ok...well this is looking bad.........
you know how i posted erlier saying my back problems have been getting FAR worse and its been making work almost impossible?
well..i tried to ask my manager if he could stick to giving me the 5 hour shifts rather than the 7, you know..since im becoming more and more crippled now, and i just called in for this weeks scedual and the Asst manager says im not ON the schedual this week...
...so now im panicking...
i wasnt straight up terminated, but not schedualing me at all is a bad sighn..it means he is THINKING about it..
and i have bills to pay..i cant NOT have a job, and getting a new one is no option for me...
i would be legaly obliged to inform my new boss im crippled, but with no doctors note they wouldnt accept me...id be a liability.
im trying to get well, i applied for low income health insurance, but thats gonna take a while to get back to me...almost 45 days..so i cant just "get well" and get right back to work.
im crippled and they know it..i cant hide it anymore, i shuffle when i should be rushing. i wince to pick up the bags of trash and they can see im in agony by the end of the night.
i have a phone bill...car insurance...rent...i cant NOT be employed
....im scared..whats going to happen..