Mental states and break downs...

[Scout Brighton]

I really need help, guys....I'm typing through gallons of tears right now...this has happened many times now...with Scout...with real life people...with Rainbow Dash from MLP, hell, even Ruby Rose from Rooster Teeth's RWBY...just characters I get too attached to...I sit here and listen to...to sad music, bring up pictures of the character and sit here and think... "I will never see, meet, or ever interact with them...ever..." and...and...I can't hold it.....I just break down...bawling so hard that my cheeks hurt and my eyes burn...I don't know what to do and I-I really miss them, but yet I've never met them...and I can't give them up...they're always there...a-and...and....I-I know they're out there! I-I just know it! Th-they have to be....!!       I need to find them...or...connect with them...just once.....touch them, hear their voice, anything.....

I just really need some emotional help.....p-please......

I've had to stop typing twice now to just cry...


Her being the current one I break down over...
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[William Dynwood]

Try to calm down scout! Thats the first thing you need to do, and it can be hard, so find somethibg else to get your mind off things.
You can send me a PM if you want to talk about this, I would like to help you get trough this.

[Scout Brighton]

I mean...these are kind of the things I love to think about so I think about them quite often, but...it's sometimes quite sudden when I just end up crying for an hour and a half...in all honesty, as weird as it sounds, I kinda plan when I'm going to cry, like "Oh man, I've been real stressed lately, I'll just cry a little bit tonight and get some steam off" and it sometimes really helps, I don't do it often though, twice at max a month, so...it's not that big of a problem, but when I burst into tears just from listening to a main theme, then I know something is wrong...