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I'm still pretty young so it's not like I have to rush a change yet.. I'm not 100% unhappy with being a female, but at the same time it just feels like I was actually supposed to be a male and that my parents would have wanted me to be a boy (I'm the second daughter out of three kids... Had my younger brother been my older brother I doubt I would have ever existed..)
It's some kind of odd feeling of not being whole. (Should probably go write a journal instead..)
And lastly, I'm manlier than alot of men I've had the misfortune to meet xP The things hidden in the darkness of my closet are proof of that ^-^