level of productive ness

[Shoon]

hello, i felt really frusturated with myself so i came here. (warning i unleash myself here so icurse quite a bit)


i am a very productive person and i do many things, i value knowledge, but lately i cant get myself to do as much stuff as "needed" i just stall myself from doing stuff from everything i ned to do, i dont practice drums as much, i dont meditate enough, i dont code enough, i dont sleep enough, i forget to brush my teeth in the morning.
and it makes so **censor** angry! i **censor** traind for this everyday from over 2 years ago whitch is when it last happend to me! i have the fricking solutions but i cant get to doing them because im stalling myself and i dont even **censor** know why! and it justr makes me so angry but being angry dosent help but i cant get to the sloutions and it gets me to this **censor** loophole you see here and it gets more angry so angry i cant meditate to relese my angar!


can somebody help? i just feel like crying becuase i cant get th best of myself like i usally do.

[Halei-Helai]

May not be the answer you are looking for, but maybe take a break?


Seriously. Sometimes when I am feeling really frustrated and not getting things I need done accomplished quickly enough or well enough, I just disengage and mentally disconnect for a while. Usually the recharge helps me come back and do even better than I was before. Sometimes I take a week off, depending on what the issue is. If I am banging my head against a song for guitar, I'll just walk away for a bit before hitting burnout status and come back later good as new.

[YourUnknownHost]

I know how you feel . Probably set a schedule for yourself or a deadline and feel bad when you don't achieve it but not all solutions work for everyone. But i hope you find one.

[Shoon]

Everything i do is scheduald to the point but still fluid host.

I took a long break but it made me angry and sad because im not doing anything at all.
But thank you both for trying.