Just needed to get this off my chest, it probably won't be a particular poem or such.
How can you look at me,
with those glazed eyes,
that you use when you look down the end of a bottle,
and continue to tell me those lies?
How can you smile at me,
with that same crooked smile,
that you use to get your fix
and continue to tell me those lies?
How can you try to talk,
with the same voice you use,
when you ask for another, and another and another,
and continue to tell me those lies?
How can you say 'i'm getting so much better!'
with that happy voice you use
when you talk to your counsellor
and still continue to lie to me too?
You act like you're fine,
you act like everything's okay,
when you're a sad, stupid woman,
who keeps telling me those lies.
I don't think you know how sad you make me,
when you talk with such denial,
and lie to me.
All the time.