Having a baby is a wonderful thing I'm sorry that yours must be stripped away from you. There is little I can offer that hasn't been said. I will say this, just be happy that this was spotted. Yea, this is as bad as news can get, but imagine if it wasn't spotted. You would lose the baby and your life. Even if you didn't lose your life, you would of lost your ability to get pregnant, but luckily that isn't the case right now. I'm sorry for what you are going through, its sad. It sucks because you seem like a real good person, but things will get better. Just keep trying, good things come to those that try.