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Nightmares of My Past (Iron Chains of Memory)
« on: June 07, 2008, 06:50:28 PM »
May 2003                                      Recount of School Day


      "John, please! Don't hurt her!" She screamed, jumping in front of me. I cringed.
   I probably looked ten as I sat cowering. My long, straight brown hair was plastered to my face with sweat. I was trembling in fear from the boy whose friend was finally trying to protect me. My bright green eyes were brimming with tears but I was too afraid of him to cry. Emma moved away as the bell rang, signaling recess was over and 'John' calmed immediately. He held out his hand to me apologetically. I looked up at him, hesitant.
      "Come on! We're going to be late!"He urged me, grabbing my hand.
   He pulled me to my feet, slapped me hard enough to make my jaw pop and shoved me roughly, towards the school building. I felt the sting as soon as his hot hand left my cheek. Silently, I cursed God for being so cruel, letting this heartless loser hurt me. Johnnie looked at me as I stopped, refusing to budge. He gave me a warning look before another stinging blow to my left cheek rewarded me. I bit my lip hard to keep the yelp of pain in, knowing it'd only reward me with worse. He kicked me in the back, shoving me forward with his foot.
      "Move!" He snarled, already ticked and getting angrier as I stumbled from the force of his kick.
   Swallowing back my tears, I moved forward again. Satisfied, he kept behind me to motivate me to keep moving. When we got to the door, he shoved me into the wall, grabbing a handful of my hair and slammed the back of my head into the bricks. I bit back the scream of pain building in my throat. He used his rough hand to turn my chin to him, locking our eyes. I struggled to get him to loosen his grip, choking on unshed tears. He leaned closer, kissing my mouth gently. Letting go of my hair, he stroked my cheek as he forced his tongue into my mouth. I fought him weakly, already losing strength. When he raised his hand to slap me a third time, I kissed him back fiercely, tears streaming down my dirty face as I closed my eyes.
      "Good girl." He murmured as he pulled back, patting my butt.
   Gripping my arm in a bruising hold, he walked me to class, apologizing to the teacher as he sweetly kissed my cheek and let go. Mr. Morgan quietly asked me to sit in the back and see him after class. I stumbled to the last seat in the corner and buried my face into my folded arms on the desktop, sobbing softly. The cold air bit into my neck as my hair fell into my face and over my arms.
« Last Edit: June 07, 2008, 10:24:43 PM by ~Postmortem Falls~ »
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Re: Nightmares of My Past (Iron Chains of Memory)
« Reply #1 on: June 07, 2008, 10:55:43 PM »
Dang harsh  :sniffle:       :th_PyongLlora:
My dear there is no danger
Can't you see they turn blind eyes
To we swift and spotlight strangers?
Oh before the rush is over
We will be revered again
While the victims still recover
Oh,
Are we running toward death?
I have met him times before
He adores us like the rest
Oh even if we're discovered
Just be sure to wear your best
We will surely make the covers


