(Lack of a better name)
I don't know about you guys, but popularity of other artists seems to be a real killer for me and my commissions (or lack thereof).
I try my hardest to become a better artist, always working to improve with each new piece I make, just so my art can be appreciated by someone. But, it's not. At least, that's not how it feels. Purely by reputation, and not skill, others have somehow managed to acquire however many commissions. And it sucks for artists like me, because personally it feels like I just don't exist. It feels like my talent is going to waste. And it's more painful when I see shoddy work being higher priced AND getting the credit! I recently seen an image from an established artist where the linework was appauling and they'd even gone over the lines, not even ATTEMPTING to erase their mistakes. So why are people still paying them? I'll admit, I've made mistakes in my own works before, but when it's the basic stuff that people get wrong.... GAH!
I don't know what other commissioners do their commissions for, more than likely for the money. Mine, I do them for a sense of achievement. A sense of acknowledgement, something I've lacked of my entire life. I do it becaue I feel like I'm actually worth something, feel like I'm actually connecting with people. And the fact I can't get myself noticed or get myself seen because no one is willing to pry themselves from the top artists... It makes me, someone who relies on art as the only thing that I can do right, feel like my time, effort and my livelihood is going to waste.
C'mon guys. Give other artists a chance, will you? Actually take a look around you and see what there is, don't go for that guy because everyone else does. For crying out loud, get out there and find someone that could use the commissions! Someone that could use that feeling of "wow, I'm actually achieving something!"