, 2016, 03:06:41 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on October 14, 2016, 06:25:57 AM
Post by: Grey on October 14, 2016, 08:49:24 AM
Post by: Captain Degenerate on October 14, 2016, 10:01:37 PM
So anyway we play D&D and stuff right and my Friend Jared is the DM and we where gonna do D&D today because we cant do it any other time in the next two weeks because one of the other players has got school you know normal people stuff but like my friend Jacob Jareds brother also a player decides that instead of doing D&D with us which everyone else cleared there schedules to including Jareds girl friend Phillisha who hasn't joined us yet. Hes gonna **censor** all that up to do RP on World of Warcraft I mean **censor** really... You can do that any damn day but thats self centered as a **censor**.
Post by: Dax Declan on October 16, 2016, 06:11:06 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 16, 2016, 07:34:30 AM
Post by: Farewell on October 17, 2016, 02:04:28 AM
I just really hate myself and most people.
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 17, 2016, 04:58:30 AM
Post by: Wolxikin on October 18, 2016, 03:34:44 AM
Oh, and you're not opressed either. Get over it
People need to suck it up and accept the fact that life doesn't always go your way
Post by: Farewell on October 18, 2016, 03:32:23 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 18, 2016, 05:19:40 PM
And why the **censor** is it a great milestone for you that 600 people have been killed in Chicago this year??
UPDATE: Oh so I'M the back end of a horse huh? Maybe if you parented instead of allowing my brother to fail school and just let him continue anyway, maybe I wouldn't have to. He gets a D or an F most days even redoing it FOUR and FIVE times, and I'M the back end of a horse for trying to do something minor about it? **censor** you dad.
Post by: Aconitum on October 18, 2016, 07:04:06 PM
Post by: Angder on October 19, 2016, 07:51:32 PM
Post by: The Magic Otter on October 20, 2016, 01:32:07 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 21, 2016, 07:27:49 AM
Oh, and yes dad, I do know I can join the military. Funny thing about you saying that, I'm doing it in May. You ain't gonna like it. I won't like it and the period between kicked/enlist and shipping, but too bad. My life, my call
Post by: Vael on October 21, 2016, 07:36:10 AM
I live in a rural village in the middle of freaking nowhere.
I think that there's a serial killer at my doorstep whenever I hear a strange creak or bump.
I should be used to it by now but I'm not.
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 21, 2016, 07:39:40 AM
I hate being alone in this house.I'd offer to trade you, but no one deserves to live here x_x
Post by: Vael on October 21, 2016, 07:42:37 AM
Because my dad is awesome and you deserve better
My dad took me to a furry convention and let me buy a tail and a portfolio of dragon designs. xD
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 21, 2016, 07:47:41 AM
He sounds like an awesome guy. Please, treasure every moment you have with him. For those of us who can't, enjoy it to the max
Post by: Vael on October 21, 2016, 07:53:56 AM
Just stay safe.
Post by: Grey on October 21, 2016, 12:08:40 PM
Post by: Vael on October 21, 2016, 01:09:29 PM
Also, I'm feeling kind of sick. Though that might be because I stayed up super late.
Post by: Detroit on October 21, 2016, 10:12:50 PM
Tired and stressed and I just want a break
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 22, 2016, 02:38:04 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 22, 2016, 02:42:35 PM
It's bad enough having to be at work sick, I'm trying to foster a positive frame of mind despite wanting to curl up and die in a pile of tissues and nasal spray, and some dickhead trying to bully me because he thinks he's a special snowflake just isn't helping at all.
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 22, 2016, 06:34:54 PM
Post by: Dax Declan on October 22, 2016, 07:13:54 PM
Post by: SadDubwool on October 22, 2016, 09:26:13 PM
I wasted my damn time on that RP
Post by: Farewell on October 23, 2016, 07:39:01 AM
Post by: Vael on October 23, 2016, 11:32:48 AM
I think if I tried harder I could get into that school but I really don't think I need to go to college. I would actually prefer to join the military, but my dad would never let me.
Post by: ZielZorix on October 23, 2016, 04:05:30 PM
Okay, so: I have this co-worker who works in the station next to mine. He is 21, is married, and has a 2-year-old son. He is in the process of going through a divorce.
Now I have no problem with divorce, it happens and my parents divorced my senior year of high school. What bugs me though is he spends at least 60% of his shift on his cell phone talking about personal stuff. He will literally call his cable provider/phone provider to work out bill payments while he is at work or answer an ad he saw on Craigslist for a truck that is for sale.
He will also answer calls from his soon-to-be ex-wife and have arguments over the phone with her...WHILE HE IS AT WORK...ON THE CLOCK...IN HIS WORK STATION!!! There have been a couple of times where he has gotten into an argument and spent 30+ minutes outside arguing with this woman, who is 2 years younger than him btw.
It just blows my mind. It has gotten to the point where I spend 7 or so hours of my shift with my headphones plugged into my phone listening to music and podcasts so I don't have to listen to his drama.
He keeps saying how much he can't wait to be divorced and away from this girl, but he wastes money going to the beach (which he did twice last month) and he has gotten back together with his ex-girlfriend. He also comes to work with friggin' hickies on his neck. I am sitting there thinking, "Dude, I have never been in a relationship before, but you have some serious growing up to do."
Post by: Vael on October 23, 2016, 04:09:13 PM
It really doesn't matter what's going on in his life, if this has happened multiple times without permission from the boss, he should be reprimanded for it.
Post by: ZielZorix on October 23, 2016, 04:25:06 PM
The thing is, he is a temp that has been here for a little over a year now, and everyone know my boss is not going to hire him. I honestly think they are just waiting for him to either quit or shoot himself in the foot.
Post by: Dax Declan on October 24, 2016, 03:18:48 PM
and everytime we do hang out all he wants to do is get high or bring along one of his buddies who just annoy the piss out of me.
Post by: Vael on October 24, 2016, 08:51:21 PM
Post by: Wolxikin on October 25, 2016, 02:13:22 AM
Post by: Panda on October 25, 2016, 03:08:29 AM
Gonna try to be more active here in hopes it'll make me feel a little less lonely
Post by: Captain Degenerate on October 25, 2016, 04:23:46 AM
Havent slept very well lately.
Post by: Wolxikin on October 25, 2016, 04:36:09 AM
Post by: Ventus Fall on October 25, 2016, 11:12:48 AM
It was so much I couldn't even get up.
This isn't an every day occurrence, but it really frustrated me and made me upset, I just broke down. Had to lay in bed for 1,5 hour to 2 hours before I could even remotely move so I can just do a simple act like getting up.
*would roll around in frustration now if I could*
The irony of it is that I had originally an appointment planned to go to the physiotherapist today, I cancelled it yesterday ._.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2016, 03:04:38 PM
Post by: ZielZorix on October 25, 2016, 03:14:18 PM
Post Merge: October 25, 2016, 03:15:08 PM
Every time I leave and come back to this thread I'm just heartbroken. You guys deserve so much better than what life is giving you right now. Just stay strong everyone, never give up, there's always a silver lining. And if you really need some help, please come to me. Yes, I'm busy, but I'll make the time, I'll make sure that you get to talk with me. I promise.Thank you! That has got to be one of the nicest things anyone has ever said to me! :)
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 25, 2016, 03:40:02 PM
This few week period, not near enough sleep, plenty of stress, problems popping up.
The past few days, worked so late on college that I passed out as I was working, almost got seriously injured or killed at work and then burnt my hand a few days later, barely keeping up with college, work isn't publishing schedules more than a couple days at a time, home is fun as ever, and my mind is getting to overload status. I'm not sure how much more of this schedule (wake up if I slept or passed out, do college, go to work, get home and do more college until I go to bed or pass out) I can survive, I'm even starting to snap at younger brothers now. Next week looks like it finally might get me a little breathing room. Except my lovely dad is all ready filling it up with stuff HE wants me to do. Great, just great.
I'm surprised I'm still going. I'm just not sure how long I'll be able to keep going. I feel like I'll collapse, pass out, whatever at any moment
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2016, 03:49:44 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 25, 2016, 04:04:22 PM
Do I stop completing my college assignments? dad would kill me (not literally). I must keep up on college, I'm laying the base for my life.
There is literally nothing I can give up. Giving up sleep obviously isn't an option, I'm not getting anywhere near enough already. And more and more stuff keeps piling on my plate for when I do have a bit of time.
There is nothing I can give up. I must keep fighting until I win or I break.
Post by: ZielZorix on October 25, 2016, 04:05:51 PM
Sounds like you're really pushing yourself. You're working way too hard, and from what you've just said it's having a bad effect in your health. You can't keep this up Rocco, you're going to make yourself sick or worse. You NEED to take a break, It's not an option anymore. I know that your dad doesn't understand, but please find a way to get some rest. You're literally working yourself to death.
Absolutely. It took me a long time to realize, because I don't like hurting people, that there are time when you just have to say "Screw everyone else!" and take some time for yourself. You are at that moment. You need to do it for your health if nothing else.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2016, 04:10:25 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 25, 2016, 04:27:24 PM
Cecilia, I have no options. I can keep up this unhuman tempo and everything might go well, or I can cut my job or college, and either one will have massive consequences.
I can't take any quick naps because I wake up a few hours later, I've tried. Then I'm up later than usual trying to catch up. Whenever I get a day or part of a day I can relax, my family fills it up with something I have to do.
Let's just face it. I'm **censor**. The question is, how badly will it end? Thanks dad
Oh lovely. There was a personal project I had worked on a few months ago. It took me days. AND A YOUNGER BROTHER JUST DESTROYED IT EVEN THOUGH i HAD TOLD HIM NOT TO AND TO NOT MESS WITH IT AT ALL
Post by: Shoon on October 25, 2016, 05:16:15 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 25, 2016, 10:15:20 PM
Taking a look at the stuff due Thursday. A paper is one of the 9 assignments . Just what I needed. x_x Looks like I sleep tonight, but skip it tomorrow night. Or more likely, pass out again
Post by: Jane on October 26, 2016, 01:44:55 AM
Post by: Panda on October 26, 2016, 02:44:29 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 26, 2016, 05:18:17 PM
I can't break now. Just one more inhuman push. I 've got to do it
Post by: Sarani123 on October 27, 2016, 12:31:13 AM
Believe me, this is an incredibly helpful method, and it's a great alternative to other ways of dealing with depression and such..
But I barely remember the last time I've made art just because I felt like it, or I thought it's pretty. It almost seems like my paintbrush is a safety blanket, and I really don't want to have that kind of relationship with something I love, or at least used to.
Post by: ZielZorix on October 27, 2016, 01:56:21 PM
Post by: Farewell on October 27, 2016, 01:59:41 PM
Post by: ZielZorix on October 27, 2016, 02:08:03 PM
Is disgusting how some people are. It really is. I just read an article about some college girls adopting a pregnant cat, promising they'd take good care of her and then abusing, then killing her in the most vulgar way... why do people have to be so **censor** cruel. It makes my stomach sick when I hear animal or child abuse. It really does. Bottom line, people are sick.The scary part is, willingly being cruel to animals like that is the first sign of a potential serial killer.
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 29, 2016, 06:34:16 AM
Post by: Michen_S on October 29, 2016, 02:48:09 PM
Post by: ZielZorix on October 29, 2016, 02:50:17 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 29, 2016, 04:13:35 PM
So in short, I can rest now and start failing stuff and put myself in a big jam and have to reboot into unhuman mode (a bit difficult to get into), or I can continue the fight (which I'm used to now), continue to succeed, and maybe get a little down time later this week
Post by: Michen_S on October 29, 2016, 04:21:27 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on October 29, 2016, 04:33:09 PM
The really funny thing? Now that I'm doing so much so hard for so long, I'm a lazy failure who can't get anything donev. What's even more funny? Because of him, I looked into enlisting, decided I want to be a Marine, and only a few days ago decided I'll try to get into FORECON, the Marine's special forces. I am te definition of irony
FML
Oh, and my hands are doing that thing where the fingers randomly move again. Not fun
And now the Internet is slowing way down again. We also got a copy of the letter our Internet provider (Frontier. I rate 2/5) sent the FCC saying that we said the problem is resolved. Dead wrong. So now dad's going to be lovely AND it's another delay in getting the Internet fixed. Who knows, maybe it'll be fixed before May
Post by: George on October 30, 2016, 11:42:53 AM
Post by: Farewell on November 01, 2016, 11:46:23 PM
Guess It's a sign I have to practice more.. ugh. (╯°□°)╯
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 02, 2016, 12:03:31 AM
Post by: ZielZorix on November 02, 2016, 04:01:58 AM
hmm as much as i would like some more headshots and stuff I'm broke :(That is always a problem for me when an artist I like opens commissions up....except for Miles-DF. I love is art, but his commish prices are ridiculous!
Post by: Shoon on November 02, 2016, 03:02:44 PM
Post by: ZielZorix on November 02, 2016, 05:20:02 PM
/end rant
Post by: Dax Declan on November 02, 2016, 11:19:51 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 03, 2016, 05:38:55 AM
Also, at least 2 terror classes next semester, one at 8AM X.X
Post by: anoni on November 03, 2016, 03:56:06 PM
I had 5 different attempts.
- Independent Qubit Model: - Does not accurately represent qubit-value probabilities when controlled-gates are put into play. FAILED.
- Independent Preservation Qubit Model - Does not preserve phase-state of qubit upon controlled-gate operation. FAILED
- Independent Qubit Memory Model - Has a space complexity equivalent to O(2^g) where g is amount of controlled-gate operation, this is terrible space complexity. FAILED.
- Combinational Qubit Model - Does not preserve phase-state of qubit upon controlled-gate operation. FAILED.
My current model, the Latent-Checking qubit model seems to work. It preserves the phase, accurately does controlled-gate operation and does so quite efficiently. But there was an error and I think the error is with the Hadamard gate and if it turns out the error is what I think it is it may be very difficult to fix, but its such a subtle error. ARGH. This whole thing has been an emotional rollercoaster.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 03, 2016, 11:24:10 PM
I'm a programmer myself but I don't think I've ever done something with quantum computers.
Post by: Farewell on November 04, 2016, 01:17:45 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 04, 2016, 01:28:20 AM
I just 'LOVE' being forced to celebrate my own birthday next weekend.Funny my birthday this year went by with nothing but one text.
Post by: Captain Degenerate on November 04, 2016, 02:49:53 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 04, 2016, 05:59:37 AM
At times, I will be doing stuff, and I have this feeling come over me. I call it the IFF, imminent failure feeling. Every time I've felt it, it's been right, I was about to fail something. I got that IFF tonight. Also, my heart is now beating oddly. There has been the occasional odd beat at times, but it is happening much, MUCH more often (going on for minutes now) than I am happy with. So I guess this mean I won? I pushed myself to the brink? And just in time too apparently. 22+ hours at work over the next 3 days, plus terror assignments coming up very quickly next week. Oh, and it's possible I'll be kicked out Tuesday to top it all off. *sigh*
Post by: Vael on November 04, 2016, 07:25:36 PM
Post by: ZielZorix on November 05, 2016, 04:24:30 AM
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on November 05, 2016, 06:13:43 PM
Post by: Farewell on November 06, 2016, 03:58:19 AM
Then go home to the family that's breaking apart, and I've grown to hate as well.
My weekends wasted on the PS4, or being on my phone. Maybe going out.
I just can't wait to move out... I've considered never coming back either. I just hate it all.
Post by: Adrienne_Blackfire on November 06, 2016, 04:08:48 PM
Post by: Ventus Fall on November 06, 2016, 10:09:17 PM
I want to talk to people more here but I'm too reserved. I feel like I'm annoying whenever I try to talk or relate to the conversation.
Don't be! :)
Feel free to poke your head around the corner at any time, be as random or systematic as you want with your replies. There are loads of people on these forums, and each person is different. If you want to jump into a conversation: Please, do so, even though we're all mainly furries, we won't bite, claw or scratch you ;D
Post by: The Past on November 06, 2016, 10:34:56 PM
I want to talk to people more here but I'm too reserved. I feel like I'm annoying whenever I try to talk or relate to the conversation.
Don't be! :)
Feel free to poke your head around the corner at any time, be as random or systematic as you want with your replies. There are loads of people on these forums, and each person is different. If you want to jump into a conversation: Please, do so, even though we're all mainly furries, we won't bite, claw or scratch you ;D
^ This.
I stayed up a couple nights ago making sure every detail of a picture was perfect, and now my sleep schedule is ruined and my dad's been leaving to work without me. :C
Post by: Ventus Fall on November 06, 2016, 11:08:31 PM
I stayed up a couple nights ago making sure every detail of a picture was perfect, and now my sleep schedule is ruined and my dad's been leaving to work without me. :C
I know the feel, I've been doing that a bit too often lately; Staying up to draw and try to finish things in drawings. I had to help someone with their study by asking them questions about the material. But uhm... I was near passing-out from tiredness and exhaustion. Woops ^^;
(Going to try to have some form of a better schedule soon within the next one or two days.)
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 07, 2016, 04:19:46 PM
I was near passing-out from tiredness and exhaustion. Woops ^^;Well isn't this ironic, seems like someone was telling me a few weeks ago how I needed more sleep XP Good luck getting more rest Ventus. And trust me, get it sooner rather than later. Do it long enough and your whole sleep schedule gets screwed up and it takes days to start to reset it.
Post by: Cheza on November 07, 2016, 06:38:52 PM
Four people died. I "knew" three of them.
All four were locals, and this is such a small community, that it's not impossible that "everyone" here is affected in one way or another.
It feels as if the whole island is in mourning.
My thoughts are with the families and friends of the victims.
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 07, 2016, 09:14:16 PM
Post by: Ori on November 08, 2016, 03:20:57 AM
You too really need sleep Baud. Also, I've found that having enough sugar in my system helps to jump start me. Might help you when you really need to be awakeSadly, I sleep a lot. My problem is that resting doesn't make me recover any energies, so I'm constantly exhausted, sometimes even thinking too much makes me doze off. I tried with sugar, caffeine, tea, energy drinks and even prescribed meds... nothing. I have some blood tests scheduled for next week and maybe then I'll get to know more about what's happening.
Perhaps it's Insomnia since insomnia also includes, falling asleep, but not getting a good night's rest. (Or so says my psychology book for college.) Maybe there's something keeping you from 'fully' falling asleep. Stress, room isn't dark enough, or maybe some kind of noise. (Like a fan if you have one running at night.)
Post by: The Past on November 08, 2016, 05:24:29 AM
Moral of the story: don't mix cleaners.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 08, 2016, 05:47:40 AM
Cleaning the badly rusted toilet at a vacant rental, we tried one cleaner and it didn't do anything so we tried another. Without flushing the first cleaner out first. It got sudsy and released toxic fumes throughout the house. We managed to get outside before we got hurt bad, but damn that was stupid.I hate to say this Evna... but that's kinda common sense XD
Moral of the story: don't mix cleaners.
Post by: The Past on November 08, 2016, 08:10:48 AM
Cleaning the badly rusted toilet at a vacant rental, we tried one cleaner and it didn't do anything so we tried another. Without flushing the first cleaner out first. It got sudsy and released toxic fumes throughout the house. We managed to get outside before we got hurt bad, but damn that was stupid.I hate to say this Evna... but that's kinda common sense XD
Moral of the story: don't mix cleaners.
Yeah, I know. We just forgot to flush it before using the second cleaner. Certainly won't happen again. :P
Post by: Khoul on November 08, 2016, 09:31:47 PM
I don't mean unique, I really don't care that my fursona looks like other peoples', unless I get accused of stealing, which has never happened. I just feel like she's just too plain.
I like her color scheme, I love her freckles and eyes, and I like her scar. I've given her a last name and a backstory. just feel like there should be something else, without having to add random accessories like neckwear or piercings, since she's a stray dog.
I was thinking maybe adding either a bolder color in her fur, or making her lighter parts more prominent.
Her ears sometimes flop over like a collie's but I haven't found any wolf linearts with one floppy ear.
Post by: kalan on November 09, 2016, 02:37:30 AM
Post by: Ori on November 09, 2016, 03:48:18 AM
' ' This close to being blunt and asking why, they ignore me, or why they don't Notice me Sempaii ;-;...Well guess I'm Sempai since they're in my art class and I'm the best (Boasts).... Notice me Kouhai? (Which I think is not as rude as underling, but it basically means that?)
Post by: ZielZorix on November 09, 2016, 02:31:45 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on November 09, 2016, 03:04:08 PM
I have come to the conclusion that the FurAffinity forums are largely populated by assholes.
thats been knowen for years now :P
now back to the topic
not wanting the extra cost of now needing a new a/c compressor on my car since the current one seized up
Post by: Wolxikin on November 10, 2016, 01:23:47 PM
Post by: ZielZorix on November 10, 2016, 02:28:39 PM
Post by: HyenaKing on November 12, 2016, 12:45:21 AM
Really is.
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 12, 2016, 07:00:31 AM
I'm so physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted. Even my effectiveness has been dropping like a rock. My hands shake, I drop stuff, I have trouble thinking, my memory is almost non existent. I try to help people. Some I help, at least one I've hurt more. That really, really hurts me. I just want to curl up and sleep for a long, long time. If I ever do wake up.
And now I feel cold. Very cold physically. Weird. It's so hard to get me cold
Post by: Ben on November 15, 2016, 02:30:19 AM
Post by: The Past on November 15, 2016, 04:47:33 AM
Post by: ZielZorix on November 15, 2016, 05:15:23 AM
Once again I feel irrationally guilty. This time about roleplaying. Why? I have no freaking idea, but I am, and it needs to stop.I used to feel that way too, but then I realized how much fun I had RPing. I have recently started doing it again, and had forgotten how fun it is.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 15, 2016, 12:24:17 PM
*sigh*
Post by: Cheza on November 19, 2016, 05:53:56 PM
So sad to be stuck watching this. Really wish I could help her somehow, but I guess she's way too far gone to even consider changing her ways.
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 19, 2016, 11:16:09 PM
The following has went good today.
Yeah, that type of day
Post by: Faolyn on November 20, 2016, 01:01:42 AM
Still have to budget out the price between groceries, gas, and bills.
Post by: Grey on November 20, 2016, 10:15:51 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on November 20, 2016, 10:21:52 PM
just not having a great day at all
found my car's water leak i was hoping a small fix NOPE of **censor** course not the whole passenger a/c cover is gone meaning water can flow in freely
found some idiot filled the cooling system with tap water (never do that because it will rust and become conductive use distilled water)
oh and lets add the fact im not gonna be forced to pay more to stay where i am thanks to my brother moving out meaning i get less cash to fix my car
i just hope my i.d comes today
Post by: Faolyn on November 21, 2016, 02:20:24 AM
Life sucks. We know. Get on with it already.
Post by: The Past on November 21, 2016, 04:28:58 AM
Post by: Michen_S on November 21, 2016, 08:15:19 PM
Post by: BakaFawkes on November 22, 2016, 08:10:26 PM
Post by: Faolyn on November 22, 2016, 09:59:26 PM
Being straight, pro gun, and a Trump voter. Trying to have a decent conversation with a furry and having any of those come up. Shit slinging and hypocrisy ensue. For a fandom that's about being open and accepting it doesn't apply to any of the aforementioned. I can't imagine if I was white on top of all of those.
The furry fandom celebrates diversity as long as you believe what they believe. :)
Not that I like having political discussions.
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 22, 2016, 10:09:31 PM
Post by: 138 on November 22, 2016, 10:18:16 PM
Being straight, pro gun, and a Trump voter. Trying to have a decent conversation with a furry and having any of those come up. Shit slinging and hypocrisy ensue. For a fandom that's about being open and accepting it doesn't apply to any of the aforementioned. I can't imagine if I was white on top of all of those.
I've come to realize that people who say they're open-minded aren't. They're open-minded until you disagree with them generally. Same goes for people who champion diversity. They really aren't for diversity for the same reason mentioned about being open-minded. Of course this is just my observation. It obviously varies.
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 22, 2016, 10:34:04 PM
Post by: Captain Degenerate on November 22, 2016, 11:37:01 PM
Being straight, pro gun, and a Trump voter. Trying to have a decent conversation with a furry and having any of those come up. Shit slinging and hypocrisy ensue. For a fandom that's about being open and accepting it doesn't apply to any of the aforementioned. I can't imagine if I was white on top of all of those.I'm pro gun but about as straight as a circle and supported The Donald because it was the only Punk thing to do. What am I supposed to do vote for the queen of illegitimate authority? XD
Post by: Faolyn on November 23, 2016, 02:17:12 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 23, 2016, 04:37:26 PM
I have to work Black Friday.Could be worse. I got called in due to emergency yesterday on my off day, I work 6.5 hours today, we're closed tomorrow, I work 7 hours Friday, 7 hours Saturday, and 7 hours Sunday.
Post by: Faolyn on November 23, 2016, 09:46:14 PM
Post by: The Past on November 23, 2016, 10:24:22 PM
Even for an X P computer, it's still very behind on updates -- can't fix that because Microsoft completely removed X P updates from their website apparently. I wonder if it would've run better if I had them. Or maybe doing so would kill it quicker at this point.
Oh well, not a huge loss once it kicks the bucket, but it's kinda sad.
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 24, 2016, 05:48:20 PM
Just as shitty as the rest of my life, and I'm getting so sick and tired of it. All of it. I mean, nothing is going good. NOTHING AT ALL. Every single area is imploding or exploding. Every where I turn I find another mountain. Even my mind. My final refuge can't stand much more assault before it collapses
Post by: Cheza on November 26, 2016, 03:22:24 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 26, 2016, 06:31:13 PM
Post by: Alistair on November 26, 2016, 09:07:16 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 27, 2016, 01:37:41 AM
Currently riddled with anxiety, medication not helping and I just want to hide away. Surrounded by people who need me to look after them. Concentration at 2/10.
Post by: Faolyn on November 27, 2016, 04:26:09 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 27, 2016, 06:13:02 PM
Major computer issues at the beginning of an absolutly horrible week for college, as well as not being over my recent battle with depression. I'm beyond **censor**.
Post by: Panda on November 27, 2016, 06:15:32 PM
Post by: The Past on November 28, 2016, 12:13:17 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 28, 2016, 08:06:45 AM
Post by: Michen_S on November 28, 2016, 09:08:56 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 30, 2016, 11:39:00 PM
Well, grandma is dying. She is estimated to have a maximum of 72 hours left. We leave in the morning.
Post by: Faolyn on December 02, 2016, 03:06:52 AM
If anyone needs someone to talk to about personal issues (anything but politics/controversy please) or just chat with, I'll be here.
Post by: Rocco Rex on December 03, 2016, 06:18:36 AM
Here we go again T_T
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 04, 2016, 12:33:39 PM
Post by: The Past on December 04, 2016, 06:20:01 PM
I've been thinking about the backstory of one of my characters. It's especially tragic to me as it's inspired by my own personal stuff, so it all seriously hits home. I want to write it all down but end up sitting here thinking too much about it instead. And I keep worrying my rusty writing skills won't do it justice.
Post by: Fuzzpaws on December 04, 2016, 07:23:20 PM
2016 apparently took a lot of notable people. I'm not crazy about celebs and whatnot, but I heard the cries.
I've been thinking about the backstory of one of my characters. It's especially tragic to me as it's inspired by my own personal stuff, so it all seriously hits home. I want to write it all down but end up sitting here thinking too much about it instead. And I keep worrying my rusty writing skills won't do it justice.
Just start writing your thoughts as they come, you can always go back and reorganize, fill in, etc.. but capture the thoughts while they are fresh. It can be painful, but also cathartic..
Post by: Rocco Rex on December 05, 2016, 06:37:06 AM
Grandma died today
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 05, 2016, 02:09:22 PM
Post by: Ori on December 08, 2016, 01:19:16 AM
Ni su'cuyi, gar kyr'adyc, ni partayli, gar darasuum. Jean. Jean.
Grandma died today
I am so sorry for you.
Post by: Fuzzpaws on December 08, 2016, 01:36:07 AM
Post by: Firox on December 08, 2016, 02:30:29 AM
will be here if you need me
lost my grandma more than 2 years ago, I know that feeling
Post by: Rocco Rex on December 08, 2016, 03:17:09 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on December 12, 2016, 01:55:48 PM
Post by: Brigand on December 12, 2016, 10:01:06 PM
1) Only one shift
2) One boss instead of three or four dudes owning the same company
3) One coworker
4) The only requirement is being able to lift some heavy shit
That's all I know for now. But I bet this dude is going to treat me like shit, and "one shift" means taking after hours and working in Saturday and possibly Sunday.
I'm positive and all that, but something tells me that I'm going to show this guy the middle finger, tell him to go to p***y and stick to my old job.
Post by: The Past on December 12, 2016, 11:50:48 PM
Edit: I relaxed in bed for an hour or so and it went away!
Post by: Romulan_Furry on December 14, 2016, 12:07:22 AM
https://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=35125.0 (https://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=35125.0)
Post by: SkinFlake The Goat on December 14, 2016, 12:15:08 AM
Post by: Bricket on December 14, 2016, 04:05:20 AM
A week or 2 ago I had a task to do for the class but my oh so kind classmates didn't take the effort
to explain 100% how the task would go. SO I made a presentation and did the whole thing myself.
However the teacher explained the whole thing was wrong so I got only 50% of the points...
I then asked my classmates what the hell they did and since then they're taking a piss on me and I'm getting frustrated since they don't want to go for max points but take enough with 50%
Last thursday the judge ruled a case in favour of my dad for alimoney, exactly how much he's gonna pay less has yet to be decided.
Friday: I got the news I have a debt at the university of Ghent about €3000 because I "rented" a dorm even tho I don't live there anymore and I cancelled renting it
For the youth parliaments there were elections however they were rigged and a team was already formed.
I didn't get elected since they did fraud (they had alot of absentee ballots in their favour). Luckily enough we got a guy in their team and we're planning an impeachment for the entire "elected" group for board of members and the president of the youth parliament; in other words: coup.
Got elected as representative for the flemish youth parliament in the Federal Youth Parliament, all by all a quite negative sunday
Monday I heard the news a really good friend of mine passed away, quite unexpected.
I know him quite well and we first met at the museum tramways at the coast and we saw eachother on several other occasions.
Because he was a great friend of mine I'm willing to travel over 3 hours just to visit him for the last time, yet I don't know if I will be able to handle it.
Slowly but surely I feel becoming more and more bitter and I start stopping to care about everything what's happening
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eFTLKWw542g (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eFTLKWw542g)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C6PNc9KN50M (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C6PNc9KN50M)
Basically 2 songs describing how I feel about it all
Post by: SadDubwool on December 14, 2016, 04:07:25 AM
Post by: Ori on December 15, 2016, 12:16:17 AM
Post by: Fuzzpaws on December 15, 2016, 12:21:42 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 15, 2016, 01:10:54 PM
Post by: Bricket on December 15, 2016, 09:38:35 PM
I thought it would be difficult but never so difficult as it was.
Before I entered the building I waited 20 minutes outside to collect the needed courage to go and face the harsh reality.
After entering the building and seeing his coffin I almost immediatly broke, even tho I can speak some French I would have never expected that I would still be able to speak it in such harsh times. However the talk with the family was quite interesting and helped alot. They ever offered some drinks which I really appreciate.
Now back being home I'm glad I visited him and that I said goodbye, it's not the solution in the grieving process but it helps.
It helps, just like the support you guys gave me; Thanks
Post by: The Past on December 16, 2016, 09:28:23 AM
Post by: Ori on December 17, 2016, 04:10:41 AM
I like to joke around, but offline I don't do so much in front of people because many tend to think I'm serious. Plus my brain pretty much shuts off in social situations so I try to avoid trouble from that. But now I think refraining from joking has only made it worse. Me being silly catches my own family off-guard and they act like there's something wrong with me. I hate feeling the need to explain myself constantly.Ooh, I feel you with the having to act serious around parents. x.x.
I was planning to talk to my crush after school, nothing serious but just to be together (Since we still haven't hung out and did stuff couples do I guess I can't exactly call her mine, yet.) And unfortunately my art classmate totally got in the way. Since me and my crush basically act indifferent when we're together in class to avoid attention. I was like, I'mma talk to my cru-- ahh... You had to be here at this moment and stick with us >.> Not that I particularly dislike him, just, not the right time ^.^;
And I had this crappy dream. I was being bullied for being a furry. I guess the worry came from not telling my crush I was one 'yet' and being worried over not being accepted. And also absolutely no one in any of my classes know that and I'm pretty sure most people would be shocked as no one would guess it.
Post by: The Past on December 17, 2016, 07:52:18 PM
I like to joke around, but offline I don't do so much in front of people because many tend to think I'm serious. Plus my brain pretty much shuts off in social situations so I try to avoid trouble from that. But now I think refraining from joking has only made it worse. Me being silly catches my own family off-guard and they act like there's something wrong with me. I hate feeling the need to explain myself constantly.
AS EXPECTED. I posted a silly quote I said on Facebook and was thinking "you know what, this is clearly a joke, there's no need to kill it with explanation."
SURE E-FRIGGEN-NOUGH, family thinks it was serious and called my dad to question.
Did I joke about killing or something? Did I post some awful toilet humor? NOPE.
I (a biological female) joked about growing a beard.
Seriously.
