Now In Mad!!! >:(

[Vinny Raccoon]

these people keep pissing me off!

i was beaten and raped when i was a child, i was bullied harassed and confind when i was in school, i was separated from my mother in to foster care when i hit puberty, i discoverd that i had a rare syndrome called auspurgers when i was still in puberty, the whole school board  treated me like i'm a mental freek because of my condition. plus i was robbed my right to a proper education,
how can i ever trust anyone after what they did to me!
people called me a lier when i not, well... what da ya expect... i don't get any respect from da chump's that don't give me any, and what's worse, i don't have a job!!!!!!!

i am a looser stuck in a small town with no tastes waiting for my next check to be handed down by da government still yurning for a purpose.....

I'M A WRECK!!!!!!!!!! TOT

Post Merge: May 14, 2011, 02:06:00 PMsorry bout that, jest needed to blow off some steam. if i'd offended anyone, im really really sorry. <

peace yo

[Zaspher]

What do you think you should do?

Sounds like your stuck in something. One of those probloms that just keep building up.

Yeah the school tried to claim I had Auspurgers as well but all my doctors denied it. My little brother on the other hand has it but to a great extent. I'm just weird and that's how I roll. Just because I don't like to talk to anyone at school or do any of my homework doesn't mean I have a mental condition. It could also be that I had many friends with Autism as well.

I think people with Auspurgers, Autism and other things like that see the world in a different perspective making them beautiful people.

Your a very special person and I'm sure you know it, I agree no one deserves to be degrated like that through life but you know in a world that demands apples it sucks to be an Orange

[Vinny Raccoon]

i have to agree with you on that one! if there's one thing i have to agree on, is thats it's dose sucks to be labeled an outsider!

[Zaspher]

Well I wouldn't consider myself an outsider I have too many friends in my opinion (although I'm kinda shy).

Have you ever considered consuling someone is bound to listen? That usually helps. If not I would strive on when life gets tough the tough get tougher am I right.

Still what you went through is more than one emotional wound one after the other after the other. That really rips at one's self-asteem you don't deserve that. I would consider professional help.

If you need a friend I'm here and I'm sure everyone on this forum that knows you feels the same. Your part of our family Vinny .

[Self-sain]

If you can move, if their isn't anything postive holding you their leave then

[icy wolf]

hey vinny, its sad what happened to you. when i was in grade school i had no friends and the teaches said i had ADD( even though i dont) and my parents stupid believed them ,  when i was in high school they had a teach follow me around un till i got rid of her by tell the school i didn't need her. so i had no friends un till i went to collage i became furry. Don't call your self a loser your not a loser, as for a small town people tend to think like that, if you can see if the government will pay for a social worker or something like that.

iam your friend and iam here for you so if u ever need to talk about it we can.

[Vinny Raccoon]

*@ice* thanks ice *@everyone else* even tho i'd went through my toil and troubles i'm going to go through life with ambishen. depression is only an illusion i found out to only hold us back from our goals and dreams.
to fill ones emty void with full of ambishen and pride toward's ones happiness and meeningful thing such as to ones thing that gives them there spark to things that matter!
i for one refuse to let depression take over my life!
i like swordfighting and video games and being a furry!
if anyone haz a prob. with that, then they better not come my way


AMBISHION, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Kaprika]

um..not being rude, but its Aspergers syndrome...and its not really rare.
but yes, i know of this. my mental mother had me diagnosed with it among with ADD, ADHD, Tourettes and a few other lovely things. she loved jamming me with pills, i was 3 when she started THAT madness.

but yes, school in the "sped" classes is a pain...it acedemicaly crippled me and caused me to be far to behind for college level work..i failed everything except art class, and my GPA is now a lovely 1.7
the socializing level of the other sped students make it hard for you to learn how to properly socialize making it also difficult to make friends.

i wasnt adopted, but  my mother stole me away from my real father because she was a cheating...blankety blank blank..and didnt want him to get the satisfaction of having me and my sister. (she is a control freak)

though i too share the same history as you with the sexual abuse..its hard and its even worse if your mother was like mine and blamed you for it, and punished you..saying "its yoru fault, it takes TWO"

take it from me...im now almost 22...i have an apartment with a loving mate..yes i still have my troubles, and yes somedays its hard to think of a reason to not shut off my alarm and sleep another 4-6 hours..
but remember...its the hardest when your young. but when you get a little older and a little wiser, doors open to you...make as many friends as you can, because in the end...even if all your cards suck and your ready to tap out of the ring..there the ones that will keep you standing and help bail you out when all reasonable hope is gone.

*clasps yoru paw tightly in mine*...you can do it....it gets better.
not saying it wont ever suck again, cause boy ill tell you when you get older you get a whole nother set of troubles...but it DOES get better.


and if you need someone to talk to about it..PM me, as i have alot of life experience to lend..and a ear that can listen


>>;
i just went and looked at your age...sorry if i was talkin like you were younger, i just assumed. but my offer for advice still stands

[icy wolf]

*@ice* thanks ice *@everyone else* even tho i'd went through my toil and troubles i'm going to go through life with ambishen. depression is only an illusion i found out to only hold us back from our goals and dreams.
to fill ones emty void with full of ambishen and pride toward's ones happiness and meeningful thing such as to ones thing that gives them there spark to things that matter!
i for one refuse to let depression take over my life!
i like swordfighting and video games and being a furry!
if anyone haz a prob. with that, then they better not come my way


AMBISHION, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

glade to hear you are felling a lot better vinny and glade to hear you have a positive out look on life . you are who you are, be your self and be proud of it.

[Vinny Raccoon]

thanks everyone! and if you need my words of wisdom, please ask away.