Rants: Everyday Venting

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I can't shake this feeling of sheer hopelessness.

[FurryJunky]

Why is that KangaDrake?

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Why is that KangaDrake?

clinical depression runs in my family and mine decided to get a whole lot worse in the past year or so. Now I'm depressed pretty much every day

[FurryJunky]

 
My mom has depression aswell and takes pills for it.
All you need is drugs!
But seriously, how can I help lighten your day?

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My mom has depression aswell and takes pills for it.
All you need is drugs!
But seriously, how can I help lighten your day?

I'm taking a few cures for it, but no anti-depressants I've seen those turn my friends into mental zombies I'm feeling a bit better right now because I got some tea and I'm chilling after a long day at work

[FurryJunky]

Tea is something my girlfriend would allways give me if I felt underweather at all.
Even though I tell her it dosent work.
But if it works for you, drink up! 

[Bigieu]

I really don't understand how some people survive with so little emotional intelligence. The kind of people who have zero awareness of how their actions affect their loved ones, and try to rationalize away every hurt.

How?

[FurryJunky]

then over the course of the next few weeks he's talking to me about all these girls he likes and how much they compliment him

How long have you known this person?
Because from what you said it dosent seem like he cares all that much about you anymore.

[Vee Katame: His Wolfy]

In the next couple weeks, I'm going to be dealing with a lot of things, and my anxiety is mounting. (It's not diagnosed that I have an anxiety disorder, but I'm pretty sure about it and will be bringing it up when I have to go to the doctor for a physical in about a month.)
Thing is, with my anxiety, I usually get sick along with it (generally in the mornings and gets better throughout the day), which makes me not want to do the things that are causing the stress and anxiety. In turn, I have to force myself to go through the things while trying to satiate my sickness (which is very difficult).
I got some Valerian Root to try to help, but it's basically meant to help with sleeping, so I guess I've got to get some St. John's Wort for it today and hopefully it will help since it is supposed to be taken three times a day. It's basically just a substitute until my physical though.

(Not posting everything here since I'm going to be writing in my journal about it all.)

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this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<

[Bayzan]

this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<

Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? 

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this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<

Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? 

she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings

[Bayzan]

this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<

Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? 

she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings

Tell her it's a whole misunderstanding.

[FurryJunky]

this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<

  Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? 

she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings

Tell her it's a whole misunderstanding.

Its a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote!
But that is pritty messed up!

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this isn't the first time my mother has accused me of selling drugs >.<

  Wow that's sad... accusing your own son of selling drugs... First of all why is she accusing you? 

she read through my brother's text messages and twisted their meanings

Tell her it's a whole misunderstanding.

Its a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote inside of a quote!
But that is pritty messed up!

my mom doesn't listen to anybody but herself. You could tell her that the sky was blue and she'd argue and tell you you were wrong and she was right