At least my dad got the joke (but the quote was from a discussion we had, so of course he got it). We may or may not play up the joke on Christmas. :P
Post by: Faolyn on December 17, 2016, 10:16:38 PM
Post by: Ori on December 17, 2016, 11:40:11 PM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on December 18, 2016, 10:51:41 PM
Post by: Bricket on December 19, 2016, 01:58:16 PM
Anyway, my life is officially a meme :D
Just when you accept the fact that a friend of yours is dead and is burried another friend passes away.
This time it was a friend of my father but also a good friend of mine, guess 2016 is indeed taking everyone with him
Post by: Bricket on December 23, 2016, 07:33:01 AM
Goodbye
Post by: Alistair on December 23, 2016, 10:05:48 AM
Post by: Bricket on December 23, 2016, 10:24:57 AM
I am officially homeless.
Goodbye
Update: found a temporarily place to stay
Post by: Shoon on December 23, 2016, 11:04:52 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on December 25, 2016, 05:04:32 PM
Post by: Grey on December 25, 2016, 07:38:07 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on December 28, 2016, 08:47:34 PM
And now Obama pulling this bullshit
https://pjmedia.com/trending/2016/12/28/obama-admin-yanks-2a-rights-from-ssi-recipients/
Heil Obama
Post by: Ventus Fall on December 28, 2016, 09:03:50 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on December 30, 2016, 08:09:35 PM
I have an 8 hour shift today at work. I'd skip it, but it's a closing shift and I'd feel bad for my supervisor. I' exhausted so I've been trying to get a little sleep but any time I try some little asshole comes through. Screaming, banging, thumping, throwing stuff, people bugging me. IS IT TOO **censor** DIFFICULT TO REALIZE i'M STILL NOT WELL AND AM TRYING TO SLEEP!!?? They're too **censor** lazy to even close doors
Shift is going to be torture. Oh, and I still can't regulate my body temperature
Post by: Ori on December 31, 2016, 02:52:18 AM
Edit: Okay maybe I'm not doing too well. Although I know I'm doing it, looks like psychologically to fight the tiny bit of pain, I've went into Happy go lucky mode. (When people suffer sometimes they do the exact opposite of what they're feeling. Sometimes the people that are insecure about how they look will dress super flashy. Or Really sad people will act Really happy. )I guess that's what I'm going through now. But hey, now I've got a better sense of humor...
My ability to get right back up has filled me with determination. (To go find someone else.)
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 31, 2016, 01:05:42 PM
Post by: Grey on December 31, 2016, 01:17:59 PM
Post by: Bricket on December 31, 2016, 01:38:06 PM
Either you have a critical sleep shortage OR you have loads of nightmares.
I switched from shortage to nightmares T_T
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on December 31, 2016, 01:41:52 PM
Neither of them could come.
Bummer.
Post by: ZielZorix on December 31, 2016, 03:44:32 PM
Post by: Michen_S on December 31, 2016, 03:46:52 PM
Post by: Brigand on December 31, 2016, 04:41:55 PM
Post by: The Past on January 01, 2017, 03:48:42 PM
A few days ago, I accidentally slammed my right little toe into the wheel of a computer chair. It cracked the nail and the side edge of the smaller bit (like a third of the nail) dug into the toe. Last night that bit of toenail got so loose and easy to snag on stuff that I finally removed it. Now I have to be super careful where I put my foot because if the exposed part touches anything fabric it stings. Definitely could have been worse, though.
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on January 01, 2017, 08:30:09 PM
Post by: Ori on January 02, 2017, 03:20:04 AM
(Unfortunately things are looking bleak as hell. I don't know if I can patch things up between Friend B and my other friends who excommunicated him. I mean me and this other guy we started an instagram group trying to proove his innocence and I can't tell if we're making it through to the other friends ;-; . Man, I wish I spoke up earlier. Boy do I wish I said something months ago when I suspected. But the only thing is I only realized after the other guy and I were talking about it and pointed out where the lies are.)
Post by: Wolxikin on January 02, 2017, 05:54:41 PM
Post by: MrRazot on January 03, 2017, 07:59:14 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 04, 2017, 08:32:11 AM
Post by: Panda on January 04, 2017, 11:41:15 PM
Post by: Michen_S on January 05, 2017, 09:32:29 PM
Post by: Grey on January 05, 2017, 09:57:53 PM
Now he's in critical condition with just about every ailment you can think of. Plus he might need a foot or a couple of toes removed at least because the infection has gone right down into the bone.
Post by: Brigand on January 07, 2017, 10:20:50 PM
What a start of the year.
Post by: Ventus Fall on January 07, 2017, 10:27:48 PM
Take care, and I don't know if this helps anything, but... *offers a hug*
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 07, 2017, 10:47:34 PM
Storm clouds are gathering again in my life. This might be a super storm
I don't want to add this. My old dog is really having trouble. Having trouble moving around, decreased vision and smell. Now I think she might be blind in her left eye. It's so cloudy, and I can't get her attention from that side. Her right eye is getting cloudy too. I think it's almost time. I had joked about Grandma and Ladybug being connected. Grandma dies last month, and now... :'(
Post by: Grey on January 09, 2017, 01:01:30 PM
I'm shocked and hurt that the most amazing person I've ever known has died, but I'm also angry beyond words at the care team.
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 09, 2017, 05:59:29 PM
Post by: kalan on January 10, 2017, 05:20:53 AM
Post by: Bricket on January 10, 2017, 11:54:17 AM
Yesterday I had a deep conversation with a friend of mine, well not just a "normal" friend but the kind of friend you trust deeply.
The subjects we talked about weren't light and the things I said are the things I would never say out loud or just to a "normal" friend.
As the conversation went on and on I said more and more personal stuff. When I told a deep fear of mine he tried to comfort me I think? Yet it failed horribly, for me it felt like I got a kick in the face because for me he was taking a piss with it. We had a small (or bigger than a small) fight about it and I was just ready to break contact with him and just leave him behind. However this case I decided to confront myself and try to resolve the situation (even tho I have to admit I'm an horrible fixer). In the end we got it resolved but I have the feeling untill now that there is some unrepairable damage done.
After getting it "resolved" we kept on talking and I took a leap of faith by trusting him even more which was a great things. The conversation kept going on for hours but it was for me around 6 in the morning. I wanted to keep on talking but looks like I've fallen asleep on my laptop in the midst of a sentence.
When I woke up I saw this message he left skype and won't come back.
Looks like I screwed up royally, Didn't I?
When I finally have a really great friend, I still succeed at screwing it up.
Post Merge: January 10, 2017, 12:28:10 PM
PART 2 OF RANT
Thing is, I don't blame him. He was just human after all.
It's me who I blame, it's me who has screwed up.
It's me who has burnt all the bridges.
It's me who has scared someone and made him leave me alone.
You know why? Because I was the asshole here, and for being someone who doesn't allow others to make mistakes: I'm pretty good at failing and screwing up
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 11, 2017, 02:39:02 PM
Post by: SkinFlake The Goat on January 12, 2017, 12:09:13 AM
this crackhead at work is really starting to piss me off. I work in a machine shop,I take a shaft, a washer, and an armature, put them together, put it in the press take the completed part out, hit the button to cycle the machine. repeat X3000 times a day.
last week unrelated... if my parts don't press all the way I bring them to the guy on the other machine to re-press them, they need to come back to me for depth check, and run-out (bent shaft from re-press) one day, all 260ish never came back to me and got mixed into his good parts 1107 that day for him. so we had to separate his parts and still need to test all 1107. T_T
Monday... I push 1500 parts, and start inspecting them cuz she's not doing it. she then hops on my machine and cant get it going so she cranks the air pressure up way to high, still cant get it going. she then lowers the depth checker that checks that the shaft got pressed to the right spot, doesn't raise it back up and tries to cycle. luckily it didn't or it would have broken. I raise it back up and tell her to stop. instead she gets it running but is pressing bad parts cuz the air pressure is to high. then I see her take a good part put it in the bad parts, and take the bad part and put it in the good parts. at that point I shut off the machine and throw all her parts (like 20) into the scrap bin. I go get my supervisor and make him put her on another job. until the end of the day she decides she will inspect my parts and complains about how there's to many and she has to stay late because of it. :'(
Tuesday... when I come in she's running my machine and WILL NOT LET ME ON IT. I've only been awake for 30 minutes and don't feel like dealing with it so I start inspecting the parts she didn't do yesterday. I check her progress after an hour and she's only done about 160. I push a minimum of 400 an hour no matter how sick, hung over, or dead. just shot gun a redbull put on some speedcore and do work. as soon as she got out of the seat I jumped in and pushed 1500 in three hours she says that's all we need for this weeks shipment (LIE) I would have had that many when she told me this if she let me run MY machine as soon as I came in. while I'm inspecting my parts she's putting the totes of parts on 2 shipping pallets the first one she finished is blocked by the second one not finished, making the guy in charge of all shipping move stuff around. I then found out we need another 1000 parts to make the shipment WHICH I WOULD HAVE HAD IF SHE DIDNT TELL ME TO STOP!!!!!! >:(
Wednesday (today) I come in and start doing the re-pressed parts. I press 100 and start inspecting them. she sees my machine open and starts pressing. I cant get her to stop, absolutely refuses to inspect my parts and I'm about ready to slap a ho, but she's the owners sister sooooo..... :/ . so I go get shipping guy and tell him to get her the F off my machine, and try to find my supervisor, couldn't, so I go smoke a cigarette. when I get back everybody's standing around talking about something I wasn't paying attention. somebody calls her away from the machine so I shut it off clean the whole thing and spent the rest of the day inspecting the 1107 parts from last week. didn't press a new part all day.
I'm going to see if I can get one of the lock out tags for the bigger machines. If they break down and some body tries to run it...it could explode and kill everybody in the room. so they put a lock out tag that wont let the machine run until its been taken off. I want that for mine. so nobody can run it except me and the guy on the other machine.
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 12, 2017, 05:56:26 AM
A friend left today, a pretty close one. I had been leaning towards inviting him to when I graduate from Marine Corps bootcamp. There goes that.
Also, we found out that over 800 people were murdered in Chicago last year. And of course dad and 16 yo brother find it great since vast majority were black.
Pleeeeeeeease tell me it will be better tomorrow. It's the first day of actually doing work in college algebra, so I'm terrified it's going to be horribly **censor** up *gulp*
Post by: Ventus Fall on January 12, 2017, 11:12:30 AM
Glad to hear though it seems the enlistment you want to enroll in might actually go through. Sorry to hear about your friend. I'm not sure how much of a believer you are, but... I have a feeling if you still want him to come to your graduation, he'd be there.
(Own rant: )
Aaah.
Sorry for being vague as I don't want it to be too personal for real-life situations here, but...When someone makes a decision after only seeing two things instead of looking at all the things they settled a meeting for...
I can't stand that.
How can someone make a good decision if they don't take it all into account?
Post by: Bricket on January 12, 2017, 11:42:08 AM
Even when I get a new chance, there is always a way it gets screwed up :/
Post by: Ventus Fall on January 12, 2017, 11:44:20 AM
Will you have the chance to redo some of them?
Post by: Bricket on January 12, 2017, 11:46:13 AM
Post by: Ventus Fall on January 12, 2017, 11:52:09 AM
How much did you get, how much do you need, and how much do you think you can get in the summer retakes? (If you don't mind me asking.)
As of which, another vent from me:
-I can't get through the front door because of what happened in November (which is bullshizzle what happened), so I'm already anxious of getting outside (which I didn't use to be) because I don't have the front door key anymore. It feels wrong and the whole ordeal is retarded why I don't have the key.
-I need to do certain things today but first need to get outside. Which I'm postponing because of the first reason (albeit it I'm finally getting ready to go out, I'm still postponing it).
Thus getting nowhere because I ened to get outside first.
ARGH.
Post by: Bricket on January 12, 2017, 11:53:27 AM
:/The amount of lost credits will be 20, I can try to pick them up in the summer.
How much did you get, how much do you need, and how much do you think you can get in the summer retakes? (If you don't mind me asking.)
The max amount of credits I now can gain is 14 which will bring my total to 21
Post by: Ventus Fall on January 12, 2017, 11:55:13 AM
If that's so, you'd still have a chance (small or not) to get it.
Post by: Bricket on January 12, 2017, 11:57:21 AM
See it like a car that's at the end of his cycle, you can push it but you also know that when you push it it will break down and won't start again
Post by: Ventus Fall on January 12, 2017, 12:04:28 PM
But understandable regardless...
If you would like to talk about this further or more personally, feel free to PM me :)
Post by: Bricket on January 12, 2017, 12:05:39 PM
Post by: The Magic Otter on January 12, 2017, 11:04:45 PM
I'm tired of being alone when my friends boast about being otherwise, yet they don't understand when I tell them that they aren't in the same situation as me, when I tell 'em that them having constant contact with friends (and other people) who enjoy their company or who have people who have feelings towards them is the complete opposite of what I have.
I'm sick of it all, every time I even bring up the fact that they treat me like crap they attack me and act like I'm treating them badly.
It just all is culminating into a large ball of despair
All in all:
It's making me worse in mental health and worse in physical health.
Post by: SkinFlake The Goat on January 13, 2017, 03:02:27 AM
if you have the guts to quit and move on to something better I have great respect for you.
Post by: Bricket on January 13, 2017, 10:28:26 PM
Long story short: I blurted a dark deep hidden secret out to someone during a discussion.
Now this person used it immediatly against me and acted really smug about it.
I know I said it alot that I don't trust people, but the fact I blurted a deep secret out and that I immediatly got backstabbed from it makes me feel weak and for the matter of fact: I'm just done.
Post by: Grey on January 14, 2017, 04:35:18 PM
Post by: Bricket on January 15, 2017, 11:46:35 AM
Maybe if I'm lucky I wont get shouted at my head or make it out without being put in danger :)
Post by: Ori on January 16, 2017, 04:24:44 AM
(The worst part is, I can't vent about it in IRL. Not a single friend knows about my fear of crowds and people, and most people I don't trust enough to admit it to... Well I lied, one person does know. Kinda.) But they're not the type I vent to.
Post by: Vortex Cynbel on January 16, 2017, 07:50:16 AM
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Post by: Rocco Rex on January 16, 2017, 08:24:37 AM
Post by: The Magic Otter on January 17, 2017, 03:38:13 AM
The friends I made the first day of college are pushing me away, not even talking to be for weeks on end unless they have to for work.
As usual everyone looks at me with some sense of either indifference or disgust, which doesn't help me find a romantic involvement in college, nor does the fact that everyone I've met offline thinks I'm both ugly and obnoxious.
Anyway, I don't find said person in college I'll not be able to see them on most days as I can't leave the house unless forced by someone, not to mention the fact that I wouldn't want to tell my family why I had to go if the person helped me leave the house, that's because I hate them mentioning that kind of stuff every ten seconds, it's embarrassing.
All in all: I'm being abandoned by my friends and I'll never get a significant other because of the fact that I'm ugly and obnoxious and not fun as I can't go out and get pissed or something.
Post by: Ventus Fall on January 17, 2017, 10:31:14 AM
I was writing a whole topic on Ventus and her backstory, and some stupid tab I had open started to play the video I had on there and I went to click closed, but I accidentaly clicked the wrong tab. And now it's all GONE!
I spent an hour on writing that.
I've already gotten up late, but a whole hour wasted doesn't help!
Post by: SkinFlake The Goat on January 17, 2017, 11:33:29 PM
AHH.
I was writing a whole topic on Ventus and her backstory, and some stupid tab I had open started to play the video I had on there and I went to click closed, but I accidentaly clicked the wrong tab. And now it's all GONE!
I spent an hour on writing that.
I've already gotten up late, but a whole hour wasted doesn't help!
almost the same thing just happened to me on facebook I had a rare opinion on immigration, when I went to spell check it just starts deleting sentences as I go so at the end its one sentence repeated 12 times. and I'm all like Jackie Chan wtf confused face meme.
so then I just ranted about deleting my profile... short attenti... imma go have a smoke.
Post by: Ventus Fall on January 17, 2017, 11:36:30 PM
almost the same thing just happened to me on facebook I had a rare opinion on immigration, when I went to spell check it just starts deleting sentences as I go so at the end its one sentence repeated 12 times. and I'm all like Jackie Chan wtf confused face meme.
so then I just ranted about deleting my profile... short attenti... imma go have a smoke.
Ahw man, sorry to hear D:
Take care ;_;
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 18, 2017, 02:03:22 AM
At dinner, dad talked about taking me and my 16 yo brother to the doctor and lying to the doctor about screaming in our sleep (we don't, dad would say we do) to try to keep us out of the military. Ok, it'd suck, but I'd just lie to him and if needed, announce I'm enlisting and enlist early. Then it hit me. The Marines, and I assume all branches, require a high school diploma to enlist. I was home schooled, and dad never bothered to issue one. I'm fine if I have an associates degree, but that doesn't happen until May 11. So if I get kicked out any time between now and graduation, I'll have to try to go from part to full time work (tried to over Christmas break, but got stone walled by my employer), probably a lot of over time needed since I only gt minimum wage, while going to college full time and navigating adult life for the first time. I have to be on campus 4 days a week, and I don't even have a car. One problem this semester, and I am EXTREMELY **censor**. And I couldn't do only part time college because this is the last semester of my scholarship.
I'm one step away from major catastrophe and months of extreme pain
Post by: Bricket on January 18, 2017, 02:09:04 AM
I know you can do it :D
Anyway, small rant from me.
I screwed up my exam, it's just so painful to see that you're no longer the person you used to be because some people and events decided to screw you over
Post by: Ori on January 18, 2017, 04:09:38 AM
The past few days have been horrible, and tonight I just realized I'm standing next to a land mine.
At dinner, dad talked about taking me and my 16 yo brother to the doctor and lying to the doctor about screaming in our sleep (we don't, dad would say we do) to try to keep us out of the military. Ok, it'd suck, but I'd just lie to him and if needed, announce I'm enlisting and enlist early. Then it hit me. The Marines, and I assume all branches, require a high school diploma to enlist. I was home schooled, and dad never bothered to issue one. I'm fine if I have an associates degree, but that doesn't happen until May 11. So if I get kicked out any time between now and graduation, I'll have to try to go from part to full time work (tried to over Christmas break, but got stone walled by my employer), probably a lot of over time needed since I only gt minimum wage, while going to college full time and navigating adult life for the first time. I have to be on campus 4 days a week, and I don't even have a car. One problem this semester, and I am EXTREMELY **censor**. And I couldn't do only part time college because this is the last semester of my scholarship.
I'm one step away from major catastrophe and months of extreme pain
Will they take a GED? It should be equivalent to a highschool diploma. All you have to do is take a test if I remember correctly and a friend of mine that took it said it wasn't too hard and he quit around Junior year? (I think.) Though at his age he was asked to go to a different school for a short period of time to practice for it.
My rant? I'm personally really nervous. New people to see tomorrow at college. And I didn't get my haircut so now I look like a mess x.x (Though I do say this, I'm probably over exaggerating since I'm a bit self conscious.) I still haven't planned out what to say for tomorrow at each of my self introductions (if we have any.) All I know is what sweater I'm wearing lol. I'm probably going to say something along the lines of, "Hello everyone my name is Ori, I speak a little bit of Japanese, and I've been to Japan eleven times. I'd go each summer for about three weeks each time. I like to longboard, draw, watch anime, write, and play games ... The usual. I also work at a Japanese bookstore, despite being illiterate. (If asked I'd answer which one, I've probably already met my teacher LOL.) That about covers it, pleased to meet you all."
And I'm stuck with a friend that'll tell everyone I'm a furry. Not cool 'friend'. I'm probably not going to sleep at all tonight. Man I wish tomorrow would already be here so I can take care of all that stuff. ^.^ I gotta enter the class like Sakamoto or something.
Post by: anoni on January 18, 2017, 05:32:14 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 18, 2017, 05:45:57 AM
Will they take a GED?IDK. I've thought about that, but will only look into pursuing it if I have to
Post by: Alistair on January 18, 2017, 07:19:29 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 18, 2017, 07:24:30 AM
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Post by: The Past on January 19, 2017, 02:35:00 PM
I used the thing on my Surface, set it on the end table next to my bed. Apparently my blanket ended up hitting the dongle off the table while I was asleep. And now I lost it somehow.
Once I find the damn thing, I'm just gonna keep it plugged into either device at all times. Damn it all.
Post by: Bricket on January 19, 2017, 03:25:04 PM
But everytime I've a bit of luck I succeed in screwing it up. They say 2016 was a bad year, well 2017 looks like the year where I blew every shot I had for a better life. The one person that actually liked me is the person I pushed away.
No idea why I do this stuff but since 28/12 I changed, I no longer can trust people and even tho I don't want this to happen I'm isolating myself. I can't even live with myself. Every morning when I wake I'm digusted by seeing myself in the mirror, the shame and pain is pretty high and now I've done the most terrible act I could've done to someone... to be honest: I don't see why I should keep going on
Post Merge: January 19, 2017, 04:56:33 PM
|Part 2 of the rant|
Saddest thing of this all is that I'm isolating myself even tho I don't want to.
I never had the intention to hurt this person but it really seems that I'm isolating myself.
To be fair, I have no idea where this will end up or where it will end up for.
Well, I've a few ideas but the idea I have of myself is pretty simple: I screwed up big time
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 20, 2017, 08:29:42 AM
Post by: The Past on January 20, 2017, 03:17:49 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 20, 2017, 11:00:25 PM
Post by: ZielZorix on January 21, 2017, 05:17:53 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 22, 2017, 03:23:26 AM
Post by: Ori on January 24, 2017, 03:08:56 AM
My college day ends at around 6. I was supposed to be able to take bus at 7:20. The bus never came. So I waited out in the storm for an hour. Then, my phone said the bus will come in ten minutes. (Ten minutes later) Still didn't come. I decided to take the next bus and I got home like at 9:30 P.M. I'm soaking wet. Like Soaked. I feel like utter crap. Not to mention I hardly want to come home. I really just don't like my home. IT doesn't help that I've been in a crap mood to begin with. I'm also having a hard time making friends in my class. Call me insane, but my mood depends on the weather. With the storm up like this, my mood has been trash. Not to mention that when my mood is trash, I can't get myself to talk to people and try to make friends. And I REALLY WANT NEW FRIENDS. But unfortunately I can't make any. And my fountain pen ink started to leak in my bag, which I store with my Magic cards. And with godly luck they seem to be mostly alright. It's just... Ugh... Not fond of today.
And this morning my Smite match? Oh boy. This Chronos made me want to hit myself so hard.
I'm trying my best to look at the bright side here.
I mean. There are some good points in my day. Someone complimented my sweater. And I found other magic players. And, I can start buying parts for my computer. I cashed my check. I might've made a few MTG playing friends. (That sad moment you realize you've run out of good things to say and you repeat something.)
(I come home, more things piss me off regardless. Sometimes I just want to tell my parents off... (I MEAN WHO LEAVES A THING OF SALAD OPEN ON THE TABLE SO THAT WHEN I GRAB IT POURS OUT ONTO THE FLOOR?! Did I mention the bag is sticky with vinegar? Like. Ugh. Man. IF the world wanted to piss me off, it's doing a very good job since my birth.))
...It's just a bad day. I'mma grab some Smite games, and go to sleep.
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 24, 2017, 07:03:36 AM
Post Merge: January 24, 2017, 09:09:00 AM
And I just found out Duke blocked me on Twitter :'( I don't have the slightest clue why. For those of you who don't know, I loved Duke and his work, I pretty much hero worshiped him. He's the reason I picked GSD as my fursona over wolf. I was super excited because he plans on being at AC 2017, so I was going to get to meet him IRL. Looks like he hates me for something :'(
Post by: Grey on January 28, 2017, 12:03:35 AM
Me and my family are no totally out of money. As in none. We don't even have a single penny left to pay for anything. Food, bills, rent, petrol ect. We can't pay for any of it. On top of that our benefits have been slashed to literally nothing. No one in the family knows whether or not we'll wind up homeless. We're currently going through our belongings to find anything we can sell just to get us through the next two months. I would quit my course to get a job and help pay, but then our benefits would be cut more and the college would demand money from me that I nor anyone else has. We are screwed.
Post by: George on January 28, 2017, 12:10:00 AM
Post by: Astora_ on January 28, 2017, 08:40:00 PM
Don't drop your courses, consider finding a part time cash job in construction (e.g. Drywall, Paint, Cement).
An Extra $350-500 a month coming your way can really ease paying for rent/transit/etc.
If you think you can't sustain a heavy labor job, I suggest finding an income through online dealing.
Redbubble is low risk, and just requires you to have an understanding of what would look good on a shirt.
eBay/Amazon arbitage is probably one of the harder ones to dig into, but it has some high rewards, and huge scaleblility.
Etsy is more for people who can produce thier own merchandise, but can potentially yield the highest income.
You really need to focus on making your own money.
Post by: Farewell on January 29, 2017, 12:32:33 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 29, 2017, 03:32:44 AM
I'm pretty sure it'd be best in the long run for me if I stay, but I seriously can't take much more of this. I'm a fighter, not a runner, yet I might be about to run...
Post Merge: January 29, 2017, 06:18:50 AM
And to top off the day, week, month, it looks like my old dog has cancer on her lip. I've seen tumors on dogs before, it looks like that. dad SAYS we'll take her to the vet, but I'm not going to say either way. Wouldn't be surprised in the slightest if he changes his mind, causing her to have to suffer through the cancer. Just like his dad would have done
Post by: kalan on January 30, 2017, 08:48:41 PM
What irrates me even more is when i hear oh sorry i was busy. Im always busy but i can take 5 seconds to say gotta go see ya later. Maybe im just so **censor** up nobody figures im worth that simple human courtesy
Post by: Alistair on February 01, 2017, 02:31:02 PM
Post by: Ori on February 02, 2017, 12:09:34 AM
. X.x
Post by: HyenaKing on February 02, 2017, 01:00:13 AM
Day 50+ trying to make friends in college... err... Not working at all. Kinda puts me at a disadvantage cause I go to the cafeteria after 6 when it's empty. I really would like to make new friends to goof off with.Find clubs and attend them. That helps.
. X.x
Man, why did everyone get so dumb around me? Or am I getting smarter? It's getting frustrating.
Post by: Rocco Rex on February 02, 2017, 03:57:47 PM
I'm also getting quieter. Online and IRL. Massive trust issues resurfacing. I'm having difficulty trusting literally everyone. Even my great, close friends :'(
Post by: HyenaKing on February 04, 2017, 05:25:44 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on February 05, 2017, 03:24:30 AM
I have a circle of 5 super close friends. We'll tell each other just about everything, spend a lot of time online together. Plans to meet each other someday. It looks like one killed himself. I'm, probably foolishly, holding onto hope he's still alive. For now.
<REMOVED>
Post by: Rocco Rex on February 05, 2017, 04:25:22 PM
Thank goodness my friend is ok. Pretty hurt, but alive. <REMOVED>
Post by: Malina on February 06, 2017, 09:52:55 PM
Post by: Bricket on February 07, 2017, 10:33:20 AM
Looks like I'll need to get a second job to pay for those.
Post by: Bricket on February 09, 2017, 12:37:06 PM
After breaking my glasses I blew my charger so that to be replaced too.
Now besides that I got some interesting events:
1. My mom recieved the message that she has a serious surgery at the end of this month. The surgery will be at her spine and the risks are quite high :/
2. Got a bill from the lawyer: to start the case it will cost +-€750
3. College is doing tricky, might not be allowed to start my second semester at college
Post by: Rocco Rex on February 13, 2017, 02:06:11 AM
1 Do NOT touch my stuff. No one does that.
2 The iPod lock screen is the Marine Corps symbol *gulp* and I had furry links saved *gulp*
I am VERY ticked off someone, especially him, went through my stuff. And I'm also very worried now. Guess I have to hide who I really am/want to be, even on my iPod and probably my tablet too
Post by: Molecular §hadow Ғox on February 15, 2017, 07:30:48 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on February 16, 2017, 12:26:35 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 21, 2017, 01:51:54 AM
I feel so foul.
Post by: Cheza on February 22, 2017, 10:05:08 PM
One problem is, however, that in both cases, the forms have the dreaded "Why are you applying?"-question.I absolutely hate it. WHAT am I supposed to write? An epic tale about how I was meditating on a mountain peak during a violent thunderstom, when I suddenly had a vision that told me I should go study X? The honest truth of "I used to study Y, ended up dropping out due to severe mental health problems, spent the last few years recovering, considered all my options, found that this is something I might want to do rather than Y that I used to study before, please pick me before my family disowns me."?
Or perhaps some sort of in between thing? I'm awfully confused, as while I -do- know why I want to apply, I can't properly put it into words without it sounding weird/stupid/overdone.
Post by: The Past on February 22, 2017, 10:52:04 PM
Post by: Malina on February 22, 2017, 11:40:29 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on February 23, 2017, 02:52:27 AM
Post by: Ori on February 23, 2017, 02:55:44 AM
Post by: Vortex Cynbel on February 24, 2017, 10:54:06 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on February 27, 2017, 04:08:02 PM
Today, brakes froze up and I almost crashed head on into another car. Then the college computer I was on got attacked, looks like my thumbdrive (and all my work) and passwords for TFF, Skype, Discord, and Youtube might be compromised.
Just got home, full **censor** fledged cat worship is back again, and worse than last time of course.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 01, 2017, 02:28:35 AM
Other than all that, I'm doing just great, I've met up with other furs online and they're very nice. I've been going to college, making good grades, driving a car, and all of that good stuff. It's been great, but I've always felt guilty for being inactive. I don't know if I'll ever as active as I once was. I just want to say that you all are important to me, you got me into this fandom, you took me in and made me a friend when no one else would. I will never forget that as long as I live. Thank you, thank all of you.
Post by: Dax Declan on March 01, 2017, 03:15:06 AM
Post by: HyenaKing on March 01, 2017, 04:32:13 AM
I remember a time when I came on here every day, when I talked to people and made them happy. Those days were the best, they were wonderful. I don't know what happened, I don't know why I drifted away, but I did. I abandoned all of you and I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Please forgive me, I never wanted this to happen, and there wasn't a day that went by when I didn't think about you all.Yeah, where have you been? You pulled a "me" funnily enough. Missed you.
Other than all that, I'm doing just great, I've met up with other furs online and they're very nice. I've been going to college, making good grades, driving a car, and all of that good stuff. It's been great, but I've always felt guilty for being inactive. I don't know if I'll ever as active as I once was. I just want to say that you all are important to me, you got me into this fandom, you took me in and made me a friend when no one else would. I will never forget that as long as I live. Thank you, thank all of you.
On topic now.
I've been wanting to go out but the health of people around me are affecting that, and I feel guilty if I leave anyway.
Post by: Rocco Rex on March 01, 2017, 05:24:00 AM
Glad to hear things went so well :)
Gee, that really, REALLY sucks Dax. Hope it heals and your dogs stop fighting. Glad to hear you're OK though.
Non, sometimes you have to take time for yourself or else you won't be able to help anyone else. I learned it the hard way
Life just keeps getting more and more lovely. dad's super pissed, cat worship near max, had fights with friends, had one die but apparently faked his death and left everyone reeling, one friend in danger, I must find a new job, can't figure out what my future path is going to be but I really need to decide soon, and now tornadoes are coming and will either slam right into me or barely miss.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 01, 2017, 12:28:07 PM
Post by: Grey on March 02, 2017, 12:02:44 PM
Then I take it to the game site to use it and some idiot picks it up and roughs the bolt around. Broken spring, damaged seers, the bolt itself is damaged, the safety switch no longer works. **censor** livid. It's gonna cost way more to repair than I have right now.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on March 02, 2017, 02:41:22 PM
Post by: Panda on March 03, 2017, 12:13:05 AM
Post by: Bricket on March 03, 2017, 07:59:36 PM
Anyway, my mom is finally back home from the hospital but it's not looking good :/
Possible spine damage
Post by: Romulan_Furry on March 04, 2017, 12:52:52 AM
My cat died while I was away. She wasn't even that old. Poor baby died in the laundry hamper I left her in when I went to work. Her name was Sissi. I had her since she was a kitten, thick and thin. At the very least, I got to say goodbye before I left. Still hurts losing her - I loved her as though she were a child of my own.
Post by: Rocco Rex on March 06, 2017, 08:32:40 AM
Post by: Firox on March 06, 2017, 08:50:26 AM
About 2 days, one of my mom's finches passed away. Had been with her since they where born.
Post by: Angder on March 06, 2017, 05:51:05 PM
I have been trying not to show it, but today it seems to have hit me particularly hard.
Post by: Rocco Rex on March 06, 2017, 06:35:26 PM
Post by: Haikei on March 07, 2017, 09:03:32 AM
Personally, I get pissed off by the fact that people wave away charities like they are just "asking for money". It's like people find them more annoying than actually a good cause.
Worst of all is, that if YOU give money to these wonderful people, you get weird looks from others like they're trying to say "ow you're one of THOSE" like that's supposed to be a bad thing :/
Post by: George on March 08, 2017, 12:53:25 AM
As for my own rant, what's with the people who claim to be nature lovers or whatever, then demonize natural behaviors? Animals eating other animals is natural, and humans in particular are a natural predator species. Agriculture did shift them away from *relying* on hunting, but these anti-carnivores act like because they can eat the spoils of the farmland that replaced wild habitat, they're some paragon of nature.
l'm all for wanting to preserve the natural beauty of the world, but nature is brutal. Wild animals aren't inherently on moral high ground because they have no technological weapons. (but they do have many, many biological ones...)
