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Okies... So about 6 months ago, skyping with one of my best furry friends from another forum, I had admitted my feelings for him, and he reciprocated them... So, my mom whom I live with (parents divorced) is very Internet paranoid. She works with abused kids, even cyber-sexually abused kids, so she only sees the dark side of the net, understandably so. So, when I came out to her and my relationship with this other kid, she flipped out, took all electronics away from me and grounded me until my dad convinced her otherwise. SO, we all video chatted together, to show her that he was who he said he was, and not a predator. Anyways, we met IRL, and he broke up with me for an unbenounced reason. Anyways, I swore off long distance relationships after that, and decided to look around locally. Thing is, everyone around me sucks. And this guy I started chatting with... For hours... I felt it. I didn't want to feel it, I really. Tried my best, but the feelings never subsided. I told him as well, as he also had bad luck with long distance, but, we both love eachother... So, we're getting closer together, and even though he lives in England and I Florida, I just can't shake the feeling. But, what I scared of is my mom. I'm horrible at keeping things a secret, but I just don't know what else to do...