Rants: Everyday Venting

[Dax Declan]

Turns out two really good friends of mine hate each other..... Great 

[The Past]

I know that feeling.

[Alessia Starfurr]

... I had a decent day at work today... It was just at the last three hours that upset me... Since my grandad has passed away, I had to notify my boss that i wouldn't be able to come in on Wednesday next week, she only said "oh I'm sorry" .. I wasn't bothered much by that... Then after she had finished looking at her computer, i said my mum would call her for more information about it.. And then she said "you really should be doing that your self"  that comment she made was ageist and discrimination against my disabilities.. I have traits of Aspergers syndrome, so I find it hard to remember lots of information that i struggle to focus on, since my concentration is vary limited and always has been... I'm not trying to be a baby, my mum just knows all the info about the funeral... I just don't want to give people the wrong information and mess  them about ... She's my boss so she can tell me how to work, but she has no right to tell me how to live my life... And she was way out of line for implying that just because I'm 18 and I'm in a new job means I'm a childish fool..... I felt like crying after that... But i didn't and instead I went back to working to help the rest of the staff..


Post Merge: May 05, 2016, 05:37:55 PM
I forgot to mention the staff meeting we had later on... It lasted 2 hours... And i wasn't even needed to be there... I had nothing to input to the discussion and I couldn't concentrate on taking notes, plus I wasn't even sure if we were allowed to take notes about the people we look after... Since health and safety have gone made nowadays... That just pushed home the thought that i was a child and that I was inferior to the older workers..... I mean honestly.. I took a long time and tried really hard to get this job, its not like I have bad habbits like drinking or smoking or taking drugs.. I don't do any of those things, and yet i still feel inadequate and foolish after the comment my boss made to me...

THat is defintly wrong I'm sorry they treat you that way since you don't drink or do drugs internally your 'more mature' than people who do those things, think of that. and also think of your past accomplishments.

[Jane]

Doctor told me I cannot do anything about my situation, makes me kind of frustrated but all in all atleast it wasnt bad news..

[kalan]

Theres too much negativity in this world. I just wanna be able to put my fake smile back on but its hard to do when everyone around me drags me down

[Jane]

Becoming annoyed/angry with people seems like its starting to become a routine 

[Ibi Tanvaal]

I'm super nervous about the job trial I have next Tuesday.

[Cecilia Peromi]

We don't drag you down Ayvda. Here we all love you.

Ibi, it's completely natural to feel nervous. It just means you care a lot about this. Take a deep breath and go righ ahead.

[Jane]

Tired. Could not focus at all today. All I want is sleeeppppp

[Dax Declan]

Feeling a pretty big lack of self worth.


Post Merge: May 07, 2016, 10:51:19 PMIt's really frustrating when people get offended because you tell them you're in a MONOGAMOUS relationship.

[Cecilia Peromi]

I'm so confused, right now I can barely tell between up and down. Everything in my life is changing and I literally can't handle it. My mind is just blank... I need a nap...

[YourUnknownHost]

Meds make me feel disconnected from everything for a bit P-p

[Zephyr]

I just wish things would go right for once

[Cecilia Peromi]

Me too Zephyr.

[Nrein]

I'm in that wonderful moment when I miss someone really bad, but at the same time I'm still too mad at them in the first place to not have any bothers to try and fix things.