Rants: Everyday Venting

[★Amethyst★]

I'm annoyed at myself for being so lazy and procrastinating on this online driver's ed course. I've had three months to finish it but nope, it expires today and I gotta fork over $25 to extend it.

Also low-key having some anxiety about a possible personal health worry I'm having.

[Cecilia Peromi]

You poor furs...

In my college English class we had a journal question asking what community you're a part of and how they treat you. Of course I wrote about us furries, I love you guys so much. But tomorrow we are going to share our entries to each other. It's a risk... But I really just don't care about what others think. I know who I am, and I have people in my life who love me just the way I am. Tomorrow i'm going to show my furry pride and be happy.

And if all of this blows up in my face.... Well.... I'd rather not think about that...

[Dax Declan]

I wish you good luck Cecilia. I considered doing a presentation on furries in a class but I wussed out.

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[Cecilia Peromi]

It won't be a presentation, just a group discussion thing. But thanks Daxy, I'll have plenty of free time after class to tell you how it went.

[Alessia Starfurr]

It won't be a presentation, just a group discussion thing. But thanks Daxy, I'll have plenty of free time after class to tell you how it went.

Every day we risk ourselfs to another day, life is about taking meaningful risk, going to school what can happen in a worse case scenario? I mean think about it, Ceciliia.

Just living on to another day is sort of a risk now the stupid things we do those are High risk.

[Rho'Syn Ilwynog]

So, today I am not so pleased to announce that I am finally going to try and accept the fact that, by being autistic, I will no longer try to do the things that I am known to have mental blocks about, and focus on asking for help when need be. I will focus on my strengths and finding ways to overcome and accept my limitations, since by not doing that I have Royally messed up my world


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[Cecilia Peromi]

That's very brave of you Syn. Asking for help is not a bad thing by any means.

[Dax Declan]

I got really upset and started eating a ton and now I just feel worse

[Cecilia Peromi]

I'd be very careful with that Dax. It's not healthy.

[Ræfóa Aldrnari]

It's only 15°C outside tonight, and I'm still sweating. I don't want to open up my window too much to prevent bugs from flying in. I'll try to survive.

[Ori]

It's only 15°C outside tonight, and I'm still sweating. I don't want to open up my window too much to prevent bugs from flying in. I'll try to survive.

I don't know if this is a good or bad suggestion, (Because it depends on your situation.) However. If you don't own a small fan, I suggest getting one and pointing it at yourself. It's actually quite cool. (Not the fan, the temperature drops, quite nicely.) Also sit the fan at the base of your bed. And also take a shower/bath beforehand and don't completely dry your hair. (May not be healthy.) But hey it's really cool. 

(I got a fan like this: (It's just a meme as my friend would say))
We bought it thinking the air circulation would help cool the room (Since it is two fans.) Didn't work. I ended up taking the fan and my parents got a standard large fan that turns. I sit the fan on a chair at the end of my bed, and just use the bottom fan.

I got really upset and started eating a ton and now I just feel worse

Why not have something really really (Insert flavor)? It stops yourself from eating more because you just don't want to eat anything more of that flavor. So if you're going to binge on sweets, try just eating two poptarts (Like the two from one pack, not two packs...) Which is what I do to have something something to eat, but also to stop myself from going overboard.

[Rocco Rex]

Apparently there is some law which makes it so a good day is guaranteed to end HORRIBLY for me each and every single time. I seriously can't catch a single break.


I had a good day. On the way home my lovely dad decided that I probably don't really need my drives license after all (which is absolutely critical. Without it, he has full control of my finances because I can't get a bank account and my ability to move around and actually get a job are fully under his control). Two more jobs fell through today. I was supposed to get a call back from a different one. Never did. My computer has been horrible for months. Now since mom, dad, and college are putting pressure on me, it decides to give up after less than a year. No warranty covers it. And I got to deal with my lovely dad over it.


So I had finally just about relaxed. And then I made the mistake of getting on Skype. Someone had created a new chat. It was people posting hardcore yiff as fast as possible. I felt physically sick. I had miraculously been able to stay away from it so far. But not anymore. I guess it's pretty stupid of me to let it get to me, but... I've gotta try to be mister unbreakable again.
And now there's not really anyone online anywhere. And my close friends are asleep/away.

Literally every single time a day is going good it crashes and turns horrible. Why. Guess I'll have to learn how to ruin my own days from now on and get used to being miserable. I'm serious. Guess I'm doomed to being miserable.

[Farewell]

I start Highschool tomorrow, now a junior. I'm very stressed out... I'm going to try hard this year.

[SadDubwool]

Hey, atleast it's better then being a freshmen

[Firox]

At least for me it's great having a job with good hours - many times do want to call in sick or quit, I keep missing out on lots of fun times here on the forums.
I just look at the schedule think to myself "another long day, will more than likely miss out on fun again"

It's the main thing I regret about getting a job and main thing that disappoints me. I come out of work and all the fun is over, furs are asleep!