Been so tired of everything lately.
Have hardly had the energy to eat, which has lead to me living on nothing but hazelnuts and lemon tea for the past week or so.
In addition to that, bad habits and worrying tendencies I used to have back during my orphanage days have decided to resurface, and those -also- aren't good signs at all.
Things just feel so bleak and hopeless I really don't know what to do with myself anymore.
I'm at the point where I either sleep or waste away time until I'm tired enough to go back to sleep.
In addition to that, I've had a hard time reaching out to/talking to/replying to people who've tried to contact me, be they long-time friends, family members or people I've only recently-ish started to talk to.
I know this sounds really edgy/stupid/dumb/whatever, but please don't take it personally if I haven't been talking to you lately. I'm not ignoring you "on purpose" (I.E. because I like being a dick to people who try to be nice to me), I just can't bring myself to.
And besides, deeply depressed people usually aren't all that fun to be around anyway, so you're not missing out on much.
I'm doing my best to break out of this bad slump, but I'm afraid it might take a while before I feel ready to really interact "personally" with people again.