I feel terrible.
I usually go into another room to do my math test because I get too distracted in the regular classroom. And sometimes I bring in my notes...which btw, is not allowed. But I did anyways. But a teacher walked by me and saw my notes, immediately running off to tell my teacher. Then he came in the room and was like "Why would you do this? It's a test! Now I have to give you a whole different test. And I'm going to have to lower you one letter grade." So of course, he brings me the new test and its not much easier. At that point, I'm holding back tears...and the only reason I have my notes is to help me if I forget. I'm HORRIBLE at math. Literally, it's another language to me. And so after my teacher left the room, I whined and cried...feeling terrible and absoultely stupid for being a "cheater" because I knew what I did was wrong. I knew it before I went into the other room. I feel like I've lost my teacher's trust, and I might not be able to take tests in another room anymore. What if he calls home? My mom won't let me live it down, and I'll probably be in so much trouble, I can't even imagine it. And before my teacher left the room for the last time, I softly told him as he walked away, "I'm so sorry..." I honestly hope he knows I truly meant that. Because even though I did what I did, I know it was wrong and I hate myself for it. I'm usually not the type of person to do what I did either, so it makes me feel even worse.