Rants: Everyday Venting

[YourUnknownHost]

I'm one of the 99.99999999998% of people with depression and anxiety. And right now that combination is firing enough that I can't get myself to do anything productive. Can't even eat.

I rarely worry about something a lot without my anxiety medicine but when i really worry i forget to eat and then it's even harder to eat the next day, this happened once a long time ago i was worrying so much that i was shaking and had to eat cans of  fruit because bread made me sick this was before i had anxiety medicine.I hope everything gets better, also do you have medicine?

[Dax Declan]

I am sick and tired of my ignorant father talking shit about people I care about.

[Detroit]

a F***** go-gurt box fell on me at work and left a huge bruise on my arm

[The Past]

I'm one of the 99.99999999998% of people with depression and anxiety. And right now that combination is firing enough that I can't get myself to do anything productive. Can't even eat.

I rarely worry about something a lot without my anxiety medicine but when i really worry i forget to eat and then it's even harder to eat the next day, this happened once a long time ago i was worrying so much that i was shaking and had to eat cans of  fruit because bread made me sick this was before i had anxiety medicine.I hope everything gets better, also do you have medicine?

I'm feeling better now, but I have a persistent headache.

And no, I don't take medication. I was never diagnosed with it, I just kept it to myself for the most part. I did want to get checked out for depression, but my family made an overblown fuss about it and it scared me away from getting help. I don't want people to be worried about me.

On topic, THIS FRIGGEN HEADACHE WON'T GO AWAY.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Just relax for a while Evna. You sound like you need it.

[saph the sergal]

im so sick of ym bloody brother and him telling me what car to buy and what i can and cant do with it

my landcruiser 79 series ute (eventualy need to get the cash first) will beat up what ever wagon he gets and then some more

[Styxx Von Doom]

so ive been getting yelled at by a TON of people, even my elders and best friend have made comments about what i did and should have done the other day. im tired of the struggles that i have to face. im sick of my co worker thinking that just because he is the owners cousin gives him a safety card, i swear on the gods if he gets in my face like he has been i will destroy his life, he has been warned MANY times, even had verbal threats against himself, then the **censor** had the audacity to jokingly say he will kill me. dude you do not realize i can plant my battle axe through your frikken skull like its butter. you are pissing the wrong person off. you have even been told that im the type that would clearly kill an attacker with no remorse from an ex swat member. simple thing that needs to be said. wake the **censor** up or he will absolutely put you down like the useless mutt that you are!

[Cecilia Peromi]

Take a deep breath and step back Styxx, please.

Anyway, if my family thinks I'm going to forget about this then they are sorely mistaken. I'm all itchy, I had to eat cold dinner, and my muscles are going to hurt real bad tomorrow. I don't think I'll be able to draw tomorrow, which stinks because tomorrow is my only chance. I'm sorry everybody. I've let you down... I hope you can forgive me... *sigh* i'm tired... Good night furs.

[Dax Declan]

People irk me sooooo bad sometimes. I was scrolling through my facebook and came across something shared by my "great aunt" (used to be my aunt through marriage but a divorce happend). She shared an article about a transgender teen winning prom queen. She was born male and all the comments were "THIS IS AN OUTRAGE!" "What a sick world we live in!" This shit grinds my gears soooo hard.  What is so wrong about someone being happy!

[HyenaKing]

People irk me sooooo bad sometimes. I was scrolling through my facebook and came across something shared by my "great aunt" (used to be my aunt through marriage but a divorce happend). She shared an article about a transgender teen winning prom queen. She was born male and all the comments were "THIS IS AN OUTRAGE!" "What a sick world we live in!" This shit grinds my gears soooo hard.  What is so wrong about someone being happy!

Most people are really ignorant and close-minded, living shallow, pointless lives that amount to nothing. They act so dumb, jealous, and rude only for the reason of herd mentality or just plain ingorance. That's life, fella.

[Alistair]

I'm getting entirely tired of this lady at the housing office. Her constant and consistent condescending behavior is disgusting and I don't feel I will be able to point it out without the possibility of losing my apartment. A lot of people think "Well that's just life, dealing with people you don't like."


I shouldn't have to and should be able to point out when someone is being shitty without having to fear for losing something I need to survive or being put through an episode of panic.


On the other hand a good majority of my family is voting for trump and I have the absolute urge to tell them, "Do I know you?" I've seen politics cause family drama before but with trump's financial disasters I can't stand for people that would support a person that is going to put this country further in the hole than ever before.


Another note, I'm losing a bit of my grip on my anxiety even with my medication regulating it. Luckily I have an appointment tomorrow and can hopefully talk about a medication adjustment or change to help me get my grip back on it. Although I think the recent spike in my anxiety is due to all the shit that's been going on as of late. Not having my mate around at night when I really need her is shitty, especially having learnt to sleep in a bed with another being and now they're just not there.


I'm sure I'll pull through to the other side with all this and it'll blow over in no time, but I needed a moment to sit down and vent it all out. 

[Dax Declan]

I always feel like I kill threads or conversations. It'll be going well and I gotta shove my nose in it and kill the convo for an hour.

[Cecilia Peromi]

No Dax, I'm sure you're not killing any threads. It's probably a coincidence, it usually is.

[Ibi Tanvaal]

Well I finally had a drink. Been waiting for ages to have one, and because I'm sleep deprived, I didn't realise I had it about 3 times faster than I was expecting.

[Dax Declan]

I left a really nice picture that Jane drew for me in my accounting class. It's probably in pieces by now....