Thank you all for the help, I really appreciate.
for those how are interested, here the story.
I have thinking a lot about this (because I had nothing better to do).
when I realized that I did something while I was thinking, something I often do; dreaming (to put it so to speak).
so I use Google translator to translate dreaming to Latin. Then I get a "ALUCINOR" (mean exactly: DREAM, WANDER IN MIND, ROMANCE, TALK IDLY, GRIMACE)
I try to life a happy life, to enjoy my life as it is now.
I translate happiness and get BEATITAS (mean exactly: HAPPINESS, BLESSEDNESS, BEATITUDE, BLISS).
I try to made one world of those two so I did beat + nor = beatnor.
I have also dyslexia so I write a lot of thing wrong, so I add a -y at the end, then I get beatnory.
beat + nor + y = Beatnory.