Xander sighed and clenched his fists, gritting his teeth as he spoke. "This man is...was my father. He abandoned me and my mother, without him I wouldn't have ended up on the streets, I wouldn't have ended up as a criminal, I wouldn't have killed people, I wouldn't have watched people I cared out die. I need to pay him back. Maybe I'll kill him, maybe I'll just make him feel a lot of pain, I don't know. Maybe to you it doesn't look like he's done a lot, he **censor** up my life as far as I'm concerned."