Worthless

[RaverMonki]

I feel like I am practically worthless. Everything I do I do wrong , and even when I try my best it's never good enough. My family always says I am different then most people and how my family puts up with me because I'm 'special'. I am emotionally abused by my grandmother and mother but everyone else in my family and my consuler think it's ok. Everyone says I am ugly and fat and how and if I ask one of my friends how I look people say  "oh don't worry ur pretty on the inside" "personality only matters"

honestly I just need someone to make me want to live

[JollyGreenFox]

I know it hurts feeling worthless but trust me when you do your best at something as long as you know you did the best you could be proud, i never feel like I've been able to do the best i always feel i can do better, and honestly i have no clue why your consular would say its okay to be Emotionally Abused by anyone, but sadly there is nothing your can do, you can try writing and get alot of the feelings out, and i'm not the best person to talk about that because i have never been abused thank goodness, and trust me as my gf's dad puts it


"God don't put ya through anything he knows you can't handle"


and i feel its the same for any religion just replace god with another being

[NautilusWolf]

"If a man does his best, what else is there?"
-George S. Patton


"If you're going through hell, KEEP GOING."
-Winston Churchill


Just keep going friend. We all feel it sometimes. Whether you suffer from depression as I do, or it's circumstance, keep fighting.

[Jack Lionheart]

I've been emotionally abused before so I know how tough it is. One good thing is you're aware of it so you can tell yourself with certainty "These people are abusive. I don't deserve the things they are saying about me." and let yourself feel positive about your achievements and good attributes. It's okay to make mistakes, that's how you learn. You only fail if you don't learn from your mistakes. When you learn something new, take a second to be happy that you'll have that knowledge in the future. I don't mean to sound condescending but you're still pretty young and you've got plenty of time to learn from your mistakes, find people who support you, and find things that make you happy. You want to surround yourself with people who encourage you to grow as a person, not ones who tell you all the reasons you can't. Feel free to message me if you ever need someone to talk to. L=