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New Days
« on: September 03, 2008, 01:05:08 AM »
A whisper in the dark,
screams of torment echoing.
Another is hung for no reason alone.
They hide their eyes,
these spirits of witches past.
Haunting those still alive forever.

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Many names echo on my fragile ears, and I shudder to think of those suffering. These poor souls accused of witchcraft sigh in the dark, reaching for us; begging for help. They haunt my dreams with their endless screams, forcing me to carry their anger and wrath. Mine eyes are torn with tears and blood; oh how they suffered in innocence.

The dancing of the devils in their village still pounds against mine skein, harder and harder to breath these days it is. I hope oe so fair will rescue me... They refuse to leave...
I go by many names; Mistress of the Abandoned; King of the Shattered; Duchess of the Damned; Nightcatcher; and Dreamwatcher.
but I am untamed and therefor
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Re: New Days
« Reply #1 on: September 04, 2008, 10:45:44 AM »
The days have shifted gradually into nothing, the hours blurring together. My life is utterly meaningless without my best friend, Matt. He’s been gone for two weeks now and everyday it still feels like he just left. It hurts so bad to look at our pictures and know I can’t talk to him for the rest of my adolescence. Things have turned my luck once again so that now I am careful who I talk to and what I do. Everything has become blackish and my heart aches something terrible. Someone has ripped my heart out of my chest with a thin needle and sewn coarse black scars into it. Now they bind me in silence, forever unwilling to utter what ails me. This silence is agony.

When I am finally free of these cursed cords of despair, I shall drive this dagger into my imprisoner and destroy them forever. After the initial shock of finding him unreachable left, there was only a sharp burning in my chest and head. The kind that makes you feel someone is stabbing you with an acid covered knife and pulling it downward. It borders on excruciating sometimes but it’s been here awhile so I have begun to get use to it. This burning sensation is very different from others as nothing is actually being thrust through my skin into my chest, thrust down, then ripped out savagely. It only feels as though it is being done. I apologize if I bore you with my ranting, it is not my fault I need to speak after so long a silence…
I go by many names; Mistress of the Abandoned; King of the Shattered; Duchess of the Damned; Nightcatcher; and Dreamwatcher.
but I am untamed and therefor
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Re: New Days
« Reply #2 on: September 04, 2008, 03:43:48 PM »
Good job as always its filled with emotion, I wonder what drives you to write such pieces

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Re: New Days
« Reply #3 on: September 04, 2008, 03:49:18 PM »
As morbidly beautiful as always Samantha...*Eyes water*
And Tezz, I do believe she gets her drive from RL, sadly...
The farewell was premature. My definite stay is not definite. The constants are variable. The greeting was too late.

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Re: New Days
« Reply #4 on: September 04, 2008, 11:30:09 PM »
As morbidly beautiful as always Samantha...*Eyes water*
And Tezz, I do believe she gets her drive from RL, sadly...

Sort of.

Good job as always its filled with emotion, I wonder what drives you to write such pieces

A lot of experiences and the need to get out some feelings I can't put into quite the right words. I guess my inspiration comes from a lot of things... Can't really put my finger on it exactly.
I go by many names; Mistress of the Abandoned; King of the Shattered; Duchess of the Damned; Nightcatcher; and Dreamwatcher.
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Re: New Days
« Reply #5 on: September 07, 2008, 03:38:21 PM »
Memory Lane: My Awakening


The steel blade of hope slices through my awaiting skein, tearing the very fabric of my being. Blood pools onto the muddy tile floor,  mending the cracks between plates, beautiful. My eyes burn with a thousand tears I cannot shed for fear of appearing weak. You make me feel so horrid and I still long for your touch. Your hands leave ugly marks on my body and I want that touch, that pain so intimately. These hands fall into my lap, empty and useless. My fingers clench and unclench in anger, tortured beyond help.

This helplessness makes me so depressed but I cannot reach out to someone else... I will not wish this pain on any other today. It is my job to carry this heavy burden on my tired shoulders every day to remember who I am. Time and again I stop to rest my sore legs then I must somehow climb to my feet and continue on, no matter how long I've gone without food or water. This is my punishment, for my sins. And, my friend, I do not mind this one bit. I only hope when I'm gone that you look back on how hard I work and love me for being strong when I was so weak.

I love you, my friend, and I don't want to lose you so I will stay as far from your heart as I can so that I keep you from being punished the same as I. Please, forgive my sins... I didn't mean any of the spiteful things I said to you... Just don't ever leave me...
« Last Edit: June 06, 2009, 08:05:40 AM by The Queen of Broken Hearts »
I go by many names; Mistress of the Abandoned; King of the Shattered; Duchess of the Damned; Nightcatcher; and Dreamwatcher.
but I am untamed and therefor
Your Worst Nightmare
~~Dr. Stitches "Sahara" Strange~~ experiment from D13 -------->
Pet's name: A734RF50G
Adopt virtual pets at Chicken Smoothie!

 

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