Mood problems

[Raymond Volkogonov]

First of all: Please, God, forgive me for complaining about my life.

So, I think I should make some pre-history. In 2015 I got excluded from the university (spent there 2 years), and, due to my country laws, was to serve in military. Luckily, this did not happen as my health have some problems, which resulted me into being put in reserve, to be consripted in case of war. I recently applied to another university, for quite nice cources, and now wait untill I am either accepted or not for a free place (my country has free education). If I am not accepted, my parents said they will pay for it.

So, this sh*t took around half a year (From around November untill now). Through this time, my mood became VERY unstable. I can easily become angry on someone, for absolutely no or little reason, then I can cry about being alone and, at the end, get some ice cream and sit and watch some film with positive emotions. Since I am going for driver licence, I had consultation with psycologist, and she said that I am completely fine, even thow she was worried when I said that I am an ex-student (student suicides happen every year).

So, as you can see, the situation is not bad. I have university to start studying, military is not breathing in my back, I am not starving and have no loans to pay, and my relations with parents are good. The only real bad thing is that I am now completely alone with no friends to go anywhere, and no GF to spend time with. Some people I speak to are online only, which does not help too much. So, I want to ask for advice, in case someone was in situation like that. What to do, how to overcome this, or maybe just hear (mostly see, since it is internet ) warm words.

[saph the sergal]

First of all: Please, God, forgive me for complaining about my life.

So, I think I should make some pre-history. In 2015 I got excluded from the university (spent there 2 years), and, due to my country laws, was to serve in military. Luckily, this did not happen as my health have some problems, which resulted me into being put in reserve, to be consripted in case of war. I recently applied to another university, for quite nice cources, and now wait untill I am either accepted or not for a free place (my country has free education). If I am not accepted, my parents said they will pay for it.

So, this sh*t took around half a year (From around November untill now). Through this time, my mood became VERY unstable. I can easily become angry on someone, for absolutely no or little reason, then I can cry about being alone and, at the end, get some ice cream and sit and watch some film with positive emotions. Since I am going for driver licence, I had consultation with psycologist, and she said that I am completely fine, even thow she was worried when I said that I am an ex-student (student suicides happen every year).

So, as you can see, the situation is not bad. I have university to start studying, military is not breathing in my back, I am not starving and have no loans to pay, and my relations with parents are good. The only real bad thing is that I am now completely alone with no friends to go anywhere, and no GF to spend time with. Some people I speak to are online only, which does not help too much. So, I want to ask for advice, in case someone was in situation like that. What to do, how to overcome this, or maybe just hear (mostly see, since it is internet ) warm words.

belive it or not i can relate to this easy (what i can help with shall be diffrent colors

great for going for drivers liscance im waiting on a last pay to go for mine (its one of the best things that you can do since it opens up alot of stuff)

as for advice? heck i look forward to the day i go from learners permit (have to have someone watching all times) to red p plates (meaning i dont need someone there all the time) since i can then go see what is called australia and go back to a great hobby of mine steam engines and the places that run the old engines and see about getting to do track gang work again

so i guess find things you love and find places that do it