Post by: The Past on March 08, 2017, 08:36:31 PM
I'm really bad at writing down proper story notes, so I basically ramble ideas to a friend through IM then copypaste them to a document later.
WELL. I've been trying to keep down my paranoia, so for a while I've been not worrying myself about having my discussions watched online. Then I gave another look at the privacy policy of the service and it flared up again. But this time I'm not too worried about my personal conversations but the idea that the information about my story could be noticed and sold. Maybe that sounds even crazier, but it really makes me nervous, so I'm not gonna do it anymore. And that really sucks because I have a lot of fun describing my story ideas...
I already spent a few hours removing all the messages I care about, and I *hope* that actually removed them from the server and not just from my log.
Post by: Rocco Rex on March 09, 2017, 07:03:47 AM
Post by: Ventus Fall on March 11, 2017, 12:36:02 PM
I wanna be a bit selfish here now to just vent. Lately I try to respond every now and again here to reply to certain people, to help them. I want to vent now, though.
I've been sick and in pain for 4 or 5 days now? I can't recall exactly, as me being sick really threw me off a lot of things I was going to do. My planning usually helps me remember what day it is, how many days have passed since then. I mean I know and realise the date and time, just not how long something has been going on for. If that makes sense...
Usually if you live with someone they take care of you when you're sick. At least that has been my experience so far. This time I'm sick, though?
It's been nothing but me having to help myself and then also get yelled at and whatnot more because I haven't done certain things. No understanding, no going a bit less rough on me. Nope. Complete turn-pver from other times. The time hasn't passed for these things I have to do, as in the deadline hasn't passed by a longshot, but I get yelled at anyways.
Instead of usually sleeping in so my body gets more rest due to it being sick, I wake up (reasonably) early. I have to right now help this other person I'm living with (some of you might know who if you followed my Personal Journal)... I am so done with this. Hopefully this spring/summer things will come to a close so I can move out and live by myself. I don't "expect" people to take care of me unless they have a certain connection to me, or at least have some understanding. Like this one person I would expect it from.
After lunch I'm going to lock myself up in my room until dinner. Screw this.
Hopefully I'll get some writing and drawing going considering the time I have to do that, but I don't know if I can since I'm still extremely sick. It's hard to focus. Not so much a lack of motivation, rather a lack of focus and imagination. Sometimes I have imagination but not the opportunity to work it out (like what happened today so far I have to be busy with all kinds of things).
All these things that took 3 hours to do with this person could have taken me 15, maybe 30 minutes. It has to go their way, even if it's my things.
ARGH.
._.
Post by: kalan on March 11, 2017, 10:26:48 PM
And noaw i have no one to even talk to about it because of all this attention seeking by people
Post by: Blaiiine on March 12, 2017, 08:03:40 PM
My father did the same (while I was in the womb) and I've probably only seen him a few times when I was around twelve before he ran off again. Sometimes I worry when I finally have a child, I'll for some unfathomable reason leave too. I always hope I'm wrong but you never know until you're there. I know for me, the lack of father really messed up and I'm not sure I could even have a child knowing that it's a possibility I could ruin it's life. I don't know, maybe I'd be a good father. I just don't know. I just had to vent that.
P.S. Hey dad, go to hell
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Post by: Farewell on March 12, 2017, 11:24:03 PM
Post by: Vortex Cynbel on March 14, 2017, 01:25:10 PM
Post by: xandra_sunston on March 14, 2017, 04:56:09 PM
If people are wondering yes i got ganged up on there few times calling out stupid/asshole users or because i forgot to credit a artist. Worse than FA forums shockingly.
Post by: Bricket on March 14, 2017, 05:13:43 PM
But the thing is: draw a crappy yet popular figure and you're set. Make something good drawn but unpopular; guess who's gonna get excomunicated
Post by: The Past on March 17, 2017, 11:01:24 PM
Post by: Grey on March 23, 2017, 10:05:28 PM
I had a tooth removed. Ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch.
The refund I requested from this store is taking all forever to come through.
And I've lost my stitch plushie. Harumph! I need ice cream.
Post by: Farewell on March 24, 2017, 05:18:34 PM
Post by: Ori on March 25, 2017, 02:56:23 AM
(I swear who says if I can't start an art club at the school, start one at some random guy's house, in the suburban (If there was a house with space for fifteen highschoolers).) And let's not forget all those wackjobs shooting people nowadays. And my dad's like, 'Oh you're just bringing up issues,' well if there weren't any issues to bring up, I wouldn't have to bring them up would I?
Or who else says
In short, overthrow the art club president in college. Yeah...
Just like, WHO SAYS THIS!? I understand my parents saying, "You give up too easily." BUT IN THIS SITUATION PLEASE JUST CONSIDER THE ISSUES. Like. Gah. I swear I'm not the brightest tool in the shed. But like. C'mon!
Post by: Rocco Rex on March 29, 2017, 05:31:43 PM
Post by: Bricket on March 29, 2017, 11:06:53 PM
Everyday people come by and complain and say that there has to be action BUT THE MOMENT YOU SAY YOU WANT TO DO ACTION THEY SUDDENLY ALL GO AWAY!
Just one tiny little bit of effort from them, just a tiny bit. Yet that seems to be too much.
Then in politics, the president is all about winning the elections but all he seems to care about if he gets his seat or no. When you ask him to do one thing he says "ask someone else to do it" I honestly can't wait to BTFO that .... bureaucrat >:(
Post by: Romulan_Furry on March 30, 2017, 09:36:48 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on March 30, 2017, 09:54:36 PM
Great. As if I don't have enough to worry about between the bad weather out here, stupid people, and critters coning to and from the nearby creek, now it seems I have "fishermen" - and I use that term very loosely, as their truck doesn't at all look like a fisherman's truck; too clean and pristine - riling up my dogs. Granddad and I suspect they're casing my house to determine if it's worth robbing. Now I have to worry about leaving for work and coming back to dead bodies and a ransacked house. Just f****** great.If you have a gun in the house, my suggestion is make it look like everyone is gone while you hide inside armed. If they break in, you hold them at gunpoint for the cops.
Post by: Romulan_Furry on March 30, 2017, 10:04:39 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on March 30, 2017, 11:50:03 PM
In TWO of my classes, one of which is a terror, I'm barely above a C. In my math class I have a good B, but I am NOT confident about the test Monday plus I have a whole unit and test I didn't get a chance to do earlier that's coming due in a few weeks. Great, just GREAT
Post by: kalan on March 31, 2017, 12:52:59 AM
Im meant to be an island and I should stay that way
Post by: The Past on March 31, 2017, 02:40:23 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on April 02, 2017, 07:20:32 AM
Post by: Ventus Fall on April 02, 2017, 07:31:34 AM
(...) I just hope I can settle down and go to bed soon. I really, really need to sleep tonightGood luck ;-;
Post by: Rocco Rex on April 02, 2017, 06:32:03 PM
This is NOT good at all
Post by: Bricket on April 04, 2017, 12:36:28 PM
Rather huge problems occured which caused a load of emotional stress on me, then I had 2 hours to do a task that would normally take 6 hours to do. I succeeded in doing it yet I was deadtired afterwards.
Then I recieved rather horrible news from the police and today the raid should normally happening yet I don't hear from it.
To finish my dad is going insane and has tried twice to take over my savingsaccount to get my money.
This all caused me to be overloaded emotionally and stressed out. Now I completely feel like a wreck and to be fair: rather fatalistic .
To top all of that people are cutting me out of their contact list or just simply stopped talking to me which makes me think: am I such a bother/annoying person to talk to.
Post by: kalan on April 04, 2017, 07:48:25 PM
Bit of advice, never trust anybody
Post by: Ori on April 06, 2017, 12:04:15 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on April 08, 2017, 05:12:50 AM
In the end, SS card was in the birth certificate in the safe T_T Glad it's all safe, but maybe dad or Mom could actually look in it next time. Or I could have control of them. Either way is fine by me
Post by: Alistair on April 08, 2017, 05:16:52 AM
Welp, had my period of sheer horror/terror for the month. dad keeps my birth certificate and social security card in his safe. I need it for tomorrow. he went to get it, and couldn't find the SS card. Mom alerted me, but forgot to tell me the birth certificate was there (for safety I put the SS card in the certificate). So I was sure dad was going to kill me AND that those critical documents were gone. I had to frantically search my area, my back pack, and the car. Also found some stuff I forgot to throw away/hide better. Thankfully, Mom didn't see anything she'd kill me over, but I've really slacked on opsec.
In the end, SS card was in the birth certificate in the safe T_T Glad it's all safe, but maybe dad or Mom could actually look in it next time. Or I could have control of them. Either way is fine by me
Small bit of advice in the event they do end up permanently lost; you can go to the nearest social security office to get a new SS card. And if you're still living within the county you were born in, you can go to the nearest county clerk at your courthouse to request a new birth certificate. Most places charge $10 per certificate though and require a valid photo ID to be presented at the time.
Post by: Rocco Rex on April 08, 2017, 05:19:22 AM
Post by: asterisk on April 09, 2017, 12:16:43 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 09, 2017, 01:06:05 PM
Post by: Bricket on April 09, 2017, 04:36:01 PM
Why...
Post by: Cheza on April 10, 2017, 12:20:56 PM
Also having sleep issues, so my sleep schedule is a joke.
Whee and stuff.
Post by: Ori on April 11, 2017, 01:03:21 AM
(On both sides the thing that holds the cups, are cracked and on the verge of falling off.) It's ugly. I might've done that last night, cause I dropped them >.> But still though, oh damn, dropping them from my table to a carpeted floor? I almost want to say that someone else broke them, but what's broke is broke. I've got nothing to say. Served me for three good years. Bought them for like a hundred bucks used in Japan. (Salutes.)
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on April 12, 2017, 11:52:11 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBMkrXG8KMY (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBMkrXG8KMY)
Post by: Cheza on April 13, 2017, 08:11:20 PM
Still got time for it too.
But I have no idea what to write in my application. Or in particular, the "why are you applying?" question.
"Ohaidere. My mommy thinks I'm special and I like to pretend I'm a dog on the internet. No really, this is me and I'm amazing. Accept me plox."
...And seeing as I've already been essentially "kicked" out of another school by the same "company" (or well, not really, there was a lot going on with that and I left on good terms), I feel like my chances of getting accepted are next to none. No matter what I say or do.
Post by: Rocco Rex on April 14, 2017, 03:46:54 PM
Yup. Just got word he IS going to come roast me once he cools down a bit
Post by: The Past on April 14, 2017, 04:47:51 PM
(http://i.imgur.com/Vcyov3q.png)
Post by: asterisk on April 15, 2017, 06:01:21 PM
I made a meme that sums up my rant for today.
(http://i.imgur.com/Vcyov3q.png)
Is this in reference to something in the news?
Also, make it "missing young white woman"
Post by: Molecular §hadow Ғox on April 15, 2017, 06:18:39 PM
Post by: The Past on April 15, 2017, 07:07:34 PM
I made a meme that sums up my rant for today.
(http://i.imgur.com/Vcyov3q.png)
Is this in reference to something in the news?
Also, make it "missing young white woman"
No. Nearly every time I see a missing kid post shared on Facebook, it mentions the kid having autism like it's a huge ( and only) descriptor. I don't think it makes much of a difference if the kid has autism or not, and just "autism" is such a vague term nowadays. Chances are you wouldn't even tell the kid has autism unless you were told. It seems more like it's added for the "pity points" or because it's pretty much a buzzword at this point. TBH I could be looking too much into it, but it does peeve me a tad.
Post by: Ventus Fall on April 16, 2017, 03:11:41 PM
Proper stressed having to pay over £4000 just to file paperwork so that my engagement is official *huge facepaw* Talk about being robbed blind x_x
I want to say congratulations about the engagement, but uhm... Sorry to hear you have to pay so much ;-;
Post by: Molecular §hadow Ғox on April 16, 2017, 03:14:24 PM
Proper stressed having to pay over £4000 just to file paperwork so that my engagement is official *huge facepaw* Talk about being robbed blind x_x
I want to say congratulations about the engagement, but uhm... Sorry to hear you have to pay so much ;-;
It's something that can't be avoided sadly V_V 4400 for that and then a further 5000 for citizenship :(
Post by: Cheza on April 16, 2017, 05:35:46 PM
Just got a phone call.
She's passed away now.
This is the last picture I took of her, back in February.
Rest in peace, Misu.
You will be missed.
Post by: Bricket on April 17, 2017, 12:19:50 AM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on April 17, 2017, 01:35:42 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on April 18, 2017, 07:04:03 PM
Post by: asterisk on April 20, 2017, 07:10:44 PM
Post by: Michen_S on April 22, 2017, 09:32:20 PM
ANd that also counts for drawing, I should really stop trying to create something above my skill level.
Post by: Ori on April 23, 2017, 12:59:39 AM
Post by: The Past on April 23, 2017, 01:11:24 PM
I'm never eating chewy stuff again. D:
Post by: Bricket on April 23, 2017, 05:15:49 PM
This happened because of political pressure.
Chances are that in 2 months the last train will run on the railway and after 30 years the museum will be closed.
Post by: Rocco Rex on April 24, 2017, 01:41:26 AM
Post by: Skall on April 24, 2017, 09:49:44 PM
I have just been thinking about that advice and how it's affected the choices I have made.
I just know I wouldn't be where I am now if I didn't take control of my life.
On the other hand, I might be somewhere better.
My dad was tough. He expected the same things in me that he expected in my brothers.
He wanted me to succeed. So I did. I'd have done anything for him. But then I realized it wasn't my life anymore; I was living on a well-worn design already tailored by my siblings. I was painting a picture already framed.
So I took his advice.
In the end, did I obey him or defy him?
Post by: Rocco Rex on April 24, 2017, 10:00:10 PM
I now know for a fact I'm badly allergic to home. Was fine and feeling pretty dog gone good in town. Within a couple minutes of getting home my throat felt funny, my nose felt funny and started running, and I started coughing again. Hope they had fun with their cat BS
Post by: Cheza on April 26, 2017, 08:20:46 PM
Sure, I've messed up a lot when compared to my siblings, but I'm also trying to change.
But my parents just won't accept that -they- had quite a big part to play in why things went they way they did (if you spend 99% of your free time drunk, child protection services ARE going to get involved sooner or later, despite if you manage to hold your job or not. It's still alcohol abuse if it causes the people around you to suffer, even if you yourself find there to be "nothing wrong" because "BUT MUH JOB. I STILL KEEP MY JOB. I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT IN MY SPARE TIME!". Can't really argue with that, except for that your spare time also included looking after three kids.), nor do they ever acknowledge my improvements or attempts at correcting/undoing all the damage caused by the mistakes that were made, instead constantly bringing them up and clearly reminding me that I'm little more than a scapegoat to them by now.
And after getting diagnosed with a few things, my grandparents are convinced that I'm retarded (even having said so out loud where I could hear it), despite me having the best grades/school results out of all my siblings. They're also extremely false towards me, making it really annoying everytime I'm guilt-tripped into visiting them.
"But why do you still keep them around? Just stop interacting with them?", people might ask.
It's not like I haven't tried. There's been tons of fighting and arguing between me and especially my mom, to the point where she unfriended me on FB (oh no, the horror!) and declared she only have two children.
(And while that doesn't bother me too much, the actual fighting is extremely stressful and draining, especially once everything has been said and done, and I'M the one who have to apologize for being a worthless waste of space despite me not even being the one starting the fighting. My mother is, of course, completely flawless, and therefore she doesn't have to apologize for anything, meaning that all the fighting is essentially just added to my seemingly ever-growing pile of faults. Not to mention how she also likes to keep terrorizing me long AFTER she's said she's never going to speak to me again. It's a lot easier to just keep things at a manageable level of dysfunctional, even if it means going "Yes, I'm worthless, useless and everything is my fault" whenever I'm told to.)
But at the end of the day, my current situation is really unstable and unpredictable. I have no local friends, nor any too stable source of income.
If anything were to happen that make it impossible for me to continue living here, I'd have nowhere to turn other than returning back to my home town.
Sure, even that would be a really bad thing, but at least it would mean not living under a bridge.
The only thing I can do is to keep trying to get things sorted out, to the point where I could make my situation more secure, and eventually reaching a point of complete independence.
But it's just so hard to try and keep going when it feels like "everyone" around me is doing everything they can in order to drag me down.
Post by: Bricket on April 27, 2017, 11:41:01 PM
My daily exercise of walking just 4.5-5km's are starting to have an impact, yet I also managed to borderline sprain something
Post by: Rocco Rex on April 29, 2017, 04:14:47 PM
he's pissed at me for getting hurt, waiting to say anything, and not informing the college so he could sue them. After all, one doctor visit will break him. Funny, cats get next day vet visits and unlimited meds for anything and everything and he never complained about cost. Meanwhile, he thinks about not letting me go to the doctor to save $25
Update: Well, at least I get a basic doctor visit.....but he's decided to take me. Shit
Post by: BennyJackdaw on May 02, 2017, 03:49:34 PM
Post by: kalan on May 02, 2017, 10:13:38 PM
Im almost positive I completely **censor** up the one good thing I had in life and now im finally alone. Why do I have to **censor** everything up :'( :'( :'(
Post by: Grey on May 02, 2017, 10:21:31 PM
And yet my Dad hasn't been employed for over thirty years. Oh yeah my Dad has also made our debt even worse, started drinking and is now meddling in everyone's personal lives. My Dad insists my brother's the failure. At least my brother is trying to fix his mistakes rather than hide behind the bullshite of "man's pride" to hide from critisism.
At least he's trying to repair damaged friendships and repay people for the damage he's caused. Which just goes to show that although my brother can be a childish idiot at times, he's still at heart a decent person.
Also I was in a minor car accident today. That's annoying, my nose bled on my favourite hoodie.
Post by: Rocco Rex on May 02, 2017, 11:39:32 PM
Post by: Bricket on May 03, 2017, 12:44:05 AM
It hurts so much
Post by: Rocco Rex on May 04, 2017, 06:22:59 AM
Post by: ZielZorix on May 04, 2017, 03:10:22 PM
My Dad has abandoned my brother entirely as a son. This sucks because no my brother can't keep his job. To clarify, my brother needs a car to keep his cleaning job as it's company policy that all employees have their own cars to drive to each location they work at. Well now his car's kicked the bucket and our Dad is refusing to help him find a new car to keep his job. While telling my brother he's a lazy, money-wasting good-for-nothing.
And yet my Dad hasn't been employed for over thirty years. Oh yeah my Dad has also made our debt even worse, started drinking and is now meddling in everyone's personal lives. My Dad insists my brother's the failure. At least my brother is trying to fix his mistakes rather than hide behind the bullshite of "man's pride" to hide from critisism.
At least he's trying to repair damaged friendships and repay people for the damage he's caused. Which just goes to show that although my brother can be a childish idiot at times, he's still at heart a decent person.
Also I was in a minor car accident today. That's annoying, my nose bled on my favourite hoodie.
Sucks that you are having to go through that, and I know it is easier said than done, but someone needs to throw your father's failures back in his face and show him what a complete failure he is.
Post by: Rocco Rex on May 04, 2017, 03:56:12 PM
My Dad has abandoned my brother entirely as a son. This sucks because no my brother can't keep his job. To clarify, my brother needs a car to keep his cleaning job as it's company policy that all employees have their own cars to drive to each location they work at. Well now his car's kicked the bucket and our Dad is refusing to help him find a new car to keep his job. While telling my brother he's a lazy, money-wasting good-for-nothing.
And yet my Dad hasn't been employed for over thirty years. Oh yeah my Dad has also made our debt even worse, started drinking and is now meddling in everyone's personal lives. My Dad insists my brother's the failure. At least my brother is trying to fix his mistakes rather than hide behind the bullshite of "man's pride" to hide from critisism.
At least he's trying to repair damaged friendships and repay people for the damage he's caused. Which just goes to show that although my brother can be a childish idiot at times, he's still at heart a decent person.
Also I was in a minor car accident today. That's annoying, my nose bled on my favourite hoodie.
Sucks that you are having to go through that, and I know it is easier said than done, but someone needs to throw your father's failures back in his face and show him what a complete failure he is.
I'd advise against that. My father is...quite an interesting fellow. With him, throwing his problems back at him would end quite horribly. And he'd refusre to accept them. I'm afraid Grey's father would refuse to accept them and get more angry, possibly targeting Grey
Post by: Bricket on May 05, 2017, 11:49:19 PM
For one moment you're talking to people but the other moment they all went quiet, like you don't even exist anymore.
People I cared about, would do so much for them; they all dropped me.
Well, guess that's a good lesson to learn here: being online, and being social is almost near to being impossible.
Post by: Rocco Rex on May 06, 2017, 03:49:45 PM
Post by: TenOfSwords on May 07, 2017, 08:08:59 AM
Post by: Cheza on May 07, 2017, 08:38:58 AM
Or well, my vision, to be specific.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 08, 2017, 10:42:26 AM
Post by: Ventus Fall on May 08, 2017, 10:44:14 AM
I feel like a failure, I feel like I've let everyone down. But I think it is really myself who has been let down. Yet I still feel responsible.
I can assure you, you haven't let me down ;D
Feel free to PM me to talk to me, know that my door is open if you need it :)
Post by: Fable on May 08, 2017, 09:18:26 PM
So I have a power wheelchair and use said quite often. Today I went outside, came home, no big deal. Went outside to go grab something when my chair fully starts sliding down the ramp of my house unable to brake. Its not only sliding but wont turn! I finally got it to turn a little and got it to stop from going off the side of the ramp by wedging it against the rails.
Ok cool. got the chair stopped... BUT NOW ITS STUCK AGAINST THE FREAKING RAILS! so I just had to sit there like a dumb ass and wait for my grandmother to get back to the house. Its cold outside and more then a bit boring....
we manage, after fighting the stupid chair forever, to get it off the ramp and onto flat ground. The stupid thing wont turn! something on it has broken and guess what! that means it WONT GO!
so yeah the one thing that gives me a tiny leash of freedom away from the house, and is needed for my summer job, is now broken- which is kinda important because until its fixed I'm pretty much on house arrest and can no longer go anywhere!
hurray for the loss of my extremely small amount of independence!
now i get to fight with the insurance company to get it fixed. yay......
Post by: Malina on May 08, 2017, 10:08:10 PM
Also the strike today wasn't wage related, I know, but shush ;)
London underground drivers think they're the most entitled things ever. £50k isn't enough to sit on your ass and move a lever whilst staring at some lights by a track, so we stop all trains and middle finger the capital whilst we demand we get more because my job is too hard oh boo hoo.. I'd love to be earning what you lot make for such a low-skill career.
The sooner automated trains come the better. They're safer, more efficient and don't go on strike when you pay them double what TEACHERS earn! So we think a very easily replaceable job which involves moving a stick that says "go" and "stop" is twice as important as educating the future generations. It's unbelievable it happens on the day I'm down there as well, like a giant 'f*ck you'
Who's a bigger drain on the economy? Idlers or stuck up overpaid entitled dicks?
https://youtu.be/0dftDPLAylU
Post by: Bricket on May 08, 2017, 11:42:07 PM
Anyway, I got a serious issue here: psychologist has found a rather "interesting" disorder which I hope can be resolved soon
Post by: Rocco Rex on May 09, 2017, 03:20:18 AM
Post by: Vael on May 11, 2017, 02:10:44 AM
I'm hardly superstitious, but I'm just so... drained. I haven't slept or eaten well in nearly a week. Believe me, I've tried. I can feel it suspended over my head, the rope fraying more every day and wearing down my patience. Of course, no one suspects anything I'd wrong, and I've worked hard to keep it that way. But I can't do it for much longer, especially since it's testing week and I'm anxious about my new job.
I really need a break, or for whatever it is to just come already.
Post by: ? on May 12, 2017, 09:59:21 PM
Post by: Bricket on May 18, 2017, 12:00:32 AM
I was an idiot and trusted him, he backstabbed me quite severly.
Honestly, I keep breaking my own rule of not trusting people, should have listened to it.
Post by: Romulan_Furry on May 18, 2017, 01:25:27 AM
Post by: Blaiiine on May 21, 2017, 08:58:02 AM
Start today: I get bored and check the tracking. Eventually get back to the product page on Amazon, and scroll to the reviews. My first big downer I saw: Made in Vietnam. Genuine old school Doc's are made in the UK only but now they outsource with cheaper materials. And then to add salt to my financial wound? They run BIG. So now I'll have to shell out for inserts on a pair of boots that won't even freaking last four months.
FOR SHAME, DR. MARTEN, FOR SHAAAAME.
P.S. I have a backache
Post by: Malina on May 21, 2017, 04:14:21 PM
Today she told me how me being tall (~180, also the part of me I hate the most) is 'nothing but good in males but for females it's awkward' and 'embarrasing' or something like that, I don't really listen when she speaks that stuff to me. She also noted how much better I looked when I had short hair and how it highlighted my manly face or some bullshit.
I've tried talking to her about how it makes me feel several times, even tried talking with my dad (who isn't as vocally displeased) to get him to talk with her but nothing works and it's making me insane. She's got depression and has attempted suicide as well so I'm wary that what she says could be affected by that but it's not an excuse to make me suffer this way Imo, and I just don't know what to do anymore
Post by: The Past on May 21, 2017, 04:53:49 PM
... Eventually get back to the product page on Amazon, and scroll to the reviews. My first big downer I saw: Made in Vietnam. Genuine old school Doc's are made in the UK only but now they outsource with cheaper materials. And then to add salt to my financial wound? They run BIG. So now I'll have to shell out for inserts on a pair of boots that won't even freaking last four months. ...
^ THAT is why I check through info and reviews with a fine tooth comb before I buy anything. And even then, I often don't buy the thing anyway because I worry something will go wrong or I won't find much use for it and feel it wasn't worth spending the money for.
Seriously, I at least somewhat regret buying nearly everything I get. Though the feeling tends to be less so if I buy odd food and drink stuff. I guess that's what I care about more in life. :P
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Today she told me how me being tall (~180, also the part of me I hate the most) is 'nothing but good in males but for females it's awkward' and 'embarrasing' or something like that, I don't really listen when she speaks that stuff to me. ...
As a biological female of average US height, I never understood why being tall was socially considered a bad thing in females. I always wanted to be taller. Then again, I'm gender dysphoric as well, so maybe I'm a weird one.
I hope things work out for you! It won't be easy; many people are stubborn and don't like change, especially of what they don't understand personally. But no matter if your mother accepts it or not, this is your time to find out who you are.
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Onto my personal rant, I think I've put too much detail in the special ability mechanic for my current story project. I got really interested in how to make the ability work at a semi-"scientific/biological" level, including any issues and defects that my arise. I think it's really cool, but now I think I made it too convoluted, and older details I latched onto and built the story around don't make as much sense with the newer ones.
This story may never see the light of day at this rate.
Also, what's up with the lag when typing posts? It's ridiculous.
Post by: asterisk on May 21, 2017, 08:57:27 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on May 21, 2017, 09:59:48 PM
Post Merge: May 22, 2017, 03:37:00 AM
One of my closest friends lost a long time friend today
Post by: asterisk on May 22, 2017, 07:20:00 PM
You don't. You are now trapped forever and ever and will never escape the clutches of Everyday Venting MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA >:3 >:3
Really?? :(
Post by: Cheza on May 22, 2017, 07:25:13 PM
Post by: asterisk on May 22, 2017, 11:16:41 PM
It's a commonly asked about feature, but to my knowledge it doesn't appear to be possible to stop notifications.
Ffffffffffff they need to get on that.
Btw nice avatar pic
Post by: Rocco Rex on May 25, 2017, 03:19:02 PM
And we have people over AGAIN
And I have to go out with dad today
Post by: Molecular §hadow Ғox on May 25, 2017, 03:40:09 PM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on May 26, 2017, 10:52:36 PM
There are no words to describe the rage I feel.
Post by: Blaiiine on May 27, 2017, 12:31:24 AM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on May 27, 2017, 12:49:55 AM
Post by: Cheza on May 27, 2017, 05:23:00 PM
I'm so nervous right now I feel sick.
Hopefully this will lead to something.
Post by: George on May 27, 2017, 09:54:54 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 04, 2017, 05:36:38 PM
STOP MURDERING PEOPLE!
Post by: asterisk on June 05, 2017, 09:54:42 AM
I know this may seem a little simplistic, but whoever you are, wherever you live, whatever you believe in:
STOP MURDERING PEOPLE!
The murders need psychological help that they are not getting. :(
Post by: Malina on June 11, 2017, 10:10:58 PM
I don't know if that's because of exams or stress or dysphoria but my body has decided to be in a constant state of either a cold sweat or cold blood all over,, whilst my hands shake so much my handwriting dies
And I found out we're going back to America in December, now I have to hide my trans-ness from my relatives and my plans on anything in this country
Post by: SadDubwool on June 16, 2017, 11:25:51 AM
we didn't ask for skyrim vr, yet that was what they gave us. i'd rather have a new elder scrolls game that isn't glorified dlc for es:o or another "add-on" to skyrim. i used to actually like bethesda as a company but they managed to squander my hope by having one of the worst e3 presentations i have seen yet.
Post by: Dazed on June 16, 2017, 11:36:07 AM
As usual, feeling off. Yaaaay isolation
Post by: SadDubwool on June 16, 2017, 11:46:18 AM
two fricking sequals.
one for a game series that i personally don't care for
*cough*wolfenstein*cough*
Post by: Bricket on June 16, 2017, 12:38:48 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 16, 2017, 09:37:51 PM
Post by: Dazed on June 18, 2017, 08:57:16 PM
Post by: Ventus Fall on June 19, 2017, 09:53:32 AM
To find the specific one I'm looking for I type in 'Grohe (and the type-name)'.
Result?
"Interesting search!
Your search for "frohe (type-name)" gives 0 hits."
Trust me, I have even confirmed it does this by filling it multiple times, checking I did not misspell it, only for it to show in the search bar and the results after I click 'search' it changed to frohe.
WHY?
When I doublecheck with other type-names it does keep the name 'grohe'.
Only does this with a specific set.
Maybe they don't have it anymore, but this error is silly.
Screw it, I'd much rather have 'Frohe' taps than Grohe anyways now if they existed >.>
Post by: Rocco Rex on June 20, 2017, 05:54:50 PM
Post by: Bricket on June 20, 2017, 07:33:30 PM
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-4622952/Explosion-reported-Brussels-central-station.html (http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-4622952/Explosion-reported-Brussels-central-station.html)
Post by: Dazed on June 21, 2017, 04:31:09 AM
What a strange cycle i'm in here...
Also my toe is getting ingrown again nooo
Post by: George on June 22, 2017, 03:21:01 AM
EDIT: Glech, I seem to have it figured it out but boy has this been a frustrating few weeks. This problem D0ES share the symptoms of others who had power supply issues, and I checked the reviews on the PSU we got ages ago--they say it was labelled as higher spec than it really is. I just never found out because I didn't need that much power until now. :/
Post by: Dazed on June 23, 2017, 05:06:30 AM
I wont forgive you. I cant forgive you.
Post by: SadDubwool on June 24, 2017, 10:07:37 AM
Post by: Alistair on June 24, 2017, 03:06:21 PM
Post by: Malina on June 25, 2017, 10:10:03 PM
My faith is the most important thing to me in transitioning, don't you try and take that away from me, you're way out of line in doing that.
Post by: George on June 28, 2017, 01:00:33 AM
Almost.
EDIT: The hateful backlash to #HeterosexualPrideDay has only made it worse. Even if somehow there was something wrong with not being ashamed to like the opposite sex, how is a single day someone else gets the attention oppress an entire month of self-praise?
Post by: Ventus Fall on July 01, 2017, 05:50:47 AM
Feel like I've been forgotten and put on the side. I was going to sleep for another hour as I definitely got too little sleep tonight, but this just frustrates me a bit too much to be able to fall sleep again.
Which, in turn, upsets me even more.
.___.
Post by: ★Amethyst★ on July 03, 2017, 01:40:00 AM
Got a friend request on facebook from someone I went to high school with and kinda know. They post nothing but gushing about their pyramid scheme (sorry, "multi-level marketing" and how it's so great and you should buy it and it totally works and you can make money right from home! Except those are scams and it bugs me when people fall for them or try to encourage them. Just friended me to get exposure on their product. Also noticed two other facebook friends doing that stuff too. *sigh*
Also on a tangent but I got pretty sunburned today. Whee.
Post by: Blaiiine on July 03, 2017, 07:55:57 AM
It's literally Facebook on drama crack.
That and it's so divided. Someone is a dick to some trans guy for being depressed and all the sudden he's a martyr who's "being harassed and stalked online". Dude, you're nowhere near that important.
