Honestly...

[SadDubwool]

I'm Going To be honest at this point, No Joking..




Honestly as of late, I've never felt A more crushing weight on my soul then at this point, I've never felt more Lonely And Depressed then the past few week's I don't know why It has gotten so bad, but it has, And I feel like I Can't Continue anymore, It's just this feeling of weakness and hopelessness that has set upon me, I Can hardly feel any form of happiness at this point, and everything is just taken over by The worse of me, and humanity by , I've never felt such A Genunine distaste for Myself, I Can see the good things about myself, I just keep feeling that I'm A failure,  And that It wouldn't matter If I Didn't exist,I feel as if I'm insignificant, and I'm just One In A Million, I Don't feel any feelings of being special, I know that i''m just another Random guy, Who wouldn't be able to chage anything..

[Ravenshade]

Hello there.

I'd just like you to know I feel the same. My own thoughts and feelings, much like your own, have gone down hill recently for no reason other than feeling lonely. I don't know, do you have friends? If you have some good ones, you may be able to alleviate your depressed state by going out with a few and doing something fun. If you're very lonely (like me) that may be why your self esteem issues are so bad. I can't really help you there, as I can't help myself as of yet, but try to do things you love that make you happy and feel good about yourself. Sorry if this sounds real cheesy...I can't quite find the correct words that I want to say to see if I can help you a little. I hope something good happens so you'll feel better in general, and about yourself.