Ever since I broke up with my last girlfriend, I've never been able to feel truly happy. Sure, I'm successful in a lot of other things, but sometimes my mind just won't get off that thought of the loving embrace of a girlfriend. There's no way in hell I'd go back to my latest ex, she was just too clingey, even after I asked her to give me some space.
I want to go out with this one girl (Girl A for now) but she has a boyfriend, a rather annoying one at that, being a stereotypical jock. We're supposedly "friends" but there are times where I'd wish Girl A would break up with him. Girl A has also been a good friend of mine for the past 3 years now, and it seems wrong to have ill will toward her relationship, but I keep thinking about it, no matter how hard I try not to.
Then there's Girl B (for now) she hasn't had a boyfriend in the 3 years of high school I've known here and I'm pretty sure she still doesn't have one. But I don't know if she'd want to date, she seems like she's school oriented and is uninterested in it.
I think both girls are beautiful, I share most classes with them so I know they're smart and rational, and I know they'd both be fun to hang out with, I just don't know what I should do. Wait on girl A, even if I never get the chance to date her again, or ask out girl B, and take the risk on a new girl.
Usually I'd try and stifle this problem in my head, burying it in the depths of my subconscious, to deal with it later, but It has been bugging me for the past month and It's also affecting my school grades... Help please?
Topic: No love :( (Read 272 times)