Always too angry

[Alistair]

I've always been angry, even in my sleep I'm angry. I had my mom take a picture of me sleeping once and I had just the fiercest scowl on my face.


I do believe in the zodiac, and as a Libra my life feels chaotic without the balance I seek in life.


But with the stressful situations set in front of me its rather difficult to work past these times peacefully and effectively. My mom is acting immaturely, spending most of her money on alcohol and sometimes leaving me to pick up the slack when she doesn't pay the bills. That sets me between a rock and a hard place due to the fact that I have to be providing for myself with my own check. (FYI we're both disabled.) She does this quite often and leaves me without extra cash to feed myself or buy necessities.


Plus I want to be able to buy food for the local homeless shelter and animal shelter with my check, but with my mother's constant habit I cannot do this. I get frustrated, I yell, then it just builds up on my already accumulating anger.


I really would appreciate some advice on how to curb my anger.


Thanks in advance if you can help! And if you can't, that's okay too.

[MaskaTheOtter]

Maska Sigo at your service!!


Yourstorie really touched my heart so I will do whatever I can to help. What you have is a layered cake of problems. You already know that just like you know that it takes one to help fix the other.


As I said I am willing to help but I would rather you PM me, if that is alright.