Okay currently atm I am scared/shocked/worried all kinds of stuff is going through my head. Ive calmed down a bit and one thing still worries me, the saftey of my family. I just awoke/came back to reality. In my dream I was at a school play and wanderering back stage I see this person with their back turned and head and arms slouched covered in blood, so I ask "are you all right" then she turns around and her lips are missing and her eyes are bloodshot and she runs at me. I run away and fall and she is on top of me trying to bite me so Im holding her head away, then I shove my leg in between us and push her off and start violently kicking her face repeadidly until everything just Idk I kiknda wake up but its all dark and she still their and Im yelling kicking kicking over and over then I realize I was kicking my glass shelf and everything fell over on the floor.
Post Merge: May 23, 2012, 06:37:06 AM
Now to my reason for making this. I am scared to **censor** death tht I kicked a glass shelf screaming and thought it was a zombie and tryed with all my force to kill it. This is scarey, what if next I hurt my family! I dont know why I had the dream. Im just so scared please help! what do I do! how can I calm down! has this ever happened to anyone before!. I just got done cleaning up the floor of all tht fell over. Im happy I did not kick it over and it shattered. I feel like crap, Im sick atm and this just wore me out. I honestly felt I was in a battle for survival, either I was to die or it was.