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Grey, I'm glad you're still with us, bud. I've been there, but never far enough to get hospitalized. I'm not sure of your personal story, but from my own experience I can say that life is tough, but you can overcome if you put your mind to it. Just keep trying, enjoy the positives, learn from the negatives, and fight through with all your might. When you look back, you'll surely be surprised with how far you've come.