School :/

[Self-sain]

So I'm in my Junior year of high school (( pity clap)), and I have been going to my current school for 2 years now. I'm alone and I'm ok with that for the most part, mainly because I can't do anything about it, and I get annoyed by most of the people. So I decide to join this club its called HOSA, try and maybe make some friends, and stuff. Well when I get there, I'm like one of the first ones, and I sit like in the middle row, middle seat. ((I'm in the auditorium, fyi)) Well people start to sit down, and of course there in there pre groups, so its like when I'm first came here all over again. Well so no one is talking to me and stuff, and these group of girls decide to sit, right in front of me, and talk, so now I can't hear, nor see. O but it getts better, when they are calling roll call, the obviously mis pronounce my name, so when I say here, every one looks at me as if I have six heads, and I'm like are you kidding me, I know ((by face)) most of you jerks, and I know you guys have seen me! Anyways, well a payper for a sign up sheet is being passed, this girl in my row ((there is only three of us)) gets the payper, and passes it to the row behind her, I just wanted to get up, and go slam her head into the ground, but I didn't I tried calming my self down, then the other girl in my row gets it, and turns it in, I just wanted to do something not to nice to every one in that room. Plus when I was trying to listing to what the people where saying, I leaned forward, not like a lot, but a little, still in my own bubble, and those stupid girls kept looking at me as if I had a neon sign on me. I honeslty just wanted to get up, and leave, the best pert of it all, is that's a group club, and you do computaions, together, so good for me right.

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I'm sorry to hear about these troubles mate:( I too am a junior in high school and I get to feeling like that all the time.
The only thing you can do is be the bigger person in these kinds of situations because remember, in the future when you're finished with school and the school social atmosphere disappears, it becomes easier to make friends and have people respect you. Most people are willing to give me a respect outside of a school setting, so you just need to bear it for now and your time will come later.
Maybe the club isn't worth it if the people there are like that?

[Self-sain]

I was mad, yet sad.

I don't know thats why I avoid these things

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probably better to

[iKero-chu™]

I feel you, stuff like that use to happen to me alot and sometimes occurs.

You only have one year of Highschool to go so just grind your teeth and bear with it and don't let it discourage you from participating in clubs and such.
Infact, clubs will help you socialize more and perhaps make some friends. Other than that participating in clubs look great on a resume wether for work or an application for a college.