so very dead in side, 
its burning me up alive
me heart is about to fall t the groud
i scream there is no sound
what friends i have have left me to be
i tell you look at me, 
what do you see?
iv never felt as low, 
as unable to strike a blow
to give would be sweet peace
why am I
iv said it before,
 as i came through the door, 
so alone i go , 
im going down, 
and there is no one around, 
to see, 
how dead it is 
inside of me.
that is how i feel right now, i just made that up
i feel alone, 
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