Rants: Everyday Venting

[Alessia Starfurr]

*sigh* being an adult is so hard. Yeah, I know it's summer and I really don't have a lot of responsibility right now but it's still stressing me out. I've woken up with headaches two nights in a row now, I'm exhausted and I haven't even done anything yet. It's scary for me, I think about all the stuff I have trouble doing, all the stupid mistakes I make sometimes. What if I can't do it? What if I screw something up and throw my whole life away with one silly mistake? I'm just afraid... and every day I'm one step closer...

Nobodies perfect, Cecilia even us old peoplez (25 here) although people won't admit it

btw your worries sound perfectly normal I dunno how many people I've heard that from (even me)

[The Past]

Cecilia, I'm 21 and I still feel like that every day. Heck, I rushed all the way to another state to move out on my own over a year back and nearly went homeless. Got out of that with a lot of luck, and it set me back quite a bit, but I'm still chugging along. Don't worry, just take your time and I'm sure you'll do fine. I'm on the road to settling as an adult along with you.

On topic, I chickened out yet again with coming out to my grandma. I was too tired to get words right, plus it was right after she had a chemo appointment and I didn't want to potentially stress her out.

[Cecilia Peromi]

Thanks everyone, I know I need to take it slow. I'm going to figure a way to make this work for me. Because it's obviously not working right now. I need to take a deep breath and take everything in before I start to act. That's just how I do things.

[kalan]

*sigh* being an adult is so hard. Yeah, I know it's summer and I really don't have a lot of responsibility right now but it's still stressing me out. I've woken up with headaches two nights in a row now, I'm exhausted and I haven't even done anything yet. It's scary for me, I think about all the stuff I have trouble doing, all the stupid mistakes I make sometimes. What if I can't do it? What if I screw something up and throw my whole life away with one silly mistake? I'm just afraid... and every day I'm one step closer...

I jumped in head first. At 21 I sunk myself into school that would last almost 8 years. At 29 I got a loan to build a house and now i work 3 jobs i wanna not adult anymore

Of course all that was after i spent 14 months in the iraq desert

[Cecilia Peromi]

That's partly why I'm so afraid. It's so difficult to make something of yourself these days. I feel like the world is going to chew me up and spit me out...

[★Amethyst★]

Yup, I'm with you guys on feeling growing pains. The mental kind at any rate. I'd love to move out of the house, but I'm probably going to have to wait till I'm done with college or at least have some financial backing. There's lots of stuff I want to do, but I also need to be able to support myself so I can do those things. It'd be great if I could do art or other creative stuff for a living but that's not realistic in this day and age.

I used to feel like I was pretty mature and like "I got this", but now I'm realizing I have a loooong way to go.

[kalan]

Thats the beautiful part of everything obama did was he created programs that allow the people to get college for basically free. My recommendation is to take advantage of that before trump gets elected cause once hes in there college is gonna be for the rich so dont drag your feet

[Dax Declan]

Keep having dreams about my dead dog who would be 16 this month. I miss him 

[Ambrix]

I feel like I need to go to that place again.

[Jane]

I can't take it anymore. I'm not happy. I need to do something..

[★Amethyst★]

I'd appreciate if my sister didn't act like I was always an incompetent idiot. Well, it's not really acting since she's explicitly told me that. That's why I don't talk to her as much these days since I feel like she'll just say I'm being stupid...

[Dax Declan]

You know you're a terrible person when Mom calls you a lazy terrible person. Sleep would nice to

[The Past]

Just a mild annoyance, but a new shirt I got is the right size technically but looks like it wrinkles more than my other shirts. Likely just because of the material and light color, I suppose. Dunno if it will make me look "like a hobo" or not in public, but eh.

Also, cleaning the coffee filter funnel thingamajig in the coffee machine is a pain thanks to the edges inside it. Old dried coffee water gets wedged in the corners and sponges are too big to get at it.

[Jane]

Got hardly a wink of sleep, way too nervous. I have to wear heels today I pray I dont wobble around like a little deer..but yay class of 2016...

[saph the sergal]

you can do it i reckon nothing better then leaving school and knowing its over

ot: i cant find any of my jackets or jumpers and its darn cold and if you dont know how bad it is 11C without the windchill brining it right down and i have to walk to the shop