Hey cecilia.
Fallen, you would be surprised how many people say that I am seeing things to negatively
I'm a sadistic depressed gay.
You have it better than me.
Am I having it better? Perhaps
But let's say this: I am a bi living in a family where they hate gays, some see me as the proud of the family since I go to uni but I screw up big time.
I think I am someone special but in reality I am no one noticable in a world of 7 billion. According to some shrinks I have some form PTSD (yes, how stereotipically, someone on the internet saying he has PTSD) from traumas my dad gave me but I have to see that guy on regular base...
I might have it better, but emotionally and mentally I am probably a wreck, so is it weird I am a bit nihillistic?