Geoff began heading to the apartments, but his mind was full. Like he could complain about the (figurative) demons that haunt him when there are people still trying to deal with much worse. In truth, all of his own life problems were caused by his paranoid self. When he desperately left to start a clean slate with an unstable plan; that was on him. The tension with everyone involved that made it cave; that was on him. Refusing to return to his loving family and letting himself starve on the street in hope that some "angel" would fix it up; that was on him. While some people are born in pain, without any say and no chance of escape. He wanted to kill everyone's demons off. Maybe then his would finally wither, too.