I treasure solitude, I've been treasuring it more than usual. Being in a full house is not my cup of tea and I'm not going to "get used to it", as my bf's step-dad has been telling me. These kids just come in our room and rummage through my personal things and my personal safety is just not there anymore. I'm an only child and isolated myself my whole life. I don't know these kids and they don't know me and I would think they would know it's not right to go through personal things, especially I'm not family or anything, it's extra wrong. The older brother just doesn't even knock and just busts in while I was changing and while I'm at school he takes my food that I have bought with my own money and put my name on all of it. The older brother does nothing but play Runescape all day and lies to my bf's parents that he got a job but he says they keep putting him off till the next 3 weeks to start working, when really he is just inconsiderate and just lives off his gf that works and she cleans his messes. Just 4 more months, I can do this.