I hate how I remember how I've been told I'm failure, much more than being told that I'm a hero.
All my life I've been told that I would never amount to anything because I started with nothing. Even after all of the shit I go through and went through to get to where I am today, I'm still told that I will never make an impact.
I'm just an EMT, just another person with a shitty past. I'm not special, I'm not different, I'm just emotional and an idiot for thinking I could actually do something important.