Rants: Everyday Venting

[Georgisaur]

I can't remember the last time I was happy. I'm considering therapy. but Idk , it seems like a waste of money.

[Keo]

That annoying moment when you go to look back for more images by an artist on FA and they have deleted everything.
Yeah... Happened twice to me now >.<

[Nobi]

I spent roughly 20 minutes carefully selecting a suitable EDC (EveryDay Carry) knife to give to my dad for Father's Day, hoping he'd take it to work with him, actually use it, etc. You know, what you're supposed to do with an EDC. But since then, it hasn't left the tray in the living room except when I've picked it up to flip it open and closed a few times out of boredom. It's an amazing knife. Super grippy handle, black finish, combination tanto/drop point blade, reversible pocket clip, assisted-opening... It's a Kershaw, for crying out loud—a very respected manufacturer. I put so much thought into it when I was buying it for him, and now it just feels like it was for nothing. My dad is at work right now, and the knife is sitting right next to my laptop on the tray, almost brand new aside from me opening and closing it every now and then. Part of me wants to carry it with me for a day and see if he even notices...

[✡]

great, you break up with me, I pour my heart out to you as to why I felt we needed to split, and you just reply with "k cool".
fffffffffuuuuuuuu.
I'm so done with relationships.
Being single is awesome anyways.

[Midnight Madness]

I'm single now, myself, ugh. Thought things would get better, but it only got worse. I guess her and I are just supposed to be friends, because things seem to go a lot smoother when we're just friends... I just got back together with her because I thought she had finally learned/found a way to overcome it... But nope...

* Sytex sighs.

I **censor** hate being single...

[✡]

I'm single now, myself, ugh. Thought things would get better, but it only got worse. I guess her and I are just supposed to be friends, because things seem to go a lot smoother when we're just friends... I just got back together with her because I thought she had finally learned/found a way to overcome it... But nope...

* Sytex sighs.

I **censor** hate being single...

dude is this like national singles day or what, I've seen five people get broken up today, myself included.

[Midnight Madness]

I don't know, but it sucks major ass, regardless.

[The Past]

Am I crazy for thinking the "just friends is better" thing is just dumb? I don't quite get what people expect...

[✡]

I don't know, but it sucks major ass, regardless.

yeah I'm trying not to think too much about it

[Midnight Madness]

That's it. The last **censor** straw. Zaelis has been given chance after chance after chance, and she has not cared to change her ways at all. In fact, she has continued to treat me worse and worse. I am done, completely done. I am not going to be smiling, I am not going to be happy, I am not going to put up with anymore crap.

Near TWO YEARS OF DEVOTION, TWO YEARS. And I am constantly told that I am uncaring, unhelpful, treated like I don't and can't know anything, I am asked for help and then treated like crap for assorted reasons, and so on, just because things don't go the way SHE wants it to.

I don't need that in my life. I need people who are uplifting, kindly honest, respectful and empathetic. People who are willing to accept differences and be encouraging. I apologize, I will not be as chipper as usual.

[Georgisaur]

I can't remember the last time I was truly happy. I don't even have much to complain about, but I feel numb for some reason. I just want to be happy again.

[Count of Cutesy]

I don't know why I went back to *Popular Furry Site*'s forum, the guys there aren't even real furries. They spend more time hating and complaining about furries and fueling into their stereotypes than actually sharing an interest in the furry fandom.

[✡]

stupid bank, taking FOREVER to transfer money and my rent is due TODAY. So basically I have to BS the apartment managers by writing a check for money that I don't have and hoping that the cash decides to come in before they go to the bank and cash it.

[Seko]

*sigh* Sweden's been a real eye-opener...when I return to Scotland I refuse to use my pc for more rhan an hour a day...I've lost so much time to unimportant online crépe.

[Georgisaur]

Woke up after going to a party last night to find what I thought was water.
"Drunk me is really nice and thoughtful!"
Turns out it was vodka. Drunk me is an asshole.