*hugs*
I may not have the exact same situation as you, but I sure as heck know how it feels, like Anoni said, to have someone or something important taken away from you. I am sure you had some great times together, did you not?
I most certainly hope you're doing well.
In fact, another hug because I feel you really need it.
*second hug*
We're all willing to help you with your problems, so do not hesitate to ask anything. We're there for you, because we're a family. That's what us furries are. A big, happy, furry family. We try not to argue, and treat each and every one of each other as if they were our brothers or sisters. You don't have great people like that in any other place other than your own home. A family sticks together, helps each other through tough times and hardships, and gets through things together, making them better. We're all there for each other, and we're all there for you.
So we all hope you're coping well, Nimian.
*third hug*