Jensuno stared blankly back at Jaida and taking the hand she touched in his. 'I am surely a big bloody fool.' He said, mainly to Jaida, but then looked towards Vosur, his voice wary and lacked the arrogance it usually did, 'Your weapons exist here because you are chosen to have them; you are the master spirits of my dimension-- the only ones capable of travelling to other dimensions and see other divinities. You are special, but not only that; I can choose other spirits to have this ability, such as your sweet wives.'
He thought he had enough strength to stand, he did not. 'For the question of the faceless, it is because I am an 'outlaw' as such, bitter by my previous inability to walk the grass of my own dimension, or converse with my own spirits. I have garrisoned other divinities who feel the same way, and because of my lack of experience with the spirits, I only saw them as toys, things I could use to win my rights to being the king of my own dimension, and perhaps the universe?' He looked down at Jaida and sighed, 'But I am a terrible divinity, corrupt and dark; so perhaps it is no matter that I learned the long way the love for you all. I think its too late, I don't think I deserve yours in return... I endangered your after-lifes, and that deserves enough of a punishment.' But it isn't just them you'll lose....Ren...
He faced them all again, taking all of them in with his big, sad eyes. 'Don't you all dare forgive me, because I have become worse; me and the one you saw Ruby became fast friends-- Grim, the original divinity of death. I was desperate and afraid for myself, and, as we tend to have a deal, I summoned it to come to my aid. But in doing so I sacrified another divinity for my own existance.'
Mother laughed cruelly, still half-gone with grief, 'I'll tell you why Darr; you used me for yourself and then you wanted another; why should I have told you?! You cared none for me, and only serve me through duty now. You will leave, just like everyone else is. Perhaps I should destroy the universe and be done with it?'