Counting to 1,000,000

[Cheza]

38, 041

There aren't many who do..
I know I don't, at least.

[George]

38,042
You don't...what?

[Cheza]

38, 043

People with truly bad parents sometimes don't live to tell about it..
Even tho my parents aren't exactly the best ones I've only had to fear for my life a few times, but not constantly 24/7 as in the worst cases..
While I was at the orphanage I got to meet a lot of other people in similar situations like me that had backgrounds far worse than mine and that actually managed to make me feel ungrateful for thinking my parents were bad..
But then again, there be different levels of hell.

[George]

38,044
Long story short, my siblings shouldn't be so hateful...my sister was mad at my dad for buying her the wrong present, and I don't even know what set my brother off.

[Grey]

38, 045


Hungry

[George]

38,O46
Eat more...*shudder*...beans on toast.

What do you think you are, a cowboy?!

[Grey]

38, 049


I had beans on toast today actually.
because that's all there is to eat

[Cheza]

38, 050

I found an unopened pack of cereal... So I'm eating that straight from the bag and drinking water on top because I has nothing to put on them.

[Grey]

38, 051

At one point i was consuming just bread and water

[Cheza]

38, 052

During the deepest point of my depression I lived on crispbread and water for about 2-3 weeks.. It left me so weak I could hardly stand without my head starting to spin.

[Grey]

38, 053

I started eating completely.
Had to survive of IV drips.

[Cheza]

38, 054

I would eat more if it felt like it was worth it. Now it doesn't so I just live on whatever it is I can find in the kitchen.

[Grey]

38, 055

Just don't get to be as bad as me

[Cheza]

38, 056

I'm feeling better these days, but depending on what the future brings, I might get even worse than that.

[Grey]

38, 057


Do that and I'll hunt you down and throw a turkey at you