Advice needed

[Reddy600]

I will tell you the whole story.

 I have known for a long time I was different than everyone else my age, I was more mature, and more cognitively aware but most of all I felt it. I don't know how to describe it, I felt different.

A little over a year ago I decided to find out more about myself and most of all this 'feeling'. 

One of the most disturbing things I discovered is that I died  at a very young age and that just as the doctors were about to give up on me I came to.

It didn't take me that long to stumble into the furry community. I must admit it fit, it made sense. But after some exploration I realized it still wasn't quite right.

Solution? MORE RESEARCH! Admittedly it took me a while but I then found the Therian/Otherkin community. This discovery hit much closer to home than the furry community.

Present - I am currently trying to figure out if my suspicions are correct, I am fairly sure I am a Dragon but I am yet to confirm this. I have had many dreams featuring me as a dragon and it may sound weird but sometimes my body feels like it's a different shape, not physically but in some other form. This feeling occurs mostly when I am looking within myself or meditating.

Looking at other Dragon's in the Otherkin community I see many of them have their dragon name and can remember some form draconic words. They know what they look like and some even have memories. I don't know how to discover these things within myself and I fear I may be looking in all the wrong places, I ask that anyone who have found themselves in a similar position in the past to please give me some advice.

Thankyou,

[Ottersmash]

The otherkin communities themselves are probably the best places to ask. However, even as a person in love with the more spiritual and supernatural sides of life, I'd suggest you exercise caution and take everything you hear with a grain of salt. It's a community where, even knowing full well how strange waking memories and minds are, people often take dreams and fleeting thoughts as literal, unaltered glimpses into their past incarnations.