Post by: Dazed on July 03, 2017, 09:48:22 AM
Sure, say its minor. But i do not handle pain well. Had a seizure last time from the pain- Of the needles injecting painkiller i want to die
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 03, 2017, 03:59:46 PM
Prooobably gonna have to use anesthetic and get kknocked out for my upcoming ingrown toenail surgery.I have massive issues with needles too. Best of luck
Sure, say its minor. But i do not handle pain well. Had a seizure last time from the pain- Of the needles injecting painkiller i want to die
Post by: Cheza on July 12, 2017, 05:06:39 PM
Post by: George on July 12, 2017, 07:53:29 PM
Post by: SadDubwool on July 12, 2017, 08:15:55 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 13, 2017, 01:23:03 AM
The protest for defense of Net Neutrality is really falling flat. :(The government doesn't care anyway. The people have little to no voice anyway. All that matters is what the billionaires want
Post by: George on July 13, 2017, 05:02:48 PM
Billionaires want this too. Net neutrality is great for business. It's literally only shitty ISP's that want it removed.The protest for defense of Net Neutrality is really falling flat. :(The government doesn't care anyway. The people have little to no voice anyway. All that matters is what the billionaires want
Post by: Captain Degenerate on July 13, 2017, 05:25:17 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on July 14, 2017, 09:38:26 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 17, 2017, 04:28:29 AM
Post by: Bricket on July 17, 2017, 08:32:50 PM
On the other hand: emergency care has some nice people
Post by: Dazed on July 23, 2017, 10:08:44 AM
Post by: Bricket on July 23, 2017, 05:04:14 PM
Everytime I did put a little bit of pressure on my ankle/foot I felt the pain rushing up my leg.
It's not a pleasant feeling but I have to stop using those meds if I wanna start knowing my limits and thus allowing my foot/ankle to heal.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on July 30, 2017, 12:01:56 AM
It started out okay. There was a dude in a red mask who played Crazy Train on PVC Pipes, that was cool, and there was an opera singer with giant wing pauldrons who has good at singing opera and whistling, but those were the best acts, with the only other halfway decent act being a woman who brought "Mr Razzmatazz" (a cat) into her act and juggled knives while "Mr. Razzmatazz" was on her head.
...But most of the acts were disturbing, and some weren't that great. The dude that balanced a jar of water on his head was okay, but his act was way too short, and then there was a fat guy running through weedwackers (big deal), and then... it gets disturbing here, so I'll put this in spoilers:
there were three dudes dressed as gym instructers who made suggestive movements while pretending to do gym poses, a pair of dudes stripping off a two person tuxedo and doing lame, suggestive magic tricks, neither of which got gonged (heck the only two acts that did, a feminine sounding man singing about getting dumped or somethingand a woman grinding steel pins with a table saw) but the worst one is so disturbing and gross that apparently I'm not even allowed to post it even in spoilers, I guess.
The act that ended up winning wasn't much better. It was a woman dressed up as an army cadet who's act consisted of chugging 5 tubs of cottage cheese in 90 seconds. Are you kidding? I mean, most of the acts were terrible so it's not like she had much competition, but come on! I also know the Gong Show is a comedy first and a contest second, but still.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 30, 2017, 02:20:46 PM
Post by: Vosur Aekira on July 30, 2017, 05:52:50 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on July 30, 2017, 06:19:06 PM
Post by: Malina on July 30, 2017, 11:25:25 PM
Oh and also, person in the middle seat gets both armrests; end of story XD
Post by: Bricket on August 01, 2017, 09:38:45 PM
So, what happened you may ask? Let me tell you :)
This afternoon I was at a train museum in Treignes, me being careful about my planning decided to leave early. I grabbed the steamtrain of 15.30 to be sure I wouldn't be too late in Mariembourg to grab my train to Charleroi. However due to the fun incident where cows ended up on the track the train got a delay of 10 minutes which got cut down to 5 when we arrived. A bit too late since I saw my train rolling into the station, I decided to run for it. Yes, running with a recovering sprained ankle... for one km in less than 5 minutes. Yet my effort wasn't enough because when I got ont he platform I saw my train leaving.
Result? I had to wait for 1 hour and 20 minutes for the next train.
Got this train, luckily, and arrived at 55 in Charleroi, but my train to Brussels left at 54.... luckily I had a train in 25 minutes. Total delay already: 1 hour and 45 minutes.
In Brussels I arrived at 15 and decided to run again to grab my connection to home. As I was running up the stairs I shouted at someone "PLEASE, HOLD THAT TRAIN!", he nodded... but didn't do anything. I got on the platform and acces was denied due to the fact the departure procedure was already put in motion. The guy that I shoutingly asked to stop the train said to me "you should have been earlier"... at this point my blood was boiling and this is probably the moment I could have changed into a maniac, yet I decided to go for an hamburger... feeling completely defeated. But for some fun reason a bit of karma happened. The douche that didn't hold the train walked down the stairs whilst suddenly his suitcase falls down the stairs and got smashed into pieces.... :P
At the hamburgerstand I sat down at a table whilst waiting for my burger, when this family arrived with 2 kids that were probably an express delivery from hell. Shouting and screaming seemed to be the only vocabulary those kids had... and the adults with them? They started laughing and ignoring them when they were screaming, I'm not talking about a small babyscreem but an 8-year-old-kid-that-doesn't-get-what-it-wants-scream, multiple of these screams ofcourse to keep the moral high ^_^
After having this "interesting" dinner I decided to take the metro to the Brussels North station since there I could see some trains passing (around 2 trains every minute). Ofcourse after drinking alot of water today I had to go to the toilets, to then find out they closed at 21.00 whilst I arrived at 21.02. Acces denied, except if you were the lady behind me. Then you were allowed to go to the toilets :D
After waiting for 40 minutes in Brussels North station (waited around 20 minutes in Brussels south) my total delay already became 2 hours and 45 minutes.
But it wouldn't have been a real train journey if the train I was on didn't got delayed. Arrived at my hometown with a total delay of 2 hours and 56 minutes, a record I could fit in my top 5 delays :)
You thought it was over yet? Not yet! I got my bike and as I cycled for 5 meters my front headlight stopped working, I did put my high visibility jacket on but being extremely annoyed by my fun travel I smacked the light. Which in my full surprise actually fixed it :o
As you can see... F U N, I had absolute fun :)
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 04, 2017, 04:09:43 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 04, 2017, 11:51:59 PM
Post by: Bricket on August 04, 2017, 11:53:59 PM
Post by: Bricket on August 05, 2017, 10:49:24 PM
I don't know how to feel about it, the cancer he has is wrecking him.
Not again, I don't want to lose someone again.
Last year I saw a friend there for the last time before he died, I don't want it to happen again
Post by: Dazed on August 06, 2017, 11:13:05 PM
Inadequate?
Post by: The Past on August 09, 2017, 02:43:39 AM
Post by: Ori on August 09, 2017, 05:27:46 PM
How is this even fair? She messed with me for 15 years. And not even a, I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was deaf. You know. If she had done that, I'd be just about ready to forgive her for it, because I don't want to hate both my parents. I get jealous when I see a father and his son buying ice cream together and just laughing about silly stuff. I get jealous when a mother and her son are going around buying stuff being happy. There's a part of me that irks every time I see it cause it's something I wanted and just barely have. And I'm sure maybe I'm being jealous and it's not right there's people that have none of that. I know that I might be in the wrong here because I ignored her for ignoring me, got angry at her for each time she cut me off, and got ticked off for each time she made me go talk to people even though they spoke her language and I could barely speak her language. But understand this was because she did it to me first thinking she did it to me on purpose.
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 10, 2017, 03:53:16 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 10, 2017, 03:57:33 PM
Post by: Bricket on August 10, 2017, 03:58:16 PM
Looks like the Marines are giving me a lesson in "Be careful what you wish for"Explain that to us
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 10, 2017, 04:28:03 PM
When at MEPS for medical early next day, my brain wasn't fully awake so it followed the orders I had been given, I didn't tell anyone about my ankle (wrist isn't a big deal and can be overlooked). Even later when they gave multiple chances for people to say anything that they hadn't told their recruiters or that they were witholding. I was fighting WWIII on the inside. I wanted to be honest, but with my dad, I needed to ship out ASAP. And I had enough fun at home, didn't need the guy in charge down there holding a grudge on me. I was still debating when the time to speak up passed.
I was hoping I'd be able to later let my ankle get on record. Then dad came along and caused trouble T_T Though he kinda got it on record
All said and done, MEPS was pretty fun though. I wished I'd get to go back up sometime. I also wished to get ankle on record and cleared by doctors. I get my MEPS wish and, if I choose it, I might get the evaluation wish......though it seems like recruiter sent up the paperwork to get it evaled and if I speak up at MEPS Saturday (Yup, going back up for something called "The Moment of Truth" ie. say anything you've lied about or your recruiter told you to withhold or you're **censor**) then it might delay me months (I'm scheduled to ship Sept 11) AND the guy in charge down here and ALL the recruiters might hold that grudge AND the people up there will roast me for what they see as lying last time...and trust me, you do NOT want to get roasted by one angry gunnery sergeant, let alone up to three of them *gulp*
Post by: Brisky on August 10, 2017, 07:49:23 PM
I still don't really get why marines get soo much hate from their 'supers...
Ah, well, if I end up a cop, I guess I'll find out what it's like to get all the hate from civ's thinking we're not doing our job, or "are just tools in the hands of the evil, greedy goverment"...
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 10, 2017, 08:47:17 PM
Post by: Dazed on August 10, 2017, 08:54:03 PM
Post by: BennyJackdaw on August 13, 2017, 12:20:44 AM
Post by: xandra_sunston on August 13, 2017, 08:55:35 PM
Had this happen on 2 other furry forums.
Post by: Bricket on August 14, 2017, 04:50:10 PM
I make one tiny mistake and the whole top of the party starts complaining
Post by: Dazed on August 14, 2017, 05:10:17 PM
just people.
Post by: The Past on August 14, 2017, 07:23:55 PM
And all this effort is mainly to legally get the bios. What a pain in the tail.
Edit: And just like that, I managed to find that first game disc I mentioned. I'm blind as a blind bat.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 14, 2017, 11:35:59 PM
Call me selfish BUT DOES THE FORUM ALWAYS HAVE TO SLOW DOWN DURING SCHOOL TIME!?!
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 15, 2017, 11:16:35 PM
*sigh*
Post by: Fuzzpaws on August 15, 2017, 11:20:36 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 15, 2017, 11:25:34 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 16, 2017, 12:06:12 AM
Hugs the Trixie Vixen close... "if you need to cry then cry, nothing wrong with it.."
*hugs tight*
Thanks buddy, as soon as I have the place to myself I think I will.
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 19, 2017, 03:57:49 PM
Post by: Bricket on August 19, 2017, 06:43:40 PM
Due to someone his handling I fell out of a moving train and cut my hand open
Post by: Brisky on August 19, 2017, 07:25:11 PM
(Tax service departement)
(https://img-9gag-fun.9cache.com/photo/aQeoXb7_700b.jpg)
DAMMIT!
Post by: kalan on August 20, 2017, 08:40:00 AM
Post by: Bricket on August 20, 2017, 05:25:34 PM
Post by: Dazed on August 20, 2017, 06:53:58 PM
Sleep is nice but sleep is expensive
Post by: Solomon the Solitary on August 21, 2017, 08:27:55 PM
Also, school starts on the 23rd of this month. Highschool sophomore.
Post by: Firox on August 21, 2017, 08:40:55 PM
We only got to about 95% coverage before it passed, and worst of all I was at work couldn't even get a glimpse of it, had been waiting for many years
Maybe I gets better luck on the next predicted one in 2024
Post by: The Past on August 22, 2017, 02:53:41 AM
Post by: Whisko on August 22, 2017, 05:04:34 AM
Post by: The Past on August 23, 2017, 04:23:03 PM
Sometimes people don't even like greetings, apparently. Once I said a casual "hi" to someone I was about to walk past and they gave me a look like I was going to stab them.
Post by: Ori on August 23, 2017, 04:42:40 PM
Post by: Whisko on August 23, 2017, 08:38:06 PM
Post by: Bricket on August 24, 2017, 05:45:38 PM
Same warning on other major transitnetworks in Europe, but Brussels seems to be on high alert :/
Post by: Dazed on August 27, 2017, 10:15:15 PM
whats the point in anything weeee
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 29, 2017, 02:50:09 AM
Post by: Brisky on August 29, 2017, 05:47:57 PM
It comes with a UK plug, and doesn't have the cords that fit my battery, soo it's litterally useless to me!
Happy times!
Post by: Solomon the Solitary on August 29, 2017, 09:53:42 PM
Post by: Brisky on August 30, 2017, 06:27:31 AM
Soo, I leave my antique moped outside a night, in good faith that it isn't gonna rain, because due to some circumstances it was inconveniant to put it inside.
It rained trough for the entire night...
Just... Why?
Post by: kalan on August 30, 2017, 03:57:43 PM
Post by: Michen_S on August 30, 2017, 04:41:47 PM
Edit: Make that three.
Post by: Solomon the Solitary on August 30, 2017, 07:24:42 PM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on August 30, 2017, 08:56:08 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 30, 2017, 09:07:09 PM
I absolutely don't like thunderstorms. And this is the second one today!You'll grow out of it if your a young man, I use to be deathly afraid of thunder, now there's not enough.
Edit: Make that three.
Post by: The Past on August 30, 2017, 09:30:00 PM
There's this creative project I want to do, but I am very time constrained because I need to do everything outside my room and in secret. Since I don't live alone, and everything I do that's not sitting at the computer is abnormal and therefore a "problem" / "ordeal", I need to do everything in little bursts spread throughout several days. Not to mention this may not work out as planned, and if I'm caught with the error evidence, I'll get an even bigger talking-to.
Oh, forgot to mention that such free time can be a range between five hours and just one, and with no announcement for which and when.
Post by: Rocco Rex on August 31, 2017, 05:14:41 AM
Post by: The Past on August 31, 2017, 09:53:02 PM
Post by: Ori on August 31, 2017, 11:14:58 PM
Post by: Corran Orreaux on September 01, 2017, 02:14:24 AM
Post by: Solomon the Solitary on September 01, 2017, 02:53:31 AM
Post by: Ori on September 01, 2017, 03:34:12 PM
(I take the bus at 6:20 in the morning but wake up at 5:30.)
Post by: Solomon the Solitary on September 02, 2017, 01:19:01 AM
Post by: The Past on September 08, 2017, 11:51:51 PM
Post by: Solomon the Solitary on September 09, 2017, 12:24:29 AM
Post by: The Past on September 09, 2017, 02:30:42 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on September 09, 2017, 09:22:18 PM
Post by: Grey on September 10, 2017, 06:31:42 PM
Yep. He put us £30, 000 in debt, spent all of me and my brother's money on himself, spent our benefits money on himself and abused us all.
I'm glad he's going but like, wow, this is big.
Post by: Cheza on September 10, 2017, 07:16:52 PM
No appetite.
Constantly feeling cranky/sad and tired.
Yup, sure sounds like it's that time of the year again.
If I could just skip these next six months or so, that'd be great.
Post by: Bricket on September 12, 2017, 11:39:57 PM
I want to make sure it all ends
Post by: Romulan_Furry on September 13, 2017, 01:18:22 AM
Post by: Bricket on September 13, 2017, 07:43:23 PM
Oh, damn, man. You okay? What the mugger take?I'm okay.
A knife against your throat does not feel comfortable.
I got my wallet back, but he ran away with some change
Post by: Corran Orreaux on September 14, 2017, 02:09:20 PM
She also once said that I'm: "too smart to be queer" and that LGBT people are stupid because the 1980s aids epidemic happened. For the most part I don't let this stuff bother me, but at times it can be really frustrating. :|
Post by: Bricket on September 14, 2017, 02:25:48 PM
She also once said that I'm: "too smart to be queer" and that LGBT people are stupid because the 1980s aids epidemic happened.You see, I have a great counterargument for this :P
The 1980s AIDS epidemic was a conspiracy set up by gay people. Why do you ask? Simple, if they would whipe out everyone not smart enough and thus infect them with AIDS would no longer be a burden for the masterplan of the LGBT: world domination.
When all the dumb people are gone there would only be smart people left, and these smart people would infect everyone with the gay.
So saying that LGBT people are stupid because of the AIDS epidemic, I would likely to say it only left the smart people alive :P
To be fair: people are surprised when I say that I'm bi and that I don't look bi.Then I just simply say they look quite gay
Post by: Corran Orreaux on September 14, 2017, 02:39:30 PM
She also once said that I'm: "too smart to be queer" and that LGBT people are stupid because the 1980s aids epidemic happened.You see, I have a great counterargument for this :P
The 1980s AIDS epidemic was a conspiracy set up by gay people. Why do you ask? Simple, if they would whipe out everyone not smart enough and thus infect them with AIDS would no longer be a burden for the masterplan of the LGBT: world domination.
When all the dumb people are gone there would only be smart people left, and these smart people would infect everyone with the gay.
So saying that LGBT people are stupid because of the AIDS epidemic, I would likely to say it only left the smart people alive :P
To be fair: people are surprised when I say that I'm bi and that I don't look bi.Then I just simply say they look quite gay
It all makes sense now, arguably the aids epidemic helped gay rights out since it made people more sympathetic towards the LGBT community; without it, same-sex marriage probably wouldn't have been legalized and the country would socially be backwards like 20 years today. WHAT WILL THE GAYS DO NEXT?! Turn Ireland into a gay bar? Turn fish and chips into aids and di**?
Post by: kalan on September 17, 2017, 02:37:32 AM
Post by: Dazed on September 17, 2017, 09:22:51 AM
Post by: Ventus Fall on September 18, 2017, 08:43:07 AM
My mother constantly insists that I'm not really gay, her argument is I don't "sound or act gay" I have a rather common, somewhat deepish american accent, I dress in guy's clothes and dislike pink, to her this is all proof that I'm not homosexual. She says that "since it's cool to be gay" I'm trying to fit in with the HIP BOIS'. Also, since my sister is bisexual, she claims I'm trying to imitate her since we have a pretty good relationship.
Might not believe this, but apparently pink actually used to be the boy's colour and blue the colour for girls. So if you like blue you're quite gay :P
Sorry, had to. Anyways, sorry to hear that happening to you. Whether or not you might be imitating your sister, society or whatnot else more, that is no excuse for your mother to basically say you're not intelligent (referring to the AIDS thing you mentioned), call you an imitator, and whatnot else more. If anything that might just make things "worse" for her. Maybe you'll become even more gay! Ok, I should stop with the bad jokes here, but I hope the core of what I'm trying to say here gets across.
On to my own rant:
A wasp hit my face (there is a wasp colony across the street X_X ) and I thought it fell into my shirt straight after.
I checked once I got back inside (slow movements with doing everything), as I thought I felt it walking around and stuff, but luckily there was nothing. Still a bit anxious if maybe the wasp was hiding and it's just still in my shirt, but I checked so I should stop worrying >.>
Post by: Bricket on September 18, 2017, 08:45:02 AM
but I checked so I should stop worrying >.>
You could stop worrying and start to love the bomb?
But yeah: wasps are the true jerks
Post by: Corran Orreaux on September 18, 2017, 01:31:50 PM
but I checked so I should stop worrying >.>
You could stop worrying and start to love the bomb?
But yeah: wasps are the true jerks
Dammit Bricket, stop referencing things! I'M THE GUY THAT REFERENCES RELATIVELY OBSCURE COMEDIES FROM THE SIXTIES, NOT YOU!
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on September 18, 2017, 09:58:45 PM
Why can't we all get along and get over this Inequality nonsense?
I'm not really against LGTBQ or whatever what I am against is people , pushing their beliefs on me, and calling me wrong for my beliefs..... Live and let live.
On a side note that "Not Intelligent comment" sounds like an insult that can be thrown at Furries.....Once again i could rant about people throwing their beliefs down my throat,but yeah....
I Could tell you the truth about intelligence ,but I don't think that topic belongs here, at least the deepest part of it.
Post by: Brisky on September 19, 2017, 03:05:23 PM
I'm not normally one to get upset about any encounter with anyone, but stuff like that has happened soo often to me, lately, by an interestingly very specific category of middle aged women, but, I just had to get angry a little bit, because it's just such a basic traffic rule that she got mad at me for actually abiding. And, the worst part is, that the very same person that got angry, would probably also have made a comment on it, if someone did violate traffic rules! Like she did!
All, good now, though... Just a random exchange, and all of that's left in me is the question of how people like that think... Do they just think things are only wrong if they inconvencience them. Or something? It wouldn't surprise me...
If I ever get to actually speak to one of those, I really wonder what they'd have a reply, if I asked them what they'd say to the police if they actually caused an accident.
"Oh, I didn't follow traffic regulations!? Well, yes.... But HE should've been paying attention!!!
I guess some people are funny in a bad way... Funny... But also quite bothersome, I guess?
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 20, 2017, 04:03:28 AM
My stupid brain is broken.
Post by: Cheza on September 20, 2017, 01:17:01 PM
Post by: kalan on September 20, 2017, 01:24:22 PM
Post by: Ventus Fall on September 20, 2017, 01:27:12 PM
Yesterday two (white) guys in a yellow van with blue letters on it (couldn't see what it said because of the angle, nor their number plate) tried to break into my house I think. They were hacking at the ground/cement under the backdoor which leads to my 'garden'. As soon as I saw/noticed them, and I tried to go outside to confront them (it's a reasonable busy street around the time that happened), but they had already left. They must have seen I saw them and sped off.
I instantly called the police to at least make note of it, which they did. They also told me if I see the van again and do manage to get the number plate, that I should call in again.
Because of not knowing what to do, I perhaps could have put myself in a dangerous situation, even though I knew there would be people watching. I of all people should know there Bystander-effect, so if something happened and others did see, could be they wouldn't have helped anyways :/
This taught me something very important to just immediately call the police.
Hopefully these guys now realise the house isn't uninhabited like before and will stay away >.>
I already locked my doors, but double-locking it wouldn't do any harm.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 24, 2017, 01:25:01 PM
Anyway, her body was found this morning in her burned-out car.
I just feel so sorry for her. I hate to think of her at the end.
She deserved so much better than the hand she was dealt. I wish I could have done something but I honestly think there was nothing I could have done. Somehow that doesn't make it any better.
Post by: Polaris on September 24, 2017, 02:10:39 PM
That is one awful way to go for her... :(
Post by: The Magic Otter on September 26, 2017, 12:05:51 AM
Nothing has changed much, I'm still jobless, I'm still stuck in my town, I'm still single and I aren't losing the weight I want (but that's my own fault really).
Things have been hard emotionally since my ex left me and they really aren't getting any better, so much so that I'm deterred from certain things.
'But [Insert name here] if you want to find someone you need to get out there'
Oh yeah, go out where? To bars that I have no knowledge about when I can barely cope with the social situations I'm forced to go into. To a club? Even worse, more people and music I can't stand. To a convention? Too expensive. Join a college group? Certainly, when I never fit in in any of them that I've joined before. I may as well just be a hermit, my friends won't help me, they just give me terrible advice like 'be patient' or 'you need to socialise more' when I tell them why their advice doesn't work.
Yes, I know being single isn't the end of the world, but it really messes me up. My ex even said she left me because the long distance thing would hurt me in the long run. Hah! Not like I'm going to get any other kind of relationship. Hell, whenever I tell someone I like them I get responses that sound like I've asked them to go fishing in the toilet.
Honestly, I don't know how I'm going to stop feeling like this... And telling me to just ignore it or to just be patient annoys the hell out of me because of the simple fact that my life is too boring for things to just happen to me at random.
*sighs.* this post makes me sound like a real, desperate ass, but that's just how I feel, being single hurts me, but I know as my life is now, I won't have another relationship for a long while.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on September 26, 2017, 12:37:05 AM
Have you ever tried getting more into the furry community?
Post by: Midnight Madness on September 27, 2017, 01:07:01 AM
Hate, subjugation and other abhorrent things will always exist, but it should not be something that's pushed as a social norm. I absolutely resent Antifa and Company as well as the Alt-Right for the irrevocable harm they're bound to cause to society if this persists. I'm sick of everything being a fight between two extremes with those extremes becoming further and further away from each other and just leaving the sane citizens of the world to question why they have to live under the totalitarian attitudes of such hateful and violent people. Every time a politician sides with the extremists in this, they lose more and more favor in the eyes of the citizen. This is why the new desired underdogs of politics aren't even politicians. Anarcho-anything is a failure, socialism doesn't work, social justice and anything related to it subjugates just as many people as the groups they deem the villains while the alt-right only serves to fan the flames of hatred and violence.
Why does this incident in particular bother me so much? November 4th is my birthday. This is the last thing I want to see on every news network on my goddamn birthday.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on September 27, 2017, 07:18:20 AM
Supposedly, Antifa is going to try and enact some ass backwards nationwide "protest" on November 4th. I happen to live an an area where those kinds of people like to collect and I'm, honestly, just sick of their sociopathic nonsense. So I'm hoping they fall flat on their stupid faces and crawl back to whatever cowardly hovel they crawled out of. I can't stand them, their associates or the "alt-right" or whatever the **censor** you want to call them. I'm just so sick of this dissonant bullshit and over sensationalizing of every single issue that falls before them. It's always the same shit with both sides. They're both terrible groups of people with terrible ideologies and terrible attitudes about the world and they need to shut their mouths, educate themselves and leave the rest of the world to decide what they will rather than subvert everyone into abusing others and self-flagellating.Last I recall wasn't Antifa officially labeled as a Terrorist organization???
Hate, subjugation and other abhorrent things will always exist, but it should not be something that's pushed as a social norm. I absolutely resent Antifa and Company as well as the Alt-Right for the irrevocable harm they're bound to cause to society if this persists. I'm sick of everything being a fight between two extremes with those extremes becoming further and further away from each other and just leaving the sane citizens of the world to question why they have to live under the totalitarian attitudes of such hateful and violent people. Every time a politician sides with the extremists in this, they lose more and more favor in the eyes of the citizen. This is why the new desired underdogs of politics aren't even politicians. Anarcho-anything is a failure, socialism doesn't work, social justice and anything related to it subjugates just as many people as the groups they deem the villains while the alt-right only serves to fan the flames of hatred and violence.
Why does this incident in particular bother me so much? November 4th is my birthday. This is the last thing I want to see on every news network on my goddamn birthday.
I too tire of this if you don't believe what I do, your a Rasist or some other ist.... this Social justice thinking causes more problems than it 'appears' to try to fix. In my opinion their not trying to fix anything their trying to blow up the whole social norm so their in power and they can subjugate others.
Post by: Midnight Madness on September 27, 2017, 08:08:13 AM
Post by: Brisky on September 27, 2017, 08:38:25 AM
Like, what fasism are they fighting? It can't be neo-nazis, right? because they're just a bunch of dorks, who seemingly spend too much time fighting each other, to even make enemies...
Oh... And they're a bunch of poofs...
(http://www.bet.com/news/national/2017/09/18/seattle-man-records-video-of-a-neo-nazi-getting-knocked-out-afte/_jcr_content/image.heroimage.dimg/__1505771931095/091817-News-National-Nazi-Get-Knocked-Out-In-Seattle.gif)
Although...
Sometimes I secretly like to wonder if neo-nazis are maybe just like furries, and that what we see is just the retarded vocal minority... Like, maybe real neo-nazis are quite innocent, and just want to have fun with their friends, do tea parties while wearing their SS uniforms and stuff... Maybe help some old ladies cross the streets or something... I dunno...
(P.S: Wait, what? Why is it, that when I google "cute nazi" more than half of it are furries, bronies, and anime chars?)
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on September 27, 2017, 05:00:22 PM
Post by: Brisky on September 27, 2017, 06:00:54 PM
I've read an article about it though, and it seems like the quite prominent peacock mentality of the furry community (Vibrant colours and attention to clothing, and stuff like that) attracks a reasonable bunch of them to German WW2 uniforms like the Wehrmacht, and especially the Schützstaffel uniforms, because of their crisp looks and stuff...
You can't deny that nazi uniforms were fashionable af... Wich is why it's soo easy to find "Nazi" furries, even though they're completely unconnected to the Nazi ideology...
There seem to only have been two notable incidents of antisemitism by furries, wich didn't really go further than pissing of a few jews... Soo I guess that's not too bad... (The fact that nazi furries have done nothing more than that, not that they have done that...)
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on September 27, 2017, 08:13:13 PM
Nothing wrong with my search history, though...No nothing is wrong with your search history, but google uses your search history to fomulate a better search for you, or so it tries. So say you search furry a lot well a lot of your searches reguardless will show more furry stuff in the future, that's what I mean, I'm saying do to how your google prioritizes pictures you may find more furry nazi stuff when searching 'Nazi', nothing wrong with that, it's just how google works.
I've read an article about it though, and it seems like the quite prominent peacock mentality of the furry community (Vibrant colours and attention to clothing, and stuff like that) attracks a reasonable bunch of them to German WW2 uniforms like the Wehrmacht, and especially the Schützstaffel uniforms, because of their crisp looks and stuff...
You can't deny that nazi uniforms were fashionable af... Wich is why it's soo easy to find "Nazi" furries, even though they're completely unconnected to the Nazi ideology...
There seem to only have been two notable incidents of antisemitism by furries, wich didn't really go further than pissing of a few jews... Soo I guess that's not too bad... (The fact that nazi furries have done nothing more than that, not that they have done that...)
Post by: Brisky on September 28, 2017, 11:22:00 AM
Still, sorta shocked by amount of brony nazis and weaboo nazis... It's a little confusing...
Post by: Corran Orreaux on September 29, 2017, 03:27:20 AM
I naturally brought up the Irish since the Irish are probably one of the most oppressed groups in europe. For example, during the Norman conquest of Ireland, in provinces annexed by the anglo-normans, it was completely legal and okay for an anglo person to kill an Irish person for no reason.
At first she completely dismissed the idea of talking about them, when she finally allowed them to be added to the conversion, she said and I quote "They deserved it!"
Our conversation jumped around before she claimed that Sharia law is good and liberating for women. Long story short, I laughed in her face and walked away while she repeatedly called me "fag"
Also want to note the hypocrisy that when fag was used at a friend of hers she got mad and said that was disgusting and the "n word of gay people" but uses it against me since I disagree with her and am gay.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on September 29, 2017, 04:18:35 AM
It's sad how people believe such lies, It's almost as if they really want it.... I know it sounds mean ,but perhaps they should get it on some place away from us.....
Post by: Brisky on September 29, 2017, 06:52:06 AM
And, cmon, Jamesy, why didn't you summarize sharia law as "bippety boppity, women are property" and use it as a counter-argument? It'd be pretty interesting to see what'd happen, if those folks actually get exposed to logic function and rationalism for long enough!
And, yeah, I'd love to myself, but SJW's and IS-sympathisers aren't really a thing yet in the Netherlands... (Apart from the Syrian immigrants, that are litterally just wannabe-terrorists...)
Post by: Corran Orreaux on September 29, 2017, 02:46:54 PM
I just took the 'Alouette, gentille alouette' song, I can't remember one-hundred percent how it went, but I think it was something like this:
"Oh female, sweet female. Sharia law will take your rights away!"
Also this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B3WxFKRSLR8&t=2s
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on September 29, 2017, 03:43:57 PM
Well, they only live in the metropoles, right?She'd still call him a 'fag' and maybe add "Sexist" SJW's their all alike with their 'victim' culture.
And, cmon, Jamesy, why didn't you summarize sharia law as "bippety boppity, women are property" and use it as a counter-argument? It'd be pretty interesting to see what'd happen, if those folks actually get exposed to logic function and rationalism for long enough!
And, yeah, I'd love to myself, but SJW's and IS-sympathisers aren't really a thing yet in the Netherlands... (Apart from the Syrian immigrants, that are litterally just wannabe-terrorists...)
On that note I want to move to Poland or some other place not infected with idiots like SJWs
Post by: Angder on September 29, 2017, 03:49:21 PM
If you wish to make a new thread to discuss Sharia law further, you are allowed to as long as it remains civil, however due to the volatile nature of the topic I would recommend HEAVILY against it.
Post by: Brisky on October 01, 2017, 08:36:20 PM
B; III, II, IV; BAF; PAK; AK BF CR DN
RAF JCG EPQ RHR HTA FIB MXO TRW BDI GEJ LDT SZU JH
Please, just jump over that gdamn lazy dog already! D:<
Post by: Eclipse1 on October 01, 2017, 10:58:59 PM
I just went to CVS to get some ice cream with dad. There were two cashiers. One was busy and the other just finished. So we were about to give her the ice cream and she said we had to use the second cashier. She then proceeded to walk around doing nothing. And I just found the whole thing odd, 'cause we only had 3 items. She could've rang us up in the amount of time she was doing whatever.
And then this woman in a pink sweater comes in asking people if they saw her bike. Somebody stole it. When we were back in the truck driving down the street we saw her crossing the street.
This whole time I was just thinking... wow, what a trashy town lol
Post by: Corran Orreaux on October 04, 2017, 11:26:19 PM
Post by: Dazed on October 05, 2017, 05:58:41 AM
Your avatar has a schlong
But when you join a PG discord
Doesn't that feel wrong?
Post by: Brisky on October 05, 2017, 06:26:53 AM
Dope rhymes, dude...
:P
Post by: Corran Orreaux on October 06, 2017, 03:06:01 AM
I hate the whole 'cryptic talk' that is usually used to disperse important info. I've recently taken to reading the Warrior cats series as I've heard plenty of good things about it. I love it, but that isn't important here. In the first book, the cat Spottedleaf tells our hero Firepaw that she had received a message from StarClan (Spiritual World).
"Fire will save our Clan!"
Firepaw then proceeds to think about it for a second and makes himself look stupid by assuming they mean real fire.
You see things like this all the time, while this example is less annoying than others, it's still annoying. Why the hell do these important types feel the need to disperse incredibly important, needed for heroes to win info in bloody haiku format?
Did God or the Gods ordain that vital information must be sent through the dumbest way possible?
Imagine if we did that in today's militaries; like instead of the general directly giving his orders to his troops, he made it a riddle?
"What are our orders, sir?"
