Hello guys. Talos again.
I, uh, I am having a hard time doing anime related art.
I have anthro style pretty down packed, and I feel I have made my own style for the art subgenre.
I have always dreamed of becoming a great artist.
Like, literally, dreamed. I dreamed I could draw perfectly, and I would actually have something to be proud of, other than being a furry.
I want to start drawing manga/anime type characters. I have the determination, and the willpower, but when I start pulling out a paper and drawing a character, all hell breaks loose on my paper. I'm kinda suprised my sketchpad hasn't slapped me in the face for being bad at this thing. I seem to have a lot of problems with proportion, and not making squiggly lines. By proportion, I mean, for example, I may draw a chin longer than it actually is, or the hair may be shorter than it is. So much of a difference that I groan after it is finished. I have massive enthusiasm and determination, like, I'll come home from school and be thinking "Okay, I'm gonna draw Sailor Moon. It will be perfect!" then I actually try to do it and I groan, throw away my work, and quit drawing for the rest of the day, until my confidence refills the next day. (for some reason I never seem to lose confidence no matter how much I fail, this may be because I have motivation and a steady goal; I look up to great people like WingedZephyr and think "I can be as great as them. I WILL be as great as them. I can do it.") Then, the next day, I try, fail, and lose my confidence for the day in a seemingly endless cycle.
I also seem to have a god-awful time doing the eyes, as every time I do anime eyes using a character as reference, they turn out very odd. Everyone says "Start out by looking at anime characters and drawing them. Copy and learn." I do that, but the characters look so deformed and abnormal when I'm done I nearly break out in a fit of disappointment. The Hatsune Miku I attempted looked like it had demon eyes. I've considered several times to give up trying to become a great artist, and stop drawing altogether, but I've managed to keep myself together so far. I don't want to give up, but my confidence is fading away very slowly. Most of the ways I have seen people draw involves the shapes thing where you use simple shapes and add details and a frame to them. I attempted that once, and I only did it for the head. It helps a lot, but I still feel it is not helping enough.
Does anyone have any tips for me to help me get better?
Thank you.