Wrote this poem a week or so ago but wasn't able to put it up.
Its pretty much about this guy named Andrew who I fell for, and felt strong feelings for like I once did with Cory.
He used me, and left me alone and claimed he never ment to hurt me.
Afterward I ended up drinking and doing drugs for a bit, eventually I stopped.
I'm much better now though.
(:
Because of this, my mind needs to be numb.
Please don't question my motives, I'll just play dumb.
Everything has been crashing all around me, not just you.
You became the last straw, yet you probably haven't got a clue.
Words are simply wastes of time, nothing you can tell me will make me change my mind.
Nothing seems to surprise me now 'n days,
the past two weeks went by in a haze.
Claiming you never ment to hurt me doesn't do a damn thing,
Maybe you should of had better judgement before you decided for a temporary fling.
Theres the bed you made, now sleep.
Actions won't cure this animosity that has developed so deep.
One day you might be forgiven but I'll never forget.
& quiet honestly,
sometimes I wish we never met.[/i]