"Stand within the dark light of a nonexistent agincourt, there you will learn the way of the Kartianra!"
In some cases this can make sense, like if the messenger didn't have the time to get it out. For example:
"Hero, come in hero!"
*Answers Comm link*
"Mentor guy?"
"Hero! Can't. . . ."
*Static comes in then out*
"Aliens!"
*Static*
"The tree of lies!"
*Cuts out*
Post by: BennyJackdaw on October 06, 2017, 04:11:28 PM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on October 09, 2017, 04:04:36 AM
So we're closing down tonight to prep for the remodeling. My boss, the owner of the restaurant I work at (Colton's Steakhouse & Grille), has neglected to buy more food. Understandable, considering how long we'll be shut down for this remodeling project of his. We end up with a full house. FULL F***ING HOUSE. Not a big deal, right?
F***ING WRONG!!!
My boss evidently didn't buy a lot of other stuff we needed today. We were practically out of everything, including food. So I had a busy day with a severe shortage of needed supplies. Think that's what I'm raging at?
WRONG AGAIN!!!
This day would have been bearable had I ACTUALLY HAD SOMETHING TO EAT! I had originally brought some pop-tarts for lunch. Not much, maybe, but I didn't have time to make a couple sandwiches before I left the house. Take a wild guess as to what happened. Think someone stole my food? Hid it somewhere? Threw it away?
F***ING WRONG AGAIN!!!
Someone soaked my lunch in bleach. BLEACH. Let that sink in. That's right. Some jack*** decided it would be funny to try and f***ing POISON ME. And I nearly ate those pop-tarts. I stopped at the last second when I saw a splotch of bleach on the wrapper and noticed my pop-tarts were soggy. I don't know about the rest of you, but that rings of F***ED UP. As I said, completely asinine. Cruel. You'd have to be a low mother****er to poison someone's food like that.
Now you're likely thinking it was an accident. I DON'T F***ING THINK SO. If it was an accident, someone should have spoken up. No one ever did. Either someone wanted to make me sick, or someone wants me gone, and they didn't bother to extend the common f***ing courtesy of TELLING ME WHY!!!
Now, I don't know about any of you, but this s*** is CRIMINAL. If my mother******* boss can't keep his own employees in line, I think I need a new job. I'm not gonna stand around and take it up the *** because one of my coworkers has a sick, twisted sense of humor that involves intentionally poisoning his coworker for s***s and giggles. HELL. NO.
Post by: BennyJackdaw on October 09, 2017, 09:33:43 AM
This is absolutely unprecedented. Completely asinine. Totally unacceptable.
So we're closing down tonight to prep for the remodeling. My boss, the owner of the restaurant I work at (Colton's Steakhouse & Grille), has neglected to buy more food. Understandable, considering how long we'll be shut down for this remodeling project of his. We end up with a full house. FULL F***ING HOUSE. Not a big deal, right?
F***ING WRONG!!!
My boss evidently didn't buy a lot of other stuff we needed today. We were practically out of everything, including food. So I had a busy day with a severe shortage of needed supplies. Think that's what I'm raging at?
WRONG AGAIN!!!
This day would have been bearable had I ACTUALLY HAD SOMETHING TO EAT! I had originally brought some pop-tarts for lunch. Not much, maybe, but I didn't have time to make a couple sandwiches before I left the house. Take a wild guess as to what happened. Think someone stole my food? Hid it somewhere? Threw it away?
F***ING WRONG AGAIN!!!
Someone soaked my lunch in bleach. BLEACH. Let that sink in. That's right. Some jack*** decided it would be funny to try and f***ing POISON ME. And I nearly ate those pop-tarts. I stopped at the last second when I saw a splotch of bleach on the wrapper and noticed my pop-tarts were soggy. I don't know about the rest of you, but that rings of F***ED UP. As I said, completely asinine. Cruel. You'd have to be a low mother****er to poison someone's food like that.
Now you're likely thinking it was an accident. I DON'T F***ING THINK SO. If it was an accident, someone should have spoken up. No one ever did. Either someone wanted to make me sick, or someone wants me gone, and they didn't bother to extend the common f***ing courtesy of TELLING ME WHY!!!
Now, I don't know about any of you, but this s*** is CRIMINAL. If my mother******* boss can't keep his own employees in line, I think I need a new job. I'm not gonna stand around and take it up the *** because one of my coworkers has a sick, twisted sense of humor that involves intentionally poisoning his coworker for s***s and giggles. HELL. NO.
Have you concidered calling the cops, because it sounds like someone tried to murder you, which attempted murder is a criminal offense. I feel like you have a case on your hands that you can take to court.
Post by: Brisky on October 09, 2017, 02:51:25 PM
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Have you concidered calling the cops, because it sounds like someone tried to murder you, which attempted murder is a criminal offense. I feel like you have a case on your hands that you can take to court.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to pettify this incident, but attempted murder sounds like a pretty big word.
First of all, there is no way in hell that a man could put a bleach dipped poptard in his mouth, and not immediatly find out that something is wrong.
Second, Household bleach only holds a concentration of something like 16 percent, and I can't imagine that poptards can hold a lot of it, volume wise. Not enough to kill a person anyway.
Third, bleach is actually pretty bad at killing people, as in it's not very lethal at all. If you were to actually drink litres of the stuff in liquid form, it can mess up your digestive tract, upto your stomach, and cause internal bleeding, but even then, nothing that timely medical assistance can't fix...
Once again, don't me wrong. That is, indeed, something that's pretty messed up, and, yes, you wouldn't be wrong to start talking to people, like your boss, or even to the police, about this!
But, Romulan... If anyone really wanted to kill you...
You can somewhat rest ashured in knowing that that person is as dim as a cow's ass...
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 09, 2017, 06:43:37 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OKdTyCLK68 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7OKdTyCLK68)
umm bleach is a strong base that will really mess with your stomach.
Depending on the brand it could be bad or worse, better be safe than sorry.
Everyone whose gone through a basic chemistry class knows that when an acid meets a Base it becomes neutral, well your stomach acid meeting bleach should have the same effect so.
Reguarless if this was an accident or intentional it's very serious that somebody would even do that or be careless enough to not tell him.
Post by: Brisky on October 09, 2017, 07:24:36 PM
If they were accidently dropped in a bucket of bleach (somehow) then, the box would de damped, and discolourated as well, even if the individual, somehow, only dropped the poptards in, nobody would be dumb enough to actually but their hands in it, and just throw it straight back in the box...
Soo, yeah, I figure "accident" is a rather minimal chance...
And, err...
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umm bleach is a strong base that >will really mess with your stomach.<
Everyone whose gone through a basic chemistry class knows that when an acid meets a Base it becomes >neutral<, well your stomach acid meeting bleach should have the same effect so.
Kinda contradicting terms, there. Could you elaborate?
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 09, 2017, 07:42:37 PM
Well, from what I understood, (correct me if I'm wrong) the individuel actually removed the poptards from the box, soaked them in bleech, and then put them back in.The stomach of a mammal has an acid that breaks apart food, if an acid is added to a base the PH level (what determines a base or an acid) becomes 0 or neutral meaning it is neither a base nor an acid, so what happens when your stomach acid becomes not an acid? You cannot digest food.
If they were accidently dropped in a bucket of bleach (somehow) then, the box would de damped, and discolourated as well, even if the individual, somehow, only dropped the poptards in, nobody would be dumb enough to actually but their hands in it, and just throw it straight back in the box...
Soo, yeah, I figure "accident" is a rather minimal chance...
And, err...Quoteumm bleach is a strong base that >will really mess with your stomach.<
Everyone whose gone through a basic chemistry class knows that when an acid meets a Base it becomes >neutral<, well your stomach acid meeting bleach should have the same effect so.
Kinda contradicting terms, there. Could you elaborate?
Did you watch any of the videos?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xeuyc55LqiY (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xeuyc55LqiY)
Look i'm not gonna get into a whole biology/chemistry lesson here so I apologize ,but that's all your gonna get from me.
Post by: Romulan_Furry on October 09, 2017, 07:52:23 PM
And if my boss can't keep his employees in line, if he's so fixated on this damn remodeling project of his that he's letting complete anarchy take hold in his restaurant, he has no business being the owner. I have seen this kind of incompetence before. And it sickens me that I had to experience it again.
Post by: Brisky on October 09, 2017, 07:59:18 PM
Soo, what are you thinking of doing about it, if I may ask? Go to the police/super, or just find a new job and hope it sticks?
@Ls
Aw, no, I didn't watch them, kinda missed the links...
But hey! Not being capable of digesting food sounds a hell of a lot better than having your stomach dissolved, doesn't it?
Post by: Romulan_Furry on October 09, 2017, 08:08:42 PM
Post by: Cheza on October 09, 2017, 08:13:30 PM
In truth, it's more like some kind of a rather bad coping method.
I don't feel good at all for a lot of reasons and wish I could go hibernate for the next six months or so.
Post by: Brisky on October 09, 2017, 08:41:10 PM
That sounds like a good plan!
Just, please don't forget to calm down a little bit, before going to bed, or that potential muder-attempt may no longer be an attempt if you die from an anger induced heart attack...
And, we wouldn't want that to happen... :I
Post by: Corran Orreaux on October 09, 2017, 08:51:59 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 09, 2017, 09:01:00 PM
To most, it probably looks like I'm having another honeymoon with Skyrim.Playing games is an excellent coping method though...
In truth, it's more like some kind of a rather bad coping method.
I don't feel good at all for a lot of reasons and wish I could go hibernate for the next six months or so.
Post by: Cheza on October 09, 2017, 09:31:07 PM
Steam says my play time is at 81 hours for these past two weeks, which feels a bit excessive to me. (Sure, I only have school 2-3 days a week and am left with a lot of spare time on my paws, but there are other things I could and should be doing.)
It also seem to come at the expense of doing necessary things, like grocery shopping, cooking, cleaning, washing up and generally taking care of everyday stuff. My reasoning being "I can do that tomorrow, if I get hungry I still have *stuff* I could eat"
Once "tomorrow" rolls around, the same thing repeats.
I do agree it is a pretty good one when it's done right tho, I've managed to sort through stuff and turn things around from playing games before. And there are certainly far worse methods out there.
I just feel like it's not being helpful in my current situation. It probably could be once I'm slightly less of a mess than I currently am tho.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 10, 2017, 02:38:57 AM
So many headaches.
I feel so terrible for multiple reasons but headaches are so debilitating.
Post by: kalan on October 10, 2017, 04:19:44 AM
I'm sooooooo ready for the season to be over. I was originally scheduled to have a few days off and I was like well sweet i mean that sucks I'm gonna get crap hours but I could use time off to get caught up on things. Buuuut then I get a call for like the 5th week in a row saying hey we need you to work on your day off GAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH just leave me alone and switch to winter hours already
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 10, 2017, 07:33:12 AM
Headaches.are you sure your alright Trix?
So many headaches.
I feel so terrible for multiple reasons but headaches are so debilitating.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 10, 2017, 09:43:33 PM
I had to do stuff yesterday and I totally failed a basic parallel park. Twice.
It was so rubbish the first time I just gave up and drove off.
Post by: The Past on October 16, 2017, 10:57:23 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 16, 2017, 11:40:19 PM
Post by: Corran Orreaux on October 18, 2017, 02:28:43 PM
I hate it when T.V. and movies use the myth that medication changes who you are completely.
For example, in the Simpsons episode 'The Good, The Sad, And the Drugly' Lisa gets depressed so Marge makes her take an antidepressant. Lisa does and then this happens: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JxkDytaDI0w
THAT IS NOT HOW THAT WORKS!
The myth that medication like antidepressants make you as high as a euphoric bird in space can really do damage to people who need help. Someone who may need medication and is suffering badly could assume from seeing tropes like this all over sitcoms and even serious dramas about or with a mentally ill person could make these people think that it is true and refuse to seek any help for fear of 'turning into something else'.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 18, 2017, 02:41:20 PM
second yes depression medication doesn't do that, usually.
Post by: Corran Orreaux on October 18, 2017, 02:54:46 PM
Post by: Grey on October 19, 2017, 01:39:56 AM
Post by: Inactive123 on October 19, 2017, 04:04:45 AM
on my way home my mom was talking about how oppressive and prying my dad is and it honestly pisses me off so much I get this horrible feeling in my gut and I honestly hate it his oppressive behavior towards my mother is unacceptable and needs to stop
Post by: Corran Orreaux on October 20, 2017, 12:53:10 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 20, 2017, 06:50:45 PM
Essentially, my life stinks. I have a job now at McDonald's, and while it's not the worst thing in the world (at times I can even relax and enjoy it) It's very boring and takes too much time out of my day. It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have school, college work can build up quickly, so my best option is to just take care of it as soon as I can, and while this is working very well, my real problem shows whenever I actually have some free time. You see... I don't have much of a social life, yes there are people I talk to, but very rarely, often times I'm just alone by myself, and I can entertain myself with videogames or YouTube, but eventually I just get tired of it. The problem is I have no idea what else I could do with my time. I guess I could do homework, but that's no fun, and I hate the idea of working nonstop. There are times when I get upset, so upset that I nearly cry. (I don't because it's usually at work) I feel like I have no purpose, I work so hard every day, but I'm not happy, it doesn't make me happy. Sure, all of this work will pay off eventually, but I'm miserable, sometimes I can see the bright side, and actually enjoy things. But obviously that isn't now. Here I am, at my computer with a game on one window and homework in the other, all alone, and having to deal with the fact that I'm being left home alone this weekend. I'll have to take care of the house all by myself. (my little brother is here, but he never does enough) It's the fact that I feel miserable here and now that I've come here. I'm not staying, I can't, but for right now... I could use some advice... I just... hope that this works. After all I've done here...
Post by: Grey on October 21, 2017, 11:07:00 AM
Because the police refuse to do anything about this despite the mountain of evidence we've got that would get him convicted anywhere else, nothing can be done about it. He refuses to leave us alone and wants to drag us through court cases and make our lives as difficut as possible.
It's very possible we will never be able to go home and have to seek out a new place to live.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 21, 2017, 11:15:47 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 21, 2017, 12:52:44 PM
Yesterday my son held me while I cried in the kitchen. He's a fantastic young man and he deserves to have fun. He has so much stressing him out at school and yet he was the one supporting me.
I just feel I've let my family down, but I'm really running on empty. I couldn't pretend I'm OK even if I wanted to, but I just want something in between a total breakdown and a façade.
All I want to do is sleep.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 21, 2017, 03:03:29 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 22, 2017, 07:49:34 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 22, 2017, 07:53:48 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 23, 2017, 02:00:47 AM
Kentucky drivers are not much better as far as I can tell. (moved recently long story)
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 23, 2017, 11:23:14 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 23, 2017, 04:32:29 PM
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 23, 2017, 04:55:20 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 23, 2017, 05:29:21 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 23, 2017, 05:58:43 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 23, 2017, 06:45:21 PM
Post by: Bricket on October 23, 2017, 08:15:14 PM
My dad was arrested today after beating up his mother and thrashing some parts of the house.
When the police arrived he also said he was going to kill everyone, especially his oldest son which ofcourse means me :D
Post by: George on October 23, 2017, 08:18:46 PM
Post by: Bricket on October 23, 2017, 08:26:07 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 23, 2017, 10:43:06 PM
As for my much smaller whiny problems: I keep seeing people get birthday drawings on Twitter. My birthday was like two weeks ago, and I didn’t get much. I had to work that day too... :/
Oh yeah, and school is hard. :S
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 23, 2017, 11:10:58 PM
It really is, especially when even new faces welcome you and treat you like a friend. :)Well welcom back Cecillia, I hope you once again enjoy your time here
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 23, 2017, 11:17:47 PM
Post by: Ori on October 24, 2017, 12:59:30 AM
So I was playing Smite this morning. And I got a really just terrible team. And then after that I was playing Pokemon and litterally every thing you can imagine that has a 10% chance of happening it happened. The very first attack was an ice beam. Frozen. After that a crit on my pokemon. After that psychic lowered my defenses. Poison on sludge wave. Keep in mind these are all things that happen as like a 10% chance. And on top of that my attack missed twice, with a 90% chance of hitting.
Then it got actually crappy. I sliced my hand with a knife at the book store (We use this knife thing to remove labels) And I didn't cut in one area, but two areas. So like both joints on my thumb. And the second wound kept bleeding. Eventually my coworker needed to like help me out.
I come home. What does my mother tell me? My father took like 2 gran from her, planning to put it on stocks on Bit coin. And that pissed me off. Like. How can you just ask for two gran from your wife, when you know how hard she works? And it's not like he needed like, I would understand hospital bills or in an emergency, or maybe even the car broke down. But really stocks. And guess what, the guy lost like a few hundred dollars already miscalculating that stuff. And by no means is he a professional at this stuff. If he was a pro with stocks, maybe I can see it. But like. Just taking it not knowing what you're doing and placing it on stocks. And what's worse is he asked for 5 gran at first.
(Edit: Still bleeding, it's been hours. XDD)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 24, 2017, 01:14:57 AM
Post by: Ori on October 24, 2017, 02:00:12 AM
First off, that is some pretty terrible luck, but when injury is involved, it’s different. I’m glad that it didn’t get too bad (and I also like that you work in a bookstore, that sounds fun :) ) Now about your father, it’s is pretty mean to just take the money, but I can see where he’s coming from. Just imagine what would happen if he were actually able to make a profit! That sounds pretty good right? Although, the problem is that it’s just not very likely to happen. In that sense, he just wasted $2000, not smart. Even I don’t have that much money.
Yeah the bookstore great is awesome ^.^ And yeah just sometimes my dad *Sighs* (Thanks for the reply though, I appreciate it)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 24, 2017, 02:04:05 AM
Post by: Dazed on October 24, 2017, 07:19:11 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 24, 2017, 07:23:56 AM
Ori, it's not that I don't care , it's just I don't know what to say, regardless I hope things go better for you tomorrow.
Post by: Dazed on October 24, 2017, 07:29:15 AM
Oh, yeah. school. Sux.
Post by: Corran Orreaux on October 24, 2017, 09:16:03 AM
Dude everyone know's you're cybering him, and we all know the age difference between you two. You're a goddamn minor, he isnt. Stop being stupid. And stop telling people about your sexual adventures- No one wants to hear!Also i cant turn the bold off or the cross thing off help also i want to be more active here but i cant oooh noo
Umm... what did I miss?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 24, 2017, 01:09:12 PM
Post by: Dazed on October 24, 2017, 02:10:44 PM
The aggravation stems from learning this despite making it clear that itd be best if i didnt know. I harbor no ill intentions and wish only to be avoided when such topics arise
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 24, 2017, 02:16:50 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 24, 2017, 02:35:19 PM
(also, you mentioned earlier that the text editing buttons get stuck, that's happened to me too. I thought it was just my phone.)
Post by: Midnight Madness on October 24, 2017, 06:57:10 PM
I'm calling scummy behavior on that one.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2017, 12:57:51 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 26, 2017, 05:36:36 PM
My sociology class always makes nervous about the future. We talk about business, and the one percent, social classes, politics, etcetera. Our discussions usually involve the opinionated people talk about how bad America is, how our system is wrong and people are angry. It just makes me sad, I like to think that everything is pretty alright. But during class I realize that I really have no idea where we’re all headed. I’m not gonna say that we’re doomed, but everyone seems to think so...
Also I don’t like my job. It’s not that it’s hard, or the hours stink, or the people are mean. It’s just extremely boring, and I don’t make enough money to have to put up with it. I don’t even have any financial needs. But then again... when I complain... I feel like I’m part of the social problems above. I just feel bad about myself. :/
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 26, 2017, 05:52:05 PM
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on October 26, 2017, 11:04:29 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 26, 2017, 11:27:12 PM
Indeed. The US is getting back on its feet, and the corrupt establishment is starting to eat itself. Certainly not perfect, but it's a step in the right direction. Sadly, more and more classrooms are getting filled with more of the identity politics crap that teaches kids to ignore everything that makes a person who they are and focus more on skin color and gender, along with partisan politics. Schools are supposed to be places to learn the basics and teach children critical thinking skills, not dictate what politics they want children to be indoctrinated into. And the colleges are even worse. It feels like if I ever have kids of my own, I'd want to home school them or find a good private school.yeah that's one problem among a few.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 26, 2017, 11:34:40 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 27, 2017, 12:24:37 AM
Post by: Dazed on October 27, 2017, 07:44:46 AM
Probably shouldnt post this here.
probably shouldnt say i shouldnt post this here
Post by: Corran Orreaux on October 27, 2017, 10:09:04 AM
Cinematography is a recent love, but despite my obsession for it in the past couple years I don't know if I will care much for it in five to ten years from now.
I once wanted to be a psychologist but I don't think I have or will ever have the needed skills for that field.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 27, 2017, 02:59:13 PM
Dazed, I don't see why you shouldn't post that.
Post by: Cheza on October 29, 2017, 10:19:13 AM
This could get awkward.
Post by: Bricket on October 29, 2017, 10:48:04 AM
Post by: Brisky on October 29, 2017, 01:34:58 PM
As a wise main once said: "Painis weakness leaving the body..." ;P
@Cz
If I were you, I'd still go, as it's an oppertunity to grow a lady's pair, or maintain those that you already have. Shure, (s)he'll be there, but you're strong enough to not care about that! Right?
Unless the reason why you'd rather avoid him is something more serious, such as assault, or stalking, I think that there's really no reason why you can't go to the party, and still avoid him at the same time.
(But that's just my say and encouragement)
Post by: Cheza on October 31, 2017, 09:09:31 PM
Apparently there's an old lady with Alzheimer's that's gone missing, and they asked if I had happened to see her.
Unfortunately I hadn't, but I sure hope they find her, as the nights have gotten really cold already...
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 31, 2017, 11:17:31 PM
My brother is at a party, so I came home from work at 5:00 to find that nothing has been done in the house. Dogs needed to be walked and fed, there was an accident I had to clean up, and now they’re refusing to do their business after a whole 30 minute walk. It’s just so unfair that I can’t stand it. Everyone is having fun but me, I’m all alone here, and I’m stuck doing the things that no one bothered to do. It’s not even over yet, I’m sure my brother is going to have me pick him up. *sigh* The worst part is that all of this has happened before... it’ll probably happen again too, it’s just not fair...
Post by: Romulan_Furry on October 31, 2017, 11:23:36 PM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 31, 2017, 11:28:30 PM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on November 01, 2017, 12:37:33 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 01, 2017, 12:46:26 AM
This is all i have to say to you two.
Anyway, WHAT DON"T PEOPLE UNDERSTAND ABOUT "REAL WORLD POLITICS DO NOT BELONG IN GAMES!?!?!??!
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 01, 2017, 04:55:04 PM
Post by: Grey on November 01, 2017, 09:25:52 PM
I just want him to bugger off out of my family's life. He's got no reason to stick around now so he needs to just go away.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 02, 2017, 12:51:42 AM
Post by: SadDubwool on November 02, 2017, 03:46:07 AM
But apparently my new name is "Commie Bitch" among the far right of my school. Can't really tell if I should take it as a insult or not. Mainly because it's plain incorrect when it comes to my political alignment, I could see how it'd be confused with such but...I mean... C'mon
Post by: Dazed on November 02, 2017, 05:09:27 AM
Post by: Cheza on November 02, 2017, 02:23:36 PM
Second time today that ambulance people have knocked on my door. :o
Apparently someone's called them and managed to give the wrong apartment number twice.
Must be some kind of emergency. Hope they find where they need to be and that everyone turns out ok tho.
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 02, 2017, 05:47:05 PM
Post by: Brisky on November 02, 2017, 06:37:01 PM
If you've really been having a rough time, filled with bad luck, you might find comfort in realising that it wont take much before you're completely out of bad luck, and things can only start running smoothly again!
;)
Oh, and buy a bicycle, if you can get around with one. Take it from a Dutchie, with a number of moving parts you can count on your fingers, the things never break. And if they do, they'll not take more than an hour to repair...
Having one as a back-up to your car might save you a lot of time, if you consider dropping out of college, due to a lack of functioning cars to take you there...
(Oh... And busses... They're underrated...)
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 02, 2017, 06:43:27 PM
When everything goes wrong, you could ask yourself "what more could go wrong?"...yeah, well in the Us Public transportation can be finikey or no existant, In New York there is great pulbic trnaportation ,but that's one of the few places. a friend of my mothers who was from New york had no way to get around in my home town because we had little pulbic transportation.
If you've really been having a rough time, filled with bad luck, you might find comfort in realising that it wont take much before you're completely out of bad luck, and things can only start running smoothly again!
;)
Oh, and buy a bicycle, if you can get around with one. Take it from a Dutchie, with a number of moving parts you can count on your fingers, the things never break. And if they do, they'll not take more than an hour to repair...
Having one as a back-up to your car might save you a lot of time, if you consider dropping out of college, due to a lack of functioning cars to take you there...
(Oh... And busses... They're underrated...)
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 02, 2017, 06:51:52 PM
*sigh* All I know for sure is that this stinks, and that’s all there is to it. It won’t be fixed today, or tomorrow, so I’m just going to have to suffer and deal with it. I’m okay with that, it happens all the time for me... :(
Post by: Brisky on November 02, 2017, 07:06:33 PM
Just out of comfort then...
Ignition/battery problems are right around the top for the easiest system to repair on any motor vehicle...
Worst case scenario, you need a whole new battery, wich may cost you anywhere between fifty and a hundred dollars...
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 02, 2017, 07:08:54 PM
Post by: Brisky on November 02, 2017, 07:16:21 PM
What's this going on here? Need to get somethin' off ya chest? 0_0
Just take it easy, and whatever it is, try to talk it out sensibly from the safety and comfort of sitting behind a cup of tea. It beats yelling!
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 02, 2017, 07:24:22 PM
Fights happen and fortunately they aren't frequent, but the old adage "never go to bed on an argument" wasn't intended for night shift workers.
Post by: Brisky on November 02, 2017, 07:33:25 PM
Try to remember to say a little sorries... I know, it sounds silly, but even a small "Hey... Sorry I yelled at you last night, I was just a little tired and stuff, wasn't your fault." Goes to a pretty decent effect. Just by letting someone know it wasn't personal.
Even if it wasn't your fault that the fight started, or should I say, especially if it wasn't your fault that the fight started, because it makes the other side see how you're not looking to get into a fight, and are taking the responsibility of accepting your own mistakes, wich then will make them feel compelled to apologise for their own as well.
Unless you're in a relationship with a sociopath...
But, looking at you, I don't quite see how that could be the case...
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 02, 2017, 08:58:43 PM
Post by: Brisky on November 02, 2017, 09:13:34 PM
Gotta treat ones'self, eh? ;p
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 02, 2017, 11:13:34 PM
Of course... there’s still a problem here. Today was only good because something broke the routine. Now it’s back to normal, and honestly I can’t stand normal. My job stinks, I’m never home, and I’m always alone most of the time. Today was different, but that won’t happen again. Maybe I’m just a pessimistic person, I sure do act like it. But I’ve also been disappointed over and over again. At this point, being lonely and sad is just normal. I’ve been having this problem all semester, I’ve even considered just quitting the fandom altogether. It seems like the adult thing to do is give up on happiness and just work all the time. That’s what it feels like, and honestly if I could do that... I would... it’d make this so much easier.
Post by: Grey on November 02, 2017, 11:37:36 PM
Post by: Rob_Silvermyst on November 03, 2017, 12:32:07 AM
Huh, seems like my car only needed a jump start, but that doesn’t make any sense. I might be missing something here, but honestly, today was a good day. I got to school, I didn’t have to work (I don’t like work, so I was happy when they said they didn’t have anyone to come get me.) and I got to play some Mario 64.
Of course... there’s still a problem here. Today was only good because something broke the routine. Now it’s back to normal, and honestly I can’t stand normal. My job stinks, I’m never home, and I’m always alone most of the time. Today was different, but that won’t happen again. Maybe I’m just a pessimistic person, I sure do act like it. But I’ve also been disappointed over and over again. At this point, being lonely and sad is just normal. I’ve been having this problem all semester, I’ve even considered just quitting the fandom altogether. It seems like the adult thing to do is give up on happiness and just work all the time. That’s what it feels like, and honestly if I could do that... I would... it’d make this so much easier.
If you seek light, you will eventually find it. If you look for darkness, it is all you will see. You certainly have friends here. Even if it may seem easier, a life without happiness will lead to madness and despair.
Post by: Romulan_Furry on November 03, 2017, 01:53:41 AM
If you seek light, you will eventually find it. If you look for darkness, it is all you will see. You certainly have friends here. Even if it may seem easier, a life without happiness will lead to madness and despair.
This I agree on. Take it from me, Cecilia, you don't want to give up on happiness. I know from experience what it's like to live in madness and despair. You deserve better than that.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 03, 2017, 06:30:37 AM
That sounds oddly like either a Jedi saying or a Bendu Saying .Huh, seems like my car only needed a jump start, but that doesn’t make any sense. I might be missing something here, but honestly, today was a good day. I got to school, I didn’t have to work (I don’t like work, so I was happy when they said they didn’t have anyone to come get me.) and I got to play some Mario 64.
Of course... there’s still a problem here. Today was only good because something broke the routine. Now it’s back to normal, and honestly I can’t stand normal. My job stinks, I’m never home, and I’m always alone most of the time. Today was different, but that won’t happen again. Maybe I’m just a pessimistic person, I sure do act like it. But I’ve also been disappointed over and over again. At this point, being lonely and sad is just normal. I’ve been having this problem all semester, I’ve even considered just quitting the fandom altogether. It seems like the adult thing to do is give up on happiness and just work all the time. That’s what it feels like, and honestly if I could do that... I would... it’d make this so much easier.
If you seek light, you will eventually find it. If you look for darkness, it is all you will see. You certainly have friends here. Even if it may seem easier, a life without happiness will lead to madness and despair.
Post by: Brisky on November 03, 2017, 09:19:11 AM
Just think about what things are gonna look like when you've finished college. Maybe that'll give you something to look forward too!
Post by: Dazed on November 03, 2017, 11:54:31 AM
Post by: Brisky on November 03, 2017, 01:04:04 PM
Post by: Dazed on November 03, 2017, 02:06:02 PM
Post by: Brisky on November 03, 2017, 02:51:43 PM
I'm actually incapable of falling asleep myself. I rather lay in bed untill I fail to stay awake...
But the little, somewhat stereotypical things do help make that happen a little bit faster.
Post by: Corran Orreaux on November 03, 2017, 04:56:55 PM
Lol
I stopped attempting to fall asleep, period. I usually stay up all night and accidentally fall asleep during the day. Probably for the best since other people are out during the day, people who will try to engage in the ever so hated smalltalk!
"Oh hey, how you doing?"
"Fine, you?"
"Good!"
UGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
My eczema also tends to flair up when in direct sunlight... also I'm really pale and constantly plot to take over the world.... Am I a vampire?
Brisky, you're from the Netherlands, right? That's not far from Poland where the guy who wrote the witcher is (Can't spell out his name for fear of it being a demonic chant) Seeing as everyone in europe knows each other personally, could you ask about vampires on my behalf?
TL;DR: I'm always tired and eczema sucks.
Post by: Brisky on November 03, 2017, 08:14:43 PM
I'm not shure how I'd personally know the writer of witcher 3, since I've never been in Poland, but, I do agree that it's not too far away. Only 1100 kilometers from my home town, I could do that with my bicycle! :P
And, yes, that does seem like a very annoying condition...
Maybe you're just allergic to sunlight? :I
Because the actual "Vampire disease" wich, yes, is a very real thing, (called "Porphyria") is a lot more violent than that, and besides skin damage/rashes will also cause vomiting, constipation, seizures, severe muscle cramps, and could even lead to mental disorters, so I doubt you're a "vampire"...
Unless you're talking about the folcloric vampires, wich drink blood, and spontainiously combust when in contact with sunlight, in wich case I'm sorry, because I really don't know anything about that...
>_>
Post by: Firox on November 04, 2017, 07:10:47 AM
the main thing that annoys me:
starting work later than I'm used to
I prefer to start at 7am earliest and latest by 9am to enjoy time on forums later on - at times I has to start almost at noon (scheduled at 11:45am) - especially Monday, when I made it 10 minutes early, checked in with store manager and the shipping manager to inform I was ready to start
My work App wouldn't let me start 5 minutes early!
Its a big work load! alone!
Start late - naturally finish later than normal - second part of Vent! only got about 6 hours of sleep!
After having a big load previous day - next day (today, Friday) get to start early
Been informed estimated time was going to be 5 hrs 30 mins of work when I first accepted two days in advanced - before starting get the message that work will be closer to 9 hours 45 minutes X3
some gyros after work made it feel better
Post by: Dazed on November 04, 2017, 08:20:06 AM
At the same time, that time of my life did leave me with my favorite person.
I just wish things were better
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 04, 2017, 05:42:40 PM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on November 04, 2017, 09:57:32 PM
Post by: Brisky on November 04, 2017, 10:11:48 PM
In my experience, tumblr wave feminists and work grounds are rather dangerous combination... :I
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 06, 2017, 11:54:46 PM
And of course... it’s too late in the day for people to see this, that’s fine....
