You're no longer awesome when you fail at school and life like me.....I really think I need to get professional help for this depression or whatever it is, because I can't do anything. I am either too tired or simply cannot make myself do any work. Not just schoolwork, any work, even fun work. All I want to do is sit there. It's rather pathetic but I can't force myself to tell my parents, I don't know how they'd punish me...I don't want any of my things taken away from me, lol.
But for some reason I'm not sad, I'm really happy (a bit apathetic, but) happy all the time! I'm not sad, promise!

I'm HAPPY DANG IT *bounces around the fun house of mirrors*