Haden's thread of ranting!

[NautilusWolf]

I feel really depressed. Why? I feel like I'm in a loop. Same s**t different day.


I have no one to love, no mate. Now, I know what you're thinking. "Haden, you don't need someone to make you happy!"




Well... It sure helps when you have someone to pick you up when you trip on your own paws. I still regret leaving my last mate. I left because I thought my mind would be the great divisor between us, and I didn't want to hurt him. I've seen it all before... I still rip myself to shreds about it. Now I walk in a f**king limbo of wanting someone, but I just don't want to hurt them. I'm destined to live my worst fear...






Dying alone.


It may help if someone read my writing thread, but maybe not. I'm more frequent there, and my poems tell a lot that I can't through conversation.

[Zephyr]

Things may seem bad now but you have to fight through it .
Try not to think about the past, just look ahead to the future. You will find someone, dont give up!

[NautilusWolf]

I just want someone to make it hurt less...

[anoni]

It sounds like your past relationships haven't given you much happiness. Sometimes, we want someone to care for us and we want someone to be with, and we think that the romantic partner is the only option. But we forget to look around, and while we look for that someone special, we miss the people who truly help us and strive us further, our friends. Because friends will pick you up when you fall down, they will help you and they will do everything they can to see you happy, they are the people you [need].

  I think it's too early in your life to feel like you'll die alone, you have many years to find someone special, but for now, you need to lean on your friends and realize that they're the best people in your lives, throughout. While relationships have there drama, there stresses and there woes, friends have less of that. Strive for your friends and spend more time with them, a relationship will come, don't force it.

[NautilusWolf]

Well, here's a good update.






I'm feeling great! Realized I just need some good friends (anoni hit it on the head). I'm still a bit depressed, but NOTHING compared to yesterday. I'm gonna play my guitar or something now.

[NautilusWolf]

I changed the thread name because I'm not starting another one. Simple as that.




I don't know why this pisses me off so much, but people that don't pick up their feet when walking. It's not the people, it's the scuffing and shuffling sound...

[anoni]

I'm gonna have to ask you not to put all your rants in this thread. You already have a thread to put all your rants in, your journal. If you [specifically] want a help for a specific issue, then you can make a new thread for it in R&A, otherwise you can either post in Everyday Ranting, or your journal. But yeah, journals are designed to be the place where you can store all your rants.