Post by: Romulan_Furry on November 07, 2017, 12:20:51 AM
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 07, 2017, 12:34:58 AM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on November 07, 2017, 12:51:31 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 07, 2017, 07:10:58 AM
I know that the people around here care. It’s just everyone else really. And I would message people, but I don’t have much to say other than what’s already been said. What I can say is that I’m very lucky, and very thankful to have people like you buddy. Thank you for always being there and trying. Especially when I’m being difficult and negative. You’re a real friend. You all are.Hey if you want to talk i'm, here too just be patient.
Post by: Brisky on November 09, 2017, 04:57:39 PM
These airsoft guns are extremely confusing...
I got the gun to fire at 320 FPS. (Feet-per-second. Speed of the projectile as it leaves the muzzle) A pinch on the slow side, but perfectly doable.
Then I took it to a match, and on the chrono check it suddenly shot at 140 FPS. WAY too slow. Something was wrong. Also evidently by occaisionall double feeding and failling to fire. The issues with double feeding and faillures stopped at the end of the match, but the muzzle velocity stayed as crappy as it was.
So, just now, I tested the gun out in the yard, and concluded the FPS was still too low. So I decided to try and dissasemble the gearbox, because given that the hopup unit and barrel were fine, that was the only place where the issue could be manifested.
Keep in mind: I have no idea about how anything related to the gearbox works.
I just dissasembled it. Took a look at the parts and got a basic understanding of how the thing worked, but couldn't see anything that was wrong with it. Then, I tried to reassemble the gearbox with all the parts in the right places and prayed to god that I didn't break anything before testing it out again in the yard.
The gun now happily shreds glass bottles to pieces...
What the hell? Are airsoft guns even supposed to be capable of doing that!? This stuff is soo confusing...
And how come merely taking apart the gearbox and putting it back together fixed the issue!? Am I just some sort of magical engineer, or was the gun simply on her period?
This hobby is gonna drive me absolutely crazy... T_T
Post by: Grey on November 09, 2017, 07:56:21 PM
I'm running low on cash again which means I have to ration my meals. Ugh.
Post by: Brisky on November 09, 2017, 10:55:53 PM
But, no it wasn't the wasn't the batteries. I swapped them out and recharged them but it didn't change anything.
If I were to trust my somehow sublime mechanical intuition, I'd say there was a fault somewhere, involved with the mechanism driving the nozzle.
First off, while removing the gearbox, I noticed that the nozzle was unusually set into the forward position.
After I had broke down the gearbox I decided to study its workings to see if I could find out how it worked. I noticed a mechanism that drove the nozzle (blasting the air from the piston into the barrel to propel the BB) back and forth, dependant on the position of the gear wheel directly linked with the piston. I found that it most scertainly was related to the loading of the BBs into the barrel, as well as allowing for the air to pass trough into the barrel, and sealing it against leakage into the hopup chamber.
The gear wheel had a smal pin attached to it, that would drive a plastic (spring tensioned) transfer bar to momentarily move the nozzle back at the appropriate moment, (in relation to the piston) to allow a BB to enter the hopup chamber, and then would drop the tranfer bar, wich under the spring tension would drop to the front, chambering the BB into the barrel, and sealing it for the air from the piston to propel it.
If this mechanism driving the nozzle would have for some reason malfunctioned, it could explain both the double feeding of BBs into the barrel, as well as the dramatic drop in muzzle velocity, because the nozzle may not have fully extended into the barrel, allowing for propellant air to escape trough the hopup chamber.
In this case, the malfunction could most likely be explained by the transfer bar somehow not having been seated properly at the place of its interaction with the secondairy gear wheel, (driving the piston) As I did not find any shards of broken plastic, or damage on the transfer bar.
The only problem I have with this, is that I can't recall any particulair event that could have resulted in this connection failling, meaning that it may just happen again, completely out of the blue. So, yeah... I hope that that does not happen... :\
However, now that I've reseated the transfer bar, it makes sense that guns muzzle velocity has dramatically increased again, most likely to the velocity it was shooting before the malfunction occured. (As I can't imagine the gun somehow becoming more powerfull from messing with the gearbox)
After I had broke down the gearbox I decided to study its workings to see if I could find out how it worked. I noticed a mechanism that drove the nozzle (blasting the air from the piston into the barrel to propel the BB) back and forth, dependant on the position of the gear wheel directly linked with the piston. I found that it most scertainly was related to the loading of the BBs into the barrel, as well as allowing for the air to pass trough into the barrel, and sealing it against leakage into the hopup chamber.
The gear wheel had a smal pin attached to it, that would drive a plastic (spring tensioned) transfer bar to momentarily move the nozzle back at the appropriate moment, (in relation to the piston) to allow a BB to enter the hopup chamber, and then would drop the tranfer bar, wich under the spring tension would drop to the front, chambering the BB into the barrel, and sealing it for the air from the piston to propel it.
If this mechanism driving the nozzle would have for some reason malfunctioned, it could explain both the double feeding of BBs into the barrel, as well as the dramatic drop in muzzle velocity, because the nozzle may not have fully extended into the barrel, allowing for propellant air to escape trough the hopup chamber.
In this case, the malfunction could most likely be explained by the transfer bar somehow not having been seated properly at the place of its interaction with the secondairy gear wheel, (driving the piston) As I did not find any shards of broken plastic, or damage on the transfer bar.
The only problem I have with this, is that I can't recall any particulair event that could have resulted in this connection failling, meaning that it may just happen again, completely out of the blue. So, yeah... I hope that that does not happen... :\
However, now that I've reseated the transfer bar, it makes sense that guns muzzle velocity has dramatically increased again, most likely to the velocity it was shooting before the malfunction occured. (As I can't imagine the gun somehow becoming more powerfull from messing with the gearbox)
TL;DR version:
I know where the malfunction was manifested, why it exhibited it's properties, and how taking apart the gearbox solved the problem. But, I do not know why the malfunction happened, wich I don't like, because it means that it may happen again at any time...
Also, I guess that airsoft guns are just powerfull enough to be capable of killing glass bottles. :I
Now I feel even more urged to buy a protective facemask... D:
Post by: Grey on November 09, 2017, 11:05:11 PM
If the problem reoccurs, perhaps you can buy an aftermarket part. My knowlege in AEGs is basic though, 'cause I use the good old VSR10.
Speaking of which, it decided to die on me earlier last week. The piston slam-fired (worn down seers) causing the whole cylinder to pull back and rip off the bolt handle. It also smashed the bb in the chamber and ruined my bucking. Woo more money to spend.
I'll have to prioritise food, but I'm getting bloomin' fed up of literally everything breaking. My mouse, my headset, my RIFs, my bag. It's like everything I own has decided now's the best time to give up right when I'm at my poorest.
Add onto that my Mum's been diagnosed with PTSD from my Dad's treatment of her, me being stuck in my brother's flat for going on three months now; I'm starting to go a bit crazy.
Post by: Brisky on November 10, 2017, 10:22:15 PM
So, hang in there, chap! And I hope it doesn't take long before somethin' awfully inconvenient happens to your dad! (Like a prison or something)
Post by: Grey on November 10, 2017, 11:01:27 PM
The incubator at college got damaged when during the move from premesis to premesis, so now I have to wait even longer to get on with my research project. Not the end of the world seeings as I've got other stuff I can do, but it is a little annoying.
At least it's something I can include in my writeup!
Post by: anoni on November 11, 2017, 11:15:40 PM
Post by: The Past on November 12, 2017, 05:12:03 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 13, 2017, 02:55:09 AM
I hate that when I'm out somewhere I get tons of ideas and details to add to my story and get super eager to note them but have nothing to put them on. I had plenty of time to write, but I had decided to leave my tablet at home because I thought I'd have work to do. Now that I'm home, I forgot most of the details plus don't have the enthusiasm I had then.smart phone? or do you not have one of those?
Post by: Ori on November 13, 2017, 05:27:53 AM
(And they were somewhat at fault anyway.)
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 13, 2017, 09:32:07 AM
Post by: Brisky on November 13, 2017, 12:04:27 PM
Saying that you "Just found out", I really hope that said sister was one of those siblings you, for the better, never really talked with, and never liked at all...
But in case it wasn't that, then damn, it seems to me that you've been trough quite enough [REDACTED], already. It's absolutely terrible that you have to deal with siblings leaving you as well!
Shurely, it'd be better if something nice starts happening to you, for a change...
You hangin' in there? :I
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 13, 2017, 12:17:02 PM
I'll be OK thanks Brisky. But I have to agree, I've had too much unpleasantness of late.
Even so, I'm lucky to have you guys.
Post by: George on November 13, 2017, 12:28:51 PM
Even so, I'm lucky to have you guys.I'm on this site too
Post by: Bricket on November 13, 2017, 12:50:02 PM
If you need someone to talk to, Im' here
Post by: Grey on November 13, 2017, 05:53:43 PM
I'm completely out of money.
Post by: Brisky on November 13, 2017, 07:05:04 PM
We have the latter in the NL. People can turn their (almost) expired food items in to have it distributed to peopel who really can't afford it. I've heard they had something similair in the US?
Post by: Blaiiine on November 14, 2017, 02:33:40 AM
Post by: Bricket on November 14, 2017, 08:00:37 PM
After arguing I decided to go the doc, turns out that I have, in worst case scenario the Carpal tunnel syndrome
Post by: Brisky on November 14, 2017, 08:09:58 PM
Or it growing a conciousness of it's own, and eventually resulting in your political downfall... But that only happends in movies. :P
Post by: Bricket on November 14, 2017, 08:13:28 PM
Post by: Brisky on November 14, 2017, 08:36:47 PM
Post by: Bricket on November 14, 2017, 08:40:36 PM
But seriously: it hurts alot
Post by: Brisky on November 14, 2017, 10:20:16 PM
Did they at least give you painkillers?
Post by: Bricket on November 14, 2017, 10:23:02 PM
Being right handed and thus forced to use your right hand, it's not a fun experience
Post by: Brisky on November 14, 2017, 10:25:44 PM
Post by: Bricket on November 14, 2017, 10:26:54 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 14, 2017, 10:32:08 PM
Basically it means that the main nerve in my wrist is pinched and this is causing that I've lost strength and feeling in my fingers (imagine the feeling as putting your fingers in the freezer) whilst everything around my wrist is sending signals of pain and from my wrist to shoulder I have sometimes have tingling sensations followed by painHey it could be worse at times my left hand goes numb and slows down in reaction then half my mouth stops working. It's migrains caused by my brain cancer.
Post by: Dazed on November 15, 2017, 01:09:07 AM
Post by: Ori on November 15, 2017, 05:17:56 AM
Hands off the best advice, thanks
I'm guessing it might be too late to exercise that hand in order to recover it or save it from further damage? I see online that there's a few exercises to help it. Hope that helps and hope your hand gets better. (Unless that's already what you're doing @.@)
As for myself... I might sorta decided to bombard myself with college courses for the last semester. And when I say bombarded. I mean I have seven classes basically. (Which wouldn't be so bad if they were an hour long each day. But two of them take 4 hours once per week. And one takes three hours for one day) XDDD Oh boy. Bright side is that basically if I pass this and make it into Cooper Union. They can't possibly throw anything at me that I can't handle. (Quick someone pass me wood to knock on, I can't jynx myself this early. lol) Not to mention I expect to be catching a bad virus soon. I haven't been really sick for what seems like two years. (Just small things like a runny nose or some bad coughs.) So I expect to be getting something awful during Spring. And when I get it... I'mma miss like 5 classes for getting sick for three days (Which is usually how long it takes for me to recover). XDD
Post by: Grey on November 15, 2017, 09:57:54 AM
The shop I go to doesn't sell my favourite premade crepes anymore. It's a crime I tell ya.
Post by: Brisky on November 15, 2017, 08:19:24 PM
So I came off of college, and right on the square I see a helping dog (I think that's what they call those in english) for a person walk around, all on his own, munching on some sigarette buds and trying to eat a sandwich out of a plastic bag. (unfortunately that's just how dogs think) It didn't really work out super well, so he decided to eat the whole damn bag around the sandwich as well.
Now, I know that you're not supposed to approach helping dogs and stuff, but I did try to gently approach him and coax him towards me to maybe see if I could just convince him not to eat a goddamn plastic bag. But, no, he was way too shy, and skitted off to, with a little bit effort, just swallow the bag whole.
Realising it wouldn't be smart to come after him, I just found the nearest bunch of staff and asked them if they knew who the dog belonged to, and if they knew that he just ate a whole damn garbage bag.
Well, they knew. And, "Oh, no! It's fine! This exemplar is capable of doing that!" -They jokingley said.
Really? You think that?
You think that you can just leave a dog all alone on a college square and just let him eat anything he finds, without some serious health issues over the long run? And dammit, not even on the long run, but that poor dog must be feeling horrible with all that crap in his guts!! And, For Christ's sake, could you not, at the very least have taught him to not eat crap off the ground? Is that just how you treat a creature that's dedicating almost their entire life to helping you get around!?
I'd liked to have seen the amount of crap that woman who owned said dog would've got the same norms for care that applied to children, applied to dogs as well...
And call me hippie-dippie, but sometimes I wish they did...
@Ori, Grey, Baud
Hey, please just ignore this if this isn't applicable, and you have a perfectly balanced diet, but if you don't, try picking up some salads or some fruit, in your life. And maybe sit in the sun for atleast a few minutes each day.
I know it sounds petty, and it is, but even a petty amount of fruit vegetables, and sunlight, can make one hell of a diffirence, and can make you feel better! And, it's not like it's that expensive as well. An nice apple averages for about .80 cents each, in my local supermarket, and that was one of the more expensive apples!
I've felt that myself in Scotland. Living off of beef jerkey, and beans in tomatoe sauce, it only took a little bit of wet and cold to make me (out of all people) feel bad enough to skip breakfast in a hotel.
And I'm a Dutchie. Skipping something that's included in the price of something is a mortal sin for a Dutchie, so whenever they do that, it means they're seriously feeling bad!
I hope y'all start feeling better, and/or don't get sick, though! :P
Post by: The Past on November 16, 2017, 01:07:32 AM
Anyway, it annoys me when I can't decide between two options (where "why not both?" is inapplicable), such as for some some artistic thing, and ask for opinions, people just say "do whatever you want."
I wouldn't be friggen asking if I knew the option I wanted, that should be obvious. "I'm not sure which is better" is a totally fine answer to such a question, not "hurrdeedurr do what you want because whatever lol". This is serious stuff for me, dangit!
Post by: Cheza on November 16, 2017, 03:06:45 PM
I feel like absolute shit now and from the looks of it none of the things I had planned for today will get done.
Not that that's really a problem, I can afford to delay them until tomorrow.
I had just hoped the rest of the week would have been free of annoying issues and just generally happier than the first half was is all.
Post by: Emtile on November 17, 2017, 01:47:31 AM
Also did a mention i'm going to the military acadimy?
Post by: The Past on November 18, 2017, 08:33:06 AM
Post by: Alistair on November 18, 2017, 08:49:09 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 19, 2017, 03:35:25 PM
Nearly two years since my brother was brutally attacked the assailant is appealing the severity of his sentence because 16 beers means he didn't realise how serious his actions were.
I'm on tank water and it basically ran out today and I probably can't get any delivered for 2-3 days.
I wish my Mum was still alive. But as she used to say "if wishes were fishes we'd all cast nets in the sea".
Post by: The Past on November 20, 2017, 05:32:25 PM
Nearly two years since my brother was brutally attacked the assailant is appealing the severity of his sentence because 16 beers means he didn't realise how serious his actions were.u
"Urr, I choosed to d'ink 2 much so it aint ma fawt I vilently beet a guy, be nise 2 mee"
I'll be pissed off if that excuse actually works.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 20, 2017, 05:39:26 PM
I too will be pissed off if it carries any weight.
It would actually be nice to think attempting to dodge responsibility might hinder any future parole applications (following the 5 year non-parole period).
Fresh rant:
I did an extra shift 3 weeks ago and was told it made the pay cutoff. Just checked my payslips and it seems I never got paid for it.
*sigh*
Post by: Dazed on November 24, 2017, 11:00:50 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 24, 2017, 05:24:27 PM
IKR? I won't go on at length, but even the least enlightened person knows that excessive drinking inhibits good judgment (indeed that's his very defense) so when you choose to drink to excess you are choosing to have inhibited judgment. In effect taking responsibility for subsequent actions in advance while clear headed.well that's just wrong.
I too will be pissed off if it carries any weight.
It would actually be nice to think attempting to dodge responsibility might hinder any future parole applications (following the 5 year non-parole period).
Fresh rant:
I did an extra shift 3 weeks ago and was told it made the pay cutoff. Just checked my payslips and it seems I never got paid for it.
*sigh*
If that excuse flies I'm gonna start blaming someone else for my issues.
Post by: Brisky on November 24, 2017, 08:08:16 PM
Post by: Grey on November 24, 2017, 10:52:47 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on November 25, 2017, 07:56:17 AM
Listening to a voicemail at one AM from your mother about your grandmother with dementia that was in a panic isn't always the greatest. Makes me feel guilty for not picking up the phone because I know my grandmother is kind of dying a slow death and my fear of being around the dying makes me die is getting in the way of seeing her.
go see her take this from someone whos only 22 yet saw his own nan die and workes in aged care
she will love seeing you even if she wont remember you the first few times it will do you more good then harm seeing her now then at a funeral knowing you could have seen her the last few times
True story: One of the clients i worked with had her son each day at 10 am come in and walk around with her and others in the ward (we were split in 3 sections with high care being locked down with heavy double doors on key pass locks). Never have i seen people so happy and 2 of the people he made happy their own family left them after i started my training but yet this guy with a smile could bring everyones spirits up. so go see her it will do you and her good.
Post by: anoni on November 26, 2017, 11:31:22 AM
However, the good news is the problems looks to be relatively fixable. There seems to be a cut in the wire that connects the headphones to the computer, so I can take it to a repair shop and they should just be able to solder it back together.
Post by: Emtile on November 26, 2017, 04:41:05 PM
i have exams tommorow
i don't know what to do for my birthday which is in two weeks
i have to think about my life soon
And the guy on kik is back and wants to do "stuff" and "things" with me.
Post by: Cheza on November 27, 2017, 12:00:21 PM
And I'm still not ok.
Post by: Bricket on November 28, 2017, 10:10:14 PM
I've done that today and the result is what I feared.
Looking at the friends I made, and how many of them still talk to me, I have to say that very little of them still speak to me. They decided to cut contact with me like I was some kind of expendable name in a mailinglist.
But not just online, also IRL people decided to just "stop talking", like it was nothing.
I know I might be sounding like a whiner, but when people suddenly just don't talk to you anymore, it hurts.
Post by: Kara on November 29, 2017, 12:49:20 AM
Also my best friend for 8 years talked trash about me, told me to kill myself and left.
Post by: Dazed on November 30, 2017, 08:46:28 PM
Post by: Emtile on December 02, 2017, 01:55:41 PM
Also my grades aren't good.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 02, 2017, 03:46:54 PM
Anyway, I've been driving the van and last night I lost control in the wet and did a complete 180 before going sideways over a gutter. Fortunately I wasn't injured and neither was the vehicle, but it did really shake me up.
Post by: Fuzzpaws on December 02, 2017, 04:08:47 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 02, 2017, 05:04:45 PM
It just terrifies me that all this time I've been paying for my personal insurance but never had third party insurance.
Fresh rant, I got a really cool fishtank coffee table! Put my gold fish in they died after two days :'(
I don't know if I can isolate what killed them or if I should just make it a terrarium.
Poor fish. :(
Post by: Brisky on December 02, 2017, 06:44:08 PM
They say that goldfish only have a memory of 3 minutes, or something, so, at the very least, you can rest assured in knowing that it can't actually remember that it's dead... :/
Post by: Brisky on December 02, 2017, 09:46:23 PM
Post by: Ori on December 04, 2017, 03:51:22 AM
And so I'm getting annoyed and frustrated. I spent literally an entire hour putting together that easel. The only thing I got done was the base... Just the base. Like. Tilt. I thought my getting tilted in Smite days were over. Well apparently getting tilted reincarnated back into my life, from smite. I'm half ready to flip a desk.
Post by: anoni on December 05, 2017, 09:49:08 AM
Post by: Cheza on December 07, 2017, 12:24:03 AM
This time pulling at the locked front door, hoping it'll magically open if enough noise is made.
It's currently 2am and I'd assume most people to be asleep. (and quite a few to have been awoken by that noise echoing through the stairs.)
My apartment is on the ground floor right next to the front door.
I hate loud noises. I still feel awfully startled.
And for all that's holy I hope that this won't become a habit.
The last thing I'd need is a drunk guy randomly banging on my window every other weekend because he's lost his keys or something.
Post by: Brisky on December 07, 2017, 09:53:46 AM
Besides the sleep loss, I scertainly could imagine that that's scary, depending on how much you trust your front door... :/
As for me, it's always fun if you're counting for a good night's rest, but your alarm clock faithfully rings at 6:30...
Being me, falling asleep again isn't an option, so it simply just ruins my entire day, pretty much...
Wich annoys me...
Post by: Emtile on December 07, 2017, 12:41:03 PM
That's it.
Post by: Brisky on December 07, 2017, 03:10:03 PM
(╭☞ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° )╭☞
Post by: Brisky on December 07, 2017, 05:27:34 PM
Post by: Corran Orreaux on December 07, 2017, 05:42:39 PM
My sister tells me (my parents are divorced and I live with my dad) that mum constantly rants to her about it. Here are some choice selections:
"You think J has schizophrenia and his mind tricked himself into thinking he's gay?"
"You know, Jamie just doesn't seem like a gay to me. He talks normal and doesn't like pink or them little ponies"
"J is trying to be cool cuz being gay is the cool thing now"
"I think we need to take the internet away from J, it's making him be gay"
Post by: Brisky on December 07, 2017, 08:20:56 PM
But, perhaps your mother just doesn't understand what "gay" really means.
What you have to understand is that your mom is quite a bit older than you, and she likely has lived trough the time where being a homosexual wasn't accepted, and might have hear lots of bad, prejudgefull, things about them.
Your mother might think that being gay means that you like to wear provocative leather outfits to strange bars, and treat STD's like collectibles, while this, hopefully, isn't actually the case.
Have you ever tried talking talking to your mother about what it's like to be a homosexual?
Maybe she just doesn't understand, and if you explain her that being a homosexual only means that you're attracted to men instead of woman, just like your mother is (presumably) only attracted to men, and not to women, she may get a little bit more understanding for you.
And, if you don't know what to say, I'm shure that there's hundreds of websites and orga's out there that will give you advice about talking to your parents about being LGTB!
It's as simple as a misunderstanding. You don't want to hate your mother, and your mother doesn't want to hate her child. So, if you haven't, I'd really suggest talking to your ma! c:
Post by: Michen_S on December 07, 2017, 10:10:40 PM
Post by: Corran Orreaux on December 08, 2017, 12:52:00 PM
I can't imagine how it must feel like to have your parents dislike a part of you that is as much you as the head that's attached to your body...
But, perhaps your mother just doesn't understand what "gay" really means.
What you have to understand is that your mom is quite a bit older than you, and she likely has lived trough the time where being a homosexual wasn't accepted, and might have hear lots of bad, prejudgefull, things about them.
Your mother might think that being gay means that you like to wear provocative leather outfits to strange bars, and treat STD's like collectibles, while this, hopefully, isn't actually the case.
Have you ever tried talking talking to your mother about what it's like to be a homosexual?
Maybe she just doesn't understand, and if you explain her that being a homosexual only means that you're attracted to men instead of woman, just like your mother is (presumably) only attracted to men, and not to women, she may get a little bit more understanding for you.
And, if you don't know what to say, I'm shure that there's hundreds of websites and orga's out there that will give you advice about talking to your parents about being LGTB!
It's as simple as a misunderstanding. You don't want to hate your mother, and your mother doesn't want to hate her child. So, if you haven't, I'd really suggest talking to your ma! c:
She isn't one to listen.
Post by: Kara on December 10, 2017, 03:09:00 AM
Its gonna be painful and out of place forever
Post by: Corran Orreaux on December 10, 2017, 09:08:14 AM
It's 2:27 AM and I haven't gotten any sleep and I have to be up and 6AM to go to a church when I don't even believe in God T_T
No offense to anyone that does believe in God.
Feel ya pain, when my Aunt found out I didn't believe she refused to talk to me ever again. It's been three years and she still won't.
Post by: Dazed on December 10, 2017, 10:42:05 AM
Those were bad times for me. Bad times.. bad memories.
Post by: Grey on December 10, 2017, 01:11:08 PM
Low ballers, no showers, people that complain about the price, rude people.
Ugh.
Post by: saph the sergal on December 10, 2017, 09:42:51 PM
bloody pissed off now that my first car is basicly scrap since a small hole in the roof has lead to mold in the roof liner and i dont exactly have the cash that would take to fix along with any rust thats bult up and all the other stuff that it needs doing.
so now i have to hunt for a new car within price range with rego and other stuff
the rust is in the A piller's aswell as in the boot roof and pillers there
not worth the time now anyways since that would be a grand then the cost of the rest of the repairs and rego is another
plus if i get the job i want i would have to upgrade fast anyways
from a discord im in that i wrote last night
Post by: Emtile on December 11, 2017, 02:12:05 PM
Post by: The Past on December 11, 2017, 09:36:58 PM
Post by: Blaiiine on December 12, 2017, 12:39:21 AM
This is really doing my head in..
Post by: saph the sergal on December 12, 2017, 05:05:43 AM
The PSU on my new computer got goofed during shipment. Given the box is all beat up and managed to get a friggen hole in it, I'm thankful that's apparently the only problem. Murphy's law.
better then a doa motherboard then the guy at a pc store bending 8 cpu pins
Post by: Corran Orreaux on December 12, 2017, 06:06:11 PM
Post by: Brisky on December 12, 2017, 06:15:08 PM
So, now that I'm done with studying, and ready to take the exam, the soonest date that I will capable of taking my car exam (1/2) will be more than a whole month.
Hurray...
Post by: Brisky on December 14, 2017, 07:32:29 PM
Who did you think would win?
Almost two million united states citizens, or some federal boi?
Post by: Brisky on December 14, 2017, 08:49:53 PM
Might be wrong.
Hang on, let me get this (https://www.battleforthenet.com/)...
Post by: Angder on December 14, 2017, 08:50:39 PM
If you are in America, keep sending messages to congress, Keep the pressure on. We have suffered a blow, but we have not lost this yet.
(https://www.battleforthenet.com/)
Edit: brisky beat me too it :P
Post by: Brisky on December 14, 2017, 09:20:57 PM
If a country ran for 90% by coorperal greed can't get away with this, then there's still some hope left for humanity! :P
Shame I don't live in the US, tho, would've drawn it, then...
Post by: Bricket on December 14, 2017, 11:49:12 PM
Post by: Bricket on December 15, 2017, 01:32:50 AM
That means that the simple webblog that has 50 visitors a month should be treated the same as Facebook, this means that this simple webblog has to pay the same amount as Facebook which makes no sense.
Isn't it normal tha thte biggest users of internet space should pay more than this simple webblog?
Post by: Fuzzpaws on December 15, 2017, 01:35:39 AM
Post by: Bricket on December 15, 2017, 01:44:30 AM
Post by: Fuzzpaws on December 15, 2017, 01:47:06 AM
Post by: Bricket on December 15, 2017, 01:55:02 AM
Post by: Bricket on December 15, 2017, 02:24:35 AM
https://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=38048.0 (https://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?topic=38048.0)
Post by: Emtile on December 15, 2017, 04:20:25 PM
My friends found out I watch a lot of "naughty stuff" and are creeped out by it.
(To be fair, everyone watches THAT from time to time)
Post by: Corran Orreaux on December 15, 2017, 06:17:24 PM
(Now that that's calmed down)
My friends found out I watch a lot of "naughty stuff" and are creeped out by it.
(To be fair, everyone watches THAT from time to time)
I don't see why it should matter to your friends. Maybe it's cuz I'm a disgusting freak who regularly talks to a poster of Chris Pratt but I don't think looking at "naughty stuff" is shameful or bad.
Post by: Emtile on December 15, 2017, 08:16:15 PM
(Now that that's calmed down)
My friends found out I watch a lot of "naughty stuff" and are creeped out by it.
(To be fair, everyone watches THAT from time to time)
I don't see why it should matter to your friends. Maybe it's cuz I'm a disgusting freak who regularly talks to a poster of Chris Pratt but I don't think looking at "naughty stuff" is shameful or bad.
It's because I look at THOSE sites with all the furry stuff as well as the normal things.
That's what bothers them.
Post by: Romulan_Furry on December 15, 2017, 08:17:32 PM
Post by: Dazed on December 16, 2017, 08:07:31 PM
Post by: Cheza on December 16, 2017, 10:52:34 PM
After having to re-sew the final piece onto the other piece 9001 times to finally get it to get even, it's finally done.
And what happens? The yarn decides to snap on the main knitting, causing an unsightly hole to appear and expand, as that's what's happens when a knitted piece of clothing gets damaged.
I give up.
Post by: Emtile on December 17, 2017, 01:37:10 AM
https://photos.app.goo.gl/eTP2onvRoeudAZuB3
Post by: Dazed on December 17, 2017, 01:44:55 AM
uuuugh i feel constantly sick
Post by: George on December 17, 2017, 01:52:43 AM
It may well be NN-related. :o
Edit fact: The error was named for Fahrenheit 451, as per the censorship nature of the problem.
Post by: Corran Orreaux on December 18, 2017, 11:34:38 AM
I think I should see a doctor, I'm really scared.
Post by: Athlaros on December 19, 2017, 04:15:59 AM
Post by: Dazed on December 19, 2017, 05:27:38 AM
Post by: Emtile on December 19, 2017, 12:42:15 PM
Post by: juliet on December 19, 2017, 01:37:04 PM
New job soon though, hopefully.
Post by: Corran Orreaux on December 19, 2017, 04:08:58 PM
Post by: Michen_S on December 19, 2017, 06:14:26 PM
Of course, there are always people who don't even realise there are English-speaking people on the internet that are from a country that's not the US, and then start making fun of me when I don't understand something of the US' mainstream culture. I'm not sure if those people are really that ignorant or just plain stupid.
Post by: Athlaros on December 20, 2017, 07:44:41 PM
Post by: Emtile on December 20, 2017, 08:28:38 PM
Post by: The Past on December 21, 2017, 11:28:31 AM
I don't want to go to Christmas. This has been my best year emotionally in quite a few, but this is one of the first Christmases where I straight up don't want to do anything. I used to be at least mildly excited every year, but all the "magic" is gone and I just feel like a useless burden at any family holiday.
I'm two years away from a quarter-century old, and what have I shown for it?
Post by: Emtile on December 21, 2017, 01:42:26 PM
It's that special time of the year, holidays!
Holidays make me suicidal, I gotta sit at a table for hours and hours and listen to people lecture me about how I need to get a girlfriend, meanwhile my Dad argues with my Mom because I don't have any friends.
Maybe my Dad will lock me outside again :)
That's how I feel too about holidays.(except Christmas) My parents are trying to get know me (cause I don't talk to them much) and they are trying to seek a therapist because of that. And they keep saying I have to get a job so I can get a car and move out, even though I'll work with my dad but they don't think that's good enough. Also i can't get a girlfriend because i'm too shy.
Post by: Cheza on December 21, 2017, 07:03:31 PM
Means heading over there.
Not happy.
Post by: Emtile on December 21, 2017, 09:03:17 PM
Post by: Brisky on December 21, 2017, 09:49:15 PM
The mind can vomit, after all, and the worst thing is that it's very tricky to clean up the mess it makes inside your head. It seeps into the fibres and neurons of your brain, and too much of it will drive you crazy!
Please be carefull with unconsentual sexually explicit writing, m8. Not even once, and not even as a joke!
Post by: Ori on December 22, 2017, 04:41:01 AM
So... For my college, turns out I didn't register for one of my classes, or it's doing something weird where it's going to act like I didn't register for a science classe. I found out, only because I needed to check my transcript. (Didn't tell me anything about this.) It's been two hours since college ended for me. I'm damn tired, I want sleep. I literally just want to rest up, because this semester has taken a bite out of my sleep schedule. But no, just for some reason I'm slammed with, I might not be able to graduate next year. Like... Just like... Life I swear has it out for me sometimes.
And I got the seasonal migraines that I missed all so much.
I mean at least I have hope, if I take three classes during the summer, I can get out... but I don't know if that's for certainty that the classes I need I will be able to take. To begin with this entire thing is not my fault. I went to a class advisor, to make sure I can graduate on time. And this happens. Like... Life throw me a bone here.
Doesn't help that my investments, also just kinda died.
Post by: Athlaros on December 23, 2017, 01:59:29 AM
Post by: Brisky on December 24, 2017, 12:17:07 AM
Do I have to do things the hard way?
I mean, the easy way is right here, and I know that I can do it...
Why do I have to make it more complicated for myself?
Well, after having had a some nice conversations, at a party I've just been.
Yes...
Yes, I'd much rather things the hard way...
-.-
Post by: Romulan_Furry on December 26, 2017, 12:20:13 PM
Did I also mention she took out the batteries in all the smoke detectors?
Post by: Rocco Rex on December 26, 2017, 04:45:38 PM
Ni su'cuyi, gar kyr'adyc, ni partayli, gar darasuum.
Post by: Brisky on December 26, 2017, 04:50:48 PM
Dog deaths are the worst deaths...
:'c
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 26, 2017, 04:55:50 PM
Post by: kalan on December 26, 2017, 11:56:06 PM
Post by: Corran Orreaux on December 29, 2017, 07:38:02 PM
What inner demons torment these poor souls?