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Re: Nightmares of My Past (Iron Chains of Memory)
« Reply #2 on: June 07, 2008, 11:48:32 PM »
Someone tapped my elbow and I peeked through a crack in my hair to see it was Aaron. He raised a brow and I shook my head sadly, sighing. He turned back to his work, hunching over the sheet of paper.
      "Samantha? Honey, are you alright?"
   The last person I wanted to talk to, Amelia, was trying to touch me. I sniffed and nodded meekly, still upset. A few minutes later, Mr. Morgan came over and rubbed my back. I glanced around, unfolding my arms. Making sure no one was looking, I threw my arms around his waist, crying into his shoulder as he stroked my hair soothingly. He knew all about 'Johnnie boy'. He'd been the one who helped me tell my father. I pulled back after a while, wiping my nose.
      "Sweetie, have you tried to tell anyone but your father and I?" He murmured, still stroking my hair as he looked into my wet eyes.
   I shook my head, too upset to speak. He nodded, putting his chin on the top of my head as I snuggled closer to the warmth and feel of his body. I shut my eyes, wiping the last bit of tears away. He was like my uncle, always there when I needed him and he never did anything I didn't want him to. The bell rang and I awkwardly pulled back to pack my stuff away. He held onto my wrist, giving me one last hug before I slipped out of the door to walk with my living nightmare.
      "You're late." He growled, greeting me with another slap.
   I cringed, grimacing in pain. He laughed at me, smiling at my torment. I turned back to him, raised my fist, and sucker-punched the boy right in the jaw. Hearing the crack of his jaw dislocating. I smiled and felt relief for the first time in two months. It was short-lived though. He recovered and punched me in the gut. Doubling over, I moaned and clutched my stomach weakly. My knees were knocking. He punched me again on my bruised cheek and walked away, wiping the blood from his lips. I rested my head against the cold steel of the lockers. My stomach pulsed with wave after wave of pain as kids walked by, oblivious and uncaring. They were used to seeing things like this. There were other couples that fought.
   We were three weeks into the semester when the abusive behavior got worse. He slammed my head into the lockers, chocking me with his arm against my neck. He kissed me once more, biting my lip and forcing his tongue into my mouth. I bit down as hard as I could, smiling in satisfaction as he yelped in pain. He pulled back, increasing the pressure on my neck. I struggled to breathe when a hand immediately yanked his arm away. Gasping, I slumped against the lockers, resting my cheek tiredly on the cold steel.
      "You'll never break break up with me, I'll kill you." He snarled, his eyes bloodshot as he rushed my savior.
   The new boy pushed him away with a blow to the face and offered his hand to me. Now, built into me was the consequences if I accept his own or anyone else's hand. I whimpered as he pulled me up gently, standing in front of me. My eyes roamed the hall. Blushing madly with embarrassment as the kids crowded us. 'Johnnie boy' fought wildly, losing ground with each swing until the other boy hit him in the stomach and knocked him down. I squeaked when he turned to me, fists still raised with sweat falling nito his eyes from his curly hair. He lowered them and opened his arms.
   I rushed into the safety they provided, tears streaming down my face once more. I didn't even know this boy but now he was my world. He stroked my hair, smoothing the peices that'd fallen out of my ponytail back in. Whimpering like the wounded animal that I was, I put my arms under his, spreading my fingers over his shoulder blades as he wrapped his arms gently around my waist. Looking up at him, I winced when his lips brushed mine, still afraid this new relationship would go sour like 'Johnnie boy' and I had.
      "Shh...It's over. It's okay, you're safe now." He whispered, kissing my bruised purple cheek feathery light.
      "Over? I'm safe?" I asked, confused and glad at the same time. "He won't hurt me? He's really gone?"
   My eyes were brimming with tears as I hugged him tightly. He was finally going to be able to fix me right. I looked around and shrugged; what did I care? They could all go to Hell. I pulled back and kissed him gently, a shy smile on my face.
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Re: Nightmares of My Past (Iron Chains of Memory)
« Reply #3 on: June 08, 2008, 07:48:15 AM »
...Holy.......That was...painful to read. Such emotion within the words as my heart is set ablaze with sympathy and sorrow, then rage and hatred towards your tormentor before finally calming down, making my eyes moist and about to shed tears...Samantha...you truly have outdone yourself...I...I have to go...*Tear falls down cheek*
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Re: Nightmares of My Past (Iron Chains of Memory)
« Reply #4 on: June 09, 2008, 12:28:26 AM »
One last part...Sorry to yank your heartstrings kids and adults alike... And would some of the readers tell me if they think I'm full of poo?

