+Afraid+
Note: I wrote this around August 21st right after I came home from school
c: its kinda short but I like it :"D
It has alot of essence into it.
There are times when I'm all alone,
wishing to do nothing better then to call you on the phone.
But, I know that if I give in I'll become weak
because I know that today will be good when I hear you speak.
I'm afraid to let down my guard and let you in,
despite this passion that just keeps burning within.
So now, I have to ask myself:
Should I let you go?
or
must I convince myself this love will grow?+Cant+
Note: I wrote this after watching two artardly gross videos about ciggarettes in Sat-Prep/Health Class today.
Cant you hear the screams of this bleeding heart?
Cant you understand that your the reason its falling apart?
Only you can have that much power within your hand,
Only you cant stop this pain that I cant stand.
Just set me free from your lies
Just tell me only the truth when you look at me in the eye.
The pain is like sharp needles and burning fire,
this must be what it feels like when you mix sin with desire.
I dont want to love, I just dont want to know.
I only wish the effect you've left on me would let me go.
The fire just only seems to continue to burn,
maybe this time I will finally learn:
Waste not, want not,
I was never sought.