I just want to give some of these people hugs and tell them whatever hurt they feel will get better... I know its a lie... that's why I never say it. They are trapped, doomed to serve the endless onslaught of ungrateful patrons with multi-colored hair, the smell of overpriced coffee and pretentiousness seeping into their brains.
I remember once, on a crisp autumn day, a man wearing a my little pony shirt got into a screaming match with an old man who was holding a Bill O'reilly book.
"You fags just want to give us back to england!" The old man cried.
"England can have people like you!" The younger lad responded.
It was pretty funny.
Post by: Ræfóa Aldrnari on December 29, 2017, 07:44:04 PM
Post by: Corran Orreaux on December 29, 2017, 08:26:03 PM
Post by: Brisky on December 29, 2017, 10:56:23 PM
I kinda hope it's the latter... :/
Post by: Corran Orreaux on December 31, 2017, 03:21:58 PM
I swear my sister has some type of genetic disease that physically keeps her from putting milk back into the fridge, putting dishes by the sink is also too much apparently.
She's 25 but won't do the simplest damn... anything!
She lives off of my parents, getting checks from the government that she supposedly uses some of to pay rent... in truth she spends all that money on my little pony toys and junk food. Her defense is always the same "I have schizophrenia!"
She does and I do feel for her on that front, mental illness sucks, I have my own crap (OCD, ADD, Major Depression, Anxiety) but she uses her issues to get out of doing literally anything, she refuses to even try.
I'm constantly picking up after her, cooking her food, cleaning the endless mountains of trash she leaves in her wake and she can't even put the damn milk away after she sucks down half of it mixed with strawberry syrup? [size=78%] [/size]
I never get a 'thank you' either, I remember once I was lugging in a grocery store's worth of food for her from the car because "I might trip!" and she got pissed at me for not going fast enough!
If she thinks I'm going to take care of her when my parents can't anymore after I get a place/job of my own... well I think I would take that trip to Ireland that I've always wanted to take and never come back.
Post by: The Past on December 31, 2017, 03:51:07 PM
A much more minor yet sorta relevant experience I've had was a rude "too cool for school" classmate using his supposed ADHD as an excuse for clearly intentionally not doing homework. Makes people struggling with it (but actually putting in effort) look bad. It ticks me off when people say "ADHD doesn't exist" just because of misdiagnosis and kids that behave like that.
Post by: Brisky on December 31, 2017, 04:03:37 PM
I know a girl from my martial arts class. She's a perfectly fine lady, if not that she's very quirky, and an extremely overly-social person, who yet claims to not like people.
For some reason, she has to go to some sort of special school, for people with disorders, and has to constantly get these counselling sessions, on her school, and constantly get's all of her mistakes and weird quirks talked into her like "It's not your fault, you're autistic, you can't help it", and stuff like that.
I just cannot see why...
She's a perfectly well functioning individual. She takes responsibility for her actions and stands strong like no girl her age I've ever seen before, and has never shown any obnoxious behaviour.
I don't understand why she needs all that stuff. Why she needs to go to this "special school for special people" and get all these counselling calls, and stuff.
I can't put it in any other way. Shure, she's diffirent, but there's nothing wrong with her...
Even more, If I ever get a daughter like that, I'd be damn proud! No way in hell I'd let her get taken away by some sort of detrimental school for "autistic" people...
Times like that, I think that organisations like that are just doing it for the money, and not because it's actually best for the people on that are on there.
Mental disorder, or not. There shouldn't be an excuse to take responsibility for your actions.
But, that's just me, and stuff...
Post by: The Past on December 31, 2017, 04:12:24 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on December 31, 2017, 10:48:45 PM
So about $450 of stuff unusable, just sitting here. Not amused
Post by: Dazed on January 01, 2018, 05:19:36 AM
ble
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 01, 2018, 12:16:40 PM
It's meant I've missed a bunch of work and am now thoroughly miserable.
But mostly I feel like I don't have anyone to look after me.
Just over always being the carer and never the caree.
I feel insignificant.
Post by: Fuzzpaws on January 01, 2018, 04:58:37 PM
Post by: Brisky on January 01, 2018, 05:20:07 PM
And, maybe don't be too hard for people not caring for you. It's possible that people who need taken care for, don't know how to care for others.
Post by: s0ul_d3ww on January 02, 2018, 02:57:55 AM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on January 02, 2018, 03:00:49 AM
I injured my back about six days ago. Pretty much I've been in pain since then. The Dr was concerned i at have a hernia but couldn't find one. So I'll probably have to get a CT scan soon.
It's meant I've missed a bunch of work and am now thoroughly miserable.
But mostly I feel like I don't have anyone to look after me.
Just over always being the carer and never the caree.
I feel insignificant.
You are not insignificant. Never let anyone or anything make you feel that way. There are always those that feel you are important to them.
I wish you a speedy recovery, and know that if you want to talk, even though my understanding is limited, you can always talk to me.
Good luck, good health, tovarishch,
--Rom
Post by: Michen_S on January 04, 2018, 09:07:44 PM
Post by: saph the sergal on January 04, 2018, 10:39:35 PM
My laptop has some weird startup problems since recently. I hope there's no malware or a hack involved in this. I'm running a full virus scan as I type this.
https://www.facebook.com/topic/Intel/103710829668419?source=whfrt&position=3&trqid=6507325078071721972&impression_guid=0Dq16uLl5agXnAEiy
get ready to patch it tho
Post by: notched on January 05, 2018, 04:01:39 AM
Post by: notched on January 06, 2018, 03:26:22 AM
Listening to music is deeming frustrating.
Post by: George on January 06, 2018, 04:01:15 AM
I have no idea what the hell is wrong with me.
I feel like my whole life is falling apart <REMOVED>
I've been having random panic attacks every couple of hours, I can't even get myself to eat or sleep anymore!
I wanna talk to my mom about it, but she'd probably just tell me to go say a prayer or something like that.
I literally have nobody to talk to, I have no friends, my family won't talk to me, and I spend my whole life literally sitting in my closet, I'm sitting in it right now!
Anytime I come out of it, I have to put up with the shit that's going in the world, I have to listen to my brothers insult me for no **censor** reason!
<REMOVED>
My whole life is falling apart, I'm too pathetic to even handle talking to people in the real world!
<REMOVED>
Seriously, I'm **censor** scared, <REMOVED>
I'm done with my stupid rant now, I'm gonna go watch me some Mr. Robot.
EDIT: Mr. Robot has become extremely boring.
Seems like your brothers need to move out, regardless of whether they have the resources to.
Post by: juliet on January 06, 2018, 06:08:23 PM
I have no idea what the hell is wrong with me.
I feel like my whole life is falling apart <REMOVED>
I've been having random panic attacks every couple of hours, I can't even get myself to eat or sleep anymore!
I wanna talk to my mom about it, but she'd probably just tell me to go say a prayer or something like that.
I literally have nobody to talk to, I have no friends, my family won't talk to me, and I spend my whole life literally sitting in my closet, I'm sitting in it right now!
Anytime I come out of it, I have to put up with the shit that's going in the world, I have to listen to my brothers insult me for no **censor** reason!
<REMOVED>
My whole life is falling apart, I'm too pathetic to even handle talking to people in the real world!
<REMOVED>
Seriously, I'm **censor** scared, <REMOVED>
I'm done with my stupid rant now, I'm gonna go watch me some Mr. Robot.
EDIT: Mr. Robot has become extremely boring.
Sweetie, if you are feeling this way then you need to talk to someone about it.
If you want to talk to your mother about it I encourage it, as a person who has raised a few kids myself (Not my own but still,) I understand a mothers instinct and we always want you to tell us if something is wrong. If you do not feel safe, or happy you need to voice that.
Sit down with your mother and just tell her, "I've been having problems that are serious to me and I really need your help,"
If your mother is religious and you aren't that's okay if she tells you to go pray then just ask her to pray with you. I have found that even if no one is listening it is just very affirming to say it out loud and get it out there, and if you do it with your mother you're getting her to listen and even understand how you feel.
If you need anyone to talk to, I know I speak for everyone when I say we WILL listen and try to help you as best we can. So please do not consider for one second you are alone.
Post by: Corran Orreaux on January 07, 2018, 05:41:43 PM
Post by: Bricket on January 07, 2018, 06:39:45 PM
Since a week I can't keep my eyes open anymore, I feel extremely tired after 4 hours and it's starting to happen more that I fall asleep at 16.00 in the afternoon/
I don't know why this is happening but I feel completely drained of all energy
Post by: The Past on January 07, 2018, 07:05:35 PM
My rant of the day: I'm feeling fine right now except I don't want to get out of bed. I mean, I want to, but when I get up, I have the urge to get back in it. Can't place why.
Post by: Bricket on January 07, 2018, 11:15:50 PM
He has made it also clear that in his eyes I'm a faillure.
Post by: George on January 07, 2018, 11:21:11 PM
Post by: Bricket on January 07, 2018, 11:23:04 PM
Yes, that means I don't have to deal with the abusive bastard anymore; but on the other hand he's hanign out the dirty laundry.
The disowning still kinda hurts, but the fact he has publically said that I'm a faillure/disappointlent in his eyes, that's the one that gets me.
Post by: George on January 07, 2018, 11:23:58 PM
Post by: Bricket on January 07, 2018, 11:25:45 PM
Post by: The Past on January 08, 2018, 12:41:23 AM
I was gonna experiment with game stuff in Unity for the past several days, but I've just been watching videos of people restoring old and broken electronics. >_>;;
Post by: Bricket on January 08, 2018, 12:48:43 AM
Anyone who says shit like that is simply showing that they're the real failure/disappointment.Guess my father and I don't differ that much then
Post by: Brisky on January 08, 2018, 08:37:16 AM
But yes, I do scertainly understand how it can hurt to have your father say that he thinks that you're a faillure, even if you really hate that very father.
But, look at it from this way. You have a job, a function in politics, and are strafing to make something out of your life. While your dad has achieved?
Post by: Grey on January 08, 2018, 10:33:48 AM
I have the guy I want, what I'm looking for is friends but he seems to think it's impossible for a gay guy to have friends without them getting closer than that. His frequent use of derogatory terms and the shrugging off of "it's just a joke" makes me so irate. He speaks to me like I'm two, insists the only reason I don't have a job is that I'm lazy. I'm on a full time course and the one job I nearly, nearly got was prevented when he rang them up and told them I was unfit for work.
He has no understanding of privacy and thinks it's perfectly okay to invade mine for my "safety". Delusional git even called me a teenager last night. I'm twenty, the mug. I just wish he'd leave me alone, but he either laughs off everything I say or walks away flinging insults saying he doesn't have time for this, or the ever present "ohhh it's a hard life isn't it?". Given everything that's going on, yeah and he isn't making it any easier.
What a goon.
Post by: The Past on January 08, 2018, 06:10:45 PM
My friends are so much better at things than me, I feel useless. The only thing I'm "good" at compared to them is drawing, but I'm so unproductive with that, I might as well be a casual beginner artist.
Post by: juliet on January 08, 2018, 06:18:15 PM
Sent from my SAMSUNG-SM-N920A using Tapatalk
Post by: Corran Orreaux on January 09, 2018, 11:57:03 AM
I said "no thanks." and just went inside, I told the cashier and they drove the dude away.
I'm I being paranoid or did some gas station guy proposition me for sex in return for money?
Post by: flurry on January 10, 2018, 11:11:03 AM
Post by: Emtile on January 10, 2018, 01:03:52 PM
Post by: Cheza on January 10, 2018, 03:01:46 PM
Which is frustrating because I can't really afford to screw up again.
Bleh.
Post by: juliet on January 11, 2018, 03:34:42 PM
He has all my passwords and all my information. im not allowed to rant about him because everything wrong with our relationship is my fault because I have an "attitude"
whatever.
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Post by: Rocco Rex on January 11, 2018, 04:24:12 PM
And not being allowed to rant about him? Bullshit! You rant what you want about who you want and if they don't like it, they can hit the road.
Post by: The Past on January 12, 2018, 12:41:33 AM
Post by: Blaiiine on January 12, 2018, 01:43:53 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 14, 2018, 11:57:28 AM
Shit.
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 14, 2018, 07:03:22 PM
Post by: Emtile on January 15, 2018, 02:06:59 AM
Oh, you poked me in the back? Triggered.
You scared me? Triggered!
I lost a game? Triggered!
No more ice cream? Triggered!
You slightly touched me? Triggered!
I'm shorter than you? Triggered!
Someone listens to diffrent music than me? Triggered!
I swear it's like everyone is bi-polar.
Post by: The Past on January 15, 2018, 06:56:28 AM
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 17, 2018, 03:53:43 AM
Post by: Bricket on January 19, 2018, 12:36:33 AM
Everytime I see people whomst I've not talked to a while suddenly disappear when I say one word, but when I put myself "offline" they suddenly are back.
Also I'm getting tired of the way people look at me: "LOLOL BORING POLITICS GUY AHAHAHA AM RIGHT?", Im getting sick of it!
Do you want to make fun of me? Just do it behind my back so I can think some people might like me instead of knowing they make fun of me.
I AM SICK OF IT!
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 19, 2018, 02:11:15 AM
I just want to sleep for the rest of the day now.
Post by: Fuzzpaws on January 19, 2018, 02:43:45 AM
Getting very tired of the post surgery 'issues'. Between the pain, med side affects, and my system not being back up to speed I've slept on the couch the last two nights so I don't keep my Mate awake.
Post by: Corran Orreaux on January 21, 2018, 09:57:02 AM
Just a couple days ago everything was pretty manageable, but now I find it hard to not adjust the positioning of whatever my brain arbitrarily feels like needs attention.
Idk, my meds dosage was recently upped, maybe it has to do with that?
Post by: The Past on January 21, 2018, 10:52:16 AM
Post by: Firox on January 21, 2018, 11:01:36 AM
Was scheduled to work my Friday (Jan 19) for 8 hours starting at noon - I work restocking the shelves at a grocery store - but when I got there, my work load had not arrived.
No worry, I can wait, when it happens it usually arrives an hour or two late.
Wait was boring, I had to wait in the store's parking lot the entire time. Good thing I had my phone charger just in case. I wish I had brought my drawing supplies, this Friday I will know.
This time, over 5 hours of waiting, I get call from my manager telling me that my work will not arrive on Friday, if I could go in on Saturday.
Saturday (Jan 20) work did arrive at 8:30 in the morning, was able to get it finished.
Do wished that it had arrived on Friday, I don't work Mondays, hoped for 3 days off - instead get 2.
Friday was kind of a wasted boring day.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on January 21, 2018, 07:00:02 PM
People are getting too f****ing triggered for the stupidest of reasons.on the extreme end yes.
Oh, you poked me in the back? Triggered.
You scared me? Triggered!
I lost a game? Triggered!
No more ice cream? Triggered!
You slightly touched me? Triggered!
I'm shorter than you? Triggered!
Someone listens to diffrent music than me? Triggered!
I swear it's like everyone is bi-polar.
Post by: Bricket on January 23, 2018, 01:00:08 AM
And each trainwreck will be bigger than the other.
So we all stroll along from trainwreck to trainwreck, to just end up dead in one of those wrecks ^_^ ^_^ ^_^
Post by: SadDubwool on January 23, 2018, 02:20:28 PM
Nothing new...Honestly.
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 24, 2018, 05:02:50 AM
151 guys haven't eaten, including me. A ton of guys, including me, still don't have racks. Only been here for 6 hours
Post by: Corran Orreaux on January 25, 2018, 10:15:26 AM
No mum, I want to wed John the irish stable boy and I don't care that he is of low birth. WE WILL LIVE SIMPLE BUT LOVING LIVES, CARING FOR AND BREEDING SHETLAND PONIES AND YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT DAMMIT!!!!
Post by: The Past on January 25, 2018, 10:44:27 AM
Post by: juliet on January 25, 2018, 01:55:07 PM
and I dont even know what Im doing Im just so **censor** tired.
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Post by: Corran Orreaux on January 27, 2018, 11:10:45 AM
Post by: Emtile on January 27, 2018, 01:27:27 PM
I don't know why google wants me to date Russian Catholics in my area so badly, but it does.
Those are so annoying, google thinks I'm into old people or Asians.
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 27, 2018, 02:08:59 PM
Started the day off getting into a fight with my partner over her mood swings and bossiness which had to be put on hold because my daughter's bus didn't turn up. So then I slept angry in the heat without enough fresh air and woke up tired to visitors who outstayed their welcome and made my shower awkward and dinner late.
I haven't spoken to me nephew and niece since my sister died a few months ago, now they are here at the hospital I work at because their father is undergoing surgery and things aren't looking great. I don't know what to say if we get to talk...
For their sakes I hope things go well, but in my heart of hearts I really don't.
Post by: juliet on January 27, 2018, 04:27:49 PM
and work sucks.
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Post by: Ori on January 27, 2018, 06:56:21 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 27, 2018, 07:07:52 PM
I (did) feel you. Not fun. It'll take a few days before you can attempt to eat normally
Being stuck here in holding just drains morale
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 28, 2018, 12:06:31 PM
And I have chest pain, that's nothing to worry about right?
Post by: Firox on January 28, 2018, 12:22:53 PM
My Saturday was terrible most of the day, at least in fun
Here on TFF
two other forums I'm on
and in Discord
there was no one around for fun, felt lonely most of the day, at least one friend did let me know with time, didn't expect almost every one else to be gone - I switched between forums, and Discord, couldn't find anyone
(luckily, late in my evening some did show up)
Post by: Rocco Rex on January 28, 2018, 06:37:16 PM
Post by: SadDubwool on January 31, 2018, 02:46:40 AM
Post Merge: January 31, 2018, 02:48:53 AM
Also, I'm dealing with some heavy Tinnitus right now
Post by: Emtile on February 01, 2018, 05:43:00 PM
It's gotten to the point where I don't care what I say or do or post anymore. I don't care about what other people might think of me or say to me anymore. But I guarantee that if I say what I want to say, everyone will turn there back on me.
I'm done putting on a fake smile for now.
Post by: Bricket on February 02, 2018, 02:51:02 AM
Post by: Brigand on February 03, 2018, 12:54:49 AM
I thought that I don't give a damn about this internet drama bullshit, but this shit really pisses me off.
Post by: Emtile on February 05, 2018, 12:52:38 AM
Me not giving a shit. I cannot take this for much longer, I am at my limit and i'm about to just say **censor** it and show my true colors.
But no, Emtile will be a good boy and keep his mouth shut and be happy. That's what everyone wants me to be.
I lost my smile, my demons are knocking at the door, begging, pleading me to let them out.
I can't keep up for long. Sooner or later I am going to snap.
Post by: Fuzzpaws on February 05, 2018, 12:55:55 AM
Post by: Alistair on February 05, 2018, 08:38:48 AM
Post by: Brisky on February 05, 2018, 11:25:30 AM
But, don't worry. If you have good friends that have known you for a while, they'll have no problem distinguishing the you that they've always known, from the toxic ramblings of someone that tried to steal you away from them! c:
And even newer friends, or people that have never met you before will likely take such words with a grain of salt, and judge you by theirselfes if they meet you in person.
The only advice I can give you is to not chase this situation too desparately, and to just blatantly ignore anything that your ex is doing, and wave it off as "just another crazy ex' thing" to anyone that asks.
The last thing you want to do in such a situation is give her the feeling that whatever she's doing is having some effect on you.
@Emtile
I can't imagine how bad you must be feeling now, but try to not let this get to you too much.
The only thing I can say about this, is that if your uncle was a nice person, and loved you as a family member, he would only want you to be happy and succesfull, despite his passing.
And, don't be affraid to talk to anyone about this situation.
Mourning over a passed family member is a completely normal thing, and young people are generally known to have a little more trouble with it. So, undoubtedly, there will be plenty of people in your family, or on your school / college, that you can ask for help, regarding this matter.
I hope you don't let these obstacles get the better of you!
Post by: Corran Orreaux on February 09, 2018, 04:46:34 PM
Post by: Emtile on February 09, 2018, 10:17:08 PM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 10, 2018, 12:06:25 PM
Post by: Fuzzpaws on February 10, 2018, 04:13:00 PM
Great..
Post by: Brisky on February 11, 2018, 09:52:55 PM
If you believe that the Earth is flat, I have some ever greater news for you!
Having BABIES is a GOVERMENT CONSPIRACY to keep you busy all day long, and prevent you from learning all about the evil goverments SECRETS!
Wake up, sheeple! The proof is out there! Bush invented babies as a way to keep smart people occupied, and to make shure they don't get wind of how 9/11 was an inside job, how the moonlanding was fake, and most important of all, how the world is actually flat!
Check for yourself!
But, whatever you do. Don't have babies!!!
Post by: Corran Orreaux on February 11, 2018, 10:25:42 PM
Things are just getting far too stressful.
Post by: The Past on February 11, 2018, 10:56:49 PM
A friend of mine found out (not that I was hiding it) and threatened to kill me.
Let them know their ""good christian values"" are showing.
Seriously though, people who act like that to different beliefs are into their own for selfish reasons, and give no care about the actual spirit of them. It's all an "I'm better than you because I have a cult idol I only care about in name because people in my location told me to!" thing. Screw 'em.
Post by: Rocco Rex on February 12, 2018, 01:48:35 AM
Post by: Fuzzpaws on February 12, 2018, 01:55:13 AM
MCT is pure hell and I'm barely hanging on
BUT you ARE hanging on, that is the goal. They have designed MCT to tear you down and rebuild you into the Marine state of mind.
Hold the course, stay true to yourself, and remember to breath!!!!
You got this Rocco!\
Post by: Bricket on February 15, 2018, 07:29:36 AM
Throwing up (with bloodparts) overexhausted, not drinking enough but still going strong.
Rip me
Post by: Corran Orreaux on February 16, 2018, 12:05:38 PM
Post by: juliet on February 17, 2018, 12:18:12 AM
So I wanna vent about school, and literally all it is, is that I am stressed about loosing my scholarships.
work is crap people are lying on me and if I call off they wont let me, they make me come in anyway. (One day I threw up at work but they still tried to make me stay.) Plus a supervisor has been making my life hell. Complete HELL.
my family life is falling apart and my grandpa has cancer that as of now is inoperable so theyre going to try chemo but who knows with that. My mom lost her kids. and my cousin is a drug dealer.
why. just why. I Literally just want to scream and cry and its just ridiculous.
on top if it all I may get rained out tonight because my road was flooding before I left but they again would not let me call off.
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Post by: Rocco Rex on February 18, 2018, 01:15:28 AM
**censor** the instructors
**censor** my fellow students
You know it's bad when I start relearning lessons from when I lived under my biological father
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on February 18, 2018, 01:24:12 AM
I accidentally uninstalled Discord. I should be able to keep everything.... right?yeah just log back into your account
Post by: Bricket on February 18, 2018, 01:40:50 AM
The youth senate is coming to an end and it looks like I overstressed my body.Called it, heavy flu is what I have now
Throwing up (with bloodparts) overexhausted, not drinking enough but still going strong.
Rip me
Post by: Jenac Azaela on February 18, 2018, 11:51:34 PM
</venting>
Post by: Ori on February 19, 2018, 04:12:49 AM
I'm coming out tomorrow running, and I'mma keep running.
Post by: Angder on February 21, 2018, 07:07:41 PM
-Spend entire afternoon designing a session.
-Got informed a player "might" not be arriving for "Reasons".
-Second player says they don't want to run without the first player.
-I say the game is no longer happening.
-almost the exact moment the game was due to start, the first player goes to play League of legends.
End result: about 2 hours of wasted time, and two disappointed players who don't get to play anymore.
Sometimes I wonder why I even bother. T_T :(
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on February 23, 2018, 02:37:32 AM
Post by: Emtile on February 23, 2018, 12:40:55 PM
Gotta keep smiling!
Post by: Bricket on February 24, 2018, 12:16:21 AM
However in april I got asked to attend a congress, and it's quite the important one :/
Guess I fell victim to "succes" :S
Post by: juliet on February 24, 2018, 12:27:49 AM
Well thats the position I am in with a coworker.
I have literally been giving her rides to work for no gas money or anything (she gave me 10$ one time.) and she has been talking smack saying I give her rides because I NEED THE MONEY.
IM NOT THE ONE WHO DOESNT HAVE A CAR AND I AM DEFINATELY NOT THE ONE WHO NEEDS MONEY.
Needless to say I will NOT be giving her rides anymore, EVER. Neither will my boyfriend.
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Post by: Brisky on February 24, 2018, 09:35:48 AM
The biggest [redacted] on the block on the nautical college, who felt like he was the best person on planet Earth, and had to impulsively try to harass and humiliate anyone whom he felt "threathened his position".
Funny thing was that he was secretly just a huge moron.
The entire school hated him to the extend where he got hit by a car, driven by another students. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
But, yes. That's an elegantly simple solution wisdom can aprove of.
Someone talks [redacted] about you giving them rides to work? Stop giving them rides, and let [redacted] walk, or pay hard-earned cash for public transport! That'll shure make them happy again!
Post by: Rocco Rex on February 25, 2018, 12:59:02 AM
Post by: juliet on February 25, 2018, 01:04:07 AM
Marine Corps sucks. Plain and simple. Can't even fully voice my opinionFrom what I understand about the Marine Corps thats kind of the point? I thought you know... youre a soldier and youre not supposed to have an opinion, just follow orders??
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Post by: Rocco Rex on February 25, 2018, 01:26:18 AM
Marine Corps does more with less supposedly. Try more with next to nothing
And there are a bunch of things you can't talk or complain about while in
Post by: Corran Orreaux on February 25, 2018, 03:17:39 AM
Oh, it's supposed to suck being in the military. But guys getting sick left and right because we don't have the ability to, for a while, even wash our hands when in garrison, running out of MREs, no grenades for training, a bunch of guys going hungry when in quarantine or on the weekends, spending no where near enough time training, etc.
Marine Corps does more with less supposedly. Try more with next to nothing
And there are a bunch of things you can't talk or complain about while in
[size=14px !important]Boss: How to think like a soldier? I can't teach you that. A soldier needs to be strong in spirit, body, and technique - and the only thing you can learn from someone else is technique. In fact, technique doesn't even matter. What's most important is spirit. Spirit and body are like two sides of a single coin. They're the same thing. I can't teach you how to think. You'll just have to figure it out for yourself. Listen to me, Jack. Just because soldiers are on the same side right now doesn't mean they always will be. Having personal feelings about your comrades is one the worst sins you can commit. Politics determine who you face on the battlefield. And politics are a living thing. They change along with the times. Yesterday's good might be tomorrow's evil[/size]
Post by: juliet on February 25, 2018, 03:38:15 AM
they are working me to death and Im sick and they will not let me call off.
Im sorry this post is so gramatically crap, maybe a mod will fix it for me Im just too tired.
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Post by: Brisky on February 25, 2018, 10:24:42 AM
Depending on how badly you need the money, and how much time it will cost to find a new job, you could try talking about it, or something?
Post by: juliet on February 25, 2018, 11:34:27 AM
You realise that there are (should be) legal limits for how much a person can work each week?Right now there is literally no one else to work because we are short staffed.
Depending on how badly you need the money, and how much time it will cost to find a new job, you could try talking about it, or something?
Otherwise I would have quit at this point because they work me so much.
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Post by: Brisky on February 25, 2018, 11:45:52 AM
It's possibly better to have to find a new job than to sequentually die to overexhaustion because your boss was a d*ck, right? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Post by: juliet on February 25, 2018, 12:51:15 PM
That's why I said "depending on how badly you need the money".Boss isnt a dick. Shes just short staffed. lol.
It's possibly better to have to find a new job than to sequentually die to overexhaustion because your boss was a d*ck, right? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I need the money so Im here. Im here at 7am after being here lastnight until 11pm. Oh well.
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Post by: Rocco Rex on February 27, 2018, 09:32:48 PM
Post by: juliet on February 28, 2018, 06:03:11 PM
I've been ranting quite a bit about my job and school and I'm sorry for it but this is another one. as that is all that goes on in my life really, other than my relatives dying. (So morbid I know.)
When I joined on with my company I made it VERY clear I was unable to work during my school hours (I literally gave them a written time table of the times that my classes were so they could schedule around them)
LO AND BEHOLD they scheduled me for a Wednesday. I cannot work on Wednesdays because my classes intervene any available shifts, and it is the on ly day of the week I had e designated for homework assignments. Which again, this had been discussed with the hiring and scheduling managers.
So basically I'm going to be over an hour late to work and I won't be able to work on any of the three essays I have. Two of which are due by the end of the week.
((I am working on them in-between classes on campus but I haven't got enough time...))
I'm really just starting to feel like no one listens when I talk, and that is a highly frustrating feeling.
Post by: Rocco Rex on February 28, 2018, 07:02:18 PM
Post by: Corran Orreaux on February 28, 2018, 10:52:36 PM
I miss X-Play, so many fond memories of that show.
Post by: Jenac Azaela on February 28, 2018, 11:34:27 PM
Also, it recently turned to March while I wrote this, and thus this is a SPRING month!
Gah...
Post by: juliet on March 04, 2018, 10:37:20 PM
so idk anymore lol
Post by: Brisky on March 05, 2018, 06:54:10 PM
Excuse me??
Post by: Bricket on March 05, 2018, 07:08:06 PM
Post by: The Past on March 05, 2018, 08:05:17 PM
Post by: Brisky on March 05, 2018, 09:12:18 PM
I've been that person who was in soo deep with a clearly manipulative person, once... :c
Sorry to say, but it indeed isn't easy to convince a friend that they're being manipulated by someone. I know, because I also wouldn't believe my friends when they told me that my oh-so-sweet girlfriend was actually being a huge c8nt to all of them. Only after about a year I found out that I had lost almost all of my friends because "my little sweatheart" (Wich I later found out was indeed a huge c8nt) forced me to spend all of my free time with her, and refused to let me see my friends, because she didn't like them...
However, if the situation of your friend is similair to what mine was, I don't think that you're entirely powerless.
Manipulation by definition is a negative thing. (Else it's called "influencing" IIRC) And, if your friend is indeed being manipulated he should deffinetly experience those things negatively.
What you could try is approaching your friend and trying to get to speak to him alone, carefully bringing those negative things to attention in your conversation, with the intent of maybe giving your friend a push in the right direction of considering for himself wether or not the downs of his "(girl)friend" are worth the ups.
It's really important to not come over as negative about this person manipulating your friend. Because, if your friend is really "deep into it", then it's likely that they're just going to choose the manipulator over you. Especially if you come over as "just another one of those a-holes trying to criticise their "(girl)friend"".
My advice is, try to get your friend to vent about how their manipulator has effected them in a negative way, and try to give them a little nudge of truth, saying something among the lines of "Oh, wow. That's not a very nice thing to do. Maybe you should talk to him/her about that?". Just little nudges towards the fact this person is bad for him.
Now I cannot stress this enough:
Let your friend think for him/herself! Do not try to shove it down their troath!
Like I said, if your friend is being manipulated, he likely thinks of his manipulator as a "friend" or someone benificial to them. Immediatly conflicting that belief will just result to your friend running back to his manipulator, who will obviously just keep your friend reeled in.
You might not solve the problem straight away, but it may accelerate the process of your friend finding out that this person is bad for them.
I really hope your friend gets outta this one! :/
Post by: Emtile on March 06, 2018, 01:36:16 AM
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 07, 2018, 05:04:59 PM
I hate it.
Post by: juliet on March 07, 2018, 05:17:21 PM
One overdue one soon to be and I can't seem to get out of this PIT.
Post by: The Past on March 08, 2018, 02:29:14 PM
Post by: Brisky on March 09, 2018, 04:05:42 PM
"Gaah, I really should go to sleep now because I needda get up early for work..."
2100: *Goes to bed*
2200: "Meh, it takes a while"
2300: "I probably, deffinetly won't get eight hours worth of"
0000: "Anytime, now!"
0100: "I feel like it's late..."
0200: "Do I even want to know what time it is rn?"
0300: "I wonder if I should see a doctor for this..."
0400: "I'm soo gonna resent existing tomorrow..."
0545: *Alarm rings*
"I [redacted] hate me soo much rn..."
Post by: ? on March 09, 2018, 04:43:20 PM
So what has been on my mind has to do with being transgender. Im sorta in the really early stages and have a whole lot to work on. It’s not that Im questiong if I am, I had seventeen years to think of that and made up my mind recetly. Its just that I’m in a sorta tight spot right now and not sure what I should do. I really do want to start working on my voice more, start Htr, and later possibly Srs even. But the issue I am having is firstly coming out to my mother, I am honestly scared to do and not sure why. I mean I’ve told her other stuff like sexuality which she seemed pretty open minded about but this, is just so much more drastic of a change and complicated so I have no clue how she would take it. I mean so far only my boyfriend really knows my plan, which we was really supportive of me so I have that. ~ <3 also the second more major issue is where I take classes at, isn’t exactly filled with the most open minded individuals and I can certainly see that as a big risk that can cause me lots of hurt mentally if I do anything like Htr and get harassed as effects take place. I have about a year and half left there become I graduated from there so if I do start Htr while Im still there I may have to hide it I guess. Also I would need to figure out how I can even start hormones, I have been doing lots of research so I kinda have an idea. But still need to figure more out. Lots to plan on that part. lol, I think it probably would have been better to just start my own thread, I have a lot I could talk about on this subject and wouldnt mind hearing from you wonderful people on any advice ^^ Probably rambled on enough for now.