He stroked my cheek, kissing back softly so he didn't aggrivate my bruise. I let my lips brush his one more time before I slipped into class.
      "You're late. Where wer-? OH MY GOD!!!" Mrs. Frank squeaked, rushing over to me
   She barely touched my cheek, scared to put too much pressure on it and make it worse. I winced as another wave of pain washed over me. My stomach rumbled hungrily as she looked me up and down. There were blue bruises on my shins, a couple black ones on my thighs, and the purple ones on my arm and cheek. She raised her eyebrow, tears in her eyes as she thought about how much pain I might be in. I ahrugged painfully.
      "Who did this?" She demanded, hugging me loosely.
      "Does it matter?" I asked, shrugging.
      "Who. Did. THIS?!"" She was so upset, her face was turning purple.
      "A boy."
   Her face blew up like a blowfish the second the words left my mouth. She hugged me tighter, sighing as her tears splashed onto my shirt. She was shaking with fury as I shook with releif. I narrowed my eyes and focused on destroying every bit of the weak girl he'd left in the hallway. Resolving myself, I pulled back and, with a broken smile, sat in my assigned seat two rows over and three seats back form the door. Some of the kids were whispering but I ignored the jeers, it was finally over.... He was gone for good....
« Last Edit: June 09, 2008, 12:20:07 PM by ~Postmortem Falls~ »
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Re: Nightmares of My Past (Iron Chains of Memory)
« Reply #5 on: June 09, 2008, 03:24:49 PM »
...And it concludes on a more positive note...
Truly brilliant writing, my heart really reaches out for you. May this never happen again...
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Re: Nightmares of My Past (Iron Chains of Memory)
« Reply #6 on: June 11, 2008, 03:22:06 PM »
Pf ft. I expect it to, which puts Matt in a hard spot. and myself since now I distrust any and all men. It kind of makes me wonder was I supposed to meet this boy or did it happen accidentally? I'm thinking more accidental than anything.

My neighbors and I were packing up Lea's truck as she rooted through the last box of childhood keepsakes before she went off to college later today. She came out of the the one story black and grey house with tears streaking her face as she held us a wind chime painted with beautiful designs painted on it in rich colors. I smiled, hugging her. "Are you going to keep that one?" I asked, kissing her cheek gently.

She nodded, hugging me back. Her mom was standing in the doorway, watching us with a wistful smile. She remembered being our ages once. I was twelve and Lea was nearing nineteen. The difference in our ages didn't make a difference on us, we hung out together, did each other's hair, hell, we even helped find each other friends. But we never once forgot each other. She pulled back, wiping the tears away with an embarrassed smile.

"Look at me, I'm such a wimp." She laughed, still crying.

I reached over and caught a tear on my finger. "No, you're not. You're braver than I'll ever be. And you'll always be my big sister." I replied, keeping my short arm wrapped around her waist.

"So, you're still going to be my baby sister?"

I nodded. "Yep. Never apart,"

"Always together. Forever one,"

"Never two. It's good to say it again." I chuckled. We were both in fits of giggles from the memories of some of the stupid stuff we'd pulled.
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Re: Nightmares of My Past (Iron Chains of Memory)
« Reply #7 on: June 13, 2008, 06:51:55 PM »
Nice to see something a bit more cheerful. I assume that there is still more of this to come, right?
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Re: Nightmares of My Past (Iron Chains of Memory)
« Reply #8 on: June 23, 2008, 08:15:06 PM »
(Of course.)

A truck with rust everywhere pulled up and the horn blasted right next to my ears. "ROY!!!" I shouted, clutching my head. "CHRIST! What's your issue?" I snapped when he grinned proudly at me. It irritated me to no end when he did that, and he knew it! "Jerk..." I muttered, rolling my eyes.

"Ain't she a beaut?" He asked, smirking as he winked at me.

I rolled my eyes, grumbling. "No, she ain't. She's a bucket of rust, moron." I replied, flicking him off.

He chuckled deep in his throat, whistling at Lea. "My, my. You've grown Ms. Cross. How's Louis doin'? He been treatin' ya'll right or do I need to fix him right up?"
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Re: Nightmares of My Past (Iron Chains of Memory)
« Reply #9 on: June 25, 2008, 10:48:34 AM »
thats really, really good..O.o are thy true?

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Re: Nightmares of My Past (Iron Chains of Memory)
« Reply #10 on: July 03, 2008, 07:46:29 PM »
Both are,yes. Sorry to say. John changed me for the better I guess..

More later. To tired now and 'rents just pulled in the drive.... Must... run!!!
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