I am reform jewish (not a zionist), and I believe in G-d, but not the way people usually think of G-d. G-d is the writing style of the universe, and They exist without a doubt. They encompass not just science, but also the theme of the universe: the meaning of life. G-d is within every aspect of the universe. The Torah should not be taken literally (even though G-d exists) and the Torah is a suggestion. Ad-nai is the one and only conscious writing style, and other religions categorize the writing style differently. Every idea of G-d exists as one and these ideas are not in conflict with one another because they all contribute to the meaning of life in a way we do not understand. Jews do not understand G-d better than anyone else either. Also, I believe G-d is conscious, but we do not know what consciousness is. Thus, we cannot tell if G-d is conscious. However, if G-d is conscious, Their mind is so foreign to a human that we cannot imagine a single thought of theirs. I find this explanation rational.
The practices of judaism are all suggestions. I don't dedicate my life to prayer because I don't believe it's worth it. Yeah, G-d exists, but we've discovered prayer does not do much. Neither does wearing a kippah. Why do these rules exist? Well, that's the next thing I need to question.
I really want to believe in G-d, if I'm being honest. I have trouble believing in Them in the traditional sense. My faith might wax and wane, and that does NOT make me feel good. In judaism, however, faith does not matter. Action is the only thing that matters. Daily affirmations...
Fun fact! I am robotkin and I have a kin-sona. However, robots do not breathe. Psalm 150:6, "let everything that has breath praise the L-rd." Thus, I gave my kin-sona a balloon lung that has psalm 150:6 written on it and a window through his chest that shows the lung. My kin-sona does not need air to survive, but he has breath, so he can praise the L-rd! Darn cool!
For most of my life, I have not believed in G-d, so I'm a little embarrassed to say all these things. I sound so religious and I'm getting self-conscious about it.