Post by: Bricket on March 09, 2018, 11:01:52 PM
If I talk about topic A, my dear friends, I don't talk about topic B.
So everything that's regarding topic B should not be seen as topic A.
I have the feeling this weekend is going to get so much better... :D
What's this? An overload of sarcasm? Oh wel..
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on March 10, 2018, 07:09:08 AM
Post by: Angder on March 10, 2018, 02:13:22 PM
Someone in one of the discords I was in tried to use a fake screenshot to say that battlefront 2 had "win crates."
I HATE battlefront, I think it's a terrible game made by terrible people, I think micro-transactions in general are literally killing the game industry (They have certainly killed my enthusiasm for video games). I think battlefront 2 deserves to have all its copies buried in a desert and forgotten about. But BLEEPING HELL GUYS THERE IS ENOUGH IN THE GAME THAT'S BAD WITHOUT INVENTING NEW THINGS.
The worst part, even after I gave the original source of the image, even after I explained that there was a spelling mistake in the image, even after calling the person out on how obviously untrue it was. the rest of the discord still believed them.
We need to teach people not to believe everything they hear on the internet. We also need to teach people to check sources. It's is far to easy to convince people of things that aren't true, and way to hard to shake those beliefs afterwards if the original claim fits their worldview.
Post by: Grey on March 10, 2018, 06:19:18 PM
I thought when my family gave my abusive father the boot I'd finally be able to relax. Turns out I'm wrong. I still hide in my room and I'm still paranoid and fearful all the time. My brother acts just like my dad. And he bullies and critiseses me for staying in my room. I tell him he's the reasons I hide in my room all the time, but as usual he just says it's because I'm a lazy layabout. He bothers me all the time, treats me like a child, puts me down in front of his friends to make him look good and is always trying to control me. He's no different from my dad as he insists he's trying to "save me".
I just can't seem to get away from people who want to hurt me.
Post by: juliet on March 10, 2018, 07:47:52 PM
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Post by: saph the sergal on March 13, 2018, 10:59:06 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 13, 2018, 11:06:39 PM
On a side note WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!?????
Post by: saph the sergal on March 13, 2018, 11:10:13 PM
What's wrong with biking in the rain don't have a rain coat or something to cover yourself?
On a side note WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!?????
nope to darn cold and the only decent one is my brothers work one but he has it
and why what?
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 13, 2018, 11:52:58 PM
I have a pet peeve about people who make post that contain only OOC in rps. I feel it has the potential to kill an rp because it does not contribute anything to the roleplay.What's wrong with biking in the rain don't have a rain coat or something to cover yourself?
On a side note WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!!?????
nope to darn cold and the only decent one is my brothers work one but he has it
and why what?
Post by: Corran Orreaux on March 14, 2018, 05:39:53 AM
Post by: Brisky on March 14, 2018, 11:09:42 AM
Y u no companion board? :P
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on March 14, 2018, 01:12:50 PM
Post by: Fuzzpaws on March 15, 2018, 02:48:16 AM
Understand I've had him for 14 years, he is my stress hound and my best bud. I don't want him in pain, but also don't want to let him go if he's not ready yet...
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 15, 2018, 02:49:18 AM
Post by: Michen_S on March 18, 2018, 10:41:52 AM
Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against the cold or winters. It's just that these kind of temperature swings are bad for plants, animals and humans alike. I'm a little worried.
Post by: juliet on March 19, 2018, 05:03:54 AM
Previous week, it was freezing with harsh wind and it felt like winter. This week temperatures shot up by 15C and it felt like spring. Now there's snow on the grass again with a harsh wind and it feels like winter again.
Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against the cold or winters. It's just that these kind of temperature swings are bad for plants, animals and humans alike. I'm a little worried.
Where do you live because this is exactly the weather around my parts.
On another note. I start school back tomorrow.
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Post by: Michen_S on March 19, 2018, 11:02:45 PM
Where do you live because this is exactly the weather around my parts.
On another note. I start school back tomorrow.
Netherlands, North Brabant.
I just found a half full bag of crisps on the road. Okay, they're my crisps now! *crrunch crunch* But I still wish humanity didn't treat the world as their freaking personal garbage can, because it's not.
Post by: Brisky on March 19, 2018, 11:13:15 PM
Although I respect your confidence in your immume system, it should be said that one must always be suspicious for harmfull reasons of why the original owner decided to discard the things you've found...
Post by: Rocco Rex on March 19, 2018, 11:30:47 PM
Post by: Brisky on March 22, 2018, 04:28:43 PM
A random pitbull on the beach: Runs upto me, troubled and whimpering because her owner is out windsurfing, and she has no clue what's going on, and probably fear of abandonment. Spends the next 5 minutes cuddled up to me to calm down, and then another five playing and fetching sticks...
Chiuaua: Is vicious and will attack you for no reason...
General media: "Awwwwww..."
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 23, 2018, 02:07:06 AM
General media: "Pitbulls are extremely dangerous and vicious dogs that will attack you for no reason, and all pitbulls should be murdered and the breed illegalized"i hate small dogs i feel like i'm gonna step on them.
A random pitbull on the beach: Runs upto me, troubled and whimpering because her owner is out windsurfing, and she has no clue what's going on, and probably fear of abandonment. Spends the next 5 minutes cuddled up to me to calm down, and then another five playing and fetching sticks...
Chiuaua: Is vicious and will attack you for no reason...
General media: "Awwwwww..."
*Walks around steps on tiny dog*
dog * whipers and runs away*
Post by: Corran Orreaux on March 24, 2018, 08:07:34 AM
Post by: Emtile on March 24, 2018, 10:00:10 PM
*gets a megaphone*
MILITARY ACADEMY!!
I am so boned
Post by: juliet on March 28, 2018, 04:17:11 PM
I bullshieted an essay literally spent maybe an hour and a half TOTAL on it and I GOT AN A.
But they essays I spend weeks on and etc they always receive C’s from my professors.
It really upsets me man. :( I’m trying to spend time on work... but it gets me bad grades??
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Post by: Brisky on March 28, 2018, 05:11:38 PM
Just a suggestion... c:
Post by: The Past on March 28, 2018, 11:25:06 PM
My rant: my sleeping schedule is goofed up yet again. This is getting really annoying.
Post by: juliet on March 29, 2018, 12:46:18 AM
I’m not sure how much time I have left with him and I’m afraid.
Post by: Brisky on March 30, 2018, 02:29:47 PM
Press the left butten and the LED lights up. Press the one on the right and it goes off again.
This took two hours to accomplish.
Absolutely [redacted] hate my life right now...
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on March 30, 2018, 04:52:22 PM
Post by: The Past on April 01, 2018, 02:13:55 PM
Then I find something I wish was a joke, but there's heavy chance it isn't. And now I'm gonna spend this Easter family gathering low-key panicking because I want to be sure I'm online in time to talk with someone, and chances are I'm gonna be busy or internetless by the time I otherwise can, and I'll be out 'til like friggen 8-9 PM most likely. I'm actually thinking to skip out on this event just so I can for sure be available.
Edit: It actually was an April Fools joke. Welp.
Post by: Fuzzpaws on April 01, 2018, 03:19:11 PM
this one is a 2 1/2 to 3 on a 1-4 scale... waiting to see if my Excedrin Migraine is going to help or not..
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 01, 2018, 06:41:51 PM
:facepaw: Lovely way yo spend the better part of the weekend.. have a migraine, not sure why.. Have multiple triggers,...Hey don't complain about migraines until you've seen mine.
this one is a 2 1/2 to 3 on a 1-4 scale... waiting to see if my Excedrin Migraine is going to help or not..
on a side note I hope you feel better.
Can people leave stuff alone and keep their damn opinions to themselves and not shove it down other peoples throats?
Post by: Fuzzpaws on April 01, 2018, 06:49:35 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 01, 2018, 07:08:55 PM
I don't judge others pain and pain tolerance... This one is not a 'just kill me' migraine, but I have had those.Trying to make you feel better but when I have a migraine it looks like I have a stroke.
Post by: juliet on April 02, 2018, 12:07:12 PM
I cried for a while. Then had a dream where I basically got to tell him goodbye. Somehow I feel more at peace with it...
Post by: Fuzzpaws on April 02, 2018, 12:09:05 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 02, 2018, 08:02:37 PM
My grandfather died yesterday, and I really want to be numb for a while.never easy losing a loved one, I hope that peace stays with you.
I cried for a while. Then had a dream where I basically got to tell him goodbye. Somehow I feel more at peace with it...
Post by: Michen_S on April 03, 2018, 04:23:31 PM
Post by: SadDubwool on April 04, 2018, 02:11:15 AM
Post by: The Past on April 09, 2018, 11:18:02 AM
Post by: Bricket on April 10, 2018, 08:53:06 PM
The plan failed and most of the books landed with the hard side (and some one paperside too) leaving bruises and papercuts;
Turns out books are inherently evil creatures
Post by: Cheza on April 12, 2018, 04:39:22 PM
Stop calling me when you're drunk.
K. Thnx. Bai.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 17, 2018, 10:41:35 PM
My mind won't turn off. Thank you psychological addiction.Yeah like your mind is like,blah blah blah blah. Mind, SHUT UP!!! I know the feeling.
Post by: Romulan_Furry on April 17, 2018, 10:48:28 PM
Post by: Brisky on April 18, 2018, 06:36:09 AM
The thinkbox is always thinking. It doesn't matter what, it just won't stop...
It's a little annoying when you're trying to sleep... :c
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 18, 2018, 07:03:44 PM
"Gee brain what are we going to do tonight?"
"The same thing we do everynight ,body, try to think over the world!"
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on April 19, 2018, 02:03:33 AM
Post by: Alistair on April 19, 2018, 10:59:24 PM
Post by: AceAurora on April 20, 2018, 10:38:46 PM
Post by: notched on April 21, 2018, 08:29:01 AM
Post by: Grey on April 22, 2018, 02:08:23 AM
Also, I seem to have this domino effect aspect to my life where if one bad thing happens in a day, things'll just get steadily worse. And when bad things happen alot... A lot of the bad things are often expensive too.
Post by: trueboomer160 on April 22, 2018, 04:06:22 AM
Post by: Brisky on May 01, 2018, 09:58:54 PM
Next electronics project I'm getting into is a wifi enabled module that false triggers the earth leakage breaker, so I can stop my [redacted] brother from screaming at his screen at 2 am...
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on May 02, 2018, 04:31:41 AM
Post by: Emtile on May 02, 2018, 12:06:41 PM
Post by: SadDubwool on May 17, 2018, 04:25:19 AM
So, Ready or not i'm going to see if I can fix this as to not aggrevate my hearts worsening health
Post by: KitsumiFox on May 17, 2018, 05:10:09 AM
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on May 17, 2018, 11:21:21 AM
I have to go to work today. :c
Post by: Brisky on May 17, 2018, 03:10:23 PM
Any possibility that this girlfriend of yours was causing you soo much troubles and stress that your dominant emotion during the breakup was relief?
Post by: KitsumiFox on May 18, 2018, 05:46:43 AM
Post by: AceAurora on May 19, 2018, 03:23:23 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on May 19, 2018, 04:13:04 AM
I really wish I could stop vaping. While it's helped with my cravings for cigarettes it's really screwed up taste buds so I can barely taste food.
just take the nic down also it wont be taste buds it will be something in the olfactory sense's thats causing it (stuffed nose etc)
Post by: Brisky on May 19, 2018, 10:10:20 AM
Post by: The Past on May 19, 2018, 12:40:37 PM
I always have my headphones volume at 2% up to at most 8%, which is apparently abnormally low. I had that with my old headsets too and figured it was because of something odd with them being USB goofing up the volume control. The HQ headphones I have now aren't USB, nor is another old non-USB set I have, so... I dunno.
Post by: anoni on May 20, 2018, 08:04:29 AM
Post by: AceAurora on May 20, 2018, 01:04:45 PM
I probabably should do that!I really wish I could stop vaping. While it's helped with my cravings for cigarettes it's really screwed up taste buds so I can barely taste food.
just take the nic down also it wont be taste buds it will be something in the olfactory sense's thats causing it (stuffed nose etc)
Might be a little bit of an agressive move, but how about tossing away your expensive e cig and being to lazy / broke to order a new one?
I might sell it since it was $150 for the set up
Post by: The Past on May 21, 2018, 05:37:49 PM
Post by: Brisky on May 21, 2018, 05:40:34 PM
Well, people tend to whine about everything really. :P
Why not just use the ever so effective argument of "I like it, so kindly [redacted] off..." ?
Post by: Cheza on May 23, 2018, 07:25:46 PM
So I've lost almost 15kg of weight over these last two years through changes in food habits.
Now it's reached the point where a ring I got as a gift from my stepmom and have been wearing more or less nonstop since I was 15 came off my finger "just like that" from me simply digging around in something.
Took me a tiny while to notice it was gone, but once I did, I had a slight moment of panickyness because it's pretty dear to me.
Thankfully I found it again, but now I don't really dare to wear it anymore out of fear I'll lose it permanently if something similar ends up happening again.
Post by: Romulan_Furry on May 23, 2018, 08:20:35 PM
Post by: Brisky on May 23, 2018, 08:22:58 PM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on May 23, 2018, 10:04:54 PM
Post by: Brisky on May 24, 2018, 08:55:51 PM
The bad weather could have damaged whatever the provider uses to talk to those sattelites tho.
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on May 25, 2018, 02:03:45 AM
Post by: Emtile on May 25, 2018, 11:45:04 PM
Everything i eat tastes like chlorine and makes me want to throw up, sometimes I end up just shoving it down my throat if i haven't eaten anything for the past day or two. Water does nothing, sometimes a can't even feel much of the coldness of it. Everything i touch gives me this irritating itch, even walking around barefoot, sometimes with socks on or full shoes irritates me. Every time i breath there is always this little mix of stale mango and bleach at the back of my throat. Even in the lightest of headaches it is still a pain
I've been sick for two weeks. I had to slug through the last days of school because exams and i cannot make them up if i had missed them because the term ended right as we got out of school. And if i were to miss them, my grades would be more shit.
Anyway, that's my rant. I'm gonna be more positive now, i wanna smile, i wanna laugh, i wanna be happy. ☺
Post by: Brisky on May 26, 2018, 10:24:15 AM
Are you at least shure that your house isn't leaching chemicals or something? :I
Post by: Jenac Azaela on May 26, 2018, 11:21:02 AM
And yet two or three days later he forgets about it and asks me again like I know everything related to computers and backups and stuff. :facepaw:
Post by: saph the sergal on May 26, 2018, 01:05:51 PM
My dad keeps asking me for help with his backed-up photos on the Google Drive (or whatever you call it), and I keep telling him "Dude. I can't help you with this. I don't use this myself, and I'm not going to bother learning this just to help you once or twice a month. I don't know how to (INSERT ACTION), so please stop asking me for help. Ask your brother-in-law, he knows this stuff."
And yet two or three days later he forgets about it and asks me again like I know everything related to computers and backups and stuff. :facepaw:
just get him the desktop app for it and it syncs itself and just write a sticky note or something for him
Post by: Jenac Azaela on May 26, 2018, 11:00:05 PM
just get him the desktop app for it and it syncs itself and just write a sticky note or something for himHe already has that sorted out. He wants help with folders or downloading specific pics or something like that. As I said, I don't use it myself and don't plan to, so I'm not bothering with learning that stuff.
Post by: Romulan_Furry on June 01, 2018, 11:10:12 PM
Post by: holden on June 05, 2018, 10:07:56 PM
it looks nice imo and made me feel better, so i'd consider it a mission accomplished
Post by: Romulan_Furry on June 11, 2018, 06:08:30 PM
So now I gotta replace this PC with no money, which is why I was forced to call my asinine "I-know-more-than-you-about-everything-because-I'm-mom" mother and tell her that I need a new PC to replace this one, pronto, before this one completely keels over. I even told her I need to be the one to pick the replacement because I know what I need. Of course, my biggest fear is that she will blatantly disregard me on the matter, because of the "I'm mom" ego bull****, and she, according to my grandfather, has a history of this kind of thing.
So basically, I'm f***ing screwed.
Post by: Michen_S on June 11, 2018, 07:37:12 PM
Post by: Emtile on June 12, 2018, 09:15:23 PM
Post by: Zahrah on June 12, 2018, 10:22:06 PM
Post by: Michen_S on June 17, 2018, 08:20:00 PM
Post by: Cheza on June 22, 2018, 06:45:53 AM
...Why? .________.
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on June 22, 2018, 11:13:20 PM
Post by: Brisky on June 28, 2018, 03:38:23 PM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on June 29, 2018, 05:28:47 AM
Post by: hanngnecessary on July 03, 2018, 11:48:13 PM
Post by: Jenac Azaela on July 04, 2018, 05:34:18 PM
I am (not) sorry to inform you that I do not particularly enjoy all of the new music you've added. And for that reason, I like to go into the volume options whenever a non-favoured tune plays. However, there is something you need to know. All sliders appear to be possible to set to "Off", which I would assume means, well, OFF. As in COMPLETELY OFF with absolutely no sound of the set category. And still, the game tries to sneak the [ADJECTIVES DEEMED UNSUITABLE FOR WEAK EYES] music through my headphones at a low volume. And thus, I am forced to choose between hearing the music I despise or muting the game.
Please fix.
Post by: Athlaros on August 18, 2018, 05:36:16 PM
Post by: Grey on September 11, 2018, 01:25:11 AM
Post by: Ori on September 11, 2018, 10:24:53 PM
And the train is a total abominations, it's old, it smells, and its always late. Well almost always. Today I was one minute later than it was supposed to arrive because I needed to pick up some stuff from the college bookstore. And the train either never came or was on time/early. I look at the electronic sign that says it'll be arriving later. So I said k, I'll wait. A different train comes and I'm like cool, guessing it's this one, something must've happened to the old one. Takes a train all the way into New York from the heart of New Jersey. Wonderful. I get back an hour later than the time I should've. ;w;
In short I really don't like the public transport in my state x.x
*Consider me salty*
Post by: anoni on October 09, 2018, 04:53:41 AM
Why did I take a day off work again?
Why is my boyfriend no longer talking to me about his brothers murder?
Why do I care?
Why can't I see a psych until 24th.
**censor** everything seriously, I'm just so tired of all this shit.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on October 09, 2018, 07:17:37 PM
I am so sick of life right now, I just don't want to feel all this negative emotion, this anger, this anxiety, this sadness, this worry, this uncertainty and stuff.aren't we all....
Why did I take a day off work again?
Why is my boyfriend no longer talking to me about his brothers murder?
Why do I care?
Why can't I see a psych until 24th.
**censor** everything seriously, I'm just so tired of all this shit.
Post by: flurry on October 27, 2018, 12:34:25 AM
Post by: Romulan_Furry on October 30, 2018, 11:55:01 PM
Post by: Grey on November 01, 2018, 12:42:12 AM
Post by: Emtile on November 12, 2018, 02:22:46 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 13, 2018, 03:59:10 AM
Got into a fight with a friend over some stupid shit. I went up against someone who was fluent in Krav Maga and taekwondo. Can you see my stupidity yet?Do you need a hug?
WHY CAN"T I JUST FRIGGEN GET UP GUH I HATE DEPRESSION!
Post by: The Past on November 14, 2018, 11:26:28 PM
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 17, 2018, 10:28:53 PM
I have an appointment with a neurologist a few days before my birthday. I'm glad I'm finally gonna get my issues looked at, but at the same time I'm friggen terrified.Best of luck with that. Seeing a neurologist myself for stuff. Just do as they say and they will do what they can
Post by: Michen_S on November 20, 2018, 11:13:44 PM
Tbh I needed a new laptop to do what I was planning to do anyways. Just, now the laptop itself is basically forcing me to. Not so happy about that.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on November 20, 2018, 11:19:11 PM
Okay, I don't think this laptop is supposed to need 80% of it's available CPU power on loading a YouTube video. It increases the CPU usage to 100% and making everything lag. I'm gonna have to back up some important data and get a new laptop stat, because I think the one I have now is ready to hit the dust at this rate. That, or I keep this one but will be unable to watch any videos or play games on it later on. Yeah, that sounds great.it could be a GPU problem.
Tbh I needed a new laptop to do what I was planning to do anyways. Just, now the laptop itself is basically forcing me to. Not so happy about that.
Post by: Brisky on November 21, 2018, 06:37:05 AM
If the GPU was broken then the CPU can't simply fix it by taking over it's job. It would just cause weird stuff to go on with the display.
Normally I'd check it by opening the case and checking if the CPU is abnormally hot, but you do have a laptop so that makes it less simple. :I
Post by: anoni on November 21, 2018, 09:19:14 AM
That doesn't sound very logical. Graphics processors and central processors are the entirely different animals.
If the GPU was broken then the CPU can't simply fix it by taking over it's job. It would just cause weird stuff to go on with the display.
Normally I'd check it by opening the case and checking if the CPU is abnormally hot, but you do have a laptop so that makes it less simple. :I
Actually the CPU can do graphics processing (just not very efficiently compared to a GPU) and in the absence of a GPU the CPU will take over graphic processing (an example would be if a GPU driver breaks, the computer can't recognize it so it will use the CPU as the current GPU.) A GPU could also theoretically be used as a CPU but again it would be a terrible idea (GPUs branching is extremely inefficient compared to a CPU). At the end of the day they're all turing complete processes, just designed for different things. However I agree that it's probably not a GPU.
Okay, I don't think this laptop is supposed to need 80% of it's available CPU power on loading a YouTube video. It increases the CPU usage to 100% and making everything lag. I'm gonna have to back up some important data and get a new laptop stat, because I think the one I have now is ready to hit the dust at this rate. That, or I keep this one but will be unable to watch any videos or play games on it later on. Yeah, that sounds great.
Tbh I needed a new laptop to do what I was planning to do anyways. Just, now the laptop itself is basically forcing me to. Not so happy about that.
To me this sounds like a virus rather than a hardware problem. Is it only when watching youtube or using a browser? You could have picked up a malware that does cryptocurrency mining on your computer, they're easy to remove if they're in the browser. If it's all the time it could be a more serious malware that's rooted in your system.
Post by: Michen_S on November 21, 2018, 01:11:23 PM
And no, according to Task Manager the GPU has nothing to do with this issue.
EDIT: Never mind, it was an add-on Firefox auto-installed to the browser during the last update. Why didn't they just let me know, it could've saved me a lot of trouble.
Post by: Rocco Rex on November 22, 2018, 11:00:49 AM
Post by: saph the sergal on November 24, 2018, 12:05:11 PM
Flying home to surprise the famil for Thanksgiving. All going well, stuck in St Louis as planned. USO is hull of **censor** soldiers. Fine, whatever. I can try to sleep on the floor, not like I sleep well anyway. After about 2 hours of being half asleep, this **censor** brushes up against me lightly. For some reason, it instantly bolted me awake and into fight mode. Came damm close to striking about at his knee, I could have really hurt him. Welp, no more trying to sleep tonight, still waaaaaaaay too uptight and coming down off the 100% adrenaline dump
Welcome to the military where anything will make you jumpy as hell should be over it soon enough
Post by: Romulan_Furry on December 13, 2018, 06:19:53 PM
I'm starting to have serious misgivings about this so-called "family" and why I should be any part of it.
Post by: Athlaros on December 20, 2018, 01:34:22 AM
Post by: Emtile on January 11, 2019, 06:50:31 PM
Post by: anoni on January 23, 2019, 09:51:20 AM
Throwing up in public is never really fun
Post by: Brisky on March 09, 2019, 09:13:44 PM
As short as I can put it: I had already done quite a lot of physically demanding work while having eaten little to nothing and after realizing I couldn't call the boss because the piece of paper with his phone number was in my room I doubled my effort, putting it's toll on me even further.
Eventually I gave up and decided the best course of action was to launch myself towards the shop as fast as I could on a shoddy bicycle.That was a terrible decision.I arrived at the shop, miraculously only 6 minutes late and explained my situation to the boss, who kindly forgave me with an understanding "shit happens", before fluently proceeding to the break are where I actually collapsed and nearly passed out several times whilst praying to God my first impression would be a sizeable puddle of vomit on the cantinas floor, because the explosive release of energy in addition to the situation I've discussed early, I had severely burnt myself out.
It took me almost a whole hour to recover from the trip I would've completed in 15 minutes, had I done it in a reasonable fashion.So that was a huge embarrassment.All ended well though. It wasn't too busy so nobody minded me being incapacitated for 45 minutes, the newbies seemed to instantly recognised my seniority aswell, and the signature company hats being held together by Staples and duct tape was a familiar sight too.
The only unly unpleasantries that happened after this point was my reintroduction with that creeping feeling as if delivery moped can explode under your ass at any given time, and my father giving me the well deserved comment of "You could've just called me and asked where I kept the spare key, if you'dve stopped and thought of it for a second instead of bumbling around like a drowning pig."
So yeah. I hope that little vent was at least funny to read. .-.
Post by: Grey on March 26, 2019, 05:03:37 PM
Guess that worry is moot now because he's avoiding me. I imagine he just needs time, but this shit hurts.
Update: He's just now messaged me and we're talking again. He's okay. Jeez I've never been so relieved to hear someone's voice.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on March 26, 2019, 06:33:44 PM
That doesn't sound very logical. Graphics processors and central processors are the entirely different animals.Depends if the CPU and motherboard have built in graphics too.
If the GPU was broken then the CPU can't simply fix it by taking over it's job. It would just cause weird stuff to go on with the display.
Normally I'd check it by opening the case and checking if the CPU is abnormally hot, but you do have a laptop so that makes it less simple. :I
Post by: Jenac Azaela on April 02, 2019, 04:14:27 PM
Your way of thinking may be applicable for certain things, and I can understand that.
But I need you to understand one thing:
Having your order make it to your mailbox is NOT a valid reason for a 5-star review on electronics!
We already have enough of a problem trusting purchase of electronics online at all, and even more so with off-brands or knockoff products. And when certain webshops offer big kits of components, modules, sensors, wires and even whole microcontrollers(!) for 2,50 and a gum, it's even more so a "too good to be true" situation. That's when we need to trust the opinions of other purchasers to give us a guide for whether it is a great, decent or outright horrible deal.
5 stars sounds like a good sign, until you decide to have a look through the (more often than not over a thousand) reviews and find that the majority haven't even opened their order, and even less TESTED the damn thing. So I am left none the wiser.
So please, reviewers on these sites,
get your **** together and test the products before you give your five stars. That way we can hope to trust that a box of wires and sensors at 37$ doesn't turn out to be a box of lies.
Post by: Brisky on April 02, 2019, 04:28:38 PM
It's China, after all.
Post by: Athlaros on April 02, 2019, 07:20:52 PM
Post by: Jenac Azaela on April 02, 2019, 09:06:49 PM
It actually wouldn't surprise me in the slightest if those 5 star reviews came from the shop's owner.It was one example out of several others. I'm poking at one slice of the demographic, but in general get annoyed by people who give high overall ratings for one small detail that should be taken for granted. A simple checklist would be:
It's China, after all.
1) Did it arrive? If yes, move on. If no, low rating.
2) Was the order/item damaged in transport? If no, move on. If yes, slightly deduct score based on damage, keeping in mind the end carrier may be more responsible than the seller.
3a) Does the item require any form of testing? If no, skip to point 4, If yes, move on.
3b) Does the item work as intended (clothes the size advertised, electronics functional, posters hanging right etc)? If yes, give score based on satisfaction. If no, low rating.
4) Summarize score for all above. Be fair, but be precise.
5) Make sure you reviewed according to steps 1-4 and not just step 1.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 02, 2019, 10:01:19 PM
reviews... sigh...
Post by: Jenac Azaela on April 02, 2019, 10:21:34 PM
Post by: Firox on April 03, 2019, 12:35:37 AM
was in the middle of a game (SimCity 4) done lots of work.. had not saved yet
laptop restarts.... windows update
>:( X3 X3
have to do work all over again
Post by: Romulan_Furry on April 03, 2019, 01:00:03 AM
Even worse, it's ANNOYING AS HELL when my computer boots me out of my game - doesn't crash it - and goes to desktop for no f***ing reason! I suspect it's something with the video drivers, but the video device I use, as far as I know, is no longer supported. So I'm basically getting kicked out of my game because my PC is saying "YOU MUST UPDATE THE VIDEO DRIVERS NOWWWWWW!!!" Worse than that, some of my games screw up when that happens. IRRITATING as f***.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on April 03, 2019, 01:17:51 AM
just hate when Windows does an update at the worst possible momentugh i wish i still had simcopter you could use simecity 2000 cities
was in the middle of a game (SimCity 4) done lots of work.. had not saved yet
laptop restarts.... windows update
>:( X3 X3
have to do work all over again
Post by: Firox on April 03, 2019, 01:27:09 AM
updates can be so annoying at times
always hear recommend to leave them on
so I don't bother to change them
Post by: Athlaros on April 03, 2019, 11:30:18 PM
Ugh.
Post by: Romulan_Furry on April 08, 2019, 07:59:25 PM
Ceiling in the living room caved in, scared the living s*** out of me. Now I have a gaping hole in the ceiling, and if it rains again, this house is gonna flood. And this wouldn't have happened had my procrastinating, equine-obsessed, asinine, unrealistic-dreams mother went and fixed the roof WHEN SHE F***ING SAID SHE WOULD! And now, with this kind of damage, we're gonna be even MORE worse off than before! She never does anything until it's too late, damage done! Never acts when it can make a difference! God knows when she's gonna get around to fixing this s***!
EDIT: Ceiling collapsed AGAIN! Now the hole is even bigger, and while I was cleaning up the mess, cutting down the hanging pieces, one piece dropped and took me with it, and I fell off the step stool and hurt myself.
SECOND EDIT: Must have hurt myself worse than I thought. Started with just my knee, now it's my whole left leg. Difficult to stand, let alone walk.
Post by: Emtile on April 24, 2019, 07:00:01 PM
Post by: Jenac Azaela on April 30, 2019, 09:21:37 PM
Post by: Jenac Azaela on May 18, 2019, 08:25:47 PM
Shut the [BEEP] up and listen to the music, THEN cheer when the performance is over! >:(
Post by: Emtile on June 08, 2019, 09:34:23 PM
Post by: Anacletus on June 09, 2019, 08:53:41 PM
Post by: anoni on June 10, 2019, 09:33:12 AM
I lost my bag in a taxi that contained >$1000 of items including:
- Limited edition Nintendo Switch with game
- Two important receipts
- Leash
- Shirt I just bought
- One of a kind Google water bottle
I've got the receipt reprinted but they're still unable to locate the driver.
Work has been really stressful with more and more responsibilities and just BLEH all around.
Finally this weekend was a long weekend so I thought I could relax and finally get some time to play metro exodus but INSTEAD my headphones break, I go to JB HiFi to get some temporary ones until I get them repaired, and Google maps says they close at 6pm, but NOPE they closed at 5pm so I missed it. That took an hour of walking.
Right now I'm just really **censor** mad at everything.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on June 10, 2019, 12:28:45 PM
Post by: George on June 27, 2019, 09:09:33 AM
Post by: Athlaros on June 28, 2019, 01:19:17 AM
Post by: Anacletus on June 30, 2019, 10:10:27 PM
Post by: Athlaros on July 01, 2019, 06:36:43 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 01, 2019, 07:02:47 AM
My pillows suck. I need to get new ones soon, or my neck will continue to suffer.got any spare blankets or other soft objects you can pile up under your pillow for a substitute?
Post by: Firox on July 01, 2019, 09:57:42 PM
as we are supposed to organize the items on the shelf, top rows are the worst, we are supposed to use step ladders to reach the top row
it seems more like the previous worker just shoves items back, it looks like a big mess
have to waste 5 to 10 minutes organizing their mistake
since the item I'm putting away, is next to the items they mess up
Post by: Jenac Azaela on July 14, 2019, 09:43:33 PM
It's either the floor. Or the models. Or both.
It's driving me up the wall...
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 14, 2019, 11:21:50 PM
Post by: Jenac Azaela on July 15, 2019, 03:27:29 PM
garry's mod? missing textures? [...]Source Filmmaker in my case. But otherwise yes. It's more than mildly infuriating that I've tried like 5 or 6 different versions and all have one or more errors.
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on July 15, 2019, 09:36:58 PM
similar program.. Yeah I know.garry's mod? missing textures? [...]Source Filmmaker in my case. But otherwise yes. It's more than mildly infuriating that I've tried like 5 or 6 different versions and all have one or more errors.
Post by: Plumberry_Foxxo on July 22, 2019, 10:40:55 PM
Post by: Dazed on July 23, 2019, 12:32:58 AM
But i got sick. Gah
Post by: Plumberry_Foxxo on July 23, 2019, 03:36:48 AM
Post by: Jenac Azaela on August 06, 2019, 09:22:35 AM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on August 06, 2019, 04:44:08 PM
storm is over power went out and my street flooded. the most scariest storm evernext time https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gu2pVPWGYMQ
my life is boring i need something sort of exciting to happen...
Post by: Jenac Azaela on August 20, 2019, 06:25:51 AM
Post by: Brisky on September 30, 2019, 03:43:26 PM
Post by: Alessia Starfurr on September 30, 2019, 04:06:45 PM
Post by: Ves on December 17, 2023, 07:07:27 PM
And,worse yet, theres no image descriptions on most of them so i cant read the text from there >:(