Remember that thread I made? The one about how I had a crush on my friend and didn't know how to proceed? Well, I finally grew a pair and told him how I feel about him, but he told me he's straight. I thought I would be able to handle the situation but it's proving to be very difficult. My mood just keeps getting worse and worse and worse. He still likes me as a friend and told me he was flattered that someone would like him that way, despite it being another man. His continuing friendship is something I truly appreciate.
However, we are extremely close friends, and I feel that if he weren't straight, we would be perfect for each other. I honestly feel that if he weren't straight I'd gladly spend my whole life with him. I keep thinking about how happy we would be together in a romantic relationship, but I am almost certain it will never come to pass due to his sexual orientation, and that is what kills me. I know what would be best for me is to think of him as just a friend and try to stop seeing him as a love interest, but I simply can't. I can't stop myself from fantasizing about what could be. I keep thinking, 'what if he's bi and he simply doesn't know yet', 'what if he doesn't want to tell me for fear his parents will find out', just a lot of highly improbable what-if scenarios.
Please help me get over him.