Michen. Recently, my family hasn't been pushing me too much (could change at any time), it's all me pushing myself for college and work. I still have the mental energy (It's apparently true, I DO never quit) it's just my body wearing down. I'm actually starting to lose strength, have problems typing, and physically drop stuff on occasion. Two minor hallucinations too (very weird). If I push hard enough over the weekend, I might (long shot) be able to take a day or two of minimal (no college, a few hours at work) work. But I can't rest now and while this upcoming week shouldn't bee too bad, the week after that looks almost as bad as last week, and on professor loves to add pop up assignments.
So in short, I can rest now and start failing stuff and put myself in a big jam and have to reboot into unhuman mode (a bit difficult to get into), or I can continue the fight (which I'm used to now), continue to succeed, and maybe get a little down time later this week
