I've been so crazy busy as of late, and my mate got annoyed cuz I would spend a lot of time doing work and would end up being too tired to play games or spend quality time with him even though we live together. So in result I've been cutting back on the time I've been spending on the computer and artwork so to spend more time attending him. But now I feel like I've fell behind in keeping up with my own work...if it's not one thing it's another... tis very frustrating.
I'm just too tired with all this silliness between not being paid enough for working long hours at work that takes me practically 2 hours to get to, if I can even get there cuz public transportation sucks. Been worryed about the government and school screwing me cuz I'm a student and wasn't born rich. Also have been trying to keep track of my health cuz the working conditions at my job are unsanitary, and I haven't been getting much rest cuz my mate stays at home resting during the day and stays up to late hours of the night watching tv and keeps me up when I should be resting for work the next day...and I'm the breadwinner in the relationship, so if I don't work, there would be no money.
Now I know how a computer feels when you overload it with too many things at once... I feel so sleep I just simply don't have enough energy anymore.
Just feel like putting myself in a box and just stay in there till I expire.
