Rants: Everyday Venting

[138]

Today was a productive day. I ended a conversation with "**censor** you, -----, and **censor** off." It's nice to know how people really feel about you, and it's nice to listen to the bullshit they come up with against you. What makes even better is when you considered that person a good friend. 

[juliet]

My great grandmother finally died Last night after being sick with untreatable cancer for... A few months. During which I only saw her twice.

Now she's gone and I don't really feel anything. Except anger for her children who instead of taking care of her were too busy with their own vices and destroying the one man who was trying to care for her, their father.

I'm not sad she passed, its the opposite.

I'm tired and irritated, and funeral arrangements are probably going to happen soon... I don't want to do any of this.

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[Alistair]

My great grandmother finally died Last night after being sick with untreatable cancer for... A few months. During which I only saw her twice.

Now she's gone and I don't really feel anything. Except anger for her children who instead of taking care of her were too busy with their own vices and destroying the one man who was trying to care for her, their father.

I'm not sad she passed, its the opposite.

I'm tired and irritated, and funeral arrangements are probably going to happen soon... I don't want to do any of this.

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My condolences despite you not feeling anything.

[juliet]

I didn't mean I didn't feel anything from her passing. I mean that afterwards I felt pretty numb to the whole thing. Like its trying to register.

I'm not heartless. I loved her.

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[Alistair]

Simple miscommunication, my apologies.

[kalan]

I feel empty too often anymore. I dont feel that I can trust anyone. [Content Removed]. This fake smile is getting harder and harder to wear and and nothing makes me happy anymore

I just wanna be happy again

[Grey]

Feeling pretty blegh today. Dunno why. The weather is nice, I got a donut to eat. I just feel off.

Hopefully I'll start to feel better as the day progresses.

[juliet]

I slept all day yesterday and was only up from 12-2 am. I'm still tired.

I don't particularly like this.

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[Detroit]

i realllllyyyyyyy dont want to go to work today at all

[Ibi Tanvaal]

I don't want to wake up in the morning. My dad thinks that he can pray away all my problems

[YourUnknownHost]

I don't want to go to school because it's boring but if i dont i wont be educated .

[Cecilia Peromi]

My mom knows school has been terrible. Having anxiety and depression things haven't been going well (luckily getting therapy soon), along with family issues so I couldn't concentrate on school. She's going to talk to my dad about homeschool or charter school so I can catch up on credits... However for some reason he is against that shit. He feels that you go to a regular school with perfect grades and after go to a college. I'm really stressed out.
And again anxiety and depression is just getting worse and worse. I'm losing my self esteem, I feel like giving up.. But I know I won't. I just really need to keep my head high and tell myself it's going to get better.

Of course it'll get better Zaida. Just believe that it will, and remember that you're not alone.

[Alessia Starfurr]

I don't want to wake up in the morning. My dad thinks that he can pray away all my problems

Sometimes prayer doesn't work ,because God is telling you it's your turn to act.

"We can't expect God to do all the work."~Joshua Graham.

[RoyFigaro]

Everyone I know treats me like I'm a kid and I am stupid it's ridiculous and I'm **censor** tired of it.

[138]

I dropped my belt buckle on my tablet today, and I broke the screen. Yay me.

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